首页 >出版文学> The Rescue>第24章

第24章

  Jorgenson,standingbythetaffrail,notedthefaintreddishglowinthemassiveblacknessofthefurthershore。Jorgensonnotedthingsquickly,cursorily,perfunctorily,asphenomenaunrelatedtohisownapparitionalexistenceofavisitingghost。Theywerebutpassagesinthegameofmenwhowerestillplayingatlife。
  Heknewtoowellhowmuchthatgamewasworthtobeconcernedaboutitscourse。Hehadgivenupthehabitofthinkingforsolongthatthesuddenresumptionofitirkedhimexceedingly,especiallyashehadtothinkontowardaconclusion。Inthatworldofeternaloblivion,ofwhichhehadtastedbeforeLingardmadehimstepbackintothelifeofmen,allthingsweresettledonceforall。Hewasirritatedbyhisownperplexitywhichwaslikeareminderofthatmortalitymadeupofquestionsandpassionsfromwhichhehadfanciedhehadfreedhimselfforever。
  ByanaturalassociationhiscontemptuousannoyanceembracedtheexistenceofMrs。Travers,too,forhowcouldhethinkofTomLingard,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforKingTom,withoutthinkingalsoofthatwomanwhohadmanagedtoputtheghostofasparkevenintohisownextinguishedeyes?Shewasofnoaccount;butTom’sintegritywas。ItwasofTomthathehadtothink,ofwhatwasgoodorbadforTominthatabsurdanddeadlygameofhislife。FinallyhereachedtheconclusionthattobegiventheringwouldbegoodforTomLingard。Justtobegiventheringandnomore。Theringandnomore。
  "Itwillhelphimtomakeuphismind,"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache,asifcompelledbyanobscureconviction。Itwasonlythenthathestirredslightlyandturnedawayfromtheloomofthefiresonthedistantshore。Mrs。Traversheardhisfootstepspassingagainalongthesideofthedeckhouse——andthistimeneverraisedherhead。Thatmanwassleepless,mad,childish,andinflexible。Hewasimpossible。Hehauntedthedecksofthathulkaimlessly……
  Itwas,however,inpursuanceofaverydistinctaimthatJorgensonhadgoneforwardagaintoseekJaffir。
  ThefirstremarkhehadtooffertoJaffir’sconsiderationwasthattheonlypersonintheworldwhohadtheremotestchanceofreachingBelarab’sgateonthatnightwasthattallwhitewomantheRajahLauthadbroughtonboard,thewifeofoneofthecaptivewhitechiefs。SurprisemadeJaffirexclaim,buthewasn’tpreparedtodenythat。Itwaspossiblethatformanyreasons,somequitesimpleandothersverysubtle,thosesonsoftheEvilOnebelongingtoTenggaandDamanwouldrefrainfromkillingawhitewomanwalkingalonefromthewater’sedgetoBelarab’sgate。Yes,itwasjustpossiblethatshemightwalkunharmed。
  "Especiallyifshecarriedablazingtorch,"mutteredJorgensoninhismoustache。HetoldJaffirthatshewassittingnowinthedark,mourningsilentlyinthemannerofwhitewomen。Shehadmadeagreatoutcryinthemorningtobeallowedtojointhewhitemenonshore。He,Jorgenson,hadrefusedherthecanoe。
  Eversinceshehadsecludedherselfinthedeckhouseingreatdistress。
  Jaffirlistenedtoitallwithoutparticularsympathy。AndwhenJorgensonadded,"Itisinmymind,OJaffir,toletherhaveherwillnow,"heansweredbya"Yes,byAllah!lethergo。Whatdoesitmatter?"ofthegreatestunconcern,tillJorgensonadded:
  "Yes。AndshemaycarrytheringtotheRajahLaut。"
  JorgensonsawJaffir,thegrimandimpassiveJaffir,giveaperceptiblestart。ItseemedatfirstanimpossibletasktopersuadeJaffirtopartwiththering。Thenotionwastoomonstroustoenterhismind,tomovehisheart。Butatlasthesurrenderedinanawedwhisper,"Godisgreat。Perhapsitisherdestiny。"
  BeingaWajomanhedidnotregardwomenasuntrustworthyorunequaltoataskrequiringcourageandjudgment。OncehegotoverthepersonalfeelinghehandedtheringtoJorgensonwithonlyonereservation,"Youknow,Tuan,thatshemustonnoaccountputitonherfinger。"
  "Letherhangitroundherneck,"suggestedJorgenson,readily。
  AsJorgensonmovedtowardthedeckhouseitoccurredtohimthatperhapsnowthatwomanTomLingardhadtakenintowmighttakeitintoherheadtorefusetoleavetheEmma。Thisdidnotdisturbhimverymuch。Allthosepeoplemovedinthedark。Hehimselfatthatparticularmomentwasmovinginthedark。BeyondthesimplewishtoguideLingard’sthoughtinthedirectionofHassimandImmada,tohelphimtomakeuphismindatlasttoaruthlessfidelitytohispurposeJorgensonhadnootheraim。Theexistenceofthosewhiteshadnomeaningonearth。Theywerethesortofpeoplethatpasswithoutleavingfootprints。Thatwomanwouldhavetoactinignorance。Andifsherefusedtogotheninignoranceshewouldhavetostayonboard。Hewouldtellhernothing。
  Asamatteroffact,hediscoveredthatMrs。Traverswouldsimplyhavenothingtodowithhim。Shewouldnotlistentowhathehadtosay。Shedesiredhim,amerewearyvoiceconfinedinthedarknessofthedeckcabin,togoawayandtroublehernomore。
  ButtheghostofJorgensonwasnoteasilyexorcised。He,too,wasamerevoiceintheouterdarkness,inexorable,insistingthatsheshouldcomeoutondeckandlisten。Atlasthefoundtherightwordstosay。
  "ItissomethingaboutTomthatIwanttotellyou。Youwishhimwell,don’tyou?"
  Afterthisshecouldnotrefusetocomeoutondeck,andoncethereshelistenedpatientlytothatwhiteghostmutteringandmumblingaboveherdroopinghead。
  "Itseemstome,CaptainJorgenson,"shesaidafterhehadceased,"thatyouaresimplytriflingwithme。Afteryourbehaviourtomethismorning,Icanhavenothingtosaytoyou。"
  "Ihaveacanoeforyounow,"mumbledJorgenson。
  "Youhavesomenewpurposeinviewnow,"retortedMrs。Traverswithspirit。"Butyouwon’tmakeitcleartome。Whatisitthatyouhaveinyourmind?"
  "Tom’sinterest。"
  "Areyoureallyhisfriend?"
  "Hebroughtmehere。Youknowit。Hehastalkedalottoyou。"
  "Hedid。ButIaskmyselfwhetheryouarecapableofbeinganybody’sfriend。"
  "Youaskyourself!"repeatedJorgenson,veryquietandmorose。
  "IfIamnothisfriendIshouldliketoknowwhois。"
  Mrs。Traversasked,quickly:"What’sallthisaboutaring?Whatring?"
  "Tom’sproperty。Hehashaditforyears。"
  "Andhegaveittoyou?Doesn’thecareforit?"
  "Don’tknow。It’sjustathing。"
  "Butithasameaningasbetweenyouandhim。Isthatso?"
  "Yes。Ithas。Hewillknowwhatitmeans。"
  "Whatdoesitmean?"
  "Iamtoomuchhisfriendnottoholdmytongue。"
  "What!Tome!"
  "Andwhoareyou?"wasJorgenson’sunexpectedremark。"Hehastoldyoutoomuchalready。"
  "Perhapshehas,"whisperedMrs。Travers,asiftoherself。"Andyouwantthatringtobetakentohim?"sheasked,inaloudertone。
  "Yes。Atonce。Forhisgood。"
  "Areyoucertainitisforhisgood?Whycan’tyou……"
  Shecheckedherself。Thatmanwashopeless。Hewouldnevertellanythingandtherewasnomeansofcompellinghim。Hewasinvulnerable,unapproachable……Hewasdead。
  "Justgiveittohim,"mumbledJorgensonasthoughpursuingamerefixedidea。"Justslipitquietlyintohishand。Hewillunderstand。"
  "Whatisit?Advice,warning,signalforaction?"
  "Itmaybeanything,"utteredJorgenson,morosely,butasitwereinamollifiedtone。"It’smeantforhisgood。"
  "Oh,ifIonlycouldtrustthatman!"musedMrs。Travers,halfaloud。
  Jorgenson’sslightnoiseinthethroatmighthavebeentakenforanexpressionofsympathy。Butheremainedsilent。
  "Really,thisismostextraordinary!"criedMrs。Travers,suddenlyaroused。"Whydidyoucometome?Whyshoulditbemytask?Whyshouldyouwantmespeciallytotakeittohim?"
  "Iwilltellyouwhy,"saidJorgenson’sblankvoice。"It’sbecausethereisnooneonboardthishulkthatcanhopetogetaliveinsidethatstockade。Thismorningyoutoldmeyourselfthatyouwerereadytodie——forTom——orwithTom。Well,riskitthen。Youaretheonlyonethathashalfachancetogetthrough—
  —andTom,maybe,iswaiting。"
  "Theonlyone,"repeatedMrs。TraverswithanabruptmovementforwardandanextendedhandbeforewhichJorgensonsteppedbackapace。"Riskit!Certainly!Where’sthatmysteriousring?"
  "Ihavegotitinmypocket,"saidJorgenson,readily;yetnearlyhalfaminuteelapsedbeforeMrs。Traversfeltthecharacteristicshapebeingpressedintoherhalf—openpalm。"Don’tletanybodyseeit,"Jorgensonadmonishedherinamurmur。"Hideitsomewhereaboutyou。Whynothangitroundyourneck?"
  Mrs。Travers’handremainedfirmlyclosedonthering。"Yes,thatwilldo,"shemurmured,hastily。"I’llbebackinamoment。Geteverythingready。"Withthosewordsshedisappearedinsidethedeckhouseandpresentlythreadsoflightappearedintheintersticesoftheboards。Mrs。Travershadlightedacandleinthere。Shewasbusyhangingthatringroundherneck。Shewasgoing。Yes——takingtheriskforTom’ssake。
  "Nobodycanresistthatman,"Jorgensonmutteredtohimselfwithincreasingmoroseness。"_I_couldn’t。"
  IV
  Jorgenson,afterseeingthecanoeleavetheship’sside,ceasedtoliveintellectually。Therewasnoneedformorethinking,foranydisplayofmentalingenuity。Hehaddonewithitall。AllhisnotionswereperfectlyfixedandhecouldgoovertheminthesameghostlywayinwhichhehauntedthedeckoftheEmma。AtthesightoftheringLingardwouldreturntoHassimandImmada,nowcaptives,too,thoughJorgensoncertainlydidnotthinktheminanyseriousdanger。WhathadhappenedreallywasthatTenggawasnowholdinghostages,andthoseJorgensonlookeduponasLingard’sownpeople。Theywerehis。Hehadgoneinwiththemdeep,verydeep。TheyhadaholdandaclaimonKingTomjustasmanyyearsagopeopleofthatveryracehadhadaholdandaclaimonhim,Jorgenson。OnlyTomwasamuchbiggerman。Averybigman。Nevertheless,Jorgensondidn’tseewhyheshouldescapehisownfate——Jorgenson’sfate——tobeabsorbed,captured,madetheirowneitherinfailureorinsuccess。ItwasanunavoidablefatalityandJorgensonfeltcertainthattheringwouldcompelLingardtofaceitwithoutflinching。WhathereallywantedLingardtodowastoceasetotaketheslightestinterestinthosewhites——whowerethesortofpeoplethatleftnofootprints。
  Perhapsatfirstsight,sendingthatwomantoLingardwasnotthebestwaytowardthatend。Jorgenson,however,hadadistinctimpressioninwhichhismorningtalkwithMrs。Travershadonlyconfirmedhim,thatthosetwohadquarrelledforgood。As,indeed,wasunavoidable。WhatdidTomLingardwantwithanywoman?TheonlywomaninJorgenson’slifehadcomeinbywayofexchangeforalotofcottonstuffsandseveralbrassguns。ThisfactcouldnotbutaffectJorgenson’sjudgmentsinceobviouslyinthiscasesuchatransactionwasimpossible。Thereforethecasewasnotserious。Itdidn’texist。WhatdidexistwasLingard’srelationtotheWajoexiles,agreatandwarlikeadventuresuchasnoroverinthoseseashadeverattempted。
  ThatTenggawasmuchmorereadytonegotiatethantofight,theoldadventurerhadnottheslightestdoubt。HowLingardwoulddealwithhimwasnotaconcernofJorgenson’s。Thatwouldbeeasyenough。NothingpreventedLingardfromgoingtoseeTenggaandtalkingtohimwithauthority。AllthatambitiouspersonreallywantedwastohaveashareinLingard’swealth,inLingard’spower,inLingard’sfriendship。AyearbeforeTenggahadonceinsinuatedtoJorgenson,"InwhatwayamIlessworthyofbeingafriendthanBelarab?"
  Itwasadistinctoverture,adisclosureoftheman’sinnermostmind。Jorgenson,ofcourse,hadmetitwithaprofoundsilence。
  Histaskwasnotdiplomacybutthecareofstores。
  AftertheeffortofconnectedmentalprocessesinordertobringaboutMrs。Travers’departurehewasanxioustodismissthewholematterfromhismind。Thelastthoughthegavetoitwasseverelypractical。ItoccurredtohimthatitwouldbeadvisabletoattractinsomewayorotherLingard’sattentiontothelagoon。
  Inthelanguageoftheseaasinglerocketisproperlyasignalofdistress,but,inthecircumstances,agroupofthreesentupsimultaneouslywouldconveyawarning。Hegavehisordersandwatchedtherocketsgoupfinelywithatrailofredsparks,aburstingofwhitestarshighupintheair,andthreeloudreportsinquicksuccession。Thenheresumedhispacingofthewholelengthofthehulk,confidentthatafterthisTomwouldguessthatsomethingwasupandsetaclosewatchoverthelagoon。NodoubtthesemysteriousrocketswouldhaveadisturbingeffectonTenggaandhisfriendsandcauseagreatexcitementintheSettlement;butforthatJorgensondidnotcare。TheSettlementwasalreadyinsuchaturmoilthatalittlemoreexcitementdidnotmatter。WhatJorgensondidnotexpect,however,wasthesoundofamusket—shotfiredfromthejunglefacingthebowsoftheEmma。Itcausedhimtostopdeadshort。Hehadhearddistinctlythebulletstrikethecurveofthebowforward。"Somehot—headedassfiredthat,"hesaidtohimself,contemptuously。ItsimplydisclosedtohimthefactthathewasalreadybesiegedontheshoresideandsetatresthisdoubtsastothelengthTenggawaspreparedtogo。Anylength!OfcoursetherewasstilltimeforTomtoputeverythingrightwithsixwords,unless……Jorgensonsmiled,grimly,inthedarkandresumedhistirelesspacing。
  WhatamusedhimwastoobservethefirewhichhadbeenburningnightanddaybeforeTengga’sresidencesuddenlyextinguished。Hepicturedtohimselfthewildrushwithbamboobucketstothelagoonshore,theconfusion,thehurryandjostlinginagreathissingofwatermidstcloudsofsteam。TheimageofthefatTengga’sconsternationappealedtoJorgenson’ssenseofhumourforaboutfiveseconds。Thenhetookupthebinocularsfromtheroofofthedeckhouse。
  TheburstingofthethreewhitestarsoverthelagoonhadgivenhimamomentaryglimpseoftheblackspeckofthecanoetakingoverMrs。Travers。Hecouldn’tfinditagainwiththeglass,itwastoodark;butthepartoftheshoreforwhichitwassteeredwouldbesomewhereneartheangleofBelarab’sstockadenearesttothebeach。ThisJorgensoncouldmakeoutinthefaintrosyglareoffiresburninginside。JorgensonwascertainthatLingardwaslookingtowardtheEmmathroughthemostconvenientloopholehecouldfind。
  AsobviouslyMrs。Traverscouldnothavepaddledherselfacross,twomenweretakingherover;andforthesteersmanshehadJaffir。ThoughhehadassentedtoJorgenson’splanJaffirwasanxioustoaccompanytheringasnearaspossibletoitsdestination。Nothingbutdirenecessityhadinducedhimtopartwiththetalisman。Crouchinginthesternandflourishinghispaddlefromsidetosideheglaredatthebackofthecanvasdeck—chairwhichhadbeenplacedinthemiddleforMrs。Travers。
  Wrappedupinthedarknessshereclinedinitwithhereyesclosed,faintlyawareoftheringhunglowonherbreast。Asthecanoewasratherlargeitwasmovingveryslowly。Thetwomendippedtheirpaddleswithoutasplash:andsurrenderingherselfpassively,inatemporaryrelaxationofallherlimbs,tothisadventureMrs。Travershadnosenseofmotionatall。She,too,likeJorgenson,wastiredofthinking。Sheabandonedherselftothesilenceofthatnightfullofrousedpassionsanddeadlypurposes。Sheabandonedherselftoanillusoryfeeling;totheimpressionthatshewasreallyresting。Forthefirsttimeinmanydaysshecouldtastethereliefofbeingalone。Themenwithherwerelessthannothing。Shecouldnotspeaktothem;shecouldnotunderstandthem;thecanoemighthavebeenmovingbyenchantment——ifitdidmoveatall。Likeahalf—conscioussleepershewasonthevergeofsayingtoherself,"WhatastrangedreamIamhaving。"
  ThelowtonesofJaffir’svoicestoleintoitquietlytellingthementoceasepaddling,andthelongcanoecametoarestslowly,nomorethantenyardsfromthebeach。Thepartyhadbeenprovidedwithatorchwhichwastobelightedbeforethecanoetouchedtheshore,thusgivingacharacterofopennesstothisdesperateexpedition。"Andifitdrawsfireonus,"JaffirhadcommentedtoJorgenson,"well,then,weshallseewhosefateitistodieonthisnight。"
  "Yes,"hadmutteredJorgenson。"Weshallsee。"
  Jorgensonsawatlastthesmalllightofthetorchagainsttheblacknessofthestockade。Hestrainedhishearingforapossiblevolleyofmusketryfirebutnosoundcametohimoverthebroadsurfaceofthelagoon。Overtherethemanwiththetorch,theotherpaddler,andJaffirhimselfimpellingwithagentlemotionofhispaddlethecanoetowardtheshore,hadtheglisteningeyeballsandthetensefacesofsilentexcitement。TheruddyglaresmoteMrs。Travers’closedeyelidsbutshedidn’topenhereyestillshefeltthecanoetouchthestrand。Thetwomenleapedinstantlyoutofit。Mrs。Traversrose,abruptly。Nobodymadeasound。Shestumbledoutofthecanoeontothebeachandalmostbeforeshehadrecoveredherbalancethetorchwasthrustintoherhand。Theheat,thenearnessoftheblazeconfusedandblindedhertill,instinctively,sheraisedthetorchhighaboveherhead。Foramomentshestoodstill,holdingaloftthefierceflamefromwhichafewsparkswerefallingslowly。
  AnakedbronzearmlightedfromabovepointedoutthedirectionandMrs。Traversbegantowalktowardthefeaturelessblackmassofthestockade。Whenafterafewstepsshelookedbackoverhershoulder,thelagoon,thebeach,thecanoe,themenshehadjustlefthadbecomealreadyinvisible。Shewasalonebearingupablazingtorchonanearththatwasadumbshadowshiftingunderherfeet。Atlastshereachedfirmergroundandthedarklengthofthepalisadeuntouchedasyetbythelightofthetorchseemedtoherimmense,intimidating。Shefeltreadytodropfromsheeremotion。Butshemovedon。
  "Alittlemoretotheleft,"shoutedastrongvoice。
  Itvibratedthroughallherfibres,rousinglikethecallofatrumpet,wentfarbeyondher,filledallthespace。Mrs。Traversstoodstillforamoment,thencastingfarawayfromhertheburningtorchranforwardblindlywithherhandsextendedtowardthegreatsoundofLingard’svoice,leavingbehindherthelightflaringandsplutteringontheground。Shestumbledandwasonlysavedfromafallbyherhandscomingincontactwiththeroughstakes。Thestockaderosehighaboveherheadandsheclungtoitwithwidelyopenarms,pressingherwholebodyagainsttheruggedsurfaceofthatenormousandunscalablepalisade。Sheheardthroughitlowvoicesinside,heavythuds;andfeltateveryblowaslightvibrationofthegroundunderherfeet。Sheglancedfearfullyoverhershoulderandsawnothinginthedarknessbuttheexpiringglowofthetorchshehadthrownawayandthesombreshimmerofthelagoonborderingtheopaquedarknessoftheshore。
  Herstrainedeyeballsseemedtodetectmysteriousmovementsinthedarknessandshegavewaytoirresistibleterror,toashrinkingagonyofapprehension。Wasshetobetransfixedbyabroadblade,tothehigh,immovablewallofwoodagainstwhichshewasflatteningherselfdesperately,asthoughshecouldhopetopenetrateitbythemereforceofherfear?Shehadnoideawhereshewas,butasamatteroffactshewasalittletotheleftoftheprincipalgateandalmostexactlyunderoneoftheloopholesofthestockade。Herexcessiveanguishpassedintoinsensibility。Sheceasedtohear,tosee,andeventofeelthecontactofthesurfacetowhichsheclung。Lingard’svoicesomewherefromtheskyaboveherheadwasdirectingher,distinct,veryclose,fullofconcern。
  "Youmuststooplow。Loweryet。"
  Thestagnantbloodofherbodybegantopulsatelanguidly。Shestoopedlow——loweryet——solowthatshehadtosinkonherknees,andthenbecameawareofafaintsmellofwoodsmokemingledwiththeconfusedmurmurofagitatedvoices。Thiscametoherthroughanopeningnohigherthanherheadinherkneelingposture,andnowiderthanthebreadthoftwostakes。Lingardwassayinginatoneofdistress:
  "Icouldn’tgetanyofthemtounbarthegate。"
  Shewasunabletomakeasound。——"Areyouthere?"Lingardasked,anxiously,soclosetohernowthatsheseemedtofeeltheverybreathofhiswordsonherface。Itrevivedhercompletely;sheunderstoodwhatshehadtodo。Sheputherheadandshouldersthroughtheopening,wasatonceseizedunderthearmsbyaneagergripandfeltherselfpulledthroughwithanirresistibleforceandwithsuchhastethatherscarfwasdraggedoffherhead,itsfringeshavingcaughtintheroughtimber。Thesameeagergripliftedherup,stoodheronherfeetwithoutherhavingtomakeanyexertiontowardthatend。ShebecameawarethatLingardwastryingtosaysomething,butsheheardonlyaconfusedstammeringexpressiveofwonderanddelightinwhichshecaughtthewords"You……you……"deliriouslyrepeated。
  Hedidn’treleasehisholdofher;hishelpfulandirresistiblegriphadchangedintoacloseclasp,acrushingembrace,theviolenttakingpossessionbyanembodiedforcethathadbrokenlooseandwasnottobecontrolledanylonger。Ashisgreatvoicehaddoneamomentbefore,hisgreatstrength,too,seemedabletofillallspaceinitsenvelopingandundeniableauthority。Everytimeshetriedinstinctivelytostiffenherselfagainstitsmight,itreacted,affirmingitsfiercewill,itsupliftingpower。Severaltimesshelostthefeelingofthegroundandhadasensationofhelplessnesswithoutfear,oftriumphwithoutexultation。Theinevitablehadcometopass。Shehadforeseenit——andallthetimeinthatdarkplaceandagainsttheredglowofcampfireswithinthestockadethemaninwhosearmsshestruggledremainedshadowytohereyes——toherhalf—closedeyes。
  Shethoughtsuddenly,"Hewillcrushmetodeathwithoutknowingit。"
  Hewaslikeablindforce。Sheclosedhereyesaltogether。Herheadfellbackalittle。Notinstinctivelybutwithwilfulresignationandasitwerefromasenseofjusticesheabandonedherselftohisarms。Theeffectwasasthoughshehadsuddenlystabbedhimtotheheart。Helethergososuddenlyandcompletelythatshewouldhavefallendowninaheapifshehadnotmanagedtocatchholdofhisforearm。Heseemedpreparedforitandforamomentallherweighthungonitwithoutmovingitsrigiditybyahair’sbreadth。BehindherMrs。Traversheardtheheavythudofblowsonwood,theconfusedmurmursandmovementsofmen。
  Avoicesaidsuddenly,"It’sdone,"withsuchemphasisthatthough,ofcourse,shedidn’tunderstandthewordsithelpedhertoregainpossessionofherself;andwhenLingardaskedherverylittleaboveawhisper:"Whydon’tyousaysomething?"sheansweredreadily,"Letmegetmybreathfirst。"
  Roundthemallsoundshadceased。Themenhadsecuredagaintheopeningthroughwhichthosearmshadsnatchedherintoamomentofself—forgetfulnesswhichhadleftheroutofbreathbutuncrushed。Asifsomethingimperativehadbeensatisfiedshehadamomentofinwardserenity,aperiodofpeacewithoutthoughtwhile,holdingtothatarmthattremblednomorethananarmofiron,shefeltstealthilyoverthegroundforoneofthesandalswhichshehadlost。Oh,yes,therewasnodoubtofit,shehadbeencarriedofftheearth,withoutshame,withoutregret。Butshewouldnothavelethimknowofthatdroppedsandalforanythingintheworld。Thatlostsandalwasassymbolicasadroppedveil。Buthedidnotknowofit。Hemustneverknow。