"Iassureyouitisn’tlate。It’sdarkatsix,wedinedbeforeseven,thatmakesthenightlongandIamnotaverygoodsleeper;thatis,Icannotgotosleeptilllateinthenight。"
"Ienvyyou,"saidMr。Travers,speakingwithasortofdrowsyapathy。"Iamalwaysdroppingoffandtheawakeningsarehorrible。"
D’Alcacer,raisinghiseyes,noticedthatMrs。TraversandLingardhadvanishedfromthelight。Theyhadgonetotherailwhered’Alcacercouldnotseethem。SomepitymingledwithhisvexationatMr。Travers’snatchywakefulness。Therewassomethingweirdabouttheman,hereflected。"Jorgenson,"hebeganaloud。
"What’sthat?"snappedMr。Travers。
"It’sthenameofthatlankyoldstore—keeperwhoisalwaysaboutthedecks。"
"Ihaven’tseenhim。Idon’tseeanybody。Idon’tknowanybody。I
prefernottonotice。"
"Iwasonlygoingtosaythathegavemeapackofcards;wouldyoulikeagameofpiquet?"
"Idon’tthinkIcouldkeepmyeyesopen,"saidMr。Traversinanunexpectedlyconfidentialtone。"Isn’titfunny,d’Alcacer?AndthenIwakeup。It’stooawful。"
D’AlcacermadenoremarkandMr。Traversseemednottohaveexpectedany。
"WhenIsaidmywifewasmad,"hebegan,suddenly,causingd’Alcacertostart,"Ididn’tmeanitliterally,ofcourse。"Histonesoundedslightlydogmaticandhedidn’tseemtobeawareofanyintervalduringwhichhehadappearedtosleep。D’Alcacerwasconvincedmorethaneverthathehadbeenshamming,andresignedhimselfwearilytolisten,foldinghisarmsacrosshischest。
"WhatImeant,really,"continuedMr。Travers,"wasthatsheisthevictimofacraze。Societyissubjecttocrazes,asyouknowverywell。Theyarenotreprehensibleinthemselves,buttheworstofmywifeisthathercrazesareneverlikethoseofthepeoplewithwhomshenaturallyassociates。Theygenerallyruncountertothem。Thispeculiarityhasgivenmesomeanxiety,youunderstand,inthepositionweoccupy。Peoplewillbegintosaythatsheiseccentric。Doyouseeheranywhere,d’Alcacer?"
D’Alcacerwasthankfultobeabletosaythathedidn’tseeMrs。
Travers。Hedidn’tevenhearanymurmurs,thoughhehadnodoubtthateverybodyonboardtheEmmawaswideawakebynow。ButMr。
Traversinspiredhimwithinvinciblemistrustandhethoughtitprudenttoadd:
"Youforgetthatyourwifehasaroominthedeckhouse。"
Thiswasasfarashewouldgo,forheknewverywellthatshewasnotinthedeckhouse。Mr。Travers,completelyconvincedbythestatement,madenosound。Butneitherdidheliedownagain。
D’Alcacergavehimselfuptomeditation。Thenightseemedextremelyoppressive。AtLingard’sshoutforJorgenson,thatintheprofoundsilencestruckhisearsominously,heraisedhiseyesandsawMrs。TraversoutsidethedooroftheCage。Hestartedforwardbutshewasalreadywithin。Hesawshewasmoved。
Sheseemedoutofbreathandasifunabletospeakatfirst。
"Hadn’twebettershutthedoor?"suggestedd’Alcacer。
"CaptainLingard’scomingin,"shewhisperedtohim。"Hehasmadeuphismind。"
"That’sanexcellentthing,"commentedd’Alcacer,quietly。"I
concludefromthisthatweshallhearsomething。"
"Youshallhearitallfromme,"breathedoutMrs。Travers。
"Ah!"exclaimedd’Alcacerverylow。
BythattimeLingardhadentered,too,andthedecksoftheEmmawereallastirwithmovingfigures。Jorgenson’svoicewasalsoheardgivingdirections。FornearlyaminutethefourpersonswithintheCageremainedmotionless。AshadowyMalayinthegangwaysaidsuddenly:"Sudah,Tuan,"andLingardmurmured,"Ready,Mrs。Travers。"
Sheseizedd’Alcacer’sarmandledhimtothesideoftheCagefurthestfromthecornerinwhichMr。Travers’bedwasplaced,whileLingardbusiedhimselfinprickingupthewickoftheCagelanternasifithadsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatthis,whateverhappened,shouldnotbeadeedofdarkness。Mr。Traversdidnothingbutturnhisheadtolookoverhisshoulder。
"Onemoment,"saidd’Alcacer,inalowtoneandsmilingatMrs。
Travers’agitation。"Beforeyoutellmeanythingletmeaskyou:
’HaveYOUmadeupyourmind?’"Hesawwithmuchsurpriseawideningofhereyes。Wasitindignation?Apauseasofsuspicionfellbetweenthosetwopeople。Thend’Alcacersaidapologetically:"PerhapsIoughtnottohaveaskedthatquestion,"andLingardcaughtMrs。Travers’words,"Oh,Iamnotafraidtoanswerthatquestion。"
Thentheirvoicessank。Lingardhungthelampupagainandstoodidleintherevivedlight;butalmostimmediatelyheheardd’Alcacercallinghimdiscreetly。
"CaptainLingard!"
Hemovedtowardthematonce。AtthesameinstantMr。Travers’
headpivotedawayfromthegrouptoitsfrontalposition。
D’Alcacer,veryserious,spokeinafamiliarundertone。
"Mrs。TraverstellsmethatwemustbedelivereduptothoseMoorsonshore。"
"Yes,thereisnothingelseforit,"saidLingard。
"IconfessIamabitstartled,"saidd’Alcacer;butexceptforaslightlyhurriedutterancenobodycouldhaveguessedatanythingresemblingemotion。
"Ihavearighttomygoodname,"saidLingard,alsoverycalm,whileMrs。Traversnearhim,withhalf—veiledeyes,listenedimpassivelikeapresidinggenius。
"Iwouldn’tquestionthatforamoment,"concededd’Alcacer。"A
pointofhonourisnottobediscussed。Butthereissuchathingashumanity,too。Tobedelivereduphelplessly……"
"Perhaps!"interruptedLingard。"Butyouneedn’tfeelhopeless。I
amnotatlibertytogiveupmylifeforyourown。Mrs。Traversknowswhy。That,too,isengaged。"
"Alwaysonyourhonour?"
"Idon’tknow。Apromiseisapromise。"
"Nobodycanbeheldtotheimpossible,"remarkedd’Alcacer。
"Impossible!Whatisimpossible?Idon’tknowit。Iamnotamantotalkoftheimpossibleordodgebehindit。Ididnotbringyouhere。"
D’Alcacerloweredhisheadforamoment。"Ihavefinished,"hesaid,gravely。"ThatmuchIhadtosay。Ihopeyoudon’tthinkI
haveappearedundulyanxious。"
"It’sthebestpolicy,too。"Mrs。Traversmadeherselfheardsuddenly。Nothingofhermovedbutherlips,shedidnotevenraisehereyes。"It’stheonlypossiblepolicy。Youbelieveme,Mr。d’Alcacer?……"Hemadeanalmostimperceptiblemovementofthehead……"Well,then,Iputallmyhopeinyou,Mr。
d’Alcacer,togetthisoveraseasilyaspossibleandsaveusallfromsomeodiousscene。YouthinkperhapsthatitisIwhooughtto……"
"No,no!Idon’tthinkso,"interruptedd’Alcacer。"Itwouldbeimpossible。"
"Iamafraiditwould,"sheadmitted,nervously。
D’AlcacermadeagestureasiftobeghertosaynomoreandatoncecrossedovertoMr。Travers’sideoftheCage。Hedidnotwanttogivehimselftimetothinkabouthistask。Mr。Traverswassittinguponthecampbedsteadwithalightcottonsheetoverhislegs。Hestaredatnothing,andonapproachinghimd’Alcacerdisregardedtheslightsinkingofhisownheartatthisaspectwhichseemedtobethatofextremeterror。"Thisisawful,"hethought。Themankeptasstillasahareinitsform。
Theimpressedd’Alcacerhadtomakeanefforttobringhimselftotaphimlightlyontheshoulder。
"Themomenthascome,Travers,toshowsomefortitude,"hesaidwitheasyintimacy。Mr。Traverslookedupswiftly。"Ihavejustbeentalkingtoyourwife。ShehadacommunicationfromCaptainLingardforusboth。Itremainsforusnowtopreserveasmuchaspossibleourdignity。Ihopethatifnecessarywewillbothknowhowtodie。"
Inamomentofprofoundstillness,d’Alcacerhadtimetowonderwhetherhisfacewasasstonyinexpressionastheoneupturnedtohim。Butsuddenlyasmileappearedonit,whichwascertainlythelastthingd’Alcacerexpectedtosee。Anindubitablesmile。A
slightlycontemptuoussmile。
"Mywifehasbeenstuffingyourheadwithsomemoreofhernonsense。"Mr。Traversspokeinavoicewhichastonishedd’Alcacerasmuchasthesmile,avoicethatwasnotirritablenorpeevish,buthadadistinctnoteofindulgence。"Mydeard’Alcacer,thatcrazehasgotsuchaholdofherthatshewouldtellyouanysortoftale。Socialimpostors,mediums,fortune—tellers,charlatansofallsortsdoobtainastrangeinfluenceoverwomen。Youhaveseenthatsortofthingyourself。
Ihadatalkwithherbeforedinner。Theinfluencethatbandithasgotoverherisincredible。Ireallybelievethefellowishalfcrazyhimself。Theyoftenare,youknow。Igaveuparguingwithher。Now,whatisityouhavegottotellme?ButIwarnyouthatIamnotgoingtotakeitseriously。"
Herejectedbrisklythecottonsheet,puthisfeettothegroundandbuttonedhisjacket。D’Alcacer,ashetalked,becameawarebytheslightnoisebehindhimthatMrs。TraversandLingardwereleavingtheCage,buthewentontotheendandthenwaitedanxiouslyfortheanswer。
"See!Shehasfollowedhimoutondeck,"wereMr。Travers’firstwords。"Ihopeyouunderstandthatitisamerecraze。Youcan’thelpseeingthat。Lookathercostume。Shesimplyhaslostherhead。Luckilytheworldneedn’tknow。Butsupposethatsomethingsimilarhadhappenedathome。Itwouldhavebeenextremelyawkward。Oh!yes,Iwillcome。Iwillgoanywhere。Ican’tstandthishulk,thosepeople,thisinfernalCage。IbelieveIshouldfallillifIweretoremainhere。"
TheinwarddetachedvoiceofJorgensonmadeitselfheardnearthegangwaysaying:"Theboathasbeenwaitingforthishourpast,KingTom。"
"Letusmakeavirtueofnecessityandgowithagoodgrace,"
saidd’Alcacer,readytotakeMr。Traversunderthearmpersuasively,forhedidnotknowwhattomakeofthatgentleman。
ButMr。Traversseemedanotherman。"Iamafraid。d’Alcacer,thatyou,too,arenotverystrong—minded。Iamgoingtotakeablanketoffthisbedstead……"Heflungithastilyoverhisarmandfollowedd’Alcacerclosely。"WhatIsuffermostlyfrom,strangetosay,iscold。"
Mrs。TraversandLingardwerewaitingnearthegangway。Toeverybody’sextremesurpriseMr。Traversaddressedhiswifefirst。
"Youwerealwayslaughingatpeople’scrazes,"waswhathesaid,"andnowyouhaveacrazeofyourown。Butwewon’tdiscussthat。"
D’Alcacerpassedon,raisinghiscaptoMrs。Travers,andwentdowntheship’ssideintotheboat。Jorgensonhadvanishedinhisownmannerlikeanexorcisedghost,andLingard,steppingback,lefthusbandandwifefacetoface。
"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtomakeafuss?"askedMr。Traversinaverylowvoice。"IassureyouIwouldrathergothanstayhere。
Youdidn’tthinkthat?Youhavelostallsenseofreality,ofprobability。IwasjustthinkingthiseveningthatIwouldratherbeanywherethanherelookingonatyou。Atyourfolly……"
Mrs。Travers’loud,"Martin!"madeLingardwince,causedd’Alcacertolifthisheaddownthereintheboat,andevenJorgenson,forwardsomewhereoutofsight,ceasedmumblinginhismoustache。TheonlypersonwhoseemednottohaveheardthatexclamationwasMr。Travershimself,whocontinuedsmoothly:
"……attheaberrationofyourmind,youwhoseemedsosuperiortocommoncredulities。Youarenotyourself,notatall,andsomedayyouwilladmittomethat……No,thebestthingwillbetoforgetit,asyouwillsoonseeyourself。Weshallnevermentionthatsubjectinthefuture。Iamcertainyouwillbeonlytoogladtoagreewithmeonthatpoint。"
"Howfaraheadareyoulooking?"askedMrs。Travers,findinghervoiceandeventheverytoneinwhichshewouldhaveaddressedhimhadtheybeenabouttopartinthehalloftheirtownhouse。
Shemighthavebeenaskinghimatwhattimeheexpectedtobehome,whileafootmanheldthedooropenandthebroughamwaitedinthestreet。
"Notveryfar。Thiscan’tlastmuchlonger。"Mr。Traversmadeamovementasiftoleaveherexactlyasthoughhewereratherpressedtokeepanappointment。"Bytheby,"hesaid,checkinghimself,"Isupposethefellowunderstandsthoroughlythatwearewealthy。Hecouldhardlydoubtthat。"
"It’sthelastthoughtthatwouldenterhishead,"saidMrs。
Travers。
"Oh,yes,justso,"Mr。Traversallowedalittleimpatiencetopierceunderhiscasualmanner。"ButIdon’tmindtellingyouthatIhavehadenoughofthis。Iampreparedtomake——ah!——tomakeconcessions。Alargepecuniarysacrifice。Onlythewholepositionissoabsurd!Hemightconceivablydoubtmygoodfaith。
Wouldn’titbejustaswellifyou,withyourparticularinfluence,wouldhinttohimthatwithmehewouldhavenothingtofear?Iamamanofmyword。"
"Thatisthefirstthinghewouldnaturallythinkofanyman,"
saidMrs。Travers。
"Willyoureyesneverbeopened?"Mr。Traversbegan,irritably,thengaveitup。"Well,somuchthebetterthen。Igiveyouafreehand。"
"Whatmadeyouchangeyourattitudelikethis?"askedMrs。
Travers,suspiciously。
"Myregardforyou,"heansweredwithouthesitation。
"Iintendedtojoinyouinyourcaptivity。Iwasjusttryingtopersuadehim……"
"Iforbidyouabsolutely,"whisperedMr。Travers,forcibly。"Iamgladtogetaway。Idon’twanttoseeyouagaintillyourcrazeisover。"
Shewasconfoundedbyhissecretvehemence。Butinstantlysucceedinghisfiercewhispercameashort,inanesocietylaughandamuchlouder,"NotthatIattachanyimportance……"
Hesprangaway,asitwere,fromhiswife,andashewentoverthegangwaywavedhishandtoheramiably。
LighteddimlybythelanternontheroofofthedeckhouseMrs。
Traversremainedverystillwithloweredheadandanaspectofprofoundmeditation。ItlastedbutaninstantbeforeshemovedoffandbrushingagainstLingardpassedonwithdowncasteyestoherdeckcabin。Lingardheardthedoorshut。Hewaitedawhile,madeamovementtowardthegangwaybutcheckedhimselfandfollowedMrs。Traversintohercabin。
Itwaspitchdarkinthere。Hecouldseeabsolutelynothingandwasoppressedbytheprofoundstillnessunstirredevenbythesoundofbreathing。
"Iamgoingonshore,"hebegan,breakingtheblackanddeathlikesilenceenclosinghimandtheinvisiblewoman。"Iwantedtosaygood—bye。"
"Youaregoingonshore,"repeatedMrs。Travers。Hervoicewasemotionless,blank,unringing。
"Yes,forafewhours,orforlife,"Lingardsaidinmeasuredtones。"Imayhavetodiewiththemortodiemaybeforothers。
Foryou,ifIonlyknewhowtomanageit,Iwouldwanttolive。I
amtellingyouthisbecauseitisdark。IftherehadbeenalightinhereIwouldn’thavecomein。"
"Iwishyouhadnot,"utteredthesameunringingwoman’svoice。
"Youarealwayscomingtomewiththoselivesandthosedeathsinyourhand。"
"Yes,it’stoomuchforyou,"wasLingard’sundertonedcomment。
"Youcouldbenootherthantrue。Andyouareinnocent!Don’twishmelife,butwishmeluck,foryouareinnocent——andyouwillhavetotakeyourchance。"
"Alllucktoyou,KingTom,"heheardhersayinthedarknessinwhichheseemednowtoperceivethegleamofherhair。"Iwilltakemychance。AndtrynottocomenearmeagainforIamwearyofyou。"
"Icanwellbelieveit,"murmuredLingard,andsteppedoutofthecabin,shuttingthedoorafterhimgently。Forhalfaminute,perhaps,thestillnesscontinued,andthensuddenlythechairfelloverinthedarkness。NextmomentMrs。Travers’headappearedinthelightofthelampleftontheroofofthedeckhouse。Herbarearmsgraspedthedoorposts。
"Waitamoment,"shesaid,loudly,intotheshadowsofthedeck。
Sheheardnofootsteps,sawnothingmovingexceptthevanishingwhiteshapeofthelateCaptainH。C。Jorgenson,whowasindifferenttothelifeofmen。"Wait,KingTom!"sheinsisted,raisinghervoice;then,"Ididn’tmeanit。Don’tbelieveme!"
shecried,recklessly。
Forthesecondtimethatnightawoman’svoicestartledtheheartsofmenonboardtheEmma。AllexcepttheheartofoldJorgenson。TheMalaysintheboatlookedupfromtheirthwarts。
D’Alcacer,sittinginthesternsheetsbesideLingard,feltasinkingofhisheart。
"What’sthis?"heexclaimed。"Iheardyournameondeck。Youarewanted,Ithink。"
"Shoveoff,"orderedLingard,inflexibly,withoutevenlookingatd’Alcacer。Mr。Traverswastheonlyonewhodidn’tseemtobeawareofanything。AlongtimeaftertheboatlefttheEmma’ssideheleanedtowardd’Alcacer。
"Ihaveamostextraordinaryfeeling,"hesaidinacautiousundertone。"Iseemtobeintheair——Idon’tknow。Areweonthewater,d’Alcacer?Areyouquitesure?Butofcourse,weareonthewater。"
"Yes,"saidd’Alcacer,inthesametone。"CrossingtheStyx——perhaps。"HeheardMr。Traversutteranunmoved"Verylikely,"whichhedidnotexpect。Lingard,hishandonthetiller,satlikeamanofstone。
"Thenyourpointofviewhaschanged,"whisperedd’Alcacer。
"Itoldmywifetomakeanoffer,"wentontheearnestwhisperoftheotherman。"Asumofmoney。ButtotellyouthetruthIdon’tbelieveverymuchinitssuccess。"
D’Alcacermadenoanswerandonlywonderedwhetherhedidn’tlikebetterMr。Travers’other,unreasonablemood。TherewasnodenyingthefactthatMr。Traverswasatroublingperson。Nowhesuddenlygrippedd’Alcacer’sfore—armandaddedunderhisbreath:
"Idoubteverything。Idoubtwhethertheofferwilleverbemade。"
Allthiswasnotveryimpressive。Therewassomethingpitifulinit:whisper,grip,shudder,asofachildfrightenedinthedark。
Buttheemotionwasdeep。Oncemorethatevening,butthistimearousedbythehusband’sdistress,d’Alcacer’swonderapproachedthebordersofawe。
PARTVI。THECLAIMOFLIFEANDTHETOLLOFDEATH
I
"HaveyougotKingTom’swatchinthere?"saidavoicethatseemednottoattachtheslightestimportancetothequestion。
Jorgenson,outsidethedoorofMrs。Travers’partofthedeckhouse,waitedfortheanswer。Heheardalowcryverymuchlikeamoan,thestartledsoundofpainthatmaybesometimesheardinsickrooms。Butitmovedhimnotatall。Hewouldneverhavedreamtofopeningthedoorunlesstoldtodoso,inwhichcasehewouldhavebeheld,withcompleteindifference,Mrs。
Traversextendedonthefloorwithherheadrestingontheedgeofthecampbedstead(onwhichLingardhadneverslept),asthoughshehadsubsidedtherefromakneelingposturewhichistheattitudeofprayer,supplication,ordefeat。ThehoursofthenighthadpassedMrs。Traversby。Afterflingingherselfonherknees,shedidn’tknowwhy,sinceshecouldthinkofnothingtoprayfor,hadnothingtoinvoke,andwastoofargoneforsuchafutilethingasdespair,shehadremainedtheretillthesenseofexhaustionhadgrownonhertothepointinwhichshelostherbeliefinherpowertorise。Inahalf—sittingattitude,herheadrestingagainsttheedgeofthecouchandherarmsflungaboveherhead,shesankintoanindifference,themereresignationofaworn—outbodyandaworn—outmindwhichoftenistheonlysortofrestthatcomestopeoplewhoaredesperatelyillandiswelcomeenoughinaway。ThevoiceofJorgensonrousedheroutofthatstate。Shesatup,achingineverylimbandcoldallover。
Jorgenson,behindthedoor,repeatedwithlifelessobstinacy:
"DoyouseeKingTom’swatchinthere?"
Mrs。Traversgotupfromthefloor。Shetottered,snatchingattheair,andfoundthebackofthearmchairunderherhand。
"Who’sthere?"
Shewasalsoreadytoask:"WhereamI?"butsherememberedandatoncebecamethepreyofthatactivedreadwhichhadbeenlyingdormantforafewhoursinheruneasyandprostratebody。"Whattimeisit?"shefalteredout。
"Dawn,"pronouncedtheimperturbablevoiceatthedoor。Itseemedtoherthatitwasawordthatcouldmakeanyheartsinkwithapprehension。Dawn!Shestoodappalled。Andthetonelessvoiceoutsidethedoorinsisted:
"YoumusthaveTom’swatchthere!"
"Ihaven’tseenit,"shecriedasiftormentedbyadream。
"Lookinthatdeskthing。Ifyoupushopentheshutteryouwillbeabletosee。"
Mrs。Traversbecameawareoftheprofounddarknessofthecabin。
Jorgensonheardherstaggeringinthere。Afteramomentawoman’svoice,whichstruckevenhimasstrange,saidinfainttones:
"Ihaveit。It’sstopped。"
"Itdoesn’tmatter。Idon’twanttoknowthetime。Thereshouldbeakeyabout。Seeitanywhere?"
"Yes,it’sfastenedtothewatch,"thedazedvoiceansweredfromwithin。Jorgensonwaitedbeforemakinghisrequest。"Willyoupassitouttome?There’spreciouslittletimeleftnow!"
Thedoorflewopen,whichwascertainlysomethingJorgensonhadnotexpected。Hehadexpectedbutahandwiththewatchprotrudedthroughanarrowcrack,Buthedidn’tstartbackorgiveanyothersignofsurpriseatseeingMrs。Traversfullydressed。
Againstthefaintclearnessintheframeoftheopenshuttershepresentedtohimthedarksilhouetteofhershoulderssurmountedbyasleekhead,becauseherhairwasstillinthetwoplaits。ToJorgensonMrs。Traversinherun—Europeandresshadalwaysbeendispleasing,almostmonstrous。Herstature,hergestures,hergeneralcarriagestruckhiseyeasabsurdlyincongruouswithaMalaycostume,tooample,toofree,toobold——offensive。ToMrs。
Travers,Jorgenson,intheduskofthepassage,hadtheaspectofadimwhiteghost,andhechilledherbyhisghost’saloofness。
Hepickedupthewatchfromheroutspreadpalmwithoutawordofthanks,onlymumblinginhismoustache,"H’m,yes,that’sit。I
haven’tyetforgottenhowtocountsecondscorrectly,butit’sbettertohaveawatch。"
Shehadnottheslightestnotionwhathemeant。Andshedidnotcare。Hermindremainedconfusedandthesenseofbodilydiscomfortoppressedher。Shewhispered,shamefacedly,"IbelieveI’veslept。"
"Ihaven’t,"mumbledJorgenson,growingmoreandmoredistincttohereyes。ThebrightnessoftheshortdawnincreasedrapidlyasifthesunwereimpatienttolookupontheSettlement。"Nofearofthat,"headded,boastfully。
ItoccurredtoMrs。Traversthatperhapsshehadnotslepteither。Herstatehadbeenmorelikeanimperfect,half—conscious,quiveringdeath。Sheshudderedattherecollection。
"Whatanawfulnight,"shemurmured,drearily。
TherewasnothingtohopeforfromJorgenson。Sheexpectedhimtovanish,indifferent,likeaphantomofthedeadcarryingofftheappropriatelydeadwatchinhishandforsomeunearthlypurpose。
Jorgensondidn’tmove。Hiswasaninsensible,almostasenselesspresence!Nothingcouldbeextortedfromit。ButawaveofanguishasconfusedasallherothersensationssweptMrs。
Traversoffherfeet。
"Can’tyoutellmesomething?"shecried。
ForhalfaminuteperhapsJorgensonmadenosound;then:"ForyearsIhavebeentellinganybodywhocaredtoask,"hemumbledinhismoustache。"TellingTom,too。AndTomknewwhathewantedtodo。How’sonetoknowwhatYOUareafter?"
Shehadneverexpectedtohearsomanywordsfromthatrigidshadow。Itsmonotonousmumblewasfascinating,itssuddenloquacitywasshocking。Andintheprofoundstillnessthatreignedoutsideitwasasiftherehadbeennooneleftintheworldwithherbutthephantomofthatoldadventurer。Hewasheardagain:"WhatIcouldtellyouwouldbeworsethanpoison。"
Mrs。TraverswasnotfamiliarwithJorgenson’sconsecratedphrases。Themechanicalvoice,thewordsthemselves,hisairofabstractionappalledher。Andhehadn’tdoneyet;shecaughtsomemoreofhisunconcernedmumbling:"ThereisnothingIdon’tknow,"andtheabsurdityofthestatementwasalsoappalling。
Mrs。Traversgaspedandwithawildlittlelaugh:
"ThenyouknowwhyIcalledafterKingTomlastnight。"
Heglancedawayalonghisshoulderthroughthedoorofthedeckhouseatthegrowingbrightnessoftheday。Shedidso,too。
Itwascoming。Ithadcome!Anotherday!AnditseemedtoMrs。
Traversaworsecalamitythananydiscoveryshehadmadeinherlife,thananythingshecouldhaveimaginedtocometoher。Theverymagnitudeofhorrorsteadiedher,seemedtocalmheragitationassomekindsoffataldrugsdobeforetheykill。ShelaidasteadyhandonJorgenson’ssleeveandspokequietly,distinctly,urgently。
"Youwereondeck。WhatIwanttoknowiswhetherIwasheard?"
"Yes,"saidJorgenson,absently,"Iheardyou。"Then,asifrousedalittle,headdedlessmechanically:"Thewholeshipheardyou。"
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