首页 >出版文学> The Queen of Hearts>第21章
  "Iamonlycold,"shesaid,inahurriedway,withherfaceundertheclothes。
  Herangforthemaid,andhadafreshcoveringplacedonthebed。
  Observingthatsheseemedunwillingtobedisturbed,hedidnotremovetheclothesfromherfacewhenhewishedhergoodnight,butpressedhislipsonherhead,andpatteditgentlywithhishand。Sheshrankatthetouchasifithurther,lightasitwas,andhewentdownstairs,resolvedtosendforthedoctoragainifshedidnotgettorestonbeingleftquiet。Inlessthanhalfanhourafterwardthemaidcamedownandrelievedhisanxietybyreportingthathermistresswasasleep。
  Thenextmorninghefoundherinbetterspirits。Hereyes,shesaid,felttooweaktobearthelight,soshekeptthebedroomdarkened。Butinotherrespectsshehadlittletocomplainof。
  Afteransweringherhusband’sfirstinquiries,shequestionedhimabouthisplansfortheday。Hehadletterstowritewhichwouldoccupyhimuntiltwelveo’clock。Attwoo’clockheexpectedthevolumeofthe_Times_toarrive,andheshouldthendevotetherestoftheafternoontohiswork。Afterhearingwhathisplanswere,Mrs。Carlingsuggestedthatheshouldrideoutafterhehaddonehisletters,soastogetsomeexerciseatthefinepartoftheday;andshethenremindedhimthatalongertimethanusualhadelapsedsincehehadbeentoseeacertainoldpensionerofhis,whohadnursedhimasachild,andwhowasnowbedridden,inavillageatsomedistance,calledTringweighton。Althoughtherectorsawnoimmediatenecessityformakingthischaritablevisit,themoreespeciallyastheridetothevillageandback,andtheintermediatetimedevotedtogossip,wouldoccupyatleasttwohoursandahalf,heassentedtohiswife’sproposal,perceivingthatsheurgeditwithunusualearnestness,andbeingunwillingtothwarther,eveninatrifle,atatimewhenshewasill。
  Accordingly,hishorsewasatthedoorattwelveprecisely。
  Impatienttogetbacktothepreciousvolumeofthe_Times,_herodesomuchfasterthanusual,andsoshortenedhisvisittotheoldwoman,thathewashomeagainbyaquarterpasttwo。
  AscertainingfromtheservantwhoopenedthedoorthatthevolumehadbeenleftbyMr。Rambert’smessengerpunctuallyattwo,heranuptohiswife’sroomtotellherabouthisvisitbeforehesecludedhimselffortherestoftheafternoonoverhiswork。Onenteringthebedroomhefounditstilldarkened,andhewasstruckbyasmellofburnedpaperinit。
  Hiswife(whowasnowdressedinherwrapperandlyingonthesofa)accountedforthesmellbytellinghimthatshehadfanciedtheroomfeltclose,andthatshehadburnedsomepaper——beingafraidofthecoldairifsheopenedthewindow——tofumigateit。
  Hereyeswereevidentlystillweak,forshekeptherhandoverthemwhileshespoke。Afterremainingwithherlongenoughtorelatethefewtrivialeventsofhisride,Mr。Carlingdescendedtohisstudytooccupyhimselfatlastwiththevolumeofthe_Times_。
  Itlayonhistableintheshapeofalargeflatbrownpaperpackage。Onproceedingtoundothecovering,heobservedthatithadbeenverycarelesslytiedup。Thestringswerecrookedandlooselyknotted,andthedirectionbearinghisnameandaddress,insteadofbeinginthemiddleofthepaper,wasawkwardlyfoldedoverattheedgeofthevolume。However,hisbusinesswaswiththeinsideoftheparcel;sohetossedawaythecoveringandthestring,andbeganatoncetohuntthroughthevolumefortheparticularnumberofthepaperwhichhewishedfirsttoconsult。
  Hesoonfoundit,withthereportofthespeechesdeliveredbythemembersofthedeputation,andtheanswerreturnedbytheminister。Afterreadingthroughthereport,andputtingamarkintheplacewhereitoccurred,heturnedtothenextday’snumberofthepaper,toseewhatfurtherhintsonthesubjectthelettersaddressedtotheeditormighthappentocontain。
  Tohisinexpressiblevexationandamazement,hefoundthatonenumberofthepaperwasmissing。
  Hebentthetwosidesofthevolumeback,lookedcloselybetweentheleaves,andsawimmediatelythatthemissingnumberhadbeencutout。
  Avaguesenseofsomethinglikealarmbegantominglewithhisfirstfeelingofdisappointment。HewroteatoncetoMr。Rambert,mentioningthediscoveryhehadjustmade,andsentthenoteoffbyhisgroom,withorderstothemantowaitforananswer。
  Thereplywithwhichtheservantreturnedwasalmostinsolentintheshortnessandcoolnessofitstone。Mr。Ramberthadnobooksinhislibrarywhichwerenotinperfectcondition。Thevolumeofthe_Times_hadlefthishouseperfect,andwhateverblamemightattachtothemutilationofitrestedthereforeonothershouldersthanthoseoftheowner。
  Likemanyotherweakmen,Mr。Carlingwassecretlytouchyonthesubjectofhisdignity。Afterreadingthenoteandquestioninghisservants,whowerecertainthatthevolumehadnotbeentouchedtillhehadopenedit,heresolvedthatthemissingnumberofthe_Times_shouldbeprocuredatanyexpenseandinsertedinitsplace;thatthevolumeshouldbesentbackinstantlywithoutawordofcomment;andthatnomorebooksfromMr。Rambert’slibraryshouldenterhishouse。
  Hewalkedupanddownthestudyconsideringwhatfirststepheshouldtaketoeffectthepurposeinview。Underthequickeninginfluenceofhisirritation,anideaoccurredtohim,which,ifithadonlyenteredhismindthedaybefore,mightprobablyhaveprovedthemeansofsavinghimfromplacinghimselfunderanobligationtoMr。Rambert。HeresolvedtowriteimmediatelytohisbooksellerandpublisherinLondon(whoknewhimwellasanoldandexcellentcustomer),mentioningthedateofthebacknumberofthe_Times_thatwasrequired,andauthorizingthepublishertoofferanyrewardhejudgednecessarytoanypersonwhomighthavethemeansofprocuringitattheofficeofthepaperorelsewhere。ThisletterhewroteanddispatchedingoodtimefortheLondonpost,andthenwentupstairstoseehiswifeandtotellherwhathadhappened。Herroomwasstilldarkenedandshewasstillonthesofa。Onthesubjectofthemissingnumbershesaidnothing,butofMr。Rambertandhisnoteshespokewiththemostsovereigncontempt。Ofcoursethepompousoldfoolwasmistaken,andtheproperthingtodowastosendbackthevolumeinstantlyandtakenomorenoticeofhim。
  "Itshallbesentback,"saidMr。Carling,"butnottillthemissingnumberisreplaced。"Andhethentoldherwhathehaddone。
  TheeffectofthatsimplepieceofinformationonMrs。Carlingwassoextraordinaryandsounaccountablethatherhusbandfairlystoodaghast。Forthefirsttimesincetheirmarriagehesawhertempersuddenlyinaflame。Shestartedupfromthesofaandwalkedabouttheroomasifshehadlosthersenses,upbraidinghimformakingtheweakestofconcessionstoMr。Rambert’sinsolentassumptionthattherectorwastoblame。Ifshecouldonlyhavelaidhandsonthatletter,shewouldhaveconsultedherhusband’sdignityandindependencebyputtingitinthefire!Shehopedandprayedthenumberofthepapermightnotbefound!Infact,itwascertainthatthenumber,afteralltheseyears,couldnotpossiblybehuntedup。Theideaofhisacknowledginghimselftobeinthewronginthatway,whenheknewhimselftobeintheright!Itwasalmostridiculous——no,itwas_quite_
  ridiculous!Andshethrewherselfbackonthesofa,andsuddenlyburstoutlaughing。
  Atthefirstwordofremonstrancewhichfellfromherhusband’slipshermoodchangedagaininaninstant。Shespranguponcemore,kissedhimpassionately,withthetearsstreamingfromhereyes,andimploredhimtoleaveheralonetorecoverherself。Hequittedtheroomsoseriouslyalarmedaboutherthatheresolvedtogotothedoctorprivatelyandquestionhimonthespot。Therewasanunspeakabledreadinhismindthatthenervousattackfromwhichshehadbeenpronouncedtobesufferingmightbeamerephraseintendedtopreparehimforthefuturedisclosureofsomethinginfinitelyandindescribablyworse。
  Thedoctor,onhearingMr。Carling’sreport,exhibitednosurpriseandheldtohisopinion。Hernervoussystemwasoutoforder,andherhusbandhadbeenneedlesslyfrightenedbyahystericalparoxysm。Ifshedidnotgetbetterinaweek,changeofscenemightthenbetried。Inthemeantime,therewasnottheleastcauseforalarm。
  Onthenextdayshewasquieter,butshehardlyspokeatall。Atnightshesleptwell,andMr。Carling’sfaithinthemedicalmanrevivedagain。
  ThemorningafterwasthemorningwhichwouldbringtheanswerfromthepublisherinLondon。Therector’sstudywasonthegroundfloor,andwhenheheardthepostman’sknock,beingespeciallyanxiousthatmorningabouthiscorrespondence,hewentoutintothehalltoreceivehislettersthemomenttheywereputonthetable。
  Itwasnotthefootmanwhohadansweredthedoor,asusual,butMrs。Carling’smaid。Shehadtakenthelettersfromthepostman,andshewasgoingawaywiththemupstairs。
  Hestoppedher,andaskedherwhyshedidnotputthelettersonthehalltableasusual。Themaid,lookingverymuchconfused,saidthathermistresshaddesiredthatwhateverthepostmanhadbroughtthatmorningshouldbecarrieduptoherroom。Hetookthelettersabruptlyfromthegirl,withoutaskinganymorequestions,andwentbackintohisstudy。
  Uptothistimenoshadowofasuspicionhadfallenonhismind。
  Hithertotherehadbeenasimpleobviousexplanationforeveryunusualeventthathadoccurredduringthelastthreeorfourdays;butthislastcircumstanceinconnectionwiththeletterswasnottobeaccountedfor。Nevertheless,evennow,itwasnotdistrustofhiswifethatwasbusyathismind——hewastoofondofherandtooproudofhertofeelit——thesensationwasmorelikeuneasysurprise。Helongedtogoandquestionher,andgetasatisfactoryanswer,andhavedonewithit。Buttherewasavoicespeakingwithinhimthathadnevermadeitselfheardbefore——avoicewithapersistentwarninginit,thatsaid,Wait;andlookatyourlettersfirst。
  Hespreadthemoutonthetablewithhandsthattrembledheknewnotwhy。Amongthemwasthebacknumberofthe_Times_forwhichhehadwrittentoLondon,withaletterfromthepublisherexplainingthemeansbywhichthecopyhadbeenprocured。
  Heopenedthenewspaperwithavaguefeelingofalarmatfindingthatthoseletterstotheeditorwhichhehadbeensoeagertoread,andthatperfectingofthemutilatedvolumewhichhehadbeensoanxioustoaccomplish,hadbecomeobjectsofsecondaryimportanceinhismind。Aninexplicablecuriosityaboutthegeneralcontentsofthepaperwasnowtheonemovinginfluencewhichasserteditselfwithinhim,hespreadopenthebroadsheetonthetable。
  Thefirstpageonwhichhiseyefellwasthepageontheright—handside。Itcontainedthoseveryletters——threeinnumber——whichhehadoncebeensoanxioustosee。Hetriedtoreadthem,butnoeffortcouldfixhiswanderingattention。Helookedasidetotheoppositepage,onthelefthand。Itwasthepagethatcontainedtheleadingarticles。
  Theywerethreeinnumber。Thefirstwasonforeignpolitics;thesecondwasasarcasticcommentaryonarecentdivisionintheHouseofLords;thethirdwasoneofthosearticlesonsocialsubjectswhichhavegreatlyandhonorablyhelpedtoraisethereputationofthe_Times_aboveallcontestandallrivalry。
  Thelinesofthisthirdarticlewhichfirstcaughthiseyecomprisedtheopeningsentenceofthesecondparagraph,andcontainedthesewords:
  Itappears,fromthenarrativewhichwillbefoundinanotherpartofourcolumns,thatthisunfortunatewomanmarried,inthespringoftheyear18——,oneMr。FergusDuncan,ofGlendarn,intheHighlandsofScotland……
  Thelettersswamandmingledtogetherunderhiseyesbeforehecouldgoontothenextsentence。Hiswifeexhibitedasanobjectforpubliccompassioninthe_Times_newspaper!Onthebrinkofthedreadfuldiscoverythatwasadvancingonhim,hismindreeledback,andadeadlyfaintnesscameoverhim。Therewaswateronaside—table——hedrankadeepdraughtofit——rousedhimself——seizedonthenewspaperwithbothhands,asifithadbeenalivingthingthatcouldfeelthedesperateresolutionofhisgrasp,andreadthearticlethrough,sentencebysentence,wordbyword。
  ThesubjectwastheLawofDivorce,andtheexamplequotedwastheexampleofhiswife。
  AtthattimeEnglandstooddisgracefullyaloneastheonecivilizedcountryintheworldhavingadivorcelawforthehusbandwhichwasnotalsoadivorcelawforthewife。Thewriterinthe_Times_boldlyandeloquentlyexposedthisdiscreditableanomalyintheadministrationofjustice;hinteddelicatelyattheunutterablewrongssufferedbyMrs。Duncan;andplainlyshowedthatshewasindebtedtotheaccidentofhavingbeenmarriedinScotland,andtoherconsequentrightofappealtotheScotchtribunals,forafullandfinalreleasefromthetiethatboundhertothevilestofhusbands,whichtheEnglishlawofthatdaywouldhavemercilesslyrefused。
  Hereadthat。OthermenmighthavegoneontothenarrativeextractedfromtheScotchnewspaper。Butatthelastwordofthearticle_he_stopped。
  Thenewspaper,andtheunreaddetailswhichitcontained,lostallholdonhisattentioninaninstant,andintheirstead,livingandburningonhismind,liketheLettersofDoomonthewallsofBelshazzar,thereroseupinjudgmentagainsthimthelastwordsofaverseintheGospelofSaintLuke——
  _"Whosoevermarriethherthatisputawayfromherhusband,commitethadultery。"_
  Hehadpreachedfromthesewords,hehadwarnedhishearers,withthewholestrengthofthefanaticalsinceritythatwasinhim,tobewareofprevaricatingwiththeprohibitionwhichthatversecontained,andtoacceptitasliterally,unreservedly,finallyforbiddingthemarriageofadivorcedwoman。Hehadinsistedonthatplaininterpretationofplainwordsintermswhichhadmadehiscongregationtremble。Andnowhestoodaloneinthesecrecyofhisownchamberself—convictedofthedeadlysinwhichhehaddenounced——hestood,ashehadtoldthewickedamonghishearersthattheywouldstandattheLastDay,beforetheJudgmentSeat。
  Hewasunconsciousofthelapseoftime;heneverknewwhetheritwasmanyminutesorfewbeforethedoorofhisroomwassuddenlyandsoftlyopened。Itdidopen,andhiswifecamein。
  Inherwhitedress,withawhiteshawlthrownoverhershoulders;
  herdarkhair,soneatandglossyatothertimes,hangingtangledabouthercolorlesscheeks,andheighteningtheglassybrightnessofterrorinhereyes——sohesawher;thewomanputawayfromherhusband——thewomanwhoselovehadmadehislifehappyandhadstainedhissoulwithadeadlysin。
  Shecameontowithinafewpacesofhimwithoutawordoratear,orashadowofchangepassingoverthedreadfulrigidityofherface。Shelookedathimwithastrangelook;shepointedtothenewspapercrumpledinhishandwithastrangegesture;shespoketohiminastrangevoice。
  "Youknowit!"shesaid。
  Hiseyesmethers——sheshrankfromthem——turned——andlaidherarmsandherheadheavilyagainstthewall。
  "Oh,Alfred,"shesaid,"Iwassolonelyintheworld,andIwassofondofyou!"
  Thewoman’sdelicacy,thewoman’stremblingtendernesswelledupfromherheart,andtouchedhervoicewithatoneofitsoldsweetnessasshemurmuredthosesimplewords。
  Shesaidnomore。Herconfessionofherfault,herappealtotheirpastloveforpardon,werebothpouredforthinthatonesentence。Sheleftittohisownhearttotellhimtherest。Howanxiouslyhervigilantlovehadfollowedhiseverywordandtreasureduphiseveryopinioninthedayswhentheyfirstmet;
  howweaklyandfalsely,andyetwithhowtrueanaffectionforhim,shehadshrunkfromthedisclosurewhichsheknewbuttoowellwouldhaveseparatedthemevenatthechurchdoor;howdesperatelyshehadfoughtagainstthecomingdiscoverywhichthreatenedtotearherfromthebosomsheclungto,andtocastheroutintotheworldwiththeshadowofherownshametodarkenherlifetotheend——allthisshelefthimtofeel;forthemomentwhichmightpartthemforeverwasthemomentwhensheknewbesthowtruly,howpassionatelyhehadlovedher。
  Hislipstrembledashestoodlookingatherinsilence,andtheslow,burningtearsdroppedheavily,onebyone,downhischeeks。
  Thenaturalhumanremembranceofthegoldendaysoftheircompanionship,ofthenightsandnightswhenthatdearhead——turnedawayfromhimnowinunutterablemiseryandshame——hadnestleditselfsofondlyandsohappilyonhisbreast,foughthardtosilencehisconscience,torootouthisdreadfulsenseofguilt,totearthewordsofJudgmentfromtheirruthlessholdonhismind,toclaimhiminthesweetnamesofPityandofLove。Ifshehadturnedandlookedathimatthatmoment,theirnextwordswouldhavebeenspokenineachother’sarms。Buttheoppressionofherdespairunderhissilencewastooheavyforher,andshenevermoved。
  Heforcedhimselftolookawayfromher;hestruggledhardtobreakthesilencebetweenthem。
  "Godforgiveyou,Emily!"hesaid。
  Ashernamepassedhislips,hisvoicefailedhim,andthetortureathisheartburstitswayoutinsobs。Hehurriedtothedoortosparehertheterriblereproofofthegriefthathadnowmasteredhim。Whenhepassedhersheturnedtowardhimwithafaintcry。
  Hecaughtherasshesankforward,andsavedherfromdroppingonthefloor。Forthelasttimehisarmsclosedroundher。Forthelasttimehislipstouchedhers——coldandinsensibletohimnow。
  Helaidheronthesofaandwentout。
  Oneofthefemaleservantswascrossingthehall。Thegirlstartedasshemethim,andturnedpaleatthesightofhisface。
  Hecouldnotspeaktoher,buthepointedtothestudydoor。Hesawhergointotheroom,andthenleftthehouse。
  Heneverentereditmore,andheandhiswifenevermetagain。
  Lateronthatlastday,asisterofMr。Carling’s——amarriedwomanlivinginthetown——cametotherectory。Shebroughtanopennotewithher,addressedtotheunhappymistressofthehouse。Itcontainedthesefewlines,blottedandstainedwithtears:
  MayGodgrantusboththetimeforrepentance!IfIhadlovedyouless,Imighthavetrustedmyselftoseeyouagain。Forgiveme,andpityme,andremembermeinyourprayers,asIshallforgive,andpity,andrememberyou。
  Hehadtriedtowritemore,butthepenhaddroppedfromhishand。Hissister’sentreatieshadnotmovedhim。Aftergivingherthenotetodeliver,hehadsolemnlychargedhertobegentleincommunicatingthetidingsthatshebore,andhaddepartedaloneforLondon。Heheardallremonstranceswithpatience。Hedidnotdenythatthedeceptionofwhichhiswifehadbeenguiltywasthemostpardonableofallconcealmentsofthetruth,becauseitsprangfromherloveforhim;buthehadthesamehopelessanswerforeveryonewhotriedtopleadwithhim——theversefromtheGospelofSaintLuke。
  HispurposeintravelingtoLondonwastomakethenecessaryarrangementsforhiswife’sfutureexistence,andthentogetemploymentwhichwouldseparatehimfromhishomeandfromallitsassociations。AmissionaryexpeditiontooneofthePacificIslandsacceptedhimasavolunteer。Brokeninbodyandspirit,hislastlookofEnglandfromthedeckoftheshipwashislastlookatland。Afortnightafterward,hisbrethrenreadtheburial—serviceoverhimonacalm,cloudlesseveningatsea。
  Beforehewascommittedtothedeep,hislittlepocketBible,whichhadbeenapresentfromhiswife,was,inaccordancewithhisdyingwishes,placedopenonhisbreast,sothattheinscription,"TomydearHusband,"mightrestoverhisheart。
  Hisunhappywifestilllives。Whenthefarewelllinesofherhusband’swritingreachedhershewasincapableofcomprehendingthem。Thementalprostrationwhichhadfollowedthepartingscenewassooncomplicatedbyphysicalsuffering——byfeveronthebrain。Tothesurpriseofallwhoattendedher,shelivedthroughtheshock,recoveringwiththecompletelossofonefaculty,which,inhersituation,poorthing,wasamercyandagaintoher——thefacultyofmemory。Fromthattimetothisshehasneverhadtheslightestgleamofrecollectionofanythingthathappenedbeforeherillness。Inherhappyoblivion,theveriesttriflesareasnewandasinterestingtoherasifshewasbeginningherexistenceagain。Underthetendercareofthefriendswhonowprotecther,shelivescontentedlythelifeofachild。Whenherlasthourcomes,mayshediewithnothingonhermemorybuttherecollectionoftheirkindness!
  THEEIGHTHDAY。
  THEwindthatIsawintheskyyesterdayhascome。Itsweepsdownourlittlevalleyinangryhowlinggusts,anddrivestheheavyshowersbeforeitingreatsheetsofspray。
  Therearesomepeoplewhofindastrangelyexcitingeffectproducedontheirspiritsbythenoise,andrush,andtumultoftheelementsonastormyday。Ithasneverbeensowithme,anditislesssothanevernow。Icanhardlybeartothinkofmysonatseainsuchatempestasthis。WhileIcanstillgetnonewsofhisship,morbidfanciesbesetmewhichIvainlytrytoshakeoff。Iseethetreesthroughmywindowbendingbeforethewind。
  Arethemastsofthegoodshipbendinglikethematthismoment?
  Ihearthewashofthedrivingrain。Is_he_hearingthethunderoftheragingwaves?Ifhehadonlycomebacklastnight!——itisvaintodwellonit,butthethoughtwillhauntme——ifhehadonlycomebacklastnight!
  ItriedtospeakcautiouslyabouthimagaintoJessie,asOwenhadadvisedme;butIamsooldandfeeblenowthatthisill—omenedstormhasupsetme,andIcouldnotfeelsureenoughofmyownself—controltoventureonmatchingmyselfto—dayagainstalight—hearted,livelygirl,withallherwitsabouther。ItissoimportantthatIshouldnotbetrayGeorge——itwouldbesoinexcusableonmypartifhisinterestssuffered,evenaccidentally,inmyhands。
  Thiswasatryingdayforourguest。Herfewtriflingindoorresourceshad,asIcouldsee,beguntolosetheirattractionsforheratlast。Ifwewerenotnowgettingtotheendofthestories,andtotheend,therefore,oftheTenDaysalso,ourchanceofkeepinghermuchlongerattheGlenTowerwouldbeaverypoorone。
  Itwas,Ithink,agreatreliefforusalltobesummonedtogetherthiseveningforadefinitepurpose。Thewindhadfallenalittleasitgotontowarddusk。Tohearitgrowinggraduallyfainterandfainterinthevalleybelowaddedimmeasurablytothecomfortinginfluenceoftheblazingfireandthecheerfullightswhentheshutterswereclosedforthenight。
  Thenumberdrawnhappenedtobethelastoftheseries——Ten——andthelastalsoofthestorieswhichIhadwritten。Therewerenowbuttwonumbersleftinthebowl。OwenandMorganhadeachonereadingmoretoaccomplishbeforeourguest’sstaycametoanend,andthemanuscriptsinthePurpleVolumewereallexhausted。
  "Thisnewstoryofmine,"Isaid,"isnot,likethestoryIlastread,anarrativeofadventurehappeningtomyself,butofadventuresthathappenedtoaladyofmyacquaintance。Iwasbroughtintocontact,inthefirstinstance,withoneofhermalerelatives,and,inthesecondinstance,withtheladyherself,bycertainprofessionalcircumstanceswhichIneednotparticularlydescribe。Theyinvolvedadryquestionofwillsandtitle—deedsinnowayconnectedwiththisstory,butsufficientlyimportanttointerestmeasalawyer。ThecasecametotrialattheAssizesonmycircuit,andIwonitinthefaceofsomeverystrongpoints,verywellput,ontheotherside。Iwasinpoorhealthatthetime,andmyexertionssocompletelyknockedmeupthatIwasconfinedtobedinmylodgingsforaweekormore——"
  "Andthegratefulladycameandnursedyou,Isuppose,"saidtheQueenofHearts,inhersmart,off—handway。
  "Thegratefulladydidsomethingmuchmorenaturalinherposition,andmuchmoreusefulinmine,"Ianswered——"shesentherservanttoattendonme。Hewasanelderlyman,whohadbeeninherservicesincethetimeofherfirstmarriage,andhewasalsooneofthemostsensibleandwell—informedpersonswhomI
  haveevermetwithinhisstationoflife。Fromhintswhichhedroppedwhilehewasatmybedside,Idiscoveredforthefirsttimethathismistresshadbeenunfortunateinhersecondmarriage,andthatthetroublesofthatperiodofherlifehadendedinoneofthemostsingulareventswhichhadhappenedinthatpartofEnglandformanyalongdaypast。Itishardlynecessarytosaythat,beforeIallowedthemantoenterintoanyparticulars,Istipulatedthatheshouldobtainhismistress’sleavetocommunicatewhatheknew。Havinggainedthis,andhavingfurthersurprisedmebymentioningthathehadbeenhimselfconnectedwithallthecircumstances,hetoldmethewholestoryinthefullestdetail。IhavenowtriedtoreproduceitasnearlyasIcouldinhisownlanguage。Imagine,therefore,thatIamjustlanguidlyrecoveringinbed,andthatarespectableelderlyman,inquietblackcostume,issittingatmypillowandspeakingtomeintheseterms——"
  Thusendingmylittlepreface,Iopenedthemanuscriptandbeganmylaststory。
  BROTHERGRIFFITH’SSTORY
  ofAPLOTINPRIVATELIFE。
  CHAPTERI。
  THEfirstplaceIgotwhenIbegangoingouttoservicewasnotaveryprofitableone。Icertainlygainedtheadvantageoflearningmybusinessthoroughly,butIneverhadmydueinthematterofwages。Mymasterwasmadeabankrupt,andhisservantssufferedwiththerestofhiscreditorsMysecondsituation,however,amplycompensatedmeformywantofluckinthefirst。IhadthegoodfortunetoentertheserviceofMr。andMrs。Norcross。Mymasterwasaveryrichgentleman。HehadtheDarrockhouseandlandsinCumberland,anestatealsoinYorkshire,andaverylargepropertyinJamaica,whichproduced,atthattimeandforsomeyearsafterward,agreatincome。OutintheWestIndieshemetwithaprettyyounglady,agovernessinanEnglishfamily,and,takingaviolentfancytoher,marriedher,thoughshewasagoodfive—and—twentyyearsyoungerthanhimself。AftertheweddingtheycametoEngland,anditwasatthistimethatIwasluckyenoughtobeengagedbythemasaservant。