"Iamonlycold,"shesaid,inahurriedway,withherfaceundertheclothes。
Herangforthemaid,andhadafreshcoveringplacedonthebed。
Observingthatsheseemedunwillingtobedisturbed,hedidnotremovetheclothesfromherfacewhenhewishedhergoodnight,butpressedhislipsonherhead,andpatteditgentlywithhishand。Sheshrankatthetouchasifithurther,lightasitwas,andhewentdownstairs,resolvedtosendforthedoctoragainifshedidnotgettorestonbeingleftquiet。Inlessthanhalfanhourafterwardthemaidcamedownandrelievedhisanxietybyreportingthathermistresswasasleep。
Thenextmorninghefoundherinbetterspirits。Hereyes,shesaid,felttooweaktobearthelight,soshekeptthebedroomdarkened。Butinotherrespectsshehadlittletocomplainof。
Afteransweringherhusband’sfirstinquiries,shequestionedhimabouthisplansfortheday。Hehadletterstowritewhichwouldoccupyhimuntiltwelveo’clock。Attwoo’clockheexpectedthevolumeofthe_Times_toarrive,andheshouldthendevotetherestoftheafternoontohiswork。Afterhearingwhathisplanswere,Mrs。Carlingsuggestedthatheshouldrideoutafterhehaddonehisletters,soastogetsomeexerciseatthefinepartoftheday;andshethenremindedhimthatalongertimethanusualhadelapsedsincehehadbeentoseeacertainoldpensionerofhis,whohadnursedhimasachild,andwhowasnowbedridden,inavillageatsomedistance,calledTringweighton。Althoughtherectorsawnoimmediatenecessityformakingthischaritablevisit,themoreespeciallyastheridetothevillageandback,andtheintermediatetimedevotedtogossip,wouldoccupyatleasttwohoursandahalf,heassentedtohiswife’sproposal,perceivingthatsheurgeditwithunusualearnestness,andbeingunwillingtothwarther,eveninatrifle,atatimewhenshewasill。
Accordingly,hishorsewasatthedoorattwelveprecisely。
Impatienttogetbacktothepreciousvolumeofthe_Times,_herodesomuchfasterthanusual,andsoshortenedhisvisittotheoldwoman,thathewashomeagainbyaquarterpasttwo。
AscertainingfromtheservantwhoopenedthedoorthatthevolumehadbeenleftbyMr。Rambert’smessengerpunctuallyattwo,heranuptohiswife’sroomtotellherabouthisvisitbeforehesecludedhimselffortherestoftheafternoonoverhiswork。Onenteringthebedroomhefounditstilldarkened,andhewasstruckbyasmellofburnedpaperinit。
Hiswife(whowasnowdressedinherwrapperandlyingonthesofa)accountedforthesmellbytellinghimthatshehadfanciedtheroomfeltclose,andthatshehadburnedsomepaper——beingafraidofthecoldairifsheopenedthewindow——tofumigateit。
Hereyeswereevidentlystillweak,forshekeptherhandoverthemwhileshespoke。Afterremainingwithherlongenoughtorelatethefewtrivialeventsofhisride,Mr。Carlingdescendedtohisstudytooccupyhimselfatlastwiththevolumeofthe_Times_。
Itlayonhistableintheshapeofalargeflatbrownpaperpackage。Onproceedingtoundothecovering,heobservedthatithadbeenverycarelesslytiedup。Thestringswerecrookedandlooselyknotted,andthedirectionbearinghisnameandaddress,insteadofbeinginthemiddleofthepaper,wasawkwardlyfoldedoverattheedgeofthevolume。However,hisbusinesswaswiththeinsideoftheparcel;sohetossedawaythecoveringandthestring,andbeganatoncetohuntthroughthevolumefortheparticularnumberofthepaperwhichhewishedfirsttoconsult。
Hesoonfoundit,withthereportofthespeechesdeliveredbythemembersofthedeputation,andtheanswerreturnedbytheminister。Afterreadingthroughthereport,andputtingamarkintheplacewhereitoccurred,heturnedtothenextday’snumberofthepaper,toseewhatfurtherhintsonthesubjectthelettersaddressedtotheeditormighthappentocontain。
Tohisinexpressiblevexationandamazement,hefoundthatonenumberofthepaperwasmissing。
Hebentthetwosidesofthevolumeback,lookedcloselybetweentheleaves,andsawimmediatelythatthemissingnumberhadbeencutout。
Avaguesenseofsomethinglikealarmbegantominglewithhisfirstfeelingofdisappointment。HewroteatoncetoMr。Rambert,mentioningthediscoveryhehadjustmade,andsentthenoteoffbyhisgroom,withorderstothemantowaitforananswer。
Thereplywithwhichtheservantreturnedwasalmostinsolentintheshortnessandcoolnessofitstone。Mr。Ramberthadnobooksinhislibrarywhichwerenotinperfectcondition。Thevolumeofthe_Times_hadlefthishouseperfect,andwhateverblamemightattachtothemutilationofitrestedthereforeonothershouldersthanthoseoftheowner。
Likemanyotherweakmen,Mr。Carlingwassecretlytouchyonthesubjectofhisdignity。Afterreadingthenoteandquestioninghisservants,whowerecertainthatthevolumehadnotbeentouchedtillhehadopenedit,heresolvedthatthemissingnumberofthe_Times_shouldbeprocuredatanyexpenseandinsertedinitsplace;thatthevolumeshouldbesentbackinstantlywithoutawordofcomment;andthatnomorebooksfromMr。Rambert’slibraryshouldenterhishouse。
Hewalkedupanddownthestudyconsideringwhatfirststepheshouldtaketoeffectthepurposeinview。Underthequickeninginfluenceofhisirritation,anideaoccurredtohim,which,ifithadonlyenteredhismindthedaybefore,mightprobablyhaveprovedthemeansofsavinghimfromplacinghimselfunderanobligationtoMr。Rambert。HeresolvedtowriteimmediatelytohisbooksellerandpublisherinLondon(whoknewhimwellasanoldandexcellentcustomer),mentioningthedateofthebacknumberofthe_Times_thatwasrequired,andauthorizingthepublishertoofferanyrewardhejudgednecessarytoanypersonwhomighthavethemeansofprocuringitattheofficeofthepaperorelsewhere。ThisletterhewroteanddispatchedingoodtimefortheLondonpost,andthenwentupstairstoseehiswifeandtotellherwhathadhappened。Herroomwasstilldarkenedandshewasstillonthesofa。Onthesubjectofthemissingnumbershesaidnothing,butofMr。Rambertandhisnoteshespokewiththemostsovereigncontempt。Ofcoursethepompousoldfoolwasmistaken,andtheproperthingtodowastosendbackthevolumeinstantlyandtakenomorenoticeofhim。
"Itshallbesentback,"saidMr。Carling,"butnottillthemissingnumberisreplaced。"Andhethentoldherwhathehaddone。
TheeffectofthatsimplepieceofinformationonMrs。Carlingwassoextraordinaryandsounaccountablethatherhusbandfairlystoodaghast。Forthefirsttimesincetheirmarriagehesawhertempersuddenlyinaflame。Shestartedupfromthesofaandwalkedabouttheroomasifshehadlosthersenses,upbraidinghimformakingtheweakestofconcessionstoMr。Rambert’sinsolentassumptionthattherectorwastoblame。Ifshecouldonlyhavelaidhandsonthatletter,shewouldhaveconsultedherhusband’sdignityandindependencebyputtingitinthefire!Shehopedandprayedthenumberofthepapermightnotbefound!Infact,itwascertainthatthenumber,afteralltheseyears,couldnotpossiblybehuntedup。Theideaofhisacknowledginghimselftobeinthewronginthatway,whenheknewhimselftobeintheright!Itwasalmostridiculous——no,itwas_quite_
ridiculous!Andshethrewherselfbackonthesofa,andsuddenlyburstoutlaughing。
Atthefirstwordofremonstrancewhichfellfromherhusband’slipshermoodchangedagaininaninstant。Shespranguponcemore,kissedhimpassionately,withthetearsstreamingfromhereyes,andimploredhimtoleaveheralonetorecoverherself。Hequittedtheroomsoseriouslyalarmedaboutherthatheresolvedtogotothedoctorprivatelyandquestionhimonthespot。Therewasanunspeakabledreadinhismindthatthenervousattackfromwhichshehadbeenpronouncedtobesufferingmightbeamerephraseintendedtopreparehimforthefuturedisclosureofsomethinginfinitelyandindescribablyworse。
Thedoctor,onhearingMr。Carling’sreport,exhibitednosurpriseandheldtohisopinion。Hernervoussystemwasoutoforder,andherhusbandhadbeenneedlesslyfrightenedbyahystericalparoxysm。Ifshedidnotgetbetterinaweek,changeofscenemightthenbetried。Inthemeantime,therewasnottheleastcauseforalarm。
Onthenextdayshewasquieter,butshehardlyspokeatall。Atnightshesleptwell,andMr。Carling’sfaithinthemedicalmanrevivedagain。
ThemorningafterwasthemorningwhichwouldbringtheanswerfromthepublisherinLondon。Therector’sstudywasonthegroundfloor,andwhenheheardthepostman’sknock,beingespeciallyanxiousthatmorningabouthiscorrespondence,hewentoutintothehalltoreceivehislettersthemomenttheywereputonthetable。
Itwasnotthefootmanwhohadansweredthedoor,asusual,butMrs。Carling’smaid。Shehadtakenthelettersfromthepostman,andshewasgoingawaywiththemupstairs。
Hestoppedher,andaskedherwhyshedidnotputthelettersonthehalltableasusual。Themaid,lookingverymuchconfused,saidthathermistresshaddesiredthatwhateverthepostmanhadbroughtthatmorningshouldbecarrieduptoherroom。Hetookthelettersabruptlyfromthegirl,withoutaskinganymorequestions,andwentbackintohisstudy。
Uptothistimenoshadowofasuspicionhadfallenonhismind。
Hithertotherehadbeenasimpleobviousexplanationforeveryunusualeventthathadoccurredduringthelastthreeorfourdays;butthislastcircumstanceinconnectionwiththeletterswasnottobeaccountedfor。Nevertheless,evennow,itwasnotdistrustofhiswifethatwasbusyathismind——hewastoofondofherandtooproudofhertofeelit——thesensationwasmorelikeuneasysurprise。Helongedtogoandquestionher,andgetasatisfactoryanswer,andhavedonewithit。Buttherewasavoicespeakingwithinhimthathadnevermadeitselfheardbefore——avoicewithapersistentwarninginit,thatsaid,Wait;andlookatyourlettersfirst。
Hespreadthemoutonthetablewithhandsthattrembledheknewnotwhy。Amongthemwasthebacknumberofthe_Times_forwhichhehadwrittentoLondon,withaletterfromthepublisherexplainingthemeansbywhichthecopyhadbeenprocured。
Heopenedthenewspaperwithavaguefeelingofalarmatfindingthatthoseletterstotheeditorwhichhehadbeensoeagertoread,andthatperfectingofthemutilatedvolumewhichhehadbeensoanxioustoaccomplish,hadbecomeobjectsofsecondaryimportanceinhismind。Aninexplicablecuriosityaboutthegeneralcontentsofthepaperwasnowtheonemovinginfluencewhichasserteditselfwithinhim,hespreadopenthebroadsheetonthetable。
Thefirstpageonwhichhiseyefellwasthepageontheright—handside。Itcontainedthoseveryletters——threeinnumber——whichhehadoncebeensoanxioustosee。Hetriedtoreadthem,butnoeffortcouldfixhiswanderingattention。Helookedasidetotheoppositepage,onthelefthand。Itwasthepagethatcontainedtheleadingarticles。
Theywerethreeinnumber。Thefirstwasonforeignpolitics;thesecondwasasarcasticcommentaryonarecentdivisionintheHouseofLords;thethirdwasoneofthosearticlesonsocialsubjectswhichhavegreatlyandhonorablyhelpedtoraisethereputationofthe_Times_aboveallcontestandallrivalry。
Thelinesofthisthirdarticlewhichfirstcaughthiseyecomprisedtheopeningsentenceofthesecondparagraph,andcontainedthesewords:
Itappears,fromthenarrativewhichwillbefoundinanotherpartofourcolumns,thatthisunfortunatewomanmarried,inthespringoftheyear18——,oneMr。FergusDuncan,ofGlendarn,intheHighlandsofScotland……
Thelettersswamandmingledtogetherunderhiseyesbeforehecouldgoontothenextsentence。Hiswifeexhibitedasanobjectforpubliccompassioninthe_Times_newspaper!Onthebrinkofthedreadfuldiscoverythatwasadvancingonhim,hismindreeledback,andadeadlyfaintnesscameoverhim。Therewaswateronaside—table——hedrankadeepdraughtofit——rousedhimself——seizedonthenewspaperwithbothhands,asifithadbeenalivingthingthatcouldfeelthedesperateresolutionofhisgrasp,andreadthearticlethrough,sentencebysentence,wordbyword。
ThesubjectwastheLawofDivorce,andtheexamplequotedwastheexampleofhiswife。
AtthattimeEnglandstooddisgracefullyaloneastheonecivilizedcountryintheworldhavingadivorcelawforthehusbandwhichwasnotalsoadivorcelawforthewife。Thewriterinthe_Times_boldlyandeloquentlyexposedthisdiscreditableanomalyintheadministrationofjustice;hinteddelicatelyattheunutterablewrongssufferedbyMrs。Duncan;andplainlyshowedthatshewasindebtedtotheaccidentofhavingbeenmarriedinScotland,andtoherconsequentrightofappealtotheScotchtribunals,forafullandfinalreleasefromthetiethatboundhertothevilestofhusbands,whichtheEnglishlawofthatdaywouldhavemercilesslyrefused。
Hereadthat。OthermenmighthavegoneontothenarrativeextractedfromtheScotchnewspaper。Butatthelastwordofthearticle_he_stopped。
Thenewspaper,andtheunreaddetailswhichitcontained,lostallholdonhisattentioninaninstant,andintheirstead,livingandburningonhismind,liketheLettersofDoomonthewallsofBelshazzar,thereroseupinjudgmentagainsthimthelastwordsofaverseintheGospelofSaintLuke——
_"Whosoevermarriethherthatisputawayfromherhusband,commitethadultery。"_
Hehadpreachedfromthesewords,hehadwarnedhishearers,withthewholestrengthofthefanaticalsinceritythatwasinhim,tobewareofprevaricatingwiththeprohibitionwhichthatversecontained,andtoacceptitasliterally,unreservedly,finallyforbiddingthemarriageofadivorcedwoman。Hehadinsistedonthatplaininterpretationofplainwordsintermswhichhadmadehiscongregationtremble。Andnowhestoodaloneinthesecrecyofhisownchamberself—convictedofthedeadlysinwhichhehaddenounced——hestood,ashehadtoldthewickedamonghishearersthattheywouldstandattheLastDay,beforetheJudgmentSeat。
Hewasunconsciousofthelapseoftime;heneverknewwhetheritwasmanyminutesorfewbeforethedoorofhisroomwassuddenlyandsoftlyopened。Itdidopen,andhiswifecamein。
Inherwhitedress,withawhiteshawlthrownoverhershoulders;
herdarkhair,soneatandglossyatothertimes,hangingtangledabouthercolorlesscheeks,andheighteningtheglassybrightnessofterrorinhereyes——sohesawher;thewomanputawayfromherhusband——thewomanwhoselovehadmadehislifehappyandhadstainedhissoulwithadeadlysin。
Shecameontowithinafewpacesofhimwithoutawordoratear,orashadowofchangepassingoverthedreadfulrigidityofherface。Shelookedathimwithastrangelook;shepointedtothenewspapercrumpledinhishandwithastrangegesture;shespoketohiminastrangevoice。
"Youknowit!"shesaid。
Hiseyesmethers——sheshrankfromthem——turned——andlaidherarmsandherheadheavilyagainstthewall。
"Oh,Alfred,"shesaid,"Iwassolonelyintheworld,andIwassofondofyou!"
Thewoman’sdelicacy,thewoman’stremblingtendernesswelledupfromherheart,andtouchedhervoicewithatoneofitsoldsweetnessasshemurmuredthosesimplewords。
Shesaidnomore。Herconfessionofherfault,herappealtotheirpastloveforpardon,werebothpouredforthinthatonesentence。Sheleftittohisownhearttotellhimtherest。Howanxiouslyhervigilantlovehadfollowedhiseverywordandtreasureduphiseveryopinioninthedayswhentheyfirstmet;
howweaklyandfalsely,andyetwithhowtrueanaffectionforhim,shehadshrunkfromthedisclosurewhichsheknewbuttoowellwouldhaveseparatedthemevenatthechurchdoor;howdesperatelyshehadfoughtagainstthecomingdiscoverywhichthreatenedtotearherfromthebosomsheclungto,andtocastheroutintotheworldwiththeshadowofherownshametodarkenherlifetotheend——allthisshelefthimtofeel;forthemomentwhichmightpartthemforeverwasthemomentwhensheknewbesthowtruly,howpassionatelyhehadlovedher。
Hislipstrembledashestoodlookingatherinsilence,andtheslow,burningtearsdroppedheavily,onebyone,downhischeeks。
Thenaturalhumanremembranceofthegoldendaysoftheircompanionship,ofthenightsandnightswhenthatdearhead——turnedawayfromhimnowinunutterablemiseryandshame——hadnestleditselfsofondlyandsohappilyonhisbreast,foughthardtosilencehisconscience,torootouthisdreadfulsenseofguilt,totearthewordsofJudgmentfromtheirruthlessholdonhismind,toclaimhiminthesweetnamesofPityandofLove。Ifshehadturnedandlookedathimatthatmoment,theirnextwordswouldhavebeenspokenineachother’sarms。Buttheoppressionofherdespairunderhissilencewastooheavyforher,andshenevermoved。
Heforcedhimselftolookawayfromher;hestruggledhardtobreakthesilencebetweenthem。
"Godforgiveyou,Emily!"hesaid。
Ashernamepassedhislips,hisvoicefailedhim,andthetortureathisheartburstitswayoutinsobs。Hehurriedtothedoortosparehertheterriblereproofofthegriefthathadnowmasteredhim。Whenhepassedhersheturnedtowardhimwithafaintcry。
Hecaughtherasshesankforward,andsavedherfromdroppingonthefloor。Forthelasttimehisarmsclosedroundher。Forthelasttimehislipstouchedhers——coldandinsensibletohimnow。
Helaidheronthesofaandwentout。
Oneofthefemaleservantswascrossingthehall。Thegirlstartedasshemethim,andturnedpaleatthesightofhisface。
Hecouldnotspeaktoher,buthepointedtothestudydoor。Hesawhergointotheroom,andthenleftthehouse。
Heneverentereditmore,andheandhiswifenevermetagain。
Lateronthatlastday,asisterofMr。Carling’s——amarriedwomanlivinginthetown——cametotherectory。Shebroughtanopennotewithher,addressedtotheunhappymistressofthehouse。Itcontainedthesefewlines,blottedandstainedwithtears:
MayGodgrantusboththetimeforrepentance!IfIhadlovedyouless,Imighthavetrustedmyselftoseeyouagain。Forgiveme,andpityme,andremembermeinyourprayers,asIshallforgive,andpity,andrememberyou。
Hehadtriedtowritemore,butthepenhaddroppedfromhishand。Hissister’sentreatieshadnotmovedhim。Aftergivingherthenotetodeliver,hehadsolemnlychargedhertobegentleincommunicatingthetidingsthatshebore,andhaddepartedaloneforLondon。Heheardallremonstranceswithpatience。Hedidnotdenythatthedeceptionofwhichhiswifehadbeenguiltywasthemostpardonableofallconcealmentsofthetruth,becauseitsprangfromherloveforhim;buthehadthesamehopelessanswerforeveryonewhotriedtopleadwithhim——theversefromtheGospelofSaintLuke。
HispurposeintravelingtoLondonwastomakethenecessaryarrangementsforhiswife’sfutureexistence,andthentogetemploymentwhichwouldseparatehimfromhishomeandfromallitsassociations。AmissionaryexpeditiontooneofthePacificIslandsacceptedhimasavolunteer。Brokeninbodyandspirit,hislastlookofEnglandfromthedeckoftheshipwashislastlookatland。Afortnightafterward,hisbrethrenreadtheburial—serviceoverhimonacalm,cloudlesseveningatsea。
Beforehewascommittedtothedeep,hislittlepocketBible,whichhadbeenapresentfromhiswife,was,inaccordancewithhisdyingwishes,placedopenonhisbreast,sothattheinscription,"TomydearHusband,"mightrestoverhisheart。
Hisunhappywifestilllives。Whenthefarewelllinesofherhusband’swritingreachedhershewasincapableofcomprehendingthem。Thementalprostrationwhichhadfollowedthepartingscenewassooncomplicatedbyphysicalsuffering——byfeveronthebrain。Tothesurpriseofallwhoattendedher,shelivedthroughtheshock,recoveringwiththecompletelossofonefaculty,which,inhersituation,poorthing,wasamercyandagaintoher——thefacultyofmemory。Fromthattimetothisshehasneverhadtheslightestgleamofrecollectionofanythingthathappenedbeforeherillness。Inherhappyoblivion,theveriesttriflesareasnewandasinterestingtoherasifshewasbeginningherexistenceagain。Underthetendercareofthefriendswhonowprotecther,shelivescontentedlythelifeofachild。Whenherlasthourcomes,mayshediewithnothingonhermemorybuttherecollectionoftheirkindness!
THEEIGHTHDAY。
THEwindthatIsawintheskyyesterdayhascome。Itsweepsdownourlittlevalleyinangryhowlinggusts,anddrivestheheavyshowersbeforeitingreatsheetsofspray。
Therearesomepeoplewhofindastrangelyexcitingeffectproducedontheirspiritsbythenoise,andrush,andtumultoftheelementsonastormyday。Ithasneverbeensowithme,anditislesssothanevernow。Icanhardlybeartothinkofmysonatseainsuchatempestasthis。WhileIcanstillgetnonewsofhisship,morbidfanciesbesetmewhichIvainlytrytoshakeoff。Iseethetreesthroughmywindowbendingbeforethewind。
Arethemastsofthegoodshipbendinglikethematthismoment?
Ihearthewashofthedrivingrain。Is_he_hearingthethunderoftheragingwaves?Ifhehadonlycomebacklastnight!——itisvaintodwellonit,butthethoughtwillhauntme——ifhehadonlycomebacklastnight!
ItriedtospeakcautiouslyabouthimagaintoJessie,asOwenhadadvisedme;butIamsooldandfeeblenowthatthisill—omenedstormhasupsetme,andIcouldnotfeelsureenoughofmyownself—controltoventureonmatchingmyselfto—dayagainstalight—hearted,livelygirl,withallherwitsabouther。ItissoimportantthatIshouldnotbetrayGeorge——itwouldbesoinexcusableonmypartifhisinterestssuffered,evenaccidentally,inmyhands。
Thiswasatryingdayforourguest。Herfewtriflingindoorresourceshad,asIcouldsee,beguntolosetheirattractionsforheratlast。Ifwewerenotnowgettingtotheendofthestories,andtotheend,therefore,oftheTenDaysalso,ourchanceofkeepinghermuchlongerattheGlenTowerwouldbeaverypoorone。
Itwas,Ithink,agreatreliefforusalltobesummonedtogetherthiseveningforadefinitepurpose。Thewindhadfallenalittleasitgotontowarddusk。Tohearitgrowinggraduallyfainterandfainterinthevalleybelowaddedimmeasurablytothecomfortinginfluenceoftheblazingfireandthecheerfullightswhentheshutterswereclosedforthenight。
Thenumberdrawnhappenedtobethelastoftheseries——Ten——andthelastalsoofthestorieswhichIhadwritten。Therewerenowbuttwonumbersleftinthebowl。OwenandMorganhadeachonereadingmoretoaccomplishbeforeourguest’sstaycametoanend,andthemanuscriptsinthePurpleVolumewereallexhausted。
"Thisnewstoryofmine,"Isaid,"isnot,likethestoryIlastread,anarrativeofadventurehappeningtomyself,butofadventuresthathappenedtoaladyofmyacquaintance。Iwasbroughtintocontact,inthefirstinstance,withoneofhermalerelatives,and,inthesecondinstance,withtheladyherself,bycertainprofessionalcircumstanceswhichIneednotparticularlydescribe。Theyinvolvedadryquestionofwillsandtitle—deedsinnowayconnectedwiththisstory,butsufficientlyimportanttointerestmeasalawyer。ThecasecametotrialattheAssizesonmycircuit,andIwonitinthefaceofsomeverystrongpoints,verywellput,ontheotherside。Iwasinpoorhealthatthetime,andmyexertionssocompletelyknockedmeupthatIwasconfinedtobedinmylodgingsforaweekormore——"
"Andthegratefulladycameandnursedyou,Isuppose,"saidtheQueenofHearts,inhersmart,off—handway。
"Thegratefulladydidsomethingmuchmorenaturalinherposition,andmuchmoreusefulinmine,"Ianswered——"shesentherservanttoattendonme。Hewasanelderlyman,whohadbeeninherservicesincethetimeofherfirstmarriage,andhewasalsooneofthemostsensibleandwell—informedpersonswhomI
haveevermetwithinhisstationoflife。Fromhintswhichhedroppedwhilehewasatmybedside,Idiscoveredforthefirsttimethathismistresshadbeenunfortunateinhersecondmarriage,andthatthetroublesofthatperiodofherlifehadendedinoneofthemostsingulareventswhichhadhappenedinthatpartofEnglandformanyalongdaypast。Itishardlynecessarytosaythat,beforeIallowedthemantoenterintoanyparticulars,Istipulatedthatheshouldobtainhismistress’sleavetocommunicatewhatheknew。Havinggainedthis,andhavingfurthersurprisedmebymentioningthathehadbeenhimselfconnectedwithallthecircumstances,hetoldmethewholestoryinthefullestdetail。IhavenowtriedtoreproduceitasnearlyasIcouldinhisownlanguage。Imagine,therefore,thatIamjustlanguidlyrecoveringinbed,andthatarespectableelderlyman,inquietblackcostume,issittingatmypillowandspeakingtomeintheseterms——"
Thusendingmylittlepreface,Iopenedthemanuscriptandbeganmylaststory。
BROTHERGRIFFITH’SSTORY
ofAPLOTINPRIVATELIFE。
CHAPTERI。
THEfirstplaceIgotwhenIbegangoingouttoservicewasnotaveryprofitableone。Icertainlygainedtheadvantageoflearningmybusinessthoroughly,butIneverhadmydueinthematterofwages。Mymasterwasmadeabankrupt,andhisservantssufferedwiththerestofhiscreditorsMysecondsituation,however,amplycompensatedmeformywantofluckinthefirst。IhadthegoodfortunetoentertheserviceofMr。andMrs。Norcross。Mymasterwasaveryrichgentleman。HehadtheDarrockhouseandlandsinCumberland,anestatealsoinYorkshire,andaverylargepropertyinJamaica,whichproduced,atthattimeandforsomeyearsafterward,agreatincome。OutintheWestIndieshemetwithaprettyyounglady,agovernessinanEnglishfamily,and,takingaviolentfancytoher,marriedher,thoughshewasagoodfive—and—twentyyearsyoungerthanhimself。AftertheweddingtheycametoEngland,anditwasatthistimethatIwasluckyenoughtobeengagedbythemasaservant。
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