Therewasnothinglefttosuggest。Youngandinexperiencedasshewas,how(Iasked)hadshecontrivedtothinkofallthis?Sheanswered,simply"I’msureIdon’tknow;mythoughtscametomewhileIwaslookingatPhilip。"
SoonafterwardIfoundanopportunityofinquiringifHelenahadleftthehouse。Shehadjustrungherbell;andMariahadfoundher,quietlyreading,inherroom。Hoursafterward,whenIwasonthewatchatnight,IheardPhilip’sdoorsoftlytriedfromtheoutside。Herdreadfulpurposehadnotbeengivenup,evenyet。
Thedoctorcameintheevening,ashehadpromised,andfoundanimprovementinPhilip’shealth。Imentionedwhatprecautionswehadtaken,andthattheyhadbeendevisedbyEuneece。"Areyougoingtowithdrawfromthecase?"Iasked。"Iamcomingbacktothecase,"heanswered,"to—morrowmorning。"
IthadbeenadisappointmenttometoreceivenoanswertothetelegramwhichIhadsenttoMr。Dunboynetheelder。Thenextday’spostbroughttheexplanationinalettertoPhilipfromhisfather,directedtohimatthehotelhere。Thisshowedthatmytelegram,givingmyaddressatthishouse,hadnotbeenreceived。
Mr。DunboyneannouncedthathehadreturnedtoIreland,findingtheairofLondonunendurable,afterthesea—breezesathome。IfPhiliphadalreadymarried,hisfatherwouldleavehimtoalifeofgenteelpovertywithHelenaGracedieu。Ifhehadthoughtbetterofit,hiswelcomewaswaitingforhim。
LittledidMr。Dunboyneknowwhatchangeshadtakenplacesinceheandhissonhadlastmet,andwhathopemightyetpresentitselfofbrighterdaysforpoorEuneece!Ithoughtofwritingtohim。Buthowwouldthatcrabbedoldmanreceiveaconfidentialletterfromaladywhowasastranger?
MydoubtsweresetatrestbyPhiliphimself。Heaskedmetowriteafewlinesofreplytohisfather;declaringthathismarriagewithHelenawasbrokenoff——thathehadnotgivenupallhopeofbeingpermittedtoofferthesincereexpressionofhispenitencetoEuneece——andthathewouldgladlyclaimhiswelcome,assoonashewaswellenoughtoundertakethejourneytoIreland。Whenhehadsignedtheletter,IwassopleasedthatI
madeasmartremark。Isaid:"Thisisatreatyofpeacebetweenfatherandson。"
Whenthedoctorarrivedinthemorning,andfoundthechangeforthebetterinhispatientconfirmed,hedidjusticetousatlast。Hespokekindly,andevengratefully,toEuneece。Nomoreallusionstothehospitalasaplaceofsafetyescapedhim。HeaskedmecautiouslyfornewsofHelena。Icouldonlytellhimthatshehadgoneoutathercustomarytime,andhadreturnedathercustomarytime。Hedidnotattempttoconcealthatmyreplyhadmadehimuneasy。
"AreyoustillafraidthatshemaysucceedinpoisoningPhilip?"
Iasked。
"Iamafraidofhercunning,"hesaid。"IfsheischargedwithattemptingtopoisonyoungDunboyne,shehassomesystemofdefense,youmayrelyonit,forwhichwearenotprepared。
There,inmyopinion,isthetruereasonforherextraordinaryinsensibilitytoherowndanger。"
Twomoredayspassed,andwewerestillsafeundertheprotectionoflockandkey。
Ontheeveningofthesecondday(whichwasaMonday)Mariacametomeingreattribulation。Oninquiringwhatwasthematter,I
receivedadisquietingreply:"MissHelenaistemptingme。SheissomiserableatbeingpreventedfromseeingMr。Philip,andhelpingtonursehim,thatitisquitedistressingtoseeher。Atthesametime,miss,it’shardonapoorservant。Sheasksmetotakethekeysecretlyoutofthedoor,andlendittoheratnightforafewminutesonly。I’mreallyafraidIshallbeledintodoingit,ifshegoesonpersuadingmemuchlonger。"
IcommendedMariaforfeelingscrupleswhichprovedhertobethebestofgoodgirls,andpromisedtorelieveherfromallfearoffuturetemptation。Thiswaseasilydone。EuneecekeptthekeyofPhilip’sdoorinherpocket;andIkeptthekeyofthedining—roomdoorinmine。
CHAPTERLXI。
ATROCITY。
ONthenextday,aTuesdayintheweek,aneventtookplacewhichEuneeceandIviewedwithdistrust。Earlyintheafternoon,ayoungmancalledwithanoteforHelena。Itwastobegiventoherimmediately,andnoanswerwasrequired。
Mariahadjustclosedthehousedoor,andwasonherwayupstairswiththeletter,whenshewascalledbackbyanotherringatthebell。Ourvisitorwasthedoctor。HespoketoMariainthehall:
"IthinkIseeanoteinyourhand。Wasitgiventoyoubytheyoungmanwhohasjustleftthehouse?"
"Yes,sir。
"Ifhe’syoursweetheart,mydear,Ihavenothingmoretosay。"
"Goodgracious,doctor,howyoudotalk!Ineversawtheyoungmanbeforeinmylife。"
"Inthatcase,Maria,Iwillaskyoutoletmelookattheaddress。Aha!Mischief!"
ThemomentIheardthatIthrewopenthedining—roomdoor。
Curiosityisnoteasilysatisfied。Whenithears,itwantstosee;whenitsees,itwantstoknow。Everyladywillagreewithmeinthisobservation。
"Praycomein,"Isaid。
"Oneminute,MissJillgall。Mygirl,whenyougiveMissHelenathatnote,trytogetaslylookatherwhensheopensit,andcomeandtellmewhatyouhaveseen。"Hejoinedmeinthedining—room,andclosedthedoor。"Theotherday,"hewenton,"whenItoldyouwhatIhaddiscoveredinthechemist’sshop,I
thinkImentionedayoungmanwhowascalledtospeaktoaquestionofidentity——anassistantwhoknewMissHelenaGracedieubysight。"
"Yes,yes!"
"ThatyoungmanleftthenotewhichMariahasjusttakenupstairs。"
"Whowroteit,doctor,andwhatdoesitsay?"
"Questionsnaturallyasked,MissJillgall——andnoteasilyanswered。WhereisEunice?Herquickwitmighthelpus。"
ShehadgoneouttobuysomefruitandflowersforPhilip。
Thedoctoracceptedhisdisappointmentresignedly。"Letustrywhatwecandowithouther,"hesaid。"Thatyoungman’smasterhasbeeninconsultation(youmayrememberwhy)withhislawyer,andHelenamaybethreatenedbyaninvestigationbeforethemagistrates。Ifthiswildguessofmineturnsouttohavehitthemark,thepoisonerupstairshasgotawarning。"
Iaskedifthechemisthadwrittenthenote。FoolishenoughofmewhenIcametothinkofit。ThechemistwouldscarcelyactafriendlyparttowardHelena,whenshewasanswerablefortheawkwardpositioninwhichhehadplacedhimself。Perhapstheyoungmanwhohadleftthewarningwasalsothewriterofthewarning。ThedoctorremindedmethathewasallbutastrangertoHelena。"Wearenotusuallyinterested,"heremarked,"inapersonwhomweonlyknowbysight。"
"Rememberthatheisayoungman,"Iventuredtosay。Thiswasastronghint,butthedoctorfailedtoseeit。Hehadevidentlyforgottenhisownyouth。Imadeanotherattempt。
"AndvileasHelenais,"Icontinued,"wecannotdenythatthisdisgracetohersexisahandsomeyounglady。"
Hesawitatlast。"Woman’swit!"hecried。"Youhavehitit,MissJillgall。Theyoungfoolissmittenwithher,andhasgivenherachanceofmakingherescape。"
"Doyouthinkshewilltakethechance?"
"Foralloursakes,IprayGodshemay!ButIdon’tfeelsureaboutit。"
"Why?"
"RecollectwhatyouandEunicehavedone。Youhaveshownyoursuspicionofherwithoutanattempttoconcealit。Ifyouhadputherinprisonyoucouldnothavemorecompletelydefeatedherinfernaldesign。Doyouthinksheisalikelypersontosubmittothat,withoutanefforttobeevenwithyou?"
Justashesaidthoseterrifyingwords,Mariacamebacktous。Heaskedatoncewhathadkepthersolongupstairs。
Thegirlhadevidentlysomethingtosay,whichhadinflatedher(ifImayusesuchanexpression)withasenseofherownimportance。
"Pleasetoletmetellit,sir,"sheanswered,"inmyownway。
MissHelenaturnedaspaleasasheswhensheopenedtheletter,andthenshetookaturnintheroom,andthenshelookedatmewithasmile——well,miss,IcanonlysaythatIfeltthatsmileinthesmallofmyback。Itriedtogettothedoor。Shestoppedme。Shesays:’Where’sMissEunice?’Isays:’Goneout。’Shesays:’Isthereanybodyinthedrawing—room?’Isays:’No,miss。’
Shesays:’TellMissJillgallIwanttospeaktoher,andsayI
amwaitinginthedrawing—room。’It’severywordofittrue!And,ifapoorservantmaygiveanopinion,Idon’tlikethelookofit。"
ThedoctordismissedMaria。"Whateveritis,"hesaidtome,"youmustgoandhearit。"
Iamnotacourageouswoman;Iexpressedmyselfasbeingwillingtogotoher,ifthedoctorwentwithme。Hesaidthatwasimpossible;shewouldprobablyrefusetospeakbeforeanywitness;andcertainlybeforehim。ButhepromisedtolookafterPhilipinmyabsence,andtowaitbelowifitreallysohappenedthatIwantedhim。Ineedonlyringthebell,andhewouldcometomethemomentheheardit。Suchkindnessasthisrousedmycourage,Isuppose。Atanyrate,Iwentupstairs。
Shewasstandingbythefire—place,withherelbowonthechimney—piece,andherhead,restingonherhand。Istoppedjustinsidethedoor,waitingtohearwhatshehadtosay。Inthispositionherside—faceonlywaspresentedtome。Itwasaghastlyface。TheeyethatIcouldseeturnedwickedlyonmewhenIcamein——thenturnedawayagain。Otherwise,shenevermoved。IconfessItrembled,butIdidmybesttodisguiseit。
Shebrokeoutsuddenlywithwhatshehadtosay:"Iwon’tallowthisstateofthingstogoonanylonger。Myhorrorofanexposurewhichwilldisgracethefamilyhaskeptmesilent,wronglysilent,sofar。Philip’slifeisindanger。Iamforgettingmydutytomyaffiancedhusband,ifIallowmyselftobekeptawayfromhimanylonger。Openthoselockeddoors,andrelievemefromthesightofyou。Openthedoors,Isay,oryouwillbothofyou——youtheaccomplice,shethewretchwhodirectsyou——repentittotheendofyourlives。"
Inmyownmind,Iaskedmyselfifshehadgonemad。ButIonlyanswered:"Idon’tunderstandyou。"
Shesaidagain:"YouareEunice’saccomplice。"
"Accompliceinwhat?"Iasked。
Sheturnedherheadslowlyandfacedme。Ishrankfromlookingather。
"Allthecircumstancesproveit,"shewenton。"IhavesupplantedEuniceinPhilip’saffection。Shewasonceengagedtomarryhim;
Iamengagedtomarryhimnow。Sheisresolvedthatheshallnevermakemehiswife。HewilldieifIdelayanylonger。HewilldieifIdon’tcrushher,likethereptilesheis。Shecomeshere——andwhatdoesshedo?Keepshimprisonerunderherownsuperintendence。Whogetshismedicine?Shegetsit。Whocookshisfood?Shecooksit。Thedoorsarelocked。Imightbeawitnessofwhatgoeson;andIamkeptout。Theservantswhooughttowaitonhimarekeptout。Shecandowhatshelikeswithhismedicine;shecandowhatshelikeswithhisfood:sheisinfuriatedwithhimfordesertingher,andpromisingtomarryme。
Givehimbacktomycare;or,dreadfulasitistodenouncemyownsister,Ishallclaimprotectionfromthemagistrates。"
Ilostallfearofher:Isteppedcloseuptotheplaceatwhichshewasstanding;Icriedout:"Ofwhat,inGod’sname,doyouaccuseyoursister?"
Sheanswered:"IaccuseherofpoisoningPhilipDunboyne。"
Iranoutoftheroom;Irushedheadlongdownthestairs。Thedoctorheardme,andcamerunningintothehall。Icaughtholdofhimlikeamadwoman。"Euneece!"Mybreathwasgone;Icouldonlysay:"Euneece!"
Hedraggedmeintothedining—room。Therewaswineontheside—board,whichhehadorderedmedicallyforPhilip。Heforcedmetodrinksomeofit。Itranthroughmelikefire;ithelpedmetospeak。"Nowtellme,"hesaid,"whathasshedonetoEunice?"
"Shebringsahorribleaccusationagainsther,"Ianswered。
"Whatistheaccusation?"Itoldhim。
Helookedmethroughandthrough。"Takecare!"hesaid。"Nohysterics,noexaggeration。Youmayleadtodreadfulconsequencesifyouarenotsureofyourself。Ifit’sreallytrue,sayitagain。"Isaiditagain——quietlythistime。
Hisfacestartledme;itwaswhitewithrage。Hesnatchedhishatoffthehalltable。
"Whatareyougoingtodo?"Iasked。
"Myduty。"HewasoutofthehousebeforeIcouldspeaktohimagain。
ThirdPeriod_(concluded)。_
_TROUBLESANDTRIUMPHSOFTHEFAMILY,RELATEDBYTHEGOVERNOR。_
CHAPTERLXII。
THESENTENCEPRONOUNCED。
MARTYRStogoutknow,bysadexperience,thattheysufferunderoneofthemostcapriciousofmaladies。Anattackofthisdiseasewillshift,inthemostunaccountablemanner,fromonepartofthebodytoanother;or,itwillreleasethevictimwhenthereiseveryreasontofearthatitisabouttostrengthenitsholdonhim;or,havingshownthefairestpromiseofsubmittingtomedicaltreatment,itwillcruellylaythepatientprostrateagaininastateofrelapse。Adversefortune,inmycase,subjectedmetothislastandworsttrialofendurance。Twomonthspassed——monthsofpainaggravatedbyanxiety——beforeIwasabletohelpEuniceandMissJillgallpersonallywithmysympathyandadvice。
Duringthisinterval,IheardregularlyfromthefriendlyandfaithfulSelina。
Terrorandsuspense,courageouslyendureddayafterday,seemtohavebrokendownherresistance,poorsoul,whenEunice’sgoodnameandEunice’stranquillitywerethreatenedbythemostinfamousoffalseaccusations。Fromthattime,MissJillgall’smethodofexpressingherselfbetrayedagradualdeterioration。I
shallavoidpresentingatadisadvantageacorrespondentwhohasclaimsonmygratitude,ifIgivethesubstanceonlyofwhatshewrote——assistedbythenewspaperwhichshesenttome,whilethelegalproceedingswereinprogress。
Honestindignationdoessometimescounseluswisely。WhenthedoctorleftMissJillgall,inangerandinhaste,hehaddeterminedontakingthecoursefromwhich,asahumanemanandafaithfulfriend,hehadhithertorecoiled。Itwasnotime,now,toshrinkfromtheprospectofanexposure。TheonehopeofsuccessfullyencounteringthevindictivewickednessofHelenalayintheresolutiontobebeforehandwithher,intheappealtothemagistrateswithwhichshehadthreatenedEuniceandMissJillgall。Thedoctor’ssworninformationstatedthewholeterriblecaseofthepoisoning,rangingfromhisfirstsuspicionsandtheirconfirmation,toHelena’satrociousattempttoaccuseherinnocentsisterofherownguilt。Sofirmlywerethemagistratesconvincedoftheseriousnatureofthecasethusstated,thattheydidnothesitatetoissuetheirwarrant。Amongthewitnesseswhoseattendancewasimmediatelysecured,bythelegaladvisertowhomthedoctorapplied,werethefarmerandhiswife。
Helenawasarrestedwhileshewasdressingtogoout。Hercomposurewasnotforamomentdisturbed。"Iwasonmyway,"shesaidcoolly,"tomakeastatementbeforethejustices。ThesoonertheyhearwhatIhavetosaythebetter。"
Theattemptofthisshamelesswretchto"turnthetables"onpoorEunice——suggested,asIafterwarddiscovered,bytherecordoffamilyhistorywhichshehadquotedinherjournal——wasdefeatedwithease。ThefarmerandhiswifeprovedthedateatwhichEunicehadleftherplaceofresidenceundertheirroof。Thedoctor’sevidencefollowed。Heproved,bytheproductionofhisprofessionaldiary,thatthediscoveryoftheattempttopoisonhispatienthadtakenplacebeforethedayofEunice’sdeparturefromthefarm,andthatthefirstimprovementinMr。PhilipDunboyne’sstateofhealthhadshownitselfafterthatyounglady’sarrivaltoperformthedutiesofanurse。Tothewiseprecautionswhichshehadtaken——pervertedbyHelenatothepurposeofafalseaccusation——thedoctorattributedthepreservationoftheyoungman’slife。
Havingproducedtheworstpossibleimpressiononthemindsofthemagistrates,Helenawasremanded。Herlegaladviserhadpredictedthisresult;butthevindictiveobstinacyofhisclienthadsetbothexperienceandremonstranceatdefiance。
Attherenewedexamination,thelineofdefenseadoptedbytheprisoner’slawyerprovedtobe——mistakenidentity。
Itwasassertedthatshehadneverenteredthechemist’sshop;
also,thattheassistanthadwronglyidentifiedsomeotherladyasMissHelenaGracedieu;also,thattherewasnotanatomofevidencetoconnectherwiththestealingofthedoctor’sprescription—paperandtheforgeryofhiswriting。Otherassertionstothesamepurposefollowed,onwhichitisneedlesstodwell。
Thecasefortheprosecutionwas,happily,incompetenthands。
Withtheexceptionofonewitness,cross—examinationaffordednomaterialhelptotheevidenceforthedefense。
ThechemistsworepositivelytothepersonalappearanceofHelena,asbeingthepersonalappearanceoftheladywhohadpresentedtheprescription。Hisassistant,pressedonthequestionofidentity,brokedownundercross—examination——purposely,asitwaswhispered,servingtheinterestsoftheprisoner。Butthevictory,sofargainedbythedefense,wassuccessfullycontestedbythestatementofthenextwitness,arespectabletradesmaninthetown。Hehadseenthenewspaperreportofthefirstexamination,andhadvolunteeredtopresenthimselfasawitness。AmemberofMr。Gracedieu’scongregation,hispewinthechapelwassosituatedastogivehimaviewoftheminister’sdaughtersoccupyingtheirpew。HehadseentheprisoneroneverySunday,foryearspast;andhesworethathewaspassingthedoorofthechemist’sshop,atthemomentwhenshesteppedoutintothestreet,havingabottlecoveredwiththecustomarywhitepaperinherhand。Thedoctorandhisservantwerethenextwitnessescalled。Theywereseverelycross—examined。Someoftheirstatements——questionedtechnicallywithsuccess——receivedunexpectedandpowerfulsupport,duetothediscoveryandproductionoftheprisoner’sdiary。Theentries,guardedlyassomeofthemwerewritten,revealedhermotiveforattemptingtopoisonPhilipDunboyne;
provedthatshehadpurposelycalledonthedoctorwhensheknewthathewouldbeout,thatshehadenteredtheconsulting—room,andexaminedthemedicalbooks,hadfound(touseherownwrittenwords)"avolumethatinterestedher,"andhadusedtheprescription—papersforthepurposeofmakingnotes。Thenotesthemselveswerenottobefound;theyhaddoubtlessbeendestroyed。Enough,andmorethanenough,remainedtomakethecasefortheprosecutioncomplete。ThemagistratescommittedHelenaGracedieufortrialatthenextassizes。
Iarrivedinthetown,aswellasIcanremember,aboutaweekafterthetrialhadtakenplace。
Foundguilty,theprisonerhadbeenrecommendedtomercybythejury——partlyinconsiderationofheryouth;partlyasanexpressionofsympathyandrespectforherunhappyfather。Thejudge(afatherhimself)passedalenientsentence。Shewascondemnedtoimprisonmentfortwoyears。Thecarefulmatronofthejailhadprovidedherselfwithabottleofsmelling—salts,inthefearthattheremightbeneedforitwhenHelenaheardhersentencepronounced。Nottheslightestsignofagitationappearedinherfaceorher。manner。Sheliedtothelast;assertingherinnocenceinafirmvoice,andreturningfromthedocktotheprisonwithoutrequiringassistancefromanybody。
Relatingtheseparticularstome,inastateofungovernableexcitement,goodMissJillgallendedwithalittleconfessionofherown,whichoperatedasarelieftomyoverburdenedmindafterwhatIhadjustheard。
"Iwouldn’townit,"shesaid,"toanybodybutadearfriend。Onething,inthedreadfuldisgracethathasfallenonus,Iamquiteatalosstoaccountfor。ThinkofMr。Gracedieu’sdaughterbeingoneofthosecriminalcreaturesonwhomitwasonceyourterribledutytoturnthekey!Whydidn’tshecommitsuicide?"
"Mydearlady,nothoroughlywickedcreatureeveryetcommittedsuicide。Self—destruction,whenitisnotanactofmadness,impliessomeacutenessoffeeling——sensibilitytoremorseortoshame,orperhapsadistortedideaofmakingatonement。Thereisnosuchthingasremorseorshame,orhopeofmakingatonement,inHelena’snature。"
"Butwhenshecomesoutofprison,whatwillshedo?"
"Don’talarmyourself,mygoodfriend。Shewilldoverywell。"
"Oh,hush!hush!Poeticaljustice,Mr。Governor!"
"Poeticalfiddlesticks,MissJillgall。"
CHAPTERLXIII。
THEOBSTACLEREMOVED。
WHENthesubjectofthetrialwashappilydismissed,myfirstinquiryrelatedtoEunice。Thereplywasmadewithanominousaccompanimentofsighsandsadlooks。Eunicehadgonebacktoherdutiesasgovernessatthefarm。Hearingthis,IaskednaturallywhathadbecomeofPhilip。
Melancholynews,again,wasthenewsthatInowheard。
Mr。Dunboynetheelderhaddiedsuddenly,athishouseinIreland,whilePhilipwasonhiswayhome。Whenthefuneralceremonyhadcometoanend,thewillwasread。Ithadbeenmadeonlyafewdaysbeforethetestator’sdeath;andtheclausewhichleftallhispropertytohissonwasprecededbyexpressionsofpaternalaffection,atatimewhenPhilipwasinsoreneedofconsolation。Afteralludingtoaletter,receivedfromhisson,theoldmanadded:"Ialwayslovedhim,withoutcaringtoconfessit;Idetestscenesofsentiment,kissings,embracings,tears,andthatsortofthing。ButPhiliphasyieldedtomywishes,andhasbrokenoffamarriagewhichwouldhavemadehim,aswellasme,wretchedforlife。Afterthis,Imayspeakmymindfrommygrave,andmaytellmyboythatIlovedhim。Ifthewishislikelytobeofanyuse,Iwilladd(onthechance)——Godblesshim。"
"DoesPhilipsubmittoseparationfromEunice?"Iasked。"DoeshestayinIreland?"
"Nothe,poorfellow!Hewillbehereto—morrowornextday。WhenIlastwrote,"MissJillgallcontinued,"ItoldhimIhopedtoseeyouagainsoon。Ifyoucan’thelpus(ImeanwithEunice)
thatunluckyyoungmanwilldosomedesperatething。HewilljointhosemadmenatlargewhodisturbpoorsavagesinAfrica,orgonowheretofindnothingintheArcticregions。
"WhateverIcando,MissJillgall,shallbegladlydone。IsitreallypossiblethatEunicerefusestomarryhim,afterhavingsavedhislife?"
"Alittlepatience,please,Mr。Governor;letPhiliptellhisownstory。IfItrytodoit,Ishallonlycry——andwehavehadtearsenoughlately,inthishouse。"
Furtherconsultationbeingthusdeferred,IwentupstairstotheMinister’sroom。
Hewassittingbythewindow,inhisfavoritearmchair,absorbedinknitting!Thepersonwhoattendedonhim,agood—natured,patientfellow,hadbeenasailorinhisyoungerdays,andhadtaughtMr。Gracedieuhowtousetheneedles。"Youseeitamuseshim,"themansaid,kindly。"Don’tnoticehismistakes,hethinksthereisn’tsuchanotherintheworldforknittingashimself。
Youcansee,sir,howhestickstoit。"HewassoabsorbedoverhisemploymentthatIhadtospeaktohimtwice,beforeIcouldinducehimtolookatme。Theutterruinofhisintellectdidnotappeartohaveexercisedanydisastrousinfluenceoverhisbodilyhealth。Onthecontrary,hehadgrownfattersinceIhadlastseenhim;hiscomplexionhadlostthepallorthatI
remembered——therewascolorinhischeeks。
"Don’tyourememberyouroldfriend?"Isaid。Hesmiled,andnodded,andrepeatedthewords:
"Yes,yes,myoldfriend。"Itwasonlytooplainthathehadnottheleastrecollectionofme。"Hismemoryisgone,"themansaid。
"Whenheputsawayhisknitting,atnight,Ihavetofinditforhiminthemorning。But,there!he’shappy——enjoyshisvictuals,likessittingoutinthegardenandwatchingthebirds。There’sbeenadealoftroubleinthefamily,sir;andithasallpassedoverhimlikeawetspongeoveraslate。"Theoldsailorwasright。Ifthatwreckofamanhadbeencapableoffeelingandthinking,hisdaughter’sdisgracewouldhavebrokenhisheart。Inaworldofsinandsorrow,ispeaceableimbecilityalwaystobepitied?Ihaveknownmenwhowouldhaveanswered,withouthesitation:"Itistobeenvied。"Andwhere(somepersonsmightsay)wasthepoorMinister’srewardfortheactofmercywhichhadsavedEuniceinherinfancy?Whereitoughttobe!Amanwhoworthilyperformsagoodactionfindshisrewardintheactionitself。
Atbreakfast,onthenextday,thetalktouchedonthosepassagesinHelena’sdiary,whichhadbeenproducedincourtasevidenceagainsther。
Iexpressedawishtoseewhatrevelationofadepravednaturetheentriesinthediarymightpresent;andmycuriositywasgratified。Atafittertime,Imayfindanopportunityofalludingtotheimpressionproducedonmebythediary。Inthemeanwhile,theeventofPhilip’sreturnclaimsnoticeinthefirstplace。
Thepoorfellowwassogladtoseemethatheshookhandsasheartilyasifwehadknowneachotherfromthetimewhenhewasaboy。
"DoyourememberhowkindlyyouspoketomewhenIcalledonyouinLondon?"heasked。"IfIhaverepeatedthosewordsonce——butperhapsyoudon’trememberthem?Yousaid:’IfIwasasyoungasyouare,Ishouldnotdespair。’Well!Ihavesaidthattomyselfoverandoveragain,forahundredtimesatleast。Eunicewilllistentoyou,sir,whenshewilllistentonobodyelse。ThisisthefirsthappymomentIhavehadforweekspast。"
IsupposeImusthavelookedgladtohearthat。Anyway,Philipshookhandswithmeagain。
MissJillgallwaspresent。Thegentle—heartedoldmaidwassotouchedbyourmeetingthatsheabandonedherselftothegenialimpulseofthemoment,andgavePhilipakiss。Theoutragedclaimsofproprietyinstantlyseizedonher。Sheblushedasifthelong—lostdaysofhergirlhoodhadbeenfoundagain,andranoutoftheroom。
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