"SupposeyougobacktoDexter,"heproceeded。"Andsupposethatthedoctor’sopinionexaggeratestheperilinhiscase。Whatareyoutodo?Thelasttimeyousawhim,youhadtheimmenseadvantageoftakinghimbysurprise。Thosesensitivenervesofhisgaveway,andhebetrayedthefearthatyouarousedinhim。
Canyoutakehimbysurpriseagain?Notyou!Heispreparedforyounow;andhewillbeonhisguard。Ifyouencounternothingworse,youwillhavehiscunningtodealwithnext。Areyouhismatchatthat?ButforLadyClarindahewouldhavehopelesslymisledyouonthesubjectofMrs。Beauly。"
Therewasnoansweringthis,either。Iwasfoolishenoughtotrytoanswerit,forallthat。
"Hetoldmethetruthsofarasheknewit,"Irejoined。"HereallysawwhathesaidhesawinthecorridoratGleninch。"
"Hetoldyouthetruth,"returnedMr。Playmore,"becausehewascunningenoughtoseethatthetruthwouldhelphiminirritatingyoursuspicions。Youdon’treallybelievethathesharedyoursuspicions?"
"Whynot?"Isaid。"HewasasignorantofwhatMrs。BeaulywasreallydoingonthatnightasIwas——untilImetLadyClarinda。
ItremainstobeseenwhetherhewillnotbeasmuchastonishedasIwaswhenItellhimwhatLadyClarindatoldme。"
ThissmartreplyproducedaneffectwhichIhadnotanticipated。
Tomysurprise,Mr。Playmoreabruptlydroppedallfurtherdiscussiononhisside。Heappearedtodespairofconvincingme,andheowneditindirectlyinhisnextwords。
"WillnothingthatIcansaytoyou,"heasked,"induceyoutothinkasIthinkinthismatter?"
"Ihavenotyourabilityoryourexperience,"Ianswered。"IamsorrytosayIcan’tthinkasyouthink。"
"AndyouarereallydeterminedtoseeMiserrimusDexteragain?"
"Ihaveengagedmyselftoseehimagain。"
Hewaitedalittle,andthoughtoverit。
"Youhavehonoredmebyaskingformyadvice,"hesaid。"I
earnestlyadviseyou,Mrs。Eustace,tobreakyourengagement。I
goevenfurtherthanthat——I_entreat_younottoseeDexteragain。"
Justwhatmymother—in—lawhadsaid!justwhatBenjaminandMajorFitz—Davidhadsaid!Theywereallagainstme。AndstillIheldout。
Iwonder,whenIlookbackatit,atmyownobstinacy。IamalmostashamedtorelatethatImadeMr。Playmorenoreply。Hewaited,stilllookingatme。Ifeltirritatedbythatfixedlook。
Iarose,andstoodbeforehimwithmyeyesonthefloor。
Hearoseinhisturn。Heunderstoodthattheconferencewasover。
"Well,well,"hesaid,withakindofsadgood—humor,"Isupposeitisunreasonableofmetoexpectthatayoungwomanlikeyoushouldshareanyopinionwithanoldlawyerlikeme。Letmeonlyremindyouthatourconversationmustremainstrictlyconfidentialforthepresent;andthenletuschangethesubject。
IsthereanythingthatIcandoforyou?AreyoualoneinEdinburgh?"
"No。Iamtravelingwithanoldfriendofmine,whohasknownmefromchildhood。"
"Anddoyoustayhereto—morrow?"
"Ithinkso。"
"Willyoudomeonefavor?Willyouthinkoverwhathaspassedbetweenus,andwillyoucomebacktomeinthemorning?"
"Willingly,Mr。Playmore,ifitisonlytothankyouagainforyourkindness。"
Onthatunderstandingweparted。Hesighed——thecheerfulmansighed,asheopenedthedoorforme。Womenarecontradictorycreatures。Thatsighaffectedmemorethanallhisarguments。I
feltmyselfblushformyownhead—strongresistancetohimasI
tookmyleaveandturnedawayintothestreet。
CHAPTERXXXIV。
GLENINCH。
"AHA!"saidBenjamin,complacently。"Sothelawyerthinks,asI
do,thatyouwillbehighlyimprudentifyougobacktoMr。
Dexter?Ahard—headed,sensiblemanthelawyer,nodoubt。YouwilllistentoMr。Playmore,won’tyou,thoughyouwouldn’tlistentome?"
(IhadofcourserespectedMr。Playmore’sconfidenceinmewhenBenjaminandImetonmyreturntothehotel。Notawordrelatingtothelawyer’shorriblesuspicionofMiserrimusDexterhadpassedmylips。)
"Youmustforgiveme,myoldfriend,"Isaid,answeringBenjamin。
"Iamafraidithascometothis——tryasImay,Icanlistentonobodywhoadvisesme。OnourwayhereIhonestlymeanttobeguidedbyMr。Playmore——weshouldneverhavetakenthislongjourneyifIhadnothonestlymeantit。Ihavetried,triedhardtobeateachable,reasonablewoman。Butthereissomethinginmethatwon’tbetaught。IamafraidIshallgobacktoDexter。"
EvenBenjaminlostallpatiencewithmethistime。
"Whatisbredinthebone,"hesaid,quotingtheoldproverb,"willnevercomeoutoftheflesh。Inyearsgoneby,youwerethemostobstinatechildthatevermadeamessinanursery。Oh,dearme,wemightaswellhavestayedinLondon。"
"No,"Ireplied,"nowwehavetraveledtoEdinburgh,wewillseesomething(interestingto_me_atanyrate)whichweshouldneverhaveseenifwehadnotleftLondon。Myhusband’scountry—houseiswithinafewmilesofushere。To—morrow——wewillgotoGleninch。"
"Wherethepoorladywaspoisoned?"askedBenjamin,withalookofdismay。"Youmeanthatplace?"
"Yes。Iwanttoseetheroominwhichshedied;Iwanttogoalloverthehouse。"
Benjamincrossedhishandsresignedlyonhislap。"Itrytounderstandthenewgeneration,"saidtheoldman,sadly;"butI
can’tmanageit。Thenewgenerationbeatsme。"
IsatdowntowritetoMr。PlaymoreaboutthevisittoGleninch。
Thehouseinwhichthetragedyhadoccurredthathadblightedmyhusband’slifewas,tomymind,themostinterestinghouseonthehabitableglobe。TheprospectofvisitingGleninchhad,indeed(totellthetruth),stronglyinfluencedmyresolutiontoconsulttheEdinburghlawyer。IsentmynotetoMr。Playmorebyamessenger,andreceivedthekindestreplyinreturn。IfIwouldwaituntiltheafternoon,hewouldgettheday’sbusinessdone,andwouldtakeustoGleninchinhisowncarriage。
Benjamin’sobstinacy——initsownquietway,andoncertainoccasionsonly——wasquiteamatchformine。Hehadprivatelydetermined,asoneoftheoldgeneration,tohavenothingtodowithGleninch。NotawordonthesubjectescapedhimuntilMr。
Playmore’scarriagewasatthehoteldoor。AtthatappropriatemomentBenjaminrememberedanoldfriendofhisinEdinburgh。
"Willyoupleasetoexcuseme,Valeria?Myfriend’snameisSaunders;andhewilltakeitunkindlyofmeifIdon’tdinewithhimto—day。"
ApartfromtheassociationsthatIconnectedwithit,therewasnothingtointerestatraveleratGleninch。
Thecountryaroundwasprettyandwellcultivated,andnothingmore。Theparkwas,toanEnglisheye,wildandbadlykept。Thehousehadbeenbuiltwithinthelastseventyoreightyyears。
Outside,itwasasbareofallornamentasafactory,andasgloomilyheavyineffectasaprison。Inside,thedeadlydreariness,theclose,oppressivesolitudeofadeserteddwellingweariedtheeyeandweighedonthemind,fromtherooftothebasement。ThehousehadbeenshutupsincethetimeoftheTrial。
Alonelyoldcouple,manandwife,hadthekeysandthechargeofit。ThemanshookhisheadinsilentandsorrowfuldisapprovalofourintrusionwhenMr。Playmoreorderedhimtoopenthedoorsandshutters,andletthelightinonthedark,desertedplace。Fireswereburninginthelibraryandthepicture—gallery,topreservethetreasureswhichtheycontainedfromthedamp。Itwasnoteasy,atfirst,tolookatthecheerfulblazewithoutfancyingthattheinhabitantsofthehousemustsurelycomeinandwarmthemselves。Ascendingtotheupperfloor,IsawtheroomsmadefamiliartomebytheReportoftheTrial。Ienteredthelittlestudy,withtheoldbooksontheshelves,andthekeystillmissingfromthelockeddoorofcommunicationwiththebedchamber。IlookedintotheroominwhichtheunhappymistressofGleninchhadsufferedanddied。Thebedwasleftinitsplace;
thesofaonwhichthenursehadsnatchedherintervalsofreposewasatitsfoot;theIndiancabinet,inwhichthecrumpledpaperwiththegrainsofarsenichadbeenfound,stillhelditslittlecollectionofcuriosities。Imovedonitspivottheinvalid—tableonwhichshehadtakenhermealsandwrittenherpoems,poorsoul。Theplacewasdrearyanddreadful;theheavyairfeltasifitwerestillburdenedwithitshorridloadofmiseryanddistrust。Iwasgladtogetout(afterapassingglanceattheroomwhichEustacehadoccupiedinthosedays)intotheGuests’
Corridor。Therewasthebedroom,atthedoorofwhichMiserrimusDexterhadwaitedandwatched。Therewastheoakenflooralongwhichhehadhopped,inhishorribleway,followingthefootstepsoftheservantdisguisedinhermistress’sclothes。GowhereI
might,theghostsofthedeadandtheabsentwerewithme,stepbystep。GowhereImight,thelonelyhorrorofthehousehaditsstillandawfulvoiceforMe:"_I_keepthesecretofthePoison!
_I_hidethemysteryofthedeath!"
Theoppressionoftheplacebecameunendurable。Ilongedforthepureskyandthefreeair。Mycompanionnoticedandunderstoodme。
"Come,"hesaid。"Wehavehadenoughofthehouse。Letuslookatthegrounds。"
Inthegrayquietoftheeveningweroamedaboutthelonelygardens,andthreadedourwaythroughtherank,neglectedshrubberies。Wanderinghereandwanderingthere,wedriftedintothekitchengarden——withonelittlepatchstillsparelycultivatedbytheoldmanandhiswife,andalltherestawildernessofweeds。Beyondthefarendofthegarden,dividedfromitbyalowpalingofwood,therestretchedapatchofwasteground,shelteredonthreesidesbytrees。Inonelostcornerofthegroundanobject,commonenoughelsewhere,attractedmyattentionhere。Theobjectwasadust—heap。Thegreatsizeofit,andthecurioussituationinwhichitwasplaced,arousedamoment’slanguidcuriosityinme。Istopped,andlookedatthedustandashes,atthebrokencrockeryandtheoldiron。Heretherewasatornhat,andtheresomefragmentsofrottenoldboots,andscatteredaroundasmallattendantlitteroftornpaperandfrowzyrags。
"Whatareyoulookingat?"askedMr。Playmore。
"Atnothingmoreremarkablethanthedust—heap,"Ianswered。
"IntidyEngland,Isuppose,youwouldhaveallthatcartedawayoutofsight,"saidthelawyer。"Wedon’tmindinScotland,aslongasthedust—heapisfarenoughawaynottobesmeltatthehouse。Besides,someofit,sifted,comesinusefullyasmanureforthegarden。Heretheplaceisdeserted,andtherubbishinconsequencehasnotbeendisturbed。EverythingatGleninch,Mrs。
Eustace(thebigdust—heapincluded),iswaitingforthenewmistresstosetittorights。Oneofthesedaysyoumaybequeenhere——whoknows?"
"Ishallneverseethisplaceagain,"
Isaid。
"Neverisalongday,"returnedmycompanion。"Andtimehasitssurprisesinstoreforallofus。"
Weturnedaway,andwalkedbackinsilencetotheparkgate,atwhichthecarriagewaswaiting。
OnthereturntoEdinburgh,Mr。PlaymoredirectedtheconversationtotopicsentirelyunconnectedwithmyvisittoGleninch。Hesawthatmymindstoodinneedofrelief;andhemostgood—naturedly,andsuccessfully,exertedhimselftoamuseme。ItwasnotuntilwewereclosetothecitythathetouchedonthesubjectofmyreturntoLondon。
"HaveyoudecidedyetonthedaywhenyouleaveEdinburgh?"heasked。
"WeleaveEdinburgh,"Ireplied,"bythetrainofto—morrowmorning。"
"Doyoustillseenoreasontoaltertheopinionswhichyouexpressedyesterday?Doesyourspeedydeparturemeanthat?"
"Iamafraiditdoes,Mr。Playmore。WhenIamanolderwoman,I
maybeawiserwoman。Inthemeantime,IcanonlytrusttoyourindulgenceifIstillblindlyblunderoninmyownway。"
Hesmiledpleasantly,andpattedmyhand——thenchangedonasudden,andlookedatmegravelyandattentivelybeforeheopenedhislipsagain。
"Thisismylastopportunityofspeakingtoyoubeforeyougo,"
hesaid。"MayIspeakfreely?"
"Asfreelyasyouplease,Mr。Playmore。Whateveryoumaysaytomewillonlyaddtomygratefulsenseofyourkindness。"
"Ihaveverylittletosay,Mrs。Eustace——andthatlittlebeginswithawordofcaution。Youtoldmeyesterdaythat,whenyoupaidyourlastvisittoMiserrimusDexter,youwenttohimalone。
Don’tdothatagain。Takesomebodywithyou。"
"DoyouthinkIaminanydanger,then?"
"Notintheordinarysenseoftheword。IonlythinkthatafriendmaybeusefulinkeepingDexter’saudacity(heisoneofthemostimpudentmenliving)withinproperlimits。Then,again,incaseanythingworthrememberingandactingon_should_fallfromhiminhistalk,afriendmaybevaluableaswitness。Inyourplace,Ishouldhaveawitnesswithmewhocouldtakenotes——butthenIamalawyer,andmybusinessistomakeafussabouttrifles。Letmeonlysay——gowithacompanionwhenyounextvisitDexter;andbeonyourguardagainstyourselfwhenyourtalkturnsonMrs。Beauly。"
"Onmyguardagainstmyself?Whatdoyoumean?"
"Practice,mydearMrs。Eustace,hasgivenmeaneyeforthelittleweaknessesofhumannature。Youare(quitenaturally)
disposedtobejealousofMrs。Beauly;andyouare,inconsequence,notinfullpossessionofyourexcellentcommon—sensewhenDexterusesthatladyasameansofblindfoldingyou。AmIspeakingtoofreely?"
"Certainlynot。ItisverydegradingtometobejealousofMrs。
Beauly。MyvanitysuffersdreadfullywhenIthinkofit。Butmycommon—senseyieldstoconviction。Idaresayyouareright。"
"Iamdelightedtofindthatweagreeononepoint,"herejoined,dryly。"Idon’tdespairyetofconvincingyouinthatfarmoreseriousmatterwhichisstillindisputebetweenus。And,whatismore,ifyouwillthrownoobstaclesintheway,IlooktoDexterhimselftohelpme。"
Thisarousedmycuriosity。HowMiserrimusDextercouldhelphim,inthatorinanyotherway,wasariddlebeyondmyreading。
"YouproposetorepeattoDexterallthatLadyClarindatoldyouaboutMrs。Beauly,"hewenton。"AndyouthinkitislikelythatDexterwillbeoverwhelmed,asyouwereoverwhelmed,whenhehearsthestory。Iamgoingtoventureonaprophecy。IsaythatDexterwilldisappointyou。Farfromshowinganyastonishment,hewillboldlytellyouthatyouhavebeendupedbyadeliberatelyfalsestatementoffacts,inventedandsetafloat,inherownguiltyinterests,byMrs。Beauly。Nowtellme——ifhereallytry,inthatway,torenewyourunfoundedsuspicionofaninnocentwoman,will_that_shakeyourconfidenceinyourownopinion?"
"Itwillentirelydestroymyconfidenceinmyownopinion,Mr。
Playmore。"
"Verygood。Ishallexpectyoutowritetome,inanycase;andI
believeweshallbeofonemindbeforetheweekisout。KeepstrictlysecretallthatIsaidtoyouyesterdayaboutDexter。
Don’tevenmentionmynamewhenyouseehim。ThinkingofhimasI
thinknow,Iwouldassoontouchthehandofthehangmanasthehandofthatmonster!Godblessyou!Good—by。"
Sohesaidhisfarewellwords,atthedoorofthehotel。Kind,genial,clever——butoh,howeasilyprejudiced,howshockinglyobstinateinholdingtohisownopinion!And_what_anopinion!I
shudderedasIthoughtofit。
CHAPTERXXXV。
MR。PLAYMORE’SPROPHECY。
WEreachedLondonbetweeneightandnineintheevening。
Strictlymethodicalinallhishabits,Benjaminhadtelegraphedtohishousekeeper,fromEdinburgh,tohavesupperreadyorusbyteno’clock,andtosendthecabmanwhomhealwaysemployedtomeetusatthestation。
Arrivingatthevilla,wewereobligedtowaitforamomenttoletapony—chaisegetbyusbeforewecoulddrawupatBenjamin’sdoor。Thechaisepassedveryslowly,drivenbyarough—lookingman,withapipeinhismouth。Butfortheman,Imighthavedoubtedwhethertheponywasquiteastrangertome。Asthingswere,Ithoughtnomoreofthematter。
Benjamin’srespectableoldhousekeeperopenedthegardengate,andstartledmebyburstingintoadevoutejaculationofgratitudeatthesightofhermaster。"TheLordbepraised,sir!"
shecried;"Ithoughtyouwouldnevercomeback!"
"Anythingwrong?"askedBenjamin,inhisownimpenetrablyquietway。
Thehousekeepertrembledatthequestion,andansweredintheseenigmaticalwords:
"Mymind’supset,sir;andwhetherthingsarewrongorwhetherthingsarerightismorethanIcansay。Hoursago,astrangemancameinandasked"——shestopped,asifshewerecompletelybewildered——lookedforamomentvacantlyathermaster——andsuddenlyaddressedherselftome。"Andasked,"sheproceeded,"when_you_wasexpectedback,ma’am。Itoldhimwhatmymasterhadtelegraphed,andthemansaysuponthat,’Waitabit,’hesays;’I’mcomingback。’Hecamebackinaminuteorless;andhecarriedaThinginhisarmswhichcurdledmyblood——itdid!——andsetmeshakingfromthecrownofmyheadtothesoleofmyfoot。
IknowIoughttohavestoppedit;butIcouldn’tstanduponmylegs,muchlessputthemanoutofthehouse。Inhewent,without’_with_yourleave,’or’_by_yourleave,’Mr。Benjamin,sir——inhewent,withtheThinginhisarms,straightthroughtoyourlibrary。AndthereIthasbeenallthesehours。AndthereItisnow。I’vespokentothepolice;buttheywouldn’tinterfere;andwhattodonextismorethanmypoorheadcantell。Don’tyougoinbyyourself,ma’am!You’llbefrightenedoutofyourwits——youwill!"
Ipersistedinenteringthehouse,forallthat。Aidedbythepony,Ieasilysolvedthemysteryofthehousekeeper’sotherwiseunintelligiblenarrative。Passingthroughthedining—room(wherethesupper—tablewasalreadylaidforus),Ilookedthroughthehalf—openedlibrarydoor。
Yes,therewasMiserrimusDexter,arrayedinhispinkjacket,fastasleepinBenjamin’sfavoritearm—chair!Nocoverlethidhishorribledeformity。Nothingwassacrificedtoconventionalideasofproprietyinhisextraordinarydress。Icouldhardlywonderthatthepooroldhousekeepertrembledfromheadtofootwhenshespokeofhim。
"Valeria,"saidBenjamin,pointingtothePortentinthechair。
"Whichisit——anIndianidol,oraman?"
IhavealreadydescribedMiserrimusDexteraspossessingthesensitiveearofadog:henowallowedthathealsosleptthelightsleepofadog。QuietlyasBenjaminhadspoken,thestrangevoicearousedhimontheinstant。Herubbedhiseyes,andsmiledasinnocentlyasawakingchild。
"Howdoyoudo,Mrs。Valeria?"hesaid。"Ihavehadanicelittlesleep。Youdon’tknowhowhappyIamtoseeyouagain。Whoisthis?")
Herubbedhiseyesoncemore!andlookedatBenjamin。Notknowingwhatelsetodointhisextraordinaryemergency,Ipresentedmyvisitortothemasterofthehouse。
"Excusemygettingup,sir,"saidMiserrimusDexter。"Ican’tgetup——Ihavenolegs。YoulookasifyouthoughtIwasoccupyingyourchair?IfIamcommittinganintrusion,besogoodastoputyourumbrellaunderme,andgivemeajerk。Ishallfallonmyhands,andIshan’tbeoffendedwithyou。Iwillsubmittoatumbleandascolding——butpleasedon’tbreakmyheartbysendingmeaway。Thatbeautifulwomantherecanbeverycruelsometimes,sir,whenthefittakesher。ShewentawaywhenIstoodinthesorestneedofalittletalkwithher——shewentaway,andleftmetomylonelinessandmysuspense。Iamapoordeformedwretch,withawarmheart,and,perhaps,aninsatiablecuriosityaswell。
Insatiablecuriosity(haveyoueverfeltit?)isacurse。Iboreituntilmybrainsbegantoboilinmyhead;andthenIsentformygardener,andmadehimdrivemehere。Ilikebeinghere。Theairofyourlibrarysoothesme;thesightofMrs。Valeriaisbalmtomywoundedheart。Shehassomethingtotellme——somethingthatIamdyingtohear。Ifsheisnottootiredafterherjourney,andifyouwilllethertellit,Ipromisetohavemyselftakenawaywhenshehasdone。DearMr。Benjamin,youlookliketherefugeoftheafflicted。Iamafflicted。ShakehandslikeagoodChristian,andtakemein。"
Heheldouthishand。Hissoftblueeyesmeltedintoanexpressionofpiteousentreaty。Completelystupefiedbytheamazingharangueofwhichhehadbeenmadetheobject,Benjamintooktheofferedhand,withtheairofamaninadream。"IhopeIseeyouwell,sir,"hesaid,mechanically——andthenlookedaroundatme,toknowwhathewastodonext。
"IunderstandMr。Dexter,"Iwhispered。"Leavehimtome。"
Benjaminstolealastbewilderedlookattheobjectinthechair;
bowedtoit,withtheinstinctofpolitenesswhichneverfailedhim;and(stillwiththeairofamaninadream)withdrewintothenextroom。
Lefttogether,welookedateachother,forthefirstmoment,insilence。
WhetherIunconsciouslydrewonthatinexhaustiblestoreofindulgencewhichawomanalwayskeepsinreserveforamanwhoownsthathehasneedofher,orwhether,resentingasIdidMr。
Playmore’shorriblesuspicionofhim,myheartwasespeciallyaccessibletofeelingsofcompassioninhisunhappycase,I
cannottell。IonlyknowthatIpitiedMiserrimusDexteratthatmomentasIhadneverpitiedhimyet;andthatIsparedhimthereproofwhichIshouldcertainlyhaveadministeredtoanyothermanwhohadtakenthelibertyofestablishinghimself,uninvited,inBenjamin’shouse。
Hewasthefirsttospeak。
"LadyClarindahasdestroyedyourconfidenceinme!"hebegan,wildly。
"LadyClarindahasdonenothingofthesort,"Ireplied。"Shehasnotattemptedtoinfluencemyopinion。IwasreallyobligedtoleaveLondon,asItoldyou。"
Hesighed,andclosedhiseyescontentedly,asifIhadrelievedhimofaheavyweightofanxiety。
"Bemercifultome,"hesaid,"andtellmesomethingmore。Ihavebeensomiserableinyourabsence。"Hesuddenlyopenedhiseyesagain,andlookedatmewithanappearanceofthegreatestinterest。"Areyouverymuchfatiguedbytraveling?"heproceeded。"IamhungryfornewsofwhathappenedattheMajor’sdinnerparty。Isitcruelofmetotellyouso,whenyouhavenotrestedafteryourjourney?Onlyonequestionto—night,andIwillleavetheresttillto—morrow。WhatdidLadyClarindasayaboutMrs。Beauly?Allthatyouwantedtohear?"
"All,andmore,"Ianswered。
"What?what?what?"hecriedwildwithimpatienceinamoment。
Mr。Playmore’slastpropheticwordswerevividlypresenttomymind。Hehaddeclared,inthemostpositivemanner,thatDexterwouldpersistinmisleadingme,andwouldshownosignsofastonishmentwhenIrepeatedwhatLadyClarindahadtoldmeofMrs。Beauly。Iresolvedtoputthelawyer’sprophecy——sofarasthequestionofastonishmentwasconcerned——tothesharpestattainabletest。IsaidnotawordtoMiserrimusDexterinthewayofprefaceorpreparation:Iburstonhimwithmynewsasabruptlyaspossible。
"ThepersonyousawinthecorridorwasnotMrs。Beauly,"Isaid。
"Itwasthemaid,dressedinhermistress’scloakandhat。Mrs。
Beaulyherselfwasnotinthehouseatall。Mrs。BeaulyherselfwasdancingatamaskedballinEdinburgh。ThereiswhatthemaidtoldLadyClarinda;andthereiswhatLadyClarindatold_me。_"
Intheabsorbinginterestofthemoment,Ipouredoutthosewordsoneafteranotherasfastastheywouldpassmylips。MiserrimusDextercompletelyfalsifiedthelawyer’sprediction。Heshudderedundertheshock。Hiseyesopenedwidewithamazement。"Sayitagain!"hecried。"Ican’ttakeitallinatonce。Youstunme。"
Iwasmorethancontentedwiththisresult——Itriumphedinmyvictory。Foronce,Ihadreallysomereasontofeelsatisfiedwithmyself。IhadtakentheChristianandmercifulsideinmydiscussionwithMr。Playmore;andIhadwonmyreward。IcouldsitinthesameroomwithMiserrimusDexter,andfeeltheblessedconvictionthatIwasnotbreathingthesameairwithapoisoner。
WasitnotworththevisittoEdinburghtohavemadesureofthat?
Inrepeating,athisowndesire,whatIhadalreadysaidtohim,ItookcaretoaddthedetailswhichmadeLadyClarinda’snarrativecoherentandcredible。Helistenedthroughoutwithbreathlessattention——hereandthererepeatingthewordsafterme,toimpressthemthemoresurelyandthemoredeeplyonhismind。
"Whatistobesaid?whatistobedone?"heasked,withalookofblankdespair。"Ican’tdisbelieveit。Fromfirsttolast,strangeasitis,itsoundstrue。"
(HowwouldMr。Playmorehavefeltifhehadheardthosewords?I
didhimthejusticetobelievethathewouldhavefeltheartilyashamedofhimself。)
"Thereisnothingtobesaid,"Irejoined,"exceptthatMrs。
Beaulyisinnocent,andthatyouandIhavedoneheragrievouswrong。Don’tyouagreewithme?"
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