"Theprisoneratthebarcalledatmyshoponthedateindicatedonmyregister,somedayslaterthanthedateindicatedintheregisterofMr。Kinlay。Hewishedtopurchasesixpenny—worthofarsenic。Myassistant,towhomhehadaddressedhimself,calledme。Itisaruleinmyshopthatnoonesellspoisonsbutmyself。
Iaskedtheprisonerwhathewantedthearsenicfor。Heansweredthathewanteditforkillingratsathishouse,calledGleninch。
Isaid,’HaveIthehonorofspeakingtoMr。Macallan,ofGleninch?’Hesaidthatwashisname。Isoldhimthearsenic——aboutanounceandahalf——andlabeledthebottleinwhichIputitwiththeword’Poison’inmyownhandwriting。Hesignedtheregister,andtookthearsenicawaywithhim,afterpayingforit。"
Thecross—examinationofthetwomensucceededinassertingcertaintechnicalobjectionstotheirevidence。Buttheterriblefactthatmyhusbandhimselfhadactuallypurchasedthearsenicinbothcasesremainedunshaken。
Thenextwitnesses——thegardenerandthecookatGleninch——woundthechainofhostileevidencearoundtheprisonermoremercilesslystill。
Onexaminationthegardenersaid,onhisoath:
"Ineverreceivedanyarsenicfromtheprisoner,orfromanyoneelse,atthedatetowhichyourefer,ofatanyotherdate。I
neverusedanysuchthingasasolutionofarsenic,oreverallowedthemenworkingundermetouseit,intheconservatoriesorinthegardenatGleninch。Idisapproveofarsenicasameansofdestroyingnoxiousinsectsinfestingflowersandplants。"
Thecook,beingcallednext,spokeaspositivelyasthegardener:
"Neithermymasternoranyotherpersongavemeanyarsenictodestroyratsatanytime。Nosuchthingwaswanted。Ideclare,onmyoath,thatIneversawanyratsinoraboutthehouse,oreverheardofanyratsinfestingit。"
OtherhouseholdservantsatGleninchgavesimilarevidence。
Nothingcouldbeextractedfromthemoncross—examinationexceptthattheremighthavebeenratsinthehouse,thoughtheywerenotawareofit。Thepossessionofthepoisonwastraceddirectlytomyhusband,andtonooneelse。Thathehadboughtitwasactuallyproved,andthathehadkeptitwastheoneconclusionthattheevidencejustified。
Thewitnesseswhocamenextdidtheirbesttopressthechargeagainsttheprisonerhometohim。Havingthearsenicinhispossession,whathadhedonewithit?Theevidenceledthejurytoinferwhathehaddonewithit。
Theprisoner’svaletdeposedthathismasterhadrungforhimattwentyminutestotenonthemorningofthedayonwhichhismistressdied,andhadorderedacupofteaforher。ThemanhadreceivedtheorderattheopendoorofMrs。Macallan’sroom,andcouldpositivelyswearthatnootherpersonbuthismasterwasthereatthetime。
Theunder—housemaid,appearingnext,saidthatshehadmadethetea,andhadherselftakenitupstairsbeforeteno’clocktoMrs。
Macallan’sroom。Hermasterhadreceiveditfromherattheopendoor。Shecouldlookin,andcouldseethathewasaloneinhermistress’sroom。
Thenurse,ChristinaOrmsay,beingrecalled,repeatedwhatMrs。
Macallanhadsaidtoheronthedaywhenthatladywasfirsttakenill。Shehadsaid(speakingtothenurseatsixo’clockinthemorning),"Mr。Macallancameinaboutanhoursince;hefoundmestillsleepless,andgavememycomposingdraught。"Thiswasatfiveo’clockinthemorning,whileChristinaOrmsaywasasleeponthesofa。Thenursefurthersworethatshehadlookedatthebottlecontainingthecomposingmixture,andhadseenbythemeasuringmarksonthebottlethatadosehadbeenpouredoutsincethedosepreviouslygiven,administeredbyherself。
Onthisoccasionspecialinterestwasexcitedbythecross—examination。Theclosingquestionsputtotheunder—housemaidandthenurserevealedforthefirsttimewhatthenatureofthedefensewastobe。
Cross—examiningtheunder—housemaid,theDeanofFacultysaid:
"DidyouevernoticewhenyouweresettingMrs。EustaceMacallan’sroomtorightswhetherthewaterleftinthebasinwasofablackishorbluishcolor?"Thewitnessanswered,"Inevernoticedanythingofthesort。"
TheDeanofFacultywenton:
"Didyoueverfindunderthepillowofthebed,orinanyotherhidingplaceinMrs。Macallan’sroom,anybooksorpamphletstellingofremediesusedforimprovingabadcomplexion?"Thewitnessanswered,"No。"
TheDeanofFacultypersisted:
"DidyoueverhearMrs。Macallanspeakofarsenic,takenasawashortakenasamedicine,asagoodthingtoimprovethecomplexion?"Thewitnessanswered,"Never。"
Similarquestionswerenextputtothenurse,andwereallansweredbythiswitnessalsointhenegative。
Here,then,inspiteofthenegativeanswers,wastheplanofthedefensemadedimlyvisibleforthefirsttimetothejuryandtotheaudience。Bywayofpreventingthepossibilityofamistakeinsoseriousamatter,theChiefJudge(theLordJusticeClerk)
putthisplainquestion,whenthewitnesseshadretired,totheCounselforthedefense:
"TheCourtandthejury,"saidhislordship,"wishdistinctlytounderstandtheobjectofyourcross—examinationofthehousemaidandthenurse。IsitthetheoryofthedefensethatMrs。EustaceMacallanusedthearsenicwhich——herhusbandpurchasedforthepurposeofimprovingthedefectsofhercomplexion?"
TheDeanofFacultyanswered:
"Thatiswhatwesay,mylord,andwhatweproposetoproveasthefoundationofthedefense。WecannotdisputethemedicalevidencewhichdeclaresthatMrs。Macallandiedpoisoned。Butweassertthatshediedofanoverdoseofarsenic,ignorantlytaken,intheprivacyofherownroom,asaremedyforthedefects——theprovedandadmitteddefects——ofhercomplexion。Theprisoner’sDeclarationbeforetheSheriffexpresslysetsforththathepurchasedthearsenicattherequestofhiswife。"
TheLordJusticeClerkinquireduponthisiftherewereanyobjectiononthepartofeitherofthelearnedcounseltohavetheDeclarationreadinCourtbeforetheTrialproceededfurther。
TothistheDeanofFacultyrepliedthathewouldbegladtohavetheDeclarationread。Ifhemightusetheexpression,itwouldusefullypavethewayinthemindsofthejuryforthedefensewhichhehadtosubmittothem。
TheLordAdvocate(speakingontheotherside)washappytobeabletoaccommodatehislearnedbrotherinthismatter。SolongasthemereassertionswhichtheDeclarationcontainedwerenotsupportedbyproof,helookeduponthatdocumentasevidencefortheprosecution,andhetoowasquitewillingtohaveitread。
Thereupontheprisoner’sDeclarationofhisinnocence——onbeingchargedbeforetheSheriffwiththemurderofhiswife——wasread,inthefollowingterms:
"Iboughtthetwopacketsofarsenic,oneachoccasionatmywife’sownrequest。Onthefirstoccasionshetoldmethepoisonwaswantedbythegardenerforuseintheconservatories。Onthesecondoccasionshesaiditwasrequiredbythecookforriddingthelowerpartofthehouseofrats。
"Ihandedbothpacketsofarsenictomywifeimmediatelyonmyreturnhome。Ihadnothingtodowiththepoisonafterbuyingit。
Mywifewasthepersonwhogaveorderstothegardenerandcook——notI。Ineverheldanycommunicationwitheitherofthem。
"Iaskedmywifenoquestionsabouttheuseofthearsenic,feelingnointerestinthesubject。Ineverenteredtheconservatoriesformonthstogether;Icarelittleaboutflowers。
Asfortherats,Ileftthekillingofthemtothecookandtheotherservants,justasIshouldhaveleftanyotherpartofthedomesticbusinesstothecookandtheotherservants。
"Mywifenevertoldmeshewantedthearsenictoimprovehercomplexion。SurelyIshouldbethelastpersonadmittedtotheknowledgeofsuchasecretofhertoiletasthat?Iimplicitlybelievedwhatshetoldme;viz。,thatthepoisonwaswantedforthepurposesspecifiedbythegardenerandthecook。
"IassertpositivelythatIlivedonfriendlytermswithmywife,allowing,ofcourse,forthelittleoccasionaldisagreementsandmisunderstandingsofmarriedlife。AnysenseofdisappointmentinconnectionwithmymarriagewhichImighthavefeltprivatelyI
conceivedittobemydutyasahusbandandagentlemantoconcealfrommywife。Iwasnotonlyshockedandgrievedbyheruntimelydeath——IwasfilledwithfearthatIhadnot,withallmycare,behavedaffectionatelyenoughtoherinherlifetime。
"Furthermore,IsolemnlydeclarethatIknownomoreofhowshetookthearsenicfoundinherbodythanthebabeunborn。Iaminnocentevenofthethoughtofharmingthatunhappywoman。I
administeredthecomposingdraughtexactlyasIfounditinthebottle。IafterwardgaveherthecupofteaexactlyasIreceiveditfromtheunder—housemaid’shand。IneverhadaccesstothearsenicafterIplacedthetwopackagesinmywife’spossession。
Iamentirelyignorantofwhatshedidwiththemorofwhereshekeptthem。IdeclarebeforeGodIaminnocentofthehorriblecrimewithwhichIamcharged。"
WiththereadingofthosetrueandtouchingwordstheproceedingsontheseconddayoftheTrialcametoanend。
Sofar,Imustown,theeffectonmeofreadingtheReportwastodepressmyspiritsandtolowermyhopes。Thewholeweightoftheevidenceatthecloseoftheseconddaywasagainstmyunhappyhusband。WomanasIwas,andpartisanasIwas,Icouldplainlyseethat。
ThemercilessLordAdvocate(IconfessIhatedhim!)hadproved(1)thatEustacehadboughtthepoison;(2)thatthereasonwhichhehadgiventothedruggistsforbuyingthepoisonwasnotthetruereason;(3)thathehadhadtwoopportunitiesofsecretlyadministeringthepoisontohiswife。Ontheotherside,whathadtheDeanofFacultyproved?Asyet——nothing。Theassertionsintheprisoner’sDeclarationofhisinnocencewerestill,astheLordAdvocatehadremarked,assertionsnotsupportedbyproof。
Notoneatomofevidencehadbeenproducedtoshowthatitwasthewifewhohadsecretlyusedthearsenic,anduseditforhercomplexion。
MyoneconsolationwasthatthereadingoftheTrialhadalreadyrevealedtomethehelpfulfiguresoftwofriendsonwhosesympathyImightsurelyrely。ThecrippledMr。Dexterhadespeciallyshownhimselftobeathoroughgoodallyofmyhusband’s。Myheartwarmedtothemanwhohadmovedhischairagainstthebedsidetable——themanwhohadstruggledtothelasttodefendEustace’spapersfromthewretcheswhohadseizedthem。
IdecidedthenandtherethatthefirstpersontowhomIwouldconfidemyaspirationsandmyhopesshouldbeMr。Dexter。Ifhefeltanydifficultyaboutadvisingme,Iwouldthenapplynexttotheagent,Mr。Playmore——thesecondgoodfriend,whohadformallyprotestedagainsttheseizureofmyhusband’spapers。
Fortifiedbythisresolution,Iturnedthepage,andreadthehistoryofthethirddayoftheTrial。
CHAPTERXVIII。
THIRDQUESTION——WHATWASHISMOTIVE?
THEfirstquestion(DidtheWomanDiePoisoned?)hadbeenanswered,positively。Thesecondquestion(WhoPoisonedHer?)hadbeenanswered,apparently。Therenowremainedthethirdandfinalquestion——WhatwasHisMotive?Thefirstevidencecalledinanswertothatinquirywastheevidenceofrelativesandfriendsofthedeadwife。
LadyBrydehaven,widowofRear—AdmiralSirGeorgeBrydehaven,examinedbyMr。Drew(counselfortheCrownwiththeLordAdvocate),gaveevidenceasfollows:
"Thedeceasedlady(Mrs。EustaceMacallan)wasmyniece。Shewastheonlychildofmysister,andshelivedundermyroofafterthetimeofhermother’sdeath。Iobjectedtohermarriage,ongroundswhichwereconsideredpurelyfancifulandsentimentalbyherotherfriends。Itisextremelypainfultometostatethecircumstancesinpublic,butIamreadytomakethesacrificeiftheendsofjusticerequireit。
"Theprisoneratthebar,atthetimeofwhichIamnowspeaking,wasstayingasaguestinmyhouse。Hemetwithanaccidentwhilehewasoutridingwhichcausedaseriousinjurytooneofhislegs。TheleghadbeenpreviouslyhurtwhilehewasservingwiththearmyinIndia。Thiscircumstancetendedgreatlytoaggravatetheinjuryreceivedintheaccident。Hewasconfinedtoarecumbentpositiononasofaformanyweekstogether;andtheladiesinthehousetookitinturnstositwithhim,andwhileawaythewearytimebyreadingtohimandtalkingtohim。Myniecewasforemostamongthesevolunteernurses。Sheplayedadmirablyonthepiano;andthesickmanhappened——mostunfortunately,astheeventproved——tobefondofmusic。
"Theconsequencesoftheperfectlyinnocentintercoursethusbegunweredeplorableconsequencesformyniece。ShebecamepassionatelyattachedtoMr。EustaceMacallan,withoutawakeninganycorrespondingaffectiononhisside。
"Ididmybesttointerfere,delicatelyandusefully,whileitwasstillpossibletointerferewithadvantage。Unhappily,myniecerefusedtoplaceanyconfidenceinme。ShepersistentlydeniedthatshewasactuatedbyanywarmerfeelingtowardMr。
Macallanthanafeelingoffriendlyinterest。Thismadeitimpossibleformetoseparatethemwithoutopenlyacknowledgingmyreasonfordoingso,andthusproducingascandalwhichmighthaveaffectedmyniece’sreputation。Myhusbandwasaliveatthattime;andtheonethingIcoulddounderthecircumstanceswasthethingIdid。IrequestedhimtospeakprivatelytoMr。
Macallan,andtoappealtohishonortohelpusoutofthedifficultywithoutprejudicetomyniece。
"Mr。Macallanbehavedadmirably。Hewasstillhelpless。Buthemadeanexcuseforleavinguswhichitwasimpossibletodispute。
Intwodaysaftermyhusbandhadspokentohimhewasremovedfromthehouse。
"Theremedywaswellintended;butitcametoolate,anditutterlyfailed。Themischiefwasdone。Myniecepinedawayvisibly;neithermedicalhelpnorchangeofairandscenedidanythingforher。Incourseoftime——afterMr。Macallanhadrecoveredfromtheeffectsofhisaccident——Ifoundthatshewascarryingonaclandestinecorrespondencewithhimbymeansofhermaid。Hisletters,Iamboundtosay,weremostconsideratelyandcarefullywritten。Nevertheless,Ifeltitmydutytostopthecorrespondence。
"Myinterference——whatelsecouldIdobutinterfere?——broughtmatterstoacrisis。Onedaymyniecewasmissingatbreakfast—time。ThenextdaywediscoveredthatthepoorinfatuatedcreaturehadgonetoMr。Macallan’schambersinLondon,andhadbeenfoundhiddeninhisbedroombysomebachelorfriendswhocametovisithim。
"ForthisdisasterMr。Macallanwasinnorespecttoblame。
Hearingfootstepsoutside,hehadonlytimetotakemeasuresforsavinghercharacterbyconcealingherinthenearestroom——andthenearestroomhappenedtobehisbedchamber。Thematterwastalkedabout,ofcourse,andmotivesweremisinterpretedinthevilestmanner。MyhusbandhadanotherprivateconversationwithMr。Macallan。Heagainbehavedadmirably。Hepubliclydeclaredthatmyniecehadvisitedhimashisbetrothedwife。Inafortnightfromthattimehesilencedscandalintheonewaythatwaspossible——hemarriedher。
"Iwasaloneinopposingthemarriage。Ithoughtitatthetimewhatithasprovedtobesince——afatalmistake。
"ItwouldhavebeensadenoughifMr。Macallanhadonlymarriedherwithoutaparticleofloveonhisside。Buttomaketheprospectmorehopelessstill,hewasatthatverytimethevictimofamisplacedattachmenttoaladywhowasengagedtoanotherman。Iamwellawarethathecompassionatelydeniedthis,justashecompassionatelyaffectedtobeinlovewithmyniecewhenhemarriedher。ButhishopelessadmirationoftheladywhomIhavementionedwasamatteroffactnotoriousamonghisfriends。Itmaynotbeamisstoaddthat_her_marriagepreceded_his_
marriage。Hehadirretrievablylostthewomanhereallyloved——hewaswithoutahopeoranaspirationinlife——whenhetookpityonmyniece。
"Inconclusion,Icanonlyrepeatthatnoevilwhichcouldhavehappened(ifshehadremainedasinglewoman)wouldhavebeencomparable,inmyopinion,totheevilofsuchamarriageasthis。Never,Isincerelybelieve,weretwomoreill—assortedpersonsunitedinthebondsofmatrimonythantheprisoneratthebarandhisdeceasedwife。"
Theevidenceofthiswitnessproducedastrongsensationamongtheaudience,andhadamarkedeffectonthemindsofthejury。
Cross—examinationforcedLadyBrydehaventomodifysomeofheropinions,andtoacknowledgethatthehopelessattachmentoftheprisonertoanotherwomanwasamatterofrumoronly。Butthefactsinhernarrativeremainedunshaken,and,forthatonereason,theyinvestedthecrimechargedagainsttheprisonerwithanappearanceofpossibility,whichithadentirelyfailedtoassumeduringtheearlierpartoftheTrial。
Twootherladies(intimatefriendsofMrs。EustaceMacallan)werecallednext。TheydifferedfromLadyBrydehavenintheiropinionsontheproprietyofthemarriagebutonallthematerialpointstheysupportedhertestimony,andconfirmedtheseriousimpressionwhichthefirstwitnesshadproducedoneverypersoninCourt。
ThenextevidencewhichtheprosecutionproposedtoputinwasthesilentevidenceofthelettersandtheDiaryfoundatGleninch。
InanswertoaquestionfromtheBench,theLordAdvocatestatedthattheletterswerewrittenbyfriendsoftheprisonerandhisdeceasedwife,andthatpassagesinthemboredirectlyonthetermsonwhichthetwoassociatedintheirmarriedlife。TheDiarywasstillmorevaluableasevidence。Itcontainedtheprisoner’sdailyrecordofdomesticevents,andofthethoughtsandfeelingswhichtheyarousedinhimatthetime。
Amostpainfulscenefollowedthisexplanation。
Writing,asIdo,longaftertheeventstookplace,IstillcannotprevailuponmyselftodescribeindetailwhatmyunhappyhusbandsaidanddidatthisdistressingperiodoftheTrial。
DeeplyaffectedwhileLadyBrydehavenwasgivingherevidence,hehadwithdifficultyrestrainedhimselffrominterruptingher。Henowlostallcontroloverhisfeelings。Inpiercingtones,whichrangthroughtheCourt,heprotestedagainstthecontemplatedviolationofhisownmostsacredsecretsandhiswife’smostsacredsecrets。"Hangme,innocentasIam!"hecried,"butspareme_that!_"Theeffectofthisterribleoutbreakontheaudienceisreportedtohavebeenindescribable。Someofthewomenpresentwereinhysterics。TheJudgesinterferedfromtheBench,butwithnogoodresult。QuietwasatlengthrestoredbytheDeanofFaculty,whosucceededinsoothingtheprisoner,andwhothenaddressedtheJudges,pleadingforindulgencetohisunhappyclientinmosttouchingandeloquentlanguage。Thespeech,amasterpieceofimpromptuoratory,concludedwithatemperateyetstronglyurgedprotestagainstthereadingofthepapersdiscoveredatGleninch。
ThethreeJudgesretiredtoconsiderthelegalquestionsubmittedtothem。Thesittingwassuspendedformorethanhalfanhour。
Asusualinsuchcases,theexcitementintheCourtcommunicateditselftothecrowdoutsideinthestreet。Thegeneralopinionhere——led,asitwassupposed,byoneoftheclerksorotherinferiorpersonsconnectedwiththelegalproceedings——wasdecidedlyadversetotheprisoner’schanceofescapingasentenceofdeath。"IfthelettersandtheDiaryareread,"saidthebrutalspokesmanofthemob,"thelettersandtheDiarywillhanghim。"
OnthereturnoftheJudgesintoCourt,itwasannouncedthattheyhaddecided,byamajorityoftwotoone,onpermittingthedocumentsindisputetobeproducedinevidence。EachoftheJudges,inturn,gavehisreasonsforthedecisionatwhichhehadarrived。Thisdone,theTrialproceeded。ThereadingoftheextractsfromthelettersandtheextractsfromtheDiarybegan。
ThefirstlettersproducedwerethelettersfoundintheIndiancabinetinMrs。EustaceMacallan’sroom。Theywereaddressedtothedeceasedladybyintimate(female)friendsofhers,withwhomshewasaccustomedtocorrespond。ThreeseparateextractsfromletterswrittenbythreedifferentcorrespondentswereselectedtobereadinCourt。
FIRSTCORRESPONDENT:"Idespair,mydearestSara,ofbeingabletotellyouhowyourlastletterhasdistressedme。PrayforgivemeifIowntothinkingthatyourverysensitivenatureexaggeratesormisinterprets,quiteunconsciously,ofcourse,theneglectthatyouexperienceatthehandsofyourhusband。I
cannotsayanythingabout_his_peculiaritiesofcharacter,becauseIamnotwellenoughacquaintedwithhimtoknowwhattheyare。But,mydear,Iammucholderthanyou,andIhavehadamuchlongerexperiencethanyoursofwhatsomebodycalls’thelightsandshadowsofmarriedlife。’Speakingfromthatexperience,ImusttellyouwhatIhaveobserved。Youngmarriedwomen,likeyou,whoaredevotedlyattachedtotheirhusbands,areapttomakeoneveryseriousmistake。Asarule,theyallexpecttoomuchfromtheirhusbands。Men,mypoorSara,arenotlike_us。_Theirlove,evenwhenitisquitesincere,isnotlikeourlove。Itdoesnotlastasitdoeswithus。Itisnottheonehopeandonethoughtoftheirlives,asitiswithus。Wehavenoalternative,evenwhenwemosttrulyrespectandlovethem,buttomakeallowanceforthisdifferencebetweentheman’snatureandthewoman’s。Idonotforonemomentexcuseyourhusband’scoldness。Heiswrong,forexample,inneverlookingatyouwhenhespeakstoyou,andinnevernoticingtheeffortsthatyoumaketopleasehim。Heisworsethanwrong——heisreallycruel,ifyoulike——inneverreturningyourkisswhenyoukisshim。But,mydear,areyouquitesurethatheisalways_designedly_coldandcruel?Maynothisconductbesometimestheresultoftroublesandanxietieswhichweighonhismind,andwhicharetroublesandanxietiesthatyoucannotshare?Ifyoutrytolookathisbehaviorinthislight,youwillunderstandmanythingswhichpuzzleandpainyounow。Bepatientwithhim,mychild。Makenocomplaints,andneverapproachhimwithyourcaressesattimeswhenhismindispreoccupiedorhistemperruffled。Thismaybehardadvicetofollow,lovinghimasardentlyasyoudo。But,relyonit,thesecretofhappinessforuswomenistobefound(alas!onlytoooften)insuchexerciseofrestraintandresignationasyouroldfriendnowrecommends。Think,mydear,overwhatIhavewritten,andletmehearfromyouagain。"
SECONDCORRESPONDENT:"Howcanyoubesofoolish,Sara,astowasteyourloveonsuchacold—bloodedbruteasyourhusbandseemstobe?Tobesure,Iamnotmarriedyet,orperhapsI
shouldnotbesosurprisedatyou。ButIshallbemarriedoneofthesedays,andifmyhusbandevertreatmeasMr。Macallantreatsyou,Ishallinsistonaseparation。Ideclare,IthinkI
wouldratherbeactuallybeaten,likethewomenamongthelowerorders,thanbetreatedwiththepoliteneglectandcontemptwhichyoudescribe。IburnwithindignationwhenIthinkofit。
Itmustbequiteinsufferable。Don’tbearitanylonger,mypoordear。Leavehim,andcomeandstaywithme。Mybrotherisalawyer,asyouknow。Ireadtohimportionsofyourletter,andheisofopinionthatyoumightgetwhathecallsajudicialseparation。Comeandconsulthim。"
THIRDCORRESPONDENT:"YOUknow,mydearMrs。Macallan,what_my_
experienceofmenhasbeen。Yourletterdoesnotsurprisemeintheleast。Yourhusband’sconducttoyoupointstooneconclusion。Heisinlovewithsomeotherwoman。ThereisSomebodyinthedark,whogetsfromhimeverythingthathedeniestoyou。Ihavebeenthroughitall——andIknow!Don’tgiveway。
Makeitthebusinessofyourlifetofindoutwhothecreatureis。Perhapstheremaybemorethanoneofthem。Itdoesn’tmatter。Oneormany,ifyoucanonlydiscoverthem,youmaymakehisexistenceasmiserabletohimashemakesyourexistencetoyou。Ifyouwantmyexperiencetohelpyou,saytheword,anditisfreelyatyourservice。IcancomeandstaywithyouatGleninchanytimeafterthefourthofnextmonth。"
Withthoseabominablelinesthereadingsfromthelettersofthewomencametoanend。ThefirstandlongestoftheExtractsproducedthemostvividimpressioninCourt。Evidentlythewriterwasinthiscaseaworthyandsensibleperson。Itwasgenerallyfelt,however,thatallthreeoftheletters,nomatterhowwidelytheymightdifferintone,justifiedthesameconclusion。
Thewife’spositionatGleninch(ifthewife’saccountofitweretobetrusted)wasthepositionofaneglectedandanunhappywoman。
Thecorrespondenceoftheprisoner,whichhadbeenfound,withhisDiary,inthelockedbed—tabledrawer,wasproducednext。Thelettersinthiscasewerewithoneexceptionallwrittenbymen。
Thoughthetoneofthemwasmoderationitselfascomparedwiththesecondandthirdofthewomen’sletters,theconclusionstillpointedthesameway。ThelifeofthehusbandatGleninchappearedtobejustasintolerableasthelifeofthewife。
Forexample,oneoftheprisoner’smalefriendswroteinvitinghimtomakeayachtvoyagearoundtheworld。AnothersuggestedanabsenceofsixmonthsontheContinent。Athirdrecommendedfield—sportsandfishing。Theoneobjectaimedatbyallthewriterswasplainlytocounselaseparation,moreorlessplausibleandmoreorlesscomplete,betweenthemarriedpair。
Thelastletterreadwasaddressedtotheprisonerinawoman’shandwriting,andwassignedbyawoman’sChristiannameonly。
"Ah,mypoorEustace,whatacrueldestinyisours!"theletterbegan。"WhenIthinkofyourlife,sacrificedtothatwretchedwoman,myheartbleedsforyou。If_we_hadbeenmanandwife——ifithadbeen_my_unutterablehappinesstoloveandcherishthebest,thedearestofmen——whataparadiseofourownwemighthavelivedin!whatdelicioushourswemighthaveknown!Butregretisvain;weareseparatedinthislife——separatedbytieswhichwebothmourn,andyetwhichwemustbothrespect。MyEustace,thereisaworldbeyondthis。Thereoursoulswillflytomeeteachother,andmingleinonelongheavenlyembrace——inaraptureforbiddentousonearth。Themiserydescribedinyourletter——oh,why,whydidyoumarryher?——haswrungthisconfessionoffeelingfromme。Letitcomfortyou,butletnoothereyesseeit。Burnmyrashlywrittenlines,andlook(asI
look)tothebetterlifewhichyoumayyetsharewithyourownHELENA。"
ThereadingofthisoutrageousletterprovokedaquestionfromtheBench。OneoftheJudgesaskedifthewriterhadattachedanydateoraddresstoherletter。
InanswertothistheLordAdvocatestatedthatneithertheonenortheotherappeared。TheenvelopeshowedthattheletterhadbeenpostedinLondon。"Wepropose,"thelearnedcounselcontinued,"toreadcertainpassagesfromtheprisoner’sDiary,inwhichthenamesignedattheendoftheletteroccursmorethanonce;andwemaypossiblyfindothermeansofidentifyingthewriter,tothesatisfactionofyourlordships,beforetheTrialisover。"
Thepromisedpassagesfrommyhusband’sprivateDiarywerenowread。ThefirstextractrelatedtoaperiodofnearlyayearbeforethedateofMrs。EustaceMacallan’sdeath。Itwasexpressedintheseterms:
"News,bythismorning’spost,whichhasquiteoverwhelmedme。
Helena’shusbanddiedsuddenlytwodayssinceofheart—disease。
Sheisfree——mybelovedHelenaisfree!AndI?
"IamfetteredtoawomanwithwhomIhavenotasinglefeelingincommon。Helenaislosttome,bymyownact。Ah!Icanunderstandnow,asIneverunderstoodbefore,howirresistibletemptationcanbe,andhoweasilysometimescrimemayfollowit。
Ihadbettershutuptheseleavesforthenight。Itmaddensmetonopurposetothinkofmypositionortowriteofit。"
Thenextpassage,datedafewdayslater,dweltonthesamesubject。
"Ofallthefolliesthatamancancommit,thegreatestisactingonimpulse。IactedonimpulsewhenImarriedtheunfortunatecreaturewhoisnowmywife。
"Helenawasthenlosttome,asItoohastilysupposed。Shehadmarriedthemantowhomsherashlyengagedherselfbeforeshemetwithme。HewasyoungerthanI,and,toallappearance,heartierandstrongerthanI。SofarasIcouldsee,myfatewassealedforlife。Helenahadwrittenherfarewellletter,takingleaveofmeinthisworldforgood。Myprospectswereclosed;myhopeshadended。Ihadnotanaspirationleft;Ihadnonecessitytostimulatemetotakerefugeinwork。Achivalrousaction,anexertionofnobleself—denial,seemedtobeallthatwaslefttome,allthatIwasfitfor。
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