Ambitionintheregionsofadespoticandluxuriouscourtwasbutthecontestofflatteryandcraft。Avaricehadbecomethesoleambition——mendesiredpraetorshipsandprovincesonlyasthelicensetopillage,andgovernmentwasbuttheexcuseofrapine。Itisinsmallstatesthatgloryismostactiveandpure——themoreconfinedthelimitsofthecircle,themoreardentthepatriotism。Insmallstates,opinionisconcentratedandstrong——everyeyereadsyouractions——yourpublicmotivesareblendedwithyourprivateties——everyspotinyournarrowsphereiscrowdedwithformsfamiliarsinceyourchildhood——theapplauseofyourcitizensislikethecaressesofyourfriends。Butinlargestates,thecityisbutthecourt:
theprovinces——unknowntoyou,unfamiliarincustoms,perhapsinlanguage——havenoclaimonyourpatriotism,theancestryoftheirinhabitantsisnotyours。Inthecourtyoudesirefavorinsteadofglory;
atadistancefromthecourt,publicopinionhasvanishedfromyou,andself—interesthasnocounterpoise。
Italy,Italy,whileIwrite,yourskiesareoverme——yourseasflowbeneathmyfeet,listennottotheblindpolicywhichwoulduniteallyourcrestedcities,mourningfortheirrepublics,intooneempire;false,perniciousdelusion!youronlyhopeofregenerationisindivision。Florence,Milan,Venice,Genoa,maybefreeoncemore,ifeachisfree。Butdreamnotoffreedomforthewholewhileyouenslavetheparts;theheartmustbethecentreofthesystem,thebloodmustcirculatefreelyeverywhere;andinvastcommunitiesyoubeholdbutabloatedandfeeblegiant,whosebrainisimbecile,whoselimbsaredead,andwhopaysindiseaseandweaknessthepenaltyoftranscendingthenaturalproportionsofhealthandvigour。
Thusthrownbackuponthemselves,themoreardentqualitiesofGlaucusfoundnovent,saveinthatoverflowingimaginationwhichgavegracetopleasure,andpoetrytothought。Easewaslessdespicablethancontentionwithparasitesandslaves,andluxurycouldyetberefinedthoughambitioncouldnotbeennobled。ButallthatwasbestandbrightestinhissoulwokeatoncewhenheknewIone。Herewasanempire,worthyofdemigodstoattain;
herewasaglory,whichthereekingsmokeofafoulsocietycouldnotsoilordim。Love,ineverytime,ineverystate,canthusfindspaceforitsgoldenaltars。Andtellmeifthereever,evenintheagesmostfavorabletoglory,couldbeatriumphmoreexaltedandelatingthantheconquestofonenobleheart?
Andwhetheritwasthatthissentimentinspiredhim,hisideasglowedmorebrightly,hissoulseemedmoreawakeandmorevisible,inIone’spresence。
Ifnaturaltoloveher,itwasnaturalthatsheshouldreturnthepassion。
Young,brilliant,eloquent,enamoured,andAthenian,hewastoherastheincarnationofthepoetryofherfather’sland。Theywerenotlikecreaturesofaworldinwhichstrifeandsorrowaretheelements;theywerelikethingstobeseenonlyintheholidayofnature,sogloriousandsofreshweretheiryouth,theirbeauty,andtheirlove。Theyseemedoutofplaceintheharshandevery—dayearth;theybelongedofrighttotheSaturnianage,andthedreamsofdemigodandnymph。Itwasasifthepoetryoflifegatheredandfeditselfinthem,andintheirheartswereconcentratedthelastraysofthesunofDelosandofGreece。
ButifIonewasindependentinherchoiceoflife,sowashermodestprideproportionablyvigilantandeasilyalarmed。ThefalsehoodoftheEgyptianwasinventedbyadeepknowledgeofhernature。Thestoryofcoarseness,ofindelicacy,inGlaucus,stunghertothequick。Shefeltitareproachuponhercharacterandhercareer,apunishmentabovealltoherlove;shefelt,forthefirsttime,howsuddenlyshehadyieldedtothatlove;sheblushedwithshameataweakness,theextentofwhichshewasstartledtoperceive:
sheimagineditwasthatweaknesswhichhadincurredthecontemptofGlaucus;sheenduredthebitterestcurseofnoblenatures——humiliation!Yetherlove,perhaps,wasnolessalarmedthanherpride。IfonemomentshemurmuredreproachesuponGlaucus——ifonemomentsherenounced,shealmosthatedhim——atthenextsheburstintopassionatetears,herheartyieldedtoitssoftness,andshesaidinthebitternessofanguish,’Hedespisesme——hedoesnotloveme。’
FromthehourtheEgyptianhadlefthershehadretiredtohermostsecludedchamber,shehadshutoutherhandmaids,shehaddeniedherselftothecrowdsthatbesiegedherdoor。Glaucuswasexcludedwiththerest;hewondered,butheguessednotwhy!HeneverattributedtohisIone——hisqueen——hisgoddess——thatwoman——likecapriceofwhichthelove—poetsofItalysounceasinglycomplain。Heimaginedher,inthemajestyofhercandour,abovealltheartsthattorture。Hewastroubled,buthishopeswerenotdimmed,forheknewalreadythathelovedandwasbeloved;whatmorecouldhedesireasanamuletagainstfear?
Atdeepestnight,then,whenthestreetswerehushed,andthehighmoononlybeheldhisdevotions,hestoletothattempleofhisheart——herhome;andwooedherafterthebeautifulfashionofhiscountry。Hecoveredherthresholdwiththerichestgarlands,inwhicheveryflowerwasavolumeofsweetpassion;andhecharmedthelongsummernightwiththesoundoftheLydianlute:andverses,whichtheinspirationofthemomentsufficedtoweave。
Butthewindowaboveopenednot;nosmilemadeyetmoreholytheshiningairofnight。Allwasstillanddark。Heknewnotifhisversewaswelcomeandhissuitwasheard。
YetIonesleptnot,nordisdainedtohear。Thosesoftstrainsascendedtoherchamber;theysoothed,theysubduedher。Whileshelistened,shebelievednothingagainstherlover;butwhentheywerestilledatlast,andhisstepdeparted,thespellceased;and,inthebitternessofhersoul,shealmostconceivedinthatdelicateflatteryanewaffront。
Isaidshewasdeniedtoall;buttherewasoneexception,therewasonepersonwhowouldnotbedenied,assumingoverheractionsandherhousesomethingliketheauthorityofaparent;Arbaces,forhimself,claimedanexemptionfromalltheceremoniesobservedbyothers。Heenteredthethresholdwiththelicenseofonewhofeelsthatheisprivilegedandathome。Hemadehiswaytohersolitudeandwiththatsortofquietandunapologeticairwhichseemedtoconsidertherightasathingofcourse。
WithalltheindependenceofIone’scharacter,hishearthadenabledhimtoobtainasecretandpowerfulcontroloverhermind。Shecouldnotshakeitoff;sometimesshedesiredtodoso;butsheneveractivelystruggledagainstit。Shewasfascinatedbyhisserpenteye。Hearrested,hecommandedher,bythemagicofamindlongaccustomedtoaweandtosubdue。
Utterlyunawareofhisrealcharacterorhishiddenlove,shefeltforhimthereverencewhichgeniusfeelsforwisdom,andvirtueforsanctity。Sheregardedhimasoneofthosemightysagesofold,whoattainedtothemysteriesofknowledgebyanexemptionfromthepassionsoftheirkind。Shescarcelyconsideredhimasabeing,likeherself,oftheearth,butasanoracleatoncedarkandsacred。Shedidnotlovehim,butshefeared。Hispresencewasunwelcometoher;itdimmedherspiriteveninitsbrightestmood;heseemed,withhischillingandloftyaspect,likesomeeminencewhichcastsashadowoverthesun。Butsheneverthoughtofforbiddinghisvisits。Shewaspassiveundertheinfluencewhichcreatedinherbreast,nottherepugnance,butsomethingofthestillnessofterror。
Arbaceshimselfnowresolvedtoexertallhisartstopossesshimselfofthattreasurehesoburninglycoveted。Hewascheeredandelatedbyhisconquestsoverherbrother。FromthehourinwhichApaecidesfellbeneaththevoluptuoussorceryofthatfetewhichwehavedescribed,hefelthisempireovertheyoungpriesttriumphantandinsured。Heknewthatthereisnovictimsothoroughlysubduedasayoungandferventmanforthefirsttimedeliveredtothethraldomofthesenses。
WhenApaecidesrecovered,withthemorninglight,fromtheprofoundsleepwhichsucceededtothedeliriumofwonderandofpleasure,hewas,itistrue,ashamed——terrified——appalled。Hisvowsofausterityandcelibacyechoedinhisear;histhirstafterholiness——haditbeenquenchedatsounhallowedastream?ButArbacesknewwellthemeansbywhichtoconfirmhisconquest。Fromtheartsofpleasureheledtheyoungpriestatoncetothoseofhismysteriouswisdom。HebaredtohisamazedeyestheinitiatorysecretsofthesombrephilosophyoftheNile——thosesecretspluckedfromthestars,andthewildchemistry,which,inthosedays,whenReasonherselfwasbutthecreatureofImagination,mightwellpassfortheloreofadivinermagic。Heseemedtotheyoungeyesofthepriestasabeingabovemortality,andendowedwithsupernaturalgifts。Thatyearningandintensedesirefortheknowledgewhichisnotofearth——whichhadburnedfromhisboyhoodintheheartofthepriest——wasdazzled,untilitconfusedandmasteredhisclearersense。Hegavehimselftotheartwhichthusaddressedatoncethetwostrongestofhumanpassions,thatofpleasureandthatofknowledge。Hewaslothtobelievethatonesowisecoulderr,thatonesoloftycouldstooptodeceive。Entangledinthedarkwebofmetaphysicalmoralities,hecaughtattheexcusebywhichtheEgyptianconvertedviceintoavirtue。HispridewasinsensiblyflatteredthatArbaceshaddeignedtorankhimwithhimself,tosethimapartfromthelawswhichboundthevulgar,tomakehimanaugustparticipator,bothinthemysticstudiesandthemagicfascinationsoftheEgyptian’ssolitude。ThepureandsternlessonsofthatcreedtowhichOlinthushadsoughttomakehimconvert,weresweptawayfromhismemorybythedelugeofnewpassions。AndtheEgyptian,whowasversedinthearticlesofthattruefaith,andwhosoonlearnedfromhispupiltheeffectwhichhadbeenproduceduponhimbyitsbelievers,sought,notunskilfully,toundothateffect,byatoneofreasoning,half—sarcasticandhalf—earnest。
’Thisfaith,’saidhe,’isbutaborrowedplagiarismfromoneofthemanyallegoriesinventedbyourpriestsofold。Observe,’headded,pointingtoahieroglyphicalscroll——’observeintheseancientfigurestheoriginoftheChristian’sTrinity。Herearealsothreegods——theDeity,theSpirit,andtheSon。Observe,thattheepithetoftheSonis"Saviour"——observe,thatthesignbywhichhishumanqualitiesaredenotedisthecross。’Notehere,too,themystichistoryofOsiris,howheputondeath;howhelayinthegrave;andhow,thusfulfillingasolemnatonement,heroseagainfromthedead!Inthesestorieswebutdesigntopaintanallegoryfromtheoperationsofnatureandtheevolutionsoftheeternalheavens。Buttheallegoryunknown,thetypesthemselveshavefurnishedtocredulousnationsthematerialsofmanycreeds。TheyhavetravelledtothevastplainsofIndia;theyhavemixedthemselvesupinthevisionaryspeculationsoftheGreek;becomingmoreandmoregrossandembodied,astheyemergefartherfromtheshadowsoftheirantiqueorigin,theyhaveassumedahumanandpalpableforminthisnovelfaith;andthebelieversofGalileearebuttheunconsciousrepeatersofoneofthesuperstitionsoftheNile!’
Thiswasthelastargumentwhichcompletelysubduedthepriest。Itwasnecessarytohim,astoall,tobelieveinsomething;andundividedand,atlast,unreluctant,hesurrenderedhimselftothatbeliefwhichArbacesinculcated,andwhichallthatwashumaninpassion——allthatwasflatteringinvanity——allthatwasalluringinpleasure,servedtoinviteto,andcontributedtoconfirm。
Thisconquest,thuseasilymade,theEgyptiancouldnowgivehimselfwhollyuptothepursuitofafardearerandmightierobject;andhehailed,inhissuccesswiththebrother,anomenofhistriumphoverthesister。
HehadseenIoneonthedayfollowingtherevelwehavewitnessed;andwhichwasalsothedayafterhehadpoisonedhermindagainsthisrival。Thenextday,andthenext,hesawheralso:andeachtimehelaidhimselfoutwithconsummateart,partlytoconfirmherimpressionagainstGlaucus,andprincipallytoprepareherfortheimpressionshedesiredhertoreceive。
TheproudIonetookcaretoconcealtheanguishsheendured;andtheprideofwomanhasanhypocrisywhichcandeceivethemostpenetrating,andshamethemostastute。ButArbaceswasnolesscautiousnottorecurtoasubjectwhichhefeltitwasmostpolitictotreatasofthelightestimportance。
Heknewthatbydwellingmuchuponthefaultofarival,youonlygivehimdignityintheeyesofyourmistress:thewisestplanis,neitherloudlytohate,norbitterlytocontemn;thewisestplanistolowerhimbyanindifferenceoftone,asifyoucouldnotdreamthathecouldbeloved。
Yoursafetyisinconcealingthewoundtoyourownpride,andimperceptiblyalarmingthatoftheumpire,whosevoiceisfate!Such,inalltimes,willbethepolicyofonewhoknowsthescienceofthesex——itwasnowtheEgyptian’s。
Herecurrednomore,then,tothepresumptionofGlaucus;hementionedhisname,butnotmoreoftenthanthatofClodiusorofLepidus。Heaffectedtoclassthemtogetherasthingsofalowandephemeralspecies;asthingswantingnothingofthebutterfly,saveitsinnocenceanditsgrace。
Sometimesheslightlyalludedtosomeinventeddebauch,inwhichhedeclaredthemcompanions;sometimesheadvertedtothemastheantipodesofthoseloftyandspiritualnatures,towhoseorderthatofIonebelonged。BlindedalikebytheprideofIone,and,perhaps,byhisown,hedreamednotthatshealreadyloved;buthedreadedlestshemighthaveformedforGlaucusthefirstflutteringprepossessionsthatleadtolove。And,secretly,hegroundhisteethinrageandjealousy,whenhereflectedontheyouth,thefascinations,andthebrilliancyofthatformidablerivalwhomhepretendedtoundervalue。
Itwasonthefourthdayfromthedateofthecloseofthepreviousbook,thatArbacesandIonesattogether。
’Youwearyourveilathome,’saidtheEgyptian;’thatisnotfairtothosewhomyouhonourwithyourfriendship。’
’ButtoArbaces,’answeredIone,who,indeed,hadcasttheveiloverherfeaturestoconcealeyesredwithweeping——’toArbaces,wholooksonlytothemind,whatmattersitthatthefaceisconcealed?’
’Idolookonlytothemind,’repliedtheEgyptian:’showmethenyourface——forthereIshallseeit。’
’YougrowgallantintheairofPompeii,’saidIone,withaforcedtoneofgaiety。
’Doyouthink,fairIone,thatitisonlyatPompeiithatIhavelearnedtovalueyou?’TheEgyptian’svoicetrembled——hepausedforamoment,andthenresumed。
’Thereisalove,beautifulGreek,whichisnottheloveonlyofthethoughtlessandtheyoung——thereisalovewhichseesnotwiththeeyes,whichhearsnotwiththeears;butinwhichsoulisenamouredofsoul。Thecountrymanofthyancestors,thecave—nursedPlato,dreamedofsuchalove——hisfollowershavesoughttoimitateit;butitisalovethatisnotfortheherdtoecho——itisalovethatonlyhighandnoblenaturescanconceive——ithathnothingincommonwiththesympathiesandtiesofcoarseaffection——wrinklesdonotrevoltit——homelinessoffeaturedoesnotdeter;
itasksyouth,itistrue,butitasksitonlyinthefreshnessoftheemotions;itasksbeauty,itistrue,butitisthebeautyofthethoughtandofthespirit。Suchisthelove,OIone,whichisaworthyofferingtotheefromthecoldandtheaustere。Austereandcoldthoudeemestme——suchisthelovethatIventuretolayuponthyshrine——thoucanstreceiveitwithoutablush。’
’Anditsnameisfriendship!’repliedIone:heranswerwasinnocent,yetitsoundedlikethereproofofoneconsciousofthedesignofthespeaker。
’Friendship!’saidArbaces,vehemently。’No;thatisawordtoooftenprofanedtoapplytoasentimentsosacred。Friendship!itisatiethatbindsfoolsandprofligates!Friendship!itisthebondthatunitesthefrivolousheartsofaGlaucusandaClodius!Friendship!no,thatisanaffectionofearth,ofvulgarhabitsandsordidsympathies;thefeelingofwhichIspeakisborrowedfromthestars’——itpartakesofthatmysticandineffableyearning,whichwefeelwhenwegazeonthem——itburns,yetitpurifies——itisthelampofnaphthainthealabastervase,glowingwithfragrantodorous,butshiningonlythroughthepurestvessels。No;itisnotlove,anditisnotfriendship,thatArbacesfeelsforIone。Giveitnoname——earthhasnonameforit——itisnotofearth——whydebaseitwithearthlyepithetsandearthlyassociations?’
NeverbeforehadArbacesventuredsofar,yethefelthisgroundstepbystep:heknewthatheutteredalanguagewhich,ifatthisdayofaffectedplatonismsitwouldspeakunequivocallytotheearsofbeauty,wasatthattimestrangeandunfamiliar,towhichnopreciseideacouldbeattached,fromwhichhecouldimperceptiblyadvanceorrecede,asoccasionsuited,ashopeencouragedorfeardeterred。Ionetrembled,thoughsheknewnotwhy;
herveilhidherfeatures,andmaskedanexpression,which,ifseenbytheEgyptian,wouldhaveatoncedampedandenragedhim;infact,heneverwasmoredispleasingtoher——theharmoniousmodulationofthemostsuasivevoicethateverdisguisedunhallowedthoughtfelldiscordantlyonherear。HerwholesoulwasstillfilledwiththeimageofGlaucus;andtheaccentoftendernessfromanotheronlyrevoltedanddismayed;yetshedidnotconceivethatanypassionmoreardentthanthatplatonismwhichArbacesexpressedlurkedbeneathhiswords。Shethoughtthathe,intruth,spokeonlyoftheaffectionandsympathyofthesoul;butwasitnotpreciselythataffectionandthatsympathywhichhadmadeapartofthoseemotionsshefeltforGlaucus;andcouldanyotherfootstepthanhisapproachthehauntedadytumofherheart?
Anxiousatoncetochangetheconversation,shereplied,therefore,withacoldandindifferentvoice,’WhomsoeverArbaceshonorswiththesentimentofesteem,itisnaturalthathiselevatedwisdomshouldcolorthatsentimentwithitsownhues;itisnaturalthathisfriendshipshouldbepurerthanthatofothers,whosepursuitsanderrorshedoesnotdeigntoshare。Buttellme,Arbaces,hastthouseenmybrotheroflate?Hehasnotvisitedmeforseveraldays;andwhenIlastsawhimhismannerdisturbedandalarmedmemuch。Ifearlesthewastooprecipitateintheseverechoicethathehasadopted,andthatherepentsanirrevocablestep。’
’Becheered,Ione,’repliedtheEgyptian。’Itistruethat,somelittletimesincehewastroubledandsadofspirit;thosedoubtsbesethimwhichwerelikelytohauntoneofthatferventtemperament,whicheverebbsandflows,andvibratesbetweenexcitementandexhaustion。Buthe,Ione,hecametomehisanxietiesandhisdistress;hesoughtonewhopitiedmeandlovedhim;Ihavecalmedhismind——Ihaveremovedhisdoubts——IhavetakenhimfromthethresholdofWisdomintoitstemple;andbeforethemajestyofthegoddesshissoulishushedandsoothed。Fearnot,hewillrepentnomore;theywhotrustthemselvestoArbacesneverrepentbutforamoment。’
’Yourejoiceme,’answeredIone。’Mydearbrother!inhiscontentmentIamhappy。’
Theconversationthenturneduponlightersubjects;theEgyptianexertedhimselftoplease,hecondescendedeventoentertain;thevastvarietyofhisknowledgeenabledhimtoadornandlightupeverysubjectonwhichhetouched;andIone,forgettingthedispleasingeffectofhisformerwords,wascarriedaway,despitehersadness,bythemagicofhisintellect。Hermannerbecameunrestrainedandherlanguagefluent;andArbaces,whohadwaitedhisopportunity,nowhastenedtoseizeit。
’Youhaveneverseen,’saidhe,’theinteriorofmyhome;itmayamuseyoutodoso:itcontainssomeroomsthatmayexplaintoyouwhatyouhaveoftenaskedmetodescribe——thefashionofanEgyptianhouse;notindeed,thatyouwillperceiveinthepoorandminuteproportionsofRomanarchitecturethemassivestrength,thevastspace,thegiganticmagnificence,oreventhedomesticconstructionofthepalacesofThebesandMemphis;butsomethingthereis,hereandthere,thatmayservetoexpresstoyousomenotionofthatantiquecivilizationwhichhashumanizedtheworld。Devote,then,totheausterefriendofyouryouth,oneofthesebrightsummerevenings,andletmeboastthatmygloomymansionhasbeenhonoredwiththepresenceoftheadmiredIone。’
Unconsciousofthepollutionsofthemansion,ofthedangerthatawaitedher,Ionereadilyassentedtotheproposal。Thenexteveningwasfixedforthevisit;andtheEgyptian,withaserenecountenance,andaheartbeatingwithfierceandunholyjoy,departed。Scarcehadhegone,whenanothervisitorclaimedadmission……ButnowwereturntoGlaucus。
ChapterV
THEPOORTORTOISE。NEWCHANGESFORNYDIA。
THEmorningsunshoneoverthesmallandodorousgardenenclosedwithintheperistyleofthehouseoftheAthenian。Helayreclined,sadandlistlessly,onthesmoothgrasswhichintersectedtheviridarium;andaslightcanopystretchedabove,brokethefierceraysofthesummersun。
Whenthatfairymansionwasfirstdisinterredfromtheearththeyfoundinthegardentheshellofatortoisethathadbeenitsinmate。Thatanimal,sostrangealinkinthecreation,towhichNatureseemstohavedeniedallthepleasureoflife,savelife’spassiveanddream—likeperception,hadbeentheguestoftheplaceforyearsbeforeGlaucuspurchasedit;foryears,indeedwhichwentbeyondthememoryofman,andtowhichtraditionassignedanalmostincredibledate。Thehousehadbeenbuiltandrebuilt——itspossessorshadchangedandfluctuated——generationshadflourishedanddecayed——andstillthetortoisedraggedonitsslowandunsympathizingexistence。Intheearthquake,whichsixteenyearsbeforehadoverthrownmanyofthepublicbuildingsofthecity,andscaredawaytheamazedinhabitants,thehousenowinhabitedbyGlaucushadbeenterriblyshattered。Thepossessorsdeserteditformanydays;ontheirreturntheyclearedawaytheruinswhichencumberedtheviridarium,andfoundstillthetortoise,unharmedandunconsciousofthesurroundingdestruction。Itseemedtobearacharmedlifeinitslanguidbloodandimperceptiblemotions;yetitwasnotsoinactiveasitseemed:itheldaregularandmonotonouscourse;inchbyinchittraversedthelittleorbitofitsdomain,takingmonthstoaccomplishthewholegyration。Itwasarestlessvoyager,thattortoise!——patiently,andwithpain,diditperformitsself—appointedjourneys,evincingnointerestinthethingsaroundit——aphilosopherconcentratedinitself。Therewassomethinggrandinitssolitaryselfishness!——thesuninwhichitbasked——thewaterspoureddailyoverit——theair,whichitinsensiblyinhaled,wereitssoleandunfailingluxuries。Themildchangesoftheseason,inthatlovelyclime,affecteditnot。Itcovereditselfwithitsshell——asthesaintinhispiety——asthesageinhiswisdom——astheloverinhishope。
Itwasimpervioustotheshocksandmutationsoftime——itwasanemblemoftimeitself:slow,regular,perpetual;unwittingofthepassionsthatfretthemselvesaround——ofthewearandtearofmortality。Thepoortortoise!
nothinglessthantheburstingofvolcanoes,theconvulsionsoftherivenworld,couldhavequencheditssluggishspark!TheinexorableDeath,thatsparednotpomporbeauty,passedunheedinglybyathingtowhichdeathcouldbringsoinsignificantachange。
ForthisanimalthemercurialandvividGreekfeltallthewonderandaffectionofcontrast。Hecouldspendhoursinsurveyingitscreepingprogress,inmoralizingoveritsmechanism。Hedespiseditinjoy——heenvieditinsorrow。
Regardingitnowashelayalongthesward——itsdullmassmovingwhileitseemedmotionless,theAthenianmurmuredtohimself:
’Theeagledroppedastonefromhistalons,thinkingtobreakthyshell:thestonecrushedtheheadofapoet。ThisistheallegoryofFate!Dullthing!Thouhadstafatherandamother;perhaps,agesago,thouthyselfhadstamate。Didthyparentslove,ordidstthou?Didthyslowbloodcirculatemoregladlywhenthoudidstcreeptothesideofthyweddedone?
Wertthoucapableofaffection?Coulditdistresstheeifshewereawayfromthyside?Couldstthoufeelwhenshewaspresent?WhatwouldInotgivetoknowthehistoryofthymailedbreast——togazeuponthemechanismofthyfaintdesires——tomarkwhathair——breadthdifferenceseparatesthysorrowfromthyjoy!Yet,methinks,thouwouldstknowifIonewerepresent!Thouwouldstfeelhercominglikeahappierair——likeagladdersun。Ienvytheenow,forthouknowestnotthatsheisabsent;andI——wouldIcouldbelikethee——betweentheintervalsofseeingher!Whatdoubt,whatpresentiment,hauntsme!whywillshenotadmitme?DayshavepassedsinceIheardhervoice。Forthefirsttime,lifegrowsflattome。Iamasonewhoisleftaloneatabanquet,thelightsdead,andtheflowersfaded。Ah!Ione,couldstthoudreamhowIadorethee!’
Fromtheseenamouredreveries,GlaucuswasinterruptedbytheentranceofNydia。Shecamewithherlight,thoughcautiousstep,alongthemarbletablinum。Shepassedtheportico,andpausedattheflowerswhichborderedthegarden。Shehadherwater—vaseinherhand,andshesprinkledthethirstingplants,whichseemedtobrightenatherapproach。Shebenttoinhaletheirodor。Shetouchedthemtimidlyandcaressingly。Shefelt,alongtheirstems,ifanywitheredleaforcreepinginsectmarredtheirbeauty。Andasshehoveredfromflowertoflower,withherearnestandyouthfulcountenanceandgracefulmotions,youcouldnothaveimaginedafitterhandmaidforthegoddessofthegarden。
’Nydia,mychild!’saidGlaucus。
Atthesoundofhisvoiceshepausedatonce——listening,blushing,breathless;withherlipsparted,herfaceupturnedtocatchthedirectionofthesound,shelaiddownthevase——shehastenedtohim;andwonderfulitwastoseehowunerringlyshethreadedherdarkwaythroughtheflowers,andcamebytheshortestpathtothesideofhernewlord。
’Nydia,’saidGlaucus,tenderlystrokingbackherlongandbeautifulhair,’itisnowthreedayssincethouhastbeenundertheprotectionofmyhouseholdgods。Havetheysmiledonthee?Artthouhappy?’
’Ah!sohappy!’sighedtheslave。
’Andnow,’continuedGlaucus,’thatthouhastrecoveredsomewhatfromthehatefulrecollectionsofthyformerstate,——andnowthattheyhavefittedthee(touchingherbroideredtunic)withgarmentsmoremeetforthydelicateshape——andnow,sweetchild,thatthouhastaccustomedthyselftoahappiness,whichmaythegodsgranttheeever!Iamabouttoprayatthyhandsaboon。’
’Oh!whatcanIdoforthee?’saidNydia,claspingherhands。
’Listen,’saidGlaucus,’andyoungasthouart,thoushaltbemyconfidant。
HastthoueverheardthenameofIone?’
Theblindgirlgaspedforbreath,andturningpaleasoneofthestatueswhichshoneuponthemfromtheperistyle,sheansweredwithaneffort,andafteramoment’spause:
’Yes!IhaveheardthatsheisofNeapolis,andbeautiful。’
’Beautiful!herbeautyisathingtodazzletheday!Neapolis!nay,sheisGreekbyorigin;Greeceonlycouldfurnishforthsuchshapes。Nydia,Iloveher!’
’Ithoughtso,’repliedNydia,calmly。
’Ilove,andthoushalttellherso。Iamabouttosendtheetoher。HappyNydia,thouwiltbeinherchamber——thouwiltdrinkthemusicofhervoice——thouwiltbaskinthesunnyairofherpresence!’
’What!what!wiltthousendmefromthee?’
’ThouwiltgotoIone,’answeredGlaucus,inatonethatsaid,’Whatmorecanstthoudesire?’
Nydiaburstintotears。
Glaucus,raisinghimself,drewhertowardshimwiththesoothingcaressesofabrother。
’Mychild,myNydia,thouweepestinignoranceofthehappinessIbestowonthee。Sheisgentle,andkind,andsoftasthebreezeofspring。Shewillbeasistertothyyouth——shewillappreciatethywinningtalents——shewilllovethysimplegracesasnoneothercould,fortheyarelikeherown。
Weepestthoustill,fondfool?Iwillnotforcethee,sweet。Wiltthounotdoformethiskindness?’
’Well,ifIcanservethee,command。See,Iweepnolonger——Iamcalm。’
’ThatismyownNydia,’continuedGlaucus,kissingherhand。’Go,then,toher:ifthouartdisappointedinherkindness——ifIhavedeceivedthee,returnwhenthouwilt。Idonotgivetheetoanother;Ibutlend。Myhomeeverbethyrefuge,sweetone。Ah!woulditcouldshelterallthefriendlessanddistressed!Butifmyheartwhisperstruly,Ishallclaimtheeagainsoon,mychild。MyhomeandIone’swillbecomethesame,andthoushaltdwellwithboth。’
Ashiverpassedthroughtheslightframeoftheblindgirl,butsheweptnomore——shewasresigned。