Nevertheless,thearchdeaconthoughthimselftobehardlyusedwhenhefoundMrsRobartswasatthehouse。
’Mydeararchdeacon,whoeverexpectedtoseeyou?’saidoldLadyLufton。Thenthetwoyoungerwomengreetedhim。Andtheyallsmiledonhimpleasantly,andseemedoverjoyedtoseehim。Hewas,intruth,agreatfavouriteatFramley,andeachofthethreewasgladtowelcomehim。TheybelievedinthearchdeaconatFramley,andfeltforhimthatsortoflovewhichladiesinthecountrydofeelfortheirelderlymalefriends。Therewasnotoneofthethreewhowouldnothavetakenmuchtroubletogetanythingforthearchdeaconwhichtheyhadthoughtthearchdeaconwouldlike。EvenoldLadyLuftonrememberedwhatwashisfavouritesoup,andalwaystookcarethatheshouldhaveitwhenhedinedattheCourt。YoungLadyLuftonwouldbringhisteatohimashesatinhischair。Hewaspettedinthehouse,wasallowedtopokethefireifhepleased,andcalledtheservantsbytheirnamesasthoughhewereathome。Hewascompelled,therefore,tosmileandtoseempleased;
anditwasnottillafterhehadeatenhislunch,andhaddeclaredthathemustreturnhometodinner,thatthedowagergavehimanopportunityofhavingtheprivateconversationwhichhedesired。
’CanIhaveafewminutes’talkwithyou?’hesaidtoher,whisperingintoherearastheyleftthedrawing—roomtogether。Sosheledthewayintoherownsitting—room,tellinghim,assheaskedhimtobeseated,thatshesupposedthatsomethingspecialmusthavebroughthimovertoFramley。’Ishouldhaveaskedyoutocomeuphere,evenifyouhadnotspoken。’
’Thenperhapsyouknowwhathasbroughtmeover?’saidthearchdeacon。
’Notintheleast,’saidLadyLufton。’Ihavenotanidea。ButIdidnotflattermyselfthatyouwouldcomesofaronamorningcalltoseeusthreeladies。IhopeyoudidnotwanttoseeLudovic,becausehewillnotbebacktilltomorrow。’
’Iwantedtoseeyou,LadyLufton。’
’Thatislucky,ashereIam。Youmaybeprettysuretofindmehereanydayintheyear。’
Afterthistherewasalittlepause。Thearchdeaconhardlyknewhowtobeginhisstory。InthefirstplacehewasindoubtwhetherLadyLuftonhadeverheardofthepreposterousmatchwhichhissonhadproposedtohimselftomake。InhisangeratPlumsteadhehadfeltsurethatsheknewallaboutit,andthatshewasassistinghisson。Butthisbeliefhaddwindledashisangerhaddwindled;andasthechaisehadenteredtheparishofFramleyhehadtoldhimselfthatitwasquiteimpossiblethatsheshouldknowanythingaboutit。Hermannerhadcertainlybeenaltogetherinherfavoursincehehadbeeninherhouse。Therehadbeennothingoftheconsciousnessofguiltinherdemeanour。But,nevertheless,therewasthecoincidence!HowhaditcometopassthatGraceCrawleyandhissonshouldbeatFramleytogether?Itmight,indeed,bejustpossiblethatFlurrymighthavebeenwrong,andthathissonhadnotbeenthereatall。
’IsupposeMissCrawleyisattheparsonage?’hesaidatlast。
’Oh,yes;sheisstillthere,andwillremainthereIshouldthinkforthenexttendays。’
’Oh;Ididnotknow,’saidthearchdeaconverycoldly。
ItseemedtoLadyLufton,whowasasinnocentasanunbornbabeinthematteroftheprojectedmarriage,thatheroldfriendwasinamindtopersecutetheCrawleys。HehadonaformeroccasiontakenuponhimselftoadvisethatGraceCrawleyshouldnotbeentertainedatFramley,andnowitseemedthathehadcomeallthewayfromPlumsteadtosaysomethingfurtherinthesamestrain。LadyLufton,ifhadanythingfurthertosayofthatkind,wouldlistentohimasamatterofcourse。
Shewouldlistentohimandreplytohimwithouttemper。Butshedidnotapproveofit。Shetoldherselfsilentlythatshedidnotapproveofpersecutionorofinterference。Shethereforedrewherselfup,andpursedhermouth,andputonsomethingofthatlookofseveritywhichshecouldassumeveryvisibly,ifitsopleasedher。
’Yes;sheisstillthere,andIthinkhervisitwilldoheragreatdealofgood,’saidLadyLufton。
’Whenwetalkofdoinggoodtopeople,’saidthearchdeacon,’weoftenmaketerriblemistakes。Itsooftenhappensthatwedon’tknowwhenwearedoinggoodandwhenwearedoingharm。’
’Thatistrue,ofcourse,DrGrantly,andmustbesonecessarily,asourwisdomherebelowissoverylimited。ButIshouldthink——asfarasI
cansee,thatis,——thatthekindnesswhichmyfriendMrsRobartsisshowingtothisyoungladymustbebeneficial。Youknow,archdeacon,I
explainedtoyoubeforethatIcouldnotquiteagreewithyouinwhatyousaidastoleavingthesepeoplealonetillafterthetrial。I
thoughtthathelpwasnecessarytothematonce。’
Thearchdeaconsigheddeeply。HeoughttohavebeensomewhatrenovatedinspiritbythetoneinwhichLadyLuftonspoketohim,asitconveyedtohimalmostanabsoluteconvictionthathisfirstsuspicionwasincorrect。Butanycomfortwhichmighthavecometohimfromthissourcewasmarredbythefeelingthathemustannouncehisowndisgrace。Atanyrate,hemustdoso,unlesshewerecontentedtogobacktoPlumsteadwithouthavinglearnedanythingbyhisjourney。Hechangedthetoneofhisvoice,however,andaskedaquestion——asitmightbealtogetheronadifferentsubject。’Iheardyesterday,’hesaid,’thatHenrywasoverhere。’
’Hewashereyesterday。Hecametheeveningbefore,anddinedandslepthere,andwenthomeyesterdaymorning。’
’WasMissCrawleywithyouthatevening?’
’MissCrawley?No;shewouldnotcome。Shethinksitbestnottogooutwhileherfatherisinhispresentunfortunateposition;andsheisright。’
’Sheisquiterightinthat,’saidthearchdeacon;andthenhepausedagain。Hethoughtthatitwouldbebestforhimtomakeacleanbreastofit,andtotrustLadyLufton’ssympathy。’DidHenrygouptotheparsonage?’heasked。
ButstillLadyLuftondidnotsuspectthetruth。’Ithinkhedid,’shereplied,withanairofsurprise。’IthinkIheardthathewentuptheretocallonMrsRobartsafterbreakfast。’
’No,LadyLufton,hedidnotgouptheretocallonMrsRobarts。HewentuptherebecauseheismakingafoolofhimselfaboutthatMissCrawley。
Thatisthetruth。Nowyouunderstanditall。IhopethatMrsRobartsdoesnotknowit。IdohopeforherownsakethatMrsRobartsdoesnotknowit。’
ThearchdeaconcertainlyhadnolongeranydoubtastoLadyLufton’sinnocencewhenhelookedatherfaceassheheardthesetidings。ShehadpredictedthatGraceCrawleywould’makehavoc’,andcouldnot,therefore,bealtogethersurprisedattheideathatsomegentlemanshouldhavefalleninlovewithher;butshehadneversuspectedthatthehavocmightbemadesoearlyinherdays,oronsogreataquarry。
’Youdon’tmeantotellmethatHenryGrantlyisinlovewithGraceCrawley?’shereplied。
’Imeantosaythathesaysheis。’
’Dear,dear,dear!I’msure,archdeacon,thatyouwillbelievemewhenIsaythatIknewnothingaboutit。’
’Iamquitesureofthat,’saidthearchdeacondolefully。
’OrIcertainlyshouldnothavebeengladtoseehimhere。Butthehouse,youknow,isnotmine,DrGrantly。IcouldhavedonenothingifI
hadknownofit。Butonlytothink——;well,tobesure。Shehaslostnotime,atanyrate。’
Nowthiswasnotatallthelightinwhichthearchdeaconwishedthatthemattershouldberegarded。HehadbeendesirousthatLadyLuftonshouldbehorror—strickenbythetidings,butitseemedtohimthatsheregardedtheiniquityasagoodjoke。Whatdiditmatterhowyoungorhowoldthegirlmightbe?Shecameofpoorpeople——ofpeoplewhohadnofriends——ofdisgracedpeople;andLadyLuftonoughttofeelthatsuchamarriagewouldbeaterriblecrime。’Ineedhardlytellyou,LadyLufton,’saidthearchdeacon,’thatIshallsetmyfaceagainstitasfarasitisinmypowertodoso。’
’IftheybothberesolvedIsupposeyoucanhardlypreventit。’
’OfcourseIcannotpreventit。OfcourseIcannotpreventit。Ifhewillbreakmyheartandhismother’s——andhissister’s——ofcourseI
cannotpreventit。Ifhewillruinhimselfhemusthavehisownway。’
’Ruinhimself,DrGrantly!’
’Theywillhaveenoughtoliveupon——somewhereinSpainorFrance。’Thescornexpressedinthearchdeacon’svoiceashespokeofPauasbeingsomewhereinSpainorFrance’shouldhavebeenheardtobeunderstood。
’Nodoubttheywillhaveenoughtoliveupon。’
’Doyoumeantosaythatitwillmakeadifferenceastoyourownproperty,DrGrantly?’
’Certainlyitwill,LadyLufton。ItoldHenrywhenIfirstheardofthething——beforehehaddefinitelymadeanyoffertothegirl——thatI
shouldwithdrawfromhimaltogethertheallowancethatInowmakehim,ifhemarriedher。AndItoldhimalsothatifhepersistedinhisfollyIshouldthinkitmydutytoaltermywill。’
’Iamsorryforthat,DrGrantly。’
’Sorry!AndamInotsorry?Sorrowisnosufficientword。Iambroken—hearted。LadyLufton,itiskillingme。Itisindeed。Ilovehim;
Ilovehim;——Ilovehimasyouhavelovedyourson。Butwhatistheuse?
Whatcanhebetomewhenheshallhavemarriedthedaughterofsuchamanasthat?’
LadyLuftonsatforawhilesilent,thinkingofacertainepisodeinherownlife。Therehadbeenatimewhenhersonwasdesirousofmakingamarriagewhichshehadthoughtwouldbreakherheart。Shehadforatimemovedheavenandearth——asfarassheknewhowtomovethem——topreventthemarriage。Butatlastshehadyielded——notfromlackofpower,forthecircumstanceshadbeensuchthatatthemomentofyieldingshehadstillthepowerinherhandofstayingthemarriage——butshehadyieldedbecauseshehadperceivedthathersonwasinearnest。Shehadyielded,andhadkissedthedust;butfromthemomentinwhichherlipshadsotouchedtheground,theyhadtakengreatjoyinthedaughterinwhomhersonhadbroughtintothehouse。Sincethatshehadlearnedtothinkthatyoungpeoplemightperhapsberight,andthatoldpeoplemightperhapsbewrong。Thistroubleofherfriendthearchdeacon’swasverylikeherowntrouble。’Andheisengagedtohernow?’shesaid,whenthosethoughtshadpassedthroughhermind。
’Yes;——thatis,no。Iamnotsure。Idonotknowhowtomakemyselfsure。’
’IamsureMajorGrantlywilltellyouallthetruthasitexists。’
’Yes;he’lltellmethetruth——asfarasheknowsit。Idonotseethatthereismuchanxietytosparemeinthatmatter。HeisdesirousratherofmakingmeunderstandthatIhavenopowerofsavinghimfromhisownfolly。OfcourseIhavenopowerofsavinghim。’
’Butisheengagedtoher?’
’Hesaysthatshehasrefusedhim。Butofcoursethatmeansnothing。’
Againthearchdeacon’spositionwasverylikeLadyLufton’sposition,asithadexistedbeforeherson’smarriage。Inthatcasealsotheyounglady,whowasnowLadyLufton’sowndaughteranddearestfriend,hadrefusedtheloverwhoproposedtoher,althoughthemarriagewassomuchtoheradvantage——lovinghimtoo,thewhile,withherwholeheart,asitwasnaturaltosupposethatGraceCrawleymightsoloveherlover。Themoreshethoughtofthesimilarityofthestories,thestrongerwerehersympathiesonthesideofpoorGrace。Nevertheless,shewouldcomfortheroldfriendifsheknewhow;andofcourseshecouldnotbutadmittoherselfthatthematchwasonewhichmustbeacauseofrealsorrowtohim。’Idon’tknowwhyherrefusalshouldmeannothing,’saidLadyLufton。
’Ofcourseagirlrefusesatfirst——agirl,Imean,insuchcircumstancesashers。Shecan’tbutfeelthatmoreisofferedtoherthansheoughttotake,andthatsheisboundtogothroughtheceremonyofdeclining。Butmyangerisnotwithher,LadyLufton。’
’Idonotseehowitcanbe。’
’No;itisnotwithher。IfshebecomeshiswifeItrustthatImayneverseeher。’
’Oh,DrGrantly!’
’Ido;Ido。Howcanitbeotherwisewithme?ButIshallhavenoquarrelwithher。WithhimImustquarrel。’
’Idonotseewhy,’saidLadyLufton。
’Youdonot?Doeshenotsetmeatdefiance?’
’Athisagesurelyasonhasarighttomarryashepleases。’
’Ifhetookheroutofthestreets,thenitwouldbethesame?’saidthearchdeaconwithbitteranger。
’No;——forsuchaonewouldherselfbebad。’
’Orifshewerethedaughterofahucksteroutofthecity?’
’Noagain;——orinthatcaseherwantofeducationwouldprobablyunfitherforyoursociety。’
’Herfather’sdisgrace,then,shouldbeamatterofindifferencetome,LadyLufton?’
’Ididnotsayso。Inthefirstplace,herfatherisnotdisgraced——notasyet;andwedonotknowwhetherhemayeverbedisgraced。YouwillhardlybedisposedtosaythatpersecutionfromthepalacedisgracesaclergymaninBarsetshire。’
’Allthesame,Ibelievethatthemanwasguilty,’saidthearchdeacon。
’Waitandsee,myfriend,beforeyoucondemnhimaltogether。But,bethatasitmay,Iacknowledgethatthemarriageisonewhichmustnaturallybedistastefultoyou。’
’Oh,LadyLufton!Ifyouonlyknew!Ifyouonlyknew!’
’Idoknow;andIfeelforyou。ButIthinkthatyoursonhasarighttoexpectthatyoushouldnotshowthesamerepugnancetosuchamarriageasthisasyouwouldhavehadarighttoshowhadhesuggestedtohimselfawifeasthoseatwhichyouhadjustnowhinted。Ofcourseyoucanadvisehim,andmakehimunderstandyourfeelings;butIcannotthinkyouwillbejustifiedinquarrellingwithhim,orinchangingyourviewstowardshimwithregardsmoney,seeingthatMissCrawleyisaneducatedlady,whohasdonenothingtoforfeityourrespect。’Aheavycloudcameuponthearchdeacons’sbrowasheheardthesewords,buthedidnotmakeanyimmediateanswer。’Ofcourse,myfriend,’continuedLadyLufton,’Ishouldnothaveventuredtosaysomuchtoyou,hadyounotcometome,asitwere,formyopinion。’
’IcameherebecauseIthoughtHenrywashere,’saidthearchdeacon。
’IfIhavesaidtoomuch,Ibegyourpardon。’
’No;youhavenotsaidtoomuch。Itisnotthat。YouandIaresucholdfriendsthateithermaysayalmostanythingtotheother。’
’Yes;——justso。AndthereforeIhaveventuredtospeakmymind,’saidLadyLufton。
’Ofcourse;——andIamobligedtoyou。But,LadyLufton,youdonotunderstandyethowthishitsme。EverythinginlifethatIhavedone,I
havedoneformychildren。Iamwealthy,butIhavenotusedmywealthformyself,becauseIhavedesiredthattheyshouldbeabletoholdtheirheadshighintheworld。Allmyambitionhasbeenforthem,andallthepleasurewhichIhaveanticipatedformyselfinmyoldageisthatwhichIhavehopedtoreceivefromtheircredit。AsforHenry,hemighthavehadanythinghewantedfrommeinthewayofmoney。Heexpressedawish,afewmonthssince,togointoParliament,andI
promisedtohelphimasfaraseverIcouldgo。Ihavekeptupthegamealtogetherforhim。He,theyoungersonofaworkingparishparson,hashadeverythingthatcouldbegiventotheeldestsonofacountrygentleman——morethanisgiventotheeldestsonofmanyapeer。Ihavehopedthathewouldmarryagain,butIhavenevercaredthatheshouldmarryformoney。Ihavebeenwillingtodoanythingforhimmyself。But,LadyLufton,afatherdoesfeelthatheshouldhavesomereturnforallthis。NoonecanimaginethatHenryeversupposedthatabridefromthatwretchedplaceatHogglestockcouldbewelcomedamongus。Heknewthathewouldbreakourhearts,andhedidnotcareforit。ThatiswhatI
feel。Ofcoursehehasthepowertodoashelikes;——andofcourseI
havethepowertodoasIlikealsowithwhatismyown。’
LadyLuftonwasaverygoodwoman,devotedtoherduties,affectionateandjusttothoseabouther,trulyreligious,andcharitablefromhernature;butIdoubtwhetherthethoroughworldlinessofthearchdeacon’sappealstruckherasitwillstrikethereader。Peoplearesomuchmoreworldlyinpracticethantheyareintheory,somuchkeeneraftertheirowngratificationindetailthantheyareintheabstract,thatthenarrativeofmanyanadventurewouldshockus,thoughthesameadventurewouldnotshockusintheaction。Onegirltellsanotherhowshehaschangedhermindinlove;andthefriendsympathiseswiththefriend,andperhapsapplauds。Hadthestorybeentoldinprint,thefriendwhohadlistenedwithequanimitywouldhavereadofsuchvacillationwithindignation。Shewhovacillatedherselfwouldhavehatedherownperformancewhenbroughtbeforeherjudgmentasamatterinwhichshehadnopersonalinterest。Veryfinethingsarewritteneverydayabouthonestyandtruth,andmenreadthemwithasortofexternalconvictionthataman,ifhebeanythingofamanatall,isofcoursehonestandtrue。Butwhentheinternalconvictionsarebroughtoutbetweentwoorthreewhoarepersonallyinterestedtogether——betweentwoorthreewhofeelthattheirlittlegatheringis,sotosay,’tiled’——thoseinternalconvictionsdifferverymuchfromtheexternalconvictions。Thisman,inhisconfidences,assertsbroadlythathedoesnotmeantobethrownover,andthatmanhasaprojectforthrowingoversomebodyelse;andtheintentionofeachisthatscruplesarenottostandinthewayofhissuccess。The’Ruatcoelum,fiatjustitia’wassaid,nodoubt,fromanoutsidebalconytoacrowd,andthespeakerknewthathewastalkingbuncombe。The’Rem,sipossisrecte,sinonquocunquemodo’waswhisperedintotheearinaclubsmoking—room,andthewhispererintendedthathiswordsshouldprevail。
LadyLuftonhadoftenheardherfriendthearchdeaconpreach,andsheknewwellthehightonewhichhecouldtakeasthenecessityoftrustingourhopesforthefutureforallourtruehappiness;andyetshesympathisedwithhimwhenhetoldherthathewasbroken—heartedbecausehissonwouldtakeastepwhichmightpossiblyinterferewithhisworldlyprosperity。Hadthearchdeaconbeenpreachingaboutmatrimony,hewouldhaverecommendedyoungmen,intakingwivestothemselves,especiallytolookforyoungwomenwhofearedtheLord。Butintalkingabouthisownson’swife,nowordastohereligibilityornon—
eligibilityinthisrespectescapedhislips。Hadhetalkedonthesubjecttillnightfallnosuchwordwouldhavebeenspoken。Hadanyfriendofhisown,manorwoman,indiscussingsuchamatterwithhimandaskinghisadviceuponit,alludedtothefearoftheLord,theallusionwouldhavebeendistastefultohimandwouldhavesmackedtohispalateofhypocrisy。LadyLufton,whounderstoodaswellasanywomanwhatitistobe’tiled’withafriend,tookallthisingoodpart。Thearchdeaconhadspokenoutofhisheartwhatwasinhisheart。
Oneofhischildrenhadmarriedamarquis。Anothermightprobablybecomeabishop——perhapsanarchbishop。Thethirdmightbeacountysquire——highamongthecountysquires。Buthecouldonlysobecomebywalkingwarily;——andnowhewasbentonmarryingthepennilessdaughterofanimpoverishedhalf—madcountrycurate,whowasabouttobetriedforstealingtwentypounds!LadyLufton,inspiteofallherarguments,couldnotrefusehersympathytoheroldfriend。
’Afterall,fromwhatyousay,Isupposetheyarenotengaged。’
’Idonotknow,’saidthearchdeacon。’Icannottell!’
’Andwhatdoyouwishmetodo?’
’Oh——nothing。Icameover,asIsaidbefore,becauseIthoughthewashere。Ithinkitright,beforehehasabsolutelycommittedhimself,totakeeverymeansinmypowertomakehimunderstandthatIshallwithdrawfromhimallpecuniaryassistance——nowandforthefuture。’
’Myfriend,thatthreatseemstometobesoterrible。’
’ItistheonlypowerIhavelefttome。’
’Butyou,whoaresoaffectionatebynature,wouldneveradheretoit。’
’Iwilltry。Iwilltrymybesttobefirm。Iwillatonceputeverythingbeyondmycontrolaftermydeath。’Thearchdeacon,asheutteredtheseterriblewords——wordswhichwereawfultoLadyLufton’sears——resolvedthathewouldendeavourtonursehisownwrath;but,atthesametime,almosthatedhimselfforhisownpusillanimity,becausehefearedthathiswrathwoulddieawaybeforeheshouldhaveavailedhimselfofitsheat。
’Iwoulddonothingrashofthatkind,’saidLadyLufton。’Yourobjectistopreventthemarriage——nottopunishhimforitwhenoncehehasmadeit。’
’Heisnottohavehisownwayineverything,LadyLufton。’
’Butyoushouldfirsttrytopreventit。’
’WhatcanIdotopreventit?’
LadyLuftonpausedacoupleofminutesbeforeshereplied。Shehadaschemeinherhead,butitseemedtohertosavourofcruelty。Andyetatpresentitwasherchiefdutytoassistheroldfriend,ifanyassistancecouldbegiven。Therecouldhardlybeadoubtthatsuchamarriageasthis,ofwhichtheywerespeaking,wasinitselfanevil。Inhercase,thecaseofherson,therehadbeennoquestionofatrial,ofmoneystolen,ofaughtthatwasintruthdisgraceful。’IthinkifIwereyou,DrGrantly,’shesaid,’thatIwouldseetheyoungladywhileIwashere。’
’Seehermyself?’saidthearchdeacon。TheideaofseeingGraceCrawleyhimselfhad,uptothismoment,neverenteredhishead。
’IthinkIwoulddoso。’
’IthinkIwill,’saidthearchdeacon,afterapause。Thenhegotupfromhischair。’IfIamtodoit,Ihadbetterdoitatonce。’
’Begentlewithher,myfriend。’Thearchdeaconpausedagain。HecertainlyhadentertainedtheideaofencounteringMissCrawleywithseverityratherthangentleness。LadyLuftonrosefromherseat,andcominguptohim,tookoneofhishandsbetweenherowntwo。’Begentletoher,’shesaid。’Youhaveownedthatshehasdonenothingwrong。’Thearchdeaconbowedhisheadintokenofassentandlefttheroom。
PoorGraceCrawley。
CHAPTERLVII
ADOUBLEPLEDGE
Thearchdeacon,ashewalkedacrossfromtheCourttotheparsonage,wasverythoughtfulandhisstepswereveryslow。TheideaofseeingMissCrawleyherselfhadbeensuggestedtohimsuddenly,andhehadtodeterminehowhecouldbearhimselftowardsher,andwhathewouldsaytoher。LadyLuftonhadbeseechedhimtobegentlewithher。Wasthemissiononeinwhichgentlenesswouldbepossible?Mustitnotbehisobjecttomakethisyoungladyunderstandthatshecouldnotberightindesiringtocomeintohisfamilyandshareinallhisgoodthingswhenshehadnogoodthingsofherown——nothingbutevilthingstobringwithher?Andhowcouldthisbeproperlyexplainedtotheyoungladyingentleterms?Musthenotberoundwithher,andgivehertounderstandinplainwords——theplainestwhichhecoulduse——thatshewouldnotgethisgoodthings,thoughshewouldmostcertainlyimposetheburdenofallherevilthingsonthemanwhomshewasproposingtoherselfasahusband。Herememberedverywellashewent,thathehadbeentoldthatMissCrawleyhadherselfrefusedtheoffer,feelingherselftobeunfitforthehonourtenderedtoher;buthesuspectedthesincerityofsucharefusal。CalculatinginhisownmindtheunreasonablygreatadvantageswhichwouldbeconferredonsuchayoungladyasMissCrawleybyamarriagewithhisson,hedeclaredtohimselfthatanygirlmustbeverywickedindeedwhoshouldexpect,orevenaccept,somuchmorethanwasherdue;——butneverthelesshecouldnotbringhimselftobelievethatanygirl,whensotempted,would,insincerity,declinetocommitthisgreatwickedness。IfhewastodoanygoodbyseeingMissCrawley,mustitnotconsistinaproperexplanationtoheroftheselfishness,abomination,andaltogetherdamnableblacknessofsuchwickednessasthisonthepartofayoungwomaninhercircumstances?’Heavenandearth!’hemustsay,’hereareyou,withoutapennyinyourpocket,withhardlydecentraimentonyourback,withathiefforyourfather,andyouthinkthatyouaretocomeandshareallthewealththattheGrantlyshaveamassed,thatyouaretohaveahusbandwithbroadacres,abighouse,andgamepreserves,andbecomeoneofafamilywhosenamehasneverbeentouchedbyasingleaccusation——no,notasuspicion?
No;——injusticesuchasthatshallneverbedonebetwixtyouandme。Youmaywringmyheart,andyoumayruinmyson;butthebroadacresandthebighouse,andthegamepreserves,andtherestofit,shallneverbeyourrewardfordoingdo。’Howwasallthattobetoldeffectivelytoayoungwomaningentlewords?Andthenhowwasamaninthearchdeacon’spositiontobedesirousofgentlewords——gentlewordswhichwouldnotbeefficient——whenheknewwellinhisheartofheartsthathehadnothingbutthreatsonwhichtodepend。Hehadnomorepowerofdisinheritinghisownsonforsuchanoffenceasthatcontemplatedthanhehadofblowingouthisownbrains,andheknewthatitwasso。Hewasamanincapableofsuchpersistencyofwrathagainstonewhomheloved。Hewasneithercruelenoughnorstrongenoughtodosuchathing。Hecouldonlythreatentodoit,andmakewhatbestusehemighthaveofthreats,whilstthreatsmightbeofavail。Inspiteofallthathehadsaidtohiswife,toLadyLufton,andtohimself,heknewverywellthatifhissondidsininthiswayhe,thefather,wouldforgivethesinoftheson。
IngoingacrossfromthefrontgateoftheCourttotheparsonagetherewasaplacewherethreeroadsmet,andonthisspottherestoodafinger—post。Roundthisfinger—posttherewasnowpastedaplacard,whichatoncearrestedthearchdeacon’seye:——’CosbyLodge——Saleoffurniture——Growingcropstobesoldonthegrounds。Threehunters。A