ButeventothispropositionMrsCrawleycouldgivenoassent,thoughsheexpressednodirectdissent。Asregardedherownfeelings,shewouldmuchpreferredtohavebeenlefttolivethroughhermiseryalone;butshecouldnotbutappreciatethekindnesswhichendeavouredtothrowoverandhersintheirtroubletheaegisoffirst—ratecountyrespectability。ShewassavedfromthenecessityofgivingadirectanswertothissuggestionbythereturnofMrsRobartsandGraceherself。Thedoorwasopenedslowly,andtheycreptintotheroomasthoughtheywereawarethattheirpresencewouldbehardlywelcomed。
’Isthecarriagethere,Fanny?’saidLadyLufton。’Itisalmosttimeforustothinkofreturninghome。’
MrsRobartssaidthatthecarriagewasstandingwithintwentyyardsofthedoor。
’ThenIthinkwewillmakeastart,’saidLadyLufton。’HaveyousucceededinpersuadingMissCrawleytocomeovertoFramleyinApril?’
MrsRobartsmadenoanswertothis,butlookedatGrace;andGracelookeddownupontheground。
’IhavespokentoMrsCrawley,’saidLadyLufton,’andtheywillthinkofit。’Thenthetwoladiestooktheirleave,andwalkedouttotheircarriage。
’Whatdoesshesayaboutyourplan?’MrsRobartsasked。
’Sheistoobroken—heartedtosayanything。’LadyLuftonanswered。
’Shouldithappenthatheisconvicted,wemustcomeoverandtakeher。
Shewillhavenopowertoresistusinanything。’
CHAPTERLI
MRSDOBBSBROUGHTONPILESHERFAGGOTS
ThepicturestillprogressedupinMrsDobbsBroughton’sroom,andthesecretwasstillkept,orsupposedtobekept。MissVanSieverwas,atanyrate,certainthathermotherhadheardnothingofit,andMrsBroughtonreportedfromdaytodaythatherhusbandhadnotasyetinterfered。NeverthelesstherewasinthesedaysagreatgloomupontheDobbsBroughtonhousehold,somuchsothatConwayDalrymplehadmorethanoncesuggestedtoMrsBroughtonthattheworkshouldbediscontinued。Butthemistressofthehousewouldnotconsenttothis。
Inanswertotheseoffers,shewaswonttodeclareinsomewhatmysteriouslanguage,thatanymiserycominguponherselfwasamatterofmomenttonobody——hardlyeventoherself,asshewasquitepreparedtoencountermoralandsocialdeathwithoutdelay,ifnotanabsolutephysicaldemise;astowhichlatteralternative,sheseemedtothinkthateventhatmightnotbesofardistantassomepeoplechosetobelieve。WhatwasthecauseofthegloomoverthehouseneitherConwayDalrymplenorMissVanSieverunderstood,andtospeakthetruthMrsBroughtondidnotquiteunderstandthecauseherself。Sheknewwellenough,nodoubt,thatherhusbandcamehomealwayssullen,andsometimestipsy,andthatthingswerenotgoingwellintheCity。ShehadneverunderstoodmuchabouttheCity,beingsatisfiedwithanassurancethathadcometoherintheearlydaysfromherfriends,thattherewasamineofwealthinHookCourt,fromwhencewouldalwayscomeforheruse,houseandfurniture,acarriageandsomehorses,dressesandjewels,whichlatter,ifnotquitereal,shouldbemanufacturedwiththebestshamsubstituteknown。SoonafterherbrilliantmarriagewithMrDobbsBroughton,shehaddiscoveredthatthecarriageandhorses,andtheshamjewels,didnotlifthersocompletelyintoaterrestrialparadiseasshehadtaughtherselftoexpectthattheywoulddo。Herbrilliantdrawing—room,withDobbsBroughtonforacompanion,wasnotanelysium。Butthoughshehadfoundoutearlyinhermarriedlifethatsomethingwasstillwantingtoher,shehadbynomeansconfessedtoherselfthatthecarriageandhorsesandshamjewelswerebad,anditcanhardlybesaidthatshehadrepented。Shehadendeavouredtopatchupmatterswithalittleromance,andthenhadfallenuponConwayDalrymple——meaningnoharm。Indeed,lovewithher,asitnevercouldhavemeantmuchgood,wasnotlikelytomeanmuchharm。Thatsomebodyshouldpretendtoloveher,towhichpretenceshemightreplybyapretenceoffriendship——thiswasthelittleexcitementwhichshecraved,andbywhichshehadonceflatteredherselfthatsomethingofanelysiummightyetbecreatedforher。MrDobbsBroughtonhadunreasonablyexpressedadisliketothisinnocentamusement——veryunreasonably,knowing,asheoughttohaveknown,thathehimselfdidsoverylittletowardsprovidingthenecessaryelysiumbyanyqualitiesofhisown。Forafewweeksthisinterferencefromherhusbandhadenhancedtheamusement,givinganadditionalexcitementtothegame。Shefeltherselftobewomanmisunderstoodandill—used;andtosomewomenthereisnothingsocharmingasalittlemildill—usage,whichdoesnotinterferewiththeircreaturecomforts,withtheirclothes,ortheircarriage,ortheirshamjewels;butsufficestoaffordthemtheindulgenceofagrievance。Oflate,however,MrDobbsBroughtonhadbecomealittletooroughinhislanguage,andthingshadgoneuncomfortably。ShesuspectedthatConwayDalrymplewasnottheonlycauseofallthis。ShehadanideathatMrMusselboroandMrsVanSieverhaditintheirpowertomakethemselvesunpleasant,andthattheywereexercisingthispower。OfhisbusinessintheCityherhusbandneverspoketoher,norshetohim。Herownfortunehadbeenverysmall,somecoupleofthousandpoundsorso,andsheconceivedthatshehadnopretextonwhichshecould,unasked,interrogatehimabouthismoney。Shehadnoknowledgethatmarriageofitselfhadgivenhertherighttosuchinterference;andhadsuchknowledgebeenhersshewouldhavehadnodesiretointerfere。Shehopedthatthecarriageandshamjewelswouldbecontinuedtoher;butshedidnotknowhowtoframeanyquestiononthesubject。Touchingtheotherdifficulty——theConwayDalrympledifficulty——shehadherideas。Thetendernessofherfriendshiphadbeentroddenuponbyandoutragedbytheroughfootofanoverbearinghusband,andshewasill—used。Shewouldobey。Itwasbecomingtoherasawifethatsheshouldsubmit。ShewouldgiveupConwayDalrymple,andwouldinducehim——inspiteofhisviolentattachmenttoherself——totakeawife。Sheherselfwouldchooseawifeforhim。Sheherselfwould,withsuicidalhands,destroytheloveofherownlife,sinceanoverbearing,brutalhusbanddemandedthatitshouldbedestroyed。Shewouldsacrificeherownfeelings,anddoallinherpowertobringConwayDalrympleandClaraVanSievertogether。If,afterthat,somepoetdidnotimmortaliseherfriendshipinByronicverse,shecertainlywouldnotgetherdue。PerhapsConwayDalrymplewouldhimselfbecomeapoetinorderthatthismightbedoneproperly。
Foritmustbeunderstoodthat,thoughsheexpectedConwayDalrympletomarry,sheexpectedalsothatheshouldByronicallywretchedafterhismarriageonaccountofhisloveforherself。
ButtherewascertainlysomethingwrongoverandbeyondtheDalrympledifficulty。Theservantswerenotascivilastheyusedtobe,andherhusband,whenshesuggestedtohimalittledinner—party,snubbedhermostunmercifully。Thegivingofdinner—partieshadbeenhisglory,andshehadmadethesuggestionsimplywiththeviewofpleasinghim。’Iftheworldweregoinground,thewrongway,awomanwouldstillwantaparty,’hehadsaid,sneeringather。’ItwasofyouIwasthinking,Dobbs,’shereplied;’notofmyself。Icarelittleforsuchgatherings。’
Afterthatsheretiredtoherownroomwitharomantictearineacheye,andtoldherselfthat,hadchancethrownConwayDalrympleintoherwaybeforeshehadseenDobbsBroughton,shewouldhavebeenthehappiestwomanintheworld。Shesatforawhilelookingintovacancy,andthinkingthatitwouldbeverynicetobreakherheart。Howshouldshesetaboutit?Shouldshetaketoherbedandgrowthin?Shewouldbeginbyeatingnodinnerforeversomaydaysaltogether。Atlunchherhusbandwasneverpresent,andthereforethebrokenheartcouldbedisplayedatdinnerwithoutmuchpositivesuffering。InthemeantimeshewouldimploreConwayDalrympletogethimselfmarriedwithaslittledelayaspossible,andshewouldlayuponhimherpositiveordertorestrainhimselffromanywordofaffectionaddressedtoherself。She,atanyrate,wouldbepure,high—minded,andself—sacrificing——althoughromanticandpoeticalso,aswashernature。
Thepicturewasprogressing,andsoalso,asithadcomeabout,wasthelove—affairbetweentheartistandhismodel。ConwayDalrymplehadbeguntothinkthathemight,afterall,doworsethanmakeClaraVanSieverhiswife。ClaraVanSieverwashandsome,andundoubtedlyclever,andClaraVanSiever’smotherwascertainlyrich。And,inadditiontothis,theyoungladyherselfbegantolikethemanintowhosesocietyshewasthrown。Theaffairseemedtoflourish,andMrsDobbsBroughtonshouldhavebeendelighted。ShetoldClara,withaveryseriousair,thatshewasdelighted,biddingClara,atthesametime,tobeverycautious,asmenweresofickle,andasConwayDalrymple,thoughthebestfellowintheworld,wasnot,perhaps,altogetherfreefromthatcommonviceofmen。Indeed,itmighthavebeensurmised,fromawordortwowhichMrsBroughtonallowedtoescape,thatsheconsideredpoorConwaytobemorethanordinarilyafflictedinthatway。MissVanSieveratfirstonlypouted,andsaidthattherewasnothinginit。’Thereissomethinginit,mydear,certainly,’saidMrsDobbsBroughton;’andtherecanbenoearthlyreasonwhythereshouldnotbeagreatdealinit。’’Thereisnothinginit,’saidMissVanSiever,impetuously;’andifyouwillcontinuetospeakofMrDalrympleinthatway,Imustgiveupthepicture。’’Asforthat,’saidMrsBroughton,’Iconceivethatwearebothofusboundtotheyoungmannow,seeingthathehasgivensomuchtimetothework。’’Iamnotboundtohimatall,’saidMissVanSiever。
MrsBroughtonalsotoldConwayDalrymplethatshewasdelighted——oh,somuchdelighted!Hehadobtainedpermissiontocomeinonemorningbeforethetimeofsitting,sothathemightworkathiscanvasindependentlyofhismodel。Aswashiscustom,hemadehisownwayupstairsandcommencedhisworkalone——havingbeenexpresslytoldbyMrsBroughtonthatshewouldnotcometohimtillshebroughtClarawithher。Butshedidgouptotheroominwhichtheartistwaspainting,withoutwaitingforMissVanSiever。Indeed,shewasatthistimesoanxiousasthefuturewelfareofhertwoyoungfriendsthatshecouldnotrestrainherselffromspeakingeithertotheoneoftotheother,wheneveranyopportunityforsuchspeechcameround。TohaveleftConwayDalrympleatworkupstairswithoutgoingtohimwasimpossibletoher。Soshewent,andthentooktheopportunityofexpressingtoherfriendherideasastohispastandfutureconduct。
’Yes,itisverygood;verygood,indeed,’shesaid,standingbeforetheeasel,andlookingatthehalf—completedwork。’Idonotknowthatyoueverdidanythingbetter。’
’Inevercantellmyselftillapictureisfinishedwhetheritisgoingtobegoodornot,’saidDalrymple,thinkingreallyofhispictureandofnothingelse。
’Iamsurethiswillbegood,’shesaid,’andIsupposeitisbecauseyouhavethrownsomuchheartintoit。Itisnotmereindustrythatwillproducegoodwork,noryetskill,norevengenius;morethanthisisrequired。Theheartoftheartistmustbethrustwithallitsgushingtidesintotheperformance。’Bythistimeheknewallthetonesofhervoiceandtheirvariousmeanings,andimmediatelybecameawarethatatthepresentmomentshewasintentuponsomethingbeyondthepicture。Shewaspreparingforalittlescene,andwasgoingtogivehimsomeadvice。
Heunderstooditall,butashewasreallydesirousofworkingathiscanvas,andwasratheraversetohavingasceneatthemoment,hemadealittleattempttodisconcerther。’Itistheheartthatgivessuccess,’
shesaid,hewasconsideringhowhemightbestputanextinguisheruponherromancefortheoccasion。
’Notatall,MrsBroughton;successdependsonelbow—grease。’
’Onwhat,Conway?’
’Onelbow—grease——hardwork,thatis——andImustworkhardnowifImeantotakeadvantageoftoday’ssitting。Thetruthis,Idon’tgiveenoughhoursworktoit。’Andheleaneduponhisstick,anddaubedawaybristlyatthebackground,andthenstoodforamomentlookingathiscanvaswithhisheadalittleononeside,asthoughhecouldnotwithdrawhisattentionforamomentfromthethinghewasdoing。
’Youmeantosay,Conway,thatyouwouldratherthatIshouldnotspeaktoyou。’
’Oh,no,MrsBroughton,Ididnotmeanthatatall。’
’Iwon’tinterruptyouatyourwork。WhatIhavetosayisperhapsofnogreatmoment。Indeed,wordsbetweenyouandmenevercanhavemuchimportancenow。Canthey,Conway?’
’Idon’tseethatatall,’saidhe,workingawayathisbrush。
’Doyounot?Ido。Theyshouldneveramounttomore——theycanneveramounttomorethanthecommonordinarycourtesiesoflife;whatIcallthegreetingsandgood—byeingsofconversation。’Shesaidthisinalow,melancholytoneofvoice,notintendingtobeinanydegreejocose。’Howseldomisitthatconversationbetweenordinaryfriendsgoesbeyondthat。’
’Don’tyouthinkitdoes?’saidConway,steppingbackandtakinganotherlookatthepicture。’Ifindmyselftalkingtoallmannerofpeopleaboutallmannerofthings。’
’Youaredifferentfromme。Icannottalktoallmannerofpeople。’
’Politics,youknow,andart,andalittlescandal,andthewars,withadozenotherthings,maketalkingeasyenough,Ithink。Igrantyouthis,thatitisveryoftenagreatbore。HardlyadaypassesthatIdon’twishtocutoutsomebody’stongue。’
’Doyouwishtocutoutmytongue,Conway?’
Hebegantoperceivethatshewasdeterminedtotalkaboutherself,andthattherewasnoremedy。Hedreadedit,notbecausehedidnotlikethewoman,butfromaconvictionthatshewasgoingtomakesomecomparisonbetweenherandClaraVanSiever。Inhisordinaryhumourhelikedalittlepretenceatromance,andwasrathergoodatthatsortoflove—makingwhichintruthmeansanythingbutlove。Butjustnowhewasreallythinkingofmatrimony,andhadonthisverymorningacknowledgedtohimselfthathehadbecomesufficientlyattachedtoClaraVanSievertojustifyhiminaskinghertobehiswife。Inhispresentmoodhewasnotanxiousforoneofthosetiltswithbluntedswordsandhalf—severedlancesinthelistofCupidofwhichMrsDobbsBroughtonwassofond。
Nevertheless,ifsheinsistedthatheshouldnowdescendintothearenaandgothroughtheparaphernaliaofamocktournament,hemustobeyher。
Itisthehardshipofmenthatwhencalleduponbywomenforromance,theyareboundtoberomantic,whethertheopportunityservesthemornot。Amanmustproduceromance,oratleastsubmittoit,whendulysummoned,eventhoughheshouldhaveasorethroatoraheadache。Heisabruteifhedeclinesuchanencounter——andfeelsthat,shouldhesodeclinepersistently,hewilleverafterbetreatedasabrute。TherearemanyPotiphar’swiveswhoneverdreamofanymischief,andJosephswhoareveryanxioustoescape,thoughtheyareaskedtoreturnonlywhisperforwhisper。MrsDobbsBroughtonhadaskedhimwhetherhewishedthathertongueshouldbecutout,andhehadofcourserepliedthatherwordshadalwaysbeenajoytohim——neveratrouble。Itoccurredtohimashemadehislittlespeechthatitwouldonlyhaveservedherrightifhehadansweredherinquiteanotherstrain;butshewasawoman,andwasyoungandpretty,andwasentitledtoflattery。’Theyhavealwaysbeenajoytome,’hesaid,repeatinghislastwordsashestrovetocontinuehiswork。
’Adeadlyjoy,’shereplied,notquiteknowingwhatsheherselfmeant。
’Adeadlyjoy,Conway。Iwishwithallmyheartthatwehadneverknowneachother。’
’Idonot。Iwillneverwishawaythehappinessofmylife,evenshoulditbefollowedbymisery。’
’Youareaman,andiftroublecomesuponyou,youcanbearitonyourshoulders。Awomansuffersmore,justbecauseanother’sshouldersmayhavetobeartheburden。’
’Whenshehasgotahusband,youmean。’
’Yes——whenshehasahusband。’
’It’sthesamewithamanwhenhehasawife。’Hithertotheconversationhadhadsomuchofmilk—and—waterinitscompositionthatDalrymplefoundhimselfabletokeepitupandgoonwithhisbackgroundatthesametime。Ifshecouldonlybekeptinthesamedimcloudofsentiment,ifthehotraysofthesunofromancecouldbekeptfrombreakingthroughthemisttillMissVanSievershouldcome,itmightstillbewell。Hehadknownhertowanderaboutwithinthecloudsforanhourtogether,withoutbeingabletofindherwayintothelight。’It’sallthesamewithamanwhenhehasgotawife,’hesaid。’Ofcourseonehastosufferfortwo,whenone,sotosay,istwo。’
’Andwhathappenswhenonehastosufferforthree?’sheasked。
’Youmeanwhenawomanhaschildren?’
’Imeannothingofthekind,Conway;andyoumustknowthatIdonot,unlessyourfeelingsareindeedblunted。Butworldlysuccesshas,I
suppose,bluntedthem。’
’Iratherfancynot,’hesaid。’Ithinktheyareprettynearlyassharpasever。’
’Iknowmineare。Oh,howIwishIcouldridmyselfofthem!Butitcannotbedone。Agewillnotbluntthem——Iamsureofthat,’saidMrsBroughton。’Iwishitcould。’
Hehaddeterminednottotalkaboutherselfifthesubjectcouldbeinanywayavoided;butnowhefeltthathewasdrivenupintoacorner;——nowhewasforcedtospeaktoherofherownpersonality。’Youhavenoexperienceyetastothat。Howcanyousaywhatagewilldo?’
’Agedoesnotgobyyears,’saidMrsDobbsBroughton。’Weallknowthat。"Hishairwasgrey,butnotwithyears。"Lookhere,Conway,’andshemovedbackhertressesfromoffhertemplestoshowhimthatthereweregreyhairsbehind。Hedidnotseethem;andhadtheybeenveryvisibleshemightnotperhapshavebeensoreadytoexhibitthem。’Noonecansaythatlengthofyearshasblanchedthem。Ihavenosecretsfromyouaboutmyage。Oneshouldnotbegreybeforeonehasreachedthirty。’
’Ididnotseeachangedhair。’
’’Twasthefaultofyoureyes,then,forthereareplentyofthem。Andwhatisitthathasmadethemgrey?’
’Theysayhotroomswilldoit。’
’Hotrooms!No,Conway,itdoesnotcomefromheatedatmosphere。Itcomesfromacoldheart,achilledheart,afrozenheart,aheartthatisallice。’Shewasgettingoutofthecloudintotheheatnow,andhecouldonlyhopethatMissVanSieverwouldcomesoon。’Theworldisbeginningwithyou,Conway,andyouareasoldasIam。Itisendingwithme,andyetIamasyoungasyouare。ButIdonotknowwhyItalkofthis。Itissimplyfolly——utterfolly。Ihadnotmeanttospeakofmyself;butIdidwishtosayafewwordstoyouofyourownfuture。I
supposeImaystillspeaktoyouasafriend?’
’Ihopeyouwillalwaysdothat。’
’Nay——Iwillmakenosuchpromise。ThatIwillalwayshaveafriend’sfeelingforyou,afriend’sinterestinyourwelfare,afriend’striumphinyoursuccess——thatIwillpromise。Butfriendlywords,Conway,aresometimesmisunderstood。’
’Neverbyme,’saidhe。
’No,notbyyou——certainlynotbyyou。Ididnotmeanthat。Ididnotexpectthatyoushouldmisinterpretthem。’Thenshelaughedhysterically——alittlelow,gurgling,hystericallaugh;andafterthatshewipedhereyes,andthenshesmiled,andthensheputherhandverygentlyuponhisshoulder。’ThankGod,Conway,wearequitesafethere——arewenot?’
Hehadmadeablunder,anditwasnecessarythatheshouldcorrectit。
Hiswatchwaslyinginthetroughofhiseasel,andhelookedatitandwonderedwhyMissVanSieverwasnotthere。Hehadtripped,andhemustmakealittlestruggleandrecoverhisstep。’AsIsaidbefore,itshallneverbemisunderstoodbyme。Ihaveneverbeenvainenoughtosupposeforamomentthattherewasanyotherfeeling——notforamoment。Youwomencanbesocareful,whilewemenarealwaysoffourguard!Amanlovesbecausehecannothelpit;butawomanhasbeencareful,andanswershim——withfriendship。PerhapsIamwrongtosaythatIneverthoughtofwinninganythingmore;butIneverthinkofwinningmorenow。’Whythemischiefdidn’tMissVanSievercome!Inanotherfiveminutes,despitehimself,hewouldbeonhisknees,makingamockdeclaration,andshewouldbepouringforththevialofhermockwrath,orgivinghimmockcounselastotherestraintofhispassion。Hehadgonethroughitallbefore,andwastiredofit;butforhislifehedidnotknowhowtohelphimself。
’Conway,’saidshe,gravely,’howdareyouaddressmeinsuchlanguage。’
’Ofcourseitisverywrong,Iknowthat。’
’I’mnotspeakingofmyselfnow。Ihavelearnedtothinksolittleofmyself,aseventobeindifferenttothefeelingofinjuryyouaredoingme。Mylifeisablank,andIalmostthinkthatnothingcanhurtmefurther。Ihavenotheartleftenoughtobreak;no,notenoughtobebroken。ItisnotofmyselfthatIamthinking,whenIaskyouhowdoyoudaretoaddressmyinsuchlanguage。Doyounotknowthatitisaninjurytoanother?’
’Towhatother?’askedConwayDalrymple,whosemindwasbecomingratherconfused,andwhowasnotquitesurewhethertheotheronewasMrDobbsBroughton,orsomebodyelse。
’Tothatpoorgirlwhoiscomingherenow,whoisdevotedtoyou,andtowhom,Idonotdoubt,youhaveutteredwordswhichoughttohavemadeitimpossibletospeaktomeasyouspokenotamomentsince。’
Thingswerebecomingverygraveanddifficult。Theywouldhavebeenverygrave,indeed,hadnotsomegodsavedhimbysendingMissVanSievertohisrescueatthismoment。Hewasbeginningtothinkwhathewouldsayinanswertotheaccusationnowmade,whenhiseagerearcaughtthesoundofherstepuponthestairs;andbeforethepauseinconversationwhichthecircumstancesadmittedhadgivenplacetothenecessityforfurtherspeech,MissVanSieverhadknockedatthedoorandhadenteredtheroom。Hewasrejoiced,andIthinkthatMrsBroughtondidnotregrettheinterference。Itisalwayswellthattheselittledangerousscenesshouldbebroughttosuddenends。Thelastdetailsofsuchromances,ifdrawnouttotheirnaturalconclusions,areapttobeuncomfortable,ifnotdull。Shedidnotwanthimtogodownonhisknees,knowingthatthegettingupagainisalwaysawkward。
’Clara,Ibegantothinkyouwerenevercoming,’saidMrsBroughton,withhersweetestsmile。
’Ibegantothinksomyselfalso,’saidClara。’AndIbelievethismustbethelastsitting,or,atanyrate,thelastbutone。’
’Isanythingthematterathome?’saidMrsBroughton,claspingherhandstogether。
’Nothingverymuch;mammaaskedmeaquestionortwothismorning,andI
saidIwascominghere。Hadsheaskedmewhy,Ishouldhavetoldher。’
’Butwhatdidsheask?Whatdidshesay?’
’Shedoesnotalwaysmakeherselfveryintelligible。Shecomplainswithouttellingyouwhatshecomplainsof。Butshemutteredsomethingaboutartistswhichwasnotcomplimentary,andIsupposethereforeshehasasuspicion。Shestayedeversolatethismorning,andweleftthehousetogether。Shewillasksomedirectquestiontonight,orbeforelong,andthentherewillbeanendofit。’
’Letusmakethebestofourtime,then,’saidDalrymple;andthesittingwasarranged;MissVanSieverwentdownonherkneeswithherhammerinherhand,andtheworkbegan。MrsBroughtonhadtwistedaturbanroundClara’shead,asshealwaysdidontheseoccasions,andassistedtoarrangethedrapery。Sheusedtotellherselfasshedidso,thatshewaslikeIsaac,pilingthefagotsforherownsacrifice。OnlyIsaachadpiledtheminignorance,andshepiledthemconsciousofthesacrificialflames。AndIsaachadbeensaved;whereasitwasimpossiblethatthecatchingofanyraminanythicketwouldsaveher。But,nevertheless,shearrangedthedraperywithallherskill,pilingthefagotseversohighforherownpyre。InthemeantimeConwayDalrymplepaintedaway,thinkingmoreofhispicturethanhedidofonewomanoroftheother。
AfterawhilewhenMrsBroughtonhadpiledthefagotsashighasshecouldpilethem,shegotupfromherseatandpreparedtoleavetheroom。Muchofthepilingconsisted,ofcourse,inherownabsenceduringaportionofthesesittings。’Conway,’shesaid,asshewent,’ifthisistobethelastsitting,orthelastbutone,youshouldmakethemostofit。’ThenshethrewuponhimaverypeculiarglanceovertheheadofthekneelingJael,andwithdrew。Jael,whointhosemomentswouldbethinkingmoreofthefatigueofherpositionthananythingelse,didnotatalltakehometoherselfthepeculiarmeaningofherfriend’swords。
ConwayDalrympleunderstoodthemthoroughly,andthoughtthathemightaswelltaketheadvicegiventohim。HehadmadeuphismindtoproposetoMissVanSiever,andwhyshouldhenotdosonow?Hewentonwithhisbrushforacoupleofminuteswithoutsayingaword,workingaswellashecouldwork,andthenresolvedthathewouldatoncebegintheothertask。’MissVanSiever,’hesaid,’Iamafraidyouaretired?’
’Notmorethanusuallytired。ItisfatiguingtobeslayingSiserabythehourtogether。Idogettohatethisblock。’TheblockwasthedummybywhichtheformofSiserawassupposedtobetypified。
’Anothersittingwillaboutfinishit,’saidhe,’sothatyouneednotpositivelydistressyourselfnow。Willyourestyourselfforaminuteortwo?’HehadalreadyperceivedthattheattitudeinwhichClarawasposedbeforehimwasnotoneinwhichanofferofmarriagecouldbereceivedandrepliedtowithadvantage。