首页 >出版文学> The Landlord At Lions Head>第10章
  XIII。
  Jeffcameintotheuglyoldfamilyparlor,wherehismothersatmendingbythekerosene—lampwhichshehadkeptthroughallthehouseholdchanges,andpushedenoughofherworkasidefromthecornerofthetabletoresthisarmuponit。
  "Mother,Iwantyoutolistentome,andtowaittillIgetdone。Willyou?"
  Shelookedupathimoverherspectaclesfromthestockingshewasdarning;thechinaegggleamedthroughthefrayedplace。"Whatnotionhaveyougotinyourhead,now?"
  "It’saboutJackson。Heisn’twell。He’sgottoleaveoffworkandgoaway。"
  Themother’shanddroppedattheendoftheyarnshehaddrawnthroughthestockingheel,andshestaredatJeff。Thensheresumedherworkwiththedecisionexpressedinhertone。"Yourfatherlivedtobesixtyyearsold,andJacksona’n’tforty!Thedoctorsaidtherewa’n’tanyreasonwhyheshouldn’tliveaslongashisfatherdid。"
  "I’mnotsayinghewon’tlivetoahundred。I’msayingheoughtn’ttostayanotherwinterhere,"Jeffsaid,decisively。
  Mrs。Durginwassilentforatime,andthenshesaid。"Jeff,isthatyournotionaboutJackson,orwhoseisit?"
  "It’smine,now。"
  Mrs,Durginwaitedamoment。Thenshebegan,withafeelingquiteatvariancewithherwords:
  "Well,I’llthankCynthyWhit’elltomindherownbusiness!Ofcourse,"
  sheadded,andinwhatfollowedherfeelingworkedtothesurfaceinherwords,"Iknow’tshethinkstheworldofJackson,andhedoesofher;
  andIpresumeshemeanswell。Iguessshe’dbemoreapttonotice,iftherewasanychange,thanwhatIshould。Whatdidshesay?"
  Jefftold,asnearlyashecouldremember,andhetoldwhatCynthiaandhehadafterwardjointlyworkedoutastothebestthingforJacksontodo。Mrs。Durginlistenedfrowningly,butnotdisapprovingly,asitseemed;thoughattheendsheasked:"AndwhatamIgoingtodo,withJacksongone?"
  Jefflaughed,withhisheaddown。"Well,IguessyouandCynthycouldrunit,withFrankandMr。Whitwell。"
  "Mr。Whit’ell!"saidMrs。Durgin,concentratinginheraccentofhisnamethecontemptshecouldnotjustlypouroutontheothers。
  "Oh,"Jeffwenton,"IdidthinkthatIcouldtakeholdwithyou,ifyoucouldbringyourselftoletmeoffthislastyearatHarvard。"
  "Jeff!"saidhismother,reproachfully。"Youknowyoudon’tmeanthatyou’dgiveupyourlastyearincollege?"
  "Idomeanit,butIdon’texpectyoutodoit;andIdon’taskit。I
  suggestedittoCynthy,whenwegottotalkingitover,andshesawitwouldn’tdo。"
  "Well,sheshowedsomesensethattime,"Mrs。Durginsaid。
  "Idon’tknowwhenCynthyhasn’tshownsense;exceptonce,andthenI
  guessitwasmyfault。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Why,thisafternoonIaskedhertomarrymesometime,andshesaidshewould。"Helookedathismotherandlaughed,andthenhedidnotlaugh。
  Hehadexpectedhertobepleased;hehadthoughttopavethewaywiththisconfessionforthedeclarationofhisintentionnottostudylaw,andtomakehisengagementtoCynthiaservehiminreconcilinghismothertotheotherfact。Butamenacingsuspensefollowedhiswords。
  Hismotherbrokeoutatlast:"YouaskedCynthyWhit’elltomarryyou!
  Andshesaidshewould!Well,Icantellhershewon’t,then!"
  "AndIcantellyoushewill!"Jeffstormedback。Herosetohisfeetandstoodoverhismother。
  Shebegansteadily,asifhehadnotspoken。"Ifthatdesignin’——"
  "Lookout,mother!Don’tyousayanythingagainstCynthia!She’sbeenthebestgirltoyouintheworld,andyouknowit。She’sbeenastruetoyouasJacksonhashimself。Shehasn’tgotaselfishboneinherbody,andshe’ssohonestshecouldn’tdesignanythingagainstyouoranyone,unlessshetoldyoufirst。Nowyoutakethatback!Takeitback!
  She’snomoredesigningthan——thanyouare!"
  Mrs。Durginwasnotmovedbyhisstorming,butshewasinwardlyconvincedoferror。"Idotakeitback。Cynthyisallright。She’sallyousayandmore。It’syourfault,then,andyou’vegotyourselftothank,forwhoseverfaultitis,she’llpack——"
  "IfCynthypacks,Ipack!"saidJeff。"Understandthat。ThemomentsheleavesthishouseIleaveit,too,andI’llmarryheranyway。Frank’dleaveand——and——Pshaw!Whatdoyoucareforthat?ButIdon’tknowwhatyoumean!IalwaysthoughtyoulikedCynthyandrespectedher。Ididn’tbelieveIcouldtellyouathingthatwouldpleaseyoubetterthanthatshehadsaidshewouldhaveme。Butifitdon’t,allright。"
  Mrs。Durginheldherpeaceinbewilderment;shestaredathersonwithdazedeyes,underthespectaclesliftedaboveherforehead。Shefeltachangeofmoodinhisunchangedtoneofdefiance,andshemethimhalf—
  way。"ItellyouItakebackwhatIcalledCynthia,andItoldyouso。
  But——butIdidn’teverexpectyoutomarryher。"
  "Whydidn’tyou?Thereisn’toneofthesummerfolkstocomparewithher。She’sgotmoresensethanallof’em。I’veknownhereversinceI
  canremember。Whydidn’tyouexpectit?"
  "Ididn’texpectit。"
  "Oh,Iknow!YouthoughtI’dseesomebodyinBoston——someswellgirl。
  Well,theywouldn’tanyofthemlookatme,andiftheywould,theywouldn’tlookatyou。"
  "Ishouldn’tcarewhethertheylookedatmeornot。"
  "Itellyoutheywouldn’tlookatme。Youdon’tunderstandaboutthesethings,andIdo。Theymarrytheirownkind,andI’mnottheirkind,andIshouldn’tbeifIwasDanielWebsterhimself。DanielWebster!
  Whoremembershim,orcaresforhim,oreverdid?Youdon’tbelieveit?
  YouthinkthatbecauseI’vebeenatHarvard——Oh,can’tImakeyouseeit?
  I’mwhattheycallajayinHarvard,andHarvarddon’tcountifyou’reajay。"
  Hismotherlookedathimwithoutspeaking。Shewouldnotconfesstheambitionhetaxedherwith,andperhapsshehadnothingsodefiniteinhermind。Perhapsitwasonlyherprideinhim,andherfaithinasplendidfutureforhim,thatmadeheraversetohismarriageinthelotshehadalwaysknown,andonalittlelowerlevelinitthatherown。
  Shesaidatlast:
  "Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbybeingajay。ButIguesswebetternotsayanythingmoreaboutthisto—night。"
  "Allright,"Jeffreturned。Thereneverwereanyformalgood—nightsbetweentheDurgins,andhewentawaynowwithoutfurtherwords。
  Hismotherremainedsittingwherehelefther。Twoorthreetimesshedrewheremptydarning—needlethroughtheheelofthestockingshewasmending。
  ShewasstillsittingtherewhenJacksonpassedonhiswaytobed,afterleavingtheofficeinchargeofthenightporter。Hefaltered,ashewentby,andashestoodonthethresholdshetoldhimwhatJeffhadtoldher。
  "That’sgood,"hesaid,lifelessly。"GoodforJeff,"headded,thoughtfully,conscientiously。
  "Whya’n’titgoodforher,too?"demandedJeff’smother,inquickresentmentoftheslightputuponhim。
  "Ididn’tsayitwa’n’t,"saidJackson。"Butit’sbetterforJeff。"
  "Shemaybeverygladtogethim!"
  "Ipresumesheis。She’salwayscaredforhim,Iguess。She’llknowhowtomanagehim。"
  "Idon’tknow,"saidMrs。Durgin,"asIliketohaveyoutalkso,aboutJeff。Hewashere,justnow,wantin’togiveuphislastyearinHarvard,so’stoletyougooffonavacation。Hethinksyou’veworkedyourselfdown。"
  JacksonmadenorecognitionofJeff’sprofessedself—sacrifice。"Idon’twantanyvacation。I’mfeelingfirst—ratenow。IguessthatstuffIhadfromthewritin’mediumhasbeguntotakeholdofme。Idon’tknowwhenI’vefeltsowell。IbelieveI’mgoingtogetstrongerthaneverIwas。
  JeffsayIneededarest?"
  Somethinglikeasmileofcompassionforthedelusionofhisbrotherdawneduponthesickman’swastedface,whichwasblotchedwithlargefreckles,andstaredwithdim,largeeyesfromoutaframeworkofgrayishhair,andgrayishbeardcuttotheedgesofthecheeksandchin。
  XXIV。
  Mrs。DurginandCynthiadidnotseekanyformalmeetingthenextmorning。
  Thecourseoftheirworkbroughtthemtogether,butitwasnottillaftertheyhadtransactedseveralhouseholdaffairsofpressingimportancethatMrs。Durginasked:"What’sthisaboutyouandJeff?"
  "Hashebeentellingyou?"askedCynthia,inherturn,thoughsheknewhehad。
  "Yes,"saidMrs。Durgin,withacertaindryness,whichwashalfhumorous。
  "Ipresume,ifyoutwoaresatisfied,it’sallright。"
  "Iguesswe’resatisfied,"saidthegirl,withatremorofreliefwhichshetriedtohide。
  Nothingmorewassaid,andtherewasnophysicaldemonstrationofaffectionorrejoicingbetweenthewomen。Theyknewthatthetimewouldcomewhentheywouldtalkovertheaffairdowntothebonetogether,butnowtheywerecontenttorecognizethefact,andletthetimefortalkingarrivewhenitwould。"Iguess,"saidMrs。Durgin,"you’dbettergoovertothehelps’houseandseehowthatyoungestMillergirl’sgittin’
  along。She’doughttogiveupandgohomeifshea’n’tfitforherwork。"
  "I’llgoandseeher,"saidCynthia。"Idon’tbelieveshe’sstrongenoughforawaitress,andIhavegottotellherso。"
  "Well,"returnedMrs。Durgin,glumly,afteramoment’sreflection,"Ishouldn’twantyoushouldhurryher。Waittillshe’soutofbed,andgiveheranotherchance。"
  "Allright。"
  Jeffhadbeenlurkingaboutfortheeventoftheinterview,andhewaylaidCynthiaonthepathtothehelps’house。
  "I’mgoingovertoseethatyoungestMillergirl,"sheexplained。
  "Yes,Iknowallaboutthat,"saidJeff。"Well,mothertookitjustright,didn’tshe?Youcan’talwayscountonher;butIhadn’tmuchanxietyinthiscase。Shelikesyou,Cynthia。"
  "Iguessso,"saidthegirl,demurely;andshelookedawayfromhimtosmileherpleasureinthefact。
  "ButIbelieveifshehadn’tknownyouwerewithheraboutmylastyearinHarvard——itwouldhavebeendifferent。Icouldsee,whenIbroughtitinthatyouwantedmetogoback,hermindwasmadeupforyou。"
  "Whyneedyousayanythingaboutthat?"
  "Oh,Iknewitwouldclinchher。Iunderstandmother。Ifyouwantsomethingfromheryoumustn’taskitstraightout。Youmustproposesomethingverydisagreeable。Thenwhensherefusesthat,youcancomeinforwhatyouwerereallyafterandgetit。"
  "Idon’tknow,"saidCynthia,"asIshouldliketothinkthatyourmotherhadbeentrickedintofeelingrightaboutme。"
  "Tricked!"ThecolorflashedupinJeff’sface。
  "Notthat,Jeff,"saidthegirl,tenderly。"ButyouknowwhatImean。
  Ihopeyoutalkeditalloutfullywithher。"
  "Fully?Idon’tknowwhatyoumean。"
  "Aboutyournotstudyinglaw,and——everything。"
  "Idon’tbelieveincrossingarivertillIcometoit,"saidJeff。
  "Ididn’tsayanythingtoheraboutthat。"
  "Youdidn’t!"
  "No。Whathaditgottodowithourbeingengaged?"
  "WhathadyourgoingbacktoHarvardtodowithit?IfyourmotherthinksI’mwithherinthat,she’llthinkI’mwithherintheother。
  AndI’mnot。I’mwithyou。"Sheletherhandfindhis,astheywalkedsidebyside,andgaveitalittlepressure。
  "It’sthegreatestthing,Cynthy,"hesaid,breathlessly,"tohaveyouwithmeinthat。But,ifyousaidIoughttostudylaw,Ishoulddoit。"
  "Ishouldn’tsaythat,forIbelieveyou’reright;butevenifIbelievedyouwerewrong,Ishouldn’tsayit。Youhavearighttomakeyourlifewhatyouwantit;andyourmotherhasn’t。Onlyshemustknowit,andyoumusttellheratonce。"
  "Atonce?"
  "Yes——now。Whatgoodwillitdotoputitoff?You’renotafraidtotellher!"
  "Idon’tlikeyoutousethatword。"
  "AndIdon’tliketouseit。ButIknowhowitis。You’reafraidthatthebruntofitwillcomeonME。She’llthinkyou’reallright,butI’mallwrongbecauseIagreewithyou。"
  "Somethinglikethat。"
  "Well,now,I’mnotafraidofanythingshecansay;andwhatcouldshedo?Shecan’tpartus,unlessyoulether,andthenIshouldlether,too。"
  "Butwhat’sthehurry?What’stheneedofdoingitrightoff?"
  "Becauseit’sadeceitnottodoit。It’salie!"
  "Idon’tseeitinthatlight。Imightchangemymind,andstillgoonandstudylaw。"
  "Youknowyouneverwill。Now,Jeff!Whydoyouactso?"
  Jeffdidnotansweratonce。Hewalkedbesideherwithafaceoftroublethatbecameoneofresolveinthesetjaws。"Iguessyou’reright,Cynthy。She’sgottoknowtheworst,andthesoonersheknowsitthebetter。"
  "Yes!"
  Hehadanothermomentoffaltering。"Youdon’twantIshouldtalkitoverwithMr。Westover?"
  "Whathashegottodowithit?"
  "That’strue!"
  "Ifyouwanttoseeitintherightlight,youcanthinkyou’veletitrunontillafteryou’reoutofcollege,andthenyou’vegottotellher。
  Supposesheaskedyouhowlongyouhadmadeupyourmindagainstthelaw,howshouldyoufeel?AndifsheaskedmewhetherI’dknownitallalong,andIhadtosayIhad,andthatI’dsupportedandencouragedyouinit,howshouldIfeel?"
  "Shemightn’taskanysuchquestion,"saidJeff,gloomily。Cynthiagavealittleimpatient"Oh!"andhehastenedtoadd:"Butyou’reright;I’vegottotellher。I’lltellherto—night——"
  "Don’twaittillto—night;doitnow。"
  "Now?"
  "Yes;andI’llgowithyouassoonasI’veseentheyoungestMillergirl。"Theyhadreachedthehelps’housenow,andCynthiasaid:"Youwaitoutsidehere,andI’llgorightbackwithyou。Oh,Ihopeitisn’tdoingwrongtoputitofftillI’veseenthatgirl!"Shedisappearedthroughthedoor,andJeffwaitedbythestepsoutside,pluckinguponelonggrassstemafteranotherandbitingitintwo。WhenCynthiacameoutshesaid:"Iguessshe’llbeallright。Nowcome,anddon’t—loseanothersecond。"
  "You’reafraidIsha’n’tdoitifIwaitanylonger!"
  "I’mafraidIsha’n’t。"Therewasasilenceafterthis。
  "DoyouknowwhatIthinkofyou,Cynthy?"askedJeff,hurryingtokeepupwithherquicksteps。"You’vegotmorecourage——"
  "Oh,don’tpraiseme,orIshallbreakdown!"
  "I’llseethatyoudon’tbreakdown,"saidJeff,tenderly。"It’sthegreatestthingtohaveyougowithme!"
  "Why,don’tyouSEE?"shelamented。"Ifyouwentalone,andtoldyourmotherthatIapprovedofit,youwouldlookasifyouwereafraid,andwantedtogetbehindme;andI’mnotgoingtohavethat。"
  Theyfound。Mrs。Durgininthedarkentryoftheoldfarmhouse,andCynthiasaid,withinvoluntaryimperiousness:"Comeinhere,Mrs。Durgin;
  Iwanttotellyousomething。"
  Sheledthewaytotheoldparlor,andshecheckedMrs。Durgin’squestion,"HasthatMillergirl——"
  "Itisn’tabouther,"saidCynthy,pushingthedoorto。"It’saboutmeandJeff。"
  Mrs。DurginbecameawareofJeff’spresencewithaneffectofsurprise。
  "Therea’n’tanythingmore,isthere?"
  "Yes,thereis!"Cynthiashrilled。"Now,Jeff!"
  "It’sjustthis,mother:CynthythinksIoughttotellyou——andshethinksIoughttohavetoldyoulastnight——sheexpectedmeto——thatI’mnotgoingtostudylaw。"
  "AndIapproveofhisnotdoingit,"Cynthiapromptlyfollowed,andsheputherselfbesideJeffwherehestoodinfrontofhismother’srocking—
  chair。
  Shelookedfromonetotheotherofthefacesbeforeher。"I’msorryasonofmine,"shesaid,withdignity,"hadtobetoldhowtoactwithhismother。But,ifhehad,Idon’tknowasanybodyhadabetterrighttodoitthanthegirlthat’sgoingtomarryhim。AndI’llsaythis,CynthiaWhitwell,beforeIsayanythingelse:you’vebegunright。IwishIcouldsayJeffhad。"
  TherewasanuncomfortablemomentbeforeCynthiasaid:"Heexpectedtotellyou。"
  "OhYes!Iknow,"saidhismother,sadly。Sheadded,sharply:"Anddidbeexpecttotellmewhatheintendedtodoforalivin’?"
  "Jefftooktheword。"Yes,Idid。Iintendtokeepahotel。"
  "Whathotel?"askedMrs。Durgin,withatouchoftauntinginhertone。
  "Thisone。"
  Themotherofthebold,rebelliousboythatJeffhadbeenstirredinMrs。
  Durgin’sheart,andshelookedathimwiththeeyes,thatusedtocondonehismischief。Butshesaid:"Iguessyou’llfindoutthatthere’smorethanonehastoagreetothat。"
  "Yes,therearetwo:youandJackson;andIdon’tknowbutwhatthree,ifyoucountCynthy,here。"
  Hismotherturnedtothegirl。"Youthinkthisfellow’sgotsenseenoughtokeepahotel?"
  "Yes,Mrs。Durgin,Ido。Ithinkhe’sgotgoodideasaboutahotel。"
  "Andwhat’shegoin’todowithhiscollegeeducation?"
  Jeffinterposed。"Youthinkthatallthecollegegraduatesturnoutlawyersanddoctorsandprofessors?Someof’emaremightygladtosweepoutbanksinhopesofaclerkship;andsometakeanysortofaplaceinamillorabusinesshouse,toworkup;andsomebumroundoutWest’oncattleranches;andsome,ifthey’relucky,getnewspaperreporters’
  placesattendollarsaweek。"
  Cynthiafollowedwiththegeneralization:"Idon’tbelieveanybodycanknowtoomuchtokeepahotel。Itwon’thurtJeffifhe’sbeentoHarvard,ortoEurope,either。"
  "Iguessthere’sapairofyou,"saidMrs。Durgin,withsuperficialcontempt。Shewassilentforatime,andtheywaited。"Well,there!"
  shebrokeoutagain。"I’vegotsomethingtochewuponforaspell,I
  guess。Goalong,now,bothofyou!Andthenexttimeyou’vegottofaceyourmother,Jeff,don’tyoucomeinlookin’roundanybody’spetticoats!
  I’llseeyoulateraboutallthis。"
  Theywentawaywiththejoyfulshameofchildrenwhohaveescapedpunishment。
  "That’sthelastofit,Cynthy,"saidJeff。
  "Iguessso,"thegirlassented,withacertaingriefinhervoice。
  "Iwishyouhadtoldherfirst!"
  "Oh,nevermindthatnow!"criedJeff,andinthedimpassagewayhetookherinhisarmsandkissedher。
  Hewouldhavereleasedher,butshelingeredinhisembrace。"Willyoupromisethatifthere’severanythinglikeitagain,youwon’twaitformetomakeyou?"
  "Ilikeyourhavingmademe,butIpromise,"hesaid。
  Thenshetightenedherarmsroundhisneckandkissedhim。
  XXV。
  ThewillofJeff’smotherrelaxeditsgripuponthepurposesolongheld,asifthemerestrainofthetenacityhadweariedandweakenedit。Whenitfinallyappearedthatherambitionforhersonwasnothisambitionforhimselfandwouldneverbe,sheabandonedit。Perhapsitwastheeasierforhertoforegoherhopesofhisdistinctionintheworld,becauseshehadlearnedbeforethatshemustforegoherhopesofhiminotherways。ShehadvaguelyfanciedthatwiththeacquaintancehiscareeratHarvardwouldopentohimJeffwouldmakeasplendidmarriage。
  Shehadfolloweddarklingandstumblinghiscourseinsocietyasfarashewouldreportittoher,andwhenhewouldnotsufferhertogloryinit,shebelievedthathewasforbiddingherfromapridethatwouldnotrecognizeanythingoutofthecommoninit。Sheexultedinhispride,andshetookallhissnubbingreservestenderly,assomanyproofsofhissuccess。
  Atthebottomofherheartshehadbothfearandcontemptofalltowns—
  people,whomshegeneralizedfromherexperienceofthemassummerfolksofagreaterorlessersilliness。Sheoftenfoundherselfunabletocopewiththem,evenwhenshefeltthatshehadtwicetheirsense;sheperceivedthattheyhadsomethingfromtheirtrainingthatwithallherundisciplinedforceshecouldneverhopetowinfromherownenvironment。
  Butshebelievedthathersonwouldhavetheadvantageswhichbaffledherinthem,forhewouldhavetheirenvironment;andshehadwishedhimtorivethisholduponthoseadvantagesbytakingawifefromamongthem,andbylivingthelifeoftheirworld。Herwishes,ofcourse,hadnosuchdistinctformulation,andthefeelingshehadtowardCynthiaasapossiblebarriertoherambitionhadnomoredefinition。TherehadbeentimeswhenthefitnessofhermarriagewithJeffhadmovedthemother’shearttoajealousythatshealwayskeptsilent,whileshehopedfortheaccidentortheprovidencewhichshouldannulthedanger。ButGenevieveVostrandhadnotbeenthekindofaccidentortheprovidencethatshewouldhaveinvoked,andwhenshesawJeff’sfancyturningtowardher,Mrs。DurginhadveeredroundtoCynthia。AllthesameshekeptakeeneyeupontheyoungladiesamongthesummerfolkswhocametoLion’sHead,andtacitlycanvassedtheirmeritsandinclinationswithrespecttoJeffintheoften—imaginedeventofhiscaringforanyoneofthem。Shefoundthatherartfullycasualreferencestoherson’sbeinginHarvardscarcelyaffectedtheirmothersintherightway。Thefactmadethemthinkoftheheadwaiterswhomtheyhadmetatotherhotels,andwhowereworkingtheirwaythroughDartmouthorWilliamsorYale,anditrequiredalltheforceofJeff’srobustpersonalitytodissipatetheirerroneousimpressionsofhim。Hetooktheirdaughtersoutoftheirarmsandfromundertheirnosesonlongdrivesuponhisbuckboard,anditbecameaconventionwiththemtotreathisattentionssomewhatlikethoseofapowerfulbutfaithfulvassal。
  Whetherhewasindifferent,orwhethertheyoungladieswerecoy,noneoftheseofficialflirtationscametoanything。Heseemednottocareforonemorethananother;helaughedandjokedwiththemall,andhadanofficialmannerwitheachwhichservedsomewhatlikeadisparityofyearsinputtingthemattheireasewithhim。Theyagreedthathewasveryhandsome,andsomethoughthimverytalented;buttheyquestionedwhetherhewasquitewhatyouwouldcallagentleman。Itistruethatthismisgivingattackedthemmostlyinthemass;singly,theywerelittleornotatalltroubledbyit,andtheyseverallybehavedinanunprincipledindifferencetoit。
  Mrs。Durginhadthecourageofherownpurposes,butshehadthefearofJeff’s。AfterthefirstpangofthedisappointmentwhichtookfinalshapefromhisdeclarationthathewasgoingtomarryCynthia,shedidnotreallycaremuch。Shehadthehabitofthegirl;sherespectedher,sheevenlovedher。Thechildren,asshethoughtofthem,hadknowneachotherfromtheirearliestdays;JeffhadpersecutedCynthiathroughouthisgracelessboyhood,buthehadneverintimidatedher;andhismother,withallherweaknessforhim,feltthatitwaswellforhimthathiswifeshouldbebraveenoughtostandupagainsthim。