XII。
ThepicnicwasheldinWhitwell’sClearing,onthesideofLion’sHead,wherethemoss,almostaswhiteassnow,laylikebelateddriftsamongthetall,thingrasswhichoverranthespaceopenedbytheaxe,andcrepttothevergeofthelowpinesgrowingintheshelteroftheloftierwoods。ItwastheendofoneofWhitwell’s"TrampsHometoNature,"ashecalledhiswalksandtalkswiththeladies,andonthisdayWestover’sfellow—painterhadaddedtohislessonsinwoodloretheclaimsofart,intendingthathisclassshouldmakestudiesofvariousbitsintheclearing,andshouldtrytocatchsomethingofitspeculiarcharm。HeaskedWestoverwhathethoughtofthenotion,andWestovergaveithisapproval,whichbecameenthusiasticwhenhesawtheplace。Hefoundinitthemelancholygrace,thepoignantsentimentofruinwhichexpressesitselfinsomemeasurewherevermanhasinvadednatureandthenlefthisconquesttoheragain。InWhitwell’sClearingtheeffectwasintensifiedbytheapproachonthefadingwoodroad,whichthewagonshadmadeinformerdayswhentheyhauledthefallentimbertothepulp—mill。Inplacesitwassovagueandfaintastobehardlyatrail;inothers,wherethewheel—tracksremainedvisible,thetreeshadsentoutanewgrowthoflowerbranchesintheplaceofthoseloppedaway,andalmostforbadetheadvanceoffoot—passengers。TheladiessaidtheydidnotseehowJeffwasevergoingtogetthroughwiththewagon,andtheyexpressedfearsforthelunchhewasbringing,whichseemedonlytoowellgrounded。
ButWhitwell,whowasleadingthemon,said:"YouletaDurginalonetodoathingwhenhe’smadeuphismindtoit。Iguessyou’llhaveyourlunchallright";andbythetimethattheyhadgotenoughofBrowningtheyheardthewelcomesoundofwheelscrashingupondeadboughsandswishingthroughtheunderbrush,and,inthepausesofthesepleasantnoises,thevoiceofJeffDurginencouraginghishorses。Thechildrenofthepartybrokeawaytomeethim,andthenhecameinsightaheadofhisteam,lookingstrongandhandsomeinhiskeepingwiththescene:Beforehegotwithinhearing,theladiesmurmuredahymnofpraisetohistypeofbeauty;theysaidhelookedlikeayoungHercules,andWestoverownedwithaninwardsmilethatJeffhadcertainlymadethebestofhimselfforthetimebeing。Hehadtakenaleaffromthebookofthesummerfolks;
hisstalwartcalvesrevealedthemselvesinthick,ribbedstockings;heworeknickerbockersandaNorfolkjacketofcorduroy;hehadstyleaswellasbeauty,andhehadthecourageofhisclothesandlooks。
WestoverwasstillinthefirstsurpriseoftheAmericanfacts,andhewonderedjustwhatpartinthepicnicJeffwastobearsocially。Hewasneitherquitehostnorguest;butnodoubtintheeasyplayofthelife,whichWestoverwasratherproudtofindsocharming,thequestionwouldsolveitselfrationallyandgracefully。
"Wheredoyouwantthethings?"theyoungfellowaskedofthecompanyatlarge,asheadvanceduponthemfromthegreenportalsoftheroadway,pullingoffhissoftwoolhat,andwipinghiswetforeheadwithhisblue—
borderedwhitehandkerchief。
"Oh,righthere,Jeff!"ThenimblestofthenymphssprangtoherfeetfromtheloungingandcrouchingcircleaboutWestover。Shewasayoungnymphnolonger,butwithadaughternotsomuchyoungerthanherselfastomakethecontrastofhersixteenyearspainful。Westoverrecognizedtheofficious,self—approvingkindofthewoman,butheadmiredthebriskefficiencywithwhichshehadtakenpossessionoftheaffairfromthebeginningandinspiredeveryonetohelp,instrictsubordinationtoherself。
Whentheclothswerelaidonthesmooth,elasticmoss,andthemealwasspread,sheheapedaplatewithoutsufferinganyintervalinheractivities。
"Isupposeyou’vegottogobacktoyourhorses,Jeff,andyoushallbethefirstserved,"shesaid,andsheofferedhimtheplatewithabrightsmileandfriendlygrace,whichweremeanttokeephimfromthehurtofherintention。
Jeffdidnotoffertotaketheplatewhichsheraisedtohimfromwhereshewaskneeling,butlookeddownatherwithperfectintelligence。
"IguessIdon’twantanything,"hesaid,andturnedandwalkedawayintothewoods。
Theill—advisedwomanremainedkneelingforamomentwithheringratiatingsmilehardeningonherface,whilethesenseofherblunderpetrifiedtherest。Shewasthefirsttorecoverherself,andshesaid,withalaughthatshetriedtomakereckless,"Well,friends,Isupposetherestofyouarehungry;IknowIam,"andshebegantoeat。
Theothersate,too,thoughtheirappetitesmightwellhavebeenaffectedbythediplomaticbehaviorofWhitwell。Hewouldnottakeanything,justatpresent,hesaid,andgothislonglengthupfromtherootofatreewherehehadfoldeditdown。"Idon’tseemtocaremuchforanythinginthemiddleoftheday;breakfast’smybestmeal,"andhefollowedJeffoffintothewoods。
"Really,"saidthelady,"whatdidtheyexpect?"Butthequestionwassodifficultthatnooneseemedabletomakethesimpleanswer。
Theincidentdarkenedthedayandspoileditspleasure;itcastalesseningshadowintotheeveningwhentheguestsmetroundthefireinthelarge,uglynewparloratthehotel。
Thenextmorningtheladiesassembledagainonthepiazzatodecidewhatshouldbedonewiththebeautifuldaybeforethem。Whitwellstoodatthefootoftheflag—staffwithonehandstayinghispersonagainstit,likeafigureposedinaphotographtoverifyproportionsinthedifferentfeaturesofaprospect。
Theheroineoftheunhappyaffairofthepicniccouldnotforbearauthorizingherselftoinvokehisopinionatacertainpointofthedebate,and"Mr。Whitwell,"shecalledtohim,"won’tyoupleasecomehereamoment?"
Whitwellslowlypulledhimselfacrossthegrasstothegroup,andatthesamemoment,asifshehadbeenwaitingforhimtobepresent,Mrs。
Durgincameoutoftheofficedoorandadvancedtowardtheladies。
"Mrs。Marven,"shesaid,withthestonypassivitywhichtheladiesusedtonoteinherwhentheycameovertoLion’sHeadFarminthetally—hos,"thestageleaveshereattwoo’clocktogetthedowntrainatthree。I
wantyoushouldhaveyourtrunksreadytogoonthewagonalittlebeforetwo。"
"YouwantIshouldhavemy——Whatdoyoumean,Mrs。Durgin?"
"Iwantyourrooms。"
"Youwantmyrooms?"
Mrs。Durgindidnotanswer。Shelethersteadfastlooksuffice;andMrs。
Marvenwentoninarisingflutter:"Why,youcan’thavemyrooms!
Idon’tunderstandyou。I’vetakenmyroomsforthewholeofAugust,andtheyaremine;and——"
"Ihavegottohaveyourrooms,"saidMrs。Durgin。
"Verywell,then,Iwon’tgivethemup,"saidthelady。"Abargain’sabargain,andIhaveyouragreement——"
"Ifyou’renotoutofyourroomsbytwoo’clock,yourthingswillbeputout;andafterdinnerto—dayyouwillnoteatanotherbiteundermyroof。"
Mrs。Durginwentin,anditremainedforthecompanytomakewhattheycouldoftheaffair。Mrs。Marvendidnotwaitfortheresult。Shewasnotadignifiedperson,butsherosewithhauteurandwhippedawaytoherrooms,hersnolonger,tomakeherpreparations。Sheknewatleasthowtogivehergoingtheeffectofquittingtheplacewithdisdainandabhorrence。
Theincidentofherexpulsionwasbrutal,butitwasclearlymeanttobeso。ItmadeWestoveralittlesick,andhewouldhavelikedtopityMrs。
Marvenmorethanhecould。TheladiessaidthatMrs。Durgin’sbehaviorwasanoutrage,andtheyoughtalltoresentitbygoingstraighttotheirownroomsandpackingtheirthingsandleavingonthesamestagewithMrs。Marven。Noneofthemdidso,andtheirtalkveeredaroundtosomethingextenuating,ifnotjustifying,Mrs。Durgin’saction。
"Isuppose,"oneofthemsaid,"thatshefeltmoreindignantaboutitbecauseshehasbeensoverygoodtoMrs。Marven,andherdaughter,too。
Theywerebothsickonherhandshereforaweekaftertheycame,firstoneandthentheother,andshelookedafterthemanddidforthemlikeamother。"
"Andyet,"anotherladysuggested,"whatcouldMrs。Marvenhavedone?
Whatdidshedo?Hewasn’taskedtothepicnic,andIdon’tseewhyheshouldhavebeentreatedasaguest。Hewasthere,purelyandsimply,tobringthethingsandtakethemaway。And,besides,ifthereisanythingindistinctions,indifferences,ifwearetochoosewhoistoassociatewithus——orourdaughters——"
"Thatistrue,"theladiessaid,inoneformoranother,withthetoneofconviction;buttheywerenotsodeeplyconvincedthattheydidnotwantaman’sopinion,andtheyalllookedatWestover。
Hewouldnotrespondtotheirlook,andtheladywhohadarguedforMrs。
Marvenhadtoask:"Whatdoyouthink,Mr。Westover?"
"Ah,it’sadifficultquestion,"hesaid。"Isupposethataslongasonepersonbelieveshimselforherselfsociallybetterthananother,itmustalwaysbeafreshproblemwhattodoineverygivencase。"
Theladiessaidtheysupposedso,andtheywereforcedtomakewhattheycouldofwisdominwhichtheymightcertainlyhavefeltawantoffinality。
WestoverwentawayfromtheminaperplexedmindwhichwasnotsimplifiedbythecontempthehadatthebottomofallforsomethingunmanlyinJeff,whohadcarriedhisgrievancetohismotherlikeaslightedboy,andprovokedhertotakeuparmsforhim。
ThesympathyforMrs。Marvenmountedagainwhenitwasseenthatshedidnotcometodinner,orpermitherdaughtertodoso,andwhenitbecameknownlaterthatshehadrefusedforboththedishessenttotheirrooms。
Herfarewellstotheotherladies,whentheygatheredtoseeheroffonthestage,wereairyratherthancheery;therewasalmostademonstrationinherbehalf,butWestoverwasoppressedbyakindofinherentsqualorintheincident。
AtnightherespondedtoaknockwhichhesupposedthatofFrankWhitwellwithice—water,andMrs。Durgincameintohisroomandsatdowninoneofhistwochairs。"Mr。Westover,"shesaid,"ifyouknewallIhaddoneforthatwomanandherdaughter,andhowmuchshehadpretendedtothinkofusall,Idon’tbelieveyou’dbesoreadytojudgeme。"
"Judgeyou!"criedWestover。"Blessmysoul,Mrs。Durgin!Ihaven’tsaidawordthatcouldbetormentedintotheslightestcensure。"
"ButyouthinkIdonewrong?"
"Ihavenotbeenatallabletosatisfymyselfonthatpoint,Mrs。
Durgin。Ithinkit’salwayswrongtorevengeone’sself。"
"Yes,Isupposeitis,"saidMrs。Durgin,humbly;andthetearscameintohereyes。"Igotthetrayreadywithmyownhandsthatwassenttoherroom;butshewouldn’ttouchit。Ipresumeshedidn’tlikehavingaplatepreparedforher!ButIdidfeelsorryforher。Shea’n’toverandabovestrong,andI’mafraidshe’llbesick;therea’n’tanyrest’rantatourdepot。"
WestoverfanciedthisafitmoodinMrs。Durginforherfurtherinstruction,andhesaid:"Andifyou’llexcuseme,Mrs。Durgin,Idon’tthinkwhatyoudidwasquitethewaytokeepahotel。"
MoretearsflashedintoMrs。Durgin’seyes,buttheyweretearsofwrathnow。"Iwould’a’doneit,"shesaid,"ifIthoughteverysingleoneof’emwould’a’leftthehousethenextminute,fortherea’n’tonethathasthefirstwordtosayagainstme,anyotherway。Itwa’n’tthatI
caredwhethershethoughtmysonwasgoodenoughtoeatwithherornot;
IknowwhatIthink,andthat’senoughforme。Hewa’n’tinvitedtothepicnic,andhea’n’tonetoputhimselfforward。Ifshedidn’twanthimtostay,allshehadtodowastodonothin’。Buttomakehimupaplatebeforeeverybody,andhandittohimtoeatwiththehorses,likeatramporadog——"Mrs。Durginfilledtothethroatwithherwrath,andthesightofhermadeWestoverkeenlyunhappy。
"Yes,yes,"hesaid,"itwasamiserablebusiness。"Hecouldnothelpadding:"IfJeffcouldhavekeptittohimself——butperhapsthatwasn’tpossible。"
"Mr。Westover!"saidMrs。Durgin,sternly。"DoyouthinkJeffwouldcometome,likeagreatcrybaby,andcomplainofmyladyboardersandthewaytheyusedhim?ItwasMr。Whit’ellthatletitout,orIdon’tknowasI
shouldeverknownaboutit。"
"I’mgladJeffdidn’ttellyou,"saidWestover,witharevulsionofgoodfeelingtowardhim。
"He’d’a’diedfirst,"saidhismother。"ButMr。Whit’elldonejustrightallthrough,andIsha’n’tsoonforgetit。Jeff’sgivemeapropergoin’overforwhatIdone;boththeboyshave。ButIcouldn’thelpit,andIshoulddojustsoagain。Allis,Iwantedyoushouldknowjustwhatyouwasblamin’mefor——"
"Idon’tknowthatIblameyou。Ionlywishyoucouldhavehelpedit——
managedsomeotherway。"
"Ididtrytogetoverit,andallIdonewastoloseanight’srest。
Then,thismorning,whenIseehersettin’theresocoolandmightywiththeboarders,andtakin’theleadasusual,IjustwaitedtillshegotWhit’ellacross,andnearlyeverybodywastherethatsawwhatshedonetoJeff,andthenIflewoutonher。"
Westovercouldnotsuppressalaugh。"Well,Mrs。Durgin,yourretaliationwascomplete;itwasdramatic。"
"Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbythat,"saidMrs。Durgin,risingandresumingherself—control;shedidnotrefuseherselfagrimsmile。
"ButIguessshethoughtitwasprettyperfectherself——orshewill,whenshe’sabletogivehermindtoit。I’msorryforherdaughter;Ineverhadanythingagainsther;orhermother,either,forthatmatter,before。
Frankylookafteryouprettywell?I’llsendhimupwithyourice—water。
Goteverythingelseyouwant?"
IshouldhavetoinventawantifIwishedtocomplain,"saidWestover。
"Well,Ishouldliketohaveyoudoit。Wecan’teverdotoomuchforyou。Well,good—night,Mr。Westover。"
"Good’—night,Mrs。Durgin。"
XIII。
JeffDurginenteredHarvardthatfall,withfewerconditionsthanmoststudentshavetoworkoff。ThiswassetdowntothecreditofLovewellAcademy,wherehehadpreparedfortheuniversity;andsomeobserversinsuchmatterswereinterestedtonotehowthoroughlytheoldschoolinaremotetownhaddoneitsworkforhim。
Nonewhoformedpersonalrelationswithhimatthattimeconjecturedthathehaddonemuchoftheworkforhimself,andeventoWestover,whenJeffcametohimsomeweeksafterhissettlementinCambridge,heseemedpainfullyoutofhiselement,andunamiablyawareofit。Forthetime,atleast,hehadlostthejovialhumor,nottookindlyalways,whichlargelycharacterizedhim,andexpresseditselfinsalliesofironywhichwerenotsounkindly,either。Thepainterperceivedthathewasonhisguardagainsthisownfriendlyinterest;Jeffmadehastetoexplainthathecamebecausehehadtoldhismotherthathewoulddoso。Hescarcelyinvitedareturnofhisvisit,andheleftWestoverwonderingatthesortofvaguerebellionagainsthisnewlifewhichheseemedtobein。ThepainterwentouttoseehiminCambridge,notlongafter,andwasrathergladtofindhimroomingwithsomeotherrusticFreshmaninahumblestreetrunningfromthesquaretowardtheriver;forhethoughtJeffmusthavetakenhislodgingforitscheapness,outofregardtohismother’smeans。ButJeffwasnotgladtobefoundthere,apparently;hesaidatoncethatheexpectedtogetaroomintheYardthenextyear,andeatatMemorialHall。Hespokescornfullyofhisboarding—houseasaplacewheretheywereallalotofjaystogether;andWestoverthoughthimstillmoreatoddswithhisenvironmentthanhehadbefore。ButJeffconsentedtocomeinanddinewithhimathisrestaurant,andafterwardgotothetheatrewithhim。
Whenhecame,Westoverdidnotquitelikehisdespatchofthehalf—bottleofCaliforniaclaretservedeachofthemwiththeItaliantabled’hote。
Hedidnotlikehishavingalreadyseentheplayheproposed;andhefoundsomedifficultyinchoosingaplaywhichJeffhadnotseen。Itappearedthenthathehadbeenatthetheatretwoorthreetimesaweekforthelastmonth,andthatitwasalmostasgreatapassionwithhimaswithWestoverhimself。Hehadbecomealreadyacriticofacting,witharoughgoodsenseofit,andadecidedopinion。Heknewwhichactorshepreferred,andwhichactresses,betterstill。ItwassomeconsolationforWestovertofindthathemostlytookanadmissionticketwhenhewenttothetheatre;but,thoughhecouldnotblameJeffforshowinghisownfondnessforit,hewishedthathehadnothisfondness。
SofarJeffseemedtohavespentveryfewofhiseveningsinCambridge,andWestoverthoughtitwouldbewellifhehadsomeacquaintancethere。
Hemadefavorforhimwithafriendlyfamily,whoaskedhimtodinner。
TheydidittoobligeWestover,againsttheirownjudgmentandknowledge,fortheysaiditwasalwaysthesamewithFreshmen;asingleactofhospitalityfinishedtheacquaintance。Jeffcame,andhebehavedwithasgreatindifferencetothekindnessmeanthimasifhewerediningouteverynight;heexcusedhimselfveryearlyintheeveningonthegroundthathehadtogointoBoston,andheneverpaidhisdinner—call。AfterthatWestovertriedtoconsiderhiswholedutytohimfulfilled,andnottotroublehimselffurther。Nowandthen,however,JeffdisappointedtheexpectationWestoverhadformedofhim,bycomingtoseehim,andbeingapparentlygladoftheprivilege。Buthedidnotmakethepainterthinkthathewasgrowingingraceorwisdom,thoughheapparentlyfeltanincreasingconfidenceinhisownknowledgeoflife。
Westovercouldonlyfeelapainfulinteresttingedwithamusementinhisgrotesquemisconceptionsoftheworldwherehehadnotyetbeguntorighthimself。Jeffbelievedluridthingsofthesocietywhollyunknowntohim;tohisgrosscredulity,Bostonhouses,whichattheworstwerethehomesofastiffandcoldexclusiveness,werethescenesofriotonlylessscandalousthanthedissipationtowhichfashionableladiesabandonedthemselvesatchampagnesuppersintheBackBayhotelsandontheirsecretvisitstotheChineseopium—jointsinKingstonStreet。
Westovertriedtomakehimseehowimpossiblehisfallacieswere;buthecouldperceivethatJeffthoughthimeitherwilfullyignorantorhelplesslyinnocent,andoffarlessauthoritythanabarberwhohadtheentreeofalltheseswellfamiliesashair—dresser,andwhocorroboratedthewitnessofahotelnight—clerk(Jeffwouldnotgivetheirnames)tothedepravityoftheupperclasses。Hehadtocontenthimselfwithsaying:"Ihopeyouwillbeashamedsomedayofhavingbelievedsuchrot。
ButIsupposeit’ssomethingyou’vegottogothrough。Youmaytakemywordforit,though?thatitisn’tgoingtodoyouanygood。It’sgoingtodoyouharm,andthat’swhyIhatetohaveyouthinkit,foryourownsake。Itcan’thurtanyoneelse。"
Whatdisgustedthepaintermostwasthat,withallhisbeliefinthewickednessofthefineworld,itwasclearthatJeffwouldhavewillinglybeenofit;andhedivinedthatifhehadanystrongaspirationstheywereforsocietyandforsocialacceptance。Hehadfancied,whenthefellowseemedtocaresolittleforthestudiesoftheuniversity,thathemightcomeforwardinitssports。Jeffgavemoreandmoretheeffectoftremendousstrengthinhispeculiarphysique,thoughtherewasalwaysthedisappointmentofnotfindinghimtall。Hewasofthemiddleheight,buthewashewnoutandsquaredupwardmassively。Hefeltlikestonetoanyaccidentalcontact,andthepainterbroughtawayabruisefromthemerebruntofhisshoulders。HelearnedthatJeffwasafrequenterofthegymnasium,wherehisstrengthmusthavebeenknown,buthecouldnotmakeoutthathehadanystandingamongthemenwhowentinforathletics。IfJeffhadeventhis,thesortofstandingincollegewhichhefailedofwouldeasilyhavebeenwon,too。Buthehadbeenfalselyplacedatthestart,orsomequalityofhisnatureneutralizedotherqualitiesthatwouldhavemadehimaleaderincollege,andheremainedoneoftheleastforwardmeninit。Otherjayswonfavorandliking,andceasedtobejays;Jeffcontinuedajay。Hewasnotchosenintoanyofthenicersocieties;thosethathejoinedwhenhethoughttheywereswellhecouldnotcareforwhenhefoundtheywerenot。
Westovercameintoaknowledgeofthefactsthroughhiscasualandscarcelyvoluntaryconfidences,andhepitiedhimsomewhatwhileheblamedhimagreatdealmore,withoutbeingabletohelphimatall。
Itappearedtohimthatthefellowhadgonewrongmorethroughignorancethanperversity,andthatitwasastubbornnessofspiritratherthanabadnessofheartthatkepthimfromgoingright。Hesometimeswonderedwhetheritwasnotmoreabaffledwishtobejustifiedinhisownesteemthananythingelsethatmadehimovervaluethethingshemissed。HeknewhowsuchanexperienceasthatwithMrs。Marvenranklesintheheartofyouth,andwillnotceasetosmarttillsometriumphinkindbrinesitease;butbetweenthemanofthirtyandtheboyoftwentythereisagulffixed,andhecouldnotask。Hedidnotknowthatacollegemanoftengoeswronginhisfirstyear,outofnoimpulsethathecanveryclearlyaccountforhimself,andthenwhenheceasestobemerelyofhistypeandbecomesmoreofhischaracter,hepullsupandgoesright。HedidnotknowhowmuchJeffhadbeenwithasetthatwasfastwithoutbeingfine。
Theboyhadnowandthenabookinhishandwhenhecame;notalwayssuchabookasWestovercouldhavewished,butstillabook;andtohisoccasionalquestionsabouthowhewasgettingonwithhiscollegework,Jeffmadebriefanswers,whichgavethenotionthathewasnotneglectingit。
TowardtheendofhisfirstyearhesenttoWestoveronenightfromastation—house,wherehehadbeenlockedupforbreakingastreet—lampinBoston。Byhisownshowinghehadnotbrokenthelamp,orassisted,exceptthroughhispresence,atthemisdeedofthetipsystudentswhohaddoneit。Hisbreathbetrayedthathehadbeendrinking,too;butotherwiseheseemedassoberasWestoverhimself,whodidnotknowwhethertoaugurwellorillforhimfromtheproofshehadgivenbeforeofhisabilitytocarryoffabottleofwinewithaperfectlylevelhead。
JeffseemedtobelieveWestoverapersonofsuchinfluencethathecouldsecurehisreleaseatonce,andhewasabashedtofindthathemustpassthenightinthecell,whereheconferredwithWestoverthroughthebars。
Inthepolicecourt,wherehiscompanionswerefined,thenextmorning,hewasdischargedforwantofevidenceagainsthim;buttheuniversityauthoritiesdidnottakethesameviewasthecivilauthorities。Hewassuspended,andforthetimehepassedoutofWestover’ssightandknowledge。
HeexpectedtofindhimatLion’sHead,wherehewenttopassthemonthofAugust——inpaintingthosepicturesofthemountainwhichhadinsomesort,almostinspiteofhim,becomehisspecialty。ButMrs。DurginemployedthefirstfreemomentsaftertheirmeetinginexplainingthatJeffhadgotachancetoworkhiswaytoLondononacattle—steamer,andhadbeenabroadthewholesummer。Hehadwrittenhomethatthevoyagehadbeenglorious,withplentytoeatandlittletodo;andhehadmadefavorwiththecaptainforhisreturnbythesamevesselinSeptember。
ByotherlettersitseemedthathehadspentthetimemostlyinEngland;
buthehadcrossedoverintoFranceforafortnight,andhadspentaweekinParis。HismotherreadsomepassagesfromhislettersaloudtoshowWestoverhowJeffwaskeepinghiseyesopen。Hisaccountsofhistravelwereamixtureofcrudesensationsinthepresenceoffamousscenesandobjectsofinterest,hard—headedobservationofthefactsoflife,narrow—mindedmisconceptionofconditions,andwhollyintelligentandadequatestudyoftheartofinn—keepingincityandcountry。
Mrs。Durginseemedtofeelthattherewassomeexcuseduefortherelativequantityofthelast。"Heknowsthat’swhatI’dcareforthemost;andJeffa’n’tonetoforgethismother。"Asifthewordremindedher,sheadded,afteramoment:"Wesha’n’tanyofussoonforgetwhatyoudoneforJeff——thattime。"
"Ididn’tdoanythingforhim,Mrs。Durgin;Icouldn’t,"Westoverprotested。
"Youdonewhatyoucould,andIknowthatyousawthethingintherightlight,oryouwouldn’t’a’triedtodoanything。Jefftoldmeeverywordaboutit。Iknowhewaswithaprettyharum—scarumcrowd。Butitwasalessontohim;andIwa’n’tgoin’tohavehimcomebackhere,rightaway,andhavefolkstalkin’aboutwhattheycouldn’tunderstand,afterthewaythepaperhadit。"
"Diditgetintothepapers?"
"Mm。"Mrs。Durginnodded。"Andsomedirty,sneakin’thing,here,wrotealettertothepaperandtoldapasselo’liesaboutJeffandallofus;
andthepaperprintedJeff’spicturewithit;Idon’tknowhowtheygotaholdofit。Sowhenhegotthatchancetogo,Ijustsaid,’Go。’You’llseehe’llkeepallstraightenoughafterthis,Mr。Westover。"
"OldwomanreadyouanyofJeff’sletters?"Whit—wellasked,whenhischanceforprivateconferencewithWestovercame。"Whatwastherightsofthatscrapehegotinto?"
WestoverexplainedasfavorablytoJeffashecould;theworstoftheaffairwasthebadcompanyhewasin。
Well,wherethere’ssmokethere’ssomefire。Cou’tdischargedhimandcollegesuspendedhim。That’saboutwhereitis?Iguesshe’llkeepouto’harm’swaynexttime。ReadyouwhathesaidaboutthemscenesoftheRevolutioninParis?"
"Yes;heseemstohavelookeditallupprettythoroughly。"
"Doneitforme,Iguess,muchasanything。Iwasalwaystalkin’itupwithhim。Jeff’skep’hiseyesopen,that’safact。He’sgotaheadonhim,more’nIeverthought。"
WestoverdecidedthatMrs。Durgin’sprepotentbehaviortowardMrs。Marventhesummerbeforehadnothurthermaterially,withthewitnesseseven。
Thereweremanynewboarders,butmostofthosewhomhehadalreadymetwereagainatLion’sHead。Theysaidtherewasnoairlikeit,andnoplacesocomfortable。Iftheyhadsoldtheirbirthrightforamessofpottage,Westoverhadtoconfessthatthepottagewasverygood。InsteadoftheIrishwomanattendollarsaweekwhohadhithertobeenMrs。
Durgin’scook,underherpersonalsurveillanceanddirection,shehadnowamancook,whomsheboldlycalledachefandpaideightydollarsamonth。Heworethewhiteapronandwhitecapofhiscalling,butWestoverheardhimspeakYankeethroughhisnosetooneofthestablemenastheyexchangedhilaritiesacrossthespacebetweenthebasementandthebarn—door。"Yes,"Mrs。Durginadmitted,"he’sanAmerican;andhelearnthistradeatoneofthebesthotelsinPortland。He’sprettyheadstrong,butIguesshedoeswhathe’stold——intheend。Themeanyous?
Oh,FrankyWhitwellprintsthen。He’sgotanamateurprinting—officeinthestable—loft。"
XIV。
OnemorningtowardtheendofAugust,Whitwell,whowasstartinghomeward,afterleavinghisladies,burdenedwiththeirwishesandchargesforthemorrow,metWestovercomingupthehillwithhispainting—gearinhishand。"Say!"hehailedhim。"Whydon’tyoucomedowntothehouseto—night?Jackson’sgoin’tocome,and,ifyouha’n’tseenhimworktheplantchetteforaspell,you’llbesurprised。Therea’n’thardlyanybodyhecan’thaveup。You’llcome?Goodenough!"
WhataffectedWestoverfirstofallattheseance,andperhapsmostofall,wasthequalityoftheairinthelittlehouse;itwascloseandstuffy,mixedwithanodorofmouldandanancientsmellofrats。Thekerosene—lampsetinthecentreofthetable,whereJacksonafterwardplacedhisplanchette,devouredthelittlelifethatwasleftinit。AtthegaspswhichWestovergave,withsomedespairingglancesattheclosedwindows,Whitwellsaid:"Hot?Well,Iguessitisalittle。But,yousee,Jacksonhasgottobecarefulaboutthenightair;butIguessIcanfixitforyou。"Hewentoutintotheell,andWestoverheardhimraisingawindow。Hecamebackandasked,"Thatdo?It’llgetaroundinheredirectly,"andWestoverhadtoprofessrelief。
JacksoncameinpresentlywiththelittleCanuck,whomWhitwellpresentedtoWestover:"KnowJombateeste?"
Thetwoweretalkingaboutalandslidewhichhadtakenplaceontheothersideofthemountain;thenewshadjustcomethattheyhadfoundamongtheruinsthebodyofthefarm—handwhohadbeenmissingsincethemorningoftheslide;hisfuneralwastobethenextday。
Jacksonputhisplanchetteonthetable,andsatdownbeforeitwithasigh;theCanuckremainedstanding,andonfoothewasscarcelyaheadhigherthantheseatedYankees。"Well,"Jacksonsaid,"Isupposeheknowsallaboutitnow,"meaningthedeadfarm—hand。
"Yes,"Westoversuggested,"ifheknowsanything。"
"Knowanything!"Whitwellshouted。"Why,man,don’tyoubelievehe’sasmuchaliveaseverhewas?"
"Ihopeso,"saidWestover,submissively。
"Don’tyouknowit?"
"NotasIknowotherthings。Infact,Idon’tknowit,"saidWestover,andhewaspainfullyawareofhavingshockedhishearersbytheagnosticismsocommonamongmenintownsthathehadconfesseditquitesimplyandunconsciously。Heperceivedthatfaithinthesoulandlifeeverlastingwasasquickaseverinthehills,whatevergrotesqueorunwontedformitwore。Jacksonsatwithclosedeyesandhisheadfallenback;Whitwellstaredatthepainter,withopenmouth;thelittleCanuckbegantowalkupanddownimpatiently;Westoverfeltareproach,almostanabhorrence,inallofthem。
Whitwellasked:"Why,don’tyouthinkthere’sanyproofofit?"
"Proof?OhYes。There’stestimonyenoughtocarryconvictiontothestubbornestmindonanyotherpoint。Butit’sverystrangeaboutallthat。Itdoesn’tconvinceanybodybutthewitnesses。Ifamantellsmehe’sseenadisembodiedspirit,Ican’tbelievehim。Imustseethedisembodiedspiritmyself。"
"That’ssomethingso,"saidWhitwell,witharelentinglaugh。
"Ifonecamebackfromthedead,totellusofalifebeyondthegrave,weshouldwanttheassurancethathe’dreallybeendead,andnotmerelydreaming。"
Whitwelllaughedagain,inthedelightthephilosophicmindfindseveninthereasoningthathatesit。
TheCanuckfeltperhapsthesimplerjoythattheaveragemanhasinanystrangenotionthatheisabletograsp。Hestoppedinhiswalkandsaid:"Yes,andifyouwasdeadandwenttoheaven,andstayedsolongyousmelt,likeLazarus,andyoucomebackandtol’’emwhatyousaw,nobodygoin’believeyou。"
"Well,Iguessyou’rerightthere,Jombateeste,"saidWhitwell,withpleasureintheCanuck’spoint。AfteramomenthesuggestedtoWestover:
"ThenIs’pose,ifyoufeelthewayyoudo,youdon’tcaremuchaboutplantchette?"