首页 >出版文学> The Landlord At Lions Head>第22章
  Jeffwrotebackthathehadbeensufferingwithasevereattackoferysipelas——hedecideduponerysipelasforthetimebeing,buthemeanttoletWestoverknowlaterthathehadbeeninarow——andthedoctorwouldnotlethimgooutyet。Hepromisedtocomeinassoonashepossiblycould。IfWestoverthoughtJacksonoughttobegothomeatonce,andwasnotfittotravelalone,heaskedhimtosendahospitalnursewithhim。
  WestoverrepliedbyJeff’smessengerthatitwouldworryandalarmJacksontobeputinchargeofanurse;butthathewouldgohomewithhim,andtheywouldstartthenextday。HeurgedJefftocomeandseehisbrotherifitwasatallsafeforhimtodoso。Butifhecouldnot,Westoverwouldgivehismotherareassuringreasonforhisfailure。
  Mrs。DurgindidnotwasteanyanxietyforthesicknesswhichpreventedJefffromcominghomewithhisbrother。Shesaidironicallythatitmustbeverybad,andshegaveallherthoughtandcaretoJackson。Thesickmanrallied,asheprophesiedheshould,inhisnativeair,andcelebratedthesenseandscienceofthelastdoctorhehadseeninEurope,whotoldhimthathehadmadeagreatgain,buthehadbetterhurryhomeasfastashecould,forhehadgotalltheadvantagehecouldexpecttohavefromhisstayabroad,andnowhomeairwasthebestthingforhim。
  Itcouldnotbeknownhowmuchofthishebelieved;hehad,atanyrate,thepathetichopefulnessofhismalady;buthismotherbelieveditall,andshenursedhimwithafaithinhisrecoverywhichWhitwellconfidedtoWestoverwasaboutasmuchashewantedtosee,foronewhile。Sheseemedtogrowyoungerinthecareofhim,andtogetbacktoherself,moreandmore,fromthefactsofJeff’sbehavior,whichhadagedandbrokenher。ShehadtotellJacksonaboutitall,buthetookitwiththatindifferencetothethingsofthisworldwhichtheapproachofdeathsometimesbrings,andinthelightofhispassivityitnolongerseemedtohersoverybad。ItwasarelieftohaveJacksonsay,Well,perhapsitwasforthebest;anditwasacomforttoseehowheandCynthiatooktoeachother;itwasalmostasifthatdreadfultroublehadnotbeen。
  ShetoldJacksonwhathardworkshehadhadtomakeCynthiastaywithher,andhowthegirlhadconsentedtostayonlyuntilJeffcamehome;
  butsheguessed,nowthatJacksonhadgotback,hecouldmakeCynthiaseeitallinanotherlight,andperhapsitwouldallcomerightagain。SheconsultedhimaboutJeff’splanofgoingabroad,andJacksonsaiditmightbeaboutaswell;heshouldsoonbearound,andhethoughtifJeffwentitwouldgiveCynthiamoreofachancetogetreconciled。Afterall,hismothersuggested,agoodmanyfellowsbehavedworsethanJeffhaddoneandstillhadmadeitupwiththegirlstheywereengagedto;
  andJacksongentlyassented。
  HedidnottalkwithCynthiaaboutJeff,outofthatdelicacy,orthatcoldness,commontothemboth。Perhapsitwasnotnecessaryforthemtospeakofhim;perhapstheyunderstoodhimarightintheirunderstandingofeachother。
  Westoverstayedon,dayafterday,thinkingsomehowthatheoughttowaittillJeffcame。Therewereonlyafewotherpeopleinthehotel,andthesewereofaquietsort;theywerenotsaddenedbythepresenceofadoomedmanunderthesameroof,asgayersummerfolksmighthavebeen,andtheywerethemselvesnodisturbancetohim。
  Hesataboutwiththemontheveranda,andhemadefriendsamongthem,andtheydidwhattheycouldtoencourageandconsolehiminhisimpatiencetotakeuphisoldcaresinthemanagementofthehotel。TheWhitwellseasilylookedafterthewelfareoftheguests,andJacksonwassomuchbettertoeveryone’sperceptionthatWestovercouldhonestlywriteJeffagoodreportofhim。
  ThereportmayhavebeensogoodthatJefftooktheaffairtooeasily。
  ItwasafortnightafterJackson’sreturntoLion’sHeadwhenhebegantofailsosuddenlyandalarminglythatWestoverdecideduponhisownresponsibilitytotelegraphJeffofhiscondition。ButhehadthesatisfactionofWhitwell’sapprovalwhenhetoldhimwhathehaddone。
  "Ofcourse,Jacksona’n’tlongforthisworld。Anybodybuthimandhismothercouldseethat;andnowhe’sjustmeltingaway,asyoumightsay。
  Iha’n’tlikedhisnotcarin’toworkplantchettesincehegotback;
  lookedtomefromthestartthathekindofknowedthatitwa’n’tworthwhileforhimtotroubleaboutaworldthathe’llknowallaboutsosoon,anyways;andd’younoticehedon’tseemtocareaboutMars,either?
  I’vetriedtowakehimuponittwo—threetimes,butyoucan’tgithimtotakeaninterest。IguessJeffcan’tgithereanytoosoononJackson’saccount;butasfarforthasIgo,hecouldn’tgitheretoolate。I
  shouldliketotakethetopofhisheadoff。"
  WestoverhadbeeninWhitwell’sconfidencesincetheirfirstchanceofspeechtogether。Henowsaid:
  "Iknowitwillberatherpainfultoyoutohavehimhereforsomereasons,but——"
  "YoumeanCynthy?Well!IguesswhenCynthycan’tgetalongwiththesightofJeffDurgin,she’llbeadifferentgirlfromwhatshe’severbeenbefore。Ifshe’sgottoseethatskunkag’in,Iguessthisisaboutthebesttimetodoit。"
  ItwasWestoverwhodrovetomeetJeffatthestation,whenhegothisdespatch,namingthetrainhewouldtake,andhefoundhimlookingverywell,andperhapsstouterthanhehadbeen。
  Theyleftthestationinsilence,aftertheirgreetingandJeff’sinquiriesaboutJackson。Jeffhadtakenthereins,andnowheputthemwiththewhipinonehand,andpusheduphishatwiththeother,andturnedhisfacefulluponWestover。"Noticeanythinginparticular?"hedemanded。
  "No;yes——someslightmarks。"
  "Iguessthatfellowfixedmeupprettywell:paintsblackeyes,andthatkindofthing。Igottoscrappingwithaman,ClassDay;wewantedtosettlealittlebusinesswebeganattheTree,andhelefthismarksonme。ImeanttotellyouthetruthassoonasIcouldgetatyou;butI
  hadtosayerysipelasinmyletter。Iguess,ifyoudon’tmind,we’llleterysipelasstand,withtherest。"
  "Ishouldn’thavecared,"Westoversaid,"ifyou’dletitstandwithme。"
  "Oh,thankyou,"Jeffreturned。
  TherecouldhavebeennoshowofaffectionathismeetingwithJacksoneveniftherehadbeenanyfactofit;thatwasnotthelawoftheirlife。ButJeffhadalwaysbeenaturbulent,rebellious,youngerbrother,resentfulofJackson’scontrol,toomuchhisjuniortohavetheassociationsofanequalcompanionshipinthepast,andyettoonearhiminagetohaveanythinglikeafilialregardforhim。Theyshookhands,andeachaskedtheotherhowhewas,andthentheyseemedtohavedonewitheachother。Jeff’smotherkissedhiminadditiontothehandshaking,butmadehimfeelherpreoccupationwithJackson;sheaskedhimifhehadhurriedhomeonJackson’saccount,andhepromptlyliedheroutofthisanxiety。
  HeshookhandswithCynthia,too,butitwasacrossthebarrierwhichhadnotbeenloweredbetweenthemsincetheyparted。HespoketoJacksonabouther,thedayafterhecamehome,whenJacksonsaidhewasfeelingunusuallystrongandwell,andthetwobrothershadstrolledoutthroughtheorchardtogether。Nowandthenhegavethesickmanhisarm,andwhenhewantedtositdowninasunnyplacehespreadtheshawlhecarriedforhim。
  "Isupposemother’stoldyouaboutCynthyandme,Jackson?"hebegan。
  Jacksonanswered,withlack—lustreeyes,"Yes。"Presentlyheasked:
  "What’sbecomeoftheothergirl?"
  "Damnher!Idon’tknowwhat’sbecomeofher,andIdon’tcare!"Jeffexploded,furiously。
  "Thenyoudon’tcareforheranymore?"Jacksonpursued,withthesamelanguidcalm。
  "Inevercaredforher。"
  Jacksonwassilent,andthematterseemedtohavefadedoutofhismind。
  ButitwaskeenlyaliveinJeff’smind,andhewasinthestrangenecessitywhichmenintheflushoflifeandhealthoftenfeelofseekingcounselofthosewhostandinthepresenceofdeath,asiftheirwordsshouldhavesomethingofthemysticalauthorityoftheunknownwisdomtheyareabouttopenetrate。
  "WhatIwanttoknowis,whatIamgoingtodoaboutCynthy?"
  "Idon’tknow,"Jacksonanswered,vaguely,andheexpressedbyhisindirectionthesensehemustsometimeshavehadofhisimpendingfate——
  "Idon’tknowwhatshe’sgoingtodo,herormother,either。"
  "Yes,"Jeffassented,"that’swhatIthinkof。AndI’ddoanythingthatIcould——thatyouthoughtwasright。"
  Jacksonapparentlyconcentratedhisminduponthequestionbyaneffort。
  "DoyoucareasmuchforCynthyasyouusedto?"
  "Yes,"saidJeff,afteramoment,"asmuchasIeverdid;andmore。ButI’vebeenthinking,sincethethinghappened,that,ifI’dcaredforherthewayshedidforme,itwouldn’thavehappened。Lookhere,Jackson!
  YouknowI’veneverpretendedtobelikesomemen——likeMr。Westover,forexample——alwayslookingoutfortherightandthewrong,andallthat。Ididn’tmakemyself,andIguessiftheAlmightydon’tmakemegorightit’sbecauseHedon’twantmeto。ButIhavegotaconscienceaboutCynthy,andI’dbewillingtohelpoutalittleifIknewhow,abouther。Thedevilofitis,I’vegottobeingafraid。Idon’tmeanthatI’mnotfitforher;anyman’sfitforanywomanifhewantsherbadenough;butI’mafraidIsha’n’tevercareforherintherightway。
  That’sthepoint。I’vecaredforjustonewomaninthisworld,andita’n’tCynthy,asfarasIcanmakeout。Butshe’sgone,andIguessI
  couldcoaxCynthyroundagain,andIcouldbewhatshewantsmetobe,afterthis。"
  Jacksonlayuponhisshawl,lookingupattheskyfullofislandsofwarmcloudsinitsseaofblue;hewassilentsolongthatJeffbegantothinkhehadnotbeenlistening;hecouldnothearhimbreathe,andhecameforwardtohimquicklyfromtheshadowofthetreewherehesat。
  "Well?"Jacksonwhispered,turninghiseyesuponhim。
  "Well?"Jeffreturned。
  "Iguessyou’dbetterletitalone,"saidJackson。
  "Allright。That’swhatIthink,too。"
  XLIX。
  Jacksondiedaweeklater,andtheyburiedhimintheoldfamilylotinthefarthestcorneroftheorchard。HismotherandCynthiaputonmourningforhim,andtheystoodtogetherbyhisopengrave,Mrs。Durginleaninguponherson’sarmandthegirluponherfather’s。Thewomenweptquietly,butJeff’seyesweredry,thoughhisfacewasdischargedofallitsprepotentimpudence。Westover,standingacrossthegravefromhim,noticedthemarksonhisforeheadthathesaidwerefromhisscrapping,andwonderedwhatreallymadethem。Herecognizedthespotwheretheywerestandingasthatwheretheboyhadobeyedthelawofhisnatureandrevengedthestressputuponhimforrighteousness。OverthestoneofthenearestgraveJeffhadshownafaceoftriumphantderisionwhenhepeltedWestoverwithapples。Thepainter’smindfellintoachaosofconjectureandmisgiving,sothathescarcelytookinthewordsofthecompositeservicewhichtheministerfromtheUnionChapelattheHuddlereadoverthedead。
  Someoftheguestsfromthehotelcametothefuneral,butotherswhowerenotingoodhealthremainedaway,andtherewasageneralsenseamongthem,whichimparteditselftoWestover,thatJackson’sdyingso,atthebeginningoftheseason,wasnotafortunateincident。AshesattalkingwithJeffatacornerofthepiazzalateintheafternoon,FrankWhitwellcameuptothemandsaidthereweresomepeopleintheofficewhohaddrivenoverfromanotherhoteltoseeaboutboard,buttheyhadheardtherewassicknessinthehouse,andwishedtotalkwithhim。
  "Iwon’tcome,"saidJeff。
  "They’renotsatisfiedwithwhatI’vesaid,"theboyurged。"WhatshallItellthem?"
  "Tellthemto—gotothedevil,"saidJeff,andwhenFrankWhitwellmadeoffwiththismessagefordeliveryinsuchdecenttermsashecouldimagineforit,Jeffsaid,rathertohimselfthantoWestover,"Idon’tseehowwe’regoingtorunthishotelwiththatoldfamilylotdownthereintheorchardmuchlonger。"
  HeassumedtheairoffullauthorityatLion’sHead;andWestoverfeltthestressofapainfulconjectureinregardtotheWhitwellsintensifieduponhimfromthemomentheturnedawayfromJackson’sgrave。
  CynthiaandherfatherhadgonebacktotheirownhouseassoonasJeffreturned,andthoughthegirlcamehomewithMrs。Durginafterthefuneral,andhelpedherintheircommondutiesthroughtheafternoonandevening,Westoversawhertakingherwaydownthehillwithherbrotherwhenthelongday’sworkwasover。Jeffsawhertoo;hewassittingwithWestoverattheofficedoorsmoking,andhewastalkingoftheWhitwells。
  "Isupposetheywon’tstay,"hesaid,"andIcan’texpectit;butIdon’tknowwhatmotherwilldo,exactly。"
  AtthesamemomentWhitwellcameroundthecornerofthehotelfromthebarn,andapproachedthem:"Jeff,IguessIbettertellyoustraightoffthatwe’regoin’,thechildrenandme。"
  "Allright,Mr。Whitwell,"saidJeff,withrespectfulgravity;"Iwasafraidofit。"
  Westovermadeamotiontorise,butWhitwelllaidadetaininghanduponhisknee。"Thereain’tanythingsoprivateaboutit,sofarasIknow。"
  "Don’tgo,Mr。Westover,"saidJeff,andWestoverremained。
  "Wea’n’ta—goin’toleaveyouinthelurch,andwewantyoushouldtakeyourtime,especiallyMis’Durgin。Butthesoonerthebetter。Heigh?"
  "Yes,Iunderstandthat,Mr。Whitwell;Iguessmotherwillmissyou,butifyoumustgo,youmust。"Thetwomenremainedsilentamoment,andthenJeffbrokeoutpassionately,risingandflinginghiscigaraway:
  "IwishIcouldgo,instead!Thatwouldbetherightway,andIguessmotherwouldlikeitfullaswell。Doyouseeanywaytomanageit?
  "Heputhisfootupinhischair,anddroppedhiselbowonhisknee,withhischinproppedinhishand。Westovercouldseethathemeantwhathewassaying。"Iftherewasanyway,I’ddoit。Iknowwhatyouthinkofme,andIshouldbejustlikeyou,inyourplace。Idon’tfeelrighttoturnyououthere,Idon’t,Mr。Whitwell,andyetifIstay,I’vegottodoit。What’sthereasonIcan’tgo?"
  "Youcan’t,"saidWhitwell,"andthat’sallaboutit。Weshouldn’tletyou,ifyoucould。ButIa’n’tsurprisedyoufeelthewayyoudo,"headded,unsparingly。"Asyousay,IshouldfeeljustsomyselfifIwasinyourplace。Well,goodnight,Mr。Westover。"
  Whitwellturnedandsloucheddownthehill,leavingthepaintertothemostpainfulmomenthehadknownwithJeffDurgin,andnearersympathy。
  "That’sallright,Mr。Westover,"Jeffsaid,"Idon’tblamehim。"
  HeremainedinaconstraintfromwhichhepresentlybrokewithmockinghilaritywhenJombateestecameroundthecornerofthehouse,asifhehadbeenwaitingforWhitwelltobegone,andtoldJeffhemustgetsomebodyelsetolookafterthehorses。
  "Whydon’tyouwaitandtakethehorseswithyou,Jombateeste?"
  heinquired。"They’llbehandingintheirresignation,thenextthing。
  Whynotgoaltogether?"
  ThelittleCanuckpaused,asifuncertainwhetherhewasmadetheobjectofunfriendlyderisionornot,andlookedatWestoverforhelp。
  Apparentlyhedecidedtochanceitinasbitterananswerashecouldinvent。"The’osscan’t’elp’imself,Mr。Durgin。’Estay。Butyoudon’hownEVERYBODY。"
  "That’sso,Jombateeste,"saidJeff。"That’sagoodhit。Itmakesmefeelawfully。Haveacigar?"TheCanuckdeclinedwithadignifiedbow,andJeffsaid:"Youdon’tsmokeanymore?Oh,Isee!It’smytobaccoyou’redownon。What’sthematter,Jombateeste?Whatareyougoingawayfor?"JefflightedforhimselfthecigartheCanuckhadrefused,andsmokeddownuponthelittleman。
  "Mr。W’itwellgoin’,"Jombateestesaid,alittleconfusedanddaunted。
  "What’sMr。Whitwellgoingfor?"
  "YouhaskMr。W’itwell。"
  "Allright。AndifIcangethimtostaywillyoustaytoo,Jombateeste?
  Idon’tliketoseearatleavingaship;theship’ssuretosink,ifhedoes。HowdoyousupposeI’mgoingtorunLion’sHeadwithoutyoutothrowdownhaytothehorses?Itwillberuintome,sure,Jombateeste。
  Alltheguestsknowhowyouplayonthepitchforkoutthere,andthey’llleaveinabodyiftheyhearyou’vequit。Dosayyou’llstay,andI’llreduceyourwagesone—halfonthespot。"
  Jombateestewaitedtohearnomoreinjuries。Hesaid:"You’lldon’gotmoneyenough,Mr。Durgin,bygosh!toreducemywages,"andhestarteddownthehilltowardWhitwell’shousewithasgreatloftinessascouldcomportwithadown—hillgaitandhisstature。
  "Well,Iseemtobegettingitallround,Mr。Westover,"saidJeff。
  "Thismustmakeyoufeelgood。Idon’tknowbutIbegintobelievethere’saGodinIsrael,myself。"
  Hewalkedawaywithoutsayinggood—night,andWestoverwenttobedwithoutthechanceofsettinghimselfright。Inthemorning,whenhecamedowntobreakfast,andstoppedatthedesktoengageaconveyanceforthestationfromFrankWhitwelltheboyforestalledhimwithagraveface。"Youdon’tknowaboutMrs。Durgin?"
  "No;whatabouther?"
  "Well,wecan’ttellexactly。Fatherthinksit’sashock;JombateestegoneovertoLovewellforthedoctor。Cynthia’swithher。Itseemedtocomeoninthenight。"
  Hespokesoftly,thatnooneelsemighthear;butbynoonthefactthatMrs。Durginhadbeenstrickenwithparalysiswasallovertheplace。ThegloomcastupontheopeningseasonbyJackson’sdeathwasdeepenedamongtheguests。SomewhohadtalkedofstayingthroughJulywentawaythatday。ButunderCynthia’smanagementthehousekeepingwasreallyunaffectedbyMrs。Durgin’scalamity,andthepeoplewhostayedfoundthemselvesascomfortableasever。Jeffcamefullyintothehotelmanagement,andintheirbusinessrelationCynthiaandhewerecontinuallytogether;therewasnolongeraquestionoftheWhitwellsleavinghim;evenJombateestepersuadedhimselftostay,andWestoverfeltobligedtoremainatleasttillthepresentdangerinMrs。Durgin’scasewaspast。
  Withthefirstreturnofphysicalstrength,Mrs。Durginwasimpatienttobeseenaboutthehouse,andtoretrievetheseasonthatherafflictionhadmadesolargelyaloss。Thepeoplewhohadbecomeaccustomedtoitstayedon,andthehousefilledupasshegrewbetter,buteventhesightofherinawheeledchairdidnotbringbacktheprosperityofotheryears。Shelamentedoveritwithakeenandfullperceptionofthefact,butinacloudyassociationofitwiththejointfutureofJeffandCynthia。
  Oneday,afterMrs。Durginhaddeclaredthatshedidnotknowwhattheyweretodo,ifthingskeptonastheyweregoing,Whitwellaskedhisdaughter:
  "DoyousupposeshethinksyouandJeffhavemadeitupagain?"
  "Idon’tknow,"saidthegirl,withatroubledvoice,"andIdon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。Itdon’tseemasifIcouldtellher,andyetit’swrongtolethergoon。"
  "Whydidn’thetellher?"demandedherfather。"’Ta’n’tfairhisleavin’
  ittoyou。Butit’slikehim。"
  Thesickwoman’sholduponthefactweakenedmostwhenshewastired。
  Whenshewasbetter,sheknewhowitwaswiththem。CommonlyitwaswhenCynthiahadgothertobedforthenightthatshesentforJeff,andwishedtoaskhimwhathewasgoingtodo。"Youcan’texpectCynthytostayhereanotherwinterhelpin’you,withJacksonaway。You’vegottoeithertakeherwithyou,orelsecomehereyourself。Giveupyourlastyearincollege,whydon’tyou?Idon’twantyoushouldstay,andI
  don’tknowwhodoes。IfIwasinCynthia’splace,I’dletyouworkoffyourownconditions,nowyou’vegiveupthelaw。She’llkillherself,tryin’tokeepyoualong。"
  SometimesherspeechbecamesoindistinctthatnoonebutCynthiacouldmakeitout;andJeff,listeningwithafaceasnearlydischargedasmightbeofitslaughingirony,hadtoturntoCynthiaforthewordwhichnooneelsecouldcatch,andwhichthestrickenwomanremaineddistressfullywaitingforhertorepeattohim,withheranxiouseyesuponthegirl’sface。Hewasdutifullypatientwithallhismother’swhims。Hecamewhenevershesentforhim,andsatquietundertheseveritieswithwhichshevisitedallhispastunworthiness。"Whoyoubeenhectorin’now,Ishouldliketoknow,"shebeganonhimoneeveningwhenhecameathersummons。"BetweenyouandFox,Igotnopeaceofmylife。Whereisthedog?"
  "Foxisallright,mother,"Jeffresponded。"You’refeelingalittlebetterto—night,a’n’tyou?"
  "Idon’tknow;Ican’ttell,"shereturned,withagleamofintelligenceinhereye。Thenshesaid:"Idon’tseewhyI’mlefttostrangersallthetime。"
  "Youdon’tcallCynthiaastranger,doyou,mother?"heasked,coaxingly。
  "Oh——Cynthy!"saidMrs。Durgin,withaglanceasofsurpriseatseeingher。"No,Cynthy’sallright。Butwhere’sJacksonandyourfather?IfI’vetoldthemnottobeoutinthedewonce,I’vetold’emahundredtimes。Cynthy’dbetterlookafterherhousekeepin’ifshedon’twantthewholeplacetorunbehind,andnotasoulleftinthehouse。Whattimeo’yearisitnow?"shesuddenlyasked,afteralittlewearypause。
  "It’sthelastofAugust,mother。"
  "Oh,"shesighed,"Ithoughtitwasthebeginnin’ofMay。Didn’tyoucomeuphereinMay?"
  "Yes。"
  "Well,then——Or,mebbethat’soneo’themtormentin’dreams;theydopesterso!Whatdidyoucomefor?"
  JeffwassittingononesideofherbedandCynthiaontheother:Shewaslookingatthesufferer’sface,andshedidnotmeettheglanceofamusementwhichJeffturneduponheratbeingsofairlycornered。"Well,Idon’tknow,"hesaid。"Ithoughtyoumightliketoseeme。"
  "What’dhecomefor?"——thesickwomanturnedtoCynthia。
  "You’dbettertellher,"saidthegirl,coldly,toJeff。"Shewon’tbesatisfiedtillyoudo。She’llkeepcomingbacktoit。"
  "Well,mother,"saidJeff,stillwithsomethingofhishardyamusement,"Ihadn’tbeenactingjustright,andIthoughtI’dbettertellCynthy。"
  "Youbetterletthechildalone。IfIevercatchyouteasin’themchildrenagain,I’llmakeJacksonshootFox。"