Jeffwrotebackthathehadbeensufferingwithasevereattackoferysipelas——hedecideduponerysipelasforthetimebeing,buthemeanttoletWestoverknowlaterthathehadbeeninarow——andthedoctorwouldnotlethimgooutyet。Hepromisedtocomeinassoonashepossiblycould。IfWestoverthoughtJacksonoughttobegothomeatonce,andwasnotfittotravelalone,heaskedhimtosendahospitalnursewithhim。
WestoverrepliedbyJeff’smessengerthatitwouldworryandalarmJacksontobeputinchargeofanurse;butthathewouldgohomewithhim,andtheywouldstartthenextday。HeurgedJefftocomeandseehisbrotherifitwasatallsafeforhimtodoso。Butifhecouldnot,Westoverwouldgivehismotherareassuringreasonforhisfailure。
Mrs。DurgindidnotwasteanyanxietyforthesicknesswhichpreventedJefffromcominghomewithhisbrother。Shesaidironicallythatitmustbeverybad,andshegaveallherthoughtandcaretoJackson。Thesickmanrallied,asheprophesiedheshould,inhisnativeair,andcelebratedthesenseandscienceofthelastdoctorhehadseeninEurope,whotoldhimthathehadmadeagreatgain,buthehadbetterhurryhomeasfastashecould,forhehadgotalltheadvantagehecouldexpecttohavefromhisstayabroad,andnowhomeairwasthebestthingforhim。
Itcouldnotbeknownhowmuchofthishebelieved;hehad,atanyrate,thepathetichopefulnessofhismalady;buthismotherbelieveditall,andshenursedhimwithafaithinhisrecoverywhichWhitwellconfidedtoWestoverwasaboutasmuchashewantedtosee,foronewhile。Sheseemedtogrowyoungerinthecareofhim,andtogetbacktoherself,moreandmore,fromthefactsofJeff’sbehavior,whichhadagedandbrokenher。ShehadtotellJacksonaboutitall,buthetookitwiththatindifferencetothethingsofthisworldwhichtheapproachofdeathsometimesbrings,andinthelightofhispassivityitnolongerseemedtohersoverybad。ItwasarelieftohaveJacksonsay,Well,perhapsitwasforthebest;anditwasacomforttoseehowheandCynthiatooktoeachother;itwasalmostasifthatdreadfultroublehadnotbeen。
ShetoldJacksonwhathardworkshehadhadtomakeCynthiastaywithher,andhowthegirlhadconsentedtostayonlyuntilJeffcamehome;
butsheguessed,nowthatJacksonhadgotback,hecouldmakeCynthiaseeitallinanotherlight,andperhapsitwouldallcomerightagain。SheconsultedhimaboutJeff’splanofgoingabroad,andJacksonsaiditmightbeaboutaswell;heshouldsoonbearound,andhethoughtifJeffwentitwouldgiveCynthiamoreofachancetogetreconciled。Afterall,hismothersuggested,agoodmanyfellowsbehavedworsethanJeffhaddoneandstillhadmadeitupwiththegirlstheywereengagedto;
andJacksongentlyassented。
HedidnottalkwithCynthiaaboutJeff,outofthatdelicacy,orthatcoldness,commontothemboth。Perhapsitwasnotnecessaryforthemtospeakofhim;perhapstheyunderstoodhimarightintheirunderstandingofeachother。
Westoverstayedon,dayafterday,thinkingsomehowthatheoughttowaittillJeffcame。Therewereonlyafewotherpeopleinthehotel,andthesewereofaquietsort;theywerenotsaddenedbythepresenceofadoomedmanunderthesameroof,asgayersummerfolksmighthavebeen,andtheywerethemselvesnodisturbancetohim。
Hesataboutwiththemontheveranda,andhemadefriendsamongthem,andtheydidwhattheycouldtoencourageandconsolehiminhisimpatiencetotakeuphisoldcaresinthemanagementofthehotel。TheWhitwellseasilylookedafterthewelfareoftheguests,andJacksonwassomuchbettertoeveryone’sperceptionthatWestovercouldhonestlywriteJeffagoodreportofhim。
ThereportmayhavebeensogoodthatJefftooktheaffairtooeasily。
ItwasafortnightafterJackson’sreturntoLion’sHeadwhenhebegantofailsosuddenlyandalarminglythatWestoverdecideduponhisownresponsibilitytotelegraphJeffofhiscondition。ButhehadthesatisfactionofWhitwell’sapprovalwhenhetoldhimwhathehaddone。
"Ofcourse,Jacksona’n’tlongforthisworld。Anybodybuthimandhismothercouldseethat;andnowhe’sjustmeltingaway,asyoumightsay。
Iha’n’tlikedhisnotcarin’toworkplantchettesincehegotback;
lookedtomefromthestartthathekindofknowedthatitwa’n’tworthwhileforhimtotroubleaboutaworldthathe’llknowallaboutsosoon,anyways;andd’younoticehedon’tseemtocareaboutMars,either?
I’vetriedtowakehimuponittwo—threetimes,butyoucan’tgithimtotakeaninterest。IguessJeffcan’tgithereanytoosoononJackson’saccount;butasfarforthasIgo,hecouldn’tgitheretoolate。I
shouldliketotakethetopofhisheadoff。"
WestoverhadbeeninWhitwell’sconfidencesincetheirfirstchanceofspeechtogether。Henowsaid:
"Iknowitwillberatherpainfultoyoutohavehimhereforsomereasons,but——"
"YoumeanCynthy?Well!IguesswhenCynthycan’tgetalongwiththesightofJeffDurgin,she’llbeadifferentgirlfromwhatshe’severbeenbefore。Ifshe’sgottoseethatskunkag’in,Iguessthisisaboutthebesttimetodoit。"
ItwasWestoverwhodrovetomeetJeffatthestation,whenhegothisdespatch,namingthetrainhewouldtake,andhefoundhimlookingverywell,andperhapsstouterthanhehadbeen。
Theyleftthestationinsilence,aftertheirgreetingandJeff’sinquiriesaboutJackson。Jeffhadtakenthereins,andnowheputthemwiththewhipinonehand,andpusheduphishatwiththeother,andturnedhisfacefulluponWestover。"Noticeanythinginparticular?"hedemanded。
"No;yes——someslightmarks。"
"Iguessthatfellowfixedmeupprettywell:paintsblackeyes,andthatkindofthing。Igottoscrappingwithaman,ClassDay;wewantedtosettlealittlebusinesswebeganattheTree,andhelefthismarksonme。ImeanttotellyouthetruthassoonasIcouldgetatyou;butI
hadtosayerysipelasinmyletter。Iguess,ifyoudon’tmind,we’llleterysipelasstand,withtherest。"
"Ishouldn’thavecared,"Westoversaid,"ifyou’dletitstandwithme。"
"Oh,thankyou,"Jeffreturned。
TherecouldhavebeennoshowofaffectionathismeetingwithJacksoneveniftherehadbeenanyfactofit;thatwasnotthelawoftheirlife。ButJeffhadalwaysbeenaturbulent,rebellious,youngerbrother,resentfulofJackson’scontrol,toomuchhisjuniortohavetheassociationsofanequalcompanionshipinthepast,andyettoonearhiminagetohaveanythinglikeafilialregardforhim。Theyshookhands,andeachaskedtheotherhowhewas,andthentheyseemedtohavedonewitheachother。Jeff’smotherkissedhiminadditiontothehandshaking,butmadehimfeelherpreoccupationwithJackson;sheaskedhimifhehadhurriedhomeonJackson’saccount,andhepromptlyliedheroutofthisanxiety。
HeshookhandswithCynthia,too,butitwasacrossthebarrierwhichhadnotbeenloweredbetweenthemsincetheyparted。HespoketoJacksonabouther,thedayafterhecamehome,whenJacksonsaidhewasfeelingunusuallystrongandwell,andthetwobrothershadstrolledoutthroughtheorchardtogether。Nowandthenhegavethesickmanhisarm,andwhenhewantedtositdowninasunnyplacehespreadtheshawlhecarriedforhim。
"Isupposemother’stoldyouaboutCynthyandme,Jackson?"hebegan。
Jacksonanswered,withlack—lustreeyes,"Yes。"Presentlyheasked:
"What’sbecomeoftheothergirl?"
"Damnher!Idon’tknowwhat’sbecomeofher,andIdon’tcare!"Jeffexploded,furiously。
"Thenyoudon’tcareforheranymore?"Jacksonpursued,withthesamelanguidcalm。
"Inevercaredforher。"
Jacksonwassilent,andthematterseemedtohavefadedoutofhismind。
ButitwaskeenlyaliveinJeff’smind,andhewasinthestrangenecessitywhichmenintheflushoflifeandhealthoftenfeelofseekingcounselofthosewhostandinthepresenceofdeath,asiftheirwordsshouldhavesomethingofthemysticalauthorityoftheunknownwisdomtheyareabouttopenetrate。
"WhatIwanttoknowis,whatIamgoingtodoaboutCynthy?"
"Idon’tknow,"Jacksonanswered,vaguely,andheexpressedbyhisindirectionthesensehemustsometimeshavehadofhisimpendingfate——
"Idon’tknowwhatshe’sgoingtodo,herormother,either。"
"Yes,"Jeffassented,"that’swhatIthinkof。AndI’ddoanythingthatIcould——thatyouthoughtwasright。"
Jacksonapparentlyconcentratedhisminduponthequestionbyaneffort。
"DoyoucareasmuchforCynthyasyouusedto?"
"Yes,"saidJeff,afteramoment,"asmuchasIeverdid;andmore。ButI’vebeenthinking,sincethethinghappened,that,ifI’dcaredforherthewayshedidforme,itwouldn’thavehappened。Lookhere,Jackson!
YouknowI’veneverpretendedtobelikesomemen——likeMr。Westover,forexample——alwayslookingoutfortherightandthewrong,andallthat。Ididn’tmakemyself,andIguessiftheAlmightydon’tmakemegorightit’sbecauseHedon’twantmeto。ButIhavegotaconscienceaboutCynthy,andI’dbewillingtohelpoutalittleifIknewhow,abouther。Thedevilofitis,I’vegottobeingafraid。Idon’tmeanthatI’mnotfitforher;anyman’sfitforanywomanifhewantsherbadenough;butI’mafraidIsha’n’tevercareforherintherightway。
That’sthepoint。I’vecaredforjustonewomaninthisworld,andita’n’tCynthy,asfarasIcanmakeout。Butshe’sgone,andIguessI
couldcoaxCynthyroundagain,andIcouldbewhatshewantsmetobe,afterthis。"
Jacksonlayuponhisshawl,lookingupattheskyfullofislandsofwarmcloudsinitsseaofblue;hewassilentsolongthatJeffbegantothinkhehadnotbeenlistening;hecouldnothearhimbreathe,andhecameforwardtohimquicklyfromtheshadowofthetreewherehesat。
"Well?"Jacksonwhispered,turninghiseyesuponhim。
"Well?"Jeffreturned。
"Iguessyou’dbetterletitalone,"saidJackson。
"Allright。That’swhatIthink,too。"
XLIX。
Jacksondiedaweeklater,andtheyburiedhimintheoldfamilylotinthefarthestcorneroftheorchard。HismotherandCynthiaputonmourningforhim,andtheystoodtogetherbyhisopengrave,Mrs。Durginleaninguponherson’sarmandthegirluponherfather’s。Thewomenweptquietly,butJeff’seyesweredry,thoughhisfacewasdischargedofallitsprepotentimpudence。Westover,standingacrossthegravefromhim,noticedthemarksonhisforeheadthathesaidwerefromhisscrapping,andwonderedwhatreallymadethem。Herecognizedthespotwheretheywerestandingasthatwheretheboyhadobeyedthelawofhisnatureandrevengedthestressputuponhimforrighteousness。OverthestoneofthenearestgraveJeffhadshownafaceoftriumphantderisionwhenhepeltedWestoverwithapples。Thepainter’smindfellintoachaosofconjectureandmisgiving,sothathescarcelytookinthewordsofthecompositeservicewhichtheministerfromtheUnionChapelattheHuddlereadoverthedead。
Someoftheguestsfromthehotelcametothefuneral,butotherswhowerenotingoodhealthremainedaway,andtherewasageneralsenseamongthem,whichimparteditselftoWestover,thatJackson’sdyingso,atthebeginningoftheseason,wasnotafortunateincident。AshesattalkingwithJeffatacornerofthepiazzalateintheafternoon,FrankWhitwellcameuptothemandsaidthereweresomepeopleintheofficewhohaddrivenoverfromanotherhoteltoseeaboutboard,buttheyhadheardtherewassicknessinthehouse,andwishedtotalkwithhim。
"Iwon’tcome,"saidJeff。
"They’renotsatisfiedwithwhatI’vesaid,"theboyurged。"WhatshallItellthem?"
"Tellthemto—gotothedevil,"saidJeff,andwhenFrankWhitwellmadeoffwiththismessagefordeliveryinsuchdecenttermsashecouldimagineforit,Jeffsaid,rathertohimselfthantoWestover,"Idon’tseehowwe’regoingtorunthishotelwiththatoldfamilylotdownthereintheorchardmuchlonger。"
HeassumedtheairoffullauthorityatLion’sHead;andWestoverfeltthestressofapainfulconjectureinregardtotheWhitwellsintensifieduponhimfromthemomentheturnedawayfromJackson’sgrave。
CynthiaandherfatherhadgonebacktotheirownhouseassoonasJeffreturned,andthoughthegirlcamehomewithMrs。Durginafterthefuneral,andhelpedherintheircommondutiesthroughtheafternoonandevening,Westoversawhertakingherwaydownthehillwithherbrotherwhenthelongday’sworkwasover。Jeffsawhertoo;hewassittingwithWestoverattheofficedoorsmoking,andhewastalkingoftheWhitwells。
"Isupposetheywon’tstay,"hesaid,"andIcan’texpectit;butIdon’tknowwhatmotherwilldo,exactly。"
AtthesamemomentWhitwellcameroundthecornerofthehotelfromthebarn,andapproachedthem:"Jeff,IguessIbettertellyoustraightoffthatwe’regoin’,thechildrenandme。"
"Allright,Mr。Whitwell,"saidJeff,withrespectfulgravity;"Iwasafraidofit。"
Westovermadeamotiontorise,butWhitwelllaidadetaininghanduponhisknee。"Thereain’tanythingsoprivateaboutit,sofarasIknow。"
"Don’tgo,Mr。Westover,"saidJeff,andWestoverremained。
"Wea’n’ta—goin’toleaveyouinthelurch,andwewantyoushouldtakeyourtime,especiallyMis’Durgin。Butthesoonerthebetter。Heigh?"
"Yes,Iunderstandthat,Mr。Whitwell;Iguessmotherwillmissyou,butifyoumustgo,youmust。"Thetwomenremainedsilentamoment,andthenJeffbrokeoutpassionately,risingandflinginghiscigaraway:
"IwishIcouldgo,instead!Thatwouldbetherightway,andIguessmotherwouldlikeitfullaswell。Doyouseeanywaytomanageit?
"Heputhisfootupinhischair,anddroppedhiselbowonhisknee,withhischinproppedinhishand。Westovercouldseethathemeantwhathewassaying。"Iftherewasanyway,I’ddoit。Iknowwhatyouthinkofme,andIshouldbejustlikeyou,inyourplace。Idon’tfeelrighttoturnyououthere,Idon’t,Mr。Whitwell,andyetifIstay,I’vegottodoit。What’sthereasonIcan’tgo?"
"Youcan’t,"saidWhitwell,"andthat’sallaboutit。Weshouldn’tletyou,ifyoucould。ButIa’n’tsurprisedyoufeelthewayyoudo,"headded,unsparingly。"Asyousay,IshouldfeeljustsomyselfifIwasinyourplace。Well,goodnight,Mr。Westover。"
Whitwellturnedandsloucheddownthehill,leavingthepaintertothemostpainfulmomenthehadknownwithJeffDurgin,andnearersympathy。
"That’sallright,Mr。Westover,"Jeffsaid,"Idon’tblamehim。"
HeremainedinaconstraintfromwhichhepresentlybrokewithmockinghilaritywhenJombateestecameroundthecornerofthehouse,asifhehadbeenwaitingforWhitwelltobegone,andtoldJeffhemustgetsomebodyelsetolookafterthehorses。
"Whydon’tyouwaitandtakethehorseswithyou,Jombateeste?"
heinquired。"They’llbehandingintheirresignation,thenextthing。
Whynotgoaltogether?"
ThelittleCanuckpaused,asifuncertainwhetherhewasmadetheobjectofunfriendlyderisionornot,andlookedatWestoverforhelp。
Apparentlyhedecidedtochanceitinasbitterananswerashecouldinvent。"The’osscan’t’elp’imself,Mr。Durgin。’Estay。Butyoudon’hownEVERYBODY。"
"That’sso,Jombateeste,"saidJeff。"That’sagoodhit。Itmakesmefeelawfully。Haveacigar?"TheCanuckdeclinedwithadignifiedbow,andJeffsaid:"Youdon’tsmokeanymore?Oh,Isee!It’smytobaccoyou’redownon。What’sthematter,Jombateeste?Whatareyougoingawayfor?"JefflightedforhimselfthecigartheCanuckhadrefused,andsmokeddownuponthelittleman。
"Mr。W’itwellgoin’,"Jombateestesaid,alittleconfusedanddaunted。
"What’sMr。Whitwellgoingfor?"
"YouhaskMr。W’itwell。"
"Allright。AndifIcangethimtostaywillyoustaytoo,Jombateeste?
Idon’tliketoseearatleavingaship;theship’ssuretosink,ifhedoes。HowdoyousupposeI’mgoingtorunLion’sHeadwithoutyoutothrowdownhaytothehorses?Itwillberuintome,sure,Jombateeste。
Alltheguestsknowhowyouplayonthepitchforkoutthere,andthey’llleaveinabodyiftheyhearyou’vequit。Dosayyou’llstay,andI’llreduceyourwagesone—halfonthespot。"
Jombateestewaitedtohearnomoreinjuries。Hesaid:"You’lldon’gotmoneyenough,Mr。Durgin,bygosh!toreducemywages,"andhestarteddownthehilltowardWhitwell’shousewithasgreatloftinessascouldcomportwithadown—hillgaitandhisstature。
"Well,Iseemtobegettingitallround,Mr。Westover,"saidJeff。
"Thismustmakeyoufeelgood。Idon’tknowbutIbegintobelievethere’saGodinIsrael,myself。"
Hewalkedawaywithoutsayinggood—night,andWestoverwenttobedwithoutthechanceofsettinghimselfright。Inthemorning,whenhecamedowntobreakfast,andstoppedatthedesktoengageaconveyanceforthestationfromFrankWhitwelltheboyforestalledhimwithagraveface。"Youdon’tknowaboutMrs。Durgin?"
"No;whatabouther?"
"Well,wecan’ttellexactly。Fatherthinksit’sashock;JombateestegoneovertoLovewellforthedoctor。Cynthia’swithher。Itseemedtocomeoninthenight。"
Hespokesoftly,thatnooneelsemighthear;butbynoonthefactthatMrs。Durginhadbeenstrickenwithparalysiswasallovertheplace。ThegloomcastupontheopeningseasonbyJackson’sdeathwasdeepenedamongtheguests。SomewhohadtalkedofstayingthroughJulywentawaythatday。ButunderCynthia’smanagementthehousekeepingwasreallyunaffectedbyMrs。Durgin’scalamity,andthepeoplewhostayedfoundthemselvesascomfortableasever。Jeffcamefullyintothehotelmanagement,andintheirbusinessrelationCynthiaandhewerecontinuallytogether;therewasnolongeraquestionoftheWhitwellsleavinghim;evenJombateestepersuadedhimselftostay,andWestoverfeltobligedtoremainatleasttillthepresentdangerinMrs。Durgin’scasewaspast。
Withthefirstreturnofphysicalstrength,Mrs。Durginwasimpatienttobeseenaboutthehouse,andtoretrievetheseasonthatherafflictionhadmadesolargelyaloss。Thepeoplewhohadbecomeaccustomedtoitstayedon,andthehousefilledupasshegrewbetter,buteventhesightofherinawheeledchairdidnotbringbacktheprosperityofotheryears。Shelamentedoveritwithakeenandfullperceptionofthefact,butinacloudyassociationofitwiththejointfutureofJeffandCynthia。
Oneday,afterMrs。Durginhaddeclaredthatshedidnotknowwhattheyweretodo,ifthingskeptonastheyweregoing,Whitwellaskedhisdaughter:
"DoyousupposeshethinksyouandJeffhavemadeitupagain?"
"Idon’tknow,"saidthegirl,withatroubledvoice,"andIdon’tknowwhattodoaboutit。Itdon’tseemasifIcouldtellher,andyetit’swrongtolethergoon。"
"Whydidn’thetellher?"demandedherfather。"’Ta’n’tfairhisleavin’
ittoyou。Butit’slikehim。"
Thesickwoman’sholduponthefactweakenedmostwhenshewastired。
Whenshewasbetter,sheknewhowitwaswiththem。CommonlyitwaswhenCynthiahadgothertobedforthenightthatshesentforJeff,andwishedtoaskhimwhathewasgoingtodo。"Youcan’texpectCynthytostayhereanotherwinterhelpin’you,withJacksonaway。You’vegottoeithertakeherwithyou,orelsecomehereyourself。Giveupyourlastyearincollege,whydon’tyou?Idon’twantyoushouldstay,andI
don’tknowwhodoes。IfIwasinCynthia’splace,I’dletyouworkoffyourownconditions,nowyou’vegiveupthelaw。She’llkillherself,tryin’tokeepyoualong。"
SometimesherspeechbecamesoindistinctthatnoonebutCynthiacouldmakeitout;andJeff,listeningwithafaceasnearlydischargedasmightbeofitslaughingirony,hadtoturntoCynthiaforthewordwhichnooneelsecouldcatch,andwhichthestrickenwomanremaineddistressfullywaitingforhertorepeattohim,withheranxiouseyesuponthegirl’sface。Hewasdutifullypatientwithallhismother’swhims。Hecamewhenevershesentforhim,andsatquietundertheseveritieswithwhichshevisitedallhispastunworthiness。"Whoyoubeenhectorin’now,Ishouldliketoknow,"shebeganonhimoneeveningwhenhecameathersummons。"BetweenyouandFox,Igotnopeaceofmylife。Whereisthedog?"
"Foxisallright,mother,"Jeffresponded。"You’refeelingalittlebetterto—night,a’n’tyou?"
"Idon’tknow;Ican’ttell,"shereturned,withagleamofintelligenceinhereye。Thenshesaid:"Idon’tseewhyI’mlefttostrangersallthetime。"
"Youdon’tcallCynthiaastranger,doyou,mother?"heasked,coaxingly。
"Oh——Cynthy!"saidMrs。Durgin,withaglanceasofsurpriseatseeingher。"No,Cynthy’sallright。Butwhere’sJacksonandyourfather?IfI’vetoldthemnottobeoutinthedewonce,I’vetold’emahundredtimes。Cynthy’dbetterlookafterherhousekeepin’ifshedon’twantthewholeplacetorunbehind,andnotasoulleftinthehouse。Whattimeo’yearisitnow?"shesuddenlyasked,afteralittlewearypause。
"It’sthelastofAugust,mother。"
"Oh,"shesighed,"Ithoughtitwasthebeginnin’ofMay。Didn’tyoucomeuphereinMay?"
"Yes。"
"Well,then——Or,mebbethat’soneo’themtormentin’dreams;theydopesterso!Whatdidyoucomefor?"
JeffwassittingononesideofherbedandCynthiaontheother:Shewaslookingatthesufferer’sface,andshedidnotmeettheglanceofamusementwhichJeffturneduponheratbeingsofairlycornered。"Well,Idon’tknow,"hesaid。"Ithoughtyoumightliketoseeme。"
"What’dhecomefor?"——thesickwomanturnedtoCynthia。
"You’dbettertellher,"saidthegirl,coldly,toJeff。"Shewon’tbesatisfiedtillyoudo。She’llkeepcomingbacktoit。"
"Well,mother,"saidJeff,stillwithsomethingofhishardyamusement,"Ihadn’tbeenactingjustright,andIthoughtI’dbettertellCynthy。"
"Youbetterletthechildalone。IfIevercatchyouteasin’themchildrenagain,I’llmakeJacksonshootFox。"