"Nofairbet?"repliedMr。Dowlas,angrily。"IshouldliketohearanymanstandupandsayIwanttobetunfair。Comenow,MasterLundy,Ishouldliketohearyousayit。"
"Verylikeyouwould,"saidthebutcher。"Butit’snobusinesso’mine。You’renoneo’mybargains,andIaren’ta—goingtotryand’bateyourprice。Ifanybody’llbidforyouatyourownvallying,lethim。I’mforpeaceandquietness,Iam。"
"Yes,that’swhateveryyappingcuris,whenyouholdastickupathim,"saidthefarrier。"ButI’mafraido’neithermannorghost,andI’mreadytolayafairbet。_I_aren’taturn—tailcur。"
"Aye,butthere’sthisinit,Dowlas,"saidthelandlord,speakinginatoneofmuchcandourandtolerance。"There’sfolks,i’myopinion,theycan’tseeghos’es,notiftheystoodasplainasapike—staffbefore’em。Andthere’sreasoni’that。Forthere’smywife,now,can’tsmell,notifshe’dthestrongesto’cheeseunderhernose。Ineversee’daghostmyself;butthenIsaystomyself,"VerylikeIhaven’tgotthesmellfor’em。"Imean,puttingaghostforasmell,orelsecontrairiways。Andso,I’mforholdingwithbothsides;for,asIsay,thetruthliesbetween’em。AndifDowlaswastogoandstand,andsayhe’dneverseenawinko’
Cliff’sHolidayallthenightthrough,I’dbackhim;andifanybodysaidasCliff’sHolidaywascertainsure,forallthat,I’dback_him_too。Forthesmell’swhatIgoby。"
Thelandlord’sanalogicalargumentwasnotwellreceivedbythefarrier——amanintenselyopposedtocompromise。
"Tut,tut,"hesaid,settingdownhisglasswithrefreshedirritation;"what’sthesmellgottodowithit?Dideveraghostgiveamanablackeye?That’swhatIshouldliketoknow。Ifghos’eswantmetobelievein’em,let’emleaveoffskulkingi’thedarkandi’loneplaces——let’emcomewherethere’scompanyandcandles。"
"Asifghos’es’udwanttobebelievedinbyanybodysoignirant!"
saidMr。Macey,indeepdisgustatthefarrier’scrassincompetencetoapprehendtheconditionsofghostlyphenomena。
CHAPTERVII
YetthenextmomentthereseemedtobesomeevidencethatghostshadamorecondescendingdispositionthanMr。Maceyattributedtothem;
forthepalethinfigureofSilasMarnerwassuddenlyseenstandinginthewarmlight,utteringnoword,butlookingroundatthecompanywithhisstrangeunearthlyeyes。Thelongpipesgaveasimultaneousmovement,liketheantennaeofstartledinsects,andeverymanpresent,notexceptingeventhescepticalfarrier,hadanimpressionthathesaw,notSilasMarnerintheflesh,butanapparition;forthedoorbywhichSilashadenteredwashiddenbythehigh—screenedseats,andnoonehadnoticedhisapproach。
Mr。Macey,sittingalongwayofftheghost,mightbesupposedtohavefeltanargumentativetriumph,whichwouldtendtoneutralizehisshareofthegeneralalarm。HadhenotalwayssaidthatwhenSilasMarnerwasinthatstrangetranceofhis,hissoulwentloosefromhisbody?Herewasthedemonstration:nevertheless,onthewhole,hewouldhavebeenaswellcontentedwithoutit。Forafewmomentstherewasadeadsilence,Marner’swantofbreathandagitationnotallowinghimtospeak。Thelandlord,underthehabitualsensethathewasboundtokeephishouseopentoallcompany,andconfidentintheprotectionofhisunbrokenneutrality,atlasttookonhimselfthetaskofadjuringtheghost。
"MasterMarner,"hesaid,inaconciliatorytone,"what’slackingtoyou?What’syourbusinesshere?"
"Robbed!"saidSilas,gaspingly。"I’vebeenrobbed!Iwanttheconstable——andtheJustice——andSquireCass——andMr。Crackenthorp。"
"Layholdonhim,JemRodney,"saidthelandlord,theideaofaghostsubsiding;"he’soffhishead,Idoubt。He’swetthrough。"
JemRodneywastheoutermostman,andsatconvenientlynearMarner’sstanding—place;buthedeclinedtogivehisservices。
"Comeandlayholdonhimyourself,Mr。Snell,ifyou’veamind,"
saidJem,rathersullenly。"He’sbeenrobbed,andmurderedtoo,forwhatIknow,"headded,inamutteringtone。
"JemRodney!"saidSilas,turningandfixinghisstrangeeyesonthesuspectedman。
"Aye,MasterMarner,whatdoyouwantwi’me?"saidJem,tremblingalittle,andseizinghisdrinking—canasadefensiveweapon。
"Ifitwasyoustolemymoney,"saidSilas,claspinghishandsentreatingly,andraisinghisvoicetoacry,"giveitmeback——
andIwon’tmeddlewithyou。Iwon’tsettheconstableonyou。
Giveitmeback,andI’llletyou——I’llletyouhaveaguinea。"
"Mestoleyourmoney!"saidJem,angrily。"I’llpitchthiscanatyoureyeifyoutalko’_my_stealingyourmoney。"
"Come,come,MasterMarner,"saidthelandlord,nowrisingresolutely,andseizingMarnerbytheshoulder,"ifyou’vegotanyinformationtolay,speakitoutsensible,andshowasyou’reinyourrightmind,ifyouexpectanybodytolistentoyou。You’reaswetasadrowndedrat。Sitdownanddryyourself,andspeakstraightforrard。"
"Ah,tobesure,man,"saidthefarrier,whobegantofeelthathehadnotbeenquiteonaparwithhimselfandtheoccasion。"Let’shavenomorestaringandscreaming,elsewe’llhaveyoustrappedforamadman。ThatwaswhyIdidn’tspeakatthefirst——thinksI,theman’srunmad。"
"Aye,aye,makehimsitdown,"saidseveralvoicesatonce,wellpleasedthattherealityofghostsremainedstillanopenquestion。
ThelandlordforcedMarnertotakeoffhiscoat,andthentositdownonachairalooffromeveryoneelse,inthecentreofthecircleandinthedirectraysofthefire。Theweaver,toofeebletohaveanydistinctpurposebeyondthatofgettinghelptorecoverhismoney,submittedunresistingly。Thetransientfearsofthecompanywerenowforgottenintheirstrongcuriosity,andallfaceswereturnedtowardsSilas,whenthelandlord,havingseatedhimselfagain,said——
"Nowthen,MasterMarner,what’sthisyou’vegottosay——asyou’vebeenrobbed?Speakout。"
"He’dbetternotsayagainasitwasmerobbedhim,"criedJemRodney,hastily。"WhatcouldIha’donewithhismoney?Icouldaseasystealtheparson’ssurplice,andwearit。"
"Holdyourtongue,Jem,andlet’shearwhathe’sgottosay,"saidthelandlord。"Nowthen,MasterMarner。"
Silasnowtoldhisstory,underfrequentquestioningasthemysteriouscharacteroftherobberybecameevident。
ThisstrangelynovelsituationofopeninghistroubletohisRaveloeneighbours,ofsittinginthewarmthofahearthnothisown,andfeelingthepresenceoffacesandvoiceswhichwerehisnearestpromiseofhelp,haddoubtlessitsinfluenceonMarner,inspiteofhispassionatepreoccupationwithhisloss。Ourconsciousnessrarelyregistersthebeginningofagrowthwithinusanymorethanwithoutus:therehavebeenmanycirculationsofthesapbeforewedetectthesmallestsignofthebud。
Theslightsuspicionwithwhichhishearersatfirstlistenedtohim,graduallymeltedawaybeforetheconvincingsimplicityofhisdistress:itwasimpossiblefortheneighbourstodoubtthatMarnerwastellingthetruth,notbecausetheywerecapableofarguingatoncefromthenatureofhisstatementstotheabsenceofanymotiveformakingthemfalsely,butbecause,asMr。Maceyobserved,"Folksashadthedeviltoback’emwerenotlikelytobesomushed"aspoorSilaswas。Rather,fromthestrangefactthattherobberhadleftnotraces,andhadhappenedtoknowthenickoftime,utterlyincalculablebymortalagents,whenSilaswouldgoawayfromhomewithoutlockinghisdoor,themoreprobableconclusionseemedtobe,thathisdisreputableintimacyinthatquarter,ifiteverexisted,hadbeenbrokenup,andthat,inconsequence,thisillturnhadbeendonetoMarnerbysomebodyitwasquiteinvaintosettheconstableafter。Whythispreternaturalfelonshouldbeobligedtowaittillthedoorwasleftunlocked,wasaquestionwhichdidnotpresentitself。
"Itisn’tJemRodneyashasdonethiswork,MasterMarner,"saidthelandlord。"Youmustn’tbea—castingyoureyeatpoorJem。
TheremaybeabitofareckoningagainstJemforthematterofahareorso,ifanybodywasboundtokeeptheireyesstaringopen,andnivertowink;butJem’sbeena—sittingheredrinkinghiscan,likethedecentestmani’theparish,sincebeforeyouleftyourhouse,MasterMarner,byyourownaccount。"
"Aye,aye,"saidMr。Macey;"let’shavenoaccusingo’theinnicent。Thatisn’tthelaw。Theremustbefolkstoswearagain’
amanbeforehecanbeta’enup。Let’shavenoaccusingo’theinnicent,MasterMarner。"
MemorywasnotsoutterlytorpidinSilasthatitcouldnotbeawakenedbythesewords。Withamovementofcompunctionasnewandstrangetohimaseverythingelsewithinthelasthour,hestartedfromhischairandwentcloseuptoJem,lookingathimasifhewantedtoassurehimselfoftheexpressioninhisface。
"Iwaswrong,"hesaid——"yes,yes——Ioughttohavethought。
There’snothingtowitnessagainstyou,Jem。Onlyyou’dbeenintomyhouseoftenerthananybodyelse,andsoyoucameintomyhead。
Idon’taccuseyou——Iwon’taccuseanybody——only,"headded,liftinguphishandstohishead,andturningawaywithbewilderedmisery,"Itry——Itrytothinkwheremyguineascanbe。"
"Aye,aye,they’regonewhereit’shotenoughtomelt’em,I
doubt,"saidMr。Macey。
"Tchuh!"saidthefarrier。Andthenheasked,withacross—examiningair,"Howmuchmoneymighttherebeinthebags,MasterMarner?"
"Twohundredandseventy—twopounds,twelveandsixpence,lastnightwhenIcountedit,"saidSilas,seatinghimselfagain,withagroan。
"Pooh!why,they’dbenonesoheavytocarry。Sometramp’sbeenin,that’sall;andasforthenofootmarks,andthebricksandthesandbeingallright——why,youreyesareprettymuchlikeainsect’s,MasterMarner;they’reobligedtolooksoclose,youcan’tseemuchatatime。It’smyopinionas,ifI’dbeenyou,oryou’dbeenme——foritcomestothesamething——youwouldn’thavethoughtyou’dfoundeverythingasyouleftit。ButwhatIvoteis,astwoofthesensiblesto’thecompanyshouldgowithyoutoMasterKench,theconstable’s——he’silli’bed,Iknowthatmuch——andgethimtoappointoneofushisdeppity;forthat’sthelaw,andI
don’tthinkanybody’ulltakeuponhimtocontradickmethere。Itisn’tmuchofawalktoKench’s;andthen,ifit’smeasisdeppity,I’llgobackwithyou,MasterMarner,andexamineyourpremises;andifanybody’sgotanyfaulttofindwiththat,I’llthankhimtostandupandsayitoutlikeaman。"
Bythispregnantspeechthefarrierhadre—establishedhisself—complacency,andwaitedwithconfidencetohearhimselfnamedasoneofthesuperlativelysensiblemen。
"Letusseehowthenightis,though,"saidthelandlord,whoalsoconsideredhimselfpersonallyconcernedinthisproposition。"Why,itrainsheavystill,"hesaid,returningfromthedoor。
"Well,I’mnotthemantobeafraido’therain,"saidthefarrier。"Forit’lllookbadwhenJusticeMalamhearsasrespectablemenlikeushadainformationlaidbefore’emandtooknosteps。"
Thelandlordagreedwiththisview,andaftertakingthesenseofthecompany,anddulyrehearsingasmallceremonyknowninhighecclesiasticallifeasthe_noloepiscopari_,heconsentedtotakeonhimselfthechilldignityofgoingtoKench’s。Buttothefarrier’sstrongdisgust,Mr。Maceynowstartedanobjectiontohisproposinghimselfasadeputy—constable;forthatoracularoldgentleman,claimingtoknowthelaw,stated,asafactdeliveredtohimbyhisfather,thatnodoctorcouldbeaconstable。
"Andyou’readoctor,Ireckon,thoughyou’reonlyacow—doctor——
forafly’safly,thoughitmaybeahoss—fly,"concludedMr。Macey,wonderingalittleathisown"’cuteness"。
Therewasahotdebateuponthis,thefarrierbeingofcourseindisposedtorenouncethequalityofdoctor,butcontendingthatadoctorcouldbeaconstableifheliked——thelawmeant,heneedn’tbeoneifhedidn’tlike。Mr。Maceythoughtthiswasnonsense,sincethelawwasnotlikelytobefonderofdoctorsthanofotherfolks。Moreover,ifitwasinthenatureofdoctorsmorethanofothermennottolikebeingconstables,howcameMr。Dowlastobesoeagertoactinthatcapacity?
"_I_don’twanttoacttheconstable,"saidthefarrier,drivenintoacornerbythismercilessreasoning;"andthere’snomancansayitofme,ifhe’dtellthetruth。Butifthere’stobeanyjealousyanden_vy_ingaboutgoingtoKench’sintherain,letthemgoaslikeit——youwon’tgetmetogo,Icantellyou。"
Bythelandlord’sintervention,however,thedisputewasaccommodated。Mr。Dowlasconsentedtogoasasecondpersondisinclinedtoactofficially;andsopoorSilas,furnishedwithsomeoldcoverings,turnedoutwithhistwocompanionsintotherainagain,thinkingofthelongnight—hoursbeforehim,notasthosedowholongtorest,butasthosewhoexpectto"watchforthemorning"。
CHAPTERVIII
WhenGodfreyCassreturnedfromMrs。Osgood’spartyatmidnight,hewasnotmuchsurprisedtolearnthatDunseyhadnotcomehome。
PerhapshehadnotsoldWildfire,andwaswaitingforanotherchance——
perhaps,onthatfoggyafternoon,hehadpreferredhousinghimselfattheRedLionatBatherleyforthenight,iftherunhadkepthiminthatneighbourhood;forhewasnotlikelytofeelmuchconcernaboutleavinghisbrotherinsuspense。Godfrey’smindwastoofullofNancyLammeter’slooksandbehaviour,toofulloftheexasperationagainsthimselfandhislot,whichthesightofheralwaysproducedinhim,forhimtogivemuchthoughttoWildfire,ortotheprobabilitiesofDunstan’sconduct。
Thenextmorningthewholevillagewasexcitedbythestoryoftherobbery,andGodfrey,likeeveryoneelse,wasoccupiedingatheringanddiscussingnewsaboutit,andinvisitingtheStone—pits。Therainhadwashedawayallpossibilityofdistinguishingfoot—marks,butacloseinvestigationofthespothaddisclosed,inthedirectionoppositetothevillage,atinder—box,withaflintandsteel,halfsunkinthemud。ItwasnotSilas’stinder—box,fortheonlyonehehadeverhadwasstillstandingonhisshelf;andtheinferencegenerallyacceptedwas,thatthetinder—boxintheditchwassomehowconnectedwiththerobbery。Asmallminorityshooktheirheads,andintimatedtheiropinionthatitwasnotarobberytohavemuchlightthrownonitbytinder—boxes,thatMasterMarner’stalehadaqueerlookwithit,andthatsuchthingshadbeenknownasaman’sdoinghimselfamischief,andthensettingthejusticetolookforthedoer。Butwhenquestionedcloselyastotheirgroundsforthisopinion,andwhatMasterMarnerhadtogainbysuchfalsepretences,theyonlyshooktheirheadsasbefore,andobservedthattherewasnoknowingwhatsomefolkscountedgain;
moreover,thateverybodyhadarighttotheirownopinions,groundsornogrounds,andthattheweaver,aseverybodyknew,waspartlycrazy。Mr。Macey,thoughhejoinedinthedefenceofMarneragainstallsuspicionsofdeceit,alsopooh—poohedthetinder—box;indeed,repudiateditasaratherimpioussuggestion,tendingtoimplythateverythingmustbedonebyhumanhands,andthattherewasnopowerwhichcouldmakeawaywiththeguineaswithoutmovingthebricks。
Nevertheless,heturnedroundrathersharplyonMr。Tookey,whenthezealousdeputy,feelingthatthiswasaviewofthecasepeculiarlysuitedtoaparish—clerk,carrieditstillfarther,anddoubtedwhetheritwasrighttoinquireintoarobberyatallwhenthecircumstancesweresomysterious。
"Asif,"concludedMr。Tookey——"asiftherewasnothingbutwhatcouldbemadeoutbyjusticesandconstables。"
"Now,don’tyoubeforovershootingthemark,Tookey,"saidMr。Macey,noddinghisheadasideadmonishingly。"That’swhatyou’reallaysat;ifIthrowastoneandhit,youthinkthere’ssummatbetterthanhitting,andyoutrytothrowastonebeyond。
WhatIsaidwasagainstthetinder—box:Isaidnothingagainstjusticesandconstables,forthey’reo’KingGeorge’smaking,andit’udbeill—becomingamaninaparishofficetoflyoutagain’KingGeorge。"
WhilethesediscussionsweregoingonamongstthegroupoutsidetheRainbow,ahigherconsultationwasbeingcarriedonwithin,underthepresidencyofMr。Crackenthorp,therector,assistedbySquireCassandothersubstantialparishioners。IthadjustoccurredtoMr。Snell,thelandlord——hebeing,asheobserved,amanaccustomedtoputtwoandtwotogether——toconnectwiththetinder—box,which,asdeputy—constable,hehimselfhadhadthehonourabledistinctionoffinding,certainrecollectionsofapedlarwhohadcalledtodrinkatthehouseaboutamonthbefore,andhadactuallystatedthathecarriedatinder—boxaboutwithhimtolighthispipe。Here,surely,wasacluetobefollowedout。Andasmemory,whendulyimpregnatedwithascertainedfacts,issometimessurprisinglyfertile,Mr。Snellgraduallyrecoveredavividimpressionoftheeffectproducedonhimbythepedlar’scountenanceandconversation。Hehada"lookwithhiseye"whichfellunpleasantlyonMr。Snell’ssensitiveorganism。Tobesure,hedidn’tsayanythingparticular——no,exceptthataboutthetinder—box——butitisn’twhatamansays,it’sthewayhesaysit。
Moreover,hehadaswarthyforeignnessofcomplexionwhichbodedlittlehonesty。
"Didhewearear—rings?"Mr。Crackenthorpwishedtoknow,havingsomeacquaintancewithforeigncustoms。
"Well——stay——letmesee,"saidMr。Snell,likeadocileclairvoyante,whowouldreallynotmakeamistakeifshecouldhelpit。Afterstretchingthecornersofhismouthandcontractinghiseyes,asifheweretryingtoseetheear—rings,heappearedtogiveuptheeffort,andsaid,"Well,he’dgotear—ringsinhisboxtosell,soit’snat’raltosupposehemightwear’em。Buthecalledateveryhouse,a’most,inthevillage;there’ssomebodyelse,mayhap,saw’eminhisears,thoughIcan’ttakeuponmerightlytosay。"
Mr。Snellwascorrectinhissurmise,thatsomebodyelsewouldrememberthepedlar’sear—rings。Foronthespreadofinquiryamongthevillagersitwasstatedwithgatheringemphasis,thattheparsonhadwantedtoknowwhetherthepedlarworeear—ringsinhisears,andanimpressionwascreatedthatagreatdealdependedontheelicitingofthisfact。Ofcourse,everyonewhoheardthequestion,nothavinganydistinctimageofthepedlaras_without_
ear—rings,immediatelyhadanimageofhim_with_ear—rings,largerorsmaller,asthecasemightbe;andtheimagewaspresentlytakenforavividrecollection,sothattheglazier’swife,awell—intentionedwoman,notgiventolying,andwhosehousewasamongthecleanestinthevillage,wasreadytodeclare,assureasevershemeanttotakethesacramenttheverynextChristmasthatwasevercoming,thatshehadseenbigear—rings,intheshapeoftheyoungmoon,inthepedlar’stwoears;whileJinnyOates,thecobbler’sdaughter,beingamoreimaginativeperson,statednotonlythatshehadseenthemtoo,butthattheyhadmadeherbloodcreep,asitdidatthatverymomentwhilethereshestood。
Also,bywayofthrowingfurtherlightonthisclueofthetinder—box,acollectionwasmadeofallthearticlespurchasedfromthepedlaratvarioushouses,andcarriedtotheRainbowtobeexhibitedthere。Infact,therewasageneralfeelinginthevillage,thatfortheclearing—upofthisrobberytheremustbeagreatdealdoneattheRainbow,andthatnomanneedofferhiswifeanexcuseforgoingtherewhileitwasthesceneofseverepublicduties。
Somedisappointmentwasfelt,andperhapsalittleindignationalso,whenitbecameknownthatSilasMarner,onbeingquestionedbytheSquireandtheparson,hadretainednootherrecollectionofthepedlarthanthathehadcalledathisdoor,buthadnotenteredhishouse,havingturnedawayatoncewhenSilas,holdingthedoorajar,hadsaidthathewantednothing。ThishadbeenSilas’stestimony,thoughheclutchedstronglyattheideaofthepedlar’sbeingtheculprit,ifonlybecauseitgavehimadefiniteimageofawhereaboutforhisgoldafterithadbeentakenawayfromitshiding—place:hecouldseeitnowinthepedlar’sbox。Butitwasobservedwithsomeirritationinthevillage,thatanybodybuta"blindcreatur"likeMarnerwouldhaveseenthemanprowlingabout,forhowcamehetoleavehistinder—boxintheditchcloseby,ifhehadn’tbeenlingeringthere?Doubtless,hehadmadehisobservationswhenhesawMarneratthedoor。Anybodymightknow——
andonlylookathim——thattheweaverwasahalf—crazymiser。Itwasawonderthepedlarhadn’tmurderedhim;menofthatsort,withringsintheirears,hadbeenknownformurderersoftenandoften;
therehadbeenonetriedatthe’sizes,notsolongagobutwhattherewerepeoplelivingwhorememberedit。
GodfreyCass,indeed,enteringtheRainbowduringoneofMr。Snell’sfrequentlyrepeatedrecitalsofhistestimony,hadtreateditlightly,statingthathehimselfhadboughtapen—knifeofthepedlar,andthoughthimamerrygrinningfellowenough;itwasallnonsense,hesaid,abouttheman’sevillooks。Butthiswasspokenofinthevillageastherandomtalkofyouth,"asifitwasonlyMr。Snellwhohadseensomethingoddaboutthepedlar!"Onthecontrary,therewereatleasthalf—a—dozenwhowerereadytogobeforeJusticeMalam,andgiveinmuchmorestrikingtestimonythananythelandlordcouldfurnish。ItwastobehopedMr。GodfreywouldnotgotoTarleyandthrowcoldwateronwhatMr。Snellsaidthere,andsopreventthejusticefromdrawingupawarrant。Hewassuspectedofintendingthis,when,aftermid—day,hewasseensettingoffonhorsebackinthedirectionofTarley。
ButbythistimeGodfrey’sinterestintherobberyhadfadedbeforehisgrowinganxietyaboutDunstanandWildfire,andhewasgoing,nottoTarley,buttoBatherley,unabletorestinuncertaintyaboutthemanylonger。ThepossibilitythatDunstanhadplayedhimtheuglytrickofridingawaywithWildfire,toreturnattheendofamonth,whenhehadgambledawayorotherwisesquanderedthepriceofthehorse,wasafearthaturgeditselfuponhimmore,even,thanthethoughtofanaccidentalinjury;andnowthatthedanceatMrs。Osgood’swaspast,hewasirritatedwithhimselfthathehadtrustedhishorsetoDunstan。Insteadoftryingtostillhisfears,heencouragedthem,withthatsuperstitiousimpressionwhichclingstousall,thatifweexpectevilverystronglyitisthelesslikelytocome;andwhenheheardahorseapproachingatatrot,andsawahatrisingaboveahedgebeyondanangleofthelane,hefeltasifhisconjurationhadsucceeded。Butnosoonerdidthehorsecomewithinsight,thanhisheartsankagain。ItwasnotWildfire;
andinafewmomentsmorehediscernedthattheriderwasnotDunstan,butBryce,whopulleduptospeak,withafacethatimpliedsomethingdisagreeable。
"Well,Mr。Godfrey,that’saluckybrotherofyours,thatMasterDunsey,isn’the?"
"Whatdoyoumean?"saidGodfrey,hastily。
"Why,hasn’thebeenhomeyet?"saidBryce。
"Home?no。Whathashappened?Bequick。Whathashedonewithmyhorse?"
"Ah,Ithoughtitwasyours,thoughhepretendedyouhadpartedwithittohim。"
"Hashethrownhimdownandbrokenhisknees?"saidGodfrey,flushedwithexasperation。
"Worsethanthat,"saidBryce。"Yousee,I’dmadeabargainwithhimtobuythehorseforahundredandtwenty——aswingingprice,butIalwayslikedthehorse。Andwhatdoeshedobutgoandstakehim——flyatahedgewithstakesinit,atopofabankwithaditchbeforeit。Thehorsehadbeendeadaprettygoodwhilewhenhewasfound。Sohehasn’tbeenhomesince,hashe?"
"Home?no,"saidGodfrey,"andhe’dbetterkeepaway。Confoundmeforafool!Imighthaveknownthiswouldbetheendofit。"
"Well,totellyouthetruth,"saidBryce,"afterI’dbargainedforthehorse,itdidcomeintomyheadthathemightberidingandsellingthehorsewithoutyourknowledge,forIdidn’tbelieveitwashisown。IknewMasterDunseywasuptohistrickssometimes。
Butwherecanhebegone?He’sneverbeenseenatBatherley。Hecouldn’thavebeenhurt,forhemusthavewalkedoff。"
"Hurt?"saidGodfrey,bitterly。"He’llneverbehurt——he’smadetohurtotherpeople。"
"Andsoyou_did_givehimleavetosellthehorse,eh?"saidBryce。
"Yes;Iwantedtopartwiththehorse——hewasalwaysalittletoohardinthemouthforme,"saidGodfrey;hispridemakinghimwinceundertheideathatBryceguessedthesaletobeamatterofnecessity。"Iwasgoingtoseeafterhim——Ithoughtsomemischiefhadhappened。I’llgobacknow,"headded,turningthehorse’shead,andwishinghecouldgetridofBryce;forhefeltthatthelong—dreadedcrisisinhislifewascloseuponhim。
"You’recomingontoRaveloe,aren’tyou?"
"Well,no,notnow,"saidBryce。"I_was_comingroundthere,forIhadtogotoFlitton,andIthoughtImightaswelltakeyouinmyway,andjustletyouknowallIknewmyselfaboutthehorse。
IsupposeMasterDunseydidn’tliketoshowhimselftilltheillnewshadblownoverabit。He’sperhapsgonetopayavisitattheThreeCrowns,byWhitbridge——Iknowhe’sfondofthehouse。"
"Perhapsheis,"saidGodfrey,ratherabsently。Thenrousinghimself,hesaid,withaneffortatcarelessness,"Weshallhearofhimsoonenough,I’llbebound。"
"Well,here’smyturning,"saidBryce,notsurprisedtoperceivethatGodfreywasrather"down";"soI’llbidyougood—day,andwishImaybringyoubetternewsanothertime。"
Godfreyrodealongslowly,representingtohimselfthesceneofconfessiontohisfatherfromwhichhefeltthattherewasnownolongeranyescape。Therevelationaboutthemoneymustbemadetheverynextmorning;andifhewithheldtherest,Dunstanwouldbesuretocomebackshortly,and,findingthathemustbearthebruntofhisfather’sanger,wouldtellthewholestoryoutofspite,eventhoughhehadnothingtogainbyit。Therewasonestep,perhaps,bywhichhemightstillwinDunstan’ssilenceandputofftheevilday:hemighttellhisfatherthathehadhimselfspentthemoneypaidtohimbyFowler;andashehadneverbeenguiltyofsuchanoffencebefore,theaffairwouldblowoverafteralittlestorming。
ButGodfreycouldnotbendhimselftothis。HefeltthatinlettingDunstanhavethemoney,hehadalreadybeenguiltyofabreachoftrusthardlylessculpablethanthatofspendingthemoneydirectlyforhisownbehoof;andyettherewasadistinctionbetweenthetwoactswhichmadehimfeelthattheonewassomuchmoreblackeningthantheotherastobeintolerabletohim。
"Idon’tpretendtobeagoodfellow,"hesaidtohimself;"butI’mnotascoundrel——atleast,I’llstopshortsomewhere。I’llbeartheconsequencesofwhatI_have_donesoonerthanmakebelieveI’vedonewhatIneverwouldhavedone。I’dneverhavespentthemoneyformyownpleasure——Iwastorturedintoit。"
ThroughtheremainderofthisdayGodfrey,withonlyoccasionalfluctuations,kepthiswillbentinthedirectionofacompleteavowaltohisfather,andhewithheldthestoryofWildfire’slosstillthenextmorning,thatitmightservehimasanintroductiontoheaviermatter。TheoldSquirewasaccustomedtohisson’sfrequentabsencefromhome,andthoughtneitherDunstan’snorWildfire’snon—appearanceamattercallingforremark。Godfreysaidtohimselfagainandagain,thatifheletslipthisoneopportunityofconfession,hemightneverhaveanother;therevelationmightbemadeeveninamoreodiouswaythanbyDunstan’smalignity:_she_
mightcomeasshehadthreatenedtodo。Andthenhetriedtomakethesceneeasiertohimselfbyrehearsal:hemadeuphismindhowhewouldpassfromtheadmissionofhisweaknessinlettingDunstanhavethemoneytothefactthatDunstanhadaholdonhimwhichhehadbeenunabletoshakeoff,andhowhewouldworkuphisfathertoexpectsomethingverybadbeforehetoldhimthefact。TheoldSquirewasanimplacableman:hemaderesolutionsinviolentanger,andhewasnottobemovedfromthemafterhisangerhadsubsided——
asfieryvolcanicmatterscoolandhardenintorock。Likemanyviolentandimplacablemen,heallowedevilstogrowunderfavourofhisownheedlessness,tilltheypresseduponhimwithexasperatingforce,andthenheturnedroundwithfierceseverityandbecameunrelentinglyhard。Thiswashissystemwithhistenants:heallowedthemtogetintoarrears,neglecttheirfences,reducetheirstock,selltheirstraw,andotherwisegothewrongway,——andthen,whenhebecameshortofmoneyinconsequenceofthisindulgence,hetookthehardestmeasuresandwouldlistentonoappeal。Godfreyknewallthis,andfeltitwiththegreaterforcebecausehehadconstantlysufferedannoyancefromwitnessinghisfather’ssuddenfitsofunrelentingness,forwhichhisownhabitualirresolutiondeprivedhimofallsympathy。(Hewasnotcriticalonthefaultyindulgencewhichprecededthesefits;_that_seemedtohimnaturalenough。)Stilltherewasjustthechance,Godfreythought,thathisfather’spridemightseethismarriageinalightthatwouldinducehimtohushitup,ratherthanturnhissonoutandmakethefamilythetalkofthecountryfortenmilesround。
ThiswastheviewofthecasethatGodfreymanagedtokeepbeforehimprettycloselytillmidnight,andhewenttosleepthinkingthathehaddonewithinwarddebating。Butwhenheawokeinthestillmorningdarknesshefounditimpossibletoreawakenhiseveningthoughts;itwasasiftheyhadbeentiredoutandwerenottoberousedtofurtherwork。Insteadofargumentsforconfession,hecouldnowfeelthepresenceofnothingbutitsevilconsequences:
theolddreadofdisgracecameback——theoldshrinkingfromthethoughtofraisingahopelessbarrierbetweenhimselfandNancy——
theolddispositiontorelyonchanceswhichmightbefavourabletohim,andsavehimfrombetrayal。Why,afterall,shouldhecutoffthehopeofthembyhisownact?Hehadseenthematterinawronglightyesterday。HehadbeeninaragewithDunstan,andhadthoughtofnothingbutathoroughbreak—upoftheirmutualunderstanding;butwhatitwouldbereallywisestforhimtodo,wastotryandsoftenhisfather’sangeragainstDunsey,andkeepthingsasnearlyaspossibleintheiroldcondition。IfDunseydidnotcomebackforafewdays(andGodfreydidnotknowbutthattherascalhadenoughmoneyinhispockettoenablehimtokeepawaystilllonger),everythingmightblowover。
CHAPTERIX
Godfreyroseandtookhisownbreakfastearlierthanusual,butlingeredinthewainscotedparlourtillhisyoungerbrothershadfinishedtheirmealandgoneout;awaitinghisfather,whoalwaystookawalkwithhismanaging—manbeforebreakfast。EveryonebreakfastedatadifferenthourintheRedHouse,andtheSquirewasalwaysthelatest,givingalongchancetoaratherfeeblemorningappetitebeforehetriedit。Thetablehadbeenspreadwithsubstantialeatablesnearlytwohoursbeforehepresentedhimself——
atall,stoutmanofsixty,withafaceinwhichtheknitbrowandratherhardglanceseemedcontradictedbytheslackandfeeblemouth。Hispersonshowedmarksofhabitualneglect,hisdresswasslovenly;andyettherewassomethinginthepresenceoftheoldSquiredistinguishablefromthatoftheordinaryfarmersintheparish,whowereperhapseverywhitasrefinedashe,but,havingslouchedtheirwaythroughlifewithaconsciousnessofbeinginthevicinityoftheir"betters",wantedthatself—possessionandauthoritativenessofvoiceandcarriagewhichbelongedtoamanwhothoughtofsuperiorsasremoteexistenceswithwhomhehadpersonallylittlemoretodothanwithAmericaorthestars。TheSquirehadbeenusedtoparishhomageallhislife,usedtothepresuppositionthathisfamily,histankards,andeverythingthatwashis,weretheoldestandbest;andasheneverassociatedwithanygentryhigherthanhimself,hisopinionwasnotdisturbedbycomparison。
Heglancedathissonasheenteredtheroom,andsaid,"What,sir!
haven’t_you_hadyourbreakfastyet?"buttherewasnopleasantmorninggreetingbetweenthem;notbecauseofanyunfriendliness,butbecausethesweetflowerofcourtesyisnotagrowthofsuchhomesastheRedHouse。
"Yes,sir,"saidGodfrey,"I’vehadmybreakfast,butIwaswaitingtospeaktoyou。"
"Ah!well,"saidtheSquire,throwinghimselfindifferentlyintohischair,andspeakinginaponderouscoughingfashion,whichwasfeltinRaveloetobeasortofprivilegeofhisrank,whilehecutapieceofbeef,andhelditupbeforethedeer—houndthathadcomeinwithhim。"Ringthebellformyale,willyou?Youyoungsters’
businessisyourownpleasure,mostly。There’snohurryaboutitforanybodybutyourselves。"
TheSquire’slifewasquiteasidleashissons’,butitwasafictionkeptupbyhimselfandhiscontemporariesinRaveloethatyouthwasexclusivelytheperiodoffolly,andthattheiragedwisdomwasconstantlyinastateofendurancemitigatedbysarcasm。
Godfreywaited,beforehespokeagain,untilthealehadbeenbroughtandthedoorclosed——anintervalduringwhichFleet,thedeer—hound,hadconsumedenoughbitsofbeeftomakeapoorman’sholidaydinner。
"There’sbeenacursedpieceofill—luckwithWildfire,"hebegan;
"happenedthedaybeforeyesterday。"
"What!brokehisknees?"saidtheSquire,aftertakingadraughtofale。"Ithoughtyouknewhowtoridebetterthanthat,sir。
Ineverthrewahorsedowninmylife。IfIhad,Imightha’
whistledforanother,for_my_fatherwasn’tquitesoreadytounstringassomeotherfathersIknowof。Buttheymustturnoveranewleaf——_they_must。Whatwithmortgagesandarrears,I’masshorto’cashasaroadsidepauper。AndthatfoolKimblesaysthenewspaper’stalkingaboutpeace。Why,thecountrywouldn’thavealegtostandon。Prices’udrundownlikeajack,andIshouldnevergetmyarrears,notifIsoldallthefellowsup。Andthere’sthatdamnedFowler,Iwon’tputupwithhimanylonger;I’vetoldWinthroptogotoCoxthisveryday。Thelyingscoundreltoldmehe’dbesuretopaymeahundredlastmonth。Hetakesadvantagebecausehe’sonthatoutlyingfarm,andthinksIshallforgethim。"
TheSquirehaddeliveredthisspeechinacoughingandinterruptedmanner,butwithnopauselongenoughforGodfreytomakeitapretextfortakingupthewordagain。HefeltthathisfathermeanttowardoffanyrequestformoneyonthegroundofthemisfortunewithWildfire,andthattheemphasishehadthusbeenledtolayonhisshortnessofcashandhisarrearswaslikelytoproduceanattitudeofmindtheutmostunfavourableforhisowndisclosure。
Buthemustgoon,nowhehadbegun。
"It’sworsethanbreakingthehorse’sknees——he’sbeenstakedandkilled,"hesaid,assoonashisfatherwassilent,andhadbeguntocuthismeat。"ButIwasn’tthinkingofaskingyoutobuymeanotherhorse;IwasonlythinkingI’dlostthemeansofpayingyouwiththepriceofWildfire,asI’dmeanttodo。Dunseytookhimtothehunttosellhimformetheotherday,andafterhe’dmadeabargainforahundredandtwentywithBryce,hewentafterthehounds,andtooksomefool’sleaporotherthatdidforthehorseatonce。Ifithadn’tbeenforthat,Ishouldhavepaidyouahundredpoundsthismorning。"
TheSquirehadlaiddownhisknifeandfork,andwasstaringathissoninamazement,notbeingsufficientlyquickofbraintoformaprobableguessastowhatcouldhavecausedsostrangeaninversionofthepaternalandfilialrelationsasthispropositionofhissontopayhimahundredpounds。
"Thetruthis,sir——I’mverysorry——Iwasquitetoblame,"
saidGodfrey。"Fowlerdidpaythathundredpounds。Hepaidittome,whenIwasoverthereonedaylastmonth。AndDunseybotheredmeforthemoney,andIlethimhaveit,becauseIhopedIshouldbeabletopayityoubeforethis。"
TheSquirewaspurplewithangerbeforehissonhaddonespeaking,andfoundutterancedifficult。"YouletDunseyhaveit,sir?AndhowlonghaveyoubeensothickwithDunseythatyoumust_collogue_
withhimtoembezzlemymoney?Areyouturningoutascamp?ItellyouIwon’thaveit。I’llturnthewholepackofyououtofthehousetogether,andmarryagain。I’dhaveyoutoremember,sir,myproperty’sgotnoentailonit;——sincemygrandfather’stimetheCassescandoastheylikewiththeirland。Rememberthat,sir。
LetDunseyhavethemoney!WhyshouldyouletDunseyhavethemoney?There’ssomelieatthebottomofit。"
"There’snolie,sir,"saidGodfrey。"Iwouldn’thavespentthemoneymyself,butDunseybotheredme,andIwasafool,andlethimhaveit。ButImeanttopayit,whetherhedidornot。That’sthewholestory。Inevermeanttoembezzlemoney,andI’mnotthemantodoit。Youneverknewmedoadishonesttrick,sir。"
"Where’sDunsey,then?Whatdoyoustandtalkingtherefor?GoandfetchDunsey,asItellyou,andlethimgiveaccountofwhathewantedthemoneyfor,andwhathe’sdonewithit。Heshallrepentit。I’llturnhimout。IsaidIwould,andI’lldoit。Heshan’tbraveme。Goandfetchhim。"
"Dunseyisn’tcomeback,sir。"
"What!didhebreakhisownneck,then?"saidtheSquire,withsomedisgustattheideathat,inthatcase,hecouldnotfulfilhisthreat。
"No,hewasn’thurt,Ibelieve,forthehorsewasfounddead,andDunseymusthavewalkedoff。Idaresayweshallseehimagainby—and—by。Idon’tknowwhereheis。"
"Andwhatmustyoubelettinghimhavemymoneyfor?Answermethat,"saidtheSquire,attackingGodfreyagain,sinceDunseywasnotwithinreach。
"Well,sir,Idon’tknow,"saidGodfrey,hesitatingly。Thatwasafeebleevasion,butGodfreywasnotfondoflying,and,notbeingsufficientlyawarethatnosortofduplicitycanlongflourishwithoutthehelpofvocalfalsehoods,hewasquiteunpreparedwithinventedmotives。
"Youdon’tknow?Itellyouwhatitis,sir。You’vebeenuptosometrick,andyou’vebeenbribinghimnottotell,"saidtheSquire,withasuddenacutenesswhichstartledGodfrey,whofelthisheartbeatviolentlyatthenearnessofhisfather’sguess。Thesuddenalarmpushedhimontotakethenextstep——averyslightimpulsesufficesforthatonadownwardroad。
"Why,sir,"hesaid,tryingtospeakwithcarelessease,"itwasalittleaffairbetweenmeandDunsey;it’snomattertoanybodyelse。It’shardlyworthwhiletopryintoyoungmen’sfooleries:itwouldn’thavemadeanydifferencetoyou,sir,ifI’dnothadthebadlucktoloseWildfire。Ishouldhavepaidyouthemoney。"
"Fooleries!Pshaw!it’stimeyou’ddonewithfooleries。AndI’dhaveyouknow,sir,you_must_ha’donewith’em,"saidtheSquire,frowningandcastinganangryglanceathisson。"Yourgoings—onarenotwhatIshallfindmoneyforanylonger。There’smygrandfatherhadhisstablesfullo’horses,andkeptagoodhouse,too,andinworsetimes,bywhatIcanmakeout;andsomightI,ifIhadn’tfourgood—for—nothingfellowstohangonmelikehorse—leeches。I’vebeentoogoodafathertoyouall——that’swhatitis。ButIshallpullup,sir。"
Godfreywassilent。Hewasnotlikelytobeverypenetratinginhisjudgments,buthehadalwayshadasensethathisfather’sindulgencehadnotbeenkindness,andhadhadavaguelongingforsomedisciplinethatwouldhavecheckedhisownerrantweaknessandhelpedhisbetterwill。TheSquireatehisbreadandmeathastily,tookadeepdraughtofale,thenturnedhischairfromthetable,andbegantospeakagain。
"It’llbealltheworseforyou,youknow——you’dneedtryandhelpmekeepthingstogether。"
"Well,sir,I’veoftenofferedtotakethemanagementofthings,butyouknowyou’vetakenitillalways,andseemedtothinkI
wantedtopushyououtofyourplace。"
"Iknownothingo’yourofferingoro’mytakingitill,"saidtheSquire,whosememoryconsistedincertainstrongimpressionsunmodifiedbydetail;"butIknow,onewhileyouseemedtobethinkingo’marrying,andIdidn’toffertoputanyobstaclesinyourway,assomefatherswould。I’daslieveyoumarriedLammeter’sdaughterasanybody。Isuppose,ifI’dsaidyounay,you’dha’keptonwithit;but,forwanto’contradiction,you’vechangedyourmind。You’reashilly—shallyfellow:youtakeafteryourpoormother。Sheneverhadawillofherown;awomanhasnocallforone,ifshe’sgotapropermanforherhusband。But_your_
wifehadneedhaveone,foryouhardlyknowyourownmindenoughtomakebothyourlegswalkoneway。Thelasshasn’tsaiddownrightshewon’thaveyou,hasshe?"
"No,"saidGodfrey,feelingveryhotanduncomfortable;"butI
don’tthinkshewill。"
"Think!whyhaven’tyouthecouragetoaskher?Doyousticktoit,youwanttohave_her_——that’sthething?"
"There’snootherwomanIwanttomarry,"saidGodfrey,evasively。
"Well,then,letmemaketheofferforyou,that’sall,ifyouhaven’ttheplucktodoityourself。Lammeterisn’tlikelytobeloathforhisdaughtertomarryinto_my_family,Ishouldthink。
Andasfortheprettylass,shewouldn’thavehercousin——andthere’snobodyelse,asIsee,couldha’stoodinyourway。"
"I’dratherletitbe,pleasesir,atpresent,"saidGodfrey,inalarm。"Ithinkshe’salittleoffendedwithmejustnow,andI
shouldliketospeakformyself。Amanmustmanagethesethingsforhimself。"
"Well,speak,then,andmanageit,andseeifyoucan’tturnoveranewleaf。That’swhatamanmustdowhenhethinkso’marrying。"
"Idon’tseehowIcanthinkofitatpresent,sir。Youwouldn’tliketosettlemeononeofthefarms,Isuppose,andIdon’tthinkshe’dcometoliveinthishousewithallmybrothers。It’sadifferentsortoflifetowhatshe’sbeenusedto。"
"Notcometoliveinthishouse?Don’ttellme。Youaskher,that’sall,"saidtheSquire,withashort,scornfullaugh。
"I’dratherletthethingbe,atpresent,sir,"saidGodfrey。"I
hopeyouwon’ttrytohurryitonbysayinganything。"
"IshalldowhatIchoose,"saidtheSquire,"andIshallletyouknowI’mmaster;elseyoumayturnoutandfindanestatetodropintosomewhereelse。GooutandtellWinthropnottogotoCox’s,butwaitforme。Andtell’emtogetmyhorsesaddled。Andstop:
lookoutandgetthathacko’Dunsey’ssold,andhandmethemoney,willyou?He’llkeepnomorehacksatmyexpense。Andifyouknowwherehe’ssneaking——Idaresayyoudo——youmaytellhimtosparehimselfthejourneyo’comingbackhome。Lethimturnostler,andkeephimself。Heshan’thangonmeanymore。"
"Idon’tknowwhereheis,sir;andifIdid,itisn’tmyplacetotellhimtokeepaway,"saidGodfrey,movingtowardsthedoor。
"Confoundit,sir,don’tstayarguing,butgoandordermyhorse,"
saidtheSquire,takingupapipe。
Godfreylefttheroom,hardlyknowingwhetherheweremorerelievedbythesensethattheinterviewwasendedwithouthavingmadeanychangeinhisposition,ormoreuneasythathehadentangledhimselfstillfurtherinprevaricationanddeceit。WhathadpassedabouthisproposingtoNancyhadraisedanewalarm,lestbysomeafter—dinnerwordsofhisfather’stoMr。Lammeterheshouldbethrownintotheembarrassmentofbeingobligedabsolutelytodeclineherwhensheseemedtobewithinhisreach。Hefledtohisusualrefuge,thatofhopingforsomeunforeseenturnoffortune,somefavourablechancewhichwouldsavehimfromunpleasantconsequences——
perhapsevenjustifyhisinsinceritybymanifestingitsprudence。
Andinthispointoftrustingtosomethrowoffortune’sdice,Godfreycanhardlybecalledspeciallyold—fashioned。FavourableChance,Ifancy,isthegodofallmenwhofollowtheirowndevicesinsteadofobeyingalawtheybelievein。Letevenapolishedmanofthesedaysgetintoapositionheisashamedtoavow,andhismindwillbebentonallthepossibleissuesthatmaydeliverhimfromthecalculableresultsofthatposition。Lethimliveoutsidehisincome,orshirktheresolutehonestworkthatbringswages,andhewillpresentlyfindhimselfdreamingofapossiblebenefactor,apossiblesimpletonwhomaybecajoledintousinghisinterest,apossiblestateofmindinsomepossiblepersonnotyetforthcoming。
Lethimneglecttheresponsibilitiesofhisoffice,andhewillinevitablyanchorhimselfonthechancethatthethingleftundonemayturnoutnottobeofthesupposedimportance。Lethimbetrayhisfriend’sconfidence,andhewilladorethatsamecunningcomplexitycalledChance,whichgiveshimthehopethathisfriendwillneverknow。Lethimforsakeadecentcraftthathemaypursuethegentilitiesofaprofessiontowhichnaturenevercalledhim,andhisreligionwillinfalliblybetheworshipofblessedChance,whichhewillbelieveinasthemightycreatorofsuccess。Theevilprincipledeprecatedinthatreligionistheorderlysequencebywhichtheseedbringsforthacropafteritskind。
CHAPTERX
JusticeMalamwasnaturallyregardedinTarleyandRaveloeasamanofcapaciousmind,seeingthathecoulddrawmuchwiderconclusionswithoutevidencethancouldbeexpectedofhisneighbourswhowerenotontheCommissionofthePeace。Suchamanwasnotlikelytoneglecttheclueofthetinder—box,andaninquirywassetonfootconcerningapedlar,nameunknown,withcurlyblackhairandaforeigncomplexion,carryingaboxofcutleryandjewellery,andwearinglargeringsinhisears。Buteitherbecauseinquirywastooslow—footedtoovertakehim,orbecausethedescriptionappliedtosomanypedlarsthatinquirydidnotknowhowtochooseamongthem,weekspassedaway,andtherewasnootherresultconcerningtherobberythanagradualcessationoftheexcitementithadcausedinRaveloe。DunstanCass’sabsencewashardlyasubjectofremark:hehadoncebeforehadaquarrelwithhisfather,andhadgoneoff,nobodyknewwhither,toreturnattheendofsixweeks,takeuphisoldquartersunforbidden,andswaggerasusual。Hisownfamily,whoequallyexpectedthisissue,withthesoledifferencethattheSquirewasdeterminedthistimetoforbidhimtheoldquarters,nevermentionedhisabsence;andwhenhisuncleKimbleorMr。Osgoodnoticedit,thestoryofhishavingkilledWildfire,andcommittedsomeoffenceagainsthisfather,wasenoughtopreventsurprise。ToconnectthefactofDunsey’sdisappearancewiththatoftherobberyoccurringonthesameday,layquiteawayfromthetrackofeveryone’sthought——evenGodfrey’s,whohadbetterreasonthananyoneelsetoknowwhathisbrotherwascapableof。Herememberednomentionoftheweaverbetweenthemsincethetime,twelveyearsago,whenitwastheirboyishsporttoderidehim;and,besides,hisimaginationconstantlycreatedan_alibi_forDunstan:hesawhimcontinuallyinsomecongenialhaunt,towhichhehadwalkedoffonleavingWildfire——sawhimspongingonchanceacquaintances,andmeditatingareturnhometotheoldamusementoftormentinghiselderbrother。EvenifanybraininRaveloehadputthesaidtwofactstogether,Idoubtwhetheracombinationsoinjurioustotheprescriptiverespectabilityofafamilywithamuralmonumentandvenerabletankards,wouldnothavebeensuppressedasofunsoundtendency。ButChristmaspuddings,brawn,andabundanceofspirituousliquors,throwingthementaloriginalityintothechannelofnightmare,aregreatpreservativesagainstadangerousspontaneityofwakingthought。
WhentherobberywastalkedofattheRainbowandelsewhere,ingoodcompany,thebalancecontinuedtowaverbetweentherationalexplanationfoundedonthetinder—box,andthetheoryofanimpenetrablemysterythatmockedinvestigation。Theadvocatesofthetinder—box—and—pedlarviewconsideredtheothersideamuddle—headedandcredulousset,who,becausetheythemselveswerewall—eyed,supposedeverybodyelsetohavethesameblankoutlook;
andtheadherentsoftheinexplicablemorethanhintedthattheirantagonistswereanimalsinclinedtocrowbeforetheyhadfoundanycorn——mereskimming—dishesinpointofdepth——whoseclear—sightednessconsistedinsupposingtherewasnothingbehindabarn—doorbecausetheycouldn’tseethroughit;sothat,thoughtheircontroversydidnotservetoelicitthefactconcerningtherobbery,itelicitedsometrueopinionsofcollateralimportance。
ButwhilepoorSilas’slossservedthustobrushtheslowcurrentofRaveloeconversation,Silashimselfwasfeelingthewitheringdesolationofthatbereavementaboutwhichhisneighbourswerearguingattheirease。Toanyonewhohadobservedhimbeforehelosthisgold,itmighthaveseemedthatsowitheredandshrunkenalifeashiscouldhardlybesusceptibleofabruise,couldhardlyendureanysubtractionbutsuchaswouldputanendtoitaltogether。Butinrealityithadbeenaneagerlife,filledwithimmediatepurposewhichfencedhiminfromthewide,cheerlessunknown。Ithadbeenaclinginglife;andthoughtheobjectroundwhichitsfibreshadclungwasadeaddisruptedthing,itsatisfiedtheneedforclinging。Butnowthefencewasbrokendown——thesupportwassnatchedaway。Marner’sthoughtscouldnolongermoveintheiroldround,andwerebaffledbyablanklikethatwhichmeetsaploddingantwhentheearthhasbrokenawayonitshomewardpath。Theloomwasthere,andtheweaving,andthegrowingpatterninthecloth;butthebrighttreasureintheholeunderhisfeetwasgone;theprospectofhandlingandcountingitwasgone:theeveninghadnophantasmofdelighttostillthepoorsoul’scraving。Thethoughtofthemoneyhewouldgetbyhisactualworkcouldbringnojoy,foritsmeagreimagewasonlyafreshreminderofhisloss;andhopewastooheavilycrushedbythesuddenblowforhisimaginationtodwellonthegrowthofanewhoardfromthatsmallbeginning。
Hefilleduptheblankwithgrief。Ashesatweaving,heeverynowandthenmoanedlow,likeoneinpain:itwasthesignthathisthoughtshadcomeroundagaintothesuddenchasm——totheemptyevening—time。Andalltheevening,ashesatinhislonelinessbyhisdullfire,heleanedhiselbowsonhisknees,andclaspedhisheadwithhishands,andmoanedverylow——notasonewhoseekstobeheard。
Andyethewasnotutterlyforsakeninhistrouble。TherepulsionMarnerhadalwayscreatedinhisneighbourswaspartlydissipatedbythenewlightinwhichthismisfortunehadshownhim。Insteadofamanwhohadmorecunningthanhonestfolkscouldcomeby,and,whatwasworse,hadnottheinclinationtousethatcunninginaneighbourlyway,itwasnowapparentthatSilashadnotcunningenoughtokeephisown。Hewasgenerallyspokenofasa"poormushedcreatur";andthatavoidanceofhisneighbours,whichhadbeforebeenreferredtohisill—willandtoaprobableaddictiontoworsecompany,wasnowconsideredmerecraziness。
Thischangetoakindlierfeelingwasshowninvariousways。TheodourofChristmascookingbeingonthewind,itwastheseasonwhensuperfluousporkandblackpuddingsaresuggestiveofcharityinwell—to—dofamilies;andSilas’smisfortunehadbroughthimuppermostinthememoryofhousekeeperslikeMrs。Osgood。
Mr。Crackenthorp,too,whileheadmonishedSilasthathismoneyhadprobablybeentakenfromhimbecausehethoughttoomuchofitandnevercametochurch,enforcedthedoctrinebyapresentofpigs’
pettitoes,wellcalculatedtodissipateunfoundedprejudicesagainsttheclericalcharacter。NeighbourswhohadnothingbutverbalconsolationtogiveshowedadispositionnotonlytogreetSilasanddiscusshismisfortuneatsomelengthwhentheyencounteredhiminthevillage,butalsototakethetroubleofcallingathiscottageandgettinghimtorepeatallthedetailsontheveryspot;andthentheywouldtrytocheerhimbysaying,"Well,MasterMarner,you’renoworseoffnorotherpoorfolks,afterall;andifyouwastobecrippled,theparish’udgiveyoua’lowance。"
Isupposeonereasonwhyweareseldomabletocomfortourneighbourswithourwordsisthatourgoodwillgetsadulterated,inspiteofourselves,beforeitcanpassourlips。Wecansendblackpuddingsandpettitoeswithoutgivingthemaflavourofourownegoism;butlanguageisastreamthatisalmostsuretosmackofamingledsoil。TherewasafairproportionofkindnessinRaveloe;
butitwasoftenofabeeryandbunglingsort,andtooktheshapeleastalliedtothecomplimentaryandhypocritical。
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