1861
"Achild,morethanallothergiftsThatearthcanoffertodecliningman,Bringshopewithit,andforward—lookingthoughts。"
——WORDSWORTH。
PARTONE
CHAPTERI
Inthedayswhenthespinning—wheelshummedbusilyinthefarmhouses——
andevengreatladies,clothedinsilkandthread—lace,hadtheirtoyspinning—wheelsofpolishedoak——theremightbeseenindistrictsfarawayamongthelanes,ordeepinthebosomofthehills,certainpallidundersizedmen,who,bythesideofthebrawnycountry—folk,lookedliketheremnantsofadisinheritedrace。Theshepherd’sdogbarkedfiercelywhenoneofthesealien—lookingmenappearedontheupland,darkagainsttheearlywintersunset;forwhatdoglikesafigurebentunderaheavybag?——andthesepalemenrarelystirredabroadwithoutthatmysteriousburden。Theshepherdhimself,thoughhehadgoodreasontobelievethatthebagheldnothingbutflaxenthread,orelsethelongrollsofstronglinenspunfromthatthread,wasnotquitesurethatthistradeofweaving,indispensablethoughitwas,couldbecarriedonentirelywithoutthehelpoftheEvilOne。Inthatfar—offtimesuperstitionclungeasilyroundeverypersonorthingthatwasatallunwonted,orevenintermittentandoccasionalmerely,likethevisitsofthepedlarortheknife—grinder。Nooneknewwherewanderingmenhadtheirhomesortheirorigin;andhowwasamantobeexplainedunlessyouatleastknewsomebodywhoknewhisfatherandmother?
Tothepeasantsofoldtimes,theworldoutsidetheirowndirectexperiencewasaregionofvaguenessandmystery:totheiruntravelledthoughtastateofwanderingwasaconceptionasdimasthewinterlifeoftheswallowsthatcamebackwiththespring;andevenasettler,ifhecamefromdistantparts,hardlyeverceasedtobeviewedwitharemnantofdistrust,whichwouldhavepreventedanysurpriseifalongcourseofinoffensiveconductonhisparthadendedinthecommissionofacrime;especiallyifhehadanyreputationforknowledge,orshowedanyskillinhandicraft。Allcleverness,whetherintherapiduseofthatdifficultinstrumentthetongue,orinsomeotherartunfamiliartovillagers,wasinitselfsuspicious:honestfolk,bornandbredinavisiblemanner,weremostlynotoverwiseorclever——atleast,notbeyondsuchamatterasknowingthesignsoftheweather;andtheprocessbywhichrapidityanddexterityofanykindwereacquiredwassowhollyhidden,thattheypartookofthenatureofconjuring。Inthiswayitcametopassthatthosescatteredlinen—weavers——emigrantsfromthetownintothecountry——weretothelastregardedasaliensbytheirrusticneighbours,andusuallycontractedtheeccentrichabitswhichbelongtoastateofloneliness。
Intheearlyyearsofthiscentury,suchalinen—weaver,namedSilasMarner,workedathisvocationinastonecottagethatstoodamongthenuttyhedgerowsnearthevillageofRaveloe,andnotfarfromtheedgeofadesertedstone—pit。ThequestionablesoundofSilas’sloom,sounlikethenaturalcheerfultrottingofthewinnowing—machine,orthesimplerrhythmoftheflail,hadahalf—fearfulfascinationfortheRaveloeboys,whowouldoftenleaveofftheirnuttingorbirds’—nestingtopeepinatthewindowofthestonecottage,counterbalancingacertainaweatthemysteriousactionoftheloom,byapleasantsenseofscornfulsuperiority,drawnfromthemockeryofitsalternatingnoises,alongwiththebent,tread—millattitudeoftheweaver。ButsometimesithappenedthatMarner,pausingtoadjustanirregularityinhisthread,becameawareofthesmallscoundrels,and,thoughcharyofhistime,helikedtheirintrusionsoillthathewoulddescendfromhisloom,and,openingthedoor,wouldfixonthemagazethatwasalwaysenoughtomakethemtaketotheirlegsinterror。ForhowwasitpossibletobelievethatthoselargebrownprotuberanteyesinSilasMarner’spalefacereallysawnothingverydistinctlythatwasnotclosetothem,andnotratherthattheirdreadfulstarecoulddartcramp,orrickets,orawrymouthatanyboywhohappenedtobeintherear?Theyhad,perhaps,heardtheirfathersandmothershintthatSilasMarnercouldcurefolks’rheumatismifhehadamind,andadd,stillmoredarkly,thatifyoucouldonlyspeakthedevilfairenough,hemightsaveyouthecostofthedoctor。Suchstrangelingeringechoesoftheolddemon—worshipmightperhapsevennowbecaughtbythediligentlisteneramongthegrey—hairedpeasantry;fortherudemindwithdifficultyassociatestheideasofpowerandbenignity。Ashadowyconceptionofpowerthatbymuchpersuasioncanbeinducedtorefrainfrominflictingharm,istheshapemosteasilytakenbythesenseoftheInvisibleinthemindsofmenwhohavealwaysbeenpressedclosebyprimitivewants,andtowhomalifeofhardtoilhasneverbeenilluminatedbyanyenthusiasticreligiousfaith。Tothempainandmishappresentafarwiderrangeofpossibilitiesthangladnessandenjoyment:theirimaginationisalmostbarrenoftheimagesthatfeeddesireandhope,butisallovergrownbyrecollectionsthatareaperpetualpasturetofear。
"Isthereanythingyoucanfancythatyouwouldliketoeat?"I
oncesaidtoanoldlabouringman,whowasinhislastillness,andwhohadrefusedallthefoodhiswifehadofferedhim。"No,"heanswered,"I’veneverbeenusedtonothingbutcommonvictual,andIcan’teatthat。"Experiencehadbrednofanciesinhimthatcouldraisethephantasmofappetite。
AndRaveloewasavillagewheremanyoftheoldechoeslingered,undrownedbynewvoices。Notthatitwasoneofthosebarrenparisheslyingontheoutskirtsofcivilization——inhabitedbymeagresheepandthinly—scatteredshepherds:onthecontrary,itlayintherichcentralplainofwhatwearepleasedtocallMerryEngland,andheldfarmswhich,speakingfromaspiritualpointofview,paidhighly—desirabletithes。Butitwasnestledinasnugwell—woodedhollow,quiteanhour’sjourneyonhorsebackfromanyturnpike,whereitwasneverreachedbythevibrationsofthecoach—horn,orofpublicopinion。Itwasanimportant—lookingvillage,withafineoldchurchandlargechurchyardintheheartofit,andtwoorthreelargebrick—and—stonehomesteads,withwell—walledorchardsandornamentalweathercocks,standingcloseupontheroad,andliftingmoreimposingfrontsthantherectory,whichpeepedfromamongthetreesontheothersideofthechurchyard:——avillagewhichshowedatoncethesummitsofitssociallife,andtoldthepractisedeyethattherewasnogreatparkandmanor—houseinthevicinity,butthattherewereseveralchiefsinRaveloewhocouldfarmbadlyquiteattheirease,drawingenoughmoneyfromtheirbadfarming,inthosewartimes,toliveinarollickingfashion,andkeepajollyChristmas,Whitsun,andEastertide。
ItwasfifteenyearssinceSilasMarnerhadfirstcometoRaveloe;
hewasthensimplyapallidyoungman,withprominentshort—sightedbrowneyes,whoseappearancewouldhavehadnothingstrangeforpeopleofaveragecultureandexperience,butforthevillagersnearwhomhehadcometosettleithadmysteriouspeculiaritieswhichcorrespondedwiththeexceptionalnatureofhisoccupation,andhisadventfromanunknownregioncalled"North’ard"。Sohadhiswayoflife:——heinvitednocomertostepacrosshisdoor—sill,andheneverstrolledintothevillagetodrinkapintattheRainbow,ortogossipatthewheelwright’s:hesoughtnomanorwoman,saveforthepurposesofhiscalling,orinordertosupplyhimselfwithnecessaries;anditwassooncleartotheRaveloelassesthathewouldneverurgeoneofthemtoaccepthimagainstherwill——quiteasifhehadheardthemdeclarethattheywouldnevermarryadeadmancometolifeagain。ThisviewofMarner’spersonalitywasnotwithoutanothergroundthanhispalefaceandunexampledeyes;forJemRodney,themole—catcher,averredthatoneeveningashewasreturninghomeward,hesawSilasMarnerleaningagainstastilewithaheavybagonhisback,insteadofrestingthebagonthestileasamaninhissenseswouldhavedone;andthat,oncominguptohim,hesawthatMarner’seyesweresetlikeadeadman’s,andhespoketohim,andshookhim,andhislimbswerestiff,andhishandsclutchedthebagasifthey’dbeenmadeofiron;butjustashehadmadeuphismindthattheweaverwasdead,hecameallrightagain,like,asyoumightsay,inthewinkingofaneye,andsaid"Good—night",andwalkedoff。AllthisJemsworehehadseen,morebytokenthatitwastheverydayhehadbeenmole—catchingonSquireCass’sland,downbytheoldsaw—pit。SomesaidMarnermusthavebeenina"fit",awordwhichseemedtoexplainthingsotherwiseincredible;buttheargumentativeMr。Macey,clerkoftheparish,shookhishead,andaskedifanybodywaseverknowntogooffinafitandnotfalldown。Afitwasastroke,wasn’tit?anditwasinthenatureofastroketopartlytakeawaytheuseofaman’slimbsandthrowhimontheparish,ifhe’dgotnochildrentolookto。No,no;itwasnostrokethatwouldletamanstandonhislegs,likeahorsebetweentheshafts,andthenwalkoffassoonasyoucansay"Gee!"Buttheremightbesuchathingasaman’ssoulbeingloosefromhisbody,andgoingoutandin,likeabirdoutofitsnestandback;andthatwashowfolksgotover—wise,fortheywenttoschoolinthisshell—lessstatetothosewhocouldteachthemmorethantheirneighbourscouldlearnwiththeirfivesensesandtheparson。AndwheredidMasterMarnergethisknowledgeofherbsfrom——andcharmstoo,ifhelikedtogivethemaway?JemRodney’sstorywasnomorethanwhatmighthavebeenexpectedbyanybodywhohadseenhowMarnerhadcuredSallyOates,andmadehersleeplikeababy,whenherhearthadbeenbeatingenoughtoburstherbody,fortwomonthsandmore,whileshehadbeenunderthedoctor’scare。Hemightcuremorefolksifhewould;
buthewasworthspeakingfair,ifitwasonlytokeephimfromdoingyouamischief。
ItwaspartlytothisvaguefearthatMarnerwasindebtedforprotectinghimfromthepersecutionthathissingularitiesmighthavedrawnuponhim,butstillmoretothefactthat,theoldlinen—weaverintheneighbouringparishofTarleybeingdead,hishandicraftmadehimahighlywelcomesettlertothericherhousewivesofthedistrict,andeventothemoreprovidentcottagers,whohadtheirlittlestockofyarnattheyear’send。
Theirsenseofhisusefulnesswouldhavecounteractedanyrepugnanceorsuspicionwhichwasnotconfirmedbyadeficiencyinthequalityorthetaleoftheclothhewoveforthem。AndtheyearshadrolledonwithoutproducinganychangeintheimpressionsoftheneighboursconcerningMarner,exceptthechangefromnoveltytohabit。AttheendoffifteenyearstheRaveloemensaidjustthesamethingsaboutSilasMarnerasatthebeginning:theydidnotsaythemquitesooften,buttheybelievedthemmuchmorestronglywhentheydidsaythem。Therewasonlyoneimportantadditionwhichtheyearshadbrought:itwas,thatMasterMarnerhadlaidbyafinesightofmoneysomewhere,andthathecouldbuyup"biggermen"thanhimself。
Butwhileopinionconcerninghimhadremainednearlystationary,andhisdailyhabitshadpresentedscarcelyanyvisiblechange,Marner’sinwardlifehadbeenahistoryandametamorphosis,asthatofeveryfervidnaturemustbewhenithasfled,orbeencondemned,tosolitude。Hislife,beforehecametoRaveloe,hadbeenfilledwiththemovement,thementalactivity,andtheclosefellowship,which,inthatdayasinthis,markedthelifeofanartisanearlyincorporatedinanarrowreligioussect,wherethepoorestlaymanhasthechanceofdistinguishinghimselfbygiftsofspeech,andhas,attheveryleast,theweightofasilentvoterinthegovernmentofhiscommunity。Marnerwashighlythoughtofinthatlittlehiddenworld,knowntoitselfasthechurchassemblinginLanternYard;hewasbelievedtobeayoungmanofexemplarylifeandardentfaith;andapeculiarinteresthadbeencentredinhimeversincehehadfallen,ataprayer—meeting,intoamysteriousrigidityandsuspensionofconsciousness,which,lastingforanhourormore,hadbeenmistakenfordeath。TohavesoughtamedicalexplanationforthisphenomenonwouldhavebeenheldbySilashimself,aswellasbyhisministerandfellow—members,awilfulself—exclusionfromthespiritualsignificancethatmightlietherein。Silaswasevidentlyabrotherselectedforapeculiardiscipline;andthoughtheefforttointerpretthisdisciplinewasdiscouragedbytheabsence,onhispart,ofanyspiritualvisionduringhisoutwardtrance,yetitwasbelievedbyhimselfandothersthatitseffectwasseeninanaccessionoflightandfervour。
Alesstruthfulmanthanhemighthavebeentemptedintothesubsequentcreationofavisionintheformofresurgentmemory;alesssanemanmighthavebelievedinsuchacreation;butSilaswasbothsaneandhonest,though,aswithmanyhonestandferventmen,culturehadnotdefinedanychannelsforhissenseofmystery,andsoitspreaditselfovertheproperpathwayofinquiryandknowledge。Hehadinheritedfromhismothersomeacquaintancewithmedicinalherbsandtheirpreparation——alittlestoreofwisdomwhichshehadimpartedtohimasasolemnbequest——butoflateyearshehadhaddoubtsaboutthelawfulnessofapplyingthisknowledge,believingthatherbscouldhavenoefficacywithoutprayer,andthatprayermightsufficewithoutherbs;sothattheinheriteddelighthehadinwanderinginthefieldsinsearchoffoxgloveanddandelionandcoltsfoot,begantoweartohimthecharacterofatemptation。
Amongthemembersofhischurchtherewasoneyoungman,alittleolderthanhimself,withwhomhehadlonglivedinsuchclosefriendshipthatitwasthecustomoftheirLanternYardbrethrentocallthemDavidandJonathan。TherealnameofthefriendwasWilliamDane,andhe,too,wasregardedasashininginstanceofyouthfulpiety,thoughsomewhatgiventoover—severitytowardsweakerbrethren,andtobesodazzledbyhisownlightastoholdhimselfwiserthanhisteachers。ButwhateverblemishesothersmightdiscerninWilliam,tohisfriend’smindhewasfaultless;forMarnerhadoneofthoseimpressibleself—doubtingnatureswhich,ataninexperiencedage,admireimperativenessandleanoncontradiction。TheexpressionoftrustingsimplicityinMarner’sface,heightenedbythatabsenceofspecialobservation,thatdefenceless,deer—likegazewhichbelongstolargeprominenteyes,wasstronglycontrastedbytheself—complacentsuppressionofinwardtriumphthatlurkedinthenarrowslantingeyesandcompressedlipsofWilliamDane。OneofthemostfrequenttopicsofconversationbetweenthetwofriendswasAssuranceofsalvation:Silasconfessedthathecouldneverarriveatanythinghigherthanhopemingledwithfear,andlistenedwithlongingwonderwhenWilliamdeclaredthathehadpossessedunshakenassuranceeversince,intheperiodofhisconversion,hehaddreamedthathesawthewords"callingandelectionsure"standingbythemselvesonawhitepageintheopenBible。Suchcolloquieshaveoccupiedmanyapairofpale—facedweavers,whoseunnurturedsoulshavebeenlikeyoungwingedthings,flutteringforsakeninthetwilight。
IthadseemedtotheunsuspectingSilasthatthefriendshiphadsufferednochillevenfromhisformationofanotherattachmentofacloserkind。Forsomemonthshehadbeenengagedtoayoungservant—woman,waitingonlyforalittleincreasetotheirmutualsavingsinordertotheirmarriage;anditwasagreatdelighttohimthatSarahdidnotobjecttoWilliam’soccasionalpresenceintheirSundayinterviews。ItwasatthispointintheirhistorythatSilas’scatalepticfitoccurredduringtheprayer—meeting;andamidstthevariousqueriesandexpressionsofinterestaddressedtohimbyhisfellow—members,William’ssuggestionalonejarredwiththegeneralsympathytowardsabrotherthussingledoutforspecialdealings。Heobservedthat,tohim,thistrancelookedmorelikeavisitationofSatanthanaproofofdivinefavour,andexhortedhisfriendtoseethathehidnoaccursedthingwithinhissoul。Silas,feelingboundtoacceptrebukeandadmonitionasabrotherlyoffice,feltnoresentment,butonlypain,athisfriend’sdoubtsconcerninghim;andtothiswassoonaddedsomeanxietyattheperceptionthatSarah’smannertowardshimbegantoexhibitastrangefluctuationbetweenaneffortatanincreasedmanifestationofregardandinvoluntarysignsofshrinkinganddislike。Heaskedherifshewishedtobreakofftheirengagement;butshedeniedthis:theirengagementwasknowntothechurch,andhadbeenrecognizedintheprayer—meetings;itcouldnotbebrokenoffwithoutstrictinvestigation,andSarahcouldrendernoreasonthatwouldbesanctionedbythefeelingofthecommunity。Atthistimetheseniordeaconwastakendangerouslyill,and,beingachildlesswidower,hewastendednightanddaybysomeoftheyoungerbrethrenorsisters。
Silasfrequentlytookhisturninthenight—watchingwithWilliam,theonerelievingtheotherattwointhemorning。Theoldman,contrarytoexpectation,seemedtobeonthewaytorecovery,whenonenightSilas,sittingupbyhisbedside,observedthathisusualaudiblebreathinghadceased。Thecandlewasburninglow,andhehadtoliftittoseethepatient’sfacedistinctly。Examinationconvincedhimthatthedeaconwasdead——hadbeendeadsometime,forthelimbswererigid。Silasaskedhimselfifhehadbeenasleep,andlookedattheclock:itwasalreadyfourinthemorning。
HowwasitthatWilliamhadnotcome?Inmuchanxietyhewenttoseekforhelp,andsoontherewereseveralfriendsassembledinthehouse,theministeramongthem,whileSilaswentawaytohiswork,wishinghecouldhavemetWilliamtoknowthereasonofhisnon—appearance。Butatsixo’clock,ashewasthinkingofgoingtoseekhisfriend,Williamcame,andwithhimtheminister。TheycametosummonhimtoLanternYard,tomeetthechurchmembersthere;andtohisinquiryconcerningthecauseofthesummonstheonlyreplywas,"Youwillhear。"NothingfurtherwassaiduntilSilaswasseatedinthevestry,infrontoftheminister,withtheeyesofthosewhotohimrepresentedGod’speoplefixedsolemnlyuponhim。
Thentheminister,takingoutapocket—knife,showedittoSilas,andaskedhimifheknewwherehehadleftthatknife?Silassaid,hedidnotknowthathehadleftitanywhereoutofhisownpocket——
buthewastremblingatthisstrangeinterrogation。Hewasthenexhortednottohidehissin,buttoconfessandrepent。Theknifehadbeenfoundinthebureaubythedeparteddeacon’sbedside——
foundintheplacewherethelittlebagofchurchmoneyhadlain,whichtheministerhimselfhadseenthedaybefore。Somehandhadremovedthatbag;andwhosehandcoulditbe,ifnotthatofthemantowhomtheknifebelonged?ForsometimeSilaswasmutewithastonishment:thenhesaid,"Godwillclearme:Iknownothingabouttheknifebeingthere,orthemoneybeinggone。Searchmeandmydwelling;youwillfindnothingbutthreepoundfiveofmyownsavings,whichWilliamDaneknowsIhavehadthesesixmonths。"AtthisWilliamgroaned,buttheministersaid,"Theproofisheavyagainstyou,brotherMarner。Themoneywastakeninthenightlastpast,andnomanwaswithourdepartedbrotherbutyou,forWilliamDanedeclarestousthathewashinderedbysuddensicknessfromgoingtotakehisplaceasusual,andyouyourselfsaidthathehadnotcome;and,moreover,youneglectedthedeadbody。"
"Imusthaveslept,"saidSilas。Then,afterapause,headded,"OrImusthavehadanothervisitationlikethatwhichyouhaveallseenmeunder,sothatthethiefmusthavecomeandgonewhileIwasnotinthebody,butoutofthebody。But,Isayagain,searchmeandmydwelling,forIhavebeennowhereelse。"
Thesearchwasmade,anditended——inWilliamDane’sfindingthewell—knownbag,empty,tuckedbehindthechestofdrawersinSilas’schamber!OnthisWilliamexhortedhisfriendtoconfess,andnottohidehissinanylonger。Silasturnedalookofkeenreproachonhim,andsaid,"William,fornineyearsthatwehavegoneinandouttogether,haveyoueverknownmetellalie?ButGodwillclearme。"
"Brother,"saidWilliam,"howdoIknowwhatyoumayhavedoneinthesecretchambersofyourheart,togiveSatananadvantageoveryou?"
Silaswasstilllookingathisfriend。Suddenlyadeepflushcameoverhisface,andhewasabouttospeakimpetuously,whenheseemedcheckedagainbysomeinwardshock,thatsenttheflushbackandmadehimtremble。Butatlasthespokefeebly,lookingatWilliam。
"Iremembernow——theknifewasn’tinmypocket。"
Williamsaid,"Iknownothingofwhatyoumean。"Theotherpersonspresent,however,begantoinquirewhereSilasmeanttosaythattheknifewas,buthewouldgivenofurtherexplanation:heonlysaid,"Iamsorestricken;Icansaynothing。Godwillclearme。"
Ontheirreturntothevestrytherewasfurtherdeliberation。AnyresorttolegalmeasuresforascertainingtheculpritwascontrarytotheprinciplesofthechurchinLanternYard,accordingtowhichprosecutionwasforbiddentoChristians,evenhadthecaseheldlessscandaltothecommunity。Butthememberswereboundtotakeothermeasuresforfindingoutthetruth,andtheyresolvedonprayinganddrawinglots。Thisresolutioncanbeagroundofsurpriseonlytothosewhoareunacquaintedwiththatobscurereligiouslifewhichhasgoneoninthealleysofourtowns。Silaskneltwithhisbrethren,relyingonhisowninnocencebeingcertifiedbyimmediatedivineinterference,butfeelingthattherewassorrowandmourningbehindforhimeventhen——thathistrustinmanhadbeencruellybruised。_ThelotsdeclaredthatSilasMarnerwasguilty。_Hewassolemnlysuspendedfromchurch—membership,andcalledupontorenderupthestolenmoney:onlyonconfession,asthesignofrepentance,couldhebereceivedoncemorewithinthefoldsofthechurch。
Marnerlistenedinsilence。Atlast,wheneveryonerosetodepart,hewenttowardsWilliamDaneandsaid,inavoiceshakenbyagitation——
"ThelasttimeIrememberusingmyknife,waswhenItookitouttocutastrapforyou。Idon’trememberputtingitinmypocketagain。_You_stolethemoney,andyouhavewovenaplottolaythesinatmydoor。Butyoumayprosper,forallthat:thereisnojustGodthatgovernstheearthrighteously,butaGodoflies,thatbearswitnessagainsttheinnocent。"
Therewasageneralshudderatthisblasphemy。
Williamsaidmeekly,"IleaveourbrethrentojudgewhetherthisisthevoiceofSatanornot。Icandonothingbutprayforyou,Silas。"
PoorMarnerwentoutwiththatdespairinhissoul——thatshakentrustinGodandman,whichislittleshortofmadnesstoalovingnature。Inthebitternessofhiswoundedspirit,hesaidtohimself,"_She_willcastmeofftoo。"Andhereflectedthat,ifshedidnotbelievethetestimonyagainsthim,herwholefaithmustbeupsetashiswas。Topeopleaccustomedtoreasonabouttheformsinwhichtheirreligiousfeelinghasincorporateditself,itisdifficulttoenterintothatsimple,untaughtstateofmindinwhichtheformandthefeelinghaveneverbeenseveredbyanactofreflection。WeareapttothinkitinevitablethatamaninMarner’spositionshouldhavebeguntoquestionthevalidityofanappealtothedivinejudgmentbydrawinglots;buttohimthiswouldhavebeenaneffortofindependentthoughtsuchashehadneverknown;andhemusthavemadetheeffortatamomentwhenallhisenergieswereturnedintotheanguishofdisappointedfaith。Ifthereisanangelwhorecordsthesorrowsofmenaswellastheirsins,heknowshowmanyanddeeparethesorrowsthatspringfromfalseideasforwhichnomanisculpable。
Marnerwenthome,andforawholedaysatalone,stunnedbydespair,withoutanyimpulsetogotoSarahandattempttowinherbeliefinhisinnocence。Theseconddayhetookrefugefrombenumbingunbelief,bygettingintohisloomandworkingawayasusual;andbeforemanyhourswerepast,theministerandoneofthedeaconscametohimwiththemessagefromSarah,thatsheheldherengagementtohimatanend。Silasreceivedthemessagemutely,andthenturnedawayfromthemessengerstoworkathisloomagain。Inlittlemorethanamonthfromthattime,SarahwasmarriedtoWilliamDane;andnotlongafterwardsitwasknowntothebrethreninLanternYardthatSilasMarnerhaddepartedfromthetown。
CHAPTERII
Evenpeoplewhoseliveshavebeenmadevariousbylearning,sometimesfindithardtokeepafastholdontheirhabitualviewsoflife,ontheirfaithintheInvisible,nay,onthesensethattheirpastjoysandsorrowsarearealexperience,whentheyaresuddenlytransportedtoanewland,wherethebeingsaroundthemknownothingoftheirhistory,andsharenoneoftheirideas——
wheretheirmotherearthshowsanotherlap,andhumanlifehasotherformsthanthoseonwhichtheirsoulshavebeennourished。Mindsthathavebeenunhingedfromtheiroldfaithandlove,haveperhapssoughtthisLetheaninfluenceofexile,inwhichthepastbecomesdreamybecauseitssymbolshaveallvanished,andthepresenttooisdreamybecauseitislinkedwithnomemories。Buteven_their_
experiencemayhardlyenablethemthoroughlytoimaginewhatwastheeffectonasimpleweaverlikeSilasMarner,whenhelefthisowncountryandpeopleandcametosettleinRaveloe。Nothingcouldbemoreunlikehisnativetown,setwithinsightofthewidespreadhillsides,thanthislow,woodedregion,wherehefelthiddenevenfromtheheavensbythescreeningtreesandhedgerows。Therewasnothinghere,whenheroseinthedeepmorningquietandlookedoutonthedewybramblesandranktuftedgrass,thatseemedtohaveanyrelationwiththatlifecentringinLanternYard,whichhadoncebeentohimthealtar—placeofhighdispensations。Thewhitewashedwalls;thelittlepewswherewell—knownfiguresenteredwithasubduedrustling,andwherefirstonewell—knownvoiceandthenanother,pitchedinapeculiarkeyofpetition,utteredphrasesatonceoccultandfamiliar,liketheamuletwornontheheart;thepulpitwheretheministerdeliveredunquestioneddoctrine,andswayedtoandfro,andhandledthebookinalongaccustomedmanner;
theverypausesbetweenthecoupletsofthehymn,asitwasgivenout,andtherecurrentswellofvoicesinsong:thesethingshadbeenthechannelofdivineinfluencestoMarner——theywerethefosteringhomeofhisreligiousemotions——theywereChristianityandGod’skingdomuponearth。Aweaverwhofindshardwordsinhishymn—bookknowsnothingofabstractions;asthelittlechildknowsnothingofparentallove,butonlyknowsonefaceandonelaptowardswhichitstretchesitsarmsforrefugeandnurture。
AndwhatcouldbemoreunlikethatLanternYardworldthantheworldinRaveloe?——orchardslookinglazywithneglectedplenty;thelargechurchinthewidechurchyard,whichmengazedatloungingattheirowndoorsinservice—time;thepurple—facedfarmersjoggingalongthelanesorturninginattheRainbow;homesteads,wheremensuppedheavilyandsleptinthelightoftheeveninghearth,andwherewomenseemedtobelayingupastockoflinenforthelifetocome。TherewerenolipsinRaveloefromwhichawordcouldfallthatwouldstirSilasMarner’sbenumbedfaithtoasenseofpain。
Intheearlyagesoftheworld,weknow,itwasbelievedthateachterritorywasinhabitedandruledbyitsowndivinities,sothatamancouldcrosstheborderingheightsandbeoutofthereachofhisnativegods,whosepresencewasconfinedtothestreamsandthegrovesandthehillsamongwhichhehadlivedfromhisbirth。AndpoorSilaswasvaguelyconsciousofsomethingnotunlikethefeelingofprimitivemen,whentheyfledthus,infearorinsullenness,fromthefaceofanunpropitiousdeity。ItseemedtohimthatthePowerhehadvainlytrustedinamongthestreetsandattheprayer—meetings,wasveryfarawayfromthislandinwhichhehadtakenrefuge,wheremenlivedincarelessabundance,knowingandneedingnothingofthattrust,which,forhim,hadbeenturnedtobitterness。Thelittlelighthepossessedspreaditsbeamssonarrowly,thatfrustratedbeliefwasacurtainbroadenoughtocreateforhimtheblacknessofnight。
Hisfirstmovementaftertheshockhadbeentoworkinhisloom;andhewentonwiththisunremittingly,neveraskinghimselfwhy,nowhewascometoRaveloe,heworkedfaronintothenighttofinishthetaleofMrs。Osgood’stable—linensoonerthansheexpected——
withoutcontemplatingbeforehandthemoneyshewouldputintohishandforthework。Heseemedtoweave,likethespider,frompureimpulse,withoutreflection。Everyman’swork,pursuedsteadily,tendsinthiswaytobecomeanendinitself,andsotobridgeoverthelovelesschasmsofhislife。Silas’shandsatisfieditselfwiththrowingtheshuttle,andhiseyewithseeingthelittlesquaresintheclothcompletethemselvesunderhiseffort。Thentherewerethecallsofhunger;andSilas,inhissolitude,hadtoprovidehisownbreakfast,dinner,andsupper,tofetchhisownwaterfromthewell,andputhisownkettleonthefire;andalltheseimmediatepromptingshelped,alongwiththeweaving,toreducehislifetotheunquestioningactivityofaspinninginsect。Hehatedthethoughtofthepast;therewasnothingthatcalledouthisloveandfellowshiptowardthestrangershehadcomeamongst;andthefuturewasalldark,fortherewasnoUnseenLovethatcaredforhim。
Thoughtwasarrestedbyutterbewilderment,nowitsoldnarrowpathwaywasclosed,andaffectionseemedtohavediedunderthebruisethathadfallenonitskeenestnerves。
ButatlastMrs。Osgood’stable—linenwasfinished,andSilaswaspaidingold。Hisearningsinhisnativetown,whereheworkedforawholesaledealer,hadbeenafteralowerrate;hehadbeenpaidweekly,andofhisweeklyearningsalargeproportionhadgonetoobjectsofpietyandcharity。Now,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hehadfivebrightguineasputintohishand;nomanexpectedashareofthem,andhelovednomanthatheshouldofferhimashare。
Butwhatweretheguineastohimwhosawnovistabeyondcountlessdaysofweaving?Itwasneedlessforhimtoaskthat,foritwaspleasanttohimtofeeltheminhispalm,andlookattheirbrightfaces,whichwereallhisown:itwasanotherelementoflife,liketheweavingandthesatisfactionofhunger,subsistingquitealooffromthelifeofbeliefandlovefromwhichhehadbeencutoff。
Theweaver’shandhadknownthetouchofhard—wonmoneyevenbeforethepalmhadgrowntoitsfullbreadth;fortwentyyears,mysteriousmoneyhadstoodtohimasthesymbolofearthlygood,andtheimmediateobjectoftoil。Hehadseemedtoloveitlittleintheyearswheneverypennyhaditspurposeforhim;forhelovedthe_purpose_then。Butnow,whenallpurposewasgone,thathabitoflookingtowardsthemoneyandgraspingitwithasenseoffulfilledeffortmadealoamthatwasdeepenoughfortheseedsofdesire;andasSilaswalkedhomewardacrossthefieldsinthetwilight,hedrewoutthemoneyandthoughtitwasbrighterinthegatheringgloom。
Aboutthistimeanincidenthappenedwhichseemedtoopenapossibilityofsomefellowshipwithhisneighbours。Oneday,takingapairofshoestobemended,hesawthecobbler’swifeseatedbythefire,sufferingfromtheterriblesymptomsofheart—diseaseanddropsy,whichhehadwitnessedastheprecursorsofhismother’sdeath。Hefeltarushofpityatthemingledsightandremembrance,and,recallingthereliefhismotherhadfoundfromasimplepreparationoffoxglove,hepromisedSallyOatestobringhersomethingthatwouldeaseher,sincethedoctordidhernogood。Inthisofficeofcharity,Silasfelt,forthefirsttimesincehehadcometoRaveloe,asenseofunitybetweenhispastandpresentlife,whichmighthavebeenthebeginningofhisrescuefromtheinsect—likeexistenceintowhichhisnaturehadshrunk。ButSallyOates’sdiseasehadraisedherintoapersonageofmuchinterestandimportanceamongtheneighbours,andthefactofherhavingfoundrelieffromdrinkingSilasMarner’s"stuff"becameamatterofgeneraldiscourse。WhenDoctorKimblegavephysic,itwasnaturalthatitshouldhaveaneffect;butwhenaweaver,whocamefromnobodyknewwhere,workedwonderswithabottleofbrownwaters,theoccultcharacteroftheprocesswasevident。SuchasortofthinghadnotbeenknownsincetheWiseWomanatTarleydied;andshehadcharmsaswellas"stuff":everybodywenttoherwhentheirchildrenhadfits。SilasMarnermustbeapersonofthesamesort,forhowdidheknowwhatwouldbringbackSallyOates’sbreath,ifhedidn’tknowafinesightmorethanthat?TheWiseWomanhadwordsthatshemutteredtoherself,sothatyoucouldn’thearwhattheywere,andifshetiedabitofredthreadroundthechild’stoethewhile,itwouldkeepoffthewaterinthehead。TherewerewomeninRaveloe,atthatpresenttime,whohadwornoneoftheWiseWoman’slittlebagsroundtheirnecks,and,inconsequence,hadneverhadanidiotchild,asAnnCoulterhad。SilasMarnercouldverylikelydoasmuch,andmore;andnowitwasallclearhowheshouldhavecomefromunknownparts,andbeso"comical—looking"。
ButSallyOatesmustmindandnottellthedoctor,forhewouldbesuretosethisfaceagainstMarner:hewasalwaysangryabouttheWiseWoman,andusedtothreatenthosewhowenttoherthattheyshouldhavenoneofhishelpanymore。
Silasnowfoundhimselfandhiscottagesuddenlybesetbymotherswhowantedhimtocharmawaythewhooping—cough,orbringbackthemilk,andbymenwhowantedstuffagainsttherheumaticsortheknotsinthehands;and,tosecurethemselvesagainstarefusal,theapplicantsbroughtsilverintheirpalms。Silasmighthavedrivenaprofitabletradeincharmsaswellasinhissmalllistofdrugs;
butmoneyonthisconditionwasnotemptationtohim:hehadneverknownanimpulsetowardsfalsity,andhedroveoneafteranotherawaywithgrowingirritation,forthenewsofhimasawisemanhadspreadeventoTarley,anditwaslongbeforepeopleceasedtotakelongwalksforthesakeofaskinghisaid。Butthehopeinhiswisdomwasatlengthchangedintodread,fornoonebelievedhimwhenhesaidheknewnocharmsandcouldworknocures,andeverymanandwomanwhohadanaccidentoranewattackafterapplyingtohim,setthemisfortunedowntoMasterMarner’sill—willandirritatedglances。ThusitcametopassthathismovementofpitytowardsSallyOates,whichhadgivenhimatransientsenseofbrotherhood,heightenedtherepulsionbetweenhimandhisneighbours,andmadehisisolationmorecomplete。
Graduallytheguineas,thecrowns,andthehalf—crownsgrewtoaheap,andMarnerdrewlessandlessforhisownwants,tryingtosolvetheproblemofkeepinghimselfstrongenoughtoworksixteenhoursa—dayonassmallanoutlayaspossible。Havenotmen,shutupinsolitaryimprisonment,foundaninterestinmarkingthemomentsbystraightstrokesofacertainlengthonthewall,untilthegrowthofthesumofstraightstrokes,arrangedintriangles,hasbecomeamasteringpurpose?Dowenotwileawaymomentsofinanityorfatiguedwaitingbyrepeatingsometrivialmovementorsound,untiltherepetitionhasbredawant,whichisincipienthabit?Thatwillhelpustounderstandhowtheloveofaccumulatingmoneygrowsanabsorbingpassioninmenwhoseimaginations,evenintheverybeginningoftheirhoard,showedthemnopurposebeyondit。
Marnerwantedtheheapsoftentogrowintoasquare,andthenintoalargersquare;andeveryaddedguinea,whileitwasitselfasatisfaction,bredanewdesire。Inthisstrangeworld,madeahopelessriddletohim,hemight,ifhehadhadalessintensenature,havesatweaving,weaving——lookingtowardstheendofhispattern,ortowardstheendofhisweb,tillheforgottheriddle,andeverythingelsebuthisimmediatesensations;butthemoneyhadcometomarkoffhisweavingintoperiods,andthemoneynotonlygrew,butitremainedwithhim。Hebegantothinkitwasconsciousofhim,ashisloomwas,andhewouldonnoaccounthaveexchangedthosecoins,whichhadbecomehisfamiliars,forothercoinswithunknownfaces。Hehandledthem,hecountedthem,tilltheirformandcolourwerelikethesatisfactionofathirsttohim;butitwasonlyinthenight,whenhisworkwasdone,thathedrewthemouttoenjoytheircompanionship。Hehadtakenupsomebricksinhisfloorunderneathhisloom,andherehehadmadeaholeinwhichhesettheironpotthatcontainedhisguineasandsilvercoins,coveringthebrickswithsandwheneverhereplacedthem。Notthattheideaofbeingrobbedpresenteditselfoftenorstronglytohismind:
hoardingwascommonincountrydistrictsinthosedays;therewereoldlabourersintheparishofRaveloewhowereknowntohavetheirsavingsbythem,probablyinsidetheirflock—beds;buttheirrusticneighbours,thoughnotallofthemashonestastheirancestorsinthedaysofKingAlfred,hadnotimaginationsboldenoughtolayaplanofburglary。Howcouldtheyhavespentthemoneyintheirownvillagewithoutbetrayingthemselves?Theywouldbeobligedto"runaway"——acourseasdarkanddubiousasaballoonjourney。
So,yearafteryear,SilasMarnerhadlivedinthissolitude,hisguineasrisingintheironpot,andhislifenarrowingandhardeningitselfmoreandmoreintoamerepulsationofdesireandsatisfactionthathadnorelationtoanyotherbeing。Hislifehadreduceditselftothefunctionsofweavingandhoarding,withoutanycontemplationofanendtowardswhichthefunctionstended。Thesamesortofprocesshasperhapsbeenundergonebywisermen,whentheyhavebeencutofffromfaithandlove——only,insteadofaloomandaheapofguineas,theyhavehadsomeeruditeresearch,someingeniousproject,orsomewell—knittheory。StrangelyMarner’sfaceandfigureshrankandbentthemselvesintoaconstantmechanicalrelationtotheobjectsofhislife,sothatheproducedthesamesortofimpressionasahandleoracrookedtube,whichhasnomeaningstandingapart。Theprominenteyesthatusedtolooktrustinganddreamy,nowlookedasiftheyhadbeenmadetoseeonlyonekindofthingthatwasverysmall,liketinygrain,forwhichtheyhuntedeverywhere:andhewassowitheredandyellow,that,thoughhewasnotyetforty,thechildrenalwayscalledhim"OldMasterMarner"。
Yeteveninthisstageofwitheringalittleincidenthappened,whichshowedthatthesapofaffectionwasnotallgone。Itwasoneofhisdailytaskstofetchhiswaterfromawellacoupleoffieldsoff,andforthispurpose,eversincehecametoRaveloe,hehadhadabrownearthenwarepot,whichheheldashismostpreciousutensilamongtheveryfewconvenienceshehadgrantedhimself。Ithadbeenhiscompanionfortwelveyears,alwaysstandingonthesamespot,alwayslendingitshandletohimintheearlymorning,sothatitsformhadanexpressionforhimofwillinghelpfulness,andtheimpressofitshandleonhispalmgaveasatisfactionmingledwiththatofhavingthefreshclearwater。Onedayashewasreturningfromthewell,hestumbledagainstthestepofthestile,andhisbrownpot,fallingwithforceagainstthestonesthatoverarchedtheditchbelowhim,wasbrokeninthreepieces。Silaspickedupthepiecesandcarriedthemhomewithgriefinhisheart。Thebrownpotcouldneverbeofusetohimanymore,buthestuckthebitstogetherandproppedtheruininitsoldplaceforamemorial。
ThisisthehistoryofSilasMarner,untilthefifteenthyearafterhecametoRaveloe。Thelivelongdayhesatinhisloom,hisearfilledwithitsmonotony,hiseyesbentclosedownontheslowgrowthofsamenessinthebrownishweb,hismusclesmovingwithsuchevenrepetitionthattheirpauseseemedalmostasmuchaconstraintastheholdingofhisbreath。Butatnightcamehisrevelry:atnightheclosedhisshutters,andmadefasthisdoors,anddrewforthhisgold。Longagotheheapofcoinshadbecometoolargefortheironpottoholdthem,andhehadmadeforthemtwothickleatherbags,whichwastednoroomintheirresting—place,butlentthemselvesflexiblytoeverycorner。Howtheguineasshoneastheycamepouringoutofthedarkleathermouths!Thesilverborenolargeproportioninamounttothegold,becausethelongpiecesoflinenwhichformedhischiefworkwerealwayspartlypaidforingold,andoutofthesilverhesuppliedhisownbodilywants,choosingalwaystheshillingsandsixpencestospendinthisway。
Helovedtheguineasbest,buthewouldnotchangethesilver——thecrownsandhalf—crownsthatwerehisownearnings,begottenbyhislabour;helovedthemall。Hespreadthemoutinheapsandbathedhishandsinthem;thenhecountedthemandsetthemupinregularpiles,andfelttheirroundedoutlinebetweenhisthumbandfingers,andthoughtfondlyoftheguineasthatwereonlyhalf—earnedbytheworkinhisloom,asiftheyhadbeenunbornchildren——thoughtoftheguineasthatwerecomingslowlythroughthecomingyears,throughallhislife,whichspreadfarawaybeforehim,theendquitehiddenbycountlessdaysofweaving。Nowonderhisthoughtswerestillwithhisloomandhismoneywhenhemadehisjourneysthroughthefieldsandthelanestofetchandcarryhomehiswork,sothathisstepsneverwanderedtothehedge—banksandthelane—sideinsearchoftheoncefamiliarherbs:thesetoobelongedtothepast,fromwhichhislifehadshrunkaway,likearivuletthathassunkfardownfromthegrassyfringeofitsoldbreadthintoalittleshiveringthread,thatcutsagrooveforitselfinthebarrensand。
ButabouttheChristmasofthatfifteenthyear,asecondgreatchangecameoverMarner’slife,andhishistorybecameblentinasingularmannerwiththelifeofhisneighbours。
CHAPTERIII
ThegreatestmaninRaveloewasSquireCass,wholivedinthelargeredhousewiththehandsomeflightofstonestepsinfrontandthehighstablesbehindit,nearlyoppositethechurch。Hewasonlyoneamongseverallandedparishioners,buthealonewashonouredwiththetitleofSquire;forthoughMr。Osgood’sfamilywasalsounderstoodtobeoftimelessorigin——theRaveloeimaginationhavingneverventuredbacktothatfearfulblankwhentherewerenoOsgoods——still,hemerelyownedthefarmheoccupied;whereasSquireCasshadatenantortwo,whocomplainedofthegametohimquiteasifhehadbeenalord。
Itwasstillthatgloriouswar—timewhichwasfelttobeapeculiarfavourofProvidencetowardsthelandedinterest,andthefallofpriceshadnotyetcometocarrytheraceofsmallsquiresandyeomendownthatroadtoruinforwhichextravaganthabitsandbadhusbandrywereplentifullyanointingtheirwheels。IamspeakingnowinrelationtoRaveloeandtheparishesthatresembledit;forourold—fashionedcountrylifehadmanydifferentaspects,asalllifemusthavewhenitisspreadoveravarioussurface,andbreathedonvariouslybymultitudinouscurrents,fromthewindsofheaventothethoughtsofmen,whichareforevermovingandcrossingeachotherwithincalculableresults。Raveloelaylowamongthebushytreesandtheruttedlanes,alooffromthecurrentsofindustrialenergyandPuritanearnestness:therichateanddrankfreely,acceptinggoutandapoplexyasthingsthatranmysteriouslyinrespectablefamilies,andthepoorthoughtthattherichwereentirelyintherightofittoleadajollylife;besides,theirfeastingcausedamultiplicationoforts,whichweretheheirloomsofthepoor。BettyJayscentedtheboilingofSquireCass’shams,butherlongingwasarrestedbytheunctuousliquorinwhichtheywereboiled;andwhentheseasonsbroughtroundthegreatmerry—makings,theywereregardedonallhandsasafinethingforthepoor。FortheRaveloefeastswereliketheroundsofbeefandthebarrelsofale——theywereonalargescale,andlastedagoodwhile,especiallyinthewinter—time。Afterladieshadpackeduptheirbestgownsandtop—knotsinbandboxes,andhadincurredtheriskoffordingstreamsonpillionswiththepreciousburdeninrainyorsnowyweather,whentherewasnoknowinghowhighthewaterwouldrise,itwasnottobesupposedthattheylookedforwardtoabriefpleasure。Onthisgrounditwasalwayscontrivedinthedarkseasons,whentherewaslittleworktobedone,andthehourswerelong,thatseveralneighboursshouldkeepopenhouseinsuccession。
SosoonasSquireCass’sstandingdishesdiminishedinplentyandfreshness,hisguestshadnothingtodobuttowalkalittlehigherupthevillagetoMr。Osgood’s,attheOrchards,andtheyfoundhamsandchinesuncut,pork—pieswiththescentofthefireinthem,spunbutterinallitsfreshness——everything,infact,thatappetitesatleisurecoulddesire,inperhapsgreaterperfection,thoughnotingreaterabundance,thanatSquireCass’s。
FortheSquire’swifehaddiedlongago,andtheRedHousewaswithoutthatpresenceofthewifeandmotherwhichisthefountainofwholesomeloveandfearinparlourandkitchen;andthishelpedtoaccountnotonlyfortherebeingmoreprofusionthanfinishedexcellenceintheholidayprovisions,butalsoforthefrequencywithwhichtheproudSquirecondescendedtopresideintheparlouroftheRainbowratherthanundertheshadowofhisowndarkwainscot;perhaps,also,forthefactthathissonshadturnedoutratherill。Raveloewasnotaplacewheremoralcensurewassevere,butitwasthoughtaweaknessintheSquirethathehadkeptallhissonsathomeinidleness;andthoughsomelicencewastobeallowedtoyoungmenwhosefatherscouldaffordit,peopleshooktheirheadsatthecoursesofthesecondson,Dunstan,commonlycalledDunseyCass,whosetasteforswoppingandbettingmightturnouttobeasowingofsomethingworsethanwildoats。Tobesure,theneighbourssaid,itwasnomatterwhatbecameofDunsey——aspitefuljeeringfellow,whoseemedtoenjoyhisdrinkthemorewhenotherpeoplewentdry——alwaysprovidedthathisdoingsdidnotbringtroubleonafamilylikeSquireCass’s,withamonumentinthechurch,andtankardsolderthanKingGeorge。ButitwouldbeathousandpitiesifMr。Godfrey,theeldest,afineopen—facedgood—naturedyoungmanwhowastocomeintothelandsomeday,shouldtaketogoingalongthesameroadwithhisbrother,ashehadseemedtodooflate。Ifhewentoninthatway,hewouldloseMissNancyLammeter;foritwaswellknownthatshehadlookedveryshylyonhimeversincelastWhitsuntidetwelvemonth,whentherewassomuchtalkabouthisbeingawayfromhomedaysanddaystogether。
Therewassomethingwrong,morethancommon——thatwasquiteclear;
forMr。Godfreydidn’tlookhalfsofresh—colouredandopenasheusedtodo。Atonetimeeverybodywassaying,WhatahandsomecoupleheandMissNancyLammeterwouldmake!andifshecouldcometobemistressattheRedHouse,therewouldbeafinechange,fortheLammetershadbeenbroughtupinthatway,thattheyneversufferedapinchofsalttobewasted,andyeteverybodyintheirhouseholdhadofthebest,accordingtohisplace。Suchadaughter—in—lawwouldbeasavingtotheoldSquire,ifsheneverbroughtapennytoherfortune;foritwastobefearedthat,notwithstandinghisincomings,thereweremoreholesinhispocketthantheonewhereheputhisownhandin。ButifMr。Godfreydidn’tturnoveranewleaf,hemightsay"Good—bye"toMissNancyLammeter。
ItwastheoncehopefulGodfreywhowasstanding,withhishandsinhisside—pocketsandhisbacktothefire,inthedarkwainscotedparlour,onelateNovemberafternooninthatfifteenthyearofSilasMarner’slifeatRaveloe。Thefadinggreylightfelldimlyonthewallsdecoratedwithguns,whips,andfoxes’brushes,oncoatsandhatsflungonthechairs,ontankardssendingforthascentofflatale,andonahalf—chokedfire,withpipesproppedupinthechimney—corners:signsofadomesticlifedestituteofanyhallowingcharm,withwhichthelookofgloomyvexationonGodfrey’sblondfacewasinsadaccordance。Heseemedtobewaitingandlisteningforsomeone’sapproach,andpresentlythesoundofaheavystep,withanaccompanyingwhistle,washeardacrossthelargeemptyentrance—hall。
Thedooropened,andathick—set,heavy—lookingyoungmanentered,withtheflushedfaceandthegratuitouslyelatedbearingwhichmarkthefirststageofintoxication。ItwasDunsey,andatthesightofhimGodfrey’sfacepartedwithsomeofitsgloomtotakeonthemoreactiveexpressionofhatred。Thehandsomebrownspanielthatlayonthehearthretreatedunderthechairinthechimney—corner。
"Well,MasterGodfrey,whatdoyouwantwithme?"saidDunsey,inamockingtone。"You’remyeldersandbetters,youknow;Iwasobligedtocomewhenyousentforme。"
"Why,thisiswhatIwant——andjustshakeyourselfsoberandlisten,willyou?"saidGodfrey,savagely。Hehadhimselfbeendrinkingmorethanwasgoodforhim,tryingtoturnhisgloomintouncalculatinganger。"Iwanttotellyou,ImusthandoverthatrentofFowler’stotheSquire,orelsetellhimIgaveityou;forhe’sthreateningtodistrainforit,andit’llallbeoutsoon,whetherItellhimornot。Hesaid,justnow,beforehewentout,heshouldsendwordtoCoxtodistrain,ifFowlerdidn’tcomeandpayuphisarrearsthisweek。TheSquire’sshorto’cash,andinnohumourtostandanynonsense;andyouknowwhathethreatened,ifeverhefoundyoumakingawaywithhismoneyagain。So,seeandgetthemoney,andprettyquickly,willyou?"
"Oh!"saidDunsey,sneeringly,comingnearertohisbrotherandlookinginhisface。"Suppose,now,yougetthemoneyyourself,andsavemethetrouble,eh?Sinceyouwassokindastohanditovertome,you’llnotrefusemethekindnesstopayitbackforme:
itwasyourbrotherlylovemadeyoudoit,youknow。"
Godfreybithislipsandclenchedhisfist。"Don’tcomenearmewiththatlook,elseI’llknockyoudown。"
"Ohno,youwon’t,"saidDunsey,turningawayonhisheel,however。"BecauseI’msuchagood—naturedbrother,youknow。
Imightgetyouturnedoutofhouseandhome,andcutoffwithashillinganyday。ImighttelltheSquirehowhishandsomesonwasmarriedtothatniceyoungwoman,MollyFarren,andwasveryunhappybecausehecouldn’tlivewithhisdrunkenwife,andIshouldslipintoyourplaceascomfortableascouldbe。Butyousee,Idon’tdoit——I’msoeasyandgood—natured。You’lltakeanytroubleforme。
You’llgetthehundredpoundsforme——Iknowyouwill。"
"HowcanIgetthemoney?"saidGodfrey,quivering。"Ihaven’tashillingtoblessmyselfwith。Andit’saliethatyou’dslipintomyplace:you’dgetyourselfturnedouttoo,that’sall。Forifyoubegintellingtales,I’llfollow。Bob’smyfather’sfavourite——youknowthatverywell。He’donlythinkhimselfwellridofyou。"
"Nevermind,"saidDunsey,noddinghisheadsidewaysashelookedoutofthewindow。"It’udbeverypleasanttometogoinyourcompany——you’resuchahandsomebrother,andwe’vealwaysbeensofondofquarrellingwithoneanother,Ishouldn’tknowwhattodowithoutyou。Butyou’dlikebetterforusbothtostayathometogether;Iknowyouwould。Soyou’llmanagetogetthatlittlesumo’money,andI’llbidyougood—bye,thoughI’msorrytopart。"
Dunstanwasmovingoff,butGodfreyrushedafterhimandseizedhimbythearm,saying,withanoath——
"Itellyou,Ihavenomoney:Icangetnomoney。"
"BorrowofoldKimble。"
"Itellyou,hewon’tlendmeanymore,andIshan’taskhim。"
"Well,then,sellWildfire。"
"Yes,that’seasytalking。Imusthavethemoneydirectly。"
"Well,you’veonlygottoridehimtothehuntto—morrow。There’llbeBryceandKeatingthere,forsure。You’llgetmorebidsthanone。"
"Idaresay,andgetbackhomeateighto’clock,splasheduptothechin。I’mgoingtoMrs。Osgood’sbirthdaydance。"
"Oho!"saidDunsey,turninghisheadononeside,andtryingtospeakinasmallmincingtreble。"Andthere’ssweetMissNancycoming;andweshalldancewithher,andpromisenevertobenaughtyagain,andbetakenintofavour,and——"
"HoldyourtongueaboutMissNancy,youfool,"saidGodfrey,turningred,"elseI’llthrottleyou。"
"Whatfor?"saidDunsey,stillinanartificialtone,buttakingawhipfromthetableandbeatingthebutt—endofitonhispalm。
"You’veaverygoodchance。I’dadviseyoutocreepuphersleeveagain:it’udbesavingtime,ifMollyshouldhappentotakeadroptoomuchlaudanumsomeday,andmakeawidowerofyou。MissNancywouldn’tmindbeingasecond,ifshedidn’tknowit。Andyou’vegotagood—naturedbrother,who’llkeepyoursecretwell,becauseyou’llbesoveryobligingtohim。"
"I’lltellyouwhatitis,"saidGodfrey,quivering,andpaleagain,"mypatienceisprettynearatanend。Ifyou’dalittlemoresharpnessinyou,youmightknowthatyoumayurgeamanabittoofar,andmakeoneleapaseasyasanother。Idon’tknowbutwhatitissonow:ImayaswelltelltheSquireeverythingmyself——
Ishouldgetyouoffmyback,ifIgotnothingelse。And,afterall,he’llknowsometime。She’sbeenthreateningtocomeherselfandtellhim。So,don’tflatteryourselfthatyoursecrecy’sworthanypriceyouchoosetoask。YoudrainmeofmoneytillIhavegotnothingtopacify_her_with,andshe’lldoasshethreatenssomeday。It’sallone。I’lltellmyfathereverythingmyself,andyoumaygotothedevil。"
Dunseyperceivedthathehadovershothismark,andthattherewasapointatwhicheventhehesitatingGodfreymightbedrivenintodecision。Buthesaid,withanairofunconcern——
"Asyouplease;butI’llhaveadraughtofalefirst。"Andringingthebell,hethrewhimselfacrosstwochairs,andbegantorapthewindow—seatwiththehandleofhiswhip。
Godfreystood,stillwithhisbacktothefire,uneasilymovinghisfingersamongthecontentsofhisside—pockets,andlookingatthefloor。Thatbigmuscularframeofhisheldplentyofanimalcourage,buthelpedhimtonodecisionwhenthedangerstobebravedweresuchascouldneitherbeknockeddownnorthrottled。Hisnaturalirresolutionandmoralcowardicewereexaggeratedbyapositioninwhichdreadedconsequencesseemedtopressequallyonallsides,andhisirritationhadnosoonerprovokedhimtodefyDunstanandanticipateallpossiblebetrayals,thanthemiserieshemustbringonhimselfbysuchastepseemedmoreunendurabletohimthanthepresentevil。Theresultsofconfessionwerenotcontingent,theywerecertain;whereasbetrayalwasnotcertain。
Fromthenearvisionofthatcertaintyhefellbackonsuspenseandvacillationwithasenseofrepose。Thedisinheritedsonofasmallsquire,equallydisinclinedtodigandtobeg,wasalmostashelplessasanuprootedtree,which,bythefavourofearthandsky,hasgrowntoahandsomebulkonthespotwhereitfirstshotupward。
PerhapsitwouldhavebeenpossibletothinkofdiggingwithsomecheerfulnessifNancyLammeterweretobewononthoseterms;but,sincehemustirrevocablylose_her_aswellastheinheritance,andmustbreakeverytiebuttheonethatdegradedhimandlefthimwithoutmotivefortryingtorecoverhisbetterself,hecouldimaginenofutureforhimselfontheothersideofconfessionbutthatof"’listingforasoldier"——themostdesperatestep,shortofsuicide,intheeyesofrespectablefamilies。No!hewouldrathertrusttocasualtiesthantohisownresolve——rathergoonsittingatthefeast,andsippingthewineheloved,thoughwiththeswordhangingoverhimandterrorinhisheart,thanrushawayintothecolddarknesswheretherewasnopleasureleft。TheutmostconcessiontoDunstanaboutthehorsebegantoseemeasy,comparedwiththefulfilmentofhisownthreat。Buthispridewouldnotlethimrecommencetheconversationotherwisethanbycontinuingthequarrel。Dunstanwaswaitingforthis,andtookhisaleinshorterdraughtsthanusual。
"It’sjustlikeyou,"Godfreyburstout,inabittertone,"totalkaboutmysellingWildfireinthatcoolway——thelastthingI’vegottocallmyown,andthebestbitofhorse—fleshIeverhadinmylife。Andifyou’dgotasparkofprideinyou,you’dbeashamedtoseethestablesemptied,andeverybodysneeringaboutit。
Butit’smybeliefyou’dsellyourself,ifitwasonlyforthepleasureofmakingsomebodyfeelhe’dgotabadbargain。"
"Aye,aye,"saidDunstan,veryplacably,"youdomejustice,I
see。YouknowI’majewelfor’ticingpeopleintobargains。ForwhichreasonIadviseyoutolet_me_sellWildfire。I’dridehimtothehuntto—morrowforyou,withpleasure。Ishouldn’tlooksohandsomeasyouinthesaddle,butit’sthehorsethey’llbidfor,andnottherider。"
"Yes,Idaresay——trustmyhorsetoyou!"
"Asyouplease,"saidDunstan,rappingthewindow—seatagainwithanairofgreatunconcern。"It’s_you_havegottopayFowler’smoney;it’snoneofmybusiness。YoureceivedthemoneyfromhimwhenyouwenttoBramcote,and_you_toldtheSquireitwasn’tpaid。
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