Hesighedandclaspedhishandsonhisstomachwithexemplaryresignation。Iadmiredtheplacidityofhisimpudence。Thenwakingupsomewhat:
"Won’tyoutryacigar,Captain?"
"No,thanks。Idon’tsmokecigars。"
"Foronce!"heexclaimed,inapatientwhisper。Amelancholysilenceensued。Youknowhowsometimesapersondisclosesacertainunsuspecteddepthandacutenessofthought;thatis,inotherwords,utterssomethingunexpected。ItwasunexpectedenoughtohearJacobussay:
"Themanwhojustwentoutwasrightenough。Youmighttakeone,Captain。Hereeverythingisboundtobeinthewayofbusiness。"
Ifeltalittleashamedofmyself。Theremembranceofhishorridbrothermadehimappearquiteadecentsortoffellow。ItwaswithsomecompunctionthatIsaidafewwordstotheeffectthatIcouldhavenopossibleobjectiontohishospitality。
BeforeIwasaminuteolderIsawwherethisadmissionwasleadingme。Asifchangingthesubject,Jacobusmentionedthathisprivatehousewasabouttenminutes’walkaway。Ithadabeautifuloldwalledgarden。Somethingreallyremarkable。Ioughttocomeroundsomedayandhavealookatit。
Heseemedtobealoverofgardens。Itootakeextremedelightinthem;butIdidnotmeanmycompunctiontocarrymeasfarasJacobus’sflower—beds,howeverbeautifulandold。Headded,withacertainhomelinessoftone:
"There’sonlymygirlthere。"
Itisdifficulttoseteverythingdownindueorder;soImustrevertheretowhathappenedaweekortwobefore。Themedicalofficeroftheporthadcomeonboardmyshiptohavealookatoneofmycrewwhowasailing,andnaturallyenoughhewasaskedtostepintothecabin。Afellow—shipmasterofminewastheretoo;
andintheconversation,somehoworother,thenameofJacobuscametobementioned。Itwaspronouncedwithnoparticularreverencebytheotherman,Ibelieve。Idon’tremembernowwhatIwasgoingtosay。Thedoctor—apleasant,cultivatedfellow,withanassuredmanner—preventedmebystrikingin,inasourtone:
"Ah!You’retalkingaboutmyrespectedpapa—in—law。"
Ofcourse,thatsallysilencedusatthetime。ButIrememberedtheepisode,andatthisjuncture,pushedforsomethingnoncommittaltosay,Iinquiredwithpolitesurprise:
"Youhaveyourmarrieddaughterlivingwithyou,Mr。Jacobus?"
Hemovedhisbighandfromrighttoleftquietly。No!Thatwasanotherofhisgirls,hestated,ponderouslyandunderhisbreathasusual。She……Heseemedinapausetoberansackinghismindforsomekindofdescriptivephrase。Butmyhopesweredisappointed。Hemerelyproducedhisstereotypeddefinition。
"She’saverydifferentsortofperson。"
"Indeed……Andbytheby,Jacobus,Icalledonyourbrothertheotherday。It’snogreatcomplimentifIsaythatIfoundhimaverydifferentsortofpersonfromyou。"
Hehadanairofprofoundreflection,thenremarkedquaintly:
"He’samanofregularhabits。"
Hemighthavebeenalludingtothehabitoflatesiesta;butI
mumbledsomethingabout"beastlyhabitsanyhow"—andleftthestoreabruptly。
CHAPTERIV
MylittlepassagewithJacobusthemerchantbecameknowngenerally。
Oneortwoofmyacquaintancesmadedistantallusionstoit。
Perhapsthemulattoboyhadtalked。Imustconfessthatpeopleappearedratherscandalised,butnotwithJacobus’sbrutality。A
manIknewremonstratedwithmeformyhastiness。
Igavehimthewholestoryofmyvisit,notforgettingthetell—
taleresemblanceofthewretchedmulattoboytohistormentor。Hewasnotsurprised。Nodoubt,nodoubt。Whatofthat?Inajovialtoneheassuredmethattheremustbemanyofthatsort。TheelderJacobushadbeenabachelorallhislife。Ahighlyrespectablebachelor。Buttherehadneverbeenopenscandalinthatconnection。Hislifehadbeenquiteregular。Itcouldcausenooffencetoanyone。
IsaidthatIhadbeenoffendedconsiderably。Myinterlocutoropenedverywideeyes。Why?Becauseamulattoladgotafewknocks?Thatwasnotagreataffair,surely。Ihadnoideahowinsolentanduntruthfulthesehalf—casteswere。InfactheseemedtothinkMr。Jacobusratherkindthanotherwisetoemploythatyouthatall;asortofamiableweaknesswhichcouldbeforgiven。
ThisacquaintanceofminebelongedtooneoftheoldFrenchfamilies,descendantsoftheoldcolonists;allnoble,allimpoverished,andlivinganarrowdomesticlifeindull,dignifieddecay。Themen,asarule,occupyinferiorpostsinGovernmentofficesorinbusinesshouses。Thegirlsarealmostalwayspretty,ignorantoftheworld,kindandagreeableandgenerallybilingual;
theyprattleinnocentlybothinFrenchandEnglish。Theemptinessoftheirexistencepassesbelief。
Iobtainedmyentryintoacoupleofsuchhouseholdsbecausesomeyearsbefore,inBombay,Ihadoccasiontobeofusetoapleasant,ineffectualyoungmanwhowasratherstrandedthere,notknowingwhattodowithhimselforevenhowtogethometohisislandagain。Itwasamatteroftwohundredrupeesorso,but,whenI
turnedup,thefamilymadeapointofshowingtheirgratitudebyadmittingmetotheirintimacy。MyknowledgeoftheFrenchlanguagemademespeciallyacceptable。Theyhadmeantimemanagedtomarrythefellowtoawomannearlytwicehisage,comparativelywelloff:theonlyprofessionhewasreallyfitfor。Butitwasnotallcakesandale。ThefirsttimeIcalledonthecoupleshespiedalittlespotofgreaseonthepoordevil’spantaloonsandmadehimascreamingsceneofreproachessofullofsincerepassionthatIsatterrifiedasatatragedyofRacine。
OfcoursetherewasneverquestionofthemoneyIhadadvancedhim;
buthissisters,MissAngeleandMissMary,andtheauntsofbothfamilies,whospokequaintarchaicFrenchofpre—Revolutionperiod,andahostofdistantrelationsadoptedmeforafriendoutrightinamannerwhichwasalmostembarrassing。
Itwaswiththeeldestbrother(hewasemployedatadeskinmyconsignee’soffice)thatIwashavingthistalkaboutthemerchantJacobus。Heregrettedmyattitudeandnoddedhisheadsagely。Aninfluentialman。Oneneverknewwhenonewouldneedhim。I
expressedmyimmensepreferencefortheshopkeeperofthetwo。Atthatmyfriendlookedgrave。
"Whatonearthareyoupullingthatlongfaceabout?"Icriedimpatiently。"HeaskedmetoseehisgardenandIhaveagoodmindtogosomeday。"
"Don’tdothat,"hesaid,soearnestlythatIburstintoafitoflaughter;buthelookedatmewithoutasmile。
Thiswasanothermatteraltogether。AtonetimethepublicconscienceoftheislandhadbeenmightilytroubledbymyJacobus。
Thetwobrothershadbeenpartnersforyearsingreatharmony,whenawanderingcircuscametotheislandandmyJacobusbecamesuddenlyinfatuatedwithoneofthelady—riders。Whatmadeitworsewasthathewasmarried。Hehadnoteventhegracetoconcealhispassion。Itmusthavebeenstrongindeedtocarryawaysuchalargeplacidcreature。Hisbehaviourwasperfectlyscandalous。HefollowedthatwomantotheCape,andapparentlytravelledatthetailofthatbeastlycircustootherpartsoftheworld,inamostdegradingposition。Thewomansoonceasedtocareforhim,andtreatedhimworsethanadog。Mostextraordinarystoriesofmoraldegradationwerereachingtheislandatthattime。
Hehadnotthestrengthofmindtoshakehimselffree……
Thegrotesqueimageofafat,pushingship—chandler,enslavedbyanunholylove—spell,fascinatedme;andIlistenedratheropen—
mouthedtothetaleasoldastheworld,atalewhichhadbeenthesubjectoflegend,ofmoralfables,ofpoems,butwhichsoludicrouslyfailedtofitthepersonality。Whatastrangevictimforthegods!
Meantimehisdesertedwifehaddied。Hisdaughterwastakencareofbyhisbrother,whomarriedherasadvantageouslyaswaspossibleinthecircumstances。
"Oh!TheMrs。Doctor!"Iexclaimed。
"Youknowthat?Yes。Averyableman。Hewantedaliftintheworld,andtherewasagoodbitofmoneyfromhermother,besidestheexpectations……Ofcourse,theydon’tknowhim,"headded。
"Thedoctornodsinthestreet,Ibelieve,butheavoidsspeakingtohimwhentheymeetonboardaship,asmusthappensometimes。"
Iremarkedthatthissurelywasanoldstorybynow。
Myfriendassented。ButitwasJacobus’sownfaultthatitwasneitherforgivennorforgotten。Hecamebackultimately。Buthow?
Notinaspiritofcontrition,inawaytopropitiatehisscandalisedfellow—citizens。Hemustneedsdragalongwithhimachild—agirl……
"Hespoketomeofadaughterwholiveswithhim,"Iobserved,verymuchinterested。
"She’scertainlythedaughterofthecircus—woman,"saidmyfriend。
"Shemaybehisdaughtertoo;Iamwillingtoadmitthatsheis。
InfactIhavenodoubt—"
Buthedidnotseewhysheshouldhavebeenbroughtintoarespectablecommunitytoperpetuatethememoryofthescandal。Andthatwasnottheworst。Presentlysomethingmuchmoredistressinghappened。Thatabandonedwomanturnedup。Landedfromamail—
boat……
"What!Here?Toclaimthechildperhaps,"Isuggested。
"Notshe!"Myfriendlyinformantwasveryscornful。"Imagineapainted,haggard,agitated,desperatehag。BeencastoffinMozambiquebysomebodywhopaidherpassagehere。Shehadbeeninjuredinternallybyakickfromahorse;shehadn’tacentonherwhenshegotashore;Idon’tthinksheevenaskedtoseethechild。
Atanyrate,nottillthelastdayofherlife。Jacobushiredforherabungalowtodiein。HegotacoupleofSistersfromthehospitaltonurseherthroughthesefewmonths。Ifhedidn’tmarryherINEXTREMISasthegoodSisterstriedtobringabout,it’sbecauseshewouldn’tevenhearofit。Asthenunssaid:’Thewomandiedimpenitent。’ItwasreportedthatsheorderedJacobusoutoftheroomwithherlastbreath。Thismaybetherealreasonwhyhedidn’tgointomourninghimself;heonlyputthechildintoblack。Whileshewaslittleshewastobeseensometimesaboutthestreetsattendedbyanegrowoman,butsinceshebecameofagetoputherhairupIdon’tthinkshehassetfootoutsidethatgardenonce。Shemustbeovereighteennow。"
Thusmyfriend,withsomeaddeddetails;suchas,thathedidn’tthinkthegirlhadspokentothreepeopleofanypositionintheisland;thatanelderlyfemalerelativeofthebrothersJacobushadbeeninducedbyextremepovertytoacceptthepositionofgouvernantetothegirl。AstoJacobus’sbusiness(whichcertainlyannoyedhisbrother)itwasawisechoiceonhispart。Itbroughthimincontactonlywithstrangersofpassage;whereasanyotherwouldhavegivenrisetoallsortsofawkwardnesswithhissocialequals。Themanwasnotwantinginacertaintact—onlyhewasnaturallyshameless。Forwhydidhewanttokeepthatgirlwithhim?Itwasmostpainfulforeverybody。
Ithoughtsuddenly(andwithprofounddisgust)oftheotherJacobus,andIcouldnotrefrainfromsayingslily:
"Isupposeifheemployedher,say,asascullioninhishouseholdandoccasionallypulledherhairorboxedherears,thepositionwouldhavebeenmoreregular—lessshockingtotherespectableclasstowhichhebelongs。"
Hewasnotsostupidastomissmyintention,andshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。
"Youdon’tunderstand。Tobeginwith,she’snotamulatto。Andascandalisascandal。Peopleshouldbegivenachancetoforget。
Idaresayitwouldhavebeenbetterforherifshehadbeenturnedintoascullionorsomethingofthatkind。Ofcoursehe’stryingtomakemoneyineverysortofpettyway,butinsuchabusinessthere’llneverbeenoughforanybodytocomeforward。"
WhenmyfriendleftmeIhadaconceptionofJacobusandhisdaughterexisting,alonelypairofcastaways,onadesertisland;
thegirlshelteringinthehouseasifitwereacaverninacliff,andJacobusgoingouttopickupalivingforbothonthebeach—
exactlyliketwoshipwreckedpeoplewhoalwayshopeforsomerescuertobringthembackatlastintotouchwiththerestofmankind。
ButJacobus’sbodilyrealitydidnotfitinwiththisromanticview。Whenheturneduponboardintheusualcourse,hesippedthecupofcoffeeplacidly,askedmeifIwassatisfied—andI
hardlylistenedtotheharbourgossiphedroppedslowlyinhislow,voice—savingenunciation。Ihadthentroublesofmyown。Myshipchartered,mythoughtsdwellingonthesuccessofaquickroundvoyage,Ihadbeensuddenlyconfrontedbyashortageofbags。A
catastrophe!Thestockofoneespecialkind,calledpockets,seemedtobetotallyexhausted。Aconsignmentwasshortlyexpected—itwasafloat,onitsway,but,meantime,theloadingofmyshipdeadstopped,Ihadenoughtoworryabout。Myconsignees,whohadreceivedmewithsuchheartinessonmyarrival,now,inthecharacterofmycharterers,listenedtomycomplaintswithpolitehelplessness。Theirmanager,theold—maidish,thinman,whosoprudishlydidn’tevenliketospeakabouttheimpureJacobus,gavemethecorrectcommercialviewoftheposition。
"MydearCaptain"—hewasretractinghisleatherycheeksintoacondescending,shark—likesmile—"wewerenotmorallyobligedtotellyouofapossibleshortagebeforeyousignedthecharter—
party。Itwasforyoutoguardagainstthecontingencyofadelay—strictlyspeaking。Butofcourseweshouldn’thavetakenanyadvantage。Thisisnoone’sfaultreally。Weourselveshavebeentakenunawares,"heconcludedprimly,withanobviouslie。
ThislectureIconfesshadmademethirsty。Suppressedragegenerallyproducesthateffect;andasIstrolledonaimlesslyI
bethoughtmyselfofthetallearthenwarepitcherinthecaptains’
roomoftheJacobus"store。"
WithnomorethananodtothemenIfoundassembledthere,I
poureddownadeep,cooldraughtonmyindignation,thenanother,andthen,becomingdejected,Isatplungedincheerlessreflections。Theothersread,talked,smoked,bandiedovermyheadsomeunsubtlechaff。Butmyabstractionwasrespected。AnditwaswithoutawordtoanyonethatIroseandwentout,onlytobequiteunexpectedlyaccostedinthebustleofthestorebyJacobustheoutcast。
"Gladtoseeyou,Captain。What?Goingaway?Youhaven’tbeenlookingsowelltheselastfewdays,Inotice。Rundown,eh?"
Hewasinhisshirt—sleeves,andhiswordswereintheusualcourseofbusiness,buttheyhadahumannote。Itwascommercialamenity,butIhadbeenastrangertoamenityinthatconnection。Idoverilybelieve(fromthedirectionofhisheavyglancetowardsacertainshelf)thathewasgoingtosuggestthepurchaseofClarkson’sNerveTonic,whichhekeptinstock,whenIsaidimpulsively:
"Iamratherintroublewithmyloading。"
Wideawakeunderhissleepy,broadmaskwithgluedlips,heunderstoodatonce,hadamovementoftheheadsoappreciativethatIrelievedmyexasperationbyexclaiming:
"Surelytheremustbeelevenhundredquarter—bagstobefoundinthecolony。It’sonlyamatteroflookingforthem。"
Againthatslightmovementofthebighead,andinthenoiseandactivityofthestorethattranquilmurmur:
"Tobesure。Butthenpeoplelikelytohaveareserveofquarter—
bagswouldn’twanttosell。They’dneedthatsizethemselves。"
"That’sexactlywhatmyconsigneesaretellingme。Impossibletobuy。Bosh!Theydon’twantto。Itsuitsthemtohavetheshiphungup。ButifIweretodiscoverthelottheywouldhaveto—
Lookhere,Jacobus!Youarethemantohavesuchathingupyoursleeve。"
Heprotestedwithaponderousswingofhisbighead。Istoodbeforehimhelplessly,beinglookedatbythoseheavyeyeswithaveiledexpressionasofamanaftersomesoul—shakingcrisis。
Then,suddenly:
"It’simpossibletotalkquietlyhere,"hewhispered。"Iamverybusy。Butifyoucouldgoandwaitformeinmyhouse。It’slessthantenminutes’walk。Oh,yes,youdon’tknowtheway。"
Hecalledforhiscoatandofferedtotakemetherehimself。Hewouldhavetoreturntothestoreatonceforanhourorsotofinishhisbusiness,andthenhewouldbeatlibertytotalkoverwithmethatmatterofquarter—bags。Thisprogrammewasbreathedoutatmethroughslightlyparted,stilllips;hisheavy,motionlessglanceresteduponme,placidasever,theglanceofatiredman—butIfeltthatitwassearching,too。Icouldnotimaginewhathewaslookingforinmeandkeptsilent,wondering。
"IamaskingyoutowaitformeinmyhousetillIamatlibertytotalkthismatterover。Youwill?"
"Why,ofcourse!"Icried。
"ButIcannotpromise—"
"Idaresaynot,"Isaid。"Idon’texpectapromise。"
"ImeanIcan’tevenpromisetotrythemoveI’veinmymind。Onemustseefirst……h’m!"
"Allright。I’lltakethechance。I’llwaitforyouaslongasyoulike。WhatelsehaveItodointhisinfernalholeofaport!"
BeforeIhadutteredmylastwordswehadsetoffataswingingpace。Weturnedacoupleofcornersandenteredastreetcompletelyemptyoftraffic,ofsemi—ruralaspect,pavedwithcobblestonesnestlingingrasstufts。Thehousecametothelineoftheroadway;asinglestoryonanelevatedbasementofrough—
stones,sothatourheadswerebelowthelevelofthewindowsaswewentalong。Allthejalousiesweretightlyshut,likeeyes,andthehouseseemedfastasleepintheafternoonsunshine。Theentrancewasattheside,inanalleyevenmoregrass—grownthanthestreet:asmalldoor,simplyonthelatch。
Withawordofapologyastoshowingmetheway,JacobusprecededmeupadarkpassageandledmeacrossthenakedparquetfloorofwhatIsupposedtobethedining—room。Itwaslightedbythreeglassdoorswhichstoodwideopenontoaverandahorratherloggiarunningitsbrickarchesalongthegardensideofthehouse。Itwasreallyamagnificentgarden:smoothgreenlawnsandagorgeousmazeofflower—bedsintheforeground,displayedaroundabasinofdarkwaterframedinamarblerim,andinthedistancethemassedfoliageofvariedtreesconcealingtheroofsofotherhouses。Thetownmighthavebeenmilesaway。Itwasabrilliantlycolouredsolitude,drowsinginawarm,voluptuoussilence。Wherethelong,stillshadowsfellacrossthebeds,andinshadynooks,themassedcoloursoftheflowershadanextraordinarymagnificenceofeffect。
Istoodentranced。Jacobusgraspedmedelicatelyabovetheelbow,impellingmetoahalf—turntotheleft。
Ihadnotnoticedthegirlbefore。Sheoccupiedalow,deep,wickerworkarm—chair,andIsawherinexactprofilelikeafigureinatapestry,andasmotionless。Jacobusreleasedmyarm。
"ThisisAlice,"heannouncedtranquilly;andhissubduedmannerofspeakingmadeitsoundsomuchlikeaconfidentialcommunicationthatIfanciedmyselfnoddingunderstandinglyandwhispering:"I
see,Isee。"……Ofcourse,Ididnothingofthekind。Neitherofusdidanything;westoodsidebysidelookingdownatthegirl。
Forquiteatimeshedidnotstir,staringstraightbeforeherasifwatchingthevisionofsomepageantpassingthroughthegardeninthedeep,richglowoflightandthesplendourofflowers。
Then,comingtotheendofherreverie,shelookedroundandup。
IfIhadnotatfirstnoticedher,Iamcertainthatshetoohadbeenunawareofmypresencetillsheactuallyperceivedmebyherfather’sside。Thequickenedupwardmovementoftheheavyeyelids,thewideningofthelanguidglance,passingintoafixedstare,putthatbeyonddoubt。
Underheramazementtherewasahintoffear,andthencameaflashasofanger。Jacobus,afterutteringmynamefairlyloud,said:
"Makeyourselfathome,Captain—Iwon’tbegonelong,"andwentawayrapidly。BeforeIhadtimetomakeabowIwasleftalonewiththegirl—who,Irememberedsuddenly,hadnotbeenseenbyanymanorwomanofthattownsinceshehadfounditnecessarytoputupherhair。Itlookedasthoughithadnotbeentouchedagainsincethatdistanttimeoffirstputtingup;itwasamassofblack,lustrouslocks,twistedanyhowhighonherhead,withlong,untidywispshangingdownoneachsideoftheclearsallowface;amasssothickandstrongandabundantthat,nothingbuttolookat,itgaveyouasensationofheavypressureonthetopofyourheadandanimpressionofmagnificentlycynicaluntidiness。Sheleanedforward,huggingherselfwithcrossedlegs;adingy,amber—
coloured,flouncedwrapperofsomethinstuffrevealedtheyoungsupplebodydrawntogethertenselyinthedeeplowseatasifcrouchingforaspring。Idetectedaslight,quiveringstartortwo,whichlookeduncommonlylikeboundingaway。Theywerefollowedbythemostabsoluteimmobility。
TheabsurdimpulsetorunoutafterJacobus(forIhadbeenstartled,too)oncerepressed,Itookachair,placeditnotveryfarfromher,satdowndeliberately,andbegantotalkaboutthegarden,caringnotwhatIsaid,butusingagentlecaressingintonationasonetalkstosootheastartledwildanimal。Icouldnotevenbecertainthatsheunderstoodme。Sheneverraisedherfacenorattemptedtolookmyway。Ikeptontalkingonlytopreventherfromtakingflight。Shehadanotherofthosequivering,repressedstartswhichmademecatchmybreathwithapprehension。
UltimatelyIformedanotionthatwhatpreventedherperhapsfromgoingoffinonegreat,nervousleap,wasthescantinessofherattire。Thewickerarmchairwasthemostsubstantialthingaboutherperson。Whatshehadonunderthatdingy,loose,amberwrappermusthavebeenofthemostflimsyandairycharacter。Onecouldnothelpbeingawareofit。Itwasobvious。Ifeltitactuallyembarrassingatfirst;butthatsortofembarrassmentisgotovereasilybyamindnotenslavedbynarrowprejudices。IdidnotavertmygazefromAlice。Iwentontalkingwithingratiatingsoftness,therecollectionthat,mostlikely,shehadneverbeforebeenspokentobyastrangemanaddingtomyassurance。Idon’tknowwhyanemotionaltensenessshouldhavecreptintothesituation。Butitdid。AndjustasIwasbecomingawareofitaslightscreamcutshortmyflowofurbanespeech。
Thescreamdidnotproceedfromthegirl。Itwasemittedbehindme,andcausedmetoturnmyheadsharply。IunderstoodatoncethattheapparitioninthedoorwaywastheelderlyrelationofJacobus,thecompanion,thegouvernante。Whilesheremainedthunderstruck,Igotupandmadeheralowbow。
TheladiesofJacobus’shouseholdevidentlyspenttheirdaysinlightattire。Thisstumpyoldwomanwithafacelikealargewrinkledlemon,beadyeyes,andashockofiron—greyhair,wasdressedinagarmentofsomeash—coloured,silky,lightstuff。Itfellfromherthickneckdowntohertoeswiththesimplicityofanunadornednightgown。Itmadeherappeartrulycylindrical。Sheexclaimed:"Howdidyougethere?"
BeforeIcouldsayawordshevanishedandpresentlyIheardaconfusionofshrillprotestationsinadistantpartofthehouse。
ObviouslynoonecouldtellherhowIgotthere。Inamoment,withgreatoutcriesfromtwonegrowomenfollowingher,shewaddledbacktothedoorway,infuriated。
"Whatdoyouwanthere?"
Iturnedtothegirl。Shewassittingstraightupnow,herhandsposedonthearmsofthechair。Iappealedtoher。
"Surely,MissAlice,youwillnotletthemdrivemeoutintothestreet?"
Hermagnificentblackeyes,narrowed,longinshape,sweptovermewithanindefinableexpression,theninaharsh,contemptuousvoicesheletfallinFrenchasortofexplanation:
"C’ESTPAPA。"
Imadeanotherlowbowtotheoldwoman。
Sheturnedherbackonmeinordertodriveawayherblackhenchwomen,thensurveyingmypersoninapeculiarmannerwithonesmalleyenearlyclosedandherfacealldrawnuponthatsideasifwithatwingeoftoothache,shesteppedoutontheverandah,satdowninarocking—chairsomedistanceaway,andtookupherknittingfromalittletable。Beforeshestartedatitsheplungedoneoftheneedlesintothemopofhergreyhairandstirreditvigorously。
Herelementarynightgown—sortoffrockclungtoherancient,stumpy,andfloatingform。Sheworewhitecottonstockingsandflatbrownvelvetslippers。Herfeetandankleswereobtrusivelyvisibleonthefoot—rest。Shebegantorockherselfslightly,whilesheknitted。Ihadresumedmyseatandkeptquiet,forI
mistrustedthatoldwoman。Whatifsheorderedmetodepart?Sheseemedcapableofanyoutrage。Shehadsnortedonceortwice;shewasknittingviolently。SuddenlyshepipedattheyounggirlinFrenchaquestionwhichItranslatecolloquially:
"What’syourfatherupto,now?"
Theyoungcreatureshruggedhershoulderssocomprehensivelythatherwholebodyswayedwithintheloosewrapper;andinthatunexpectedlyharshvoicewhichyethadaseductivequalitytothesenses,likecertainkindsofnaturalroughwinesonedrinkswithpleasure:
"It’ssomecaptain。Leavemealone—willyou!"
Thechairrockedquicker,theold,thinvoicewaslikeawhistle。
"Youandyourfathermakeapair。Hewouldstickatnothing—
that’swellknown。ButIdidn’texpectthis。"
IthoughtithightimetoairsomeofmyownFrench。Iremarkedmodestly,butfirmly,thatthiswasbusiness。IhadsomematterstotalkoverwithMr。Jacobus。
Atonceshepipedoutaderisive"Poorinnocent!"Then,withachangeoftone:"Theshop’sforbusiness。Whydon’tyougototheshoptotalkwithhim?"
Thefuriousspeedofherfingersandknitting—needlesmadeonedizzy;andwithsqueakyindignation:
"Sittingherestaringatthatgirl—isthatwhatyoucallbusiness?"
"No,"Isaidsuavely。"Icallthispleasure—anunexpectedpleasure。AndunlessMissAliceobjects—"
Ihalfturnedtoher。Sheflungatmeanangryandcontemptuous"Don’tcare!"andleaningherelbowonherkneestookherchininherhand—aJacobuschinundoubtedly。Andthoseheavyeyelids,thisblackirritatedstareremindedmeofJacobus,too—thewealthymerchant,therespectedone。Thedesignofhereyebrowsalsowasthesame,rigidandill—omened。Yes!Itracedinheraresemblancetobothofthem。ItcametomeasasortofsurprisingremoteinferencethatboththeseJacobuseswereratherhandsomemenafterall。Isaid:
"Oh!ThenIshallstareatyoutillyousmile。"
Shefavouredmeagainwithanevenmoreviciouslyscornful"Don’tcare!"
Theoldwomanbrokeinbluntandshrill:
"Hearhisimpudence!Andyoutoo!Don’tcare!Goatleastandputsomemoreclotheson。Sittingtherelikethisbeforethissailorriff—raff。"
ThesunwasabouttoleavethePearloftheOceanforotherseas,forotherlands。Thewalledgardenfullofshadowsblazedwithcolourasiftheflowersweregivingupthelightabsorbedduringtheday。Theamazingoldwomanbecameveryexplicit。Shesuggestedtothegirlacorsetandapetticoatwithacynicalunreservewhichhumiliatedme。WasIofnomoreaccountthanawoodendummy?Thegirlsnappedout:"Shan’t!"
Itwasnotthenaughtyretortofavulgarchild;ithadanoteofdesperation。Clearlymyintrusionhadsomehowupsetthebalanceoftheirestablishedrelations。Theoldwomanknittedwithfuriousaccuracy,hereyesfasteneddownonherwork。
"Oh,youarethetruechildofyourfather!AndTHATtalksofenteringaconvent!Lettingherselfbestaredatbyafellow。"
"Leaveoff。"
"Shamelessthing!"
"Oldsorceress,"thegirluttereddistinctly,preservinghermeditativepose,chininhand,andafar—awaystareoverthegarden。
Itwaslikethequarrelofthekettleandthepot。Theoldwomanflewoutofthechair,bangeddownherwork,andwithagreatplayofthicklimbperfectlyvisibleinthatweird,clinginggarmentofhers,strodeatthegirl—whoneverstirred。Iwasexperiencingasortoftrepidationwhen,asifawedbythatunconsciousattitude,theagedrelativeofJacobusturnedshortuponme。
Shewas,Iperceived,armedwithaknitting—needle;andassheraisedherhandherintentionseemedtobetothrowitatmelikeadart。Butsheonlyusedittoscratchherheadwith,examiningmethewhileatcloserange,oneeyenearlyshutandherfacedistortedbyawhimsical,one—sidedgrimace。
"Mydearman,"sheaskedabruptly,"doyouexpectanygoodtocomeofthis?"
"Idohopesoindeed,MissJacobus。"Itriedtospeakintheeasytoneofanafternooncaller。"Yousee,Iamhereaftersomebags。"
"Bags!Lookatthatnow!Didn’tIhearyouholdingforthtothatgracelesswretch?"
"Youwouldliketoseemeinmygrave,"utteredthemotionlessgirlhoarsely。
"Grave!Whataboutme?BuriedalivebeforeIamdeadforthesakeofathingblessedwithsuchaprettyfather!"shecried;andturningtome:"You’reoneofthesemenhedoesbusinesswith。
Well—whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?"
Itwassaidinatone—this"leaveusinpeace!"Therewasasortofruffianlyfamiliarity,asuperiority,ascorninit。Iwastohearitmorethanonce,foryouwouldshowanimperfectknowledgeofhumannatureifyouthoughtthatthiswasmylastvisittothathouse—wherenorespectablepersonhadputfootforeversomanyyears。No,youwouldbeverymuchmistakenifyouimaginedthatthisreceptionhadscaredmeaway。FirstofallIwasnotgoingtorunbeforeagrotesqueandruffianlyoldwoman。
Andthenyoumustn’tforgetthesenecessarybags。ThatfirsteveningJacobusmademestaytodinner;after,however,tellingmeloyallythathedidn’tknowwhetherhecoulddoanythingatallforme。Hehadbeenthinkingitover。Itwastoodifficult,hefeared……Buthedidnotgiveitupinsomanywords。
Wewereonlythreeattable;thegirlbymeansofrepeated"Won’t!"
"Shan’t!"and"Don’tcare!"havingconveyedandaffirmedherintentionnottocometothetable,nottohaveanydinner,nottomovefromtheverandah。Theoldrelativehoppedaboutinherflatslippersandpipedindignantly,Jacobustoweredoverherandmurmuredplacidlyinhisthroat;Ijoinedjocularlyfromadistance,throwinginafewwords,forwhichunderthecoverofthenightIreceivedsecretlyamostviciouspokeintheribsfromtheoldwoman’selboworperhapsherfist。Irestrainedacry。Andallthetimethegirldidn’tevencondescendtoraiseherheadtolookatanyofus。Allthismaysoundchildish—andyetthatstony,petulantsullennesshadanobscurelytragicflavour。
Andsowesatdowntothefoodaroundthelightofagoodmanycandleswhilesheremainedcrouchingoutthere,staringinthedarkasiffeedingherbadtemperontheheavilyscentedairoftheadmirablegarden。
BeforeleavingIsaidtoJacobusthatIwouldcomenextdaytohearifthebagaffairhadmadeanyprogress。Heshookhisheadslightlyatthat。
"I’llhauntyourhousedailytillyoupullitoff。You’llbealwaysfindingmehere。"
Hisfaint,melancholysmiledidnotparthisthicklips。
"Thatwillbeallright,Captain。"
Thenseeingmetothedoor,verytranquil,hemurmuredearnestlytherecommendation:"Makeyourselfathome,"andalsothehospitablehintabouttherebeingalways"aplateofsoup。"Itwasonlyonmywaytothequay,downtheill—lightedstreets,thatI
rememberedIhadbeenengagedtodinethatveryeveningwiththeS—
family。Thoughvexedwithmyforgetfulness(itwouldberatherawkwardtoexplain)Icouldn’thelpthinkingthatithadprocuredmeamoreamusingevening。Andbesides—business。Thesacredbusiness—。
Inabarefootednegrowhoovertookmeatarunandbolteddownthelanding—stepsIrecognisedJacobus’sboatman,whomusthavebeenfeedinginthekitchen。Hisusual"Good—night,sah!"asIwentupmyship’sladderhadamorecordialsoundthanonpreviousoccasions。
CHAPTERV
IkeptmywordtoJacobus。Ihauntedhishome。Hewasperpetuallyfindingmethereofanafternoonwhenhepoppedinforamomentfromthe"store。"ThesoundofmyvoicetalkingtohisAlicegreetedhimonhisdoorstep;andwhenhereturnedforgoodintheevening,tentoonehewouldhearitstillgoingonintheverandah。Ijustnoddedtohim;hewouldsitdownheavilyandgently,andwatchwithasortofapprovinganxietymyeffortstomakehisdaughtersmile。
Icalledheroften"Alice,"rightbeforehim;sometimesIwouldaddressherasMiss"Don’tCare,"andIexhaustedmyselfinnonsensicalchatterwithoutsucceedingonceintakingheroutofherpeevishandtragicself。ThereweremomentswhenIfeltImustbreakoutandstartswearingathertillallwasblue。AndI
fanciedthathadIdonesoJacobuswouldnothavemovedamuscle。
Asortofshady,intimateunderstandingseemedtohavebeenestablishedbetweenus。
Imustsaythegirltreatedherfatherexactlyinthesamewayshetreatedme。
Andhowcouldithavebeenotherwise?Shetreatedmeasshetreatedherfather。Shehadneverseenavisitor。Shedidnotknowhowmenbehaved。Ibelongedtothelowlotwithwhomherfatherdidbusinessattheport。Iwasofnoaccount。Sowasherfather。Theonlydecentpeopleintheworldwerethepeopleoftheisland,whowouldhavenothingtodowithhimbecauseofsomethingwickedhehaddone。ThiswasapparentlytheexplanationMissJacobushadgivenherofthehousehold’sisolatedposition。Forshehadtobetoldsomething!AndIfeelconvincedthatthisversionhadbeenassentedtobyJacobus。Imustsaytheoldwomanwasputtingitforwardwithconsiderablegusto。Itwasonherlipstheuniversalexplanation,theuniversalallusion,theuniversaltaunt。
OnedayJacobuscameinearlyand,beckoningmeintothedining—
room,wipedhisbrowwithawearygestureandtoldmethathehadmanagedtounearthasupplyofquarter—bags。
"It’sfourteenhundredyourshipwanted,didyousay,Captain?"
"Yes,yes!"Irepliedeagerly;butheremainedcalm。HelookedmoretiredthanIhadeverseenhimbefore。
"Well,Captain,youmaygoandtellyourpeoplethattheycangetthatlotfrommybrother。"
AsIremainedopen—mouthedatthis,headdedhisusualplacidformulaofassurance:
"You’llfinditcorrect,Captain。"
"Youspoketoyourbrotheraboutit?"Iwasdistinctlyawed。"Andforme?Becausehemusthaveknownthatmyship’stheonlyonehungupforbags。Howonearth—"
Hewipedhisbrowagain。Inoticedthathewasdressedwithunusualcare,inclothesinwhichIhadneverseenhimbefore。Heavoidedmyeye。
"You’veheardpeopletalk,ofcourse……That’strueenough。He……I……Wecertainly……forseveralyears……"Hisvoicedeclinedtoameresleepymurmur。"YouseeIhadsomethingtotellhimof,somethingwhich—"
Hismurmurstopped。Hewasnotgoingtotellmewhatthissomethingwas。AndIdidn’tcare。Anxioustocarrythenewstomycharterers,Iranbackontheverandahtogetmyhat。
AtthebustleImadethegirlturnedhereyesslowlyinmydirection,andeventheoldwomanwascheckedinherknitting。I
stoppedamomenttoexclaimexcitedly:
"Yourfather’sabrick,MissDon’tCare。That’swhatheis。"
Shebeheldmyelationinscornfulsurprise。JacobuswithunwontedfamiliarityseizedmyarmasIflewthroughthedining—room,andbreathedheavilyatmeaproposalabout"Aplateofsoup"thatevening。Ianswereddistractedly:"Eh?What?Oh,thanks!
Certainly。Withpleasure,"andtoremyselfaway。Dinewithhim?
Ofcourse。ThemerestgratitudeButsomethreehoursafterwards,inthedusky,silentstreet,pavedwithcobble—stones,Ibecameawarethatitwasnotmeregratitudewhichwasguidingmystepstowardsthehousewiththeoldgarden,whereforyearsnoguestotherthanmyselfhadeverdined。Meregratitudedoesnotgnawatone’sinterioreconomyinthatparticularway。Hungermight;butIwasnotfeelingparticularlyhungryforJacobus’sfood。
Onthatoccasion,too,thegirlrefusedtocometothetable。
Myexasperationgrew。Theoldwomancastmaliciousglancesatme。
IsaidsuddenlytoJacobus:"Here!Putsomechickenandsaladonthatplate。"Heobeyedwithoutraisinghiseyes。Icarrieditwithaknifeandforkandaservietteoutontheverandah。Thegardenwasonemassofgloom,likeacemeteryofflowersburiedinthedarkness,andshe,inthechair,seemedtomusemournfullyovertheextinctionoflightandcolour。Onlywhiffsofheavyscentpassedlikewandering,fragrantsoulsofthatdepartedmultitudeofblossoms。Italkedvolubly,jocularly,persuasively,tenderly;I
talkedinasubduedtone。Toalisteneritwouldhavesoundedlikethemurmurofapleadinglover。WheneverIpausedexpectantlytherewasonlyadeepsilence。Itwaslikeofferingfoodtoaseatedstatue。
"Ihaven’tbeenabletoswallowasinglemorselthinkingofyououtherestarvingyourselfinthedark。It’spositivelycrueltobesoobstinate。Thinkofmysufferings。"
"Don’tcare。"
IfeltasifIcouldhavedonehersomeviolence—shakenher,beatenhermaybe。Isaid:
"Yourabsurdbehaviourwillpreventmecominghereanymore。"
"What’sthattome?"
"Youlikeit。"
"It’sfalse,"shesnarled。
Myhandfellonhershoulder;andifshehadflinchedIverilybelieveIwouldhaveshakenher。Buttherewasnomovementandthisimmobilitydisarmedmyanger。
"Youdo。Oryouwouldn’tbefoundontheverandaheveryday。Whyareyouhere,then?Thereareplentyofroomsinthehouse。Youhaveyourownroomtostayin—ifyoudidnotwanttoseeme。Butyoudo。Youknowyoudo。"
Ifeltaslightshudderundermyhandandreleasedmygripasiffrightenedbythatsignofanimationinherbody。Thescentedairofthegardencametousinawarmwavelikeavoluptuousandperfumedsigh。
"Gobacktothem,"shewhispered,almostpitifully。
AsIre—enteredthedining—roomIsawJacobuscastdownhiseyes。
Ibangedtheplateonthetable。Atthisdemonstrationofill—
humourhemurmuredsomethinginanapologetictone,andIturnedonhimviciouslyasifhewereaccountabletomeforthese"abominableeccentricities,"IbelieveIcalledthem。
"ButIdaresayMissJacobushereisresponsibleformostofthisoffensivemanner,"Iaddedloftily。
Shepipedoutatonceinherbrazen,ruffianlymanner:
"Eh?Whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?"
IwasastonishedthatsheshoulddarebeforeJacobus。Yetwhatcouldhehavedonetorepressher?Heneededhertoomuch。Heraisedaheavy,drowsyglanceforaninstant,thenlookeddownagain。Sheinsistedwithshrillfinality:
"Haven’tyoudoneyourbusiness,youtwo?Well,then—"
ShehadthetrueJacobusimpudence,thatoldwoman。Hermopofiron—greyhairwasparted,onthesidelikeaman’s,raffishly,andshemadeasiftoplungeherforkintoit,assheusedtodowiththeknitting—needle,butrefrained。Herlittleblackeyessparkledvenomously。Iturnedtomyhostattheheadofthetable—
menacinglyasitwere。
"Well,andwhatdoyousaytothat,Jacobus?AmItotakeitthatwehavedonewitheachother?"
Ihadtowaitalittle。Theanswerwhenitcamewasratherunexpected,andinquiteanotherspiritthanthequestion。
"Icertainlythinkwemightdosomebusinessyetwiththosepotatoesofmine,Captain。Youwillfindthat—"
Icuthimshort。
"I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’ttrade。"
Hisbroadchestheavedwithoutasoundinanoiselesssigh。
"Thinkitover,Captain,"hemurmured,tenaciousandtranquil;andIburstintoajarringlaugh,rememberinghowhehadstucktothecircus—riderwoman—thedepthofpassionunderthatplacidsurface,whichevencutswithariding—whip(sothelegendhadit)
couldneverraffleintothesemblanceofastorm;somethinglikethepassionofafishwouldbeifonecouldimaginesuchathingasapassionatefish。
ThateveningIexperiencedmoredistinctlythaneverthesenseofmoraldiscomfortwhichalwaysattendedmeinthathouselyingunderthebanofall"decent"people。Irefusedtostayonandsmokeafterdinner;andwhenIputmyhandintothethickly—cushionedpalmofJacobus,Isaidtomyselfthatitwouldbeforthelasttimeunderhisroof。Ipressedhisbulkypawheartilynevertheless。Hadn’thegotmeoutofaseriousdifficulty?TothefewwordsofacknowledgmentIwasbound,andindeedquitewilling,toutter,heansweredbystretchinghisclosedlipsinhismelancholy,glued—togethersmile。
"Thatwillbeallright,Ihope,Captain,"hebreathedoutweightily。
"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,alarmed。"Thatyourbrothermightyet—"
"Oh,no,"hereassuredme。"He……he’samanofhisword,Captain。"
Myself—communionasIwalkedawayfromhisdoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasforthelasttime,wasnotsatisfactory。IwasawaremyselfthatIwasnotsincereinmyreflectionsastoJacobus’smotives,and,ofcourse,theverynextdayIwentbackagain。
Howweak,irrational,andabsurdweare!Howeasilycarriedawaywheneverourawakenedimaginationbringsustheirritatinghintofadesire!Icaredforthegirlinaparticularway,seducedbythemoodyexpressionofherface,byherobstinatesilences,herrare,scornfulwords;bytheperpetualpoutofherclosedlips,theblackdepthsofherfixedgazeturnedslowlyuponmeasifincontemptuousprovocation,onlytobeavertednextmomentwithanexasperatingindifference。
Ofcoursethenewsofmyassiduityhadspreadalloverthelittletown。Inoticedachangeinthemannerofmyacquaintancesandevensomethingdifferentinthenodsoftheothercaptains,whenmeetingthematthelanding—stepsorintheofficeswherebusinesscalledme。Theold—maidishheadclerktreatedmewithdistantpunctiliousnessand,asitwere,gatheredhisskirtsroundhimforfearofcontamination。ItseemedtomethattheveryniggersonthequaysturnedtolookaftermeasIpassed;andastoJacobus’sboatmanhis"Good—night,sah!"whenheputmeonboardwasnolongermerelycordial—ithadafamiliar,confidentialsoundasthoughwehadbeenpartnersinsomevillainy。
MyfriendS—theelderpassedmeontheothersideofthestreetwithawaveofthehandandanironicsmile。Theyoungerbrother,theonetheyhadmarriedtoanelderlyshrew,he,onthestrengthofanolderfriendshipandasifpayingadebtofgratitude,tookthelibertytoutterawordofwarning。
"You’redoingyourselfnogoodbyyourchoiceoffriends,mydearchap,"hesaidwithinfantilegravity。
AsIknewthatthemeetingofthebrothersJacobuswasthesubjectofexcitedcommentinthewholeofthesugaryPearloftheOceanI
wantedtoknowwhyIwasblamed。
"Ihavebeentheoccasionofamovewhichmayendinareconciliationsurelydesirablefromthepointofviewoftheproprieties—don’tyouknow?"
"Ofcourse,ifthatgirlweredisposedofitwouldcertainlyfacilitate—"hemusedsagely,then,inconsequentialcreature,gavemealighttaponthelowerpartofmywaistcoat。"Youoldsinner,"hecriedjovially,"muchyoucareforproprieties。Butyouhadbetterlookoutforyourself,youknow,withapersonagelikeJacobuswhohasnosortofreputationtolose。"
Hehadrecoveredhisgravityofarespectablecitizenbythattimeandaddedregretfully:
"Allthewomenofourfamilyareperfectlyscandalised。"
ButbythattimeIhadgivenupvisitingtheS—familyandtheD—
family。TheelderladiespulledsuchfaceswhenIshowedmyself,andthemultitudeofrelatedyoungladiesreceivedmewithsuchavarietyoflooks:wondering,awed,mocking(exceptMissMary,whospoketomeandlookedatmewithhushed,painedcompassionasthoughIhadbeenill),thatIhadnodifficultyingivingthemallup。Iwouldhavegivenupthesocietyofthewholetown,forthesakeofsittingnearthatgirl,snarlingandsuperbandbarelycladinthatflimsy,dingy,amberwrapper,openlowatthethroat。Shelooked,withthewildwispsofhairhangingdownhertenseface,asthoughshehadjustjumpedoutofbedinthepanicofafire。
Shesatleaningonherelbow,lookingatnothing。Whydidshestaylisteningtomyabsurdchatter?Andnotonlythat;butwhydidshepowderherfaceinpreparationformyarrival?Itseemedtobeherideaofmakingatoilette,andinheruntidynegligenceasignofgreatefforttowardspersonaladornment。
ButImighthavebeenmistaken。Thepowderingmighthavebeenherdailypracticeandherpresenceintheverandahasignofanindifferencesocompleteastotakenoaccountofmyexistence。
Well,itwasallonetome。
Ilovedtowatchherslowchangesofpose,tolookatherlongimmobilitiescomposedinthegracefullinesofherbody,toobservethemysteriousnarrowstareofhersplendidblackeyes,somewhatlonginshape,halfclosed,contemplatingthevoid。Shewaslikeaspellboundcreaturewiththeforeheadofagoddesscrownedbythedishevelledmagnificenthairofagipsytramp。Evenherindifferencewasseductive。Ifeltmyselfgrowingattachedtoherbythebondofanirrealisabledesire,forIkeptmyhead—quite。
AndIputupwiththemoraldiscomfortofJacobus’ssleepywatchfulness,tranquil,andyetsoexpressive;asiftherehadbeenatacitpactbetweenustwo。Iputupwiththeinsolenceoftheoldwoman’s:"Aren’tyouevergoingtoleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?"withhertaunts;withherbrazenandsinisterscolding。
ShewasofthetrueJacobusstock,andnomistake。
DirectlyIgotawayfromthegirlIcalledmyselfmanyhardnames。
Whatfollywasthis?Iwouldaskmyself。Itwaslikebeingtheslaveofsomedepravedhabit。AndIreturnedtoherwithmyheadclear,myheartcertainlyfree,notevenmovedbypityforthatcastaway(shewasasmuchofacastawayasanyoneeverwreckedonadesertisland),butasifbeguiledbysomeextraordinarypromise。
Nothingmoreunworthycouldbeimagined。TherecollectionofthattremulouswhisperwhenIgrippedhershoulderwithonehandandheldaplateofchickenwiththeotherwasenoughtomakemebreakallmygoodresolutions。
Herinsultingtaciturnitywasenoughsometimestomakeonegnashone’steethwithrage。Whensheopenedhermouthitwasonlytobeabominablyrudeinharshtonestotheassociateofherreprobatefather;andthefullapprovalofheragedrelativewasconveyedtoherbyoffensivechuckles。Ifnotthat,thenherremarks,alwaysutteredinthetoneofscathingcontempt,wereofthemostappallinginanity。
Howcouldithavebeenotherwise?Thatplump,ruffianlyJacobusoldmaidinthetightgreyfrockhadnevertaughtheranymanners。
MannersIsupposearenotnecessaryforborncastaways。Noeducationalestablishmentcouldeverbeinducedtoacceptherasapupil—onaccountoftheproprieties,Iimagine。AndJacobushadnotbeenabletosendherawayanywhere。Howcouldhehavedoneit?Whowith?Whereto?Hehimselfwasnotenoughofanadventurertothinkofsettlingdownanywhereelse。Hispassionhadtossedhimatthetailofacircusupanddownstrangecoasts,but,thestormover,hehaddriftedbackshamelesslywhere,socialoutcastashewas,heremainedstillaJacobus—oneoftheoldestfamiliesontheisland,olderthantheFrencheven。TheremusthavebeenaJacobusinatthedeathofthelastDodo……Thegirlhadlearnednothing,shehadneverlistenedtoageneralconversation,sheknewnothing,shehadheardofnothing。Shecouldreadcertainly;butallthereadingmatterthatevercameinherwaywerethenewspapersprovidedforthecaptains’roomofthe"store。"Jacobushadthehabitoftakingthesesheetshomenowandtheninaverystainedandraggedcondition。
Ashermindcouldnotgraspthemeaningofanymatterstreatedthereexceptpolice—courtreportsandaccountsofcrimes,shehadformedforherselfanotionofthecivilisedworldasasceneofmurders,abductions,burglaries,stabbingaffrays,andeverysortofdesperateviolence。EnglandandFrance,ParisandLondon(theonlytwotownsofwhichsheseemedtohaveheard),appearedtohersinksofabomination,reekingwithblood,incontrasttoherlittleislandwherepettylarcenywasaboutthestandardofcurrentmisdeeds,with,nowandthen,somemorepronouncedcrime—andthatonlyamongsttheimportedcoolielabourersonsugarestatesorthenegroesofthetown。ButinEuropethesethingswerebeingdonedailybyawickedpopulationofwhitemenamongstwhom,asthatruffianly,aristocraticoldMissJacobuspointedout,thewanderingsailors,theassociatesofherpreciouspapa,werethelowestofthelow。
Itwasimpossibletogiveherasenseofproportion。IsupposeshefiguredEnglandtoherselfasaboutthesizeofthePearloftheOcean;inwhichcaseitwouldcertainlyhavebeenreekingwithgoreandamerewreckofburgledhousesfromendtoend。Onecouldnotmakeherunderstandthatthesehorrorsonwhichshefedherimaginationwerelostinthemassoforderlylifelikeafewdropsofbloodintheocean。Shedirecteduponmeforamomenttheuncomprehendingglanceofhernarrowedeyesandthenwouldturnherscornfulpowderedfaceawaywithoutaword。Shewouldnoteventakethetroubletoshrughershoulders。
AtthattimethebatchesofpapersbroughtbythelastmailreportedaseriesofcrimesintheEastEndofLondon,therewasasensationalcaseofabductioninFranceandafinedisplayofarmedrobberyinAustralia。Oneafternooncrossingthedining—roomI
heardMissJacobuspipingintheverandahwithvenomousanimosity:
"Idon’tknowwhatyourpreciouspapaisplottingwiththatfellow。