"Icanquitebelievethat,"heagreed,"butthere’sthisimportantdifference:nomatterhowmuchamanwantstomarryyou,hecan’tLOVEyouasIdo!"
"That’sANOTHERthingtheythink,"sighedHelen。
"I’msorrytobesounoriginal,"snappedLatimer。
"PLEASEdon’t!"pleadedHelen。"Idon’tmeantobeunfeeling。I’mnotunfeeling。I’monlytryingtobefair。IfIdon’tseemtotakeittoheart,it’sbecauseIknowitdoesnogood。Icanseehowmiserableagirlmustbeifsheislovedbyonemanandcan’tmakeuphermindwhetherornotshewantstomarryhim。Butwhenthere’ssomanyshejuststopsworrying;forshecan’tpossiblymarrythemall。"
"ALL!"exclaimedLatimer。"ItisincrediblethatIhaveundervaluedyou,butmayIaskhowmanythereare?"
"Idon’tknow,"sighedHelenmiserably。"Thereseemstobesomethingaboutmethat——"
"Thereis!"interruptedLatimer。"I’venoticedit。Youdon’thavetotellmeaboutit。IknowthattheHelenPagehabitisadamneddifficulthabittobreak!"
Itcannotbesaidthathemadeanyviolentefforttobreakit。Atleast,notonethatwasobvioustoFairHarborortoHelen。
Oneoftheirfavoritedriveswasthroughthepinewoodstothepointonwhichstoodthelighthouse,andononeoftheseexcursionstheyexploredaforgottenwoodroadandcameoutuponacliff。Thecliffoverlookedthesea,andbelowitwasajumbleofrockswithwhichthewavesplayedhideandseek。Onmanyafternoonsandmorningstheyreturnedtothisplace,and,whileLatimerreadtoher,Helenwouldsitwithherbacktoatreeandtosspine—conesintothewater。SometimesthepoetswhoseworkshereadmadelovesocharminglythatLatimerwasmostgratefultothemforrenderingsuchexcellentfirstaidtothewounded,andintohisvoicehewouldthrowallthatfeelingandmusicthatfromjuriesandmassmeetingshaddraggedtearsandcheersandvotes。
Butwhenhisvoicebecamesoappealingthatitnolongerwaspossibleforanywomantoresistit,Helenwouldexclaimexcitedly:"Pleaseexcusemeforinterrupting,butthereisalargespider——"andthespellwasgone。
Onedaysheexclaimed:"Oh!"andLatimerpatientlyloweredthe"OxfordBookofVerse,"andasked:"Whatisit,NOW?"
"I’msosorry,"Helensaid,"butIcan’thelpwatchingthatChapmanboy;he’sonlygotonereefin,andthenexttimehejibshe’llcapsize,andhecan’tswim,andhe’lldrown。Itoldhismotheronlyyesterday——"
"Ihaven’ttheleastinterestintheChapmanboy,"saidLatimer,"orinwhatyoutoldhismother,orwhetherhedrownsornot!I’madrowningmanmyself!"
Helenshookherheadfirmlyandreprovingly。"MengetoverTHAT
kindofdrowning,"shesaid。
"NotTHISkindofmandoesn’t!"saidLatimer。"Anddon’ttellme,"hecriedindignantly,"thatthat’sANOTHERthingtheyallsay。"
"Ifonecouldonlybesure!"sighedHelen。"Ifonecouldonlybesurethatyou——thattherightmanwouldkeeponcaringafteryoumarryhimthewayhesayshecaresbeforeyoumarryhim。Ifyoucouldknowthat,itwouldhelpyoualotinmakingupyourmind。"
"Thereisonlyonewaytofindthatout,"saidLatimer;"thatistomarryhim。Imean,ofcourse,"hecorrectedhastily,"tomarryme。"
Oneday,whenontheirwaytothecliffattheendofthewoodroad,themanwhomakestheNantucketsailorandpeddleshimpassedthroughthevillage;andLatimerboughtthesailormanandcarriedhimtotheirhiding—place。Therehefastenedhimtothelowestlimbofoneoftheancientpine—treesthathelpedtoscreentheirhiding—placefromtheworld。Thelimbreachedoutfreeoftheotherbranches,andthewindcaughtthesailormanfairlyandspunhimlikeadancingdervish。Thenittiredofhim,andwentofftotrytodrowntheChapmanboy,leavingthesailormanmotionlesswithhisarmsoutstretched,balancingineachhandatinyoarandsmilinghappily。
"Hehasafriendlysmile,"saidHelen;"Ithinkhelikesus。"
"Heisonguard,"Latimerexplained。"Iputhimtheretowarnusifanyoneapproaches,andwhenwearenothere,heistofrightenawaytrespassers。Doyouunderstand?"hedemandedofthesailorman。"Yourdutyistoprotectthisbeautifullady。SolongasIloveheryoumustguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence。
Youarealwaysonwatch。Youneversleep。Youareherslave。Shesaysyouhaveafriendlysmile。Shewrongsyou。Itisabeseeching,abject,worshippingsmile。IamsurewhenIlookathermineisequallyidiotic。Infact,weareinmanywaysalike。
Ialsoamherslave。Ialsoamdevotedonlytoherservice。AndI
neversleep,atleastnotsinceImether。"
FromherthroneamongthepineneedlesHelenlookedupatthesailormanandfrowned。
"Itisnotahappysimile,"sheobjected。"Foronething,asailormanhasasweetheartineveryport。"
"Waitandsee,"saidLatimer。
"And,"continuedthegirlwithsomeasperity,"ifthereisanythingonearththatchangesitsmindasoftenasaweather—vane,thatislessCERTAIN,lessCONSTANT——"
"Constant?"Latimerlaughedatherinopenscorn。"Youcomebackhere,"hechallenged,"monthsfromnow,yearsfromnow,whenthewindshavebeatenhim,andthesunblisteredhim,andthesnowfrozenhim,andyouwillfindhimsmilingatyoujustasheisnow,justasconfidently,proudly,joyously,devotedly。Becausethosewhoareyourslaves,thosewholoveYOU,cannotcometoanyharm;onlyifyoudisownthem,onlyifyoudrivethemaway!
Thesailorman,delightedatsuchbeautifullanguage,threwhimselfaboutinadeliriumofjoy。HisarmsspunintheirsocketslikeIndianclubs,hisoarsflashedinthesun,andhiseyesandlipswerefixedinoneblissful,long—drawn—out,unalterablesmile。
Whenthegolden—rodturnedgray,andtheleavesredandyellow,anditwastimeforLatimertoreturntohisworkintheWest,hecametosaygood—by。ButthebestHelencoulddotokeephopealiveinhimwastosaythatshewasgladhecared。Sheaddeditwasveryhelpfultothinkthatamansuchashebelievedyouweresofineaperson,andduringthecomingwintershewouldtrytobelikethefinepersonhebelievedhertobe,butwhich,sheassuredhim,shewasnot。
Thenhetoldheragainshewasthemostwonderfulbeingintheworld,towhichshesaid:"Oh,indeedno!"andthen,asthoughheweregivingheracue,hesaid:"Good—by!"Butshedidnottakeuphiscue,andtheyshookhands。Hewaited,hardlydaringtobreathe。
"Surely,nowthatthepartinghascome,"heassuredhimself,"shewillmakesomesign,shewillgivemeaword,alookthatwillwrite’total’underthehourswehavespenttogether,thatwillhelptocarrymethroughthelongwinter。"
Butheheldherhandsolongandlookedathersohungrilythathereallyforcedhertosay:"Don’tmissyourtrain,"whichkindconsiderationforhiscomfortdidnotdelighthimasitshould。
Nor,indeed,laterdidsheherselfrecalltheremarkwithsatisfaction。
WithLatimeroutofthewaytheothertwohundredandforty—ninesuitorattackedwithrenewedhope。AmongotheradvantagestheyhadoverLatimerwasthattheywereontheground。TheysawHelendaily,atdinners,dances,atthecountryclubs,inherowndrawing—room。LikeanysailorfromtheCharlestownNavyYardandhissweetheart,theycouldwalkbesideherintheparkandthrowpeanutstothepigeons,andscratchdatesandinitialsonthegreenbenches;theycouldwalkwithheruponesideofCommonwealthAvenueanddownthesouthbankoftheCharles,whenthesunwasgildingthedomeoftheStateHouse,whenthebridgeswerebeginningtodeckthemselveswithnecklacesoflights。Theyhadknownhersincetheyworeknickerbockers;andtheysharedmanyinterestsandfriendsincommon;theytalkedthesamelanguage。Latimercouldtalktoheronlyinletters,forwithherhesharednofriendsorinterests,andhewasforcedtochoosebetweentellingherofhislawsuitsandhiseffortsinpoliticsorofhislove。Towritetoherofhisaffairsseemedwastefulandimpertinent,andofhisloveforher,aftershehadreceivedwhathetoldofitinsilence,hewastooproudtospeak。Sohewrotebutseldom,andthenonlytosay:"YouknowwhatIsendyou。"Hadheknownit,hisbestletterswerethosehedidnotsend。WheninthemorningmailHelenfoundhisfamiliarhandwriting,thatseemedtostandoutlikethefaceofafriendinacrowd,shewouldpounceupontheletter,readit,and,assuredofhislove,wouldgoonherwayrejoicing。Butwheninthemorningtherewasnoletter,shewonderedwhy,andalldayshewonderedwhy。Andthenextmorningwhenagainshewasdisappointed,herthoughtsofLatimerandherdoubtsandspeculationsconcerninghimshutouteveryotherinterest。Hebecameaperplexing,insistentproblem。Hewasneveroutofhermind。Andthenhewouldspoilitallbywritingherthathelovedherandthatofallthewomenintheworldshewastheonlyone。
And,reassureduponthatpoint,Helenhappilyandpromptlywouldforgetallabouthim。
Butwhensherememberedhim,althoughmonthshadpassedsinceshehadseenhim,sherememberedhimmuchmoredistinctly,muchmoregratefully,thanthatoneofthetwohundredandfiftywithwhomshehadwalkedthatsameafternoon。Latimercouldnotknowit,butofthatanxiousmultitudehewasfirst,andtherewasnosecond。AtleastHelenhoped,whenshewasreadytomarry,shewouldloveLatimerenoughtowanttomarryhim。Butasyetsheassuredherselfshedidnotwanttomarryanyone。Asshewas,lifewasverysatisfactory。Everybodylovedher,everybodyinvitedhertobeofhisparty,orinvitedhimselftojoinhers,andtheobjectofeachseemedtobetoseethatsheenjoyedeveryhourofeveryday。Hernaturewassuchthattomakeherhappywasnotdifficult。SomeofherdevoteescoulddoitbygivingheradanceandlettingherinvitehalfofBoston,andherkidbrothercoulddoitbytakinghertoCambridgetowatchtheteamatpractice。
Shethoughtshewashappybecauseshewasfree。Asamatteroffact,shewashappybecauseshelovedsomeoneandthatparticularsomeonelovedher。Herbeing"free"wasonlyhermistakenwayofputtingit。HadshethoughtshehadlostLatimerandhislove,shewouldhavediscoveredthat,sofarfrombeingfree,shewasboundhandandfootandheartandsoul。
Butshedidnotknowthat,andLatimerdidnotknowthat。
Meanwhile,fromthebranchofthetreeinthesheltered,secrethiding—placethatoverlookedtheocean,thesailormankeptwatch。
Thesunhadblisteredhim,thestormshadbuffetedhim,thesnowhadfrozenuponhisshoulders。Buthisloyaltyneverrelaxed。Hespuntothenorth,hespuntothesouth,andsorapidlydidhescanthesurroundinglandscapethatnoonecouldhopetocreepuponhimunawares。Nor,indeed,didanyoneattempttodoso。
Onceafoxstoleintothesecrethiding—place,butthesailormanflappedhisoarsandfrightenedhimaway。Hewasalwaystriumphant。Tobirds,tosquirrels,totrespassingrabbitshewasathingofterror。Once,whentheairwasstill,animpertinentcrowperchedontheverylimbonwhichhestood,andwithscornful,disapprovingeyessurveyedhiswhitetrousers,hisbluereefer,hisredcheeks。Butwhenthewindsuddenlydrovepastthemthesailormansprangintoactionandthecrowscreamedinalarmanddartedaway。So,aloneandwithnoonetocometohisrelief,thesailormanstoodhiswatch。Abouthimthebranchesbentwiththesnow,theiciclesfrozehimintoimmobility,andinthetree—topsstrangegroaningsfilledhimwithalarms。Butundaunted,monthaftermonth,alertandsmiling,hewaitedthereturnofthebeautifulladyandofthetallyoungmanwhohaddevouredherwithsuchbeseeching,unhappyeyes。
LatimerfoundthattoloveawomanlikeHelenPageashelovedherwasthebestthingthatcouldcomeintohislife。Buttositdownandlamentoverthefactthatshedidnotlovehimdidnot,tousehisfavoriteexpression,"tendtowardefficiency。"Heremovedfromhissightthethreepicturesofherhehadcutfromillustratedpapers,andceasedtowritetoher。
Inhislastletterhesaid:"Ihavetoldyouhowitis,andthatishowitisalwaysgoingtobe。Thereneverhasbeen,therenevercanbeanyonebutyou。Butmyloveistooprecious,toosacredtobebroughtouteveryweekinaletteranddangledbeforeyoureyeslikeanadvertisementofamotor—car。Itistoowonderfulathingtobecheapened,tobesubjectedtoslightsandsilence。Ifeveryoushouldwantit,itisyours。Itisherewaiting。Butyoumusttellmeso。Ihavedoneeverythingamancandotomakeyouunderstand。Butyoudonotwantmeormylove。
Andmylovesaystome:’Don’tsendmethereagaintohavethedoorshutinmyface。Keepmewithyoutobeyourinspiration,tohelpyoutoliveworthily。’Andsoitshallbe。"
WhenHelenreadthatlettershedidnotknowwhattodo。Shedidnotknowhowtoanswerit。Herfirstimpressionwasthatsuddenlyshehadgrownveryold,andthatsomeonehadturnedoffthesun,andthatinconsequencetheworldhadnaturallygrowncoldanddark。Shecouldnotseewhythetwohundredandforty—nineexpectedhertokeepondoingexactlythesamethingsshehadbeendoingwithdelightforsixmonths,andindeedforthelastsixyears。Whycouldtheynotseethatnolongerwasthereanypleasureinthem?ShewouldhavewrittenandtoldLatimerthatshefoundshelovedhimverydearlyifinhermindtherehadnotarisenafearfuldoubt。Supposehisletterwasnotquitehonest?
Hesaidthathewouldalwaysloveher,buthowcouldshenowknowthat?Whymightnotthisletterbeonlyhiswayofwithdrawingfromapositionwhichhewishedtoabandon,fromwhich,perhaps,hewasevengladtoescape?Werethistrue,andshewroteandsaidallthosethingsthatwereinherheart,thatnowsheknewweretrue,mightshenotholdhimtoheragainsthiswill?Thelovethatoncehehadforhermightnolongerexist,andif,inherturn,shetoldhimshelovedhimandhadalwayslovedhim,mighthenotinsomemistakenspiritofchivalryfeelitwashisdutytopretendtocare?Hercheeksburnedatthethought。Itwasintolerable。Shecouldnotwritethatletter。Andasdaysucceededday,todosobecamemoredifficult。Andsosheneverwroteandwasveryunhappy。AndLatimerwasveryunhappy。Buthehadhiswork,andHelenhadnone,andforherlifebecameagameofputtinglittlethingstogether,likeapicturepuzzle,anhourhereandanhourthere,tomakeupeachday。Itwasadrearygame。
Fromtimetotimesheheardofhimthroughthenewspapers。For,inhisownState,hewasan"Insurgent"makingafight,theoutcomeofwhichwasexpectedtoshowwhatmightfollowthroughouttheentireWest。Whenhewonhisfightmuchmorewaswrittenabouthim,andhebecameanationalfigure。InhisownStatethepeoplehailedhimasthenextgovernor,promisedhimaseatintheSenate。ToHelenthisseemedtotakehimfurtheroutofherlife。Shewonderedifnowsheheldaplaceeveninhisthoughts。
AtFairHarborthetwohundredandforty—nineusedtojokewithheraboutherpolitician。ThentheyconsideredLatimerofimportanceonlybecauseHelenlikedhim。Nowtheydiscussedhimimpersonallyandoverherhead,asthoughshewerenotpresent,asapower,aninfluence,astheleaderandexponentofanewidea。Theyseemedtothinkshenolongercouldpretendtoanypeculiarclaimuponhim,thatnowhebelongedtoallofthem。
Oldermenwouldsaytoher:"IhearyouknowLatimer?Whatsortofamanishe?"
Helenwouldnotknowwhattotellthem。Shecouldnotsayhewasamanwhosatwithhisbacktoapine—tree,readingfromabookofverse,orhaltingtodevourherwithhumble,entreatingeyes。
ShewentSouthforthewinter,thedoctorsdecidingshewasrundownandneededthechange。Andwithanunhappylaughatherownexpensesheagreedintheirdiagnosis。Shewasindifferentastowheretheysenther,forsheknewwherevershewentshemuststillforceherselftogoonputtingonehourontopofanother,untilshehadbuiltuptheinexorableandnecessarytwenty—four。
Whenshereturnedwinterwasdeparting,butreluctantly,andreturningunexpectedlytocovertheworldwithsnow,toeclipsethethinspringsunshinewithcheerlessclouds。Helentookherselfseriouslytotask。Sheassuredherselfitwasweak—mindedtorebel。ThesummerwascomingandFairHarborwithallitsolddelightswasbeforeher。Shecompelledherselftotakeheart,toacceptthefactthat,afterall,theworldisaprettygoodplace,andthattothinkonlyofthepast,toliveonlyonmemoriesandregrets,wasnotonlycowardlyandselfish,but,asLatimerhadalreadydecided,didnottendtowardefficiency。
AmongtheotherrulesofconductthatsheimposeduponherselfwasnottothinkofLatimer。Atleast,notduringthewakinghours。Shouldshe,asitsometimeshappened,dreamofhim——shouldsheimaginetheywereagainseatedamongthepines,ridingacrossthedowns,orracingatfiftymilesanhourthroughcountryroads,withthestonefencesflyingpast,withthewindandthesunintheireyes,andintheirheartshappinessandcontent——thatwouldnotbebreakingherrule。Ifshedreamedofhim,shecouldnotbeheldresponsible。Shecouldonlybegrateful。
Andthen,justasshehadbanishedhimentirelyfromhermind,hecameEast。Notasoncehehadplannedtocome,onlytoseeher,butwithablareoftrumpets,atthecommandofmanycitizens,astheguestofthreecities。Hewastospeakatpublicmeetings,toconferwithpartyleaders,tocarrythewarintotheenemy’scountry。HewasduetospeakinBostonatFaneuilHallonthefirstofMay,andthatsamenighttoleavefortheWest,andthreedaysbeforehiscomingHelenfledfromthecity。HehadspokenhismessagetoPhiladelphia,hehadspokentoNewYork,andforaweekthepapershadspokenonlyofhim。Andforthatweek,fromthesightofhisprintedname,fromsketchesofhimexhortingcheeringmobs,fromsnap—shotsofhimonrearplatformsleaningforwardtograspeagerhands,Helenhadshuthereyes。
AndthatduringthetimehewasactuallyinBostonshemightspareherselffurtherandmoredirectattacksuponherfeelingssheescapedtoFairHarbor,theretoremainuntil,onthefirstofMayatmidnight,heagainwouldpassoutofherlife,maybeforever。Noonesawinhergoinganysignificance。Springhadcome,andinpreparationforthesummerseasonthehouseatFairHarbormustbeopenedandsetinorder,andthepresencethereofsomeoneofthePagefamilywaseasilyexplained。
Shemadethethreehours’runtoFairHarborinhercar,drivingitherself,andasthefamiliarlandfallsfellintoplace,shedoubtedifitwouldnothavebeenwiserhadshestayedaway。ForshefoundthatthememoriesofmorethantwentysummersatFairHarborhadbeenwipedoutbythoseofonesummer,bythoseofoneman。Thenativesgreetedherjoyously:theboatmen,thefishermen,herowngroomsandgardeners,thevillagepostmaster,theoldestinhabitant。Theywelcomedherasthoughtheywerehervassalsandshetheirqueen。ButitwastheonemanshehadexiledfromFairHarborwhoateveryturnwrungherheartandcausedherthroattotighten。Shepassedthecottagewherehehadlodged,andhundredsofyearsseemedtohavegonesincesheusedtowaitforhiminthestreet,blowingnoisilyonherautomobilehorn,callingderisivelytohisopenwindows。WhereversheturnedFairHarborspokeofhim。Thegolf—links;thebathingbeach;theuglycornerinthemainstreetwherehealwaysremindedherthatitwasbettertogoslowfortensecondsthantoremainalongtimedead;theoldhouseonthestonewharfwheretheschoonersmadefast,whichheintendedtoborrowforhishoneymoon;thewoodentroughwheretheyalwaysdrewreintowatertheponies;
thepondintowhichhehadwadedtobringherlilies。
Ontheseconddayofherstayshefoundshewaspassingtheseplacespurposely,thattodososhewasgoingoutofherway。
Theynolongerdistressedher,butgaveherastrangecomfort。
Theywereoldfriends,whohadknownherinthedayswhenshewasrichinhappiness。
Butthesecrethiding—place——theirveryownhiding—place,theopeningamongthepinesthatoverhungthejumbleofrocksandthesea——shecouldnotbringherselftovisit。Andthen,ontheafternoonofthethirddaywhenshewasdrivingalonetowardthelighthouse,herpony,ofhisownaccord,fromforceofhabit,turnedsmartlyintothewoodroad。Andagainfromforceofhabit,beforehereachedthespotthatoverlookedthesea,hecametoafullstop。Therewasnoneedtomakehimfast。Forhours,stretchingovermanysummerdays,hehadstoodunderthosesamebranchespatientlywaiting。
Onfoot,herheartbeatingtremulously,steppingreverently,asoneenterstheaisleofsomedimcathedral,Helenadvancedintothesacredcircle。Andthenshestoodquitestill。Whatshehadexpectedtofindthereshecouldnothavetold,butitwasgone。
Theplacewasunknowntoher。Shesawanopeningamonggloomypines,empty,silent,unreal。Nohauntedhouse,nobarrenmoor,noneglectedgraveyardeverspokemorepoignantly,moremournfully,withsuchutterhopelessness。Therewasnosignofhisorofherformerpresence。Acrosstheopenspacesomethinghadpasseditshand,andithadchanged。Whathadbeenatrysting—place,abower,anest,hadbecomeatomb。Atomb,shefelt,forsomethingthatoncehadbeenbrave,fine,andbeautiful,butwhichnowwasdead。Shehadbutonedesire,toescapefromtheplace,toputitawayfromherforever,torememberit,notasshenowfoundit,butasfirstshehadrememberedit,andasnowshemustalwaysrememberIt。Sheturnedsoftlyontiptoeasonewhohasintrudedonashrine。
Butbeforeshecouldescapetherecamefromtheseaasuddengustofwindthatcaughtherbytheskirtsanddrewherback,thatsetthebranchestossingandsweptthedeadleavesracingaboutherankles。Andatthesameinstantfromjustaboveherheadtherebeatupontheairaviolent,joyoustattoo——asoundthatwasneitheroftheseanorofthewoods,acreaking,swiftlyrepeatedsound,liketheflutterofcagedwings。
Helenturnedinalarmandraisedhereyes——andbeheldthesailorman。
Tossinghisarmsinadeliriouswelcome,waltzinginafrenzyofjoy,callingherbacktohimwithwildbeckonings,shesawhimsmilingdownatherwiththesameradiant,beseeching,worshippingsmile。InHelen’searsLatimer’scommandstothesailormanrangasclearlyasthoughLatimerstoodbeforeherandhadjustspoken。Onlynowtheywerenolongerajest;theywereavow,apromise,anoathofallegiancethatbroughttoherpeace,andpride,andhappiness。
"SolongasIlovethisbeautifullady,"hadbeenhisfoolishwords,"youwillguardthisplace。Itisalifesentence!"
WithonehandHelenPagedraggeddownthebranchonwhichthesailormanstood,withtheothershesnatchedhimfromhispostofduty。Withajoyouslaughthatwasasob,sheclutchedthesailormaninbothherhandsandkissedthebeseeching,worshippingsmile。
Anhourlaterhercar,onitswaytoBoston,passedthroughFairHarboratarateofspeedthatcausedherchauffeurtopraybetweenhischatteringteeththatthefirstpolicemanwouldsavetheirlivesbylandingtheminjail。
Atthewheel,hershouldersthrownforward,hereyessearchingthedarkplacesbeyondthereachoftheleapinghead—lightsHelenPageracedagainsttime,againsttheminionsofthelaw,againstsuddendeath,tobeatthemidnighttrainoutofBoston,toassurethemanshelovedoftheonethingthatcouldmakehislifeworthliving。
Andcloseagainstherheart,buttonedtightbeneathhergreat—coat,thesailormansmiledinthedarkness,hislongwatchover,hissoulatpeace,hisdutywellperformed。
Chapter6。THEMINDREADER
WhenPhilipEndicottwasatHarvard,hewrotestoriesofundergraduatelifesuggestedbythingsthathadhappenedtohimselfandtomenheknew。Underthetitleof"TalesoftheYard"theywerecollectedinbookform,andsoldsurprisinglywell。AfterhewasgraduatedandbecameareporterontheNewYorkRepublic,hewrotemorestories,ineachofwhichareporterwasthehero,andinwhichhisfailureorsuccessingatheringnewssuppliedtheplot。Theseappearedfirstinthemagazines,andlaterinabookunderthetitleof"TalesoftheStreets。"
Theyalsowerewellreceived。
ThencametohimtheliteraryeditoroftheRepublic,andsaid:
"Therearetwokindsofmenwhosucceedinwritingfiction——menofgeniusandreporters。Areportercandescribeathinghehasseeninsuchawaythathecanmakethereaderseeit,too。Amanofgeniuscandescribesomethinghehasneverseen,oranyoneelseforthatmatter,insuchawaythatthereaderwillexclaim:
’Ihavenevercommittedamurder;butifIhad,that’sjustthewayI’dfeelaboutit。’Forinstance,KiplingtellsushowaGreekpirate,chainedtotheoarofatrireme,suffers;howamotherrejoiceswhenherbabycrawlsacrossherbreast。Kiplinghasneverbeenamotherorapirate,butheconvincesyouheknowshoweachofthemfeels。Hecandothatbecauseheisagenius;youcannotdoitbecauseyouarenot。Atcollegeyouwroteonlyofwhatyousawatcollege;andnowthatyouareinthenewspaperbusinessallyourtalesareonlyofnewspaperwork。
Youmerelyreportwhatyousee。So,ifyouaredoomedtowriteonlyofwhatyousee,thenthebestthingforyoutodoistoseeasmanythingsaspossible。Youmustseeallkindsoflife。Youmustprogress。YoumustleaveNewYork,andyouhadbettergotoLondon。"
"ButontheRepublic,"Endicottpointedout,"Igetasalary。AndinLondonIshouldhavetosweepacrossing。"
"Then,"saidtheliteraryeditor,"youcouldwriteastoryaboutamanwhosweptacrossing。"
Itwasnotalonetheliteraryeditor’swordsofwisdomthathaddrivenPhiliptoLondon。HelenCareywasinLondon,visitingthedaughteroftheAmericanAmbassador;and,thoughPhiliphadknownheronlyonewinter,helovedherdearly。Thegreattroublewasthathehadnomoney,andthatshepossessedsomuchofitthat,unlesshecouldshowsomeunusualqualityofmindorcharacter,hisaskinghertomarryhim,fromhisownpointofviewatleast,wasquiteimpossible。Ofcourse,heknewthatnoonecouldloveherashedid,thatnoonesotrulywishedforherhappiness,orwouldtrysodevotedlytomakeherhappy。Buttohimitdidnotseempossiblethatagirlcouldbehappywithamanwhowasnotabletopayforherhome,orherclothes,orherfood,whowouldhavetoborrowherpurseifhewantedanewpairofglovesorahair—cut。ForPhilipEndicott,whilerichinbirthandeducationandcharmofmanner,hadnomoneyatall。When,inMay,hecamefromNewYorktolaysiegetoLondonandtotheheartofHelenCareyhehadwithhim,alltold,fifteenhundreddollars。Thatwasallhepossessedintheworld;andunlessthemagazinesboughthisstoriestherewasnoprospectofhisgettinganymore。
FriendswhoknewLondontoldhimthat,ifyouknewLondonwell,itwaseasytolivecomfortablythereandtogoaboutandeventoentertainmodestlyonthreesovereignsaday。So,atthatrate,Philipcalculatedhecouldstaythreemonths。ButhefoundthattoknowLondonwellenoughtobeabletolivethereonthreesovereignsadayyouhadfirsttospendsomanyfive—poundnotesingettingacquaintedwithLondonthattherewerenosovereignsleft。Attheendofonemonthhehadjustenoughmoneytobuyhimasecond—classpassagebacktoNewYork,andhewasasfarfromHelenasever。
Oftenhehadreadinstoriesandnovelsofmenwhoweretoopoortomarry。Andhehadlaughedattheidea。Hehadalwayssaidthatwhentwopeopletrulyloveeachotheritdoesnotmatterwhethertheyhavemoneyornot。ButwheninLondon,withonlyafive—poundnote,andfacetofacewiththeactualpropositionofaskingHelenCareynotonlytomarryhimbuttosupporthim,hefeltthatmoneycountedformorethanhehadsupposed。Hefoundmoneywasmanydifferentthings——itwasself—respect,andproperpride,andprivatehonorsandindependence。And,lackingthesethings,hefelthecouldasknogirltomarryhim,certainlynotoneforwhomhecaredashecaredforHelenCarey。Besides,whileheknewhowhelovedher,hehadnoknowledgewhatsoeverthatshelovedhim。Shealwaysseemedextremelygladtoseehim;butthatmightbeexplainedindifferentways。Itmightbethatwhatwasinherheartforhimwasreallyasortof"oldhomeweek"
feeling;thattoheritwasarelieftoseeanyonewhospokeherownlanguage,whodidnotneedtohaveitexplainedwhenshewasjesting,andwhodidnotthinkwhenshewasspeakinginperfectlysatisfactoryphrasesthatshemustbetalkingslang。
TheAmbassadorandhiswifehadbeenverykindtoEndicott,and,asafriendofHelen’s,hadaskedhimoftentodinnerandhadsenthimcardsfordancesatwhichHelenwastobeoneofthebellesandbeauties。AndHelenherselfhadbeenmostkind,andhadtakenearlymorningwalkswithhiminHydeParkandthroughtheNationalGalleries;andtheyhadfedbunstothebearsintheZoo,andindoingsohadlaughedheartily。Theythoughtitwasbecausethebearsweresoridiculousthattheylaughed。Latertheyappreciatedthatthereasontheywerehappywasbecausetheyweretogether。Hadthebearpitbeenempty,theystillwouldhavelaughed。
Ontheeveningofthethirty—firstofMay,EndicotthadgonetobedwithhisticketpurchasedforAmericaandhislastfive—poundnotetolasthimuntiltheboatsailed。Hewasamiserableyoungman。HeknewnowthathelovedHelenCareyinsuchawaythattoputtheoceanbetweenthemwasliabletounseathiscourageandhisself—control。InLondonhecould,eachnight,walkthroughCarltonHouseTerraceand,leaningagainsttheironrailsoftheCarltonClub,gazeupatherwindow。But,onceontheothersideoftheocean,thattenderexercisemustbeabandoned。Hemustevenconsiderherpursuedbymostattractiveguardsmen,diplomats,andbeltedearls。Heknewtheycouldnotloveherashedid;heknewtheycouldnotloveherforthereasonshelovedher,becausethefineandbeautifulthingsinherthathesawandworshippedtheydidnotseek,andsodidnotfind。Andyet,forlackofafewthousanddollars,hemustremainsilent,mustputfromhimthebestthatevercameintohislife,mustwastethewonderfuldevotionhelongedtogive,muststarvethelovethathecouldneversummonforanyotherwoman。
Onthethirty—firstofMayhewenttosleeputterlyandcompletelymiserable。OnthefirstofJunehewokehopelessandunrefreshed。
Andthenthemiraclecame。
Prichard,theex—butlerwhovaletedalltheyounggentlemeninthehousewherePhiliphadtakenchambers,broughthimhisbreakfast。AsheplacedtheeggsandmuffinsonthetablestoPhilipitseemedasthoughPrichardhadsaid:"Iamsorryheisleavingus。Thenextgentlemanwhotakestheseroomsmaynotbesoopen—handed。Heneverlockeduphiscigarsorhiswhiskey。I
wishhe’dgivemehisolddress—coat。Itfitsme,exceptacrosstheshoulders。"
PhilipstaredhardatPrichard;butthelipsofthevalethadnotmoved。Insurpriseandbewilderment,Philipdemanded:
"Howdoyouknowitfits?Haveyoutriediton?"
"Iwouldn’ttakesuchaliberty,"protestedPrichard。"Notwithanyofourgentlemen’sclothes。"
"HowdidyouknowIwastalkingaboutclothes,"demandedPhilip。
"Youdidn’tsayanythingaboutclothes,didyou?"
"No,sir,Ididnot;butyouaskedme,sir,andI——"
"Wereyouthinkingofclothes?"
"Well,sir,youmightsay,inaway,thatIwas,answeredthevalet。"Seeingasyou’releaving,sir,andthey’renotover—new,Ithought"
"It’smentaltelepathy,"saidPhilip。
"Ibegyourpardon,"exclaimedPrichard。
"Youneedn’twait,"saidPhilip。
Thecoincidencepuzzledhim;butbythetimehehadreadthemorningpapershehadforgottenaboutit,anditwasnotuntilhehademergedintothestreetthatitwasforciblyrecalled。Thestreetwascrowdedwithpeople;andasPhilipsteppedinamongthem,Itwasasthougheveryoneatwhomhelookedbegantotalkaloud。Theirlipsdidnotmove,nordidanysoundissuefrombetweenthem;but,withoutceasing,brokenphrasesofthoughtscametohimasclearlyaswhen,inpassinginacrowd,snatchesoftalkarecarriedtotheears。Onemanthoughtofhisdebts;
anotheroftheweather,andofwhatdisasteritmightbringtohissilkhat;anotherplannedhisluncheon;anotherwasrejoicingoveratelegramhehadbutthatmomentreceived。Tohimselfhekeptrepeatingthewordsofthetelegram——"Noneedtocome,outofdanger。"ToPhilipthemessagecameasclearlyasthoughhewerereadingitfromthefoldedslipofpaperthatthestrangerclutchedinhishand。
Confusedandsomewhatfrightened,andinorderthatundisturbedhemightconsiderwhathadbefallenhim,Philipsoughtrefugefromthecrowdedstreetinthehallwayofabuilding。Hisfirstthoughtwasthatforsomeunaccountablecausehisbrainforthemomentwasplayingtrickswithhim,andhewasinventingthephrasesheseemedtohear,thathewasattributingthoughtstoothersofwhichtheywereentirelyinnocent。But,whateveritwasthathadbefallenhim,heknewitwasimperativethatheshouldatoncegetatthemeaningofit。
ThehallwayinwhichhestoodopenedfromBondStreetupaflightofstairstothestudioofafashionablephotographer,anddirectlyinfrontofthehallwayayoungwomanofcharmingappearancehadhalted。Herglancewastroubled,hermannerillatease。Toherselfshekeptrepeating:"DidItellHudsontobehereataquartertoeleven,oraquarterpast?Willshegetthetelephonemessagetobringtheruff?Withouttheruffitwouldbeabsurdtobephotographed。WithoutherruffMaryQueenofScotswouldlookridiculous!"
Althoughtheyoungwomanhadspokennotasingleword,althoughindeedshewasbitingimpatientlyatherlowerlip,Philiphaddistinguishedthewordsclearly。Or,ifhehadnotdistinguishedthem,hesurelywasgoingmad。Itwasamattertobeatoncedetermined,andtheyoungwomanshoulddetermineit。Headvancedboldlytoher,andraisedhishat。
"Pardonme,"hesaid,"butIbelieveyouarewaitingforyourmaidHudson?"
Asthoughfearinganimpertinence,thegirlregardedhiminsilence。
"Ionlywishtomakesure,"continuedPhilip,"thatyouaresheforwhomIhaveamessage。Youhaveanappointment,Ibelieve,tobephotographedinfancydressasMaryQueenofScots?"
"Well?"assentedthegirl。
"AndyoutelephonedHudson,"hecontinued,"tobringyouyourmuff。"
Thegirlexclaimedwithvexation。
"Oh!"sheprotested;"Iknewthey’dgetitwrong!Notmuff,ruff!
Iwantmyruff。"
Philipfeltacoldshivercreepdownhisspine。
"FortheloveofHeaven!"heexclaimedinhorror;"it’strue!"
"What’strue?"demandedtheyoungwomaninsomealarm。
"ThatI’mamindreader,"declaredPhilip。"I’vereadyourmind!
Icanreadeverybody’smind。Iknowjustwhatyou’rethinkingnow。You’rethinkingI’mmad!"
Theactionsoftheyoungladyshowedthatagainhewascorrect。
Withagaspofterrorshefledpasthimandracedupthestairstothestudio。Philipmadenoefforttofollowandtoexplain。
Whatwastheretoexplain?Howcouldheexplainthatwhich,tohimself,wasunbelievable?Besides,thegirlhadservedherpurpose。Ifhecouldreadthemindofone,hecouldreadthemindsofall。Bysomeunexplainablemiracle,tohisordinaryequipmentofsensesasixthhadbeenadded。Aseasilyas,beforethatmorning,hecouldlookintothefaceofafellow—mortal,henowcouldlookintotheworkingsofthatfellow—mortal’smind。
Thethoughtwasappalling。Itwaslikelivingwithone’seartoakey—hole。Inhisdismayhisfirstideawastoseekmedicaladvice——thebestinLondon。HeturnedinstantlyinthedirectionofHarleyStreet。There,hedetermined,tothemostskilledalienistintownhewouldexplainhisstrangeplight。Foronlyasamisfortunedidthemiracleappeartohim。Butashemadehiswaythroughthestreetshispaceslackened。
Washewise,heaskedhimself,inallowingotherstoknowhepossessedthisstrangepower?Wouldtheynotatoncetreathimasamadman?Mighttheynotplacehimunderobservation,orevendeprivehimofhisliberty?AtthethoughthecametoanabrupthaltHisowndefinitionofthemiracleasa"power"hadopenedanewlineofspeculation。Ifthisstrangegift(alreadyhewasbeginningtoconsideritmoreleniently)wereconcealedfromothers,couldhenothonorablyputittosomeusefulpurpose?
For,amongtheblind,themanwithoneeyeisagod。Wasnothe——amongallothermentheonlyoneabletoreadthemindsofallothermen——agod?TurningintoBrutonStreet,hepaceditsquietlengthconsideringthepossibilitiesthatlaywithinhim。
Itwasapparentthatthegiftwouldleadtocountlessembarrassments。Ifitwereonceknownthathepossessedit,wouldnotevenhisfriendsavoidhim?Forhowcouldanyone,knowinghismostsecretthoughtwasatthemercyofanother,behappyinthatother’spresence?Hispowerwouldleadtohissocialostracism。Indeed,hecouldseethathisgiftmighteasilybecomeacurse。Hedecidednottoacthastily,thatforthepresenthehadbestgivenohinttoothersofhisuniquepower。
Astheideaofpossessingthispowerbecamemorefamiliar,heregardeditwithlessaversion。Hebegantoconsidertowhatadvantagehecouldplaceit。Hecouldseethat,giventherighttimeandtherightman,hemightlearnsecretsleadingtofar—reachingresults。Toastatesman,toafinancier,suchagiftashepossessedwouldmakehimarulerofmen。Philiphadnodesiretobearulerofmen;butheaskedhimselfhowcouldhebendthisgifttoservehisown?WhathemostwishedwastomarryHelenCarey;and,tothatend,topossessmoney。Sohemustmeetmenwhopossessedmoney,whoweremakingmoney。Hewouldputquestionstothem。Andwithwordstheywouldgiveevasiveanswers;buttheirmindswouldtellhimthetruth。
Theethicsofthisproceduregreatlydisturbedhim。Certainlyitwasnobetterthanreadingotherpeople’sletters。But,heargued,thedishonorinknowledgesoobtainedwouldlieonlyintheusehemadeofit。Ifheuseditwithoutharmtohimfromwhomitwasobtainedandwithbenefittoothers,washenotjustifiedintradingonhissuperiorequipment?Hedecidedthateachcasemustbeconsideredseparatelyinaccordancewiththeprincipleinvolved。But,principleornoprinciple,hewasdeterminedtobecomerich。Didnottheendjustifythemeans?
Certainlyanall—wiseProvidencehadnotbroughtHelenCareyintohislifeonlytotakeherawayfromhim。Itcouldnotbesocruel。But,inselectingthemforoneanother,theall—wiseProvidencehadoverlookedthefactthatshewasrichandhewaspoor。ForthatoversightProvidenceapparentlywasnowendeavoringtomakeamends。InwhatcertainlywasafantasticandroundaboutmannerProvidencehadtardilyequippedhimwithagiftthatcouldleadtogreatwealth。AndwhowashetoflyinthefaceofProvidence?Hedecidedtosetaboutbuildingupafortune,andbuildingitinahurry。
FromBrutonStreethehademergeduponBerkeleySquare;and,asLadyWoodcotehadinvitedhimtomeetHelenatluncheonattheRitz,heturnedinthatdirection。Hewastooearlyforluncheon;
butinthecorridoroftheRitzheknewhewouldfindpersonsofpositionandfortune,andinreadingtheirmindshemightpassthetimebeforeluncheonwithentertainment,possiblywithprofit。For,whilepacingBrutonStreettryingtodiscovertheprinciplesofconductthatthreatenedtohamperhisnewpower,hehadfoundthatinactualoperationitwasquitesimple。Helearnedthathismind,inrelationtootherminds,waslikethereceiverofawirelessstationwithanunlimitedfield。For,whilethewirelesscouldreceivemessagesonlyfromthoseinstrumentswithwhichitwasattuned,hismindwasinkeywithallotherminds。Toreadthethoughtsofanother,hehadonlytoconcentratehisownuponthatperson;andtoshutoffthethoughtsofthatperson,hehadonlytoturnhisownthoughtselsewhere。Butalsohediscoveredthatoverthethoughtsofthoseoutsidetherangeofhisphysicalsighthehadnocontrol。WhenheaskedofwhatHelenCareywasatthatmomentthinking,therewasnoresult。Butwhenheasked,"Ofwhatisthatpolicemanonthecornerthinking?"hewassurprisedtofindthatthatofficerofthelawwasformulatingregulationstoabolishthehobbleskirtasanimpedimenttotraffic。
AsPhilipturnedintoBerkeleySquare,theaccentsofamindingreatdistresssmoteuponhisnewandsixthsense。And,inthepersonofayounggentlemanleaningagainsttheparkrailing,hediscoveredthesourcefromwhichthementalsufferingsemanated。
Theyoungmanwasapink—cheeked,yellow—hairedyouthofextremelyboyishappearance,anddressedasiffortherace—track。Butatthemomenthispinkandbabyishfaceworeanexpressionofcompletemisery。Withtear—filledeyeshewasgazingatahouseofyellowstuccoontheoppositesideofthestreet。Andhisthoughtswerethese:"Sheisthebestthateverlived,andIamthemostungratefuloffools。Howhappywereweinthehouseofyellowstucco!Onlynow,whenshehascloseditsdoorstome,doIknowhowhappy!Ifshewouldgivemeanotherchance,neveragainwouldIdistressordeceiveher。"
Sofarhadtheyoungmanprogressedinhisthoughtswhenanautomobileofsurprisingsmartnesssweptaroundthecorneranddrewupinfrontofthehouseofyellowstucco,andfromitdescendedacharmingyoungperson。ShewasoftheDresden—
shepherdesstype,withlargeblueeyesofhauntingbeautyandinnocence。
"Mywife!"exclaimedtheblondyouthattherailings。Andinstantlyhedodgedbehindahorsethat,whilestillattachedtoafour—wheeler,wascontentedlyeatingfromanose—bag。
WithakeytheDresdenshepherdessopenedthedoortotheyellowhouseanddisappeared。
Thecallingofthereportertrainshiminaudacity,andtoactquickly。Hesharesthetroublesofsomanypeoplethattothetroublesofotherpeoplehebecomescallous,andoftenwillrushinwherefriendsofthefamilyfeartotread。AlthoughPhilipwasnotnowactingasareporter,heactedquickly。Hardlyhadthedoorclosedupontheyoungladythanhehadmountedthestepsandrungthevisitor’sbell。Ashedidso,hecouldnotresistcastingatriumphantglanceinthedirectionoftheoutlawedhusband。And,inturn,whattheoutcasthusband,peeringfromacrossthebackofthecabhorse,thoughtofPhilip,ofhisclothes,ofhisgeneralappearance,andofthemannerinwhichhewoulddelighttoalterallofthem,wasquicklycommunicatedtotheAmerican。TheywerethoughtsofanaturesoviolentanduncomplimentarythatPhiliphastilycutoffallconnection。
AsPhilipdidnotknowthenameoftheDresden—chinadoll,itwasfortunatethatonopeningthedoor,thebutlerpromptlyannounced:
"Herladyshipisnotreceiving。"
"Herladyshipwill,Ithink,receiveme,"saidPhilippleasantly,"whenyoutellherIcomeasthespecialambassadorofhislordship。"
Fromatinyreception—roomontherightoftheentrance—hallthereissuedafeminineexclamationofsurprise,notunmixedwithjoy;andinthehallthenobleladyinstantlyappeared。
Whenshesawherselfconfrontedbyastranger,shehaltedinembarrassment。Butas,evenwhileshehalted,heronlythoughthadbeen,"Oh!ifhewillonlyaskmetoforgivehim!"Philipfeltnoembarrassmentwhatsoever。Outside,concealedbehindacabhorse,wastheerringbutbitterlyrepentanthusband;inside,hertenderestthoughtsracingtumultuouslytowardhim,wasanunhappychild—wifebeggingtobebeggedtopardon。
ForaNewYorkreporter,andaHarvardgraduateofcharmandgoodmanners,itwastooeasy。
"Idonotknowyou,"saidherladyship。Butevenasshespokeshemotionedtothebutlertogoaway。"Youmustbeoneofhisnewfriends。"Hertonewasoneofenvy。
"Indeed,Iamhisnewestfriend,"Philipassuredher;"butIcansafelysaynooneknowshisthoughtsaswellasI。Andtheyareallofyou!"
Thechinashepherdessblushedwithhappiness,butinstantlysheshookherhead。
"TheytellmeImustnotbelievehim,"sheannounced。"Theytellme——"
"Nevermindwhattheytellyou,"commandedPhilip。"ListentoME。
Helovesyou。Betterthaneverbefore,helovesyou。Allheasksisthechancetotellyouso。Youcannothelpbutbelievehim。
Whocanlookatyou,andnotbelievethathelovesyou!Letme,"
hebegged,"bringhimtoyou。"Hestartedfromherwhen,rememberingthesomewhatviolentthoughtsoftheyouthfulhusband,headdedhastily:"Orperhapsitwouldbebetterifyoucalledhimyourself。"
"Calledhim!"exclaimedthelady。"HeisinParis—attheraces——withher!"
"Iftheytellyouthatsortofthing,"protestedPhilipindignantly,"youmustlistentome。HeisnotinParis。Heisnotwithher。Thereneverwasaher!"
Hedrewasidethelacecurtainsandpointed。"Heisthere——
behindthatancientcabhorse,prayingthatyouwilllethimtellyouthatnotonlydidheneverdoit;but,whatismuchmoreimportant,hewillneverdoitagain。"
Theladyherselfnowtimidlydrewthecurtainsapart,andthenmoreboldlyshowedherselfupontheironbalcony。Leaningoverthescarletgeraniums,shebeckonedwithbothhands。Theresultwasinstantaneous。Philipboltedforthefrontdoor,leavingitopen;and,ashedarteddownthesteps,theyouthfulhusband,instridesresemblingthoseofanostrich,shotpasthim。PhilipdidnotceaserunninguntilhewaswelloutofBerkeleySquare。Then,notill—pleasedwiththeadventure,heturnedandsmiledbackatthehouseofyellowstucco。
"Blessyou,mychildren,"hemurmured;"blessyou!"
HecontinuedtotheRitz;and,oncrossingPiccadillytothequieterentrancetothehotelinArlingtonStreet,foundgatheredarounditaconsiderablecrowddrawnuponeithersideofaredcarpetthatstretcheddownthestepsofthehoteltoacourtcarriage。AredcarpetinJune,whenallisdryunderfootandthesunisshininggently,canmeanonlyroyalty;andintherearofthemeninthestreetPhiliphalted。HerememberedthatforafewdaystheyoungKingofAsturiaandtheQueenMotherwereattheRitzincognito;and,asheneverhadseentheyoungmanwhosorecentlyandsotragicallyhadbeenexiledfromhisownkingdom,Philipraisedhimselfontiptoeandstaredexpectantly。
Aseasilyashecouldreadtheirfacescouldhereadthethoughtsofthoseabouthim。Theywerethoughtsoffriendlycuriosity,ofpityfortheexiles;onthepartofthepolicemenwhohadhastenedfromacrossstreet,ofprideattheirtemporaryresponsibility;onthepartofthecoachmanofthecourtcarriage,ofspeculationastothepossibleamountofhisMajesty’stip。Thethoughtswereasharmlessandprotectingasthewarmsunshine。
Andthen,suddenlyandharshly,likethestrokeofafirebellatmidnight,theharmoniouschorusofgentle,hospitablethoughtswasshatteredbyonethatwasdiscordant,evil,menacing。Itwasthethoughtofamanwithabraindiseased;anditspurposewasmurder。
"Whentheyappearatthedoorway,"spokethebrainofthemaniac,"Ishallliftthebombfrommypocket。Ishallraiseitabovemyhead。Ishallcrashitagainstthestonesteps。Itwillhurlthemandallofthesepeopleintoeternityandmewiththem。ButI
shallLIVE——amartyrtotheCause。AndtheCausewillflourish!"
Throughtheunsuspectingcrowd,likeafootballplayerdivingforatackle,Philiphurledhimselfuponalittledarkmanstandingclosetotheopendoorofthecourtcarriage。FromtherearPhilipseizedhimaroundthewaistandlockedhisarmsbehindhim,elbowtoelbow。Philip’sface,appearingovertheman’sshoulder,staredstraightintothatofthepoliceman。
"Hehasabombinhisright—handpocket!"yelledPhilip。"Icanholdhimwhileyoutakeit!But,forHeaven’ssake,don’tdropit!"Philipturneduponthecrowd。"Run!allofyou!"heshouted。
"Runlikethedevil!"
AtthatinstanttheboyKingandhisQueenMother,herselfstillyoungandbeautiful,andcloakedwithadignityandsorrowthatherrobesofmourningcouldnotintensify,appearedinthedoorway。
"Goback,sir!"warnedPhilip。"Hemeanstokillyou!"
Atthewordsandatsightofthestrugglingmen,thegreatladyswayedhelplessly,hereyesfilledwithterror。Hersonsprangprotectinglyinfrontofher。Butthedangerwaspast。Asecondpolicemanwasnowholdingthemaniacbythewrists,forcinghisarmsabovehishead;Philip’sarms,likealariat,werewoundaroundhischest;andfromhispocketthefirstpolicemangingerlydrewfortharound,blackobjectofthesizeofaglassfire—grenade。Heheldithighintheair,andwavedhisfreehandwarningly。Butthewarningwasunobserved。Therewasnooneremainingtoobserveit。Leavingthewould—beassassinstrugglingandbitinginthegraspofthestalwartpoliceman,andtheotherpolicemanunhappilyholdingthebombatarm’slength,PhilipsoughttoescapeintotheRitz。ButtheyoungKingbrokethroughthecircleofattendantsandstoppedhim。
"Imustthankyou,"saidtheboyeagerly;"andIwishyoutotellmehowyoucametosuspecttheman’spurpose。"
Unabletospeakthetruth,Philip,thewould—bewriteroffiction,begantoimprovisefluently。
"Tolearntheirpurpose,sir,"hesaid,"ismybusiness。IamoftheInternationalPolice,andinthesecretserviceofyourMajesty。"
"ThenImustknowyourname,"saidtheKing,andaddedwithadignitythatwasmostbecoming,"Youwillfindwearenotungrateful。"
Philipsmiledmysteriouslyandshookhishead。
"Isaidinyoursecretservice,"herepeated。"DidevenyourMajestyknowme,myusefulnesswouldbeatanend。"Hepointedtowardthetwopolicemen。"Ifyoudesiretobejust,aswellasgracious,thosearethementoreward。"
HeslippedpasttheKingandthroughthecrowdofhotelofficialsintothehallandonintothecorridor。
Thearresthadtakenplacesoquietlyandsoquicklythatthroughtheheavyglassdoorsnosoundhadpenetrated,andofthefactthattheyhadbeensoclosetoapossibletragedythoseinthecorridorwerestillignorant。ThemembersoftheHungarianorchestrawerearrangingtheirmusic;awaiterwasservingtwomenofmiddleagewithsherry;andtwodistinguished—lookingelderlygentlemenseatedtogetheronasofaweretalkinginleisurelywhispers。
Oneofthetwomiddle—agedmenwaswellknowntoPhilip,whoasareporterhadoften,inNewYork,endeavoredtointerviewhimonmattersconcerningthesteeltrust。HisnamewasFaust。HewasaPennsylvaniaDutchmanfromPittsburgh,andatonetimehadbeenaforemanofthenightshiftinthesamemillshenowcontrolled。
Butwitharoarandaspectacularflash,notunlikeoneofhisownblastfurnaces,hehadsoaredtofameandfortune。HerecognizedPhilipasoneofthebrightyoungmenoftheRepublic;
butinhisownopinionhewasfartooself—importanttobetraythatfact。
PhilipsankintoanimitationLouisQuatorzechairbesideafountaininimitationofoneintheapartmentofthePompadour,andorderedwhatheknewwouldbeanexecrableimitationofanAmericancocktail。WhilewaitingforthecocktailandLadyWoodcote’sluncheonparty,Philip,fromwherehesat,couldnothelpbutoverheartheconversationofFaustandofthemanwithhim。ThelatterwasaGermanwithHebraicfeaturesandapointedbeard。InloudtoneshewascongratulatingtheAmericanmany—timemillionaireonhavingthatmorningcomeintopossessionofarareandvaluablemasterpiece,ahithertounknownandbutrecentlydiscoveredportraitofPhilipIVbyVelasquez。
Philipsighedenviously。
"Fancy,"hethought,"owningaVelasquez!Fancyhavingitalltoyourself!Itmustbefuntoberich。Itcertainlyishelltobepoor!"
TheGerman,whowasevidentlyapicture—dealer,wasexclaimingintonesofrapture,andnoddinghisheadwithanairofaweandsolemnity。
"Iamtellingyouthetruth,Mr。Faust,"hesaid。"InnogalleryinEurope,no,noteveninthePrado,istheresuchanotherVelasquez。Thisiswhatyouaredoing,Mr。Faust,youarerobbingSpain。YouarerobbingherofsomethingworthmoretoherthanCuba。AndItellyou,sosoonasitisknownthatthisVelasquezisgoingtoyourhomeinPittsburgh,everySpaniardwillhateyouandeveryart—collectorwillhateyou,too。ForitisthemostwonderfularttreasureinEurope。Andwhatabargain,Mr。Faust!
Whatabargain!"
Tomakesurethatthereporterwaswithinhearing,Mr。FaustglancedinthedirectionofPhilipand,seeingthathehadheard,frownedimportantly。Thatthereportermighthearstillmore,healsoraisedhisvoice。
"Nothingcanbecalledabargain,Baron,"hesaid,"thatcoststhreehundredthousanddollars!"
AgainhecouldnotresistglancingtowardPhilip,andsoeagerlythatPhilipdeemeditwouldbeonlypolitetolookinterested。Soheobliginglyassumedastartledlook,withwhichheendeavoredtominglesimulationsofsurprise,awe,andenvy。
Thenextinstantanexpressionofrealsurpriseoverspreadhisfeatures。
Mr。Faustcontinued。"Ifyouwillcomeupstairs,"hesaidtothepicture—dealer,"Iwillgiveyouyourcheck;andthenIshouldliketodrivetoyourapartmentsandtakeafarewelllookatthepicture。"
"Iamsorry,"theBaronsaid,"butIhavehaditmovedtomyartgallerytobepacked。"
"Thenlet’sgotothegallery,"urgedthepatronofart。"We’vejusttimebeforelunch。"Herosetohisfeet,andontheinstantthesoulofthepicture—dealerwasfilledwithalarm。
Inactualwordshesaid:"Thepictureisalreadyboxedandinitsleadcoffin。NodoubtbynowitisonitswaytoLiverpool。Iamsorry。"Buthisthoughts,asPhilipeasilyreadthem,were:
"FancymylettingthisvulgarfoolintotheTateStreetworkshop!
EvenHEwouldknowthatoldmastersarenotfoundinahalf—finishedstateonChelsea—madeframesandcanvases。Fancymylettinghimseethosetwohalf—completedVanDycks,thenewHals,thehalf—dozenCorots。HewouldevenseehisowncopyofVelasqueznexttotheoneexactlylikeit——theoneMacMillanfinishedyesterdayandthatIamsendingtoOporto,wherenextyear,inaconvent,weshall’discover’it。"
Philip’ssurprisegavewaytointenseamusement。Inhisdelightatthesituationuponwhichhehadstumbled,helaughedaloud。
Thetwomen,whohadrisen,surprisedatthespectacleofayoungmanlaughingatnothing,turnedandstared。Philipalsorose。
"Pardonme,"hesaidtoFaust,"butyouspokesoloudIcouldn’thelpoverhearing。Ithinkwe’vemetbefore,whenIwasareporterontheRepublic。"
ThePittsburghmillionairemadeapretense,ofannoyance。
"Really!"heprotestedirritably,"youreportersbuttineverywhere。Nopublicmanissafe。Istherenoplacewecangowhereyoufellowswon’tannoyus?"
"YoucangotothedevilforallIcare,"saidPhilip,"oreventoPittsburgh!"
Hesawthewaiterbearingdownuponhimwiththeimitationcocktail,andmovedtomeetit。Themillionaire,fearingthereporterwouldescapehim,hastilychangedhistone。Hespokewitheffectiveresignation。
"However,sinceyou’velearnedsomuch,"hesaid,"I’lltellyouthewholeofit。Idon’twantthefactgarbled,foritisofinternationalimportance。DoyouknowwhataVelasquezis?"
"Doyou?"askedPhilip。
Themillionairesmiledtolerantly。
"IthinkIdo,"hesaid。"Andtoproveit,Ishalltellyousomethingthatwillbenewstoyou。IhavejustboughtaVelasquezthatIamgoingtoplaceinmyartmuseum。Itisworththreehundredthousanddollars。"
Philipacceptedthecocktailthewaiterpresented。Itwasquiteasbadashehadexpected。
"Now,Ishalltellyousomething,"hesaid,"thatwillbenewstoyou。YouarenotbuyingaVelasquez。ItisnomoreaVelasquezthanthishairoilisarealcocktail。Itisabadcopy,worthafewdollars。"
"Howdareyou!"shoutedFaust。"Areyoumad?"
ThefaceoftheGermanturnedcrimsonwithrage。
"Whoisthisinsolentone?"hesputtered。
"Iwillmakeyouasportingproposition,"saidPhilip。"Youcantakeit,orleaveit。Youtwowillgetintoataxi。Youwilldrivetothisman’sstudioinTateStreet。YouwillfindyourVelasquezisthereandnotonitswaytoLiverpool。Andyouwillfindoneexactlylikeit,andadozenother’oldmasters’
half—finished。I’llbetyouahundredpoundsI’mright!AndI’llbetthismanahundredpoundsthatheDOESN’TDARETAKEYOUTO
HISSTUDIO!"
"Indeed,Iwillnot,"roaredtheGerman。"Itwouldbetoinsultmyself。"
"Itwouldbeaneasywaytoearnahundredpounds,too,"saidPhilip。
"HowdareyouinsulttheBaron?"demandedFaust。"Whatmakesyouthink——"
"Idon’tthink,Iknow!"saidPhilip。"Forthepriceofataxi—cabfaretoTateStreet,youwinahundredpounds。"
"Wewillallthreegoatonce,"criedtheGerman。"Mycarisoutside。Waithere。Iwillhaveitbroughttothedoor?"
Faustprotestedindignantly。
"Donotdisturbyourself,Baron,"hesaid;"justbecauseafreshreporter——"
ButalreadytheGermanhadreachedthehall。Nordidhestopthere。Theysawhim,withouthishat,rushintoPiccadilly,springintoataxi,andshoutexcitedlytothedriver。Thenextmomenthehaddisappeared。
"That’sthelastyou’llseeofhim,"saidPhilip。
"Hisactionsarecertainlypeculiar,"gaspedthemillionaire。"Hedidnotwaitforus。Hedidn’tevenwaitforhishat!Ithink,afterall,IhadbettergotoTateStreet。"
"Doso,"saidPhilip,"andsaveyourselfthreehundredthousanddollars,andfromthelaughteroftwocontinents。You’llfindmehereatlunch。IfI’mwrong,I’llpayyouahundredpounds。"
"Youshouldcomewithme,"saidFaust。"Itisonlyfairtoyourself。"
"I’lltakeyourwordforwhatyoufindinthestudio,"saidPhilip。"Icannotgo。Thisismybusyday。"
Withoutfurtherwords,themillionairecollectedhishatandstick,and,inhisturn,enteredataxi—cabanddisappeared。
PhilipreturnedtotheLouisQuatorzechairandlitacigarette。
Saveforthetwoelderlygentlemenonthesofa,theloungewasstillempty,andhisreflectionswereundisturbed。Heshookhisheadsadly。
"Surely,"Philipthought,"theFrenchchapwasrightwhosaidwordsweregivenustoconcealourthoughts。Whatastrangeworlditwouldbeifeveryonepossessedmypower。Deceptionwouldbequitefutileandlyingwouldbecomealostart。Iwonder,"hemusedcynically,"isanyonequitehonest?Doesanyonespeakashethinksandthinkashespeaks?"
Atoncecameadirectanswertohisquestion。Thetwoelderlygentlemenhadrisenand,beforeseparating,hadhaltedafewfeetfromhim。
"Isincerelyhope,SirJohn,"saidoneofthetwo,"thatyouhavenoregrets。IhopeyoubelievethatIhaveadvisedyouinthebestinterestsofall?"
"Ido,indeed,"theotherrepliedheartily"Weshallbethoughtentirelyselfish;butyouknowandIknowthatwhatwehavedoneisforthebenefitoftheshareholders。"
Philipwaspleasedtofindthatthethoughtsofeachoftheoldgentlemenranhandinhandwithhisspokenwords。"Here,atleast,"hesaidtohimself,"aretwohonestmen。"
Asthoughloathtopart,thetwogentlemenstilllingered。
"AndIhope,"continuedtheoneaddressedasSirJohn,"thatyouapproveofmyholdingbackthepublicannouncementofthecombineuntiltheafternoon。Itwillgivetheshareholdersabetterchance。Hadwegivenoutthenewsinthismorning’spapersthestockbrokerswouldhave——"
"Itwasmostwise,"interruptedtheother。"Mostjust。"
TheonecalledSirJohnbowedhimselfaway,leavingtheotherstillstandingatthestepsofthelounge。Withhishandsbehindhisback,hischinsunkonhischest,heremained,gazingatnothing,histhoughtsfaraway。
Philipfoundthemthoughtsofcuriousinterest。Theywereconcernedwiththreeflags。Now,thegentlemanconsideredthemseparately;andPhilipsawtheemblemspaintedclearlyincolors,flutteringandflattenedbythebreeze。Again,thegentlemanconsideredtheminvariouscombinations;butalways,inwhateverorderhismindarrangedthem,ofthethreehisheartspokealwaystothesameflag,astheheartofamotherreachestowardherfirstborn。
Thenthethoughtswerediverted;andinhismind’seyetheoldgentlemanwaswatchingthelaunchingofalittleschoonerfromashipyardontheClyde。Athermainflewoneofthethreeflags——aflagwitharedcrossonawhiteground。Withthoughtstenderandgrateful,hefollowedhertostrange,hotports,throughhurricanesandtidalwaves;hesawherreturnagainandagaintotheLondondocks,ladenwithodorouscoffee,mahogany,redrubber,andrawbullion。HesawsistershipsfollowinherwaketoeveryportintheSouthSea;sawsteampacketstaketheplaceoftheshipswithsails;sawthesteampacketsgivewaytogreatoceanliners,eachafloatingvillage,eachequipped,asnovillageisequipped,withagiantpowerhouse,thousandsofelectriclamps,suiteaftersuiteofsilk—linedboudoirs,withthefloatingharpsthatvibratetoalovemessagethreehundredmilesaway,tothefiercecallforhelpfromasinkingship。Butatthemainofeachgreatvesseltherestillflewthesamehouse—flag——theredcrossonthefieldofwhite——onlynowinthearmsofthecrosstherenestledproudlyaroyalcrown。
Philipcastascaredglanceattheoldgentleman,andraceddownthecorridortothetelephone。
OfalltheyoungEnglishmenheknew,Maddoxwashisbestfriendandastock—broker。InthatlattercapacityPhiliphadneverbeforeaddressedhim。Nowhedemandedhisinstantpresenceatthetelephone。