’DoyourememberwhereIusedtokeepmybank—book?’saidhe。’Torptookittobebalancedjustbeforehewentaway。Lookandsee。’
’Itwasgenerallyunderthetobacco—jar。Ah!’
’Well?’
’Oh!Fourthousandtwohundredandtenpoundsnineshillingsandapenny!Ohmy!’
’Youcanhavethepenny。That’snotbadforoneyear’swork。Isthatandahundredandtwentypoundsayeargoodenough?’
Theidlenessandtheprettyclotheswerealmostwithinherreachnow,butshemust,bybeinghousewifely,showthatshedeservedthem。
’Yes;butyou’dhavetomove,andifwetookaninventory,Ithinkwe’dfindthatMr。Beetonhasbeenprigginglittlethingsoutoftheroomshereandthere。Theydon’tlookasfullastheyused。’
’Nevermind,we’lllethimhavethem。TheonlythingI’mparticularlyanxioustotakeawayisthatpictureIusedyoufor——whenyouusedtoswearatme。We’llpulloutofthisplace,Bess,andgetawayasfaraseverwecan。’
’Ohyes,’shesaiduneasily。
’Idon’tknowwhereIcangotogetawayfrommyself,butI’lltry,andyoushallhavealltheprettyfrocksthatyoucarefor。You’lllikethat。
Givemethatkissnow,Bess。Yegods!it’sgoodtoputone’sarmroundawoman’swaistagain。’
Thencamethefulfilmentoftheprophecywithinthebrain。IfhisarmwerethusroundMaisie’swaistandakisshadjustbeengivenandtakenbetweenthem,——whythen……Hepressedthegirlmorecloselytohimselfbecausethepainwhippedhim。ShewaswonderinghowtoexplainalittleaccidenttotheMelancolia。Atanyrate,ifthismanreallydesiredthesolaceofhercompany——andcertainlyhewouldrelapseintohisoriginalsloughifshewithdrewit——hewouldnotbemorethanjustalittlevexed。
Itwouldbedelightfulatleasttoseewhatwouldhappen,andbyherteachingsitwasgoodforamantostandincertainaweofhiscompanion。
Shelaughednervously,andslippedoutofhisreach。
’Ishouldn’tworritaboutthatpictureifIwasyou,’shebegan,inthehopeofturninghisattention。
’It’satthebackofallmycanvasessomewhere。Findit,Bess;youknowitaswellasIdo。’
’Iknow——but——’
’Butwhat?You’vewitenoughtomanagethesaleofittoadealer。
Womenhagglemuchbetterthanmen。Itmightbeamatterofeightorninehundredpoundsto——tous。Isimplydidn’tliketothinkaboutitforalongtime。Itwasmixedupwithmylifeso。——Butwe’llcoverupourtracksandgetridofeverything,eh?Makeafreshstartfromthebeginning,Bess。’
Thenshebegantorepentverymuchindeed,becausesheknewthevalueofmoney。Still,itwasprobablethattheblindmanwasoverestimatingthevalueofhiswork。Gentlemen,sheknew,wereabsurdlyparticularabouttheirthings。Shegiggledasanervoushousemaidgiggleswhenshetriestoexplainthebreakageofapipe。
’I’mverysorry,butyourememberIwas——IwasangrywithyoubeforeMr。Torpenhowwentaway?’
’Youwereveryangry,child;andonmywordIthinkyouhadsomerighttobe。’
’ThenI——butaren’tyousureMr。Torpenhowdidn’ttellyou?’
’Tellmewhat?Goodgracious,whatareyoumakingsuchafussaboutwhenyoumightjustaswellbegivingmeanotherkiss?’
Hewasbeginningtolearn,notforthefirsttimeinhisexperience,thatkissingisacumulativepoison。Themoreyougetofit,themoreyouwant。
Bessiegavethekisspromptly,whispering,asshedidso,’IwassoangryI
rubbedoutthatpicturewiththeturpentine。Youaren’tangry,areyou?’
’What?Saythatagain。’Theman’shandhadclosedonherwrist。
’Irubbeditoutwithturpsandtheknife,’falteredBessie。’Ithoughtyou’donlyhavetodoitoveragain。Youdiddoitoveragain,didn’tyou?
Oh,letgoofmywrist;you’rehurtingme。’
’Isn’tthereanythingleftofthething?’
’N’nothingthatlookslikeanything。I’msorry——Ididn’tknowyou’dtakeonaboutit;Ionlymeanttodoitinfun。Youaren’tgoingtohitme?’
’Hityou!No!Let’sthink。’
Hedidnotrelaxhisholduponherwristbutstoodstaringatthecarpet。
Thenheshookhisheadasayoungsteershakesitwhenthelashofthestock—whipcrosshisnosewarnshimbacktothepathontotheshamblesthathewouldescape。ForweekshehadforcedhimselfnottothinkoftheMelancolia,becauseshewasapartofhisdeadlife。WithBessie’sreturnandcertainnewprospectsthathaddevelopedthemselves,theMelancolia——lovelierinhisimaginationthanshehadeverbeenoncanvas——reappeared。ByheraidhemighthaveprocuredmormoneywherewithtoamuseBessandtoforgetMaisie,aswellasanothertasteofanalmostforgottensuccess。Now,thankstoaviciouslittlehousemaid’sfolly,therewasnothingtolookfor——noteventhehopethathemightsomedaytakeanabidinginterestinthehousemaid。Worstofall,hehadbeenmadetoappearridiculousinMaisie’seyes。Awomanwillforgivethemanwhohasruinedherlife’sworksolongashegivesherlove;amanmayforgivethosewhoruintheloveofhislife,buthewillneverforgivethedestructionofhiswork。
’Tck——tck——tck,’saidDickbetweenhisteeth,andthenlaughedsoftly。’It’sanomen,Bessie,and——agoodmanythingsconsidered,itservesmerightfordoingwhatIhavedone。ByJove!thataccountsforMaisie’srunningaway。Shemusthavethoughtmeperfectlymad——smallblametoher!Thewholepictureruined,isn’titso?Whatmadeyoudoit?’
’BecauseIwasthatangry。I’mnotangrynow——I’mawfulsorry。’
’Iwonder。——Itdoesn’tmatter,anyhow。I’mtoblameformakingthemistake。’
’Whatmistake?’
’Somethingyouwouldn’tunderstand,dear。Greatheavens!tothinkthatalittlepieceofdirtlikeyoucouldthrowmeoutofstride!’DickwastalkingtohimselfasBessietriedtoshakeoffhisgriponherwrist。
’Iain’tapieceofdirt,andyoushouldn’tcallmeso!Ididit’causeIhatedyou,andI’monlysorrynow’causeyou’re——’causeyou’re————’
’Exactly——becauseI’mblind。There’snotingliketactinlittlethings。’
Bessiebegantosob。Shedidnotlikebeingshackledagainstherwill;shewasafraidoftheblindfaceandthelookuponit,andwassorrytoothathergreatrevengehadonlymadeDicklaugh。
’Don’tcry,’hesaid,andtookherintohisarms。’Youonlydidwhatyouthoughtright。’
’I——Iain’talittlepieceofdirt,andifyousaythatI’llnevercometoyouagain。’
’Youdon’tknowwhatyou’vedonetome。I’mnotangry——indeed,I’mnot。
Bequietforaminute。’
Bessieremainedinhisarmsshrinking。Dick’sfirstthoughtwasconnectedwithMaisie,andithurthimaswhite—hotironhurtsanopensore。
Notfornothingisamanpermittedtoallyhimselftothewrongwoman。
Thefirstpang——thefirstsenseofthingslostisbutthepreludetotheplay,fortheveryjustProvidencewhodelightsincausingpainhasdecreedthattheagonyshallreturn,andthatinthemidstofkeenestpleasure。
Theyknowthispainequallywhohaveforsakenorbeenforsakenbytheloveoftheirlife,andintheirnewwives’armsarecompelledtorealiseit。
Itisbettertoremainaloneandsufferonlythemiseryofbeingalone,solongasitispossibletofinddistractionindailywork。Whenthatresourcegoesthemanistobepitiedandleftalone。
ThesethingsandsomeothersDickconsideredwhilehewasholdingBessietohisheart。
’Thoughyoumayn’tknowit,’hesaid,raisinghishead,’theLordisajustandaterribleGod,Bess;withaverystrongsenseofhumour。Itservesmeright——howitservesmeright!Torpcouldunderstanditifhewerehere;hemusthavesufferedsomethingatyourhands,child,butonlyforaminuteorso。Isavedhim。Setthattomycredit,someone。’
’Letmego,’saidBess,herfacedarkening。’Letmego。’
’Allingoodtime。DidyoueverattendSundayschool?’
’Never。Letmego,Itellyou;you’remakingfunofme。’
’Indeed,I’mnot。I’mmakingfunofmyself……Thus。"Hesavedothers,himselfhecannotsave。"Itisn’texactlyaschool—boardtext。’Hereleasedherwrist,butsincehewasbetweenherandthedoor,shecouldnotescape。’Whatanenormousamountofmischiefonelittlewomancando!’
’I’msorry;I’mawfulsorryaboutthepicture。’
’I’mnot。I’mgratefultoyouforspoilingit……Whatwerewetalkingaboutbeforeyoumentionedthething?’
’Aboutgettingaway——andmoney。Meandyougoingaway。’
’Ofcourse。Wewillgetaway——thatistosay,Iwill。’
’Andme?’
’Youshallhavefiftywholepoundsforspoilingapicture。’
’Thenyouwon’t————?’
’I’mafraidnot,dear。Thinkoffiftypoundsforprettythingsalltoyourself。’
’Yousaidyoucouldn’tdoanythingwithoutme。’
’Thatwastruealittlewhileago。I’mbetternow,thankyou。Getmemyhat。’
’S’poseIdon’t?’
’Beetonwill,andyou’lllosefiftypounds。That’sall。Getit。’
Bessiecursedunderherbreath。Shehadpitiedthemansincerely,hadkissedhimwithalmostequalsincerity,forhewasnotunhandsome;itpleasedhertobeinawayandforatimehisprotector,andabovealltherewerefourthousandpoundstobehandledbysomeone。Nowthroughaslipofthetongueandalittlefemininedesiretogivealittle,nottoomuch,painshehadlostthemoney,theblessedidlenessandtheprettythings,thecompanionship,andthechanceoflookingoutwardlyasrespectableasareallady。
’Nowfillmeapipe。Tobaccodoesn’ttaste,butitdoesn’tmatter,andI’llthinkthingsout。What’sthedayoftheweek,Bess?’
’Tuesday。’
’ThenThursday’smail—day。Whatafool——whatablindfoolIhavebeen!?
Twenty—twopoundscoversmypassagehomeagain。Allowtenforadditionalexpenses。WemustputupatMadamBinat’sforoldtime’ssake。Thirty—twopoundsaltogether。Addahundredforthecostofthelasttrip——Gad,won’tTorpstaretoseeme!——ahundredandthirty—twoleavesseventy—eightforbaksheesh——Ishallneedit——andtoplaywith。
Whatareyoucryingfor,Bess?Itwasn’tyourfault,child;itwasminealtogether。Oh,youfunnylittleopossum,mopyoureyesandtakemeout!?
Iwantthepass—bookandthecheck—book。Stopaminute。Fourthousandpoundsatfourpercent——that’ssafeinterest——meansahundredandsixtypoundsayear;onehundredandtwentypoundsahear——alsosafe——istwoeighty,andtwohundredandeightypoundsaddedtothreehundredayearmeansgildedluxuryforasinglewoman。Bess,we’llgotothebank。’
Richerbytwohundredandtenpoundsstoredinhismoney—belt,DickcausedBessie,nowthoroughlybewildered,tohurryfromthebanktotheP。andO。offices,whereheexplainedthingstersely。
’PortSaid,singlefirst;cabinasclosetothebaggage—hatchaspossible。
Whatship’sgoing?’
’TheColgong,’saidtheclerk。
’She’sawetlittlehooker。IsitTilburyandatender,orGalleonsandthedocks?’
’Galleons。Twelve—forty,Thursday。’
’Thanks。Change,please。Ican’tseeverywell——willyoucountitintomyhand?’
’Iftheyalltooktheirpassageslikethatinsteadoftalkingabouttheirtrunks,lifewouldbeworthsomething,’saidtheclerktohisneighbour,whowastryingtoexplaintoaharassedmotherofmanythatcondensedmilkisjustasgoodforbabesatseaasdailydairy。Beingnineteenandunmarried,hespokewithconviction。
’Wearenow,’quothDick,astheyreturnedtothestudio,pattingtheplacewherehismoney—beltcoveredticketandmoney,’beyondthereachofman,ordevil,orwoman——whichismuchmoreimportant。I’vehadthreelittleaffairstocarrythroughbeforeThursday,butIneedn’taskyoutohelp,Bess。ComehereonThursdaymorningatnine。We’llbreakfast,andyoushalltakemedowntoGalleonsStation。’
’Whatareyougoingtodo?’
’Goingaway,ofcourse。WhatshouldIstayfor?’
’Butyoucan’tlookafteryourself?’
’Icandoanything。Ididn’trealiseitbefore,butIcan。I’vedoneagreatdealalready。ResolutionshallbetreatedtoonekissifBessiedoesn’tobject。’Strangelyenough,BessieobjectedandDicklaughed。’Isupposeyou’reright。Well,comeatninethedayafterto—morrowandyou’llgetyourmoney。’
’ShallIsure?’
’Idon’tbilk,andyouwon’tknowwhetherIdoornotunlessyoucome。
Oh,butit’slongandlongtowait!Good—bye,Bessie,——sendBeetonhereasyougoout。’
Thehousekeepercame。
’Whatareallthefittingsofmyroomsworth?’saidDick,imperiously。
’’Tisn’tformetosay,sir。Somethingsisveryprettyandsomeisworeoutdreadful。’
’I’minsuredfortwohundredandseventy。’
’Insurancepoliciesisnocriterion,thoughIdon’tsay————’
’Oh,damnyourlongwindedness!You’vemadeyourpickingsoutofmeandtheothertenants。Why,youtalkedofretiringandbuyingapublic—housetheotherday。Giveastraightanswertoastraightquestion。’
’Fifty,’saidMr。Beeton,withoutamoment’shesitation。
’Doubleit;orI’llbreakuphalfmysticksandburntherest。’
Hefelthiswaytoabookstandthatsupportedapileofsketch—books,andwrenchedoutoneofthemahoganypillars。
’That’ssinful,sir,’saidthehousekeeper,alarmed。
’It’smyown。Onehundredor————’
’Onehundreditis。It’llcostmethreeandsixtogetthattherepilastermended。’
’Ithoughtso。Whatanoutandoutswindleryoumusthavebeentospringthatpriceatonce!’
’IhopeI’vedonenothingtodissatisfyanyofthetenants,leastofallyou,sir。’
’Nevermindthat。Getmethemoneyto—morrow,andseethatallmyclothesarepackedinthelittlebrownbullock—trunk。I’mgoing。’
’Butthequarter’snotice?’
’I’llpayforfeit。Lookafterthepackingandleavemealone。’
Mr。Beetondiscussedthisnewdeparturewithhiswife,whodecidedthatBessiewasatthebottomofitall。Herhusbandtookamorecharitableview。
’It’sverysudden——butthenhewasalwayssuddeninhisways。Listentohimnow!’
TherewasasoundofchantingfromDick’sroom。
’We’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore;
We’llgotothedeuceonanyexcuse,Andnevercomebacknomore!?
Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore,boys,Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore;
Butwe’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore!’?
’Mr。Beeton!Mr。Beeton!Wherethedeuceismypistol?’
’Quick,he’sgoingtoshoothimself——’avin’gonemad!’saidMrs。Beeton。
Mr。BeetonaddressedDicksoothingly,butitwassometimebeforethelatter,threshingupanddownhisbedroom,couldrealisetheintentionofthepromisesto’findeverythingto—morrow,sir。’
’Oh,youcopper—nosedoldfool——youimpotentAcademician!’heshoutedatlast。’DoyousupposeIwanttoshootmyself?Takethepistolinyoursillyshakinghandthen。Ifyoutouchit,itwillgooff,becauseit’sloaded。
It’samongmycampaign—kitsomewhere——intheparcelatthebottomofthetrunk。’
LongagoDickhadcarefullypossessedhimselfofaforty—poundweightfield—equipmentconstructedbytheknowledgeofhisownexperience。Itwasthisput—awaytreasurethathewastryingtofindandrehandle。Mr。
Beetonwhippedtherevolveroutofitsplaceonthetopofthepackage,andDickdrovehishandamongthekhakicoatandbreeches,theblueclothleg—bands,andtheheavyflannelshirtsdoubledoverapairofswan—neckspurs。Undertheseandthewater—bottlelayasketch—bookandapigskincaseofstationery。
’Thesewedon’twant;youcanhavethem,Mr。Beeton。EverythingelseI’llkeep。Pack’emonthetopright—handsideofmytrunk。Whenyou’vedonethatcomeintothestudiowithyourwife。Iwantyouboth。Waitaminute;getmeapenandasheetofnotepaper。’
Itisnotaneasythingtowritewhenyoucannotsee,andDickhadparticularreasonsforwishingthathisworkshouldbeclear。Sohebegan,followinghisrighthandwithhisleft:’"ThebadnessofthiswritingisbecauseIamblindandcannotseemypen。"H’mph!——evenalawyercan’tmistakethat。Itmustbesigned,Isuppose,butitneedn’tbewitnessed。Nowaninchlower——whydidIneverlearntouseatype—writer?——"Thisisthelastwillandtestamentofme,RichardHeldar。
Iaminsoundbodilyandmentalhealth,andthereisnopreviouswilltorevoke。"——That’sallright。Damnthepen!WhereaboutsonthepaperwasI?——"IleaveeverythingthatIpossessintheworld,includingfourthousandpounds,andtwothousandsevenhundredandtwentyeightpoundsheldforme"——oh,Ican’tgetthisstraight。’Hetoreoffhalfthesheetandbeganagainwiththecautionaboutthehandwriting。Then:’I
leaveallthemoneyIpossessintheworldto’——herefollowedMaisie’sname,andthenamesofthetwobanksthatheldthemoney。
’Itmayn’tbequiteregular,butnoonehasashadowofarighttodisputeit,andI’vegivenMaisie’saddress。Comein,Mr。Beeton。Thisismysignature;Iwantyouandyourwifetowitnessit。Thanks。To—morrowyoumusttakemetothelandlordandI’llpayforfeitforleavingwithoutnotice,andI’lllodgethispaperwithhimincaseanythinghappenswhileI’maway。Nowwe’regoingtolightupthestudiostove。Staywithme,andgivememypapersasIwant’em。’
Nooneknowsuntilhehastriedhowfineablazeayear’saccumulationofbills,letters,anddocketscanmake。Dickstuffedintothestoveeverydocumentinthestudio——savingonlythreeunopenedletters;destroyedsketch—books,roughnote—books,newandhalf—finishedcanvasesalike。
’Whatalotofrubbishatenantgetsabouthimifhestayslongenoughinoneplace,tobesure,’saidMr。Beeton,atlast。
’Hedoes。Isthereanythingmoreleft?’Dickfeltroundthewalls。
’Notathing,andthestove’snighred—hot。’
’Excellent,andyou’velostaboutathousandpounds’worthofsketches。
Ho!ho!Quiteathousandpounds’worth,ifIcanrememberwhatIusedtobe。’
’Yes,sir,’politely。Mr。BeetonwasquitesurethatDickhadgonemad,otherwisehewouldhaveneverpartedwithhisexcellentfurnitureforasong。Thecanvasthingstookupstorageroomandweremuchbetteroutoftheway。
Thereremainedonlytoleavethelittlewillinsafehands:thatcouldnotbeaccomplishedtoto—morrow。Dickgropedaboutthefloorpickingupthelastpiecesofpaper,assuredhimselfagainandagainthatthereremainednowrittenwordorsignofhispastlifeindrawerordesk,andsatdownbeforethestovetillthefirediedoutandthecontractingironcrackedinthesilenceofthenight。
CHAPTERXV
Withaheartoffuriousfancies,WhereofIamcommander;
Withaburningspearandahorseofair,TothewildernessIwander。
WithaknightofghostsandshadowsIsummonedamtotourney——
Tenleaguesbeyondthewideworld’send,Methinksitisnojourney。
——Toma’Bedlam’sSong。?
’GOOD—BYE,Bess;Ipromisedyoufifty。Here’sahundred——allthatIgotformyfurniturefromBeeton。Thatwillkeepyouinprettyfrocksforsometime。You’vebeenagoodlittlegirl,allthingsconsidered,butyou’vegivenmeandTorpenhowafairamountoftrouble。’
’GiveMr。Torpenhowmyloveifyouseehim,won’tyou?’
’OfcourseIwill,dear。Nowtakemeupthegang—plankandintothecabin。Onceaboardtheluggerandthemaidis——andIamfree,Imean。’
’Who’lllookafteryouonthisship?’
’Thehead—steward,ifthere’sanyuseinmoney。ThedoctorwhenwecometoPortSaid,ifIknowanythingofP。andO。doctors。Afterthat,theLordwillprovide,asHeusedtodo。’
BessfoundDickhiscabininthewildturmoilofashipfullofleavetakersandweepingrelatives。Thenhekissedher,andlaidhimselfdowninhisbunkuntilthedecksshouldbeclear。Hewhohadtakensolongtomoveabouthisowndarkenedroomswellunderstoodthegeographyofaship,andthenecessityofseeingtohisowncomfortswasaswinetohim。
BeforethescrewbegantothrashtheshipalongtheDockshehadbeenintroducedtothehead—steward,hadroyallytippedhim,securedagoodplaceattable,openedouthisbaggage,andsettledhimselfdownwithjoyinthecabin。Itwasscarcelynecessarytofeelhiswayashemovedabout,forhekneweverythingsowell。ThenGodwasverykind:adeepsleepofwearinesscameuponhimjustashewouldhavethoughtofMaisie,andheslepttillthesteamerhadclearedthemouthoftheThamesandwasliftingtothepulseoftheChannel。
Therattleoftheengines,thereekofoilandpaint,andaveryfamiliarsoundinthenextcabinrousedhimtohisnewinheritance。
’Oh,it’sgoodtobealiveagain!’Heyawned,stretchedhimselfvigorously,andwentondecktobetoldthattheywerealmostabreastofthelightsofBrighton。ThisisnomoreopenwaterthanTrafalgalSquareisacommon;thefreelevelsbeginatUshant;butnonethelessDickcouldfeelthehealingoftheseaatworkuponhimalready。Aboisterouslittlecross—swellswungthesteamerdisrespectfullybythenose;andonewavebreakingfaraftspatteredthequarterdeckandthepileofnewdeck—chairs。Heheardthefoamfallwiththeclashofbrokenglass,wasstunginthefacebyacupful,andsniffingluxuriously,felthiswaytothesmoking—roombythewheel。Thereastrongbreezefoundhim,blewhiscapoffandlefthimbareheadedinthedoorway,andthesmoking—roomsteward,understandingthathewasavoyagerofexperience,saidthattheweatherwouldbestiffinthechopsofftheChannelandmorethanhalfagaleintheBay。Thesethingsfellastheywereforetold,andDickenjoyedhimselftotheutmost。Itisallowableandevennecessaryatseatolayfirmholdupontables,stanchions,andropesinmovingfromplacetoplace。Onlandthemanwhofeelswithhishandsispatentlyblind。Atseaevenablindmanwhoisnotsea—sickcanjestwiththedoctorovertheweaknessofhisfellows。Dicktoldthedoctormanytales——andthesearecoinofmorevaluethansilverifproperlyhandled——smokedwithhimtillunholyhoursofthenight,andsowonhisshort—livedregardthathepromisedDickafewhoursofhistimewhentheycametoPortSaid。
Andthesearoaredorwasstillasthewindsblew,andtheenginessangtheirsongdayandnight,andthesungrewstrongerdaybyday,andTomtheLascarbarbershavedDickofamorningundertheopenedhatch—gratingwherethecoolwindsblew,andtheawningswerespreadandthepassengersmademerry,andatlasttheycametoPortSaid。
’Takeme,’saidDick,tothedoctor,’toMadameBinat’s——ifyouknowwherethatis。’
’Whew!’saidthedoctor,’Ido。There’snotmuchtochoosebetween’em;
butIsupposeyou’reawarethatthat’soneoftheworsthousesintheplace。They’llrobyoutobeginwith,andknifeyoulater。’
’Notthey。Takemethere,andIcanlookaftermyself。’
SohewasbroughttoMadameBinat’sandfilledhisnostrilswiththewell—rememberedsmelloftheEast,thatrunswithoutachangefromtheCanalheadtoHong—Kong,andhismouthwiththevillainousLinguaFrancaoftheLevant。Theheatsmotehimbetweentheshoulder—bladeswiththebuffetofanoldfriend,hisfeetslippedonthesand,andhiscoat—sleevewaswarmasnew—bakedbreadwhenheliftedittohisnose。
MadameBinatsmiledwiththesmilethatknowsnoastonishmentwhenDickenteredthedrinking—shopwhichwasonesourceofhergains。Butforalittleaccidentofcompletedarknesshecouldhardlyrealisethathehadeverquittedtheoldlifethathummedinhisears。SomebodyopenedabottleofpeculiarlystrongSchiedam。ThesmellremindedDickofMonsieurBinat,who,bytheway,hadspokenofartanddegradation。
Binatwasdead;Madamesaidasmuchwhenthedoctordeparted,scandalised,sofarasaship’sdoctorcanbe,atthewarmthofDick’sreception。Dickwasdelightedatit。’Theyremembermehereafterayear。Theyhaveforgottenmeacrossthewaterbythistime。Madame,I
wantalongtalkwithyouwhenyou’reatliberty。Itisgoodtobebackagain。’
Intheeveningshesetaniron—toppedcaf?—tableoutonthesands,andDickandshesatbyit,whilethehousebehindthemfilledwithriot,merriment,oaths,andthreats。ThestarscameoutandthelightsoftheshippingintheharbourtwinkledbytheheadoftheCanal。
’Yes。Thewarisgoodfortrade,myfriend;butwhatdostthoudohere?
Wehavenotforgottenthee。’
’IwasoverthereinEnglandandIwentblind。’
’Buttherewasthegloryfirst。Weheardofithere,evenhere——IandBinat;andthouhastusedtheheadofYellow’Tina——sheisstillalive——sooftenandsowellthat’Tinalaughedwhenthepapersarrivedbythemail—boats。Itwasalwayssomethingthatweherecouldrecogniseinthepaintings。Andthentherewasalwaysthegloryandthemoneyforthee。’
’Iamnotpoor——Ishallpayyouwell。’
’Nottome。Thouhastpaidforeverything。’Underherbreath,’MonDieu,tobeblindandsoyoung!Whathorror!’
Dickcouldnotseeherfacewiththepityonit,orhisownwiththediscolouredhairatthetemples。Hedidnotfeeltheneedofpity;hewastooanxioustogettothefrontoncemore,andexplainedhisdesire。
’Andwhere?TheCanalisfulloftheEnglishships。Sometimestheyfireastheyusedtodowhenthewarwashere——tenyearsago。BeyondCairothereisfighting,buthowcanstthougotherewithoutacorrespondent’spassport?Andinthedesertthereisalwaysfighting,butthatisimpossiblealso,’saidshe。
’ImustgotoSuakin。’Heknew,thankstoAlf’sreadings,thatTorpenhowwasatworkwiththecolumnthatwasprotectingtheconstructionoftheSuakin—Berberline。P。andO。steamersdonottouchatthatport,and,besides,MadameBinatkneweverybodywhosehelporadvicewasworthanything。Theywerenotrespectablefolk,buttheycouldcausethingstobeaccomplished,whichismuchmoreimportantwhenthereisworktoward。
’ButatSuakintheyarealwaysfighting。Thatdesertbreedsmenalways——andalwaysmoremen。Andtheyaresobold!WhytoSuakin?’
’Myfriendisthere。
’Thyfriend!Chtt!Thyfriendisdeath,then。’
MadameBinatdroppedafatarmonthetable—top,filledDick’sglassanew,andlookedathimcloselyunderthestars。Therewasnoneedthatheshouldbowhisheadinassentandsay——
’No。Heisaman,but——ifitshouldarrive……blamestthou?’
’Iblame?’shelaughedshrilly。’WhoamIthatIshouldblameanyone——exceptthosewhotrytocheatmeovertheirconsommations。Butitisveryterrible。’
’ImustgotoSuakin。Thinkforme。Agreatdealhaschangedwithintheyear,andthemenIknewarenothere。TheEgyptianlighthousesteamergoesdowntheCanaltoSuakin——andthepost—boats——Buteventhen————’
’Donotthinkanylonger。Iknow,anditisformetothink。Thoushaltgo——thoushaltgoandseethyfriend。Bewise。Sithereuntilthehouseisalittlequiet——Imustattendtomyguests——andafterwardsgotobed。Thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。’
’To—morrow?’
’Assoonasmaybe。’Shewastalkingasthoughhewereachild。
Hesatatthetablelisteningtothevoicesintheharbourandthestreets,andwonderinghowsoontheendwouldcome,tillMadameBinatcarriedhimofftobedandorderedhimtosleep。Thehouseshoutedandsanganddancedandrevelled,MadameBinatmovingthroughitwithoneeyeontheliquorpaymentsandthegirlsandtheotheronDick’sinterests。TothislatterendshesmileduponscowlingandfurtiveTurkishofficersoffellaheenregiments,andmorethankindtocamelagentsofnonationalitywhatever。
Intheearlymorning,beingthenappropriatelydressedinaflamingredsilkball—dress,withafrontoftarnishedgoldembroideryandanecklaceofplate—glassdiamonds,shemadechocolateandcarrieditintoDick。
’ItisonlyI,andIamofdiscreetage,eh?Drinkandeattherolltoo。ThusinFrancemothersbringtheirsons,whenthosebehavewisely,themorningchocolate。’Shesatdownonthesideofthebedwhispering:——
’Itisallarranged。Thouwiltgobythelighthouseboat。ThatisabribeoftenpoundsEnglish。ThecaptainisneverpaidbytheGovernment。TheboatcomestoSuakininfourdays。TherewillgowiththeeGeorge,aGreekmuleteer。Anotherbribeoftenpounds。Iwillpay;theymustnotknowofthymoney。Georgewillgowiththeeasfarashegoeswithhismules。Thenhecomesbacktome,forhiswell—belovedishere,andifIdonotreceiveatelegramfromSuakinsayingthatthouartwell,thegirlanswersforGeorge。’
’Thankyou。’Hereachedoutsleepilyforthecup。’Youaremuchtookind,Madame。’
’IftherewereanythingthatImightdoIwouldsay,stayhereandbewise;butIdonotthinkthatwouldbebestforthee。’Shelookedatherliquor—staineddresswithasadsmile。’Nay,thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。Itisbestso。Myboy,itisbestso。’
ShestoopedandkissedDickbetweentheeyes。’Thatisforgood—morning,’shesaid,goingaway。’WhenthouartdressedwewillspeaktoGeorgeandmakeeverythingready。Butfirstwemustopenthelittletrunk。Givemethekeys。’
’Theamountofkissinglatelyhasbeensimplyscandalous。IshallexpectTorptokissmenext。Heismorelikelytoswearatmeforgettinginhisway,though。Well,itwon’tlastlong。——Ohe,Madame,helpmetomytoiletteoftheguillotine!Therewillbenochanceofdressingproperlyoutyonder。’
Hewasrummagingamonghisnewcampaign—kit,androwellinghishandswiththespurs。Therearetwosaysofwearingwell—oiledankle—jacks,spotlessbluebands,khakicoatandbreeches,andaperfectlypipeclayedhelmet。Therightwayisthewayoftheuntiredman,masterofhimself,settingoutuponanexpedition,wellpleased。
’Everythingmustbeverycorrect,’Dickexplained。’Itwillbecomedirtyafterwards,butnowitisgoodtofeelwelldressed。Iseverythingasitshouldbe?’
Hepattedtherevolverneatlyhiddenunderthefulnessoftheblouseontherighthipandfingeredhiscollar。
’Icandonomore,’Madamesaid,betweenlaughingandcrying。’Lookatthyself——butIforgot。’
’Iamverycontent。’Hestrokedthecreaselessspiralsofhisleggings。
’NowletusgoandseethecaptainandGeorgeandthelighthouseboat。
Bequick,Madame。’
’Butthoucanstnotbeseenbytheharbourwalkingwithmeinthedaylight。FiguretoyourselfifsomeEnglishladies————’
’TherearenoEnglishladies;andifthereare,Ihaveforgottenthem。
Takemethere。’
Inspiteofthisburningimpatienceitwasnearlyeveningerethelighthouseboatbegantomove。MadamehadsaidagreatdealbothtoGeorgeandthecaptaintouchingthearrangementsthatweretobemadeforDick’sbenefit。VeryfewmenwhohadthehonourofheracquaintancecaredtodisregardMadame’sadvice。Thatsortofcontemptmightendinbeingknifedbyastrangerinagamblinghelluponsurprisinglyshortprovocation。
Forsixdays——twoofthemwerewastedinthecrowdedCanal——thelittlesteamerworkedherwaytoSuakin,whereshewastopickupthesuperintendentofthelighthouse;andDickmadeithisbusinesstopropitiateGeorge,whowasdistractedwithfearsforthesafetyofhislight—of—loveandhalfinclinedtomakeDickresponsibleforhisowndiscomfort。WhentheyarrivedGeorgetookhimunderhiswing,andtogethertheyenteredthered—hotseaport,encumberedwiththematerialandwastageoftheSuakin—Bergerline,fromlocomotivesindisconsolatefragmentstomoundsofchairsandpot—sleepers。
’Ifyoukeepwithme,’saidGeorge,’nobodywillaskforpassportsorwhatyoudo。Theyareallverybusy。’
’Yes;butIshouldliketohearsomeoftheEnglishmentalk。Theymightrememberme。Iwasknownherealongtimeago——whenIwassomeoneindeed。’
’Alongtimeagoisaverylongtimeagohere。Thegraveyardsarefull。
Nowlisten。ThisnewrailwayrunsoutsofarasTanai—el—Hassan——thatissevenmiles。Thenthereisacamp。TheysaythatbeyondTanai—el—HassantheEnglishtroopsgoforward,andeverythingthattheyrequirewillbebroughttothembythisline。’
’Ah!Basecamp。Isee。That’sabetterbusinessthanfightingFuzziesintheopen。’
’Forthisreasoneventhemulestoupintheiron—train。’
’Ironwhat?’
’Itisallcoveredwithiron,becauseitisstillbeingshotat。’
’Anarmouredtrain。Betterandbetter!Goon,faithfulGeorge。’
’AndIgoupwithmymulesto—night。Onlythosewhoparticularlyrequiretogotothecampgooutwiththetrain。Theybegintoshootnotfarfromthecity。’
’Thedears——theyalwaysusedto!’Dicksnuffedthesmellofparcheddust,heatediron,andflakingpaintwithdelight。Certainlytheoldlifewaswelcominghimbackmostgenerously。
’WhenIhavegotmymulestogetherIgoupto—night,butyoumustfirstsendatelegramofPortSaid,declaringthatIhavedoneyounoharm。’
’Madamehasyouwellinhand。Wouldyoustickaknifeintomeifyouhadthechance?’
’Ihavenochance,’saidtheGreek。’Sheistherewiththatwoman。’
’Isee。It’sabadthingtobedividedbetweenloveofwomanandthechanceofloot。Isympathisewithyou,George。’
Theywenttothetelegraph—officeunquestioned,foralltheworldwasdesperatelybusyandhadscarcelytimetoturnitshead,andSuakinwasthelastplaceunderskythatwouldbechosenforholiday—ground。OntheirreturnthevoiceofanEnglishsubalternaskedDickwhathewasdoing。ThebluegoggleswereoverhiseyesandhewalkedwithhishandonGeorge’selbowashereplied——
’EgyptianGovernment——mules。MyordersaretogivethemovertotheA。
C。G。atTanai—el—Hassan。Anyoccasiontoshowmypapers?’
’Oh,certainlynot。Ibegyourpardon。I’dnorighttoask,butnotseeingyourfacebeforeI————’
’Igooutinthetrainto—night,Isuppose,’saidDick,boldly。’Therewillbenodifficultyinloadingupthemules,willthere?’
’Youcanseethehorse—platformsfromhere。Youmusthavethemloadedupearly。’Theyoungmanwentawaywonderingwhatsortofbroken—downwaifthismightbewhotalkedlikeagentlemanandconsortedwithGreekmuleteers。Dickfeltunhappy。TooutfaceanEnglishofficerisnosmallthing,buttheblufflosesrelishwhenoneplaysitfromtheutterdark,andstumblesupanddownroughways,thinkingandeternallythinkingofwhatmighthavebeenifthingshadfallenoutotherwise,andallhadbeenasitwasnot。
GeorgesharedhismealwithDickandwentofftothemule—lines。Hischargesataloneinashedwithhisfaceinhishands。Beforehistight—shuteyesdancedthefaceofMaisie,laughing,withpartedlips。Therewasagreatbustleandclamourabouthim。HegrewafraidandalmostcalledforGeorge。
’Isay,haveyougotyourmulesready?’Itwasthevoiceofthesubalternoverhisshoulder。
’Myman’slookingafterthem。The——thefactisI’veatouchofophthalmiaandcan’tseeverywell。
’ByJove!that’sbad。Yououghttolieupinhospitalforawhile。I’vehadaturnofitmyself。It’sasbadasbeingblind。’
’SoIfindit。Whendoesthisarmouredtraingo?’
’Atsixo’clock。Ittakesanhourtocoverthesevenmiles。’
’AretheFuzziesontherampage——eh?’
’Aboutthreenightsaweek。FactisI’minactingcommandofthenight—train。ItgenerallyrunsbackemptytoTanaiforthenight。’
’BigcampatTanai,Isuppose?’
’Prettybig。Ithastofeedourdesert—columnsomehow。’
’Isthatfaroff?’
’Betweenthirtyandfortymiles——inaninfernalthirstycountry。’
’IsthecountryquietbetweenTanaiandourmen?’
’Moreorless。Ishouldn’tcaretocrossitalone,orwithasubaltern’scommandforthematterofthat,butthescoutsgetthroughitinsomeextraordinaryfashion。’
’Theyalwaysdid。’
’Haveyoubeenherebefore,then?’
’Iwasthroughmostofthetroublewhenitfirstbrokeout。’
’Intheserviceandcashiered,’wasthesubaltern’sfirstthought,soherefrainedfromputtinganyquestions。
’There’syoumancomingupwiththemules。Itseemsratherqueer————’
’ThatIshouldbemule—leading?’saidDick。
’Ididn’tmeantosayso,butitis。Forgiveme——it’sbeastlyimpertinenceI
know,butyouspeaklikeamanwhohasbeenatapublicschool。There’snomistakingthetone。’
’Iamapublicschoolman。’
’Ithoughtso。Isay,Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelings,butyou’realittledownonyourluck,aren’tyou?Isawyousittingwithyourheadinyourhands,andthat’swhyIspoke。’
’Thanks。Iamaboutasthoroughlyandcompletelybrokeasamanneedbe。’
’Suppose——ImeanI’mapublicschoolmanmyself。Couldn’tI
perhaps——takeitasaloany’knowand————’
’You’remuchtoogood,butonmyhonourI’veasmuchmoneyasIwant……Itellyouwhatyoucoulddoforme,though,andputmeunderaneverlastingobligation。Letmecomeintothebogietruckofthetrain。
Thereisafore—truck,isn’tthere?’
’Yes。Howd’youknow?’
’I’vebeeninanarmouredtrainbefore。Onlyletmesee——hearsomeofthefunImean,andI’llbegrateful。Igoatmyownriskasanon—combatant。’
Theyoungmanthoughtforaminute。’Allright,’hesaid。’We’resupposedtobeanemptytrain,andthere’snoonetoblowmeupattheotherend。’
Georgeandahordeofyellingamateurassistantshadloadedupthemules,andthenarrow—gaugearmouredtrain,platedwiththree—eighthsinchboiler—platetillitlookedlikeonelongcoffin,stoodreadytostart。
Twobogietrucksrunningbeforethelocomotivewerecompletelycoveredinwithplating,exceptthattheleadingonewaspiercedinfrontforthemuzzleofamachine—gun,andthesecondateithersideforlateralfire。
Thetruckstogethermadeonelongiron—vaultedchamberinwhichascoreofartillerymenwererioting。
’Whitechapel——lasttrain!Ah,Iseeyerkissin’inthefirstclassthere!’
somebodyshouted,justasDickwasclamouringintotheforwardtruck。
’Lordy!’Ere’sareallivepassengerfortheKew,Tanai,Acton,andEalin’train。Echo,sir。Speshuledition!Star,sir。’——’ShallIgetyouafoot—warmer?’saidanother。
’Thanks。I’llpaymyfooting,’saidDick,andrelationsofthemostamiablewereestablishederesilencecamewiththearrivalofthesubaltern,andthetrainjoltedoutovertheroughtrack。
’ThisisanimmenseimprovementonshootingtheunimpressionableFuzzyintheopen,’saidDick,fromhisplaceinthecorner。
’Oh,buthe’sstillunimpressed。Therehegoes!’saidthesubaltern,asabulletstrucktheoutsideofthetruck。’Wealwayshaveatleastonedemonstrationagainstthenight—train。Generallytheyattacktherear—truck,wheremyjuniorcommands。Hegetsallthefunofthefair。’
’Notto—nightthough!Listen!’saidDick。Aflightofheavy—handedbulletswassucceededbyyellingandshouts。Thechildrenofthedesertvaluedtheirnightlyamusement,andthetrainwasanexcellentmark。
’Isitworthgivingthemhalfahopperfull?’thesubalternaskedoftheengine,whichwasdrivenbyaLieutenantofSappers。
’Ishouldthinkso!Thisismysectionoftheline。They’llbeplayingoldHarrywithmypermanentwayifwedon’tstop’em。’
’RightO!’
’Hrrmph!’saidthemachinegunthroughallitsfivenosesasthesubalterndrewtheleverhome。Theemptycartridgesclashedonthefloorandthesmokeblewbackthroughthetruck。Therewasindiscriminatefiringattherearofthetrain,andreturnfirefromthedarknesswithoutandunlimitedhowling。Dickstretchedhimselfonthefloor,wildwithdelightatthesoundsandthesmells。
’Godisverygood——IneverthoughtI’dhearthisagain。Give’emhell,men。Oh,give’emhell!’hecried。
Thetrainstoppedforsomeobstructiononthelineaheadandapartywentouttoreconnoitre,butcameback,cursing,forspades。Thechildrenofthedeserthadpiledsandandgravelontherails,andtwentyminuteswerelostinclearingitaway。Thentheslowprogressrecommenced,tobevariedwithmoreshots,moreshoutings,thesteadyclackandkickofthemachineguns,andafinaldifficultywithahalf—liftedrailerethetraincameundertheprotectionoftheroaringcampatTanai—el—Hassan。
’Now,youseewhyittakesanhourandahalftofetchherthrough,’saidthesubaltern,unshippingthecartridge—hopperabovehispetgun。
’Itwasalark,though。Ionlywishithadlastedtwiceaslong。Howsuperbitmusthavelookedfromoutside!’saidDick,sighingregretfully。
’Itpallsafterthefirstfewnights。Bytheway,whenyou’vesettledaboutyourmules,comeandseewhatwecanfindtoeatinmytent。I’mBenniloftheGunners——intheartillerylines——andmindyoudon’tfallovermytent—ropesinthedark。’
ButitwasalldarktoDick。Hecouldonlysmellthecamels,thehay—bales,thecooking,thesmokyfires,andthetannedcanvasofthetentsashestood,wherehehaddroppedfromthetrain,shoutingforGeorge。Therewasasoundoflight—heartedkickingontheironskinofthereartrucks,withsquealingandgrunting。Georgewasunloadingthemules。
TheenginewasblowingoffsteamnearlyinDick’sear;acoldwindofthedesertdancedbetweenhislegs;hewashungry,andfelttiredanddirty——sodirtythathetriedtobrushhiscoatwithhishands。Thatwasahopelessjob;hethrusthishandsintohispocketsandbegantocountoverthemanytimesthathehadwaitedinstrangeorremoteplacesfortrainsorcamels,mulesorhorses,tocarryhimtohisbusiness。Inthosedayshecouldsee——fewmenmoreclearly——andthespectacleofanarmedcampatdinnerunderthestarewasaneverfreshpleasuretotheeye。Therewascolour,light,andmotion,withoutwhichnomanhasmuchpleasureinliving。Thisnightthereremainedforhimonlyonemorejourneythroughthedarknessthatneverliftstotellamanhowfarhehastravelled。ThenhewouldgripTorpenhow’shandagain——Torpenhow,whowasaliveandstrong,andlivedinthemidstoftheactionthathadoncemadethereputationofamancalledDickHeldar:notintheleasttobeconfusedwiththeblind,bewilderedvagabondwhoseemedtoanswertothesamename。Yes,hewouldfindTorpenhow,andcomeasneartotheoldlifeasmightbe。Afterwardshewouldforgeteverything:Bessie,whohadwreckedtheMelancoliaandsonearlywreckedhislife;Beeton,wholivedinastrangeunrealcityfulloftin—tacksandgas—plugsandmattersthatnomenneeded;thatirrationalbeingwhohadofferedhimloveandloyaltyfornothing,buthadnotsignedhername;andmostofallMaisie,who,fromherownpointofview,wasundeniablyrightinallshedid,butoh,atthisdistance,sotantalisinglyfair。
George’shandonhisarmpulledhimbacktothesituation。
’Andwhatnow?’saidGeorge。
’Ohyesofcourse。Whatnow?Takemetothecamel—men。Takemetowherethescoutssitwhentheycomeinfromthedesert。Theysitbytheircamels,andthecamelseatgrainoutofablackblanketheldupatthecorners,andthemeneatbytheirsidejustlikecamels。Takemethere!’
Thecampwasroughandrutty,andDickstumbledmanytimesoverthestumpsofscrub。Thescoutsweresittingbytheirbeasts,asDickknewtheywould。Thelightofthedung—firesflickeredontheirbeardedfaces,andthecamelsbubbledandmumbledbesidethematrest。ItwasnopartofDick’spolicytogointothedesertwithaconvoyofsupplies。Thatwouldleadtoimpertinentquestions,andsinceablindnon—combatantisnotneededatthefront,hewouldprobablybeforcedtoreturntoSuakin。
Hemustgoupalone,andgoimmediately。
’Nowforonelastbluff——thebiggestofall,’hesaid。’Peacebewithyou,brethren!’ThewatchfulGeorgesteeredhimtothecircleofthenearestfire。Theheadsofthecamel—sheiksbowedgravely,andthecamels,scentingaEuropean,lookedsidewayscuriouslylikebroodinghens,halfreadytogettotheirfeet。
’Abeastandadrivertogotothefightinglineto—night,’saidDick。
’AMulaid?’saidavoice,scornfullynamingthebestbaggage—breedthatheknew。
’ABisharin,’returnedDick,withperfectgravity。’ABisharinwithoutsaddle—galls。Thereforenochargeofthine,shock—head。’
Twoorthreeminutespassed。Then——
’Webeknee—halteredforthenight。Thereisnogoingoutfromthecamp。’
’Notformoney?’
’H’m!Ah!Englishmoney?’
Anotherdepressingintervalofsilence。
’Howmuch?’
’Twenty—fivepoundsEnglishpaidintothehandofthedriveratmyjourney’send,andasmuchmoreintothehandofthecamel—sheikhere,tobepaidwhenthedriverreturns。’
Thiswasroyalpayment,andthesheik,whoknewthathewouldgethiscommissiononthisdeposit,stirredinDick’sbehalf。
’Forscarcelyonenight’sjourney——fiftypounds。Landandwellsandgoodtreesandwivestomakeamancontentfortherestofhisdays。Whospeaks?’saidDick。
’I,’saidavoice。’Iwillgo——butthereisnogoingfromthecamp。’
’Fool!Iknowthatacamelcanbreakhisknee—halter,andthesentriesdonotfireifonegoesinchase。Twenty—fivepoundsandanothertwenty—fivepounds。ButthebeastmustbeagoodBisharin;Iwilltakenobaggage—camel。’
Thenthebargainingbegan,andattheendofhalfanhourthefirstdepositwaspaidovertothesheik,whotalkedinlowtonestothedriver。
Dickheardthelattersay:’Alittlewayoutonly。Anybaggage—beastwillserve。AmIafooltowastemycattleforablindman?’
’AndthoughIcannotsee’——Dickliftedhisvoicealittle——’yetIcarrythatwhichhassixeyes,andthedriverwillsitbeforeme。IfwedonotreachtheEnglishtroopsinthedawnhewillbedead。’
’Butwhere,inGod’sname,arethetroops?’
’Unlessthouknowestletanothermanride。Dostthouknow?Rememberitwillbelifeordeathtothee。’
’Iknow,’saidthedriver,sullenly。’Standbackfrommybeast。Iamgoingtosliphim。’
’Notsoswiftly。George,holdthecamel’sheadamoment。Iwanttofeelhischeek。’Thehandswanderedoverthehidetilltheyfoundthebrandedhalf—circlethatisthemarkoftheBiharin,thelight—builtriding—camel。
’Thatiswell。Cutthisoneloose。RemembernoblessingofGodcomesonthosewhotrytocheattheblind。’
Themenchuckledbythefiresatthecamel—driver’sdiscomfiture。Hehadintendedtosubstituteaslow,saddle—galledbaggage—colt。
’Standback!’oneshouted,lashingtheBiharinunderthebellywithaquirt。Dickobeyedassoonashefeltthenose—stringtighteninhishand,——andacrywentup,’Illaha!Aho!Heisloose。’
WitharoarandagrunttheBiharinrosetohisfeetandplungedforwardtowardthedesert,hisdriverfollowingwithshoutsandlamentation。
GeorgecaughtDick’sarmandhurriedhimstumblingandtrippingpastadisgustedsentrywhowasusedtostampedingcamels。
’What’stherownow?’hecried。
’Everystitchofmykitonthatblasteddromedary,’Dickanswered,afterthemannerofacommonsoldier。
’Goon,andtakecareyourthroat’snotcutoutside——youandyourdromedary’s。’
Theoutcriesceasedwhenthecamelhaddisappearedbehindahillock,andhisdriverhadcalledhimbackandmadehimkneeldown。
’Mountfirst,’saidDick。Thenclimbingintothesecondseatandgentlyscrewingthepistolmuzzleintothesmallofhiscompanion’sback,’GooninGod’sname,andswiftly。Good—bye,George。RemembermetoMadame,andhaveagoodtimewithyourgirl。Getforward,childofthePit!’
Afewminuteslaterhewasshutupinagreatsilence,hardlybrokenbythecreakingofthesaddleandthesoftpadofthetirelessfeet。Dickadjustedhimselfcomfortablytotherockandpitchofthepace,girthedhisbelttighter,andfeltthedarknessslidepast。Foranhourhewasconsciousonlyofthesenseofrapidprogress。
’Agoodcamel,’hesaidatlast。
’Hewasneverunderfed。Heismyownandcleanbred,’thedriverreplied。
’Goon。’
Hisheaddroppedonhischestandhetriedtothink,butthetenorofhisthoughtswasbrokenbecausehewasverysleepy。InthehalfdozeinseemedthathewaslearningapunishmenthymnatMrs。Jennett’s。HehadcommittedsomecrimeasbadasSabbath—breaking,andshehadlockedhimupinhisbedroom。Buthecouldneverrepeatmorethanthefirsttwolinesofthehymn——
WhenIsraeloftheLordbelievedOutofthelandofbondagecame。
Hesaidthemoverandoverthousandsoftimes。Thedriverturnedinthesaddletoseeiftherewereanychanceofcapturingtherevolverandendingtheride。Dickroused,struckhimovertheheadwiththebutt,andstormedhimselfwideawake。Somebodyhiddeninaclumpofcamel—thornshoutedasthecameltoileduprisingground。Ashotwasfired,andthesilenceshutdownagain,bringingthedesiretosleep。Dickcouldthinknolonger。Hewastootiredandstiffandcrampedtodomorethannoduneasilyfromtimetotime,wakingwithastartandpunchingthedriverwiththepistol。
’Isthereamoon?’heaskeddrowsily。
’Sheisnearhersetting。’
’IwishthatIcouldseeher。Haltthecamel。Atleastletmehearthedeserttalk。’
Themanobeyed。Outoftheutterstillnesscameonebreathofwind。Itrattledthedeadleavesofashrubsomedistanceawayandceased。A
handfulofdryearthdetacheditselffromtheedgeofarailtrenchandcrumbledsoftlytothebottom。
’Goon。Thenightisverycold。’
Thosewhohavewatchedtillthemorningknowhowthelasthourbeforethelightlengthensitselfintomanyeternities。ItseemedtoDickthathehadneversincethebeginningoforiginaldarknessdoneanythingatallsavejoltthroughtheair。Onceinathousandyearshewouldfingerthenailheadsonthesaddle—frontandcountthemallcarefully。Centurieslaterhewouldshifthisrevolverfromhisrighthandtohisleftandallowtheeasedarmtodropdownathisside。FromthesafedistanceofLondonhewaswatchinghimselfthusemployed,——watchingcritically。Yetwheneverheputouthishandtothecanvasthathemightpaintthetawnyyellowdesertundertheglareofthesinkingmoon,theblackshadowofacamelandthetwobowedfiguresatop,thathandheldarevolverandthearmwasnumbedfromwristtocollar—bone。Moreover,hewasinthedark,andcouldseenocanvasofanykindwhatever。
Thedrivergrunted,andDickwasconsciousofachangeintheair。
’Ismellthedawn,’hewhispered。
’Itishere,andyonderarethetroops。HaveIdonewell?’
Thecamelstretchedoutitsneckandroaredastherecamedownwindthepungentreekofcamelsinthesquare。
’Goon。Wemustgetthereswiftly。Goon。’
’Theyaremovingintheircamp。ThereissomuchdustthatIcannotseewhattheydo。’
’AmIinbettercase?Goforward。’
Theycouldhearthehumofvoicesahead,thehowlingandthebubblingofthebeastsandthehoarsecriesofthesoldiersgirthingupfortheday。
Twoorthreeshotswerefired。
’Isthatatus?SurelytheycanseethatIamEnglish,’Dickspokeangrily。
’Nay,itisfromthedesert,’thedriveranswered,coweringinhissaddle。
’Goforward,mychild!Wellitisthatthedawndidnotuncoverusanhourago。’
Thecamelheadedstraightforthecolumnandtheshotsbehindmultiplied。Thechildrenofthedeserthadarrangedthatmostuncomfortableofsurprises,adawnattackfortheEnglishtroops,andweregettingtheirdistancebysnap—shotsattheonlymovingobjectwithoutthesquare。
’Whatluck!Whatstupendousandimperialluck!’saidDick。’It’s"justbeforethebattle,mother。"Oh,Godhasbeenmostgoodtome!?
Only’——theagonyofthethoughtmadehimscrewuphiseyesforaninstant——’Maisie……’
’Allahu!Wearein,’saidtheman,ashedroveintotherearguardandthecamelknelt。
’Whothedeuceareyou?Despatchesorwhat?What’sthestrengthoftheenemybehindthatridge?Howdidyougetthrough?’askedadozenvoices。ForallanswerDicktookalongbreath,unbuckledhisbelt,andshoutedfromthesaddleatthetopofaweariedanddustyvoice,’Torpenhow!Ohe,Torp!Coo—ee,Tor—pen—how。’
Abeardedmanrakingintheashesofafireforalighttohispipemovedveryswiftlytowardsthatcry,astherearguard,facingabout,begantofireatthepuffsofsmokefromthehillocksaround。Graduallythescatteredwhitecloudletsdrewoutintothelonglinesofbankedwhitethathungheavilyinthestillnessofthedawnbeforetheyturnedoverwave—likeandglidedintothevalleys。Thesoldiersinthesquarewerecoughingandswearingastheirownsmokeobstructedtheirview,andtheyedgedforwardtogetbeyondit。Awoundedcamelleapedtoitsfeetandroaredaloud,thecryendinginabubblinggrunt。Someonehadcutitsthroattopreventconfusion。Thencamethethicksobofamanreceivinghisdeath—woundfromabullet;thenayellofagonyandredoubledfiring。
Therewasnotimetoaskanyquestions。
’Getdown,man!Getdownbehindthecamel!’
’No。Putme,Ipray,intheforefrontofthebattle。’DickturnedhisfacetoTorpenhowandraisedhishandtosethishelmetstraight,but,miscalculatingthedistance,knockeditoff。Torpenhowsawthathishairwasgrayonthetemples,andthathisfacewasthefaceofanoldman。
’Comedown,youdamnedfool!Dickie,comeoff!’
AndDickcameobediently,butasatreefalls,pitchingsidewaysfromtheBisharin’ssaddleatTorpenhow’sfeet。Hisluckhadheldtothelast,eventothecrowningmercyofakindlybulletthroughhishead。
Torpenhowkneltundertheleeofthecamel,withDick’sbodyinhisarms。