首页 >出版文学> The Light That Failed>第7章
  ’DoyourememberwhereIusedtokeepmybank—book?’saidhe。’Torptookittobebalancedjustbeforehewentaway。Lookandsee。’
  ’Itwasgenerallyunderthetobacco—jar。Ah!’
  ’Well?’
  ’Oh!Fourthousandtwohundredandtenpoundsnineshillingsandapenny!Ohmy!’
  ’Youcanhavethepenny。That’snotbadforoneyear’swork。Isthatandahundredandtwentypoundsayeargoodenough?’
  Theidlenessandtheprettyclotheswerealmostwithinherreachnow,butshemust,bybeinghousewifely,showthatshedeservedthem。
  ’Yes;butyou’dhavetomove,andifwetookaninventory,Ithinkwe’dfindthatMr。Beetonhasbeenprigginglittlethingsoutoftheroomshereandthere。Theydon’tlookasfullastheyused。’
  ’Nevermind,we’lllethimhavethem。TheonlythingI’mparticularlyanxioustotakeawayisthatpictureIusedyoufor——whenyouusedtoswearatme。We’llpulloutofthisplace,Bess,andgetawayasfaraseverwecan。’
  ’Ohyes,’shesaiduneasily。
  ’Idon’tknowwhereIcangotogetawayfrommyself,butI’lltry,andyoushallhavealltheprettyfrocksthatyoucarefor。You’lllikethat。
  Givemethatkissnow,Bess。Yegods!it’sgoodtoputone’sarmroundawoman’swaistagain。’
  Thencamethefulfilmentoftheprophecywithinthebrain。IfhisarmwerethusroundMaisie’swaistandakisshadjustbeengivenandtakenbetweenthem,——whythen……Hepressedthegirlmorecloselytohimselfbecausethepainwhippedhim。ShewaswonderinghowtoexplainalittleaccidenttotheMelancolia。Atanyrate,ifthismanreallydesiredthesolaceofhercompany——andcertainlyhewouldrelapseintohisoriginalsloughifshewithdrewit——hewouldnotbemorethanjustalittlevexed。
  Itwouldbedelightfulatleasttoseewhatwouldhappen,andbyherteachingsitwasgoodforamantostandincertainaweofhiscompanion。
  Shelaughednervously,andslippedoutofhisreach。
  ’Ishouldn’tworritaboutthatpictureifIwasyou,’shebegan,inthehopeofturninghisattention。
  ’It’satthebackofallmycanvasessomewhere。Findit,Bess;youknowitaswellasIdo。’
  ’Iknow——but——’
  ’Butwhat?You’vewitenoughtomanagethesaleofittoadealer。
  Womenhagglemuchbetterthanmen。Itmightbeamatterofeightorninehundredpoundsto——tous。Isimplydidn’tliketothinkaboutitforalongtime。Itwasmixedupwithmylifeso。——Butwe’llcoverupourtracksandgetridofeverything,eh?Makeafreshstartfromthebeginning,Bess。’
  Thenshebegantorepentverymuchindeed,becausesheknewthevalueofmoney。Still,itwasprobablethattheblindmanwasoverestimatingthevalueofhiswork。Gentlemen,sheknew,wereabsurdlyparticularabouttheirthings。Shegiggledasanervoushousemaidgiggleswhenshetriestoexplainthebreakageofapipe。
  ’I’mverysorry,butyourememberIwas——IwasangrywithyoubeforeMr。Torpenhowwentaway?’
  ’Youwereveryangry,child;andonmywordIthinkyouhadsomerighttobe。’
  ’ThenI——butaren’tyousureMr。Torpenhowdidn’ttellyou?’
  ’Tellmewhat?Goodgracious,whatareyoumakingsuchafussaboutwhenyoumightjustaswellbegivingmeanotherkiss?’
  Hewasbeginningtolearn,notforthefirsttimeinhisexperience,thatkissingisacumulativepoison。Themoreyougetofit,themoreyouwant。
  Bessiegavethekisspromptly,whispering,asshedidso,’IwassoangryI
  rubbedoutthatpicturewiththeturpentine。Youaren’tangry,areyou?’
  ’What?Saythatagain。’Theman’shandhadclosedonherwrist。
  ’Irubbeditoutwithturpsandtheknife,’falteredBessie。’Ithoughtyou’donlyhavetodoitoveragain。Youdiddoitoveragain,didn’tyou?
  Oh,letgoofmywrist;you’rehurtingme。’
  ’Isn’tthereanythingleftofthething?’
  ’N’nothingthatlookslikeanything。I’msorry——Ididn’tknowyou’dtakeonaboutit;Ionlymeanttodoitinfun。Youaren’tgoingtohitme?’
  ’Hityou!No!Let’sthink。’
  Hedidnotrelaxhisholduponherwristbutstoodstaringatthecarpet。
  Thenheshookhisheadasayoungsteershakesitwhenthelashofthestock—whipcrosshisnosewarnshimbacktothepathontotheshamblesthathewouldescape。ForweekshehadforcedhimselfnottothinkoftheMelancolia,becauseshewasapartofhisdeadlife。WithBessie’sreturnandcertainnewprospectsthathaddevelopedthemselves,theMelancolia——lovelierinhisimaginationthanshehadeverbeenoncanvas——reappeared。ByheraidhemighthaveprocuredmormoneywherewithtoamuseBessandtoforgetMaisie,aswellasanothertasteofanalmostforgottensuccess。Now,thankstoaviciouslittlehousemaid’sfolly,therewasnothingtolookfor——noteventhehopethathemightsomedaytakeanabidinginterestinthehousemaid。Worstofall,hehadbeenmadetoappearridiculousinMaisie’seyes。Awomanwillforgivethemanwhohasruinedherlife’sworksolongashegivesherlove;amanmayforgivethosewhoruintheloveofhislife,buthewillneverforgivethedestructionofhiswork。
  ’Tck——tck——tck,’saidDickbetweenhisteeth,andthenlaughedsoftly。’It’sanomen,Bessie,and——agoodmanythingsconsidered,itservesmerightfordoingwhatIhavedone。ByJove!thataccountsforMaisie’srunningaway。Shemusthavethoughtmeperfectlymad——smallblametoher!Thewholepictureruined,isn’titso?Whatmadeyoudoit?’
  ’BecauseIwasthatangry。I’mnotangrynow——I’mawfulsorry。’
  ’Iwonder。——Itdoesn’tmatter,anyhow。I’mtoblameformakingthemistake。’
  ’Whatmistake?’
  ’Somethingyouwouldn’tunderstand,dear。Greatheavens!tothinkthatalittlepieceofdirtlikeyoucouldthrowmeoutofstride!’DickwastalkingtohimselfasBessietriedtoshakeoffhisgriponherwrist。
  ’Iain’tapieceofdirt,andyoushouldn’tcallmeso!Ididit’causeIhatedyou,andI’monlysorrynow’causeyou’re——’causeyou’re————’
  ’Exactly——becauseI’mblind。There’snotingliketactinlittlethings。’
  Bessiebegantosob。Shedidnotlikebeingshackledagainstherwill;shewasafraidoftheblindfaceandthelookuponit,andwassorrytoothathergreatrevengehadonlymadeDicklaugh。
  ’Don’tcry,’hesaid,andtookherintohisarms。’Youonlydidwhatyouthoughtright。’
  ’I——Iain’talittlepieceofdirt,andifyousaythatI’llnevercometoyouagain。’
  ’Youdon’tknowwhatyou’vedonetome。I’mnotangry——indeed,I’mnot。
  Bequietforaminute。’
  Bessieremainedinhisarmsshrinking。Dick’sfirstthoughtwasconnectedwithMaisie,andithurthimaswhite—hotironhurtsanopensore。
  Notfornothingisamanpermittedtoallyhimselftothewrongwoman。
  Thefirstpang——thefirstsenseofthingslostisbutthepreludetotheplay,fortheveryjustProvidencewhodelightsincausingpainhasdecreedthattheagonyshallreturn,andthatinthemidstofkeenestpleasure。
  Theyknowthispainequallywhohaveforsakenorbeenforsakenbytheloveoftheirlife,andintheirnewwives’armsarecompelledtorealiseit。
  Itisbettertoremainaloneandsufferonlythemiseryofbeingalone,solongasitispossibletofinddistractionindailywork。Whenthatresourcegoesthemanistobepitiedandleftalone。
  ThesethingsandsomeothersDickconsideredwhilehewasholdingBessietohisheart。
  ’Thoughyoumayn’tknowit,’hesaid,raisinghishead,’theLordisajustandaterribleGod,Bess;withaverystrongsenseofhumour。Itservesmeright——howitservesmeright!Torpcouldunderstanditifhewerehere;hemusthavesufferedsomethingatyourhands,child,butonlyforaminuteorso。Isavedhim。Setthattomycredit,someone。’
  ’Letmego,’saidBess,herfacedarkening。’Letmego。’
  ’Allingoodtime。DidyoueverattendSundayschool?’
  ’Never。Letmego,Itellyou;you’remakingfunofme。’
  ’Indeed,I’mnot。I’mmakingfunofmyself……Thus。"Hesavedothers,himselfhecannotsave。"Itisn’texactlyaschool—boardtext。’Hereleasedherwrist,butsincehewasbetweenherandthedoor,shecouldnotescape。’Whatanenormousamountofmischiefonelittlewomancando!’
  ’I’msorry;I’mawfulsorryaboutthepicture。’
  ’I’mnot。I’mgratefultoyouforspoilingit……Whatwerewetalkingaboutbeforeyoumentionedthething?’
  ’Aboutgettingaway——andmoney。Meandyougoingaway。’
  ’Ofcourse。Wewillgetaway——thatistosay,Iwill。’
  ’Andme?’
  ’Youshallhavefiftywholepoundsforspoilingapicture。’
  ’Thenyouwon’t————?’
  ’I’mafraidnot,dear。Thinkoffiftypoundsforprettythingsalltoyourself。’
  ’Yousaidyoucouldn’tdoanythingwithoutme。’
  ’Thatwastruealittlewhileago。I’mbetternow,thankyou。Getmemyhat。’
  ’S’poseIdon’t?’
  ’Beetonwill,andyou’lllosefiftypounds。That’sall。Getit。’
  Bessiecursedunderherbreath。Shehadpitiedthemansincerely,hadkissedhimwithalmostequalsincerity,forhewasnotunhandsome;itpleasedhertobeinawayandforatimehisprotector,andabovealltherewerefourthousandpoundstobehandledbysomeone。Nowthroughaslipofthetongueandalittlefemininedesiretogivealittle,nottoomuch,painshehadlostthemoney,theblessedidlenessandtheprettythings,thecompanionship,andthechanceoflookingoutwardlyasrespectableasareallady。
  ’Nowfillmeapipe。Tobaccodoesn’ttaste,butitdoesn’tmatter,andI’llthinkthingsout。What’sthedayoftheweek,Bess?’
  ’Tuesday。’
  ’ThenThursday’smail—day。Whatafool——whatablindfoolIhavebeen!?
  Twenty—twopoundscoversmypassagehomeagain。Allowtenforadditionalexpenses。WemustputupatMadamBinat’sforoldtime’ssake。Thirty—twopoundsaltogether。Addahundredforthecostofthelasttrip——Gad,won’tTorpstaretoseeme!——ahundredandthirty—twoleavesseventy—eightforbaksheesh——Ishallneedit——andtoplaywith。
  Whatareyoucryingfor,Bess?Itwasn’tyourfault,child;itwasminealtogether。Oh,youfunnylittleopossum,mopyoureyesandtakemeout!?
  Iwantthepass—bookandthecheck—book。Stopaminute。Fourthousandpoundsatfourpercent——that’ssafeinterest——meansahundredandsixtypoundsayear;onehundredandtwentypoundsahear——alsosafe——istwoeighty,andtwohundredandeightypoundsaddedtothreehundredayearmeansgildedluxuryforasinglewoman。Bess,we’llgotothebank。’
  Richerbytwohundredandtenpoundsstoredinhismoney—belt,DickcausedBessie,nowthoroughlybewildered,tohurryfromthebanktotheP。andO。offices,whereheexplainedthingstersely。
  ’PortSaid,singlefirst;cabinasclosetothebaggage—hatchaspossible。
  Whatship’sgoing?’
  ’TheColgong,’saidtheclerk。
  ’She’sawetlittlehooker。IsitTilburyandatender,orGalleonsandthedocks?’
  ’Galleons。Twelve—forty,Thursday。’
  ’Thanks。Change,please。Ican’tseeverywell——willyoucountitintomyhand?’
  ’Iftheyalltooktheirpassageslikethatinsteadoftalkingabouttheirtrunks,lifewouldbeworthsomething,’saidtheclerktohisneighbour,whowastryingtoexplaintoaharassedmotherofmanythatcondensedmilkisjustasgoodforbabesatseaasdailydairy。Beingnineteenandunmarried,hespokewithconviction。
  ’Wearenow,’quothDick,astheyreturnedtothestudio,pattingtheplacewherehismoney—beltcoveredticketandmoney,’beyondthereachofman,ordevil,orwoman——whichismuchmoreimportant。I’vehadthreelittleaffairstocarrythroughbeforeThursday,butIneedn’taskyoutohelp,Bess。ComehereonThursdaymorningatnine。We’llbreakfast,andyoushalltakemedowntoGalleonsStation。’
  ’Whatareyougoingtodo?’
  ’Goingaway,ofcourse。WhatshouldIstayfor?’
  ’Butyoucan’tlookafteryourself?’
  ’Icandoanything。Ididn’trealiseitbefore,butIcan。I’vedoneagreatdealalready。ResolutionshallbetreatedtoonekissifBessiedoesn’tobject。’Strangelyenough,BessieobjectedandDicklaughed。’Isupposeyou’reright。Well,comeatninethedayafterto—morrowandyou’llgetyourmoney。’
  ’ShallIsure?’
  ’Idon’tbilk,andyouwon’tknowwhetherIdoornotunlessyoucome。
  Oh,butit’slongandlongtowait!Good—bye,Bessie,——sendBeetonhereasyougoout。’
  Thehousekeepercame。
  ’Whatareallthefittingsofmyroomsworth?’saidDick,imperiously。
  ’’Tisn’tformetosay,sir。Somethingsisveryprettyandsomeisworeoutdreadful。’
  ’I’minsuredfortwohundredandseventy。’
  ’Insurancepoliciesisnocriterion,thoughIdon’tsay————’
  ’Oh,damnyourlongwindedness!You’vemadeyourpickingsoutofmeandtheothertenants。Why,youtalkedofretiringandbuyingapublic—housetheotherday。Giveastraightanswertoastraightquestion。’
  ’Fifty,’saidMr。Beeton,withoutamoment’shesitation。
  ’Doubleit;orI’llbreakuphalfmysticksandburntherest。’
  Hefelthiswaytoabookstandthatsupportedapileofsketch—books,andwrenchedoutoneofthemahoganypillars。
  ’That’ssinful,sir,’saidthehousekeeper,alarmed。
  ’It’smyown。Onehundredor————’
  ’Onehundreditis。It’llcostmethreeandsixtogetthattherepilastermended。’
  ’Ithoughtso。Whatanoutandoutswindleryoumusthavebeentospringthatpriceatonce!’
  ’IhopeI’vedonenothingtodissatisfyanyofthetenants,leastofallyou,sir。’
  ’Nevermindthat。Getmethemoneyto—morrow,andseethatallmyclothesarepackedinthelittlebrownbullock—trunk。I’mgoing。’
  ’Butthequarter’snotice?’
  ’I’llpayforfeit。Lookafterthepackingandleavemealone。’
  Mr。Beetondiscussedthisnewdeparturewithhiswife,whodecidedthatBessiewasatthebottomofitall。Herhusbandtookamorecharitableview。
  ’It’sverysudden——butthenhewasalwayssuddeninhisways。Listentohimnow!’
  TherewasasoundofchantingfromDick’sroom。
  ’We’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore;
  We’llgotothedeuceonanyexcuse,Andnevercomebacknomore!?
  Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore,boys,Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore;
  Butwe’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore!’?
  ’Mr。Beeton!Mr。Beeton!Wherethedeuceismypistol?’
  ’Quick,he’sgoingtoshoothimself——’avin’gonemad!’saidMrs。Beeton。
  Mr。BeetonaddressedDicksoothingly,butitwassometimebeforethelatter,threshingupanddownhisbedroom,couldrealisetheintentionofthepromisesto’findeverythingto—morrow,sir。’
  ’Oh,youcopper—nosedoldfool——youimpotentAcademician!’heshoutedatlast。’DoyousupposeIwanttoshootmyself?Takethepistolinyoursillyshakinghandthen。Ifyoutouchit,itwillgooff,becauseit’sloaded。
  It’samongmycampaign—kitsomewhere——intheparcelatthebottomofthetrunk。’
  LongagoDickhadcarefullypossessedhimselfofaforty—poundweightfield—equipmentconstructedbytheknowledgeofhisownexperience。Itwasthisput—awaytreasurethathewastryingtofindandrehandle。Mr。
  Beetonwhippedtherevolveroutofitsplaceonthetopofthepackage,andDickdrovehishandamongthekhakicoatandbreeches,theblueclothleg—bands,andtheheavyflannelshirtsdoubledoverapairofswan—neckspurs。Undertheseandthewater—bottlelayasketch—bookandapigskincaseofstationery。
  ’Thesewedon’twant;youcanhavethem,Mr。Beeton。EverythingelseI’llkeep。Pack’emonthetopright—handsideofmytrunk。Whenyou’vedonethatcomeintothestudiowithyourwife。Iwantyouboth。Waitaminute;getmeapenandasheetofnotepaper。’
  Itisnotaneasythingtowritewhenyoucannotsee,andDickhadparticularreasonsforwishingthathisworkshouldbeclear。Sohebegan,followinghisrighthandwithhisleft:’"ThebadnessofthiswritingisbecauseIamblindandcannotseemypen。"H’mph!——evenalawyercan’tmistakethat。Itmustbesigned,Isuppose,butitneedn’tbewitnessed。Nowaninchlower——whydidIneverlearntouseatype—writer?——"Thisisthelastwillandtestamentofme,RichardHeldar。
  Iaminsoundbodilyandmentalhealth,andthereisnopreviouswilltorevoke。"——That’sallright。Damnthepen!WhereaboutsonthepaperwasI?——"IleaveeverythingthatIpossessintheworld,includingfourthousandpounds,andtwothousandsevenhundredandtwentyeightpoundsheldforme"——oh,Ican’tgetthisstraight。’Hetoreoffhalfthesheetandbeganagainwiththecautionaboutthehandwriting。Then:’I
  leaveallthemoneyIpossessintheworldto’——herefollowedMaisie’sname,andthenamesofthetwobanksthatheldthemoney。
  ’Itmayn’tbequiteregular,butnoonehasashadowofarighttodisputeit,andI’vegivenMaisie’saddress。Comein,Mr。Beeton。Thisismysignature;Iwantyouandyourwifetowitnessit。Thanks。To—morrowyoumusttakemetothelandlordandI’llpayforfeitforleavingwithoutnotice,andI’lllodgethispaperwithhimincaseanythinghappenswhileI’maway。Nowwe’regoingtolightupthestudiostove。Staywithme,andgivememypapersasIwant’em。’
  Nooneknowsuntilhehastriedhowfineablazeayear’saccumulationofbills,letters,anddocketscanmake。Dickstuffedintothestoveeverydocumentinthestudio——savingonlythreeunopenedletters;destroyedsketch—books,roughnote—books,newandhalf—finishedcanvasesalike。
  ’Whatalotofrubbishatenantgetsabouthimifhestayslongenoughinoneplace,tobesure,’saidMr。Beeton,atlast。
  ’Hedoes。Isthereanythingmoreleft?’Dickfeltroundthewalls。
  ’Notathing,andthestove’snighred—hot。’
  ’Excellent,andyou’velostaboutathousandpounds’worthofsketches。
  Ho!ho!Quiteathousandpounds’worth,ifIcanrememberwhatIusedtobe。’
  ’Yes,sir,’politely。Mr。BeetonwasquitesurethatDickhadgonemad,otherwisehewouldhaveneverpartedwithhisexcellentfurnitureforasong。Thecanvasthingstookupstorageroomandweremuchbetteroutoftheway。
  Thereremainedonlytoleavethelittlewillinsafehands:thatcouldnotbeaccomplishedtoto—morrow。Dickgropedaboutthefloorpickingupthelastpiecesofpaper,assuredhimselfagainandagainthatthereremainednowrittenwordorsignofhispastlifeindrawerordesk,andsatdownbeforethestovetillthefirediedoutandthecontractingironcrackedinthesilenceofthenight。
  CHAPTERXV
  Withaheartoffuriousfancies,WhereofIamcommander;
  Withaburningspearandahorseofair,TothewildernessIwander。
  WithaknightofghostsandshadowsIsummonedamtotourney——
  Tenleaguesbeyondthewideworld’send,Methinksitisnojourney。
  ——Toma’Bedlam’sSong。?
  ’GOOD—BYE,Bess;Ipromisedyoufifty。Here’sahundred——allthatIgotformyfurniturefromBeeton。Thatwillkeepyouinprettyfrocksforsometime。You’vebeenagoodlittlegirl,allthingsconsidered,butyou’vegivenmeandTorpenhowafairamountoftrouble。’
  ’GiveMr。Torpenhowmyloveifyouseehim,won’tyou?’
  ’OfcourseIwill,dear。Nowtakemeupthegang—plankandintothecabin。Onceaboardtheluggerandthemaidis——andIamfree,Imean。’
  ’Who’lllookafteryouonthisship?’
  ’Thehead—steward,ifthere’sanyuseinmoney。ThedoctorwhenwecometoPortSaid,ifIknowanythingofP。andO。doctors。Afterthat,theLordwillprovide,asHeusedtodo。’
  BessfoundDickhiscabininthewildturmoilofashipfullofleavetakersandweepingrelatives。Thenhekissedher,andlaidhimselfdowninhisbunkuntilthedecksshouldbeclear。Hewhohadtakensolongtomoveabouthisowndarkenedroomswellunderstoodthegeographyofaship,andthenecessityofseeingtohisowncomfortswasaswinetohim。
  BeforethescrewbegantothrashtheshipalongtheDockshehadbeenintroducedtothehead—steward,hadroyallytippedhim,securedagoodplaceattable,openedouthisbaggage,andsettledhimselfdownwithjoyinthecabin。Itwasscarcelynecessarytofeelhiswayashemovedabout,forhekneweverythingsowell。ThenGodwasverykind:adeepsleepofwearinesscameuponhimjustashewouldhavethoughtofMaisie,andheslepttillthesteamerhadclearedthemouthoftheThamesandwasliftingtothepulseoftheChannel。
  Therattleoftheengines,thereekofoilandpaint,andaveryfamiliarsoundinthenextcabinrousedhimtohisnewinheritance。
  ’Oh,it’sgoodtobealiveagain!’Heyawned,stretchedhimselfvigorously,andwentondecktobetoldthattheywerealmostabreastofthelightsofBrighton。ThisisnomoreopenwaterthanTrafalgalSquareisacommon;thefreelevelsbeginatUshant;butnonethelessDickcouldfeelthehealingoftheseaatworkuponhimalready。Aboisterouslittlecross—swellswungthesteamerdisrespectfullybythenose;andonewavebreakingfaraftspatteredthequarterdeckandthepileofnewdeck—chairs。Heheardthefoamfallwiththeclashofbrokenglass,wasstunginthefacebyacupful,andsniffingluxuriously,felthiswaytothesmoking—roombythewheel。Thereastrongbreezefoundhim,blewhiscapoffandlefthimbareheadedinthedoorway,andthesmoking—roomsteward,understandingthathewasavoyagerofexperience,saidthattheweatherwouldbestiffinthechopsofftheChannelandmorethanhalfagaleintheBay。Thesethingsfellastheywereforetold,andDickenjoyedhimselftotheutmost。Itisallowableandevennecessaryatseatolayfirmholdupontables,stanchions,andropesinmovingfromplacetoplace。Onlandthemanwhofeelswithhishandsispatentlyblind。Atseaevenablindmanwhoisnotsea—sickcanjestwiththedoctorovertheweaknessofhisfellows。Dicktoldthedoctormanytales——andthesearecoinofmorevaluethansilverifproperlyhandled——smokedwithhimtillunholyhoursofthenight,andsowonhisshort—livedregardthathepromisedDickafewhoursofhistimewhentheycametoPortSaid。
  Andthesearoaredorwasstillasthewindsblew,andtheenginessangtheirsongdayandnight,andthesungrewstrongerdaybyday,andTomtheLascarbarbershavedDickofamorningundertheopenedhatch—gratingwherethecoolwindsblew,andtheawningswerespreadandthepassengersmademerry,andatlasttheycametoPortSaid。
  ’Takeme,’saidDick,tothedoctor,’toMadameBinat’s——ifyouknowwherethatis。’
  ’Whew!’saidthedoctor,’Ido。There’snotmuchtochoosebetween’em;
  butIsupposeyou’reawarethatthat’soneoftheworsthousesintheplace。They’llrobyoutobeginwith,andknifeyoulater。’
  ’Notthey。Takemethere,andIcanlookaftermyself。’
  SohewasbroughttoMadameBinat’sandfilledhisnostrilswiththewell—rememberedsmelloftheEast,thatrunswithoutachangefromtheCanalheadtoHong—Kong,andhismouthwiththevillainousLinguaFrancaoftheLevant。Theheatsmotehimbetweentheshoulder—bladeswiththebuffetofanoldfriend,hisfeetslippedonthesand,andhiscoat—sleevewaswarmasnew—bakedbreadwhenheliftedittohisnose。
  MadameBinatsmiledwiththesmilethatknowsnoastonishmentwhenDickenteredthedrinking—shopwhichwasonesourceofhergains。Butforalittleaccidentofcompletedarknesshecouldhardlyrealisethathehadeverquittedtheoldlifethathummedinhisears。SomebodyopenedabottleofpeculiarlystrongSchiedam。ThesmellremindedDickofMonsieurBinat,who,bytheway,hadspokenofartanddegradation。
  Binatwasdead;Madamesaidasmuchwhenthedoctordeparted,scandalised,sofarasaship’sdoctorcanbe,atthewarmthofDick’sreception。Dickwasdelightedatit。’Theyremembermehereafterayear。Theyhaveforgottenmeacrossthewaterbythistime。Madame,I
  wantalongtalkwithyouwhenyou’reatliberty。Itisgoodtobebackagain。’
  Intheeveningshesetaniron—toppedcaf?—tableoutonthesands,andDickandshesatbyit,whilethehousebehindthemfilledwithriot,merriment,oaths,andthreats。ThestarscameoutandthelightsoftheshippingintheharbourtwinkledbytheheadoftheCanal。
  ’Yes。Thewarisgoodfortrade,myfriend;butwhatdostthoudohere?
  Wehavenotforgottenthee。’
  ’IwasoverthereinEnglandandIwentblind。’
  ’Buttherewasthegloryfirst。Weheardofithere,evenhere——IandBinat;andthouhastusedtheheadofYellow’Tina——sheisstillalive——sooftenandsowellthat’Tinalaughedwhenthepapersarrivedbythemail—boats。Itwasalwayssomethingthatweherecouldrecogniseinthepaintings。Andthentherewasalwaysthegloryandthemoneyforthee。’
  ’Iamnotpoor——Ishallpayyouwell。’
  ’Nottome。Thouhastpaidforeverything。’Underherbreath,’MonDieu,tobeblindandsoyoung!Whathorror!’
  Dickcouldnotseeherfacewiththepityonit,orhisownwiththediscolouredhairatthetemples。Hedidnotfeeltheneedofpity;hewastooanxioustogettothefrontoncemore,andexplainedhisdesire。
  ’Andwhere?TheCanalisfulloftheEnglishships。Sometimestheyfireastheyusedtodowhenthewarwashere——tenyearsago。BeyondCairothereisfighting,buthowcanstthougotherewithoutacorrespondent’spassport?Andinthedesertthereisalwaysfighting,butthatisimpossiblealso,’saidshe。
  ’ImustgotoSuakin。’Heknew,thankstoAlf’sreadings,thatTorpenhowwasatworkwiththecolumnthatwasprotectingtheconstructionoftheSuakin—Berberline。P。andO。steamersdonottouchatthatport,and,besides,MadameBinatkneweverybodywhosehelporadvicewasworthanything。Theywerenotrespectablefolk,buttheycouldcausethingstobeaccomplished,whichismuchmoreimportantwhenthereisworktoward。
  ’ButatSuakintheyarealwaysfighting。Thatdesertbreedsmenalways——andalwaysmoremen。Andtheyaresobold!WhytoSuakin?’
  ’Myfriendisthere。
  ’Thyfriend!Chtt!Thyfriendisdeath,then。’
  MadameBinatdroppedafatarmonthetable—top,filledDick’sglassanew,andlookedathimcloselyunderthestars。Therewasnoneedthatheshouldbowhisheadinassentandsay——
  ’No。Heisaman,but——ifitshouldarrive……blamestthou?’
  ’Iblame?’shelaughedshrilly。’WhoamIthatIshouldblameanyone——exceptthosewhotrytocheatmeovertheirconsommations。Butitisveryterrible。’
  ’ImustgotoSuakin。Thinkforme。Agreatdealhaschangedwithintheyear,andthemenIknewarenothere。TheEgyptianlighthousesteamergoesdowntheCanaltoSuakin——andthepost—boats——Buteventhen————’
  ’Donotthinkanylonger。Iknow,anditisformetothink。Thoushaltgo——thoushaltgoandseethyfriend。Bewise。Sithereuntilthehouseisalittlequiet——Imustattendtomyguests——andafterwardsgotobed。Thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。’
  ’To—morrow?’
  ’Assoonasmaybe。’Shewastalkingasthoughhewereachild。
  Hesatatthetablelisteningtothevoicesintheharbourandthestreets,andwonderinghowsoontheendwouldcome,tillMadameBinatcarriedhimofftobedandorderedhimtosleep。Thehouseshoutedandsanganddancedandrevelled,MadameBinatmovingthroughitwithoneeyeontheliquorpaymentsandthegirlsandtheotheronDick’sinterests。TothislatterendshesmileduponscowlingandfurtiveTurkishofficersoffellaheenregiments,andmorethankindtocamelagentsofnonationalitywhatever。
  Intheearlymorning,beingthenappropriatelydressedinaflamingredsilkball—dress,withafrontoftarnishedgoldembroideryandanecklaceofplate—glassdiamonds,shemadechocolateandcarrieditintoDick。
  ’ItisonlyI,andIamofdiscreetage,eh?Drinkandeattherolltoo。ThusinFrancemothersbringtheirsons,whenthosebehavewisely,themorningchocolate。’Shesatdownonthesideofthebedwhispering:——
  ’Itisallarranged。Thouwiltgobythelighthouseboat。ThatisabribeoftenpoundsEnglish。ThecaptainisneverpaidbytheGovernment。TheboatcomestoSuakininfourdays。TherewillgowiththeeGeorge,aGreekmuleteer。Anotherbribeoftenpounds。Iwillpay;theymustnotknowofthymoney。Georgewillgowiththeeasfarashegoeswithhismules。Thenhecomesbacktome,forhiswell—belovedishere,andifIdonotreceiveatelegramfromSuakinsayingthatthouartwell,thegirlanswersforGeorge。’
  ’Thankyou。’Hereachedoutsleepilyforthecup。’Youaremuchtookind,Madame。’
  ’IftherewereanythingthatImightdoIwouldsay,stayhereandbewise;butIdonotthinkthatwouldbebestforthee。’Shelookedatherliquor—staineddresswithasadsmile。’Nay,thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。Itisbestso。Myboy,itisbestso。’
  ShestoopedandkissedDickbetweentheeyes。’Thatisforgood—morning,’shesaid,goingaway。’WhenthouartdressedwewillspeaktoGeorgeandmakeeverythingready。Butfirstwemustopenthelittletrunk。Givemethekeys。’
  ’Theamountofkissinglatelyhasbeensimplyscandalous。IshallexpectTorptokissmenext。Heismorelikelytoswearatmeforgettinginhisway,though。Well,itwon’tlastlong。——Ohe,Madame,helpmetomytoiletteoftheguillotine!Therewillbenochanceofdressingproperlyoutyonder。’
  Hewasrummagingamonghisnewcampaign—kit,androwellinghishandswiththespurs。Therearetwosaysofwearingwell—oiledankle—jacks,spotlessbluebands,khakicoatandbreeches,andaperfectlypipeclayedhelmet。Therightwayisthewayoftheuntiredman,masterofhimself,settingoutuponanexpedition,wellpleased。
  ’Everythingmustbeverycorrect,’Dickexplained。’Itwillbecomedirtyafterwards,butnowitisgoodtofeelwelldressed。Iseverythingasitshouldbe?’
  Hepattedtherevolverneatlyhiddenunderthefulnessoftheblouseontherighthipandfingeredhiscollar。
  ’Icandonomore,’Madamesaid,betweenlaughingandcrying。’Lookatthyself——butIforgot。’
  ’Iamverycontent。’Hestrokedthecreaselessspiralsofhisleggings。
  ’NowletusgoandseethecaptainandGeorgeandthelighthouseboat。
  Bequick,Madame。’
  ’Butthoucanstnotbeseenbytheharbourwalkingwithmeinthedaylight。FiguretoyourselfifsomeEnglishladies————’
  ’TherearenoEnglishladies;andifthereare,Ihaveforgottenthem。
  Takemethere。’
  Inspiteofthisburningimpatienceitwasnearlyeveningerethelighthouseboatbegantomove。MadamehadsaidagreatdealbothtoGeorgeandthecaptaintouchingthearrangementsthatweretobemadeforDick’sbenefit。VeryfewmenwhohadthehonourofheracquaintancecaredtodisregardMadame’sadvice。Thatsortofcontemptmightendinbeingknifedbyastrangerinagamblinghelluponsurprisinglyshortprovocation。
  Forsixdays——twoofthemwerewastedinthecrowdedCanal——thelittlesteamerworkedherwaytoSuakin,whereshewastopickupthesuperintendentofthelighthouse;andDickmadeithisbusinesstopropitiateGeorge,whowasdistractedwithfearsforthesafetyofhislight—of—loveandhalfinclinedtomakeDickresponsibleforhisowndiscomfort。WhentheyarrivedGeorgetookhimunderhiswing,andtogethertheyenteredthered—hotseaport,encumberedwiththematerialandwastageoftheSuakin—Bergerline,fromlocomotivesindisconsolatefragmentstomoundsofchairsandpot—sleepers。
  ’Ifyoukeepwithme,’saidGeorge,’nobodywillaskforpassportsorwhatyoudo。Theyareallverybusy。’
  ’Yes;butIshouldliketohearsomeoftheEnglishmentalk。Theymightrememberme。Iwasknownherealongtimeago——whenIwassomeoneindeed。’
  ’Alongtimeagoisaverylongtimeagohere。Thegraveyardsarefull。
  Nowlisten。ThisnewrailwayrunsoutsofarasTanai—el—Hassan——thatissevenmiles。Thenthereisacamp。TheysaythatbeyondTanai—el—HassantheEnglishtroopsgoforward,andeverythingthattheyrequirewillbebroughttothembythisline。’
  ’Ah!Basecamp。Isee。That’sabetterbusinessthanfightingFuzziesintheopen。’
  ’Forthisreasoneventhemulestoupintheiron—train。’
  ’Ironwhat?’
  ’Itisallcoveredwithiron,becauseitisstillbeingshotat。’
  ’Anarmouredtrain。Betterandbetter!Goon,faithfulGeorge。’
  ’AndIgoupwithmymulesto—night。Onlythosewhoparticularlyrequiretogotothecampgooutwiththetrain。Theybegintoshootnotfarfromthecity。’
  ’Thedears——theyalwaysusedto!’Dicksnuffedthesmellofparcheddust,heatediron,andflakingpaintwithdelight。Certainlytheoldlifewaswelcominghimbackmostgenerously。
  ’WhenIhavegotmymulestogetherIgoupto—night,butyoumustfirstsendatelegramofPortSaid,declaringthatIhavedoneyounoharm。’
  ’Madamehasyouwellinhand。Wouldyoustickaknifeintomeifyouhadthechance?’
  ’Ihavenochance,’saidtheGreek。’Sheistherewiththatwoman。’
  ’Isee。It’sabadthingtobedividedbetweenloveofwomanandthechanceofloot。Isympathisewithyou,George。’
  Theywenttothetelegraph—officeunquestioned,foralltheworldwasdesperatelybusyandhadscarcelytimetoturnitshead,andSuakinwasthelastplaceunderskythatwouldbechosenforholiday—ground。OntheirreturnthevoiceofanEnglishsubalternaskedDickwhathewasdoing。ThebluegoggleswereoverhiseyesandhewalkedwithhishandonGeorge’selbowashereplied——
  ’EgyptianGovernment——mules。MyordersaretogivethemovertotheA。
  C。G。atTanai—el—Hassan。Anyoccasiontoshowmypapers?’
  ’Oh,certainlynot。Ibegyourpardon。I’dnorighttoask,butnotseeingyourfacebeforeI————’
  ’Igooutinthetrainto—night,Isuppose,’saidDick,boldly。’Therewillbenodifficultyinloadingupthemules,willthere?’
  ’Youcanseethehorse—platformsfromhere。Youmusthavethemloadedupearly。’Theyoungmanwentawaywonderingwhatsortofbroken—downwaifthismightbewhotalkedlikeagentlemanandconsortedwithGreekmuleteers。Dickfeltunhappy。TooutfaceanEnglishofficerisnosmallthing,buttheblufflosesrelishwhenoneplaysitfromtheutterdark,andstumblesupanddownroughways,thinkingandeternallythinkingofwhatmighthavebeenifthingshadfallenoutotherwise,andallhadbeenasitwasnot。
  GeorgesharedhismealwithDickandwentofftothemule—lines。Hischargesataloneinashedwithhisfaceinhishands。Beforehistight—shuteyesdancedthefaceofMaisie,laughing,withpartedlips。Therewasagreatbustleandclamourabouthim。HegrewafraidandalmostcalledforGeorge。
  ’Isay,haveyougotyourmulesready?’Itwasthevoiceofthesubalternoverhisshoulder。
  ’Myman’slookingafterthem。The——thefactisI’veatouchofophthalmiaandcan’tseeverywell。
  ’ByJove!that’sbad。Yououghttolieupinhospitalforawhile。I’vehadaturnofitmyself。It’sasbadasbeingblind。’
  ’SoIfindit。Whendoesthisarmouredtraingo?’
  ’Atsixo’clock。Ittakesanhourtocoverthesevenmiles。’
  ’AretheFuzziesontherampage——eh?’
  ’Aboutthreenightsaweek。FactisI’minactingcommandofthenight—train。ItgenerallyrunsbackemptytoTanaiforthenight。’
  ’BigcampatTanai,Isuppose?’
  ’Prettybig。Ithastofeedourdesert—columnsomehow。’
  ’Isthatfaroff?’
  ’Betweenthirtyandfortymiles——inaninfernalthirstycountry。’
  ’IsthecountryquietbetweenTanaiandourmen?’
  ’Moreorless。Ishouldn’tcaretocrossitalone,orwithasubaltern’scommandforthematterofthat,butthescoutsgetthroughitinsomeextraordinaryfashion。’
  ’Theyalwaysdid。’
  ’Haveyoubeenherebefore,then?’
  ’Iwasthroughmostofthetroublewhenitfirstbrokeout。’
  ’Intheserviceandcashiered,’wasthesubaltern’sfirstthought,soherefrainedfromputtinganyquestions。
  ’There’syoumancomingupwiththemules。Itseemsratherqueer————’
  ’ThatIshouldbemule—leading?’saidDick。
  ’Ididn’tmeantosayso,butitis。Forgiveme——it’sbeastlyimpertinenceI
  know,butyouspeaklikeamanwhohasbeenatapublicschool。There’snomistakingthetone。’
  ’Iamapublicschoolman。’
  ’Ithoughtso。Isay,Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelings,butyou’realittledownonyourluck,aren’tyou?Isawyousittingwithyourheadinyourhands,andthat’swhyIspoke。’
  ’Thanks。Iamaboutasthoroughlyandcompletelybrokeasamanneedbe。’
  ’Suppose——ImeanI’mapublicschoolmanmyself。Couldn’tI
  perhaps——takeitasaloany’knowand————’
  ’You’remuchtoogood,butonmyhonourI’veasmuchmoneyasIwant……Itellyouwhatyoucoulddoforme,though,andputmeunderaneverlastingobligation。Letmecomeintothebogietruckofthetrain。
  Thereisafore—truck,isn’tthere?’
  ’Yes。Howd’youknow?’
  ’I’vebeeninanarmouredtrainbefore。Onlyletmesee——hearsomeofthefunImean,andI’llbegrateful。Igoatmyownriskasanon—combatant。’
  Theyoungmanthoughtforaminute。’Allright,’hesaid。’We’resupposedtobeanemptytrain,andthere’snoonetoblowmeupattheotherend。’
  Georgeandahordeofyellingamateurassistantshadloadedupthemules,andthenarrow—gaugearmouredtrain,platedwiththree—eighthsinchboiler—platetillitlookedlikeonelongcoffin,stoodreadytostart。
  Twobogietrucksrunningbeforethelocomotivewerecompletelycoveredinwithplating,exceptthattheleadingonewaspiercedinfrontforthemuzzleofamachine—gun,andthesecondateithersideforlateralfire。
  Thetruckstogethermadeonelongiron—vaultedchamberinwhichascoreofartillerymenwererioting。
  ’Whitechapel——lasttrain!Ah,Iseeyerkissin’inthefirstclassthere!’
  somebodyshouted,justasDickwasclamouringintotheforwardtruck。
  ’Lordy!’Ere’sareallivepassengerfortheKew,Tanai,Acton,andEalin’train。Echo,sir。Speshuledition!Star,sir。’——’ShallIgetyouafoot—warmer?’saidanother。
  ’Thanks。I’llpaymyfooting,’saidDick,andrelationsofthemostamiablewereestablishederesilencecamewiththearrivalofthesubaltern,andthetrainjoltedoutovertheroughtrack。
  ’ThisisanimmenseimprovementonshootingtheunimpressionableFuzzyintheopen,’saidDick,fromhisplaceinthecorner。
  ’Oh,buthe’sstillunimpressed。Therehegoes!’saidthesubaltern,asabulletstrucktheoutsideofthetruck。’Wealwayshaveatleastonedemonstrationagainstthenight—train。Generallytheyattacktherear—truck,wheremyjuniorcommands。Hegetsallthefunofthefair。’
  ’Notto—nightthough!Listen!’saidDick。Aflightofheavy—handedbulletswassucceededbyyellingandshouts。Thechildrenofthedesertvaluedtheirnightlyamusement,andthetrainwasanexcellentmark。
  ’Isitworthgivingthemhalfahopperfull?’thesubalternaskedoftheengine,whichwasdrivenbyaLieutenantofSappers。
  ’Ishouldthinkso!Thisismysectionoftheline。They’llbeplayingoldHarrywithmypermanentwayifwedon’tstop’em。’
  ’RightO!’
  ’Hrrmph!’saidthemachinegunthroughallitsfivenosesasthesubalterndrewtheleverhome。Theemptycartridgesclashedonthefloorandthesmokeblewbackthroughthetruck。Therewasindiscriminatefiringattherearofthetrain,andreturnfirefromthedarknesswithoutandunlimitedhowling。Dickstretchedhimselfonthefloor,wildwithdelightatthesoundsandthesmells。
  ’Godisverygood——IneverthoughtI’dhearthisagain。Give’emhell,men。Oh,give’emhell!’hecried。
  Thetrainstoppedforsomeobstructiononthelineaheadandapartywentouttoreconnoitre,butcameback,cursing,forspades。Thechildrenofthedeserthadpiledsandandgravelontherails,andtwentyminuteswerelostinclearingitaway。Thentheslowprogressrecommenced,tobevariedwithmoreshots,moreshoutings,thesteadyclackandkickofthemachineguns,andafinaldifficultywithahalf—liftedrailerethetraincameundertheprotectionoftheroaringcampatTanai—el—Hassan。
  ’Now,youseewhyittakesanhourandahalftofetchherthrough,’saidthesubaltern,unshippingthecartridge—hopperabovehispetgun。
  ’Itwasalark,though。Ionlywishithadlastedtwiceaslong。Howsuperbitmusthavelookedfromoutside!’saidDick,sighingregretfully。
  ’Itpallsafterthefirstfewnights。Bytheway,whenyou’vesettledaboutyourmules,comeandseewhatwecanfindtoeatinmytent。I’mBenniloftheGunners——intheartillerylines——andmindyoudon’tfallovermytent—ropesinthedark。’
  ButitwasalldarktoDick。Hecouldonlysmellthecamels,thehay—bales,thecooking,thesmokyfires,andthetannedcanvasofthetentsashestood,wherehehaddroppedfromthetrain,shoutingforGeorge。Therewasasoundoflight—heartedkickingontheironskinofthereartrucks,withsquealingandgrunting。Georgewasunloadingthemules。
  TheenginewasblowingoffsteamnearlyinDick’sear;acoldwindofthedesertdancedbetweenhislegs;hewashungry,andfelttiredanddirty——sodirtythathetriedtobrushhiscoatwithhishands。Thatwasahopelessjob;hethrusthishandsintohispocketsandbegantocountoverthemanytimesthathehadwaitedinstrangeorremoteplacesfortrainsorcamels,mulesorhorses,tocarryhimtohisbusiness。Inthosedayshecouldsee——fewmenmoreclearly——andthespectacleofanarmedcampatdinnerunderthestarewasaneverfreshpleasuretotheeye。Therewascolour,light,andmotion,withoutwhichnomanhasmuchpleasureinliving。Thisnightthereremainedforhimonlyonemorejourneythroughthedarknessthatneverliftstotellamanhowfarhehastravelled。ThenhewouldgripTorpenhow’shandagain——Torpenhow,whowasaliveandstrong,andlivedinthemidstoftheactionthathadoncemadethereputationofamancalledDickHeldar:notintheleasttobeconfusedwiththeblind,bewilderedvagabondwhoseemedtoanswertothesamename。Yes,hewouldfindTorpenhow,andcomeasneartotheoldlifeasmightbe。Afterwardshewouldforgeteverything:Bessie,whohadwreckedtheMelancoliaandsonearlywreckedhislife;Beeton,wholivedinastrangeunrealcityfulloftin—tacksandgas—plugsandmattersthatnomenneeded;thatirrationalbeingwhohadofferedhimloveandloyaltyfornothing,buthadnotsignedhername;andmostofallMaisie,who,fromherownpointofview,wasundeniablyrightinallshedid,butoh,atthisdistance,sotantalisinglyfair。
  George’shandonhisarmpulledhimbacktothesituation。
  ’Andwhatnow?’saidGeorge。
  ’Ohyesofcourse。Whatnow?Takemetothecamel—men。Takemetowherethescoutssitwhentheycomeinfromthedesert。Theysitbytheircamels,andthecamelseatgrainoutofablackblanketheldupatthecorners,andthemeneatbytheirsidejustlikecamels。Takemethere!’
  Thecampwasroughandrutty,andDickstumbledmanytimesoverthestumpsofscrub。Thescoutsweresittingbytheirbeasts,asDickknewtheywould。Thelightofthedung—firesflickeredontheirbeardedfaces,andthecamelsbubbledandmumbledbesidethematrest。ItwasnopartofDick’spolicytogointothedesertwithaconvoyofsupplies。Thatwouldleadtoimpertinentquestions,andsinceablindnon—combatantisnotneededatthefront,hewouldprobablybeforcedtoreturntoSuakin。
  Hemustgoupalone,andgoimmediately。
  ’Nowforonelastbluff——thebiggestofall,’hesaid。’Peacebewithyou,brethren!’ThewatchfulGeorgesteeredhimtothecircleofthenearestfire。Theheadsofthecamel—sheiksbowedgravely,andthecamels,scentingaEuropean,lookedsidewayscuriouslylikebroodinghens,halfreadytogettotheirfeet。
  ’Abeastandadrivertogotothefightinglineto—night,’saidDick。
  ’AMulaid?’saidavoice,scornfullynamingthebestbaggage—breedthatheknew。
  ’ABisharin,’returnedDick,withperfectgravity。’ABisharinwithoutsaddle—galls。Thereforenochargeofthine,shock—head。’
  Twoorthreeminutespassed。Then——
  ’Webeknee—halteredforthenight。Thereisnogoingoutfromthecamp。’
  ’Notformoney?’
  ’H’m!Ah!Englishmoney?’
  Anotherdepressingintervalofsilence。
  ’Howmuch?’
  ’Twenty—fivepoundsEnglishpaidintothehandofthedriveratmyjourney’send,andasmuchmoreintothehandofthecamel—sheikhere,tobepaidwhenthedriverreturns。’
  Thiswasroyalpayment,andthesheik,whoknewthathewouldgethiscommissiononthisdeposit,stirredinDick’sbehalf。
  ’Forscarcelyonenight’sjourney——fiftypounds。Landandwellsandgoodtreesandwivestomakeamancontentfortherestofhisdays。Whospeaks?’saidDick。
  ’I,’saidavoice。’Iwillgo——butthereisnogoingfromthecamp。’
  ’Fool!Iknowthatacamelcanbreakhisknee—halter,andthesentriesdonotfireifonegoesinchase。Twenty—fivepoundsandanothertwenty—fivepounds。ButthebeastmustbeagoodBisharin;Iwilltakenobaggage—camel。’
  Thenthebargainingbegan,andattheendofhalfanhourthefirstdepositwaspaidovertothesheik,whotalkedinlowtonestothedriver。
  Dickheardthelattersay:’Alittlewayoutonly。Anybaggage—beastwillserve。AmIafooltowastemycattleforablindman?’
  ’AndthoughIcannotsee’——Dickliftedhisvoicealittle——’yetIcarrythatwhichhassixeyes,andthedriverwillsitbeforeme。IfwedonotreachtheEnglishtroopsinthedawnhewillbedead。’
  ’Butwhere,inGod’sname,arethetroops?’
  ’Unlessthouknowestletanothermanride。Dostthouknow?Rememberitwillbelifeordeathtothee。’
  ’Iknow,’saidthedriver,sullenly。’Standbackfrommybeast。Iamgoingtosliphim。’
  ’Notsoswiftly。George,holdthecamel’sheadamoment。Iwanttofeelhischeek。’Thehandswanderedoverthehidetilltheyfoundthebrandedhalf—circlethatisthemarkoftheBiharin,thelight—builtriding—camel。
  ’Thatiswell。Cutthisoneloose。RemembernoblessingofGodcomesonthosewhotrytocheattheblind。’
  Themenchuckledbythefiresatthecamel—driver’sdiscomfiture。Hehadintendedtosubstituteaslow,saddle—galledbaggage—colt。
  ’Standback!’oneshouted,lashingtheBiharinunderthebellywithaquirt。Dickobeyedassoonashefeltthenose—stringtighteninhishand,——andacrywentup,’Illaha!Aho!Heisloose。’
  WitharoarandagrunttheBiharinrosetohisfeetandplungedforwardtowardthedesert,hisdriverfollowingwithshoutsandlamentation。
  GeorgecaughtDick’sarmandhurriedhimstumblingandtrippingpastadisgustedsentrywhowasusedtostampedingcamels。
  ’What’stherownow?’hecried。
  ’Everystitchofmykitonthatblasteddromedary,’Dickanswered,afterthemannerofacommonsoldier。
  ’Goon,andtakecareyourthroat’snotcutoutside——youandyourdromedary’s。’
  Theoutcriesceasedwhenthecamelhaddisappearedbehindahillock,andhisdriverhadcalledhimbackandmadehimkneeldown。
  ’Mountfirst,’saidDick。Thenclimbingintothesecondseatandgentlyscrewingthepistolmuzzleintothesmallofhiscompanion’sback,’GooninGod’sname,andswiftly。Good—bye,George。RemembermetoMadame,andhaveagoodtimewithyourgirl。Getforward,childofthePit!’
  Afewminuteslaterhewasshutupinagreatsilence,hardlybrokenbythecreakingofthesaddleandthesoftpadofthetirelessfeet。Dickadjustedhimselfcomfortablytotherockandpitchofthepace,girthedhisbelttighter,andfeltthedarknessslidepast。Foranhourhewasconsciousonlyofthesenseofrapidprogress。
  ’Agoodcamel,’hesaidatlast。
  ’Hewasneverunderfed。Heismyownandcleanbred,’thedriverreplied。
  ’Goon。’
  Hisheaddroppedonhischestandhetriedtothink,butthetenorofhisthoughtswasbrokenbecausehewasverysleepy。InthehalfdozeinseemedthathewaslearningapunishmenthymnatMrs。Jennett’s。HehadcommittedsomecrimeasbadasSabbath—breaking,andshehadlockedhimupinhisbedroom。Buthecouldneverrepeatmorethanthefirsttwolinesofthehymn——
  WhenIsraeloftheLordbelievedOutofthelandofbondagecame。
  Hesaidthemoverandoverthousandsoftimes。Thedriverturnedinthesaddletoseeiftherewereanychanceofcapturingtherevolverandendingtheride。Dickroused,struckhimovertheheadwiththebutt,andstormedhimselfwideawake。Somebodyhiddeninaclumpofcamel—thornshoutedasthecameltoileduprisingground。Ashotwasfired,andthesilenceshutdownagain,bringingthedesiretosleep。Dickcouldthinknolonger。Hewastootiredandstiffandcrampedtodomorethannoduneasilyfromtimetotime,wakingwithastartandpunchingthedriverwiththepistol。
  ’Isthereamoon?’heaskeddrowsily。
  ’Sheisnearhersetting。’
  ’IwishthatIcouldseeher。Haltthecamel。Atleastletmehearthedeserttalk。’
  Themanobeyed。Outoftheutterstillnesscameonebreathofwind。Itrattledthedeadleavesofashrubsomedistanceawayandceased。A
  handfulofdryearthdetacheditselffromtheedgeofarailtrenchandcrumbledsoftlytothebottom。
  ’Goon。Thenightisverycold。’
  Thosewhohavewatchedtillthemorningknowhowthelasthourbeforethelightlengthensitselfintomanyeternities。ItseemedtoDickthathehadneversincethebeginningoforiginaldarknessdoneanythingatallsavejoltthroughtheair。Onceinathousandyearshewouldfingerthenailheadsonthesaddle—frontandcountthemallcarefully。Centurieslaterhewouldshifthisrevolverfromhisrighthandtohisleftandallowtheeasedarmtodropdownathisside。FromthesafedistanceofLondonhewaswatchinghimselfthusemployed,——watchingcritically。Yetwheneverheputouthishandtothecanvasthathemightpaintthetawnyyellowdesertundertheglareofthesinkingmoon,theblackshadowofacamelandthetwobowedfiguresatop,thathandheldarevolverandthearmwasnumbedfromwristtocollar—bone。Moreover,hewasinthedark,andcouldseenocanvasofanykindwhatever。
  Thedrivergrunted,andDickwasconsciousofachangeintheair。
  ’Ismellthedawn,’hewhispered。
  ’Itishere,andyonderarethetroops。HaveIdonewell?’
  Thecamelstretchedoutitsneckandroaredastherecamedownwindthepungentreekofcamelsinthesquare。
  ’Goon。Wemustgetthereswiftly。Goon。’
  ’Theyaremovingintheircamp。ThereissomuchdustthatIcannotseewhattheydo。’
  ’AmIinbettercase?Goforward。’
  Theycouldhearthehumofvoicesahead,thehowlingandthebubblingofthebeastsandthehoarsecriesofthesoldiersgirthingupfortheday。
  Twoorthreeshotswerefired。
  ’Isthatatus?SurelytheycanseethatIamEnglish,’Dickspokeangrily。
  ’Nay,itisfromthedesert,’thedriveranswered,coweringinhissaddle。
  ’Goforward,mychild!Wellitisthatthedawndidnotuncoverusanhourago。’
  Thecamelheadedstraightforthecolumnandtheshotsbehindmultiplied。Thechildrenofthedeserthadarrangedthatmostuncomfortableofsurprises,adawnattackfortheEnglishtroops,andweregettingtheirdistancebysnap—shotsattheonlymovingobjectwithoutthesquare。
  ’Whatluck!Whatstupendousandimperialluck!’saidDick。’It’s"justbeforethebattle,mother。"Oh,Godhasbeenmostgoodtome!?
  Only’——theagonyofthethoughtmadehimscrewuphiseyesforaninstant——’Maisie……’
  ’Allahu!Wearein,’saidtheman,ashedroveintotherearguardandthecamelknelt。
  ’Whothedeuceareyou?Despatchesorwhat?What’sthestrengthoftheenemybehindthatridge?Howdidyougetthrough?’askedadozenvoices。ForallanswerDicktookalongbreath,unbuckledhisbelt,andshoutedfromthesaddleatthetopofaweariedanddustyvoice,’Torpenhow!Ohe,Torp!Coo—ee,Tor—pen—how。’
  Abeardedmanrakingintheashesofafireforalighttohispipemovedveryswiftlytowardsthatcry,astherearguard,facingabout,begantofireatthepuffsofsmokefromthehillocksaround。Graduallythescatteredwhitecloudletsdrewoutintothelonglinesofbankedwhitethathungheavilyinthestillnessofthedawnbeforetheyturnedoverwave—likeandglidedintothevalleys。Thesoldiersinthesquarewerecoughingandswearingastheirownsmokeobstructedtheirview,andtheyedgedforwardtogetbeyondit。Awoundedcamelleapedtoitsfeetandroaredaloud,thecryendinginabubblinggrunt。Someonehadcutitsthroattopreventconfusion。Thencamethethicksobofamanreceivinghisdeath—woundfromabullet;thenayellofagonyandredoubledfiring。
  Therewasnotimetoaskanyquestions。
  ’Getdown,man!Getdownbehindthecamel!’
  ’No。Putme,Ipray,intheforefrontofthebattle。’DickturnedhisfacetoTorpenhowandraisedhishandtosethishelmetstraight,but,miscalculatingthedistance,knockeditoff。Torpenhowsawthathishairwasgrayonthetemples,andthathisfacewasthefaceofanoldman。
  ’Comedown,youdamnedfool!Dickie,comeoff!’
  AndDickcameobediently,butasatreefalls,pitchingsidewaysfromtheBisharin’ssaddleatTorpenhow’sfeet。Hisluckhadheldtothelast,eventothecrowningmercyofakindlybulletthroughhishead。
  Torpenhowkneltundertheleeofthecamel,withDick’sbodyinhisarms。