"There’snobodyinthere,"statedtheVirginian。"Nobodythat’salive,"
headded。Andhecrossedthecabinandwalkedintothedoor。
Thoughhemadenogesture,Isawastonishmentpassthroughhisbody,ashestoppedstill;andallofuscameafterhim。Therehungthecrucifix,witharoundholethroughthemiddleofit。Oneofthemenwenttoitandtookitdown;andbehindit,sunkinthelog,wasthebullet。Thecabinwasbutasingleroom,andeveryobjectthatitcontainedcouldbeseenataglance;norwastherehiding—roomforanything。Onthefloorlaytheaxefromthewood—pile;butIwillnottellofitsappearance。Sohehadshothercrucifix,herRockofAges,thethingwhichenabledhertobearherlife,andthatliftedherabovelife;andshe——buttherewastheaxetoshowwhatshehaddonethen。Wasthiscabinreallyempty?Ilookedmoreslowlyabout,halfdreadingtofindthatIhadoverlookedsomething。
ButitwasastheVirginianhadsaid;nobodywasthere。
Aswewerewondering,therewasanoiseaboveourheads,andIwasnottheonlyonewhostartedandstared。Itwastheparrot;andwestoodawayinacircle,lookingupathiscage。Crouchingflatonthefloorofthecage,hiswingshuddledtighttohisbody,hewasswinginghisheadfromsidetoside;andwhenhesawthatwewatchedhim,hebeganalowcroakingandmonotonousutterance,whichneverchanged,butremainedrapidandcontinuous。IheardMcLeanwhispertotheVirginian,"Youbetheknows。"
TheVirginiansteppedtothedoor,andthenhebenttothegravelandbeckonedustocomeandsee。Amongtherecentfootprintsatthethresholdtheman’sboot—heelwasplain,aswellasthewoman’sbroadtread。Butwhiletheman’sstepsledintothecabin,theydidnotleadawayfromit。
Wetrackedhiscoursejustaswehadseenitthroughtheglasses:upthehillfromthebrushtothewindow,andthentothedoor。Buthehadneverwalkedoutagain。Yetinthecabinhewasnot;wetoreupthehalf—floorthatithad。Therewasnousetodigintheearth。Andallthewhilethatwewereatthissearchtheparrotremainedcrouchedinthebottomofhiscage,hisblackeyefixeduponourmovements。
"Shehascarriedhim,"saidtheVirginian。"WemustfollowupWillomene。"
Thelatestheavysetoffootprintsledusfromthedooralongtheditch,wheretheysankdeepinthesoftersoil;thentheyturnedoffsharplyintothemountains。
"Thisisthecut—offtrail,"saidMcLeantome。"Thesamehebroughtherinby。"
Thetrackswereveryclear,andevidentlyhadbeenmadebyapersonmovingslowly。Whatevertheoriesourvariousmindswerenowshaping,noonespokeawordtohisneighbor,butwewentalongwithahushoverus。
Aftersomewalking,Wigginsuddenlystoppedandpointed。
Wehadcometotheedgeofthetimber,whereanarrowblackcanyonbegan,andaheadofusthetraildrewnearaslantingledge,wherethefootingwasofsmallloosestones。Irecognizedtheodor,thevolcanicwhiff,thatsooftenprowlsandmeetsoneinthelonelywoodsofthatregion,butatfirstIfailedtomakeoutwhathadsetusallrunning。
"Ishelookingdownintotheholehimself?"someoneasked;andthenI
didseeafigure,thefigureIhadlookedatthroughtheglasses,leaningstrangelyovertheedgeofPitchstoneCanyon,asifindeedhewaspeeringtowatchwhatmightbeinthebottom。
Wecamenear。Butthoseeyesweresightless,andintheskullthestoryoftheaxewascarved。Byapieceofhisclothinghewashookedinthetwistedrootsofadeadtree,andhungthereattheextremeverge。Iwenttolookover,andLinMcLeancaughtmeasIstaggeredatthesightIsaw。
Hewouldhavelosthisownfootholdinsavingmehadnotoneoftheothersheldhimfromabove。
Shewastherebelow;Hank’swoman,broughtfromAustriatotheNewWorld。
Thevisionofthatbrownbundlelyinginthewaterwillneverleaveme,I
think。Shehadcarriedthebodytothispoint;buthadsheintendedthisend?Orwassomepartofitanaccident?Hadshemeanttotakehimwithher?Hadshemeanttostaybehindherself?Nowordcamefromthesedeadtoanswerus。Butaswestoodspeakingthere,agiantpuffofbreathroseuptousbetweentheblackwalls。
"There’sthatfluffysighItoldyu’about,"saidtheVirginian。
"He’stalkin’toher!Itellyu’he’stalkin’toher!"burstoutMcLean,suddenly,insuchavoicethatwestaredashepointedatthemaninthetree。"Seehimleanover!He’ssayin’,’Ihaveyu’beatafterall。’"AndMcLeanfelltowhimpering。
Wiggintooktheboy’sarmkindlyandwalkedhimalongthetrail。Hedidnotseemtwentyyet。Lifehadnotshownthissideofitselftohimsoplainlybefore。
"Let’sgetoutofhere,"saidtheVirginian。
Itseemedonemorepitifulstrawthatthelonelybundleshouldbeleftinsuchavaultofdoom,withnolasttouchesofcarefromitsfellow—beings,andnoheapofkindearthtohideit。Butwhethertheplaceisdeadlyornot,mandaresnotventureintoit。SotheytookHankfromthetreethatnight,andearlynextmorningtheyburiedhimnearcamponthetopofalittlemound。
ButthethoughtofWillomenelyinginPitchstoneCanyonhadkeptsleepfrommethroughthatwholenight,nordidIwishtoattendHank’sburial。
Iroseveryearly,whilethesunshinehadstillalongwaytocomedowntousfromthemountain—tops,andIwalkedbackalongthecut—offtrail。
Iwasmovedtolookoncemoreuponthatfrightfulplace。AndasIcametotheedgeofthetimber,therewastheVirginian。Hedidnotexpectanyone。Hehadsetupthecrucifixasnearthedeadtreeasitcouldbefirmlyplanted。
"Itbelongstoher,anyway,"heexplained。
Somelinesofversecameintomymemory,andwithachangeortwoIwrotethemasdeepasIcouldwithmypenciluponasmallboardthathesmoothedforme。
"Callfortherobinredbreastandthewren,Sinceo’ershadygrovestheyhover,AndwithflowersandleavesdocoverThefriendlessbodiesofunburiedmen。
CalltothisfuneraldoleTheant,thefield—mouse,andthemoleTorearherhillocksthatshallkeepherwarm。
"Thatkindo’quaintlanguageremindsmeofaplayIseenoncedinSayntPaul,"saidtheVirginian。"AboutyoungPrinceHenry。"
Itoldhimthatanotherpoetwastheauthor。
"Theyarebothgoodwriters,"saidtheVirginian。Andashewasfinishingthemonumentthatwehadmade,youngLinMcLeanjoinedus。Hewasalittleashamedofthefeelingsthathehadshownyesterday,alittleanxioustocoverthosefeelingswithbrass。
"Well,"hesaid,takinganoffish,man—of—the—worldtone,"allthisfussjustbecauseawomanbelievedinGod。"
"Youhaveputitdownwrong,"saidtheVirginian;"it’sjustbecauseamandidn’t。"
PadreIgnazioAtSantaYsabeldelMartheseasonwasatoneofitsmomentswhentheairhangsquietoverlandandsea。Theoldbreezeshadgone;thenewoneswerenotyetrisen。Theflowersinthemissiongardenopenedwide,fornowindcamebydayornighttoshaketheloosepetalsfromtheirstems。
Alongthebasking,silent,many—coloredshoregatheredandlingeredthecrispodorsofthemountains。Thedustfloatedgoldenandmotionlesslongaftertheriderwasbehindthehill,andthePacificlaylikeafloorofsapphire,onwhichtowalkbeyondthesettingsunintotheEast。Onewhitesailshonethere。Insteadofanhour,ithadbeenfromdawntillafternooninsightbetweentheshortheadlands;andthepadrehadhopedthatitmightbehisship。Butithadslowlypassed。Nowfromanarchinhisgardencloistershewaswatchingthelastofit。Presentlyitwasgone,andthegreatoceanlayempty。Thepadreputhisglassesinhislap。Forashortwhilehereadinhisbreviary,butsoonforgotitagain。
Helookedattheflowersandsunnyridges,thenatthehugebluetriangleofseawhichtheopeningofthehillsletintosight。"Paradise,"hemurmured,"neednotholdmorebeautyandpeace。ButIthinkIwouldexchangeallmyremainingyearsofthisforonesightagainofParisorSeville。MayGodforgivemesuchathought!"
Acrosstheunstirredfragranceofoleandersthebellforvespersbegantoring。Itstonespassedoverthepadreashewatchedtheseainhisgarden。Theyreachedhisparishionersintheiradobedwellingsnearby。
Thegentlecirclesofsoundfloatedoutwarduponthesmoothimmensesilence——overthevinesandpear—trees;downtheavenuesoftheolives;
intotheplantedfields,whencewomenandchildrenbegantoreturn;thenoutofthelapofthevalleyalongtheyellowuplands,wherethementhatrodeamongthecattlepaused,lookingdownlikebirdsatthemapoftheirhome。Thenthesoundwidened,faint,unbroken,untilitmetTemptationridingtowardsthepadrefromthesouth,andcheeredthestepsofTemptation’sjadedhorse"Foraday,onesingledayofParis!"repeatedthepadre,gazingthroughhiscloistersattheemptysea。
Onceintheyearthemother—worldrememberedhim。OnceintheyearabarkentinecamesailingwithnewsandtokensfromSpain。Itwasin1685
thatagalleonhadbegunsuchvoyagesuptothelowercountryfromAcapulco,wheresheloadedthecargothathadcomeacrossTehuantepeconmulesfromVeraCruz。By1768shehadaddedthenewmissionofSanDiegotoherports。Intheyearthatwe,athinstripofcolonistsawayoverontheAtlanticedgeofthecontinent,declaredourselvesanindependentnation,thatSpanishship,inthenameofSaintFrancis,wasunloadingthecenturiesofherowncivilizationattheGoldenGate。Then,slowly,asmissionaftermissionwasplantedalongthesoftcoastwilderness,shemadenewstops——atSantaBarbara,forinstance;andbyPointSanLuisforSanLuisObispo,thatlayinlandalittlewayupthegorgewhereitopenedamongthehills。Thustheworldreachedtheseplacesbywater;
whileonland,throughthemountains,aroadcametoleadtothem,andalsotomanymorethatweretoodistantbehindthehillsforshipstoserve——along,lonely,roughroad,punctuatedwithchurchtowersandgardens。Forthefathersgraduallysostationedtheirsettlementsthatthetravellermighteachmorningrideoutfromonemissionandbyeveningofaday’sfairjourneyrideintothenext。Along,roughroad;andinitswayprettytothinkofnow。
Sothere,by—and—by,wasourcontinent,withthelocomotivewhistlingfromSavannahtoBostonalongitseasternedge,andontheotherthescatteredchimesofSpainringingamongtheunpeopledmountains。Thusgrewthetwosortsofcivilization——notequally。Weknowwhathashappenedsince。To—daythelocomotiveiswhistlingalsofromtheGoldenGatetoSanDiego;buttheoldmissionroadgoesthroughthemountainsstill,andonitthestepsofvanishedSpainaremarkedwithroses,andwhitecloisters,andthecrucifix。
Butthiswas1855。Onlythebarkentinebroughttheworldthathelovedtothepadre。Asforthenewworldwhichwasmakingarudenoisetothenorthward,hetrustedthatitmightkeepawayfromSantaYsabel,andhewaitedforthevesselthatwasoverduewithitspackagecontaininghissingleworldlyindulgence。
Asthelittle,ancientbronzebellcontinueditsswinginginthetower,itsplaintivecallreachedsomethinginthepadre’smemory。Withoutknowing,hebegantosing。Hetookuptheslowstrainnotquitecorrectly,anddroppedit,andtookitupagain,alwaysincadencewiththebell:
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Atlengthheheardhimself,andglancingatthebelfry,smiledalittle。
"Itisaprettytune,"hesaid,"anditalwaysmademesorryforpoorFraDiavolo。Auberhimselfconfessedtomethathehadmadeitsadandputthehermitagebelltogowithitbecausehetoowasgrievedathavingtokillhisvillain,andwantedhimtodie,ifpossible,inareligiousframeofmind。AndAubertouchedglasseswithmeandsaid——howwellI
rememberit!——’IsitthegoodLord,orisitmerelythedevil,thatmakesmealwayshaveaweaknessforrascals?’Itoldhimitwasthedevil。Iwasnotapriestthen。Icouldnotbesosurewithmyanswernow。"AndthenPadreIgnaziorepeatedAuber’sremarkinFrench:"’Est—celebonDieu,onest—cebienlediable,quimefaittonjoursaimerlescoquins?’Idon’tknow!Idon’tknow!IwonderifAuberhascomposedanythinglately?IwonderwhoissingingZerlinanow?"
Hecastafarewelllookattheocean,andtookhisstepsbetweenthemonasticherbsandtheoleanderstothesacristy。"Atleast,"besaid,"ifwecannotcarrywithusintoexilethefriendsandtheplacesthatwehaveloved,musicwillgowherewego,eventosuchanendoftheworldasthis。Felipe!"hecalledtohisorganist。"CantheysingthemusicI
taughtthemfortheDixitDominusto—night?"
"Yes,father,surely。"
"Thenwewillhavethat。And,Felipe——"Thepadrecrossedthechanceltothesmallshabbyorgan。"Rise,mychild,andlisten。Hereissomethingyoucanlearn。Why,seenowifyoucannotlearnitwithasinglehearing。"
Theswarthyboyofsixteenstoodwatchinghismaster’sfingers,delicateandwhite,astheyplayed。Soofhisownaccordhehadbeguntowatchthemwhenachildofsix;andthepadrehadtakenthewild,half—scared,spellboundcreatureandmadeamusicianofhim。
"There,Felipe!"hesaidnow。"Canyoudoit?Slower,andmoresoftly,muchacho。Itisaboutthedeathofaman,anditshouldgowithourbell。"
Theboylistened。"Thenthefatherhasplayeditatonetoolow,"saidhe;"forourbellringsthenoteofsol,orsomethingverynearit,asthefathermustsurelyknow。"Heplacedthemelodyintherightkey——aneasythingforhim;butthepadrewasdelighted。
"Ah,myFelipe,"heexclaimed,"whatcouldyouandInotdoifwehadabetterorgan!Onlyalittlebetter!See!abovethisrowofkeyswouldbeasecondrow,andmanymorestops。ThenwewouldmakesuchmusicashasneverbeenheardinCaliforniayet。Butmypeoplearesopoorandsofew!
AndsomedayIshallhavepassedfromthem,anditwillbetoolate;"
"Perhaps,"venturedFelipe,"theAmericanos——"
"Theycarenothingforus,Felipe。Theyarenotofourreligion——orofanyreligion,fromwhatIcanhear。Don’tforgetmyDixitDominus。"Andthepadreretiredoncemoretothesacristy,whilethehorsethatcarriedTemptationcameoverthehill。
Thehourofservicedrewnear;andashewaited,thepadreonceagainsteppedoutforalookattheocean;butthebluetriangleofwaterlaylikeapictureinitsframeofland,emptyasthesky。"Ithink,fromthecolor,though,"saidhe,"thatalittlemorewindmusthavebegunoutthere。"
Thebellrangalastshortsummonstoprayer。Alongtheroadfromthesouthayoungrider,leadingonepack—animal,ambledintothemissionanddismounted。Churchwasnotsomuchinhisthoughtsasfoodand,induetimeafterthat,abed;butthedoorsstoodopen,andaseverybodywasgoingintothem,morevarietywastobegainedbyjoiningthiscompanythanbywaitingoutsidealoneuntiltheyshouldreturnfromtheirdevotions。Soheseatedhimselfattheback,andafterabrief,jauntyglanceatthesunburnt,shaggycongregation,madehimselfascomfortableasmightbe。Hehadnotseenafaceworthkeepinghiseyesopenfor。Thesimplechoirandsimplefoldgatheredforeven—song,andpaidhimnoattentionontheirpart——aroughAmericanboundforthemineswasnolongeranythingbutanobjectofaversiontothem。
Thepadre,ofcourse,hadbeeninstantlyawareofthestranger’spresence。Forthisisthesixthsensewithvicarsofeverycreedandheresy;andiftheparishislonelyandtheworshippersfewandseldomvarying,anewcomerwillgleamoutlikeanewbooktoberead。Andatrainedpriestlearnstoreadshrewdlythefacesofthosewhoassembletoworshipunderhisguidance。ButAmericanvagrants,withnothoughtssaveofgold—digging,andanoverweeningilliteratejargonfortheirspeech,hadlongceasedtointerestthispriest,eveninhisstarvationforcompanyandtalkfromtheoutsideworld;andthereforeaftertheintoning,hesatwithhishomesickthoughtsunchanged,todrawbothpainandenjoymentfromthemusicthathehadsettotheDixitDominus。Helistenedtothetenderchorusthatopens"WilliamTell";andastheLatinpsalmproceeded,picturesofthepastrosebetweenhimandthealtar。Oneafteranothercamethesestrainswhichhehadtakenfromtheoperasfamousintheirday,untilatlengththepadrewasmurmuringtosomemusicseldomlongoutofhisheart——nottheLatinversewhichthechoirsang,buttheoriginalFrenchwords:
"Ah,voilemanenvie,Voilamonseuldesir:
Rendezmoimapatrie,Oulaissezmoimourir。"
Whichmayberendered:
ButonewishIimplore,Onewishisallmycry:
Givebackmynativelandoncemore,Giveback,orletmedie。
Thenithappenedthathesawthestrangerinthebackofthechurchagain,andforgothisDixitDominusstraightway。Thefaceoftheyoungmanwasnolongerhiddenbytheslouchingpositionhehadatfirsttaken。
"Ionlynoticedhisclothesbefore,"thoughtthepadre。Restlessnesswasplainuponthehandsomebrow,andinthemouththerewasviolence;butPadreIgnaziolikedtheeyes。"Heisnotsayinganyprayers,"hesurmised,presently。"Idoubtifhehassaidanyforalongwhile。Andheknowsmymusic。Heisofeducatedpeople。HecannotbeAmerican。Andnow——yes,hehastaken——Ithinkitmustbeaflower,fromhispocket。I
shallhavehimtodinewithme。"Andvespersendedwithrosycloudsofeagernessdriftingacrossthepadre’sbrain。
Butthestrangermadehisownbeginning。Asthepriestcamefromthechurch,therebelliousyoungfigurewaswaiting。"Yourorganisttellsme,"hesaid,impetuously,"thatitisyouwho——"
"MayIaskwithwhomIhavethegreatpleasureofspeaking?"saidthepadre,puttingformalitytothefrontandhispleasureoutofsight。
Thestrangerreddened,andbecameawareofthepadre’sfeatures,mouldedbyrefinementandtheworld。"Ibegyourlenience,"saidhe,withagracefulandconfidentutterance,asofequaltoequal。"MynameisGastonVillere,anditwastimeIshouldberemindedofmymanners。"
Thepadre’shandwavedapolitenegative。
"Indeedyes,padre。Butyourmusichasastonishedmetopieces。Ifyoucarriedsuchassociationsas——Ah!thedaysandthenights!"hebrokeoff。"TocomedownaCaliforniamountain,"heresumed,"andfindParisatthebottom!’TheHuguenots,’Rossini,Herold——Iwaswaitingfor’IlTrovatore。"’
"Isthatsomethingnew?"saidthepadre,eagerly。
Theyoungmangaveanexclamation。"Thewholeworldisringingwithit,"
hesaid。
"ButSantaYsabeldelMarisalongwayfromthewholeworld,"saidPadreIgnazio。
"Indeeditwouldnotappeartobeso,"returnedyoungGaston。"IthinktheComedieFrancaisemustberoundthecorner。"
Athrillwentthroughthepriestatthetheatre’sname。"AndhaveyoubeenlonginAmerica?"heasked。
"Why,always——excepttwoyearsofforeigntravelaftercollege。"
"AnAmerican!"saidthesurprisedpadre,withperhapsaflavorofdisappointmentinhisvoice。"ButnoAmericanswhohaveyetcomethiswayhavebeen——havebeen"——heveiledthetoobluntexpressionofhisthought——"havebeenfamiliarwith’TheHuguenots,’"hefinished,makingaslightbow。
Villeretookhisunder—meaning。"IcomefromNewOrleans,"hereturned。
"AndinNewOrleanstherelivemanyofuswhocanrecognizea——whocanrecognizegoodmusicwhereverwemeetit。"Andhemadeaslightbowinhisturn。
Thepadrelaughedoutrightwithpleasure,andlaidhishandupontheyoungman’sarm。"Youhavenointentionofgoingawaytomorrow,Itrust?"
saidhe。
"Withyourleave,"answeredGaston,"Iwillhavesuchanintentionnolonger。"
Itwaswiththeairandgaitofmutualunderstandingthatthetwonowwalkedontogethertowardsthepadre’sdoor。Theguestwastwenty—five,thehostsixty。
"AndhaveyoubeeninAmericalong?"inquiredGaston。
"Twentyyears。"
"AndatSantaYsabelhowlong?"
"Twentyyears。"
"Ishouldhavethought,"saidGaston,lookinglightlyattheemptymountains,"thatnowandagainyoumighthavewishedtotravel。"
"WereIyourage,"murmuredPadreIgnazio,"itmightbeso。"
Theeveninghadnowripenedtothelongafter—glowofsunset。Theseawasthepurpleofgrapes,andwinecoloredhuesflowedamongthehighshouldersofthemountains。
"Ihaveseenasightlikethis,"saidGaston,"betweenGranadaandMalaga。"
"SoyouknowSpain!"saidthepadre。
Oftenhehadthoughtofthisresemblance,butneverheardittoldtohimbefore。ThecourtlyproprietorofSanFernando,andtheotherpatriarchalrancheroswithwhomheoccasionallyexchangedvisitsacrossthewilderness,knewhospitalityandinheritedgentlemanners,sendingtoEuropeforsilksandlacestogivetheirdaughters;buttheireyeshadnotlookeduponGranada,andtheirearshadneverlistenedto"WilliamTell。"
"Itisquitesingular,"pursuedGaston,"howonenookintheworldwillsuddenlyremindyouofanothernookthatmaybethousandsofmilesaway。
Onemorning,behindtheQuaiVoltaire,anoldyellowhousewithrustybalconiesmademealmosthomesickforNewOrleans。"
"TheQuaiVoltaire!"saidthepadre。
"IheardRachelin’Valerie’thatnight,"theyoungmanwenton。"Didyouknowthatshecouldsingtoo?ShesangseveralversesbyanastonishinglittleJewmusicianthathascomeupoverthere。"
Thepadregazeddownathisblitheguest。"Toseesomebody,somebody,onceagain,"hesaid,"isverypleasanttoahermit。"
"Itcannotbemorepleasantthanarrivingatanoasis,"returnedGaston。
Theyhaddelayedonthethresholdtolookatthebeautyoftheevening,andnowthepriestwatchedhisparishionerscomeandgo。"Howcanonemakecompanions——"hebegan;then,checkinghimself,hesaid:"Theirsoulsareassacredandimmortalasmine,andGodhelpsmetohelpthem。
Butinthisworlditisnotimmortalsoulsthatwechooseforcompanions;
itiskindredtastes,intelligences,and——andsoIandmybooksaregrowingoldtogether,yousee,"headded,morelightly。"Youwillfindmyvolumesasbehindthetimesasmyself。"
Hehadfallenintotalkmoreintimatethanhewished;andwhiletheguestwasutteringsomethingpoliteaboutthenobilityofmissionarywork,heplacedhiminaneasy—chairandsoughtaguardienteforhisimmediaterefreshment。Sincetheyear’sbeginningtherehadbeennoguestforhimtobringintohisrooms,ortositbesidehiminthehighseatsattable,setapartforthegentefina。
SuchanotherlibrarywasnottheninCalifornia;andthoughGastonVillere,inleavingHarvardCollege,hadshutHoraceandSophoclesforeverattheearliestinstantpossibleunderacademicrequirements,heknewtheGreekandLatinnamesthathenowsawaswellasheknewthoseofShakespeare,Dante,Moliere,andCervantes。Thesewereherealso;norcoulditbepreciselysaidofthem,either,thattheymadeapartoftheyoungman’sdailyreading。Ashesurveyedthepadre’saugustshelves,itwaswithatouchofthefloridSoutherngravitywhichhisNortherneducationhadnotwhollyschooledoutofhimthathesaid:
"IfearthatIamnoscholar,sir。ButIknowwhatwriterseverygentlemanoughttorespect。"
Thesubtlepadrebowedgravelytothiscompliment。
Itwaswhenhiseyescaughtsightofthemusicthattheyoungmanfeltagainatease,andhisvivacityreturnedtohim。Leavinghischair,hebeganenthusiasticallytoexaminethetallpilesthatfilledonesideoftheroom。Thevolumeslayrichlyeverywhere,makingapleasantdisorder;
andasperfumecomesoutofaflower,memoriesofsingersandchandeliersrosebrightfromtheprintednames。"Norma,""Tancredi,""DonPasquale,"
"LaVestale"——dimlightsinthefashionsofto—day——sparkledupontheexploringGaston,conjuringtheradianthallsofEuropebeforehim。"’TheBarberofSeville!’"hepresentlyexclaimed。"AndIhappenedtohearitinSeville。"
ButSeville’snamebroughtoverthepadreanewrushofhomethoughts。
"IsnotAndalusiabeautiful?"hesaid。"DidyouseeitinApril,whentheflowerscome?"
"Yes,"saidGaston,amongthemusic。"IwasatCordovathen。"
"Ah,Cordova!"murmuredthepadre。
"’Semiramide!’"criedGaston,lightinguponthatopera。"Thatwasaweek!
Ishouldliketoliveitover,everydayandnightofit!"
"DidyoureachMalagafromMarseillesorGibraltar?"saidthepadre,wistfully。
"FromMarseilles。DownfromParisthroughtheRhoneValley,youknow。"
"ThenyousawProvence!Anddidyougo,perhaps,fromAvignontoNismesbythePontduGard?ThereisaplaceIhavemadehere——alittle,littleplace——witholive—trees。Andnowtheyhavegrown,anditlookssomethinglikethatcountry,ifyoustandinaparticularposition。Iwilltakeyouthereto—morrow。IthinkyouwillunderstandwhatImean。"
"Anotherresemblance!"saidthevolatileandhappyGaston。"Webothseemtohaveaneyeforthem。But,believeme,padre,Icouldneverstayhereplantingolives。Ishouldgobackandseetheoriginalones——andthenI’dhastenuptoParis。"And,withavolumeofMeyerbeeropeninhishand,Gastonhummed:"’Robert,Robert,toiquej’aime。’Why,padre,Ithinkthatyourlibrarycontainsnoneofthemassesandalloftheoperasintheworld!"
"Iwillmakeyoualittleconfession,"saidPadreIgnazio,"andthenyoushallgivemealittleabsolution。"
"Withapenance,"saidGaston。"Youmustplayoversomeofthesethingstome。"
"IsupposethatIcouldnotpermitmyselfthisindulgence,"beganthepadre,pointingtohisoperas;"andteachthesetomychoir,ifthepeoplehadanyworldlyassociationswiththemusic。ButIhavereasonedthatthemusiccannotdothemharm——"
Theringingofabellhereinterruptedhim。"Infifteenminutes,"hesaid,"ourpoormealwillbereadyforyou。"Thegoodpadrewasnotquitesincerewhenhespokeofapoormeal。Whilegettingtheaguardienteforhisguesthehadgivenorders,andheknewhowwellsuchorderscouldbecarriedout。Helivedalone,andgenerallysuppedsimplyenough,butnoteventheampletableatSanFernandocouldsurpasshisownonoccasions。
Andthiswasforhimanoccasionindeed!
"Yourhalf—breedswillthinkIamoneofthemselves,"saidGaston,showinghisdustyclothes。"Iamnotfittobeseatedwithyou。"He,too,wasnotmoresincerethanhishost。Inhispack,whichanIndianhadbroughtfromhishorse,hecarriedsomegarmentsofcivilization。Andpresently,afterfreshwaterandnotalittlepainstakingwithbrushandscarf,therecamebacktothepadreayoungguestwhoseeleganceandbearingandeaseofthegreatworldweretotheexiledpriestassweetaswashistraveledconversation。
Theyrepairedtothehallandtooktheirseatsattheheadofthelongtable。ForthestatelySpanishcenturiesofcustomlivedatSantaYsabeldelMar,inviolate,feudal,remote。
Theyweretheonlypersonsofqualitypresent;andbetweenthemselvesandthegentederazonaspaceintervened。Behindthepadre’schairstoodanIndiantowaituponhim,andanotherstoodbehindthechairofGastonVillere。Eachoftheseservantsworeonesinglewhitegarment,andofferedthemanydishestothegentefinaandrefilledtheirglasses。Atthelowerendofthetableageneralattendantwaiteduponthemesclados——thehalf—breeds。Therewasmeatwithspices,androastedquail,withvariouscakesandotherpreparationsofgrain;alsotheblackfresholives,andgrapes,withseveralsortsoffigsandplums,andpreservedfruits,andwhiteandredwine——thewhitefiftyyearsold。Beneaththequietshiningofcandles,fresh—cutflowersleanedfromvesselsofoldMexicanandSpanishmake。
Thereatoneendofthisfeastsatthewild,pastoral,gaudycompany,speakinglittleovertheirfood;andthereattheotherthepalepadre,questioninghisvisitoraboutRachel。Themerenameofastreetwouldbringmemoriescrowdingtohislips;andwhenhisguestwouldtellhimofanewplay,hewasreadywitholdquotationsfromthesameauthor。AlfreddeVignytheyhad,andVictorHugo,whomthepadredisliked。Longafterthedulce,orsweetdish,whenitwasthecustomforthevaquerosandtherestoftheretainerstoriseandleavethegentefinatothemselves,thehostsatonintheemptyhall,fondlytellingtheguestofhisbygoneParis,andfondlylearningoftheParisthatwasto—day。Andthusthetwolingered,exchangingtheirfervors,whilethecandleswaned,andthelong—hairedIndiansstoodsilentbehindthechairs。
"Butwemustgotomypiano,"thehostexclaimed。Foratlengththeyhadcometoalustydifferenceofopinion。Thepadre,withearscriticallydeaf,andwithsmiling,unconvincedeyes,wasshakinghishead,whileyoungGastonsang"Trovatore"athim,andbeatuponthetablewithafork。
"Comeandconvertme,then,"saidPadreIgnazio,andheledtheway。
"DonizettiIhavealwaysadmitted。There,atleast,isrefinement。IftheworldhastakentothisVerdi,withhisstreet—bandmusic——Butthere,now!Sitdownandconvertme。Onlydon’tcrushmypoorlittleErardwithVerdi’shoofs。IbroughtitwhenIcame。Itisbehindthetimestoo。And,oh,mydearboy,ourorganisstillworse。Soold,soold!TogetaproperoneIwouldsacrificeeventhispianoofmineinamoment——onlythetinklingthingisnotworthasoutoanybodyexceptitsmaster。Butthere!Areyouquitecomfortable?"Andhavingseentohisguest’sneeds,andplacedspiritsandcigarsandanash—traywithinhisreach,thepadresathimselfluxuriouslyinhischairtohearandexposethefalsedoctrineof"IlTrovatore。"
BymidnightalloftheoperathatGastoncouldrecallhadbeenplayedandsungtwice。Theconvertsatinhischairnolonger,butstoodsingingbythepiano。Thepotentswingandflowoftunes,thetorrid,copiousinspirationoftheSouth,masteredhim。"Verdihasgrown,"hecried。
"Verdihasbecomeagiant。"Andheswayedtothebeatofthemelodies,andwavedanenthusiasticarm。Hedemandedeverycrumb。WhydidnotGastonrememberitall?Butifthebarkentinewouldarriveandbringthewholemusic,thentheywouldhaveitright!AndhemadeGastonteachhimwhatwordsheknew。"’Nontiscordar,"’hesang——"’nontiscordardime。’
Thatisgenius。Butoneseeshowtheworld;moveswhenoneisoutofit。
’Anostrimontiritorneremo’;hometoourmountains。Ah,yes,thereisgeniusagain。"Andtheexilesighedandhisspiritwenttodistantplaces,whileGastoncontinuedbrilliantlywiththemusicofthefinalscene。
Thenthehostrememberedhisguest。"Iamashamedofmyselfishness,"hesaid。"Itisalreadyto—morrow。"
"Ihavesatlaterinlessgoodcompany,"answeredthepleasantGaston。
"AndIshallsleepallthesounderformakingaconvert。"
"Youhavedispensedroadsidealms,"saidthepadre,smiling。"Andthatshouldwinexcellentdreams。"
Thus,withcourtesiesmoreelaboratethantheworldhastimeforatthepresentday,theybadeeachothergood—nightandparted,bearingtheirlatecandlesalongthequiethallsofthemission。ToyoungGastoninhisbedeasysleepcamewithoutwaiting,andnodreamsatall。Outsidehisopenwindowwasthequiet,serenedarkness,wherethestarsshoneclear,andtranquilperfumeshunginthecloisters。Andwhiletheguestlaysleepingallnightinunchangedpositionlikeachild,upanddownbetweentheoleanderswentPadreIgnazio,walkinguntildawn。
Dayshowedtheocean’ssurfacenolongerglassy,butlyinglikeamirrorbreathedupon;andtherebetweentheshortheadlandscameasail,grayandplainagainsttheflatwater。Thepriestwatchedthroughhisglasses,andsawthegradualsungrowstronguponthecanvasofthebarkentine。
Themessagefromhisworldwasathand,yetto—dayhescarcelycaredsomuch。Sittinginhisgardenyesterdayhecouldneverhaveimaginedsuchachange。Buthisheartdidnothailthebarkentineasusual。Books,music,palepaper,andprint——thiswasallthatwascomingtohim,andsomeofitssavorhadgone;forthesirenvoiceoflifehadbeenspeakingwithhimfacetoface,andinhisspirit,deepdown,theloveoftheworldwasrestlesslyansweringthatcall。YoungGastonshowedmoreeagernessthanthepadreoverthisarrivalofthevesselthatmightbebringing"Trovatore"inthenickoftime。Nowhewouldhavethechance,beforehetookhisleave,tohelprehearsethenewmusicwiththechoir。Hewouldbeamissionarytoo。Aperfectlynewexperience。
"AndyoustillforgiveVerdithesinsofhisyouth?"hesaidtohishost。
"Iwonderifyoucouldforgivemine?"
"Verdihaslefthisbehindhim,"retortedthepadre。
"ButIamonlytwenty—five,"explainedGaston,pathetically。
"Ah,don’tgoawaysoon!"pleadedtheexile。Itwastheplainestburstthathadescapedhim,andhefeltinstantshame。
ButGastonwastoomuchelatedwiththeenjoymentofeachnewdaytounderstand。Theshaftsofanother’spainmightscarcelypiercethebrightarmorofhisgayety。Hemistookthepriest’sexclamationforanxietyabouthisownhappysoul。
"Stayhereunderyourcare?"hesaid。"Itwoulddomenogood,padre。
Temptationsticksclosertomethanabrother!"andhegavethatlaughofhiswhichdisarmedsevererjudgesthanhishost。"BynextweekIshouldhaveintroducedsomesinorotherintoyourbeautifulGardenofIgnorancehere。ItwillbemuchsaferforyourflockifIgoandjointheotherserpentsatSanFrancisco。"
Soonafterbreakfastthepadrehadhistwomulessaddled,andheandhisguestsetforthdownthehillstogethertotheshore。Andbeneaththespellandconfidenceofpleasant,slowriding,andthelovelinessofeverything,theyoungmantalkedfreelyofhimself。
"And,seriously,"saidhe,"ifImissednothingelseatSantaYsabel,I
shouldlongtohearthebirds。Athomeourgardensarefullofthem,andonesmellsthejasmine,andtheysingandsing!WhenourshipfromtheIsthmusputintoSanDiego,IdecidedtogoonbylandandseeCalifornia。Then,afterthefirstdays,Ibegantomisssomething。Allthatbeautyseemedempty,inaway。AndsuddenlyIfounditwasthebirds。Fortheselittlescamperingquailarenothing。Thereseemsasortofdeathintheairwherenobirdseversing。"
"YouwillnotfindanybirdsatSanFrancisco,"saidthepadre。
"Ishallfindlife!"exclaimedGaston。"Andmyfortuneatthemines,I
hope。Iamnotabadfellow,father。YoucaneasilyguessallthethingsthatIdo。Ihavenever,tomyknowledge,harmedanyone。Ididnoteventrytokillmyadversaryinanaffairofhonor。Igavehimamerefleshwound,andbythistimehemustbequiterecovered。Hewasmyfriend。Butashecamebetweenme——"
Gastonstopped;andthepadre,lookingkeenlyathim,sawtheviolencethathehadnoticedinchurchpasslikeaflameovertheyoungman’shandsomeface。
"There’snothingdishonorable,"saidGaston,answeringthepriest’slook。
"Ihavenotthoughtso,myson。"
"Ididwhateverygentlemanwoulddo,"saidGaston。
"Andthatisoftenwrong!"criedthepadre。"ButI’mnotyourconfessor。"
"I’venothingtoconfess,"saidGaston,frankly。"IleftNewOrleansatonce,andhavetravelledaninnocentjourneystraighttoyou。AndwhenI
makemyfortuneIshallbeinapositiontoreturnand——"
"Claimthepressedflower!"putinthepadre,laughing。
"Ah,yourememberhowthosethingsare!"saidGaston;andhelaughedalsoandblushed。
"Yes,"saidthepadre,lookingattheanchoredbarkentine,"Irememberhowthosethingsare。"Andforawhilethevesselanditscargoandthelandedmenandvariousbusinessandconversationsoccupiedthem。Butthefreightforthemissiononceseento,therewasnotmuchelsetohangaboutherefor。
Thebarkentinewasonlyacoasterlikemanyotherswhichnowhadbeguntofilltheseaalittlemoreoflateyears,andpresentlyhostandguestwereridinghomeward。Andguessingatthetwomenfromtheiroutsides,anyonewouldhavegotthempreciselywrong;forwithintheturbulentyoungfigureofGastondweltaspiritthatcouldnotbemoreatease,whilerevoltwassteadilysmoulderingbeneaththeschooledandplacidmaskofthepadre。
Yetstillthestrangenessofhisbeingatsuchaplacecamebackasamarvelintotheyoungman’slivelymind。Twentyyearsinprison,hethought,andhardlyawareofit!Andheglancedatthesilentpriest。A
mansoevidentlyfondofmusic,oftheatres,oftheworld,towhompressedflowershadmeantsomethingonce——andnowcontentedtobleachuponthesewastes!Notevendesirousofabriefholiday,butfindinganoldorganandsomeoldoperasenoughrecreation!"Itishisage,I
suppose,"thoughtGaston。Andthenthenotionofhimselfwhenheshouldbesixtyoccurredtohim,andhespoke。
"Doyouknow,Idonotbelieve,"saidhe,"thatIshouldeverreachsuchcontentmentasyours。"
"Perhapsyouwill,"saidPadreIgnazio,inalowvoice。
"Never!"declaredtheyouth。"Itcomesonlytothefew,Iamsure。"
"Yes。Onlytothefew,"murmuredthepadre。
"Iamcertainthatitmustbeagreatpossession,"Gastoncontinued;"andyet——andyet——dearme!lifeisasplendidthing!"
"Thereareseveralsortsofit,"saidthepadre。
"Onlyoneforme!"criedGaston。"Action,men,women,things——tobethere,tobeknown,toplayapart,tositinthefrontseats;tohavepeopletelleachother,’TheregoesGastonVillere!’andtodeserveone’sprominence。Why,ifIwerePadreofSantaYsabeldelMarfortwentyyears——no!foroneyear——doyouknowwhatIshouldhavedone?Somedayitwouldhavebeentoomuchforme。Ishouldhaveleftthesesavagestoapastornearertheirownlevel,andIshouldhaveriddendownthiscanyonuponmymule,andsteppedonboardthebarkentine,andgonebacktomypropersphere。Youwillunderstand,sir,thatIamfarfromventuringtomakeanypersonalcomment。Iamonlythinkingwhataworldofdifferenceliesbetweenmen’snatureswhocanfeelalikeaswedouponsomanysubjects。Why,notsinceleavingNewOrleanshaveImetanyonewithwhomIcouldtalk,exceptoftheweatherandthebruteinterestscommontousall。Thatsuchaoneasyoushouldbehereislikeadream。"
"Butitisnotadream,"saidthepadre。
"And,sir——pardonmeifIdosaythis——areyounotwastedatSantaYsabeldelMar?IhaveseenthepriestsattheothermissionsTheyare——thesortofgoodmenthatIexpected。Butareyouneededtosavesuchsoulsasthese?"
"Thereisnoaristocracyofsouls,"saidthepadre,almostwhisperingnow。
"Butthebodyandthemind!"criedGaston。"MyGod,aretheynothing?Doyouthinkthattheyaregiventousfornothingbutatrap?Youcannotteachsuchadoctrinewithyourlibrarythere。Andhowaboutallthecultivatedmenandwomenawayfromwhosequickeningsocietythebrightestofusgrownumb?Youhaveheldout。Butwillitbeforlong?Doyounotoweyourselftothesavingofhighergamehenceforth?Arenottwentyyearsofmescladosenough?No,no!"finishedyoungGaston,hotwithhisunforeseeneloquence;"Ishouldridedownsomemorningandtakethebarkentine。"
PadreIgnaziowassilentforaspace。
"Ihavenotoffendedyou?"saidtheyoungman。
"No。Anythingbutthat。YouaresurprisedthatIshould——choose——tostayhere。PerhapsyoumayhavewonderedhowIcametobehereatall?"
"Ihadnotintendedanyimpertinent——"
"Ohno。Putsuchanideaoutofyourhead,myson。YoumayrememberthatIwasgoingtomakeyouaconfessionaboutmyoperas。Letussitdowninthisshade。"
Sotheypicketedthemulesnearthestreamandsatdown。
"Youhaveseen,"beganPadreIgnazio,"whatsortofamanI——wasonce。
Indeed,itseemsverystrangetomyselfthatyoushouldhavebeenherenottwenty—fourhoursyet,andknowsomuchofme。Fortherehascomenooneelseatall"——thepadrepausedamomentandmasteredtheunsteadinessthathehadfeltapproachinginhisvoice——"therehasbeennooneelsetowhomIhavetalkedsofreely。InmyearlydaysIhadnothoughtofbeingapriest。Myparentsdestinedmeforadiplomaticcareer。Therewasplentyofmoneyand——andalltherestofit;forbyinheritancecametometheacquaintanceofmanypeoplewhosenamesyouwouldbelikelytohaveheardof。Cities,peopleoffashion,artists——thewholeofitwasmyelementandmychoice;andby—and—byImarried,notonlywhereitwasdesirable,butwhereIloved。ThenforthefirsttimeDeathlaidhisstaffuponmyenchantment,andIunderstoodmanythingsthathadbeenonlywordstomehitherto。Lookingback,itseemedtomethatIhadneverdoneanythingexceptformyselfallmydays。Ilefttheworld。InduetimeIbecameapriestandlivedinmyowncountry。Butmyworldlyexperienceandmyseculareducationhadgiventomyopinionsaturntooliberalfortheplacewheremyworkwaslaid。Iwassoonadvisedconcerningthisbythoseinauthorityoverme。AndsincetheycouldnotchangemeandIcouldnotchangethem,yetwishedtoworkandtoteach,theNewWorldwassuggested,andIvolunteeredtogivetherestofmylifetomissions。Itwassoonfoundthatsomeonewasneededhere,andforthislittleplaceIsailed,andtothesehumblepeopleIhavededicatedmyservice。Theyarepastoralcreaturesofthesoil。Theirvineyardandcattledaysareapttobelikethesunandstormaroundthem——strongalikeintheirevilandintheirgood。Alltheiryearstheyliveaschildren——childrenwithmen’spassionsgiventothemlikedeadlyweapons,unabletomeasuretheharmtheirimpulsesmaybring。
Hence,evenintheircrimes,theirheartswillgenerallyopensoontotheonegreatkeyoflove,whilecivilizationmakeslockswhichthatkeycannotalwaysfitatthefirstturn。Andcomingtoknowthis,"saidPadreIgnazio,fixinghiseyessteadilyuponGaston,"youwillunderstandhowgreataprivilegeitistohelpsuchpeople,andhourthesenseofsomethingaccomplished——underGod——shouldbringcontentmentwithrenunciation。"
"Yes,"saidGastonVillere。Then,thinkingofhimself,"Icanunderstanditinamanlikeyou。"
"Donotspeakofmeatall!"exclaimedthepadre,almostpassionately。
"ButprayHeaventhatyoumayfindthethingyourselfsomeday——contentmentwithrenunciation——andneverletitgo。"
"Amen!"saidGaston,strangelymoved。
"Thatisthewholeofmystory,"thepriestcontinued,withnomoreoftherecentstressinhisvoice。"AndnowIhavetalkedtoyouaboutmyselfquiteenough。Butyoumusthavemyconfession。"Hehadnowresumedentirelyhishalf—playfultone。"Iwasjustalittlemistaken,youseetooself—reliant,perhaps——whenIsupposed,inmyfirstmissionaryardor,thatIcouldgetonwithoutanyremembranceoftheworldatall。IfoundthatIcouldnot。AndsoIhavetaughttheoldoperastomychoir——suchpartsofthemasarewithinourcompassandsuitableforworship。Andcertainofmyfriendsstillaliveathomearegoodenoughtorememberthistasteofmine,andtosendmeeachyearsomeofthenewmusicthatI
shouldneverhearofotherwise。Thenwestudythesethingsalso。Andalthoughourorganisamiserableaffair,Felipemanagesverycleverlytomakeitdo。Andwhilethevoicesaresingingtheseoperas,especiallytheoldones,whatharmisthereifsometimesthepriestisthinkingofsomethingelse?Sothere’smyconfession!Andnow,whether’Trovatore’
hascomeornot,IshallnotallowyoutoleaveusuntilyouhavetaughtallyouknowofittoFelipe。"
Thenewopera,however,haddulyarrived。AndasheturneditspagesPadreIgnaziowasquicktoseizeatonceuponthemusicthatcouldbetakenintohischurch。Someofitwasreadyfitted。BythatafternoonFelipeandhischoircouldhaverendered"Ah!sel’errort’ingombra"
withoutsliporfalter。
Thosewerestrangerehearsalsof"IlTrovatore"uponthisCaliforniashore。ForthepadrelookedtoGastontosaywhentheywenttoofastortooslow,andtocorrecttheiremphasis。Andsinceitwashot,thelittleErardpianowascarriedeachdayoutintothemissiongarden。There,inthecloistersamongtheoleanders,inthepresenceofthetallyellowhillsandthebluetriangleofsea,the"Miserere"wasslowlylearned。
TheMexicansandIndiansgathered,swarthyandblack—haired,aroundthetinklinginstrumentthatFelipeplayed;andpresidingoverthemwereyoungGastonandthepalepadre,walkingupanddownthepaths,beatingtime,orsingingnowonepartandnowanother。Andsoitwasthatthewildcattleontheuplandswouldhear"Trovatore"hummedbyapassingvaquero,whilethesamemelodywasfillingthestreetsofthefar—offworld。
ForthreedaysGastonVillereremainedatSantaYsabeldelMar;andthoughnotawordofthesortcamefromhim,hishostcouldreadSanFranciscoandthegold—minesinhiscountenance。No,theyoungmancouldnothavestayedherefortwentyyears!Andthepadreforboreurginghisguesttoextendhisvisit。
"Buttheworldissmall,"theguestdeclaredatparting。"Somedayitwillnotbeabletospareyouanylonger。Andthenwearesuretomeet。
Andyoushallhearfrommesoon,atanyrate。"
Again,asuponthefirstevening,thetwoexchangedafewcourtesies,moregracefulandparticularthanwe,whohavenottime,andfightnoduels,findworthaman’swhileatthepresentday。Forduelsaregone,whichisaverygoodthing,andwiththemacertaincarefulpoliteness,whichisapity;butthatisthewayinthegeneralprofitandloss。SoyoungGastonrodenorthwardoutofthemission,backtotheworldandhisfortune;andthepadrestoodwatchingthedustaftertheriderhadpassedfromsight。Thenhewentintohisroomwithadrawnface。Butappearancesatleasthadbeenkeptuptotheend;theyouthwouldneverknowoftheoldman’sdiscontent。
TemptationhadarrivedwithGaston,butwasgoingtomakealongerstayatSantaYsabeldelMar。Yetitwassomethinglikeaweekbeforethepriestknewwhatguesthehadinhishousenow。Theguestwasnotalwayspresent——madehimselfscarcequiteoften。
Sailawayonthebarkentine?Thatwasawildnotion,tobesure,althoughfitenoughtoenterthebrainofsuchayoungscapegrace。ThepadreshookhisheadandsmiledaffectionatelywhenhethoughtofGastonVillere。Theyouth’shandsome,recklesscountenancewouldcomebeforehim,andherepeatedAuber’soldremark,"IsitthegoodLord,orisitmerelythedevil,thatalwaysmakesmehaveaweaknessforrascals?"
Sailawayonthebarkentine!Imaginetakingleaveofthepeoplehere——ofFelipe!Inwhatwordsshouldhetelltheboytogoonindustriouslywithhismusic?No,thiscouldnotbeimagined。Themerepartingalonewouldmakeitforeverimpossiblethatheshouldthinkofsuchathing。"Andthen,"hesaidtohimselfeachnewmorning,whenhelookedoutattheocean,"Ihavegivenmylifetothem。Onedoesnottakebackagift。"
Picturesofhisdeparturebegantoshineandmeltinhisdriftingfancy。
HesawhimselfexplainingtoFelipethatnowhispresencewaswantedelsewhere;thattherewouldcomeasuccessortotakecareofSantaYsabel——ayoungerman,moreuseful,andabletovisitsickpeopleatadistance。"ForIamoldnow。Ishouldnotbelonghereinanycase。"Hestoppedandpressedhishandstogether;hehadcaughthistemptationintheveryact。Nowhesatstaringathistemptation’sface,closetohim,whilethereinthetriangletwoshipswentsailingby。
OnemorningFelipetoldhimthatthebarkentinewashereonitsreturnvoyagesouth。"Indeed?"saidthepadre,coldly。"Thethingsarereadytogo,Ithink。"Forthevesselcalledformailandcertainboxesthatthemissionsentaway。Felipelefttheroom,inwonderatthepadre’smanner。
Butthepriestwaslaughingaloneinsidetoseehowlittleitwastohimwherethebarkentinewas,orwhetheritshouldbecomingorgoing。Butintheafternoon,athispiano,hefoundhimselfsaying,"Othershipscallhere,atanyrate。"Andthenforthefirsttimeheprayedtobedeliveredfromhisthoughts。Yetpresentlyhelefthisseatandlookedoutofthewindowforasightofthebarkentine;butitwasgone。
Theseasonofthewine—makingpassed,andtheputtingupofallthefruitsthatthemissionfieldsgrew。Lotionsandmedicinesweredistilledfromthegardenherbs。Perfumewasmanufacturedfromthepetalsoftheflowersandcertainspices,andpresentsofitdespatchedtoSanFernandoandVentura,andtofriendsatotherplaces;forthepadrehadaspecialreceipt。Asthetimeranon,twoorthreevisitorspassedanightwithhim;andpresentlytherewasawordatvariousmissionsthatPadreIgnaziohadbeguntoshowhisyears。AtSantaYsabeldelMartheywhispered,"Thepadreisgettingsick。"Yetherodeagreatdealoverthehillsbyhimself,anddownthecanyonveryoften,stoppingwherehehadsatwithGaston,tositaloneandlookupanddown,nowatthehillsabove,andnowattheoceanbelow。Amonghisparishionershehadcertaintroublestosoothe,certainwoundstoheal;ahomefromwhichhewasabletodrivejealousy;agirlwhomhebadeherloversetright。Butallsaid,"Thepadreissick。"AndFelipetoldthemthatthemusicseemednothingtohimanymore;heneveraskedforhisDixitDominusnowadays。Thenforashorttimehewasreallyinbed,feverishwiththetwovoicesthatspoketohimwithoutceasing。"Youhavegivenyourlife,"saidonevoice。
"Andtherefore,"saidtheother,"haveearnedtherighttogohomeanddie。""YouarewinningbetterrewardsintheserviceofGod,"saidthefirstvoice。"Godcanbeservedinotherplacesthanthis,"answeredthesecond。AshelaylisteninghesawSevilleagain,andthetreesofAranhal,wherehehadbeenborn。Thewindwasblowingthroughthem;andintheirbrancheshecouldhearthenightingales。"Empty!Empty!"hesaid,aloud。"Hewasrightaboutthebirds。Deathdoesliveintheairwheretheyneversing。"AndhelayfortwodaysandnightshearingthewindandthenightingalesinthetreesofAranhal。ButFelipe,watching,heardonlythepadrecryingthroughthehours:"Empty!Empty!"
Thenthewindinthetreesdieddown,andthepadrecouldgetoutofbed,andsooncouldbeinthegarden。Butthevoiceswithinhimstilltalkedallthewhileashesatwatchingthesailswhentheypassedbetweentheheadlands。Theirwords,fallingforeverthesameway,beathisspiritsore,likebruisedflesh。Ifhecouldonlychangewhattheysaid,hecouldrest。
"HasthepadreanymailforSantaBarbara?"saidFelipe。"Theshipboundsouthwardshouldbehereto—morrow。"
"Iwillattendtoit,"saidthepriest,notmoving。AndFelipestoleaway。
AtFelipe’swordsthevoiceshadstopped,aclockdonestriking。Silence,strainedlikeexpectation,filledthepadre’ssoul。Butinplaceofthevoicescameoldsightsofhomeagain,thewavingtreesatAranhal;thenwouldbeRachelforamoment,deciaimingtragedywhileahousefuloffacesthatheknewbynamewatchedher;andthroughallthepanoramarangthepleasantlaughofGaston。ForawhileintheeveningthepadresatathisErardplaying"Trovatore。"Later,inhissleeplessbedhelay,sayingnowathen:"Todieathome!SurelyImaygrantedatleastthis。"Andhelistenedfortheinnervoices。Buttheywerenotspeakinganymore,andtheblackholeofsilencegrewmoredreadfultohimthantheirarguments。
Thenthedawncameinathiswindow,andhelaywatchingitsgraygrowwarmintocolor,ussuddenlyhesprangfromhisbedandlookedthesea。
Thesouthboundshipwascoming。PeoplewereonboardwhoinafewweekswouldbesailingtheAtlantic,whilehewouldstandherelookingoutofthesamewindow。"MercifulGod!"hecried,sinkingonknees。"HeavenlyFather,Thouseestthisevilinmyheart。Thouknowestthatmyweakhandcannotpluckitout。Mystrengthisbreaking,andstillThoumakestmyburdenheavierthanIcanbear。"Hestopped,breathlessandtrembling。
Thesamevisionswereflittingacrosshisclosedeyes;thesamesilencegapedlikeadrycraterinhissoul。"Thereisnohelpinearthorheaven,"hesaid,veryquietly;andhedressedhimself。
ItwassoearlystillthatnonebutafewoftheIndianswerestirring,andoneofthemsaddledthepadre’smule。Felipewasnotyetawake,andforamomentitcameinthepriest’smindtoopentheboy’sdoorsoftly,lookathimoncemore,andcomeaway。Butthishedidnotdo,noreventakeafarewellglanceatthechurchandorgan。Hebadenothingfarewell,but,turninghisbackuponhisroomandhisgarden,rodedownthecaution。
Thevessellayatanchor,andsomeonehadlandedfromherandwastalkingwithothermenontheshore。Seeingthepriestslowlycoming,thisstrangerapproachedtomeethim。
"Youareconnectedwiththemissionhere?"heinquired。
"I——am。"
"PerhapsitiswithyouthatGastonVillerestopped?"
"TheyoungmanfromNewOrleans?Yes。IamPadreIgnazio。"
"Thenyouwillsavemeajourney。Ipromisedhimtodelivertheseintoyourownhands。"
Thestrangergavethemtohim。
"Abagofgold—dust,"heexplained,"andaletter。Iwroteitfromhisdictationwhilehewasdying。Helivedscarcelyanhourafterwards。"
Thestrangerbowedhisheadatthestrickencrywhichhisnewselicitedfromthepriest,who,afterafewmomentsvainefforttospeak,openedtheletterandread:
MYDEARFRIEND,——Itisthroughnoman’sfaultbutminethatIhavecometothis。Ihavehadplentyofluck,andlatelyhavebeencountingthedaysuntilIshouldreturnhome。ButlastnightheavynewsfromNewOrleansreachedme,andItorethepressedflowertopieces。UnderthefirstsmartandhumiliationofbrokenfaithIwasrendereddesperate,andpickedaneedlessquarrel。ThankGod,itisIwhohavethepunishment。Mydearfriend,asIliehere,leavingaworldthatnomaneverlovedmore,Ihavecometounderstandyou。Foryouandyourmissionhavebeenmuchinmythoughts。Itisstrangehowgoodcanbedone,notatthetimewhenitisintended,butafterwards;andyouhavedonethisgoodtome。Isayoveryourwords,Contentmentwithrenunciation,andbelievethatatthislasthourIhavegainedsomethinglikewhatyouwouldwishmetofeel。
ForIdonotthinkthatIdesireitotherwisenow。Mylifewouldneverhavebeenofservice,Iamafraid。Youarethelastpersoninthisworldwhohasspokenseriouswordstome,andIwantyoutoknowthatnowatlengthIvaluethepeaceofSantaYsabelasIcouldneverhavedonebutforseeingyourwisdomandgoodness。Youspokeofaneworganforyourchurch。Takethegold—dustthatwillreachyouwiththis,anddowhatyouwillwithit。Letmeatleastindyinghavehelpedsomeone。Andsincethereisnoaristocracyinsouls——yousaidthattome;doyouremember?——perhapsyouwillsayamassforthisdepartingsoulofmine。I
onlywish,sincemybodymustgoundergroundinastrangecountry,thatitmighthavebeenatSantaYsabeldelMar,whereyourfeetwouldoftenpass。"
"’AtSantaYsabeldelMar,whereyourfeetwouldoftenpass。’"Thepriestrepeatedthisfinalsentencealoud,withoutbeingawareofit。
"Thosearethelastwordsheeverspoke,"saidthestranger,"exceptbiddinggood—byetome。"
"Youknewhimwell,then?"
"No;notuntilafterhewashurt。I’mthemanhequarrelledwith。"
Thepriestlookedattheshipthatwouldsailonwardthisafternoon。Thenasmileofgreatbeautypassedoverhisface,andheaddressedthestranger。"Ithankyou,"saidhe。"Youwillneverknowwhatyouhavedoneforme。"
"Itisnothing,"answeredthestranger,awkwardly。"Hetoldmeyousetgreatstoreonaneworgan。"
PadreIgnazioturnedawayfromtheshipandrodebackthroughthegorge。
WhenhereachedtheshadyplacewhereoncehehadsatwithGastonVillere,hedismountedandagainsatthere,alonebythestream,formanyhours。Longridesandoutingshadbeenlatelysomuchhiscustom,thatnoonethoughttwiceofhisabsence;andwhenhereturnedtothemissionintheafternoon,theIndiantookhismule,andhewenttohisseatinthegarden。Butitwaswithanotherlookthathewatchedthesea;andpresentlythesailmovedacrossthebluetriangle,andsoonithadroundedtheheadland。Gaston’sfirstcomingwasinthepadre’smind;andasthevespersbellbegantoringinthecloisteredsilence,afragmentofAuber’splaintivetunepassedlikeasighacrosshismemory:
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ButforthereposeofGaston’ssoultheysangallthathehadtaughtthemof"IlTrovatore。"
ThusithappenedthatPadreIgnazioneverwenthome,butremainedcheerfulmasterofthedesirestodosothatsometimesvisitedhim,untilthedaycamewhenhewascalledaltogetherawayfromthisworld,and"passedbeyondthesevoices,whereispeace。"