CHAPTERONE:ANAMBITIOUSMAN—CHILDWASBUDDY
Inhotmidafternoonwhentheacrid,graydustcloudkickedupbythelistlessploddingofeightthousandclovenhoofsformedtheonlyblotonthehardblueabovetheStakedPlains,anoxstumbledandfellawkwardlyunderhisyoke,andrefusedtoscrambleupwhenhisnegrodrivershoutedandproddedhimwiththeendofawillowgad。
"Callyourmaster,Ezra,"directedaquietwomanvoicegonewearyandtonelesswiththeheatandtworestlesschildren。
"Don’tbeatthepoorbrute。Hecan’tgoanyfartherandcarrytheyoke,muchlesspullthewagon。"
Ezradroppedthegadandsteppeduponthewagontonguewherehemightsquintintothedustcloudanddecidewhichgray,ploddinghorsemanalongsidetheherdwasRobertBirnie。Faracrossthesluggishriverofgrimybacks,ahorsethrewupitsheadwithapeculiarsidelongmotion,andEzra’seyeslightenedwithrecognition。Thatwasthecolt,Rattler,chafingagainsttheslowpacehemustkeep。Handscuppedaroundbig,chocolate—coloredlipsandbig,yellow—whiteteeth,Ezrawhoo—ee—edthesignalthatcalledthenearestriderstothewagonthatheldtheboss’sfamily。
BobBirnieandanothermanturnedandcametrottingback,andatthecallascramblingyoungsterpeeredoverhismother’sshoulderintheforwardopeningoftheprairieschooner。
"O—oh,Dulcie!Wegonnagitawilecowagin!"
Dulciewasasleepanddidnotanswer,andthewomanintheslatsun—bonnetpushedbackwithherelbowtheeager,squirmingbodyofhereldest。"Stayinthewagon,Buddy。
Mustn’tgetdownamongsttheoxen。Onemightkickyou。Liedownandtakeanapwithsister。Whenyouwakenitwillbeniceandcoolagain。"
"Nots’eepy!"objectedBuddyforthetwentiethtimeinthepasttwohours。Buthecrawledback,andhismother,relievedofhisrestlesspresence,leanedforwardtowatchtheapproachofherhusbandandthecowboy。Thiswasthesecondtimeinthepasttwodaysthatanoxhadfallenexhausted,andhereyesshowedatraceofanxiety。Withthefeedsopoorandthewatersoscarce,itseemedasthoughtheheavywagon,loadedwithafewhouseholdidolstoodeartoleavebehind,acampoutfitandthenecessaryclothingandbeddingforawomanandtwochildren,wasgoingtobearealhandicaponthedrive。
"Robert,ifwehadanotherwagon,Icoulddriveitandmaketheloadlessforthesefouroxen,"shesuggestedwhenherhusbandcameup。"Alighterwagon,perhapswithoneteamofstronghorses,orevenwithayokeofoxen,Icoulddrivewellenough,andrelievethesepoorbrutes。"Shepushedbackhersun—bonnetandwithitamassofred—brownhairthatcurleddamplyonherforehead,andsmileddisarmingly。"BuddywouldbethehappiestbabyboyaliveifIcouldlethimdrivenowandthen!"sheaddedhumorously。
"Can’tmakeawagonandanextrayokeofoxenoutofthiscactuspatch,"BobBirniegrinnedgoodhumoredly。"NoteventotickleBuddy。I’llseewhatIcandowhenwereachOlathe。
Butyouwon’thavetotakeaman’splaceanddrive,Lassie。"
Hetookthecupofwatershedrewfromakegandproffered—
waterwaspreciousontheStakedPlains,thatseason—andhiseyesdweltonherfondlywhilehedrank。Then,givingherhandasqueezewhenhereturnedthecup,herodebacktoscantheherdforananimalbigenoughandwell—conditionedenoughtosupplanttheworn—outox。
"Aren’tyouthirsty,FrankDavis?Ithinkacupofwaterwilldoyougood,"shecalledouttothecowboy,whohaddismountedtotightenhisforwardcinchinexpectationofhavingtousehisrope。
Thecowboydroppedstirrupfromsaddlehornandcameforwardstiff—leggedly,leadinghishorse。Hissun—bakedface,grimedwiththedustoftheherd,wasaglowwithheat,andhiseyesshowedgratitude。Acupofwaterfromthehandoftheboss’swifewasworthagallonfromthebarrelslip—
sloppingalonginthelurchingchuck—wagon。
"How’sthekidsmakin’out,Mis’Birnie?"Frankinquiredpolitelywhenhehadswallowedthelastdropandhadwipedhismouthwiththebackofhishand。"It’srightwarmanddustyt’day。"
"They’reasleepatlast,thankgoodness,"sheanswered,glancingbackatahuddleofpinkcalicothatshowedjustoverthecrestofapileofcrumpledquilts。"Buddyhasahardtimeofit。He’sallmaninhisdisposition,andallbabyinsize。He’sbeenteasingtowalkwiththeniggersandhelpdrivethedrag。Ismyhusbandcalling?"
Herhusbandwas,andFrankrodeawayataleisurelytrot。
Hastehadlittletodowithtrailingaherd,whereeightmileswascalledagoodday’sjourneyandsixanaverageachievement。Thefallenoxwasunyokedbythemellow—voicedbutexasperatedEzra,andsincehewouldnotrise,thethreeremainingoxen,urgedbythegadandEzra’supbraiding,swungthewagontoonesideandmoveditalittlefartheraftertheslow—movingherd,sothattheexhaustedanimalcouldrest,andtherawrecruitbeyokedinwherehecoulddotheleastharmandwouldthespeediestlearnanewlessonindiscomfort。Mrs。Birnieglancedagainatthehuddleofpinkinthenestofquiltsbehindabelovedchestofdrawersinthewagon,andsighedwithreliefbecauseBuddyslept。
Anambitiousman—childalreadywasBuddy,accustomedtocertainphrasesthat,sincehecouldtoddle,hadformedinevitableaccompanimenttohisinvestigativefootsteps。
"L’k—out—dah!"hehadforalongtimebelievedtobehisnameamongtheblackfolkofhisworld。Whitefolkhadvarieditslightly。Heknewthat"Run—to—mother—now"meantthatsomethinghewoulddelightinbutmustnotwatchwasgoingtotakeplace。Spankingsmoreorlessofficialandnotoftenpainfulsignifiedthatbigfolksdidnotunderstandhimandhisactivities,orwerecrossaboutsomething。Now,motherdidnotwanthimtowatchthewildcowrunandjumpattheendofaropeuntilfinallyforcedtosubmittotheox—yokeandhelppullthewagon。Buddylovedtowatchthem,butheunderstoodthatmotherwasafraidthewildcowmightsteponhim。Whysheshouldwanthimtosleepwhenhewasnotsleepyhehadnotyetdiscovered,andsodisdainedtogiveitseriousconsideration。
"Nots’eepy,"Buddystatedagainemphaticallyasasortofmentaldismissalofthecommand,andcrawledcarefullypastSisterandliftedaflapofthecanvascover。Abutton——thelastbutton——poppedoffhispinkapronandthesleevesrumpleddownoverhishands。Itfeltalllooseanduseless,soBuddystoppedlongenoughtopulltheapronoffandthrowitbesideSisterbeforehecrawledunderthecanvasflapandwalkeddownthespokesofarearwheel。Hedidnotmeantogetinthewayofthewildcow,buthedidwantactionforhisrestlesslegs。Hethoughtthatifhewentawayfromthewagonandtheherdandplayedwhiletheywerecatchingthewildcow,itwouldbejustthesameasifhetookanap。Motherhadn’tthoughtofit,orshemighthavesuggestedit。
SoBuddywentawayfromthewagonanddownintoashallowdrywashwherethewildcowwouldnotcome,andplayed。Thefirstthinghesawwasascorpion—nastyoldbugthatwillbitehard—andhethrewrocksatituntilitscuttledunderaledgeoutofsight。Thenextthinghesawthatinterestedhimatallwasahornedtoad;ahawn—toe,hecalledit,afterEzra’smannerofspeaking。Ezrahadcaughtahawntoeforhimafewdaysago,butithadmysteriouslydisappearedoutofthewagon。Buddydidnotconnecthismother’slackofenthusiasmwiththedisappearance。Hersympathywithhislosshadseemedtohimreal,andhewantedanother,fullybelievingthatinthisalsomotherwouldbepleased。SohetookafterthisparticularHAWN—toe,thatcrawledintovarioushidingplacesonlytobespiedandroutedoutwithsmallrocksandasharpstick。
Thedrywashremainedshallow,andafterawhileBuddy,stillinhotpursuitofthehornedtoad,emergeduponthelevelwheretheherdhadpassed。Thewagonwasnowhereinsight,butthisdidnotdisturbBuddy。Hewasnotlost。Heknewperfectlythatthebrowncloudonhisnarrowedhorizonwasthedustovertheherd,andthatthewagonwasjustbehind,becausethewindthatdaywasblowingfromthesouthwest,andalsobecausetheoxendidnotwalkasfastastheherd。Inthedistancehesawthe"Drag"movinglazilyalongafterthedust—cloud,withbarefootedniggersdrivingthelaggardcattleandsingingdolefullyastheywalked。EmphaticallyBuddywasnotlost。
Hewantedthatparticularhornedtoad,however,andhekeptafterituntilhehaditsafeinhistwohands。
Ithappenedthatwhenhepouncedatlastuponthetoadhedisturbedwithhispresenceacolonyofredantsonmovingday。Thecloseranksofthem,comingandgoinginastraightline,caughtandheldBuddy’sattentiontotheexclusionofeverythingelse——savethehornedtoadhehadbeenatsuchpainstoacquire。Hetuckedthetoadinsidehisunderwaistandignoreditswrigglingagainsthisfleshwhilehesquattedinthehotsunshineandwatchedtheants,hismindonegreatquestion。Whereweretheygoing,andwhatweretheycarrying,andwhyweretheyallinsuchahurry?
Buddyhadtoknow。Tohimselfhecalledtrailherd——butfather’scattledidnotcarrywhitelumpsofstuffontheirheads,andfurthermore,theyallwalkedtogetherinthesamedirection;whereastheantherdtraveledbothways。Buddymadesureofthis,andthenstartedoff,followingwhathehaddecidedwastherealtrailoftheants。Mostchildrenwouldhavestirredthemupwithastick;Buddyletthemalonesothathecouldseewhattheyweredoingallbythemselves。
Theantsledhimtoatinyholewithafinelypulverizedrimjustattheedgeofasprawlycactus。ThislastBuddycarefullyavoided,forevenatfouryearsoldhehadlongagolearnedthestingofcactusthorns。ArattlesnakebuzzedwarningwhenhebackedawayandtheshocktoBuddy’snervesrousedwithinhimthefightingspirit。Rattlesnakesheknewalso,asthecommonenemyofmenandcattle。Onceasteerhadbeenbittenonthenoseandhisheadhadswollenupsohecouldn’teat。BuddydidnotwantthattohappentoHIM。
Hemadesurethatthehornedtoadwassafe,chosearockaslargeashecouldliftandheavefromhim,andthrewitatthebuzzing,graycoil。Hedidnotwaittoseewhathappened,butpickedupanotherrock,aterrificbuzzingsoundingstridentlyfromthecoil。Hethrewanotherandanotherwithalltheforceofhishealthylittlemuscles。Forafour—year—
oldheaimedwell;severaloftherockslandedonthecoil。
Thesnakewriggledfeeblyfromundertherocksandtriedtocrawlawayandhide,itsrattlesclickinglistlessly。Buddyhadanotherrockinhishandsandinhiseyesthebluefireofrighteousconquest。Hewentclose—closeenoughtohavebroughtaprotestingcryfromagrownup—liftedtherockhighashecouldandbroughtitdownfaironthebatteredheadoftherattler。Theloathsomelengthofitwincedandthrashedineffectively,andafterafewminuteslayslack,thetailwrigglingaimlessly。
Buddystoodwithhisfeetfarapartandhishandsonhiships,ashehadseenthecowboydowhomhehadunconsciouslyimitatedinthekilling。
"SnakeslikeInjuns。Dead’nsisgood’ens,"Heobservedsententiously,stillplayingthepartofthecowboy。Then,quitesurethatthesnakewasdead,hetookitbythetail,feltagainofthehornedtoadonhischestandwentbacktoseewhattheantsweredoing。
Whensoresponsibleapersonasagrownupstopstowatchtheorderlyactivitiesofanarmyofants,minutesandhoursslipawayunnoticed。Buddywasabsolutelyfascinated,losttoeverythingelse。WhensomeinstinctbornintheverybloodofhimwarnedBuddythattimewaspassing,hestoodupandsawthatthesunhungjustabovetheedgeoftheworld,andthattheskywasagloriousjumbleofredandpurpleandsoftrose。
ThefirstthingBuddydidwastostoopandstudyattentivelythedeadsnake,toseeifthetailstillwiggled。Itdidnot,thoughhewatcheditforafullminute。Helookedatthesun——
ithadnotsetbutglowedbigandyellowasfarfromtheearthashisfatherwastall。Ezrahadliedtohim。Deadsnakesdidnotwiggletheirtailsuntilsundown。
Buddylookedforthedustcloudoftheherd,andwassurprisedtofinditsmallerthanhehadeverseenit,andfartheraway。Indeed,hecouldonlyguessthatthefaintsmudgeonthehorizonwasthedusthehadfollowedformoredaysthanhecouldcount。Hewasnotafraid,buthewashungryandhethoughthismotherwouldmaybewonderwherehewas,andheknewthatthepoint—ridershadalreadystoppedpushingtheherdahead,andthatthecattlewerefeedingnowsothattheywouldbeddownatdusk。Thechuckwagonwascampedsomewherecloseby,andoldStep—and—a—Half,thelamecook,wasstirringthingsinhisDutchovensoverthecamp—
fire。Buddycouldalmostsmellthebeansandthemeatstew,hewassohungry。Heturnedandtookonelast,longlookattheendlessstreamofantsstillcrawlingalong,pickedupthedeadsnakebythetail,cuppedtheotherhandoverthehornedtoadinsidehiswaist,andstartedforcamp。
Afterawhileheheardsomeoneshouting,butbeyondfaintreliefthathewasafterallnearhis"Outfit",Buddypaidnoattention。Theboyswerealwaysshoutingtooneanother,oryellingattheirhorsesorattheherdorattheniggers。Itdidnotoccurtohimthattheymightbeshoutingforhim,untilfromanotherdirectionheheardEzra’sunmistakable,boomingvoice。Ezrasangathunderousbaritonewhentheniggerslifteduptheirvoicesinsongaroundtheircamp—
fire,andhecouldbeheardforhalfamilewhenhecalledinrealearnest。Hewascallingnow,andBuddy,stoppingtolisten,fanciedthatheheardhisname。Alittlefartheron,hewassureofit。
"OOO—EE!Whahy’all,Buddy?OOO—EEE!"
"I’ma—comin’,"Buddyshrilledimpatiently。"Whaty’allwant?"
HispipingvoicedidnotcarrytoEzra,whokeptonshouting。
Theradiantpurpleandredandgoldabovehimdeepened,darkened。Thewholewildexpanseofhalf—barrenlandbecamesuddenlyaplaceofunearthlybeautythatdulledtotheshadowsofdusk。Buddytrudgedon,keepingtothedeep—wornbuffalotrailswhichtheherdhadfollowedandscoredafreshwiththeirhoofs。Hecouldnotmisshisway—notBuddy,sonofBobBirnie,owneroftheTomahawkoutfit—buthislegsweregrowingprettytired,andhewassohungrythathecouldhavesatdownonthegroundandcriedwiththegnawingfood—callofhisemptylittlestomach。
Hecouldhearothervoicesshoutingatintervalsnow,butEzra’svoicewastheloudestandtheclosest,anditseemedtoBuddythatEzraneveroncestoppedcalling。TwiceBuddycalledbackthathewasa—comin’,butEzrashoutedjustthesame:"OOO—EE!WHAHY’ALL,BUDDY?OOO—EE!"
Imperceptiblyduskdeepenedtodarkness。AgustofangersweptBuddy’ssoulbecausehewastired,becausehewashungryandhewasyetalongwayfromthecamp,butchieflybecauseEzrapersistedincallingafterBuddyhadseveraltimesanswered。HeheardsomeonewhomherecognizedasFrankDavis,butbythistimehewassoangrythathewouldnotsayaword,thoughhewastemptedtoaskFranktotakehimuponhishorseandlethimridetocamp。Heheardothers—andoncethebeatofhoofscamequiteclose。ButtherewasawidestreakofScotchstubbornnessinBuddy——alongwithseveralotherScotchstreaks——andhecontinuedhisstumblingprogress,draggingthesnakebythetail,hisotherhandholdingfastthehornedtoad。
Hisheartjumpedupandalmostchokedhimwhenfirstsawthethreetwinklesonthegroundwhichknewwerenotstarsbutcamp—fires。
QuiteunexpectedlyhetrudgedintothefirelightwhereStep—
and—a—Halfwasstirringdelectablethingsintheironpotsandstoppingeveryminuteorsotostareanxiouslyintothegloom。Buddystoodblinkingandsniffing,hiseyesfixedupontheDutchovens。
"I’mHUNGRY!"heannouncedaccusingly,grippingthetoadthathadbeguntosquirmattheheatandlight。Ikiltasnakean’
I’mHUNGRY!"
"Goodgorry!"sworeStep—and—a—Half,andwhippedouthissix—shooterandfiredthreeshotsintotheair。
Footstepscamescurrying。Buddy’smotherswepthimintoherarms,laughingwithalittlewhimperingsoundoftearsinthelaughter。Buddywriggledprotestinglyinherarms。
"L’kout!Y’allSKUCSH’im!IgotaHAWN—toe;wighthere。"
Hepattedhischestgloatingly。"An’Igotasnake。Ikilt’im。An’I’mHUNGRY。"
MotherofBuddythoughshewas,Lassiesethimdownhurriedlyandsurveyedherman—childfromalittledistance。
"Buddy!Dropthatsnakeinstantly’"
Buddyobeyed,butheplantedafootclosetohiskillandpoutedhislips。"’Smysnake。Ikilt’im,"Hesaidfirmly。
Hepulledthehornedtoadfromhiswaist—frontandheldittightlyinhistwohands。"An’smyhawn—toe。Iketche’d’m。
’Wayovadere,"headded,tiltinghistowheadtowardthedarknessbehindhim。
BobBirnierodeupatagallop,pulleduphishorseintheedgeofthefireglowanddismountedhastily。
BobBirnieneverneededmorethanoneglancetofurnishhimthedetailsofascene。Hesawtheverysmallboyconfrontinghismotherwithadeadsnake,ahornedtoadandastubbornsettohislips。Hesawthatthemotherlookedratherhelplessbeforethecombination——andhisbrownmustachehidasmile。Hewalkedupandlookedhisfirst—bornover。
"Buddy,"Hedemandedsternly,"wherehaveyoubeen?"
"Outdere。Kiltasnake。Antswastrailingaherd。IgotaHAWN—toe。An’I’mhungry!"
"Youknowbetterthantoleavethewagon,youngman。Didn’tyouknowwehadtogetoutandhuntyou,andmotherwasscaredthewolvesmighteatyou?Didn’tyouhearuscallingyou?Whydidn’tyouanswer?"
Buddylookedupfromunderhisbabyeyebrowsathisfather,whoseemedverytallandveryterrible。Buthisbarefoottouchedthedeadsnakeandhetookcomfort。"Iwascomin’,"
hesaid。"IWASN’Tlos’。Ibringedmysnakeandmyhawn—toe。
An’dey——WASN’T——any——woluffs!"Thelastwordcamemuffled,buriedinhismother’sskirts。
CHAPTERTWO:THETRAILHERD
Dayafterdaythetrailherdploddedslowlytothenorth,followingthebuffalotrailsthatwouldleadtowater,andthecrudemapofonewhohadtakenaherdnorthandhadreturnedwithataleofvastplainsandnorivals。Alwaysthroughthedaythedustcloudhungoverthebacksofthecattle,settledintotheclothesofthosewhofollowed,grimedthepinkapronsofBuddyandhissmallsisterDulciesothattheywerenolongerpink。Wheneverastreamwasreached,mothersearchedpatientlyforclearwaterandanuntrampledbitofbankwhereshemightdothefamilywashing,leavingEzratomindthechildren。Butevensothecrustandthewearandtearoftravelremainedtoharassherfastidioussoul。
Buddyrememberedthatdriveashecouldnotrememberthecomfortableranchhouseofhisearlierbabyhood。Tohimafterwarditseemedthatlifebeganwiththegreatherdofcattle。Hecametoknowjusthowlowthesunmustslidefromthetopoftheskybeforethe"point"wouldspreadoutwithnosestotheground,pausingwhereveramouthfulofgrasswastobefound。Whentheseleadersoftheherdstopped,thecattlewouldscatterandbeginfeeding。Iftherewaswatertheywouldcrowdthebanksofthestreamorpool,pushingandproddingoneanotherwiththeirgreat,sharphorns。Later,whenthesunwasgoneandduskcreptoutofnowhere,thecowboyswouldrideslowlyaroundtheherd,pushingitquietlyintoasmallercompass。Then,ifBuddywerenottoosleepy,hewouldwatchthecattleliedowntochewtheircudsindeep,sighingcontentuntiltheyslept。ItremindedBuddyvaguelyofwhenmotherpoppedcorninawirepopper,alongtimeago—beforetheyalllivedinawagonandwentwiththeherd。Firstoneandtwo—thentherewouldbethree,four,five,asmanyasBuddycouldcount—thenthewholeherdwouldbelyingdown。
Buddylovedthecamp—fires。Thecowboyswouldsitaroundtheonewherehisfatherandmothersat——motherwithDulcieinherarms——andtheywouldsmokeandtellstories,untilmothertoldhimitwastimelittleboyswereinbed。Buddyalwayswantedtoknowwhattheysaidafterhehadclimbedintothebigwagonwheremotherhadmadeabed,butheneverfoundout。Hecouldrememberlyingtherelisteningsometimestotheniggerssingingattheirowncampfirewithincall,Ezraalwayssingingtheloudest,——justasabullalwayscouldbeheardabovethebellowingoftheherd。
Allhislife,Ezra’ssingingandthemonotonousbellowingofaherdremindedBuddyofonemysteriouslyterribletimewhenthereweren’tanyriversoranypondsoranythingalongthetrail,andtheyhadtobecarefulofthewaterandsaveit,andheandDulciewerenotaskedtowashtheirfaces。IthinkthatmiraclehelpedtofixtheincidentindeliblyinBuddy’smind;that,andthebellowingofthecattle。ItseemedamonthtoBuddy,butashegrewolderhelearnedthatitwasthreedaystheywentwithoutwater。
Thefirstdayhedidnotrememberespecially,exceptthatmotherhadtalkedaboutcleanapronsthatnight,andfailedtoproduceany。Thesecondherecalledquiteclearly。Fathercametothewagonssometimeinthenighttoseeifmotherwasasleep。TheirmurmuredtalkwakenedBuddyandheheardfathersay:
"We’llhold’em,allright,Lassie。Andthere’swaterahead。
It’smarkedonthetrailmap。Don’tyouworry——I’llstayupandhelptheboys。Thecattleareuneasy——butwe’llhold’em。"
ThethirddayBuddyneverforgot。ThatwasthedaywhenmotherforgotthatQstandsforQuagga,andpermittedBuddytocallitP,justforfun,becauseitlookedsomuchlikeP。
Andwhenhesaid"Wiswater",mothermadeafunnysoundandsaidrightoutloud,"0hGod,please!"andtoldBuddytocreepbackandplaywithSister——whenSisterwasasleep,andtherewerestillx,yandztosay,letalonethatmysteriousAnd—so—forthwhichseemedtomeansomuchandsolittleandneverwascalledupontohelpspellaword。Neversincehebegantohavelessonshadmotheromittedasingleletterorcutthestudyhourdowntheteeniestlittlebit。
Buddywasafraidofsomething,buthecouldnotthinkwhatitwasthatfrightenedhim。Hebegantothinkseriouslyaboutwater,andtolistenuneasilytotheconstantlowingoftheherd。Theincreasedshoutingoftheniggersdrivingthelaggingonesheldasuddensignificance。Itoccurredtohimthattheniggershadtheirhandsfull,andthattheyhadneverdrivensobiga"Drag。"Itwashotterthanever,too,andtheyhadtwicestoppedtoyokeinfreshoxen。EzrahadboastedallalongthatoleBawleywouldkeephisenduptilltheygotclahtoWyoming。ButoleBawleyhadstopped,andstopped,andatlasthadtobetakenoutoftheyoke。Buddybegantowishtheywouldhurryupandfindariver。
Noneofthecowboyswouldtakehimonthesaddleandlethimride,thatday。Theylookedharassed——Buddycalleditcross——
whentheyrodeuptothewagontogivetheirhorsesafewmouthfulsofwaterfromthebarrel。Step—and—a—Halfcouldn’tspareanymore,theytoldmother。Hehaddeclaredatnoonthatheneededeverydrophehadforthecooking,andtherewouldbenowashingofdisheswhatever。Later,motherhadstudiedamapandafterwardshadsatforalongwhilestaringoutoverthebacksofthecattle,herfacewhite。Buddythoughtperhapsmotherwassick。
ThatdaylastedhoursandhourslongerthananyotherdaythatBuddycouldremember。Hisfatherlookedcross,too,whenherodebacktothem。Onceitwastolookatthemapwhichmotherhadstudied。Theytalkedtogetherafterwards,andBuddyheardhisfathersaythatshemustnotworry;thecattlehadgoodbottom,andcouldstandthirstbetterthanapoorherd,andanotherdrycampwouldnotreallyhurtanyone。
Hehaduncoveredthewaterbarrelandlookedin,andhadriddenstraightovertothechuck—wagon,hishorsewalkingalongsidethehighseatwhereStep—and—a—Halfsatperchedlistlesslywithalong—lashedoxwhipinhishand。Fatherhadtalkedforafewminutes,andhadriddenbackscowling。
"Thatoldscoundrelhasgottwoten—gallonkegsthathaven’tbeentouched!"hetoldmother。"Yo’allmustn’twateranymorehorsesoutofyourbarrelSendtheboystoStep—and—a—
Half。Yo’allkeepwhatyou’vegot。Thehorseshavegottohavewater—to—nightit’sgoingtobehelltoholdtheherd,andifanybodygoesthirstyit’llbethemen,notthehorsesButyo’allsendthemtotheotherwagon,LassieMind,now!
Notadroptoanyone。"
Afterfatherrodeaway,Buddycreptupandputhistwoshortarmsaroundmother。"Don’tcry。Idon’thavetodrinkanywater,"hesoothedher。Hewaitedaminuteandaddedoptimistically,"Dere’saBI——IGwivercomin’pittysoon。
Oxessmellswaterahunerdmiles。Ezrasaysso。An’las’
nightCrumpywassnuffin’an’snuffin’。Isaw’imdoit。HesmeltaBIGwiver。THATbi—ig!"Hespreadhisshortarmsaswideapartastheywouldreach,andsmiledtremulously。
MothersqueezedBuddysohardthathegrunted。
"Dearlittleman,ofcoursethereis。WEdon’tmind,dowe?
I—wasfeelingsorryforthepoorcattle。"
"De’refirsty,"Buddystatedsolemnly,hiseyesbig。"De’rebawlin’feradrinkofwater。Iguessde’reAWFULfirsty。
Dere’sabigwivercomin’nowCrumpysmeltabigwiver。"
Buddy’smotherstaredacrossthearidplainparchedintogreaterbarrennessbytheheatthathadbeenunremittingforthepastweek。Buddy’sfaithinthebigrivershecouldnotshare。SomehowtheyhaddriftedoffthetrailmarkedonthemapdrawnbyGeorgeWilliams。
Williamshadwarnedthemtocarryasmuchwateraspossibleinbarrels,asaprecautionagainstsufferingiftheyfailedtostrikewatereachnight。Hehadtoldthemthatwaterwasscarce,butthathiscowboyscoutsandthedeep—wornbuffalotrailshadbeenabletobringhimthroughwithwaterateverycampsavetwoorthree。TheStakedPlains,hesaid,wouldbethehardestdrive。AndthiswastheStakedPlains——anditwasharddriving!
Buddydidnotknowallthatuntilafterwards,whenheheardfathertalkofthedrivenorth。Buthewouldhaverememberedthatdayandthenightthatfollowed,eventhoughhehadneverheardawordaboutit。Thebawlingoftheherdbecameadolefulchantofmisery。Eventhephlegmaticoxenthatdrewthewagonsbawledandslaveredwhiletheystrainedforward,twistingtheirheadsundertheheavyyokes。Theystoppedoftenerthanusualtorest,andwhenBuddywaspermittedtowalkwiththeperspiringEzrabytheleaders,hewonderedwhytheoxen’seyeswerered,likeDulcie’swhenshehadoneofhercryingspells。
Atnightthecowboysdidnottietheirhorsesandsitdownwhiletheyate,butstoodbytheirmountsandboltedfoodhurriedly,oneeyealwaysontherestlesscattle,thatwalkedaroundandaround,andwouldneithereatnorliedown,butlowedincessantly。OnceafewanimalscamecloseenoughtosmellthewaterinabucketwhereFrankDaviswaswateringhissweat—streakedhorse,andStep—and—a—Half’swagonwasalmostupsetbeforethemaddenedcattlecouldbedrivenbacktothemainherd。
"Nousecamping,"BobBirnietoldtheboysgatheredaroundStep—and—a—Half’sDutchovens。"Thecattlewon’tstand。We’llwearourselvesandthemouttryingtohold’em—theymayaswellbehuntingwaterasrunningincircles。Step—and—a—Half,keepyourcookedgrubhandyfortheboys,andyo’allpackupandpullout。We’llturnthecattlelooseandfollow。Ifthere’sanywaterinthisdamnedcountrythey’llfindit。"
Yearsafterwards,Buddylearnedthathisfatherhadsentmenouttohuntwater,andthattheyhadnotfoundany。Hewastenwhenthiswasdiscussedaroundaspringroundupfire,andhehadstudiedthematterforafewminutesandthenhadspokenboldlyhismind。
"Yououghtakeptyourhorsesasthirstyasthecattlewas,andIbetthey’da’foundthatwater,"hecriticized,andwassenttobedforhistactlessness。BobBirniehimselfhadthoughtofthatafterwards,andhadexcusedtheoversightbysayingthathehaddependedonthemap,andhadnotforeseenathree—daydrydrive。
Howeverthatmaybe,thatnightwasanightofpanickydesperation。Ezrawalkedbesidetheoxenandshoutedandswunghislash,andtheoxenstrainedforwardbellowingsothatnotevenDulciecouldsleep,butwhimperedfretfullyinhermother’sarms。Buddysatupwide—eyedandwatchedforthebigriver,andtriednottobea’fraid—catandcrylikeDulcie。
Itwaslongpaststarrymidnightwhenalittlewindpuffedoutofthedarknessandtheoxenthrewuptheirheadsandsniffed,andputanewnoteintotheir"M—baw—aw—aw—mm!"
Theyswungsharplysothatthewindblewstraightintothefrontofthewagon,whichlurchedforwardwithanewimpetus。
"Glo—oryt’Gawd,Missy!deysmellswatah,sho’syo’bawn!"
sobbedEzraashebrokeintoatrotbesidethewheelers"
’Tain’tfur——lookitdat—ahhuhda—goin’it!No’m,Missy,DEY
ain’twoahout——deysmellin’watahan’dey’mgittin’TOit!
’Tain’tfur,Missy。"
Buddyclungtothebackoftheseatandstaredround—eyedintothegloom。Heneverforgotthatlumpyshadowwhichwastheherd,travelingfastindustthatobscuredtheneareststars。Theshadowhumpedhereandthereasthecattlecrowdedforwardatashufflinghalftrot,theclick——awashoftheirshamblingfeettreadingcloseononeanother。Therappingtattooofwide—spreadhornsclashingagainstwide—spreadhornsfilledhimwithaformlessterror,sothatheletgotheseattoclutchatmother’sdress。Hewasnotafraidofcattle—theywereasmuchapartofhisworldaswereEzraandthewagonandthecamp—fires—buthetrembledwiththedreadwhichnomancouldnameforhim。
Thesewerenotthenormal,everydaysoundsoftheherd。Theherdhadsomehowchangedfromploddinganimalstooneoverwhelmingpurposethatwouldsweepawayanythingthatcameinitspath。Twothousandparchedthroatsanddust—drytongues—andsuddenlythesmellofwaterthatwouldgogurglingdowntwothousandeagergullets,andeveryinterveningsecondacurseddelayagainstwhichthecattlesurgedblindly。Itwasthemobspirit,whenthemobwasfightingforitsveryexistence。
Overthebellowingofthecattleayellingcowboynowandthenmadehimselfheard。Thefouroxenstrainingundertheiryokesbrokeintoalumberinggalloplesttheybeoutdistancedbytheherd,andDulciescreamedwhenthewagonlurchedacrossadrywashandalmostupset,whileEzrapliedtheox—
whipandyelledfranticallyatfirstoneoxandthenanother,inventingnamesforthenewones。Buddydrewinhisbreathandheldituntilthewagonrolledonfourwheelsinsteadoftwo,buthedidnotscream。
Stillthebigriverdidnotcome。ItseemedtoBuddythatthecattlewouldneverstoprunning。TangledintheterrorwasEzra’sshoutingasheranalongsidethewagonandcalledtoMissythatitwas"DatoleCrumpyactin’thefool",andthatthewagonwouldn’tupset。"No’m,dey’sjestinahurrytogitderefoolhaidssunktodeeyesindatwatah。Deyain’taimin’torunaway——no’m,dishyerain’tnostampede!"
PerhapsBuddydozed。Thenextthingheremembered,daywasbreaking,withthesunallred,seenthroughthedust。Theherdwasstillgoing,butnowitwasrunningandsomehowtheyokedoxenwerekeepingclosebehind,lumberingalongwithheadsheldlowandthesweatreekingfromtheirspentbodies。
Buddyhearddimlyhismother’ssharpcommandtoEzra:
"Standback,Ezra!We’renotgoingtobecaughtinthatterribletrap。They’repilingoverthebankaheadofus。Getawayfromtheleaders。Iamgoingtoshoot。"
Buddycrawledupalittlehigherontheblanketsbehindtheseat,andsawmothersteadyherselfandaimtheriflestraightatCrumpy。Therewasthefamiliar,deafeningroar,theacridsmellofblackpowdersmoke,andCrumpywentdownloosely,hisnoserootingthetrampledgroundforaspacebeforethegunbelchedblacksmokeagainandCrumpy’syoke—
matepitchedforward。ThewagonstoppedsoabruptlythatBuddysprawledhelplesslyonhisbacklikeanoverturnedbeetle。
Hesawmotherstandlookingdownatthewheelers,thatbackedandtwistedtheirnecksundertheiryokes。Herlipsweresetfirmlytogether,andhereyeswerebrightwithpurplehollowsbeneath。Sheheldtherifleforamoment,thensetthebuttofitonthe"jockeybox"justinfrontofthedashboard。
Thewheelers,helplessbetweentheweightofthewagonbehindandthedeadoxeninfront,mighttwisttheirnecksoffbuttheycoulddonodamage。
"Unyokethewheelers,Ezra,andletthepoorcreatureshavetheirchanceatthewater,"shecriedsharply,andEzra,dodgingthehornsofthefranticbrutes,madeshifttoobey。
Fairlyonthebankofthesluggishstreamwithitsflood—wornchannelanditstreacherouspatchesofquicksand,thewagonthushaltedbythesheernerveandquick—thinkingofmotherbecameaverysmallislandinatroubledseaofwelteringbacksandtossinghornsandstaringeyeballs。Ridersshoutedandlashedunavailinglywiththeirquirts,tryingtoholdbackthefullbulkoftheherduntiltheforemosthadslakedtheirthirstandgoneon。Buttheherdwascrazyforthewater,andtheforemostwereplungedheadlongintothesoftmudwheretheymired,trampledunderthehoofsofthosewhocamecrowdingfrombehind。
Someoneshouted,closetothewagonyetdownthebankattheedgeofthewater。Thewordswereindistinguishable,butawarningwasinthevoice。Ontheechoofthatcry,amanscreamedtwice。
"Ezra!"criedmotherfiercely。"It’sFrankDavis——they’vegothimdown,somehow。Climboverthebacksofthecattle——There’snootherway——andGETHIM!"
"Yas’m,Missy!"Ezracalledback,andthenBuddysawhimgoovertheherd,scrambling,jumpingfrombacktoback。
Buddyrememberedthatalways,andthefuneraltheyhadlaterintheday,whentheherdwasagainjusttrail—wearycattlefeedinghungrilyonthescantygrass。Downattheedgeofthecreekthecarcassesofmanydeadanimalslayhalf—buriedinthemud。Uponalittleknollwhereafewstuntedtreesgrew,thenegroesdugalong,deephole。Mother’seyeswereoftenfilledwithtearsthatday,andthecowboysscarcelytalkedatallwhentheygatheredatthechuckwagon。
Afterawhiletheyallwenttotheholewhichthenegroeshaddug,andtherewasalongSomethingwrappedupincanvas。
Motherworeherbestdresswhichwasblack,andfatherandalltheboyshadshavedtheirfacesandlookedverysober。
Thenegroesstoodbackinagroupbythemselves,andeveryfewminutesBuddysawthemdrawtheirtatteredshirtsleevesacrosstheirfaces。Andfather——Buddylookedonceandsawtwotearsrunningdownfather’scheeks。Buddywasshockedintoastonycalm。Hehadneverdreamedthatfathersevercried。
MotherreadoutofherBible,andalltheboysheldtheirhatsinfrontofthem,withtheirhandsclasped,andlookedatthegroundwhilesheread。Thenmothersang。Shesang,"Weshallmeetbeyondtheriver",whichBuddythoughtwasaveryqueersong,becausetheywerealltherebutFrankDavis;
thenshesang"Nearer,MyGod,toThee。"Buddysangtoo,pipingthenotesaccurately,withavaguepronunciationofthewordsandafeelingthatsomehowhewashelpingmother。
Afterthattheyputthelong,canvas—wrappedSomethingdowninthehole,andmothersaid"OurFatherWhoArtinHeaven",withBuddyrepeatingituncertainlyafterherandpausingtosay"TRETHpatheth"verycarefully。ThenmotherpickedupDulcieinherarms,tookBuddybythehandandwalkedslowlybacktothewagon,andwouldnotlethimturntoseewhattheboysweredoing。
ItwasfromthatdaythatBuddymissedFrankDavis,whohadmysteriouslygonetoHeaven,accordingtomother。Buddy’sinterestinHeavenwasextremelykeenforatime,andheaskedquestionswhichnotevenmothercouldanswer。ThenhismemoryofFrankDavisblurred。ButneverhismemoryofthatterribletimewhentheTomahawkoutfitlostfivehundredcattleinthedrydriveandthestampedeforwater。
CHAPTERTHREE:SOMEINDIANLORE
BuddyknewIndiansasheknewcattle,horses,rattlesnakesandstorms——byhavingthemmixedinwithhiseverydaylife。
Hecouldn’ttellyouwhereorwhenhehadlearnedthatIndiansaretricky。PerhapshisfirstideasonthatsubjectweregleanedfromthefriendlytribeswholivedalongtheChisolmTrailandusedtovisitthechuck—wagon,theirblanketsheldclosearoundthemandtheireyesglancingeverywherewhiletheygrinnedandtalkedandpointed——andate。Buddyusedtositinthechuck—wagon,outofharm’sway,andwatchthemeat。
Step—and—a—HalfhadawayofentertainingIndianswhichneverfailedtointerestBuddy,howeveroftenhewitnessedit。WhenStep—and—a—HalfglimpsedIndianscomingafaroff,hewouldtakehisdishpananddumpintoitwhateverscrapsoffoodwereleftoverfromtheprecedingmeal。HeusedtosaythatIndianscouldsmellgrubasfarasabuzzardcansmelladeadcarcase,andBuddybelievedit,fortheyalwaysarrivedatmealtimeorshortlyafterwards。Step—and—a—Halfwouldmakeastew,iftherewerescrapsenough。Ifthegleaningsweresmall,hewouldusethedishwater——hewasafrugalman——andwiththatforthestart—offhewouldmakesoup,whichtheIndiansgulpeddownwithgreatrelishandmanygurglysounds。
Buddywatchedthemeatwhathecalledpig—dinner。WhenStep—
and—a—Halfwasnotlookinghesawthemstealwhatevertheirdirtybrownhandscouldreadilysnatchandhideundertheirblankets。SoheknewfromveryearlyexperiencethatIndianswerenottobetrusted。
Once,whenhehadagainstrayedtoofarfromcamp,someIndiansridingthatwaysawhim,andoneleanedandliftedhimfromthegroundandrodeoffwithhim。Buddydidnotstrugglemuch。Hesavedhisbreathforthelong,shrillyellofcow—country。TwiceheyodledbeforetheIndianclappedahandoverhismouth。
Fatherandsomeofthecowboysheardandcameafter,ridinghardandshootingastheycame。Buddy’spinkapronflutteredasignalflaginthearmsofhiscaptor,andsoithappenedthatthebulletswhistledclosetothatparticularIndian。HegatheredahandfulofcalicobetweenBuddy’sshoulders,heldhimaloftlikeapuppy,leanedfaroveranddepositedhimontheground。
Buddyrolledovertwiceandgotup,alittledizzyandveryindignant,andshoutedtofather,"Shootasunsyguns!"
FromthattimeBuddyaddedhatredtohisdistrustofIndians。
FromthetimewhenhewasfouruntilhewasthirteenBuddy’slifecontainedenoughthrillstokeepamovie—madboyofto—
daysittingontheedgeofhisseatgaspingenviouslythroughmanyareel,buttoBuddyitwasallratherhumdrumandmonotonous。
Whathewantedtodowastogetoutandhuntbuffalo。Justherdinghorses,andwatchingoutforIndians,andkillingrattlesnakeswaswhatanyboyinthecountrywouldbedoing。
Still,Buddyhimselfachievednowandthenathrill。
Therewasoneday,whenhestoodheedlesslyonaridgelookingforadozenheadoflosthorsesinthedrawsbelow。
ItwasallverywelltoexplainmissinghorsesbytheconjecturethattheInjunsmusthavegotthem,butBuddyhappenedtomissoldRattlerwiththeothers。Rattlerhadcomenorthwiththetrailherd,andhewaswisebeyondthewisdomofmosthorses。Hewoulddrivecattleoutofthebrushwithoutaridertoguidehim,ifonlyyouputasaddleonhim。HehadhelpedBuddytomounthisback——whenBuddywasmuchsmallerthannow——byloweringhisheaduntilBuddystraddledit,andthenliftingitsothatBuddysliddownhisneckandoverhiswitherstohisback。EvennowBuddysometimesmountedthatwaywhennoonewaslooking。ManyotherlovabletraitshadRattler,andtolosehimwouldbeatragedytothefamily。
SoBuddywasontheridge,scanningallthedeeplittlewashesanddraws,whenabulletPING—G—GEDoverhishead。
Buddycaughtthebridlereinsandpulledhishorseintotheshelterofrocks,untiedhisriflefromthesaddleandcreptbacktoreconnoitre。Itwasthefirsttimehehadeverbeenshotat——exceptinthearmyposts,whentheIndianshad"brokenout",——andtheaimthenwasgenerallydirectedtowardhisvicinityratherthanhisperson。
AnIndianonahorsepresentlyappearedcautiouslyfromcover,andBuddy,tremblingwithexcitement,shotwild;butnotsowildthattheIndiancouldaffordtoscoffandridecloser。AfteranotherineffectualshotatBuddy,hewhippedhishorsedowntheridge,andmadeforBannockcreek。
BuddyatthirteenknewmoreofthewilesofIndiansthandoesthehardiestIndianfighteronthescreento—day。FatherhadwarnedhimnevertochaseanIndianintocover,whereotherswouldprobablybewaitingforhim。Sohestayedwherehewas,prettywellhiddenintherocks,andletthebulletshehimselfhad"run"infather’sbullet—moldfollowtheenemytothefringeofbushes。HislastshotknockedtheIndianoffhishorse——orsoitlookedtoBuddy。Hewaitedforalongtime,watchingthebrushandthinkingwhatafoolthatIndianwastoimagineBuddywouldfollowhimdownthere。AfterawhilehesawtheIndian’shorseclimbingtheslopeacrossthecreek。Therewasnorider。
Buddyrodehomewithoutthemissinghorses,anddidnottellanyoneabouttheIndian,thoughhisthoughtswouldnotleavethesubject。
Hewonderedwhatmotherwouldthinkofit。Mother’sinterestsseemedmostlyconfinedtoteachingBuddyandDulciewhattheyweredeprivedoflearninginschools,andtoplaythepiano——
awonderfuloldsquarepianothathadcomeallthewayfromScotlandtotheTomahawkranch,theveryfrontieroftheWest。
Motherwasawonderfulwoman,withasoftvoiceandaslightScotchaccent,andwit;andaknowledgeofthingswhichwerelittleknowninthewilderness。Buddyneverdreamedthenhowstrangelyculturewasmixedwithpuresavageryinhislife。
TohimthesecretregretthathehadnotdaredrideintothebushestoscalptheIndianhebelievedhehadshot,andthefactthathishandswerestrainingatthefullchordsoftheANVILCHORUSonthatveryevening,wasnoteventobeconsideredunusual。Still,certainstrainsofthatclassicwerealwaysafterwardassociatedinhismindwiththeshootingoftheIndian——ifhehadreallyshothim。
Whilehecountedthetimewithaconscientiousregardfortherests,hedebatedthewisdomoftellingmother,anddecidedthatperhapshehadbetterkeepthatmattertohimself,likeaman。
CHAPTERFOUR:BUDDYGIVESWARNING
Buddyswungdownfromhishorse,unsaddleditandwentstaggeringtothestablewallwiththeburdenofastock—
saddlemuchtoobigforhim。Hehadtostandonhisboot—toestoreachandpullthebridledownovertheearsofWhitefoot,whichturnedwithanairofimmensereliefintothecorralgateandthehaypiledatthefurtherend。Buddygavehimonepreoccupiedglanceandstartedforthecabin,walkingwiththecowpuncher’speculiar,bowleggedgaitwhichcomesofwearingchapsandthrowingoutthekneestoovercomethestiffnessoftheleather。AtthirteenBuddywasacowboyfromhat—crowntospurs—andatthirteenBuddygloriedinthefact。
To—day,however,hismindwasweightedwithmattersofmoreimportancethanhimself。
"TheUtesarehavingawar—dance,mother,"heannouncedwhenhehadclosedthestoutdoorofthekitchenbehindhim。"Theymeanitthistime。Ilayinthebrushandwatchedthemlastnight。"Hestoodlookingathismotherspeculatively,alittlegrinonhisface。"Itoldyou,youcan’tchangeanInjunbylearninghimtoeatwithaknifeandfork,"headded。"Colorouain’tanywhiterthanhewasbeforeyousetouttolearnhimmanners。Hewashoppin’higherthananyof’em。"
"Teach,Buddy,notlearn。Youknowbetterthantosay’learnhimmanners。’"
"Teachhimmanners,"Buddycorrectedhimselfobediently。"I
wasthinkingmoreaboutwhatIsawthanaboutgrammar。
Where’sfather?IguessI’dbettertellhim。He’llwanttogetthestockoutofthemountains,Ishouldthink。"
"Colorouwillsendmewordbeforetheytakethewarpath,"
motherobservedreassuringly。"Healwayshas。Igavehimawholepoundofteaandablueribbonthelasttimehewashere,"
"Yes,andthelasttimetheybrokeouttheygotawaywithmore’nahundredheadofcattle。YougottoLaramie,allright,buthedidn’ttellfatherintimetomakearoundupbackinthefoothills。They’reDANCING,mother!"
"Well,IsupposeWe’redueforanoutbreak,"sighedmother。
"Colorousayshecan’tholdhisyoungmenoffwhensomeofthetribehavebeenkilled。Hehimselfdoesn’tcountenancethestealingandtheoccasionalkillingofwhitemen。TherearebadIndiansandgoodones。"
"Iknowacoupleofgoodones,"Buddymurmuredashemadeforthewashbasin。"It’sthebadonesthatweredoingthedancing,mother,"heflungoverhisshoulder。"AndifIwasyouI’dtakeDulcieandthecatsandhitforLaramie。Coloroumightgetbusyandforgettosendword!"
"IfIWASyou?"Mothercameupandnippedhisearbetweenthumbandfinger。"Robert,Iamdiscouragedoveryou。AllthatIteachyouinthewinterseemstoevaporatefromyourmindduringthesummerwhenyougooutridingwiththeboys。"
Buddywipedhisfacewithanup—and—downmotionontherollertowelandclankedacrosstothecupboardwhichheopenedinvestigatively。"Anypie?"hequestionedashepeeredintothecorners。"Say,ifIhadthehandlingofthoseUtes,mother,I’dfix’emsotheywouldn’tbebreakingouteveryfewmonthsandmakingfolksleavetheirhomestobepawedoverandburnt,maybe。"Hefoundajaroffreshdoughnutsandtookthree。
"They’lltromparoundonyourflower—beds——itjustmakesmeSICKwhenIthinkhowthey’llmussthingsuparoundhere!I
wishnow,"Heblurtedunthinkingly,"thatIhadn’tkilledtheInjunthatstoleRattler。"
"Buddy!NotYOU。"Hismothermadeaswiftlittlerunacrossthekitchenandcaughthimonhislean,hard—muscledyoungshoulders。"You——youbaby!Whatdidyoudo?Youdidn’tharmanIndian,didyou,laddie?"
Buddytiltedhisheaddownwardsothatshecouldnotlookintohiseyes。"IdunnoasIharmedhim——much,"hesaid,wipingdoughnutcrumbsfromhismouthwithonehastysweepofhisforearm。"Buthishorsecameoutathebrush,andhenever。IguessIkilledhim,allright。Anyway,mother,Ihadto。Hetookashotatmefirst。ItwasthedaywelostRattlerandthebronks,"Headdedaccurately。
Motherdidnotsayanythingforaminute,andBuddyhunghisheadlower,dreadingtoseethehurtlookwhichhefeltwasinhereyes。
"IhavetopackagunwhenIrideanywhere,"heremindedherdefensively。"Itain’ttobalancemeonthehorse,either。IfInjunstakeinafterme,thegun’ssoIcanshoot。Andafellerdon’tshootupintheair——andifanInjunishuntingtroubleheoughtaexpectthatmaybehemightgetshotsometime。You——youwouldn’twantmetojustrunandletthemcatchme,wouldyou?"
Mother’shandslippeduptohisheadandpresseditagainstherbreastsothatBuddyheardherheartbeatingsteadyandsweetandtrue。Motherwasn’tafraid——never,never!
"Iknow——it’sthedreadfulnecessityofdefendingourlives。
Butyou’resoyoung——justmother’sbabyman!
Buddylookedupatherthen,alaughtwinklinginhiseyes。
Afterall,motherunderstood。
"I’mgoingtobeyourbabymanalwaysifyouwantmeto,mother,"Hewhispered,closinghisarmsaroundherneckinasturdyhug。"ButI’mfather’shorse—wrangler,too。Andahorse—wranglerhasgottoholduphisend。I——Ididn’twanttokillanybody,honest。ButInjunsaredifferent。Youkillrattlers,andtheyain’tasmeanasInjuns。ThatoneIshotatwasshootingatmebeforeIevensomuchasknewtherewasonearound。Ijustshotback。Fatherwould,oranybodyelse。"
"Iknow——Iknow,"sheconceded,thetenderwomanlinessofhersighingovertheneed。Inthenextmomentshewasallmother,readytofightforheryoung。"Buddy,never,neverrideANYWHEREwithoutyourrifle!Andarevolver,too——besurethatitisinperfectcondition。And——haveyouaknife?
You’resoLITTLE!"shewailed。"Butfatherwillneedyou,andhe’lltakecareofyou——andColorouwouldnotletyoubehurtifheknew。But——Buddy,youmustbecareful,andalwayswatching——neverletthemcatchyouoffyourguard。IshallbeinLaramiebeforeyouandfatherandtheboys,Isuppose,iftheIndiansreallydobreakout。Andyoumustpromiseme——"
"I’llpromise,mother。Anddon’tyougoandtrustoldColorouaninch。Hewasjumpinghigherthananyof’em,andshakinghistomahawkandyelling——he’dhavescalpedmerightthereifhe’dseenmewatching’em。Mother,I’mgoingtofindfatherandtellhim。Andyoumayaswellbepackingup,and——don’tleavemyguitarforthemtosmash,willyou,mother?"
Hismotherlaughedthenandpushedhimtowardthedoor。Shehadanideaofherownandshedidnotwanttobehinderednowinputtingitintoaction。Upthecreek,inthebankbehindaclumpofwillows,wasasmallcave——oralargeniche,onemightcallit——wheremanyhouseholdtreasuresmightbesafelyhidden,ifonewentcarefully,wadinginthecreektohidethetracks。ShefollowedBuddyout,andcalledtoEzrawhowaschoppingwoodwithagruntforeveryfalloftheaxeandmanyrest——periodsintheshadeofthecottonwoodtree。
Atthestable,BuddylookedbackandsawhertalkingearnestlytoEzra,whostoodnoddinghisheadincompleteapproval。Buddy’sknowledgeofwomenbeganandendedwithhismother。Therefore,tohimallwomenwerewonderfulcreatureswhommenworshippedardentlybecausetheywerecreatedfortheadorationoflessersouls。Buddydidnotknowwhathismotherwasgoingtodo,buthewassurethatwhatevershedidwouldberight;sohehoistedhissaddleonthehandiestfreshhorse,andlopedofftodriveintheremuda,feelingcertainthathisfatherwouldmoveswiftlytosavehiscattlethatrangedbackinthefoothills,andthatthesaddlehorseswouldbewantedatamoment’snotice。
Also,hereasoned,therangehorses(maresandcoltsandtheunbrokengeldings)wouldnotbelefttothemercyoftheIndians。Hedidnotquiteknowhowhisfatherwouldmanageit,buthedecidedthathewouldcorraltheREMUDAfirst,andthendriveintheotherhorses,thatfedscatteredinundisturbedpossessionofafavoritegrassycreek—bottomfartherupthePlatte。
Thesaddlehorses,accustomedtoBuddy’sdriving,wereeasilycorralled。Theotherhorseswerefatand"sassy"andresentedhiscomingamongthemwiththeshrillwhoopofauthority。
Theygavehimahothour’sridingbeforetheyfinallybunchedandwenttearingdowntheriverbottomtowardtheranch。Evenso,Buddylefttwoofthewildestcareeningupanarrowgulch。Hehadnotattemptedtorideafterthem;notbecausehewasafraidofIndians,forhewasnot。Thewar—danceheldeveryyoungbuckandeveryoldoneincampbeyondthePass。
Butthemarginofsafetymightbenarrow,andBuddywastakingnochancesthatday。
Whenhewasconvincedthatitwasimpossibleforoneboytobeinhalfadozenplacesatonce,andthatthecowboyswouldbeneededtocorraltherangebunch,Buddywhoopedthemalldownthecreekbelowthehomeranchandletthemgojustashisfathercameridinguptothecorral。
"They’rewar—dancing,father,"Buddyshoutedeagerly,slippingoffhishorseandwipingawaythetricklesofperspirationwithahandkerchiefnotmuchredderthanhisface。"Idroveallthehorsesdown,sothey’dbehandy。Themrangehorsesareprettywild。TherewastwoIcouldn’tget。
What’llIdonow?"
BobBirnielookedathisyoungestriderandsmoothedhisbeardwithonehand。"You’reanambitiouslad,Buddy。It’stheUtesyou’remeaning——orisitthehorses?"
Buddyliftedhisheadandstaredathisfatherdisapprovingly。
"Colorouisgoingtobreakout。Iknow。They’vegottheirwarpaintallonandthey’redancing。Isawthemmyself。IwasgoingaftertheglovesColoroussquawwasmakingforme,——butIdidn’tget’em。Ilaidinthebrushandwatched’emdance。"Hestoppedandlookedagaindoubtfullyathisfather。"Ithoughtyoumightwanttogetthecattleoutatheway,headded。"IthoughtIcouldsavesometime——"
"You’resureaboutthepaint?"
"Yes,I’msure。AndColorouwasjusta—goingitwithhiswarbonnetonandshakinghistomahawkandyelling——"
"Yedidwell,lad。We’llbeleavingforBigCreekto—night,sorunawaynowandrestyourself。"
"Oh,andcanIgo?"Buddy’svoicewasshrillwitheagerness。
"I’llneedyou,lad,tolookafterthehorses。Itwillgivemeonemorehandwiththecattle。NowgotellStep—and—a—Halftomakereadyforaweekonthetrail,andtohavesupperearlysohecanmakehisstartwiththerest。"
Buddywalkedstifflyawaytothecook’scabinwhereStep—and—
a—Halfsatleisurelygougingtheworstblemishesoutofsoft,oldpotatoeswithachronictendencytogrowsprouts,beforehepeeledthemforsupperHiscrippledlegwasthrustoutstraight,hishatwasperchedprecariouslyoveroneearbecauseoftheslantingsunraysthroughthewindow,andahalf—smokedcigarettewaggleduncertainlyinthecornerofhismouthwhilehesangdolefullyamostoptimisticdittyoftheWest:
"Ogivemeahomewherethebuff—aloroam,Wherethedeerandtheantelopeplay,WhereneverisheardadiscouragingwordAndtheskyisnotcloudyallday。"
"You’regoingtohearadiscouragingwordrightnow,"Buddybrokeinruthlesslyuponthesong。Whereupon,withabitofimportanceinhisvoiceandinhismanner,heproceededtospoilStep—and—a—Half’sdispositionandtodeepen,ifthatwerepossible,hisloathingofIndians。Toooftenhadhemadedubioussoupofhisdishwaterandtheleavingsfromaroundupcrew’sdinner,andwatchedblanketedbuckssmacklipsoverthemess,torunfromthemnowwithoutfeelingutterlydisgustedwithlife。Step—and—a—Half’svituperationscouldbeheardabovetheclatterofpotsandpansashemadereadyforthejourney。
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