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  CHAPTERONE:ANAMBITIOUSMAN—CHILDWASBUDDY
  Inhotmidafternoonwhentheacrid,graydustcloudkickedupbythelistlessploddingofeightthousandclovenhoofsformedtheonlyblotonthehardblueabovetheStakedPlains,anoxstumbledandfellawkwardlyunderhisyoke,andrefusedtoscrambleupwhenhisnegrodrivershoutedandproddedhimwiththeendofawillowgad。
  "Callyourmaster,Ezra,"directedaquietwomanvoicegonewearyandtonelesswiththeheatandtworestlesschildren。
  "Don’tbeatthepoorbrute。Hecan’tgoanyfartherandcarrytheyoke,muchlesspullthewagon。"
  Ezradroppedthegadandsteppeduponthewagontonguewherehemightsquintintothedustcloudanddecidewhichgray,ploddinghorsemanalongsidetheherdwasRobertBirnie。Faracrossthesluggishriverofgrimybacks,ahorsethrewupitsheadwithapeculiarsidelongmotion,andEzra’seyeslightenedwithrecognition。Thatwasthecolt,Rattler,chafingagainsttheslowpacehemustkeep。Handscuppedaroundbig,chocolate—coloredlipsandbig,yellow—whiteteeth,Ezrawhoo—ee—edthesignalthatcalledthenearestriderstothewagonthatheldtheboss’sfamily。
  BobBirnieandanothermanturnedandcametrottingback,andatthecallascramblingyoungsterpeeredoverhismother’sshoulderintheforwardopeningoftheprairieschooner。
  "O—oh,Dulcie!Wegonnagitawilecowagin!"
  Dulciewasasleepanddidnotanswer,andthewomanintheslatsun—bonnetpushedbackwithherelbowtheeager,squirmingbodyofhereldest。"Stayinthewagon,Buddy。
  Mustn’tgetdownamongsttheoxen。Onemightkickyou。Liedownandtakeanapwithsister。Whenyouwakenitwillbeniceandcoolagain。"
  "Nots’eepy!"objectedBuddyforthetwentiethtimeinthepasttwohours。Buthecrawledback,andhismother,relievedofhisrestlesspresence,leanedforwardtowatchtheapproachofherhusbandandthecowboy。Thiswasthesecondtimeinthepasttwodaysthatanoxhadfallenexhausted,andhereyesshowedatraceofanxiety。Withthefeedsopoorandthewatersoscarce,itseemedasthoughtheheavywagon,loadedwithafewhouseholdidolstoodeartoleavebehind,acampoutfitandthenecessaryclothingandbeddingforawomanandtwochildren,wasgoingtobearealhandicaponthedrive。
  "Robert,ifwehadanotherwagon,Icoulddriveitandmaketheloadlessforthesefouroxen,"shesuggestedwhenherhusbandcameup。"Alighterwagon,perhapswithoneteamofstronghorses,orevenwithayokeofoxen,Icoulddrivewellenough,andrelievethesepoorbrutes。"Shepushedbackhersun—bonnetandwithitamassofred—brownhairthatcurleddamplyonherforehead,andsmileddisarmingly。"BuddywouldbethehappiestbabyboyaliveifIcouldlethimdrivenowandthen!"sheaddedhumorously。
  "Can’tmakeawagonandanextrayokeofoxenoutofthiscactuspatch,"BobBirniegrinnedgoodhumoredly。"NoteventotickleBuddy。I’llseewhatIcandowhenwereachOlathe。
  Butyouwon’thavetotakeaman’splaceanddrive,Lassie。"
  Hetookthecupofwatershedrewfromakegandproffered—
  waterwaspreciousontheStakedPlains,thatseason—andhiseyesdweltonherfondlywhilehedrank。Then,givingherhandasqueezewhenhereturnedthecup,herodebacktoscantheherdforananimalbigenoughandwell—conditionedenoughtosupplanttheworn—outox。
  "Aren’tyouthirsty,FrankDavis?Ithinkacupofwaterwilldoyougood,"shecalledouttothecowboy,whohaddismountedtotightenhisforwardcinchinexpectationofhavingtousehisrope。
  Thecowboydroppedstirrupfromsaddlehornandcameforwardstiff—leggedly,leadinghishorse。Hissun—bakedface,grimedwiththedustoftheherd,wasaglowwithheat,andhiseyesshowedgratitude。Acupofwaterfromthehandoftheboss’swifewasworthagallonfromthebarrelslip—
  sloppingalonginthelurchingchuck—wagon。
  "How’sthekidsmakin’out,Mis’Birnie?"Frankinquiredpolitelywhenhehadswallowedthelastdropandhadwipedhismouthwiththebackofhishand。"It’srightwarmanddustyt’day。"
  "They’reasleepatlast,thankgoodness,"sheanswered,glancingbackatahuddleofpinkcalicothatshowedjustoverthecrestofapileofcrumpledquilts。"Buddyhasahardtimeofit。He’sallmaninhisdisposition,andallbabyinsize。He’sbeenteasingtowalkwiththeniggersandhelpdrivethedrag。Ismyhusbandcalling?"
  Herhusbandwas,andFrankrodeawayataleisurelytrot。
  Hastehadlittletodowithtrailingaherd,whereeightmileswascalledagoodday’sjourneyandsixanaverageachievement。Thefallenoxwasunyokedbythemellow—voicedbutexasperatedEzra,andsincehewouldnotrise,thethreeremainingoxen,urgedbythegadandEzra’supbraiding,swungthewagontoonesideandmoveditalittlefartheraftertheslow—movingherd,sothattheexhaustedanimalcouldrest,andtherawrecruitbeyokedinwherehecoulddotheleastharmandwouldthespeediestlearnanewlessonindiscomfort。Mrs。Birnieglancedagainatthehuddleofpinkinthenestofquiltsbehindabelovedchestofdrawersinthewagon,andsighedwithreliefbecauseBuddyslept。
  Anambitiousman—childalreadywasBuddy,accustomedtocertainphrasesthat,sincehecouldtoddle,hadformedinevitableaccompanimenttohisinvestigativefootsteps。
  "L’k—out—dah!"hehadforalongtimebelievedtobehisnameamongtheblackfolkofhisworld。Whitefolkhadvarieditslightly。Heknewthat"Run—to—mother—now"meantthatsomethinghewoulddelightinbutmustnotwatchwasgoingtotakeplace。Spankingsmoreorlessofficialandnotoftenpainfulsignifiedthatbigfolksdidnotunderstandhimandhisactivities,orwerecrossaboutsomething。Now,motherdidnotwanthimtowatchthewildcowrunandjumpattheendofaropeuntilfinallyforcedtosubmittotheox—yokeandhelppullthewagon。Buddylovedtowatchthem,butheunderstoodthatmotherwasafraidthewildcowmightsteponhim。Whysheshouldwanthimtosleepwhenhewasnotsleepyhehadnotyetdiscovered,andsodisdainedtogiveitseriousconsideration。
  "Nots’eepy,"Buddystatedagainemphaticallyasasortofmentaldismissalofthecommand,andcrawledcarefullypastSisterandliftedaflapofthecanvascover。Abutton——thelastbutton——poppedoffhispinkapronandthesleevesrumpleddownoverhishands。Itfeltalllooseanduseless,soBuddystoppedlongenoughtopulltheapronoffandthrowitbesideSisterbeforehecrawledunderthecanvasflapandwalkeddownthespokesofarearwheel。Hedidnotmeantogetinthewayofthewildcow,buthedidwantactionforhisrestlesslegs。Hethoughtthatifhewentawayfromthewagonandtheherdandplayedwhiletheywerecatchingthewildcow,itwouldbejustthesameasifhetookanap。Motherhadn’tthoughtofit,orshemighthavesuggestedit。
  SoBuddywentawayfromthewagonanddownintoashallowdrywashwherethewildcowwouldnotcome,andplayed。Thefirstthinghesawwasascorpion—nastyoldbugthatwillbitehard—andhethrewrocksatituntilitscuttledunderaledgeoutofsight。Thenextthinghesawthatinterestedhimatallwasahornedtoad;ahawn—toe,hecalledit,afterEzra’smannerofspeaking。Ezrahadcaughtahawntoeforhimafewdaysago,butithadmysteriouslydisappearedoutofthewagon。Buddydidnotconnecthismother’slackofenthusiasmwiththedisappearance。Hersympathywithhislosshadseemedtohimreal,andhewantedanother,fullybelievingthatinthisalsomotherwouldbepleased。SohetookafterthisparticularHAWN—toe,thatcrawledintovarioushidingplacesonlytobespiedandroutedoutwithsmallrocksandasharpstick。
  Thedrywashremainedshallow,andafterawhileBuddy,stillinhotpursuitofthehornedtoad,emergeduponthelevelwheretheherdhadpassed。Thewagonwasnowhereinsight,butthisdidnotdisturbBuddy。Hewasnotlost。Heknewperfectlythatthebrowncloudonhisnarrowedhorizonwasthedustovertheherd,andthatthewagonwasjustbehind,becausethewindthatdaywasblowingfromthesouthwest,andalsobecausetheoxendidnotwalkasfastastheherd。Inthedistancehesawthe"Drag"movinglazilyalongafterthedust—cloud,withbarefootedniggersdrivingthelaggardcattleandsingingdolefullyastheywalked。EmphaticallyBuddywasnotlost。
  Hewantedthatparticularhornedtoad,however,andhekeptafterituntilhehaditsafeinhistwohands。
  Ithappenedthatwhenhepouncedatlastuponthetoadhedisturbedwithhispresenceacolonyofredantsonmovingday。Thecloseranksofthem,comingandgoinginastraightline,caughtandheldBuddy’sattentiontotheexclusionofeverythingelse——savethehornedtoadhehadbeenatsuchpainstoacquire。Hetuckedthetoadinsidehisunderwaistandignoreditswrigglingagainsthisfleshwhilehesquattedinthehotsunshineandwatchedtheants,hismindonegreatquestion。Whereweretheygoing,andwhatweretheycarrying,andwhyweretheyallinsuchahurry?
  Buddyhadtoknow。Tohimselfhecalledtrailherd——butfather’scattledidnotcarrywhitelumpsofstuffontheirheads,andfurthermore,theyallwalkedtogetherinthesamedirection;whereastheantherdtraveledbothways。Buddymadesureofthis,andthenstartedoff,followingwhathehaddecidedwastherealtrailoftheants。Mostchildrenwouldhavestirredthemupwithastick;Buddyletthemalonesothathecouldseewhattheyweredoingallbythemselves。
  Theantsledhimtoatinyholewithafinelypulverizedrimjustattheedgeofasprawlycactus。ThislastBuddycarefullyavoided,forevenatfouryearsoldhehadlongagolearnedthestingofcactusthorns。ArattlesnakebuzzedwarningwhenhebackedawayandtheshocktoBuddy’snervesrousedwithinhimthefightingspirit。Rattlesnakesheknewalso,asthecommonenemyofmenandcattle。Onceasteerhadbeenbittenonthenoseandhisheadhadswollenupsohecouldn’teat。BuddydidnotwantthattohappentoHIM。
  Hemadesurethatthehornedtoadwassafe,chosearockaslargeashecouldliftandheavefromhim,andthrewitatthebuzzing,graycoil。Hedidnotwaittoseewhathappened,butpickedupanotherrock,aterrificbuzzingsoundingstridentlyfromthecoil。Hethrewanotherandanotherwithalltheforceofhishealthylittlemuscles。Forafour—year—
  oldheaimedwell;severaloftherockslandedonthecoil。
  Thesnakewriggledfeeblyfromundertherocksandtriedtocrawlawayandhide,itsrattlesclickinglistlessly。Buddyhadanotherrockinhishandsandinhiseyesthebluefireofrighteousconquest。Hewentclose—closeenoughtohavebroughtaprotestingcryfromagrownup—liftedtherockhighashecouldandbroughtitdownfaironthebatteredheadoftherattler。Theloathsomelengthofitwincedandthrashedineffectively,andafterafewminuteslayslack,thetailwrigglingaimlessly。
  Buddystoodwithhisfeetfarapartandhishandsonhiships,ashehadseenthecowboydowhomhehadunconsciouslyimitatedinthekilling。
  "SnakeslikeInjuns。Dead’nsisgood’ens,"Heobservedsententiously,stillplayingthepartofthecowboy。Then,quitesurethatthesnakewasdead,hetookitbythetail,feltagainofthehornedtoadonhischestandwentbacktoseewhattheantsweredoing。
  Whensoresponsibleapersonasagrownupstopstowatchtheorderlyactivitiesofanarmyofants,minutesandhoursslipawayunnoticed。Buddywasabsolutelyfascinated,losttoeverythingelse。WhensomeinstinctbornintheverybloodofhimwarnedBuddythattimewaspassing,hestoodupandsawthatthesunhungjustabovetheedgeoftheworld,andthattheskywasagloriousjumbleofredandpurpleandsoftrose。
  ThefirstthingBuddydidwastostoopandstudyattentivelythedeadsnake,toseeifthetailstillwiggled。Itdidnot,thoughhewatcheditforafullminute。Helookedatthesun——
  ithadnotsetbutglowedbigandyellowasfarfromtheearthashisfatherwastall。Ezrahadliedtohim。Deadsnakesdidnotwiggletheirtailsuntilsundown。
  Buddylookedforthedustcloudoftheherd,andwassurprisedtofinditsmallerthanhehadeverseenit,andfartheraway。Indeed,hecouldonlyguessthatthefaintsmudgeonthehorizonwasthedusthehadfollowedformoredaysthanhecouldcount。Hewasnotafraid,buthewashungryandhethoughthismotherwouldmaybewonderwherehewas,andheknewthatthepoint—ridershadalreadystoppedpushingtheherdahead,andthatthecattlewerefeedingnowsothattheywouldbeddownatdusk。Thechuckwagonwascampedsomewherecloseby,andoldStep—and—a—Half,thelamecook,wasstirringthingsinhisDutchovensoverthecamp—
  fire。Buddycouldalmostsmellthebeansandthemeatstew,hewassohungry。Heturnedandtookonelast,longlookattheendlessstreamofantsstillcrawlingalong,pickedupthedeadsnakebythetail,cuppedtheotherhandoverthehornedtoadinsidehiswaist,andstartedforcamp。
  Afterawhileheheardsomeoneshouting,butbeyondfaintreliefthathewasafterallnearhis"Outfit",Buddypaidnoattention。Theboyswerealwaysshoutingtooneanother,oryellingattheirhorsesorattheherdorattheniggers。Itdidnotoccurtohimthattheymightbeshoutingforhim,untilfromanotherdirectionheheardEzra’sunmistakable,boomingvoice。Ezrasangathunderousbaritonewhentheniggerslifteduptheirvoicesinsongaroundtheircamp—
  fire,andhecouldbeheardforhalfamilewhenhecalledinrealearnest。Hewascallingnow,andBuddy,stoppingtolisten,fanciedthatheheardhisname。Alittlefartheron,hewassureofit。
  "OOO—EE!Whahy’all,Buddy?OOO—EEE!"
  "I’ma—comin’,"Buddyshrilledimpatiently。"Whaty’allwant?"
  HispipingvoicedidnotcarrytoEzra,whokeptonshouting。
  Theradiantpurpleandredandgoldabovehimdeepened,darkened。Thewholewildexpanseofhalf—barrenlandbecamesuddenlyaplaceofunearthlybeautythatdulledtotheshadowsofdusk。Buddytrudgedon,keepingtothedeep—wornbuffalotrailswhichtheherdhadfollowedandscoredafreshwiththeirhoofs。Hecouldnotmisshisway—notBuddy,sonofBobBirnie,owneroftheTomahawkoutfit—buthislegsweregrowingprettytired,andhewassohungrythathecouldhavesatdownonthegroundandcriedwiththegnawingfood—callofhisemptylittlestomach。
  Hecouldhearothervoicesshoutingatintervalsnow,butEzra’svoicewastheloudestandtheclosest,anditseemedtoBuddythatEzraneveroncestoppedcalling。TwiceBuddycalledbackthathewasa—comin’,butEzrashoutedjustthesame:"OOO—EE!WHAHY’ALL,BUDDY?OOO—EE!"
  Imperceptiblyduskdeepenedtodarkness。AgustofangersweptBuddy’ssoulbecausehewastired,becausehewashungryandhewasyetalongwayfromthecamp,butchieflybecauseEzrapersistedincallingafterBuddyhadseveraltimesanswered。HeheardsomeonewhomherecognizedasFrankDavis,butbythistimehewassoangrythathewouldnotsayaword,thoughhewastemptedtoaskFranktotakehimuponhishorseandlethimridetocamp。Heheardothers—andoncethebeatofhoofscamequiteclose。ButtherewasawidestreakofScotchstubbornnessinBuddy——alongwithseveralotherScotchstreaks——andhecontinuedhisstumblingprogress,draggingthesnakebythetail,hisotherhandholdingfastthehornedtoad。
  Hisheartjumpedupandalmostchokedhimwhenfirstsawthethreetwinklesonthegroundwhichknewwerenotstarsbutcamp—fires。
  QuiteunexpectedlyhetrudgedintothefirelightwhereStep—
  and—a—Halfwasstirringdelectablethingsintheironpotsandstoppingeveryminuteorsotostareanxiouslyintothegloom。Buddystoodblinkingandsniffing,hiseyesfixedupontheDutchovens。
  "I’mHUNGRY!"heannouncedaccusingly,grippingthetoadthathadbeguntosquirmattheheatandlight。Ikiltasnakean’
  I’mHUNGRY!"
  "Goodgorry!"sworeStep—and—a—Half,andwhippedouthissix—shooterandfiredthreeshotsintotheair。
  Footstepscamescurrying。Buddy’smotherswepthimintoherarms,laughingwithalittlewhimperingsoundoftearsinthelaughter。Buddywriggledprotestinglyinherarms。
  "L’kout!Y’allSKUCSH’im!IgotaHAWN—toe;wighthere。"
  Hepattedhischestgloatingly。"An’Igotasnake。Ikilt’im。An’I’mHUNGRY。"
  MotherofBuddythoughshewas,Lassiesethimdownhurriedlyandsurveyedherman—childfromalittledistance。
  "Buddy!Dropthatsnakeinstantly’"
  Buddyobeyed,butheplantedafootclosetohiskillandpoutedhislips。"’Smysnake。Ikilt’im,"Hesaidfirmly。
  Hepulledthehornedtoadfromhiswaist—frontandheldittightlyinhistwohands。"An’smyhawn—toe。Iketche’d’m。
  ’Wayovadere,"headded,tiltinghistowheadtowardthedarknessbehindhim。
  BobBirnierodeupatagallop,pulleduphishorseintheedgeofthefireglowanddismountedhastily。
  BobBirnieneverneededmorethanoneglancetofurnishhimthedetailsofascene。Hesawtheverysmallboyconfrontinghismotherwithadeadsnake,ahornedtoadandastubbornsettohislips。Hesawthatthemotherlookedratherhelplessbeforethecombination——andhisbrownmustachehidasmile。Hewalkedupandlookedhisfirst—bornover。
  "Buddy,"Hedemandedsternly,"wherehaveyoubeen?"
  "Outdere。Kiltasnake。Antswastrailingaherd。IgotaHAWN—toe。An’I’mhungry!"
  "Youknowbetterthantoleavethewagon,youngman。Didn’tyouknowwehadtogetoutandhuntyou,andmotherwasscaredthewolvesmighteatyou?Didn’tyouhearuscallingyou?Whydidn’tyouanswer?"
  Buddylookedupfromunderhisbabyeyebrowsathisfather,whoseemedverytallandveryterrible。Buthisbarefoottouchedthedeadsnakeandhetookcomfort。"Iwascomin’,"
  hesaid。"IWASN’Tlos’。Ibringedmysnakeandmyhawn—toe。
  An’dey——WASN’T——any——woluffs!"Thelastwordcamemuffled,buriedinhismother’sskirts。
  CHAPTERTWO:THETRAILHERD
  Dayafterdaythetrailherdploddedslowlytothenorth,followingthebuffalotrailsthatwouldleadtowater,andthecrudemapofonewhohadtakenaherdnorthandhadreturnedwithataleofvastplainsandnorivals。Alwaysthroughthedaythedustcloudhungoverthebacksofthecattle,settledintotheclothesofthosewhofollowed,grimedthepinkapronsofBuddyandhissmallsisterDulciesothattheywerenolongerpink。Wheneverastreamwasreached,mothersearchedpatientlyforclearwaterandanuntrampledbitofbankwhereshemightdothefamilywashing,leavingEzratomindthechildren。Butevensothecrustandthewearandtearoftravelremainedtoharassherfastidioussoul。
  Buddyrememberedthatdriveashecouldnotrememberthecomfortableranchhouseofhisearlierbabyhood。Tohimafterwarditseemedthatlifebeganwiththegreatherdofcattle。Hecametoknowjusthowlowthesunmustslidefromthetopoftheskybeforethe"point"wouldspreadoutwithnosestotheground,pausingwhereveramouthfulofgrasswastobefound。Whentheseleadersoftheherdstopped,thecattlewouldscatterandbeginfeeding。Iftherewaswatertheywouldcrowdthebanksofthestreamorpool,pushingandproddingoneanotherwiththeirgreat,sharphorns。Later,whenthesunwasgoneandduskcreptoutofnowhere,thecowboyswouldrideslowlyaroundtheherd,pushingitquietlyintoasmallercompass。Then,ifBuddywerenottoosleepy,hewouldwatchthecattleliedowntochewtheircudsindeep,sighingcontentuntiltheyslept。ItremindedBuddyvaguelyofwhenmotherpoppedcorninawirepopper,alongtimeago—beforetheyalllivedinawagonandwentwiththeherd。Firstoneandtwo—thentherewouldbethree,four,five,asmanyasBuddycouldcount—thenthewholeherdwouldbelyingdown。
  Buddylovedthecamp—fires。Thecowboyswouldsitaroundtheonewherehisfatherandmothersat——motherwithDulcieinherarms——andtheywouldsmokeandtellstories,untilmothertoldhimitwastimelittleboyswereinbed。Buddyalwayswantedtoknowwhattheysaidafterhehadclimbedintothebigwagonwheremotherhadmadeabed,butheneverfoundout。Hecouldrememberlyingtherelisteningsometimestotheniggerssingingattheirowncampfirewithincall,Ezraalwayssingingtheloudest,——justasabullalwayscouldbeheardabovethebellowingoftheherd。
  Allhislife,Ezra’ssingingandthemonotonousbellowingofaherdremindedBuddyofonemysteriouslyterribletimewhenthereweren’tanyriversoranypondsoranythingalongthetrail,andtheyhadtobecarefulofthewaterandsaveit,andheandDulciewerenotaskedtowashtheirfaces。IthinkthatmiraclehelpedtofixtheincidentindeliblyinBuddy’smind;that,andthebellowingofthecattle。ItseemedamonthtoBuddy,butashegrewolderhelearnedthatitwasthreedaystheywentwithoutwater。
  Thefirstdayhedidnotrememberespecially,exceptthatmotherhadtalkedaboutcleanapronsthatnight,andfailedtoproduceany。Thesecondherecalledquiteclearly。Fathercametothewagonssometimeinthenighttoseeifmotherwasasleep。TheirmurmuredtalkwakenedBuddyandheheardfathersay:
  "We’llhold’em,allright,Lassie。Andthere’swaterahead。
  It’smarkedonthetrailmap。Don’tyouworry——I’llstayupandhelptheboys。Thecattleareuneasy——butwe’llhold’em。"
  ThethirddayBuddyneverforgot。ThatwasthedaywhenmotherforgotthatQstandsforQuagga,andpermittedBuddytocallitP,justforfun,becauseitlookedsomuchlikeP。
  Andwhenhesaid"Wiswater",mothermadeafunnysoundandsaidrightoutloud,"0hGod,please!"andtoldBuddytocreepbackandplaywithSister——whenSisterwasasleep,andtherewerestillx,yandztosay,letalonethatmysteriousAnd—so—forthwhichseemedtomeansomuchandsolittleandneverwascalledupontohelpspellaword。Neversincehebegantohavelessonshadmotheromittedasingleletterorcutthestudyhourdowntheteeniestlittlebit。
  Buddywasafraidofsomething,buthecouldnotthinkwhatitwasthatfrightenedhim。Hebegantothinkseriouslyaboutwater,andtolistenuneasilytotheconstantlowingoftheherd。Theincreasedshoutingoftheniggersdrivingthelaggingonesheldasuddensignificance。Itoccurredtohimthattheniggershadtheirhandsfull,andthattheyhadneverdrivensobiga"Drag。"Itwashotterthanever,too,andtheyhadtwicestoppedtoyokeinfreshoxen。EzrahadboastedallalongthatoleBawleywouldkeephisenduptilltheygotclahtoWyoming。ButoleBawleyhadstopped,andstopped,andatlasthadtobetakenoutoftheyoke。Buddybegantowishtheywouldhurryupandfindariver。
  Noneofthecowboyswouldtakehimonthesaddleandlethimride,thatday。Theylookedharassed——Buddycalleditcross——
  whentheyrodeuptothewagontogivetheirhorsesafewmouthfulsofwaterfromthebarrel。Step—and—a—Halfcouldn’tspareanymore,theytoldmother。Hehaddeclaredatnoonthatheneededeverydrophehadforthecooking,andtherewouldbenowashingofdisheswhatever。Later,motherhadstudiedamapandafterwardshadsatforalongwhilestaringoutoverthebacksofthecattle,herfacewhite。Buddythoughtperhapsmotherwassick。
  ThatdaylastedhoursandhourslongerthananyotherdaythatBuddycouldremember。Hisfatherlookedcross,too,whenherodebacktothem。Onceitwastolookatthemapwhichmotherhadstudied。Theytalkedtogetherafterwards,andBuddyheardhisfathersaythatshemustnotworry;thecattlehadgoodbottom,andcouldstandthirstbetterthanapoorherd,andanotherdrycampwouldnotreallyhurtanyone。
  Hehaduncoveredthewaterbarrelandlookedin,andhadriddenstraightovertothechuck—wagon,hishorsewalkingalongsidethehighseatwhereStep—and—a—Halfsatperchedlistlesslywithalong—lashedoxwhipinhishand。Fatherhadtalkedforafewminutes,andhadriddenbackscowling。
  "Thatoldscoundrelhasgottwoten—gallonkegsthathaven’tbeentouched!"hetoldmother。"Yo’allmustn’twateranymorehorsesoutofyourbarrelSendtheboystoStep—and—a—
  Half。Yo’allkeepwhatyou’vegot。Thehorseshavegottohavewater—to—nightit’sgoingtobehelltoholdtheherd,andifanybodygoesthirstyit’llbethemen,notthehorsesButyo’allsendthemtotheotherwagon,LassieMind,now!
  Notadroptoanyone。"
  Afterfatherrodeaway,Buddycreptupandputhistwoshortarmsaroundmother。"Don’tcry。Idon’thavetodrinkanywater,"hesoothedher。Hewaitedaminuteandaddedoptimistically,"Dere’saBI——IGwivercomin’pittysoon。
  Oxessmellswaterahunerdmiles。Ezrasaysso。An’las’
  nightCrumpywassnuffin’an’snuffin’。Isaw’imdoit。HesmeltaBIGwiver。THATbi—ig!"Hespreadhisshortarmsaswideapartastheywouldreach,andsmiledtremulously。
  MothersqueezedBuddysohardthathegrunted。
  "Dearlittleman,ofcoursethereis。WEdon’tmind,dowe?
  I—wasfeelingsorryforthepoorcattle。"
  "De’refirsty,"Buddystatedsolemnly,hiseyesbig。"De’rebawlin’feradrinkofwater。Iguessde’reAWFULfirsty。
  Dere’sabigwivercomin’nowCrumpysmeltabigwiver。"
  Buddy’smotherstaredacrossthearidplainparchedintogreaterbarrennessbytheheatthathadbeenunremittingforthepastweek。Buddy’sfaithinthebigrivershecouldnotshare。SomehowtheyhaddriftedoffthetrailmarkedonthemapdrawnbyGeorgeWilliams。
  Williamshadwarnedthemtocarryasmuchwateraspossibleinbarrels,asaprecautionagainstsufferingiftheyfailedtostrikewatereachnight。Hehadtoldthemthatwaterwasscarce,butthathiscowboyscoutsandthedeep—wornbuffalotrailshadbeenabletobringhimthroughwithwaterateverycampsavetwoorthree。TheStakedPlains,hesaid,wouldbethehardestdrive。AndthiswastheStakedPlains——anditwasharddriving!
  Buddydidnotknowallthatuntilafterwards,whenheheardfathertalkofthedrivenorth。Buthewouldhaverememberedthatdayandthenightthatfollowed,eventhoughhehadneverheardawordaboutit。Thebawlingoftheherdbecameadolefulchantofmisery。Eventhephlegmaticoxenthatdrewthewagonsbawledandslaveredwhiletheystrainedforward,twistingtheirheadsundertheheavyyokes。Theystoppedoftenerthanusualtorest,andwhenBuddywaspermittedtowalkwiththeperspiringEzrabytheleaders,hewonderedwhytheoxen’seyeswerered,likeDulcie’swhenshehadoneofhercryingspells。
  Atnightthecowboysdidnottietheirhorsesandsitdownwhiletheyate,butstoodbytheirmountsandboltedfoodhurriedly,oneeyealwaysontherestlesscattle,thatwalkedaroundandaround,andwouldneithereatnorliedown,butlowedincessantly。OnceafewanimalscamecloseenoughtosmellthewaterinabucketwhereFrankDaviswaswateringhissweat—streakedhorse,andStep—and—a—Half’swagonwasalmostupsetbeforethemaddenedcattlecouldbedrivenbacktothemainherd。
  "Nousecamping,"BobBirnietoldtheboysgatheredaroundStep—and—a—Half’sDutchovens。"Thecattlewon’tstand。We’llwearourselvesandthemouttryingtohold’em—theymayaswellbehuntingwaterasrunningincircles。Step—and—a—Half,keepyourcookedgrubhandyfortheboys,andyo’allpackupandpullout。We’llturnthecattlelooseandfollow。Ifthere’sanywaterinthisdamnedcountrythey’llfindit。"
  Yearsafterwards,Buddylearnedthathisfatherhadsentmenouttohuntwater,andthattheyhadnotfoundany。Hewastenwhenthiswasdiscussedaroundaspringroundupfire,andhehadstudiedthematterforafewminutesandthenhadspokenboldlyhismind。
  "Yououghtakeptyourhorsesasthirstyasthecattlewas,andIbetthey’da’foundthatwater,"hecriticized,andwassenttobedforhistactlessness。BobBirniehimselfhadthoughtofthatafterwards,andhadexcusedtheoversightbysayingthathehaddependedonthemap,andhadnotforeseenathree—daydrydrive。
  Howeverthatmaybe,thatnightwasanightofpanickydesperation。Ezrawalkedbesidetheoxenandshoutedandswunghislash,andtheoxenstrainedforwardbellowingsothatnotevenDulciecouldsleep,butwhimperedfretfullyinhermother’sarms。Buddysatupwide—eyedandwatchedforthebigriver,andtriednottobea’fraid—catandcrylikeDulcie。
  Itwaslongpaststarrymidnightwhenalittlewindpuffedoutofthedarknessandtheoxenthrewuptheirheadsandsniffed,andputanewnoteintotheir"M—baw—aw—aw—mm!"
  Theyswungsharplysothatthewindblewstraightintothefrontofthewagon,whichlurchedforwardwithanewimpetus。
  "Glo—oryt’Gawd,Missy!deysmellswatah,sho’syo’bawn!"
  sobbedEzraashebrokeintoatrotbesidethewheelers"
  ’Tain’tfur——lookitdat—ahhuhda—goin’it!No’m,Missy,DEY
  ain’twoahout——deysmellin’watahan’dey’mgittin’TOit!
  ’Tain’tfur,Missy。"
  Buddyclungtothebackoftheseatandstaredround—eyedintothegloom。Heneverforgotthatlumpyshadowwhichwastheherd,travelingfastindustthatobscuredtheneareststars。Theshadowhumpedhereandthereasthecattlecrowdedforwardatashufflinghalftrot,theclick——awashoftheirshamblingfeettreadingcloseononeanother。Therappingtattooofwide—spreadhornsclashingagainstwide—spreadhornsfilledhimwithaformlessterror,sothatheletgotheseattoclutchatmother’sdress。Hewasnotafraidofcattle—theywereasmuchapartofhisworldaswereEzraandthewagonandthecamp—fires—buthetrembledwiththedreadwhichnomancouldnameforhim。
  Thesewerenotthenormal,everydaysoundsoftheherd。Theherdhadsomehowchangedfromploddinganimalstooneoverwhelmingpurposethatwouldsweepawayanythingthatcameinitspath。Twothousandparchedthroatsanddust—drytongues—andsuddenlythesmellofwaterthatwouldgogurglingdowntwothousandeagergullets,andeveryinterveningsecondacurseddelayagainstwhichthecattlesurgedblindly。Itwasthemobspirit,whenthemobwasfightingforitsveryexistence。
  Overthebellowingofthecattleayellingcowboynowandthenmadehimselfheard。Thefouroxenstrainingundertheiryokesbrokeintoalumberinggalloplesttheybeoutdistancedbytheherd,andDulciescreamedwhenthewagonlurchedacrossadrywashandalmostupset,whileEzrapliedtheox—
  whipandyelledfranticallyatfirstoneoxandthenanother,inventingnamesforthenewones。Buddydrewinhisbreathandheldituntilthewagonrolledonfourwheelsinsteadoftwo,buthedidnotscream。
  Stillthebigriverdidnotcome。ItseemedtoBuddythatthecattlewouldneverstoprunning。TangledintheterrorwasEzra’sshoutingasheranalongsidethewagonandcalledtoMissythatitwas"DatoleCrumpyactin’thefool",andthatthewagonwouldn’tupset。"No’m,dey’sjestinahurrytogitderefoolhaidssunktodeeyesindatwatah。Deyain’taimin’torunaway——no’m,dishyerain’tnostampede!"
  PerhapsBuddydozed。Thenextthingheremembered,daywasbreaking,withthesunallred,seenthroughthedust。Theherdwasstillgoing,butnowitwasrunningandsomehowtheyokedoxenwerekeepingclosebehind,lumberingalongwithheadsheldlowandthesweatreekingfromtheirspentbodies。
  Buddyhearddimlyhismother’ssharpcommandtoEzra:
  "Standback,Ezra!We’renotgoingtobecaughtinthatterribletrap。They’repilingoverthebankaheadofus。Getawayfromtheleaders。Iamgoingtoshoot。"
  Buddycrawledupalittlehigherontheblanketsbehindtheseat,andsawmothersteadyherselfandaimtheriflestraightatCrumpy。Therewasthefamiliar,deafeningroar,theacridsmellofblackpowdersmoke,andCrumpywentdownloosely,hisnoserootingthetrampledgroundforaspacebeforethegunbelchedblacksmokeagainandCrumpy’syoke—
  matepitchedforward。ThewagonstoppedsoabruptlythatBuddysprawledhelplesslyonhisbacklikeanoverturnedbeetle。
  Hesawmotherstandlookingdownatthewheelers,thatbackedandtwistedtheirnecksundertheiryokes。Herlipsweresetfirmlytogether,andhereyeswerebrightwithpurplehollowsbeneath。Sheheldtherifleforamoment,thensetthebuttofitonthe"jockeybox"justinfrontofthedashboard。
  Thewheelers,helplessbetweentheweightofthewagonbehindandthedeadoxeninfront,mighttwisttheirnecksoffbuttheycoulddonodamage。
  "Unyokethewheelers,Ezra,andletthepoorcreatureshavetheirchanceatthewater,"shecriedsharply,andEzra,dodgingthehornsofthefranticbrutes,madeshifttoobey。
  Fairlyonthebankofthesluggishstreamwithitsflood—wornchannelanditstreacherouspatchesofquicksand,thewagonthushaltedbythesheernerveandquick—thinkingofmotherbecameaverysmallislandinatroubledseaofwelteringbacksandtossinghornsandstaringeyeballs。Ridersshoutedandlashedunavailinglywiththeirquirts,tryingtoholdbackthefullbulkoftheherduntiltheforemosthadslakedtheirthirstandgoneon。Buttheherdwascrazyforthewater,andtheforemostwereplungedheadlongintothesoftmudwheretheymired,trampledunderthehoofsofthosewhocamecrowdingfrombehind。
  Someoneshouted,closetothewagonyetdownthebankattheedgeofthewater。Thewordswereindistinguishable,butawarningwasinthevoice。Ontheechoofthatcry,amanscreamedtwice。
  "Ezra!"criedmotherfiercely。"It’sFrankDavis——they’vegothimdown,somehow。Climboverthebacksofthecattle——There’snootherway——andGETHIM!"
  "Yas’m,Missy!"Ezracalledback,andthenBuddysawhimgoovertheherd,scrambling,jumpingfrombacktoback。
  Buddyrememberedthatalways,andthefuneraltheyhadlaterintheday,whentheherdwasagainjusttrail—wearycattlefeedinghungrilyonthescantygrass。Downattheedgeofthecreekthecarcassesofmanydeadanimalslayhalf—buriedinthemud。Uponalittleknollwhereafewstuntedtreesgrew,thenegroesdugalong,deephole。Mother’seyeswereoftenfilledwithtearsthatday,andthecowboysscarcelytalkedatallwhentheygatheredatthechuckwagon。
  Afterawhiletheyallwenttotheholewhichthenegroeshaddug,andtherewasalongSomethingwrappedupincanvas。
  Motherworeherbestdresswhichwasblack,andfatherandalltheboyshadshavedtheirfacesandlookedverysober。
  Thenegroesstoodbackinagroupbythemselves,andeveryfewminutesBuddysawthemdrawtheirtatteredshirtsleevesacrosstheirfaces。Andfather——Buddylookedonceandsawtwotearsrunningdownfather’scheeks。Buddywasshockedintoastonycalm。Hehadneverdreamedthatfathersevercried。
  MotherreadoutofherBible,andalltheboysheldtheirhatsinfrontofthem,withtheirhandsclasped,andlookedatthegroundwhilesheread。Thenmothersang。Shesang,"Weshallmeetbeyondtheriver",whichBuddythoughtwasaveryqueersong,becausetheywerealltherebutFrankDavis;
  thenshesang"Nearer,MyGod,toThee。"Buddysangtoo,pipingthenotesaccurately,withavaguepronunciationofthewordsandafeelingthatsomehowhewashelpingmother。
  Afterthattheyputthelong,canvas—wrappedSomethingdowninthehole,andmothersaid"OurFatherWhoArtinHeaven",withBuddyrepeatingituncertainlyafterherandpausingtosay"TRETHpatheth"verycarefully。ThenmotherpickedupDulcieinherarms,tookBuddybythehandandwalkedslowlybacktothewagon,andwouldnotlethimturntoseewhattheboysweredoing。
  ItwasfromthatdaythatBuddymissedFrankDavis,whohadmysteriouslygonetoHeaven,accordingtomother。Buddy’sinterestinHeavenwasextremelykeenforatime,andheaskedquestionswhichnotevenmothercouldanswer。ThenhismemoryofFrankDavisblurred。ButneverhismemoryofthatterribletimewhentheTomahawkoutfitlostfivehundredcattleinthedrydriveandthestampedeforwater。
  CHAPTERTHREE:SOMEINDIANLORE
  BuddyknewIndiansasheknewcattle,horses,rattlesnakesandstorms——byhavingthemmixedinwithhiseverydaylife。
  Hecouldn’ttellyouwhereorwhenhehadlearnedthatIndiansaretricky。PerhapshisfirstideasonthatsubjectweregleanedfromthefriendlytribeswholivedalongtheChisolmTrailandusedtovisitthechuck—wagon,theirblanketsheldclosearoundthemandtheireyesglancingeverywherewhiletheygrinnedandtalkedandpointed——andate。Buddyusedtositinthechuck—wagon,outofharm’sway,andwatchthemeat。
  Step—and—a—HalfhadawayofentertainingIndianswhichneverfailedtointerestBuddy,howeveroftenhewitnessedit。WhenStep—and—a—HalfglimpsedIndianscomingafaroff,hewouldtakehisdishpananddumpintoitwhateverscrapsoffoodwereleftoverfromtheprecedingmeal。HeusedtosaythatIndianscouldsmellgrubasfarasabuzzardcansmelladeadcarcase,andBuddybelievedit,fortheyalwaysarrivedatmealtimeorshortlyafterwards。Step—and—a—Halfwouldmakeastew,iftherewerescrapsenough。Ifthegleaningsweresmall,hewouldusethedishwater——hewasafrugalman——andwiththatforthestart—offhewouldmakesoup,whichtheIndiansgulpeddownwithgreatrelishandmanygurglysounds。
  Buddywatchedthemeatwhathecalledpig—dinner。WhenStep—
  and—a—Halfwasnotlookinghesawthemstealwhatevertheirdirtybrownhandscouldreadilysnatchandhideundertheirblankets。SoheknewfromveryearlyexperiencethatIndianswerenottobetrusted。
  Once,whenhehadagainstrayedtoofarfromcamp,someIndiansridingthatwaysawhim,andoneleanedandliftedhimfromthegroundandrodeoffwithhim。Buddydidnotstrugglemuch。Hesavedhisbreathforthelong,shrillyellofcow—country。TwiceheyodledbeforetheIndianclappedahandoverhismouth。
  Fatherandsomeofthecowboysheardandcameafter,ridinghardandshootingastheycame。Buddy’spinkapronflutteredasignalflaginthearmsofhiscaptor,andsoithappenedthatthebulletswhistledclosetothatparticularIndian。HegatheredahandfulofcalicobetweenBuddy’sshoulders,heldhimaloftlikeapuppy,leanedfaroveranddepositedhimontheground。
  Buddyrolledovertwiceandgotup,alittledizzyandveryindignant,andshoutedtofather,"Shootasunsyguns!"
  FromthattimeBuddyaddedhatredtohisdistrustofIndians。
  FromthetimewhenhewasfouruntilhewasthirteenBuddy’slifecontainedenoughthrillstokeepamovie—madboyofto—
  daysittingontheedgeofhisseatgaspingenviouslythroughmanyareel,buttoBuddyitwasallratherhumdrumandmonotonous。
  Whathewantedtodowastogetoutandhuntbuffalo。Justherdinghorses,andwatchingoutforIndians,andkillingrattlesnakeswaswhatanyboyinthecountrywouldbedoing。
  Still,Buddyhimselfachievednowandthenathrill。
  Therewasoneday,whenhestoodheedlesslyonaridgelookingforadozenheadoflosthorsesinthedrawsbelow。
  ItwasallverywelltoexplainmissinghorsesbytheconjecturethattheInjunsmusthavegotthem,butBuddyhappenedtomissoldRattlerwiththeothers。Rattlerhadcomenorthwiththetrailherd,andhewaswisebeyondthewisdomofmosthorses。Hewoulddrivecattleoutofthebrushwithoutaridertoguidehim,ifonlyyouputasaddleonhim。HehadhelpedBuddytomounthisback——whenBuddywasmuchsmallerthannow——byloweringhisheaduntilBuddystraddledit,andthenliftingitsothatBuddysliddownhisneckandoverhiswitherstohisback。EvennowBuddysometimesmountedthatwaywhennoonewaslooking。ManyotherlovabletraitshadRattler,andtolosehimwouldbeatragedytothefamily。
  SoBuddywasontheridge,scanningallthedeeplittlewashesanddraws,whenabulletPING—G—GEDoverhishead。
  Buddycaughtthebridlereinsandpulledhishorseintotheshelterofrocks,untiedhisriflefromthesaddleandcreptbacktoreconnoitre。Itwasthefirsttimehehadeverbeenshotat——exceptinthearmyposts,whentheIndianshad"brokenout",——andtheaimthenwasgenerallydirectedtowardhisvicinityratherthanhisperson。
  AnIndianonahorsepresentlyappearedcautiouslyfromcover,andBuddy,tremblingwithexcitement,shotwild;butnotsowildthattheIndiancouldaffordtoscoffandridecloser。AfteranotherineffectualshotatBuddy,hewhippedhishorsedowntheridge,andmadeforBannockcreek。
  BuddyatthirteenknewmoreofthewilesofIndiansthandoesthehardiestIndianfighteronthescreento—day。FatherhadwarnedhimnevertochaseanIndianintocover,whereotherswouldprobablybewaitingforhim。Sohestayedwherehewas,prettywellhiddenintherocks,andletthebulletshehimselfhad"run"infather’sbullet—moldfollowtheenemytothefringeofbushes。HislastshotknockedtheIndianoffhishorse——orsoitlookedtoBuddy。Hewaitedforalongtime,watchingthebrushandthinkingwhatafoolthatIndianwastoimagineBuddywouldfollowhimdownthere。AfterawhilehesawtheIndian’shorseclimbingtheslopeacrossthecreek。Therewasnorider。
  Buddyrodehomewithoutthemissinghorses,anddidnottellanyoneabouttheIndian,thoughhisthoughtswouldnotleavethesubject。
  Hewonderedwhatmotherwouldthinkofit。Mother’sinterestsseemedmostlyconfinedtoteachingBuddyandDulciewhattheyweredeprivedoflearninginschools,andtoplaythepiano——
  awonderfuloldsquarepianothathadcomeallthewayfromScotlandtotheTomahawkranch,theveryfrontieroftheWest。
  Motherwasawonderfulwoman,withasoftvoiceandaslightScotchaccent,andwit;andaknowledgeofthingswhichwerelittleknowninthewilderness。Buddyneverdreamedthenhowstrangelyculturewasmixedwithpuresavageryinhislife。
  TohimthesecretregretthathehadnotdaredrideintothebushestoscalptheIndianhebelievedhehadshot,andthefactthathishandswerestrainingatthefullchordsoftheANVILCHORUSonthatveryevening,wasnoteventobeconsideredunusual。Still,certainstrainsofthatclassicwerealwaysafterwardassociatedinhismindwiththeshootingoftheIndian——ifhehadreallyshothim。
  Whilehecountedthetimewithaconscientiousregardfortherests,hedebatedthewisdomoftellingmother,anddecidedthatperhapshehadbetterkeepthatmattertohimself,likeaman。
  CHAPTERFOUR:BUDDYGIVESWARNING
  Buddyswungdownfromhishorse,unsaddleditandwentstaggeringtothestablewallwiththeburdenofastock—
  saddlemuchtoobigforhim。Hehadtostandonhisboot—toestoreachandpullthebridledownovertheearsofWhitefoot,whichturnedwithanairofimmensereliefintothecorralgateandthehaypiledatthefurtherend。Buddygavehimonepreoccupiedglanceandstartedforthecabin,walkingwiththecowpuncher’speculiar,bowleggedgaitwhichcomesofwearingchapsandthrowingoutthekneestoovercomethestiffnessoftheleather。AtthirteenBuddywasacowboyfromhat—crowntospurs—andatthirteenBuddygloriedinthefact。
  To—day,however,hismindwasweightedwithmattersofmoreimportancethanhimself。
  "TheUtesarehavingawar—dance,mother,"heannouncedwhenhehadclosedthestoutdoorofthekitchenbehindhim。"Theymeanitthistime。Ilayinthebrushandwatchedthemlastnight。"Hestoodlookingathismotherspeculatively,alittlegrinonhisface。"Itoldyou,youcan’tchangeanInjunbylearninghimtoeatwithaknifeandfork,"headded。"Colorouain’tanywhiterthanhewasbeforeyousetouttolearnhimmanners。Hewashoppin’higherthananyof’em。"
  "Teach,Buddy,notlearn。Youknowbetterthantosay’learnhimmanners。’"
  "Teachhimmanners,"Buddycorrectedhimselfobediently。"I
  wasthinkingmoreaboutwhatIsawthanaboutgrammar。
  Where’sfather?IguessI’dbettertellhim。He’llwanttogetthestockoutofthemountains,Ishouldthink。"
  "Colorouwillsendmewordbeforetheytakethewarpath,"
  motherobservedreassuringly。"Healwayshas。Igavehimawholepoundofteaandablueribbonthelasttimehewashere,"
  "Yes,andthelasttimetheybrokeouttheygotawaywithmore’nahundredheadofcattle。YougottoLaramie,allright,buthedidn’ttellfatherintimetomakearoundupbackinthefoothills。They’reDANCING,mother!"
  "Well,IsupposeWe’redueforanoutbreak,"sighedmother。
  "Colorousayshecan’tholdhisyoungmenoffwhensomeofthetribehavebeenkilled。Hehimselfdoesn’tcountenancethestealingandtheoccasionalkillingofwhitemen。TherearebadIndiansandgoodones。"
  "Iknowacoupleofgoodones,"Buddymurmuredashemadeforthewashbasin。"It’sthebadonesthatweredoingthedancing,mother,"heflungoverhisshoulder。"AndifIwasyouI’dtakeDulcieandthecatsandhitforLaramie。Coloroumightgetbusyandforgettosendword!"
  "IfIWASyou?"Mothercameupandnippedhisearbetweenthumbandfinger。"Robert,Iamdiscouragedoveryou。AllthatIteachyouinthewinterseemstoevaporatefromyourmindduringthesummerwhenyougooutridingwiththeboys。"
  Buddywipedhisfacewithanup—and—downmotionontherollertowelandclankedacrosstothecupboardwhichheopenedinvestigatively。"Anypie?"hequestionedashepeeredintothecorners。"Say,ifIhadthehandlingofthoseUtes,mother,I’dfix’emsotheywouldn’tbebreakingouteveryfewmonthsandmakingfolksleavetheirhomestobepawedoverandburnt,maybe。"Hefoundajaroffreshdoughnutsandtookthree。
  "They’lltromparoundonyourflower—beds——itjustmakesmeSICKwhenIthinkhowthey’llmussthingsuparoundhere!I
  wishnow,"Heblurtedunthinkingly,"thatIhadn’tkilledtheInjunthatstoleRattler。"
  "Buddy!NotYOU。"Hismothermadeaswiftlittlerunacrossthekitchenandcaughthimonhislean,hard—muscledyoungshoulders。"You——youbaby!Whatdidyoudo?Youdidn’tharmanIndian,didyou,laddie?"
  Buddytiltedhisheaddownwardsothatshecouldnotlookintohiseyes。"IdunnoasIharmedhim——much,"hesaid,wipingdoughnutcrumbsfromhismouthwithonehastysweepofhisforearm。"Buthishorsecameoutathebrush,andhenever。IguessIkilledhim,allright。Anyway,mother,Ihadto。Hetookashotatmefirst。ItwasthedaywelostRattlerandthebronks,"Headdedaccurately。
  Motherdidnotsayanythingforaminute,andBuddyhunghisheadlower,dreadingtoseethehurtlookwhichhefeltwasinhereyes。
  "IhavetopackagunwhenIrideanywhere,"heremindedherdefensively。"Itain’ttobalancemeonthehorse,either。IfInjunstakeinafterme,thegun’ssoIcanshoot。Andafellerdon’tshootupintheair——andifanInjunishuntingtroubleheoughtaexpectthatmaybehemightgetshotsometime。You——youwouldn’twantmetojustrunandletthemcatchme,wouldyou?"
  Mother’shandslippeduptohisheadandpresseditagainstherbreastsothatBuddyheardherheartbeatingsteadyandsweetandtrue。Motherwasn’tafraid——never,never!
  "Iknow——it’sthedreadfulnecessityofdefendingourlives。
  Butyou’resoyoung——justmother’sbabyman!
  Buddylookedupatherthen,alaughtwinklinginhiseyes。
  Afterall,motherunderstood。
  "I’mgoingtobeyourbabymanalwaysifyouwantmeto,mother,"Hewhispered,closinghisarmsaroundherneckinasturdyhug。"ButI’mfather’shorse—wrangler,too。Andahorse—wranglerhasgottoholduphisend。I——Ididn’twanttokillanybody,honest。ButInjunsaredifferent。Youkillrattlers,andtheyain’tasmeanasInjuns。ThatoneIshotatwasshootingatmebeforeIevensomuchasknewtherewasonearound。Ijustshotback。Fatherwould,oranybodyelse。"
  "Iknow——Iknow,"sheconceded,thetenderwomanlinessofhersighingovertheneed。Inthenextmomentshewasallmother,readytofightforheryoung。"Buddy,never,neverrideANYWHEREwithoutyourrifle!Andarevolver,too——besurethatitisinperfectcondition。And——haveyouaknife?
  You’resoLITTLE!"shewailed。"Butfatherwillneedyou,andhe’lltakecareofyou——andColorouwouldnotletyoubehurtifheknew。But——Buddy,youmustbecareful,andalwayswatching——neverletthemcatchyouoffyourguard。IshallbeinLaramiebeforeyouandfatherandtheboys,Isuppose,iftheIndiansreallydobreakout。Andyoumustpromiseme——"
  "I’llpromise,mother。Anddon’tyougoandtrustoldColorouaninch。Hewasjumpinghigherthananyof’em,andshakinghistomahawkandyelling——he’dhavescalpedmerightthereifhe’dseenmewatching’em。Mother,I’mgoingtofindfatherandtellhim。Andyoumayaswellbepackingup,and——don’tleavemyguitarforthemtosmash,willyou,mother?"
  Hismotherlaughedthenandpushedhimtowardthedoor。Shehadanideaofherownandshedidnotwanttobehinderednowinputtingitintoaction。Upthecreek,inthebankbehindaclumpofwillows,wasasmallcave——oralargeniche,onemightcallit——wheremanyhouseholdtreasuresmightbesafelyhidden,ifonewentcarefully,wadinginthecreektohidethetracks。ShefollowedBuddyout,andcalledtoEzrawhowaschoppingwoodwithagruntforeveryfalloftheaxeandmanyrest——periodsintheshadeofthecottonwoodtree。
  Atthestable,BuddylookedbackandsawhertalkingearnestlytoEzra,whostoodnoddinghisheadincompleteapproval。Buddy’sknowledgeofwomenbeganandendedwithhismother。Therefore,tohimallwomenwerewonderfulcreatureswhommenworshippedardentlybecausetheywerecreatedfortheadorationoflessersouls。Buddydidnotknowwhathismotherwasgoingtodo,buthewassurethatwhatevershedidwouldberight;sohehoistedhissaddleonthehandiestfreshhorse,andlopedofftodriveintheremuda,feelingcertainthathisfatherwouldmoveswiftlytosavehiscattlethatrangedbackinthefoothills,andthatthesaddlehorseswouldbewantedatamoment’snotice。
  Also,hereasoned,therangehorses(maresandcoltsandtheunbrokengeldings)wouldnotbelefttothemercyoftheIndians。Hedidnotquiteknowhowhisfatherwouldmanageit,buthedecidedthathewouldcorraltheREMUDAfirst,andthendriveintheotherhorses,thatfedscatteredinundisturbedpossessionofafavoritegrassycreek—bottomfartherupthePlatte。
  Thesaddlehorses,accustomedtoBuddy’sdriving,wereeasilycorralled。Theotherhorseswerefatand"sassy"andresentedhiscomingamongthemwiththeshrillwhoopofauthority。
  Theygavehimahothour’sridingbeforetheyfinallybunchedandwenttearingdowntheriverbottomtowardtheranch。Evenso,Buddylefttwoofthewildestcareeningupanarrowgulch。Hehadnotattemptedtorideafterthem;notbecausehewasafraidofIndians,forhewasnot。Thewar—danceheldeveryyoungbuckandeveryoldoneincampbeyondthePass。
  Butthemarginofsafetymightbenarrow,andBuddywastakingnochancesthatday。
  Whenhewasconvincedthatitwasimpossibleforoneboytobeinhalfadozenplacesatonce,andthatthecowboyswouldbeneededtocorraltherangebunch,Buddywhoopedthemalldownthecreekbelowthehomeranchandletthemgojustashisfathercameridinguptothecorral。
  "They’rewar—dancing,father,"Buddyshoutedeagerly,slippingoffhishorseandwipingawaythetricklesofperspirationwithahandkerchiefnotmuchredderthanhisface。"Idroveallthehorsesdown,sothey’dbehandy。Themrangehorsesareprettywild。TherewastwoIcouldn’tget。
  What’llIdonow?"
  BobBirnielookedathisyoungestriderandsmoothedhisbeardwithonehand。"You’reanambitiouslad,Buddy。It’stheUtesyou’remeaning——orisitthehorses?"
  Buddyliftedhisheadandstaredathisfatherdisapprovingly。
  "Colorouisgoingtobreakout。Iknow。They’vegottheirwarpaintallonandthey’redancing。Isawthemmyself。IwasgoingaftertheglovesColoroussquawwasmakingforme,——butIdidn’tget’em。Ilaidinthebrushandwatched’emdance。"Hestoppedandlookedagaindoubtfullyathisfather。"Ithoughtyoumightwanttogetthecattleoutatheway,headded。"IthoughtIcouldsavesometime——"
  "You’resureaboutthepaint?"
  "Yes,I’msure。AndColorouwasjusta—goingitwithhiswarbonnetonandshakinghistomahawkandyelling——"
  "Yedidwell,lad。We’llbeleavingforBigCreekto—night,sorunawaynowandrestyourself。"
  "Oh,andcanIgo?"Buddy’svoicewasshrillwitheagerness。
  "I’llneedyou,lad,tolookafterthehorses。Itwillgivemeonemorehandwiththecattle。NowgotellStep—and—a—Halftomakereadyforaweekonthetrail,andtohavesupperearlysohecanmakehisstartwiththerest。"
  Buddywalkedstifflyawaytothecook’scabinwhereStep—and—
  a—Halfsatleisurelygougingtheworstblemishesoutofsoft,oldpotatoeswithachronictendencytogrowsprouts,beforehepeeledthemforsupperHiscrippledlegwasthrustoutstraight,hishatwasperchedprecariouslyoveroneearbecauseoftheslantingsunraysthroughthewindow,andahalf—smokedcigarettewaggleduncertainlyinthecornerofhismouthwhilehesangdolefullyamostoptimisticdittyoftheWest:
  "Ogivemeahomewherethebuff—aloroam,Wherethedeerandtheantelopeplay,WhereneverisheardadiscouragingwordAndtheskyisnotcloudyallday。"
  "You’regoingtohearadiscouragingwordrightnow,"Buddybrokeinruthlesslyuponthesong。Whereupon,withabitofimportanceinhisvoiceandinhismanner,heproceededtospoilStep—and—a—Half’sdispositionandtodeepen,ifthatwerepossible,hisloathingofIndians。Toooftenhadhemadedubioussoupofhisdishwaterandtheleavingsfromaroundupcrew’sdinner,andwatchedblanketedbuckssmacklipsoverthemess,torunfromthemnowwithoutfeelingutterlydisgustedwithlife。Step—and—a—Half’svituperationscouldbeheardabovetheclatterofpotsandpansashemadereadyforthejourney。