"Poordearhead,"saidBobbie,"doesitache?"
"No——yes——notmuch,"saidMother。"Bobbie,doyouthinkPeterandPhilareFORGETTINGFather?"
"NO,"saidBobbie,indignantly。"Why?"
"Younoneofyoueverspeakofhimnow。"
Bobbiestoodfirstononelegandthenontheother。
"Weoftentalkabouthimwhenwe’rebyourselves,"shesaid。
"Butnottome,"saidMother。"Why?"
Bobbiedidnotfinditeasytosaywhy。
"I——you——"shesaidandstopped。Shewentovertothewindowandlookedout。
"Bobbie,comehere,"saidherMother,andBobbiecame。
"Now,"saidMother,puttingherarmroundBobbieandlayingherruffledheadagainstBobbie’sshoulder,"trytotellme,dear。"
Bobbiefidgeted。
"TellMother。"
"Well,then,"saidBobbie,"IthoughtyouweresounhappyaboutDaddynotbeinghere,itmadeyouworsewhenItalkedabouthim。SoIstoppeddoingit。"
"Andtheothers?"
"Idon’tknowabouttheothers,"saidBobbie。"IneversaidanythingaboutTHATtothem。ButIexpecttheyfeltthesameaboutitasme。"
"Bobbiedear,"saidMother,stillleaningherheadagainsther,"I’lltellyou。BesidespartingfromFather,heandIhavehadagreatsorrow——oh,terrible——worsethananythingyoucanthinkof,andatfirstitdidhurttohearyoualltalkingofhimasifeverythingwerejustthesame。Butitwouldbemuchmoreterribleifyouweretoforgethim。Thatwouldbeworsethananything。"
"Thetrouble,"saidBobbie,inaverylittlevoice——"IpromisedI
wouldneveraskyouanyquestions,andIneverhave,haveI?But——
thetrouble——itwon’tlastalways?"
"No,"saidMother,"theworstwillbeoverwhenFathercomeshometous。"
"IwishIcouldcomfortyou,"saidBobbie。
"Oh,mydear,doyousupposeyoudon’t?DoyouthinkIhaven’tnoticedhowgoodyou’veallbeen,notquarrellingnearlyasmuchasyouusedto——andallthelittlekindthingsyoudoforme——theflowers,andcleaningmyshoes,andtearinguptomakemybedbeforeIgettimetodoitmyself?"
BobbieHADsometimeswonderedwhetherMothernoticedthesethings。
"That’snothing,"shesaid,"towhat——"
"IMUSTgetonwithmywork,"saidMother,givingBobbieonelastsqueeze。"Don’tsayanythingtotheothers。"
Thateveninginthehourbeforebed—timeinsteadofreadingtothechildrenMothertoldthemstoriesofthegamessheandFatherusedtohavewhentheywerechildrenandlivedneareachotherinthecountry——talesoftheadventuresofFatherwithMother’sbrotherswhentheywereallboystogether。Veryfunnystoriestheywere,andthechildrenlaughedastheylistened。
"UncleEdwarddiedbeforehewasgrownup,didn’the?"saidPhyllis,asMotherlightedthebedroomcandles。
"Yes,dear,"saidMother,"youwouldhavelovedhim。Hewassuchabraveboy,andsoadventurous。Alwaysinmischief,andyetfriendswitheverybodyinspiteofit。AndyourUncleReggie’sinCeylon——
yes,andFather’saway,too。ButIthinkthey’dallliketothinkwe’denjoyedtalkingaboutthethingstheyusedtodo。Don’tyouthinkso?"
"NotUncleEdward,"saidPhyllis,inashockedtone;"he’sinHeaven。"
"Youdon’tsupposehe’sforgottenusandalltheoldtimes,becauseGodhastakenhim,anymorethanIforgethim。Oh,no,heremembers。He’sonlyawayforalittletime。Weshallseehimsomeday。"
"AndUncleReggie——andFather,too?"saidPeter。
"Yes,"saidMother。"UncleReggieandFather,too。Goodnight,mydarlings。"
"Goodnight,"saideveryone。Bobbiehuggedhermothermorecloselyeventhanusual,andwhisperedinherear,"Oh,Idoloveyouso,Mummy——Ido——Ido——"
WhenBobbiecametothinkitallover,shetriednottowonderwhatthegreattroublewas。Butshecouldnotalwayshelpit。Fatherwasnotdead——likepoorUncleEdward——Motherhadsaidso。Andhewasnotill,orMotherwouldhavebeenwithhim。Beingpoorwasn’tthetrouble。Bobbieknewitwassomethingnearertheheartthanmoneycouldbe。
"Imustn’ttrytothinkwhatitis,"shetoldherself;"no,I
mustn’t。IAMgladMothernoticedaboutusnotquarrellingsomuch。
We’llkeepthatup。"
Andalas,thatveryafternoonsheandPeterhadwhatPetercalledafirst—classshindy。
TheyhadnotbeenaweekatThreeChimneysbeforetheyhadaskedMothertoletthemhaveapieceofgardeneachfortheirveryown,andshehadagreed,andthesouthborderunderthepeachtreeshadbeendividedintothreepiecesandtheywereallowedtoplantwhatevertheylikedthere。
PhyllishadplantedmignonetteandnasturtiumandVirginiaStockinhers。Theseedscameup,andthoughtheylookedjustlikeweeds,Phyllisbelievedthattheywouldbearflowerssomeday。TheVirginiaStockjustifiedherfaithquitesoon,andhergardenwasgaywithabandofbrightlittleflowers,pinkandwhiteandredandmauve。
"Ican’tweedforfearIpullupthewrongthings,"sheusedtosaycomfortably;"itsavessuchalotofwork。"
Petersowedvegetableseedsinhis——carrotsandonionsandturnips。
Theseedwasgiventohimbythefarmerwholivedintheniceblack—
and—white,wood—and—plasterhousejustbeyondthebridge。Hekeptturkeysandguineafowls,andwasamostamiableman。ButPeter’svegetablesneverhadmuchofachance,becausehelikedtousetheearthofhisgardenfordiggingcanals,andmakingfortsandearthworksforhistoysoldiers。Andtheseedsofvegetablesrarelycometomuchinasoilthatisconstantlydisturbedforthepurposesofwarandirrigation。
Bobbieplantedrose—bushesinhergarden,butallthelittlenewleavesoftherose—bushesshrivelledandwithered,perhapsbecauseshemovedthemfromtheotherpartofthegardeninMay,whichisnotatalltherighttimeofyearformovingroses。Butshewouldnotownthattheyweredead,andhopedonagainsthope,untilthedaywhenPerkscameuptoseethegarden,andtoldherquiteplainlythatallherroseswereasdeadasdoornails。
"Onlygoodforbonfires,Miss,"hesaid。"Youjustdig’emupandburn’em,andI’llgiveyousomenicefreshrootsoutermygarden;
pansies,andstocks,andsweetwillies,andforget—me—nots。I’llbring’emalongto—morrowifyougetthegroundready。"
Sonextdayshesettowork,andthathappenedtobethedaywhenMotherhadpraisedherandtheothersaboutnotquarrelling。Shemovedtherose—bushesandcarriedthemtotheotherendofthegarden,wheretherubbishheapwasthattheymeanttomakeabonfireofwhenGuyFawkes’Daycame。
MeanwhilePeterhaddecidedtoflattenoutallhisfortsandearthworks,withaviewtomakingamodeloftherailway—tunnel,cutting,embankment,canal,aqueduct,bridges,andall。
SowhenBobbiecamebackfromherlastthornyjourneywiththedeadrose—bushes,hehadgottherakeandwasusingitbusily。
"_I_wasusingtherake,"saidBobbie。
"Well,I’musingitnow,"saidPeter。
"ButIhaditfirst,"saidBobbie。
"Thenit’smyturnnow,"saidPeter。Andthatwashowthequarrelbegan。
"You’realwaysbeingdisagreeableaboutnothing,"saidPeter,aftersomeheatedargument。
"Ihadtherakefirst,"saidBobbie,flushedanddefiant,holdingontoitshandle。
"Don’t——ItellyouIsaidthismorningImeanttohaveit。Didn’tI,Phil?"
Phyllissaidshedidn’twanttobemixedupintheirrows。Andinstantly,ofcourse,shewas。
"Ifyouremember,yououghttosay。"
"Ofcourseshedoesn’tremember——butshemightsayso。"
"IwishI’dhadabrotherinsteadoftwowhinylittlekiddysisters,"saidPeter。Thiswasalwaysrecognisedasindicatingthehigh—watermarkofPeter’srage。
Bobbiemadethereplyshealwaysmadetoit。
"Ican’tthinkwhylittleboyswereeverinvented,"andjustasshesaiditshelookedup,andsawthethreelongwindowsofMother’sworkshopflashingintheredraysofthesun。Thesightbroughtbackthosewordsofpraise:——
"Youdon’tquarrellikeyouusedtodo。"
"OH!"criedBobbie,justasifshehadbeenhit,orhadcaughtherfingerinadoor,orhadfeltthehideoussharpbeginningsoftoothache。
"What’sthematter?"saidPhyllis。
Bobbiewantedtosay:"Don’tlet’squarrel。Motherhatesitso,"
butthoughshetriedhard,shecouldn’t。Peterwaslookingtoodisagreeableandinsulting。
"Takethehorridrake,then,"wasthebestshecouldmanage。Andshesuddenlyletgoherholdonthehandle。Peterhadbeenholdingontoittoofirmlyandpullingly,andnowthatthepulltheotherwaywassuddenlystopped,hestaggeredandfelloverbackward,theteethoftherakebetweenhisfeet。
"Serveyouright,"saidBobbie,beforeshecouldstopherself。
Peterlaystillforhalfamoment——longenoughtofrightenBobbiealittle。Thenhefrightenedheralittlemore,forhesatup——
screamedonce——turnedratherpale,andthenlaybackandbegantoshriek,faintlybutsteadily。Itsoundedexactlylikeapigbeingkilledaquarterofamileoff。
Motherputherheadoutofthewindow,anditwasn’thalfaminuteafterthatshewasinthegardenkneelingbythesideofPeter,whoneverforaninstantceasedtosqueal。
"Whathappened,Bobbie?"Motherasked。
"Itwastherake,"saidPhyllis。"Peterwaspullingatit,sowasBobbie,andsheletgoandhewentover。"
"Stopthatnoise,Peter,"saidMother。"Come。Stopatonce。"
Peterusedupwhatbreathhehadleftinalastsquealandstopped。
"Now,"saidMother,"areyouhurt?"
"Ifhewasreallyhurt,hewouldn’tmakesuchafuss,"saidBobbie,stilltremblingwithfury;"he’snotacoward!"
"Ithinkmyfoot’sbrokenoff,that’sall,"saidPeter,huffily,andsatup。Thenheturnedquitewhite。Motherputherarmroundhim。
"HeIShurt,"shesaid;"he’sfainted。Here,Bobbie,sitdownandtakehisheadonyourlap。"
ThenMotherundidPeter’sboots。Asshetooktherightoneoff,somethingdrippedfromhisfootontotheground。Itwasredblood。
AndwhenthestockingcameofftherewerethreeredwoundsinPeter’sfootandankle,wheretheteethoftherakehadbittenhim,andhisfootwascoveredwithredsmears。
"Runforwater——abasinful,"saidMother,andPhyllisran。Sheupsetmostofthewateroutofthebasininherhaste,andhadtofetchmoreinajug。
PeterdidnotopenhiseyesagaintillMotherhadtiedherhandkerchiefroundhisfoot,andsheandBobbiehadcarriedhiminandlaidhimonthebrownwoodensettleinthedining—room。BythistimePhylliswashalfwaytotheDoctor’s。
MothersatbyPeterandbathedhisfootandtalkedtohim,andBobbiewentoutandgotteaready,andputonthekettle。
"It’sallIcando,"shetoldherself。"Oh,supposePetershoulddie,orbeahelplesscrippleforlife,orhavetowalkwithcrutches,orwearabootwithasolelikealogofwood!"
Shestoodbythebackdoorreflectingonthesegloomypossibilities,hereyesfixedonthewater—butt。
"IwishI’dneverbeenborn,"shesaid,andshesaiditoutloud。
"Why,lawkamercy,what’sthatfor?"askedavoice,andPerksstoodbeforeherwithawoodentrugbasketfullofgreen—leavedthingsandsoft,looseearth。
"Oh,it’syou,"shesaid。"Peter’shurthisfootwitharake——threegreatgapingwounds,likesoldiersget。Anditwaspartlymyfault。"
"Thatitwasn’t,I’llgobail,"saidPerks。"Doctorseenhim?"
"PhyllishasgonefortheDoctor。"
"He’llbeallright;youseeifheisn’t,"saidPerks。"Why,myfather’ssecondcousinhadahay—forkrunintohim,rightintohisinside,andhewasrightaseverinafewweeks,allexcepthisbeingabitweakintheheadafterwards,andtheydidsaythatitwasalongofhisgettingatouchofthesuninthehay—field,andnottheforkatall。Irememberhimwell。Akind—’eartedchap,butsoft,asyoumightsay。"
Bobbietriedtoletherselfbecheeredbythishearteningreminiscence。
"Well,"saidPerks,"youwon’twanttobebotheredwithgardeningjustthisminute,Idaresay。Youshowmewhereyourgardenis,andI’llpopthebitsofstuffinforyou。AndI’llhangabout,ifI
maymakesofree,toseetheDoctorashecomesoutandhearwhathesays。Youcheerup,Missie。Ilayapoundheain’thurt,nottospeakof。"
Buthewas。TheDoctorcameandlookedatthefootandbandageditbeautifully,andsaidthatPetermustnotputittothegroundforatleastaweek。
"Hewon’tbelame,orhavetowearcrutchesoralumponhisfoot,willhe?"whisperedBobbie,breathlessly,atthedoor。
"Myaunt!No!"saidDr。Forrest;"he’llbeasnimbleaseveronhispinsinafortnight。Don’tyouworry,littleMotherGoose。"
ItwaswhenMotherhadgonetothegatewiththeDoctortotakehislastinstructionsandPhylliswasfillingthekettlefortea,thatPeterandBobbiefoundthemselvesalone。
"Hesaysyouwon’tbelameoranything,"saidBobbie。
"Oh,courseIshan’t,silly,"saidPeter,verymuchrelievedallthesame。
"Oh,Peter,IAMsosorry,"saidBobbie,afterapause。
"That’sallright,"saidPeter,gruffly。
"ItwasALLmyfault,"saidBobbie。
"Rot,"saidPeter。
"Ifwehadn’tquarrelled,itwouldn’thavehappened。Iknewitwaswrongtoquarrel。Iwantedtosayso,butsomehowIcouldn’t。"
"Don’tdrivel,"saidPeter。"Ishouldn’thavestoppedifyouHAD
saidit。Notlikely。Andbesides,usrowinghadn’tanythingtodowithit。Imighthavecaughtmyfootinthehoe,ortakenoffmyfingersinthechaff—cuttingmachineorblownmynoseoffwithfireworks。Itwouldhavebeenhurtjustthesamewhetherwe’dbeenrowingornot。"
"ButIknewitwaswrongtoquarrel,"saidBobbie,intears,"andnowyou’rehurtand——"
"Nowlookhere,"saidPeter,firmly,"youjustdryup。Ifyou’renotcareful,you’llturnintoabeastlylittleSunday—schoolprig,soItellyou。"
"Idon’tmeantobeaprig。Butit’ssohardnottobewhenyou’rereallytryingtobegood。"
(TheGentleReadermayperhapshavesufferedfromthisdifficulty。)
"Notit,"saidPeter;"it’sajollygoodthingitwasn’tyouwashurt。I’mgladitwasME。There!Ifithadbeenyou,you’dhavebeenlyingonthesofalookinglikeasufferingangelandbeingthelightoftheanxioushouseholdandallthat。AndIcouldn’thavestoodit。"
"No,Ishouldn’t,"saidBobbie。
"Yes,youwould,"saidPeter。
"ItellyouIshouldn’t。"
"Itellyouyouwould。"
"Oh,children,"saidMother’svoiceatthedoor。"Quarrellingagain?Already?"
"Wearen’tquarrelling——notreally,"saidPeter。"Iwishyouwouldn’tthinkit’srowseverytimewedon’tagree!"WhenMotherhadgoneoutagain,Bobbiebrokeout:——
"Peter,IAMsorryyou’rehurt。ButyouAREabeasttosayI’maprig。"
"Well,"saidPeterunexpectedly,"perhapsIam。YoudidsayI
wasn’tacoward,evenwhenyouwereinsuchawax。Theonlythingis——don’tyoubeaprig,that’sall。Youkeepyoureyesopenandifyoufeelpriggishnesscomingonjuststopintime。See?"
"Yes,"saidBobbie,"Isee。"
"Thenlet’scallitPax,"saidPeter,magnanimously:"burythehatchetinthefathomsofthepast。Shakehandsonit。Isay,Bobbie,oldchap,Iamtired。"
Hewastiredformanydaysafterthat,andthesettleseemedhardanduncomfortableinspiteofallthepillowsandbolstersandsoftfoldedrugs。Itwasterriblenottobeabletogoout。Theymovedthesettletothewindow,andfromtherePetercouldseethesmokeofthetrainswindingalongthevalley。Buthecouldnotseethetrains。
AtfirstBobbiefounditquitehardtobeasnicetohimasshewantedtobe,forfearheshouldthinkherpriggish。Butthatsoonworeoff,andbothsheandPhylliswere,asheobserved,jollygoodsorts。Mothersatwithhimwhenhissisterswereout。Andthewords,"he’snotacoward,"madePeterdeterminednottomakeanyfussaboutthepaininhisfoot,thoughitwasratherbad,especiallyatnight。
Praisehelpspeopleverymuch,sometimes。
Therewerevisitors,too。Mrs。Perkscameuptoaskhowhewas,andsodidtheStationMaster,andseveralofthevillagepeople。Butthetimewentslowly,slowly。
"Idowishtherewassomethingtoread,"saidPeter。"I’vereadallourbooksfiftytimesover。"
"I’llgototheDoctor’s,"saidPhyllis;"he’ssuretohavesome。"
"Onlyabouthowtobeill,andaboutpeople’snastyinsides,I
expect,"saidPeter。
"PerkshasawholeheapofMagazinesthatcameoutoftrainswhenpeoplearetiredofthem,"saidBobbie。"I’llrundownandaskhim。"
Sothegirlswenttheirtwoways。
BobbiefoundPerksbusycleaninglamps。
"Andhow’stheyounggent?"saidhe。
"Better,thanks,"saidBobbie,"buthe’smostfrightfullybored。I
cametoaskifyou’dgotanyMagazinesyoucouldlendhim。"
"There,now,"saidPerks,regretfully,rubbinghisearwithablackandoilylumpofcottonwaste,"whydidn’tIthinkofthat,now?I
wastryingtothinkofsomethingas’udamusehimonlythismorning,andIcouldn’tthinkofanythingbetterthanaguinea—pig。AndayoungchapIknow’sgoingtofetchthatoverforhimthistea—time。"
"Howlovely!Arealliveguinea!Hewillbepleased。Buthe’dliketheMagazinesaswell。"
"That’sjustit,"saidPerks。"I’vejustsentthepickof’emtoSnigson’sboy——himwhat’sjustgettingoverthepewmonia。ButI’velotsofillustratedpapersleft。"
Heturnedtothepileofpapersinthecornerandtookupaheapsixinchesthick。
"There!"hesaid。"I’lljustslipabitofstringandabitofpaperround’em。"
Hepulledanoldnewspaperfromthepileandspreaditonthetable,andmadeaneatparcelofit。
"There,"saidhe,"there’slotsofpictures,andifhelikestomess’emaboutwithhispaint—box,orcolouredchalksorwhatnot,why,lethim。_I_don’twant’em。"
"You’readear,"saidBobbie,tooktheparcel,andstarted。Thepaperswereheavy,andwhenshehadtowaitatthelevel—crossingwhileatrainwentby,sherestedtheparcelonthetopofthegate。
Andidlyshelookedattheprintingonthepaperthattheparcelwaswrappedin。
Suddenlysheclutchedtheparceltighterandbentherheadoverit。
Itseemedlikesomehorribledream。Shereadon——thebottomofthecolumnwastornoff——shecouldreadnofarther。
Sheneverrememberedhowshegothome。Butshewentontiptoetoherroomandlockedthedoor。Thensheundidtheparcelandreadthatprintedcolumnagain,sittingontheedgeofherbed,herhandsandfeeticycoldandherfaceburning。Whenshehadreadalltherewas,shedrewalong,unevenbreath。
"SonowIknow,"shesaid。
Whatshehadreadwasheaded,’EndoftheTrial。Verdict。
Sentence。’
ThenameofthemanwhohadbeentriedwasthenameofherFather。
Theverdictwas’Guilty。’Andthesentencewas’Fiveyears’PenalServitude。’
"Oh,Daddy,"shewhispered,crushingthepaperhard,"it’snottrue—
—Idon’tbelieveit。Youneverdidit!Never,never,never!"
Therewasahammeringonthedoor。
"Whatisit?"saidBobbie。
"It’sme,"saidthevoiceofPhyllis;"tea’sready,andaboy’sbroughtPeteraguinea—pig。Comealongdown。"
AndBobbiehadto。
ChapterXI。Thehoundintheredjersey。
Bobbieknewthesecretnow。Asheetofoldnewspaperwrappedroundaparcel——justalittlechancelikethat——hadgiventhesecrettoher。Andshehadtogodowntoteaandpretendthattherewasnothingthematter。Thepretencewasbravelymade,butitwasn’tverysuccessful。
Forwhenshecamein,everyonelookedupfromteaandsawherpink—
liddedeyesandherpalefacewithredtear—blotchesonit。
"Mydarling,"criedMother,jumpingupfromthetea—tray,"whateverISthematter?"
"Myheadaches,rather,"saidBobbie。Andindeeditdid。
"Hasanythinggonewrong?"Motherasked。
"I’mallright,really,"saidBobbie,andshetelegraphedtoherMotherfromherswolleneyesthisbrief,imploringmessage——"NOT
beforetheothers!"
Teawasnotacheerfulmeal。PeterwassodistressedbytheobviousfactthatsomethinghorridhadhappenedtoBobbiethathelimitedhisspeechtorepeating,"Morebreadandbutter,please,"atstartlinglyshortintervals。Phyllisstrokedhersister’shandunderthetabletoexpresssympathy,andknockedhercupoverasshedidit。FetchingaclothandwipingupthespiltmilkhelpedBobbiealittle。Butshethoughtthatteawouldneverend。Yetatlastitdidend,asallthingsdoatlast,andwhenMothertookoutthetray,Bobbiefollowedher。
"She’sgonetoownup,"saidPhyllistoPeter;"Iwonderwhatshe’sdone。"
"Brokensomething,Isuppose,"saidPeter,"butsheneedn’tbesosillyoverit。Motherneverrowsforaccidents。Listen!Yes,they’regoingupstairs。She’stakingMotheruptoshowher——thewater—jugwithstorksonit,Iexpectitis。"
Bobbie,inthekitchen,hadcaughtholdofMother’shandasshesetdownthetea—things。
"Whatisit?"Motherasked。
ButBobbieonlysaid,"Comeupstairs,comeupwherenobodycanhearus。"
WhenshehadgotMotheraloneinherroomshelockedthedoorandthenstoodquitestill,andquitewithoutwords。
Allthroughteashehadbeenthinkingofwhattosay;shehaddecidedthat"Iknowall,"or"Allisknowntome,"or"Theterriblesecretisasecretnolonger,"wouldbetheproperthing。ButnowthatsheandherMotherandthatawfulsheetofnewspaperwerealoneintheroomtogether,shefoundthatshecouldsaynothing。
SuddenlyshewenttoMotherandputherarmsroundherandbegantocryagain。Andstillshecouldfindnowords,only,"Oh,Mammy,oh,Mammy,oh,Mammy,"overandoveragain。
Motherheldherverycloseandwaited。
SuddenlyBobbiebrokeawayfromherandwenttoherbed。Fromunderhermattressshepulledoutthepapershehadhiddenthere,andhelditout,pointingtoherFather’snamewithafingerthatshook。
"Oh,Bobbie,"Mothercried,whenonelittlequicklookhadshownherwhatitwas,"youdon’tBELIEVEit?Youdon’tbelieveDaddydidit?"
"NO,"Bobbiealmostshouted。Shehadstoppedcrying。
"That’sallright,"saidMother。"It’snottrue。Andthey’veshuthimupinprison,buthe’sdonenothingwrong。He’sgoodandnobleandhonourable,andhebelongstous。Wehavetothinkofthat,andbeproudofhim,andwait。"
AgainBobbieclungtoherMother,andagainonlyonewordcametoher,butnowthatwordwas"Daddy,"and"Oh,Daddy,oh,Daddy,oh,Daddy!"againandagain。
"Whydidn’tyoutellme,Mammy?"sheaskedpresently。
"Areyougoingtotelltheothers?"Motherasked。
"No。"
"Why?"
"Because——"
"Exactly,"saidMother;"soyouunderstandwhyIdidn’ttellyou。
Wetwomusthelpeachothertobebrave。"
"Yes,"saidBobbie;"Mother,willitmakeyoumoreunhappyifyoutellmeallaboutit?Iwanttounderstand。"
Sothen,sittingcuddledupclosetoherMother,Bobbieheard"allaboutit。"Sheheardhowthosemen,whohadaskedtoseeFatheronthatrememberedlastnightwhentheEnginewasbeingmended,hadcometoarresthim,charginghimwithsellingStatesecretstotheRussians——withbeing,infact,aspyandatraitor。Sheheardaboutthetrial,andabouttheevidence——letters,foundinFather’sdeskattheoffice,lettersthatconvincedthejurythatFatherwasguilty。
"Oh,howcouldtheylookathimandbelieveit!"criedBobbie;"andhowcouldANYonedosuchathing!"
"SOMEONEdidit,"saidMother,"andalltheevidencewasagainstFather。Thoseletters——"
"Yes。Howdidthelettersgetintohisdesk?"
"Someoneputthemthere。Andthepersonwhoputthemtherewasthepersonwhowasreallyguilty。"
"HEmustbefeelingprettyawfulallthistime,"saidBobbie,thoughtfully。
"Idon’tbelievehehadanyfeelings,"Mothersaidhotly;"hecouldn’thavedoneathinglikethatifhehad。"
"Perhapshejustshovedthelettersintothedesktohidethemwhenhethoughthewasgoingtobefoundout。Whydon’tyoutellthelawyers,orsomeone,thatitmusthavebeenthatperson?Therewasn’tanyonethatwouldhavehurtFatheronpurpose,wasthere?"
"Idon’tknow——Idon’tknow。ThemanunderhimwhogotDaddy’splacewhenhe——whentheawfulthinghappened——hewasalwaysjealousofyourFatherbecauseDaddywassocleverandeveryonethoughtsuchalotofhim。AndDaddyneverquitetrustedthatman。"
"Couldn’tweexplainallthattosomeone?"
"Nobodywilllisten,"saidMother,verybitterly,"nobodyatall。
DoyousupposeI’venottriedeverything?No,mydearest,there’snothingtobedone。Allwecando,youandIandDaddy,istobebrave,andpatient,and——"shespokeverysoftly——"topray,Bobbie,dear。"
"Mother,you’vegotverythin,"saidBobbie,abruptly。
"Alittle,perhaps。"
"Andoh,"saidBobbie,"Idothinkyou’rethebravestpersonintheworldaswellasthenicest!"
"Wewon’ttalkofallthisanymore,willwe,dear?"saidMother;
"wemustbearitandbebrave。And,darling,trynottothinkofit。Trytobecheerful,andtoamuseyourselfandtheothers。It’smucheasierformeifyoucanbealittlebithappyandenjoythings。Washyourpoorlittleroundface,andlet’sgooutintothegardenforabit。"
TheothertwowereverygentleandkindtoBobbie。Andtheydidnotaskherwhatwasthematter。ThiswasPeter’sidea,andhehaddrilledPhyllis,whowouldhaveaskedahundredquestionsifshehadbeenlefttoherself。
AweeklaterBobbiemanagedtogetawayalone。Andoncemoreshewrotealetter。Andoncemoreitwastotheoldgentleman。
"MydearFriend,"shesaid,"youseewhatisinthispaper。Itisnottrue。Fatherneverdidit。MothersayssomeoneputthepapersinFather’sdesk,andshesaysthemanunderhimthatgotFather’splaceafterwardswasjealousofFather,andFathersuspectedhimalongtime。Butnobodylistenstoawordshesays,butyouaresogoodandclever,andyoufoundoutabouttheRussiangentleman’swifedirectly。Can’tyoufindoutwhodidthetreasonbecausehewasn’tFatheruponmyhonour;heisanEnglishmananduncapabletodosuchthings,andthentheywouldletFatheroutofprison。Itisdreadful,andMotherisgettingsothin。Shetoldusoncetoprayforallprisonersandcaptives。Iseenow。Oh,dohelpme——thereisonlyjustMotherandmeknow,andwecan’tdoanything。PeterandPhildon’tknow。I’llprayforyoutwiceeverydayaslongasI
liveifyou’llonlytry——justtrytofindout。ThinkifitwasYOUR
Daddy,whatyouwouldfeel。Oh,do,do,DOhelpme。Withlove"IremainYouraffectionatelylittlefriend"Roberta。
P。S。MotherwouldsendherkindregardsifsheknewIamwriting——
butitisnousetellingherIam,incaseyoucan’tdoanything。
ButIknowyouwill。Bobbiewithbestlove。"
ShecuttheaccountofherFather’strialoutofthenewspaperwithMother’sbigcutting—outscissors,andputitintheenvelopewithherletter。
Thenshetookitdowntothestation,goingoutthebackwayandroundbytheroad,sothattheothersshouldnotseeherandoffertocomewithher,andshegavethelettertotheStationMastertogivetotheoldgentlemannextmorning。
"WhereHAVEyoubeen?"shoutedPeter,fromthetopoftheyardwallwhereheandPhylliswere。
"Tothestation,ofcourse,"saidBobbie;"giveusahand,Pete。"
Shesetherfootonthelockoftheyarddoor。Peterreacheddownahand。
"Whatonearth?"sheaskedasshereachedthewall—top——forPhyllisandPeterwereverymuddy。Alumpofwetclaylaybetweenthemonthewall,theyhadeachaslipofslateinaverydirtyhand,andbehindPeter,outofthereachofaccidents,wereseveralstrangeroundedobjectsratherlikeveryfatsausages,hollow,butclosedupatoneend。
"It’snests,"saidPeter,"swallows’nests。We’regoingtodrythemintheovenandhangthemupwithstringundertheeavesofthecoach—house。"
"Yes,"saidPhyllis;"andthenwe’regoingtosaveupallthewoolandhairwecanget,andinthespringwe’lllinethem,andthenhowpleasedtheswallowswillbe!"
"I’veoftenthoughtpeopledon’tdonearlyenoughfordumbanimals,"
saidPeterwithanairofvirtue。"Idothinkpeoplemighthavethoughtofmakingnestsforpoorlittleswallowsbeforethis。"
"Oh,"saidBobbie,vaguely,"ifeverybodythoughtofeverything,there’dbenothingleftforanybodyelsetothinkabout。"
"Lookatthenests——aren’ttheypretty?"saidPhyllis,reachingacrossPetertograspanest。
"Lookout,Phil,yougoat,"saidherbrother。Butitwastoolate;
herstronglittlefingershadcrushedthenest。
"Therenow,"saidPeter。
"Nevermind,"saidBobbie。
"ItISoneofmyown,"saidPhyllis,"soyouneedn’tjaw,Peter。
Yes,we’veputourinitialnamesontheoneswe’vedone,sothattheswallowswillknowwhothey’vegottobesogratefultoandfondof。"
"Swallowscan’tread,silly,"saidPeter。
"Sillyyourself,"retortedPhyllis;"howdoyouknow?"
"Whothoughtofmakingthenests,anyhow?"shoutedPeter。
"Idid,"screamedPhyllis。
"Nya,"rejoinedPeter,"youonlythoughtofmakinghayonesandstickingthemintheivyforthesparrows,andthey’dhavebeensoppingLONGbeforeegg—layingtime。Itwasmesaidclayandswallows。"
"Idon’tcarewhatyousaid。"
"Look,"saidBobbie,"I’vemadethenestallrightagain。Givemethebitofsticktomarkyourinitialnameonit。Buthowcanyou?
YourletterandPeter’sarethesame。P。forPeter,P。forPhyllis。"
"IputF。forPhyllis,"saidthechildofthatname。"That’showitsounds。Theswallowswouldn’tspellPhylliswithaP。,I’mcertain—
sure。"
"Theycan’tspellatall,"Peterwasstillinsisting。
"ThenwhydoyouseethemalwaysonChristmascardsandvalentineswithlettersroundtheirnecks?Howwouldtheyknowwheretogoiftheycouldn’tread?"
"That’sonlyinpictures。Youneversawonereallywithlettersrounditsneck。"
"Well,Ihaveapigeon,then;atleastDaddytoldmetheydid。Onlyitwasundertheirwingsandnotroundtheirnecks,butitcomestothesamething,and——"
"Isay,"interruptedBobbie,"there’stobeapaperchaseto—morrow。"
"Who?"Peterasked。
"GrammarSchool。Perksthinkstheharewillgoalongbythelineatfirst。Wemightgoalongthecutting。Youcanseealongwayfromthere。"
Thepaperchasewasfoundtobeamoreamusingsubjectofconversationthanthereadingpowersofswallows。Bobbiehadhopeditmightbe。AndnextmorningMotherletthemtaketheirlunchandgooutforthedaytoseethepaperchase。
"Ifwegotothecutting,"saidPeter,"weshallseetheworkmen,evenifwemissthepaperchase。"
Ofcourseithadtakensometimetogetthelineclearfromtherocksandearthandtreesthathadfallenonitwhenthegreatlandsliphappened。Thatwastheoccasion,youwillremember,whenthethreechildrensavedthetrainfrombeingwreckedbywavingsixlittlered—flannel—petticoatflags。Itisalwaysinterestingtowatchpeopleworking,especiallywhentheyworkwithsuchinterestingthingsasspadesandpicksandshovelsandplanksandbarrows,whentheyhavecinderyredfiresinironpotswithroundholesinthem,andredlampshangingneartheworksatnight。Ofcoursethechildrenwereneveroutatnight;butonce,atdusk,whenPeterhadgotoutofhisbedroomskylightontotheroof,hehadseentheredlampshiningfarawayattheedgeofthecutting。Thechildrenhadoftenbeendowntowatchthework,andthisdaytheinterestofpicksandspades,andbarrowsbeingwheeledalongplanks,completelyputthepaperchaseoutoftheirheads,sothattheyquitejumpedwhenavoicejustbehindthempanted,"Letmepass,please。"Itwasthehare——abig—boned,loose—limbedboy,withdarkhairlyingflatonaverydampforehead。Thebagoftornpaperunderhisarmwasfastenedacrossoneshoulderbyastrap。Thechildrenstoodback。Thehareranalongtheline,andtheworkmenleanedontheirpickstowatchhim。Heranonsteadilyanddisappearedintothemouthofthetunnel。
"That’sagainsttheby—laws,"saidtheforeman。
"Whyworry?"saidtheoldestworkman;"liveandletlive’swhatI
alwayssay。Ain’tyouneverbeenyoungyourself,Mr。Bates?"
"Ioughttoreporthim,"saidtheforeman。
"Whyspoilsport’swhatIalwayssay。"
"Passengersareforbiddentocrossthelineonanypretence,"
murmuredtheforeman,doubtfully。
"Heain’tnopassenger,"saidoneoftheworkmen。
"Nor’eain’tcrossedtheline,notwherewecouldsee’imdoit,"
saidanother。
"Noryet’eain’tmadenopretences,"saidathird。
"And,"saidtheoldestworkman,"’e’soutersightnow。Whattheeyedon’tseethe’artneedn’ttakenonoticeof’swhatIalwayssay。"
Andnow,followingthetrackoftheharebythelittlewhiteblotsofscatteredpaper,camethehounds。Therewerethirtyofthem,andtheyallcamedownthesteep,ladder—likestepsbyonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens。BobbieandPhyllisandPetercountedthemastheypassed。Theforemostoneshesitatedamomentatthefootoftheladder,thentheireyescaughtthegleamofscatteredwhitenessalongthelineandtheyturnedtowardsthetunnel,and,byonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens,disappearedinthedarkmouthofit。Thelastone,inaredjersey,seemedtobeextinguishedbythedarknesslikeacandlethatisblownout。
"Theydon’tknowwhatthey’reinfor,"saidtheforeman;"itisn’tsoeasyrunninginthedark。Thetunneltakestwoorthreeturns。"
"They’lltakealongtimetogetthrough,youthink?"Peterasked。
"Anhourormore,Ishouldn’twonder。"
"Thenlet’scutacrossthetopandseethemcomeoutattheotherend,"saidPeter;"weshallgettherelongbeforetheydo。"
Thecounselseemedgood,andtheywent。
Theyclimbedthesteepstepsfromwhichtheyhadpickedthewildcherryblossomforthegraveofthelittlewildrabbit,andreachingthetopofthecutting,settheirfacestowardsthehillthroughwhichthetunnelwascut。Itwasstiffwork。
"It’slikeAlps,"saidBobbie,breathlessly。
"OrAndes,"saidPeter。
"It’slikeHimmywhat’sitsnames?"gaspedPhyllis。"MountEverlasting。Dolet’sstop。"
"Sticktoit,"pantedPeter;"you’llgetyoursecondwindinaminute。"
Phyllisconsentedtosticktoit——andontheywent,runningwhentheturfwassmoothandtheslopeeasy,climbingoverstones,helpingthemselvesuprocksbythebranchesoftrees,creepingthroughnarrowopeningsbetweentreetrunksandrocks,andsoonandon,upandup,tillatlasttheystoodontheverytopofthehillwheretheyhadsooftenwishedtobe。
"Halt!"criedPeter,andthrewhimselfflatonthegrass。Fortheverytopofthehillwasasmooth,turfedtable—land,dottedwithmossyrocksandlittlemountain—ashtrees。
Thegirlsalsothrewthemselvesdownflat。
"Plentyoftime,"Peterpanted;"therest’salldownhill。"
Whentheywererestedenoughtositupandlookroundthem,Bobbiecried:——
"Oh,look!"
"Whatat?"saidPhyllis。
"Theview,"saidBobbie。
"Ihateviews,"saidPhyllis,"don’tyou,Peter?"
"Let’sgeton,"saidPeter。
"Butthisisn’tlikeaviewtheytakeyoutoincarriageswhenyou’reattheseaside,allseaandsandandbarehills。It’slikethe’colouredcounties’inoneofMother’spoetrybooks。"
"It’snotsodusty,"saidPeter;"lookattheAqueductstraddlingslapacrossthevalleylikeagiantcentipede,andthenthetownsstickingtheirchurchspiresupoutofthetreeslikepensoutofaninkstand。_I_thinkit’smorelike"TherecouldheseethebannersOftwelvefaircitiesshine。"
"Iloveit,"saidBobbie;"it’sworththeclimb。"
"Thepaperchaseisworththeclimb,"saidPhyllis,"ifwedon’tloseit。Let’sgeton。It’salldownhillnow。"
"_I_saidthattenminutesago,"saidPeter。
"Well,I’VEsaiditnow,"saidPhyllis;"comeon。"
"Loadsoftime,"saidPeter。Andtherewas。Forwhentheyhadgotdowntoalevelwiththetopofthetunnel’smouth——theywereacoupleofhundredyardsoutoftheirreckoningandhadtocreepalongthefaceofthehill——therewasnosignofthehareorthehounds。
"They’vegonelongago,ofcourse,"saidPhyllis,astheyleanedonthebrickparapetabovethetunnel。
"Idon’tthinkso,"saidBobbie,"buteveniftheyhad,it’srippinghere,andweshallseethetrainscomeoutofthetunnellikedragonsoutoflairs。We’veneverseenthatfromthetopsidebefore。"
"Nomorewehave,"saidPhyllis,partiallyappeased。
Itwasreallyamostexcitingplacetobein。Thetopofthetunnelseemedeversomuchfartherfromthelinethantheyhadexpected,anditwaslikebeingonabridge,butabridgeovergrownwithbushesandcreepersandgrassandwild—flowers。
"IKNOWthepaperchasehasgonelongago,"saidPhylliseverytwominutes,andshehardlyknewwhethershewaspleasedordisappointedwhenPeter,leaningovertheparapet,suddenlycried:——
"Lookout。Herehecomes!"
Theyallleanedoverthesun—warmedbrickwallintimetoseethehare,goingveryslowly,comeoutfromtheshadowofthetunnel。
"There,now,"saidPeter,"whatdidItellyou?Nowforthehounds!"
Verysooncamethehounds——byonesandtwosandthreesandsixesandsevens——andtheyalsoweregoingslowlyandseemedverytired。Twoorthreewholaggedfarbehindcameoutlongaftertheothers。
"There,"saidBobbie,"that’sall——nowwhatshallwedo?"
"Goalongintothetulgywoodoverthereandhavelunch,"saidPhyllis;"wecanseethemformilesfromuphere。"
"Notyet,"saidPeter。"That’snotthelast。There’stheoneintheredjerseytocomeyet。Let’sseethelastofthemcomeout。"
Butthoughtheywaitedandwaitedandwaited,theboyintheredjerseydidnotappear。
"Oh,let’shavelunch,"saidPhyllis;"I’vegotapaininmyfrontwithbeingsohungry。Youmusthavemissedseeingthered—jerseyedonewhenhecameoutwiththeothers——"
ButBobbieandPeteragreedthathehadnotcomeoutwiththeothers。
"Let’sgetdowntothetunnelmouth,"saidPeter;"thenperhapsweshallseehimcomingalongfromtheinside。Iexpecthefeltspun—
chuck,andrestedinoneofthemanholes。Youstayuphereandwatch,Bob,andwhenIsignalfrombelow,youcomedown。Wemightmissseeinghimonthewaydown,withallthesetrees。"
SotheothersclimbeddownandBobbiewaitedtilltheysignalledtoherfromthelinebelow。Andthenshe,too,scrambleddowntheroundaboutslipperypathamongrootsandmosstillshesteppedoutbetweentwodogwoodtreesandjoinedtheothersontheline。Andstilltherewasnosignofthehoundwiththeredjersey。
"Oh,do,DOlet’shavesomethingtoeat,"wailedPhyllis。"Ishalldieifyoudon’t,andthenyou’llbesorry。"
"Giveherthesandwiches,forgoodness’sake,andstophersillymouth,"saidPeter,notquiteunkindly。"Lookhere,"headded,turningtoBobbie,"perhapswe’dbetterhaveoneeach,too。Wemayneedallourstrength。Notmorethanone,though。There’snotime。"
"What?"askedBobbie,hermouthalreadyfull,forshewasjustashungryasPhyllis。
"Don’tyousee,"repliedPeter,impressively,"thatred—jerseyedhoundhashadanaccident——that’swhatitis。Perhapsevenaswespeakhe’slyingwithhisheadonthemetals,anunresistingpreytoanypassingexpress——"
"Oh,don’ttrytotalklikeabook,"criedBobbie,boltingwhatwasleftofhersandwich;"comeon。Phil,keepclosebehindme,andifatraincomes,standflatagainstthetunnelwallandholdyourpetticoatsclosetoyou。"
"Givemeonemoresandwich,"pleadedPhyllis,"andIwill。"
"I’mgoingfirst,"saidPeter;"itwasmyidea,"andhewent。
Ofcourseyouknowwhatgoingintoatunnelislike?Theenginegivesascreamandthensuddenlythenoiseoftherunning,rattlingtrainchangesandgrowsdifferentandmuchlouder。Grown—uppeoplepullupthewindowsandholdthembythestrap。Therailwaycarriagesuddenlygrowslikenight——withlamps,ofcourse,unlessyouareinaslowlocaltrain,inwhichcaselampsarenotalwaysprovided。Thenbyandbythedarknessoutsidethecarriagewindowistouchedbypuffsofcloudywhiteness,thenyouseeabluelightonthewallsofthetunnel,thenthesoundofthemovingtrainchangesoncemore,andyouareoutinthegoodopenairagain,andgrown—upsletthestrapsgo。Thewindows,alldimwiththeyellowbreathofthetunnel,rattledownintotheirplaces,andyouseeoncemorethedipandcatchofthetelegraphwiresbesidetheline,andthestraight—cuthawthornhedgeswiththetinybabytreesgrowingupoutofthemeverythirtyyards。
Allthis,ofcourse,iswhatatunnelmeanswhenyouareinatrain。
Buteverythingisquitedifferentwhenyouwalkintoatunnelonyourownfeet,andtreadonshifting,slidingstonesandgravelonapaththatcurvesdownwardsfromtheshiningmetalstothewall。
Thenyouseeslimy,oozytricklesofwaterrunningdowntheinsideofthetunnel,andyounoticethatthebricksarenotredorbrown,astheyareatthetunnel’smouth,butdull,sticky,sicklygreen。
Yourvoice,whenyouspeak,isquitechangedfromwhatitwasoutinthesunshine,anditisalongtimebeforethetunnelisquitedark。
ItwasnotyetquitedarkinthetunnelwhenPhylliscaughtatBobbie’sskirt,rippingouthalfayardofgathers,butnoonenoticedthisatthetime。
"Iwanttogoback,"shesaid,"Idon’tlikeit。It’llbepitchdarkinaminute。IWON’Tgooninthedark。Idon’tcarewhatyousay,IWON’T。"
"Don’tbeasillycuckoo,"saidPeter;"I’vegotacandleendandmatches,and——what’sthat?"
"That"wasalow,hummingsoundontherailwayline,atremblingofthewiresbesideit,abuzzing,hummingsoundthatgrewlouderandlouderastheylistened。
"It’satrain,"saidBobbie。