Jimmywentonquickly:——‘You’relikeapoll—parrot,likeascreechin’poll—parrot。’Donkinstoppedandcockedhisheadattentivelyononeside。Hisbigearsstoodour,transparentandveined,resemblingthethinwingsofabat。
‘Yuss?’hesaid,withhisbacktowardsJimmy。
‘Yes!Chatteroutallyouknow——like……likeadirtywhitecockatoo。’
Donkinwaited。Hecouldheartheother’sbreathing,longandslow;thebreathingofamanwithahundredweightorsoonthebreast—bone。
Thenheaskedcalmly:——‘WhatdoIknow?’
‘What?……WhatItellyou……notmuch。Whatdoyouwant……totalkaboutmyhealthso……’
‘Hit’sabloomin’himposyshun。Abloomin’,stinkin’,first—classhimposyshun——buthitdon’ttykemehin。Nothit。’
Jimmykeptstill。Donkinputhishandsinhispockets,andinoneslouchingstridecameuptothebunk。
‘Italk——what’sthehodds。Theyhain’tmenhere——sheeptheyhare。Adrivenlotofsheep。I’oldyouhup……Vynot?
you’rewellhoff。’
‘Iam……Idon’tsayanythingaboutthat……’
‘Well,Let’emseehit。Let’emlarnwhatamancando。Ihamaman。Iknowhallaboutyer……’Jimmythrewhimselffurtherawayonthepillow;theotherstretchedouthisskinnyneck,jerkedhisbirdfacedownathimasthoughpeckingattheeyes。‘I
hamaman。I’veseenthehinsideofeverychokeyintheColonisrather’ngivehupmyrights……’
‘Youareajail—prop,’saidJimmyweakly。
‘Iham……an’proudofittoo。You!You’aven’tthebloomin’
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nerve——soyouhinventedthis’eredodge……’Hepaused,thenwithmarkedafterthoughtaccentuatedslowly:——‘Yerain’tsick——hareyer?’
‘No,’saidJimmyfirmly。‘Beenoutofsortsnowandagainthisyear,’hemumbledwithasuddendropinhisvoice。
Donkinclosedoneeye,amicableandconfidential。Hewhispered:
——‘Ye’avedoneitafore——aven’tchee?’Jimmysmiled——thenasifunabletoholdbackhelethimselfgo:——‘Lastship——yes。Iwasoutofsortsonthepassage。See?Itwaseasy。TheypaidmeoffinCalcutta,andtheskippermadenobonesaboutiteither……I
gotmymoneyallright。Laidupfifty—eightdays!Thefools!OLord!Thefools!Paidrightoff。’Helaughedspasmodically。Donkinchummedgiggling。ThenJimmycoughedviolently。‘Iamaswellasever,’
hesaid,assoonashecoulddrawbreath。
Donkinmadeaderisivegesture。‘Incourse,’
hesaidprofoundly,‘hanyonecanseethat。’——‘Theydon’t。’saidJimmy,gaspinglikeafish。————‘Theywouldswallowanyyarn,’affirmedDonkin。——‘Don’tyouletontoomuch,’admonishedJimmyinanexhaustedvoice。
——‘Yourlittlegyme?Eh?’commentedDonkinjovially。
Thenwithsuddendisgust:‘Yerhallforyerself,s’longhasye’reright……’
SochargedwithegoismJamesWaitpulledtheblanketuptohischinandlaystillforawhile。Hisheavylipsprotrudedinaneverlastingblackpout。‘Whyareyousohotonmakingtrouble?’
heaskedwithoutmuchinterest。
‘Coshit’sabloomin’shayme。Wehareputhon……badfood,badpay……Iwanthustokickupabloomin’row;ablamed’owlingrowthatwouldmake’emremember!Knockingpeoplehabout……brainhus……hindeed!
Ain’twemen?’Hisaltruisticindignationblazed。Thenhesaidcalmly;——‘I’vebeena—hairingofyerclothes’——
‘Allright,’saidJimmylanguidly,‘bringthemin。’——‘Giv’usthekeyofyourchest,I’llput’emawayforyer,’saidDonkinwithfriendlyeagerness。——‘Bring’emin,Iwillputthemawaymyself。’answeredJamesWaitwithseverity。Donkinlookeddown,muttering……‘Whatd’yousay?
Whatd’yousay?’inquiredWaitanxiously,——‘Nothink。
Thenight’sdry,let’em’angouttillthemorning,’saidDonkin,inastrangelytremblingvoice,asthoughrestraininglaughterorrage。
Jimmyseemedsatisfied。——‘Givemealittlewaterforthenightinmymug——there,’hesaid。
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Donkintookastrideoverthedoorstep。——‘Gitityerself,’
herepliedinasurlytone。‘Youcandoit,hunlessyouharesick。’
——‘OfcourseIcandoit,’saidWait,‘only……’
——‘Well,then,doit。’saidDonkinviciously,‘ifyercanlookhafteryerclothes,yercanlookhafteryerself。’
Hewentondeckwithoutalookback。
Jimmyreachedoutforthemug。Notadrop。Heputitbackgentlywithafaintsigh——andclosedhiseyes。Hethought:——ThatlunaticBelfastwillbringmesomewaterifIask。Fool。Iamverythirsty……Itwasveryhotinthecabin,anditseemedtoturnslowlyround,detachitselffromtheship,andswingoutsmoothlyintoaluminousaridspacewhereablacksunshone,spinningveryfast。Aplacewithoutanywater!Nowater!
ApolicemanwiththefaceofDonkindrankaglassofbeerbythesideofanemptywell,andflewawayflappingvigorously。Ashipwhosemastheadsprotrudedthroughtheskyandcouldnotbeseen,wasdischarginggrain,andthewindwhirledthedryhusksinspiralsalongthequayofadockwithnowaterinit。Hewhirledthedryhusksinspiralsalongwiththehusks——andmoredry。Heexpandedhishollowchest。Theairstreamedincarryingawayinitsrushalotofstrangethingsthatresembledhouses,trees,people,lamp—posts……Nomore!Therewasnomoreair——andhehadnotfinisheddrawinghislongbreath。Buthewasingaol!Theywerelockinghimup。Adoorslammed。Theyturnedthekeytwice,flungabucketofwateroverhim——Phoo!Whatfor?
Heopenedhiseyes,thinkingthefallhadbeenveryheavyforanemptyman——empty——empty。Hewasinhiscabin。Ah!Allright!
Hisfacewasstreamingwithperspiration,hisarmsheavierthanlead。Hesawthecookstandinginthedoorway,abrasskeyinonehandandabrighttinhook—potintheother。
‘Ihavebeenlockingupforthenight,’
saidthecook,beamingbenevolently。‘Eight—bellsjustgone。
Ibroughtyouapotofcoldteaforyournight’sdrinking,Jimmy。Isweeteneditwithsomewhitecabinsugar,too。Well——itwon’tbreaktheship。’
Hecamein,hungthepotontheedgeofthebunk,askedperfunctorily,‘Howgoesit?’andsatdownonthebox。
——‘H’m,’gruntedWaitinhospitably。Thecookwipedhisfacewithadirtycottonrag,which,afterwards,hetiedaroundhisneck。——‘That’showthemPage84
firemendoinsteamboats,’hesaidserenely,andmuchpleasedwithhimself。‘Myworkisasheavyastheirs——I’mthinking——andlongerhours。didyoueverseethemdownthestokehold?Likefiendstheylook——firing——firing——firing——downthere。’
Hepointedhisforefingeratthedeck。Somegloomythoughtdarkenedhisshiningface,fleeting,liketheshadowofatravelingcloudoverthelightofapeacefulsea。Therelievedwatchtrampednoisilyforward,passinginabodyacrossthesheenofthedoorway。Someonecried,‘Goodnight!’BelfaststoppedforamomentandlookedinatJimmy,quiveringandspeechlessasifwithrepressedemotion。Hegavethecookaglancechargedwithdismalforeboding,andvanished。Thecookclearedhisthroat,Jimmystaredupwardsandkeptasstillasamaninhiding。
Thenightwasclear,withagentlebreeze。Theshipheeledoveralittle,slippingquietlyoverasombreseatowardstheinaccessibleandfestalsplendorofablackhorizonpiercedbypointsofflickeringfire。AbovethemastheadstheresplendentcurveoftheMilkyWayspannedtheskylikeatriumphantarchofeternallight,thrownoverthedarkpathwayoftheearth。Ontheforecastleheadamanwhistledwithloudprecisionalivelyjig,whileanothercouldbeheardfaintly,shufflingandstampingintime。Therecamefromforwardaconfusedmurmurofvoices,laughter——snatchesofsong。Thecookshookhishead,glancedobliquelyatJimmy,andbegantomutter。‘Aye。Danceandsing。That’salltheythinkof。IamsurprisedtheProvidencedon’tgettired……Theyforgetthedaythat’ssuretocome……butyou……’
Jimmydrankagulpoftea,hurriedly,asthoughhehadstolenit,andshrankunderhisblanket,edgingawaytowardsthebulkhead。
Thecookgotup,closedthedoor,thensatdownagainandsaiddistinctly:
——
‘WheneverIpokemygalleyfireIthinkofyouchaps——swearing,stealing,lying,andworse——asiftherewasnosuchthingasanotherworld……Notbadfellows,either,inaway,’
heconcededslowly;then,afterapauseofregretfulmusinghewentoninaresignedtone:——‘Well,well。theywillhaveahottimeofit。Hot!DidIsay?ThefurnacesofoneofthemWhiteStarboatsain’tnothingtoit。’Hekeptquietforawhile。Therewasagreatstirinhisbrain;anaddledvisionofbrightoutlines;anexcitingrowofrousingPage85
songsandgroansofpain。Hesuffered,enjoyed,admired,approved。Hewasdelighted,frightened,exalted——likeonthatevening(theonlytimeinhislife——twenty—sevenyearsago;helovedtorecallthenumberofyears)whenasayoungmanhehad——throughkeepingbadcompany——becomeintoxicatedinanEast—endmusic—hall。Atideofsuddenfeelingswepthimcleanoutofhisbody。Hesoared。Hecontemplatedthesecretofthehereafter。
Itcommendeditselftohim。Itwasexcellent;helovedit,himself,allhands,andJimmy。Hisheartoverflowedwithtendernesswithcomprehension,withthedesiretomeddle,withanxietyforthesoulofthatblackman,withtheprideofpossessedeternity,withthefeelingofmight。Snatchhimupinhisarmsandpitchhimrightintothemiddleofsalvation……theblacksoul——blacker——body——rot——Devil。No!Talk——strength——
Samson……Therewasagreatdinasofcymbalsinhisears;heflashedthroughanecstaticjumbleofshiningfaces,lilies,prayer—books,unearthlyjoy,whiteshirts,goldharps,blackcoats,wings。Hesawflowinggarments,cleanshavedfaces,aseaoflight————alakeofpitch。Thereweresweetscents,asmellofsulphur——redtonguesofflamelickingawhitemist。
Anawesomevoicethundered!……Itlastedthreeseconds。
‘Jimmy!’hecriedinaninspiredtone。
Thenhehesitated。Asparkofhumanpityglimmeredyetthroughtheinfernalfogofhissupremeconceit。
‘What?’saidJamesWait,unwillingly。
Therewasasilence。Heturnedhisheadjusttheleastbitandstoleacautiousglance。Thecook’slipsmovedinaudibly;hisfacewasrapthiseyesturnedup。Heseemedtobementallyimploringdeckbeams,thebrasshookofthelamp,twocockroaches。
‘Lookhere,’saidJamesWait,‘I
wanttogotosleep。IthinkIcould。’
‘Thisisnotimeforsleep!’exclaimedthecook,veryloud。Hehadprayerfullydivestedhimselfofthelastvestigeofhishumanity。Hewasavoice——afleshlessandsublimething,asonthatmemorablenight——thenightwhenhewentovertheseatomakecoffeeforperishingsinners。‘Thisisnotimeforsleeping,’
herepeatedwithexaltation。‘Ican’tsleep。’
‘Don’tcaredamn,’saidWait,withfactitiousenergy。‘Ican。goan’turnin。’
‘Swear……intheveryjaws!……Intheveryjaws!
Don’tyouseethefire……don’tyoufeelit?Blind,chock—fullofsin!
Icanseeitforyou。Ican’tbearit。Ihearthecalltosaveyou。Nightandday。Jimmyletmesaveyou!’Thewordsofentreatyandmenacebrokeoutofhiminaroaringtorrent。Thecockroachesranaway。Jimmyperspired,wrigglingstealthilyunderhisblanket。Thecookyelled……‘Yourdaysarenumbered!……’——‘Getoutofthis,’
boomedWait,courageously。——‘Praywithme!……’——
‘Iwon’t!……’thelittlecabinwasashotasanoven。
Itcontainedanimmensityoffearandpain;anatmosphereofshrieksandmoans;prayersvociferatedlikeblasphemiesandwhisperedcurses。Outside,themencalledbyCharley,whoinformedthemintonesofdelightthattherewasarowgoingoninJimmy’splace,pushedbeforethecloseddoor,toostartledtoopenit。Allhandswerethere。Thewatchbelowhadjumpedup,asked:——‘Whatisit?’Otherssaid:——‘Listen!’
Themuffledscreamingwenton:——‘Onyourknees!Onyourknees!’
——Shutup!——‘Never!Youaredeliveredintomyhands……Yourlifehasbeensaved……Purpose……Mercy……Repent。’——‘Youareacrazyfool!……’——‘Accountofyou……you……Neversleepinthisworld,ifI……’——‘Leaveoff。’
——‘No!……stokehold……onlythink!……’Thenanimpassionedscreechingbabblewherewordspatteredlikehail。——‘No!’
shoutedJim。——‘Yes。Youare!……Nohelp……Everybodysaysso。’——‘Youlie!’——‘Iseeyoudyingthisminnyt!……beforemyeyes……asgoodasdeadnow。’
——‘Help!’shoutedJimmy,piercingly。——‘Notinthisvalley……lookupwards,’howledtheother。——‘Goaway!Murder!Help!’clamouredJimmy。Hisvoicebroke。Thereweremoanings,lowmutters,afewsobs。
‘What’sthematternow?’saidaseldom—heardvoice。——‘Fallback,men!Fallback,there!’repeatedMr。Creightonsternly,pushingthrough——‘Here’stheoldman。’
whisperedsome。——‘Thecook’sinthere,sir’exclaimedseveral,backingaway。Thedoorclatteredopen;abroadstreamoflight4
dartedoutonwonderingfaces;awarmwhiffofvitiatedairpassed。Thetwomatestoweredheadandshouldersabovethespare,grey—headedmanwhostoodrevealedbetweenthem,inshabbyclothes,stiffandangularlikeasmallcarvedfigure,andwithathin,composedface。Thecookgotupfromknees。Jimmysathighinthebunk,claspinghisdrawn—upPage87
legs。Thetasselofthebluenightcapalmostimperceptiblytrembledoverhisknees。Theygazedastonishedathislong,curvedback,whilethewhitecornerofoneeyegleamedblindlyatthem。Hewasafraidtoturnhishead,heshrankwithinhimself;andtherewasanaspectastoundingandanimal—likeintheperfectionofhisexpectantimmobility。Athingofinstinct——theunthinkingstillnessofascaredbrute。
‘Whatareyoudoinghere?’askedMr。
Baker,sharply。——‘Myduty,’saidthecook,withardour。
——‘Your……what?’beganthemate。CaptainAllistountouchedhisarmlightly。——‘Iknowhiscaper,’hesaid,inalowvoice。‘Coomeoutofthat,Podmore,’
heorderedaloud。
Thecookwrunghishands,shookhisfistsabovehishead,andhisarmsdroppedasiftooheavy。Foramomenthestooddistractedandspeechless。——‘Never,’hestammered,‘I……he……I。’
——‘What——do——you——say?’pronouncedCaptainAllistoun。
‘Comeoutatonce——or……’——‘Iamgoing。’
saidthecook,withahastyandsombreresignation。Hestrodeoverthedoorstepfirmly——hesitated——madeafewsteps。Theylookedathiminsilence。——‘Imakeyouresponsible!’hecrieddesperately,turninghalfround。‘Thatmanisdying。Imakeyou……’
——‘Youthereyet?’calledthemasterinathreateningtone。——‘No,sir,’heexclaimedhurriedlyinastartledvoice。Theboatswainledhimawaybythearm;someonelaughed;Jimmyliftedhisheadforastealthyglance,andinoneunexpectedleapsprangoutofhisbunk;Mr。Bakermadeaclevercatchandfelthimverylimpinhisarms;
thegroupatthedoorgruntedwithsurprise。——‘Helies,’
gaspedWait。‘Hetalkedaboutblackdevils——heisadevil——
awhitedevil——Iamallright。’Hestiffenedhimself,andMr。
Baker,experimentally,lethimgo。Hestaggeredapaceortwo;CaptainAllistounwatchedhimwithaquietandpenetratinggaze;Belfastrantohissupport。Hedidnotappeartobeawareofanyonenearhim;hestoodsilentforamoment,battlingsingle—handedwithalegionofnamelessterrorsamidsttheeagerlooksofexcitedmenwhowatchedhimfaroff,utterlyaloneintheimpenetrablesolitudeofhisfear。Heavybreathingsstirredthedarkness。Theseagurgledthroughthescuppersastheshipheeledovertoashortpuffofwind。
‘Keephimawayfromme,’saidJamesWaitatlastinhisfinePage88
baritonevoice,andleaningwithallhisweightonBelfast’sneck。‘I’vebeenbetterthislastweek……Iamwell……Iwasgoingbacktoduty……
——nowifyoulike——Captain。’Belfasthitchedhisshoulderstokeephimupright。
‘No,’saidthemaster,lookingathimfixedly。
UnderJimmy’sarmpitBelfast’sredfacemoveduneasily。
Arowofeyesgleamingstaredontheedgeoflight。Theypushedoneanotherwithelbows,turnedtheirheads,whispered。Waitlethischinfallonhisbreastand,withloweredeyelids,lookedroundinasuspiciousmanner。
‘Whynot?’criedavoicefromtheshadows,‘theman’sallright,sir。’
‘Iamallright,’saidWaitwitheagerness。
‘Beensick……better……turn—tonow。’Hesighed。——
‘HowlyMother!’exclaimedBelfastwithaheaveoftheshoulders,‘standup,Jimmy。’——‘Keepawayfrommethen,’saidWait,givingBelfastapetulantpush,andreelingagainstthedoor—post。Hischeek—bonesglistenedasthoughtheyhadbeenvarnished。Hesnatchedoffhisnight—cap,wipedhisperspiringfacewithit,flungitonthedeck。‘Iamcomingout,’
hesaidwithoutstirring。
‘No。Youdon’t,’saidthemastercurtly。
Barefeetshuffled,disapprovingvoicesmurmuredallround;hewentonasifhehadnotheard:——‘Youhavebeenskulkingnearlyallthepassageandnowyouwanttocomeout。Youthinkyouarenearenoughtothepay—tablenow。Smelltheshore,hey?’
‘I’vebeensick……now——better,’
mumbledWaitglaringinthelight。——‘Youhavebeenshammingsick,’retortedCaptainAllistounwithseverity:‘Why……’
hehesitatedforlessthanhalfasecond。‘Why,anybodycanseethat。There’snothingthematterwithyou,butyouchoosetolie—uptopleaseyourself——andnowyoushalllie—uptopleaseme。Mr。baker,myordersarethatthismanisnottobeallowedondecktotheendofthepassage。’
Therewereexclamationsofsurprise,triumph,indignation。
Thedarkgroupofmenswungacrossthelight。‘Whatfor?’
‘Toldyouso……’‘Bloomin’shame……’
——‘We’vegottosaysomethinghaboutthat,’screechedDonkinfromtherear。——‘Nevermind,Jim——’——‘We’llseeyourighted,’calledseveraltogether。Anelderlyseamansteppedtothefront。‘D’yemeantosay,sir,’heaskedominously,‘thatasickchapain’tallowedtogetwellinthis’erehooker?’BehindhimDonkinwhisperedexcitedlyamongstastaringcrowdwherenoonesparedhimaglance,butCaptainAllistounshookaforefingerattheangrybronzedfaceofthespeaker。——‘You——youholdyourtongue,’hesaidwarningly。——‘Thisisn’ttheway,’clamouredtwoorthreeyoungermen。‘Harewebloomin’masheens?’inquiredDonkininapiercingtone,anddivedundertheelbowsofthefrontrank。——‘Soonshow’imweain’tboys……’——‘Theman’samanifheisblack。’
——‘Weain’tgoin’toworkthisbloomin’shipshorthandedifSnowball’sallright……’——‘Hesaysheis。’
——‘Wellthen,strike,boys,strike!’——‘That’sthebloomin’ticket。’CaptainAllistounsaidsharplytothesecondmate:‘Keepquiet,Mr。Creighton,’andstoodcomposedinthetumult,listeningwithprofoundattentiontomixedgrowlsandscreeches,toeveryexclamationandeverycurseofthesuddenoutbreak。Somebodyslammedthecabindoortowithakick;thedarknessfullofmenacingmuttersleapedwithashortclatteroverthestreakoflight,andthemenbecamegesticulatingshadowsthatgrowled,hissed,laughedexcitedly。Mr。Bakerwhispered:——
‘Getawayfromthem,sir。’ThebigshapeofMr。Creightonhoveredsilentlyabouttheslightfigureofthemaster。——‘Wehavebeenhymposeduponallthisvoyage,’saidagruffvoice,‘butthis’erefancytakesthecake。’——‘Thatmanisashipmate。’——‘Arewebloomin’kids?’
——‘Theportwatchwillrefuseduty。’Charleycarriedawaybyhisfeelingswhistledshrilly,thenyelped:——‘Giv’
usourJimmy!’Thisseemedtocauseavariationinthedisturbance。
Therewasafreshburstofsquabblinguproar。Alotofquarrelsweregoingonatonce。——‘Yes’——‘No。’——
‘Neverbeensick。’——‘Goforthemtoonce。’
——‘Shutyermouth,youngster——thisismen’swork。’
——‘Isit?’mutteredCaptainAllistounbitterly。Mr。
Bakergrunted:‘Ough!They’regonesilly。They’vebeensimmeringforthelastmonth。’——‘Ididnotice,’saidthemaster。——‘Theyhavestartedarowamongstthemselvesnow,’
saidMr。Creightonwithdisdain,‘bettergetaft,sir。Wewillsoothethem。’——‘Keepyourtemper,Creighton,’
saidthemaster。Andthethreemenbegantomoveslowlytowardsthecabindoor。
Intheshadowsoftheforeriggingadarkmassstampededdied,advanced,retreated。Therewerewordsofreproach,encouragement,unbelief,execration。Theelderseamen,bewilderedandPage90
angry,growledtheirdeterminationtogothroughwithsomethingorothere;
buttheyoungerschoolofadvancedthoughtexposedtheirandJimmy’swrongswithconfusedshouts,arguingamongstthemselves。Theyclusteredroundthatmoribundcarcass,thefitemblemoftheiraspirations。andencouragingoneanothertheyswayed,theytrampedononespot,shoutingthattheywouldnotbe‘putupon’Insidethecabin,Belfast,helpingJimmyintohisbunk,twitchedalloverinhisdesirenottomissalltherow,andwithdifficultyrestrainedthetearsofhisfacileemotion。JamesWaitflatonhisbackundertheblanket,gaspedcomplaints。——‘Wewillbackyouup,neverfear,’assuredBelfast,busyabouthisfeet。——‘I’llcomeouttomorrow——skipperornoskipper。’
Heliftedonearmwithgreatdifficulty,passedthehandoverhisface;
‘Don’tyouletthatcook……’hebreathedout。——‘No,no,’saidBelfast,turninghisbackonthebunk,‘I
willputaheadonhimifhecomesnearyou。’——‘I
willsmashhismug!’exclaimedfaintlyWait,enragedandweak;
‘Idon’twanttokillaman,but……’Hepantedfastlikeadogafteraruninsunshine。Someonejustoutsidethedoorshouted,‘He’sasfitasanyovus!’Belfastputhishandonthedoor—handle。——‘Here!’calledJamesWaithurriedlyandinsuchaclearvoicethattheotherspunroundwithastart。JamesWait,stretchedoutblackanddeathlikeinthedazzlinglight,turnedhisheadonthepillow。HiseyesstaredatBelfast,appealingandimpudent。
‘Iamratherweakfromlying—upsolong,’hesaiddistinctly。
Belfastnodded。‘Gettingquitewellnow,’insistedWait。——‘Yes,Inoticedyougettingbetterthis……lastmonth,’
saidBelfastlookingdown。‘Hallo!What’sthis?’heshoutedandranout。
Hewasflatteneddirectlyagainstthesideofthehousebytwomenwholurchedagainsthim。Alotofdisputesseemedtobegoingonallround。Hegotclearandwasthreedistinctfiguresstandingaloneinthefainterdarknessunderthearchedfootofthemainsail,thatroseabovetheirheadslikeaconvexwallofahighedifice。Donkinhissed:
——‘Goforthem……it’sdark!’Thecrowdtookashortrunaftinabody——thentherewasacheck。Donkin,agileandthinflittedpastwithhisrightarmgoinglikeawindmill——andthenstoodstillsuddenlywithhisarmpointingrigidlyabovehisPage91
head。Thehurtlingflightofsomesmallheavyobjectwasheard;itpassedbetweentheheadsofthetwomates,boundedheavilyalongthedeck,stucktheafterhatchwithaponderousanddeadenedblow。ThebulkyshapeofMr。Bakergrewdistinct。‘Cometoyoursenses,men!’
hecried,advancingatthearrestedcrowd。‘Comeback,Mr。Baker!’
calledthemaster’squietvoice。Heobeyedunwillingly。Therewasaminuteofsilence,thenadeafeninghubbubarose。AboveitArchiewasheardenergetically:
——‘IfyedoootageenIwulltell!’Therewereshouts。
‘Don’t!’‘Dropit!’——‘Weain’tthatkind!’Theblackclusterofhumanformsreeledagainstthebulwark,backagaintowardsthehouse。Shadowyfigurescouldbeseentottering,falling,leapingup。Ringboltsrangunderstumblingfeet。——
‘Dropit!’‘Letme!’——‘No!’
——‘Curseyou!……hah!’Thensoundsasofsomeone’sfacebeingslapped;apieceofironfellonthedeck;ashortscuffle,andsomeone’sshadowyshadowybodyscuttledrapidlyacrossthemainhatchbeforetheshadowofakick。Aragingvoicesobbedoutatorrentoffilthylanguage……——‘Throwingthings——goodGod!’gruntedMr。Bakerindismay。——‘Thatwasmeantforme,’saidthemasterquietly;‘Ifeltthewindofthatthing;whatwasit——anironbelaying—pin?’——‘ByJove!’
mutteredMr。Creighton。Theconfusedvoicesofmentalkingamidshipsmingledwiththewashofthesea,ascendedbetweenthesilentanddistendedsails——seemedtoflowawayintothenight,furtherthanthehorizon,higherthanthesky。Thestarsburnedsteadilyovertheinclinedmastheads。Trailsoflightlayonthewater,brokebeforetheadvancinghull,and,aftershehadpassed,trembledforalongtimeasifinaweofthemurmuringsea。
Meantimethehelmsman,anxioustoknowwhattherowwasabout,hadletgothewheel,and,bentdouble,ranwithlongstealthyfootstepstothebreakofthepoop。TheNarcissus,lefttoherself,cameupgentlytothewindwithoutanyonebeingawareofit。Shegaveaslightroll,andthesleepingsailswokesuddenly,comingalltogetherwithamightyflapagainstthemasts,thenfilledagainoneafteranotherinaquicksuccessionofloudreportsthatrandowntheloftyspars,tillthecollapsedmainsailflewoutlastwithaviolentjerk。Theshiptrembledfromtruckstokeel;thesailskeptonrattlinglikeadischargeofmusketry;
thechainsheetsandlooseshacklesjingledaloftinathinpeal;theginblocksPage92
groaned。Itwasasifaninvisiblehandhadgiventheshipanangryshaketorecallthementhatpeopledherdeckstothesenseofreality,vigilanceandduty。——‘Helmup!’criedthemastersharply。‘Runaft,Mr。Creighton,andseewhatthatfoolthereisupto。’——‘Flattenintheheadsheets。Standbytheweatherfore—braces,’growledMr。Baker。Startledmenranswiftlyrepeatingtheorders。Thewatchbelow,abandonedallatoncebythewatchondeck,driftedtowardstheforecastleintwosandthrees,arguingnoisilyastheywent。——‘Weshallseeto—morrow!’
criedaloudvoice,asiftocoverwithamenacinghintaningloriousretreat。
Andthenonlyorderswereheard,thefallingofheavycoilsofrope,therattlingofblocks。Singleton’swhiteheadflittedhereandthereinthenight,highabovedeck,liketheghostofabird。——‘Goingoff,sir!’shoutedMr。Creightonfromaft。——‘Fullagain。’
——‘Allright……’——‘Easeofftheheadsheets。Thatwilldothebraces。Coiltheropes,’gruntedMr。
Baker,bustlingabout。
Graduallythetrampingnoises,theconfusedsoundofvoices,diedout,andtheofficers,comingtogetheronthepoopdiscussedevents。
Mr。Bakerwasbewilderedandgrunted;Mr。Creightonwascalmlyfurious;
butCaptainAllistounwascomposedandthoughtful。HelistenedtoMr。Baker’sgrowlingargumentation,toCreighton’sinterjectedandsevereremarks,whilelookingdownonthedeckheweighedinhishandtheironbelaying—pin——thatamomentagohadjustmissedhishead——asifithadbeentheonlytangiblefactofthewholetransaction。Hewasoneofthosecommanderswhospeaklittle,seemtohearnothing,lookatnoone——andknoweverything,heareverywhisper,seeeveryfleetingshadowoftheirship’slife。Histwobigofficerstoweredabovehislean,shortfigure;theytalkedoverhishead;theyweredismayed,surprised,andangry,whilebetweenthemthelittlequietmanseemedtohavefoundhistaciturnserenityintheprofounddepthsofalargerexperience。Lightswereburningintheforecastle;
nowandthenagustofbabblingchattercamefromforward,sweptoverthedecks,andbecamefaint,asiftheunconsciousshipglidinggentlythroughthegreatpeaceofthesea,hadleftbehindandforeverthefoolishnoiseofturbulentmankind。Butitwasrenewedagainandagain。Gesticulatingarms,profilesofheadswithopenmouthsappearedforamomentintheilluminatedsquaresofPage93
doorways;blackfistsdarted——withdrew……‘Yes。Itwasmostdamnabletohavesuchanunprovokedrowsprungonone,’
assentedthemaster……Atumultofyellsroseinthelight,abruptlyceased……Hedidn’tthinktherewouldbeanyfurthertroublejustthen……Abellwasstruckaft,another,forward,answeredinadeepertone,andtheclamourofringingmetalspreadroundtheshipinacircleofwidevibrationsthatebbedawayintotheimmeasurablenightofanemptysea……Didn’theknowthem!Didn’the!Inpastyears。Bettermen,too。Realmentostandbyoneinatightplace。Worsethandevilstoosometimes——downright,horneddevils。Pah!This——nothing。Amissasgoodasamile……Thewheelwasbeingrelievedintheusualway。——‘Fullandby,’
said,veryloud,themangoingoff。——‘Fullandby,’
repeatedtheother,catchingholdofthespokes。——‘Thisheadwindismytrouble,’exclaimedthemaster,stampinghisfootinsuddenanger;‘headwind!alltherestisnothing。’
Hewascalmagaininamoment。‘Keepthemonthemoveto—night,gentlemen;justtoletthemfeelwe’vegotholdallthetime——quietly,youknow。Mindyoukeepyourhandsoffthem,Creighton。To—morrowIwilltalktothemlikeaDutchUncle。Acrazycrowdoftinkers!Yes,tinkers!
Icouldcounttherealsailorsamongstthemonthefingersofonehand。
Nothingwilldobutarow——if——you——please。’Hepaused。
‘DidyouthinkIhadgonewrongthereMr。Baker?’Hetappedhisforehead,laughedshort。‘WhenIsawhimstandingthere,threepartsdeadandsoscared——blackamongstthatgapinglot——nogrittofacewhat’scomingtousall——thenotioncametomeallatonce,beforeIcouldthink。Sorryforhim——likeyouwouldbeforasickbruter。Ifeveracreaturewasinamortalfunktodie!……IthoughtIwouldlethimgooutinhisownway。Kindofimpulse。Itnevercameintomyhead,thosefools……H’m!Standtoitnow——ofcourse。’
Hestuckthebelaying—pininhispocket,seemedashamedofhimself,thensharply:——‘IfyouseePodmoreathistricksagaintellhimIwillhavehimputunderthepump。Hadtodoitoncebefore。Thefellowbreaksoutlikethatnowandthen。Goodcooktho’。’Hewalkedawayquickly,camebacktothecompanion。Thetwomatesfollowedhimthroughthestarlightwithamazedeyes。Hewentdownthreesteps,andchanginghistone,spokewithhisheadnearthedeck:——‘Ishan’tturninto—night。incaseofanything;justcallPage94
outif……Didyouseetheeyesofthatsicknigger,Mr。Baker?Ifanciedhebeggedmeforsomething。What?Pastallhelp。Oneloneblackbeggaramongstthelotofus,andheseemedtolookthroughmeintotheveryhell。
Fancy,thiswretchedPodmore!Well,lethimdieinpeace。Iammasterhereafterall。SaywhatIlike。Lethimbe。Hemighthavebeenhalfamanonce……Keepagoodlook—out。’Hedisappearedbelow,leavinghismatesfacingoneanother,andmoreimpressedthaniftheyhadseenastoneimageshedamiraculoustearofcompassionovertheincertitudesoflifeanddeath……
Inthebluemistspreadingfromtwistedthreadsthatstooduprightinthebowlsofpipes,theforecastleappearedasvastasahall。
Betweenthebeamsaheavycloudstagnated;andthelampssurroundedbyhalosburnedeachatthecoreofapurpleglowintwolifelessflameswithoutrays。Wreathsdriftedindenserwisps。Mensprawledaboutonthedeck,satinnegligentposes,or,bendingaknee,droopedwithoneshoulderagainstabulkhead。Lipsmoved,eyesflashed,wavingarmsmadesuddeneddiesinthesmoke。Themurmurofvoicesseemedtopileitselfhigherandhigherasifunabletorunoutquickenoughthroughthenarrowdoors。Thewatchbelowintheirshirts,andstridingonlongwhitelegsresembledravingsomnambulists;whilenowandthenoneofthewatchondeckwouldrushin,lookingstrangelyover—dressed,listenamoment,flingarapidsentenceintothenoiseandrunoutagain;butafewremainednearthedoor,fascinated,andwithoneearturnedtothedeck。——‘Sticktogether,boys,’
roaredDavis。Belfasttriedtomakehimselfheard。Knowlesgrinnedinaslow,dazedway。Ashortfellowwithathickclippedbeardkeptonyellingperiodically:——‘Who’safeard?Who’safeard?’Anotheronejumpedup,excited,withblazingeyes,sentoutastingofunattachedcursesandsatdownquietly。Twomendiscussedfamiliarly,strikingoneanother’sbreastinturn,toclincharguments。Threeothers,withtheirheadsinabunch,spokealltogetherwithaconfidentialair,andatthetopoftheirvoices。Itwasastormychaosofspeechwhereintelligiblefragmentstossing,strucktheear。Onecouldhear:——‘Inthelastship’——‘Whocares?Tryitonanyoneofusif——。’‘Knockunder’——‘Notahand’sturn’——‘Hesaysheisallright’——‘I
alwaysthought’——‘Nevermind……’Donkin,crouchingPage95
allinaheapagainstthebowsprit,hunchedhisshoulder—bladesashighashisears,andhangingapeakednose,resembledasickvulturewithruffledplumes。Belfast,straddlinghislegs,hadafaceredwithyelling,andwitharmsthrownup,figuredaMaltesecross。ThetwoScandinavians,inacorner,hadthedumbfoundedanddistractedaspectofmengazingatacataclysm。And,beyondthelight,Singletonstoodinthesmoke,monumental,indistinct,withhisheadtouchingthebeam;likeastatueofheroicsizeinthegloomofacrypt。
Hesteppedforward,impassiveandbig。Thenoisesubsidedlikeabrokenwave:butBelfastcriedoncemorewithupliftedarms:——
‘ThemanisdyingItellye!’thensatdownsuddenlyonthehatchandtookhisheadbetweenhishands。AlllookedatSingleton,gazingupwardsfromthedeckstaringoutofdarkcorners,orturningtheirheadswithcuriousglances。Theywereexpectantandappeasedasifthatoldman,wholookedatnoone,hadpossessedthesecretoftheiruneasyindignationsanddesires,asharpervision,aclearerknowledge。Andindeedstandingthereamongstthem,hehadtheuninterestedappearanceofonewhohadseenmultitudesofships,hadlistenedmanytimestovoicessuchastheirs,hadalreadyseenallthatcouldhappenonthewideseas。Theyheardhisvoicerumbleinhisbroadchestasthoughthewordshadbeenrollingtowardsthemoutofaruggedpast。‘Whatdoyouwanttodo?’heasked。Nooneanswered。OnlyKnowlesmuttered——‘Aye,aye,’andsomebodysaidlow:——‘It’sabloomin’shame。’
Hewaitedmadeacontemptuousgesture。——‘Ihaveseenrowsaboardshipbeforesomeofyouwereborn,’hesaidslowly,‘forsomethingornothing;butneverforsuchathing。——’‘Themanisdying,Itellye,’repeatedBelfastwoefully,sittingatSingleton’sfeet。——‘Andablackfellow,too,’
wentontheoldseaman,‘Ihaveseenthemdielikeflies。’
Hestopped,thoughtful,asiftryingtorecollectgruesomethings,detailsofhorrors,hecatombsofniggers。Theylookedathimfascinated。Hewasoldenoughtorememberslavers,bloodymutinies,piratesperhaps;whocouldtellthroughwhatviolencesandterrorshehadlived!Whatwouldhesay?
Hesaid:——‘Youcan’thelphim;diehemust。’Hemadeanotherpause。Hismoustacheandbeardstirred。Hechewedwords,mumbledbehindwhitehairs;incomprehensibleandexciting,likeanPage96
oraclebehindaveil……——‘Stopashore——sick。——Instead——bringingallthisheadwind。Afraid。Theseawillhaveherown。——Dieinthesightofland。Alwaysso。Theyknowit——longpassage——moredays,moredollars。——youkeepquiet。——Whatdoyouwant?Can’thelphim。’
Heseemedtowakeupfromadream。‘Youcan’thelpyourselves,’
hesaidausterely,‘Skipper’snofool。Hehassomethinginhismind。Lookout——Isay!Iknow’em!’Witheyesfixedinfrontheturnedhisheadfromrighttoleft,fromlefttoright,asifinspectingalongrowofastuteskippers。——‘Hesaid’ewouldbrainme!’
criedDonkininaheartrendingtone。Singletonpeereddownwardswithpuzzledattention,asthoughhecouldn’tfindhim。——‘Damnyou!’
hesaidvaguely,givingitup。Heradiatedunspeakablewisdom,hardunconcern,thechillingairofresignation。Roundhimallthelistenersfeltthemselvessomehowcompletelyenlightenedbytheirdisappointment,and,mute,theylolledaboutwiththecarelesseaseofmenwhocandiscernperfectlytheirremediableaspectoftheirexistence。He,profoundandunconscious,wavedhisarmonce,andstrodeoutondeckwithoutanotherword。
Belfastwaslostinaround—eyedmeditation。Oneortwovaultedheavilyintoupperberths,and,oncethere,sighed;othersdivedheadfirstinsidelowerbunks——swift,andturningroundinstantlyuponthemselves,likeanimalsgoingintolairs。Thegratingofaknifescrapingburntclaywasheard。Knowlesgrinnednomore。Daviessaid,inatoneofardentconviction:——‘Thenourskipper’slooney。’
Archiemuttered:——‘Myfaith!wehaven’theardthelastofityet!’Fourbellswerestruck。——‘Halfourwatchbelowisgone!’criedKnowlesinalarm,thenreflected,‘Well,twohourssleepissomethingtowardsarest,’heobservedconsolingly。
Somealreadypretendedtoslumber;andCharley,soundasleep,suddenlysaidafewslurredwordsinanarbitrary,blankvoice。——‘Thisblamedboyhasworrums!’commentedKnowlesfromunderablanket,andinalearnedmanner。BelfastgotupandapproachedArchie’sberth。
——‘wepulledhimout,’hewhisperedsadly。——‘Andnowwewillhavetochuckhimoverboard,’wentonBelfast,whoselowerliptrembled。——‘Chuckwhat?’askedArchie。
——‘PoorJimmy,’breathedoutBelfast。——‘Hebeblowed!’saidArchiewithuntruthfulbrutality,andsatupinhisPage97
bunk;‘It’sallthroughhim。Ifithadn’tbeenforme,therewouldhavebeenmurderonboardthisship!’——‘Tain’thisfault,isit?’arguedBelfast,inamurmur;‘I’veputhimtobed……andheain’tnoheavierthananemptybeef—cask,’
headded,withtearsinhiseyes。Archielookedathimsteadily,thenturnedhisnosetotheship’ssidewithdetermination。Belfastwanderedaboutasthoughhehadlosthiswayinthedimforecastle,andnearlyfelloverDonkin。Hecontemplatedhimfromonhighforawhile。‘Ain’tyegoingtoturnin?’heasked。Donkinlookeduphopelessly。——
‘Thatblack—’eartedScotchsonofathiefkickedme!’
hewhisperedfromthefloor,inatoneofutterdesolation。——‘Andagoodjob,too!’saidBelfast,stillverydepressed;‘Youwereasnearhangingasdamn—itto—night,sonny。Don’tyouplayanyofyourmurtheringgamesaroundmyJimmy!Youhaven’tpulledhimout。Youjustmind!’CosifIstarttokickyou’——hebrightenedupabit——‘ifIstarttokickyou,itwillbeYankeefashion——
tobreaksomething!’Hetappedlightlywithhisknucklesthetopofthebowedhead。‘Youmoind,mebhoy!’heconcluded,cheerily。Donkinletitpass。——‘Willtheysplitonme?’