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  Jimmywentonquickly:——‘You’relikeapoll—parrot,likeascreechin’poll—parrot。’Donkinstoppedandcockedhisheadattentivelyononeside。Hisbigearsstoodour,transparentandveined,resemblingthethinwingsofabat。
  ‘Yuss?’hesaid,withhisbacktowardsJimmy。
  ‘Yes!Chatteroutallyouknow——like……likeadirtywhitecockatoo。’
  Donkinwaited。Hecouldheartheother’sbreathing,longandslow;thebreathingofamanwithahundredweightorsoonthebreast—bone。
  Thenheaskedcalmly:——‘WhatdoIknow?’
  ‘What?……WhatItellyou……notmuch。Whatdoyouwant……totalkaboutmyhealthso……’
  ‘Hit’sabloomin’himposyshun。Abloomin’,stinkin’,first—classhimposyshun——buthitdon’ttykemehin。Nothit。’
  Jimmykeptstill。Donkinputhishandsinhispockets,andinoneslouchingstridecameuptothebunk。
  ‘Italk——what’sthehodds。Theyhain’tmenhere——sheeptheyhare。Adrivenlotofsheep。I’oldyouhup……Vynot?
  you’rewellhoff。’
  ‘Iam……Idon’tsayanythingaboutthat……’
  ‘Well,Let’emseehit。Let’emlarnwhatamancando。Ihamaman。Iknowhallaboutyer……’Jimmythrewhimselffurtherawayonthepillow;theotherstretchedouthisskinnyneck,jerkedhisbirdfacedownathimasthoughpeckingattheeyes。‘I
  hamaman。I’veseenthehinsideofeverychokeyintheColonisrather’ngivehupmyrights……’
  ‘Youareajail—prop,’saidJimmyweakly。
  ‘Iham……an’proudofittoo。You!You’aven’tthebloomin’
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  nerve——soyouhinventedthis’eredodge……’Hepaused,thenwithmarkedafterthoughtaccentuatedslowly:——‘Yerain’tsick——hareyer?’
  ‘No,’saidJimmyfirmly。‘Beenoutofsortsnowandagainthisyear,’hemumbledwithasuddendropinhisvoice。
  Donkinclosedoneeye,amicableandconfidential。Hewhispered:
  ——‘Ye’avedoneitafore——aven’tchee?’Jimmysmiled——thenasifunabletoholdbackhelethimselfgo:——‘Lastship——yes。Iwasoutofsortsonthepassage。See?Itwaseasy。TheypaidmeoffinCalcutta,andtheskippermadenobonesaboutiteither……I
  gotmymoneyallright。Laidupfifty—eightdays!Thefools!OLord!Thefools!Paidrightoff。’Helaughedspasmodically。Donkinchummedgiggling。ThenJimmycoughedviolently。‘Iamaswellasever,’
  hesaid,assoonashecoulddrawbreath。
  Donkinmadeaderisivegesture。‘Incourse,’
  hesaidprofoundly,‘hanyonecanseethat。’——‘Theydon’t。’saidJimmy,gaspinglikeafish。————‘Theywouldswallowanyyarn,’affirmedDonkin。——‘Don’tyouletontoomuch,’admonishedJimmyinanexhaustedvoice。
  ——‘Yourlittlegyme?Eh?’commentedDonkinjovially。
  Thenwithsuddendisgust:‘Yerhallforyerself,s’longhasye’reright……’
  SochargedwithegoismJamesWaitpulledtheblanketuptohischinandlaystillforawhile。Hisheavylipsprotrudedinaneverlastingblackpout。‘Whyareyousohotonmakingtrouble?’
  heaskedwithoutmuchinterest。
  ‘Coshit’sabloomin’shayme。Wehareputhon……badfood,badpay……Iwanthustokickupabloomin’row;ablamed’owlingrowthatwouldmake’emremember!Knockingpeoplehabout……brainhus……hindeed!
  Ain’twemen?’Hisaltruisticindignationblazed。Thenhesaidcalmly;——‘I’vebeena—hairingofyerclothes’——
  ‘Allright,’saidJimmylanguidly,‘bringthemin。’——‘Giv’usthekeyofyourchest,I’llput’emawayforyer,’saidDonkinwithfriendlyeagerness。——‘Bring’emin,Iwillputthemawaymyself。’answeredJamesWaitwithseverity。Donkinlookeddown,muttering……‘Whatd’yousay?
  Whatd’yousay?’inquiredWaitanxiously,——‘Nothink。
  Thenight’sdry,let’em’angouttillthemorning,’saidDonkin,inastrangelytremblingvoice,asthoughrestraininglaughterorrage。
  Jimmyseemedsatisfied。——‘Givemealittlewaterforthenightinmymug——there,’hesaid。
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  Donkintookastrideoverthedoorstep。——‘Gitityerself,’
  herepliedinasurlytone。‘Youcandoit,hunlessyouharesick。’
  ——‘OfcourseIcandoit,’saidWait,‘only……’
  ——‘Well,then,doit。’saidDonkinviciously,‘ifyercanlookhafteryerclothes,yercanlookhafteryerself。’
  Hewentondeckwithoutalookback。
  Jimmyreachedoutforthemug。Notadrop。Heputitbackgentlywithafaintsigh——andclosedhiseyes。Hethought:——ThatlunaticBelfastwillbringmesomewaterifIask。Fool。Iamverythirsty……Itwasveryhotinthecabin,anditseemedtoturnslowlyround,detachitselffromtheship,andswingoutsmoothlyintoaluminousaridspacewhereablacksunshone,spinningveryfast。Aplacewithoutanywater!Nowater!
  ApolicemanwiththefaceofDonkindrankaglassofbeerbythesideofanemptywell,andflewawayflappingvigorously。Ashipwhosemastheadsprotrudedthroughtheskyandcouldnotbeseen,wasdischarginggrain,andthewindwhirledthedryhusksinspiralsalongthequayofadockwithnowaterinit。Hewhirledthedryhusksinspiralsalongwiththehusks——andmoredry。Heexpandedhishollowchest。Theairstreamedincarryingawayinitsrushalotofstrangethingsthatresembledhouses,trees,people,lamp—posts……Nomore!Therewasnomoreair——andhehadnotfinisheddrawinghislongbreath。Buthewasingaol!Theywerelockinghimup。Adoorslammed。Theyturnedthekeytwice,flungabucketofwateroverhim——Phoo!Whatfor?
  Heopenedhiseyes,thinkingthefallhadbeenveryheavyforanemptyman——empty——empty。Hewasinhiscabin。Ah!Allright!
  Hisfacewasstreamingwithperspiration,hisarmsheavierthanlead。Hesawthecookstandinginthedoorway,abrasskeyinonehandandabrighttinhook—potintheother。
  ‘Ihavebeenlockingupforthenight,’
  saidthecook,beamingbenevolently。‘Eight—bellsjustgone。
  Ibroughtyouapotofcoldteaforyournight’sdrinking,Jimmy。Isweeteneditwithsomewhitecabinsugar,too。Well——itwon’tbreaktheship。’
  Hecamein,hungthepotontheedgeofthebunk,askedperfunctorily,‘Howgoesit?’andsatdownonthebox。
  ——‘H’m,’gruntedWaitinhospitably。Thecookwipedhisfacewithadirtycottonrag,which,afterwards,hetiedaroundhisneck。——‘That’showthemPage84
  firemendoinsteamboats,’hesaidserenely,andmuchpleasedwithhimself。‘Myworkisasheavyastheirs——I’mthinking——andlongerhours。didyoueverseethemdownthestokehold?Likefiendstheylook——firing——firing——firing——downthere。’
  Hepointedhisforefingeratthedeck。Somegloomythoughtdarkenedhisshiningface,fleeting,liketheshadowofatravelingcloudoverthelightofapeacefulsea。Therelievedwatchtrampednoisilyforward,passinginabodyacrossthesheenofthedoorway。Someonecried,‘Goodnight!’BelfaststoppedforamomentandlookedinatJimmy,quiveringandspeechlessasifwithrepressedemotion。Hegavethecookaglancechargedwithdismalforeboding,andvanished。Thecookclearedhisthroat,Jimmystaredupwardsandkeptasstillasamaninhiding。
  Thenightwasclear,withagentlebreeze。Theshipheeledoveralittle,slippingquietlyoverasombreseatowardstheinaccessibleandfestalsplendorofablackhorizonpiercedbypointsofflickeringfire。AbovethemastheadstheresplendentcurveoftheMilkyWayspannedtheskylikeatriumphantarchofeternallight,thrownoverthedarkpathwayoftheearth。Ontheforecastleheadamanwhistledwithloudprecisionalivelyjig,whileanothercouldbeheardfaintly,shufflingandstampingintime。Therecamefromforwardaconfusedmurmurofvoices,laughter——snatchesofsong。Thecookshookhishead,glancedobliquelyatJimmy,andbegantomutter。‘Aye。Danceandsing。That’salltheythinkof。IamsurprisedtheProvidencedon’tgettired……Theyforgetthedaythat’ssuretocome……butyou……’
  Jimmydrankagulpoftea,hurriedly,asthoughhehadstolenit,andshrankunderhisblanket,edgingawaytowardsthebulkhead。
  Thecookgotup,closedthedoor,thensatdownagainandsaiddistinctly:
  ——
  ‘WheneverIpokemygalleyfireIthinkofyouchaps——swearing,stealing,lying,andworse——asiftherewasnosuchthingasanotherworld……Notbadfellows,either,inaway,’
  heconcededslowly;then,afterapauseofregretfulmusinghewentoninaresignedtone:——‘Well,well。theywillhaveahottimeofit。Hot!DidIsay?ThefurnacesofoneofthemWhiteStarboatsain’tnothingtoit。’Hekeptquietforawhile。Therewasagreatstirinhisbrain;anaddledvisionofbrightoutlines;anexcitingrowofrousingPage85
  songsandgroansofpain。Hesuffered,enjoyed,admired,approved。Hewasdelighted,frightened,exalted——likeonthatevening(theonlytimeinhislife——twenty—sevenyearsago;helovedtorecallthenumberofyears)whenasayoungmanhehad——throughkeepingbadcompany——becomeintoxicatedinanEast—endmusic—hall。Atideofsuddenfeelingswepthimcleanoutofhisbody。Hesoared。Hecontemplatedthesecretofthehereafter。
  Itcommendeditselftohim。Itwasexcellent;helovedit,himself,allhands,andJimmy。Hisheartoverflowedwithtendernesswithcomprehension,withthedesiretomeddle,withanxietyforthesoulofthatblackman,withtheprideofpossessedeternity,withthefeelingofmight。Snatchhimupinhisarmsandpitchhimrightintothemiddleofsalvation……theblacksoul——blacker——body——rot——Devil。No!Talk——strength——
  Samson……Therewasagreatdinasofcymbalsinhisears;heflashedthroughanecstaticjumbleofshiningfaces,lilies,prayer—books,unearthlyjoy,whiteshirts,goldharps,blackcoats,wings。Hesawflowinggarments,cleanshavedfaces,aseaoflight————alakeofpitch。Thereweresweetscents,asmellofsulphur——redtonguesofflamelickingawhitemist。
  Anawesomevoicethundered!……Itlastedthreeseconds。
  ‘Jimmy!’hecriedinaninspiredtone。
  Thenhehesitated。Asparkofhumanpityglimmeredyetthroughtheinfernalfogofhissupremeconceit。
  ‘What?’saidJamesWait,unwillingly。
  Therewasasilence。Heturnedhisheadjusttheleastbitandstoleacautiousglance。Thecook’slipsmovedinaudibly;hisfacewasrapthiseyesturnedup。Heseemedtobementallyimploringdeckbeams,thebrasshookofthelamp,twocockroaches。
  ‘Lookhere,’saidJamesWait,‘I
  wanttogotosleep。IthinkIcould。’
  ‘Thisisnotimeforsleep!’exclaimedthecook,veryloud。Hehadprayerfullydivestedhimselfofthelastvestigeofhishumanity。Hewasavoice——afleshlessandsublimething,asonthatmemorablenight——thenightwhenhewentovertheseatomakecoffeeforperishingsinners。‘Thisisnotimeforsleeping,’
  herepeatedwithexaltation。‘Ican’tsleep。’
  ‘Don’tcaredamn,’saidWait,withfactitiousenergy。‘Ican。goan’turnin。’
  ‘Swear……intheveryjaws!……Intheveryjaws!
  Don’tyouseethefire……don’tyoufeelit?Blind,chock—fullofsin!
  Icanseeitforyou。Ican’tbearit。Ihearthecalltosaveyou。Nightandday。Jimmyletmesaveyou!’Thewordsofentreatyandmenacebrokeoutofhiminaroaringtorrent。Thecockroachesranaway。Jimmyperspired,wrigglingstealthilyunderhisblanket。Thecookyelled……‘Yourdaysarenumbered!……’——‘Getoutofthis,’
  boomedWait,courageously。——‘Praywithme!……’——
  ‘Iwon’t!……’thelittlecabinwasashotasanoven。
  Itcontainedanimmensityoffearandpain;anatmosphereofshrieksandmoans;prayersvociferatedlikeblasphemiesandwhisperedcurses。Outside,themencalledbyCharley,whoinformedthemintonesofdelightthattherewasarowgoingoninJimmy’splace,pushedbeforethecloseddoor,toostartledtoopenit。Allhandswerethere。Thewatchbelowhadjumpedup,asked:——‘Whatisit?’Otherssaid:——‘Listen!’
  Themuffledscreamingwenton:——‘Onyourknees!Onyourknees!’
  ——Shutup!——‘Never!Youaredeliveredintomyhands……Yourlifehasbeensaved……Purpose……Mercy……Repent。’——‘Youareacrazyfool!……’——‘Accountofyou……you……Neversleepinthisworld,ifI……’——‘Leaveoff。’
  ——‘No!……stokehold……onlythink!……’Thenanimpassionedscreechingbabblewherewordspatteredlikehail。——‘No!’
  shoutedJim。——‘Yes。Youare!……Nohelp……Everybodysaysso。’——‘Youlie!’——‘Iseeyoudyingthisminnyt!……beforemyeyes……asgoodasdeadnow。’
  ——‘Help!’shoutedJimmy,piercingly。——‘Notinthisvalley……lookupwards,’howledtheother。——‘Goaway!Murder!Help!’clamouredJimmy。Hisvoicebroke。Thereweremoanings,lowmutters,afewsobs。
  ‘What’sthematternow?’saidaseldom—heardvoice。——‘Fallback,men!Fallback,there!’repeatedMr。Creightonsternly,pushingthrough——‘Here’stheoldman。’
  whisperedsome。——‘Thecook’sinthere,sir’exclaimedseveral,backingaway。Thedoorclatteredopen;abroadstreamoflight4
  dartedoutonwonderingfaces;awarmwhiffofvitiatedairpassed。Thetwomatestoweredheadandshouldersabovethespare,grey—headedmanwhostoodrevealedbetweenthem,inshabbyclothes,stiffandangularlikeasmallcarvedfigure,andwithathin,composedface。Thecookgotupfromknees。Jimmysathighinthebunk,claspinghisdrawn—upPage87
  legs。Thetasselofthebluenightcapalmostimperceptiblytrembledoverhisknees。Theygazedastonishedathislong,curvedback,whilethewhitecornerofoneeyegleamedblindlyatthem。Hewasafraidtoturnhishead,heshrankwithinhimself;andtherewasanaspectastoundingandanimal—likeintheperfectionofhisexpectantimmobility。Athingofinstinct——theunthinkingstillnessofascaredbrute。
  ‘Whatareyoudoinghere?’askedMr。
  Baker,sharply。——‘Myduty,’saidthecook,withardour。
  ——‘Your……what?’beganthemate。CaptainAllistountouchedhisarmlightly。——‘Iknowhiscaper,’hesaid,inalowvoice。‘Coomeoutofthat,Podmore,’
  heorderedaloud。
  Thecookwrunghishands,shookhisfistsabovehishead,andhisarmsdroppedasiftooheavy。Foramomenthestooddistractedandspeechless。——‘Never,’hestammered,‘I……he……I。’
  ——‘What——do——you——say?’pronouncedCaptainAllistoun。
  ‘Comeoutatonce——or……’——‘Iamgoing。’
  saidthecook,withahastyandsombreresignation。Hestrodeoverthedoorstepfirmly——hesitated——madeafewsteps。Theylookedathiminsilence。——‘Imakeyouresponsible!’hecrieddesperately,turninghalfround。‘Thatmanisdying。Imakeyou……’
  ——‘Youthereyet?’calledthemasterinathreateningtone。——‘No,sir,’heexclaimedhurriedlyinastartledvoice。Theboatswainledhimawaybythearm;someonelaughed;Jimmyliftedhisheadforastealthyglance,andinoneunexpectedleapsprangoutofhisbunk;Mr。Bakermadeaclevercatchandfelthimverylimpinhisarms;
  thegroupatthedoorgruntedwithsurprise。——‘Helies,’
  gaspedWait。‘Hetalkedaboutblackdevils——heisadevil——
  awhitedevil——Iamallright。’Hestiffenedhimself,andMr。
  Baker,experimentally,lethimgo。Hestaggeredapaceortwo;CaptainAllistounwatchedhimwithaquietandpenetratinggaze;Belfastrantohissupport。Hedidnotappeartobeawareofanyonenearhim;hestoodsilentforamoment,battlingsingle—handedwithalegionofnamelessterrorsamidsttheeagerlooksofexcitedmenwhowatchedhimfaroff,utterlyaloneintheimpenetrablesolitudeofhisfear。Heavybreathingsstirredthedarkness。Theseagurgledthroughthescuppersastheshipheeledovertoashortpuffofwind。
  ‘Keephimawayfromme,’saidJamesWaitatlastinhisfinePage88
  baritonevoice,andleaningwithallhisweightonBelfast’sneck。‘I’vebeenbetterthislastweek……Iamwell……Iwasgoingbacktoduty……
  ——nowifyoulike——Captain。’Belfasthitchedhisshoulderstokeephimupright。
  ‘No,’saidthemaster,lookingathimfixedly。
  UnderJimmy’sarmpitBelfast’sredfacemoveduneasily。
  Arowofeyesgleamingstaredontheedgeoflight。Theypushedoneanotherwithelbows,turnedtheirheads,whispered。Waitlethischinfallonhisbreastand,withloweredeyelids,lookedroundinasuspiciousmanner。
  ‘Whynot?’criedavoicefromtheshadows,‘theman’sallright,sir。’
  ‘Iamallright,’saidWaitwitheagerness。
  ‘Beensick……better……turn—tonow。’Hesighed。——
  ‘HowlyMother!’exclaimedBelfastwithaheaveoftheshoulders,‘standup,Jimmy。’——‘Keepawayfrommethen,’saidWait,givingBelfastapetulantpush,andreelingagainstthedoor—post。Hischeek—bonesglistenedasthoughtheyhadbeenvarnished。Hesnatchedoffhisnight—cap,wipedhisperspiringfacewithit,flungitonthedeck。‘Iamcomingout,’
  hesaidwithoutstirring。
  ‘No。Youdon’t,’saidthemastercurtly。
  Barefeetshuffled,disapprovingvoicesmurmuredallround;hewentonasifhehadnotheard:——‘Youhavebeenskulkingnearlyallthepassageandnowyouwanttocomeout。Youthinkyouarenearenoughtothepay—tablenow。Smelltheshore,hey?’
  ‘I’vebeensick……now——better,’
  mumbledWaitglaringinthelight。——‘Youhavebeenshammingsick,’retortedCaptainAllistounwithseverity:‘Why……’
  hehesitatedforlessthanhalfasecond。‘Why,anybodycanseethat。There’snothingthematterwithyou,butyouchoosetolie—uptopleaseyourself——andnowyoushalllie—uptopleaseme。Mr。baker,myordersarethatthismanisnottobeallowedondecktotheendofthepassage。’
  Therewereexclamationsofsurprise,triumph,indignation。
  Thedarkgroupofmenswungacrossthelight。‘Whatfor?’
  ‘Toldyouso……’‘Bloomin’shame……’
  ——‘We’vegottosaysomethinghaboutthat,’screechedDonkinfromtherear。——‘Nevermind,Jim——’——‘We’llseeyourighted,’calledseveraltogether。Anelderlyseamansteppedtothefront。‘D’yemeantosay,sir,’heaskedominously,‘thatasickchapain’tallowedtogetwellinthis’erehooker?’BehindhimDonkinwhisperedexcitedlyamongstastaringcrowdwherenoonesparedhimaglance,butCaptainAllistounshookaforefingerattheangrybronzedfaceofthespeaker。——‘You——youholdyourtongue,’hesaidwarningly。——‘Thisisn’ttheway,’clamouredtwoorthreeyoungermen。‘Harewebloomin’masheens?’inquiredDonkininapiercingtone,anddivedundertheelbowsofthefrontrank。——‘Soonshow’imweain’tboys……’——‘Theman’samanifheisblack。’
  ——‘Weain’tgoin’toworkthisbloomin’shipshorthandedifSnowball’sallright……’——‘Hesaysheis。’
  ——‘Wellthen,strike,boys,strike!’——‘That’sthebloomin’ticket。’CaptainAllistounsaidsharplytothesecondmate:‘Keepquiet,Mr。Creighton,’andstoodcomposedinthetumult,listeningwithprofoundattentiontomixedgrowlsandscreeches,toeveryexclamationandeverycurseofthesuddenoutbreak。Somebodyslammedthecabindoortowithakick;thedarknessfullofmenacingmuttersleapedwithashortclatteroverthestreakoflight,andthemenbecamegesticulatingshadowsthatgrowled,hissed,laughedexcitedly。Mr。Bakerwhispered:——
  ‘Getawayfromthem,sir。’ThebigshapeofMr。Creightonhoveredsilentlyabouttheslightfigureofthemaster。——‘Wehavebeenhymposeduponallthisvoyage,’saidagruffvoice,‘butthis’erefancytakesthecake。’——‘Thatmanisashipmate。’——‘Arewebloomin’kids?’
  ——‘Theportwatchwillrefuseduty。’Charleycarriedawaybyhisfeelingswhistledshrilly,thenyelped:——‘Giv’
  usourJimmy!’Thisseemedtocauseavariationinthedisturbance。
  Therewasafreshburstofsquabblinguproar。Alotofquarrelsweregoingonatonce。——‘Yes’——‘No。’——
  ‘Neverbeensick。’——‘Goforthemtoonce。’
  ——‘Shutyermouth,youngster——thisismen’swork。’
  ——‘Isit?’mutteredCaptainAllistounbitterly。Mr。
  Bakergrunted:‘Ough!They’regonesilly。They’vebeensimmeringforthelastmonth。’——‘Ididnotice,’saidthemaster。——‘Theyhavestartedarowamongstthemselvesnow,’
  saidMr。Creightonwithdisdain,‘bettergetaft,sir。Wewillsoothethem。’——‘Keepyourtemper,Creighton,’
  saidthemaster。Andthethreemenbegantomoveslowlytowardsthecabindoor。
  Intheshadowsoftheforeriggingadarkmassstampededdied,advanced,retreated。Therewerewordsofreproach,encouragement,unbelief,execration。Theelderseamen,bewilderedandPage90
  angry,growledtheirdeterminationtogothroughwithsomethingorothere;
  buttheyoungerschoolofadvancedthoughtexposedtheirandJimmy’swrongswithconfusedshouts,arguingamongstthemselves。Theyclusteredroundthatmoribundcarcass,thefitemblemoftheiraspirations。andencouragingoneanothertheyswayed,theytrampedononespot,shoutingthattheywouldnotbe‘putupon’Insidethecabin,Belfast,helpingJimmyintohisbunk,twitchedalloverinhisdesirenottomissalltherow,andwithdifficultyrestrainedthetearsofhisfacileemotion。JamesWaitflatonhisbackundertheblanket,gaspedcomplaints。——‘Wewillbackyouup,neverfear,’assuredBelfast,busyabouthisfeet。——‘I’llcomeouttomorrow——skipperornoskipper。’
  Heliftedonearmwithgreatdifficulty,passedthehandoverhisface;
  ‘Don’tyouletthatcook……’hebreathedout。——‘No,no,’saidBelfast,turninghisbackonthebunk,‘I
  willputaheadonhimifhecomesnearyou。’——‘I
  willsmashhismug!’exclaimedfaintlyWait,enragedandweak;
  ‘Idon’twanttokillaman,but……’Hepantedfastlikeadogafteraruninsunshine。Someonejustoutsidethedoorshouted,‘He’sasfitasanyovus!’Belfastputhishandonthedoor—handle。——‘Here!’calledJamesWaithurriedlyandinsuchaclearvoicethattheotherspunroundwithastart。JamesWait,stretchedoutblackanddeathlikeinthedazzlinglight,turnedhisheadonthepillow。HiseyesstaredatBelfast,appealingandimpudent。
  ‘Iamratherweakfromlying—upsolong,’hesaiddistinctly。
  Belfastnodded。‘Gettingquitewellnow,’insistedWait。——‘Yes,Inoticedyougettingbetterthis……lastmonth,’
  saidBelfastlookingdown。‘Hallo!What’sthis?’heshoutedandranout。
  Hewasflatteneddirectlyagainstthesideofthehousebytwomenwholurchedagainsthim。Alotofdisputesseemedtobegoingonallround。Hegotclearandwasthreedistinctfiguresstandingaloneinthefainterdarknessunderthearchedfootofthemainsail,thatroseabovetheirheadslikeaconvexwallofahighedifice。Donkinhissed:
  ——‘Goforthem……it’sdark!’Thecrowdtookashortrunaftinabody——thentherewasacheck。Donkin,agileandthinflittedpastwithhisrightarmgoinglikeawindmill——andthenstoodstillsuddenlywithhisarmpointingrigidlyabovehisPage91
  head。Thehurtlingflightofsomesmallheavyobjectwasheard;itpassedbetweentheheadsofthetwomates,boundedheavilyalongthedeck,stucktheafterhatchwithaponderousanddeadenedblow。ThebulkyshapeofMr。Bakergrewdistinct。‘Cometoyoursenses,men!’
  hecried,advancingatthearrestedcrowd。‘Comeback,Mr。Baker!’
  calledthemaster’squietvoice。Heobeyedunwillingly。Therewasaminuteofsilence,thenadeafeninghubbubarose。AboveitArchiewasheardenergetically:
  ——‘IfyedoootageenIwulltell!’Therewereshouts。
  ‘Don’t!’‘Dropit!’——‘Weain’tthatkind!’Theblackclusterofhumanformsreeledagainstthebulwark,backagaintowardsthehouse。Shadowyfigurescouldbeseentottering,falling,leapingup。Ringboltsrangunderstumblingfeet。——
  ‘Dropit!’‘Letme!’——‘No!’
  ——‘Curseyou!……hah!’Thensoundsasofsomeone’sfacebeingslapped;apieceofironfellonthedeck;ashortscuffle,andsomeone’sshadowyshadowybodyscuttledrapidlyacrossthemainhatchbeforetheshadowofakick。Aragingvoicesobbedoutatorrentoffilthylanguage……——‘Throwingthings——goodGod!’gruntedMr。Bakerindismay。——‘Thatwasmeantforme,’saidthemasterquietly;‘Ifeltthewindofthatthing;whatwasit——anironbelaying—pin?’——‘ByJove!’
  mutteredMr。Creighton。Theconfusedvoicesofmentalkingamidshipsmingledwiththewashofthesea,ascendedbetweenthesilentanddistendedsails——seemedtoflowawayintothenight,furtherthanthehorizon,higherthanthesky。Thestarsburnedsteadilyovertheinclinedmastheads。Trailsoflightlayonthewater,brokebeforetheadvancinghull,and,aftershehadpassed,trembledforalongtimeasifinaweofthemurmuringsea。
  Meantimethehelmsman,anxioustoknowwhattherowwasabout,hadletgothewheel,and,bentdouble,ranwithlongstealthyfootstepstothebreakofthepoop。TheNarcissus,lefttoherself,cameupgentlytothewindwithoutanyonebeingawareofit。Shegaveaslightroll,andthesleepingsailswokesuddenly,comingalltogetherwithamightyflapagainstthemasts,thenfilledagainoneafteranotherinaquicksuccessionofloudreportsthatrandowntheloftyspars,tillthecollapsedmainsailflewoutlastwithaviolentjerk。Theshiptrembledfromtruckstokeel;thesailskeptonrattlinglikeadischargeofmusketry;
  thechainsheetsandlooseshacklesjingledaloftinathinpeal;theginblocksPage92
  groaned。Itwasasifaninvisiblehandhadgiventheshipanangryshaketorecallthementhatpeopledherdeckstothesenseofreality,vigilanceandduty。——‘Helmup!’criedthemastersharply。‘Runaft,Mr。Creighton,andseewhatthatfoolthereisupto。’——‘Flattenintheheadsheets。Standbytheweatherfore—braces,’growledMr。Baker。Startledmenranswiftlyrepeatingtheorders。Thewatchbelow,abandonedallatoncebythewatchondeck,driftedtowardstheforecastleintwosandthrees,arguingnoisilyastheywent。——‘Weshallseeto—morrow!’
  criedaloudvoice,asiftocoverwithamenacinghintaningloriousretreat。
  Andthenonlyorderswereheard,thefallingofheavycoilsofrope,therattlingofblocks。Singleton’swhiteheadflittedhereandthereinthenight,highabovedeck,liketheghostofabird。——‘Goingoff,sir!’shoutedMr。Creightonfromaft。——‘Fullagain。’
  ——‘Allright……’——‘Easeofftheheadsheets。Thatwilldothebraces。Coiltheropes,’gruntedMr。
  Baker,bustlingabout。
  Graduallythetrampingnoises,theconfusedsoundofvoices,diedout,andtheofficers,comingtogetheronthepoopdiscussedevents。
  Mr。Bakerwasbewilderedandgrunted;Mr。Creightonwascalmlyfurious;
  butCaptainAllistounwascomposedandthoughtful。HelistenedtoMr。Baker’sgrowlingargumentation,toCreighton’sinterjectedandsevereremarks,whilelookingdownonthedeckheweighedinhishandtheironbelaying—pin——thatamomentagohadjustmissedhishead——asifithadbeentheonlytangiblefactofthewholetransaction。Hewasoneofthosecommanderswhospeaklittle,seemtohearnothing,lookatnoone——andknoweverything,heareverywhisper,seeeveryfleetingshadowoftheirship’slife。Histwobigofficerstoweredabovehislean,shortfigure;theytalkedoverhishead;theyweredismayed,surprised,andangry,whilebetweenthemthelittlequietmanseemedtohavefoundhistaciturnserenityintheprofounddepthsofalargerexperience。Lightswereburningintheforecastle;
  nowandthenagustofbabblingchattercamefromforward,sweptoverthedecks,andbecamefaint,asiftheunconsciousshipglidinggentlythroughthegreatpeaceofthesea,hadleftbehindandforeverthefoolishnoiseofturbulentmankind。Butitwasrenewedagainandagain。Gesticulatingarms,profilesofheadswithopenmouthsappearedforamomentintheilluminatedsquaresofPage93
  doorways;blackfistsdarted——withdrew……‘Yes。Itwasmostdamnabletohavesuchanunprovokedrowsprungonone,’
  assentedthemaster……Atumultofyellsroseinthelight,abruptlyceased……Hedidn’tthinktherewouldbeanyfurthertroublejustthen……Abellwasstruckaft,another,forward,answeredinadeepertone,andtheclamourofringingmetalspreadroundtheshipinacircleofwidevibrationsthatebbedawayintotheimmeasurablenightofanemptysea……Didn’theknowthem!Didn’the!Inpastyears。Bettermen,too。Realmentostandbyoneinatightplace。Worsethandevilstoosometimes——downright,horneddevils。Pah!This——nothing。Amissasgoodasamile……Thewheelwasbeingrelievedintheusualway。——‘Fullandby,’
  said,veryloud,themangoingoff。——‘Fullandby,’
  repeatedtheother,catchingholdofthespokes。——‘Thisheadwindismytrouble,’exclaimedthemaster,stampinghisfootinsuddenanger;‘headwind!alltherestisnothing。’
  Hewascalmagaininamoment。‘Keepthemonthemoveto—night,gentlemen;justtoletthemfeelwe’vegotholdallthetime——quietly,youknow。Mindyoukeepyourhandsoffthem,Creighton。To—morrowIwilltalktothemlikeaDutchUncle。Acrazycrowdoftinkers!Yes,tinkers!
  Icouldcounttherealsailorsamongstthemonthefingersofonehand。
  Nothingwilldobutarow——if——you——please。’Hepaused。
  ‘DidyouthinkIhadgonewrongthereMr。Baker?’Hetappedhisforehead,laughedshort。‘WhenIsawhimstandingthere,threepartsdeadandsoscared——blackamongstthatgapinglot——nogrittofacewhat’scomingtousall——thenotioncametomeallatonce,beforeIcouldthink。Sorryforhim——likeyouwouldbeforasickbruter。Ifeveracreaturewasinamortalfunktodie!……IthoughtIwouldlethimgooutinhisownway。Kindofimpulse。Itnevercameintomyhead,thosefools……H’m!Standtoitnow——ofcourse。’
  Hestuckthebelaying—pininhispocket,seemedashamedofhimself,thensharply:——‘IfyouseePodmoreathistricksagaintellhimIwillhavehimputunderthepump。Hadtodoitoncebefore。Thefellowbreaksoutlikethatnowandthen。Goodcooktho’。’Hewalkedawayquickly,camebacktothecompanion。Thetwomatesfollowedhimthroughthestarlightwithamazedeyes。Hewentdownthreesteps,andchanginghistone,spokewithhisheadnearthedeck:——‘Ishan’tturninto—night。incaseofanything;justcallPage94
  outif……Didyouseetheeyesofthatsicknigger,Mr。Baker?Ifanciedhebeggedmeforsomething。What?Pastallhelp。Oneloneblackbeggaramongstthelotofus,andheseemedtolookthroughmeintotheveryhell。
  Fancy,thiswretchedPodmore!Well,lethimdieinpeace。Iammasterhereafterall。SaywhatIlike。Lethimbe。Hemighthavebeenhalfamanonce……Keepagoodlook—out。’Hedisappearedbelow,leavinghismatesfacingoneanother,andmoreimpressedthaniftheyhadseenastoneimageshedamiraculoustearofcompassionovertheincertitudesoflifeanddeath……
  Inthebluemistspreadingfromtwistedthreadsthatstooduprightinthebowlsofpipes,theforecastleappearedasvastasahall。
  Betweenthebeamsaheavycloudstagnated;andthelampssurroundedbyhalosburnedeachatthecoreofapurpleglowintwolifelessflameswithoutrays。Wreathsdriftedindenserwisps。Mensprawledaboutonthedeck,satinnegligentposes,or,bendingaknee,droopedwithoneshoulderagainstabulkhead。Lipsmoved,eyesflashed,wavingarmsmadesuddeneddiesinthesmoke。Themurmurofvoicesseemedtopileitselfhigherandhigherasifunabletorunoutquickenoughthroughthenarrowdoors。Thewatchbelowintheirshirts,andstridingonlongwhitelegsresembledravingsomnambulists;whilenowandthenoneofthewatchondeckwouldrushin,lookingstrangelyover—dressed,listenamoment,flingarapidsentenceintothenoiseandrunoutagain;butafewremainednearthedoor,fascinated,andwithoneearturnedtothedeck。——‘Sticktogether,boys,’
  roaredDavis。Belfasttriedtomakehimselfheard。Knowlesgrinnedinaslow,dazedway。Ashortfellowwithathickclippedbeardkeptonyellingperiodically:——‘Who’safeard?Who’safeard?’Anotheronejumpedup,excited,withblazingeyes,sentoutastingofunattachedcursesandsatdownquietly。Twomendiscussedfamiliarly,strikingoneanother’sbreastinturn,toclincharguments。Threeothers,withtheirheadsinabunch,spokealltogetherwithaconfidentialair,andatthetopoftheirvoices。Itwasastormychaosofspeechwhereintelligiblefragmentstossing,strucktheear。Onecouldhear:——‘Inthelastship’——‘Whocares?Tryitonanyoneofusif——。’‘Knockunder’——‘Notahand’sturn’——‘Hesaysheisallright’——‘I
  alwaysthought’——‘Nevermind……’Donkin,crouchingPage95
  allinaheapagainstthebowsprit,hunchedhisshoulder—bladesashighashisears,andhangingapeakednose,resembledasickvulturewithruffledplumes。Belfast,straddlinghislegs,hadafaceredwithyelling,andwitharmsthrownup,figuredaMaltesecross。ThetwoScandinavians,inacorner,hadthedumbfoundedanddistractedaspectofmengazingatacataclysm。And,beyondthelight,Singletonstoodinthesmoke,monumental,indistinct,withhisheadtouchingthebeam;likeastatueofheroicsizeinthegloomofacrypt。
  Hesteppedforward,impassiveandbig。Thenoisesubsidedlikeabrokenwave:butBelfastcriedoncemorewithupliftedarms:——
  ‘ThemanisdyingItellye!’thensatdownsuddenlyonthehatchandtookhisheadbetweenhishands。AlllookedatSingleton,gazingupwardsfromthedeckstaringoutofdarkcorners,orturningtheirheadswithcuriousglances。Theywereexpectantandappeasedasifthatoldman,wholookedatnoone,hadpossessedthesecretoftheiruneasyindignationsanddesires,asharpervision,aclearerknowledge。Andindeedstandingthereamongstthem,hehadtheuninterestedappearanceofonewhohadseenmultitudesofships,hadlistenedmanytimestovoicessuchastheirs,hadalreadyseenallthatcouldhappenonthewideseas。Theyheardhisvoicerumbleinhisbroadchestasthoughthewordshadbeenrollingtowardsthemoutofaruggedpast。‘Whatdoyouwanttodo?’heasked。Nooneanswered。OnlyKnowlesmuttered——‘Aye,aye,’andsomebodysaidlow:——‘It’sabloomin’shame。’
  Hewaitedmadeacontemptuousgesture。——‘Ihaveseenrowsaboardshipbeforesomeofyouwereborn,’hesaidslowly,‘forsomethingornothing;butneverforsuchathing。——’‘Themanisdying,Itellye,’repeatedBelfastwoefully,sittingatSingleton’sfeet。——‘Andablackfellow,too,’
  wentontheoldseaman,‘Ihaveseenthemdielikeflies。’
  Hestopped,thoughtful,asiftryingtorecollectgruesomethings,detailsofhorrors,hecatombsofniggers。Theylookedathimfascinated。Hewasoldenoughtorememberslavers,bloodymutinies,piratesperhaps;whocouldtellthroughwhatviolencesandterrorshehadlived!Whatwouldhesay?
  Hesaid:——‘Youcan’thelphim;diehemust。’Hemadeanotherpause。Hismoustacheandbeardstirred。Hechewedwords,mumbledbehindwhitehairs;incomprehensibleandexciting,likeanPage96
  oraclebehindaveil……——‘Stopashore——sick。——Instead——bringingallthisheadwind。Afraid。Theseawillhaveherown。——Dieinthesightofland。Alwaysso。Theyknowit——longpassage——moredays,moredollars。——youkeepquiet。——Whatdoyouwant?Can’thelphim。’
  Heseemedtowakeupfromadream。‘Youcan’thelpyourselves,’
  hesaidausterely,‘Skipper’snofool。Hehassomethinginhismind。Lookout——Isay!Iknow’em!’Witheyesfixedinfrontheturnedhisheadfromrighttoleft,fromlefttoright,asifinspectingalongrowofastuteskippers。——‘Hesaid’ewouldbrainme!’
  criedDonkininaheartrendingtone。Singletonpeereddownwardswithpuzzledattention,asthoughhecouldn’tfindhim。——‘Damnyou!’
  hesaidvaguely,givingitup。Heradiatedunspeakablewisdom,hardunconcern,thechillingairofresignation。Roundhimallthelistenersfeltthemselvessomehowcompletelyenlightenedbytheirdisappointment,and,mute,theylolledaboutwiththecarelesseaseofmenwhocandiscernperfectlytheirremediableaspectoftheirexistence。He,profoundandunconscious,wavedhisarmonce,andstrodeoutondeckwithoutanotherword。
  Belfastwaslostinaround—eyedmeditation。Oneortwovaultedheavilyintoupperberths,and,oncethere,sighed;othersdivedheadfirstinsidelowerbunks——swift,andturningroundinstantlyuponthemselves,likeanimalsgoingintolairs。Thegratingofaknifescrapingburntclaywasheard。Knowlesgrinnednomore。Daviessaid,inatoneofardentconviction:——‘Thenourskipper’slooney。’
  Archiemuttered:——‘Myfaith!wehaven’theardthelastofityet!’Fourbellswerestruck。——‘Halfourwatchbelowisgone!’criedKnowlesinalarm,thenreflected,‘Well,twohourssleepissomethingtowardsarest,’heobservedconsolingly。
  Somealreadypretendedtoslumber;andCharley,soundasleep,suddenlysaidafewslurredwordsinanarbitrary,blankvoice。——‘Thisblamedboyhasworrums!’commentedKnowlesfromunderablanket,andinalearnedmanner。BelfastgotupandapproachedArchie’sberth。
  ——‘wepulledhimout,’hewhisperedsadly。——‘Andnowwewillhavetochuckhimoverboard,’wentonBelfast,whoselowerliptrembled。——‘Chuckwhat?’askedArchie。
  ——‘PoorJimmy,’breathedoutBelfast。——‘Hebeblowed!’saidArchiewithuntruthfulbrutality,andsatupinhisPage97
  bunk;‘It’sallthroughhim。Ifithadn’tbeenforme,therewouldhavebeenmurderonboardthisship!’——‘Tain’thisfault,isit?’arguedBelfast,inamurmur;‘I’veputhimtobed……andheain’tnoheavierthananemptybeef—cask,’
  headded,withtearsinhiseyes。Archielookedathimsteadily,thenturnedhisnosetotheship’ssidewithdetermination。Belfastwanderedaboutasthoughhehadlosthiswayinthedimforecastle,andnearlyfelloverDonkin。Hecontemplatedhimfromonhighforawhile。‘Ain’tyegoingtoturnin?’heasked。Donkinlookeduphopelessly。——
  ‘Thatblack—’eartedScotchsonofathiefkickedme!’
  hewhisperedfromthefloor,inatoneofutterdesolation。——‘Andagoodjob,too!’saidBelfast,stillverydepressed;‘Youwereasnearhangingasdamn—itto—night,sonny。Don’tyouplayanyofyourmurtheringgamesaroundmyJimmy!Youhaven’tpulledhimout。Youjustmind!’CosifIstarttokickyou’——hebrightenedupabit——‘ifIstarttokickyou,itwillbeYankeefashion——
  tobreaksomething!’Hetappedlightlywithhisknucklesthetopofthebowedhead。‘Youmoind,mebhoy!’heconcluded,cheerily。Donkinletitpass。——‘Willtheysplitonme?’