CONTENTS:
WorriesofaWinterWalkSummerIslesofEdenWildFlowersoftheAsphaltACircusintheSuburbsASheHamletTheMidnightPlatoonTheBeachatRockawaySawdustintheArenaAtaDimeMuseumAmericanLiteratureinExileTheHorseShowTheProblemoftheSummerAestheticNewYorkFifty—oddYearsAgoFromNewYorkintoNewEnglandTheArtoftheAdsmithThePsychologyofPlagiarismPuritanisminAmericanFictionTheWhatandHowinArtPoliticsinAmericanAuthorsStorage"FloatingdowntheRiverontheO—hi—o"
WORRIESOFAWINTERWALK
Theotherwinter,asIwastakingamorningwalkdowntotheEastRiver,Icameuponabitofourmotleylife,afactofourpiebaldcivilization,whichhasperplexedmefromtimetotime,eversince,andwhichIwishnowtoleavewiththereader,forhisorhermorethoughtfulconsideration。
I。
Themorningwasextremelycold。Itprofessedtobesunny,andtherewasreallysomesortofhardglitterintheair,which,sofarfrombeingtemperedbythiseffulgence,seemedallthestonierforit。Blastsoffrigidwindsweptthestreets,andbuffetedeachotherinafuryofresentmentwhentheymetaroundthecorners。AlthoughIwaspassingthroughapopuloustenement—housequarter,mywaywasnothinderedbythesportsofthetenement—housechildren,whocommonlycrowdonefromthesidewalks;nofrowzyheadlookedoutoverthefire—escapes;therewerenopeddlers’cartsorvoicesintheroad—way;notabovethreeorfourshawl—
hoodedwomencoweredoutofthelittleshopswithsmallpurchasesintheirhands;notsomanytinygirlswithjugsopenedthedoorsofthebeersaloons。Thebutchers’windowswerepaintedwithpatternsoffrost,throughwhichIcoulddimlyseethefrozenmeatshanginglikehideousstalactitesfromtheroof。WhenIcametotheriver,Iachedinsympathywiththeshippingpainfullyatiltontherocklikesurfaceofthebrine,whichbrokeagainstthepiers,andsprayeditselfoverthemlikeshowersofpowderedquartz。
ButitwasbeforeIreachedthisfinalpointthatIreceivedintomyconsciousnessthemomentsofthehumancomedywhichhavebeenanincreasingburdentoit。WithinablockoftheriverImetachildsosmallthatatfirstIalmostrefusedtotakeanyaccountofher,untilsheappealedtomysenseofhumorbyheramusingdisproportiontothepailwhichshewaslugginginfrontofherwithbothofherlittlemittenedhands。Iamscrupulousaboutmittens,thoughIwastemptedtowriteofherlittlenakedhands,redwiththepitilesscold。Thiswouldhavebeenmoreeffective,butitwouldnothavebeentrue,andthetruthobligesmetoownthatshehadastout,warm—lookingknitjacketon。
Thepail—whichwashalfherheightandtwiceherbulk—wasfilledtooverflowingwithsmallpiecesofcoalandcoke,andifithadnotbeenforthisImighthavetakenherforachildofthebetterclasses,shewassocomfortablyclad。Butinthatcaseshewouldhavehadtobefifteenorsixteenyearsold,inordertobedoingsoefficientlyandresponsiblytheworkwhich,asthechildoftheworseclasses,shewasactuallydoingatfiveorsix。Wemust,indeed,allowthattheearlyself—helpfulnessofsuchchildrenisveryremarkable,andallthemoresobecausetheygrowupintomenandwomensostupidthat,accordingtothetheoriesofallpoliteeconomists,theyhavetohavetheirdiscontentwiththeirconditionsputintotheirheadsbymalevolentagitators。
Fromtimetotimethistinycreatureputdownherheavyburdentorest;
itwas,ofcourse,onlyrelativelyheavy;amanwouldhavemadenothingofit。Fromtimetotimeshewasforcedtostopandpickupthebitsofcokethattumbledfromherheapingpail。Shecouldnotconsenttoloseoneofthem,andatlast,whenshefoundshecouldnotmakeallofthemstayontheheap,shethriftilytuckedthemintothepocketsofherjacket,andtrudgedsturdilyontillshemetaboysomeyearsolder,whoplantedhimselfinherpathandstoodlookingather,withhishandsinhispockets。Idonotsayhewasabadboy,butIcouldseeinhisfurtiveeyethatshewasasoretemptationtohim。Thechancetohavefunwithherbyupsettingherbucket,andscatteringhercokeabouttillshecriedwithvexation,wasonewhichmightnotoftenpresentitself,andIdonotknowwhatmadehimforegoit,butIknowthathedid,andthathefinallypassedher,asIhaveseenayoungdogpassalittlecat,afterhavingstoppedit,andthoughtfullyconsideredworryingit。
Iturnedtowatchthechildoutofsight,andwhenIfacedabouttowardstheriveragainIreceivedthesecondinstalmentofmypresentperplexity。Acart,heavilyladenwithcoke,droveoutofthecoal—yardwhichInowperceivedIhadcometo,andafterthiscartfollowedtwobriskoldwomen,snuglyclothedandtightlytuckedinagainstthecoldlikethechild,whoviedwitheachotherincatchingupthelumpsofcokethatwerejoltedfromtheload,andfillingtheirapronswiththem;sucholdwomen,sohale,sospry,sotoughandtireless,withthewitheredapplesredintheircheeks,Ihavenotoftenseen。Theymayhavebeenaboutsixtyyears,orsixty—five,thetimeoflifewhenmostwomenaregrandmothersandarerelegatedontheirmeritstothecushionedseatsoftheirchildren’shomes,softlysilk—gownedandlace—capped,dearvisionsoflilacandlavender,tobelovedandpettedbytheirgrandchildren。
Thefancycanhardlyputsuchsweetladiesintheplaceofthosenimblebeldams,whohoppedaboutthereinthewind—sweptstreet,pluckinguptheirday’ssupplyoffiringfromtheinvoluntarybountyofthecart。
Eventheattemptisunseemly,andwhethermineisatbestbutafeeblefancy,notbredtostrenuousfeatsofanykind,itfailstobringthembeforemeinthatfigure。Icannotimagineladiesdoingthatkindofthing;Icanonlyimaginewomenwhohadlivedhardandworkedhardalltheirlivesdoingit;whohadbeguntofightwithwantfromtheircradles,likethatlittleonewiththepail,andmustfightwithoutceasingtotheirgraves。ButIamnotunreasonable;IunderstandandI
understoodwhatIsawtobeoneofthethingsthatmustbe,fortheperfectlygoodandsufficientreasonthattheyalwayshavebeen;andatthemomentIgotwhatpleasureIcouldoutofthestolidindifferenceofthecart—driver,whoneverlookedabouthimatthescenewhichinterestedme,butjoltedonward,leavingatrailofpungentodorsfromhispipeinthefreezingeddiesoftheairbehindhim。
II。
Itisstillnotatall,ornotsomuch,thefactthattroublesme;itiswhattodowiththefact。Thequestionbeganwithmealmostatonce,oratleastassoonasIfacedaboutandbegantowalkhomewardwiththewindatmyback。Iwasthensomuchmorecomfortablethattheaestheticinstinctthawedoutinme,andIfoundmyselfwonderingwhatuseIcouldmakeofwhatIhadseeninthewayofmytrade。ShouldIhavesomethingverypathetic,liketheoldgrandmothergoingoutdayafterdaytopickupcokeforhersickdaughter’sfreezingorphanstillshefellsickherself?WhatshouldIdowiththefamilyinthatcase?Theycouldnotbeleftatthatpoint,andIpromptlyimaginedagranddaughter,agirlofabouteighteen,veryprettyandratherproud,asortofbelleinherhumbleneighborhood,whoshouldtakehergrandmother’splace。IdecidedthatIshouldhaveherItalian,becauseIknewsomethingofItalians,andcouldmanagethatnationalitybest,andIshouldcallherMaddalena;
eitherMaddalenaorMarina;MarinawouldbemoreVenetian,andIsawthatImustmakeherVenetian。HereIwasonsafeground,andatoncethelove—interestappearedtohelpmeout。Byvirtueofthelawofcontrasts;itappearedtomeinthepersonofaScandinavianlover,tall,silent,blond,whomIatoncefeltIcoulddo,frommyacquaintancewithScandinavianloversinNorwegiannovels。HisnamewasJanssen,agood,distinctiveScandinavianname;IdonotknowbutitisSwedish;andI
thoughthemightverywellbeaSwede;IcouldimaginehismannerfromthatofaSwedishwaitressweoncehad。
Janssen——JanJanssen,say—drovethecoke—cartwhichMarina’sgrandmotherusedtofollowoutofthecoke—yard,topickupthebitsofcokeastheywerejoltedfromit,andhehadoftennoticedherwithdeepindifference。
AtfirsthenoticedMarina——orNina,asIsoonsawImustcallher——withthesameunconcern;forinhergrandmother’shoodandjacketandcheckapron,withherheadheldshamefacedlydownward,shelookedexactlyliketheoldwoman。IthoughtIwouldhaveNinamakeherself—sacrificerebelliously,asagirllikeherwouldbeapttodo,andfollowthecokecartwithtears。ThiswouldcatchJanssen’snotice,andhewouldwonder,perhapswithalittlepang,whattheoldwomanwascryingabout,andthenhewouldseethatitwasnottheoldwoman。HewouldseethatitwasNina,andhewouldbeinlovewithheratonce,forshewouldnotonlybeverypretty,buthewouldknowthatshewasgood,ifshewerewillingtohelpherfamilyinthatway。
Hewouldrespectthegirl,inhisdull,sluggish,Northernway。Hewoulddonothingtobetrayhimself。Butlittlebylittlehewouldbegintobefriendher。Hewouldcarelesslyoverloadhiscartbeforehelefttheyard,sothatthecokewouldfallfromitmorelavishly;andnotonlythis,butifhesawastoneorapieceofcoalinthestreethewoulddriveoverit,sothatmorecokewouldbejoltedfromhisload。
Ninawouldgettowatchingforhim。Shemustnotnoticehimmuchatfirst,exceptasthedriveroftheoverladen,carelesslydrivencart。
Butafterseveralmorningsshemustseethatheisverystrongandhandsome。Then,afterseveralmorningsmore,theireyesmustmeet,hervividblackeyes,withthetearsofrageandshameinthem,andhiscoldblueeyes。Thismustbetheclimax;andjustatthispointIgavemyfancyarest,whileIwentintoadrugstoreatthecornerofAvenueBtogetmyhandswarm。
Theywereabominablycold,eveninmypockets,andIhadsufferedpastseveralplacestryingtothinkofanexcusetogoin。InowaskedthedruggistifhehadsomethingwhichIfeltprettysurehehadnot,andthisputhiminthewrong,sothatwhenwefellintotalkhewasverypolite。Weagreedadmirablyaboutthehardtimes,andhegavewayrespectfullywhenIdoubtedhisopinionthatthewintersweregettingmilder。Imadehimreflectthattherewasnoreasonforthis,andthatitwasprobablyanillusionfromthatdeeperimpressionwhichallexperiencesmadeonusinthepast,whenwewereyounger;Ioughttosaythathewasanelderlyman,too。IsaidIfanciedsuchamorningasthiswasnotverymildforpeoplethathadnofires,andthisbroughtmebackagaintoJanssenandMarina,bywayofthecoke—cart。ThethoughtofthemraptmesofarfromthedruggistthatIlistenedtohisanswerwithaglazingeye,anddidnotknowwhathesaid。Myhandshadnowgotwarm,andIbadehimgood—morningwithapartingregret,whichhecivillyshared,thathehadnotthethingIhadnotwanted,andIpushedoutagainintothecold,whichIfoundnotsobadasbefore。
Myheroandheroinewerewaitingformethere,andIsawthattobetrulymodern,tobeatoncerealisticandmystical,tohavebothdelicacyandstrength,Imustnotletthemgetfurtheracquaintedwitheachother。
Theaffairmustsimplygoonfromdaytoday,tillonemorningJanmustnotethatitwasagainthegrandmotherandnolongerthegirlwhowasfollowinghiscart。Shemustbeveryweakfromalongsickness——Iwasnotsurewhethertohaveitthegrippeornot,butIdecideduponthatprovisionallyandshemusttotterafterJanssen,sothathemustgetdownafterawhiletospeaktoherunderpretenceofarrangingthetail—boardofhiscart,orsomethingofthatkind;Ididnotcareforthedetail。
TheyshouldgetintotalkinthebrokenEnglishwhichwastheonlylanguagetheycouldhaveincommon,andsheshouldburstintotears,andtellhimthatnowNinawassick;Iimaginedmakingthisverysimple,butverytouching,andIreallymadeitsotouchingthatitbroughtthelumpintomyownthroat,andIknewitwouldbeeffectivewiththereader。
ThenIhadJangetbackuponhiscart,anddrivestolidlyonagain,andtheoldwomanlimpfeeblyafter。
Thereshouldnotbeanymore,Idecided,exceptthatoneverycoldmorning,likethat;Janshouldbedrivingthroughthatstreet,andshouldbepassingthedoorofthetenementhousewhereNinahadlived,justasalittleprocessionshouldbeissuingfromit。Thefactmustbetoldinbriefsentences,withatotalabsenceofemotionality。ThelasttouchmustbeJan’scartturningthestreetcornerwithJan’sfiguresharplysilhouettedagainsttheclear,coldmorninglight。Nothingmore。
Butitwasatthispointthatanothernotioncameintomymind,soantic,soimpish,sofiendish,thatiftherewerestillanyEvilOne,inaworldwhichgetsonsopoorlywithouthim,Ishouldattributeittohissuggestion;andthiswasthattheprocessionwhichJansawissuingfromthetenement—housedoorwasnotafuneralprocession,asthereaderwillhaverashlyfancied,butaweddingprocession,withNinaattheheadofit,quitewellagain,andgoingtobemarriedtothelittlebrownyouthwithear—ringswhohadlonghadherheart。
Withatrulyperverseinstinct,Isawhowstrongthismightbemade,atthefondreader’sexpense,tobesure,andhowmuchmorepathetic,insuchacase,thesilhouettedfigureonthecoke—cartwouldreallybe。
Ishould,ofcourse,makeitperfectlyplainthatnoonewastoblame,andthatthewholeaffairhadbeensotacitonJan’spartthatNinamightverywellhaveknownnothingofhisfeelingforher。PerhapsattheveryendImightsubtlyinsinuatethatitwaspossiblehemighthavehadnosuchfeelingtowardsherasthereaderhadbeenledtoimagine。
III。
ThequestionastowhichendingIoughttohavegivenmyromanceiswhathaseversinceremainedtoperplexme,anditiswhathaspreventedmyeverwritingit。Hereismaterialofthebestsortlyinguselessonmyhands,which,ifIcouldonlymakeupmymind,mightbewroughtintoashortstoryasaffectingasanythatwringourheartsinfiction;andI
thinkIcouldgetsomethingfairlyunintelligibleoutofthebrokenEnglishofJanandNina’sgrandmother,andcertainlysomethingnovel。
AllthatIcandonow,however,istoputthecasebeforethereader,andlethimdecideforhimselfhowitshouldend。
Themerehumanist,Isuppose,mightsay,thatIamrightlyservedforhavingregardedthefactIhadwitnessedasmaterialforfictionatall;
thatIhadnobusinesstobewitchitwithmymiserableart;thatIoughttohavespokentothatlittlechildandthosepooroldwomen,andtriedtolearnsomethingoftheirlivesfromthem,thatImightoffermyknowledgeagainfortheinstructionofthosewhoselivesareeasyandhappyintheindifferencewhichignorancebreedsinus。Iownthereissomethinginthis,butthen,ontheotherhand,Ihavehearditurgedbynicepeoplethattheydonotwanttoknowaboutsuchsqualidlives,thatitisoffensiveandoutoftastetobealwaysbringingthemin,andthatweoughttobewritingaboutgoodsociety,andespeciallycreatinggrandesdamesfortheiramusement。Thissortofpeoplecouldsaytothehumanistthatheoughttobegladtherearecoke—cartsforfueltofallofffromforthelowerclasses,andthatherewasnocaseforsentiment;
forifoneistobeinterestedinsuchthingsatall,itmustbeaesthetically,thougheventhisisdeplorableinthepresenceoffictionalreadyoverloadedwithlowlife,andsopooringradesdamesasours。
SUMMERISLESOFEDEN
Itmaybeallanillusionofthemap,wheretheSummerIslandsglimmerasmallandsolitarylittlegroupofdotsandwrinkles,remotefromcontinentalshores,withastraightlinedescendingsoutheastwardlyuponthem,toshowhowsharpandswifttheship’scourseis,buttheyseemsofarandalienfrommywontedplacethatitisasifIhadsliddownasteepyslantfromthehome—planettoagroupofasteroidsnebuloussomewhereinmiddlespace,andwererestingthere,stillvibrantfromtherushofthemeteoricfall。Therewere,ofcourse,factsandincidentscontrarytosuchatheory:asteamerstartingfromNewYorkintherawMarchmorning,andlurchingandtwistingthroughtwodaysofdiagonalseas,withpeopleaboarddiningandundining,andtalkingandsmokingandcocktailingandhot—scotchingandbeef—teaing;butwhentheshipcameinsightoftheislands,andtheybegantolifttheircedaredslopesfromtheturquoisewaters,andtoexplaintheirdriftedsnowsasthewhitewallsandwhiteroofsofhouses,thenthewakingsensebecamethedreamingsense,andthesweetimpossibilityofthatdropthroughairbecamethesolereality。
I。
Everythinghere,indeed,issostrangethatyouplacidlyacceptwhateveroffersitselfasthesimplestandnaturalestfact。Thoselowhills,thatclimb,withtheirtough,darkcedars,fromthesummerseatothesummersky,mighthavedrifteddownacrosstheGulfStreamfromthecoastofMaine;butwhen,uponcloserinspection,youfindthemskirtedwithpalmsandbananas,andhedgedwitholeanders,youmerelywonderthatyouhadnevernoticedthesegrowthsinMainebefore,whereyouweresofamiliarwiththecedars。Thehotelitself,whichhasbroughttheGreenMountainswithit,ineverydetail,fromthedormer—windowedmansard—roof,andthewhite—painted,green—shutteredwalls,totheneat,school—mistresslywaitressesinthedining—room,hasaclumpofpalmettosbesideit,swayingandsighinginthetropicbreeze,andyouknowthatwhenitmigratesbacktotheNewEnglandhill—country,attheendoftheseason,youshallfinditwiththepalmettosstillbeforeitsveranda,andequallyathome,somewhereintheVermontorNewHampshireJuly。TherewillbethesameAmericangroupslookingoutoverthem,androckingandsmoking,though,alas!notsomanysmokingasrocking。
Butwhere,inthattranslation,wouldbethegoldbraidedredorbluejacketsoftheBritisharmyandnavywhichlendtheirlustreandcolorheretotheverandagroups?Whereshouldonegetthehousewallsofwhitewashedstoneandthegardenwallswhicheverywhereglowinthesun,andbeltinlittlespacesfullofrosesandlilies?Thesethingsmustcomefromsomeotherassociation,andinthecaseofhimwhohereconfesses,thelustrousuniformsandtheglowingwallsrisefromwatersasfarawayintimeasinspace,andalong—agoapparitionofVenetianJuneshauntsthecoralshore。(Theyarebeginningtosaytheshoreisnotcoral;butnomatter。)Tobesure,thewhiteroofsarenotaccountedforinthisvisionarypresence;andifonemaynotrelatethemtothesnowfallsofhomewinters,thenonemustfranklyownthemabsolutelytropical,togetherwiththegreen—pillaredandgreen—latticedgalleries。
TheyatleastsuggestthetropicalsceneryofPrueandIasoneremembersseeingitthroughTitbottom’sspectacles;andyet,ifonesuppliesroofsofbrown—redtiles,itisallVenetianenough,withthelagoon—likeexpansesthatlendthemselvestothefondeffect。ItissoVenetian,indeed,thatitwantsbutafewsilentgondolasandnoisygondoliers,inplaceofthedark,taciturnoarsmenoftheclumsynativeboats,tocompletethecomingandgoingillusion;andthereisnogoodreasonwhytheroughlittleislesthatfillthebayshouldnotcallthemselvesrespectivelySanGiorgioandSanClemente,andSant’ElenaandSanLazzaro:theyprobablyhavenoothernames!
II。
ThesesummerislesofEdenhavethisadvantageoverthescripturalEden,thatapparentlyitwasnotwomanandherseedwhowereexpelled,whenonceshesetfoothere,buttheserpentandhisseed:womennowaboundintheSummerIslands,andthereisnotasnakeanywheretobefound。Therearesometortoisesandagreatmanyfrogsintheirseason,butnootherreptiles。Thefrogsarefabledofanotesodeepandhoarsethatitsvibrationalmostspringstheenvironingminesofdynamite,thoughithasneveryetdoneso;thetortoisesgrowtoagreatsizeandapatriarchalage,andarefondofBostonbrownbreadandbakedbeans,iftheirpreferencesmaybejudgedfromthoseofacolossalspecimeninthecareofanAmericanfamilylivingontheislands。Theobserverwhocontributesthisfacttoscienceisabletoreportthecaseofaparrot—
fish,onthesamepremises,soexactlylikealargebrownandpurplecockatoothat,seeingsuchacockatoolaterondryland,itwaswithasenseofsomethinglikecrueltyinitsexilefromitsnativewaters。
Theangel—fishhethinksnotsomuchlikeangels;theyareofatransparentpurityofsubstance,andacherubicinnocenceofexpression,buttheyterminateintwotails,whichsomehowwillnotlendthemselvestotheresemblance。
Certainlytheangel—fishisnotsowellnamedastheparrot—fish;itmightbetterbecalledtheghostfish,itissolikeamoonbeaminthepoolsithaunts,andofsuchaconvertiblequalitywiththeiridescentvegetablegrowthsaboutit。Allthingshereareofaweirdconvertibilitytothealienperception,andtherichestandrarestfactsofnaturelavishthemselvesinhumbleassociationwiththecommonestandmostfamiliar。Youdrivethroughlongstretchesofwaysidewillows,andrealizeonlynowandthenthatthesewillowsarethickclumpsofoleanders;andthroughthemyoucancatchglimpsesofbanana—orchards,whichlooklikedishevelledpatchesofgiganticcornstalks。ThefieldsofEasterliliesdonotquiteliveuptotheirphotographs;theyarepresentlysufferingfromamysteriousblight,andtheirflowersarenotfrequentenoughtolendthemthatsculpturesqueeffectnearto,whichtheywearasfaroffasNewYork。Thepotato—fields,ontheotherhand,areofatenderdelicacyofcoloringwhichcompensatesforthelilies’
lack,andthepalmsgivenojustcauseforcomplaint,unlessbecausetheyarenotnearlyenoughtocharacterizethelandscape,whichinspiteoftheirpresenceremainssonortherninaspect。Theyweremuchwhippedandtornbyalatehurricane,whichafflictedallthevegetationoftheislands,andsomeoftheroyalpalmswereblowndown。Wheretheseareyetstanding,asfourorfiveofthemareinafamousavenuenowquiteone—sided,theyareofamajestybefittingthatofanykingwhocouldpassbythem:nosovereignexceptPhilipofMacedoninhisleastjudicialmomentscouldpassbetweenthem。
Thecentury—plant,whichheredoesnotrequirepamperingunderglass,butboldlytakesitsplaceoutdoorswiththeothertreesofthegarden,employsmuchlessthanahundredyearstobringitselftobloom。
Itoftenflowerstwiceorthriceinthatspaceoftime,andoughttotakeawaythereproachoftheinhabitantsforawantofindustryandenterprise:acentury—plantatleastcoulddonomoreinanyair,anditmeritspraiseforitsactivityinthebreathoftheselanguorousseas。
Onesuchmustbeinbloomatthisverywriting,inthegardenofahousewhichthisverywritermarkedforhisownonhisfirstdriveashorefromthesteamertothehotel,whenhebestowedinitsdim,unknowninterioroneofthemanymultiplesofhimselfwhicharenowprettywelldispersedamongthepleasantplacesoftheearth。Itfillsthenightwithaheavyheliotropeansweetness,andontheherbbeneath,intheeffulgenceofthewaxingmoon,themultiplewhichhasspirituallyexpropriatedthelegalownersstretchesitselfinaninterminablereverie,andhearsYouthcomelaughingbacktoitonthewaterskissingtheadjacentshore,whereotherwhitehouses(whichalsoitinhabits)bathetheirsnowyunderpinning。
Inthisdreamthemultipledriveshomefromtheballsofeitherhotelwiththeyounggirlsinthelittlevictoriaswhichmustpassitssojourn;
and,beingbutavisionitself,forecaststheshapesofflirtationwhichshallnight—longgildthevisionsoftheirsleepwiththeflashofmilitaryandnavaluniforms。Ofcoursethemultiplehasbeenatthedancetoo(withashadowyheartacheforthedancesoffortyyearsago),andknowsenoughnottoconfusetheuniforms。
III。
Inwhateverwayyouwalk,atwhateverhour,thebirdsaresweetlycallingintheway—sideoleandersandthewildsage—bushesandthecedar—tops。
Theyaremostlycat—birds,quitelikeourown;andbluebirds,butofadeeperbluethanours,andredbirdsofasliquidanote,butnotsovaried,asthatoftheredbirdsofourwoods。Howcametheyallhere,sevenhundredmilesfromanylargerland?Somethink,onthestrongerwingsoftempests,foritisnotwithintheknowledgeofmenthatmenbroughtthem。Mendid,indeed,bringthepestilentsparrowswhichswarmabouttheirhabitationshere,andbeatawaythegentlerandlovelierbirdswithaferocityunknowninthehumanoccupationoftheislands。
Still,thesparrowshavebynomeansconquered,andinthewilderplacesthecatbirdmakescommoncausewiththebluebirdandtheredbird,andholdsitsownagainstthem。Thelittleground—dovesmimicinminiaturetheformandmarkingsandthegaitandmildbehaviorofourturtle—doves,butperhapsnottheirmelancholycooing。Naturehasnowhereanythingprettierthantheseexquisitecreatures,unlessitbethelong—tailedwhitegullswhichsailovertheemeraldshallowsofthelandlockedseas,andtakethegreenupontheirtranslucentbodiesastheytrailtheirmeteoricsplendoragainstthemiddaysky。Fulltwenty—fourinchestheymeasurefromthebeaktothetipofthesinglepenthatprotractsthemafootbeyondtheirrealbulk;butitissaidtheirtempersareshorterthanthey,andtheyattackfiercelyanythingtheysuspectoftoointimateacuriosityconcerningtheirnests。
Theyareprobablytheonlyshort—temperedthingsintheSummerIslands,wheretimeissolongthatifyouloseyourpatienceyoueasilyfinditagain。Sweetness,ifnotlight,seemstobetheprevailinghumanquality,andagoodshareofitbelongstosuchofthenativesasareinnowiselight。Ourpoorbrethrenofadifferentpigmentareinthelargemajority,andtheyhavebeenseventyyearsoutofslavery,withthefullenjoymentofalltheircivilrights,withoutliftingthemselvesfromtheiroldinferiority。Theydothehardwork,intheirowneasyway,andpossiblydonotfindlifetheburdentheymakeitforthewhiteman,whomhere,asinourowncountry,theyloadupwiththeconundrumwhichtheirexistenceinvolvesforhim。Theyarenotverygay,anddonotrisetoajokewiththatflashingeagernesswhichtheyshowforitathome。Ifyouhavethemagainstabackgroundofbanana—stems,orlowpalms,orfeatherycanes,nothingcouldbemoreacceptablycharacteristicoftheairandsky;noraretheyoutofplaceontheboxofthelittlevictorias,wherevisitorsofthemoreinquisitivesexputthemtoconstantquestion。Suchvisitorssparenoislanderofanycolor。Once,intheprettyPublicGardenwhichthemultiplehadclaimedforitsprivateproperty,threeunmercifulAmericanwomensuddenlydescendedfromtheheavensandbegantoquestionthemultiple’sgardener,whowaspeacefullydiggingattherateofaspadefuleveryfiveminutes。Presentlyhesatdownonhiswheelbarrow,andthenshifted,withoutrelief,fromonehandleofittotheother。Thenheroseandbracedhimselfdesperatelyagainstthetool—
house,where,whenhistormentorsdriftedaway,heseemedtothesofteyeofpitypinnedtothewallbytheircruelinterrogations,whosebarbedpointswereburiedinthestuccobehindhim,andwhosefeatheredshaftsstuckouthalfayardbeforehisbreast。
Whetherhewasblackornot,pitycouldnotsee,butprobablyhewas。
Atleastthegarrisonoftheislandsisallblack,beingaJamaicanregimentofthatcolor;andwhenoneofthewarriorscomesdownthewhitestreet,withhisswagger—stickinhishand,andflaminginscarletandgolduponthegroundofhisownblackness,itisasifagiganticoriolewerecomingtowardsyou,oramightytulip。Thesegorgeouscreaturesseemsomuchreadierthanthenativestolaugh,thatyouwishtotestthemwithajoke。Butitmightfail。TheSummerIslandsareaBritishcolony,andthejokedoesnotflourishsoluxuriantly,hereassomeotherthings。
Tobesure,oneofthenativefruitsseemsasortofjokewhenyouhearitfirstnamed,andwhenyouareoffereda’loquat’,ifyouareofafrivolousmindyousearchyourmindfortheconnectionwith’loquor’
whichitseemstointimate。Failinginthis,youtastethefruit,andthen,ifitisnotperfectlyripe,youareasfarfromloquaciousnessasifyouhadbittenagreenpersimmon。Butifitisripe,itisdelicious,andmaybeconsumedindefinitely。Itistheonlynativefruitwhichonecanwishtoeatatall,withanunpractisedpalate,thoughitisclaimedthatwithexperiencearelishmaycomeforthepawpaws。Thesebreakoutinclustersofthesizeoforangesatthetopofathickpole,whichmayhavesomeleavesormaynot,andripenastheyfancyintheindefinitesummer。Theyareofthecolorandflavorofaveryinsipidlittlemuskmelonwhichhasgrowntoonearapatchofsquashes。
Onemaylearntolikethispawpaw,yes,butonemuststudyhard。ItisbestwhenpluckedbyayoungislanderofItalianbloodwhosefatherordershimupthebarepoleinthesunnySundaymorningairtoobligethesignori,andthenwithapawpawineitherhandstandstalkingwiththemaboutthetwobadyearstherehavebeeninBermuda,andtheprobabilityofhisdoingbetterinNuovaYork。Hehasnotimaginedourwinter,however,andheshrinksfromitsboldlypicturedrigors,andletsthesignorigowithasigh,andabunchofpinkandcrimsonroses。
Therosesarehere,buddingandbloominginthequietbewildermentwhichattendstheflowersandplantsfromthetemperatezoneinthislatitude,andwhichinthecaseofthestrawberriesofferedwithcreamandcakeatanotherpublicgardenexpressesitselfinaconfusionofred,ripefruitandwhiteblossomsonthesamestem。Theyareapleasuretothenoseandeyeratherthanthepalate,ashappenswithsomanygrowthsofthetropics,ifindeedtheSummerIslandsaretropical,whichsomeplausiblydeny;thoughwhyshouldnotstrawberries,freshpickedfromtheplantinmid—March,enjoytherighttobeindifferentsweet?
IV。
Whatremains?TheeventsoftheSummerIslandsarefew,andnoneoutoftheorderofathleticsbetweenteamsofthearmyandnavy,andwhatmaybecalledsocietetics,havehappenedinthepastenchantedfortnight。
Butfarbetterthingsthaneventshavehappened:sunshineandrainofsuchlikequalitythatonecouldnotgrumbleateither,andgales,nowfromthesouthandnowfromthenorth,withthelanguoroftheoneandthevigoroftheotherinthem。Thereweredrivesupondrivesthatwerealwaystosomewhere,butwouldhavebeendelightfulthesameiftheyhadbeenmeregoingsandcomings,pastthewhitehousesoverlookinglittlelawnsthroughtheumbrageoftheirpalm—trees。Thelawnsprofessedtobeofgrass,butwerereallymatsofcloselittleherbswhichwerenotgrass;butwhich,wherethesparsecattleweregrazingthem,seemedtosatisfytheirinexactingstomachs。Theyareneververygreen,andinfactthelandscapeoftenhasanairofexhaustionandpausewhichitwearswithusinlateAugust;andwhynot,afterallitsinterminable,innumerablesummers?Everywhereinthegentlehollowswhichthecoralhills(iftheyarecoral)sinkintoarethepatchesofpotatoesandliliesandonionsdrawingtheirgeometricallinesacrossthebrown—red,weedlesssoil;andinveryshelteredspotsarebanana—orchardswhichareneversosnuglyshelteredtherebuttheirbroadleavesarewhippedtoshreds。Thewhiteroadwindsbetweengraywallscrumblinginanamiabledisintegration,butheldtogetheragainstruinbyanetworkofmaidenhairfernsandcreepersofunknownname,andoverhungbytreeswherethecactusclimbsandhangsinspikylinks,orifanothersort,piercesthemwithspearystemsastallandstraightasthestalksoftheneighboringbamboo。Theloquat—treescluster——likequincesinthegardencloses,andshowtheirpalegolden,plum—shapedfruit。
Forthemostparttheroadrunsbystillinlandwaters,butsometimesitclimbstothehighdownsbesidetheopensea,grotesquewithwind—wornandwave—wornrocks,andbeautifulwithopalescentbeaches,andtheblacklegsofthenegrochildrenpaddlinginthetintsoftheprostraterainbow。
Allthisseemsprobableandnaturalenoughatthewriting;buthowwillitbewhenonehasturnedone’sbackuponit?Willitnotlapseintothegrossfableoftravellers,andbeasthethingswhichtheliarswhoswapthemcannotthemselvesbelieve?WhatwillbesaidtoyouwhenyoutellthatintheSummerIslandsonehasbuttosawaholeinhisbackyardandtakeoutahouseofsoft,creamysandstoneandsetitupandgotolivinginit?What,whenyourelatethatamongthenorthernandsouthernevergreenstherearedeciduoustreeswhich,inaclimewherethereisnofallorspring,simplydroptheirleaveswhentheyaretiredofkeepingthemon,andputoutotherswhentheyfeellikeit?What,whenyoupretendthatintheabsenceofserpentstherearecentipedesaspanlong,andspidersthebignessofbats,andmosquitoesthatsweetlysinginthedrowsingear,butbitenot;orthatthereareswampsbutnostreams,andinthemarshesstandmangrove—treeswhosebranchesgrowdownwardintotheooze,asiftheywishedtogetbackintotheearthandpullinafterthemtheholestheyemergedfrom?
Theseevery—dayfactsseemnotonlyincredibletotheliarhimself,evenintheirpresence,butwhenyoubegintheascentofthatsteepslantbacktoNewYorkyouforeseethattheywillbecomeimpossible。AsimpossibleasthesummitoftheslantnowappearstothesensewhichshudderinglyfiguresitaBermudapawpaw—treesevenhundredmileshigh,andfruitingiciclesandsnowballsintheMarchair!
WILDFLOWERSOFTHEASPHALT
LookingthroughMrs。CarolineA。Creevey’scharmingbookontheFlowersofField,Hill,andSwamp,theotherday,Iwasveryforciblyremindedofthenumberofthesepretty,wildinggrowthswhichIhadbeenfindingalltheseasonlongamongthestreetsofasphaltandthesidewalksofartificialstoneinthiscity;andIamquitesurethatanyonewhohasbeenkeptinNewYork,asIhavebeenthisyear,beyondthenaturaltimeofgoingintothecountry,canhaveasrealapleasureinthissylvaninvasionasmine,ifhewillbutgivehimselfuptoasenseofit。
I。
Ofcourseitisaltogethertoolate,now,tolookforanyoftheearlyspringflowers,butIcanrecalltheexquisiteeffectofthetenderbluehepaticafringingthecentrerailofthegrip—cars,allupanddownBroadway,andapparentlyspringingfromthehollowbeneath,wherethecableranwithsuchabrooklikegurglethatanydamp—livingplantmustfinditselfathomethere。Thewater—pimpernelmaynowbeseen,byanysympatheticeye,blowingdelicatelyalongthetrack,inthebreezeofthepassingcabs,andelasticallyliftingitselffromtherushofthecars。
ThereadercaneasilyverifyitbythepictureinMrs。Creevey’sbook。
Heknowsitbyitsothernameofbrookweed;andhewillhavemydelight,Iamsure,inthecardinal—flowerwhichwillbewithusinAugust。Itisashyflower,lovingthemoresequesterednooks,andmaybesoughtalongtheshadystretchesofThirdAvenue,wheretheElevatedRoadoverheadformsashelterasofinterlacingboughs。Thearrow—headlikessuchswampyexpansesastheconvergingsurfaceroadsformatDeadMan’sCurveandthecornersofTwentythirdStreet。Thisisinflowernow,andwillbetillSeptember;andSt。—John’s—wort,whichsomecallthefalsegolden—
rod,isalreadyhere。Youmayfinditinanymoist,lowground,buttheguttersofWallStreet,oreventhebanksoftheStockExchange,arenottoodryforit。Therealgolden—rodisnotmuchinevidencewithus,foritcomesonlywhensummerisonthewane。Theothernight,however,onthepromenadeoftheMadisonSquareRoofGarden,Iwasdelightedtoseeitgrowingallovertheoblongdomeoftheauditorium,inresponsetothecryofahomesickcricketwhichfounditselfinexilethereatthebaseofapottedevergreen。Thislonelyinsecthadnosoonersoundeditswinter—bodingnotethanthefondflowerbegansympatheticallytowaveanddroopalongthosetarryslopes,asIhaveseenitonhowmanyhill—sidepastures!Butthismayhavebeenonlyatransitoryresponsetothecricket,andIcannotpromisethevisitortotheRoofGardenthathewillfindgolden—rodthereeverynight。IbelievethereisalwaysGoldenSeal,butitisthekindthatcomesinbottles,andnotinthegloomof"deep,cool,moistwoods,"whereMrs。Creeveydescribesitasgrowing,alongwithotherwildingsofsuchsweetnamesorquaintasCelandine,andDwarfLarkspur,andSquirrel—corn,andDutchman’sbreeches,andPearlwort,andWood—sorrel,andBishop’s——cap,andWintergreen,andIndian—pipe,andSnowberry,andAdder’s—tongue,andWakerobin,andDragon—root,andAdam—and—Eve,andtwentymore,whichmusthavegottheirnamesfromsomefairyofgenius。Ishouldsayitwasafemalefairyofgeniuswhocalledthemso,andthatshehadherownsexamongmortalsinmindwhensheinventedtheirnomenclature,andwasthinkingoflittlegirls,andslim,prettymaids,andhappyyoungwives。Theauthortellshowtheyalllook,withafinesenseoftheircharminherwords,butonewouldknowhowtheylookedfromtheirnames;andwhenyoucallthemovertheyatoncetransplantthemselvestothedepthsofthedellsbetweenoursky—scrapers,andfindabriefsojourninthecavernousexcavationswhenceothersky—scrapersaretorise。
II。
ThatnightontheRoofGarden,whenthecricket’scryfloweredthedomewithgolden—rod,thetallstemsofryegrowingamongtheorchestraslopedallonewayattimes,justlikethebowsofviolins,inthehalf—dollargalethatalwaysblowsoverthecityatthatheight。ButasoneturnstheleavesofMrs。Creevey’smagicbook—perhapsoneoughttosayturnsitspetals——theforestsandthefieldscomeandmakethemselvesathomeinthecityeverywhere。ByvirtueofitIhavebeenmoreinthecountryinahalf—hourthanifIhadlivedallJunethere。WhenIliftmyeyesfromitspicturesoritsletter—pressmyvisionprintstheeidolonsofwildflowerseverywhere,asitprintstheimageofthesunagainsttheairafterdwellingonhisbrightness。Therose—mallowflauntsalongFifthAvenueandthegoldenthreadsofthedodderembroiderthehousefrontsontheprincipalcrossstreets;andImightthinkattimesthatitwasallmerefancy,ithassomuchthequalityofapleasingillusion。
YetMrs。Creevey’sbookisnotonetolenditselftosuchadeceitbyanyoftheordinaryarts。Itisrathermatteroffactinformandmanner,andlargelyoweswhatmagicithastotheinherentcharmofitssubject。
Onefeelsthisinmerelyglancingattheindex,andreadingsuchtitlesofchaptersas"WetMeadowsandLowGrounds";"DryFields——WastePlaces——
Waysides";"HillsandRockyWoods,OpenWoods";and"Deep,Cool,MoistWoods";eachapoeminitself,lyricorpastoral,andofasurpassingopulenceofsuggestion。Thespringand,summermonthspassinstatelyprocessionalthroughthebook,eachwithherfilletinscribedwiththenamesofhercharacteristicflowersorblossoms,andbrightenedwiththebloomsthemselves。
Theyarepluckedfromwherenaturebadethemgrowinthewildplaces,ortheirownwaywardwillsledthemastray。Asingularlyfascinatingchapteristhatcalled"EscapedfromGardens,"inwhichsomeoftheseprettyrunagatesarecatalogued。IsupposedinmyliberalignorancethattheBouncingBetwastheonlyoneofthese,butIhavelearnedthatthePansyandtheSweetVioletlovetogad,andthattheCaraway,theSnapdragon,thePrince’sFeather,theSummerSavory,theStarofBethlehem,theDay—Lily,andtheTiger—Lily,andeventhesluggishStoneCropareofthevagrant,fragrantcompany。OneisnotsurprisedtomeettheTiger—Lilyinit;thatmustalwayshavehadthejungleinitsheart;
butthattheBaby’sBreathshouldbefoundwanderingbytheroad—sidesfromMassachusettsandVirginiatoOhio,givesoneatenderpangasforalostchild。Perhapsthepoorhumantramps,whosleepinbarnsandfeedatbackdoorsalongthosedustyways,aremindfuloftheBaby’sBreath,andkeepakindlyeyeoutforthelittletruant。
III。
AsIwaswritingthosehomelynamesIfeltagainhowfitandlovelytheywere,howmuchmorefitandlovelythanthescientificnamesoftheflowers。Mrs。Creeveywillmakeabotanistofyouifyouwilllether,andIfancyaverygoodbotanist,thoughIcannotspeakfromexperience,butshewillmakeapoetofyouinspiteofyourself,asIverywellknow;andshewilldothissimplybygivingyoufirstthefamiliarnameoftheflowersshelovestowriteof。IamnotsayingthattheDay—Lilywouldnotsmellassweetbyhertitleof’HemerocallisFulva’,orthatthehomely,heartyBouncingBetwouldnotkissasdeliciouslyinherscholar’scapandgownof’SaponariaOfficinalis’;butmerelythattheircollegedegreesdonotlendthemselvessowillinglytoverse,orevenmelodiousprose,whichiswhatthepoetisoftenafternowadays。SoI
likebesttohailtheflowersbythenamesthatthefairiesgavethem,andthechildrenknowthemby,especiallywhenmylongingforthemmakesthemgrowhereinthecitystreets。IhaveafancythattheywouldallvanishawayifIsalutedtheminbotanicalterms。AslongasItalkofcat—tailrushes,thehomelessgrimalkinsoftheareasandthebackfenceshelpmetoavisionoftheswampsthicklystuddedwiththeirstiffspears;butifIcalledthem’TyphaLatifolia’,oreven’TyphaAngustifolia’,thereisnotthehardiestandfiercestprowleroftheroofandthefire—escapebutwouldflythesoundofmyvoiceandleavemeforlornamidthewitheredfoliageofmydream。Thestreetsparrows,pestiferousandpersistentastheyare,wouldforsakemysylvanpageantifIspokeoftheBird—footVioletasthe’ViolaPedata’;andthecommonestcurwouldrunhowlingifhebeardthegentlePoisonDogwoodmalignedasthe’RhusVenenata’。Theverymilk—canswouldturntotheirnativepumpsindisgustfrommyattempttoinvokeoursimpleAmericanCowslipasthe’DodecatheonMeadia’。
IV
YetIdonotdenythatsuchscientificnomenclaturehasitsuses;andI
shouldbefarfromundervaluingthissideofMrs。Creevey’sbook。Infact,Isecretlyrespectitthemoreforitsbotanicallore,andifeverIgetintothewoodsorfieldsagainImeantogouptosomeofthehumblestflowers,suchasIcanfeelmyselfoneasytermswith,andtellthemwhattheyareinLatin。Ithinkitwillsurprisethem,andIdaresaytheywillsomeofthemlikeit,andwillwanttheirinitialsinscribedontheirleaves,likethosesignatureswhichthemedicinalplantsbear,oraresupposedtobear。ButaslongasIamengagedintheircultureamidthisstoneandironandasphalt,Ifinditbesttoinvitetheirpresencebytheirfamiliarnames,andIhopetheywillnotthinkthemtoofamiliar。Ishouldliketogetthemallnaturalizedhere,sothatthethousandsofpoorcitychildren,whoneversawthemgrowingintheirnativeplaces,mighthavesomenotionofhowbountifullytheworldisequippedwithbeauty,andhowitisgovernedbymanylawswhicharenotenforcedbypolicemen。Ithinkthatwouldinterestthemverymuch,andIshallnotmindtheirpluckingmyBarmecideblossoms,andcarryingthemhomebythearmfuls。Whengood—willcostsnothingweoughttopractiseitevenwiththetramps,andtheseareverywelcome,intheirwanderingsoverthecitypave,toresttheirwearylimbsinanyofmypleachedbowerstheycometo。
ACIRCUSINTHESUBURBS
Wedwellersincitiesandlargetowns,ifwearewell—to—do,havemorethanourfillofpleasuresofallkinds;andfornowmanyyearspastwehavebeenusedtoaformofcircuswheresurfeitisnearlyasgreatmiseryasfamineinthatkindcouldbe。Foroursins,orsomeofourfriends’sins,perhaps,wehavenowgonesolongtocircusesofthreeringsandtworaised—platformsthatwescarcelyrealizethatinthecountrytherearestillcircusesofoneringandnoplatformatall。
Weareaccustomed,inthegrossandfoolish—superfluityofthesecitycircuses,toseenofeatquitethrough,buttoturnourgreedyeyesatthemostimportantinstantinthehopeofgreaterwondersinanotherring。Wehavefourorfiveclowns,inasmanyvarietiesofgrotesquecostume,aswellasaladyclowninbefittingdress;butwehearnoneofthemspeak,noteventheladyclown,whileinthecountrycircustheoldclownofourchildhood,oneandindivisible,makesthesamestyleofjokes,ifnottheverysamejokes,thatweusedtohearthere。Itisnoteasytobelieveallthis,andIdonotknowthatIshouldquitebelieveitmyselfifIhadnotlatelybeenwitnessofitinthesuburbanvillagewhereIwaspassingthesummer。
I。
Thecircusannounceditselfinthegoodoldwayweeksbeforehandbythevastpostersofformerdaysandbyaprofusionofsmallbillswhichfelluponthevillageasfromtheclouds,andleftitlitteredeverywherewiththeirfestivepink。TheyprophesieditinanamebornebythefirstcircusIeversaw,whichwasalsoananimalshow,buttheanimalsmustallhavediedduringthefiftyyearspast,forthereisnownomenagerieattachedtoit。IdidnotknowthiswhenIheardthebandbrayingthroughthestreetsofthevillageonthemorningoftheperformance,andformethemangyoldcamelsandthepimpledelephantsofyoreledtheprocessionthroughaccompanyingranksofboyswhohavemostlybeenintheirgravesforhalfalifetime;thedistractedostrichthrustanadvertisingneckthroughthetopofitscage,andthelionroaredtohimselfinthedarknessofhismovingprison。Ifelttheoldthrillofexcitement,thevainhopeofsomethingpreternaturalandimpossible,andIdonotknowwhatcouldhavekeptmefromthatcircusassoonasIhaddonelunch。Myheartroseatsightofthelargetent(whichwasyetsoverylittleincomparisonwiththetentsofthethree—ringandtwo—
platformcircuses);thealluringandillusorysideshowsoffatwomenandleanmen;thehorsestetheredinthebackgroundandstampingunderthefly—bites;theold,weather—beatengrandchariot,whichlookedliketheghostofthegrandchariotwhichusedtodragmecaptiveinitstriumph;
andthecanvasshelterswherethecookswerealreadyatworkovertheirkettlesontheeveningmealofthecircusfolk。
Iexpectedtobekeptalongwhilefromtheticket—wagonbythecrowd,buttherewasnocrowd,andperhapsthereneverusedtobemuchofacrowd。Iboughtmyadmittanceswithoutamoment’sdelay,andthemanwhosoldmemyreserveseatshadevenleisuretocallmebackandasktolookatthechangehehadgivenme,mostlynickels。"IthoughtIdidn’tgiveyouenough,"hesaid,andheaddedonemore,andsentmeontothedoorkeeperwithmyfaithinhumannatureconfirmedandrefreshed。
Itwascoolenoughoutside,butwithinitwasverywarm,asitshouldbe,togivethemenwithpalm—leaffansandice—coldlemonadeachance。Theywerealreadymakingtheirrounds,andcryingtheirwareswithvoicesfromthetombsofthedeadpast;andthechildoftheyoungmotherwhotookmyseat—ticketfrommewasgoingtosleepatfulllengthonthelowermosttreadofthebenches,sothatIhadtostepacrossitsprostrateform。
Thesereservedseatswerecarpeted;butIhadforgottenhowlittleonerankwasraisedaboveanother,andhowverytryingtheywereuponthebackandlegs。Butforthecarpeting,IcouldnotseehowIwasadvantagedabovethecommonerfolkintheunreservedseats,andI
reflectedhowofteninthisworldwepaidforaninappreciablesplendor。
IcouldnotseebuttheywereaswelloffasI;theyweremuchmoregaylydressed,andsomeofthemwereevensmokingcigars,whiletheywerenearlyallyoungerbyten,twenty,forty,orfiftyyears,andevenmore。
TheydidnotlooklikethecountrypeoplewhomIratherhopedandexpectedtosee,butwereapparentlymyfellow—villagers,indifferentstagesofexcitement。Theymanifestedbytheusualsignstheirimpatiencetohavetheperformancebegin,andIconfessthatIsharedthis,thoughIdidnottakepartinthedemonstration。
II。
Ihavenointentionoffollowingtheeventsseriatim。FronttimetotimeduringtheirprogressIrenewedmyoldone—sidedacquaintancewiththecircus—men。Theywerequitethesamepeople,Ibelieve,butstrangelysoftenedandameliorated,asIhopeIam,andlookingnotadayolder,whichIcannotsayofmyself,exactly。Thesupernumerarieswerepatentlyfarmerboyswhohadenterednewlyuponthatlifeinaspiritofadventure,andwhoworetheirpartialliveries,abraidedcoathereandapairofstripedtrousersthere,withasortoftimorouspride,adeprecatingbravado,asiftheyexpectedtobehootedbythespectatorsandwereverygladwhentheywerenot。Themanwhowentroundwithadogtokeepboysfromhookinginunderthecurtainhadgrowngentler,andhisdogdidnotlookasifhewouldbitetheworstboyintown。Themancameupandaskedtheyoungmotherabouthersleepingchild,andIinferredthatthechildhadbeensick,andwasthereforeunusuallyinterestingtoallthegreat,kind—hearted,simplecircusfamily。Hewasgoodtothepoorsupes,andinstructedthem,notatallsneeringly,howbesttomanagetheguyropesforthenetswhenthetrapezeeventsbegan。
Therewas,infact,anairofpleasingdomesticitydiffusedoverthewholecircus。Thiswas,perhaps,partlyaneffectfromourextremeproximitytoitsperformances;Ihadneverbeenonquitesuchintimatetermswithequitationandaerostationofallkinds;butIthinkitwasalsolargelyfromthegoodheartsofthewholecompany。Acircusmustbecome,duringtheseason,agreatbrotherhoodandsisterhood,especiallysisterhood,anditsmembersmustforgetfinallythattheyarenotunitedbytiesofblood。Idaresaytheyoftenbecomeso,ashusbandsandwivesandfathersandmothers,ifnotasbrothers。
ThedomesticeffectwasheightenedalmostpoignantlywhenayoungladyinaTurkish—towelbath—gowncameoutandstoodclosebytheband,waitingforheractonabarebackedhorseofaconventionalpattern。ShereallylookedlikeayounggoddessinaTurkish—towelbath—gown:goddessesmusthavewornbath—gowns,especiallyVenus,whowasoftenimaginedinthebath,orjustoutofit。Butwhenthisgoddessthrewoffherbath—gown,andcameboundingintotheringasgracefullyastheclogssheworeonherslipperswouldlether,shewasmuchmoremodestlydressedthanmostgoddesses。WhatIamtryingtosay,however,isthat,whileshestoodtherebytheband,shenomoreinterestedthemusiciansthanifsheweretheircollectivesister。Theywereallintheirshirt—sleevesforthesakeofthecoolness,andtheybangedandtrumpetedandflutedawayasindifferenttoherassomanybornbrothers。
Indeed,whenthegyrationsofherhorsebroughthertooursideofthering,shewasvisiblynotsoyouthfulandnotsodivineasshemighthavebeen;butthegirlwhodidthetrapezeacts,anddidthemwonderfully,leftnothingtobedesiredinthatregard;thoughreallyIdonotseewhywewhohaveneitheryouthnorbeautyshouldalwaysexpectitofotherpeople。Ithinkitwouldhavebeenquiteenoughforhertodothetrapezeactssoperfectly;butherbeingsoprettycertainlyaddedapoignancytothecontemplationofherperils。Onecouldfolloweverymotionofheranxietyinthatcloseproximity:thetremorofherchinasshebitherlipsbeforetakingherflightthroughtheair,thestrainingeagernessofhereyeasshemeasuredthedistance,thefrownwithwhichsheforbadeherselfanyshrinkingorreluctance。
III。
Howstrangeislife,howsadandperplexingitscontradictions!Whyshouldsuchanexhibitionasthatbesupposedtogivepleasure?Perhapsitdoesnotgivepleasure,butisonlyanecessaryfulfilmentofoneofthemanydelusionsweareinwithregardtoeachotherinthisbewilderingworld。Theyareofallsortsanddegrees,thesedelusions,andIsupposethatinthelastanalysisitwasnotpleasureIgotfromtheclownandhisclowning,clownedheeversomerrily。IrememberthatIlikedhearinghisoldjokes,notbecausetheywerejokes,butbecausetheywereoldandendearedbylongassociation。HesangonesongwhichI
musthaveheardhimsingatmyfirstcircus(Iamsureitwashe),about"ThingsthatIdon’tliketosee,"andIheartilyagreedwithhimthathisbookofsongs,whichhesentroundtobesold,wasfullyworththehalf—dimeaskedforit,thoughIdidnotbuyit。
Perhapstherivalauthorinmewithheldme,but,asabrotherman,IwillnotallowthatIdidnotfeelforhimandsufferwithhimbecauseofthethick,whitepigmentwhichplentifullycoatedhisface,and,withthesweatdropsuponit,mademethinkofanewlypaintedwallintherain。
Hewasinfinitelyolderthanhispersonality,thanhisoldestjoke(thoughyounevercanbesurehowoldajokeis),and,representatively,Idaresayheoutdatedthepyramids。Theymusthavemadeclownswhitentheirfacesinthedawnoftime,andnodoubtthereweredrollsamongtheantediluvianswhoenhancedtheeffectoftheirfunbythatmeans。Allthesame,Ipitiedthisclownforit,andIfanciedinhiswildestwaggerythenoteofarealirascibility。ShallIsaythatheseemedtheonlymemberofthatlittlecircuswhowasnotofanamiabletemper?ButIdonotblamehim,andIthinkitmuchtohaveseenaclownoncemorewhojestedaudiblywiththeringmasterandalwaysgotthebetterofhiminrepartee。ItwaslongsinceIhadknownthatpleasure。
IV。
ThroughouttheperformanceatthiscircusIwastroubledbyacuriousquestion,whetheritwerereallyofthesamemoralandmaterialgrandeurasthecircusesitbroughttomemory,orwhetherthesewerethinandslight,too。Weallknowhowtheplacesofourchildhood,theheights,thedistances,shrinkanddwindlewhenwegobacktothem,andwasitpossiblethatIhadbeendeceivedinthesplendorofmyearlycircuses?
Thedoubtwaspainful,butIwasforcedtoownthattheremightbemoretruthinitthaninablindfealtytotheirrememberedmagnificence。
Verylikelycircuseshavegrownnotonlyinsize,butintherichnessandvarietyoftheirentertainments,andIwasspoiledforthesimplejoysofthis。ButIcouldseenoreflectionofmydissatisfactionontheyoungfacesaroundme,andImustconfessthattherewasatleastsomuchofthecircusthatIleftwhenitwashalfover。Imeanttogointotheside—showsandseethefatwomanandthelivingskeleton,andtakethegiantbythehandandthearmlessmanbyhisfriendlyfoot,ifImightbesohonored。ButIdidnoneofthesethings,andIamwillingtobelievethefaultwasinme,ifIwasdisappointedinthecircus。ItwasIwhohadshrunkanddwindled,andnotit。Torealboysitwasstillthesizeofthefirmament,andwasaworldofwondersanddelights。AtleastI
canrecognizethisfactnow,andcanrejoiceinthepeacefulprogressalloverthecountryofthesimplecircuseswhichthetownsneversee,butwhichhelptorenderthesummerfairerandbrightertotheunspoiledeyesandheartstheyappealto。Ihopeitwillbelongbeforetheyceasetofindprofitinthepleasuretheygive。
ASHEHAMLET
TheothernightasIsatbeforethecurtainoftheGardenTheatreandwaitedforittoriseupontheHamletofMme。Bernhardt,athrilloftherichexpectationwhichcannotfailtoprecedetheriseofanycurtainuponanyHamletpassedthroughmyeagerframe。Thereis,indeed,nosceneofdramawhichisofafinerhorror(eighteenth—centuryhorror)
thanthatwhichopensthegreattragedy。ThesentrypacingupanddownupontheplatformatElsinoreunderthewinternight;thegreetingbetweenhimandthecomradearrivingtorelievehim,withitshintsofthebittercold;theentranceofHoratioandMarcellustothesebeforetheycanpart;thementionoftheghost,and,whilethesoldiersareintheactofprotestingitaveridicalphantom,theapparitionoftheghost,takingthewordfromtheirlipsandhushingallintoapulselessawe:whatcouldbemoresimplyandsublimelyreal,morenaturallysupernatural?Whatpromiseofhighmysticalthingstocomethereisinthemeresyllablingofthenobleverse,andhowitenlargesusfromourselves,forthattimeatleast,toadisembodiedunitywiththetroubledsoulwhosemartyryseemsforebodedinthesolemnaccents!