"Itmustbedeucedlypleasantforaplain,inanimategirllikethattohaveabeautifulyoungfellowcomeandsitdownbesideher,andwhispertoherthatheisherslave-ifthatiswhatthisonewhispers。Nowondershelikesit,andthatshethinksmeacrueltyrant,whichofcourseshedoes,thoughsheisafraid-shehasn'ttheanimationnecessary-toadmitittoherself。PooroldCatherine!"
musedthedoctor,"IverilybelievesheiscapableofdefendingmewhenTownsendabusesme!"
Andtheforceofthisreflection,forthemoment,wassuchinmakinghimfeelthenaturaloppositionbetweenhispointofviewandthatofaninfatuatedchild,thathesaidtohimselfthathewasperhapsafteralltakingthingstoohard,andcryingoutbeforehewashurt。
HemustnotcondemnMorrisTownsendunheard。Hehadagreataversiontotakingthingstoohard;hethoughtthathalfthediscomfortandmanyofthedisappointmentsoflifecomefromit;andforaninstantheaskedhimselfwhether,possibly,hedidnotappearridiculoustothisintelligentyoungman,whoseprivateperceptionofincongruitieshesuspectedofbeingkeen。AttheendofaquarterofanhourCatherinehadgotridofhim,andTownsendwasnowstandingbeforethefireplaceinconversationwithMrs。Almond。
"Wewilltryhimagain,"saidthedoctor。Andhecrossedtheroomandjoinedhissisterandhercompanion,makingherasignthatsheshouldleavetheyoungmantohim。Shepresentlydidso,whileMorrislookedathim,smiling,withoutasignofevasivenessinhisaffableeye。
"He'samazinglyconceited!"thoughtthedoctor;andthenhesaid,aloud,"Iamtoldyouarelookingoutforaposition。"
"Oh,apositionismorethanIshouldpresumetocallit,"MorrisTownsendanswered。"Thatsoundssofine。Ishouldlikesomequietwork-somethingtoturnanhonestpenny。"
"Whatsortofthingshouldyouprefer?"
"DoyoumeanwhatamIfitfor?Verylittle,Iamafraid。Ihavenothingbutmygoodrightarm,astheysayinthemelodramas。"
"Youaretoomodest,"saidthedoctor。"Inadditiontoyourgoodrightarmyouhaveyoursubtlebrain。IknownothingofyoubutwhatI
see;butIseebyyourphysiognomythatyouareextremelyintelligent。"
"Ah,"Townsendmurmured,"Idon'tknowwhattoanswerwhenyousaythat。Youadviseme,then,nottodespair?"
Andhelookedathisinterlocutorasifthequestionmighthaveadoublemeaning。Thedoctorcaughtthelookandweigheditamomentbeforehereplied。"Ishouldbeverysorrytoadmitthatarobustandwell-disposedyoungmanneedeverdespair。Ifhedoesn'tsucceedinonething,hecantryanother。Only,Ishouldadd,heshouldchoosehislinewithdiscretion。"
"Ah,yes,withdiscretion,"MorrisTownsendrepeated,sympathetically。"Well,Ihavebeenindiscreet,formerly;butI
thinkIhavegotoverit。Iamverysteadynow。"Andhestoodamoment,lookingdownathisremarkablyneatshoes。Thenatlast,"Wereyoukindlyintendingtoproposesomethingformyadvantage?"heinquired,lookingupandsmiling。
momenthereflectedthathehimselfhad,afterall,touchedfirstuponthisdelicatepoint,andthathiswordsmighthavebeenconstruedasanofferofassistance。"Ihavenoparticularproposaltomake,"hepresentlysaid,"butitoccurredtometoletyouknowthatIhaveyouinmymind。Sometimesonehearsofopportunities。Forinstance,shouldyouobjecttoleavingNewYork-togoingtoadistance?"
"IamafraidIshouldn'tbeabletomanagethat。Imustseekmyfortunehereornowhere。Yousee,"addedMorrisTownsend,"Ihaveties-Ihaveresponsibilitieshere。Ihaveasister,awidow,fromwhomIhavebeenseparatedforalongtime,andtowhomIamalmosteverything。Ishouldn'tliketosaytoherthatImustleaveher。
Sheratherdependsuponme,yousee。"
"Ah,that'sveryproper;familyfeelingisveryproper,"saidDoctorSloper。"Ioftenthinkthereisnotenoughofitinourcity。I
thinkIhaveheardofyoursister。"
"Itispossible,butIratherdoubtit;shelivessoveryquietly。"
"Asquietly,youmean,"thedoctorwenton,withashortlaugh,"asaladymaydowhohasseveralyoungchildren。"
"Ah,mylittlenephewsandnieces-that'stheverypoint!Iamhelpingtobringthemup,"saidMorrisTownsend。"Iamakindofamateurtutor;Igivethemlessons。"
"That'sveryproper,asIsay;butitishardlyacareer。"
"Itwon'tmakemyfortune,"theyoungmanconfessed。
"Youmustnotbetoomuchbentonafortune,"saidthedoctor。
"ButIassureyouIwillkeepyouinmind;Iwon'tlosesightofyou。"
"IfmysituationbecomesdesperateIshallperhapstakethelibertyofremindingyou,"Morrisrejoined,raisinghisvoicealittle,withabrightersmile,ashisinterlocutorturnedaway。
BeforeheleftthehousethedoctorhadafewwordswithMrs。
Almond。
"Ishouldliketoseehissister,"hesaid。"Whatdoyoucallher-
Mrs。Montgomery?Ishouldliketohavealittletalkwithher。"
"Iwilltryandmanageit,"Mrs。Almondresponded。"Iwilltakethefirstopportunityofinvitingher,andyoushallcomeandmeether;unless,indeed,"Mrs。Almondadded,"Shefirsttakesitintoherheadtobesickandtosendforyou。"
"Ahno,notthat;shemusthavetroubleenoughwithoutthat。Butitwouldhaveitsadvantages,forthenIshouldseethechildren。I
shouldlikeverymuchtoseethechildren。"
"Youareverythorough。Doyouwanttocatechizethemabouttheiruncle?"
"Precisely。Theiruncletellsmehehaschargeoftheireducation,thathesavestheirmothertheexpenseofschoolbills。Ishouldliketoaskthemafewquestionsinthecommonerbranches。"
"Hecertainlyhasnotthecutofaschoolmaster,"Mrs。Almondsaidtoherselfashorttimeafterward,asshesawMorrisTownsendinacornerbendingoverherniece,whowasseated。
Andtherewas,indeed,nothingintheyoungman'sdiscourseatthismomentthatsavoredofthepedagogue。
"Willyoumeetmesomewheretomorrowornextday?"hesaid,inalowtone,toCatherine。
"Meetyou?"sheasked,liftingherfrightenedeyes。
"Ihavesomethingparticulartosaytoyou-veryparticular。"
"Can'tyoucometothehouse?Can'tyousayitthere?"
Townsendshookhisheadgloomily。"Ican'tenteryourdoorsagain。"
"Oh,Mr。Townsend!"murmuredCatherine。Shetrembledasshewonderedwhathadhappened-whetherherfatherhadforbiddenit。
"Ican't,inself-respect,"saidtheyoungman。"Yourfatherhasinsultedme。"
"Insultedyou!"
"Hehastauntedmewithmypoverty。"
"Oh,youaremistaken-youmisunderstoodhim!"Catherinespokewithenergy,gettingupfromherchair。
"PerhapsIamtooproud-toosensitive。Butwouldyouhavemeotherwise?"heasked,tenderly。
"Wheremyfatherisconcerned,youmustnotbesure。Heisfullofgoodness,"saidCatherine。
"Helaughedatmeforhavingnoposition。Itookitquietly;butonlybecausehebelongstoyou。"
"Idon'tknow,"saidCatherine,"Idon'tknowwhathethinks。Iamsurehemeanstobekind。Youmustnotbetooproud。"
"Iwillbeproudonlyofyou,"Morrisanswered。"WillyoumeetmeintheSquareintheafternoon?"
AgreatblushonCatherine'sparthadbeentheanswertothedeclarationIhavejustquoted。Sheturnedaway,heedlessofhisquestion。
"Willyoumeetme?"herepeated。"Itisveryquietthere-nooneneedseeus-towarddusk。"
"Itisyouwhoareunkind,itisyouwholaugh,whenyousaysuchthingsasthat。"
"Mydeargirl!"theyoungmanmurmured。
"Youknowhowlittlethereisinmetobeproudof。Iamuglyandstupid。"
Morrisgreetedthisremarkwithanardentmurmur,inwhichsherecognizednothingarticulatebutanassurancethatshewashisowndearest。
Butshewenton。"Iamnoteven-Iamnoteven-"Andshepausedamoment。
"Youarenotwhat?"
"Iamnotevenbrave。"
"Ah,then,ifyouareafraid,whatshallwedo?"
Shehesitatedawhile;thenatlast,"Youmustcometothehouse,"
shesaid。"Iamnotafraidofthat。"
"IwouldratheritwereintheSquare,"theyoungmanurged。"Youknowhowemptyitis,often。Noonewillseeus。"
"Idon'tcarewhoseesus。Butleavemenow。"
Heleftherresignedly;hehadgotwhathewanted。Fortunatelyhewasignorantthathalfanhourlater,goinghomewithherfather,andfeelinghimnear,thepoorgirl,inspiteofhersuddendeclarationofcourage,begantotrembleagain。Herfathersaidnothing;butshehadanideahiseyeswerefixeduponherinthedarkness。Mrs。Pennimanalsowassilent;MorrisTownsendhadtoldherthatherniecepreferred,unromantically,aninterviewinachintz-coveredparlortoasentimentaltrystbesideafountainsheetedwithdeadleaves,andshewaslostinwondermentattheoddity-almosttheperversity-ofthechoice。
CHAPTER10。
CATHERINEreceivedtheyoungmanthenextdayonthegroundshehadchosen-amidstthechasteupholsteryofaNewYorkdrawingroomfurnishedinthefashionoffiftyyearsago。Morrishadswallowedhispride,andmadetheeffortnecessarytocrossthethresholdofhertooderisiveparent-anactofmagnanimitywhichcouldnotfailtorenderhimdoublyinteresting。
"Wemustsettlesomething-wemusttakealine,"hedeclared,passinghishandthroughhishairandgivingaglanceatthelong,narrowmirrorwhichadornedthespacebetweenthetwowindows,andwhichhadatitsbasealittlegildedbracketcoveredbyathinslabofwhitemarble,supportinginitsturnabackgammonboardfoldedtogetherintheshapeoftwovolumes-twoshiningfoliosinscribed,ingreenish-giltletters,HistoryofEngland。IfMorrishadbeenpleasedtodescribethemasterofthehouseasaheartlessscoffer,itisbecausehethoughthimtoomuchonhisguard,andthiswastheeasiestwaytoexpresshisowndissatisfaction-adissatisfactionwhichhehadmadeapointofconcealingfromthedoctor。Itwillprobablyseemtothereader,however,thatthedoctor'svigilancewasbynomeansexcessive,andthatthesetwoyoungpeoplehadanopenfield。Theirintimacywasnowconsiderable,anditmayappearthat,forashrinkingandretiringperson,ourheroinehadbeenliberalofherfavors。Theyoungman,withinafewdays,hadmadeherlistentothingsforwhichshehadnotsupposedthatshewasprepared;havingalivelyforebodingofdifficulties,heproceededtogainasmuchgroundaspossibleinthepresent。Herememberedthatfortunefavorsthebrave,andevenifhehadforgottenit,Mrs。Pennimanwouldhaveremembereditforhim。Mrs。Pennimandelightedofallthingsinadrama,andsheflatteredherselfthatadramawouldnowbeenacted。
Combiningasshedidthezealoftheprompterwiththeimpatienceofthespectator,shehadlongsincedoneherutmosttopullupthecurtain。She,too,expectedtofigureintheperformance-tobetheconfidante,thechorus,tospeaktheepilogue。Itmayevenbesaidthatthereweretimeswhenshelostsightaltogetherofthemodestheroineoftheplayinthecontemplationofcertaingreatsceneswhichwouldnaturallyoccurbetweentheheroandherself。
WhatMorrishadtoldCatherineatlastwassimplythathelovedher,orratheradoredher。Virtually,hehadmadeknownasmuchalready-
hisvisitshadbeenaseriesofeloquentintimationsofit。Butnowhehadaffirmeditinlover'svows,and,asamemorablesignofit,hehadpassedhisarmroundthegirl'swaistandtakenakiss。ThishappycertitudehadcomesoonerthanCatherineexpected,andshehadregardedit,verynaturally,asapricelesstreasure。Itmayevenbedoubtedwhethershehadeverdefinitelyexpectedtopossessit;shehadnotbeenwaitingforit,andshehadneversaidtoherselfthatatagivenmomentitmustcome。AsIhavetriedtoexplain,shewasnoteagerandexacting;shetookwhatwasgivenherfromdaytoday;andifthedelightfulcustomofherlover'svisits,whichyieldedherahappinessinwhichconfidenceandtimiditywerestrangelyblended,hadsuddenlycometoanend,shewouldnotonlynothavespokenofherselfasoneoftheforsaken,butshewouldnothavethoughtofherselfasoneofthedisappointed。AfterMorrishadkissedher,thelasttimehewaswithher,asaripeassuranceofhisdevotion,shebeggedhimtogoaway,toleaveheralone,toletherthink。Morriswentaway,takinganotherkissfirst。ButCatherine'smeditationshadlackedacertaincoherence。Shefelthiskissesonherlipsandonhercheeksforalongtimeafterward;thesensationwasratheranobstaclethananaidtoreflection。Shewouldhavelikedtoseehersituationallclearlybeforeher,tomakeuphermindwhatsheshoulddoif,asshefeared,herfathershouldtellherthathedisapprovedofMorrisTownsend。Butallthatshecouldseewithanyvividnesswasthatitwasterriblystrangethatanyoneshoulddisapproveofhim;thattheremustinthatcasebesomemistake,somemystery,whichinalittlewhilewouldbesetatrest。Sheputoffdecidingandchoosing;beforethevisionofaconflictwithherfathershedroppedhereyesandsatmotionless,holdingherbreathandwaiting。
Itmadeherheartbeat;itwasintenselypainful。WhenMorriskissedherandsaidthesethings-thatalsomadeherheartbeat;butthiswasworse,anditfrightenedher。Nevertheless,today,whentheyoungmanspokeofsettlingsomething,takingaline,shefeltthatitwasthetruth,andsheansweredverysimplyandwithouthesitating。
"Wemustdoourduty,"shesaid。"Wemustspeaktomyfather。Iwilldoittonight;youmustdoittomorrow。"
"Itisverygoodofyoutodoitfirst,"Morrisanswered。"Theyoungman-thehappylover-generallydoesthat。Butjustasyouplease。"
ItpleasedCatherinetothinkthatsheshouldbebraveforhissake,andinhersatisfactionsheevengavealittlesmile。"Womenhavemoretact,"shesaid。"Theyoughttodoitfirst。Theyaremoreconciliating;theycanpersuadebetter。"
"Youwillneedallyourpowersofpersuasion。But,afterall,"
Morrisadded,"youareirresistible。"
"Pleasedon'tspeakthatway-andpromisemethis:Tomorrow,whenyoutalkwithFather,youwillbeverygentleandrespectful。"
"Asmuchsoaspossible,"Morrispromised。"Itwon'tbemuchuse,butIshalltry。Icertainlywouldratherhaveyoueasilythanhavetofightforyou。"
"Don'ttalkaboutfighting;weshallnotfight。"
"Ah,wemustbeprepared,"Morrisrejoined,"youespecially,becauseforyouitmustcomehardest。Doyouknowthefirstthingyourfatherwillsaytoyou?"
"No,Morris;pleasetellme。"
"HewilltellyouIammercenary。"
"Mercenary!"
"It'sabigword,butitmeansalowthing。ItmeansthatIamafteryourmoney。"
"Oh!"murmuredCatherine,softly。
TheexclamationwassodeprecatingandtouchingthatMorrisindulgedinanotherlittledemonstrationofaffection。"Buthewillbesuretosayit,"headded。
"Itwillbeeasytobepreparedforthat,"Catherinesaid。"I
shallsimplysaythatheismistaken-thatothermenmaybethatway,butthatyouarenot。"
"Youmustmakeagreatpointofthat,foritwillbehisowngreatpoint。"
Catherinelookedatherloveraminute,andthenshesaid,"I
shallpersuadehim。ButIamgladweshallberich,"sheadded。
Morristurnedaway,lookingintothecrownofhishat。"No,it'samisfortune,"hesaidatlast。"Itisfromthatourdifficultywillcome。"
"Well,ifitistheworstmisfortune,wearenotsounhappy。Manypeoplewouldnotthinkitsobad。Iwillpersuadehim,andafterthatweshallbeverygladwehavemoney。"
MorrisTownsendlistenedtothisrobustlogicinsilence。"Iwillleavemydefensetoyou;it'sachargethatamanhastostooptodefendhimselffrom。"
Catherineonhersidewassilentforawhile;shewaslookingathimwhilehelooked,withagooddealoffixedness,outofthewindow。
"Morris,"shesaid,abruptly,"areyouverysureyouloveme?"
Heturnedround,andinamomenthewasbendingoverher。"Myowndearest,canyoudoubtit?"
"Ihaveonlyknownitfivedays,"shesaid,"butnowitseemstomeasifIcouldneverdowithoutit。"
"Youwillneverbecalledupontotry。"Andhegavealittletender,reassuringlaugh。Then,inamoment,headded,"Thereissomethingyoumusttellme,too。"Shehadclosedhereyesafterthelastwordssheuttered,andkeptthemclosed;andatthisshenoddedherhead,withoutopeningthem。"Youmusttellme,"hewenton,"thatifyourfatherisdeadagainstme,ifheabsolutelyforbidsourmarriage,youwillstillbefaithful。"
Catherineopenedhereyes,gazingathim,andshecouldgivenobetterpromisethanwhathereadthere。
"Youwillcleavetome?"saidMorris。"Youknowyouareyourownmistress-youareofage。"
"Ah,Morris!"shemurmured,forallanswer;orrathernotforall,forsheputherhandintohisown。Hekeptitawhile,andpresentlyhekissedheragain。Thisisallthatneedberecordedoftheirconversation;butMrs。Penniman,ifshehadbeenpresent,wouldprobablyhaveadmittedthatitwasaswellithadnottakenplacebesidethefountaininWashingtonSquare。
CHAPTER11。
CATHERINElistenedforherfatherwhenhecameinthatevening,andsheheardhimgotohisstudy。Shesatquiet,thoughherheartwasbeatingfast,fornearlyhalfanhour;thenshewentandknockedathisdoor-aceremonywithoutwhichshenevercrossedthethresholdofthisapartment。Onenteringitnow,shefoundhiminhischairbesidethefire,entertaininghimselfwithacigarandtheeveningpaper。
"Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou,"shebeganverygently;andshesatdowninthefirstplacethatoffered。
"Ishallbeveryhappytohearit,mydear,"saidherfather。Hewaited-waited,lookingather-whileshestared,inalongsilence,atthefire。Hewascuriousandimpatient,forhewassureshewasgoingtospeakofMorrisTownsend;buthelethertakeherowntime,forhewasdeterminedtobeverymild。
"Iamengagedtobemarried!"Catherineannouncedatlast,stillstaringatthefire。
Thedoctorwasstartled;theaccomplishedfactwasmorethanhehadexpected;buthebetrayednosurprise。"Youdorighttotellme,"hesimplysaid。"Andwhoisthehappymortalwhomyouhavehonoredwithyourchoice?"
"Mr。MorrisTownsend。"Andasshepronouncedherlover'snameCatherinelookedathim。Whatshesawwasherfather'sstillgrayeyeandhisclear-cut,definitesmile。Shecontemplatedtheseobjectsforamoment,andthenshelookedbackatthefire;itwasmuchwarmer。
"Whenwasthisarrangementmade?"thedoctorasked。
"Thisafternoon-twohoursago。"
"WasMr。Townsendhere?"
"Yes,Father;inthefrontparlor。"Shewasverygladthatshewasnotobligedtotellhimthattheceremonyoftheirbetrothalhadtakenplaceoutthereunderthebareailanthustrees。
"Isitserious?"saidthedoctor。
"Veryserious,Father。"
Herfatherwassilentamoment。"Mr。Townsendoughttohavetoldme。"
"Hemeanstotellyoutomorrow。"
"AfterIknowallaboutitfromyou?Heoughttohavetoldmebefore。DoeshethinkIdidn'tcare,becauseIleftyousomuchliberty?"
"Ohno,"saidCatherine,"heknewyouwouldcare。Andwehavebeensomuchobligedtoyoufor-fortheliberty。"
Thedoctorgaveashortlaugh。"Youmighthavemadeabetteruseofit,Catherine。"
"Pleasedon'tsaythat,Father!"thegirlurged,softly,fixingherdullandgentleeyesuponhim。
Hepuffedhiscigarawhile,meditatively。"Youhavegoneveryfast,"
hesaid,atlast。
"Yes,"Catherineanswered,simply,"Ithinkwehave。"
Herfatherglancedatheraninstant,removinghiseyesfromthefire。"Idon'twonderMr。Townsendlikesyou;youaresosimpleandsogood。"
"Idon'tknowwhyitis;buthedoeslikeme。Iamsureofthat。"
"AndareyouveryfondofMr。Townsend?"
"Ilikehimverymuch,ofcourse,orIshouldn'tconsenttomarryhim。"
"Butyouhaveknownhimaveryshorttime,mydear。"
"Oh,"saidCatherine,withsomeeagerness,"itdoesn'ttakelongtolikeaperson-whenonceyoubegin。"
"Youmusthavebegunveryquickly。Wasitthefirsttimeyousawhim-thatnightatyouraunt'sparty?"
"Idon'tknow,Father,"thegirlanswered。"Ican'ttellyouaboutthat。"
"Ofcourse;that'syourownaffair。YouwillhaveobservedthatI
haveactedonthatprinciple。Ihavenotinterfered;Ihaveleftyouyourliberty;Ihaverememberedthatyouarenolongeralittlegirl-thatyouhavearrivedatyearsofdiscretion。"
"Ifeelveryold-andverywise,"saidCatherine,smilingfaintly。
"Iamafraidthatbeforelongyouwillfeelolderandwiseryet。I
don'tlikeyourengagement。"
"Ah!"Catherineexclaimed,softly,gettingupfromherchair。
"No,mydear。Iamsorrytogiveyoupain;butIdon'tlikeit。
Youshouldhaveconsultedmebeforeyousettledit。Ihavebeentooeasywithyou,andIfeelasifyouhadtakenadvantageofmyindulgence。Mostdecidedlyyoushouldhavespokentomefirst。"
Catherinehesitatedamoment,andthen,"ItwasbecauseIwasafraidyouwouldn'tlikeit,"sheconfessed。
"Ah,thereitis!Youhadabadconscience。"
"No,Ihavenotabadconscience,Father!"thegirlcriedout,withconsiderableenergy。"Pleasedon'taccusemeofanythingsodreadful!"Thesewords,infact,representedtoherimaginationsomethingveryterribleindeed,somethingbaseandcruel,whichsheassociatedwithmalefactorsandprisoners。"ItwasbecauseIwasafraid-afraid-"shewenton。
"Ifyouwereafraid,itwasbecauseyouhadbeenfoolish。"
"Iwasafraidyoudidn'tlikeMr。Townsend。"
"Youwerequiteright。Idon'tlikehim。"
"DearFather,youdon'tknowhim,"saidCatherine,inavoicesotimidlyargumentativethatitmighthavetouchedhim。
"Verytrue;Idon'tknowhimintimately。ButIknowhimenough;I
havemyimpressionofhim。Youdon'tknowhimeither。"
Shestoodbeforethefirewithherhandslightlyclaspedinfrontofher;andherfather,leaningbackinhischairandlookingupather,madethisremarkwithaplaciditythatmighthavebeenirritating。
Idoubt,however,whetherCatherinewasirritated,thoughshebrokeintoavehementprotest。"Idon'tknowhim?"shecried。"Why,Iknowhim-betterthanIhaveeverknownanyone!"
"Youknowapartofhim-whathehaschosentoshowyou。Butyoudon'tknowtherest。"
"Therest?Whatistherest?"
"Whateveritmaybe,thereissuretobeplentyofit。"
"Iknowwhatyoumean,"saidCatherine,rememberinghowMorrishadforewarnedher。"Youmeanthatheismercenary。"
Herfatherlookedupatherstill,withhiscold,quiet,reasonableeye。"IfImeantit,mydear,Ishouldsayit!ButthereisanerrorIwishparticularlytoavoid-thatofrenderingMr。
Townsendmoreinterestingtoyoubysayinghardthingsabouthim。"
"Iwon'tthinkthemhardiftheyaretrue,"saidCatherine。
"Ifyoudon't,youwillbearemarkablysensibleyoungwoman!"
"Theywillbeyourreasons,atanyrate,andyouwillwantmetohearyourreasons。"
Thedoctorsmiledalittle。"Verytrue。Youhaveaperfectrighttoaskforthem。"Andhepuffedhiscigarafewmoments。"Verywell,then;withoutaccusingMr。Townsendofbeinginloveonlywithyourfortune-andwiththefortunethatyoujustlyexpect-Iwillsaythatthereiseveryreasontosupposethatthesegoodthingshaveenteredintohiscalculationmorelargelythanatendersolicitudeforyourhappinessstrictlyrequires。Thereis,ofcourse,nothingimpossibleinanintelligentyoungmanentertainingadisinterestedaffectionforyou。Youareanhonest,amiablegirl,andanintelligentyoungmanmighteasilyfinditout。Buttheprincipalthingthatweknowaboutthisyoungman-whois,indeed,veryintelligent-leadsustosupposethat,howevermuchhemayvalueyourpersonalmerits,hevaluesyourmoneymore。Theprincipalthingweknowabouthimisthathehasledalifeofdissipation,andhasspentafortuneofhisownindoingso。Thatisenoughforme,mydear。Iwishyoutomarryayoungmanwithotherantecedents-ayoungmanwhocouldgivepositiveguarantees。IfMorrisTownsendhasspenthisownfortuneinamusinghimself,thereiseveryreasontobelievethathewouldspendyours。"
Thedoctordeliveredhimselfoftheseremarksslowly,deliberately,withoccasionalpausesandprolongationsofaccent,whichmadenogreatallowanceforpoorCatherine'ssuspenseastohisconclusion。Shesatdownatlast,withherheadbentandhereyesstillfixeduponhim;andstrangelyenough-Ihardlyknowhowtotellit-evenwhileshefeltthatwhathesaidwentsoterriblyagainsther,sheadmiredhisneatnessandnoblenessofexpression。
Therewassomethinghopelessandoppressiveinhavingtoarguewithherfather;butshetoo,onherside,musttrytobeclear。Hewassoquiet;hewasnotatallangry;andshe,too,mustbequiet。Butherveryefforttobequietmadehertremble。
"Thatisnottheprincipalthingweknowabouthim,"shesaid;andtherewasatouchofhertremorinhervoice。"Thereareotherthings-
manyotherthings。Hehasveryhighabilities-hewantssomuchtodosomething。Heiskind,andgenerous,andtrue,"saidpoorCatherine,whohadnotsuspectedhithertotheresourcesofhereloquence。"Andhisfortune-hisfortunethathespent-wasverysmall。"
"Allthemorereasonheshouldn'thavespentit,"criedthedoctor,gettingupwithalaugh。Then,asCatherine,whohadalsorisentoherfeetagain,stoodthereinherratherangularearnestness,wishingsomuchandexpressingsolittle,hedrewhertowardhimandkissedher。"Youwon'tthinkmecruel?"hesaid,holdingheramoment。
Thisquestionwasnotreassuring;itseemedtoCatherine,onthecontrary,tosuggestpossibilitieswhichmadeherfeelsick。Butsheansweredcoherentlyenough,"No,dearFather;becauseifyouknewhowIfeel-andyoumustknow,youknoweverything-youwouldbesokind,sogentle。"
"Yes,IthinkIknowhowyoufeel,"thedoctorsaid。"Iwillbeverykind-besureofthat。AndIwillseeMr。Townsendtomorrow。
Meanwhile,andforthepresent,besogoodastomentiontonoonethatyouareengaged。"
CHAPTER12。
ONTHEMORROW,intheafternoon,hestayedathome,awaitingMr。
Townsend'scall-aproceedingbywhichitappearedtohim(justlyperhaps,forhewasaverybusyman)thathepaidCatherine'ssuitorgreathonor,andgaveboththeseyoungpeoplesomuchthelesstocomplainof。Morrispresentedhimselfwithacountenancesufficientlyserene-heappearedtohaveforgottenthe"insult"forwhichhehadsolicitedCatherine'ssympathytwoeveningsbefore-andDoctorSloperlostnotimeinlettinghimknowthathehadbeenpreparedforhisvisit。
"Catherinetoldmeyesterdaywhathasbeengoingonbetweenyou,"hesaid。"Youmustallowmetosaythatitwouldhavebeenbecomingofyoutogivemenoticeofyourintentionsbeforetheyhadgonesofar。"
"Ishouldhavedoneso,"Morrisanswered,"ifyouhadnothadsomuchtheappearanceofleavingyourdaughteratliberty。Sheseemstomequiteherownmistress。"
"Literally,sheis。Butshehasnotemancipatedherselfmorallyquitesofar,Itrust,astochooseahusbandwithoutconsultingme。I
haveleftheratliberty,butIhavenotbeenintheleastindifferent。Thetruthis,thatyourlittleaffairhascometoaheadwitharapiditythatsurprisesme。ItwasonlytheotherdaythatCatherinemadeyouracquaintance。"
"Itwasnotlongago,certainly,"saidMorris,withgreatgravity。
"Iadmitthatwehavenotbeenslowto-toarriveatanunderstanding。
Butthatwasverynatural,fromthemomentweweresureofourselves-andofeachother。MyinterestinMissSloperbeganthefirsttimeIsawher。"
"Diditnotbychanceprecedeyourfirstmeeting?"thedoctorasked。
Morrislookedathimaninstant。"Icertainlyhadalreadyheardthatshewasacharminggirl。"
"Acharminggirl-that'swhatyouthinkher?"
"Assuredly。OtherwiseIshouldnotbesittinghere。"
Thedoctormeditatedamoment。"Mydearyoungman,"hesaidatlast,"youmustbeverysusceptible。AsCatherine'sfatherIhave,I
trust,ajustandtenderappreciationofhermanygoodqualities;
butIdon'tmindtellingyouthatIhaveneverthoughtofherasacharminggirl,andneverexpectedanyoneelsetodoso。"
MorrisTownsendreceivedthisstatementwithasmilethatwasnotwhollydevoidofdeference。"Idon'tknowwhatImightthinkofherifIwereherfather。Ican'tputmyselfinthatplace。Ispeakfrommyownpointofview。"
"Youspeakverywell,"saidthedoctor,"butthatisnotallthatisnecessary。ItoldCatherineyesterdaythatIdisapprovedofherengagement。"
"Sheletmeknowasmuch,andIwasverysorrytohearit。Iamgreatlydisappointed。"AndMorrissatinsilenceawhile,lookingatthefloor。
"DidyoureallyexpectIwouldsayIwasdelighted,andthrowmydaughterintoyourarms?"
"Ohno;Ihadanideayoudidn'tlikeme。"
"Whatgaveyoutheidea?"
"ThefactthatIampoor。"
"Thathasaharshsound,"saidthedoctor,"butitisaboutthetruth-speakingofyoustrictlyasason-in-law。Yourabsenceofmeans,ofaprofession,ofvisibleresourcesorprospects,placesyouinacategoryfromwhichitwouldbeimprudentformetoselectahusbandformydaughter,whoisaweakyoungwomanwithalargefortune。InanyothercapacityIamperfectlypreparedtolikeyou。Asason-in-law,Iabominateyou。"
MorrisTownsendlistenedrespectfully。"Idon'tthinkMissSloperisaweakwoman,"hepresentlysaid。
"Ofcourseyoumustdefendher-it'stheleastyoucando。ButI
haveknownmychildtwentyyears,andyouhaveknownhersixweeks。
Evenifshewerenotweak,however,youwouldstillbeapennilessman。"
"Ah,yes;thatismyweakness!Andtherefore,youmean,Iammercenary-Ionlywantyourdaughter'smoney。"
"Idon'tsaythat。Iamnotobligedtosayit;andtosayit,saveunderstressofcompulsion,wouldbeverybadtaste。Isaysimplythatyoubelongtothewrongcategory。"
"Butyourdaughterdoesn'tmarryacategory,"Townsendurged,withhishandsomesmile。"Shemarriesanindividual-anindividualwhomsheissogoodastosaysheloves。"
"Anindividualwhoofferssolittleinreturn。"
"Isitpossibletooffermorethanthemosttenderaffectionandalifelongdevotion?"theyoungmandemanded。
"Itdependshowwetakeit。Itispossibletoofferafewotherthingsbesides,andnotonlyisitpossible,butitisthecustom。A
lifelongdevotionismeasuredafterthefact;andmeanwhileitisusualinthesecasestogiveafewmaterialsecurities。Whatareyours?Averyhandsomefaceandfigure,andaverygoodmanner。Theyareexcellentasfarastheygo,buttheydon'tgofarenough。"
"Thereisonethingyoushouldaddtothem,"saidMorris,"thewordofagentleman。"
"ThewordofagentlemanthatyouwillalwaysloveCatherine?Youmustbeafinegentlemantobesureofthat。"
"ThewordofagentlemanthatIamnotmercenary;thatmyaffectionforMissSloperisaspureanddisinterestedasentimentaswaseverlodgedinahumanbreast。Icarenomoreforherfortunethanfortheashesinthatgrate。"
"Itakenote-Itakenote,"saidthedoctor。"But,havingdoneso,I
turntoourcategoryagain。Evenwiththatsolemnvowonyourlips,youtakeyourplaceinit。Thereisnothingagainstyoubutanaccident,ifyouwill;but,withmythirtyyears'medicalpractice,Ihaveseenthataccidentsmayhavefar-reachingconsequences。"
Morrissmoothedhishat-itwasalreadyremarkablyglossy-andcontinuedtodisplayaself-controlwhich,asthedoctorwasobligedtoadmit,wasextremelycreditabletohim。Buthisdisappointmentwasevidentlykeen。
"IstherenothingIcandotomakeyoubelieveinme?"
"Iftherewere,Ishouldbesorrytosuggestit,for-don'tyousee?-Idon'twanttobelieveinyou,"saidthedoctor,smiling。
"Iwouldgoanddiginthefields。"
"Thatwouldbefoolish。"
"Iwilltakethefirstworkthatofferstomorrow。"
"Dosobyallmeans-butforyourownsake,notformine。"
"Isee;youthinkIamanidler!"Morrisexclaimed,alittletoomuchinthetoneofamanwhohasmadeadiscovery。Buthesawhiserrorimmediately,andblushed。
"Itdoesn'tmatterwhatIthink,whenonceIhavetoldyouIdon'tthinkofyouasason-in-law。"
ButMorrispersisted:"YouthinkIwouldsquanderhermoney?"
Thedoctorsmiled。"Itdoesn'tmatter,asIsay;butIpleadguiltytothat。"
"That'sbecauseIspentmyown,Isuppose,"saidMorris。"I
franklyconfessthat。Ihavebeenwild;Ihavebeenfoolish。IwilltellyoueverycrazythingIeverdid,ifyoulike。Thereweresomegreatfolliesamongthenumber-Ihaveneverconcealedthat。ButI
havesownmywildoats。Isn'ttheresomeproverbaboutareformedrake?Iwasnotarake,butIassureyouIhavereformed。Itisbettertohaveamusedone'sselfforawhileandhavedonewithit。Yourdaughterwouldnevercareforamilksop;andIwilltakethelibertyofsayingthatyouwouldlikeonequiteaslittle。Besides,betweenmymoneyandhersthereisagreatdifference。Ispentmyown;itwasbecauseitwasmyownthatIspentit。AndImadenodebts;whenitwasgoneIstopped。Idon'toweapennyintheworld。"
"Allowmetoinquirewhatyouarelivingonnow-thoughIadmit,"
thedoctoradded,"thatthequestion,onmypart,isinconsistent。"
"Iamlivingontheremnantsofmyproperty,"saidMorrisTownsend。
"Thankyou,"thedoctorgravelyreplied。
Yes,certainly,Morris'sself-controlwaslaudable。"EvenadmittingIattachanundueimportancetoMissSloper'sfortune,"hewenton,"wouldnotthatbeinitselfanassurancethatIwouldtakegoodcareofit?"
"Thatyoushouldtaketoomuchcarewouldbequiteasbadasthatyoushouldtaketoolittle。Catherinemightsufferasmuchbyyoureconomyasbyyourextravagance。"
"Ithinkyouareveryunjust!"Theyoungmanmadethisdeclarationdecently,civilly,withoutviolence。
"Itisyourprivilegetothinkso,andIsurrendermyreputationtoyou!Icertainlydon'tflattermyselfIgratifyyou。"
"Don'tyoucarealittletogratifyyourdaughter?Doyouenjoytheideaofmakinghermiserable?"
"Iamperfectlyresignedtoherthinkingmeatyrantforatwelvemonth。"
"Foratwelvemonth!"exclaimedMorris,withalaugh。
"Foralifetime,then。Shemayaswellbemiserableinthatwayasintheother。"
HereatlastMorrislosthistemper。"Ah,youarenotpolite,sir!"hecried。
"Youpushmetoit-youarguetoomuch。"
"Ihaveagreatdealatstake。"
"Well,whateveritis,"saidthedoctor,"youhavelostit。"
"Areyousureofthat?"askedMorris。"Areyousureyourdaughterwillgivemeup?"
"Imean,ofcourse,youhavelostitasfarasIamconcerned。AsforCatherine'sgivingyouup-no,Iamnotsureofit。ButasIshallstronglyrecommendit,asIhaveagreatfundofrespectandaffectioninmydaughter'smindtodrawupon,andasshehasthesentimentofdutydevelopedinaveryhighdegree,Ithinkitextremelypossible。"
MorrisTownsendbegantosmoothhishatagain。"I,too,haveafundofaffectiontodrawupon,"heobserved,atlast。
Thedoctoratthispointshowedhisownfirstsymptomsofirritation。"Doyoumeantodefyme?"
"Callitwhatyouplease,sir。Imeannottogiveyourdaughterup。"
Thedoctorshookhishead。"Ihaven'ttheleastfearofyourpiningawayyourlife。Youaremadetoenjoyit。"
Morrisgavealaugh。"Youroppositiontomymarriageisallthemorecruel,then。Doyouintendtoforbidyourdaughtertoseemeagain?"
"Sheispasttheageatwhichpeopleareforbidden,andIamnotafatherinanold-fashionednovel。ButIshallstronglyurgehertobreakwithyou。"
"Idon'tthinkshewill,"saidMorrisTownsend。
"Perhapsnot;butIshallhavedonewhatIcould。"
"Shehasgonetoofar-"Morriswenton。
"Toretreat?Thenletherstopwheresheis。"
"Toofartostop,Imean。"
Thedoctorlookedathimamoment;Morrishadhishandonthedoor。"Thereisagreatdealofimpertinenceinyoursayingit。"
"Iwillsaynomore,sir,"Morrisanswered;and,makinghisbow,helefttheroom。
CHAPTER13。
ITMAYBETHOUGHTthedoctorwastoopositiveandMrs。Almondintimatedasmuch。But,ashesaid,hehadhisimpression;itseemedtohimsufficient,andhehadnowishtomodifyit。Hehadpassedhislifeinestimatingpeople(itwaspartofthemedicaltrade),andinnineteencasesoutoftwentyhewasright。
"PerhapsMr。Townsendisthetwentiethcase,"saidMrs。Almond。
"Perhapsheis,thoughhedoesn'tlooktomeatalllikeatwentiethcase。ButIwillgivehimthebenefitofthedoubt,and,tomakesure,IwillgoandtalkwithMrs。Montgomery。ShewillalmostcertainlytellmeIhavedoneright;butitisjustpossiblethatshewillprovetomethatIhavemadethegreatestmistakeofmylife。Ifshedoes,I
willbegMr。Townsend'spardon。Youneedn'tinvitehertomeetme,asyoukindlyproposed;Iwillwriteherafrankletter,tellingherhowmattersstand,andaskingleavetocomeandseeher。"
"Iamafraidthefranknesswillbechieflyonyourside。Thepoorlittlewomanwillstandupforherbrother,whateverhemaybe。"
"Whateverhemaybe!Idoubtthat。Peoplearenotalwayssofondoftheirbrothers。"
"Ah,"saidMrs。Almond,"whenit'saquestionofthirtythousandayearcomingintoafamily-"
"Ifshestandsupforhimonaccountofthemoney,shewillbeahumbug。Ifsheisahumbug,Ishallseeit。IfIseeit,Iwon'twastetimewithher。"
"Sheisnotahumbug-sheisanexemplarywoman。Shewillnotwishtoplayherbrotheratricksimplybecauseheisselfish。"
"Ifsheisworthtalkingto,shewillsoonerplayhimatrickthanthatheshouldplayCatherineone。HassheseenCatherine,bytheway-
doessheknowher?"
"Nottomyknowledge。Mr。Townsendcanhavehadnoparticularinterestinbringingthemtogether。"
"Ifsheisanexemplarywoman,no。Butweshallseetowhatextentsheanswersyourdescription。"
"Ishallbecurioustohearherdescriptionofyou,"saidMrs。
Almond,withalaugh。"And,meanwhile,howisCatherinetakingit?"
"Asshetakeseverything-asamatterofcourse。"
"Doesn'tshemakeanoise?Hasn'tshemadeascene?"
"Sheisnotscenic。"
"Ithoughtalovelornmaidenwasalwaysscenic。"
"Aridiculouswidowismoreso。Laviniahasmademeaspeech;shethinksmeveryarbitrary。"
"Shehasatalentforbeinginthewrong,"saidMrs。Almond。"ButIamverysorryforCatherine,allthesame。"
"SoamI。Butshewillgetoverit。"
"Youbelieveshewillgivehimup?"
"Icountuponit。Shehassuchanadmirationforherfather。"
"Oh,weknowallaboutthat。Butitonlymakesmepityherthemore。
Itmakesherdilemmathemorepainful,andtheeffortofchoosingbetweenyouandherloveralmostimpossible。"
"Ifshecan'tchoose,allthebetter。"
"Yes;buthewillstandthereentreatinghertochoose,andLaviniawillpullonthatside。"
"Iamgladsheisnotonmyside;sheiscapableofruininganexcellentcause。ThedayLaviniagetsintoyourboatitcapsizes。