"NicestAmericansIevermet,"addedEarlDanvers,"butNicholasRawdonwillbebetteratRawdonCourt。"Towhichstatementtherewasageneralassent,andthenthesubjectwasconsideredsettled。
InthemeantimeTyrrelandEthelhadreachedLondonandgonetotheMetropoleHotel;because,asEthelsaid,nooneknewwhereDorawas;butifinEngland,shewaslikelytobeattheSavoy。TheyweretobetwodaysinLondon。Tyrrelhadbankingandotherbusinesstofullyoccupythetime,andEthelrememberedshehadsomeshoppingtodo,athinganywomanwoulddiscoverifshefoundherselfintheneighborhoodofRegentStreetandPiccadilly。Ontheafternoonoftheseconddaythisdutywasfinished,andshereturnedtoherhotelsatisfiedbutalittleweary。Asshewasgoingupthestepsshenoticedawomancomingslowlydownthem。ItwasDoraMostyn。TheymetwithgreatenthusiasmonDora’spart,andsheturnedbackandwentwithEtheltoherroom。
Ethellookedatherwithastonishment。ShewasnotlikeanyDorashehadpreviouslyseen。Herbeautyhaddevelopedwondrously,shehadgrownmuchtaller,andherchildishmannerhadbeensupersededbyacarriageandairofsuperbgraceanddignity。Shehadnowafinecolor,andhereyesweredarker,softer,andmoredreamythanever。
"Takeoffyourhat,Dora,"saidEthel,"andtellmewhathashappened。Youarepositivelysplendid。WhereisMr。Mostyn?"
"Ineitherknownorcare。Heistrampingroundtheworldafterme,andIintendtokeephimatit。ButIforget。ImusttellyouhowTHAThascomeabout。"
"WeheardfromMrs。Denning。Shesaidshehadreceivedyousafely。"
"Mydearmother!Shemetmelikeanangel;comfortedandcaredforme,neversaidonewordofblame,onlykissedandpitiedme。Wetalkedthingsover,andsheadvisedmetogotoNewYork。SowetookthreepassagesunderthenamesofMrs。JohnGifford,MissGifford,andMissDianaGifford。
MissDianawasmymaid,butmotherthoughtapartyofthreewouldthrowMostynoffourtrack。"
"Averygoodidea。"
"Wesailedatonce。OntheseconddayoutIhadason。Thepoorlittlefellowdiedinafewhours,andwasburiedatsea。ButhisbirthhasgivenmethepowertorepaytoFredMostynsomeofthemiseryhecausedme。"
"Howso?Idonotsee。"
"Oh,youmustsee,ifyouwillonlyrememberhowcrazyEnglishmenareabouttheirsons。Daughtersdon’tcount,youknow,butasoncarriesthepropertyinthefamilyname。Heisitsrepresentativeforthenextgeneration。AsIlaysufferingandweeping,afineschemeofrevengecameclearlytome。
Listen!SoonafterwegothomemothercabledMostyn’slawyerthat`Mrs。Mostynhadhadason。’Nothingwassaidoftheboy’sdeath。AlmostimmediatelyIwasnotifiedthatMr。Mostynwouldinsistonthesurrenderofthechildtohiscare。Itooknonoticeoftheletters。Thenhesenthislawyertoclaimthechildandawomantotakecareofit。Ilaughedthemtoscorn,anddefiedthemtofindthechild。AfterthemcameMostynhimself。Heintervieweddoctors,overlookedbaptismalregisters,advertisedfarandwide,bribedourservants,beardedfatherinhisoffice,abusedBryceontheavenue,waylaidmeinallmyusualresorts,andbombardedmewithletters,butheknowsnomoreyetthanthecabletoldhim。AndthemanisbecomingamonomaniacaboutHIS
SON。"
"Areyoudoingright,Dora?"
"Ifyouonlyknewhowhehadtorturedme!FatherandmotherthinkhedeservesallIcandotohim。Anyway,hewillhaveittobear。Ifhegoestotheasylumhethreatenedmewith,Ishallbebarelysatisfied。The`cat-facedwoman’isgettingherinningsnow。"
"Haveyouneverspokentohimorwrittentohim?Surely"
"HecaughtmeonedayasIcameoutofourhouse,andsaid,`Madam,whereismyson?’AndIanswered,`Youhavenoson。
ThechildWASMINE。Youshallneverseehisfaceinthisworld。Ihavetakengoodcareofthat。’
"`Iwillfindhimsomeday,’hesaid,andI
laughedathim,andanswered,`Heistoocunninglyhid。DoyouthinkIwouldlettheboyknowhehadsuchafatherasyou?No,indeed。Notunlesstherewaspropertyforthedisgrace。’Itouchedhimontherawinthatremark,andthenIgotintomycarriageandtoldthecoachmantodrivequickly。
Mostynattemptedtofollowme,butthewhiplashingthehorseswasintheway。"AndDoralaughed,andthelaughwascruelandmockingandfullofmeaning。
"Dora,howcanyou?Howcanyoufindpleasureinsuchrevenges,"
"Iamhavingthegreatestsatisfactionofmylife。AndIamonlybeginningthejustretribution,formybeautyisenthrallingthemanagain,andheisontheroadtoamadjealousyofme。"
"Whydon’tyougetadivorce?Thisisacaseforthatremedy。Hemightthenmarryagain,andyoualso。"
"Evenso,Ishouldstilltormenthim。Ifhehadsonshewouldbemiserableinthethoughtthathisunknownsonmight,onhisdeath,takefromthemthepreciousMostynestate,andthatwretched,old,hauntedhouseofhis。Iambindinghimtomiseryoneveryhand。"
"IsMrs。Denningherewithyou?"
"Bothmyfatherandmotherarewithme。
Fatherisgoingtotakeayear’srest,andweshallvisitBerlin,Vienna,Rome,Parisorwhereverourfancyleadsus。"
"AndMr。Mostyn?"
"Hecanfollowmeround,andseenoblesandprincesandkingspaycourttothebeautyofthe`cat-facedwoman。’Ishallnevernoticehim,neverspeaktohim;butyouneednotlooksosuspicious,Ethel。NeitherbywordnordeedwillIbreakasingleconventionofthestrictestrespectability。"
"Mr。Mostynoughttogiveyouyourfreedom。"
"Ihavegivenfreedomtomyself。Ihavealreadydivorcedhim。Whentheybroughtmydeadbabyformetokiss,Islippedintoitslittlehandtheringthatmademehismother。Theywenttothebottomoftheseatogether。Asforevermarryingagain,notinthislife。Ihavehadenoughofit。Myfirsthusbandwasthesweetestsaintoutofheaven,andmysecondwassomemeanlittledemonthathadsneakedhiswayoutofhell;
andIfoundbothinsupportable。"Sheliftedherhatasshespoke,andbegantopinitonherbeautifullydressedhair。"Havenofearforme,"shecontinued。"IamsureBasilwatchesoverme。SomedayIshallbegood,andhewillbehappy。"Then,handinhand,theywalkedtothedoortogether,andthereweretearsinbothvoicesastheysoftlysaid"Good-by。"
CHAPTERXII
AWEEKafterthisinterviewTyrrelandEthelwereinNewYork。Theylandedearlyinthemorning,buttheJudgeandRuthwereonthepiertomeetthem;andtheybreakfastedtogetheratthefashionablehotel,whereanelegantsuitehadbeenreservedfortheresidenceoftheTyrrel-Rawdonsuntiltheyhadperfectedtheirplansforthefuture。
Tyrrelwasboyishlyexcited,butEthel’sinterestcouldnotleaveherfatherandhisnewwife。Thesetwohadlivedinthesamehomeforfifteenyears,andthentheyhadmarriedeachother,andbothofthemlookedfifteenyearsyounger。TheJudgewasactuallymerry,andRuth,inspiteofhersupposed"docility,"hadquitereversedthesituation。
ItwastheJudgewhowasnowdocile,andevenadmiringlyobedienttoallRuth’swifelyadvicesandadmonitions。
Thebreakfastwasatalkative,tardyone,butatlengththeJudgewenttohisofficeandTyrrelhadtogototheCustomHouse。Ethelwaseagertoseehergrandmother,andshewassurethedearoldladywasanxiouslywaitingherarrival。AndRuthwasjustasanxiousforEtheltovisitherrenovatedhome。
Shehadtheyoungwife’sdelightinitsbeauty,andshewantedEtheltoadmireitwithher。
"Wewilldinewithyouto-morrow,Ruth,"
saidEthel,"andIwillcomeveryearlyandseealltheimprovements。Ifeelsurethehouseislovely,andIamgladfathermadeyousuchaprettynest。Nothingistooprettyforyou,Ruth。"Andtherewasnoinsincerityinthiscompliment。Thesetwowomenknewandlovedandtrustedeachotherwithoutashadowofdoubtorvariableness。
SoRuthwenttoherhome,andEthelhastenedtoGramercyPark。Madamwaseagerlywatchingforherarrival。
"Ihavebeenimpatientforawholehour,allinaquiver,dearie,"shecried。"Itisnearlynoon。"
"Ihavebeenimpatientalso,Granny,butfatherandRuthmetusatthepierandstayedtobreakfastwithus,andyouknowhowmentalkandtalk。"
"Ruthandfatherdownatthepier!Howyoudream!"
"Theywerereallythere。Andtheydoseemsohappy,grandmother。Theyaresomuchinlovewitheachother。"
"Idaresay。Therearenofoolslikeoldfools。SoyouhavesoldtheCourttoNicholasRawdon,andacotton-spinnerisLordoftheManor。Well,well,howarethemightyfallen!"
"Imadetwentythousandpoundsbythesale。NicholasRawdonisagentleman,andJohnThomasisthemostpopularmaninalltheneighborhood。And,Granny,hehastwosons——twins——thehandsomestlittlechapsyoueversaw。NofearofaRawdontoheirtheManornow。"
"Fortuneisabaggage。Whensheisilltoamansheknowsnoreason。ShesentJohnThomastoParliament,andkeptFredoutataloss,too。ShetooktheCourtfromFredandgaveittoJohnThomas,andshegiveshimtwosonsaboutthesametimeshegivesFredone,andthatoneshekidnapsoutofhissightandknowledge。PoorFred!"
"Well,grandmother,itis`poorFred’s’
owndoing,and,Iassureyou,FredwouldhavebeenmostunwelcomeattheCourt。Andthesquiresandgentryrounddidnotlikeawomanintheplace;theywereatalosswhattodowithme。Iwasnogoodfordinnersandpoliticsandhunting。Iembarrassedthem。"
"Ofcourseyouwould。Theywouldhavetotalkdecentlyandbehavepolitely,andtheywouldnotbeabletotelltheirchoiceststories。
Yourpresencewouldbeabore;butcouldnotTyrreltakeyourplace?"
"Granny,Tyrrelwasreallyunhappyinthatkindoflife。Andhewasaforeigner,sowasI。YouknowwhatYorkshirepeoplethinkofforeigners。Theywereverycourteous,buttheyweregladtohavetheYorkshireRawdonsinourplace。AndTyrreldidnotlikeworkingwiththeearth;helovesmachineryandelectricity。"
"Tobesure。Whenamanhasgotusedtodelvingforgoldorsilver,cuttinggrassandwheatdoesseemaslowkindofbusiness。"
"Andhedislikedtheshut-upfeelingtheparkgavehim。Hesaidwewereinthemidstofsolitudethreemilesthick。Itmadehimdepressedandlonely。"
"Thatisnonsense。IamsureontheWesternplainshehadsolitudesixtymilesthick——often。"
"Verylikely,butthenhehadanhorizon,evenifitweresixtymilesaway。Andnomatterhowfarherode,therewasalwaysthatlinewhereearthseemedtorisetoheaven。
Buttheparkwassurroundedbyabrickwallfourteenfeethigh。Ithadnohorizon。
Youfeltasifyouwereinalarge,greenbox——atleastTyrreldid。Thewallwascoveredwithrosesandivy,butstillitwasaboundaryyoucouldnotpass,andcouldnotseeover。
Don’tyouunderstand,Granny,howTyrrelwouldfeelthis?"
"Ican’tsayIdo。Whydidn’thecomewithyou?"
"HehadtogototheCustomsaboutourtrunks,andtherewereotherthings。Hewillseeyouto-morrow。Thenwearegoingtodinewithfather,andifyouwilljoinus,wewillcallatsixforyou。Do,Granny。"
"Verywell,Ishallbeready。"Butafteramoment’sthoughtshecontinued,"No,I
willnotgo。Iamonlyamortalwoman,andthecompanyofangelsboresmeyet。"
"Now,Granny,dear。"
"ImeanwhatIsay。YourfatherhasmarriedsuchapieceofperfectionthatIfeelmyshortcomingsinherpresencemorethanIcanbear。ButI’lltellyouwhat,dearie,TyrrelmaycomeformeSaturdaynightatsix,andIwillhavemydinnerwithyou。I
wanttoseethedining-roomofaswellhotelinfulldress;andIwillwearmyvioletsatinandwhiteSpanishlace,andlookassmartascanbe,dear。AndTyrrelmaybuymeabunchofwhiteviolets。Iamnonetoooldtowearthem。WhoknowsbutImaygotothetheateralso?"
"Oh,Granny,youarejustthedearestyoungladyIknow!Tyrrelwillbeasproudasapeacock。"
"Well,IamnotasyoungasImightbe,butIamadealyoungerthanIlook。Listen,dearie,IhaveneverFELToldyet!Isn’tthatathingtobegratefulfor?Idon’treadmuchpoetry,exceptitbeintheChurchHymnal,butIcutaverseoutofamagazineayearagowhichjustsuitsmyideaoflife,and,whatisstillmorewonderful,Itookthetroubletolearnit。OliverWendellHolmeswroteit,andI’llwarranthimforagood,cheerful,trust-in-Godman,orhe’dneverhavethoughtofsuchsensiblewords。"
"Iamlistening,Granny,fortheverse。"
"Yes,andlearnityourself。Itwillcomeinhandysomeday,whenTyrrelandyouaregettingwhite-hairedandhandsome,aseveryoneoughttogetwhentheyhavepassedtheirhalf-centuryandarefacingthelightoftheheavenlyworld:
"Atsixty-twolifehasbegun;
Atseventy-threebeginsoncemore;
Flyswifterasthounear’stthesun,Andbrightershineateighty-four。
Atninety-five,Shouldthouarrive,StillwaitonGod,andworkandthrive。"
Suchwordsasthose,Ethel,keepawomanyoung,andmakeherrightgladthatshewasbornandthankfulthatshelives。"
"Thankyouforthem,dearGranny。NowImustrunawayasfastasIcan。Tyrrelwillbewonderingwhathashappenedtome。"
Inthisconjectureshewasright。Tyrrelwasineveningdress,andwalkingrestlesslyabouttheirprivateparlor。"Ethel,"hesaid,plaintively,"Ihavebeensouneasyaboutyou。"
"Iamallright,dearest。Iwaswithgrandmother。
Ishallbereadyinhalfanhour。"
Evenifshehadbeenlonger,shewouldhaveearnedthedelay,forshereturnedtohiminpinksilkandoldVenicepointderose,withaprettyerminetippetacrosshershoulders。
Itwasajoytoseeher,adelighttohearherspeak,andshewalkedasifsheheardmusic。Thedining-roomwascrowdedwhentheyentered,buttheymadeasensation。
Manyroseandcametowelcomethemhome。
Otherssmiledacrossthebusyspaceandliftedtheirwineglassinrecognition。Theroomwaselectric,sensitiveandexcited。Itwasfloodedwithasoftlight;itwasfulloftheperfumeofflowers。Thebrilliantcoloringofsilksandsatins,andthesoftmiracleofwhitelaceblendedwiththeartisticallypaintedwallsandroof。Thearomaofdelicatefood,thetinkleofcrystal,thelowmurmurofhappyvoices,thethrillofsuddenlaughter,andthedeliciousaccompanimentofsoft,sensuousmusiccompletedthecharmoftheroom。Toeatinsuchsurroundingswasasfarbeyondthefamousflower-crownedfeastsofRomeandGreeceastheeastisfromthewest。Itwasimpossibletoresistitsinfluence。Fromthepointofthesenses,thesoulwasdrinkinglifeoutofacupofoverflowingdelight。AnditwasonlynaturalthatintheirheartsbothTyrrelandEthelshouldmakeaswift,thoughsilent,comparisonbetweenthisfeastofsensationandflowofhumanattractionandthestill,sweetorderoftheRawdondining-room,withitsnoiselessservice,anditslatticedwin-
dowsopentoallthewanderingscentsandsongsofthegarden。
Perhapsthelatterwouldhavethesweetestanddearestandmostabidingplaceintheirhearts;butjustinthepresenttheywereenthralledandexcitedbythebeautyandgoodcomradeshipofthesocialNewYorkdinnerfunction。Theireyeswereshining,theirheartsthrilling,theywenttotheirownapartmentshandinhand,buoyant,vivacious,feelingthatlifewasgoodandloveunchangeable。
Andthewindowsbeingopen,theywalkedtooneandstoodlookingoutupontheavenue。
Allsignsofcommercehadgonefromthebeautifulstreet,butitwasbusyandnoisywiththetrafficofpleasure,andthehumofmultitudes,therattleofcarriages,therushofautos,thelight,hurryingfootstepsofpleasure-seekersinsistentlydemandedtheirsympathy。
"Wecannotgooutto-night,"saidEthel。
"Wearebothmorewearythanweknow。"
"No,wecannotgoto-night;but,oh,Ethel,weareinNewYorkagain!Isnotthatjoyenough?Iamsohappy!Iamsohappy。
WeareinNewYorkagain!Thereisnocitylikeitinalltheworld。Menlivehere,theyworkhere,theyenjoyhere。Howhappy,howbusywearegoingtobe,Ethel!"
Duringthesejoyful,hopefulexpectationshewaswalkingupanddowntheroom,hiseyesdilatingwithrapture,andEthelclosedthewindowandjoinedhim。Theymagnifiedtheirjoy,theywonderedatit,theyweresurenoonebeforethemhadeverlovedastheyloved。"Andwearegoingtolivehere,Ethel;goingtohaveourhomehere!Uponmyhonor,IcannotspeakthejoyIfeel,but"
——andhewentimpetuouslytothepianoandopenedit——"butIcanperhapssingit——
"`Thereisnotaspotinthiswide-peopledearthSodeartotheheartastheLandofourBirth;
’Tisthehomeofourchildhood,thebeautifulspotWhichMemoryretainswhenallelseisforgot。
MaytheblessingofGodeverhallowthesod,Anditsvalleysandhillsbyourchildrenbetrod!
"`MayColumbialongliftherwhitecresto’erthewave,Thebirthplaceofscienceandthehomeofthebrave。
Inhercitiesmaypeaceandprosperitydwell,Andherdaughtersinvirtueandbeautyexcel。
MaytheblessingofGodeverhallowthesod,Anditsvalleysandhillsbyourchildrenbetrod。’"
WiththepatrioticmusicwarblinginhisthroatheturnedtoEthel,andlookedatherasalovercan,andsheansweredthelook;andthusleaningtowardeachotherinvisiblebeautyandaffectiontheirnewlifebegan。
Betweensmilesandkissestheysatspeaking,notofthepastwithallitsloveandloveliness,butofthehighthingscallingtothemfromthefuture,theworkanddutiesoflifesettogreatendsbothforpublicandprivategood。
AndastheythuscommunedTyrreltookhiswife’shandandslowlyturnedonherfingertheplaingoldweddingringbehinditsbarrierofguardinggems。
"Ethel,"hesaidtenderly,"whatenchantmentsareinthisringofgold!WhatromancesIusedtoweavearoundit,and,dearest,ithasturnedeveryRomanceintoReality。"
"And,Tyrrel,itwillalsoturnallourRealitiesintoRomances。Nothinginourlifewilleverbecomecommon。Lovewillglorifyeverything。"
"Andweshallalwaysloveaswelovenow?"
"Weshalllovefarbetter,farstronger,farmoretenderly。"
"Eventotheendofourlives,Ethel?"
"Yes,totheveryend。"
CHAPTERXIII
APAUSEofblissfulsilencefollowedthisassurance。ItwasbrokenbyalittleexclamationfromEthel。"Oh,dear,"shesaid,"howselfishlythoughtlessmyhappinessmakesme!
Ihaveforgottentotellyou,untilthismoment,thatIhavealetterfromDora。Itwassenttograndmother’scare,andIgotitthisafternoon;alsoonefromLucyRawdon。ThetwotogetherbringDora’saffairs,Ishouldsay,toapleasanterterminationthanwecouldhavehopedfor。"
"WhereistheEnchantress?"
"InParisatpresent。"
"Iexpectedthatanswer。"
"Butlisten,sheislivingthequietestoflives;themostdevoteddaughtercannotexcelher。"
"Issheherownauthorityforthatastonishingstatement?Doyoubelieveit?"
"Yes,underthecircumstances。Mr。DenningwenttoParisforacriticalandpainfuloperation,andDoraisgivingallherloveandtimetowardmakinghisconvalescenceaspleasantasitcanbe。Infact,herdescriptionoftheirlifeintheprettychateautheyhaverentedoutsideofParisisquiteidyllic。
WhenherfatherisabletotraveltheyaregoingtoAlgiersforthewinter,andwillreturntoNewYorkaboutnextMay。DorasayssheneverintendstoleaveAmericaagain。"
"Whereisherhusband?KeepingwatchontheFrenchchateau?"
"Thatisover。Mr。DenningpersuadedDoratowriteastatementofallthefactsconcerningthebirthofthechild。Shetoldherhusbandthenameunderwhichtheytraveled,thenamesoftheship,thecaptain,andtheship’sdoctor,andMrs。Denningauthenticatedthestatement;but,oh,whatamean,suspiciouscreatureMostynis!"
"Whatmakesyoureiteratethatdescriptionofhim?"
"Hewasquiteunabletoseeanygoodorkindintentinthispaper。Heproveditscorrectness,andthenwroteMr。Denningaverycontemptibleletter。"
"Whichwascharacteristicenough。Whatdidhesay?"
"Thattheamendehonorablewastoolate;
thathesupposedDorawishedtohavethedivorceproceedingsstoppedandbereinstatedashiswife,buthedesiredthewholeDenningfamilytounderstandthatwasnowimpossible;
hewas`fervently,feverishlyawaitinghisfreedom,whichheexpectedatanyhour。’
Hesaiditwas`sickeningtorememberthewearinessofbodyandsoulDorahadgivenhimaboutanon-existingchild,andthoughthiscouldneverbeatonedfor,hedidthinkheoughttoberefundedthemoneyDora’scontemptiblerevengehadcosthim。"’
"Howcouldhe?Howcouldhe?"
"OfcourseMr。Denningsenthimacheck,aprettylargeone,Idaresay。AndIsupposehehashisfreedombythistime,unlesshehasmarriedagain。"
"Hewillnevermarryagain。"
"Indeed,thatisthestrangepartofthestory。Itwasbecausehewantedtomarryagainthathewas`fervently,feverishlyawaitinghisfreedom。’"
"Icanhardlybelieveit,Ethel。WhatdoesDorasay?"
"IhavethenewsfromLucy。ShesayswhenMostynwasignoredbyeveryoneintheneighborhood,onewomanstoodupforhimalmostpassionately。DoyourememberMissSadler?"
"ThatremarkablegovernessoftheSurreys?
Why,Ethel,sheistheveryugliestwomanIeversaw。"
"Sheissouglythatsheisfascinating。Ifyouseeheroneminuteyoucanneverforgether,andsheisbrainstoherfingertips。SheruledeveryoneatSurreyHouse。ShewasLordSurrey’ssecretaryandLadySurrey’sadviser。Sheeducatedthechildren,andtheyadoredher;sheruledtheservants,andtheyobeyedherwithfearandtrembling。NothingwasdoneinSurreyHousewithoutherapproval。
Andifherfacewasnothandsome,shehadanoblepresenceandamannerthatwasirresistible。"
"AndshetookMostyn’spart?"
"Withenthusiasm。SheabusedDoraindividually,andAmericanwomengenerally。
ShepitiedMr。Mostyn,andmadeothersdoso;andwhensheperceivedtherewouldbebutashabbyandtardyrestorationforhimsocially,sheadvisedhimtoshakeoffthedustofhisfeetfromMonk-Rawdon,andbeginlifeinsomemorecivilizedplace。Andinorderthathemightdoso,sheinducedLordSurreytogethimaveryexcellentcivilappointmentinCalcutta。"
"ThenheisgoingtoIndia?"
"Heisprobablynowonthewaythere。
HesoldtheMostynestate————"
"Icanhardlybelieveit。"
"HesoldittoJohnThomasRawdon。
JohnThomastoldmeitbelongedtoRawdonuntilthemiddleoftheseventeenthcentury,andhemeanttohaveitback。Hehasgotit。"
"MissSadlermustbeawitch。"
"Sheisasensible,practicalwoman,whoknowshowtomanagemen。ShehassoothedMostyn’swoundedpridewithappreciativeflatteryandstimulatedhisambition。ShehaspromisedhimgreatthingsinIndia,andshewillseethathegetsthem。"
"Hemustbecompletelyunderhercontrol。"
"Shewillneverlethimcallhissoulhisown,butshewillmanagehisaffairstoperfection。AndDoraisforeverridofthatwretchedinfluence。Themancanneveragaincomebetweenherandherlove;neveragaincomebetweenherandhappiness。Therewillbethecircumferenceoftheworldasabarrier。"
"TherewillbeJaneSadlerasabarrier。
Shewillbesufficient。TheWomanBetweenwillannihilateTheManBetween。Doraisnowsafe。Whatwillshedowithherself?"
"ShewillcomebacktoNewYorkandbeasocialpower。Sheisyoung,beautiful,rich,andherfatherhastremendousfinancialinfluence。
Socialaffairsareruledbyfinance。
IshouldnotwondertoseeherinSt。Jude’s,adevoteeandeminentforgoodworks。"
"AndifBasilStanhopeshouldreturn?"
"PoorBasil——heisdead。"
"Howdoyouknowthat?"
"WhatDOyoumean,Tyrrel?"
"AreyousureBasilisdead?Whatproofhaveyou?"
"Youmustbedreaming!Ofcourseheisdead!Hisfriendcameandtoldmeso——toldmeeverything。"
"Isthatall?"
"Therewerenoticesinthepapers。"
"Isthatall?"
"Mr。Denningmusthaveknownitwhenhestoppeddivorceproceedings。"
"Doubtlesshebelievedit;hewishedtodoso。"
"Tyrrel,tellmewhatyoumean。"
"Ialwayswonderedabouthisdeathratherthanbelievedinit。BasilhadaconsumingsenseofhonorandaffectionfortheChurchanditssacredoffices。Hewouldhavediedwillinglyratherthandragthemintothemireofadivorcecourt。Whenthefearbecamecertaintyhedisappeared——reallydiedtoallhispreviouslife。"
"ButIcannotconceiveofBasillyingforanypurpose。"
"Hedisappeared。Hisfamilyandfriendstookonthemselvesthemeanstheythoughtmostlikelytomakethatdisappearanceafinality。"
"Haveyouheardanything,seenanything?"
"OnenightjustbeforeIlefttheWestatraveleraskedmeforanight’slodging。HehadbeenprospectinginBritishAmericaintheregionoftheKlondike,andwasfullofincidentalconversation。Amongmanyotherthingshetoldmeofawonderfulsermonhehadheardfromayoungmaninalargeminingcamp。Ididnotgivethestoryanyattentionatthetime,butafterhehadgoneawayitcametomelikeaflashoflightthatthepreacherwasBasilStanhope。"
"Oh,Tyrrel,ifitwas——ifitwas!Whatabeautifuldream!Butitisonlyadream。
Ifitcouldbetrue,wouldheforgiveDora?
Wouldhecomebacktoher?"
"No!"Tyrrel’svoicewaspositiveandevenstern。"No,hecouldnevercomebacktoher。Shemightgotohim。Shelefthimwithoutanyreason。Idonotthinkhewouldcaretoseeheragain。"
"Iwouldsaynomore,Tyrrel。Idonotthinkasyoudo。Itisadream,afancy,justanimagination。Butifitweretrue,Basilwouldwishnopilgrimageofabasement。Hewouldsaytoher,`Dearone,HUSH!Loveishere,travel-stained,soreandweary,butsohappytowelcomeyou!’Andhewouldopenallhisgreat,sweethearttoher。MayItellDorasomedaywhatyouhavethoughtandsaid?Itwillbesomethinggoodforhertodreamabout。"
"Doyouthinkshecares?Didsheeverlovehim?"
"Hewasherfirstlove。Shelovedhimoncewithallherheart。Ifitwouldberight——safe,Imean,totellDora————"
"OnthissubjectthereissomuchNOTtosay。Iwouldneverspeakofit。"
"Itmaybeatruth"
"Thenitisamongthosetruthsthatshouldbeheldback,anditislikelyonlyatrickofmyimagination,asupposition,afancy。"
Amiracle!AndoftwomiraclesIprefertheleast,andthatisthatBasilisdead。Youryoungpreacherisadream;and,oh,Tyrrel,Iamsotired!Ithasbeensuchalong,long,happyday!Iwanttosleep。MyeyesareshuttingasItalktoyou。Suchalong,long,happyday!"
"Andsomanylong,happydaystocome,dearest。"
"Somany,"sheanswered,asshetookTyrrel’shand,andliftedherfurandfanandgloves。"Whatwerethoselineswereadtogetherthenightbeforeweweremarried?
Iforget,Iamsotired。Iknowthatlifeshouldhavemanyahopeandaim,dutiesenough,andlittlecares,andnowbequiet,andnowastir,tillGod’shandbeckonedusunawares————"
Therestwasinaudible。Butbetweenthatlong,happydayandthepresenttimetherehasbeenanarcoflifelargeenoughtoplacetheunionofTyrrelandEthelRawdonamongthoseblessedbridalsthatare"Thebestoflife’sromances。"
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