首页 >出版文学> THE HAUNTED HOTEL>第4章
  CHAPTERX
  Inthemeantime,Mrs。Ferrariheldtoherresolution。
  ShewentstraightfromMr。Troy’sofficetoNewbury’sHotel。
  LadyMontbarrywasathome,andalone。Buttheauthoritiesofthehotelhesitatedtodisturbherwhentheyfoundthatthevisitordeclinedtomentionhername。Herladyship’snewmaidhappenedtocrossthehallwhilethematterwasstillindebate。
  ShewasaFrenchwoman,and,onbeingappealedto,shesettledthequestionintheswift,easy,rationalFrenchway。
  ’Madame’sappearancewasperfectlyrespectable。MadamemighthavereasonsfornotmentioninghernamewhichMiladimightapprove。
  Inanycase,therebeingnoordersforbiddingtheintroductionofastrangelady,thematterclearlyrestedbetweenMadameandMiladi。
  WouldMadame,therefore,begoodenoughtofollowMiladi’smaidupthestairs?’
  Inspiteofherresolution,Mrs。Ferrari’sheartbeatasifitwouldburstoutofherbosom,whenherconductressledherintoanante-room,andknockedatadooropeningintoaroombeyond。
  Butitisremarkablethatpersonsofsensitively-nervousorganisationaretheverypersonswhoarecapableofforcingthemselves(apparentlybytheexerciseofaspasmodiceffortofwill)
  intotheperformanceofactsofthemostaudaciouscourage。
  Alow,gravevoicefromtheinnerroomsaid,’Comein。’Themaid,openingthedoor,announced,’Apersontoseeyou,Miladi,onbusiness,’
  andimmediatelyretired。Intheoneinstantwhiletheseeventspassed,timidlittleMrs。Ferrarimasteredherownthrobbingheart;
  steppedoverthethreshold,consciousofherclammyhands,drylips,andburninghead;andstoodinthepresenceofLordMontbarry’swidow,toalloutwardappearanceassupremelyself-possessedasherladyshipherself。
  Itwasstillearlyintheafternoon,butthelightintheroomwasdim。
  Theblindsweredrawndown。LadyMontbarrysatwithherbacktothewindows,asifeventhesubdueddaylightweredisagreeabletoher。
  Shehadalteredsadlyfortheworseinherpersonalappearance,sincethememorabledaywhenDoctorWybrowhadseenherinhisconsulting-room。Herbeautywasgone——herfacehadfallenawaytomereskinandbone;thecontrastbetweenherghastlycomplexionandhersteelyglitteringblackeyeswasmorestartlingthanever。
  Robedindismalblack,relievedonlybythebrilliantwhitenessofherwidow’scap——reclininginapanther-likesupplenessofattitudeonalittlegreensofa——shelookedatthestrangerwhohadintrudedonher,withamoment’slanguidcuriosity,thendroppedhereyesagaintothehand-screenwhichsheheldbetweenherfaceandthefire。’Idon’tknowyou,’shesaid。’Whatdoyouwantwithme?’
  Mrs。Ferraritriedtoanswer。Herfirstburstofcouragehadalreadywornitselfout。Theboldwordsthatshehaddeterminedtospeakwerelivingwordsstillinhermind,buttheydiedonherlips。
  Therewasamomentofsilence。LadyMontbarrylookedroundagainatthespeechlessstranger。’Areyoudeaf?’sheasked。
  Therewasanotherpause。LadyMontbarryquietlylookedbackagainatthescreen,andputanotherquestion。’Doyouwantmoney?’
  ’Money!’Thatonewordrousedthesinkingspiritofthecourier’swife。
  Sherecoveredhercourage;shefoundhervoice。’Lookatme,mylady,ifyouplease,’shesaid,withasuddenoutbreakofaudacity。
  LadyMontbarrylookedroundforthethirdtime。ThefatalwordspassedMrs。Ferrari’slips。
  ’Icome,mylady,toacknowledgethereceiptofthemoneysenttoFerrari’swidow。’
  LadyMontbarry’sglitteringblackeyesrestedwithsteadyattentiononthewomanwhohadaddressedherinthoseterms。
  Notthefaintestexpressionofconfusionoralarm,notevenamomentaryflutterofintereststirredthedeadlystillnessofherface。
  Shereposedasquietly,sheheldthescreenascomposedly,asever。
  Thetesthadbeentried,andhadutterlyfailed。
  Therewasanothersilence。LadyMontbarryconsideredwithherself。
  Thesmilethatcameslowlyandwentawaysuddenly——thesmileatoncesosadandsocruel——showeditselfonherthinlips。
  Sheliftedherscreen,andpointedwithittoaseatatthefartherendoftheroom。’Besogoodastotakethatchair,’
  shesaid。
  Helplessunderherfirstbewilderingsenseoffailure——notknowingwhattosayorwhattodonext——Mrs。Ferrarimechanicallyobeyed。
  LadyMontbarry,risingonthesofaforthefirsttime,watchedherwithundisguisedscrutinyasshecrossedtheroom——thensankbackintoarecliningpositiononcemore。’No,’shesaidtoherself,’thewomanwalkssteadily;sheisnotintoxicated——theonlyotherpossibilityisthatshemaybemad。’
  Shehadspokenloudenoughtobeheard。Stungbytheinsult,Mrs。Ferrariinstantlyansweredher:’Iamnomoredrunkormadthanyouare!’
  ’No?’saidLadyMontbarry。’Thenyouareonlyinsolent?
  TheignorantEnglishmind(Ihaveobserved)isapttobeinsolentintheexerciseofunrestrainedEnglishliberty。Thisisverynoticeabletousforeignersamongyoupeopleinthestreets。OfcourseIcan’tbeinsolenttoyou,inreturn。Ihardlyknowwhattosaytoyou。
  Mymaidwasimprudentinadmittingyousoeasilytomyroom。
  Isupposeyourrespectableappearancemisledher。Iwonderwhoyouare?
  Youmentionedthenameofacourierwholeftusverystrangely。
  Washemarriedbyanychance?Areyouhiswife?Anddoyouknowwhereheis?’
  Mrs。Ferrari’sindignationburstitswaythroughallrestraints。
  Sheadvancedtothesofa;shefearednothing,inthefervourandrageofherreply。
  ’Iamhiswidow——andyouknowit,youwickedwoman!
  Ah!itwasanevilhourwhenMissLockwoodrecommendedmyhusbandtobehislordship’scourier——!’
  Beforeshecouldaddanotherword,LadyMontbarrysprangfromthesofawiththestealthysuddennessofacat——seizedherbybothshoulders——
  andshookherwiththestrengthandfrenzyofamadwoman。’Youlie!
  youlie!youlie!’Shedroppedherholdatthethirdrepetitionoftheaccusation,andthrewupherhandswildlywithagestureofdespair。
  ’Oh,JesuMaria!isitpossible?’shecried。’Canthecourierhavecometomethroughthatwoman?’SheturnedlikelightningonMrs。Ferrari,andstoppedherasshewasescapingfromtheroom。
  ’Stayhere,youfool——stayhere,andanswerme!Ifyoucryout,assureastheheavensareaboveyou,I’llstrangleyouwithmyownhands。
  Sitdownagain——andfearnothing。Wretch!ItisIwhoamfrightened——
  frightenedoutofmysenses。Confessthatyoulied,whenyouusedMissLockwood’snamejustnow!No!Idon’tbelieveyouonyouroath;
  IwillbelievenobodybutMissLockwoodherself。Wheredoesshelive?
  Tellmethat,younoxiousstinginglittleinsect——andyoumaygo。’
  Terrifiedasshewas,Mrs。Ferrarihesitated。LadyMontbarryliftedherhandsthreateningly,withthelong,lean,yellow-whitefingersoutspreadandcrookedatthetips。Mrs。Ferrarishrankatthesightofthem,andgavetheaddress。LadyMontbarrypointedcontemptuouslytothedoor——thenchangedhermind。’No!notyet!youwilltellMissLockwoodwhathashappened,andshemayrefusetoseeme。
  Iwillgothereatonce,andyoushallgowithme。Asfarasthehouse——
  notinsideofit。Sitdownagain。Iamgoingtoringformymaid。
  Turnyourbacktothedoor——yourcowardlyfaceisnotfittobeseen!’
  Sherangthebell。Themaidappeared。
  ’Mycloakandbonnet——instantly!’
  Themaidproducedthecloakandbonnetfromthebedroom。
  ’Acabatthedoor——beforeIcancountten!’
  Themaidvanished。LadyMontbarrysurveyedherselfintheglass,andwheeledroundagain,withhercat-likesuddenness,toMrs。Ferrari。
  ’Ilookmorethanhalfdeadalready,don’tI?’shesaidwithagrimoutburstofirony。’Givemeyourarm。’
  ShetookMrs。Ferrari’sarm,andlefttheroom。’Youhavenothingtofear,solongasyouobey,’shewhispered,onthewaydownstairs。
  ’YouleavemeatMissLockwood’sdoor,andneverseemeagain。’
  Inthehalltheyweremetbythelandladyofthehotel。
  LadyMontbarrygraciouslypresentedhercompanion。
  ’MygoodfriendMrs。Ferrari;Iamsogladtohaveseenher。’
  Thelandladyaccompaniedthemtothedoor。Thecabwaswaiting。
  ’Getinfirst,goodMrs。Ferrari,’saidherladyship;’andtellthemanwheretogo。’
  Theyweredrivenaway。LadyMontbarry’svariablehumourchangedagain。
  Withalowgroanofmisery,shethrewherselfbackinthecab。
  Lostinherowndarkthoughts,ascarelessofthewomanwhomshehadbenttoherironwillasifnosuchpersonsatbyherside,shepreservedasinistersilence,untiltheyreachedthehousewhereMissLockwoodlodged。Inaninstant,sherousedherselftoaction。
  Sheopenedthedoorofthecab,andcloseditagainonMrs。Ferrari,beforethedrivercouldgetoffhisbox。
  ’Takethatladyamilefartheronherwayhome!’shesaid,asshepaidthemanhisfare。Thenextmomentshehadknockedatthehouse-door。’IsMissLockwoodathome?’’Yes,ma’am。’
  Shesteppedoverthethreshold——thedoorclosedonher。
  ’Whichway,ma’am?’askedthedriverofthecab。
  Mrs。Ferrariputherhandtoherhead,andtriedtocollectherthoughts。
  CouldsheleaveherfriendandbenefactresshelplessatLadyMontbarry’smercy?Shewasstillvainlyendeavouringtodecideonthecoursethatsheoughttofollow——whenagentleman,stoppingatMissLockwood’sdoor,happenedtolooktowardsthecab-window,andsawher。
  ’AreyougoingtocallonMissAgnestoo?’heasked。
  ItwasHenryWestwick。Mrs。Ferrariclaspedherhandsingratitudeassherecognisedhim。
  ’Goin,sir!’shecried。’Goin,directly。ThatdreadfulwomaniswithMissAgnes。Goandprotecther!’
  ’Whatwoman?’Henryasked。
  Theanswerliterallystruckhimspeechless。Withamazementandindignationinhisface,helookedatMrs。Ferrariasshepronouncedthehatednameof’LadyMontbarry。’’I’llseetoit,’
  wasallhesaid。Heknockedatthehouse-door;andhetoo,inhisturn,wasletin。
  CHAPTERXI
  ’LadyMontbarry,Miss。’
  Agneswaswritingaletter,whentheservantastonishedherbyannouncingthevisitor’sname。Herfirstimpulsewastorefusetoseethewomanwhohadintrudedonher。ButLadyMontbarryhadtakencaretofollowcloseontheservant’sheels。
  BeforeAgnescouldspeak,shehadenteredtheroom。
  ’Ibegtoapologiseformyintrusion,MissLockwood。
  Ihaveaquestiontoaskyou,inwhichIamverymuchinterested。
  Noonecananswermebutyourself。’Inlowhesitatingtones,withherglitteringblackeyesbentmodestlyontheground,LadyMontbarryopenedtheinterviewinthosewords。
  Withoutanswering,Agnespointedtoachair。Shecoulddothis,and,forthetime,shecoulddonomore。AllthatshehadreadofthehiddenandsinisterlifeinthepalaceatVenice;allthatshehadheardofMontbarry’smelancholydeathandburialinaforeignland;
  allthatsheknewofthemysteryofFerrari’sdisappearance,rushedintohermind,whentheblack-robedfigureconfrontedher,standingjustinsidethedoor。ThestrangeconductofLadyMontbarryaddedanewperplexitytothedoubtsandmisgivingsthattroubledher。
  TherestoodtheadventuresswhosecharacterhadleftitsmarkonsocietyalloverEurope——theFurywhohadterrifiedMrs。Ferrariatthehotel——inconceivablytransformedintoatimid,shrinkingwoman!
  LadyMontbarryhadnotonceventuredtolookatAgnes,sinceshehadmadeherwayintotheroom。Advancingtotakethechairthathadbeenpointedouttoher,shehesitated,putherhandontherailtosupportherself,andstillremainedstanding。
  ’Pleasegivemeamomenttocomposemyself,’shesaidfaintly。Herheadsankonherbosom:shestoodbeforeAgneslikeaconsciousculpritbeforeamercilessjudge。
  Thesilencethatfollowedwas,literally,thesilenceoffearonbothsides。Inthemidstofit,thedoorwasopenedoncemore——
  andHenryWestwickappeared。
  HelookedatLadyMontbarrywithamoment’ssteadyattention——
  bowedtoherwithformalpoliteness——andpassedoninsilence。
  Atthesightofherhusband’sbrother,thesinkingspiritofthewomansprangtolifeagain。Herdroopingfigurebecameerect。HereyesmetWestwick’slook,brightlydefiant。Shereturnedhisbowwithanicysmileofcontempt。
  HenrycrossedtheroomtoAgnes。
  ’IsLadyMontbarryherebyyourinvitation?’heaskedquietly。
  ’No。’
  ’Doyouwishtoseeher?’
  ’Itisverypainfultometoseeher。’
  Heturnedandlookedathissister-in-law。’Doyouhearthat?’
  heaskedcoldly。
  ’Ihearit,’sheanswered,morecoldlystill。
  ’Yourvisitis,tosaytheleastofit,ill-timed。’
  ’Yourinterferenceis,tosaytheleastofit,outofplace。’
  Withthatretort,LadyMontbarryapproachedAgnes。ThepresenceofHenryWestwickseemedatoncetorelieveandemboldenher。
  ’Permitmetoaskmyquestion,MissLockwood,’shesaid,withgracefulcourtesy。’Itisnothingtoembarrassyou。
  WhenthecourierFerrariappliedtomylatehusbandforemployment,didyou——’Herresolutionfailedher,beforeshecouldsaymore。
  Shesanktremblingintothenearestchair,and,afteramoment’sstruggle,composedherselfagain。’DidyoupermitFerrari,’
  sheresumed,’tomakesureofbeingchosenforourcourierbyusingyourname?’
  Agnesdidnotreplywithhercustomarydirectness。Triflingasitwas,thereferencetoMontbarry,proceedingfromthatwomanofallothers,confusedandagitatedher。
  ’IhaveknownFerrari’swifeformanyyears,’shebegan。
  ’AndItakeaninterest——’
  LadyMontbarryabruptlyliftedherhandswithagestureofentreaty。
  ’Ah,MissLockwood,don’twastetimebytalkingofhiswife!
  Answermyplainquestion,plainly!’
  ’Letmeanswerher,’Henrywhispered。’Iwillundertaketospeakplainlyenough。’
  Agnesrefusedbyagesture。LadyMontbarry’sinterruptionhadrousedhersenseofwhatwasduetoherself。Sheresumedherreplyinplainerterms。
  ’WhenFerrariwrotetothelateLordMontbarry,’shesaid,’hedidcertainlymentionmyname。’
  Evennow,shehadinnocentlyfailedtoseetheobjectwhichhervisitorhadinview。LadyMontbarry’simpatiencebecameungovernable。
  Shestartedtoherfeet,andadvancedtoAgnes。
  ’WasitwithyourknowledgeandpermissionthatFerrariusedyourname?’sheasked。’Thewholesoulofmyquestionisinthat。
  ForGod’ssakeanswerme——Yes,orNo!’
  ’Yes。’
  ThatonewordstruckLadyMontbarryasablowmighthavestruckher。
  Thefiercelifethathadanimatedherfacetheinstantbefore,fadedoutofitsuddenly,andleftherlikeawomanturnedtostone。
  Shestood,mechanicallyconfrontingAgnes,withastillnesssowraptandperfectthatnoteventhebreathshedrewwasperceptibletothetwopersonswhowerelookingather。
  Henryspoketoherroughly。’Rouseyourself,’hesaid。
  ’Youhavereceivedyouranswer。’
  Shelookedroundathim。’IhavereceivedmySentence,’sherejoined——
  andturnedslowlytoleavetheroom。
  ToHenry’sastonishment,Agnesstoppedher。’Waitamoment,LadyMontbarry。Ihavesomethingtoaskonmyside。YouhavespokenofFerrari。Iwishtospeakofhimtoo。’
  LadyMontbarrybentherheadinsilence。Herhandtrembledasshetookoutherhandkerchief,andpasseditoverherforehead。
  Agnesdetectedthetrembling,andshrankbackastep。’Isthesubjectpainfultoyou?’sheaskedtimidly。
  Stillsilent,LadyMontbarryinvitedherbyawaveofthehandtogoon。
  Henryapproached,attentivelywatchinghissister-in-law。Agneswenton。
  ’NotraceofFerrarihasbeendiscoveredinEngland,’shesaid。
  ’Haveyouanynewsofhim?Andwillyoutellme(ifyouhaveheardanything),inmercytohiswife?’
  LadyMontbarry’sthinlipssuddenlyrelaxedintotheirsadandcruelsmile。
  ’Whydoyouaskmeaboutthelostcourier?’shesaid。
  ’Youwillknowwhathasbecomeofhim,MissLockwood,whenthetimeisripeforit。’
  Agnesstarted。’Idon’tunderstandyou,’shesaid。’HowshallIknow?
  Willsomeonetellme?’
  ’Someonewilltellyou。’
  Henrycouldkeepsilencenolonger。’Perhaps,yourladyshipmaybetheperson?’heinterruptedwithironicalpoliteness。
  Sheansweredhimwithcontemptuousease。’Youmayberight,Mr。Westwick。Onedayoranother,ImaybethepersonwhotellsMissLockwoodwhathasbecomeofFerrari,if——’Shestopped;
  withhereyesfixedonAgnes。
  ’Ifwhat?’Henryasked。
  ’IfMissLockwoodforcesmetoit。’
  Agneslistenedinastonishment。’Forceyoutoit?’sherepeated。
  ’HowcanIdothat?Doyoumeantosaymywillisstrongerthanyours?’
  ’Doyoumeantosaythatthecandledoesn’tburnthemoth,whenthemothfliesintoit?’LadyMontbarryrejoined。’Haveyoueverheardofsuchathingasthefascinationofterror?Iamdrawntoyoubyafascinationofterror。Ihavenorighttovisityou,Ihavenowishtovisityou:youaremyenemy。Forthefirsttimeinmylife,againstmyownwill,Isubmittomyenemy。See!Iamwaitingbecauseyoutoldmetowait——andthefearofyou(Iswearit!)
  creepsthroughmewhileIstandhere。Oh,don’tletmeexciteyourcuriosityoryourpity!FollowtheexampleofMr。Westwick。
  Behardandbrutalandunforgiving,likehim。Grantmemyrelease。
  Tellmetogo。’
  ThefrankandsimplenatureofAgnescoulddiscoverbutoneintelligiblemeaninginthisstrangeoutbreak。
  ’Youaremistakeninthinkingmeyourenemy,’shesaid。
  ’ThewrongyoudidmewhenyougaveyourhandtoLordMontbarrywasnotintentionallydone。Iforgaveyoumysufferingsinhislifetime。
  Iforgiveyouevenmorefreelynowthathehasgone。’
  Henryheardherwithmingledemotionsofadmirationanddistress。
  ’Saynomore!’heexclaimed。’Youaretoogoodtoher;sheisnotworthyofit。’
  TheinterruptionpassedunheededbyLadyMontbarry。ThesimplewordsinwhichAgneshadrepliedseemedtohaveabsorbedthewholeattentionofthisstrangely-changeablewoman。Asshelistened,herfacesettledslowlyintoanexpressionofhardandtearlesssorrow。
  Therewasamarkedchangeinhervoicewhenshespokenext。
  Itexpressedthatlastworstresignationwhichhasdonewithhope。
  ’Yougoodinnocentcreature,’shesaid,’whatdoesyouramiableforgivenessmatter?Whatareyourpoorlittlewrongs,inthereckoningforgreaterwrongswhichisdemandedofme?
  Iamnottryingtofrightenyou,Iamonlymiserableaboutmyself。
  Doyouknowwhatitistohaveafirmpresentimentofcalamitythatiscomingtoyou——andyettohopethatyourownpositiveconvictionwillnotprovetrue?WhenIfirstmetyou,beforemymarriage,andfirstfeltyourinfluenceoverme,Ihadthathope。
  Itwasastarvelingsortofhopethatlivedalingeringlifeinmeuntilto-day。Youstruckitdead,whenyouansweredmyquestionaboutFerrari。’
  ’HowhaveIdestroyedyourhopes?’Agnesasked。’WhatconnectionistherebetweenmypermittingFerraritousemynametoLordMontbarry,andthestrangeanddreadfulthingsyouaresayingtomenow?’
  ’Thetimeisnear,MissLockwood,whenyouwilldiscoverthatforyourself。Inthemeanwhile,youshallknowwhatmyfearofyouis,intheplainestwordsIcanfind。OnthedaywhenItookyourherofromyouandblightedyourlife——Iamfirmlypersuadedofit!——
  youweremadetheinstrumentoftheretributionthatmysinsofmanyyearshaddeserved。Oh,suchthingshavehappenedbeforeto-day!Onepersonhas,beforenow,beenthemeansofinnocentlyripeningthegrowthofevilinanother。Youhavedonethatalready——
  andyouhavemoretodoyet。Youhavestilltobringmetothedayofdiscovery,andtothepunishmentthatismydoom。Weshallmeetagain——hereinEngland,orthereinVenicewheremyhusbanddied——
  andmeetforthelasttime。’
  Inspiteofherbettersense,inspiteofhernaturalsuperioritytosuperstitionsofallkinds,Agneswasimpressedbytheterribleearnestnesswithwhichthosewordswerespoken。
  SheturnedpaleasshelookedatHenry。’Doyouunderstandher?’
  sheasked。
  ’Nothingiseasierthantounderstandher,’herepliedcontemptuously。
  ’SheknowswhathasbecomeofFerrari;andsheisconfusingyouinacloudofnonsense,becauseshedaren’townthetruth。
  Lethergo!’
  Ifadoghadbeenunderoneofthechairs,andhadbarked,LadyMontbarrycouldnothaveproceededmoreimpenetrablywiththelastwordsshehadtosaytoAgnes。
  ’AdviseyourinterestingMrs。Ferraritowaitalittlelonger,’
  shesaid。’Youwillknowwhathasbecomeofherhusband,andyouwilltellher。Therewillbenothingtoalarmyou。Sometriflingeventwillbringustogetherthenexttime——astrifling,Idaresay,astheengagementofFerrari。Sadnonsense,Mr。Westwick,isitnot?
  Butyoumakeallowancesforwomen;wealltalknonsense。Goodmorning,MissLockwood。’
  Sheopenedthedoor——suddenly,asifshewasafraidofbeingcalledbackforthesecondtime——andleftthem。
  CHAPTERXII
  ’Doyouthinksheismad?’Agnesasked。
  ’Ithinksheissimplywicked。False,superstitious,inveteratelycruel——
  butnotmad。Ibelievehermainmotiveincomingherewastoenjoytheluxuryoffrighteningyou。’
  ’Shehasfrightenedme。Iamashamedtoownit——butsoitis。’
  Henrylookedather,hesitatedforamoment,andseatedhimselfonthesofabyherside。
  ’Iamveryanxiousaboutyou,Agnes,’hesaid。’Butforthefortunatechancewhichledmetocallhereto-day——whoknowswhatthatvilewomanmightnothavesaidordone,ifshehadfoundyoualone?
  Mydear,youareleadingasadlyunprotectedsolitarylife。
  Idon’tliketothinkofit;Iwanttoseeitchanged——especiallyafterwhathashappenedto-day。No!no!itisuselesstotellmethatyouhaveyouroldnurse。Sheistooold;sheisnotinyourrankoflife——thereisnosufficientprotectioninthecompanionshipofsuchapersonforaladyinyourposition。Don’tmistakeme,Agnes!whatIsay,Isayinthesincerityofmydevotiontoyou。’
  Hepaused,andtookherhand。Shemadeafeebleefforttowithdrawit——
  andyielded。’Willthedaynevercome,’hepleaded,’whentheprivilegeofprotectingyoumaybemine?whenyouwillbetheprideandjoyofmylife,aslongasmylifelasts?’Hepressedherhandgently。
  Shemadenoreply。Thecolourcameandwentonherface;hereyeswereturnedawayfromhim。’HaveIbeensounhappyastooffendyou?’
  heasked。
  Sheansweredthat——shesaid,almostinawhisper,’No。’
  ’HaveIdistressedyou?’
  ’Youhavemademethinkofthesaddaysthataregone。’Shesaidnomore;
  sheonlytriedtowithdrawherhandfromhisforthesecondtime。
  Hestillheldit;heliftedittohislips。
  ’CanInevermakeyouthinkofotherdaysthanthose——ofthehappierdaystocome?Or,ifyoumustthinkofthetimethatispassed,canyounotlookbacktothetimewhenIfirstlovedyou?’
  Shesighedasheputthequestion。’SparemeHenry,’sheansweredsadly。
  ’Saynomore!’
  Thecolouragainroseinhercheeks;herhandtrembledinhis。
  Shelookedlovely,withhereyescastdownandherbosomheavinggently。
  Atthatmomenthewouldhavegiveneverythinghehadintheworldtotakeherinhisarmsandkissher。Somemysterioussympathy,passingfromhishandtohers,seemedtotellherwhatwasinhismind。
  Shesnatchedherhandaway,andsuddenlylookedupathim。
  Thetearswereinhereyes。Shesaidnothing;shelethereyesspeakforher。Theywarnedhim——withoutanger,withoutunkindness——
  butstilltheywarnedhimtopresshernofurtherthatday。
  ’OnlytellmethatIamforgiven,’hesaid,asherosefromthesofa。
  ’Yes,’sheansweredquietly,’youareforgiven。’
  ’Ihavenotloweredmyselfinyourestimation,Agnes?’
  ’Oh,no!’
  ’Doyouwishmetoleaveyou?’
  Sherose,inherturn,fromthesofa,andwalkedtoherwriting-tablebeforeshereplied。TheunfinishedletterwhichshehadbeenwritingwhenLadyMontbarryinterruptedher,layopenontheblotting-book。
  Asshelookedattheletter,andthenlookedatHenry,thesmilethatcharmedeverybodyshoweditselfinherface。
  ’Youmustnotgojustyet,’shesaid:’Ihavesomethingtotellyou。
  Ihardlyknowhowtoexpressit。Theshortestwayperhapswillbetoletyoufinditoutforyourself。Youhavebeenspeakingofmylonelyunprotectedlifehere。Itisnotaveryhappylife,Henry——Iownthat。’
  Shepaused,observingthegrowinganxietyofhisexpressionashelookedather,withashysatisfactionthatperplexedhim。
  ’DoyouknowthatIhaveanticipatedyouridea?’shewenton。
  ’Iamgoingtomakeagreatchangeinmylife——ifyourbrotherStephenandhiswifewillonlyconsenttoit。’Sheopenedthedeskofthewriting-tablewhileshespoke,tookaletterout,andhandedittoHenry。
  Hereceiveditfromhermechanically。Vaguedoubts,whichhehardlyunderstoodhimself,kepthimsilent。Itwasimpossiblethatthe’changeinherlife’ofwhichshehadspokencouldmeanthatshewasabouttobemarried——andyethewasconsciousofaperfectlyunreasonablereluctancetoopentheletter。Theireyesmet;shesmiledagain。
  ’Lookattheaddress,’shesaid。’Yououghttoknowthehandwriting——
  butIdaresayyoudon’t。’
  Helookedattheaddress。Itwasinthelarge,irregular,uncertainwritingofachild。Heopenedtheletterinstantly。
  ’DearAuntAgnes,——Ourgovernessisgoingaway。Shehashadmoneylefttoher,andahouseofherown。Wehavehadcakeandwinetodrinkherhealth。Youpromisedtobeourgovernessifwewantedanother。Wewantyou。Mammaknowsnothingaboutthis。
  PleasecomebeforeMammacangetanothergoverness。YourlovingLucy,whowritesthis。ClaraandBlanchehavetriedtowritetoo。
  Buttheyaretooyoungtodoit。Theyblotthepaper。’
  ’Youreldestniece,’Agnesexplained,asHenrylookedatherinamazement。
  ’ThechildrenusedtocallmeauntwhenIwasstayingwiththeirmotherinIreland,intheautumn。Thethreegirlsweremyinseparablecompanions——theyarethemostcharmingchildrenIknow。
  ItisquitetruethatIofferedtobetheirgoverness,iftheyeverwantedone,onthedaywhenIleftthemtoreturntoLondon。
  Iwaswritingtoproposeittotheirmother,justbeforeyoucame。’
  ’Notseriously!’Henryexclaimed。
  Agnesplacedherunfinishedletterinhishand。EnoughofithadbeenwrittentoshowthatshedidseriouslyproposetoenterthehouseholdofMr。andMrs。StephenWestwickasgovernesstotheirchildren!
  Henry’sbewildermentwasnottobeexpressedinwords。
  ’Theywon’tbelieveyouareinearnest,’hesaid。
  ’Whynot?’Agnesaskedquietly。
  ’YouaremybrotherStephen’scousin;youarehiswife’soldfriend。’
  ’Allthemorereason,Henry,fortrustingmewiththechargeoftheirchildren。’
  ’Butyouaretheirequal;youarenotobligedtogetyourlivingbyteaching。Thereissomethingabsurdinyourenteringtheirserviceasagoverness!’
  ’Whatisthereabsurdinit?Thechildrenloveme;themotherlovesme;
  thefatherhasshownmeinnumerableinstancesofhistruefriendshipandregard。Iamtheverywomanfortheplace——and,astomyeducation,Imusthavecompletelyforgottenitindeed,ifIamnotfittoteachthreechildrentheeldestofwhomisonlyelevenyearsold。
  YousayIamtheirequal。Aretherenootherwomenwhoserveasgovernesses,andwhoaretheequalsofthepersonswhomtheyserve?Besides,Idon’tknowthatIamtheirequal。
  HaveInotheardthatyourbrotherStephenwasthenextheirtothetitle?Willhenotbethenewlord?Nevermindansweringme!
  Wewon’tdisputewhetherImnrightorwronginturninggoverness——
  wewillwaittheevent。Iamwearyofmylonelyuselessexistencehere,andeagertomakemylifemorehappyandmoreuseful,inthehouseholdofallothersinwhichIshouldlikemosttohaveaplace。
  Ifyouwilllookagain,youwillseethatIhavethesepersonalconsiderationsstilltourgebeforeIfinishmyletter。
  Youdon’tknowyourbrotherandhiswifeaswellasIdo,ifyoudoubttheiranswer。IbelievetheyhavecourageenoughandheartenoughtosayYes。’
  Henrysubmittedwithoutbeingconvinced。
  Hewasamanwhodislikedalleccentricdeparturesfromcustomandroutine;
  andhefeltespeciallysuspiciousofthechangeproposedinthelifeofAgnes。Withnewintereststooccupyhermind,shemightbelessfavourablydisposedtolistentohim,onthenextoccasionwhenheurgedhissuit。Theinfluenceofthe’lonelyuselessexistence’
  ofwhichshecomplained,wasdistinctlyaninfluenceinhisfavour。
  Whileherheartwasempty,herheartwasaccessible。
  Butwithhisniecesinfullpossessionofit,thecloudsofdoubtovershadowedhisprospects。Heknewthesexwellenoughtokeepthesepurelyselfishperplexitiestohimself。ThewaitingpolicywasespeciallythepolicytopursuewithawomanassensitiveasAgnes。
  Ifheonceoffendedherdelicacyhewaslost。Forthemomenthewiselycontrolledhimselfandchangedthesubject。
  ’Mylittleniece’sletterhashadaneffect,’hesaid,’whichthechildnevercontemplatedinwritingit。ShehasjustremindedmeofoneoftheobjectsthatIhadincallingonyouto-day。’
  Agneslookedatthechild’sletter。’HowdoesLucydothat?’
  sheasked。
  ’Lucy’sgovernessisnottheonlyluckypersonwhohashadmoneylefther,’Henryanswered。’Isyouroldnurseinthehouse?’
  ’Youdon’tmeantosaythatnursehasgotalegacy?’
  ’Shehasgotahundredpounds。Sendforher,Agnes,whileIshowyoutheletter。’
  Hetookahandfuloflettersfromhispocket,andlookedthroughthem,whileAgnesrangthebell。Returningtohim,shenoticedaprintedletteramongtherest,whichlayopenonthetable。Itwasa’prospectus,’andthetitleofitwas’PalaceHotelCompanyofVenice(Limited)。’Thetwowords,’Palace’and’Venice,’instantlyrecalledhermindtotheunwelcomevisitofLadyMontbarry。’Whatisthat?’
  sheasked,pointingtothetitle。
  Henrysuspendedhissearch,andglancedattheprospectus。
  ’Areallypromisingspeculation,’hesaid。’Largehotelsalwayspaywell,iftheyarewellmanaged。Iknowthemanwhoisappointedtobemanagerofthishotelwhenitisopenedtothepublic;
  andIhavesuchentireconfidenceinhimthatIhavebecomeoneoftheshareholdersoftheCompany。’
  ThereplydidnotappeartosatisfyAgnes。’Whyisthehotelcalledthe"PalaceHotel"?’sheinquired。
  Henrylookedather,andatoncepenetratedhermotiveforaskingthequestion。’Yes,’hesaid,’itisthepalacethatMontbarryhiredatVenice;andithasbeenpurchasedbytheCompanytobechangedintoanhotel。’
  Agnesturnedawayinsilence,andtookachairatthefartherendoftheroom。Henryhaddisappointedher。Hisincomeasayoungersonstoodinneed,asshewellknew,ofalltheadditionsthathecouldmaketoitbysuccessfulspeculation。Butshewasunreasonableenough,nevertheless,todisapproveofhisattemptingtomakemoneyalreadyoutofthehouseinwhichhisbrotherhaddied。
  Incapableofunderstandingthispurelysentimentalviewofaplainmatterofbusiness,Henryreturnedtohispapers,insomeperplexityatthesuddenchangeinthemannerofAgnestowardshim。
  Justashefoundtheletterofwhichhewasinsearch,thenursemadeherappearance。HeglancedatAgnes,expectingthatshewouldspeakfirst。Sheneverevenlookedupwhenthenursecamein。
  ItwaslefttoHenrytotelltheoldwomanwhythebellhadsummonedhertothedrawing-room。
  ’Well,nurse,’hesaid,’youhavehadawindfallofluck。
  Youhavehadalegacyleftyouofahundredpounds。’
  Thenurseshowednooutwardsignsofexultation。Shewaitedalittletogettheannouncementofthelegacywellsettledinhermind——
  andthenshesaidquietly,’MasterHenry,whogivesmethatmoney,ifyouplease?’
  ’Mylatebrother,LordMontbarry,givesittoyou。’(Agnesinstantlylookedup,interestedinthematterforthefirsttime。Henrywenton。)
  ’Hiswillleaveslegaciestothesurvivingoldservantsofthefamily。
  Thereisaletterfromhislawyers,authorisingyoutoapplytothemforthemoney。’
  Ineveryclassofsociety,gratitudeistherarestofallhumanvirtues。
  Inthenurse’sclassitisextremelyrare。Heropinionofthemanwhohaddeceivedanddesertedhermistressremainedthesameopinionstill,perfectlyundisturbedbythepassingcircumstanceofthelegacy。
  ’Iwonderwhoremindedmylordoftheoldservants?’shesaid。
  ’Hewouldneverhaveheartenoughtorememberthemhimself!’
  Agnessuddenlyinterposed。Nature,alwaysabhorringmonotony,institutesreservesoftemperaselementsinthecompositionofthegentlestwomenliving。EvenAgnescould,onrareoccasions,beangry。
  Thenurse’sviewofMontbarry’scharacterseemedtohaveprovokedherbeyondendurance。
  ’Ifyouhaveanysenseofshameinyou,’shebrokeout,’yououghttobeashamedofwhatyouhavejustsaid!Youringratitudedisgustsme。
  Ileaveyoutospeakwithher,Henry——youwon’tmindit!’
  Withthissignificantintimationthathetoohaddroppedoutofhiscustomaryplaceinhergoodopinion,shelefttheroom。
  Thenursereceivedthesmartreproofadministeredtoherwitheveryappearanceoffeelingratheramusedbyitthannot。
  Whenthedoorhadclosed,thisfemalephilosopherwinkedatHenry。
  ’There’sapowerofobstinacyinyoungwomen,’sheremarked。
  ’MissAgneswouldn’tgivemylordupasabadone,evenwhenhejiltedher。Andnowshe’ssweetonhimafterhe’sdead。
  Sayawordagainsthim,andshefiresupasyousee。Allobstinacy!
  Itwillwearoutwithtime。Sticktoher,MasterHenry——
  sticktoher!’
  ’Shedoesn’tseemtohaveoffendedyou,’saidHenry。
  ’She?’thenurserepeatedinamazement——’sheoffendme?
  Ilikeherinhertantrums;itremindsmeofherwhenshewasababy。