EventhenDaviddidnotthinkofthatemptywoodboxwaitingbehindthekitchenstove。Thistimeitwasabutterfly,abigblackbutterflybandedwithgold;anditdancedandflutteredallthroughthebackyardandoutintothegarden,Daviddelightedlyfollowingwithsoft-treadingsteps,andmovementsthatwouldnotstartle。Fromthegardentotheorchard,andfromtheorchardbacktothegardendancedthebutterfly——andDavid;andinthegarden,nearthehouse,DavidcameuponMrs。Holly’spansy-bed。
Eventhebutterflywasforgottenthen,fordowninthepathbythepansy-bedDaviddroppedtohiskneesinveritableworship。
"Why,you’rejustlikelittlepeople,"hecriedsoftly。"You’vegotfaces;andsomeofyouarehappy,andsomeofyouaresad。
Andyou——youbigspottedyellowone——you’relaughingatme。Oh,I’mgoingtoplayyou——allofyou。You’llmakesuchaprettysong,you’resodifferentfromeachother!"AndDavidleapedlightlytohisfeetandranaroundtothesideporchforhisviolin。
Fiveminuteslater,SimeonHolly,comingintothekitchen,heardthesoundofaviolinthroughtheopenwindow。Atthesamemomenthiseyesfellonthewoodbox,emptysaveforafewsmallsticksatthebottom。Withanangryfrownhestrodethroughtheouterdoorandaroundthecornerofthehousetothegarden。AtoncethenhecameuponDavid,sittingTurk-fashioninthemiddleofthepathbeforethepansy-bed,hisviolinathischin,andhiswholefaceaglow。
"Well,boy,isthisthewayyoufillthewoodbox?"demandedthemancrisply。
Davidshookhishead。
"Oh,no,sir,thisisn’tfillingthewoodbox,"helaughed,softeninghismusic,butnotstoppingit。"DidyouthinkthatwaswhatIwasplaying?It’stheflowersherethatI’mplaying——thelittlefaces,likepeople,youknow。See,thisisthatbigyellowoneovertherethat’slaughing,"hefinished,lettingthemusicunderhisfingersburstintoagaylittlemelody。
SimeonHollyraisedanimperioushand;andatthegestureDavidstoppedhismelodyinthemiddleofarun,hiseyesflyingwideopeninplainwonderment。
"Youmean——I’mnotplaying——right?"heasked。
"I’mnottalkingofyourplaying,"retortedSimeonHollyseverely。"I’mtalkingofthatwoodboxIaskedyoutofill。"
David’sfacecleared。
"Oh,yes,sir。I’llgoanddoit,"henodded,gettingcheerfullytohisfeet。
"ButItoldyoutodoitbefore。"
David’seyesgrewpuzzledagain。
"Iknow,sir,andIstartedto,"heanswered,withtheobviouspatienceofonewhofindshimselfobligedtoexplainwhatshouldbeaself-evidentfact;"butIsawsomanybeautifulthings,oneafteranother,andwhenIfoundthesefunnylittleflower-peopleIjusthadtoplaythem。Don’tyousee?"
"No,Ican’tsaythatIdo,whenI’dalreadytoldyoutofillthewoodbox,"rejoinedtheman,withuncompromisingcoldness。
"Youmean——eventhenthatIoughttohavefilledthewoodboxfirst?"
"Icertainlydo。"
David’seyesflewwideopenagain。
"Butmysong——I’dhavelostit!"heexclaimed。"Andfathersaidalwayswhenasongcametometoplayitatonce。Songsarelikethemistsofthemorningandtherainbows,youknow,andtheydon’tstaywithyoulong。Youjusthavetocatchthemquick,beforetheygo。Now,don’tyousee?"
ButSimeonHolly,withadespairinglyscornfulgesture,hadturnedaway;andDavid,afteramoment’sfollowinghimwithwistfuleyes,soberlywalkedtowardthekitchendoor。Twominuteslaterhewasindustriouslyworkingathistaskoffillingthewoodbox。
ThatforDavidtheaffairwasnotsatisfactorilysettledwasevidencedbyhisthoughtfulcountenanceandpreoccupiedair,however;norweremattershelpedanybythequestionDavidputtoMr。Hollyjustbeforedinner。
"Doyoumean,"heasked,"thatbecauseIdidn’tfillthewoodboxrightaway,Iwasbeingadiscord?"
"Youwerewhat?"demandedtheamazedSimeonHolly。
"Beingadiscord——playingoutoftune,youknow,"explainedDavid,withpatientearnestness。"Fathersaid——"ButagainSimeonHollyhadturnedirritablyaway;andDavidwasleftwithhisperplexedquestionsstillunanswered。
CHAPTERVI
NUISANCES,NECESSARYANDOTHERWISE
Forsometimeafterdinner,thatfirstday,DavidwatchedMrs。
Hollyinsilencewhilesheclearedthetableandbegantowashthedishes。
"Doyouwantmeto——help?"heaskedatlast,alittlewistfully。
Mrs。Holly,withadubiousglanceattheboy’sbrownlittlehands,shookherhead。
"No,Idon’t。No,thankyou,"sheamendedheranswer。
ForanothersixtysecondsDavidwassilent;then,stillmorewistfully,heasked:——
"Areallthesethingsyou’vebeendoingallday’usefullabor’?"
Mrs。Hollylifteddrippinghandsfromthedishpanandheldthemsuspendedforanamazedinstant。
"Arethey——Why,ofcoursetheyare!Whatasillyquestion!Whatputthatideaintoyourhead,child?"
"Mr。Holly;andyouseeit’ssodifferentfromwhatfatherusedtocallthem。"
"Different?"
"Yes。Hesaidtheywereanecessarynuisance,——dishes,andgettingmeals,andclearingup,——andhedidn’tdohalfasmanyofthemasyoudo,either。"
"Nuisance,indeed!"Mrs。Hollyresumedherdishwashingwithsomeasperity。"Well,Ishouldthinkthatmighthavebeenjustaboutlikehim。"
"Yes,itwas。Hewasalwaysthatway,"noddedDavidpleasantly。
Then,afteramoment,hequeried:"Butaren’tyougoingtowalkatallto-day?"
"Towalk?Where?"
"Why,throughthewoodsandfields——anywhere。"
"Walkinginthewoods,NOW——JUSTWALKING?Land’ssake,boy,I’vegotsomethingelsetodo!"
"Oh,that’stoobad,isn’tit?"David’sfaceexpressedsympatheticregret。"Andit’ssuchaniceday!Maybeit’llrainbytomorrow。"
"Maybeitwill,"retortedMrs。Holly,withslightlyupliftedeyebrowsandanexpressiveglance。"Butwhetheritdoesordoesn’twon’tmakeanydifferenceinmygoingtowalk,Iguess。"
"Oh,won’tit?"beamedDavid,hisfacechanging。"I’msoglad!I
don’tmindtherain,either。FatherandIusedtogointherainlotsoftimes,only,ofcourse,wecouldn’ttakeourviolinsthen,soweusedtolikethepleasantdaysbetter。Buttherearesomethingsyoufindonrainydaysthatyoucouldn’tfindanyothertime,aren’tthere?Thedanceofthedropsontheleaves,andtherushoftherainwhenthewindgetsbehindit。Don’tyoulovetofeelit,outintheopenspaces,wherethewindjustgetsagoodchancetopush?"
Mrs。Hollystared。Thensheshiveredandthrewupherhandswithagestureofhopelessabandonment。
"Land’ssake,boy!"sheejaculatedfeebly,assheturnedbacktoherwork。
Fromdishestosweeping,andfromsweepingtodusting,hurriedMrs。Holly,goingatlastintothesomberparlor,alwayscarefullyguardedfromsunandair。Watchingher,mutely,Davidtrailedbehind,hiseyesstaringalittleastheyfelluponthemultitudeofobjectsthatparlorcontained:thehairclothchairs,thelongsofa,themarble-toppedtable,thecurtains,cushions,spreads,and"throws,"theinnumerablematsandtidies,thehair-wreath,thewaxflowersundertheirglassdome,thedriedgrasses,themarvelousbouquetsofscarlet,green,andpurpleeverlastings,thestonesandshellsandmany-sized,many-shapedvasesarrangedasifinlineofbattlealongthecornershelves。
"Y——yes,youmaycomein,"calledMrs。Holly,glancingbackatthehesitatingboyinthedoorway。"Butyoumustn’ttouchanything。I’mgoingtodust。"
"ButIhaven’tseenthisroombefore,"ruminatedDavid。
"Well,no,"deignedMrs。Holly,withjustatouchofsuperiority。
"Wedon’tusethisroomcommon,littleboy,northebedroomthere,either。Thisisthecompanyroom,forministersandfunerals,and——"Shestoppedhastily,withaquicklookatDavid;
buttheboydidnotseemtohaveheard。
"Anddoesn’tanybodylivehereinthishouse,butjustyouandMr。Holly,andMr。PerryLarson?"heasked,stilllookingwonderinglyabouthim。
"No,not——now。"Mrs。Hollydrewinherbreathwithalittlecatch,andglancedattheframedportraitofalittleboyonthewall。
"Butyou’vegotsuchalotofroomsand——andthings,"remarkedDavid。"Why,daddyandIonlyhadtworooms,andnothardlyanyTHINGS。Itwasso——different,youknow,inmyhome。"
"Ishouldsayitmighthavebeen!"Mrs。Hollybegantodusthurriedly,butcarefully。Hervoicestillcarrieditshintofsuperiority。
"Oh,yes,"smiledDavid。"Butyousayyoudon’tusethisroommuch,sothathelps。"
"Helps!"InherstupefactionMrs。Hollystoppedherworkandstared。
"Why,yes。Imean,you’vegotsomanyotherroomsyoucanliveinthose。Youdon’tHAVEtoliveinhere。"
"’Havetoliveinhere’!"ejaculatedthewoman,stilltoouncomprehendingtobeanythingbutamazed。
"Yes。ButdoyouhavetoKEEPallthesethings,andcleanthemandcleanthem,likethis,everyday?Couldn’tyougivethemtosomebody,orthrowthemaway?"
"Throw——these——things——away!"Withawildsweepofherarms,thehorrifiedwomanseemedtobetryingtoencompassinaprotectiveembraceeachlastendangeredtreasureofmatandtidy。"Boy,areyoucrazy?Thesethingsare——arevaluable。Theycostmoney,andtimeand——andlabor。Don’tyouknowbeautifulthingswhenyouseethem?"
"Oh,yes,IloveBEAUTIFULthings,"smiledDavid,withunconsciouslyrudeemphasis。"AnduponthemountainIhadthemalways。Therewasthesunrise,andthesunset,andthemoonandthestars,andmySilverLake,andthecloud-boatsthatsailed——"
ButMrs。Holly,withavexedgesture,stoppedhim。
"Nevermind,littleboy。Imighthaveknown——broughtupasyouhavebeen。Ofcourseyoucouldnotappreciatesuchthingsasthese。Throwthemaway,indeed!"Andshefelltoworkagain;butthistimeherfingerscarriedasomethingintheirtouchthatwasalmostlikethecaressamothermightbestowuponanaggrievedchild。
David,vaguelydisturbedanduncomfortable,watchedherwithtroubledeyes;then,apologetically,heexplained:——
"ItwasonlythatIthoughtifyoudidn’thavetocleansomanyofthesethings,youcouldmaybegotowalkmore——to-day,andotherdays,youknow。Yousaid——youdidn’thavetime,"heremindedher。
ButMrs。Hollyonlyshookherheadandsighed:——
"Well,well,nevermind,littleboy。Idaresayyoumeantallright。Youcouldn’tunderstand,ofcourse。"
AndDavid,afteranothermoment’swistfuleyeingofthecaressingfingers,turnedaboutandwanderedoutontothesideporch。A
minutelater,havingseatedhimselfontheporchsteps,hehadtakenfromhispockettwosmallpiecesoffoldedpaper。Andthen,throughtear-dimmedeyes,hereadoncemorehisfather’sletter。
"HesaidImustn’tgrieve,forthatwouldgrievehim,"murmuredtheboy,afteratime,hiseyesonthefar-awayhills。"AndhesaidifI’dplay,mymountainswouldcometomehere,andI’dreallybeathomeupthere。HesaidinmyviolinwereallthosethingsI’mwanting——sobad!"
Withalittlechokingbreath,Davidtuckedthenotebackintohispocketandreachedforhisviolin。
Sometimelater,Mrs。Holly,dustingthechairsintheparlor,stoppedherwork,tiptoedtothedoor,andlistenedbreathlessly。
Whensheturnedback,stilllater,toherwork,hereyeswerewet。
"Iwonderwhy,whenheplays,Ialwaysgettothinkingof——John,"
shesighedtoherself,asshepickedupherdusting-cloth。
Aftersupperthatnight,SimeonHollyandhiswifeagainsatonthekitchenporch,restingfromthelaboroftheday。Simeon’seyeswereclosed。Hiswife’swereonthedimoutlinesoftheshed,thebarn,theroad,orapassinghorseandwagon。David,sittingonthesteps,waswatchingthemoonclimbhigherandhigherabovethetree-tops。Afteratimeheslippedintothehouseandcameoutwithhisviolin。
Atthefirstlong-drawnnoteofsweetness,SimeonHollyopenedhiseyesandsatup,stern-lipped。Buthiswifelaidatimidhandonhisarm。
"Don’tsayanything,please,"sheentreatedsoftly。"Lethimplay,justforto-night。He’slonesome——poorlittlefellow。"AndSimeonHolly,withafrowningshrugofhisshoulders,satbackinhischair。
Later,itwasMrs。Hollyherselfwhostoppedthemusicbysaying:
"Come,David,it’sbedtimeforlittleboys。I’llgoupstairswithyou。"Andsheledthewayintothehouseandlightedthecandleforhim。
Upstairs,inthelittleroomoverthekitchen,Davidfoundhimselfoncemorealone。Asbefore,thelittleyellow-whitenightshirtlayoverthechair-back;andasbefore,Mrs。Hollyhadbrushedawayatearasshehadplaceditthere。Asbefore,too,thebigfour-postedbedloomedtallandformidableinthecorner。
Butthistimethecoverletandsheetwereturnedbackinvitingly——Mrs。HollyhadbeenmuchdisturbedtofindthatDavidhadsleptonthefloorthenightbefore。
Oncemore,withhisbackcarefullyturnedtowardtheimpaledbugsandmothsonthewall,Davidundressedhimself。Then,beforeblowingoutthecandle,hewenttothewindowkneeleddown,andlookedupatthemoonthroughthetrees。
Davidwassorelypuzzled。Hewasbeginningtowonderjustwhatwastobecomeofhimself。
Hisfatherhadsaidthatoutintheworldtherewasabeautifulworkforhimtodo;butwhatwasit?Howwashetofindit?Orhowwashetodoitifhedidfindit?Andanotherthing;wherewashetolive?Couldhestaywherehewas?Itwasnothome,tobesure;buttherewasthelittleroomoverthekitchenwherehemightsleep,andtherewasthekindwomanwhosmiledathimsometimeswiththesad,far-awaylookinhereyesthatsomehowhurt。Hewouldnotlike,now,toleaveher——withdaddygone。
Therewerethegold-pieces,too;andconcerningtheseDavidwasequallypuzzled。Whatshouldhedowiththem?Hedidnotneedthem——thekindwomanwasgivinghimplentyoffood,sothathedidnothavetogotothestoreandbuy;andtherewasnothingelse,apparently,thathecouldusethemfor。Theywereheavy,anddisagreeabletocarry;yethedidnotliketothrowthemaway,nortoletanybodyknowthathehadthem:hehadbeencalledathiefjustforonelittlepiece,andwhatwouldtheysayiftheyknewhehadallthoseothers?
Davidrememberednow,suddenly,thathisfatherhadsaidtohidethem——tohidethemuntilheneededthem。Davidwasrelievedatonce。Whyhadhenotthoughtofitbefore?Heknewjusttheplace,too,——thelittlecupboardbehindthechimneythereinthisveryroom!Andwithasatisfiedsigh,Davidgottohisfeet,gatheredallthelittleyellowdisksfromhispockets,andtuckedthemwelloutofsightbehindthepilesofbooksonthecupboardshelves。There,too,hehidthewatch;butthelittleminiatureoftheangel-motherheslippedbackintooneofhispockets。
David’ssecondmorningatthefarmhousewasnotunlikethefirst,exceptthatthistime,whenSimeonHollyaskedhimtofillthewoodbox,Davidresolutelyignoredeveryenticingbugandbutterfly,andkeptrigorouslytothetaskbeforehimuntilitwasdone。
Hewasinthekitchenwhen,justbeforedinner,PerryLarsoncameintotheroomwithaworriedfrownonhisface。
"Mis’Holly,wouldyemindjuststeppin’tothesidedoor?
There’sawomanan’alittleboythere,an’somethin’ails’em。
Shecan’ttalkEnglish,an’I’mblestifIcanmakeheadnortailoutofthelingosheDOEStalk。Butmaybeyoucan。"
"Why,Perry,Idon’tknow——"beganMrs。Holly。Butsheturnedatoncetowardthedoor。
Ontheporchstepsstoodaverypretty,butfrightened-lookingyoungwomanwithaboyperhapstenyearsoldatherside。UponcatchingsightofMrs。Hollysheburstintoatorrentofunintelligiblewords,supplementedbynumerousandvehementgestures。
Mrs。Hollyshrankback,andcastappealingeyestowardherhusbandwhoatthatmomenthadcomeacrosstheyardfromthebarn。
"Simeon,canyoutellwhatshewants?"
Atsightofthenewcomeronthescene,thestrangewomanbeganagain,withevenmorevolubility。
"No,"saidSimeonHolly,afteramoment’sscowlingscrutinyofthegesticulatingwoman。"She’stalkingFrench,Ithink。Andshewants——something。"
"Gosh!Ishouldsayshedid,"mutteredPerryLarson。"An’
whatever’tis,shewantsitpowerfulbad。"
"Areyouhungry?"questionedMrs。Hollytimidly。
"Can’tyouspeakEnglishatall?"demandedSimeonHolly。
Thewomanlookedfromonetotheotherwiththepiteous,pleadingeyesofthestrangerinthestrangelandwhocannotunderstandormakeothersunderstand。Shehadturnedawaywithadespairingshakeofherhead,whensuddenlyshegaveawildcryofjoyandwheeledabout,herwholefacealight。
TheHollysandPerryLarsonsawthenthatDavidhadcomeoutontotheporchandwasspeakingtothewoman——andhiswordswerejustasunintelligibleasthewoman’shadbeen。
Mrs。HollyandPerryLarsonstared。SimeonHollyinterruptedDavidwithasharp——
"Doyou,then,understandthiswoman,boy?"
"Why,yes!Didn’tyou?She’slostherway,and——"ButthewomanhadhurriedforwardandwaspouringherstoryintoDavid’sears。
AtitsconclusionDavidturnedtofindthelookofstupefactionstillontheothers’faces。
"Well,whatdoesshewant?"askedSimeonHollycrisply。
"ShewantstofindthewaytoFrancoisLavelle’shouse。He’sherhusband’sbrother。Shecameinonthetrainthismorning。Herhusbandstoppedoffaminutesomewhere,shesays,andgotleftbehind。HecouldtalkEnglish,butshecan’t。She’sonlybeeninthiscountryaweek。ShecamefromFrance。"
"Gorry!Won’tyelistenterthat,now?"criedPerryLarsonadmiringly。"Readsherjustlikeabook,don’the?There’saFrenchfamilyoverinWestHinsdale——twoof’em,Ithink。What’llyebet’tain’toneo’them?"
"Verylikely,"accededSimeonHolly,hiseyesbentdisapprovinglyonDavid’sface。ItwasplaintobeseenthatSimeonHolly’sattentionwasoccupiedbyDavid,notthewoman。
"An’,say,Mr。Holly,"resumedPerryLarson,alittleexcitedly,"youknowIwasgoin’overterWestHinsdaleinadayortwoterseeHarlowaboutthemsteers。Whycan’tIgothisafternoonan’
toteheran’thekidalong?"
"Verywell,"noddedSimeonHollycurtly,hiseyesstillonDavid’sface。
PerryLarsonturnedtothewoman,andbyaflourishofhisarmsandajumbleofbrokenEnglishattemptedtomakeherunderstandthathewastotakeherwheresheundoubtedlywishedtogo。Thewomanstilllookeduncomprehending,however,andDavidpromptlycametotherescue,sayingafewrapidwordsthatquicklybroughtafloodofdelightedunderstandingtothewoman’sface。
"Can’tyouaskherifshe’shungry?"venturedMrs。Holly,then。
"Shesaysno,thankyou,"translatedDavid,withasmile,whenhehadreceivedhisanswer。"Buttheboysaysheis,ifyouplease。"
"Then,tellthemtocomeintothekitchen,"directedMrs。Holly,hurryingintothehouse。
"Soyou’reFrench,areyou?"saidSimeonHollytoDavid。
"French?Oh,no,sir,"smiledDavid,proudly。"I’manAmerican。
FathersaidIwas。HesaidIwasborninthiscountry。"
"ButhowcomesityoucanspeakFrenchlikethat?"
"Why,Ilearnedit。"Then,diviningthathiswordswerestillunconvincing,headded:"SameasIlearnedGermanandotherthingswithfather,outofbooks,youknow。Didn’tyoulearnFrenchwhenyouwerealittleboy?"
"Humph!"vouchsafedSimeonHolly,stalkingawaywithoutansweringthequestion。
ImmediatelyafterdinnerPerryLarsondroveawaywiththewomanandthelittleboy。Thewoman’sfacewaswreathedwithsmiles,andherlastadoringglancewasforDavid,wavinghishandtoherfromtheporchsteps。
IntheafternoonDavidtookhisviolinandwentofftowardthehillbehindthehouseforawalk。HehadaskedMrs。Hollytoaccompanyhim,butshehadrefused,thoughshewasnotsweepingordustingatthetime。Shewasdoingnothingmoreimportant,apparently,thanmakingholesinapieceofwhitecloth,andsewingthemupagainwithaneedleandthread。
DavidhadthenaskedMr。Hollytogo;buthisrefusalwasevenmorestrangelyimpatientthanhiswife’shadbeen。
"Andwhy,pray,shouldIgoforauselesswalknow——oranytime,forthatmatter?"hedemandedsharply。
Davidhadshrunkbackunconsciously,thoughhehadstillsmiled。
"Oh,butitwouldn’tbeauselesswalk,sir。Fathersaidnothingwasuselessthathelpedtokeepusintune,youknow。"
"Intune!"
"Imean,youlookedasfatherusedtolooksometimes,whenhefeltoutoftune。Andhealwayssaidtherewasnothinglikeawalktoputhimbackagain。I——Iwasfeelingalittleoutoftunemyselfto-day,andIthought,bythewayyoulooked,thatyouwere,too。SoIaskedyoutogotowalk。"
"Humph!Well,I——Thatwilldo,boy。Noimpertinence,youunderstand!"Andhehadturnedawayinveryobviousanger。
David,withapuzzledsorrowinhishearthadstartedalonethen,onhiswalk。
CHAPTERVII
"YOU’REWANTED——YOU’REWANTED!"
ItwasSaturdaynight,andtheendofDavid’sthirddayatthefarmhouse。Upstairs,inthehotlittleroomoverthekitchen,theboykneltatthewindowandtriedtofindabreathofcoolairfromthehills。DownstairsontheporchSimeonHollyandhiswifediscussedtheeventsofthepastfewdays,andtalkedofwhatshouldbedonewithDavid。
"Butwhatshallwedowithhim?"moanedMrs。Hollyatlast,breakingalongsilencethathadfallenbetweenthem。"Whatcanwedowithhim?Doesn’tanybodywanthim?"
"No,ofcourse,nobodywantshim,"retortedherhusbandrelentlessly。
Andatthewordsasmallfigureinayellow-whitenightshirtstoppedshort。David,violininhand,hadfledfromthelittlehotroom,andstoodnowjustinsidethekitchendoor。
"Whocanwantachildthathasbeenbroughtupinthatheathenishfashion?"continuedSimeonHolly。"Accordingtohisownstory,evenhisfatherdidnothingbutplaythefiddleandtrampthroughthewoodsdayinanddayout,withanoccasionaltriptothemountainvillagetogetfoodandclothingwhentheyhadabsolutelynothingtoeatandwear。Ofcoursenobodywantshim!"
David,atthekitchendoor,caughthisbreathchokingly。Thenhespedacrossthefloortothebackhall,andonthroughthelongshedstothehayloftinthebarn——theplacewherehisfatherseemedalwaysnearest。
Davidwasfrightenedandheartsick。NOBODYWANTEDHIM。Hehadhearditwithhisownears,sotherewasnomistake。Whatnowaboutallthoselongdaysandnightsaheadbeforehemightgo,violininhand,tomeethisfatherinthatfar-awaycountry?Howwashetolivethosedaysandnightsifnobodywantedhim?Howwashisviolintospeakinavoicethatwastrueandpureandfull,andtellofthebeautifulworld,ashisfatherhadsaidthatitmustdo?Davidquitecriedaloudatthethought。Thenhethoughtofsomethingelsethathisfatherhadsaid:"Rememberthis,myboy,——inyourviolinlieallthethingsyoulongfor。
Youhaveonlytoplay,andthebroadskiesofyourmountainhomewillbeoveryou,andthedearfriendsandcomradesofyourmountainforestswillbeallaboutyou。"WithaquickcryDavidraisedhisviolinanddrewthebowacrossthestrings。
BackontheporchatthatmomentMrs。Hollywassaying:——
"Ofcoursethere’stheorphanasylum,ormaybethepoorhouse——ifthey’dtakehim;but——Simeon,"shebrokeoffsharply,"where’sthatchildplayingnow?"
Simeonlistenedwithintentears。
"Inthebarn,Ishouldsay。"
"Buthe’dgonetobed!"
"Andhe’llgotobedagain,"assertedSimeonHollygrimly,asherosetohisfeetandstalkedacrossthemoonlityardtothebarn。
Asbefore,Mrs。Hollyfollowedhim,andasbefore,bothinvoluntarilypausedjustinsidethebarndoortolisten。Norunsandtrillsandrollickingbitsofmelodyfloateddownthestairwayto-night。Thenoteswerelong-drawn,andplaintivelysweet;andtheyroseandswelledanddiedalmostintosilencewhilethemanandthewomanbythedoorstoodlistening。
Theywerebackinthelongago——SimeonHollyandhiswife——backwithaboyoftheirownwhohadmadethosesameraftersringwithshoutsoflaughter,andwho,also,hadplayedtheviolin——thoughnotlikethis;andthesamethoughthadcometoeach:"Whatif,afterall,itwereJohnplayingallaloneinthemoonlight!"
Ithadnotbeentheviolin,intheend,thathaddrivenJohnHollyfromhome。Ithadbeenthepossibilitiesinapieceofcrayon。Allthroughchildhoodtheboyhaddrawnhisbeloved"pictures"oneveryinvitingspacethatoffered,——whetheritwerethe"best-room"wall-paper,ortheflyleafofthebigplushalbum,——andateighteenhehadannouncedhisdeterminationtobeanartist。ForayearafterthatSimeonHollyfoughtwithallthestrengthofastubbornwill,banishedchalkandcrayonfromthehouse,andsettheboytohomelytasksthatleftnotimeforanythingbutfoodandsleep——thenJohnranaway。
Thatwasfifteenyearsago,andtheyhadnotseenhimsince;
thoughtwounansweredlettersinSimeonHolly’sdesktestifiedthatperhapsthis,atleast,wasnottheboy’sfault。
Itwasnotofthegrown-upJohn,thewillfulboyandrunawayson,however,thatSimeonHollyandhiswifewerethinking,astheystoodjustinsidethebarndoor;itwasofBabyJohn,thelittlecurly-headedfellowthathadplayedattheirknees,frolickedinthisverybarn,andnestledintheirarmswhenthedaywasdone。
Mrs。Hollyspokefirst——anditwasnotasshehadspokenontheporch。
"Simeon,"shebegantremulously,"thatdearchildmustgotobed!"Andshehurriedacrossthefloorandupthestairs,followedbyherhusband。"Come,David,"shesaid,asshereachedthetop;"it’stimelittleboyswereasleep!Come!"
Hervoicewaslow,andnotquitesteady。ToDavidhervoicesoundedashereyeslookedwhentherewasinthemthefar-awaysomethingthathurt。Veryslowlyhecameforwardintothemoonlight,hisgazesearchingthewoman’sfacelongandearnestly。
"Anddoyou——wantme?"hefaltered。
Thewomandrewinherbreathwithalittlesob。Beforeherstoodtheslenderfigureintheyellow-whitegown——John’sgown。Intohereyeslookedthoseothereyes,darkandwistful,——likeJohn’seyes。Andherarmsachedwithemptiness。
"Yes,yes,formyveryown——andforalways!"shecriedwithsuddenpassion,claspingthelittleformclose。"Foralways!"
AndDavidsighedhiscontent。
SimeonHolly’slipsparted,buttheyclosedagainwithnowordssaid。Themanturnedthen,withacuriouslybaffledlook,andstalkeddownthestairs。
Ontheporchlongminuteslater,whenoncemoreDavidhadgonetobed,SimeonHollysaidcoldlytohiswife:——
"Isupposeyourealize,Ellen,justwhatyou’vepledgedyourselfto,bythatabsurdoutburstofyoursinthebarnto-night——andallbecausethatungodlymusicandthemoonshinehadgonetoyourhead!"
"ButIwanttheboy,Simeon。He——hemakesmethinkof——John。"
Harshlinescametotheman’smouth,buttherewasaperceptibleshakeinhisvoiceasheanswered:——
"We’renottalkingofJohn,Ellen。We’retalkingofthisirresponsible,hardlysaneboyupstairs。Hecanwork,Isuppose,ifhe’staught,andinthatwayhewon’tperhapsbeadeadloss。
Still,he’sanothermouthtofeed,andthatcountsnow。There’sthenote,youknow,——it’sdueinAugust。"
"Butyousaythere’smoney——almostenoughforit——inthebank。"
Mrs。Holly’svoicewasanxiouslyapologetic。
"Yes,Iknow"vouchsafedtheman。"Butalmostenoughisnotquiteenough。"
"Butthere’stime——morethantwomonths。Itisn’tduetillthelastofAugust,Simeon。"
"Iknow,Iknow。Meanwhile,there’stheboy。Whatareyougoingtodowithhim?"
"Why,can’tyouusehim——onthefarm——alittle?"
"Perhaps。Idoubtit,though,"gloomedtheman。"Onecan’thoecornnorpullweedswithafiddle-bow——andthat’sallheseemstoknowhowtohandle。"
"Buthecanlearn——andhedoesplaybeautifully,"murmuredthewoman;wheneverbeforehadEllenHollyventuredtousewordsofargumentwithherhusband,andinextenuation,too,ofanactofherown!
Therewasnoreplyexceptamuttered"Humph!"underthebreath。
ThenSimeonHollyroseandstalkedintothehouse。
ThenextdaywasSunday,andSundayatthefarmhousewasathingofsternrepressionandsolemnsilence。InSimeonHolly’sveinsranthebloodofthePuritans,andhewasmorethanstrictastowhatheconsideredrightandwrong。Whenhalf-trainedfortheministry,ill-healthhadforcedhimtoresorttoalessconfininglife,thoughneverhadittakenfromhimtheuncompromisingrigorofhisviews。Itwasadistinctshocktohim,therefore,onthisSundaymorningtobeawakenedbyapealofmusicsuchasthelittlehousehadneverknownbefore。Allthewhilethathewasthrustinghisindignantselfintohisclothing,therunsandturnsandcrashingchordswhirledabouthimuntilitseemedthatawholeorchestramustbeimprisonedinthelittleroomoverthekitchen,soskillfulwastheboy’sdoublestopping。SimeonHollywaswhitewithangerwhenhefinallyhurrieddownthehallandthrewopenDavid’sbedroomdoor。
"Boy,whatdoyoumeanbythis?"hedemanded。
Davidlaughedgleefully。
"Anddidn’tyouknow?"heasked。"Why,Ithoughtmymusicwouldtellyou。Iwassohappy,soglad!Thebirdsinthetreeswokemeupsinging,’You’rewanted——you’rewanted;’andthesuncameoverthehillthereandsaid,’You’rewanted——you’rewanted;’andthelittletree-branchtappedonmywindowpaneandsaid"You’rewanted——you’rewanted!’AndIjusthadtotakeupmyviolinandtellyouaboutit!"
"Butit’sSunday——theLord’sDay,"remonstratedthemansternly。
Davidstoodmotionless,hiseyesquestioning。
"Areyouquiteaheathen,then?"catechisedthemansharply。
"HavetheynevertoldyouanythingaboutGod,boy?"
"Oh,’God’?——ofcourse,"smiledDavid,inopenrelief。"Godwrapsupthebudsintheirlittlebrownblankets,andcoverstherootswith——"
"Iamnottalkingaboutbrownblanketsnorroots,"interruptedthemanseverely。"ThisisGod’sday,andassuchshouldbekeptholy。"
"’Holy’?"
"Yes。Youshouldnotfiddlenorlaughnorsing。"
"Butthosearegoodthings,andbeautifulthings,"defendedDavid,hiseyeswideandpuzzled。
"Intheirplace,perhaps,"concededtheman,stiffly。"butnotonGod’sday。"
"Youmean——Hewouldn’tlikethem?"
"Yes。"
"Oh!"——andDavid’sfacecleared。"That’sallright,then。YourGodisn’tthesameone,sir,forminelovesallbeautifulthingseverydayintheyear。"
Therewasamoment’ssilence。ForthefirsttimeinhislifeSimeonHollyfoundhimselfwithoutwords。
"Wewon’ttalkofthisanymore,David,"hesaidatlast;"butwe’llputitanotherway——Idon’twishyoutoplayyourfiddleonSunday。Now,putituptillto-morrow。"Andheturnedandwentdownthehall。
Breakfastwasaveryquietmealthatmorning。MealswereneverthingsofhilariousjoyattheHollyfarmhouse,asDavidhadalreadyfoundout;buthehadnotseenonebeforequitesosomberasthis。Itwasfollowedimmediatelybyahalf-hourofScripture-readingandprayer,withMrs。HollyandPerryLarsonsittingverystiffandsolemnintheirchairs,whileMr。Hollyread。Davidtriedtositverystiffandsolemninhischair,also;buttherosesatthewindowwerenoddingtheirheadsandbeckoning;andthebirdsinthebushesbeyondweresendingtohimcoaxinglittlechirpsof"Comeout,comeout!"Andhowcouldoneexpecttositstiffandsolemninthefaceofallthat,particularlywhenone’sfingersweretinglingtotakeuptheinterruptedsongofthemorningandtellthewholeworldhowbeautifulitwastobewanted!
YetDavidsatverystill,——orasstillashecouldsit,——andonlythetappingofhisfoot,andtherovingofhiswistfuleyestoldthathismindwasnotwithFarmerHollyandtheChildrenofIsraelintheirwanderingsinthewilderness。
Afterthedevotionscameanhourofsubduedhasteandconfusionwhilethefamilypreparedforchurch。Davidhadneverbeentochurch。HeaskedPerryLarsonwhatitwaslike;butPerryonlyshruggedhisshouldersandsaid,tonobody,apparently:——"
Sugar!Won’tyehearthat,now?"——whichtoDavidwascertainlynoansweratall。
Thatonemustbespickandspantogotochurch,Davidsoonfoundout——neverbeforehadhebeensoscrubbedandbrushedandcombed。
Therewas,too,broughtoutforhimtowearalittlecleanwhiteblouseandaredtie,overwhichMrs。Hollycriedalittleasshehadoverthenightshirtthatfirstevening。
Thechurchwasinthevillageonlyaquarterofamileaway;andinduetimeDavid,open-eyedandinterested,wasfollowingMr。
andMrs。Hollydownitslongcenteraisle。TheHollyswereearlyasusual,andservicehadnotbegun。Eventheorganisthadnottakenhisseatbeneaththegreatpipesofblueandgoldthattoweredtotheceiling。
Itwastheprideofthetown——thatorgan。Ithadbeengivenbyagreatman(outintheworld)whosebirthplacethetownwas。Morethanthat,ayearlydonationfromthissamegreatmanpaidfortheskilledorganistwhocameeverySundayfromthecitytoplayit。To-day,astheorganisttookhisseat,henoticedanewfaceintheHollypew,andhealmostgaveafriendlysmileashemetthewonderinggazeofthesmallboythere;thenhelosthimself,asusual,inthemusicbeforehim。
DownintheHollypewthesmallboyheldhisbreath。Ascoreofviolinsweresinginginhisears;andascoreofotherinstrumentsthathecouldnotname,crashedoverhishead,andbroughthimtohisfeetinecstasy。Beforeadetaininghandcouldstophim,hewasoutintheaisle,hiseyesontheblue-and-goldpipesfromwhichseemedtocomethosewondroussounds。Thenhisgazefellonthemanandonthebanksofkeys;
andwithsoftstepshecreptalongtheaisleandupthestairstotheorgan-loft。
Forlongminuteshestoodmotionless,listening;thenthemusicdiedintosilenceandtheministerrosefortheinvocation。Itwasaboy’svoice,andnotaman’s,however,thatbrokethepause。
"Oh,sir,please,"itsaid,"wouldyou——couldyouteachMEtodothat?"
Theorganistchokedoveracough,andthesopranoreachedoutanddrewDavidtoherside,whisperingsomethinginhisear。Theminister,afteradazedsilence,bowedhishead;whiledownintheHollypewanangrymanandasorelymortifiedwomanvowedthat,beforeDavidcametochurchagain,heshouldhavelearnedsomethings。
CHAPTERVIII
THEPUZZLING"DOS"AND"DON’TS"
WiththecomingofMondayarrivedanewlifeforDavid——acuriouslifefullof"don’ts"and"dos。"Davidwonderedsometimeswhyallthepleasantthingswere"don’ts"andalltheunpleasantones"dos。"Corntobehoed,weedstobepulled,woodboxestobefilled;withalltheseitwas"dothis,dothis,dothis。"Butwhenitcametolyingundertheappletrees,exploringthebrookthatranbythefield,orevenwatchingthebugsandwormsthatonefoundintheearth——allthesewere"don’ts。"
AstoFarmerHolly——FarmerHollyhimselfawoketosomenewexperiencesthatMondaymorning。Oneofthemwasthedifficultyinsuccessfullycombatingthecheerfullyexpressedopinionthatweedsweresoprettygrowingthatitwasapitytopullthemupandletthemallwitheranddie。Anotherwastheequallygreatdifficultyofkeepingasmallboyatusefullaborofanysortinthefaceoftheattractionsdisplayedbyapassingcloud,ablossomingshrub,orabirdsingingonatree-branch。
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