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第3章

  EventhenDaviddidnotthinkofthatemptywoodboxwaitingbehindthekitchenstove。Thistimeitwasabutterfly,abigblackbutterflybandedwithgold;anditdancedandflutteredallthroughthebackyardandoutintothegarden,Daviddelightedlyfollowingwithsoft-treadingsteps,andmovementsthatwouldnotstartle。Fromthegardentotheorchard,andfromtheorchardbacktothegardendancedthebutterfly——andDavid;andinthegarden,nearthehouse,DavidcameuponMrs。Holly’spansy-bed。
  Eventhebutterflywasforgottenthen,fordowninthepathbythepansy-bedDaviddroppedtohiskneesinveritableworship。
  "Why,you’rejustlikelittlepeople,"hecriedsoftly。"You’vegotfaces;andsomeofyouarehappy,andsomeofyouaresad。
  Andyou——youbigspottedyellowone——you’relaughingatme。Oh,I’mgoingtoplayyou——allofyou。You’llmakesuchaprettysong,you’resodifferentfromeachother!"AndDavidleapedlightlytohisfeetandranaroundtothesideporchforhisviolin。
  Fiveminuteslater,SimeonHolly,comingintothekitchen,heardthesoundofaviolinthroughtheopenwindow。Atthesamemomenthiseyesfellonthewoodbox,emptysaveforafewsmallsticksatthebottom。Withanangryfrownhestrodethroughtheouterdoorandaroundthecornerofthehousetothegarden。AtoncethenhecameuponDavid,sittingTurk-fashioninthemiddleofthepathbeforethepansy-bed,hisviolinathischin,andhiswholefaceaglow。
  "Well,boy,isthisthewayyoufillthewoodbox?"demandedthemancrisply。
  Davidshookhishead。
  "Oh,no,sir,thisisn’tfillingthewoodbox,"helaughed,softeninghismusic,butnotstoppingit。"DidyouthinkthatwaswhatIwasplaying?It’stheflowersherethatI’mplaying——thelittlefaces,likepeople,youknow。See,thisisthatbigyellowoneovertherethat’slaughing,"hefinished,lettingthemusicunderhisfingersburstintoagaylittlemelody。
  SimeonHollyraisedanimperioushand;andatthegestureDavidstoppedhismelodyinthemiddleofarun,hiseyesflyingwideopeninplainwonderment。
  "Youmean——I’mnotplaying——right?"heasked。
  "I’mnottalkingofyourplaying,"retortedSimeonHollyseverely。"I’mtalkingofthatwoodboxIaskedyoutofill。"
  David’sfacecleared。
  "Oh,yes,sir。I’llgoanddoit,"henodded,gettingcheerfullytohisfeet。
  "ButItoldyoutodoitbefore。"
  David’seyesgrewpuzzledagain。
  "Iknow,sir,andIstartedto,"heanswered,withtheobviouspatienceofonewhofindshimselfobligedtoexplainwhatshouldbeaself-evidentfact;"butIsawsomanybeautifulthings,oneafteranother,andwhenIfoundthesefunnylittleflower-peopleIjusthadtoplaythem。Don’tyousee?"
  "No,Ican’tsaythatIdo,whenI’dalreadytoldyoutofillthewoodbox,"rejoinedtheman,withuncompromisingcoldness。
  "Youmean——eventhenthatIoughttohavefilledthewoodboxfirst?"
  "Icertainlydo。"
  David’seyesflewwideopenagain。
  "Butmysong——I’dhavelostit!"heexclaimed。"Andfathersaidalwayswhenasongcametometoplayitatonce。Songsarelikethemistsofthemorningandtherainbows,youknow,andtheydon’tstaywithyoulong。Youjusthavetocatchthemquick,beforetheygo。Now,don’tyousee?"
  ButSimeonHolly,withadespairinglyscornfulgesture,hadturnedaway;andDavid,afteramoment’sfollowinghimwithwistfuleyes,soberlywalkedtowardthekitchendoor。Twominuteslaterhewasindustriouslyworkingathistaskoffillingthewoodbox。
  ThatforDavidtheaffairwasnotsatisfactorilysettledwasevidencedbyhisthoughtfulcountenanceandpreoccupiedair,however;norweremattershelpedanybythequestionDavidputtoMr。Hollyjustbeforedinner。
  "Doyoumean,"heasked,"thatbecauseIdidn’tfillthewoodboxrightaway,Iwasbeingadiscord?"
  "Youwerewhat?"demandedtheamazedSimeonHolly。
  "Beingadiscord——playingoutoftune,youknow,"explainedDavid,withpatientearnestness。"Fathersaid——"ButagainSimeonHollyhadturnedirritablyaway;andDavidwasleftwithhisperplexedquestionsstillunanswered。
  CHAPTERVI
  NUISANCES,NECESSARYANDOTHERWISE
  Forsometimeafterdinner,thatfirstday,DavidwatchedMrs。
  Hollyinsilencewhilesheclearedthetableandbegantowashthedishes。
  "Doyouwantmeto——help?"heaskedatlast,alittlewistfully。
  Mrs。Holly,withadubiousglanceattheboy’sbrownlittlehands,shookherhead。
  "No,Idon’t。No,thankyou,"sheamendedheranswer。
  ForanothersixtysecondsDavidwassilent;then,stillmorewistfully,heasked:——
  "Areallthesethingsyou’vebeendoingallday’usefullabor’?"
  Mrs。Hollylifteddrippinghandsfromthedishpanandheldthemsuspendedforanamazedinstant。
  "Arethey——Why,ofcoursetheyare!Whatasillyquestion!Whatputthatideaintoyourhead,child?"
  "Mr。Holly;andyouseeit’ssodifferentfromwhatfatherusedtocallthem。"
  "Different?"
  "Yes。Hesaidtheywereanecessarynuisance,——dishes,andgettingmeals,andclearingup,——andhedidn’tdohalfasmanyofthemasyoudo,either。"
  "Nuisance,indeed!"Mrs。Hollyresumedherdishwashingwithsomeasperity。"Well,Ishouldthinkthatmighthavebeenjustaboutlikehim。"
  "Yes,itwas。Hewasalwaysthatway,"noddedDavidpleasantly。
  Then,afteramoment,hequeried:"Butaren’tyougoingtowalkatallto-day?"
  "Towalk?Where?"
  "Why,throughthewoodsandfields——anywhere。"
  "Walkinginthewoods,NOW——JUSTWALKING?Land’ssake,boy,I’vegotsomethingelsetodo!"
  "Oh,that’stoobad,isn’tit?"David’sfaceexpressedsympatheticregret。"Andit’ssuchaniceday!Maybeit’llrainbytomorrow。"
  "Maybeitwill,"retortedMrs。Holly,withslightlyupliftedeyebrowsandanexpressiveglance。"Butwhetheritdoesordoesn’twon’tmakeanydifferenceinmygoingtowalk,Iguess。"
  "Oh,won’tit?"beamedDavid,hisfacechanging。"I’msoglad!I
  don’tmindtherain,either。FatherandIusedtogointherainlotsoftimes,only,ofcourse,wecouldn’ttakeourviolinsthen,soweusedtolikethepleasantdaysbetter。Buttherearesomethingsyoufindonrainydaysthatyoucouldn’tfindanyothertime,aren’tthere?Thedanceofthedropsontheleaves,andtherushoftherainwhenthewindgetsbehindit。Don’tyoulovetofeelit,outintheopenspaces,wherethewindjustgetsagoodchancetopush?"
  Mrs。Hollystared。Thensheshiveredandthrewupherhandswithagestureofhopelessabandonment。
  "Land’ssake,boy!"sheejaculatedfeebly,assheturnedbacktoherwork。
  Fromdishestosweeping,andfromsweepingtodusting,hurriedMrs。Holly,goingatlastintothesomberparlor,alwayscarefullyguardedfromsunandair。Watchingher,mutely,Davidtrailedbehind,hiseyesstaringalittleastheyfelluponthemultitudeofobjectsthatparlorcontained:thehairclothchairs,thelongsofa,themarble-toppedtable,thecurtains,cushions,spreads,and"throws,"theinnumerablematsandtidies,thehair-wreath,thewaxflowersundertheirglassdome,thedriedgrasses,themarvelousbouquetsofscarlet,green,andpurpleeverlastings,thestonesandshellsandmany-sized,many-shapedvasesarrangedasifinlineofbattlealongthecornershelves。
  "Y——yes,youmaycomein,"calledMrs。Holly,glancingbackatthehesitatingboyinthedoorway。"Butyoumustn’ttouchanything。I’mgoingtodust。"
  "ButIhaven’tseenthisroombefore,"ruminatedDavid。
  "Well,no,"deignedMrs。Holly,withjustatouchofsuperiority。
  "Wedon’tusethisroomcommon,littleboy,northebedroomthere,either。Thisisthecompanyroom,forministersandfunerals,and——"Shestoppedhastily,withaquicklookatDavid;
  buttheboydidnotseemtohaveheard。
  "Anddoesn’tanybodylivehereinthishouse,butjustyouandMr。Holly,andMr。PerryLarson?"heasked,stilllookingwonderinglyabouthim。
  "No,not——now。"Mrs。Hollydrewinherbreathwithalittlecatch,andglancedattheframedportraitofalittleboyonthewall。
  "Butyou’vegotsuchalotofroomsand——andthings,"remarkedDavid。"Why,daddyandIonlyhadtworooms,andnothardlyanyTHINGS。Itwasso——different,youknow,inmyhome。"
  "Ishouldsayitmighthavebeen!"Mrs。Hollybegantodusthurriedly,butcarefully。Hervoicestillcarrieditshintofsuperiority。
  "Oh,yes,"smiledDavid。"Butyousayyoudon’tusethisroommuch,sothathelps。"
  "Helps!"InherstupefactionMrs。Hollystoppedherworkandstared。
  "Why,yes。Imean,you’vegotsomanyotherroomsyoucanliveinthose。Youdon’tHAVEtoliveinhere。"
  "’Havetoliveinhere’!"ejaculatedthewoman,stilltoouncomprehendingtobeanythingbutamazed。
  "Yes。ButdoyouhavetoKEEPallthesethings,andcleanthemandcleanthem,likethis,everyday?Couldn’tyougivethemtosomebody,orthrowthemaway?"
  "Throw——these——things——away!"Withawildsweepofherarms,thehorrifiedwomanseemedtobetryingtoencompassinaprotectiveembraceeachlastendangeredtreasureofmatandtidy。"Boy,areyoucrazy?Thesethingsare——arevaluable。Theycostmoney,andtimeand——andlabor。Don’tyouknowbeautifulthingswhenyouseethem?"
  "Oh,yes,IloveBEAUTIFULthings,"smiledDavid,withunconsciouslyrudeemphasis。"AnduponthemountainIhadthemalways。Therewasthesunrise,andthesunset,andthemoonandthestars,andmySilverLake,andthecloud-boatsthatsailed——"
  ButMrs。Holly,withavexedgesture,stoppedhim。
  "Nevermind,littleboy。Imighthaveknown——broughtupasyouhavebeen。Ofcourseyoucouldnotappreciatesuchthingsasthese。Throwthemaway,indeed!"Andshefelltoworkagain;butthistimeherfingerscarriedasomethingintheirtouchthatwasalmostlikethecaressamothermightbestowuponanaggrievedchild。
  David,vaguelydisturbedanduncomfortable,watchedherwithtroubledeyes;then,apologetically,heexplained:——
  "ItwasonlythatIthoughtifyoudidn’thavetocleansomanyofthesethings,youcouldmaybegotowalkmore——to-day,andotherdays,youknow。Yousaid——youdidn’thavetime,"heremindedher。
  ButMrs。Hollyonlyshookherheadandsighed:——
  "Well,well,nevermind,littleboy。Idaresayyoumeantallright。Youcouldn’tunderstand,ofcourse。"
  AndDavid,afteranothermoment’swistfuleyeingofthecaressingfingers,turnedaboutandwanderedoutontothesideporch。A
  minutelater,havingseatedhimselfontheporchsteps,hehadtakenfromhispockettwosmallpiecesoffoldedpaper。Andthen,throughtear-dimmedeyes,hereadoncemorehisfather’sletter。
  "HesaidImustn’tgrieve,forthatwouldgrievehim,"murmuredtheboy,afteratime,hiseyesonthefar-awayhills。"AndhesaidifI’dplay,mymountainswouldcometomehere,andI’dreallybeathomeupthere。HesaidinmyviolinwereallthosethingsI’mwanting——sobad!"
  Withalittlechokingbreath,Davidtuckedthenotebackintohispocketandreachedforhisviolin。
  Sometimelater,Mrs。Holly,dustingthechairsintheparlor,stoppedherwork,tiptoedtothedoor,andlistenedbreathlessly。
  Whensheturnedback,stilllater,toherwork,hereyeswerewet。
  "Iwonderwhy,whenheplays,Ialwaysgettothinkingof——John,"
  shesighedtoherself,asshepickedupherdusting-cloth。
  Aftersupperthatnight,SimeonHollyandhiswifeagainsatonthekitchenporch,restingfromthelaboroftheday。Simeon’seyeswereclosed。Hiswife’swereonthedimoutlinesoftheshed,thebarn,theroad,orapassinghorseandwagon。David,sittingonthesteps,waswatchingthemoonclimbhigherandhigherabovethetree-tops。Afteratimeheslippedintothehouseandcameoutwithhisviolin。
  Atthefirstlong-drawnnoteofsweetness,SimeonHollyopenedhiseyesandsatup,stern-lipped。Buthiswifelaidatimidhandonhisarm。
  "Don’tsayanything,please,"sheentreatedsoftly。"Lethimplay,justforto-night。He’slonesome——poorlittlefellow。"AndSimeonHolly,withafrowningshrugofhisshoulders,satbackinhischair。
  Later,itwasMrs。Hollyherselfwhostoppedthemusicbysaying:
  "Come,David,it’sbedtimeforlittleboys。I’llgoupstairswithyou。"Andsheledthewayintothehouseandlightedthecandleforhim。
  Upstairs,inthelittleroomoverthekitchen,Davidfoundhimselfoncemorealone。Asbefore,thelittleyellow-whitenightshirtlayoverthechair-back;andasbefore,Mrs。Hollyhadbrushedawayatearasshehadplaceditthere。Asbefore,too,thebigfour-postedbedloomedtallandformidableinthecorner。
  Butthistimethecoverletandsheetwereturnedbackinvitingly——Mrs。HollyhadbeenmuchdisturbedtofindthatDavidhadsleptonthefloorthenightbefore。
  Oncemore,withhisbackcarefullyturnedtowardtheimpaledbugsandmothsonthewall,Davidundressedhimself。Then,beforeblowingoutthecandle,hewenttothewindowkneeleddown,andlookedupatthemoonthroughthetrees。
  Davidwassorelypuzzled。Hewasbeginningtowonderjustwhatwastobecomeofhimself。
  Hisfatherhadsaidthatoutintheworldtherewasabeautifulworkforhimtodo;butwhatwasit?Howwashetofindit?Orhowwashetodoitifhedidfindit?Andanotherthing;wherewashetolive?Couldhestaywherehewas?Itwasnothome,tobesure;buttherewasthelittleroomoverthekitchenwherehemightsleep,andtherewasthekindwomanwhosmiledathimsometimeswiththesad,far-awaylookinhereyesthatsomehowhurt。Hewouldnotlike,now,toleaveher——withdaddygone。
  Therewerethegold-pieces,too;andconcerningtheseDavidwasequallypuzzled。Whatshouldhedowiththem?Hedidnotneedthem——thekindwomanwasgivinghimplentyoffood,sothathedidnothavetogotothestoreandbuy;andtherewasnothingelse,apparently,thathecouldusethemfor。Theywereheavy,anddisagreeabletocarry;yethedidnotliketothrowthemaway,nortoletanybodyknowthathehadthem:hehadbeencalledathiefjustforonelittlepiece,andwhatwouldtheysayiftheyknewhehadallthoseothers?
  Davidrememberednow,suddenly,thathisfatherhadsaidtohidethem——tohidethemuntilheneededthem。Davidwasrelievedatonce。Whyhadhenotthoughtofitbefore?Heknewjusttheplace,too,——thelittlecupboardbehindthechimneythereinthisveryroom!Andwithasatisfiedsigh,Davidgottohisfeet,gatheredallthelittleyellowdisksfromhispockets,andtuckedthemwelloutofsightbehindthepilesofbooksonthecupboardshelves。There,too,hehidthewatch;butthelittleminiatureoftheangel-motherheslippedbackintooneofhispockets。
  David’ssecondmorningatthefarmhousewasnotunlikethefirst,exceptthatthistime,whenSimeonHollyaskedhimtofillthewoodbox,Davidresolutelyignoredeveryenticingbugandbutterfly,andkeptrigorouslytothetaskbeforehimuntilitwasdone。
  Hewasinthekitchenwhen,justbeforedinner,PerryLarsoncameintotheroomwithaworriedfrownonhisface。
  "Mis’Holly,wouldyemindjuststeppin’tothesidedoor?
  There’sawomanan’alittleboythere,an’somethin’ails’em。
  Shecan’ttalkEnglish,an’I’mblestifIcanmakeheadnortailoutofthelingosheDOEStalk。Butmaybeyoucan。"
  "Why,Perry,Idon’tknow——"beganMrs。Holly。Butsheturnedatoncetowardthedoor。
  Ontheporchstepsstoodaverypretty,butfrightened-lookingyoungwomanwithaboyperhapstenyearsoldatherside。UponcatchingsightofMrs。Hollysheburstintoatorrentofunintelligiblewords,supplementedbynumerousandvehementgestures。
  Mrs。Hollyshrankback,andcastappealingeyestowardherhusbandwhoatthatmomenthadcomeacrosstheyardfromthebarn。
  "Simeon,canyoutellwhatshewants?"
  Atsightofthenewcomeronthescene,thestrangewomanbeganagain,withevenmorevolubility。
  "No,"saidSimeonHolly,afteramoment’sscowlingscrutinyofthegesticulatingwoman。"She’stalkingFrench,Ithink。Andshewants——something。"
  "Gosh!Ishouldsayshedid,"mutteredPerryLarson。"An’
  whatever’tis,shewantsitpowerfulbad。"
  "Areyouhungry?"questionedMrs。Hollytimidly。
  "Can’tyouspeakEnglishatall?"demandedSimeonHolly。
  Thewomanlookedfromonetotheotherwiththepiteous,pleadingeyesofthestrangerinthestrangelandwhocannotunderstandormakeothersunderstand。Shehadturnedawaywithadespairingshakeofherhead,whensuddenlyshegaveawildcryofjoyandwheeledabout,herwholefacealight。
  TheHollysandPerryLarsonsawthenthatDavidhadcomeoutontotheporchandwasspeakingtothewoman——andhiswordswerejustasunintelligibleasthewoman’shadbeen。
  Mrs。HollyandPerryLarsonstared。SimeonHollyinterruptedDavidwithasharp——
  "Doyou,then,understandthiswoman,boy?"
  "Why,yes!Didn’tyou?She’slostherway,and——"ButthewomanhadhurriedforwardandwaspouringherstoryintoDavid’sears。
  AtitsconclusionDavidturnedtofindthelookofstupefactionstillontheothers’faces。
  "Well,whatdoesshewant?"askedSimeonHollycrisply。
  "ShewantstofindthewaytoFrancoisLavelle’shouse。He’sherhusband’sbrother。Shecameinonthetrainthismorning。Herhusbandstoppedoffaminutesomewhere,shesays,andgotleftbehind。HecouldtalkEnglish,butshecan’t。She’sonlybeeninthiscountryaweek。ShecamefromFrance。"
  "Gorry!Won’tyelistenterthat,now?"criedPerryLarsonadmiringly。"Readsherjustlikeabook,don’the?There’saFrenchfamilyoverinWestHinsdale——twoof’em,Ithink。What’llyebet’tain’toneo’them?"
  "Verylikely,"accededSimeonHolly,hiseyesbentdisapprovinglyonDavid’sface。ItwasplaintobeseenthatSimeonHolly’sattentionwasoccupiedbyDavid,notthewoman。
  "An’,say,Mr。Holly,"resumedPerryLarson,alittleexcitedly,"youknowIwasgoin’overterWestHinsdaleinadayortwoterseeHarlowaboutthemsteers。Whycan’tIgothisafternoonan’
  toteheran’thekidalong?"
  "Verywell,"noddedSimeonHollycurtly,hiseyesstillonDavid’sface。
  PerryLarsonturnedtothewoman,andbyaflourishofhisarmsandajumbleofbrokenEnglishattemptedtomakeherunderstandthathewastotakeherwheresheundoubtedlywishedtogo。Thewomanstilllookeduncomprehending,however,andDavidpromptlycametotherescue,sayingafewrapidwordsthatquicklybroughtafloodofdelightedunderstandingtothewoman’sface。
  "Can’tyouaskherifshe’shungry?"venturedMrs。Holly,then。
  "Shesaysno,thankyou,"translatedDavid,withasmile,whenhehadreceivedhisanswer。"Buttheboysaysheis,ifyouplease。"
  "Then,tellthemtocomeintothekitchen,"directedMrs。Holly,hurryingintothehouse。
  "Soyou’reFrench,areyou?"saidSimeonHollytoDavid。
  "French?Oh,no,sir,"smiledDavid,proudly。"I’manAmerican。
  FathersaidIwas。HesaidIwasborninthiscountry。"
  "ButhowcomesityoucanspeakFrenchlikethat?"
  "Why,Ilearnedit。"Then,diviningthathiswordswerestillunconvincing,headded:"SameasIlearnedGermanandotherthingswithfather,outofbooks,youknow。Didn’tyoulearnFrenchwhenyouwerealittleboy?"
  "Humph!"vouchsafedSimeonHolly,stalkingawaywithoutansweringthequestion。
  ImmediatelyafterdinnerPerryLarsondroveawaywiththewomanandthelittleboy。Thewoman’sfacewaswreathedwithsmiles,andherlastadoringglancewasforDavid,wavinghishandtoherfromtheporchsteps。
  IntheafternoonDavidtookhisviolinandwentofftowardthehillbehindthehouseforawalk。HehadaskedMrs。Hollytoaccompanyhim,butshehadrefused,thoughshewasnotsweepingordustingatthetime。Shewasdoingnothingmoreimportant,apparently,thanmakingholesinapieceofwhitecloth,andsewingthemupagainwithaneedleandthread。
  DavidhadthenaskedMr。Hollytogo;buthisrefusalwasevenmorestrangelyimpatientthanhiswife’shadbeen。
  "Andwhy,pray,shouldIgoforauselesswalknow——oranytime,forthatmatter?"hedemandedsharply。
  Davidhadshrunkbackunconsciously,thoughhehadstillsmiled。
  "Oh,butitwouldn’tbeauselesswalk,sir。Fathersaidnothingwasuselessthathelpedtokeepusintune,youknow。"
  "Intune!"
  "Imean,youlookedasfatherusedtolooksometimes,whenhefeltoutoftune。Andhealwayssaidtherewasnothinglikeawalktoputhimbackagain。I——Iwasfeelingalittleoutoftunemyselfto-day,andIthought,bythewayyoulooked,thatyouwere,too。SoIaskedyoutogotowalk。"
  "Humph!Well,I——Thatwilldo,boy。Noimpertinence,youunderstand!"Andhehadturnedawayinveryobviousanger。
  David,withapuzzledsorrowinhishearthadstartedalonethen,onhiswalk。
  CHAPTERVII
  "YOU’REWANTED——YOU’REWANTED!"
  ItwasSaturdaynight,andtheendofDavid’sthirddayatthefarmhouse。Upstairs,inthehotlittleroomoverthekitchen,theboykneltatthewindowandtriedtofindabreathofcoolairfromthehills。DownstairsontheporchSimeonHollyandhiswifediscussedtheeventsofthepastfewdays,andtalkedofwhatshouldbedonewithDavid。
  "Butwhatshallwedowithhim?"moanedMrs。Hollyatlast,breakingalongsilencethathadfallenbetweenthem。"Whatcanwedowithhim?Doesn’tanybodywanthim?"
  "No,ofcourse,nobodywantshim,"retortedherhusbandrelentlessly。
  Andatthewordsasmallfigureinayellow-whitenightshirtstoppedshort。David,violininhand,hadfledfromthelittlehotroom,andstoodnowjustinsidethekitchendoor。
  "Whocanwantachildthathasbeenbroughtupinthatheathenishfashion?"continuedSimeonHolly。"Accordingtohisownstory,evenhisfatherdidnothingbutplaythefiddleandtrampthroughthewoodsdayinanddayout,withanoccasionaltriptothemountainvillagetogetfoodandclothingwhentheyhadabsolutelynothingtoeatandwear。Ofcoursenobodywantshim!"
  David,atthekitchendoor,caughthisbreathchokingly。Thenhespedacrossthefloortothebackhall,andonthroughthelongshedstothehayloftinthebarn——theplacewherehisfatherseemedalwaysnearest。
  Davidwasfrightenedandheartsick。NOBODYWANTEDHIM。Hehadhearditwithhisownears,sotherewasnomistake。Whatnowaboutallthoselongdaysandnightsaheadbeforehemightgo,violininhand,tomeethisfatherinthatfar-awaycountry?Howwashetolivethosedaysandnightsifnobodywantedhim?Howwashisviolintospeakinavoicethatwastrueandpureandfull,andtellofthebeautifulworld,ashisfatherhadsaidthatitmustdo?Davidquitecriedaloudatthethought。Thenhethoughtofsomethingelsethathisfatherhadsaid:"Rememberthis,myboy,——inyourviolinlieallthethingsyoulongfor。
  Youhaveonlytoplay,andthebroadskiesofyourmountainhomewillbeoveryou,andthedearfriendsandcomradesofyourmountainforestswillbeallaboutyou。"WithaquickcryDavidraisedhisviolinanddrewthebowacrossthestrings。
  BackontheporchatthatmomentMrs。Hollywassaying:——
  "Ofcoursethere’stheorphanasylum,ormaybethepoorhouse——ifthey’dtakehim;but——Simeon,"shebrokeoffsharply,"where’sthatchildplayingnow?"
  Simeonlistenedwithintentears。
  "Inthebarn,Ishouldsay。"
  "Buthe’dgonetobed!"
  "Andhe’llgotobedagain,"assertedSimeonHollygrimly,asherosetohisfeetandstalkedacrossthemoonlityardtothebarn。
  Asbefore,Mrs。Hollyfollowedhim,andasbefore,bothinvoluntarilypausedjustinsidethebarndoortolisten。Norunsandtrillsandrollickingbitsofmelodyfloateddownthestairwayto-night。Thenoteswerelong-drawn,andplaintivelysweet;andtheyroseandswelledanddiedalmostintosilencewhilethemanandthewomanbythedoorstoodlistening。
  Theywerebackinthelongago——SimeonHollyandhiswife——backwithaboyoftheirownwhohadmadethosesameraftersringwithshoutsoflaughter,andwho,also,hadplayedtheviolin——thoughnotlikethis;andthesamethoughthadcometoeach:"Whatif,afterall,itwereJohnplayingallaloneinthemoonlight!"
  Ithadnotbeentheviolin,intheend,thathaddrivenJohnHollyfromhome。Ithadbeenthepossibilitiesinapieceofcrayon。Allthroughchildhoodtheboyhaddrawnhisbeloved"pictures"oneveryinvitingspacethatoffered,——whetheritwerethe"best-room"wall-paper,ortheflyleafofthebigplushalbum,——andateighteenhehadannouncedhisdeterminationtobeanartist。ForayearafterthatSimeonHollyfoughtwithallthestrengthofastubbornwill,banishedchalkandcrayonfromthehouse,andsettheboytohomelytasksthatleftnotimeforanythingbutfoodandsleep——thenJohnranaway。
  Thatwasfifteenyearsago,andtheyhadnotseenhimsince;
  thoughtwounansweredlettersinSimeonHolly’sdesktestifiedthatperhapsthis,atleast,wasnottheboy’sfault。
  Itwasnotofthegrown-upJohn,thewillfulboyandrunawayson,however,thatSimeonHollyandhiswifewerethinking,astheystoodjustinsidethebarndoor;itwasofBabyJohn,thelittlecurly-headedfellowthathadplayedattheirknees,frolickedinthisverybarn,andnestledintheirarmswhenthedaywasdone。
  Mrs。Hollyspokefirst——anditwasnotasshehadspokenontheporch。
  "Simeon,"shebegantremulously,"thatdearchildmustgotobed!"Andshehurriedacrossthefloorandupthestairs,followedbyherhusband。"Come,David,"shesaid,asshereachedthetop;"it’stimelittleboyswereasleep!Come!"
  Hervoicewaslow,andnotquitesteady。ToDavidhervoicesoundedashereyeslookedwhentherewasinthemthefar-awaysomethingthathurt。Veryslowlyhecameforwardintothemoonlight,hisgazesearchingthewoman’sfacelongandearnestly。
  "Anddoyou——wantme?"hefaltered。
  Thewomandrewinherbreathwithalittlesob。Beforeherstoodtheslenderfigureintheyellow-whitegown——John’sgown。Intohereyeslookedthoseothereyes,darkandwistful,——likeJohn’seyes。Andherarmsachedwithemptiness。
  "Yes,yes,formyveryown——andforalways!"shecriedwithsuddenpassion,claspingthelittleformclose。"Foralways!"
  AndDavidsighedhiscontent。
  SimeonHolly’slipsparted,buttheyclosedagainwithnowordssaid。Themanturnedthen,withacuriouslybaffledlook,andstalkeddownthestairs。
  Ontheporchlongminuteslater,whenoncemoreDavidhadgonetobed,SimeonHollysaidcoldlytohiswife:——
  "Isupposeyourealize,Ellen,justwhatyou’vepledgedyourselfto,bythatabsurdoutburstofyoursinthebarnto-night——andallbecausethatungodlymusicandthemoonshinehadgonetoyourhead!"
  "ButIwanttheboy,Simeon。He——hemakesmethinkof——John。"
  Harshlinescametotheman’smouth,buttherewasaperceptibleshakeinhisvoiceasheanswered:——
  "We’renottalkingofJohn,Ellen。We’retalkingofthisirresponsible,hardlysaneboyupstairs。Hecanwork,Isuppose,ifhe’staught,andinthatwayhewon’tperhapsbeadeadloss。
  Still,he’sanothermouthtofeed,andthatcountsnow。There’sthenote,youknow,——it’sdueinAugust。"
  "Butyousaythere’smoney——almostenoughforit——inthebank。"
  Mrs。Holly’svoicewasanxiouslyapologetic。
  "Yes,Iknow"vouchsafedtheman。"Butalmostenoughisnotquiteenough。"
  "Butthere’stime——morethantwomonths。Itisn’tduetillthelastofAugust,Simeon。"
  "Iknow,Iknow。Meanwhile,there’stheboy。Whatareyougoingtodowithhim?"
  "Why,can’tyouusehim——onthefarm——alittle?"
  "Perhaps。Idoubtit,though,"gloomedtheman。"Onecan’thoecornnorpullweedswithafiddle-bow——andthat’sallheseemstoknowhowtohandle。"
  "Buthecanlearn——andhedoesplaybeautifully,"murmuredthewoman;wheneverbeforehadEllenHollyventuredtousewordsofargumentwithherhusband,andinextenuation,too,ofanactofherown!
  Therewasnoreplyexceptamuttered"Humph!"underthebreath。
  ThenSimeonHollyroseandstalkedintothehouse。
  ThenextdaywasSunday,andSundayatthefarmhousewasathingofsternrepressionandsolemnsilence。InSimeonHolly’sveinsranthebloodofthePuritans,andhewasmorethanstrictastowhatheconsideredrightandwrong。Whenhalf-trainedfortheministry,ill-healthhadforcedhimtoresorttoalessconfininglife,thoughneverhadittakenfromhimtheuncompromisingrigorofhisviews。Itwasadistinctshocktohim,therefore,onthisSundaymorningtobeawakenedbyapealofmusicsuchasthelittlehousehadneverknownbefore。Allthewhilethathewasthrustinghisindignantselfintohisclothing,therunsandturnsandcrashingchordswhirledabouthimuntilitseemedthatawholeorchestramustbeimprisonedinthelittleroomoverthekitchen,soskillfulwastheboy’sdoublestopping。SimeonHollywaswhitewithangerwhenhefinallyhurrieddownthehallandthrewopenDavid’sbedroomdoor。
  "Boy,whatdoyoumeanbythis?"hedemanded。
  Davidlaughedgleefully。
  "Anddidn’tyouknow?"heasked。"Why,Ithoughtmymusicwouldtellyou。Iwassohappy,soglad!Thebirdsinthetreeswokemeupsinging,’You’rewanted——you’rewanted;’andthesuncameoverthehillthereandsaid,’You’rewanted——you’rewanted;’andthelittletree-branchtappedonmywindowpaneandsaid"You’rewanted——you’rewanted!’AndIjusthadtotakeupmyviolinandtellyouaboutit!"
  "Butit’sSunday——theLord’sDay,"remonstratedthemansternly。
  Davidstoodmotionless,hiseyesquestioning。
  "Areyouquiteaheathen,then?"catechisedthemansharply。
  "HavetheynevertoldyouanythingaboutGod,boy?"
  "Oh,’God’?——ofcourse,"smiledDavid,inopenrelief。"Godwrapsupthebudsintheirlittlebrownblankets,andcoverstherootswith——"
  "Iamnottalkingaboutbrownblanketsnorroots,"interruptedthemanseverely。"ThisisGod’sday,andassuchshouldbekeptholy。"
  "’Holy’?"
  "Yes。Youshouldnotfiddlenorlaughnorsing。"
  "Butthosearegoodthings,andbeautifulthings,"defendedDavid,hiseyeswideandpuzzled。
  "Intheirplace,perhaps,"concededtheman,stiffly。"butnotonGod’sday。"
  "Youmean——Hewouldn’tlikethem?"
  "Yes。"
  "Oh!"——andDavid’sfacecleared。"That’sallright,then。YourGodisn’tthesameone,sir,forminelovesallbeautifulthingseverydayintheyear。"
  Therewasamoment’ssilence。ForthefirsttimeinhislifeSimeonHollyfoundhimselfwithoutwords。
  "Wewon’ttalkofthisanymore,David,"hesaidatlast;"butwe’llputitanotherway——Idon’twishyoutoplayyourfiddleonSunday。Now,putituptillto-morrow。"Andheturnedandwentdownthehall。
  Breakfastwasaveryquietmealthatmorning。MealswereneverthingsofhilariousjoyattheHollyfarmhouse,asDavidhadalreadyfoundout;buthehadnotseenonebeforequitesosomberasthis。Itwasfollowedimmediatelybyahalf-hourofScripture-readingandprayer,withMrs。HollyandPerryLarsonsittingverystiffandsolemnintheirchairs,whileMr。Hollyread。Davidtriedtositverystiffandsolemninhischair,also;buttherosesatthewindowwerenoddingtheirheadsandbeckoning;andthebirdsinthebushesbeyondweresendingtohimcoaxinglittlechirpsof"Comeout,comeout!"Andhowcouldoneexpecttositstiffandsolemninthefaceofallthat,particularlywhenone’sfingersweretinglingtotakeuptheinterruptedsongofthemorningandtellthewholeworldhowbeautifulitwastobewanted!
  YetDavidsatverystill,——orasstillashecouldsit,——andonlythetappingofhisfoot,andtherovingofhiswistfuleyestoldthathismindwasnotwithFarmerHollyandtheChildrenofIsraelintheirwanderingsinthewilderness。
  Afterthedevotionscameanhourofsubduedhasteandconfusionwhilethefamilypreparedforchurch。Davidhadneverbeentochurch。HeaskedPerryLarsonwhatitwaslike;butPerryonlyshruggedhisshouldersandsaid,tonobody,apparently:——"
  Sugar!Won’tyehearthat,now?"——whichtoDavidwascertainlynoansweratall。
  Thatonemustbespickandspantogotochurch,Davidsoonfoundout——neverbeforehadhebeensoscrubbedandbrushedandcombed。
  Therewas,too,broughtoutforhimtowearalittlecleanwhiteblouseandaredtie,overwhichMrs。Hollycriedalittleasshehadoverthenightshirtthatfirstevening。
  Thechurchwasinthevillageonlyaquarterofamileaway;andinduetimeDavid,open-eyedandinterested,wasfollowingMr。
  andMrs。Hollydownitslongcenteraisle。TheHollyswereearlyasusual,andservicehadnotbegun。Eventheorganisthadnottakenhisseatbeneaththegreatpipesofblueandgoldthattoweredtotheceiling。
  Itwastheprideofthetown——thatorgan。Ithadbeengivenbyagreatman(outintheworld)whosebirthplacethetownwas。Morethanthat,ayearlydonationfromthissamegreatmanpaidfortheskilledorganistwhocameeverySundayfromthecitytoplayit。To-day,astheorganisttookhisseat,henoticedanewfaceintheHollypew,andhealmostgaveafriendlysmileashemetthewonderinggazeofthesmallboythere;thenhelosthimself,asusual,inthemusicbeforehim。
  DownintheHollypewthesmallboyheldhisbreath。Ascoreofviolinsweresinginginhisears;andascoreofotherinstrumentsthathecouldnotname,crashedoverhishead,andbroughthimtohisfeetinecstasy。Beforeadetaininghandcouldstophim,hewasoutintheaisle,hiseyesontheblue-and-goldpipesfromwhichseemedtocomethosewondroussounds。Thenhisgazefellonthemanandonthebanksofkeys;
  andwithsoftstepshecreptalongtheaisleandupthestairstotheorgan-loft。
  Forlongminuteshestoodmotionless,listening;thenthemusicdiedintosilenceandtheministerrosefortheinvocation。Itwasaboy’svoice,andnotaman’s,however,thatbrokethepause。
  "Oh,sir,please,"itsaid,"wouldyou——couldyouteachMEtodothat?"
  Theorganistchokedoveracough,andthesopranoreachedoutanddrewDavidtoherside,whisperingsomethinginhisear。Theminister,afteradazedsilence,bowedhishead;whiledownintheHollypewanangrymanandasorelymortifiedwomanvowedthat,beforeDavidcametochurchagain,heshouldhavelearnedsomethings。
  CHAPTERVIII
  THEPUZZLING"DOS"AND"DON’TS"
  WiththecomingofMondayarrivedanewlifeforDavid——acuriouslifefullof"don’ts"and"dos。"Davidwonderedsometimeswhyallthepleasantthingswere"don’ts"andalltheunpleasantones"dos。"Corntobehoed,weedstobepulled,woodboxestobefilled;withalltheseitwas"dothis,dothis,dothis。"Butwhenitcametolyingundertheappletrees,exploringthebrookthatranbythefield,orevenwatchingthebugsandwormsthatonefoundintheearth——allthesewere"don’ts。"
  AstoFarmerHolly——FarmerHollyhimselfawoketosomenewexperiencesthatMondaymorning。Oneofthemwasthedifficultyinsuccessfullycombatingthecheerfullyexpressedopinionthatweedsweresoprettygrowingthatitwasapitytopullthemupandletthemallwitheranddie。Anotherwastheequallygreatdifficultyofkeepingasmallboyatusefullaborofanysortinthefaceoftheattractionsdisplayedbyapassingcloud,ablossomingshrub,orabirdsingingonatree-branch。