OISIN’SMOTHER
CHAPTERI
EVENINGwasdrawingnigh,andtheFianna-Finnhaddecidedtohuntnomorethatday。Thehoundswerewhistledtoheel,andasober,homewardmarchbegan。Formenwillwalksoberlyintheevening,howevertheygointheday,anddogswilltakethemoodfromtheirmasters。Theywerepacingso,throughthegolden-shafted,tender-colouredeve,whenafawnleapedsuddenlyfromcovert,and,withthatleap,allquietnessvanished:themenshouted,thedogsgavetongue,andafuriouschasecommenced。
Fionnlovedachaseatanyhour,and,withBranandSceo’lan,heoutstrippedthemenanddogsofhistroop,untilnothingremainedinthelimpidworldbutFionn,thetwohounds,andthenimble,beautifulfawn。These,andtheoccasionalboulders,roundwhichtheyraced,oroverwhichtheyscrambled;thesolitarytreewhichdozedaloofandbeautifulinthepath,theoccasionalclumpoftreesthathivedsweetshadowasahivehoardshoney,andtherustlinggrassthatstretchedtoinfinity,andthatmovedandcreptandswungunderthebreezeinendless,rhythmicbillowings。
InhiswildestmomentFionnwasthoughtful,andnow,althoughrunninghard,hewasthoughtful。Therewasnomovementofhisbelovedhoundsthathedidnotknow;notatwitchorflingofthehead,notacockoftheearsortailthatwasnotsignificanttohim。Butonthischasewhateversignsthedogsgavewerenotunderstoodbytheirmaster。
Hehadneverseentheminsucheagerflight。Theywerealmostutterlyabsorbedinit,buttheydidnotwhinewitheagerness,nordidtheycastanyglancetowardshimfortheencouragingwordwhichheneverfailedtogivewhentheysoughtit。
Theydidlookathim,butitwasalookwhichhecouldnotcomprehend。Therewasaquestionandastatementinthosedeepeyes,andhecouldnotunderstandwhatthatquestionmightbe,norwhatitwastheysoughttoconvey。Nowandagainoneofthedogsturnedaheadinfullflight,andstared,notatFionn,butdistantlybackwards,overthespreadingandswellingplainwheretheircompanionsofthehunthaddisappeared。"Theyarelookingfortheotherhounds,"saidFionn。
"Andyettheydonotgivetongue!Tongueit,aVran!"heshouted,"Bellitout,aHeo’lan!"
Itwasthentheylookedathim,thelookwhichhecouldnotunderstandandhadneverseenonachase。Theydidnottongueit,norbellit,buttheyaddedsilencetosilenceandspeedtospeed,untiltheleangreybodieswereonepuckerandlashingofmovement。
Fionnmarvelled。"Theydonotwanttheotherdogstohearortocomeonthischase,"hemurmured,andhewonderedwhatmightbepassingwithinthoseslenderheads。
"Thefawnrunswell,"histhoughtcontinued。"Whatisit,aVran,myheart?Afterher,aHeo’lan!Histandaway,myloves!"
"Thereisgoingandtospareinthatbeastyet,"hismindwenton。"Sheisnotstretchedtothefull,norhalfstretched。ShemayoutrunevenBran,"hethoughtragingly。
Theywereracingthroughasmoothvalleyinasteady,beautiful,speedyflightwhen,suddenly,thefawnstoppedandlayonthegrass,anditlaywiththecalmofananimalthathasnofear,andtheleisureofonethatisnotpressed。
"Hereisachange,"saidFionn,staringinastonishment。
"Sheisnotwinded,"hesaid。"Whatisshelyingdownfor?"ButBranandSceo’landidnotstop;theyaddedanotherinchtotheirlong-stretchedeasybodies,andcameuponthefawn。
"Itisaneasykill,"saidFionnregretfully。"Theyhaveher,"hecried。
Buthewasagainastonished,forthedogsdidnotkill。Theyleapedandplayedaboutthefawn,lickingitsface,andrubbingdelightednosesagainstitsneck。
Fionncameupthen。Hislongspearwasloweredinhisfistatthethrust,andhissharpknifewasinitssheath,buthedidnotusethem,forthefawnandthetwohoundsbegantoplayroundhim,andthefawnwasasaffectionatetowardshimasthehoundswere;
sothatwhenavelvetnosewasthrustinhispalm,itwasasoftenafawn’smuzzleasahound’s。
InthatjoyouscompanyhecametowideAllenofLeinster,wherethepeopleweresurprisedtoseethehoundsandthefawnandtheChiefandnoneotherofthehuntersthathadsetoutwiththem。
Whentheothersreachedhome,theChieftoldofhischase,anditwasagreedthatsuchafawnmustnotbekilled,butthatitshouldbekeptandwelltreated,andthatitshouldbethepetfawnoftheFianna。ButsomeofthosewhorememberedBrah’sparentagethoughtthatasBranherselfhadcomefromtheShisothisfawnmighthavecomeoutoftheShialso。
CHAPTERII
Latethatnight,whenhewaspreparingforrest,thedoorofFionn’schamberopenedgentlyandayoungwomancameintotheroom。Thecaptainstaredather,ashewellmight,forhehadneverseenorimaginedtoseeawomansobeautifulasthiswas。
Indeed,shewasnotawoman,butayounggirl,andherbearingwassogentlynoble,herlooksomodestlyhigh,thatthechampiondaredscarcelylookather,althoughhecouldnotbyanymeanshavelookedaway。
Asshestoodwithinthedoorway,smiling,andshyasaflower,beautifullytimidasafawn,theChiefcommunedwithhisheart。
"SheistheSky-womanoftheDawn,"hesaid。"Sheisthelightonthefoam。Sheiswhiteandodorousasanapple-blossom。Shesmellsofspiceandhoney。Sheismybelovedbeyondthewomenoftheworld。Sheshallneverbetakenfromme。"
Andthatthoughtwasdelightandanguishtohim:delightbecauseofsuchsweetprospect,anguishbecauseitwasnotyetrealised,andmightnotbe。
Asthedogshadlookedathimonthechasewithalookthathedidnotunderstand,soshelookedathim,andinherregardtherewasaquestionthatbaffledhimandastatementwhichhecouldnotfollow。
Hespoketoherthen,masteringhishearttodoit。
"Idonotseemtoknowyou,"hesaid。
"Youdonotknowmeindeed,"shereplied。
"Itisthemorewonderful,"hecontinuedgently,"forIshouldknoweverypersonthatishere。Whatdoyourequirefromme?"
"Ibegyourprotection,royalcaptain。"
"Igivethattoall,"heanswered。"Againstwhomdoyoudesireprotection?"
"IaminterroroftheFearDoirche。"
"TheDarkManoftheShi?"
"Heismyenemy,"shesaid。
"Heisminenow,"saidFionn。"Tellmeyourstory。"
"MynameisSaeve,andIamawomanofFaery,"shecommenced。"IntheShi’manymengavemetheirlove,butIgavemylovetonomanofmycountry。"
"Thatwasnotreasonable,"theotherchidedwithablitheheart。
"Iwascontented,"shereplied,"andwhatwedonotwantwedonotlack。Butifmylovewentanywhereitwenttoamortal,amanofthemenofIreland。"
"Bymyhand,"saidFionninmortaldistress,"Imarvelwhothatmancanbe!"
"Heisknowntoyou,"shemurmured。"IlivedthusinthepeaceofFaery,hearingoftenofmymortalchampion,fortherumourofhisgreatdeedshadgonethroughtheShi’,untiladaycamewhentheBlackMagicianoftheMenofGodputhiseyeonme,and,afterthatday,inwhateverdirectionIlookedIsawhiseye。"
Shestoppedatthat,andtheterrorthatwasinherheartwasonherface。"Heiseverywhere,"shewhispered。"Heisinthebushes,andonthehill。Helookedupatmefromthewater,andhestareddownonmefromthesky。Hisvoicecommandsoutofthespaces,anditdemandssecretlyintheheart。Heisnothereorthere,heisinallplacesatalltimes。Icannotescapefromhim,"shesaid,"andIamafraid,"andatthatsheweptnoiselesslyandstaredonFionn。
"Heismyenemy,"Fionngrowled。"Inamehimasmyenemy。"
"Youwillprotectme,"sheimplored。
"WhereIamlethimnotcome,"saidFionn。"Ialsohaveknowledge。IamFionn,thesonofUail,thesonofBaiscne,amanamongmenandagodwherethegodsare。"
"Heaskedmeinmarriage,"shecontinued,"butmymindwasfullofmyowndearhero,andIrefusedtheDarkMan。"
"Thatwasyourright,andIswearbymyhandthatifthemanyoudesireisaliveandunmarriedheshallmarryyouorhewillanswertomefortherefusal。"
"Heisnotmarried,"saidSaeve,"andyouhavesmallcontroloverhim。"TheChieffrownedthoughtfully。"ExcepttheHighKingandthekingsIhaveauthorityinthisland。"
"Whatmanhasauthorityoverhimself?"saidSaeve。
"DoyoumeanthatIamthemanyouseek?"saidFionn。
"ItistoyourselfIgavemylove,"shereplied。"Thisisgoodnews,"Fionncriedjoyfully,"forthemomentyoucamethroughthedoorIlovedanddesiredyou,andthethoughtthatyouwishedforanothermanwentintomyheartlikeasword。"Indeed,FionnlovedSaeveashehadnotlovedawomanbeforeandwouldneverloveoneagain。Helovedherashehadneverlovedanythingbefore。Hecouldnotbeartobeawayfromher。Whenhesawherhedidnotseetheworld,andwhenhesawtheworldwithoutheritwasasthoughhesawnothing,orasifhelookedonaprospectthatwasbleakanddepressing。ThebellingofastaghadbeenmusictoFionn,butwhenSaevespokethatwassoundenoughforhim。Hehadlovedtohearthecuckoocallinginthespringfromthetreethatishighestinthehedge,ortheblackbird’sjollywhistleinanautumnbush,orthethin,sweetenchantmentthatcomestothemindwhenalarkthrillsoutofsightintheairandthehushedfieldslistentothesong。Buthiswife’svoicewassweetertoFionnthanthesingingofalark。
Shefilledhimwithwonderandsurmise。Therewasmagicinthetipsofherfingers。Herthinpalmravishedhim。Herslenderfootsethisheartbeating;andwhateverwayherheadmovedtherecameanewshapeofbeautytoherface。
"Sheisalwaysnew,"saidFionn。"Sheisalwaysbetterthananyotherwoman;sheisalwaysbetterthanherself。"
HeattendednomoretotheFianna。Heceasedtohunt。Hedidnotlistentothesongsofpoetsorthecurioussayingsofmagicians,forallofthesewereinhiswife,andsomethingthatwasbeyondthesewasinheralso。
"Sheisthisworldandthenextone;sheiscompletion,"saidFionn。
CHAPTERIII
IthappenedthatthemenofLochlanncameonanexpeditionagainstIreland。AmonstrousfleetroundedthebluffsofBenEdair,andtheDaneslandedthere,toprepareanattackwhichwouldrenderthemmastersofthecountry。FionnandtheFianna-Finnmarchedagainstthem。HedidnotlikethemenofLochlannatanytime,butthistimehemovedagainsttheminwrath,fornotonlyweretheyattackingIreland,buttheyhadcomebetweenhimandthedeepestjoyhislifehadknown。
Itwasahardfight,butashortone。TheLochlannachsweredrivenbacktotheirships,andwithinaweektheonlyDanesremaininginIrelandwerethosethathadbeenburiedthere。
Thatfinished,heleftthevictoriousFiannaandreturnedswiftlytotheplainofAllen,forhecouldnotbeartobeoneunnecessarydaypartedfromSaeve。
"Youarenotleavingus!"exclaimedGollmacMorna。
"Imustgo,"Fionnreplied。
"Youwillnotdesertthevictoryfeast,"Conanreproachedhim。
"Staywithus,Chief,"Caeltebegged。
"WhatisafeastwithoutFionn?"theycomplained。
Buthewouldnotstay。
"Bymyhand,"hecried,"Imustgo。Shewillbelookingformefromthewindow。"
"Thatwillhappenindeed,"Golladmitted。
"Thatwillhappen,"criedFionn。"Andwhensheseesmefaroutontheplain,shewillrunthroughthegreatgatetomeetme。"
"Itwouldbethequeerwifewouldneglectthatrun,"Cona’ngrowled。
"Ishallholdherhandagain,"FionnentrustedtoCaelte’sear。
"Youwilldothat,surely。"
"Ishalllookintoherface,"hislordinsisted。ButhesawthatnotevenbelovedCaelteunderstoodthemeaningofthat,andheknewsadlyandyetproudlythatwhathemeantcouldnotbeexplainedbyanyoneandcouldnotbecomprehendedbyanyone。
"Youareinlove,dearheart,"saidCaelte。
"Inloveheis,"Cona’ngrumbled。"Acordialforwomen,adiseaseformen,astateofwretchedness。"
"Wretchedintruth,"theChiefmurmured。"LovemakesuspoorWehavenoteyesenoughtoseeallthatistobeseen,norhandsenoughtoseizethetenthofallwewant。WhenIlookinhereyesIamtormentedbecauseIamnotlookingatherlips,andwhenI
seeherlipsmysoulcriesout,’Lookathereyes,lookathereyes。’"
"Thatishowithappens,"saidGollrememberingly。
"Thatwayandnoother,"Caelteagreed。
Andthechampionslookedbackwardsintimeontheselipsandthose,andknewtheirChiefwouldgo。
WhenFionncameinsightofthegreatkeephisbloodandhisfeetquickened,andnowandagainhewavedaspearintheair。
"Shedoesnotseemeyet,"hethoughtmournfully。
"Shecannotseemeyet,"heamended,reproachinghimself。
Buthismindwastroubled,forhethoughtalso,orhefeltwithoutthinking,thathadthepositionsbeenchangedhewouldhaveseenherattwicethedistance。
"ShethinksIhavebeenunabletogetawayfromthebattle,orthatIwasforcedtoremainforthefeast。"
And,withoutthinkingit,hethoughtthathadthepositionsbeenchangedhewouldhaveknownthatnothingcouldretaintheonethatwasabsent。
"Women,"hesaid,"areshamefaced,theydonotliketoappeareagerwhenothersareobservingthem。"
Butheknewthathewouldnothaveknownifotherswereobservinghim,andthathewouldnothavecaredaboutitifhehadknown。
AndheknewthathisSaevewouldnothaveseen,andwouldnothavecaredforanyeyesthanhis。
Hegrippedhisspearonthatreflection,andranashehadnotruninhislife,sothatitwasapanting,dishevelledmanthatracedheavilythroughthegatesofthegreatDun。
WithintheDuntherewasdisorder。Servantswereshoutingtooneanother,andwomenwererunningtoandfroaimlessly,wringingtheirhandsandscreaming;and,whentheysawtheChampion,thosenearesttohimranaway,andtherewasageneraleffortonthepartofeverypersontogetbehindeveryotherperson。ButFionncaughttheeyeofhisbutler,GarivCrona’n,theRoughBuzzer,andheldit。
"Comeyouhere,"hesaid。
AndtheRoughBuzzercametohimwithoutasinglebuzzinhisbody。
"WhereistheFlowerofAllen?"hismasterdemanded。
"Idonotknow,master,"theterrifiedservantreplied。
"Youdonotknow!"saidFionn。"Tellwhatyoudoknow。"
Andthemantoldhimthisstory。
CHAPTERIV
"Whenyouhadbeenawayforadaytheguardsweresurprised。TheywerelookingfromtheheightsoftheDun,andtheFlowerofAllenwaswiththem。She,forshehadaquest’seye,calledoutthatthemasteroftheFiannawascomingovertheridgestotheDun,andsheranfromthekeeptomeetyou。"
"ItwasnotI,"saidFionn。
"Itboreyourshape,"repliedGarivCronan。"Ithadyourarmourandyourface,andthedogs,BranandSceo’lan,werewithit。"
"Theywerewithme,"saidFionn。
"Theyseemedtobewithit,"saidtheservanthumbly"Tellusthistale,"criedFionn。
"Weweredistrustful,"theservantcontinued。"WehadneverknownFionntoreturnfromacombatbeforeithadbeenfought,andweknewyoucouldnothavereachedBenEdarorencounteredtheLochlannachs。Soweurgedourladytoletusgoouttomeetyou,buttoremainherselfintheDun。"
"Itwasgoodurging,"Fionnassented。
"Shewouldnotbeadvised,"theservantwailed。"Shecriedtous,’Letmegotomeetmylove’。"
"Alas!"saidFionn。
"Shecriedonus,’Letmegotomeetmyhusband,thefatherofthechildthatisnotborn。’"
"Alas!"groaneddeep-woundedFionn。"Sherantowardsyourappearancethathadyourarmsstretchedouttoher。"
AtthatwiseFionnputhishandbeforehiseyes,seeingallthathappened。
"Tellonyourtale,"saidhe。
"Sherantothosearms,andwhenshereachedthemthefigurelifteditshand。Ittouchedherwithahazelrod,and,whilewelooked,shedisappeared,andwhereshehadbeentherewasafawnstandingandshivering。ThefawnturnedandboundedtowardsthegateoftheDun,butthehoundsthatwerebyflewafterher。"
Fionnstaredonhimlikealostman。
"Theytookherbythethroat——"theshiveringservantwhispered。
"Ah!"criedFionninaterriblevoice。
"AndtheydraggedherbacktothefigurethatseemedtobeFionn。
Threetimesshebrokeawayandcameboundingtous,andthreetimesthedogstookherbythethroatanddraggedherback。"
"Youstoodtolook!"theChiefsnarled。
"No,master,weran,butshevanishedaswegottoher;thegreathoundsvanishedaway,andthatbeingthatseemedtobeFionndisappearedwiththem。Wewereleftintheroughgrass,staringaboutusandateachother,andlisteningtothemoanofthewindandtheterrorofourhearts。"
"Forgiveus,dearmaster,"theservantcried。Butthegreatcaptainmadehimnoanswer。Hestoodasthoughheweredumbandblind,andnowandagainhebeatterriblyonhisbreastwithhisclosedfist,asthoughhewouldkillthatwithinhimwhichshouldbedeadandcouldnotdie。Hewentso,beatingonhisbreast,tohisinnerroomintheDun,andhewasnotseenagainfortherestofthatday,noruntilthesunroseoverMoyLife’inthemorning。
CHAPTERV
Formanyyearsafterthattime,whenhewasnotfightingagainsttheenemiesofIreland,FionnwassearchingandhuntingthroughthelengthandbreadthofthecountryinthehopethathemightagainchanceonhislovelyladyfromtheShi’。Throughallthattimehesleptinmiseryeachnightandheroseeachdaytogrief。
Wheneverhehuntedhebroughtonlythehoundsthathetrusted,BranandSceo’lan,Lomaire,Brod,andLomlu;forifafawnwaschasedeachofthesefivegreatdogswouldknowifthatwasafawntobekilledoronetobeprotected,andsotherewassmalldangertoSaeveandasmallhopeoffindingher。
Once,whensevenyearshadpassedinfruitlesssearch,FionnandthechiefnoblesoftheFiannawerehuntingBenGulbain。AllthehoundsoftheFiannawereout,forFionnhadnowgivenuphopeofencounteringtheFlowerofAllen。Asthehuntsweptalongthesidesofthehilltherearoseagreatoutcryofhoundsfromanarrowplacehighontheslopeand,overallthatuproartherecamethesavagebayingofFionn’sowndogs。
"Whatisthisfor?"saidFionn,andwithhiscompanionshepressedtothespotwhencethenoisecame。
"TheyarefightingallthehoundsoftheFianna,"criedachampion。
Andtheywere。Thefivewisehoundswereinacircleandweregivingbattletoanhundreddogsatonce。Theywerebristlingandterrible,andeachbitefromthosegreat,keenjawswaswoetothebeastthatreceivedit。Nordidtheyfightinsilenceaswastheircustomandtraining,butbetweeneachonslaughtthegreatheadswereuplifted,andtheypealedloudly,mournfully,urgently,fortheirmaster。
"Theyarecallingonme,"heroared。
Andwiththatheran,ashehadonlyoncebeforerun,andthemenwhowerenightohimwentracingastheywouldnothaverunfortheirlives。Theycametothenarrowplaceontheslopeofthemountain,andtheysawthefivegreathoundsinacirclekeepingofftheotherdogs,andinthemiddleoftheringalittleboywasstanding。Hehadlong,beautifulhair,andhewasnaked。Hewasnotdauntedbytheterriblecombatandclamourofthehounds。
Hedidnotlookatthehounds,buthestaredlikeayoungprinceatFionnandthechampionsastheyrushedtowardshimscatteringthepackwiththebuttsoftheirspears。Whenthefightwasover,BranandSceo’lanranwhiningtothelittleboyandlickedhishands。
"Theydothattonoone,"saidabystander。"Whatnewmasteristhistheyhavefound?"
Fionnbenttotheboy。"Tellme,mylittleprinceandpulse,whatyournameis,andhowyouhavecomeintothemiddleofahunting-pack,andwhyyouarenaked?"
ButtheboydidnotunderstandthelanguageofthemenofIreland。HeputbishandintoFionn’s,andtheChieffeltasifthatlittlehandhadbeenputintohisheart。Heliftedtheladtohisgreatshoulder。
"Wehavecaughtsomethingonthishunt,"saidhetoCaeltemacRongn。"Wemustbringthistreasurehome。YoushallbeoneoftheFianna-Finn,mydarling,"hecalledupwards。
Theboylookeddownonhim,andinthenobletrustandfearlessnessofthatregardFionn’sheartmeltedaway。
"Mylittlefawn!"hesaid。
Andherememberedthatotherfawn。Hesettheboybetweenhiskneesandstaredathimearnestlyandlong。
"Thereissurelythesamelook,"hesaidtohiswakeningheart;
"thatistheveryeyeofSaeve。"
Thegrieffloodedoutofhisheartasatastroke,andjoyfoamedintoitinonegreattide。Hemarchedbacksingingtotheencampment,andmensawoncemorethemerryChieftheyhadalmostforgotten。
CHAPTERVI
JustasatonetimehecouldnotbepartedfromSaeve,sonowhecouldnotbeseparatedfromthisboy。Hehadathousandnamesforhim,eachonemoretenderthanthelast:"MyFawn,MyPulse,MySecretLittleTreasure,"orhewouldcallhim"MyMusic,MyBlossomingBranch,MyStoreintheHeart,MySoul。"AndthedogswereaswildfortheboyasFionnwas。Hecouldsitinsafetyamongapackthatwouldhavetornanymantopieces,andthereasonwasthatBranandSceo’lan,withtheirthreewhelps,followedhimaboutlikeshadows。Whenhewaswiththepackthesefivewerewithhim,andwoefulindeedwastheeyetheyturnedontheircomradeswhenthesepushedtoocloselyorwerenotproperlyhumble。TheythrashedthepackseverallyandcollectivelyuntileveryhoundinFionn’skennelsknewthatthelittleladwastheirmaster,andthattherewasnothingintheworldsosacredashewas。
Innolongtimethefivewisehoundscouldhavegivenovertheirguardianship,socompletewastherecognitionoftheiryounglord。Buttheydidnotsogiveover,foritwasnotlovetheygavetheladbutadoration。
Fionnevenmayhavebeenembarrassedbytheirtoocloseattendance。Ifhehadbeenabletodosohemighthavespokenharshlytohisdogs,buthecouldnot;itwasunthinkablethatheshould;andtheboymighthavespokenharshlytohimifhehaddaredtodoit。ForthiswastheorderofFionn’saffection:
firsttherewastheboy;next,BranandSceo’lanwiththeirthreewhelps;thenCaeltemacRona’n,andfromhimdownthroughthechampions。Helovedthemall,butitwasalongthatprecedencehisaffectionsran。ThethornthatwentintoBran’sfootranintoFionn’salso。Theworldknewit,andtherewasnotachampionbutadmittedsorrowfullythattherewasreasonforhislove。
Littlebylittletheboycametounderstandtheirspeechandtospeakithimself,andatlasthewasabletotellhisstorytoFionn。
Thereweremanyblanksinthetale,forayoungchilddoesnotrememberverywell。Deedsgrowoldinadayandareburiedinanight。Newmemoriescomecrowdingonoldones,andonemustlearntoforgetaswellastoremember。Awholenewlifehadcomeonthisboy,alifethatwasinstantandmemorable,sothathispresentmemoriesblendedintoandobscuredthepast,andhecouldnotbequitesureifthatwhichhetoldofhadhappenedinthisworldorintheworldhehadleft。
CHAPTERVII
"Iusedtolive,"hesaid,"inawide,beautifulplace。Therewerehillsandvalleysthere,andwoodsandstreams,butinwhateverdirectionIwentIcamealwaystoacliff,sotallitseemedtoleanagainstthesky,andsostraightthatevenagoatwouldnothaveimaginedtoclimbit。"
"Idonotknowofanysuchplace,"Fionnmused。
"ThereisnosuchplaceinIreland,"saidCaelte,"butintheShi’thereissuchaplace。"
"Thereisintruth,"saidFionn。
"Iusedtoeatfruitsandrootsinthesummer,"theboycontinued,"butinthewinterfoodwasleftformeinacave。"
"Wastherenoonewithyou?"Fionnasked。
"Noonebutadeerthatlovedme,andthatIloved。"
"Ahme!"criedFionninanguish,"tellmeyourtale,myson。"
"Adarksternmancameoftenafterus,andheusedtospeakwiththedeer。Sometimeshetalkedgentlyandsoftlyandcoaxingly,butattimesagainhewouldshoutloudlyandinaharsh,angryvoice。Butwhateverwayhetalkedthedeerwoulddrawawayfromhimindread,andhealwaysleftheratlastfuriously。"
"ItistheDarkMagicianoftheMenofGod,"criedFionndespairingly。
"Itisindeed,mysoul,"saidCaelte。
"ThelasttimeIsawthedeer,"thechildcontinued,"thedarkmanwasspeakingtoher。Hespokeforalongtime。Hespokegentlyandangrily,andgentlyandangrily,sothatIthoughthewouldneverstoptalking,butintheendhestruckherwithahazelrod,sothatshewasforcedtofollowhimwhenhewentaway。Shewaslookingbackatmeallthetimeandshewascryingsobitterlythatanyonewouldpityher。Itriedtofollowheralso,butIcouldnotmove,andIcriedafterhertoo,withrageandgrief,untilIcouldseehernomoreandhearhernomore。
ThenIfellonthegrass,mysenseswentawayfromme,andwhenI
awokeIwasonthehillinthemiddleofthehoundswhereyoufoundme。"
ThatwastheboywhomtheFiannacalledOisi’n,ortheLittleFawn。Hegrewtobeagreatfighterafterwards,andhewasthechiefmakerofpoemsintheworld。ButhewasnotyetfinishedwiththeShi。HewastogobackintoFaerywhenthetimecame,andtocomethenceagaintotellthesetales,foritwasbyhimthesetalesweretold。
THEWOOINGOFBECFOLA
CHAPTERI
WedonotknowwhereBecfolacamefrom。Nordoweknowforcertainwhereshewentto。Wedonotevenknowherrealname,forthenameBecfola,"Dowerless"or"Small-dowered,"wasgiventoherasanickname。Thisonlyiscertain,thatshedisappearedfromtheworldweknowof,andthatshewenttoarealmwhereevenconjecturemaynotfollowher。
IthappenedinthedayswhenDermod,sonofthefamousAeofSlane,wasmonarchofallIreland。Hewasunmarried,buthehadmanyfoster-sons,princesfromtheFourProvinces,whoweresentbytheirfathersastokensofloyaltyandaffectiontotheArd-Ri,andhisdutiesasafoster-fatherwererighteouslyacquitted。Amongtheyoungprincesofhishouseholdtherewasone,Crimthann,sonofAe,KingofLeinster,whomtheHighKingpreferredtotheothersoverwhomheheldfatherlysway。Norwasthiswonderful,fortheladlovedhimalso,andwasaseagerandintelligentandmodestasbecomesaprince。
TheHighKingandCrimthannwouldoftensetoutfromTaratohuntandhawk,sometimesunaccompaniedevenbyaservant;andontheseexcursionsthekingimpartedtohisfoster-sonhisownwideknowledgeofforestcraft,andadvisedhimgenerallyastothebearinganddutiesofaprince,theconductofacourt,andthecareofapeople。
DermodmacAedelightedinthesesolitaryadventures,andwhenhecouldstealadayfrompolicyandaffairshewouldsendwordprivilytoCrimthann。Theboy,havingdonnedhishuntinggear,wouldjointhekingataplacearrangedbetweenthem,andthentheyrangedabroadaschancemightdirect。
Ononeoftheseadventures,astheysearchedafloodedrivertofindtheford,theysawasolitarywomaninachariotdrivingfromthewest。
"Iwonderwhatthatmeans?"thekingexclaimedthoughtfully。
"Whyshouldyouwonderatawomaninachariot?"hiscompanioninquired,forCrimthannlovedandwouldhaveknowledge。
"Good,myTreasure,"Dermodanswered,"ourmindsareastonishedwhenweseeawomanabletodriveacowtopasture,forithasalwaysseemedtousthattheydonotdrivewell。"
Crimthannabsorbedinstructionlikeaspongeanddigesteditasrapidly。
"Ithinkthatisjustlysaid,"heagreed。
"But,"Dermodcontinued,"whenweseeawomandrivingachariotoftwohorses,thenweareamazedindeed。"
Whenthemachineryofanythingisexplainedtouswegrowinterested,andCrimthannbecame,byinstruction,asastonishedasthekingwas。
"Ingoodtruth,"saidhe,"thewomanisdrivingtwohorses。"
"Hadyounotobserveditbefore?"hismasteraskedwithkindlymalice。
"Ihadobservedbutnotnoticed,"theyoungmanadmitted。
"Further,"saidtheking,"surmiseisarousedinuswhenwediscoverawomanfarfromahouse;foryouwillhavebothobservedandnoticedthatwomenarehome-dwellers,andthatahousewithoutawomanorawomanwithoutahouseareimperfectobjects,andalthoughtheybebuthalfobserved,theyarenoticedonthedouble。"
"Thereisnodoubtingit,"theprinceansweredfromaknittedandthought-tormentedbrow。
"Weshallaskthiswomanforinformationaboutherself,"saidthekingdecidedly。
"Letusdoso,"hiswardagreed"Theking’smajestyusesthewords’we’and’us’whenreferringtotheking’smajesty,"saidDermod,"butprinceswhodonotyetruleterritoriesmustuseanotherformofspeechwhenreferringtothemselves。"
"Iamverythoughtless,saidCrimthannhumbly。
Thekingkissedhimonbothcheeks。
"Indeed,mydearheartandmyson,wearenotscoldingyou,butyoumusttrynottolooksoterriblythoughtfulwhenyouthink。
Itispartoftheartofaruler。"
"Ishallnevermasterthathardart,"lamentedhisfosterling。
"Wemustallmasterit,"Dermodreplied。"Wemaythinkwithourmindsandwithourtongues,butweshouldneverthinkwithournosesandwithoureyebrows,"
Thewomaninthechariothaddrawnnightothefordbywhichtheywerestanding,and,withoutpause,sheswunghersteedsintotheshallowsandcameacrosstheriverinatumultoffoamandspray。
"Doesshenotdrivewell?"criedCrimthannadmiringly。
"Whenyouareolder,"thekingcounselledhim,"youwilladmirethatwhichistrulyadmirable,foralthoughthedrivingisgoodtheladyisbetter。"
Hecontinuedwithenthusiasm。
"Sheisintruthawonderoftheworldandanendlessdelighttotheeye。"
Shewasallthatandmore,and,asshetookthehorsesthroughtheriverandliftedthemupthebank,herflyinghairandpartedlipsandalltheyoungstrengthandgraceofherbodywentintotheking’seyeandcouldnoteasilycomeoutagain。
Nevertheless,itwasuponhiswardthatthelady’sgazerested,andifthekingcouldscarcelylookawayfromher,shecould,butonlywithanequaleffort,lookawayfromCrimthann。
"Haltthere!"criedtheking。
"WhoshouldIhaltfor?"theladydemanded,haltingallthesame,asisthemannerofwomen,whorebelagainstcommandandyetreceiveit。
"HaltforDermod!"
"ThereareDermodsandDermodsinthisworld,"shequoted。
"ThereisyetbutoneArd-Ri’,"themonarchanswered。
Shethendescendedfromthechariotandmadeherreverence。
"Iwishtoknowyourname?"saidhe。
Butatthisdemandtheladyfrownedandanswereddecidedly:
"Idonotwishtotellit。"
"Iwishtoknowalsowhereyoucomefromandtowhatplaceyouaregoing?"
"Idonotwishtotellanyofthesethings。"
"Nottotheking!"
"Idonotwishtotellthemtoanyone。"
Crimthannwasscandalised。
"Lady,"hepleaded,"youwillsurelynotwithholdinformationfromtheArd-Ri’?"
ButtheladystaredasroyallyontheHighKingastheHighKingdidonher,and,whateveritwashesawinthoselovelyeyes,thekingdidnotinsist。
HedrewCrimthannapart,forhewithheldnoinstructionfromthatlad。
"Myheart,"hesaid,"wemustalwaystrytoactwisely,andweshouldonlyinsistonreceivinganswerstoquestionsinwhichwearepersonallyconcerned。"
Crimthannimbibedallthejusticeofthatremark。
"ThusIdonotreallyrequiretoknowthislady’sname,nordoI
carefromwhatdirectionshecomes。"
"Youdonot?"Crimthannasked。
"No,butwhatIdowishtoknowis,Willshemarryme?"
"Bymyhandthatisanotablequestion,"hiscompanionstammered。
"Itisaquestionthatmustbeanswered,"thekingcriedtriumphantly。"But,"hecontinued,"tolearnwhatwomansheis,orwhereshecomesfrom,mightbringustormentaswellasinformation。Whoknowsinwhatadventuresthepasthasengagedher!"
Andhestaredforaprofoundmomentondisturbing,sinisterhorizons,andCrimthannmeditatedtherewithhim。"
"Thepastishers,"heconcluded,"butthefutureisours,andweshallonlydemandthatwhichispertinenttothefuture。"
Hereturnedtothelady。
"Wewishyoutobeourwife,"hesaid。Andhegazedonherbenevolentlyandfirmlyandcarefullywhenhesaidthat,sothatherregardcouldnotstrayotherwhere。Yet,evenashelooked,ateardidwellintothoselovelyeyes,andbehindherbrowathoughtmovedofthebeautifulboywhowaslookingatherfromtheking’sside。
ButwhentheHighKingofIrelandasksustomarryhimwedonotrefuse,foritisnotathingthatweshallbeaskedtodoeverydayintheweek,andthereisnowomanintheworldbutwouldlovetoruleitinTara。
Nosecondtearcreptonthelady’slashes,and,withherhandintheking’shand,theypacedtogethertowardsthepalace,whilebehindthem,inmelancholymood,CrimthannmacAeledthehorsesandthechariot。
CHAPTERII
Theyweremarriedinahastewhichequalledtheking’sdesire;
andashedidnotagainaskhername,andasshedidnotvolunteertogiveit,andasshebroughtnodowrytoherhusbandandreceivednonefromhim,shewascalledBecfola,theDowerless。
Timepassed,andtheking’shappinesswasasgreatashisexpectationofithadpromised。ButonthepartofBecfolanosimilartidingscanbegiven。
Therearethosewhosehappinessliesinambitionandstation,andtosuchaonethefactofbeingqueentotheHighKingofIrelandisasatisfactionatwhichdesireissated。ButthemindofBecfolawasnotofthistemperatequality,and,lackingCrimthann,itseemedtoherthatshepossessednothing。
Fortohermindhewasthesunlightinthesun,thebrightnessinthemoonbeam;hewasthesavourinfruitandthetasteinhoney;
andwhenshelookedfromCrimthanntothekingshecouldnotbutconsiderthattherightmanwasinthewrongplace。ShethoughtthatcrownedonlywithhiscurlsCrlmthannmacAewasmorenoblydiademedthanarethemastersoftheworld,andshetoldhimso。
HisterroronhearingthisunexpectednewswassogreatthathemeditatedimmediateflightfromTara;butwhenathinghasbeenutteredonceitiseasiersaidthesecondtimeandonthethirdrepetitionitispatientlylistenedto。
AfternogreatdelayCrimthannmacAeagreedandarrangedthatheandBecfolashouldflyfromTara,anditwaspartoftheirunderstandingthattheyshouldlivehappilyeverafter。
Onemorning,whennotevenabirdwasastir,thekingfeltthathisdearcompanionwasrising。Helookedwithoneeyeatthelightthatstolegreylythroughthewindow,andrecognisedthatitcouldnotinjusticebecalledlight。
"Thereisnotevenabirdup,"hemurmured。
AndthentoBecfola。
"Whatistheearlyrisingfor,dearheart?"
"AnengagementIhave,"shereplied。
"Thisisnotatimeforengagements,"saidthecalmmonarch。
"Letitbeso,"shereplied,andshedressedrapidly。
"Andwhatistheengagement?"hepursued。
"RaimentthatIleftatacertainplaceandmusthave。Eightsilkensmocksembroideredwithgold,eightpreciousbroochesofbeatengold,threediademsofpuregold。"
"Atthishour,"saidthepatientking,"thebedisbetterthantheroad。"
"Letitbeso,"saidshe。
"Andmoreover,"hecontinued,"aSundayjourneybringsbadluck。"
"Lettheluckcomethatwillcome,"sheanswered。
"Tokeepacatfromcreamorawomanfromhergearisnotworkforaking,"saidthemonarchseverely。
TheArd-Ri’couldlookonallthingswithcomposure,andregardallbeingswithatranquileye;butitshouldbeknownthattherewasonedeedentirelyhatefultohim,andhewouldpunishitscommissionwiththeverylastrigour——thiswas,atransgressionoftheSunday。Duringsixdaysoftheweekallthatcouldhappenmighthappen,sofarasDermodwasconcerned,butontheseventhdaynothingshouldhappenatalliftheHighKingcouldrestrainit。Haditbeenpossiblehewouldhavetetheredthebirdstotheirowngreenbranchesonthatday,andforbiddenthecloudstopacktheupperworldwithstirandcolour。Thesethekingpermitted,withatightlip,perhaps,butallelsethatcameunderhishandfelthiscontrol。
ItwashlscustomwhenhearoseonthemornofSundaytoclimbtothemostelevatedpointofTara,andgazethenceoneveryside,sothathemightseeifanyfairiesorpeopleoftheShi’weredisportingthemselvesinhislordship;forheabsolutelyprohibitedtheusageoftheearthtothesebeingsontheSunday,andwoe’sworthwasitforthesweetbeinghediscoveredbreakinghislaw。
Wedonotknowwhatillhecoulddotothefairies,butduringDermod’sreigntheworldsaiditsprayersonSundayandtheShi’
folkstayedintheirhills。
Itmaybeimagined,therefore,withwhatwrathhesawhiswife’spreparationsforherjourney,but,althoughakingcandoeverything,whatcanahusbanddo……?Herearrangedhimselfforslumber。
"Iamnopartytothisuntimelyjourney,"hesaidangrily。
"Letitbeso,"saidBecfola。
Sheleftthepalacewithonemaid,andasshecrossedthedoorwaysomethinghappenedtoher,butbywhatmeansithappenedwouldbehardtotell;forintheonepaceshepassedoutofthepalaceandoutoftheworld,andthesecondstepshetrodwasinFaery,butshedidnotknowthis。
HerintentionwastogotoCluaindachaillechtomeetCrimthann,butwhensheleftthepalaceshedidnotrememberCrimthannanymore。
Tohereyeandtotheeyeofhermaidtheworldwasasitalwayshadbeen,andthelandmarkstheyknewwereaboutthem。Buttheobjectforwhichtheyweretravellingwasdifferent,althoughunknown,andthepeopletheypassedontheroadswereunknown,andwereyetpeoplethattheyknew。
TheysetoutsouthwardsfromTaraintotheDuffryofLeinster,andaftersometimetheycameintowildcountryandwentastray。
AtlastBecfolahalted,saying:
"Idonotknowwhereweare。"
Themaidrepliedthatshealsodidnotknow。
"Yet,"saidBecfola,"ifwecontinuetowalkstraightonweshallarrivesomewhere。"
Theywenton,andthemaidwateredtheroadwithhertears。
Nightdrewonthem;agreychill,agreysilence,andtheywereenvelopedinthatchillandsilence;andtheybegantogoinexpectationandterror,fortheybothknewanddidnotknowthatwhichtheywereboundfor。
Astheytoileddesolatelyuptherustlingandwhisperingsideofalowhillthemaidchancedtolookback,andwhenshelookedbackshescreamedandpointed,andclungtoBecfola’sarm。
Becfolafollowedthepointingfinger,andsawbelowalargeblackmassthatmovedjerkilyforward。
"Wolves!"criedthemaid。"Runtothetreesyonder,"hermistressordered。"Wewillclimbthemandsitamongthebranches。"
Theyranthen,themaidmoaningandlamentingallthewhile。
"Icannotclimbatree,"shesobbed,"Ishallbeeatenbythewolves。"
Andthatwastrue。
Buthermistressclimbedatree,anddrewbyahand’sbreadthfromtherapandsnapandslaverofthosesteeljaws。Then,sittingonabranch,shelookedwithangrywoeatthestrainingandsnarlinghordebelow,seeingmanyawhitefanginthosegrinningjowls,andthesmouldering,redblinkofthoseleapingandprowlingeyes。