首页 >出版文学> DUBLINERS>第3章

第3章

  Thoughhiseyestooknoteofmanyelementsofthecrowdthroughwhichhepassed,theydidsomorosely。Hefoundtrivialallthatwasmeanttocharmhim,anddidnotanswertheglanceswhichinvitedhimtobebold。Heknewthathewouldhavetospeakagreatdeal,toinventandtoamuse,andhisbrainandthroatweretoodryforsuchatask。TheproblemofhowhecouldpassthehourstillhemetCorleyagaintroubledhimalittle。Hecouldthinkofnowayofpassingthembuttokeeponwalking。HeturnedtotheleftwhenhecametothecornerofRutlandSquare,andfeltmoreateaseinthedarkquietstreet,thesombrelookofwhichsuitedhismood。Hepausedatlastbeforethewindowofapoor-lookingshopoverwhichthewordsRefreshmentBarwereprintedinwhiteletters。Ontheglassofthewindowweretwoflyinginscriptions:GingerBeerandGingerAle。ACuthamwasexposedonagreatbluedish,whilenearitonaplatelayasegmentofverylightplum-pudding。Heeyedthisfoodearnestlyforsometime,andthen,afterglancingwarilyupanddownthestreet,wentintotheshopquickly。
  Hewashungry,for,exceptsomebiscuitswhichhehadaskedtwogrudgingcuratestobringhim,hehadeatennothingsincebreakfast-time。Hesatdownatanuncoveredwoodentableoppositetwowork-girlsandamechanic。
  Aslatternlygirlwaitedonhim。
  `Howmuchisaplateofpeas?’heasked。
  `Threehalfpence,sir,’saidthegirl。
  `Bringmeaplateofpeas,’hesaid,`andabottleofgingerbeer。’
  Hespokeroughlyinordertobeliehisairofgentility,forhisentryhadbeenfollowedbyapauseoftalk。Hisfacewasheated。Toappearnaturalhepushedhiscapbackonhisheadandplantedhiselbowsonthetable。
  Themechanicandthetwowork-girlsexaminedhimpointbypointbeforeresumingtheirconversationinasubduedvoice。Thegirlbroughthimaplateofgrocer’shotpeas,seasonedwithpepperandvinegar,afork,andhisgingerbeer。Heatehisfoodgreedilyandfounditsogoodthathemadeanoteoftheshopmentally。WhenhehadeatenallthepeashesippedhisgingerbeerandsatforsometimethinkingofCorley’sadventure。Inhisimaginationhebeheldthepairofloverswalkingalongsomedarkroad;
  heheardCorley’svoiceindeepenergeticgallantries,andsawagaintheleeroftheyoungwoman’smouth。Thisvisionmadehimfeelkeenlyhisownpovertyofpurseandspirit。Hewastiredofknockingabout,ofpullingthedevilbythetail,ofshiftsandintrigues。Hewouldbethirty-oneinNovember。Wouldhenevergetagoodjob?Wouldheneverhaveahomeofhisown?Hethoughthowpleasantitwouldbetohaveawarmfiretositbyandagooddinnertositdownto。Hehadwalkedthestreetslongenoughwithfriendsandwithgirls。Heknewwhatthosefriendswereworth:
  heknewthegirlstoo。Experiencehadembitteredhisheartagainsttheworld。Butallhopehadnotlefthim。Hefeltbetterafterhavingeatenthanhehadfeltbefore,lesswearyofhislife,lessvanquishedinspirit。
  Hemightyetbeabletosettledowninsomesnugcornerandlivehappilyifhecouldonlycomeacrosssomegoodsimple-mindedgirlwithalittleoftheready。
  Hepaidtwopencehalfpennytotheslatternlygirl,andwentoutoftheshoptobeginhiswanderingagain。HewentintoCapelStreetandwalkedalongtowardstheCityHall。ThenheturnedintoDameStreet。AtthecornerofGeorge’sStreethemettwofriendsofhis,andstoppedtoconversewiththem。Hewasgladthathecouldrestfromallhiswalking。HisfriendsaskedhimhadheseenCorley,andwhatwasthelatest。HerepliedthathehadspentthedaywithCorley。Hisfriendstalkedverylittle。Theylookedvacantlyaftersomefiguresinthecrowd,andsometimesmadeacriticalremark。OnesaidthathehadseenMacanhourbeforeinWestmorelandStreet。
  AtthisLenehansaidthathehadbeenwithMacthenightbeforeinEgan’s。
  TheyoungmanwhohadseenMacinWestmorelandStreetaskedwasittruethatMachadwonabitoverabilliardsmatch。Lenehandidnotknow:hesaidthatHolohanhadstoodthemdrinksinEgan’s。
  HelefthisfriendsataquartertotenandwentupGeorge’sStreet。
  HeturnedtotheleftattheCityMarketsandwalkedonintoGraftonStreet。
  Thecrowdofgirlsandyoungmenhadthinned,andonhiswayupthestreetheheardmanygroupsandcouplesbiddingoneanothergoodnight。HewentasfarastheclockoftheCollegeofSurgeons:itwasonthestrokeoften。HesetoffbrisklyalongthenorthernsideoftheGreen,hurryingforfearCorleyshouldreturntoosoon。WhenhereachedthecornerofMerrionStreethetookhisstandintheshadowofalamp,andbroughtoutoneofthecigaretteswhichhehadreservedandlitit。Heleanedagainstthelamp-postandkepthisgazefixedonthepartfromwhichheexpectedtoseeCorleyandtheyoungwomanreturn。
  Hismindbecameactiveagain。HewonderedhadCorleymanageditsuccessfully。
  Hewonderedifhehadaskedheryetorifhewouldleaveittothelast。
  Hesufferedallthepangsandthrillsofhisfriend’ssituationaswellasthoseofhisown。ButthememoryofCorley’sslowlyrevolvingheadcalmedhimsomewhat:hewassureCorleywouldpullitoffallright。AllatoncetheideastruckhimthatperhapsCorleyhadseenherhomebyanotherway,andgivenhimtheslip。Hiseyessearchedthestreet:therewasnosignofthem。YetitwassurelyhalfanhoursincehehadseentheclockoftheCollegeofSurgeons。WouldCorleydoathinglikethat?HelithisFastcigaretteandbegantosmokeitnervously。Hestrainedhiseyesaseachtramstoppedatthefarcornerofthesquare。Theymusthavegonehomebyanotherway。Thepaperofhiscigarettebrokeandheflungitintotheroadwithacurse。
  Suddenlyhesawthemcomingtowardshim。Hestartedwithdelight,andkeepingclosetohislamp-posttriedtoreadtheresultintheirwalk。
  Theywerewalkingquickly,theyoungwomantakingquickshortsteps,whileCorleykeptbesideherwithhislongstride。Theydidnotseemtobespeaking。
  Anintimationoftheresultprickedhimlikethepointofasharpinstrument。
  HeknewCorleywouldfail;heknewitwasnogo。
  TheyturneddownBaggotStreet,andhefollowedthematonce,takingtheotherfootpath。Whentheystoppedhestoppedtoo。Theytalkedforafewmoments,andthentheyoungwomanwentdownthestepsintotheareaofahouse。Corleyremainedstandingattheedgeofthepath,alittledistancefromthefrontsteps。Someminutespassed。Thenthehall-doorwasopenedslowlyandcautiously。Awomancamerunningdownthefrontstepsandcoughed。Corleyturnedandwenttowardsher。Hisbroadfigurehidhersfromviewforafewsecondsandthenshereappeared,runningupthesteps。
  Thedoorclosedonher,andCorleybegantowalkswiftlytowardsStephen’sGreen。
  Lenehanhurriedoninthesamedirection。Somedropsoflightrainfell。
  Hetookthemasawarning,andglancingbacktowardsthehousewhichtheyoungwomanhadenteredtoseethathewasnotobserved,heraneagerlyacrosstheroad。Anxietyandhisswiftrunmadehimpant。Hecalledout:
  `Hallo,Corley!’
  Corleyturnedhisheadtoseewhohadcalledhim,andthencontinuedwalkingasbefore。Lenehanranafterhim,settlingthewaterproofonhisshoulderswithonehand。
  `Hallo,Corley!’hecriedagain。
  Hecamelevelwithhisfriendandlookedkeenlyinhisface。Hecouldseenothingthere。
  `Well?’hesaid。`Diditcomeoff?’
  TheyhadreachedthecornerofElyPlace。Stillwithoutanswering,Corleyswervedtotheleftandwentupthesidestreet。Hisfeatureswerecomposedinsterncalm。Lenehankeptupwithhisfriend,breathinguneasily。Hewasbaffled,andanoteofmenacepiercedthroughhisvoice。
  `Can’tyoutellus?’hesaid。`Didyoutryher?’
  Corleyhaltedatthefirstlampandstaredgrimlybeforehim。Thenwithagravegestureheextendedahandtowardsthelightand,smiling,openeditslowlytothegazeofhisdisciple。Asmallgoldcoinshoneinthepalm。
  TheBoardingHouse
  MrsMooneywasabutcher’sdaughter。Shewasawomanwhowasquiteabletokeepthingstoherself:adeterminedwoman。Shehadmarriedherfather’sforeman,andopenedabutcher’sshopnearSpringGardens。Butassoonashisfather-in-lawwasdeadMrMooneybegantogotothedevil。Hedrank,plunderedthetill,ranheadlongintodebt。Itwasnousemakinghimtakethepledge:hewassuretobreakoutagainafewdaysafter。Byfightinghiswifeinthepresenceofcustomersandbybuyingbadmeatheruinedhisbusiness。Onenighthewentforhiswifewiththecleaver,andshehadtosleepinaneighbour’shouse。
  Afterthattheylivedapart。Shewenttothepriestandgotaseparationfromhim,withcareofthechildren。Shewouldgivehimneithermoneynorfoodnorhouse-room;andsohewasobligedtoenlisthimselfasasheriff’sman。Hewasashabbystoopedlittledrunkardwithawhitefaceandawhitemoustacheandwhiteeyebrows,pencilledabovehislittleeyes,whichwerepink-veinedandraw;andalldaylonghesatinthebailiff’sroom,waitingtobeputonajob。MrsMooney,whohadtakenwhatremainedofhermoneyoutofthebutcherbusinessandsetupaboardinghouseinHardwickeStreet,wasabigimposingwoman。HerhousehadafloatingpopulationmadeupoftouristsfromLiverpoolandtheIsleofManand,occasionally,artistesfromthemusichalls。Itsresidentpopulationwasmadeupofclerksfromthecity。Shegovernedthehousecunninglyandfirmly,knewwhentogivecredit,whentobesternandwhentoletthingspass。AlltheresidentyoungmenspokeofherasTheMadam。
  MrsMooney’syoungmenpaidfifteenshillingsaweekforboardandlodgings(beerorstoutatdinnerexcluded)。Theysharedincommontastesandoccupationsandforthisreasontheywereverychummywithoneanother。Theydiscussedwithoneanotherthechancesoffavouritesandoutsiders。JackMooney,theMadam’sson,whowasclerktoacommissionagentinFleetStreet,hadthereputationofbeingahardcase。Hewasfondofusingsoldiers’obscenities:
  usuallyhecamehomeinthesmallhours。Whenhemethisfriendshehadalwaysagoodonetotellthem,andhewasalwayssuretobeontoagoodthing-thatistosay,alikelyhorseoralikelyartiste。Hewasalsohandywiththemitsandsangcomicsongs。OnSundaynightstherewouldoftenbeareunioninMrsMooney’sfrontdrawing-room。Themusic-hallartisteswouldoblige;andSheridanplayedwaltzesandpolkasandvampedaccompaniments。
  PollyMooney,theMadam’sdaughter,wouldalsosing。Shesang:I’ma……naughtygirlYouneedn’tsham:
  YouknowIam。Pollywasaslimgirlofnineteen;shehadlightsofthairandasmallfullmouth。Hereyes,whichweregreywithashadeofgreenthroughthem,hadahabitofglancingupwardswhenshespokewithanyone,whichmadeherlooklikealittleperversemadonna。MrsMooneyhadfirstsentherdaughtertobeatypistinacorn-factor’soffice,butasadisreputablesheriff’smanusedtocomeeveryotherdaytotheoffice,askingtobeallowedtosayawordtohisdaughter,shehadtakenherdaughterhomeagainandsethertodohousework。AsPollywasverylively,theintentionwastogivehertherunoftheyoungmen。Besides,youngmenliketofeelthatthereisayoungwomannotveryfaraway。Polly,ofcourse,flirtedwiththeyoungmen,butMrsMooney,whowasashrewdjudge,knewthattheyoungmenwereonlypassingthetimeaway:noneofthemmeantbusiness。
  Thingswentonsoforalongtime,andMrsMooneybegantothinkofsendingPollybacktotypewriting,whenshenoticedthatsomethingwasgoingonbetweenPollyandoneoftheyoungmen。Shewatchedthepairandkeptherowncounsel。
  Pollyknewthatshewasbeingwatched,butstillhermother’spersistentsilencecouldnotbemisunderstood。Therehadbeennoopencomplicitybetweenmotheranddaughter,noopenunderstanding,butthoughpeopleinthehousebegantotalkoftheaffair,stillMrsMooneydidnotintervene。Pollybegantogrowalittlestrangeinhermanner,andtheyoungmanwasevidentlyperturbed。Atlast,whenshejudgedittobetherightmoment,MrsMooneyintervened。Shedealtwithmoralproblemsasacleaverdealswithmeat:
  andinthiscaseshehadmadeuphermind。
  ItwasabrightSundaymorningofearlysummer,promisingheat,butwithafreshbreezeblowing。Allthewindowsoftheboardinghousewereopenandthelacecurtainsballoonedgentlytowardsthestreetbeneaththeraisedsashes。ThebelfryofGeorge’sChurchsentoutconstantpeals,andworshippers,singlyoringroups,traversedthelittlecircusbeforethechurch,revealingtheirpurposebytheirself-containeddemeanournolessthanbythelittlevolumesintheirglovedhands。Breakfastwasoverintheboardinghouse,andthetableofthebreakfast-roomwascoveredwithplatesonwhichlayyellowstreaksofeggswithmorselsofbacon-fatandbacon-rind。MrsMooneysatinthestrawarm-chairandwatchedtheservantMaryremovethebreakfastthings。ShemadeMarycollectthecrustsandpiecesofbrokenbreadtohelptomakeTuesday’sbread-pudding。Whenthetablewascleared,thebrokenbreadcollected,thesugarandbuttersafeunderlockandkey,shebegantoreconstructtheinterviewwhichshehadhadthenightbeforewithPolly。Thingswereasshehadsuspected:shehadbeenfrankinherquestionsandPollyhadbeenfrankinheranswers。
  Bothhadbeensomewhatewkward,ofcourse。Shehadbeenmadeawkwardbyhernotwishingtoreceivethenewsintoocavalierafashionortoseemtohaveconnived,andPollyhadbeenmadeawkwardnotmerelybecauseallusionsofthatkindalwaysmadeherawkward,butalsobecauseshedidnotwishittobethoughtthatinherwiseinnocenceshehaddivinedtheintentionbehindhermother’stolerance。
  MrsMooneyglancedinstinctivelyatthelittlegiltclockonthemantelpieceassoonasshehadbecomeawarethroughherreveriethatthebellsofGeorge’sChurchhadstoppedringing。Itwasseventeenminutespasteleven:shewouldhavelotsoftimetohavethematteroutwithMrDoranandthencatchshorttwelveatMarlboroughStreet。Shewassureshewouldwin。Tobeginwith,shehadalltheweightofsocialopiniononherside:shewasanoutragedmother。Shehadallowedhimtolivebeneathherroof,assumingthathewasamanofhonour,andhehadsimplyabusedherhospitality。Hewasthirty-fourorthirty-fiveyearsofage,sothatyouthcouldnotbepleadedashisexcuse;norcouldignorancebehisexcuse,sincehewasamanwhohadseensomethingoftheworld。HehadsimplytakenadvantageofPolly’syouthandinexperience:thatwasevident。Thequestionwas:Whatreparationwouldhemake?
  Theremustbereparationmadeinsuchacase。Itisallverywellfortheman:hecangohiswaysasifnothinghadhappened,havinghadhismomentofpleasure,butthegirlhastobearthebrunt。Somemotherswouldbecontenttopatchupsuchanaffairforasumofmoney:shehadknowncasesofit。Butshewouldnotdoso。Forheronlyonereparationcouldmakeupforthelossofherdaughter’shonour:marriage。
  ShecountedallhercardsagainbeforesendingMaryuptoMrDoran’sroomtosaythatshewishedtospeakwithhim。Shefeltsureshewouldwin。Hewasaseriousyoungman,notrakishorloud-voicedliketheothers。
  IfithadbeenMrSheridanorMrMeadeorBantamLyons,hertaskwouldhavebeenmuchharder。Shedidnotthinkhewouldfacepublicity。Allthelodgersinthehouseknewsomethingoftheaffair;detailshadbeeninventedbysome。Besides,hehadbeenemployedforthirteenyearsinagreatCatholicwine-merchant’soffice,andpublicitywouldmeanforhim,perhaps,thelossofhisjob。Whereasifheagreedallmightbewell。Sheknewhehadagoodscrewforonething,andshesuspectedhehadabitofstuffputby。
  Nearlythehalf-hour!Shestoodupandsurveyedherselfinthepier-glass。
  Thedecisiveexpressionofhergreatfloridfacesatisfiedher,andshethoughtofsomemotherssheknewwhocouldnotgettheirdaughtersofftheirhands。
  MrDoranwasveryanxiousindeedthisSundaymorning。Hehadmadetwoattemptstoshave,buthishandhadbeensounsteadythathehadbeenobligedtodesist。Threedays’reddishbeardfringedhisjaws,andeverytwoorthreeminutesamistgatheredonhisglassessothathehadtotakethemoffandpolishthemwithhispocket-handkerchief。Therecollectionofhisconfessionofthenightbeforewasacauseofacutepaintohim;thepriesthaddrawnouteveryridiculousdetailoftheaffair,andintheendhadsomagnifiedhissinthathewasalmostthankfulatbeingaffordedaloopholeofreparation。Theharmwasdone。Whatcouldhedonowbutmarryherorrunaway?Hecouldnotbrazenitout。Theaffairwouldbesuretobetalkedof,andhisemployerwouldbecertaintohearofit。Dublinissuchasmallcity:everyoneknowseveryoneelse’sbusiness。HefelthisheartleapwarmlyinhisthroatasheheardinhisexcitedimaginationoldMrLeonardcallingoutinhisraspingvoice:`SendMrDoranhere,please。’
  Allhislongyearsofservicegonefornothing!Allhisindustryanddiligencethrownaway!Asayoungmanhehadsownhiswildoats,ofcourse;
  hehadboastedofhisfree-thinkinganddeniedtheexistenceofGodtohiscompanionsinpublic-houses。Butthatwasallpassedanddonewith……
  nearly。HestillboughtacopyofReynoldsNewspapereveryweek,butheattendedtohisreligiousduties,andfornine-tenthsoftheyearlivedaregularlife。Hehadmoneyenoughtosettledownon;itwasnotthat。Butthefamilywouldlookdownonher。Firstofalltherewasherdisreputablefather,andthenhermother’sboardinghousewasbeginningtogetacertainfame。Hehadanotionthathewasbeinghad。Hecouldimaginehisfriendstalkingoftheaffairandlaughing。Shewasalittlevulgar;sometimesshesaid`Iseen’and`IfIhad’veknown。’Butwhatwouldgrammarmatterifhereallylovedher?Hecouldnotmakeuphismindwhethertolikeherordespiseherforwhatshehaddone。Ofcoursehehaddoneittoo。Hisinstincturgedhimtoremainfree,nottomarry。
  Onceyouaremarriedyouaredonefor,itsaid。
  Whilehewassittinghelplesslyonthesideofthebedinshirtandtrousers,shetappedlightlyathisdoorandentered。Shetoldhimall,thatshehadmadeacleanbreastofittohermotherandthathermotherwouldspeakwithhimthatmorning。Shecriedandthrewherarmsroundhisneck,saying:
  `OBob!Bob!WhatamItodo?WhatamItodoatall?’
  Shewouldputanendtoherself,shesaid。
  Hecomfortedherfeebly,tellinghernottocry,thatitwouldbeallright,neverfear。Hefeltagainsthisshirttheagitationofherbosom。
  Itwasnotaltogetherhisfaultthatithadhappened。Herememberedwell,withthecuriouspatientmemoryofthecelibate,thefirstcasualcaressesherdress,herbreath,herfingershadgivenhim。Thenlateonenightashewasundressingforbedshehadtappedathisdoor,timidly。
  Shewantedtorelighthercandleathis,forhershadbeenblownoutbyagust。Itwasherbathnight。Sheworealooseopencombing-jacketofprintedflannel。Herwhiteinstepshoneintheopeningofherfurryslippersandthebloodglowedwarmlybehindherperfumedskin。Fromherhandsandwriststooasshelitandsteadiedhercandleafaintperfumearose。
  Onnightswhenhecameinverylateitwasshewhowarmeduphisdinner。
  Hescarcelyknewwhathewaseating,feelingherbesidehimalone,atnight,inthesleepinghouse。Andherthoughtfulness!Ifthenightwasanywaycoldorwetorwindytherewassuretobealittletumblerofpunchreadyforhim。Perhapstheycouldbehappytogether……
  Theyusedtogoupstairstogetherontiptoe,eachwithacandle,andonthethirdlandingexchangereluctantgoodnights。Theyusedtokiss。
  Herememberedwellhereyes,thetouchofherhandandhisdelirium……
  Butdeliriumpasses。Heechoedherphrase,applyingittohimself:`WhatamItodo?’Theinstinctofthecelibatewarnedhimtoholdback。
  Butthesinwasthere;evenhissenseofhonourtoldhimthatreparationmustbemadeforsuchasin。
  WhilehewassittingwithheronthesideofthebedMarycametothedoorandsaidthatthemissuswantedtoseehimintheparlour。Hestooduptoputonhiscoatandwaistcoat,morehelplessthanever。Whenhewasdressedhewentovertohertocomforther。Itwouldbeallright,neverfear。Helefthercryingonthebedandmoaningsoftly:`0myGod!’
  Goingdownthestairshisglassesbecamesodimmedwithmoisturethathehadtotakethemoffandpolishthem。Helongedtoascendthroughtheroofandflyawaytoanothercountrywherehewouldneverhearagainofhistrouble,andyetaforcepushedhimdownstairsstepbystep。TheimplacablefacesofhisemployerandoftheMadamstareduponhisdiscomfiture。OnthelastflightofstairshepassedJackMooney,whowascomingupfromthepantrynursingtwobottlesofBass。Theysalutedcoldly;andthelover’seyesrestedforasecondortwoonathickbulldogfaceandapairofthickshortarms。WhenhereachedthefootofthestaircaseheglancedupandsawJackregardinghimfromthedoorofthereturn-room。
  Suddenlyherememberedthenightwhenoneofthemusic-hallartistes,alittleblondLondoner,hadmadearatherfreeallusiontoPolly。ThereunionhadbeenalmostbrokenuponaccountofJack’sviolence。Everyonetriedtoquiethim。Themusic-hallartiste,alittlepalerthanusual,keptsmilingandsayingthattherewasnoharmmeant;butJackkeptshoutingathimthatifanyfellowtriedthatsortofagameonwithhissisterhe’dbloodywellputhisteethdownhisthroat:sohewould。
  Pollysatforalittletimeonthesideofthebed,crying。Thenshedriedhereyesandwentovertothelooking-glass。Shedippedtheendofthetowelinthewater-jugandrefreshedhereyeswiththecoolwater。
  Shelookedatherselfinprofileandreadjustedahairpinaboveherear。
  Thenshewentbacktothebedagainandsatatthefoot。Sheregardedthepillowsforalongtime,andthesightofthemawakenedinhermindsecret,amiablememories。Sherestedthenapeofherneckagainstthecoolironbedrailandfellintoareverie。Therewasnolongeranyperturbationvisibleonherface。
  Shewaitedonpatiently,almostcheerfully,withoutalarm,hermemoriesgraduallygivingplacetohopesandvisionsofthefuture。Herhopesandvisionsweresointricatethatshenolongersawthewhitepillowsonwhichhergazewasfixed,orrememberedthatshewaswaitingforanything。
  Atlastsheheardhermothercalling。Shestartedtoherfeetandrantothebanisters。
  `Polly!Polly!’
  `Yes,mamma?’
  `Comedown,dear。MrDoranwantstospeaktoyou。’
  Thensherememberedwhatshehadbeenwaitingfor。
  ALittleCloud
  EightyearsbeforehehadseenhisfriendoffattheNorthWallandwishedhimGod-speed。Gallaherhadgoton。Youcouldtellthatatoncebyhistravelledair,hiswell-cuttweedsuit,andfearlessaccent。Fewfellowshadtalentslikehis,andfewerstillcouldremainunspoiledbysuchsuccess。
  Gallaher’sheartwasintherightplaceandhehaddeservedtowin。Itwassomethingtohaveafriendlikethat。
  LittleChandler’sthoughtseversincelunch-timehadbeenofhismeetingwithGallaher,ofGallaher’sinvitation,andofthegreatcityLondonwhereGallaherlived。HewascalledLittleChandlerbecause,thoughhewasbutslightlyundertheaveragestature,hegaveonetheideaofbeingalittleman。Hishandswerewhiteandsmall,hisframewasfragile,hisvoicewasquietandhismannerswererefined。Hetookthegreatestcareofhisfairsilkenhairandmoustache,andusedperfumediscreetlyonhishandkerchief。
  Thehalf-moonsofhisnailswereperfect,andwhenhesmiledyoucaughtaglimpseofarowofchildishwhiteteeth。
  AchesatathisdeskintheKing’sInnshethoughtwhatchangesthoseeightyearshadbrought。ThefriendwhomhehadknownunderashabbyandnecessitousguisehadbecomeabrilliantfigureontheLondonPress。Heturnedoftenfromhistiresomewritingtogazeoutoftheofficewindow。
  Theglowofalateautumnsunsetcoveredthegrassplotsandwalks。Itcastashowerofkindlygoldendustontheuntidynursesanddecrepitoldmenwhodrowsedonthebenches;itflickereduponallthemovingfigures-onthechildrenwhoranscreamingalongthegravelpathsandoneveryonewhopassedthroughthegardens。Hewatchedthesceneandthoughtoflife;
  and(asalwayshappenedwhenhethoughtoflife)hebecamesad。Agentlemelancholytookpossessionofhim。Hefelthowuselessitwastostruggleagainstfortune,thisbeingtheburdenofwisdomwhichtheageshadbequeathedtohim。
  Herememberedthebooksofpoetryuponhisshelvesathome。Hehadboughttheminhisbachelordaysandmanyanevening,ashesatinthelittleroomoffthehall,hehadbeentemptedtotakeonedownfromthebookshelfandreadoutsomethingtohiswife。Butshynesshadalwaysheldhimback;
  andsothebookshadremainedontheirshelves。Attimesherepeatedlinestohimselfandthisconsoledhim。
  Whenhishourhadstruckhestoodupandtookleaveofhisdeskandofhisfellow-clerkspunctiliously。HeemergedfromunderthefeudalarchoftheKing’sInns,aneatmodestfigure,andwalkedswiftlydownHenriettaStreet。Thegoldensunsetwaswaningandtheairhadgrownsharp。Ahordeofgrimychildrenpopulatedthestreet。Theystoodorranintheroadway,orcrawledupthestepsbeforethegapingdoors,orsquattedlikemiceuponthethresholds。LittleChandlergavethemnothought。Hepickedhiswaydeftlythroughallthatminutevermin-likelifeandundertheshadowofthegauntspectralmansionsinwhichtheoldnobilityofDublinhadroistered。Nomemoryofthepasttouchedhim,forhismindwasfullofapresentjoy。
  HehadneverbeeninCorless’s,butheknewthevalueofthename。Heknewthatpeoplewentthereafterthetheatretoeatoystersanddrinkliqueurs;andhehadheardthatthewaiterstherespokeFrenchandGerman。
  Walkingswiftlybyatnighthehadseencabsdrawnupbeforethedoorandrichly-dressedladies,escortedbycavaliers,alightandenterquickly。
  Theyworenoisydressesandmanywraps。Theirfaceswerepowderedandtheycaughtuptheirdresses,whentheytouchedearth,likealarmedAtalantas。
  Hehadalwayspassedwithoutturninghisheadtolook。Itwashishabittowalkswiftlyinthestreetevenbyday,andwheneverhefoundhimselfinthecitylateatnighthehurriedonhiswayapprehensivelyandexcitedly。
  Sometimes,however,hecourtedthecausesofhisfear。Hechosethedarkestandnarroweststreetsand,ashewalkedboldlyforward,thesilencethatwasspreadabouthisfootstepstroubledhim;thewandering,silentfigurestroubledhim;andattimesasoundoflowfugitivelaughtermadehimtremblelikealeaf。
  HeturnedtotherighttowardsCapelStreet。IgnatiusGallaherontheLondonPress!Whowouldhavethoughtitpossibleeightyearsbefore?Still,nowthathereviewedthepast,LittleChandlercouldremembermanysignsoffuturegreatnessinhisfriend。PeopleusedtosaythatIgnatiusGallaherwaswild。Ofcourse,hedidmixwitharakishsetoffellowsatthattime;
  drankfreelyandborrowedmoneyonallsides。Intheendhehadgotmixedupinsomeshadyaffair,somemoneytransaction:atleast,thatwasoneversionofhisflight。Butnobodydeniedhimtalent。Therewasalwaysacertain……somethinginIgnatiusGallaherthatimpressedyouinspiteofyourself。Evenwhenhewasoutatelbowsandathiswits’endformoneyhekeptupaboldface。LittleChandlerremembered(andtheremembrancebroughtaslightflushofpridetohischeek)oneofIgnatiusGallaher’ssayingswhenhewasinatightcorner:
  `Half-timenow,boys,’heusedtosaylight-heartedly。`Where’smyconsideringcap?’
  ThatwasIgnatiusGallaherallout;and,damnit,youcouldn’tbutadmirehimforit。
  LittleChandlerquickenedhispace。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehefelthimselfsuperiortothepeoplehepassed。ForthefirsttimehissoulrevoltedagainstthedullineleganceofCapelStreet。Therewasnodoubtaboutit:ifyouwantedtosucceedyouhadtogoaway。YoucoulddonothinginDublin。AshecrossedGrattanBridgehelookeddowntherivertowardsthelowerquaysandpitiedthepoorstuntedhouses。Theyseemedtohimabandoftramps,huddledtogetheralongtheriver-banks,theiroldcoatscoveredwithdustandsoot,stupefiedbythepanoramaofsunsetandwaitingforthefirstchillofnighttobidthemarise,shakethemselvesandbegone。
  Hewonderedwhetherhecouldwriteapoemtoexpresshisidea。PerhapsGallahermightbeabletogetitintosomeLondonpaperforhim。Couldhewritesomethingoriginal?Hewasnotsurewhatideahewishedtoexpress,butthethoughtthatapoeticmomenthadtouchedhimtooklifewithinhimlikeaninfanthope。Hesteppedonwardbravely。
  EverystepbroughthimnearertoLondon,fartherfromhisownsoberinartisticlife。Alightbegantotrembleonthehorizonofhismind。Hewasnotsoold-thirty-two。Histemperamentmightbesaidtobejustatthepointofmaturity。Thereweresomanydifferentmoodsandimpressionsthathewishedtoexpressinverse。Hefeltthemwithinhim。Hetriedtoweighhissoultoseeifitwasapoet’ssoul。Melancholywasthedominantnoteofhistemperament,hethought,butitwasamelancholytemperedbyrecurrencesoffaithandresignationandsimplejoy。Ifhecouldgiveexpressiontoitinabookofpoemsperhapsmenwouldlisten。Hewouldneverbepopular:
  hesawthat。Hecouldnotswaythecrowd,buthemightappealtoalittlecircleofkindredminds。TheEnglishcritics,perhaps,wouldrecognizehimasoneoftheCelticschoolbyreasonofthemelancholytoneofhispoems;besidesthat,hewouldputinallusions。Hebegantoinventsentencesandphrasesfromthenoticewhichhisbookwouldget。`MrChandlerhasthegiftofeasyandgracefulverse’……`Awistfulsadnesspervadesthesepoems’……`TheCelticnote’。ItwasapityhisnamewasnotmoreIrish-looking。
  Perhapsitwouldbebettertoinserthismother’snamebeforethesurname:
  ThomasMaloneChandler;orbetterstill:T。MaloneChandler。HewouldspeaktoGallaheraboutit。
  Hepursuedhisreveriesoardentlythathepassedhisstreetandhadtoturnback。AshecamenearCorless’shisformeragitationbegantoovermasterhimandhehaltedbeforethedoorinindecision。Finallyheopenedthedoorandentered。
  Thelightandnoiseofthebarheldhimatthedoorwayforafewmoments。
  Helookedabouthim,buthissightwasconfusedbytheshiningofmanyredandgreenwine-glasses。Thebarseemedtohimtobefullofpeopleandhefeltthatthepeoplewereobservinghimcuriously。Heglancedquicklytorightandleft(frowningslightlytomakehiserrandappearserious),butwhenhissightclearedalittlehesawthatnobodyhadturnedtolookathim:andthere,Sureenough,wasIgnatiusGallaherleaningwithhisbackagainstthecounterandhisfeetplantedfarapart。
  `Hallo,Tommy,oldhero,hereyouare!Whatisittobe?Whatwillyouhave?I’mtakingwhisky:betterstuffthanwegetacrossthewater。Soda?
  Lithia?Nomineral?I’mthesame。Spoilstheflavour……Here,garç;on,bringustwohalvesofmaltwhisky,likeagoodfellow……Well,andhowhaveyoubeenpullingalongsinceIsawyoulast?DearGod,howoldwe’regetting!Doyouseeanysignsofageinginme-eh,what?Alittlegreyandthinonthetop-what?’
  IgnatiusGallahertookoffhishatanddisplayedalargeclosely-croppedhead。Hisfacewasheavy,pale,andclean-shaven。Hiseyes,whichwereofbluishslate-colour,relievedhisunhealthypallorandshoneoutplainlyabovethevividorangetiehewore。Betweentheserivalfeaturesthelipsappearedverylongandshapelessandcolourless。Hebenthisheadandfeltwithtwosympatheticfingersthethinhairatthecrown。LittleChandlershookhisheadasadenial。IgnatiusGallaherputonhishatagain。
  `Itpullsyoudown,’hesaid。`Presslife。Alwayshurryandscurry,lookingforcopyandsometimesnotfindingit:andthen,alwaystohavesomethingnewinyourstuff。Damnproofsandprinters,Isay,forafewdays。I’mdeucedglad,Icantellyou,togetbacktotheoldcountry。
  Doesafellowgood,abitofaholiday。IfeelatonbettersinceIlandedagainindear,dirtyDublin……Hereyouare,Tommy。Water?Saywhen。’
  LittleChandlerallowedhiswhiskytobeverymuchdiluted。
  `Youdon’tknowwhat’sgoodforyou,myboy,’saidIgnatiusGallaher。
  `Idrinkmineneat。’
  `Idrinkverylittleasarule,’saidLittleChandlermodestly。`Anoddhalf-oneorsowhenImeetanyoftheoldcrowd:that’sall。’
  `Ahwell,’saidIgnatiusGallahercheerfully,`here’stousandtooldtimesandoldacquaintance。’
  Theyclinkedglassesanddrankthetoast。
  `Imetsomeoftheoldgangtoday,’saidIgnatiusGallaher。`O’Haraseemstobeinabadway。What’shedoing?’
  `Nothing,’saidLittleChandler。`He’sgonetothedogs。’
  `ButHoganhasagoodsit,hasn’the?’
  `Yes,be’sintheLandCommission。’
  `ImethimonenightinLondonandheseemedtobeveryflush……PoorO’Hara!Booze,Isuppose?’
  `Otherthings,too,’saidLittleChandlershortly。
  IgnatiusGallaherlaughed。
  `Tommy,’hesaid,`Iseeyouhaven’tchangedanatom。You’retheverysameseriouspersonthatusedtolecturemeonSundaymorningswhenIhadasoreheadandafuronmytongue。You’dwanttoknockaboutabitintheworld。Haveyouneverbeenanywhereevenforatrip?’
  `I’vebeentotheIsleofMan,’saidLittleChandler。
  IgnatiusGallaherlaughed。
  `TheIsleofMan!’hesaid。`GotoLondonorParis:Paris,forchoice。
  That’ddoyougood。’
  `HaveyouseenParis?’
  `IshouldthinkIhave!I’veknockedabouttherealittle。’
  `Andisitreallysobeautifulastheysay?’askedLittleChandler。
  HesippedalittleofhisdrinkwhileIgnatiusGallaherfinishedhisboldly。
  `Beautiful?’saidIgnatiusGallaher,pausingonthewordandontheflavourofhisdrink。`It’snotsobeautiful,youknow。Ofcourseitisbeautiful……Butit’sthelifeofParis;that’sthething。Ah,there’snocitylikeParisforgaiety,movement,excitement……’
  LittleChandlerfinishedhiswhiskyand,aftersometrouble,succeededincatchingthebarman’seye。Heorderedthesameagain。
  `I’vebeentotheMoulinRouge,’IgnatiusGallahercontinuedwhenthebarmanhadremovedtheirglasses,`andI’vebeentoalltheBohemiancafé;s。
  Hotstuff!Notforapiouschaplikeyou,Tommy。’
  LittleChandlersaidnothinguntilthebarmanreturnedwithtwoglasses:
  thenhetouchedhisfriend’sglasslightlyandreciprocatedtheformertoast。Hewasbeginningtofeelsomewhatdisillusioned。Gallaher’saccentandwayofexpressinghimselfdidnotpleasehim。Therewassomethingvulgarinhisfriendwhichliehadnotobservedbefore。ButperhapsitwasonlytheresultoflivinginLondonamidthebustleandcompetitionofthePress。
  Theoldpersonalcharmwasstillthereunderthisnewgaudymanner。And,afterall,Gallaherhadlived,hehadseentheworld。LittleChandlerlookedathisfriendenviously。
  `EverythinginParisisgay,’saidIgnatiusGallaher。`Theybelieveinenjoyinglife-anddon’tyouthinkthey’reright?IfyouwanttoenjoyyourselfproperlyyoumustgotoParis。And,mindyou,they’veagreatfeelingfortheIrishthere。WhentheyheardIwasfromIrelandtheywerereadytoeatme,man。’
  LittleChandlertookfourorfivesipsfromhisglass。
  `Tellme,’hesaid,`isittruethatParisisso……immoralastheysay?’
  IgnatiusGallahermadeacatholicgesturewithhisrightarm。
  `Everyplaceisimmoral,’hesaid。`OfcourseyoudofindspicybitsinParis。Gotooneofthestudents’balls,forinstance。That’slively,ifyoulike,whenthecocottesbegintoletthemselvesloose。Youknowwhattheyare,Isuppose?’
  `I’veheardofthem,’saidLittleChandler。
  IgnatiusGallaherdrankoffhiswhiskyandshookhishead。
  `Ah,’hesaid,`youmaysaywhatyoulike。There’snowomanliketheParisienne-forstyle,forgo。’
  `Thenitisanimmoralcity,’saidLittleChandler,withtimidinsistence-`Imean,comparedwithLondonorDublin?’
  `London!’saidIgnatiusGallaher。`It’ssixofoneandhalfadozenoftheother。YouaskHogan,myboy。IshowedhimabitaboutLondonwhenhewasoverthere。He’dopenyoureye……Isay,Tommy,don’tmakepunchofthatwhisky:liquorup。’
  `No,really。’
  `O,comeon,anotheronewon’tdoyouanyharm。Whatisit?Thesameagain,Isuppose?’
  `Well……allright。’
  `Franç;ois,thesameagain……Willyousmoke,Tommy?’
  IgnatiusGallaherproducedhiscigar-case。Thetwofriendslittheircigarsandpuffedattheminsilenceuntiltheirdrinkswereserved。
  `I’lltellyoumyopinion,’saidIgnatiusGallaher,emergingaftersometimefromthecloudsofsmokeinwhichhehadtakenrefuge,`it’sarumworld。Talkofimmorality!I’veheardofcases-whatamIsaying?-I’veknownthem:casesof……immorality……’
  IgnatiusGallaherpuffedthoughtfullyathiscigarandthen,inacalmhistorian’stone,heproceededtosketchforhisfriendsomepicturesofthecorruptionwhichwasrifeabroad。HesummarizedthevicesofmanycapitalsandseemedinclinedtoawardthepalmtoBerlin。Somethingshecouldnotvouchfor(hisfriendshadtoldhim),butofothershehadhadpersonalexperience。Hesparedneitherranknorcaste。HerevealedmanyofthesecretsofreligioushousesontheContinentanddescribedsomeofthepracticeswhichwerefashionableinhighsociety,andendedbytelling,withdetails,astoryaboutanEnglishduchess-astorywhichheknewtobetrue。Littlechandlerwasastonished。
  `Ah,well,’saidIgnatiusGallaher,`hereweareinoldjog-alongDublinwherenothingisknownofsuchthings。’
  `Howdullyoumustfindit,’saidLittleChandler,`afteralltheotherplacesyou’veseen!’
  `Well,’saidIgnatiusGallaher,`it’sarelaxationtocomeoverhere,youknow。And,afterall,it’stheoldcountry,astheysay,isn’tit?
  Youcan’thelphavingacertainfeelingforit。That’shumannature……
  Buttellmesomethingaboutyourself。Hogantoldmeyouhad……tastedthejoysofconnubialbliss。Twoyearsago,wasn’tit?’
  LittleChandlerblushedandsmiled。
  `Yes,’hesaid。`IwasmarriedlastMaytwelvemonths。’
  `Ihopeit’snottoolateinthedaytooffermybestwishes,’saidIgnatiusGallaher。`Ididn’tknowyouraddressorI’dhavedonesoatthetime。’
  Heextendedhishand,whichLittleChandlertook。
  `Well,Tommy,’hesaid,`Iwishyouandyourseveryjoyinlife,oldchap,andtonsofmoney,andmayyouneverdietillIshootyou。Andthat’sthewishofasincerefriend,anoldfriend。Youknowthat?’
  `Iknowthat,’saidLittleChandler。
  `Anyyoungsters?’saidIgnatiusGallaher。
  LittleChandlerblushedagain。
  `Wehaveonechild,’hesaid。
  `Sonordaughter?’
  `Alittleboy。’
  IgnatiusGallaherslappedhisfriendsonorouslyontheback。
  `Bravo,’hesaid,`Iwouldn’tdoubtyou,Tommy。’
  LittleChandlersmiled,lookedconfusedlyathisglassandbithislowerlipwiththreechildishlywhitefrontteeth。
  `Ihopeyou’llspendaneveningwithus,’hesaid,`beforeyougoback。
  Mywifewillbedelightedtomeetyou。Wecanhavealittlemusicand——’
  `Thanksawfully,oldchap,’saidIgnatiusGallaher,`I’msorrywedidn’tmeetearlier。ButImustleavetomorrownight。’
  `Tonight,perhaps……?`
  `I’mawfullysorry,oldman。YouseeI’moverherewithanotherfellow,cleveryoungchapheistoo,andwearrangedtogotoalittlecard-party。
  Onlyforthat……’
  `O,inthatcase……’
  `Butwhoknows?’saidIgnatiusGallaherconsiderately。`NextyearI
  maytakealittleskipoverherenowthatI’vebrokentheice。It’sonlyapleasuredeferred。’
  `Verywell,’saidLittleChandler,`thenexttimeyoucomewemusthaveaneveningtogether。That’sagreednow,isn’tit?’
  `Yes,that’sagreed,’saidIgnatiusGallaher。`NextyearifIcome,paroled’honneur。’
  `Andtoclinchthebargain,’saidLittleChandler,`we’lljusthaveonemorenow。’
  IgnatiusGallahertookoutalargegoldwatchandlookedatit。
  `Isittobethelast?’heSaid。`Because,youknow,Ihaveana。p。’
  `O,yes,positively,’saidLittleChandler。
  `Verywell,then,’saidIgnatiusGallaher,`letushaveanotheroneasadeocandoirus-that’sgoodvernacularforasmallwhisky,Ibelieve。’