"ButSaulwasuptosomewickedness,wasn’the?"saidtheladysmilingly,"whileYOUweresimplygoingsomewhereonbusiness?"
"Yes,"saidHaysthoughtfully,"butmyBUSINESSmighthevseemedlikepersecution。Idon’tmindtellin’youwhatitwasifyou’dcaretolisten。Butmebbeyou’retired。Mebbeyouwanttoretire。
Youknow,"hewentonwithasuddenhospitableoutburst,"youneedn’tbeinanyhurrytogo;wekintakecareofyouhereto-
night,andit’llcostyounothin’。AndI’llsendyouonwithmysleighinthemornin’。Per’apsyou’dlikesuthin’toeat——acupoftea——or——I’llcallZuleika;"andherosewithanexpressionofawkwardcourtesy。
Butthelady,albeitwithaself-satisfiedsparkleinherdarkeyes,herecarelesslyassuredhimthatZuleikahadalreadygivenherrefreshment,and,indeed,wasatthatmomentpreparingherownroomforher。Shebeggedhewouldnotinterrupthisinterestingstory。
Hayslookedrelieved。
"Well,IreckonIwon’tcallher,forwhatIwasgoin’tosayain’texacklythesorto’thin’foraninnocent,simplesorto’thinglikehertohear——Imean,"heinterruptedhimselfhastily——"thatfolksofmoreexperienceoftheworldlikeyouandmedon’tmindspeakin’of——I’msortertakin’itforgrantedthatyou’reamarriedwoman,ma’am。"
Thelady,whohadregardedhimwithasuddenrigidity,hererelaxedherexpressionandnodded。
"Well,"continuedHays,resuminghisplacebythefire,"youseethisyermanIwasgoin’toseelivesaboutfourmilesbeyondthesummitonaranchthatfurnishesmostofthehayforthestockthatsideoftheDivide。He’sbinholdin’offhisnextyear’scontractswithme,hopin’tomakebettertermsfromtheprospectsofalatespringandhigherprices。Heheldhisheadmightyhighandtalkedbigofwaitin’hisowntime。Ihappenedtoknowhecouldn’tdoit。"
Heputhishandsonhiskneesandstaredatthefire,andthenwenton:——
"Yeseethismanhadhadcrossesandfamilytrials。Hehadawifethatlefthimtojinealotofballydancersandpaintedwomeninthe’Friscoplayhouseswhenhewaslivin’inthesoutherncountry。
You’llsaythatwaslikeMYowncase,——andmebbethatwaswhyitcametohimtotellmeaboutit,——butthedifferencebetwixtHIM
andMEwasthatinsteadofrestin’untotheLordandfindin’Him,andpluckin’outtheeyethatoffendedhim’cordin’toScripter,asIdid,HEfollowedafterHERtryin’togetherback,until,findin’
thatwasn’tnouse,hetookabigdisgustandcameupheretohidehisself,wheretherewasn’tnoplayhousenorplay-actors,andnowimmenbutInjinsquaws。Hepre-emptedtheland,andnat’rally,therebein’nooneezcaredtolivetherebuthimself,hehaditallhisownway,madeitpay,and,asIwassayin’before,heldhisheadhighforprices。Well——youain’tgettin’tired,ma’am?"
"No,"saidthelady,restinghercheekonherhandandgazingonthefire,"it’sallveryinteresting;andsooddthatyoutwomen,withnearlythesameexperiences,shouldbeneighbors。"
"Saybuyerandseller,ma’am,notneighbors——atleastScriptoorily——
norfriends。Well,——nowthisiswheretheSpeshalProvidencecomesin,——onlythisafternoonJimBriggs,hearin’mespeakofHorseley’soffishness"——
"WHOSEoffishness?"askedthelady。
"Horseley’soffishness,——Horseley’sthenameofthemanI’mtalkin’
about。Well,hearin’that,hesays:"Youholdon,Hays,andhe’llclimbdown。Thatwifeofhishasleftthestage——gotsickofit——
andisdriftin’roundin’Friscowithsomefellow。WhenHorseleygetstohearthat,youcan’tkeephimhere,——he’llsettleup,sellout,andrealizeoneverythinghe’sgottogoafterheragin,——youbet。That’swhatBriggssaid。Well,that’swhatsentmeuptoHorseley’sto-night——togetthere,dropthenews,andthenpinhimdowntothatcontract。"
"Itlookedlikeagoodstrokeofbusinessandafairone,"saidtheladyinanoddvoice。ItwassooddthatHayslookedup。Butshehadsomewhatalteredherposition,andwasgazingattheceiling,andwithherhandtoherfaceseemedtohavejustrecoveredfromaslightyawn,atwhichhehesitatedwithanewandtimidsenseofpoliteness。
"You’regettin’tired,ma’am?"
"Ohdear,no!"shesaidinthesamevoice,butclearingherthroatwithalittlecough。"Andwhydidn’tyouseethisMr。Horseleyafterall?Oh,Iforgot!——yousaidyouchangedyourmindfromsomethingyou’dheard。"
Hehadturnedhiseyestothefireagain,butwithoutnoticingashedidsothatsheslowlymovedherface,stillhalfhiddenbyherhand,towardshimandwaswatchinghimintently。
"No,"hesaid,slowly,"nothin’Iheard,somethin’Ifelt。Itmouthevbeenthatthatsetmeoffthetrack。Itkemtomeallofasuddenthathemightbesittin’tharcalmandpeacefullikeezI
mightbehere,hevin’forgotallaboutherandhistrouble,andherewasmegoin’todropdownuponhimandstartitallfreshagin。Itlookedalittlelikepersecution——yes,likepersecution。
Igotridofit,sayin’tomyselfitwasbusiness。ButI’dgotofftheroadmeantime,andhadtofinditagain,andwheneverIgotbacktothetrackandwaspointedforhishouse,itallseemedtocomebackonmeandsetmeoffagin。Whenthathadhappenedthreetimes,Iturnedroundandstartedforhome。"
"Anddoyoumeantosay,"saidthelady,withadiscordantlaugh,"thatyoubelieve,becauseYOUdidn’tgothereandbreakthenews,thatnobodyelsewill?Thathewon’thearofitfromthefirstmanhemeets?"
"Hedon’tmeetanyoneupwherehelives,andonlyBriggsandmyselfknowit,andI’llseethatBriggsdon’ttell。Butitwasmightyqueerthiswholethingcomin’uponmesuddenly,——wasn’tit?"
"Veryqueer,"repliedthelady;"for"——withthesamemetalliclaugh——"youdon’tseemtobegiventothiskindofweaknesswithyourownfamily。"
Iftherewasanydoubtastothesarcasticsuggestionofhervoice,therecertainlycouldbenoneinthewickedglitterofhereyesfixeduponhisfaceunderhershadinghand。Buthaplyheseemedunconsciousofboth,andevenacceptedherstatementwithoutanulteriorsignificance。
"Yes,"hesaid,communingly,totheglaringembersofthehearth,"itmusthavebeenaspecialrevelation。"
Therewassomethingsofatuousandone-idea’dinhisattitudeandexpression,somonstrouslyinconsistentandinadequatetowhatwasgoingonaroundhim,andsohopelesslystupid——ifameresimulation——thattheangrysuspicionthathewasactingapartslowlyfadedfromhereyes,andahystericalsmilebegantotwitchhersetlips。Shestillgazedathim。Thewindhowleddrearilyinthechimney;allthatwaseconomic,grim,andcheerlessintheroomseemedtogatherasflittingshadowsaroundthatcentralfigure。
Suddenlyshearosewithsuchaquickrustlingofherskirtsthatheliftedhiseyeswithastart;forshewasstandingimmediatelybeforehim,herhandsbehindher,herhandsome,audaciousfacebentsmilinglyforward,andherbold,brillianteyeswithinafootofhisown。
"Now,Mr。Hays,doyouwanttoknowwhatthiswarningorspecialrevelationofyoursREALLYmeant?Well,ithadnothingwhatevertodowiththatmanonthesummit。No。Thewholeinterest,gist,andmeaningofitwassimplythis,thatyoushouldturnroundandcomestraightbackhereand"——shedrewbackandmadehimanexaggeratedtheatricalcurtsey——"havethesupremepleasureofmakingMY
acquaintance!Thatwasall。Andnow,asyou’veHADIT,infiveminutesImustbeoff。You’veofferedmealreadyyourhorseandsleightogotothesummit。Iacceptitandgo!Good-by!"
Heknewnothingofawoman’scoquettishhumor;heknewstilllessofthatmimicstagefromwhichherpresentvoice,gesture,andexpressionwereborrowed;hehadnoknowledgeoftheburlesqueemotionswhichthatvoice,gesture,andexpressionweresupposedtoportray,andfinallyandfatallyhewasunabletodetectthefemininehystericjaranddiscordthatunderlayitall。Hethoughtitwasstrong,characteristic,andreal,andaccepteditliterally。
Herose。
"Efyouallowyoucan’tstay,whyI’llgoandgetthehorse。I
reckonheain’tbinputupyet。"
"Do,please。"
Hegrimlyresumedhiscoatandhatanddisappearedthroughthepassageintothekitchen,whence,amomentlater,Zuleikacameflying。
"Well,whathashappened?"shesaideagerly。
"It’sallright,"saidthewomanquickly,"thoughheknowsnothingyet。ButI’vegotthingsfixedgenerally,sothathe’llbequitereadytohaveitbrokentohimbythistimeto-morrow。Butdon’tyousayanythingtillI’veseenJackandyouhearfromHIM。
Remember。"
Shespokerapidly;hercheekswerequiteglowingfromsomesuddenenergy;sowereZuleika’swiththeexcitementofcuriosity。
Presentlythesoundofsleigh-bellsagainfilledtheroom。ItwasHaysleadingthehorseandsleightothedoor,beneathaskynowstarlitandcrispunderanortheastwind。ThefairstrangercastasignificantglanceatZuleika,andwhisperedhurriedly,"Youknowhemustnotcomewithme。Youmustkeephimhere。"
Sherantothedoormuffledandhooded,leapedintothesleigh,andgatheredupthereins。
"Butyoucannotgoalone,"saidHays,withawkwardcourtesy。"I
waskalkilatin’"——
"You’retootiredtogooutagain,dad,"brokeinZuleika’svoicequickly。"Youain’tfit;you’reallgrayandkrinklynow,likeaswhenyouhadoneofyourlastspells。She’llsendthesleighbackto-morrow。"
"Icanfindmyway,"saidtheladybriskly;"there’sonlyoneturnoff,Ibelieve,andthat"——
"Leadstothestagestationthreemileswest。Youneedn’tbeafraidofgettin’offonthat,foryou’lllikelyseethedownstagecrossin’yourroadezsoonezyougetclearoftheranch。"
"Good-night,"saidthelady。Anarcofwhitespraysprangbeforetheforwardrunner,andthesleighvanishedintheroad。
Fatheranddaughterreturnedtotheoffice。
"Youdidn’tgettoknowher,dad,didye?"queriedZuleika。
"No,"respondedHaysgravely,"excepttoseeshewasn’tnobackwoodsormountaineeringsort。Now,there’sthekindofwoman,Zuly,asknowsherownmindandyourstoo;thatamanlikeyourbrotherJackoughterpickoutwhenhemarries。"
Zuleika’sfacebeamedbehindherfather。"Youain’tgoin’tositupanylonger,dad?"shesaid,asshenoticedhimresumehisseatbythefire。"It’sgettin’late,andyoulookmightytuckeredoutwithyournight’swork。"
"Doyouknowwhatshesaid,Zuly?"returnedherfather,afterapause,whichturnedouttohavebeenalong,silentlaugh。
"No。"
"Shesaid,"herepeatedslowly,"thatshereckonedIcamebackhereto-nighttohavethepleasureofheracquaintance!"Hebroughthistwohandsheavilydownuponhisknees,rubbingthemdowndeliberatelytowardshisankles,andleaningforwardwithhisfacetothefireandalong-sustainedsmileofcompletethoughtardyappreciation。
HewasstillinthisattitudewhenZuleikalefthim。Thewindcroonedoverhimconfidentially,buthestillsatthere,givenupapparentlytosomeposthumousenjoymentofhisvisitor’sdepartingwitticism。
ItwasscarcelydaylightwhenZuleika,whiledressing,heardaquicktappinguponhershutter。Sheopenedittothescaredandbewilderedfaceofherbrother。
"Whathappenedwithherandfatherlastnight?"hesaidhoarsely。
"Nothing——why?"
"Readthat。Itwasbroughttomehalfanhouragobyamanindad’ssleigh,fromthestagestation。"
Hehandedheracrumplednotewithtremblingfingers。Shetookitandread:——
"Thegame’supandI’moutofit!Takemyadviceandclearoutofittoo,untilyoucancomebackinbettershape。Don’tbesuchafoolastotryandfollowme。Yourfatherisn’tone,andthat’swhereyou’veslippedup。"
"Heshallpayforit,whateverhe’sdone,"saidherbrotherwithanaccessofwildpassion。"Whereishe?"
"Why,Jack,youwouldn’tdaretoseehimnow?"
"Wouldn’tI?"Heturnedandran,convulsedwithpassion,beforethewindowstowardsthefrontofthehouse。Zuleikaslippedoutofherbedroomandrantoherfather’sroom。Hewasnotthere。
Alreadyshecouldhearherbrotherhammeringfranticallyagainstthelockedfrontdoor。
Thedooroftheofficewaspartlyopen。Herfatherwasstillthere。Asleep?Yes,forhehadapparentlysunkforwardbeforethecoldhearth。Butthehandsthathehadalwaysbeentryingtowarmwerecolderthanthehearthorashes,andhehimselfneveragainspokenorstirred……
Itwasdeemedprovidentialbytheneighborsthathisyoungestandfavoriteson,alarmedbynewsofhisfather’sfailinghealth,hadarrivedfromtheAtlanticStatesjustatthelastmoment。ButitwasthoughtsingularthatafterthedivisionofthepropertyheentirelyabandonedtheRanch,andthatevenpendingthedivisionhisbeautifulbutfastidiousEasternbridedeclinedtovisititwithherhusband。
JOHNSON’S"OLDWOMAN。"
Itwasgrowingdark,andtheSonoratrailwasbecomingmoreindistinctbeforemeateverystep。Thedifficultyhadincreasedoverthegrassyslope,wheretheoverflowfromsomesmallerwatercourseabovehadwornanumberofdiverginggulliessolikethetrailastobeundistinguishablefromit。Unabletodeterminewhichwastherightone,Ithrewthereinsoverthemule’sneckandresolvedtotrusttothatsuperioranimal’ssagacity,ofwhichI
hadheardsomuch。ButIhadnottakenintoaccounttheequallywell-knownweaknessesofsexandspecies,andChuChuhadalreadyshownuncontrollablesignsofwantingherownway。Withoutamoment’shesitation,feelingtherelaxedbridle,shelaydownandrolledover。
Inthisperplexitythesoundofhorse’shoofsringingoutoftherockycanyonbeyondwasarelief,evenifmomentarilyembarrassing。
Aninstantafterwardsahorseandriderappearedcanteringroundthehillonwhatwasevidentlythelosttrail,andpulledupasI
succeededinforcingChuChutoherlegsagain。
"IsthatthetrailfromSonora?"Iasked。
"Yes;"butwithacriticalglanceatthemule,"Ireckonyouain’tgoingthartonight。"
"Whynot?"
"It’samatterofeighteenmiles,andmostofitablindtrailthroughthewoodsafteryoutakethevalley。"
"Isitworsethanthis?"
"What’sthematterwiththistrail?Yeain’texpectingaracecourseorashellroadoverthefoothills——areye?"
"No。IsthereanyhotelwhereIcanstop?"
"Nary。"
"Noranyhouse?"
"No。"
"Thankyou。Good-night。"
Hehadalreadypassedon,whenhehaltedagainandturnedinhissaddle。"Lookyer。Justaspelloveryoncanyonye’llfindapatcho’buckeyes;turntotherightandye’llseeatrail。
That’lltakeyetoashanty。Youaskifit’sJohnson’s。"
"Who’sJohnson?"
"Iam。Youain’tlookin’forVanderbiltorGodAlmightyuphere,areyou?Well,then,youharktome,willyou?Yousaytomyoldwomantogiveyousupperandashakedownsomewharto-night。SayI
sentyou。Solong。"
HewasgonebeforeIcouldacceptordecline。AnextraordinarynoiseproceededfromChuChu,notunlikeasuppressedchuckle。I
lookedsharplyather;shecoughedaffectedly,and,withherheadandneckstretchedtotheirgreatestlength,appearedtocontemplateherneatlittleoffforeshoewithadmiringabstraction。ButassoonasIhadmountedshesetoffabruptly,crossedtherockycanyon,apparentlysightedthepatchofbuckeyesofherownvolition,andwithouttheslightesthesitationfoundthetrailtotheright,andinhalfanhourstoodbeforetheshanty。
Itwasalogcabinwithanadditional"lean-to"ofthesamematerial,roofedwithbark,andontheothersidealargerandmoreambitious"extension"builtofrough,unplaned,andunpaintedredwoodboards,lightlyshingled。The"lean-to"wasevidentlyusedasakitchen,andthecentralcabinasaliving-room。ThebarkingofadogasIapproachedcalledfourchildrenofdifferentsizestotheopendoor,wherealreadyanenterprisingbabywasfeeblyessayingtocrawloverabarofwoodlaidacrossthethresholdtorestrainit。
"IsthisJohnson’shouse?"
Myremarkwasreallyaddressedtotheeldest,aboyofapparentlynineorten,butIfeltthatmyattentionwasundulyfascinatedbythebaby,whoatthatmomenthadtoppledoverthebar,andwascalmlyeyeingmeupsidedown,whilesilentlyandheroicallysuffocatinginitspetticoats。Theboydisappearedwithoutreplying,butpresentlyreturnedwithatallergirloffourteenorfifteen。Iwasstruckwiththewaythat,asshereachedthedoor,shepassedherhandsrapidlyovertheheadsoftheothersasifcountingthem,pickedupthebaby,reversedit,shookoutitsclothes,andreturnedittotheinside,withoutevenlookingatit。
Theactwasevidentlyautomaticandhabitual。
Irepeatedmyquestiontimidly。
Yes,itWASJohnson’s,buthehadjustgonetoKing’sMills。I
replied,hurriedly,thatIknewit,——thatIhadmethimbeyondthecanyon。AsIhadlostmywayandcouldn’tgettoSonorato-night,hehadbeengoodenoughtosaythatImightstaythereuntilmorning。MyvoicewasslightlyraisedforthebenefitofMr。
Johnson’s"oldwoman,"who,Ihadnodoubt,wasinspectingmefurtivelyfromsomecorner。
Thegirldrewthechildrenaway,excepttheboy。Tohimshesaidsimply,"Showthestrangerwhartostakeouthismule,’Dolphus,"
anddisappearedinthe"extension"withoutanotherword。I
followedmylittleguide,whowasperhapsmoreactivelycurious,butequallyunresponsive。Tomyvariousquestionshesimplyreturnedasmileofexasperatingvacuity。Buthenevertookhiseagereyesfromme,andIwassatisfiedthatnotadetailofmyappearanceescapedhim。Leadingthewaybehindthehousetoalittlewood,whoseonly"clearing"hadbeeneffectedbydecayorstorm,hestoodsilentlyapartwhileIpicketedChuChu,neitherofferingtoassistmenoropposinganyinterruptiontomysurveyofthelocality。Therewasnotraceofhumancultivationinthesurroundingsofthecabin;thewildernessstilltrodsharplyontheheelsofthepioneer’sfreshfootprints,andevenseemedtoobliteratethem。Forafewyardsaroundtheactualdwellingtherewasanunsavoryfringeofcivilizationintheshapeofcast-offclothes,emptybottles,andtincans,andtheadjacentthornandelderbushesblossomedunwholesomelywithbitsoftornwhitepaperandbleachingdish-cloths。Thishideouscircleneverwidened;
Naturealwaysappearedtorollbacktheintrudingdebris;nobirdnorbeastcarrieditaway;noanimaleverforcedtheuncleanlybarrier;civilizationremainedgrimlytrenchedinitsownexuvia。
Theoldterrifyinggirdleoffirearoundthehunter’scampwasnotmoredeterringtocuriousnightprowlersthanthiscoarseandaccidentaloutwork。
WhenIregainedthecabinIfounditempty,thedoorsofthelean-
toandextensionclosed,buttherewasastoolsetbeforearudetable,uponwhichsmokedatincupofcoffee,atindishofhotsaleratusbiscuit,andaplateoffriedbeef。Therewassomethingoddanddepressinginthissilentexclusionofmypresence。HadJohnson’s"oldwoman"fromsomedarkpostofobservationtakenadisliketomyappearance,orwasthischurlishwithdrawalapeculiarityofSierranhospitality?OrwasMrs。Johnsonyoungandpretty,andhiddenundertherestrictingbanofJohnson’sjealousy,orwassheadeformedcripple,orevenabedriddencrone?Fromtheextensionattimescameamurmurofvoices,butnevertheaccentsofadultwomanhood。Thegatheringdarkness,relievedonlybyadullglowfromthesmoulderinglogsintheadobechimney,addedtomyloneliness。InthecircumstancesIknewIoughttohaveputasidetherepastandgivenmyselfuptogloomyandpessimisticreflection;butNatureisofteninconsistent,andinthatkeenmountainair,Igrievetosay,myphysicalandmoralconditionwasnotinthatperfectaccordalwaysindicatedbyromancers。IhadanappetiteandIgratifiedit;dyspepsiaandethicalreflectionsmightcomelater。Iatethesaleratusbiscuitcheerfully,andwasmeditativelyfinishingmycoffeewhenagurglingsoundfromtheraftersaboveattractedmyattention。Ilookedup;undertheoverhangofthebarkroofthreepairsofroundeyeswerefixeduponme。TheybelongedtothechildrenIhadpreviouslyseen,who,intheattitudeofRaphael’scherubs,hadevidentlybeendeeplyinterestedspectatorsofmyrepast。Asoureyesmetaninarticulategiggleescapedthelipsoftheyoungest。
Inevercouldunderstandwhytheshyamusementofchildrenovertheireldersisnotacceptedasphilosophicallybyitsobjectaswhenitproceedsfromanequal。WefondlybelievethatwhenJonesorBrownlaughsatusitisfrommalice,ignorance,oradesiretoshowhissuperiority,butthereisalwaysahauntingsuspicioninourmindsthattheselittlecriticsREALLYseesomethinginustolaughat。I,however,smiledaffablyinreturn,ignoringanypossiblegrotesquenessinmymannerofeatinginprivate。
"Comehere,Johnny,"Isaidblandly。
Thetwoelderones,agirlandaboy,disappearedinstantly,asifthecrowningjokeofthisremarkwastoomuchforthem。FromascrapingandkickingagainstthelogwallIjudgedthattheyhadquicklydroppedtothegroundoutside。Theyoungerone,thegiggler,remainedfascinated,butreadytoflyatamoment’swarning。
"Comehere,Johnny,boy,"Irepeatedgently。"Iwantyoutogotoyourmother,please,andtellher"——
Butherethechild,whohadbeenworkingitsfaceconvulsively,suddenlyutteredalugubrioushowlanddisappearedalso。Irantothefrontdoorandlookedoutintimetoseethetallestgirl,whohadreceivedme,walkingawaywithitunderherarm,pushingtheboyaheadofherandlookingbackoverhershoulder,notunlikeayouthfulshe-bearconductinghercubsfromdanger。Shedisappearedattheendoftheextension,wheretherewasevidentlyanotherdoor。
Itwasveryextraordinary。ItwasnotstrangethatIturnedbacktothecabinwithachagrinandmortificationwhichforamomentmademeentertainthewildideaofsaddlingChuChu,andshakingthedustofthattaciturnhousefrommyfeet。Buttheridiculousnessofsuchanact,tosaynothingofitsingratitude,asquicklypresenteditselftome。Johnsonhadofferedmeonlyfoodandshelter;IcouldhaveclaimednomorefromtheinnIhadaskedhimtodirectmeto。Ididnotre-enterthehouse,but,lightingmylastcigar,begantowalkgloomilyupanddownthetrail。Withtheoutcomingofthestarsithadgrownlighter;throughawindopeninginthetreesIcouldseetheheavybulkoftheoppositemountain,andbeyonditasuperiorcrestdefinedbyaredlineofforestfire,which,however,castnoreflectiononthesurroundingearthorsky。
Faintwoodlandcurrentsofair,stillwarmfromtheafternoonsun,stirredtheleavesaroundmewithlong-drawnaromaticbreaths。ButtheseintimegavewaytothesteadySierrannightwindsweepingdownfromthehighersummits,androckingthetopsofthetallestpines,yetleavingthetranquillityofthedarkloweraislesunshaken。Itwasveryquiet;therewasnocrynorcallofbeastorbirdinthedarkness;thelongrustleofthetree-topssoundedasfaintasthefar-offwashofdistantseas。Nordidtheresemblanceceasethere;theclose-setfilesofthepinesandcedars,stretchinginillimitablerankstothehorizon,werefilledwiththeimmeasurablelonelinessofanoceanshore。InthisvastsilenceI
begantothinkIunderstoodthetaciturnityofthedwellersinthesolitarycabin。
WhenIreturned,however,Iwassurprisedtofindthetallestgirlstandingbythedoor。AsIapproachedsheretreatedbeforeme,andpointingtothecornerwhereacommoncotbedhadbeenevidentlyjustputup,said,"Yecanturninthar,onlyye’llhavetorouseoutearlywhen’Dolphusdoesthechores,"andwasturningtowardstheextensionagain,whenIstoppedheralmostappealingly。
"Onemoment,please。CanIseeyourmother?"
Shestoppedandlookedatmewithasingularexpression。Thenshesaidsharply:——
"Youknow,fustrate,she’sdead。"
Shewasturningawayagain,butIthinkshemusthaveseenmyconcerninmyface,forshehesitated。"But,"Isaidquickly,"I
certainlyunderstoodyourfather,thatis,Mr。Johnson,"Iadded,interrogatively,"tosaythat——thatIwastospeakto"——Ididn’tliketorepeattheexactphrase——"hisWIFE。"
"Idon’tknowwhathewasplayin’yefor,"shesaidshortly。"Marhasbeendeadmor’nayear。"
"But,"Ipersisted,"istherenogrown-upwomanhere?"
"No。"
"Thenwhotakescareofyouandthechildren?"
"Ido。"
"Yourselfandyourfather——eh?"
"Dadain’theretwodaysrunning,andthenon’ytosleep。"
"Andyoutaketheentirechargeofthehouse?"
"Yes,andthelogtallies。"
"Thelogtallies?"
"Yes;keepcountandmeasurethelogsthatgobytheslide。"
ItflasheduponmethatIhadpassedtheslideordeclivityonthehillside,wherelogswereslippeddownintothevalley,andI
inferredthatJohnson’sbusinesswascuttingtimberforthemill。
"Butyou’reratheryoungforallthiswork,"Isuggested。
"I’mgoin’onsixteen,"shesaidgravely。
Indeed,forthematterofthat,shemighthavebeenanyage。Herface,onwhichsunburntooktheplaceofcomplexion,wasalreadyhardandset。ButonanearerviewIwasstruckwiththefactthathereyes,whichwerenotlarge,werealmostindistinguishablefromthepresenceofthemostsingulareyelashesIhadeverseen。
Intenselyblack,intenselythick,andeventangledintheirprofusion,theybristledratherthanfringedhereyelids,obliteratingeverythingbuttheshiningblackpupilsbeneath,whichwerelikecertainlustroushairymountainberries。Itwasthiswoodlandsuggestionthatseemedtouncannilyconnectherwiththelocality。Iwentonplayfully:——
"That’snotVERYold——buttellme——doesyourfather,orDIDyourfather,everspeakofyouashis’oldwoman?’"
Shenodded。"ThenyouthoughtIwasmar?"shesaid,smiling。
Itwassucharelieftoseeherwornfacerelaxitsexpressionofpatheticgravity——althoughthisoperationquiteburiedhereyesintheirblackthickesthedgeagain——thatIcontinuedcheerfully:"Itwasn’tmuchofamistake,consideringallyoudoforthehouseandfamily。"
"Thenyoudidn’ttellBilly’togoandbedeadinthegroundwithmar,’ashe’lowsyoudid?"shesaidhalfsuspiciously,yettremblingontheedgeofasmile。
No,Ihadnot,butIadmittedthatmyaskinghimtogotohismothermighthavebeenopentothisdismalconstructionbyasensitiveinfantmind。Sheseemedmollified,andagainturnedtogo。
"Good-night,Miss——youknowyourfatherdidn’ttellmeyourrealname,"Isaid。
"Karline!"
"Good-night,MissKarline。"
Iheldoutmyhand。
Shelookedatitandthenatmethroughherintricateeyelashes。
Thenshestruckitasidebriskly,butnotunkindly,said"Quitfoolin’,now,"asshemighthavesaidtooneofthechildren,anddisappearedthroughtheinnerdoor。Notknowingwhethertobeamusedorindignant,Iremainedsilentamoment。ThenItookaturnoutsideintheincreasingdarkness,listenedtothenowhurryingwindoverthetree-tops,re-enteredthecabin,closedthedoor,andwenttobed。
Butnottosleep。Perhapstheresponsibilitytowardsthesesolitarychildren,whichJohnsonhadsolightlyshakenoff,devolveduponmeasIlaythere,forIfoundmyselfimaginingadozenemergenciesoftheirunprotectedstate,withwhichtheeldergirlcouldscarcelygrapple。Therewaslittletofearfromdepredatorymanorbeast——desperadoesofthemountaintrailneverstoopedtoignobleburglary,bearorpantherseldomapproachedacabin——buttherewasthechanceofsuddenillness,fire,theaccidentsthatbesetchildhood,tosaynothingofthenarrowingmoralandmentaleffectoftheirisolationatthattenderage。ItwasscandalousinJohnsontoleavethemalone。
InthesilenceIfoundIcouldhearquitedistinctlythesoundoftheirvoicesintheextension,anditwasevidentthatCarolinewasputtingthemtobed。Suddenlyavoicewasuplifted——herown!Shebegantosingandtheotherstojoinher。Itwastherepetitionofasingleverseofawell-knownlugubriousnegromelody。"Alltheworldamsadanddreary,"wailedCaroline,inahighhead-note,"everywhereIroam。""Oh,darkieth,"lispedtheyoungergirlinresponse,"howmyheartgrowthweary,farfromtheoldfolkthath-o-o-me。"Thiswasrepeatedtwoorthreetimesbeforetheothersseemedtogetthefullswingofit,andthenthelinesroseandfellsadlyandmonotonouslyinthedarkness。Idon’tknowwhy,butIatoncegottheimpressionthatthosemotherlesslittlecreatureswereunderavaguebeliefthattheirperformancewasdevotional,andwasreallyfillingtheplaceofaneveninghymn。Abriefandindistinctkindofrecitation,followedbyadeadsilence,brokenonlybytheslowcreakingofnewtimber,asifthehousewerestretchingitselftosleeptoo,confirmedmyimpression。Thenallbecamequietagain。
ButIwasmorewideawakethanbefore。FinallyIrose,dressedmyself,anddraggingmystooltothefire,tookabookfrommyknapsack,andbythelightofagutteringcandle,whichI
discoveredinabottleinthecornerofthehearth,begantoread。
PresentlyIfellintoadoze。HowlongIsleptIcouldnottell,foritseemedtomethatadreamyconsciousnessofadogbarkingatlastforceditselfuponmesostronglythatIawoke。ThebarkingappearedtocomefrombehindthecabininthedirectionoftheclearingwhereIhadtetheredChuChu。Iopenedthedoorhurriedly,ranroundthecabintowardsthehollow,andwasalmostatoncemetbythebulkofthefrightenedChuChu,plungingoutofthedarknesstowardsme,keptonlyincheckbyherreatainthehandofablanketedshapeslowlyadvancingwithagunoveritsshoulderoutofthehollow。BeforeIhadtimetorecoverfrommyastonishmentIwasthrownintogreaterconfusionbyrecognizingtheshapeasnoneotherthanCaroline!
Withouttheleastembarrassmentorevenself-consciousnessofherappearance,shetossedtheendofthereatatomewiththecurtestexplanationasshepassedby。Someprowlingbearorcatamounthadfrightenedthemule。Ihadbettertetheritbeforethecabinawayfromthewind。
"ButIthoughtwildbeastsnevercamesonear,"Isaidquickly。
"Mulemeat’smightytemptin’,"saidthegirlsententiouslyandpassedon。Iwantedtothankher;IwantedtosayhowsorryIwasthatshehadbeendisturbed;Iwantedtocomplimentheronherquietmidnightcourage,andyetwarnheragainstrecklessness;I
wantedtoknowwhethershehadbeenaccustomedtosuchalarms;andifthegunshecarriedwasreallyanecessity。ButIcouldonlyrespectherreticence,andIwasturningawaywhenIwasstruckbyamoreinexplicablespectacle。AsshenearedtheendoftheextensionIdistinctlysawthetallfigureofaman,movingwithacertaindiffidenceandhesitationthatdidnot,however,suggestanyintentionofconcealment,amongthetrees;thegirlapparentlysawhimatthesamemomentandslightlyslackenedherpace。Notmorethanadozenfeetseparatedthem。Hesaidsomethingthatwasinaudibletomyears,——butwhetherfromhishesitationorthedistanceIcouldnotdetermine。Therewasnosuchuncertaintyinherreply,however,whichwasgiveninherusualcurtfashion:"Allright。Youcantrapsealonghomenowandturnin。"
Sheturnedthecorneroftheextensionanddisappeared。Thetallfigureofthemanwaveredhesitatinglyforamoment,andthenvanishedalso。ButIwastoomuchexcitedbycuriositytoacceptthisunsatisfactoryconclusion,and,hastilypicketingChuChuafewrodsfromthefrontdoor,Iranafterhim,withaninstinctivefeelingthathehadnotgonefar。Iwasright。Afewpacesdistanthehadhaltedinthesamedubious,lingeringway。"Hallo!"
Isaid。
Heturnedtowardsmeinthelikeawkwardfashion,butwithneitherastonishmentnorconcern。
"Comeupandtakeadrinkwithmebeforeyougo,"Isaid,"ifyou’renotinahurry。I’malonehere,andsinceIHAVEturnedoutIdon’tseewhywemightn’thaveasmokeandatalktogether。"
"Idursn’t。"
Ilookedupatthesixfeetofstrengthbeforemeandrepeatedwonderingly,"Darenot?"
"SHEwouldn’tlikeit。"Hemadeamovementwithhisrightshouldertowardstheextension。
"Who?"
"MissKarline。"
"Nonsense!"Isaid。"Sheisn’tinthecabin,——youwon’tseeHER。
Comealong。"Hehesitated,althoughfromwhatIcoulddiscernofhisbeardedfaceitwasweaklysmiling。
"Come。"
Heobeyed,followingmenotunlikeChuChu,Ifancied,withthesamesenseofsuperiorsizeandstrengthandaslightwhiteningoftheeye,asifreadytoshyatanymoment。Atthedoorhe"backed。"Thenheenteredsideways。Inoticedthatheclearedthedoorwayatthetopandthesidesonlybyahair’sbreadth。
BythelightofthefireIcouldseethat,inspiteofhisfullfirstgrowthofbeard,hewasyoung,——evenyoungerthanmyself,——
andthathewasbynomeansbad-looking。Ashestillshowedsignsofretreatingatanymoment,Itookmyflaskandtobaccofrommysaddle-bags,handedthemtohim,pointedtothestool,andsatdownmyselfuponthebed。
"Youlivenearhere?"
"Yes,"hesaidalittleabstractedly,asiflisteningforsomeinterruption,"atTenMileCrossing。"
"Why,that’stwomilesaway。"
"Ireckon。"
"Thenyoudon’tlivehere——ontheclearing?"
"No。Ib’longtothemillat’TenMile。’"
"Youwereonyourwayhome?"
"No,"hehesitated,lookingathispipe;"Ikindermeanderroundhereatthistime,whenJohnson’saway,toseeifeverything’sgoin’straight。"
"Isee——you’reafriendofthefamily。"
"’Deedno!"Hestopped,laughed,lookedconfused,andadded,apparentlytohispipe,"Thatis,asorterfriend。Notmuch。
SHE"——heloweredhisvoiceasifthatpotentialpersonalityfilledthewholecabin——"wouldn’tlikeit。"
"Thenatnight,whenJohnson’saway,youdosentrydutyroundthehouse?"
"Yes,’sentrydooty,’that’sit,"——heseemedimpressedwiththesuggestion——"that’sit!Sentrydooty。You’vestruckit,pardner。"
"AndhowoftenisJohnsonaway?"
"’Bouttwoorthreetimesaweekonanaverage。"
"ButMissCarolineappearstobeabletotakecareofherself。Shehasnofear。"
"Fear!Fearwasn’thangin’roundwhenSHEwasborn!"Hepaused。
"No,sir。Didyeeverlookintothemeyes?"
Ihadn’t,onaccountofthelashes。ButIdidn’tcaretosaythis,andonlynodded。
"Thereain’tthecreatedthinglivin’ordead,thatshecan’tstandstraightuptoandlookat。"
Iwonderedifhehadfanciedsheexperiencedanydifficultyinstandingupbeforethatinnocentlygood-humoredface,butIcouldnotresistsaying:——
"ThenIdon’tseetheuseofyourwalkingfourmilestolookafterher。"
Iwassorryforitthenextminute,forheseemedtohaveawkwardlybrokenhispipe,andhadtobenddownforalongtimeafterwardstolaboriouslypickupthesmallestfragmentsofit。Atlasthesaid,cautiously:
"Yenoticedthembitso’flannin’roundthechillern’sthroats?"
IrememberedthatIhad,butwasuncertainwhetheritwasintendedasapreventiveofcoldorachild’sideaofdecoration。Inodded。
"That’stheirtrouble。Onenight,whenoldJohnsonhadbeenoffforthreedaystoCoulterville,IwasprowlingroundhereandI
didn’tgittoseenoone,thoughtherewasalightburnin’intheshantyallnight。ThenextnightIwashereagain,——thesamelighttwinklin’,butnooneabout。Ireckonedthatwasmightyqueer,andIjesscrep’uptothehousean’listened。Iheardsuthin’likealittlecoughoncetinawhile,andattimessuthin’likealittlemoan。Ididn’tdursttosingoutforIknewSHEwouldn’tlikeit,butwhistledkeerlesslike,toletthechillernknowIwasthere。
Butitdidn’tseemtotake。Iwasjessgoin’off,when——darnmyskin!——ifIdidn’tcomeacrossthebucketofwaterI’dfetchedupfromthespringTHATMORNIN’,standin’therefull,andNEVERTAKEN
IN!WhenIsawthatIreckonedI’djesswadein,anyhow,andI
knocked。Pootysoonthedoorwashalfopened,andIsawhereyesblazin’atmelikethemcoals。ThenSHE’lowedI’dbetter’gitupandgit,’andshetthedoorto!ThenI’lowedshemighttellmewhatwasup——throughthedoor。Thenshesaid,throughthedoor,ashowthechillernlayallsickwiththathoss-distemper,diphthery。
Thenshe’lowedshe’duseadoctorefI’dfetchhim。Thenshe’lowedagainI’dbettertakethebabythathadn’tketchedityetalongwithme,andleaveitwhereitwassafe。Thenshepassedoutthebabythroughthedoorallwrappedupinablankitlikeapapoose,andyoubetImadetrackswithit。Iknowedtharwasn’tnogoodgoingtothemill,soIletoutforWhite’s,fourmilesbeyond,whartherewasWhite’soldmother。Itoldherhowthingswerepointin’,andshelentmeahoss,andIjessroundedonDoctorGreenatMountainJim’s,andhadhimbackhereaforesun-up!AndthenIheardshewilted,——regularlyplayedout,yousee,——forshehaditallalongwussthanthelot,andneverletonorwhimpered!"
"Itwaswellyoupersistedinseeingherthatnight,"Isaid,watchingtheraptexpressionofhisface。Helookedupquickly,becameconsciousofmyscrutiny,anddroppedhiseyesagain,smiledfeebly,anddrawingacircleintheasheswiththebrokenpipe-
stem,said:——
"ButSHEdidn’tlikeit,though。"
Isuggested,alittlewarmly,thatifsheallowedherfathertoleaveheraloneatnightwithdelicatechildren,shehadnorighttochooseWHOshouldassistherinanemergency。Itstruckmeafterwardsthatthiswasnotverycomplimentarytohim,andIaddedhastilythatIwonderedifsheexpectedsomeyoungladytobepassingalongthetrailatmidnight!ButthisremindedmeofJohnson’sstyleofargument,andIstopped。
"Yes,"hesaidmeekly,"andefshedidn’tkeerenoughforherselfandherbrothersandsisters,sheorterrememberthemBeazeleychillern。"
"Beazeleychildren?"Irepeatedwonderingly。
"Yes;themtwolittleones,thesizeofMirandy;they’reBeazeley’s。"
"WhoisBeazeley,andwhatarehischildrendoinghere?"
"Beazeleyupanddiedatthemill,andshebedevilledherfathertolethertakehistwoyoung’unshere。"
"Youdon’tmeantosaythatwithherotherworkshe’stakingcareofotherpeople’schildrentoo?"
"Yes,andeddicatin’them。"
"Educatingthem?"
"Yes;teachin’themtoreadandwriteanddosums。Oneofourloggersketchedheratitwhenshewaskeepin’tally。"
Wewerebothsilentforsomemoments。
"IsupposeyouknowJohnson?"Isaidfinally。
"Notmuch。"
"Butyoucallhereatothertimesthanwhenyou’rehelpingher?"
"Neverbeeninthehousebefore。"
Helookedslowlyaroundhimashespoke,raisinghiseyestothebareraftersabove,anddrawingafewlongbreaths,asifhewereinhalingtheauraofsomeunseenpresence。Heappearedsoperfectlygratifiedandcontented,andIwassoimpressedwiththishumbleandsilentabsorptionofthesacredinterior,thatIfeltvaguelyconsciousthatanyinterruptionofitwasaprofanation,andIsatstill,gazingatthedyingfire。Presentlyhearose,stretchedouthishand,shookminewarmly,said,"IreckonI’llmeanderalong,"tookanotherlongbreath,thistimesecretly,asifconsciousofmyeyes,andthenslouchedsidewaysoutofthehouseintothedarknessagain,whereheseemedsuddenlytoattainhisfullheight,andsolooming,disappeared。Ishutthedoor,wenttobed,andsleptsoundly。
SosoundlythatwhenIawokethesunwasstreamingonmybedfromtheopendoor。Onthetablebeforememybreakfastwasalreadylaid。WhenIhaddressedandeatenit,struckbythesilence,I
wenttothedoorandlookedout。’DolphuswasholdingChuChubythereataafewpacesfromthecabin。
"Where’sCaroline?"Iasked。
Hepointedtothewoodsandsaid:"Overyon:keepingtally。"
"Didsheleaveanymessage?"
"SaidIwastogityourmuleforyou。"
"Anythingelse?"
"Yes;saidyouwastogo。"
Iwent,butnotuntilIhadscrawledafewwordsofthanksonaleafofmynotebook,whichIwrappedaboutmylastSpanishdollar,addresseditto"MissJohnson,"andlaidituponthetable……
Itwasmorethanayearlaterthatinthebar-roomoftheMariposaHotelahandwaslaiduponmysleeve。Ilookedup。ItwasJohnson。
HedrewfromhispocketaSpanishdollar。"Ireckoned,"hesaid,cheerfully,"I’drunagainyesomewharsometime。MyoldwomantoldmetogiveyethatwhenIdid,andsaythatshe’didn’tkeepnohotel。’Butsheallowedshe’dkeeptheletter,andhasspelleditouttothechillern。"
HerewastheopportunityIhadlongedfortotouchJohnson’sprideandaffectioninthebravebutunprotectedgirl。"IwanttotalktoyouaboutMissJohnson,"Isaid,eagerly。
"Ireckonso,"hesaid,withanexasperatingsmile。"Mostfellersdo。Butsheain’tMissJohnsonnomore。She’smarried。"
"NottothatbigchapoverfromTenMileMills?"Isaidbreathlessly。
"What’sthematterwithHIM,"saidJohnson。"Yedidn’texpecthertomarryanobleman,didye?"
IsaidIdidn’tseewhysheshouldn’t——andbelievedthatsheHAD。
THENEWASSISTANTATPINECLEARINGSCHOOL。
CHAPTERI。
TheschoolmistressofPineClearingwastakingalastlookaroundherschoolroombeforeleavingitfortheday。Shemighthavedonesowithpride,fortheschoolroomwasconsideredamarvelofarchitecturalelegancebythecitizens,andeventotheordinaryobserverwasapretty,villa-likestructure,withanopencupolaandoverhangingroofofdiamond-shapedshinglesandadeepElizabethanporch。Butitwasthemonumentofafiercestrugglebetweenanewercivilizationandabarbarismoftheolddays,whichhadresultedintheclearingawayofthepines——andafewotherthingsasincongruoustothenewlifeandfarlessinnocent,thoughnolesssincere。Ithadcostthecommunityfifteenthousanddollars,andthelivesoftwoofitscitizens。
Happilytherewasnostainofthisonthecleanwhitewalls,thebeautifully-writtengilttexts,ortheshiningblackboardthathadofferednorecordwhichcouldnotbedailywipedaway。And,certainly,thelastpersonintheworldtosuggestanyreminiscencesofitsbelligerentfoundationwasthepersonoftheschoolmistress。
Mature,thin,precise,——notprettyenoughtohaveexcitedHomericfeuds,noryetsoplainastoprecludecertainsoothinggraces,——
shewasthewidowofapoorCongregationalminister,andhadbeenexpresslyimportedfromSanFranciscotosquarelymarktheissuebetweentheregenerateandunregeneratelife。Low-voiced,gentlewomanly,withthepallorofill-healthperhapsundulyaccentedbyhermourning,whichwasstillcutmodishlyenoughtoshowoffhersparebutgoodfigure,shewassupposedtorepresentthemodelofpious,scholasticrefinement。TheOpposition——sulleninditchesandatthedoorsofsaloons,orinthefieldstruculentastheirowncattle——neverthelesshadloweredtheircrestsandbuttonedtheircoatsovertheirrevolutionaryredshirtswhenSHEwentby。