Nextnightshedied;andherobsequiesIntheFieldofTombs,bytheViarenowned,Hadherhusband’sheed。Histendancespent,IoftenwentAndponderedbyhermound。
Allthatyearandthenextyearwhiled,AndIstillwentthitherwardinthegloam;
ButtheTownforgotherandhernook,AndherhusbandtookAnotherLovetohishome。
AndtherumourflewthatthelamelonechildWhomshewishedforitssafetychildofmine,WastreatedillwhenoffspringcameOfthenew-madedame,Andmarkedamorevigorousline。
AsmartergriefwithinmewroughtThanevenatlossofhersodear;
Deadthebeingwhosesoulmysoulsuffused,Herchildill-used,Ihelplesstointerfere!
OneeveasIstoodatmyspotofthoughtInthewhite-stonedGarth,broodingthusherwrong,Herhusbandneared;andtoshunhisviewByherhallowedmewIwentfromthetombsamongTotheCirqueoftheGladiatorswhichfaced-
ThathaggardmarkofImperialRome,WhosePaganechoesmockthechimeOfourChristiantime:
Itwasvoid,andIinwardclomb。
Scarcenightthesun’sgoldtouchdisplacedFromthevastRotundandtheneighbouringdeadWhenherhusbandfollowed;bowed;half-passed,Withlipupcast;
Then,halting,sullenlysaid:
"Itisnoisedthatyouvisitmyfirstwife’stomb。
Now,IgaveheranhonourednametobearWhileliving,whendead。SoI’veclaimtoaskBywhatrightyoutaskMypatiencebyvigilingthere?
"There’sdecencyevenindeath,Iassume;
Preserveit,sir,andkeepaway;
Forthemotherofmyfirst-bornyouShowmindundue!
——Sir,I’venothingmoretosay。"
AdesperatestrokediscernedIthen-
Godpardon——orpardonnot——thelie;
Shehadsighedthatshewished(lestthechildshouldpineOfslights)’tweremine,SoIsaid:"ButthefatherI。
"Thatyouthoughtityoursisthewayofmen;
ButIwonhertrothlongereyourday:
Youlearnthow,indying,shesummonedme?
’Twasinfealty。
——Sir,I’venothingmoretosay,"Savethat,ifyou’llhandmemylittlemaid,I’lltakeher,andrearher,andspareyoutoil。
Thinkitmorethanafriendlyactnonecan;
I’malonelyman,Whileyou’vealargepottoboil。
"Ifnot,andyou’llputittoballorblade-
To-night,to-morrownight,anywhen-
I’llmeetyouhere……Butthinkofit,AndinseasonfitLetmehearfromyouagain。"-
Well,Iwentaway,hoping;butnoughtIheardOfmystrokeforthechild,tilltheregreetedmeAlittlevoicethatonedaycameTomywindow-frameAndbabbledinnocently:
"Myfatherwho’snotmyown,sendswordI’mtostayhere,sir,whereIbelong!"
Nextawritingcame:"SincethechildwasthefruitOfyourlawlesssuit,Praytakeher,torightawrong。"
AndIdid。AndIgavethechildmylove,Andthechildlovedme,andestrangedusnone。
Butcompunctionsloomed;forI’dharmedthedeadBywhatI’dsaidForthegoodofthelivingone-
Yetthough,Godwot,Iamsinnerenough,Andunworthythewomanwhodrewmeso,Perhapsthiswrongforherdarling’sgoodSheforgives,orwould,Ifonlyshecouldknow!
THEDANCEATTHEPHOENIX
ToJennycameagentleyouthFrominlandleazeslone,Hislovewasfreshasapple-bloothByParrett,Yeo,orTone。
AnddulyheentreatedherTobehistenderminister,Andcallhimayeherown。
FairJenny’slifehadhardlybeenAlifeofmodesty;
AtCasterbridgeexperiencekeenOfmanyloveshadsheFromscarcelysixteenyearsabove;
AmongthemsundrytroopersofTheKing’s-OwnCavalry。
Buteachwithcharger,sword,andgun,HadbluffedtheBiscaywave;
AndJennyprizedhergentleoneForallthelovehegave。
Shevowedtobe,iftheywerewed,HishonestwifeinheartandheadFrombride-alehourtograve。
Weddedtheywere。Herhusband’strustInJennyknewnobound,AndJennykeptherpureandjust,TillevenmalicefoundNosinorsignofilltobeInonewhowalkedsodecentlyTheduteoushelpmate’sround。
Twosonswereborn,andbloomedtomen,Androamed,andwereasnot:
AlonewasJennyleftagainAserehermindhadsoughtAsolaceindomesticjoys,AnderethevanishedpairofboysWeresenttosunhercot。
Shenumberednearonsixtyyears,Andpassedaselderly,When,inthestreet,withflushoffears,Onedaydiscoveredshe,Fromshineofswordsandthumpofdrum。
Herearlylovesfromwarhadcome,TheKing’s-OwnCavalry。
Sheturnedaside,andbowedherheadAnighSaintPeter’sdoor;
"Alasforchastenedthoughts!"shesaid;
"I’mfadednow,andhoar,Andyetthosenotes——theythrillmethrough,AndthosegayformsmovemeanewAsintheyearsofyore!"……
’TwasChristmas,andthePhoenixInnWaslitwithtaperstall,ForthirtyofthetroopermenHadvowedtogiveaballAs"Theirs"haddone(’twashandeddown)
WhenlyingintheselfsametownEreBuonaparte’sfall。
Thatnightthethrobbing"Soldier’sJoy,"
ThemeasuredtreadandswayOf"Fancy-Lad"and"MaidenCoy,"
ReachedJennyasshelayBesideherspouse;tillspringtidebloodSeemedscouringthroughherlikeafloodThatwhiskedtheyearsaway。
Sherose,andrayed,anddeckedherheadWherethebleachedhairsranthin;
UponhercaptwobowsofredShefixedwithhastypin;
Unhearddescendingtothestreet,Shetrodtheflagswithtune-ledfeet,AndstoodbeforetheInn。
Saveforthedancers’,notasoundDisturbedtheicyair;
NowatchmanonhismidnightroundOrtravellerwasthere;
ButoverAll-Saints’,highandbright,PulsedtothemusicSiriuswhite,TheWainbyBullstakeSquare。
Sheknocked,butfoundherfurtherstrideCheckedbyasergeanttall:
"GayGranny,whencecomeyou?"hecried;
"Thisisaprivateball。"-
"Noonehasmorerightherethanme!
Ereyouwereborn,man,"answeredshe,"Iknewtheregimentall!"
"Takenotthelady’svisitill!"
Upspokethestewardfree;
"Welacksufficientpartnersstill,So,pritheeletherbe!"
Theyseizedandwhirledher’midthemaze,AndJennyfeltasinthedaysOfherimmodesty。
Hourchasedeachhour,andnightadvanced;
Shespedasshodwithwings;
Eachtimeandeverytimeshedanced-
Reels,jigs,poussettes,andflings:
Theycheeredherasshesoaredandswooped,(She’dlearntereartindancingdroopedFromhopstoslothfulswings)。
ThefavouriteQuick-step"SpeedthePlough"-
(Crosshands,castoff,andwheel)——
"TheTriumph,""Sylph,""TheRow-dow-dow,"
Famed"MajorMalley’sReel,"
"TheDukeofYork’s,""TheFairyDance,"
"TheBridgeofLodi"(broughtfromFrance),Shebeatout,toeandheel。
The"FallofParis"clangeditsclose,AndPeter’schimetoldfour,WhenJenny,bosom-beating,roseToseekhersilentdoor。
Theytiptoedinescortingher,LeststrokeofheelorclinkofspurShouldbreakhergoodman’ssnore。
ThefirethatlatehadburntfellslackWhenloneatlaststoodshe;
Hernine-and-fiftyyearscameback;
ShesankuponherkneeBesidethedurn,andlikeadartAsomethingarrowedthroughherheartInshootsofagony。
Theirfootstepsdiedassheleantthere,LitbythemorningstarHangingabovethemoorland,whereTheagedelm-rowsare;
And,aso’ernight,fromPummeryRidgeToMaemburyRingandStandfastBridgeNolifestirred,nearorfar。
Thoughinnermischiefworkedamain,Shereachedherhusband’sside;
Where,toil-weary,ashehadlainBeneaththepatchworkpiedWhenyestereveshe’dforthwardcrept,Andasunwitting,stillhesleptWhodidinherconfide。
AtearsprangassheturnedandviewedHisfeaturesfreefromguile;
Shekissedhimlong,aswhen,justwooed,Shechosehisdomicile。
ShefeltshecouldhavegivenherlifeTobethesingle-heartedwifeThatshehadbeenerstwhile。
Timeworetosix。HerhusbandroseAndstruckthesteelandstone;
HeglancedatJenny,whosereposeSeemeddeeperthanhisown。
Withdumbdismay,onclosersight,Hegatheredsensethatinthenight,Ormorn,hersoulhadflown。
WhentoldthatsometoomightystrainForonesomany-yearedHadburstherbosom’smaster-vein,Hisdoubtsremainedunstirred。
HisJennyhadnotlefthissideBetwixttheeveandmorning-tide:
——TheKing’ssaidnotaword。
Well!timesarenotastimeswerethen,Norfaironeshalfsofree;
Andtrulytheyweremartialmen,TheKing’s-OwnCavalry。
AndwhentheywentfromCasterbridgeAndvanishedoverMellstockRidge,’Twassaddestmorntosee。
THECASTERBRIDGECAPTAINS
(KHYBERPASS,1842)
ATRADITIONOFJ。B。L-,T。G。B-,ANDJ。L。
ThreecaptainswenttoIndianwars,Andonlyonereturned:
Theirmateofyore,hesinglyworeThelaurelsallhadearned。
AthomehesoughttheancientaisleWherein,untrumpedoffame,Thethreehadsatinpupilage,Andeachhadcarvedhisname。
Thenames,rough-hewn,ofequalsize,Stoodonthepanelstill;
Unequalsince。——"’Twastheirstoaim,Minewasittofulfil!"-
"Whosaveshislifeshallloseit,friends!"
Outspakethepreacherthen,Unweetinghehislistener,whoLookedatthenamesagain。
Thathehadcomeandthey’dbeenstayed,’Twasbutthechanceofwar:
Anotherchance,andthey’dsathere,Andhehadlainafar。
YetsawhesomethinginthelivesOfthosewho’dceasedtoliveThatspheredthemwithamajestyWhichlivingfailedtogive。
TranscendenttriumphinreturnNolongerlithisbrain;
TranscendencerayedthedistanturnWheresleptthefallentwain。
ASIGN-SEEKER
Imarkthemonthsinliveriesdankanddry,Thenoontidesmany-shapedandhued;
Iseethenightfallshadessubtrude,Andhearthemonotonoushoursclangnegligentlyby。
IviewtheeveningbonfiresofthesunOnhillswheremorningrainshavehissed;
TheeyelesscountenanceofthemistPallidlyrisingwhenthesummerdroughtsaredone。
Ihaveseenthelightning-blade,theleapingstar,Thecauldronsoftheseainstorm,Havefelttheearthquake’sliftingarm,Andtroddenwhereabysmalfiresandsnow-conesare。
Ilearntoprophesythehideclipse,Thecomingofeccentricorbs;
Tometethedusttheskyabsorbs,Toweighthesun,andfixthehoureachplanetdips。
Iwitnessfellowearth-mensurgeandstrive;
Assembliesmeet,andthrob,andpart;
Death’ssoothingfinger,sorrow’ssmart;-
Allthevastvariousmoilsthatmeanaworldalive。
ButthatIfainwouldwotofshunsmysense-
Thosesightsofwhicholdprophetstell,Thosesignsthegeneralwordsowell,Vouchsafedtotheirunheed,deniedmylongsuspense。
Ingraveyardgreen,behindhismonumentToglimpseaphantomparent,friend,Wearinghissmile,and"Nottheend!"
Outbreathingsoftly:thatwereblestenlightenment;
Or,ifadeadLove’slips,whomdreamsrevealWhenmidnightimpsofKingDecayDelveslytosolvemebacktoclay,Shouldleavesomeprinttoproveherspirit-kissesreal;
Or,whenEarth’sFrailliebleedingofherStrong,IfsomeRecorder,asinWrit,NeartothewearysceneshouldflitAnddroponeplumeaspledgethatHeaveninscrollsthewrong-
Therearewho,rapttoheightsoftrancedtrust,Thesetokensclaimtofeelandsee,Readradianthintsoftimestobe-
Ofhearttoheartreturningafterdusttodust。
Suchscopeisgrantednottoliveslikemine……
Ihavelainindeadmen’sbeds,havewalkedThetombsofthosewithwhomI’dtalked,Calledmanyagoneandgoodlyonetoshapeasign,Andpantedforresponse。Butnonereplies;
Nowarningsloom,norwhisperingsToopenoutmylimitings,AndNesciencemutelymuses:Whenamanfallshelies。
MYCICELY
(17-)
"Alive?"——AndIleaptinmywonder,Wasfaintofmyjoyance,AndgrassesandgroveshoneingarmentsOfglorytome。
"Shelives,inaplenteouswell-being,To-dayasaforehand;
Thedeadborethename——thougharareone-
Thenamethatboreshe。"
Shelived……I,afarinthecityOffrenzy-ledfactions,HadsquanderedgreenyearsandmaturerInbowingthekneeToBaalsillusiveandspecious,TillchancehadtherevoicedmeThatoneIlovedvainlyinnonageHadceasedhertobe。
Thepassiontheplanetshadscowledon,Andchangehadletdwindle,Herdeath-rumoursmartlyreliftedTofullapogee。
ImountedasteedinthedawningWithachefulremembrance,AndmadefortheancientWestHighwayTofarExonb’ry。
Passingheaths,andtheHouseofLongSieging,InearedthethinsteepleThattopsthefairfaneofPoore’soldenEpiscopalsee;
And,changinganewmyonbearer,ItraversedthedownlandWhereonthebleakhill-gravesofChieftainsBulgebarrenoftree;
AndstillsadlyonwardIfollowedThatHighwaytheIcen,WhichtrailsitspaleribanddownWessexO’erlynchetandlea。
AlongthroughtheStour-borderedForum,WhereLegionshadwayfared,AndwheretheslowriverupglassesItsgreencanopy,AndbyWeatherburyCastle,andthencefromThroughCasterbridgeheldI
Stillon,toentombhermyvisionSawstretchedpallidly。
Nohighwayman’strotblewthenight-windTomesolife-weary,ButonlythecreakofthegibbetsOrwaggoners’jee。
Triple-rampartedMaidongloomedgraylyAbovemefromsouthward,Andnorththehill-fortressofEggar,AndsquarePummerie。
TheNine-PillaredCromlech,theBride-streams,TheAxe,andtheOtterIpassed,tothegateofthecityWhereExescentsthesea;
Till,spent,inthegraveacrepausing,Ilearnt’twasnotmyLoveTowhomMotherChurchhadjustmurmuredAlastlullaby-
"Then,wheredwellstheCanon’skinswoman,Myfriendofaforetime?"——
(’Twashardtorepressmyheart-heavingsAndnewecstasy。)
"Shewedded。"——"Ah!"——"Weddedbeneathher-
Shekeepsthestage-hostelTenmileshence,besidethegreatHighway-
ThefamedLions-Three。
"Herspousewasherlackey——nooption’Twixtwedlockandworsethings;
Alapseover-sadforaladyOfherpedigree!"
Ishuddered,saidnothing,andwanderedToshadesofgreenlaurel:
TooghastlyhadgrownthosefirsttidingsSobrightsomeofblee!
For,onmyridehither,I’dhaltedAwhileattheLions,Andher——herwhosenamehadonceopenedMyheartasakey——
I’dlookedon,unknowing,andwitnessedHerjestswiththetapsters,Herliquor-firedface,herthickaccentsInnamingherfee。
"OGod,whythisseemingderision!"
Icriedinmyanguish:
"OonceLoved,OfairUnforgotten-
ThatThing——meantitthee!
"Inurnedandatpeace,lostbutsainted,WeregriefIcouldcompass;
Depraved——’tisforChrist’spoordependentAcrueldecree!"
IbackedontheHighway;butpassednotThehostel。WithinthereToomockingtoLove’sre-expressionWasTime’srepartee!
UptrackingwhereLegionshadwayfared,Bycromlechsunstoried,Andlynchets,andsepulturedChieftains,Inself-colloquy,AfeelingstirredinmeandstrengthenedThatSHEwasnotmyLove,Butsheofthegarth,wholayraptinHerlongreverie。
Andthencetillto-dayIpersuademeThatthiswasthetrueone;
ThatDeathstoleintactheryoungdearnessAndinnocency。
Frail-witted,illudedtheycallme;
Imaybe。’TisbetterTodreamthantoownthedebasementOfsweetCicely。
MoreoverIrateitunseemlyToholdthatkindHeavenCouldworksuchdevice——toherruinAndmymisery。
So,lestIdisturbmychoicevision,IshuntheWestHighway,Evennow,whentheknapsringwithrhythmsFromblackbirdandbee;
Andfeelthatwithslumberhalf-consciousSherestsinthechurch-hay,Herspiritunsoiledasinyouth-timeWhenloverswerewe。
HERIMMORTALITY
UponanoonIpilgrimedthroughApasture,milebymile,UntotheplacewhereIlastsawMydeadLove’slivingsmile。
AndsorrowingIlaymedownUpontheheatedsod:
ItseemedasifmybodypressedTheverygroundshetrod。
Ilay,andthought;andinatranceShecameandstoodmeby——
Thesame,eventothemarvellousrayThatusedtolighthereye。
"Youdrawme,andIcometoyou,Myfaithfulone,"shesaid,InvoicethathadthemovingtoneItboreerebreathhadfled。
Shesaid:"’TissevenyearssinceIdied:
Fewnowrememberme;
Myhusbandclaspsanotherbride;
Mychildren’slovehasshe。
"Mybrethren,sisters,andmyfriendsCarenottomeetmysprite:
WhoprizedmemostIdidnotknowTillIpasseddownfromsight。"
Isaid:"Mydaysarelonelyhere;
Ineedthysmilealway:
I’llusethisnightmyballorblade,Andjointheeeretheday。"
Atremorstirredhertenderlips,Whichpartedtodissuade:
"Thatcannotbe,Ofriend,"shecried;
"Think,IambutaShade!
"AShadebutinitsmindfulonesHasimmortality;
Byliving,meyoukeepalive,Bydyingyouslayme。
"InyouresidesmysinglepowerOfsweetcontinuancehere;
OnyourfidelityIcountThroughmanyacomingyear。"-
Istartedthroughmeatherplight,Sosuddenlyconfessed:
Dismissinglatedistasteforlife,Icraveditsbleakunrest。
"Iwillnotdie,myOneofall!-
TolengthenoutthydaysI’llguardmefromminutestharmsThatmayinvestmyways!"
Shesmiledandwent。SincethenshecomesOftwhenherbirth-moonclimbs,Orattheseasons’ingressesOranniversarytimes;
Butgrowsmygrief。WhenIsurcease,Throughwhomalonelivesshe,CeasesmyLove,herwords,herways,Neveragaintobe!
THEIVY-WIFE
Ilongedtoloveafull-boughedbeechAndbeashighashe:
Istretchedanarmwithinhisreach,Andsignalledunity。
Butwithhisdripheforcedabreach,Andtriedtopoisonme。
IgavethegraspofpartnershipTooneofotherrace——
Aplane:hebarkedhimstripbystripFromupperboughtobase;
Andmetherewith;forgonemygrip,Myarmscouldnotenlace。
InnewaffectionnextIstroveTocollanashIsaw,Andheintrustreceivedmylove;
TillwithmysoftgreenclawIcrampedandboundhimasIwove……
Suchwasmylove:ha-ha!
BythisIgainedhisstrengthandheightWithouthisrivalry。
ButinmytriumphIlostsightOfafterhaps。Soonhe,Beingbark-bound,flagged,snapped,felloutright,Andinhisfallfelledme!
AMEETINGWITHDESPAIR
AseveningshapedIfoundmeonamoorWhichsightcouldscarcesustain:
Theblackleanland,offeaturelesscontour,Waslikeatractinpain。
"Thisscene,likemyownlife,"Isaid,"isoneWheremanygloomsabide;
Tonedbyitsfortunetoadeadlydun-
Lightlessoneveryside。
Iglancedaloftandhalted,pleasure-caughtToseethecontrastthere:
Theray-litcloudsgleamedglory;andIthought,"There’ssolaceeverywhere!"
Thenbitterself-reproachesasIstoodIdealtmesilentlyAsoneperverse——misrepresentingGoodIngracelessmutiny。
Againstthehorizon’sdim-discernedwheelAformrose,strangeofmould:
Thathewashideous,hopeless,IcouldfeelRatherthancouldbehold。
"’Tisadeadspot,whereeventhelightliesspentTodarkness!"croakedtheThing。
"Notifyoulookaloft!"saidI,intentOnmynewreasoning。
"Yea——butawaitawhile!"hecried。"Ho-ho!-
Looknowaloftandsee!"
Ilooked。There,too,satnight:Heaven’sradiantshowHadgone。Thenchuckledhe。
UNKNOWING
When,soulinsoulreflected,Webreathedanaetheredair,WhenweneglectedAllthingselsewhere,AndleftthefriendlyfriendlessTokeepourloveaglow,Wedeemeditendless……
——Wedidnotknow!
When,bymadpassiongoaded,Weplannedtohieaway,But,unforeboded,Thestorm-shaftsgraySoheavilydown-patteredThatnonecouldforthwardgo,Ourlivesseemedshattered……
——Wedidnotknow!
WhenIfoundyou,helplesslying,Andyouwaivedmydeepmisprise,Andsworeme,dying,Inphantom-guiseTowingtomewhengrieving,Andtouchawaymywoe,Wekissed,believing……
——Wedidnotknow!
Butthough,yourpowersoutreckoning,Youholdyoudeadanddumb,Orscornmybeckoning,Andwillnotcome;
AndIsay,"’TweremoodungainlyTostorehermemoryso:"
Isayitvainly-
Ifeelandknow!
FRIENDSBEYOND
WilliamDewy,TranterReuben,FarmerLedlowlateatplough,Robert’skin,andJohn’s,andNed’s,AndtheSquire,andLadySusan,lieinMellstockchurchyardnow!
"Gone,"Icallthem,goneforgood,thatgroupoflocalheartsandheads;
Yetatmothycurfew-tide,Andatmidnightwhenthenoon-heatbreathesitbackfromwallsandleads,They’veawayofwhisperingtome——fellow-wightwhoyetabide-
Inthemuted,measurednoteOfarippleunderarchways,oralonecave’sstillicide:
"Wehavetriumphed:thisachievementturnsthebanetoantidote,Unsuccessestosuccess,-Manythought-wornevesandmorrowstoamorrowfreeofthought。
"Nomoreneedwecornandclothing,feelofoldterrestrialstress;
Chilldetractionstirsnosigh;
Fearofdeathhasevenbygoneus:deathgaveallthatwepossess。"
W。D。——"Yemidburnthewoldbass-violthatIsetsuchvallieby。"
Squire。——"Youmayholdthemanseinfee,Youmaywedmyspouse,mychildren’smemoryofmemaydecry。"
Lady。——"Youmayhavemyrichbrocades,mylaces;takeeachhouseholdkey;
Ransackcoffer,desk,bureau;
Quizthefewpoortreasureshidthere,contheletterskeptbyme。"
Far。——"Yemidzellmyfavouriteheifer,yemidletthecharlockgrow,Foulthegrinterns,giveupthrift。"
Wife。——"Ifyebreakmybestbluechina,children,Ishan’tcareorho。"
All。——"We’venowishtohearthetidings,howthepeople’sfortunesshift;
Whatyourdailydoingsare;
Whoarewedded,born,divided;ifyourlivesbeatsloworswift。
"Curiousnottheleastareweifourintentsyoumakeormar,Ifyouquiretoouroldtune,IftheCitystagestillpasses,iftheweirsstillroarafar。"-
Thus,withverygods’composure,freedthosecrosseslateandsoonWhich,inlife,theTrineallow(Why,nonewitteth),andignoringallthathapsbeneaththemoon,WilliamDewy,TranterReuben,FarmerLedlowlateatplough,Robert’skin,andJohn’s,andNed’s,AndtheSquire,andLadySusan,murmurmildlytomenow。
TOOUTERNATURE
ShowtheeasIthoughttheeWhenIearlysoughtthee,Omen-scouting,AllundoubtingLovealonehadwroughtthee-
Wroughttheeformypleasure,PlannedtheeasameasureForexpoundingAndresoundingGladthingsthatmentreasure。
OforbutamomentOfthatoldendowment-
LighttogailySeethydailyIrisedembowment!
Butsuchre-adorningTimeforbidswithscorning-
MakesmeseethingsCeasetobethingsTheywereinmymorning。
Fad’stthou,glow-forsaken,Darkness-overtaken!
Thyfirstsweetness,Radiance,meetness,Noneshallre-awaken。
WhynotsempiternalThouandI?OurvernalBrightnesskeeping,Timeoutleaping;
Passedthehodiernal!
THOUGHTSOFPHENA
ATNEWSOFHERDEATH
NotalineofherwritinghaveI,Notathreadofherhair,Nomarkofherlatetimeasdameinherdwelling,wherebyImaypictureherthere;
AndinvaindoIurgemyunsightToconceivemylostprizeAtherclose,whomIknewwhenherdreamswereupbrimmingwithlight,Andwithlaughterhereyes。
Whatscenesspreadaroundherlastdays,Sad,shining,ordim?
DidhergiftsandcompassionsenrayandenarchhersweetwaysWithanaureatenimb?
Ordidlife-lightdeclinefromheryears,AndmischancescontrolHerfullday-star;unease,orregret,orforebodings,orfearsDisennoblehersoul?
ThusIdobutthephantomretainOfthemaidenofyoreAsmyrelic;yethaplythebestofher——finedinmybrainItmaybethemoreThatnolineofherwritinghaveI,Norathreadofherhair,Nomarkofherlatetimeasdameinherdwelling,wherebyImaypictureherthere。
March1890。
MIDDLE-AGEENTHUSIASMS
ToM。H。
WepassedwhereflagandflowerSignalledajocundthrong;
Wesaid:"Goto,thehourIsapt!"——andjoinedthesong;
And,kindling,laughedatlifeandcare,Althoughweknewnolaughlaythere。
WewalkedwhereshybirdsstoodWatchingus,wonder-dumb;
Theirfriendshipmetourmood;
Wecried:"We’lloftencome:
We’llcomemorn,noon,eve,everywhen!"-
Wedoubtedweshouldcomeagain。
WejoyedtoseestrangesheensLeapfromquaintleavesinshade;
AsecretlightofgreensThey’dfortheirpleasuremade。
Wesaid:"We’llsetsuchsortsasthese!"-
Weknewwithnightthewishwouldcease。
"Sosweettheplace,"wesaid,"Itstacittalessodear,Ourthoughts,whenbreathhassped,Willmeetandminglehere!"……
"Words!"musedwe。"Passedthemortaldoor,Ourthoughtswillreachthisnooknomore。"
INAWOOD
See"THEWOODLANDERS"
Palebeechandpine-treeblue,Setinoneclay,BoughtoboughcannotyouBideoutyourday?
Whentherainsskimandskip,Whymarsweetcomradeship,Blightingwithpoison-dripNeighbourlyspray?
Heart-haltandspirit-lame,City-opprest,UntothiswoodIcameAstoanest;
DreamingthatsylvanpeaceOfferedtheharrowedease——
NatureasoftreleaseFrommen’sunrest。
But,havingenteredin,GreatgrowthsandsmallShowthemtomenakin-
Combatantsall!
Sycamoreshouldersoak,Binestheslimsaplingyoke,Ivy-spunhalterschokeElmsstoutandtall。
Touchesfromash,Owych,Stingyoulikescorn!
You,too,bravehollies,twitchSidelongfromthorn。
EventherankpoplarsbearIllyarival’sair,CankeringinblackdespairIfoverborne。
Since,then,nograceIfindTaughtmeoftrees,TurnIbacktomykind,Worthyasthese。
Thereatleastsmilesabound,Therediscoursetrillsaround,There,nowandthen,arefoundLife-loyalties。
1887:1896。
TOALADY
OFFENDEDBYABOOKOFTHEWRITER’S
Nowthatmypageupcloses,doomed,maybe,Nevertopressthycosycushionsmore,OrwakethyreadyYeasasheretofore,Orstirthygentlevowsoffaithinme:
Knowingthynaturalreceptivity,Ifigurethat,asflambeauxbanisheve,Mysombreimage,warpedbyinsidiousheaveOfthoselessforthright,mustloseplaceinthee。
Sobeit。Ihavebornesuch。LetthydreamsOfmeandminediminishdaybyday,Andyieldtheirspacetoshineofsmuggerthings;
TillIshapetotheebutinfitfulgleams,Andtheninfarandfeeblevisitings,Andthensurcease。Truthwillbetruthalway。
TOANORPHANCHILD
AWHIMSEY
Ah,child,thouartbuthalfthydarlingmother’s;
Herscouldstthouwhollybe,Mylightintheewouldoutglowallinothers;
Shewouldrelivetome。
ButniggardNature’strickofbirthBars,lestsheoverjoy,RenewalofthelovedonearthSavewithalloy。
TheDamehasnoregard,alas,mymaiden,Forloveandlosslikemine-
Nosympathywithmind-sightmemory-laden;
Onlywithfickleeyne。
TohermechanicartistryMydreamsareallunknown,AndwhyIwishthatthoucouldstbeButOne’salone!
NATURE’SQUESTIONING
WhenIlookforthatdawning,pool,Field,flock,andlonelytree,AllseemtogazeatmeLikechastenedchildrensittingsilentinaschool;
Theirfacesdulled,constrained,andworn,Asthoughthemaster’swaysThroughthelongteachingdaysTheirfirstterrestrialzesthadchilledandoverborne。
Andonthemstirs,inlippingsmere(Asifonceclearincall,Butnowscarcebreathedatall)-
"Wewonder,everwonder,whywefindushere!
"HassomeVastImbecility,Mightytobuildandblend,Butimpotenttotend,Framedusinjest,andleftusnowtohazardry?
"OrcomeweofanAutomatonUnconsciousofourpains?……
OrareweliveremainsOfGodheaddyingdownwards,brainandeyenowgone?
"OrisitthatsomehighPlanbetides,Asyetnotunderstood,OfEvilstormedbyGood,WetheForlornHopeoverwhichAchievementstrides?"
Thusthingsaround。NoanswererI……
Meanwhilethewinds,andrains,AndEarth’soldgloomsandpainsArestillthesame,andgladdestLifeDeathneighboursnigh。
THEIMPERCIPIENT
(ATACATHEDRALSERVICE)
ThatfromthisbrightbelievingbandAnoutcastIshouldbe,ThatfaithsbywhichmycomradesstandSeemfantasiestome,Andmirage-miststheirShiningLand,Isadreardestiny。
WhythusmysoulshouldbeconsignedToinfelicity,WhyalwaysImustfeelasblindTosightsmybrethrensee,Whyjoysthey’vefoundIcannotfind,Abidesamystery。
SinceheartofmineknowsnotthateaseWhichtheyknow;sinceitbeThatHewhobreathesAll’sWelltotheseBreathesnoAll’s-Welltome,MylackmightmovetheirsympathiesAndChristiancharity!
IamlikeagazerwhoshouldmarkAninlandcompanyStandingupfingered,with,"Hark!hark!
Thegloriousdistantsea!"
Andfeel,"Alas,’tisbutyondarkAndwind-sweptpinetome!"
YetIwouldbearmyshortcomingsWithmeettranquillity,ButforthechargethatblessedthingsI’dlieferhaveunbe。
O,dothabirddeprivedofwingsGoearth-boundwilfully!
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Enough。AsyetdisquietclingsAboutus。Restshallwe。
ATANINN
WhenweasstrangerssoughtTheircateringcare,VeiledsmilesbespoketheirthoughtOfwhatwewere。
TheywarmedastheyopinedUsmorethanfriends-
ThatwehadallresignedForlove’sdearends。
AndthatswiftsympathyWithlivingloveWhichquickstheworld——maybeThespheresabove,Madethemourministers,Movedthemtosay,"Ah,God,thatblissliketheirsWouldflushourday!"
AndwewereleftaloneAsLove’sownpair;
Yetneverthelove-lightshoneBetweenusthere!
ButthatwhichchilledthebreathOfafternoon,AndpalsieduntodeathThepane-fly’stune。
Thekisstheirzealforetold,Andnowdeemedcome,Camenot:withinhisholdLovelingered-numb。
WhycastheonourportAbloomnotours?
WhyshapedusforhissportInafter-hours?
AsweseemedwewerenotThatdayafar,AndnowweseemnotwhatWeachingare。
Oseveringseaandland,Olawsofmen,Eredeath,onceletusstandAswestoodthen!
THESLOWNATURE
(ANINCIDENTOFFROOMVALLEY)
"Thyhusband——poor,poorHeart!——isdead——
Dead,outbyMorefordRise;
Abullescapedthebarton-shed,Goredhim,andtherehelies!"-
"Ha,ha——goaway!’Tisatale,methink,ThoujokerKit!"laughedshe。
"I’veknowntheemanyayear,KitTwink,Andeverhastthoufooledme!"-
"But,MistressDamon——IcanswearThygoodmanJohnisdead!
Andsoonth’ltheartheirfeetwhobearHisbodytohisbed。"
Sounwontedlysadwasthemerryman’sface-
Thatfacewhichhadlongdeceived-
Thatshegazedandgazed;andthencouldtraceThetruththere;andshebelieved。
Shelaidahandonthedresser-ledge,AndscannedfarEgdon-side;
Andstood;andyouheardthewind-sweptsedgeAndtheripplingFroom;tillshecried:
"Omychamber’suntidied,unmademybedThoughthedayhasbeguntowear!
’Whataslovenlyhussif!’itwillbesaid,Whentheyallgoupmystair!"
Shedisappeared;andthejokerstoodDepressedbyhisneighbour’sdoom,AndamazedthatawifestrucktowidowhoodThoughtfirstofherunkemptroom。
Butafortnightthenceshecouldtakenofood,Andshepinedinaslowdecay;
WhileKitsoonlosthismournfulmoodAndlaughedinhisancientway。
1894。
INAEWELEAZENEARWEATHERBURY
TheyearshavegatheredgraylySinceIdanceduponthisleazeWithonewhokindledgailyLove’sfitfulecstasies!
Butdespitethetermasteacher,IremainwhatIwasthenIneachessentialfeatureOfthefantasiesofmen。
YetInotethelittlechiselOfnever-nappingTime,DefacingghastandgrizzelTheblazonofmyprime。
Whenatnighthethinksmesleeping,IfeelhimboringslyWithinmybones,andheapingQuaintestpainsforby-and-by。
Still,I’dgotheworldwithBeauty,Iwouldlaughwithherandsing,IwouldshundivinestdutyToresumeherworshipping。
Butshe’dscornmybraveendeavour,ShewouldnotbalmthebreezeBymurmuring"Thineforever!"
Asshediduponthisleaze。
1890。
THEFIREATTRANTERSWEATLEY’S
Theyhadlongmeto’Zundays——hertrueloveandshe-
Andatjunketings,maypoles,andflings;
Butshebodewi’athirtoveruncle,andheSworebynoonandbynightthathergoodmanshouldbeNaibourSweatley——agafferoftweakatthekneeFromtakingo’sommatmorecheerfulthantea-
Whotranted,andmovedpeople’sthings。
Shecried,"Opraypityme!"Noughtwouldhehear;
Thenwithwildrainyeyessheobeyed。
ShechidwhenherLovewasforclinkingoffwi’her。
Thepa’sonwastold,astheseasondrewnearTothrowoverpu’pitthenamesofthepeairAsfittingonefleshtobemade。
Thewedding-daydawnedandthemorningdrewon;
Thecouplestoodbridegroomandbride;
Theeveningwaspassed,andwhenmidnighthadgoneThefolkshornedout,"GodsavetheKing,"andanonThetwohome-alonggloomilyhied。
TheloverTimTankensmournedheart-sickanddrearTobethusofhisdarlingdeprived:
Heroamedinthedarkath’artfield,mound,andmere,And,a’mostwithoutknowingit,foundhimselfnearThehouseofthetranter,andnowofhisDear,Wherethelantern-lightshowed’emarrived。
Thebridesoughthercham’ersocalmandsopaleThataNorthernhadthoughtherresigned;
Buttoeyesthathadseenherintide-timesofweal,Likethewhitecloudo’smoke,theredbattle-field’svail,Thatlookspak’ofhavocbehind。
Thebridegroomyetlaiteredabeakertodrain,Thenreeledtothelinhayformore,Whenthecandle-snoffkindledsomechafffromhisgrain-
Flamesspread,andredvlankers,wi’mightandwi’main,Androundbeams,thatch,andchimley-tunroar。
YoungTimawayyond,raftedupbythelight,Throughbrimbleandunderwoodtears,Tillhecomestotheorchet,whencroopingthererightInthelewthofacodlin-tree,biveringwi’fright,Wi’on’yhernight-railtoscreenherfromsight,HislonesomeyoungBarbreeappears。
Hercwoldlittlefigurehalf-nakedheviewsPlayedaboutbythefrolicsomebreeze,Herlight-trippingtotties,hertenlittletooes,Allbareandbesprinkledwi’Fall’schillydews,Whilehergreatgalliedeyes,throughherhairhangingloose,Sheenedasstarsthroughatardleo’trees。
Sheeyeden;and,aswhenaweir-hatchisdrawn,Hertears,pennedbyterrorafore,Witharushingofsobsinashowerwerestrawn,Tillherpowertopour’emseemedwastedandgoneFromthehefto’misfortuneshebore。
"OTim,myOWNTimImustcall’ee——Iwill!
Alltheworldha’turnedroundonmeso!
Canyouhelpherwholoved’ee,thoughactingsoill?
Canyoupityhermisery——feelforherstill?
WhenworsethanherbodysoquiveringandchillIsherheartinitswintero’woe!
"IthinkImidalmostha’borneit,"shesaid,"Hadmygriefsonebyonecometohand;
ButO,tobeslavetothikhusbirdforbread,Andthen,upontopo’that,driventowed,Andthen,upontopo’that,burntouto’bed,Ismorethanmynatercanstand!"
Tim’ssoullikealion’ithinenoutsprung-
(Timhadagreatsoulwhenhisfeelingswerewrung)——
"Feelfor’ee,dearBarbree?"hecried;
Andhiswarmworking-jacketaboutherheflung,Madeaback,horsedherup,tillbehindhimsheclungLikeachielonagipsy,herfigureuphungBythesleevesthataroundherhetied。
Overpiggeries,andmixens,andapples,andhay,Theylumperedstraightintothenight;
Andfindingbylongwhereahalter-pathlay,AtdawnreachedTim’shouse,on’yseenontheirwayByanaibourortwowhowereupwi’theday;
Buttheygatherednocluetothesight。
ThentenderTimTankenshesearchedhereandthereForsomegarmenttoclotheherfairskin;
Butthoughhehadbreechesandwaistcoatstospare,HehadnothingquiteseemlyforBarbreetowear,Who,halfshrammedtodeath,stoodandcriedonachairAtthecaddleshefoundherselfin。
Therewasonethingtodo,andthatonethinghedid,Helenthersomecloutsofhisown,Andshetook’emperforce;andwhilein’emsheslid,Timturnedtothewinder,asmodestybid,Thinking,"OthatthepictermydutykeepshidTothesighto’myeyesmidbeshown!"
Inthetallethestowedher;therehuddiedshelay,Shorteningsleeves,legs,andtailstoherlimbs;
Butmosto’thetimeinamortalbadway,Wellknowingthatthere’dbethediveltopayIf’twerefoundthat,insteado’theelements’prey,ShewaslivinginlodgingsatTim’s。
"Where’sthetranter?"saidmenandboys;"wherecanerbe?"
"Where’sthetranter?"saidBarbreealone。
"Whereone’thisthetranter?"saideverybod-y:
Theysiftedthedustofhisperishedroof-tree,Andalltheycouldfindwasabone。
Thentheunclecried,"Lord,prayhavemercyonme!"
Andinterrorbegantorepent。
Butbefore’twascomplete,andtillsureshewasfree,Barbreedrewupherloft-ladder,tightturnedherkey-
Timbringingupbreakfastanddinnerandtea-
Tillthenewsofherhidinggotvent。
Thenfollowedthecustom-keptrout,shout,andflareOfaskimmington-ridethroughthenaibourhood,ereFolkhadproofo’woldSweatley’sdecay。
Whereupondecentpeopleallstoodinastare,SayingTimandhislodgershouldriskit,andpair:
Sohetookhertochurch。An’somelaughingladsthereCriedtoTim,"AfterSweatley!"Shesaid,"IdeclareIstandasamaidento-day!"
Written1866;printed1875。
HEIRESSANDARCHITECT
FORA。W。B。
ShesoughttheStudios,beckoningtohersideAnarch-designer,forsheplannedtobuild。
Hewasofwisecontrivance,deeplyskilledIneveryintervolveofhighandwide-
Wellfittobeherguide。
"Whateveritbe,"
Respondedhe,Withcold,clearvoice,andcold,clearview,"IntrueaccordwithprudentfashioningsForsuchvicissitudesaslivingbrings,Andthwartingnotthelawofstablethings,ThatwillIdo。"
"Shapeme,"shesaid,"highhallswithtraceryAndopenogive-work,thatscentandhueOfbuds,andtravellingbees,maycomeinthrough,Thenoteofbirds,andsingingsofthesea,Forthesearemuchtome。"
"Anidlewhim!"
BrokeforthfromhimWhomnoughtcouldwarmtogallantries:
"Cedeallthesebudsandbirds,thezephyr’scall,Andscents,andhues,andthingsthatfalterall,Andchooseasbestthecloseandsurlywall,Forwintersfreeze。"
"Thenframe,"shecried,"widefrontsofcrystalglass,ThatImayshowmylaughterandmylight-
Lightlikethesun’sbyday,thestars’bynight-
Tillrivalheart-queens,envying,wail,’Alas,Herglory!’astheypass。"
"Omaidmisled!"
Hesternlysaid,Whosefacileforesightpiercedherdire;
"Whereshallabidethesoulwhen,sickofglee,Itshrinks,andhides,andpraysnoeyemaysee?
Thosehousethembestwhohouseforsecrecy,Foryouwilltire。"
"Alittlechamber,then,withswananddoveRangedthickly,andengrailedwithraredeviceOfredsandpurples,foraParadiseWhereinmyLovemaygreetme,ImyLove,Whenheshallknowthereof?"
"This,too,isill,"
Heansweredstill,Themanwhoswayedherlikeashade。
"AnhourwillcomewhensightofsuchsweetnookWouldbringabitternesstoosharptobrook,Whenbrightereyeshavewonawayhislook;
Foryouwillfade。"
Thensaidshefaintly:"O,contrivesomeway-
Somenarrowwindingturret,quitemineown,ToreachaloftwhereImaygrievealone!
Itisaslightthing;hencedonot,Ipray,Thislastdearfancyslay!"
"SuchwindingwaysFitnotyourdays,"
Saidhe,themanofmeasuringeye;
"Imustevenfashionasmyruledeclares,Towit:Givespace(sincelifeendsunawares)
Tohaleacoffinedcorpseadownthestairs;
Foryouwilldie。"
1867。
THETWOMEN
Thereweretwoyouthsofequalage,Wit,station,strength,andparentage;
Theystudiedattheselfsameschools,Andshapedtheirthoughtsbycommonrules。
Oneponderedonthelifeofman,Hishopes,hisending,andbeganToratetheMarket’ssordidwarAssomethingscarceworthlivingfor。
"I’llbracetohigheraims,"saidhe,"I’llfurtherTruthandPurity;
TherebytomendthemortallotAndsweetensorrow。ThriveInot,"Winningtheirhearts,mykindwillgiveEnoughthatImaylowlylive,AndhousemyLoveinsomedimdell,Forpleasingthemandtheirssowell。"
Idlyattired,withfeatureswan,Insecretswifthelabouredon:
SuchpressofpowerhadbroughtmuchgoldAppliedtothingsofmeanermould。
SometimeshewishedhisaimshadbeenTogathergainslikeothermen;
ThenthankedhisGodhe’dtracedhistrackToofarforwishtodraghimback。
HelookedfromhisloftonedayTowherehisslightedgardenlay;
Nettlesandhemlockhideachlawn,Andeveryflowerwasstarvedandgone。
Hefaintedinhisheart,whereonHerose,andsoughthisplightedone,Resolvedtolooseherbondwithal,Lestsheshouldperishinhisfall。
Hemetherwithacarelessair,Asthoughhe’dceasedtofindherfair,Andsaid:"Trueloveisdusttome;
Icannotkiss:Itireofthee!"
(Thatshemightscornhimwashefain,Toputhersooneroutofpain;
Forincensedlovebreathesquickanddies,Whenfamishedlovea-lingeringlies。)
Oncedone,hissoulwassobetossed,Itfoundnomoretheforceitlost:
Hopewashisonlydrinkandfood,Andhopeextinct,decayensued。
And,livinglongsocloselypenned,Hehadnotkeptasinglefriend;
Hedwindledthinasphantomsbe,Anddroopedtodeathinpoverty……
MeantimehisschoolmatehadgoneoutTojointhefortune-findingrout;
Helikedthewinningsofthemart,Butweariedoftheworkingpart。
Heturnedtoseekaprivylair,Neglectingnoteofgarbandhair,AnddaybydayreclinedandthoughtHowhemightlivebydoingnought。
"Iplanavaluedscheme,"hesaidTosome。"Butlendmeofyourbread,Andwhenthevastresultloomsnigh,InprofityoushallstandasI。"
YettheytookcounseltorestrainTheirkindnesstilltheysawthegain;
And,sincehissubstancenowhadrun,Herosetodowhatmightbedone。
HewentuntohisLovebynight,Andsaid:"MyLove,Ifaintinfight:
Deservingasthoudostacrown,Mycaresshallneverdragtheedown。"
(HehaddescriedamaidwhoselineWouldhandheronmuchcornandwine,AndheldherfarinworthaboveOnewhocouldonlyprayandlove。)
ButthisFairreadhim;whencehefailedTodothedeedsoblithelyhailed;
Hesawhisprojectswhollymarred,Andgloomandwantoppressedhimhard;
Till,livingtosomeananend,Wherebyhe’dlosthiseveryfriend,Heperishedinapaupersty,Hismatethedyingpaupernigh。
Andmoralists,reflecting,said,As"dusttodust"inburialreadWasechoedfromeachcoffin-lid,"Thesemenwerelikeinalltheydid。"
1866。
LINES
SpokenbyMissADAREHANattheLyceumTheatre,July23,1890,ataperformanceonbehalfofLadyJeune’sHolidayFundforCityChildren。
Beforeweparttoalienthoughtsandaims,Permittheonebriefwordtheoccasionclaims:-
Whenmummingandgraveprojectsareallied,PerhapsanEpilogueisjustified。
Ourunder-purposehas,intruth,to-dayCommandedmostourmusings;leasttheplay:
Apurposefutilebutforyourgood-willSwiftlyresponsivetothecryofill:
Apurposealltoolimited!——toaidFrailhumanflowerets,sickliedbytheshade,Inwinningsomeshortspellofuplandbreeze,Orstrengtheningsunlightonthelevelleas。
Whohasnotmarked,wherethefullcheekshouldbe,Incipientlinesoflankflaccidity,Lymphaticpallorwherethepinkshouldglow,Andwherethethroboftransport,pulseslow?-
MosttragicalofshapesfromPoletoLine,Owonderingchild,unwittingTime’sdesign,WhyshouldArtaddtoNature’squandary,Andworsenillbythusimmuringthee?-
Thatracesdodespiteuntotheirown,ThatMightsupernaldoindeedcondoneWrongsindividualforthegeneralease,Instancetheproofinvictimssuchasthese。
Launchedintothoroughfarestoothrongedbefore,Motheredbythosewhoseprotestis"Nomore!"
Vitalizedwithoutoption:whoshallsayThatdidLifehangonchoosing——YeaorNay-
Theyhadnotscorneditwithsuchpenalty,AndnothingnessimploredofDestiny?
AndyetbehindthehorizonsmilesereneThedown,thecornland,andthestretchinggreen-
Space——thechild’sheaven:sceneswhichatleastensureSomepalliativeforilltheycannotcure。
Dearfriends——nowmovedbythispoorshowofoursTomakeyourownlongjoyinbudsandbowersForonebriefwhilethejoyofinfanteyes,Changingtheirurbanmurktoparadise-
Youhaveourthanks!——mayyourrewardincludeMorethanourthanks,farmore:theirgratitude。
"ILOOKINTOMYGLASS"
Ilookintomyglass,Andviewmywastingskin,Andsay,"WouldGoditcametopassMyhearthadshrunkasthin!"
Forthen,I,undistrestByheartsgrowncoldtome,CouldlonelywaitmyendlessrestWithequanimity。
ButTime,tomakemegrieve;
Partsteals,letspartabide;
AndshakesthisfragileframeateveWiththrobbingsofnoontide。