Contents:
PrefaceTIME’SLAUGHINGSTOCKS-
TheRevisitationATrampwoman’sTragedyTheTwoRosalindsASundayMorningTragedyTheHouseofHospitalitiesBereftJohnandJaneTheCurate’sKindnessTheFlirt’sTragedyTheRejectedMember’sWifeTheFarm-Woman’sWinterAutumninKing’sHintockParkShutoutthatMoonReminiscencesofaDancingManTheDeadManWalkingMORELOVELYRICS-
1967
HerDefinitionTheDivisionOntheDeparturePlatformInaCathedralCity"IsayI’llseekHer"
HerFatherAtWakingFourFootprintsIntheVaultedWayIntheMind’sEyeTheEndoftheEpisodeTheSigh"IntheNightSheCame"
TheConformersTheDawnaftertheDanceTheSunontheLetterTheNightoftheDanceMisconceptionTheVoiceoftheThornFromHerintheCountryHerConfessionToanImpersonatorofRosalindToanActressTheMinutebeforeMeetingHeabjuresLoveASETOFCOUNTRYSONGS-
LetmeEnjoyAtCasterbridgeFair:
I。TheBallad-SingerII。FormerBeautiesIII。AftertheClubDanceIV。TheMarket-GirlV。TheInquiryVI。AWifeWaitsVII。AftertheFairTheDark-eyedGentlemanToCarreyClavelTheOrphanedOldMaidTheSpringCallJulie-JaneNewsforHerMotherTheFiddlerTheHusband’sViewRose-AnnTheHomecomingPIECESOCCASIONALANDVARIOUS-
AChurchRomanceTheRashBrideTheDeadQuireTheChristeningADreamQuestionBytheBarrowsAWifeandAnotherTheRomanRoadTheVampirineFairTheReminderTheRamblerNightintheOldHomeAftertheLastBreathInChildbedThePinePlantersTheDearOneWeKnewSheHearstheStormAWetNightBeforeLifeandAfterNewYear’sEveGod’sEducationToSincerityPantheraTheUnbornTheManHeKilledGeographicalKnowledgeOneRalphBlossomSoliloquizesTheNobleLady’sTaleUnrealizedWagtailandBabyAberdeen:1905
GeorgeMeredith,1828-1909
Yell’ham-wood’sStoryAYoungMan’sEpigramonExistencePREFACE
IncollectingthefollowingpoemsIhavetothanktheeditorsandproprietorsoftheperiodicalsinwhichcertainofthemhaveappearedforpermissiontoreclaimthem。
Nowthatthemiscellanyisbroughttogether,somelackofconcordinpieceswrittenatwidelysevereddates,andincontrastingmoodsandcircumstances,willbeobviousenough。ThisIcannothelp,butthesenseofdisconnection,particularlyinrespectofthoselyricspennedinthefirstperson,willbeimmaterialwhenitisborneinmindthattheyaretoberegarded,inthemain,asdramaticmonologuesbydifferentcharacters。
Asawholetheywill,Ihope,takethereaderforward,evenifnotfar,ratherthanbackward。Ishouldaddthatsomelinesintheearly-datedpoemshavebeenrewritten,thoughtheyhavebeenleftsubstantiallyunchanged。
T。H。
September1909。
THEREVISITATION
AsIlayawakeatnight-timeInanancientcountrybarrackknowntoancientcannoneers,AndrecalledthehopesthatheraldedeachseemingbraveandbrighttimeOfmyprimalpurpleyears,Muchithauntedmethat,nighthere,Ihadbornemybitterestloss——whenOnewhowent,camenotagain;
Inajoylesshourofdiscord,inajoyless-huedJulythere-
AJulyjustsuchasthen。
AndasthusIbroodedlonger,Withmyfainteyesonthefeeblesquareofwan-litwindowframe,Aquickconvictionsprungwithinme,grew,andgrewyetstronger,Thatthemonth-nightwasthesame,Too,asthatwhichsawherleavemeOntheruggedridgeofWaterstone,thepeewitsplaininground;
Andalapsingtwentyyearshadruledthat——asitweretogrieveme-
Ishouldneartheonce-lovedground。
Thoughbutnowawar-wornstrangerChancehadquarteredhere,Iroseupanddescendedtotheyard。
Allwassoundless,savethetroopers’horsestossingatthemanger,Andthesentrykeepingguard。
ThroughthegatewayIbetookmeDowntheHighStreetandbeyondthelamps,acrossthebatteredbridge,Tillthecountrydarknessclaspedmeandthefriendlyshineforsookme,AndIboretowardstheRidge,WithadimunownedemotionSayingsoftly:"Smallmyreason,nowatmidnight,tobehere……
YetasleeplessswainoffiftywithabriefromanticnotionMayretraceatracksodear。"
ThusIwalkedwiththoughtshalf-utteredUpthelaneIknewsowell,thegrey,gaunt,lonelyLaneofSlyre;
Andatwhilesbehindme,faratsea,asullenthundermutteredAsImountedhighandhigher。
Till,theupperroadwayquitting,Iadventuredontheopendrouthydownlandthinlygrassed,Whilethesprywhitescutsofconiesflashedbeforeme,earthwardflitting,Andanaridwindwentpast。
RoundaboutmebulgedthebarrowsAsbefore,inantiquesilence——immemorialfuneralpiles-
Wherethesleekherdstrampleddailytheremainsofflint-tiptarrowsMidthethymeandchamomiles;
AndtheSarsenstonethere,dateless,Onwhosebreastwehadsatandtoldthezephyrsmanyatendervow,Heldtheheatofyestersun,assankthereononefatedmatelessFromthosefarfondhourstillnow。
MaybeflusteredbymypresenceRosethepeewits,justasallthoseyearsback,wailingsoftandloud,AndrevealingtheirpalepinionslikeafitfulphosphorescenceUpagainstthecopeofcloud,WheretheirdolesomeexclamationsSeemedthevoicingsoftheself-samethroatsIhadheardwhenlifewasgreen,ThoughsincethatdayuncountedfrailforgottengenerationsOftheirkindhadfleckedthescene-
Andso,livinglongandlongerInapastthatlivednomore,myeyesdiscernedthere,suddenly,Thatafigurebroketheskyline——firstinvaguecontour,thenstronger,Andwascrossingneartome。
Somelong-missedfamiliargesture,Somethingwonted,struckmeinthefigure’spausetolistandheed,TillIfanciedfromitshandlingofitslooselywrappingvestureThatitmightbeSheindeed。
’Twasnotreasonless:belowthereInthevale,hadbeenherhome;thenookmightholdherevenyet,Andthedownlandswereherfather’sfief;shestillmightcomeandgothere;-
SoIrose,andsaid,"Agnette!"
Withalittleleap,half-frightened,Shewithdrewsomesteps;thenlettingintuitionsmotherfearInaplacesolong-accustomed,andasonewhomthoughtenlightened,Shereplied:"What——THATvoice?——here!"
"Yes,Agnette!——AnddidtheoccasionOfourmarchinghithermakeyouthinkIMIGHTwalkwherewetwo——’
"O,Ioftencome,"shemurmuredwithamoment’scoyevasion,"(’Tisnotfar),——and——thinkofyou。"
ThenItookherhand,andledherTotheancientpeople’sstonewhereonIhadsat。Therenowsatwe;
Andtogethertalked,untilthefirstreluctantshynessfledher,Andshespokeconfidingly。
"ItisJUSTasereweparted!"
Saidshe,brimminghighwithjoy。——"Andwhen,then,cameyouhere,andwhy?"
"——Dear,Icouldnotsleepforthinkingofourtrystingswhentwin-hearted。"
Sheresponded,"NorcouldI。
"TherearefewthingsIwouldratherThanbewanderingatthisspirit-hour——lone-lived,mykindreddead-
Onthiswoldofwell-knownfeatureIinheritfrommyfather:
Nightorday,Ihavenodread……
"OIwonder,wonderwhetherAnyheartstringboreasignal-thrillbetweenustwainorno?-
Somesuchinfluencecan,attimes,theysay,drawseveredsoulstogether。"
Isaid,"Dear,we’lldreamitso。"
Eachone’shandtheother’sgrasping,Andamutualforgivenesswon,wesanktosilentthought,Alargecontentinusthatseemedourrendedlivesreclasping,Andcontractingyearstonought。
TillI,maybeoverwearyFromthelateness,andawayfaringsofullofstrainandstressForonenolongerbuoyant,toapeaksosteepandeery,Sanktoslowunconsciousness……
HowlongIsleptIknewnot,Butthebriefwarmsummernighthadslidwhen,tomyswiftsurprise,Aredupedgingsun,ofglorychamberedmortalsviewnot,Wasblazingonmyeyes,FromtheMiltonWoodstoDole-HillAllthespaciouslandscapelighting,andaroundaboutmyfeetFlingingtallthintaperingshadowsfromthemeanestmoundandmole-hill,Andontrailstheeweshadbeat。
Shewassittingstillbesideme,Dozinglikewise;andIturnedtoher,totakeherhanginghand;
When,themoreregarding,thatwhichlikeaspectreshookandtriedmeInherimagethenIscanned;
ThatwhichTime’stransformingchiselHadbeentoolingnightanddayfortwentyyears,andtooledtoowell,Initsrenderingofcreasewherecurvewas,wherewasraven,grizzle-
Pits,wherepeoniesoncediddwell。
Shehadwakened,andperceiving(Isurmise)mysighandshock,myquiteinvoluntarydismay,Upshestarted,and——herwastedfigureallthroughoutitheaving-
Said,"Ah,yes:IamTHUSbyday!
"CanyoureallywinceandwonderThatthesunlightshouldrevealyousuchathingofskinandbone,AsifunawareaDeath’s-headmustofneedlienotfarunderFleshwhoseyearsout-countyourown?
"Yes:thatmovementwasawarningOftheworthofman’sdevotion!——Yes,Sir,IamOLD,"saidshe,"Andthethingwhichshouldincreaseloveturnsitquicklyintoscorning-
Andyournew-wonheartfromme!"
Thenshewent,ereIcouldcallher,Withthetooproudtemperrulingthathadpartedusbefore,AndIsawherformdescendtheslopes,andsmallergrowandsmaller,TillIcaughtitscoursenomore……
True;Imighthavedoggedherdownward;-
ButitMAYbe(thoughIknownot)thatthistrickonusofTimeDisconcertedandconfusedme。——SoonIbentmyfootstepstownward,Liketoonewhohadwatchedacrime。
WellIknewmynativeweakness,WellIknowitstill。Icherishedherreproachlikephysic-wine,ForIsawinthatemaciateshapeofbitternessandbleaknessAnoblersoulthanmine。
DidInotreturn,then,ever?-
Didwemeetagain?——mendall?——Alas,whatgreyheadperseveres!-
SoonIgottheRouteelsewhither。——SincethathourIhaveseenhernever:
Loveislameatfiftyyears。
ATRAMPWOMAN’STRAGEDY
(182-)
I
FromWynyard’sGapthelivelongday,Thelivelongday,WebeatafootthenorthwardwayWehadtravelledtimesbefore。
Thesun-blazeburningonourbacks,Ourshouldersstickingtoourpacks,Byfosseway,fields,andturnpiketracksWeskirtedsadSedge-Moor。
II
Fulltwentymileswejauntedon,Wejauntedon,-
Myfancy-man,andjeeringJohn,AndMotherLee,andI。
And,asthesundrewdowntowest,WeclimbedthetoilsomePoldoncrest,Andsaw,oflandskipsightsthebest,Theinnthatbeamedthereby。
III
Formonthswehadpaddedsidebyside,Ay,sidebysideThroughtheGreatForest,Blackmoorwide,AndwheretheParretran。
We’dfacedthegustsonMendipridge,HadcrossedtheYeounhelpedbybridge,BeenstungbyeveryMarshwoodmidge,Iandmyfancy-man。
IV
Loneinnsweloved,mymanandI,MymanandI;
"King’sStag,""Windwhistle"highanddry,"TheHorse"onHintockGreen,ThecosyhouseatWynyard’sGap,"TheHut"renownedonBredyKnap,AndmanyanotherwaysidetapWherefolkmightsitunseen。
V
Nowaswetrudged——Odeadlyday,Odeadlyday!-
Iteasedmyfancy-maninplayAndwantonidleness。
IwalkedalongsidejeeringJohn,Ilaidhishandmywaistupon;
IwouldnotbendmyglancesonMylover’sdarkdistress。
VI
ThusPoldontopatlastwewon,Atlastwewon,AndgainedtheinnatsinkofsunFar-famedas"Marshal’sElm。"
Beneathusfiguredtorandlea,FromMendiptothewesternsea-
IdoubtiffinersighttherebeWithinthisroyalrealm。
VII
Insidethesettlealla-row-
Allfoura-rowWesat,InexttoJohn,toshowThathehadwooedandwon。
Andthenhetookmeonhisknee,AndsworeitwashisturntobeMyfavouredmate,andMotherLeePassedtomyformerone。
VIII
TheninavoiceIhadneverheard,Ihadneverheard,MyonlyLovetome:"Oneword,Mylady,ifyouplease!
Whoseisthechildyouareliketobear?-
HIS?Afterallmymonthso’care?"
Godknows’twasnot!But,Odespair!
Inodded——stilltotease。
IX
Thenuphesprung,andwithhisknife-
AndwithhisknifeHeletoutjeeringJohnny’slife,Yes;there,atsetofsun。
TheslantraythroughthewindownighGildedJohn’sbloodandglazingeye,ErescarcelyMotherLeeandI
Knewthatthedeedwasdone。
X
Thetavernstellthegloomytale,Thegloomytale,HowthatatIvel-chesterjailMyLove,mysweetheartswung;
ThoughstainedtillnowbynomisdeedSaveonehorseta’enintimeo’need;
(BlueJimmystolerightmanyasteedErehislastflingheflung。)
XI
ThereaftIwalkedtheworldalone,Alone,alone!
Onhisdeath-dayIgavemygroanAnddropthisdead-bornchild。
’Twasnighthejail,beneathatree,Nonetendingme;forMotherLeeHaddiedatGlaston,leavingmeUnfriendedonthewild。
XII
AndinthenightasIlayweak,AsIlayweak,Theleavesa-fallingonmycheek,Theredmoonlowdeclined-
TheghostofhimI’ddietokissRoseupandsaid:"Ah,tellmethis!
Wasthechildmine,orwasithis?
Speak,thatIrestmayfind!"
XIII
OdoubtnotbutItoldhimthen,Itoldhimthen,ThatIhadkeptmefromallmenSincewejoinedlipsandswore。
Whereathesmiled,andthinnedawayAsthewindstirredtocallupday-
’Tispast!AndherealoneIstrayHauntingtheWesternMoor。
NOTES。——"Windwhistle"(Stanzaiv。)。ThehighnessanddrynessofWindwhistleInnwasimpresseduponthewritertwoorthreeyearsago,when,afterclimbingonahotafternoontothebeautifulspotnearwhichitstandsandenteringtheinnfortea,hewasinformedbythelandladythatnonecouldbehad,unlesshewouldfetchwaterfromavalleyhalfamileoff,thehousecontainingnotadrop,owingtoitssituation。However,atantalizingrowoffullbarrelsbehindherbacktestifiedtoawetnessofacertainsort,whichwasnotatthattimedesired。
"Marshal’sElm"(Stanzavi。)sopicturesquelysituated,isnolongeraninn,thoughthehouse,orpartofit,stillremains。Itusedtoexhibitafineoldswingingsign。
"BlueJimmy"(Stanzax。)wasanotorioushorse-stealerofWessexinthosedays,whoappropriatedmorethanahundredhorsesbeforehewascaught,amongothersonebelongingtoaneighbourofthewriter’sgrandfather。HewashangedatthenowdemolishedIvel-chesterorIlchesterjailabovementioned——thatbuildingformerlyofsomanysinisterassociationsinthemindsofthelocalpeasantry,andthecontinualhauntoffever,whichatlastledtoitscondemnation。Itssiteisnowaninnocent-lookinggreenmeadow。
April1902。
THETWOROSALINDS
I
Thedubiousdaylightended,AndIwalkedtheTownalone,unmindingwhitherboundandwhy,AsfromeachgauntstreetandgapingsquareamistoflightascendedAnddisperseduponthesky。
II
FilesofevanescentfacesPassedeachotherwithoutheeding,intheirtravail,teen,orjoy,SomeinvoidunvisionedlistlessnessinwroughtwithpallidtracesOfkeenpenury’sannoy。
III
NebulousflamesincrystalcagesLeeredasifwithdiscontentatcitymovement,murk,andgrime,AndaswaitingsomeprocessionofgreatghostsfrombygoneagesToexalttheignobletime。
IV
Inacolonnadehigh-lighted,Byathoroughfarewheresternutilitariantrafficdinned,Onaredandwhiteemblazonmentofplayersandparts,IsightedThenameof"Rosalind,"
V
Andherfamousmatesof"Arden,"
Whoobservednostrictercustomsthan"theseasons’difference"bade,WholivedwithrunningbrooksforbooksinNature’swildwoodgarden,Andcalledidlenesstheirtrade……
VI
NowtheposterstirredanemberStillremainingfrommyardoursofsomefortyyearsbefore,WhentheselfsameportalonaneveitthrilledmetorememberAlikeannouncementbore;
VII
AndexpectantlyIhadentered,AndhadfirstbeheldinhumanmouldaRosalindwooandplead,OnwhosetranscendentfiguringmyspeedysoulhadcentredAsithadbeensheindeed……
VIII
So;allotherplansdiscarding,Iresolvedonentrance,bentonseeingwhatIoncehadseen,Andapproachedthegangwayofmyearlierknowledge,disregardingThetractoftimebetween。
IX
"Thewords,sir?"criedacreatureHoveringmidtheshineandshadeas’twixttheliveworldandthetomb;
Butthewell-knownnumbersneedednotformeatextorteacherToreviveandre-illume。
X
Thentheplay……ButhowunfittedWasTHISRosalind!——amammetquitetome,inmemoriesnurst,AndwithchillingdisappointmentsoonIsoughtthestreetIhadquitted,Tore-ponderonthefirst。
XI
Thehagstillhawked,——ImetherJustwithoutthecolonnade。"Soyoudon’tlikeher,sir?"saidshe。
"Ah——_I_wasoncethatRosalind!——Iactedher——nonebetter-
Yes——ineighteensixty-three。
XII
"ThusIwonOrlandotomeInmythentriumphantdayswhenIhadcharmandmaidenhood,Nowsomefortyyearsago。——Iusedtosay,COMEWOOME,WOOME!"
Andshestrucktheattitude。
XIII
ItwaswhenIhadgonetherenightly;
Andthevoice——thoughraucousnow——wasyettheoldone。——ClearasnoonMyRosalindwashere……ThereonthebandwithinsidelightlyBeatupamerrytune。
ASUNDAYMORNINGTRAGEDY
(circa186-)
Iboreadaughterflower-fair,InPydelVale,alasforme;
Ijoyedtomotheronesorare,ButdeadandgoneInowwouldbe。
Menlookedandlovedherasshegrew,Andshewaswon,alasforme;
Shetoldmenothing,butIknew,Andsawthatsorrowwastobe。
Iknewthatonehadmadeherthrall,Athralltohim,alasforme;
Andthen,atlast,shetoldmeall,Andwonderedwhatherendwouldbe。
Sheownedthatshehadlovedtoowell,Hadlovedtoowell,unhappyshe,Andboreasecrettimewouldtell,Thoughinhershroudshe’dsoonerbe。
Iploddedtohersweetheart’sdoorInPydelVale,alasforme:
Ipleadedwithhim,pleadedsore,Tosaveherfromhermisery。
Hefrowned,andsworehecouldnotwed,Seventimeshesworeitcouldnotbe;
"Poverty’sworsethanshame,"hesaid,Tillallmyhopewentoutofme。
"I’vepackedmytrapstosailthemain"-
Roughlyhespake,alasdidhe-
"Wessexbeholdsmenotagain,’Tisworsethananyjailwouldbe!"-
TherewasashepherdwhomIknew,Asubtleman,alasforme:
Isoughthimallthepasturesthrough,ThoughbetterIhadceasedtobe。
Itracedhimbyhislanternlight,Andgavehimhint,alasforme,OfhowshefoundherintheplightThatissoscornedinChristendie。
"Isthereanherb……?"Iasked。"Ornone?"
Yes,thusIaskedhimdesperately。
"——Thereis,"hesaid;"acertainone……"
Wouldhehadswornthatnoneknewhe!
"To-morrowIwillwalkyourway,"
Hehintedlow,alasforme-
FieldwardsIgazedthroughoutnextday;
NowfieldsInevermorewouldsee!
Thesunset-shine,ascurfewstrook,Ascurfewstrookbeyondthelea,Lithiswhitesmockandgleamingcrook,Whileslowlyhedrewneartome。
HepulledfromunderneathhissmockTheherbIsought,mycursetobe-
"AttimesIuseitinmyflock,"
Hesaid,andhopewaxedstronginme。
"’Tismeanttobalkill-motherings"-
(Ill-motherings!Whyshouldtheybe?)-
"Ifnot,wouldGodhavesentsuchthings?"
Sospoketheshepherduntome。
ThatnightIwatchedthepopplingbrew,Withbendedbackandhandonknee:
Istirredittillthedawnlightgrew,Andthewindwhiffledwailfully。
"Thisscandalshallbeslain,"saidI,"Thatloursuponherinnocency:
I’llgiveallwhisperingtonguesthelie;"-
Butworsethanwhisperswastobe。
"Here’sphysicforuntimelyfruit,"
Isaidtoher,alasforme,Earlythatmorninfondsalute;
AndinmygraveInowwouldbe-
NextSundaycame,withsweetchurchchimesInPydelVale,alasforme:
Iwentintoherroombetimes;
NomoremaysuchaSundaybe!
"Mother,insteadofrescuenigh,"
Shefaintlybreathed,alasforme,"IfeelasIwereliketodie,Andundergroundsoon,soonshouldbe。"
FromchurchthatnoonthepeoplewalkedIntwosandthrees,alasforme,Showedtheirnewraiment——smiledandtalked,Thoughsackcloth-cladIlongedtobe。
Cametomydoorherlover’sfriends,Andcheerlycried,alasforme,"Rightgladarewehemakesamends,Forneverasweeterbridecanbe。"
Mymouthdried,as’twerescorchedwithin,Driedattheirwords,alasforme:
Moreandmoreneighbourscrowdedin,(Owhyshouldmotherseverbe!)
"Ha-ha!Suchwell-keptnews!"laughedthey,Yes——sotheylaughed,alasforme。
"Whosebannswerecalledinchurchto-day?"-
Christ,howIwishedmysoulcouldflee!
"Whereisshe?Othestealthymiss,"
Stillbanteredthey,alasforme,"Tokeepaweddingcloseasthis……"
Ay,Fortuneworkedthuswantonly!
"Butyouarepale——youdidnotknow?"
Theyarchlyasked,alasforme,Istammered,"Yes——somedays-ago,"
WhilecoffinedclayIwishedtobe。
"’Twasdonetopleaseher,wesurmise?"
(Theyspokequitelightlyintheirglee)
"Donebyhimasafondsurprise?"
Ithoughttheirwordswouldmaddenme。
Herloverentered。"Where’smybird?-
Mybird——myflower——mypicotee?
Firsttimeofasking,soonthethird!"
Ah,inmygraveIwellmaybe。
Tomehewhispered:"Sinceyourcall——"
Sospokehethen,alasforme-
"I’vefeltforher,andrightedall。"-
Ithinkofittoagony。
"She’sfaintto-day——tired——nothingmore——"
ThusdidIlie,alasforme……
IcalledheratherchamberdoorAsonewhoscarcehadstrengthtobe。
Novoicereplied。Iwentwithin-
Owomen!scourgedtheworstarewe……
Ishrieked。TheothershastenedinAndsawthestroketheredealtonme。
Thereshelay——silent,breathless,dead,Stonedeadshelay——wronged,sinlessshe!-
Ghost-whitethecheeksoncerosy-red:
Deathhadtookher。Deathtooknotme。
Ikissedhercoldingfaceandhair,Ikissedhercorpse——thebridetobe!-
MypunishmentIcannotbear,ButprayGodNOTtopityme。
January1904。
THEHOUSEOFHOSPITALITIES
HerewebroachedtheChristmasbarrel,Pushedupthecharredlog-ends;
HerewesangtheChristmascarol,Andcalledinfriends。
TimehastiredmesincewemethereWhenthefolknowdeadwereyoung,SincetheviandswereoutsethereAndquaintsongssung。
AndthewormhasboredtheviolThatusedtoleadthetune,RusteatenoutthedialThatstrucknight’snoon。
NownoChristmasbringsinneighbours,AndtheNewYearcomesunlit;
Wherewesangthemolenowlabours,Andspidersknit。
Yetatmidnightifherewalking,Whenthemoonsheetswallandtree,Iseeformsofoldtimetalking,Whosmileonme。
BEREFT
IntheblackwintermorningNolightwillbestrucknearmyeyesWhiletheclockinthestairwayiswarningForfive,whenheusedtorise。
Leavethedoorunbarred,Theclockunwound,Makemylonebedhard-
Would’twereunderground!
Whenthesummerdawnsclearly,Andtheappletree-topsseemalight,WhowillundrawthecurtainandcheerlyCalloutthatthemorningisbright?
WhenItarryatmarketNoformwillcrossDurnoverLeaInthegatheringdarkness,toharkatGrey’sBridgeforthepit-pato’me。
Whenthesuppercrock’ssteaming,Andthetimeisthetimeofhistread,IshallsitbythefireandwaitdreamingInasilenceasofthedead。
Leavethedoorunbarred,Theclockunwound,Makemylonebedhard-
Would’twereunderground!
1901。
JOHNANDJANE
I
HeseestheworldasaboisterousplaceWhereallthingsbearalaughingface,Andhumorousscenesgohourlyon,DoesJohn。
II
TheyfindtheworldapleasantplaceWhereallisecstasyandgrace,Wherealighthasrisenthatcannotwane,DoJohnandJane。
III
Theyseeasapalacetheircottage-place,Containingapearlofthehumanrace,Ahero,maybe,hereafterstyled,DoJohnandJanewithababy-child。
IV
Theyratetheworldasagruesomeplace,Wherefairlooksfadetoaskull’sgrimace,-
Asapilgrimagetheywouldfaingetdone-
DoJohnandJanewiththeirworthlessson。
THECURATE’SKINDNESS
AWORKHOUSEIRONY
I
Ithoughtthey’dbestrangersaroun’me,Butshe’stobethere!
Letmejumpouto’waggonandgobackanddrownmeAtPummeryorTen-HatchesWeir。
II
Ithought:"Well,I’vecometotheUnion-
Theworkhouseatlast-
Afterhonesthardworkalltheweek,andCommunionO’Zundays,thesefiftyyearspast。
III
"’Tishard;but,"Ithought,"nevermindit:
There’sgainintheend:
AndwhenIgetusedtotheplaceIshallfinditAhome,andmayfindthereafriend。
IV
"Lifetherewillbebetterthant’other。
Forpeaceisassured。
THEMENINONEWINGANDTHEIRWIVESINANOTHER
IsstrictlytheruleoftheBoard。"
V
JustthenoneyoungPa’sonarrivingStepsupoutofbreathTothesideo’thewaggonwhereinweweredrivingToUnion;andcallsoutandsaith:
VI
"Oldfolks,thatharshorderisaltered,Benotsickofheart!
TheGuardianstheypoohedandtheypishedandtheypalteredWhenurgednottokeepyouapart。
VII
"’Itiswrong,’Imaintained,’todividethem,Nearfortyyearswed。’
’Verywell,sir。Wepromise,then,theyshallabidethemInonewingtogether,’theysaid。"
VIII
ThenIsank——knew’twasquiteaforedonethingThatmiseryshouldbeTotheend!……TogetfreedofhertherewastheonethingHadmadethechangewelcometome。
IX
Togotherewasendingbutbadly;
’Twasshameand’twaspain;
"Butanyhow,"thoughtI,"therebyIshallgladlyGetfreeofthisfortyyears’chain。"
X
Ithoughtthey’dbestrangersaroun’me,Butshe’stobethere!
Letmejumpouto’waggonandgobackanddrownmeAtPummeryorTen-HatchesWeir。
THEFLIRT’STRAGEDY
(17——)
Herealonebythelogsinmychamber,Deserted,decrepit-
SpentflameslimningghostsonthewainscotOffriendsIonceknew-
MydramaandhersbeginsweirdlyItsdumbre-enactment,Eachscene,sigh,andcircumstancepassingInspectralreview-
WealthwasminebeyondwishwhenImether-
Theprideofthelowland-
EmboweredinTintinhullValleyBylaurelandyew;
Andlovelitmysoul,notwithstandingMyfeatures’illfavour,TooobviousbesideherperfectionsOflineandofhue。
Butitpleasedhertoplayonmypassion,AndwhetmetopleadingsThatwonfromhermirthfulnegationsAndscorningsundue。
ThenIfledherdisdainsandderisionsTocitiesofpleasure,AndmademethecronyofidlersIneverypurlieu。
Ofthosewholenteartomystory,AneedyAdonisGavehinthowtogrizzlehergardenFromrosestorue,CouldhispricebutbepaidforsopurgingMyscornerofscornings:
Thustempted,thelusttoavengemeGermedinlyandgrew。
Iclothedhiminsumptuousapparel,Consignedtohimcoursers,Meetequipage,liveriedattendantsInfullretinue。
Sodowered,withlettersofcreditHewayfaredtoEngland,Andspiedoutthemanorshegoddessed,Andhandythereto,SettohirehimatenantlessmansionAscoign-stoneofvantageFortestingwhatgrossadulationOfbeautycoulddo。
Helabouredthroughmorningsandevens,Onnewmoonsandsabbaths,BywilestoenmeshherattentionInpark,path,andpew;
Andhavingafarplayeduponher,Advancedhislinesnearer,Andboldlyoutleapingconventions,Bentbrisklytowoo。
Hisgaygodlikeface,hisrareseemingAnonworkedtowinher,Andlater,atnoontidesandnight-tidesTheyheldrendezvous。
Histarriancefullspent,hedepartedAndmetmeinVenice,AndlinesfromhertoldthatmyjilterWasstoopingtosue。
Notlongcouldbefurtherconcealment,Shepledtohimhumbly:
"Byourloveandoursin,Oprotectme;
Iflyuntoyou!"
Amightyremorseovergatme,Iheardherlowanguish,AndthereinthegloomofthecalleMysteelranhimthrough。
AswiftpushengulphedhishotcarrionWithinthecanalthere-
ThatstillstreetofwatersdividingThecityintwo-
IwanderedawhileallunableTosmothermytorment,MybrainrackedbyyellsasfromTophetOfSatan’swholecrew。
AmonthofunrestbroughtmehoveringAthomeinherprecincts,Towhosehiding-holelocalstoryAffordedaclue。
Exposed,andexpelledbyherpeople,AfaroffinLondonIfoundheralone,inasombreAndsoul-stiflingmew。
StillburningtomakereparationIpleadedtowiveher,Andfatherherchild,andthusfaintlyMymischiefundo。
Sheyielded,andspellsofcalmweatherSucceededthetempest;
AndonesprungofhimstoodasscionOfmyboneandthew……
ButTimeunveilssorrowsandsecrets,Andsoitbefellnow:
Byinchesthecurtainwastwitchedat,Andslowlyundrew。
Aswelay,sheandI,inthenight-time,Weheardtheboymoaning:
"Omiserymine!MyfalsefatherHasmurderedmytrue!"
Shegasped:yea,sheheard;understoodit。
Nextdaythechildfledus;
AndnevermoresightedwasevenAprintofhisshoe。
Thenceforwardsheshunnedme,andlanguished;
Tillonedaythepark-poolEmbracedherfairform,andextinguishedHereyes’livingblue-
So;asknotwhatblastmayaccountforThisaspectofpallor,ThesebonesthatjustprisonwithinthemLife’spoorresidue;
Butpassby,andleaveunregardedACaintohissuffering,ForvengeancetoodarkonthewomanWhoseloverheslew。
THEREJECTEDMEMBER’SWIFE
WeshallseehernomoreOnthebalcony,Smiling,whilehurt,attheroarAsofsurgingseaFromthestormysturdybandWhohavedoomedherlord’scause,ThoughshewavesherlittlehandAsitwereapplause。
Herewillbecandidatesyet,Andcandidates’wives,FervidwithzealtosetTheiridealsonourlives:
Herewillcomemarket-menOnthemarket-days,HerewillclashnowandthenMoresuchpartyassays。
AndthebalconywillfillWhensuchtimesarerenewed,AndthethronginthestreetwillthrillWithto-day’smettledmood;
ButshewillnomorestandInthesunshinethere,Withthatwaveofherwhite-glovedhand,Andthatchestnuthair。
January1906。
THEFARM-WOMAN’SWINTER
I
Ifseasonsallweresummers,Andleaveswouldneverfall,Andhoppingcasement-comersWerefoodlessnotatall,AndfragilefolkmightbehereThatwhitewindsbiddepart;
ThenoneIusedtoseehereWouldwarmmywastedheart!
II
Onefrail,who,bravelytillingLonghoursingrippinggusts,Wasmasteredbytheirchilling,Andnowhisploughsharerusts。
SosavagewintercatchesThebreathoflimberthings,AndwhatIlovehesnatches,AndwhatIlovenot,brings。
AUTUMNINKING’SHINTOCKPARK
HerebythebaringboughRakingupleaves,OftenIponderhowSpringtimedeceives,-
I,anoldwomannow,Rakingupleaves。
HereintheavenueRakingupleaves,Lords’ladiespassinview,UntiloneheavesSighsatlife’srussethue,Rakingupleaves!
JustasmyshapeyouseeRakingupleaves,Isaw,whenfreshandfree,ThosememoryweavesIntogreyghostsbyme,Rakingupleaves。
Yet,Dear,thoughonemaysigh,Rakingupleaves,Newleaveswilldanceonhigh-
Earthnevergrieves!-
Willnot,whenmissedamI
Rakingupleaves。
1901。
SHUTOUTTHATMOON
Closeupthecasement,drawtheblind,Shutoutthatstealingmoon,ShewearstoomuchtheguisesheworeBeforeourluteswerestrewnWithyears-deepdust,andnameswereadOnawhitestonewerehewn。
Stepnotoutonthedew-dashedlawnToviewtheLady’sChair,ImmenseOrion’sglitteringform,TheLessandGreaterBear:
Stayin;tosuchsightsweweredrawnWhenfadedoneswerefair。
BrushnottheboughformidnightscentsThatcomeforthlingeringly,AndwakethesamesweetsentimentsTheybreathedtoyouandmeWhenlivingseemedalaugh,andloveAllitwassaidtobe。
Withinthecommonlamp-litroomPrisonmyeyesandthought;
Letdingydetailscrudelyloom,Mechanicspeechbewrought:
ToofragrantwasLife’searlybloom,Tootartthefruititbrought!
1904。
REMINISCENCESOFADANCINGMAN
I
WhonowremembersAlmack’sballs-
Willis’ssometimenamed-
Inthosetwosmooth-flooredupperhallsForfadedonessofamed?
WhereaswetrodtotrillingsoundThefanciedphantomsstoodaround,Orjoinedusinthemaze,OfthepowderedDearsfromGeorgianyears,Whosedustlayinsightlesssealed-upbiers,Thefairestofformerdays。
II
WhonowremembersgayCremorne,Andallitsjauntyjills,AndthosewildwhirlingfiguresbornOfJullien’sgrandquadrilles?
WithhatsonheadandmorningcoatsTherefootedtohisprancingnotesOurpartner-girlsandwe;
Andthegas-jetswinked,andthelustresclinked,AndtheplatformthrobbedaswitharmsenlinkedWemovedtotheminstrelsy。
III
WhonowrecallsthosecrowdedroomsOfoldyclept"TheArgyle,"
WheretothedeepDrum-polka’sboomsWehoppedinstandardstyle?
Whitherhavedancedthosedamselsnow!
IsDeaththepartnerwhodothmoueTheirwormychapsandbare?
DotheirspectresspinlikesparkswithinThesmokyhallsofthePrinceofSinToathunderousJullienair?
THEDEADMANWALKING
Theyhailmeasoneliving,Butdon’ttheyknowThatIhavediedoflateyears,Untombedalthough?
Iambutashapethatstandshere,Apulselessmould,Apalepastpicture,screeningAshesgonecold。
Notataminute’swarning,Notinaloudhour,FormeceasedTime’senchantmentsInhallandbower。
Therewasnotragictransit,Nocatchofbreath,WhensilentseasonsinchedmeOntothisdeath-
ATroubadour-youthIrambledWithLifeforlyre,ThebeatsofbeingragingInmelikefire。
ButwhenIpractisedeyeingThegoalofmen,Iticedme,andIperishedAlittlethen。
Whenpassedmyfriend,mykinsfolkThroughtheLastDoor,Andleftmestandingbleakly,Idiedyetmore;
AndwhenmyLove’sheartkindledInhateofme,WhereforeIknewnot,diedI
Onemoredegree。
AndifwhenIdiedfullyIcannotsay,Andchangedintothecorpse-thingIamto-day;
Yetisitthat,thoughwhilingThetimesomehowInwalking,talking,smiling,Ilivenotnow。
MORELOVELYRICS
1967
Infive-scoresummers!Allneweyes,Newminds,newmodes,newfools,newwise;
Newwoestoweep,newjoystoprize;
WithnothingleftofmeandyouInthatlivecentury’svividviewBeyondapinchofdustortwo;
Acenturywhich,ifnotsublime,Willshow,Idoubtnot,atitsprime,Ascopeabovethisblinkeredtime-
Yetwhattomehowfarabove?
ForIwouldonlyaskthereofThatthywormshouldbemyworm,Love!
16WESTBOURNEPARKVILLAS,1867。
HERDEFINITION
Ilingeredthroughthenighttobreakofday,Noroncedidsleepextendawingtome,IntentlybusiedwithavastarrayOfepithetsthatshouldoutfigurethee。
Full-featuredterms——allfitless——hastenedby,Andthissolespeechremained:"Thatmaidenmine!"-
DebarredfromduedescriptionthendidI
Perceivetheindefinitephrasecouldyetdefine。
AscommonchestsencasingwaresofpriceArebornewithtendernessthroughhallsofstate,Forwhattheycover,sothepoordeviceOfhomelywordingIcouldtolerate,KnowingitsunadornmentheldasfreightThesweetestimageoutsideParadise。
W。P。V。,Summer1866。
THEDIVISION
Rainonthewindows,creakingdoors,Withblaststhatbesomthegreen,AndIamhere,andyouarethere,Andahundredmilesbetween!
Owereitbuttheweather,Dear,OwereitbutthemilesThatsummedupallourseverance,Theremightberoomforsmiles。
Butthatthwartthingbetwixtustwain,Whichnothingcleavesorclears,Ismorethandistance,Dear,orrain,Andlongerthantheyears!
1893。
ONTHEDEPARTUREPLATFORM
Wekissedatthebarrier;andpassingthroughSheleftme,andmomentbymomentgotSmallerandsmaller,untiltomyviewShewasbutaspot;
AweewhitespotofmuslinfluffThatdownthediminishingplatformboreThroughhustlingcrowdsofgentleandroughTothecarriagedoor。
Underthelamplight’sfitfulglowers,Behinddarkgroupsfromfarandnear,Whoseinterestswereapartfromours,Shewoulddisappear,Thenshowagain,tillIceasedtoseeThatflexibleform,thatnebulouswhite;
AndshewhowasmorethanmylifetomeHadvanishedquite