首页 >出版文学> Three Ghost Stories>第3章
  "Condemned,"saidtheghost,"toshaveaconstantchangeofcustomers——now,me——now,ayoungman——now,thyselfasthouart——now,thyfather——now,thygrandfather;condemned,too,toliedownwithaskeletoneverynight,andtorisewithiteverymorning——"
  (Ishudderedonhearingthisdismalannouncement。)
  "Barber!Pursueme!"
  Ihadfelt,evenbeforethewordswereuttered,thatIwasunderaspelltopursuethephantom。Iimmediatelydidso,andwasinMasterB。’sroomnolonger。
  Mostpeopleknowwhatlongandfatiguingnightjourneyshadbeenforceduponthewitcheswhousedtoconfess,andwho,nodoubt,toldtheexacttruth——particularlyastheywerealwaysassistedwithleadingquestions,andtheTorturewasalwaysready。Iasseveratethat,duringmyoccupationofMasterB。’sroom,Iwastakenbytheghostthathauntedit,onexpeditionsfullyaslongandwildasanyofthose。Assuredly,Iwaspresentedtonoshabbyoldmanwithagoat’shornsandtail(somethingbetweenPanandanoldclothesman),holdingconventionalreceptions,asstupidasthoseofreallifeandlessdecent;but,Icameuponotherthingswhichappearedtometohavemoremeaning。
  ConfidentthatIspeakthetruthandshallbebelieved,IdeclarewithouthesitationthatIfollowedtheghost,inthefirstinstanceonabroom-stick,andafterwardsonarocking-horse。Theverysmelloftheanimal’spaint——especiallywhenIbroughtitout,bymakinghimwarm——Iamreadytoswearto。Ifollowedtheghost,afterwards,inahackneycoach;aninstitutionwiththepeculiarsmellofwhich,thepresentgenerationisunacquainted,buttowhichIamagainreadytoswearasacombinationofstable,dogwiththemange,andveryoldbellows。(Inthis,Iappealtopreviousgenerationstoconfirmorrefuteme。)Ipursuedthephantom,onaheadlessdonkey:
  atleast,uponadonkeywhowassointerestedinthestateofhisstomachthathisheadwasalwaysdownthere,investigatingit;onponies,expresslyborntokickupbehind;onroundaboutsandswings,fromfairs;inthefirstcab——anotherforgotteninstitutionwherethefareregularlygotintobed,andwastuckedupwiththedriver。
  NottotroubleyouwithadetailedaccountofallmytravelsinpursuitoftheghostofMasterB。,whichwerelongerandmorewonderfulthanthoseofSinbadtheSailor,Iwillconfinemyselftooneexperiencefromwhichyoumayjudgeofmany。
  Iwasmarvellouslychanged。Iwasmyself,yetnotmyself。Iwasconsciousofsomethingwithinme,whichhasbeenthesameallthroughmylife,andwhichIhavealwaysrecognisedunderallitsphasesandvarietiesasneveraltering,andyetIwasnottheIwhohadgonetobedinMasterB。’sroom。Ihadthesmoothestoffacesandtheshortestoflegs,andIhadtakenanothercreaturelikemyself,alsowiththesmoothestoffacesandtheshortestoflegs,behindadoor,andwasconfidingtohimapropositionofthemostastoundingnature。
  Thispropositionwas,thatweshouldhaveaSeraglio。
  Theothercreatureassentedwarmly。Hehadnonotionofrespectability,neitherhadI。ItwasthecustomoftheEast,itwasthewayofthegoodCaliphHarounAlraschid(letmehavethecorruptednameagainforonce,itissoscentedwithsweetmemories!),theusagewashighlylaudable,andmostworthyofimitation。"O,yes!Letus,"saidtheothercreaturewithajump,"haveaSeraglio。"
  ItwasnotbecauseweentertainedthefaintestdoubtsofthemeritoriouscharacteroftheOrientalestablishmentweproposedtoimport,thatweperceiveditmustbekeptasecretfromMissGriffin。ItwasbecauseweknewMissGriffintobebereftofhumansympathies,andincapableofappreciatingthegreatnessofthegreatHaroun。MysteryimpenetrablyshroudedfromMissGriffinthen,letusentrustittoMissBule。
  WewereteninMissGriffin’sestablishmentbyHampsteadPonds;
  eightladiesandtwogentlemen。MissBule,whomIjudgetohaveattainedtheripeageofeightornine,tooktheleadinsociety。I
  openedthesubjecttoherinthecourseoftheday,andproposedthatsheshouldbecometheFavourite。
  MissBule,afterstrugglingwiththediffidencesonaturalto,andcharmingin,heradorablesex,expressedherselfasflatteredbytheidea,butwishedtoknowhowitwasproposedtoprovideforMissPipson?MissBule——whowasunderstoodtohavevowedtowardsthatyounglady,afriendship,halves,andnosecrets,untildeath,ontheChurchServiceandLessonscompleteintwovolumeswithcaseandlock——MissBulesaidshecouldnot,asthefriendofPipson,disguisefromherself,orme,thatPipsonwasnotoneofthecommon。
  Now,MissPipson,havingcurlyhairandblueeyes(whichwasmyideaofanythingmortalandfemininethatwascalledFair),IpromptlyrepliedthatIregardedMissPipsoninthelightofaFairCircassian。
  "Andwhatthen?"MissBulepensivelyasked。
  IrepliedthatshemustbeinveigledbyaMerchant,broughttomeveiled,andpurchasedasaslave。
  [TheothercreaturehadalreadyfallenintothesecondmaleplaceintheState,andwassetapartforGrandVizier。Heafterwardsresistedthisdisposalofevents,buthadhishairpulleduntilheyielded。]
  "ShallInotbejealous?"MissBuleinquired,castingdownhereyes。
  "Zobeide,no,"Ireplied;"youwilleverbethefavouriteSultana;
  thefirstplaceinmyheart,andonmythrone,willbeeveryours。"
  MissBule,uponthatassurance,consentedtopropoundtheideatohersevenbeautifulcompanions。Itoccurringtome,inthecourseofthesameday,thatweknewwecouldtrustagrinningandgood-
  naturedsoulcalledTabby,whowastheservingdrudgeofthehouse,andhadnomorefigurethanoneofthebeds,anduponwhosefacetherewasalwaysmoreorlessblack-lead,IslippedintoMissBule’shandaftersupper,alittlenotetothateffect;dwellingontheblack-leadasbeinginamannerdepositedbythefingerofProvidence,pointingTabbyoutforMesrour,thecelebratedchiefoftheBlacksoftheHareem。
  Thereweredifficultiesintheformationofthedesiredinstitution,asthereareinallcombinations。Theothercreatureshowedhimselfofalowcharacter,and,whendefeatedinaspiringtothethrone,pretendedtohaveconscientiousscruplesaboutprostratinghimselfbeforetheCaliph;wouldn’tcallhimCommanderoftheFaithful;
  spokeofhimslightinglyandinconsistentlyasamere"chap;"saidhe,theothercreature,"wouldn’tplay"——Play!——andwasotherwisecoarseandoffensive。Thismeannessofdispositionwas,however,putdownbythegeneralindignationofanunitedSeraglio,andI
  becameblessedinthesmilesofeightofthefairestofthedaughtersofmen。
  ThesmilescouldonlybebestowedwhenMissGriffinwaslookinganotherway,andonlytheninaverywarymanner,fortherewasalegendamongthefollowersoftheProphetthatshesawwithalittleroundornamentinthemiddleofthepatternonthebackofhershawl。Buteverydayafterdinner,foranhour,wewerealltogether,andthentheFavouriteandtherestoftheRoyalHareemcompetedwhoshouldmostbeguiletheleisureoftheSereneHarounreposingfromthecaresofState——whichweregenerally,asinmostaffairsofState,ofanarithmeticalcharacter,theCommanderoftheFaithfulbeingafearfulboggleratasum。
  Ontheseoccasions,thedevotedMesrour,chiefoftheBlacksoftheHareem,wasalwaysinattendance(MissGriffinusuallyringingforthatofficer,atthesametime,withgreatvehemence),butneveracquittedhimselfinamannerworthyofhishistoricalreputation。
  Inthefirstplace,hisbringingabroomintotheDivanoftheCaliph,evenwhenHarounworeonhisshoulderstheredrobeofanger(MissPipson’spelisse),thoughitmightbegotoverforthemoment,wasnevertobequitesatisfactorilyaccountedfor。Inthesecondplace,hisbreakingoutintogrinningexclamationsof"Lorkyoupretties!"wasneitherEasternnorrespectful。Inthethirdplace,whenspeciallyinstructedtosay"Bismillah!"healwayssaid"Hallelujah!"Thisofficer,unlikehisclass,wastoogood-humouredaltogether,kepthismouthopenfartoowide,expressedapprobationtoanincongruousextent,andevenonce——itwasontheoccasionofthepurchaseoftheFairCircassianforfivehundredthousandpursesofgold,andcheap,too——embracedtheSlave,theFavourite,andtheCaliph,allround。(ParentheticallyletmesayGodblessMesrour,andmaytherehavebeensonsanddaughtersonthattenderbosom,softeningmanyaharddaysince!)
  MissGriffinwasamodelofpropriety,andIamatalosstoimaginewhatthefeelingsofthevirtuouswomanwouldhavebeen,ifshehadknown,whensheparadedusdowntheHampsteadRoadtwoandtwo,thatshewaswalkingwithastatelystepattheheadofPolygamyandMahomedanism。IbelievethatamysteriousandterriblejoywithwhichthecontemplationofMissGriffin,inthisunconsciousstate,inspiredus,andagrimsenseprevalentamongusthattherewasadreadfulpowerinourknowledgeofwhatMissGriffin(whoknewallthingsthatcouldbelearntoutofbook)didn’tknow,werethemain-
  springofthepreservationofoursecret。Itwaswonderfullykept,butwasonceuponthevergeofself-betrayal。ThedangerandescapeoccurreduponaSunday。Wewerealltenrangedinaconspicuouspartofthegalleryatchurch,withMissGriffinatourhead——aswewereeverySunday——advertisingtheestablishmentinanunsecularsortofway——whenthedescriptionofSolomoninhisdomesticgloryhappenedtoberead。Themomentthatmonarchwasthusreferredto,consciencewhisperedme,"Thou,too,Haroun!"Theofficiatingministerhadacastinhiseye,anditassistedconsciencebygivinghimtheappearanceofreadingpersonallyatme。Acrimsonblush,attendedbyafearfulperspiration,suffusedmyfeatures。TheGrandVizierbecamemoredeadthanalive,andthewholeSeraglioreddenedasifthesunsetofBagdadshonedirectupontheirlovelyfaces。AtthisportentoustimetheawfulGriffinrose,andbalefullysurveyedthechildrenofIslam。Myownimpressionwas,thatChurchandStatehadenteredintoaconspiracywithMissGriffintoexposeus,andthatweshouldallbeputintowhitesheets,andexhibitedinthecentreaisle。But,soWesterly——ifImaybeallowedtheexpressionasoppositetoEasternassociations——wasMissGriffin’ssenseofrectitude,thatshemerelysuspectedApples,andweweresaved。
  IhavecalledtheSeraglio,united。Uponthequestion,solely,whethertheCommanderoftheFaithfuldurstexercisearightofkissinginthatsanctuaryofthepalace,wereitspeerlessinmatesdivided。Zobeideassertedacounter-rightintheFavouritetoscratch,andthefairCircassianputherface,forrefuge,intoagreenbaizebag,originallydesignedforbooks。Ontheotherhand,ayoungantelopeoftranscendentbeautyfromthefruitfulplainsofCamdenTown(whenceshehadbeenbrought,bytraders,inthehalf-
  yearlycaravanthatcrossedtheintermediatedesertaftertheholidays),heldmoreliberalopinions,butstipulatedforlimitingthebenefitofthemtothatdog,andsonofadog,theGrandVizier——
  whohadnorights,andwasnotinquestion。Atlength,thedifficultywascompromisedbytheinstallationofaveryyouthfulslaveasDeputy。She,raiseduponastool,officiallyreceiveduponhercheeksthesalutesintendedbythegraciousHarounforotherSultanas,andwasprivatelyrewardedfromthecoffersoftheLadiesoftheHareem。
  Andnowitwas,atthefullheightofenjoymentofmybliss,thatI
  becameheavilytroubled。Ibegantothinkofmymother,andwhatshewouldsaytomytakinghomeatMidsummereightofthemostbeautifulofthedaughtersofmen,butallunexpected。Ithoughtofthenumberofbedswemadeupatourhouse,ofmyfather’sincome,andofthebaker,andmydespondencyredoubled。TheSeraglioandmaliciousVizier,diviningthecauseoftheirLord’sunhappiness,didtheirutmosttoaugmentit。Theyprofessedunboundedfidelity,anddeclaredthattheywouldliveanddiewithhim。Reducedtotheutmostwretchednessbytheseprotestationsofattachment,Ilayawake,forhoursatatime,ruminatingonmyfrightfullot。Inmydespair,IthinkImighthavetakenanearlyopportunityoffallingonmykneesbeforeMissGriffin,avowingmyresemblancetoSolomon,andprayingtobedealtwithaccordingtotheoutragedlawsofmycountry,ifanunthought-ofmeansofescapehadnotopenedbeforeme。
  Oneday,wewereoutwalking,twoandtwo——onwhichoccasiontheVizierhadhisusualinstructionstotakenoteoftheboyattheturn-pike,andifheprofanelygazed(whichhealwaysdid)atthebeautiesoftheHareem,tohavehimbowstrunginthecourseofthenight——andithappenedthatourheartswereveiledingloom。AnunaccountableactiononthepartoftheantelopehadplungedtheStateintodisgrace。Thatcharmer,ontherepresentationthatthepreviousdaywasherbirthday,andthatvasttreasureshadbeensentinahamperforitscelebration(bothbaselessassertions),hadsecretlybutmostpressinglyinvitedthirty-fiveneighbouringprincesandprincessestoaballandsupper:withaspecialstipulationthattheywere"nottobefetchedtilltwelve。"Thiswanderingoftheantelope’sfancy,ledtothesurprisingarrivalatMissGriffin’sdoor,indiversequipagesandundervariousescorts,ofagreatcompanyinfulldress,whoweredepositedonthetopstepinaflushofhighexpectancy,andwhoweredismissedintears。Atthebeginningofthedoubleknocksattendantontheseceremonies,theantelopehadretiredtoabackattic,andboltedherselfin;andateverynewarrival,MissGriffinhadgonesomuchmoreandmoredistracted,thatatlastshehadbeenseentotearherfront。
  Ultimatecapitulationonthepartoftheoffender,hadbeenfollowedbysolitudeinthelinen-closet,breadandwaterandalecturetoall,ofvindictivelength,inwhichMissGriffinhadusedexpressions:Firstly,"Ibelieveyouallofyouknewofit;"
  Secondly,"Everyoneofyouisaswickedasanother;"Thirdly,"A
  packoflittlewretches。"
  Underthesecircumstances,wewerewalkingdrearilyalong;andI
  especially,withmy。Moosulmaunresponsibilitiesheavyonme,wasinaverylowstateofmind;whenastrangemanaccostedMissGriffin,and,afterwalkingonathersideforalittlewhileandtalkingwithher,lookedatme。Supposinghimtobeaminionofthelaw,andthatmyhourwascome,Iinstantlyranaway,withthegeneralpurposeofmakingforEgypt。
  ThewholeSeragliocriedout,whentheysawmemakingoffasfastasmylegswouldcarryme(Ihadanimpressionthatthefirstturningontheleft,androundbythepublic-house,wouldbetheshortestwaytothePyramids),MissGriffinscreamedafterme,thefaithlessVizierranafterme,andtheboyattheturnpikedodgedmeintoacorner,likeasheep,andcutmeoff。NobodyscoldedmewhenIwastakenandbroughtback;MissGriffinonlysaid,withastunninggentleness,Thiswasverycurious!WhyhadIrunawaywhenthegentlemanlookedatme?
  IfIhadhadanybreathtoanswerwith,IdaresayIshouldhavemadenoanswer;havingnobreath,Icertainlymadenone。MissGriffinandthestrangemantookmebetweenthem,andwalkedmebacktothepalaceinasortofstate;butnotatall(asIcouldn’thelpfeeling,withastonishment)inculpritstate。
  Whenwegotthere,wewentintoaroombyourselves,andMissGriffincalledintoherassistance,Mesrour,chiefoftheduskyguardsoftheHareem。Mesrour,onbeingwhisperedto,begantoshedtears。"Blessyou,myprecious!"saidthatofficer,turningtome;
  "yourPa’stookbitterbad!"
  Iasked,withaflutteredheart,"Isheveryill?"
  "Lordtemperthewindtoyou,mylamb!"saidthegoodMesrour,kneelingdown,thatImighthaveacomfortingshoulderformyheadtoreston,"yourPa’sdead!"
  HarounAlraschidtooktoflightatthewords;theSeragliovanished;
  fromthatmoment,Ineveragainsawoneoftheeightofthefairestofthedaughtersofmen。
  Iwastakenhome,andtherewasDebtathomeaswellasDeath,andwehadasalethere。MyownlittlebedwassosuperciliouslylookeduponbyaPowerunknowntome,hazilycalled"TheTrade,"thatabrasscoal-scuttle,aroasting-jack,andabirdcage,wereobligedtobeputintoittomakeaLotofit,andthenitwentforasong。SoIheardmentioned,andIwonderedwhatsong,andthoughtwhatadismalsongitmusthavebeentosing!
  Then,Iwassenttoagreat,cold,bare,schoolofbigboys;whereeverythingtoeatandwearwasthickandclumpy,withoutbeingenough;whereeverybody,largoandsmall,wascruel;wheretheboysknewallaboutthesale,beforeIgotthere,andaskedmewhatIhadfetched,andwhohadboughtme,andhootedatme,"Going,going,gone!"IneverwhisperedinthatwretchedplacethatIhadbeenHaroun,orhadhadaSeraglio:for,IknewthatifImentionedmyreverses,Ishouldbesoworried,thatIshouldhavetodrownmyselfinthemuddypondneartheplayground,whichlookedlikethebeer。
  Ahme,ahme!Nootherghosthashauntedtheboy’sroom,myfriends,sinceIhaveoccupiedit,thantheghostofmyownchildhood,theghostofmyowninnocence,theghostofmyownairybelief。ManyatimehaveIpursuedthephantom:neverwiththisman’sstrideofminetocomeupwithit,neverwiththeseman’shandsofminetotouchit,nevermoretothisman’sheartofminetoholditinitspurity。Andhereyouseemeworkingout,ascheerfullyandthankfullyasImay,mydoomofshavingintheglassaconstantchangeofcustomers,andoflyingdownandrisingupwiththeskeletonallottedtomeformymortalcompanion。
  THETRIALFORMURDER。
  Ihavealwaysnoticedaprevalentwantofcourage,evenamongpersonsofsuperiorintelligenceandculture,astoimpartingtheirownpsychologicalexperienceswhenthosehavebeenofastrangesort。Almostallmenareafraidthatwhattheycouldrelateinsuchwisewouldfindnoparallelorresponseinalistener’sinternallife,andmightbesuspectedorlaughedat。Atruthfultraveller,whoshouldhaveseensomeextraordinarycreatureinthelikenessofasea-serpent,wouldhavenofearofmentioningit;butthesametraveller,havinghadsomesingularpresentiment,impulse,vagaryofthought,vision(so-called),dream,orotherremarkablementalimpression,wouldhesitateconsiderablybeforehewouldowntoit。
  TothisreticenceIattributemuchoftheobscurityinwhichsuchsubjectsareinvolved。Wedonothabituallycommunicateourexperiencesofthesesubjectivethingsaswedoourexperiencesofobjectivecreation。Theconsequenceis,thatthegeneralstockofexperienceinthisregardappearsexceptional,andreallyisso,inrespectofbeingmiserablyimperfect。
  InwhatIamgoingtorelate,Ihavenointentionofsettingup,opposing,orsupporting,anytheorywhatever。IknowthehistoryoftheBooksellerofBerlin,IhavestudiedthecaseofthewifeofalateAstronomerRoyalasrelatedbySirDavidBrewster,andIhavefollowedtheminutestdetailsofamuchmoreremarkablecaseofSpectralIllusionoccurringwithinmyprivatecircleoffriends。Itmaybenecessarytostateastothislast,thatthesufferer(alady)wasinnodegree,howeverdistant,relatedtome。Amistakenassumptiononthatheadmightsuggestanexplanationofapartofmyowncase,——butonlyapart,——whichwouldbewhollywithoutfoundation。Itcannotbereferredtomyinheritanceofanydevelopedpeculiarity,norhadIeverbeforeanyatallsimilarexperience,norhaveIeverhadanyatallsimilarexperiencesince。
  Itdoesnotsignifyhowmanyyearsago,orhowfew,acertainmurderwascommittedinEngland,whichattractedgreatattention。Wehearmorethanenoughofmurderersastheyriseinsuccessiontotheiratrociouseminence,andIwouldburythememoryofthisparticularbrute,ifIcould,ashisbodywasburied,inNewgateJail。I
  purposelyabstainfromgivinganydirectcluetothecriminal’sindividuality。
  Whenthemurderwasfirstdiscovered,nosuspicionfell——orIoughtrathertosay,forIcannotbetoopreciseinmyfacts,itwasnowherepubliclyhintedthatanysuspicionfell——onthemanwhowasafterwardsbroughttotrial。Asnoreferencewasatthattimemadetohiminthenewspapers,itisobviouslyimpossiblethatanydescriptionofhimcanatthattimehavebeengiveninthenewspapers。Itisessentialthatthisfactberemembered。
  Unfoldingatbreakfastmymorningpaper,containingtheaccountofthatfirstdiscovery,Ifoundittobedeeplyinteresting,andI
  readitwithcloseattention。Ireadittwice,ifnotthreetimes。
  Thediscoveryhadbeenmadeinabedroom,and,whenIlaiddownthepaper,Iwasawareofaflash——rush——flow——Idonotknowwhattocallit,——nowordIcanfindissatisfactorilydescriptive,——inwhichIseemedtoseethatbedroompassingthroughmyroom,likeapictureimpossiblypaintedonarunningriver。Thoughalmostinstantaneousinitspassing,itwasperfectlyclear;soclearthatIdistinctly,andwithasenseofrelief,observedtheabsenceofthedeadbodyfromthebed。
  ItwasinnoromanticplacethatIhadthiscurioussensation,butinchambersinPiccadilly,veryneartothecornerofSt。James’sStreet。Itwasentirelynewtome。Iwasinmyeasy-chairatthemoment,andthesensationwasaccompaniedwithapeculiarshiverwhichstartedthechairfromitsposition。(Butitistobenotedthatthechairraneasilyoncastors。)Iwenttooneofthewindows(therearetwointheroom,andtheroomisonthesecondfloor)torefreshmyeyeswiththemovingobjectsdowninPiccadilly。Itwasabrightautumnmorning,andthestreetwassparklingandcheerful。
  Thewindwashigh。AsIlookedout,itbroughtdownfromtheParkaquantityoffallenleaves,whichagusttook,andwhirledintoaspiralpillar。Asthepillarfellandtheleavesdispersed,Isawtwomenontheoppositesideoftheway,goingfromWesttoEast。
  Theywereonebehindtheother。Theforemostmanoftenlookedbackoverhisshoulder。Thesecondmanfollowedhim,atadistanceofsomethirtypaces,withhisrighthandmenacinglyraised。First,thesingularityandsteadinessofthisthreateninggestureinsopublicathoroughfareattractedmyattention;andnext,themoreremarkablecircumstancethatnobodyheededit。Bothmenthreadedtheirwayamongtheotherpassengerswithasmoothnesshardlyconsistentevenwiththeactionofwalkingonapavement;andnosinglecreature,thatIcouldsee,gavethemplace,touchedthem,orlookedafterthem。Inpassingbeforemywindows,theybothstaredupatme。Isawtheirtwofacesverydistinctly,andIknewthatI
  couldrecognisethemanywhere。NotthatIhadconsciouslynoticedanythingveryremarkableineitherface,exceptthatthemanwhowentfirsthadanunusuallyloweringappearance,andthatthefaceofthemanwhofollowedhimwasofthecolourofimpurewax。
  Iamabachelor,andmyvaletandhiswifeconstitutemywholeestablishment。MyoccupationisinacertainBranchBank,andI
  wishthatmydutiesasheadofaDepartmentwereaslightastheyarepopularlysupposedtobe。Theykeptmeintownthatautumn,whenIstoodinneedofchange。Iwasnotill,butIwasnotwell。
  Myreaderistomakethemostthatcanbereasonablymadeofmyfeelingjaded,havingadepressingsenseuponmeofamonotonouslife,andbeing"slightlydyspeptic。"Iamassuredbymyrenowneddoctorthatmyrealstateofhealthatthattimejustifiesnostrongerdescription,andIquotehisownfromhiswrittenanswertomyrequestforit。
  Asthecircumstancesofthemurder,graduallyunravelling,tookstrongerandstrongerpossessionofthepublicmind,Ikeptthemawayfromminebyknowingaslittleaboutthemaswaspossibleinthemidstoftheuniversalexcitement。ButIknewthataverdictofWilfulMurderhadbeenfoundagainstthesuspectedmurderer,andthathehadbeencommittedtoNewgatefortrial。IalsoknewthathistrialhadbeenpostponedoveroneSessionsoftheCentralCriminalCourt,onthegroundofgeneralprejudiceandwantoftimeforthepreparationofthedefence。Imayfurtherhaveknown,butI
  believeIdidnot,when,oraboutwhen,theSessionstowhichhistrialstoodpostponedwouldcomeon。
  Mysitting-room,bedroom,anddressing-room,areallononefloor。
  Withthelastthereisnocommunicationbutthroughthebedroom。
  True,thereisadoorinit,oncecommunicatingwiththestaircase;
  butapartofthefittingofmybathhasbeen——andhadthenbeenforsomeyears——fixedacrossit。Atthesameperiod,andasapartofthesamearrangement,——thedoorhadbeennailedupandcanvasedover。
  Iwasstandinginmybedroomlateonenight,givingsomedirectionstomyservantbeforehewenttobed。Myfacewastowardstheonlyavailabledoorofcommunicationwiththedressing-room,anditwasclosed。Myservant’sbackwastowardsthatdoor。WhileIwasspeakingtohim,Isawitopen,andamanlookin,whoveryearnestlyandmysteriouslybeckonedtome。ThatmanwasthemanwhohadgonesecondofthetwoalongPiccadilly,andwhosefacewasofthecolourofimpurewax。
  Thefigure,havingbeckoned,drewback,andclosedthedoor。Withnolongerpausethanwasmadebymycrossingthebedroom,Iopenedthedressing-roomdoor,andlookedin。Ihadalightedcandlealreadyinmyhand。Ifeltnoinwardexpectationofseeingthefigureinthedressing-room,andIdidnotseeitthere。
  Consciousthatmyservantstoodamazed,Iturnedroundtohim,andsaid:"Derrick,couldyoubelievethatinmycoolsensesIfanciedIsawa——"AsItherelaidmyhanduponhisbreast,withasuddenstarthetrembledviolently,andsaid,"OLord,yes,sir!Adeadmanbeckoning!"
  NowIdonotbelievethatthisJohnDerrick,mytrustyandattachedservantformorethantwentyyears,hadanyimpressionwhateverofhavingseenanysuchfigure,untilItouchedhim。Thechangeinhimwassostartling,whenItouchedhim,thatIfullybelievehederivedhisimpressioninsomeoccultmannerfrommeatthatinstant。
  IbadeJohnDerrickbringsomebrandy,andIgavehimadram,andwasgladtotakeonemyself。Ofwhathadprecededthatnight’sphenomenon,Itoldhimnotasingleword。Reflectingonit,IwasabsolutelycertainthatIhadneverseenthatfacebefore,exceptontheoneoccasioninPiccadilly。ComparingitsexpressionwhenbeckoningatthedoorwithitsexpressionwhenithadstaredupatmeasIstoodatmywindow,Icametotheconclusionthatonthefirstoccasionithadsoughttofastenitselfuponmymemory,andthatonthesecondoccasionithadmadesureofbeingimmediatelyremembered。
  Iwasnotverycomfortablethatnight,thoughIfeltacertainty,difficulttoexplain,thatthefigurewouldnotreturn。AtdaylightIfellintoaheavysleep,fromwhichIwasawakenedbyJohnDerrick’scomingtomybedsidewithapaperinhishand。
  Thispaper,itappeared,hadbeenthesubjectofanaltercationatthedoorbetweenitsbearerandmyservant。ItwasasummonstometoserveuponaJuryattheforthcomingSessionsoftheCentralCriminalCourtattheOldBailey。IhadneverbeforebeensummonedonsuchaJury,asJohnDerrickwellknew。Hebelieved——Iamnotcertainatthishourwhetherwithreasonorotherwise——thatthatclassofJurorswerecustomarilychosenonalowerqualificationthanmine,andhehadatfirstrefusedtoacceptthesummons。Themanwhoservedithadtakenthematterverycoolly。Hehadsaidthatmyattendanceornon-attendancewasnothingtohim;therethesummonswas;andIshoulddealwithitatmyownperil,andnotathis。
  ForadayortwoIwasundecidedwhethertorespondtothiscall,ortakenonoticeofit。Iwasnotconsciousoftheslightestmysteriousbias,influence,orattraction,onewayorother。OfthatIamasstrictlysureasofeveryotherstatementthatImakehere。UltimatelyIdecided,asabreakinthemonotonyofmylife,thatIwouldgo。
  TheappointedmorningwasarawmorninginthemonthofNovember。
  TherewasadensebrownfoginPiccadilly,anditbecamepositivelyblackandinthelastdegreeoppressiveEastofTempleBar。IfoundthepassagesandstaircasesoftheCourt-Houseflaringlylightedwithgas,andtheCourtitselfsimilarlyilluminated。ITHINKthat,untilIwasconductedbyofficersintotheOldCourtandsawitscrowdedstate,IdidnotknowthattheMurdererwastobetriedthatday。ITHINKthat,untilIwassohelpedintotheOldCourtwithconsiderabledifficulty,IdidnotknowintowhichofthetwoCourtssittingmysummonswouldtakeme。Butthismustnotbereceivedasapositiveassertion,forIamnotcompletelysatisfiedinmymindoneitherpoint。
  ItookmyseatintheplaceappropriatedtoJurorsinwaiting,andI
  lookedabouttheCourtaswellasIcouldthroughthecloudoffogandbreaththatwasheavyinit。Inoticedtheblackvapourhanginglikeamurkycurtainoutsidethegreatwindows,andInoticedthestifledsoundofwheelsonthestrawortanthatwaslitteredinthestreet;also,thehumofthepeoplegatheredthere,whichashrillwhistle,oraloudersongorhailthantherest,occasionallypierced。SoonafterwardstheJudges,twoinnumber,entered,andtooktheirseats。ThebuzzintheCourtwasawfullyhushed。ThedirectionwasgiventoputtheMurderertothebar。Heappearedthere。AndinthatsameinstantIrecognisedinhimthefirstofthetwomenwhohadgonedownPiccadilly。
  Ifmynamehadbeencalledthen,IdoubtifIcouldhaveansweredtoitaudibly。Butitwascalledaboutsixthoreighthinthepanel,andIwasbythattimeabletosay,"Here!"Now,observe。AsI
  steppedintothebox,theprisoner,whohadbeenlookingonattentively,butwithnosignofconcern,becameviolentlyagitated,andbeckonedtohisattorney。Theprisoner’swishtochallengemewassomanifest,thatitoccasionedapause,duringwhichtheattorney,withhishanduponthedock,whisperedwithhisclient,andshookhishead。Iafterwardshaditfromthatgentleman,thattheprisoner’sfirstaffrightedwordstohimwere,"ATALLHAZARDS,CHALLENGETHATMAN!"Butthat,ashewouldgivenoreasonforit,andadmittedthathehadnotevenknownmynameuntilhehearditcalledandIappeared,itwasnotdone。
  Bothonthegroundalreadyexplained,thatIwishtoavoidrevivingtheunwholesomememoryofthatMurderer,andalsobecauseadetailedaccountofhislongtrialisbynomeansindispensabletomynarrative,Ishallconfinemyselfcloselytosuchincidentsinthetendaysandnightsduringwhichwe,theJury,werekepttogether,asdirectlybearonmyowncuriouspersonalexperience。Itisinthat,andnotintheMurderer,thatIseektointerestmyreader。
  Itistothat,andnottoapageoftheNewgateCalendar,thatIbegattention。
  IwaschosenForemanoftheJury。Onthesecondmorningofthetrial,afterevidencehadbeentakenfortwohours(Iheardthechurchclocksstrike),happeningtocastmyeyesovermybrotherjurymen,Ifoundaninexplicabledifficultyincountingthem。I
  countedthemseveraltimes,yetalwayswiththesamedifficulty。Inshort,Imadethemonetoomany。
  Itouchedthebrotherjurymenwhoseplacewasnextme,andI
  whisperedtohim,"Obligemebycountingus。"Helookedsurprisedbytherequest,butturnedhisheadandcounted。"Why,"sayshe,suddenly,"weareThirt-;butno,it’snotpossible。No。Wearetwelve。"
  Accordingtomycountingthatday,wewerealwaysrightindetail,butinthegrosswewerealwaysonetoomany。Therewasnoappearance——nofigure——toaccountforit;butIhadnowaninwardforeshadowingofthefigurethatwassurelycoming。
  TheJurywerehousedattheLondonTavern。Weallsleptinonelargeroomonseparatetables,andwewereconstantlyinthechargeandundertheeyeoftheofficersworntoholdusinsafe-keeping。
  Iseenoreasonforsuppressingtherealnameofthatofficer。Hewasintelligent,highlypolite,andobliging,and(Iwasgladtohear)muchrespectedintheCity。Hehadanagreeablepresence,goodeyes,enviableblackwhiskers,andafinesonorousvoice。HisnamewasMr。Harker。
  Whenweturnedintoourtwelvebedsatnight,Mr。Harker’sbedwasdrawnacrossthedoor。Onthenightofthesecondday,notbeingdisposedtoliedown,andseeingMr。Harkersittingonhisbed,I
  wentandsatbesidehim,andofferedhimapinchofsnuff。AsMr。
  Harker’shandtouchedmineintakingitfrommybox,apeculiarshivercrossedhim,andhesaid,"Whoisthis?"
  FollowingMr。Harker’seyes,andlookingalongtheroom,IsawagainthefigureIexpected,——thesecondofthetwomenwhohadgonedownPiccadilly。Irose,andadvancedafewsteps;thenstopped,andlookedroundatMr。Harker。Hewasquiteunconcerned,laughed,andsaidinapleasantway,"Ithoughtforamomentwehadathirteenthjuryman,withoutabed。ButIseeitisthemoonlight。"
  MakingnorevelationtoMr。Harker,butinvitinghimtotakeawalkwithmetotheendoftheroom,Iwatchedwhatthefiguredid。Itstoodforafewmomentsbythebedsideofeachofmyelevenbrotherjurymen,closetothepillow。Italwayswenttotheright-handsideofthebed,andalwayspassedoutcrossingthefootofthenextbed。
  Itseemed,fromtheactionofthehead,merelytolookdownpensivelyateachrecumbentfigure。Ittooknonoticeofme,orofmybed,whichwasthatnearesttoMr。Harker’s。Itseemedtogooutwherethemoonlightcamein,throughahighwindow,asbyanaerialflightofstairs。
  Nextmorningatbreakfast,itappearedthateverybodypresenthaddreamedofthemurderedmanlastnight,exceptmyselfandMr。
  Harker。
  InowfeltasconvincedthatthesecondmanwhohadgonedownPiccadillywasthemurderedman(sotospeak),asifithadbeenborneintomycomprehensionbyhisimmediatetestimony。Buteventhistookplace,andinamannerforwhichIwasnotatallprepared。
  Onthefifthdayofthetrial,whenthecasefortheprosecutionwasdrawingtoaclose,aminiatureofthemurderedman,missingfromhisbedroomuponthediscoveryofthedeed,andafterwardsfoundinahiding-placewheretheMurdererhadbeenseendigging,wasputinevidence。Havingbeenidentifiedbythewitnessunderexamination,itwashandeduptotheBench,andthencehandeddowntobeinspectedbytheJury。Asanofficerinablackgownwasmakinghiswaywithitacrosstome,thefigureofthesecondmanwhohadgonedownPiccadillyimpetuouslystartedfromthecrowd,caughttheminiaturefromtheofficer,andgaveittomewithhisownhands,atthesametimesaying,inalowandhollowtone,——beforeIsawtheminiature,whichwasinalocket,——"IWASYOUNGERTHEN,ANDMYFACE
  WASNOTTHENDRAINEDOFBLOOD。"ItalsocamebetweenmeandthebrotherjurymantowhomIwouldhavegiventheminiature,andbetweenhimandthebrotherjurymantowhomhewouldhavegivenit,andsopasseditonthroughthewholeofournumber,andbackintomypossession。Notoneofthem,however,detectedthis。
  Attable,andgenerallywhenwewereshutuptogetherinMr。
  Harker’scustody,wehadfromthefirstnaturallydiscussedtheday’sproceedingsagooddeal。Onthatfifthday,thecasefortheprosecutionbeingclosed,andwehavingthatsideofthequestioninacompletedshapebeforeus,ourdiscussionwasmoreanimatedandserious。Amongournumberwasavestryman,——thedensestidiotI
  haveeverseenatlarge,——whomettheplainestevidencewiththemostpreposterousobjections,andwhowassidedwithbytwoflabbyparochialparasites;allthethreeimpanelledfromadistrictsodeliveredovertoFeverthattheyoughttohavebeenupontheirowntrialforfivehundredMurders。Whenthesemischievousblockheadswereattheirloudest,whichwastowardsmidnight,whilesomeofuswerealreadypreparingforbed,Iagainsawthemurderedman。Hestoodgrimlybehindthem,beckoningtome。Onmygoingtowardsthem,andstrikingintotheconversation,heimmediatelyretired。
  Thiswasthebeginningofaseparateseriesofappearances,confinedtothatlongroominwhichwewereconfined。Wheneveraknotofmybrotherjurymenlaidtheirheadstogether,Isawtheheadofthemurderedmanamongtheirs。Whenevertheircomparisonofnoteswasgoingagainsthim,hewouldsolemnlyandirresistiblybeckontome。
  Itwillbeborneinmindthatdowntotheproductionoftheminiature,onthefifthdayofthetrial,IhadneverseentheAppearanceinCourt。Threechangesoccurrednowthatweenteredonthecaseforthedefence。TwoofthemIwillmentiontogether,first。ThefigurewasnowinCourtcontinually,anditneverthereaddresseditselftome,butalwaystothepersonwhowasspeakingatthetime。Forinstance:thethroatofthemurderedmanhadbeencutstraightacross。Intheopeningspeechforthedefence,itwassuggestedthatthedeceasedmighthavecuthisownthroat。Atthatverymoment,thefigure,withitsthroatinthedreadfulconditionreferredto(thisithadconcealedbefore),stoodatthespeaker’selbow,motioningacrossandacrossitswindpipe,nowwiththerighthand,nowwiththeleft,vigorouslysuggestingtothespeakerhimselftheimpossibilityofsuchawoundhavingbeenself-inflictedbyeitherhand。Foranotherinstance:awitnesstocharacter,awoman,deposedtotheprisoner’sbeingthemostamiableofmankind。
  Thefigureatthatinstantstoodonthefloorbeforeher,lookingherfullintheface,andpointingouttheprisoner’sevilcountenancewithanextendedarmandanoutstretchedfinger。
  Thethirdchangenowtobeaddedimpressedmestronglyasthemostmarkedandstrikingofall。Idonottheoriseuponit;Iaccuratelystateit,andthereleaveit。AlthoughtheAppearancewasnotitselfperceivedbythosewhomitaddressed,itscomingclosetosuchpersonswasinvariablyattendedbysometrepidationordisturbanceontheirpart。Itseemedtomeasifitwereprevented,bylawstowhichIwasnotamenable,fromfullyrevealingitselftoothers,andyetasifitcouldinvisibly,dumbly,anddarklyovershadowtheirminds。Whentheleadingcounselforthedefencesuggestedthathypothesisofsuicide,andthefigurestoodatthelearnedgentleman’selbow,frightfullysawingatitsseveredthroat,itisundeniablethatthecounselfalteredinhisspeech,lostforafewsecondsthethreadofhisingeniousdiscourse,wipedhisforeheadwithhishandkerchief,andturnedextremelypale。WhenthewitnesstocharacterwasconfrontedbytheAppearance,hereyesmostcertainlydidfollowthedirectionofitspointedfinger,andrestingreathesitationandtroubleupontheprisoner’sface。Twoadditionalillustrationswillsuffice。Ontheeighthdayofthetrial,afterthepausewhichwaseverydaymadeearlyintheafternoonforafewminutes’restandrefreshment,IcamebackintoCourtwiththerestoftheJurysomelittletimebeforethereturnoftheJudges。Standingupintheboxandlookingaboutme,I
  thoughtthefigurewasnotthere,until,chancingtoraisemyeyestothegallery,Isawitbendingforward,andleaningoveraverydecentwoman,asiftoassureitselfwhethertheJudgeshadresumedtheirseatsornot。Immediatelyafterwardsthatwomanscreamed,fainted,andwascarriedout。Sowiththevenerable,sagacious,andpatientJudgewhoconductedthetrial。Whenthecasewasover,andhesettledhimselfandhispaperstosumup,themurderedman,enteringbytheJudges’door,advancedtohisLordship’sdesk,andlookedeagerlyoverhisshoulderatthepagesofhisnoteswhichhewasturning。AchangecameoverhisLordship’sface;hishandstopped;thepeculiarshiver,thatIknewsowell,passedoverhim;
  hefaltered,"Excuseme,gentlemen,forafewmoments。Iamsomewhatoppressedbythevitiatedair;"anddidnotrecoveruntilhehaddrunkaglassofwater。
  Throughallthemonotonyofsixofthoseinterminabletendays,——thesameJudgesandothersonthebench,thesameMurdererinthedock,thesamelawyersatthetable,thesametonesofquestionandanswerrisingtotheroofofthecourt,thesamescratchingoftheJudge’spen,thesameushersgoinginandout,thesamelightskindledatthesamehourwhentherehadbeenanynaturallightofday,thesamefoggycurtainoutsidethegreatwindowswhenitwasfoggy,thesamerainpatteringanddrippingwhenitwasrainy,thesamefootmarksofturnkeysandprisonerdayafterdayonthesamesawdust,thesamekeyslockingandunlockingthesameheavydoors,——throughallthewearisomemonotonywhichmademefeelasifIhadbeenForemanoftheJuryforavastcriedoftime,andPiccadillyhadflourishedcoevallywithBabylon,themurderedmanneverlostonetraceofhisdistinctnessinmyeyes,norwasheatanymomentlessdistinctthananybodyelse。Imustnotomit,asamatteroffact,thatIneveroncesawtheAppearancewhichIcallbythenameofthemurderedmanlookattheMurderer。AgainandagainIwondered,"Whydoeshenot?"Butheneverdid。
  Nordidhelookatme,aftertheproductionoftheminiature,untilthelastclosingminutesofthetrialarrived。Weretiredtoconsider,atsevenminutesbeforetenatnight。TheidioticvestrymanandhistwoparochialparasitesgaveussomuchtroublethatwetwicereturnedintoCourttobegtohavecertainextractsfromtheJudge’snotesre-read。Nineofushadnotthesmallestdoubtaboutthosepassages,neither,Ibelieve,hadanyoneintheCourt;thedunder-headedtriumvirate,havingnoideabutobstruction,disputedthemforthatveryreason。Atlengthweprevailed,andfinallytheJuryreturnedintoCourtattenminutespasttwelve。
  ThemurderedmanatthattimestooddirectlyoppositetheJury-box,ontheothersideoftheCourt。AsItookmyplace,hiseyesrestedonmewithgreatattention;heseemedsatisfied,andslowlyshookagreatgrayveil,whichhecarriedonhisarmforthefirsttime,overhisheadandwholeform。AsIgaveinourverdict,"Guilty,"
  theveilcollapsed,allwasgone,andhisplacewasempty。
  TheMurderer,beingaskedbytheJudge,accordingtousage,whetherhehadanythingtosaybeforesentenceofDeathshouldbepasseduponhim,indistinctlymutteredsomethingwhichwasdescribedintheleadingnewspapersofthefollowingdayas"afewrambling,incoherent,andhalf-audiblewords,inwhichhewasunderstoodtocomplainthathehadnothadafairtrial,becausetheForemanoftheJurywasprepossessedagainsthim。"Theremarkabledeclarationthathereallymadewasthis:"MYLORD,IKNEWIWASADOOMEDMAN,WHENTHEFOREMANOFMYJURYCAMEINTOTHEBOX。MYLORD,IKNEWHE
  WOULDNEVERLETMEOFF,BECAUSE,BEFOREIWASTAKEN,HESOMEHOWGOT
  TOMYBEDSIDEINTHENIGHT,WOKEME,ANDPUTAROPEROUNDMYNECK。"