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第2章

  Andseeingthekingtherestand,theknightDrewreinbeforehisfacetoalightInreverencemadeforlove’ssakebrightWithjoythatsethisfacealightAstheirswhosee,alive,above,Thesovereignoftheirsouls,whosenameTothemisevenaslove’sownflameToenkindlehopethatheedsnotfameAndknowsnolordbutlove。
  AndArthursmiledonhim,andsaid,"Rightwelcomebethou:bymyhead,Iwouldnotwishmebettersped。
  ForevenbutnowtherecameandfledBeforemelikeacloudthatfliesAknightthatmademostheavycheer,Iknownotwherefore;normayfearOrpitygivemyhearttohearOrlightenonmineeyes。
  "Butevenforfear’sandpity’ssakeFainwereIthoushouldstovertakeAndfetchagainthisknightthatspakeNowordofansweringgracetomakeReplytominethathailedhim:thou,Byforceorbygoodwill,shaltbringHisfacebeforeme。""Yea,myking,"
  QuothBalen,"andagreaterthingWerelessthanismyvow。
  "IwouldthetaskrequiredandheardWereheavierthanyoursovereignwordHathlaidonme:"andthencehespurredElateatheartasyouth,andstirredWithhopeasblitheasfiresaboy:
  Andmanyamileherode,andfoundFarinaforest’sglimmeringboundThemanhesoughtafararoundAndseeingtookfireforjoy。
  Andwithhimwentamaiden,fairAsflowersaflushwithAprilair。
  AndBalenbadehimturnhimthereTotellthekingwhatwoestheywereThatbowedhimdownsosore:andheMadewoefulanswer:"ThisshoulddoGreatscathetome,withnoughtforyouOfhelpthathopemighthearkentoForbootthatmaynotbe。"
  AndBalenanswered:"IwerelothTofightasoneperforcemadewrothWithonethatowesbyknighthood’soathOnelove,oneservice,andonetrothWithmetohimwhosegracioushandHoldsfastthehelmofknighthoodhereWherebyman’shopeandheartmaysteer:
  IprayyouletnotsorroworfearAgainsthisbiddingstand。"
  Thestrangeknightgazedonhim,andspake:
  "Willyou,forArthur’sroyalsake,BewarrantformethatItakeNoscathefromstrifethatmanmaymake?
  ThenwillIgowithyou。"AndheMadejoyousanswer:"Yea,forI
  Willbeyourwarrantorwilldie。"
  AndthencetheyrodewithheartsashighAsmen’sthatsearchthesea。
  Andasbynoon’slargelightthetwainBeforethetentedhalldrewrein,Suddenlyfellthestrangeknight,slainByonethatcameandwentagainAndnonemightseehim;buthisspearClovethroughthebody,swiftasfire,Themanwhosedoom,forefeltasdire,Haddarkenedallhislife’sdesire,Asonethatdeathhelddear。
  Anddyingheturnedhisfaceandsaid,"LonowthywarrantthatmyheadShouldfallnot,followingforthwhereledAknightwhosepledgehathleftmedead。
  ThisdarklingmanslayerhathtonameGarlon:takethoumygoodliersteed,Seeingthineislessofstrengthandspeed,Andride,ifthoubeknightindeed,Eventhitherwhencewecame。
  "Andasthemaiden’sfairbehestShallbidyoufollowonmyquest,Follow:andwhenGod’swillseesbest,Revengemydeath,andletmerestAsonethatlivedanddiedaknight,Unstainedofshamealiveordead。"
  AndBalen,wrungwithsorrow,said,"ThatshallIdo:myhandandheadIpledgetodoyouright。"
  AndthencewithsorrowingheartandcheerHerode,ingriefthatcastoutfearLestdeathindarknessyetwerenear,AndborethetruncheonofthespearWherewiththewofulknightlayslainToherwithwhomherode,andsheStillbareitwithher,faintoseeWhatrighteousdoomofGod’smightbeThedarklingmanslayer’sbane。
  AnddownadimdeepwoodlandwayTheyrodebetweentheboughsaswayWithflickeringwindswhoseflashandplayMadesunlightsunnierwherethedayLaughed,leapt,andflutteredlikeabirdCaughtinalightlooseleafynetThatearthforamorousheavenhadsetToholdandseethesundawnyetAndhearwhatmorningheard。
  ThereinthesweetsoftshiftinglightAcrosstheirpassagerodeaknightFlushedhotfromhuntingasfromfight,Andseeingthesorrow-strickensightMadequestionofthemwhytheyrodeAsmournerssickatheartandsad,WhenallaliveaboutthembadeSweetearthforheaven’ssweetsakebegladAsheavenforearth’sloveglowed。
  "Melistsnottellyou,"Balensaid。
  Thestrangeknight’sfacegrewkeenandred"Now,mightmyhandbutkeepmyhead,EvenhereshouldoneoftwainliedeadWerehenobetterarmedthanI。"
  AndBalenspakewithsmilingspeed,WherescornandcourtesykeptheedOfeither:"Thatshouldlittleneed:
  Nothereshalleitherdie。"
  AndallthecausehetoldhimthroughAsonethatfearednotthoughheknewAll:andthestrangeknightspakeanew,Saying:"IwillpartnomorefromyouWhilelifeshalllastme。"SotheywentWherehemightarmhimselftoride,AndrodeacrosswildwaysandwideTowhereagainstachurchyardsideAhermit’sharbourleant。
  AndthereagainstthemridingcameFleetasthelightning’slaughandflameTheinvisibleevil,eventhesameTheysoughtandmightnotcursebynameAshell’sfoulchildonearthsetfree,Andsmotethestrangeknightthrough,andfled,Andleftthemournersbythedead。
  "Alas,again,"SirBalensaid,"Thiswronghehathdonetome。"
  AndtheretheylaidtheirdeadtosleepRoyally,lyingwherewildwindskeepKeenwatchandwailmoresoftanddeepThanwheremen’schoirsbidmusicweepAndsonglikeincenseheaveandswell。
  Andforthagaintheyrode,andfoundBeforethem,direinsightandsound,AcastlegirtaboutandboundWithsorrowlikeaspell。
  AboveitseemedthesunatnoonSadasawintrywitheringmoonThatshudderswhilethewastewind’stuneCravesevernonemayguesswhatboon,Butallmayknowtheboonfordire。
  AndeveningonitsdarknessfellMoredarkthanverydeath’sfarewell,Andnightaboutithunglikehell,Whosefumethedawnmadefire。
  AndBalenlighteddownandpassedWithinthegateway,whencenoblastRangasthesheerportcullis,castSuddenlydown,fell,andmadefastThegatebehindhim,whencehespiedAsuddenrageofmenwithoutAndravinofamurderousroutThatgirtthemaidenhardaboutWithdeathoneitherside。
  Andseeingthatshameandperil,fearBadewrathandgriefawakeandhearWhatshameshouldsayinfame’swideearIfshe,bysorrowsealedmoredearThanjoymightmakeher,soshoulddie:
  Andupthetower’scurledstairhesprangAsonethatfliesdeath’sdeadliestfang,AndleaptrightoutamidtheirgangAsfirefromheavenonhigh。
  AndtheythereunderseeingtheknightUnhurtamongtheirpressalightAndbarehisswordforchanceoffightStoodfromhim,lothtostriveorsmite,Andbadehimheartheirwofulword,Thatnotthemaiden’sdeaththeysought;
  ButtherethroughyearstoodireforthoughtHadlaintheirladystricken,andnoughtMighthealher:andheheard。
  ForthereamaidencleanandwholeInvirginbodyandvirginsoul,Whosenamewaswritonroyalroll,ThatwouldbutstainasilverbowlWithofferingofherstainlessblood,Therewithmighthealher:sotheystayedForhope’ssadsakeeachblamelessmaidTherejourneyinginthatdolorousshadeWhosebloomwasbrightinbud。
  NohurtnorharmtoheritwereIfsheshouldyieldasisterthereSometributeofherblood,andfareForthwiththisjoyathearttobear,ThatallunhurtandunafraidThisgraceshehadherebyGod’sgracewrought。
  AndkindlingallwithkindlythoughtAndlovethatsawsavelove’sselfnought,Shone,smiled,andspakethemaid。
  "Goodknightofmine,goodwillhaveI
  TohelpthishealingthoughIdie。"
  "Nay,"Balensaid,"butlovemaytryWhathelpinlivinglovemaylie-
  IwillnotlosethelifeofherWhilemylifelasteth。"SoshegaveThetributelovewasfaintocrave,Butmightnothealthoughfaintosave,WereGod’sgracehelpfuller。
  AnothermaidinlaterMaysWonwithherlifethatwofulpraise,Anddied。Butthey,whensurgingday’sDeeptidefulfilledthedawn’swideways,Rodeforth,andfoundbydayornightNochancetocrosstheirwayfaringTillwhentheysawthefourthdayspringAknight’shallgavethemharbouringRichasaking’shousemight。
  AndwhiletheysatatmeatandspakeWordsbrightandkindasgracemightmakeSweetfortrueknighthood’skindlysake,TheyheardacrybesidethembreakThestill-souledjoyofblamelessrest。
  "Whatnoiseisthis?"quothBalen。"Nay,"
  Hisknightlyhostmadeanswer,"mayOurgriefnotgrieveyouthoughIsayHowhereIdwellunblest。
  "NotmanyadayhaslivedanddiedSinceatatournaylateItriedMystrengthtosmiteandturnandrideAgainstaknightofkinglikepride,KingPellam’sbrother:twiceIsmoteThesplendourofhisstrengthtodust:
  Andhe,fulfilledofhate’sfiercelust,Sworevengeance,pledgedforhelltotrust,Andkeenashell’swidethroat。
  "InvisibleasthespiritofnightThatheavenandearthindepthandheightMayseenotbythemildmoon’slightNorevenwhenstarswouldgrantthemsight,Hewalksandslaysasplague’sblindbreathSlays:andmyson,whoseanguishhereMakesmoanperforcethatmarsourcheer,Hewounded,evenerelovemightfearThathatewerestrongasdeath。
  "NormaymysonbewholetillheWhosestrokethroughhimhathstrickenmeShallgiveagainhisbloodtobeOurhealing:yetmaynomanseeThisfelon,clothedwithdarknessroundAndkeenaslightning’slife。"ThereonSpakeBalen,andhispresenceshoneEvenasthesun’swhenstarsaregoneThatheardawn’strumpetsound。
  "ThatknightIknow:twoknightsofmine,Twocomrades,sealedbyfaith’sbrightsign,Whoseeyesasoursthatliveshouldshine,Anddrinkthegoldensunlight’swineWithjoy’sthanksgivingthattheylive,Hehathslainineventhesameblindwise:
  WereallwidewealthbeneaththeskiesMine,mightImeethim,eyesoneyes,AllwouldIlaughtogive。"
  Hishostmadeanswer,andhisgazeGrewbrightwithtrustasdawn’smoistmazeWithfire:"Withinthesetwentydays,KingPellam,lordofLystenayse,Holdsfeastthroughallthiscountrycried,AndtherebeforetheknightlykingMaynoknightcomeexcepthebringForwitnessofhiswayfaringHisparamourorbride。
  "Andtherethatday,sosoontoshine,Thisknight,yourfelonfoeandmine,Shallshow,full-flushedwithbloodredwine,ThefiercefalsefacewhereonwepineTowreakthewronghehathwroughtus,bareAsshameshouldseeandbrandit。""Then,"
  SaidBalen,"shallhegiveagainHisbloodtohealyourson,andmenShallseedeathblindhimthere。"
  "Forthwillwefareto-morrow,"saidHishost:andforth,assunriseled,Theyrode;andfifteendayswerefledEretowardtheirgoaltheirsteedshadsped。
  AndtherealightingmighttheyfindForBalen’shostnoplacetorest,WhocamewithoutagentlerguestBesidehim:andthathousehold’shestBadeleavehisswordbehind。
  "Nay,"Balensaid,"thatdoInot:
  Mycountry’scustomstands,Godwot,Thatnonewhoselotisknighthood’slot,ToridewherechanceasfireishotWithhopeorpromisegivenoffight,Shallfailtokeep,forknighthood’spart,Hisweaponwithhimashisheart;
  AndasIcamewillIdepart,Orholdhereinmyright。"
  ThengatheleavetowearhisswordBesidethestrangeking’sfestalboardWherefeastedmanyaknightandlordInseemlinessoffairaccord:
  AndBalenaskedofonebeside,"Istherenotinthiscourt,iffameKeepfaith,aknightthathathtonameGarlon?"andsayingthatwordofshame,Hescannedthatplaceofpride。
  "Yonderhegoethagainstthelight,Hewiththefaceasswartasnight,"
  Quoththeother:"butheridestofightHidroundbycharmsfromallmen’ssight,Andmanyanobleknighthehathslain,BeingwraptindarknessdeepashellAndsilencedarkasshame。""Ah,well,"
  SaidBalen,"isthathe?thespellMaybethesorcerer’sbane。"
  ThenBalengazeduponhimlong,Andthought,"IfhereIwreakmywrong,AliveImaynotscape,sostrongThefelon’sfriendsabouthimthrong;
  AndifIleavehimherealive,ThischanceperchancemaylifenotgiveAgain:muchevil,ifhelive,Heneedsmustdo,shouldfearforgiveWhenwrongsbidstrikeandstrive。"
  AndGarlon,seeinghowBalen’seyeDweltonhimashisheartwaxedhighWithjoyinwrathtoseehimnigh,Rosewolf-likewithawolfishcryAndcrossedandsmotehimontheface,Saying,"Knight,whatwouldstthouwithme?Eat,Forshame,andgazenot:eatthymeatDothatthouartcomefor:standsthyseatNextoursofroyalrace?"
  "Wellhastthousaid:thyrederingstrue;
  ThatwhichIcameforwillIdo,"
  QuothBalen:forthhisfleetswordflew,AndclovetheheadofGarlonthroughCleantotheshoulders。ThenhecriedLoudtohislady,"GivemehereThetruncheonoftheshamefulspearWherewithheslewyourknight,whenfearBadehateindarknessride。"
  Andgladly,brightwithgriefmadeglad,Shegavethetruncheonashebade,Forstillshebareitwithher,sadAndstronginhopelesshopeshehad,Throughalldarkdaysofthwartingfear,ToseeifdoomshouldfallarightAndasGod’sfire-fraughtthundersmiteThathead,clothedroundwithhell-facednight,Barenowbeforeherhere。
  AndBalensmotetherewiththedeadDarkfelon’sbodythrough,andsaidAloud,"Witheventhistruncheon,redWithbaserbloodthanbravemenbledWhominthyshamefulhanditslew,Thouhastslainanoblerknight,andnowItclingsandcleavesthybody:thouShallcleaveagainnobraveman’sbrow,Thoughhellwouldaidanew。"
  Andtowardhishostheturnedandspake;
  "Nowforyourson’slong-sufferingsakeBloodyemayfetchenough,andtakeWherewithtohealhishurt,andmakeDeathwarmaslife。"ThenroseacryLoudasthewind’swhenstormyspringMakesallthewoodlandrageandring:
  "Thouhastslainmybrother,"saidtheking,"Andherewithhimshaltdie。"
  "Ay?"Balenlaughedhimanswer。"Well,Doitthenthyself。"AndtheanswerfellFierceasablastofhatefromhell,"NomanofminethatwithmedwellShallstrikeattheebutItheirlordForloveofthismybrotherslain。"
  AndPellamcaughtandgraspedamainAgrimgreatweapon,fierceandfainTofeedhishungeringsword。
  Andeagerlyhesmote,andspedNotwell:forBalen’sblade,yetredWithlifebloodofthemurderousdead,BetweentheswordstrokeandhisheadShone,andthestrengthoftheeagerstrokeShoreitinsunder:thentheknight,Nakedandweaponlessforfight,RanseekinghimaswordtosmiteAshopewithinhimwoke。
  AndsotheirflightfordeathwardfastFromchamberforthtochamberpassedWherelaynoweapon,tillthelastWhosedoorsmadewayforBalencastUponhimasasuddenspellWonderthatevenaslightningleaptAcrosshisheartandeyes,andsweptAsstormacrosshissoulthatkeptWildwatch,andwatchednotwell。
  Fortherethedeedhedid,beingnearDeath’sdanger,breathlessasthedeerDrivenhardtobay,butvoidoffear,BroughtsorrowdownformanyayearOnmanyamaninmanyaland。
  Allgloriousshonethatchamber,brightAsburnsatsunriseheaven’sownheight:
  Withclothofgoldthebedwasdight,Thatflamedoneitherhand。
  Andonehesawwithinitlie:
  AtableofallcleargoldtherebyStoodstately,fairasmorning’seye,Withfourstrongsilverpillars,highAndfirmasfaithandhopemaybe:
  Andonitshonethegifthesought,Aspearmostmarvellouslywrought,ThatwhenhiseyeandhandgripcaughtSmallfearathearthadhe。
  RightonKingPellamthen,asfireTurnswhenthethwartingwindswaxhigher,Heturned,andsmotehimdown。SodireThestrokewas,whenhisheart’sdesireStruck,andhadallitsfillofhate,ThatasthekingfellswooningdownFellthewalls,rentfrombasetocrown,ProneasproneseasthatbreakanddrownShipsfraughtwithdoomforfreight。
  Andthereforthreedays’silentspaceBalenandPellamfacetofaceLaydeadordeathlike,andtheplaceWasdeath’sblindkingdom,tillthegraceThatGodhadgiventhesacredseerForcounselorforcomfortledHisMerlinthither,andhesaid,Standingbetweenthequickanddead,"Riseup,andrestnothere。"
  AndBalenroseandsethiseyesAgainsttheseer’sasonethattriesHisheartagainstthesea’sandsky’sAndfearsnotifhelivesordies,Saying,"Iwouldhavemydamosel,EreIfareforth,tofarewithme。"
  AndsadlyMerlinanswered,"SeeWherenowshelies;deathknowsifsheShallnowfareillorwell。
  "Andinthisworldwemeetnomore,Balen。"AndBalen,sorrowingsore,ThoughfearlessyettheheartheboreBeattowardthelifethatlaybefore,RodeforththroughmanyawildwastelandWheremencriedoutagainsthim,madWithgrievousfaithinfearthatbadeTheirwrathmakemoanfordoubttheyhadLesthellhadarmedhishand。
  Forinthatchamber’swondrousshrineWaspartofChrist’sownblood,thewineShedofthetruetriumphalvineWhosegrowthbidsearth’sdeepdarknessshineAsheaven’sdeeplightthroughtheairandsea;
  ThatmysterytowardournorthernshoreArimatheanJosephboreForhealingofoursinsofyore,Thatgraceeventheremightbe。
  AndwiththatspearthereshrinedapartWasChrist’ssidesmittentotheheart。
  Andfiercerthanthelightning’sdartThestrokewas,andthedeathlikesmartWherewith,nighdrainedofbloodandbreath,Thekinglaystrickenasonelongdead:
  AndJoseph’swasthebloodthereshed,Fornearakinwashethatbled,Nearevenaslifetodeath。
  AndthereforefellonallthatlandSorrow:forstilloneitherhand,AsBalenrodealoneandscannedBrightfieldsandcitiesbuilttostandTilltimeshouldbreakthem,deadmenlay;
  AndloudandlongfromalltheirfolkLiving,onecrythatcursedhimbroke;
  ThreecountrieshadhisdolorousstrokeSlain,orshouldsurelyslay。
  VII
  Inwinter,whentheyearburnslowAsfirewhereinnofirebrandsglow,AndwindsdishevelastheyblowThelovelystormywingsofsnow,TheheartsofnorthernmenburnbrightWithjoythatmocksthejoyofspringTohearallheaven’skeenclarionsringMusicthatbidsthespiritsingAnddaygivethanksfornight。
  AloudanddarkashellorhateRoundBalen’sheadthewindoffateBlewstormandcloudfromdeath’swidegate:
  ButjoyasgriefinhimwasgreatTofaceGod’sdoomandliveordie,Sorrowingforillwroughtunaware,RejoicingindesiretodareAllillthatinnocencemightbearWithchangelessheartandeye。
  YetpassingfainhewaswhenpastThoselandsandwoesatlengthandlast。
  Eighttimes,asthencehefaredforthfast,DawnroseandevenwasovercastWithstarrydarknessdearasday,BeforehisventurousquestmightmeetAdventure,seeingwithinasweetGreenlow-lyingforest,hushedinheat,Atowerthatbarredhisway。
  Strongsummer,dumbwithrapture,boundWithgoldencalmthewoodlandsroundWherethroughtheknightforthfaringfoundAknightthatonthegreenwoodgroundSatmourning:fairhewastosee,AndmouldedasforloveorfightAmaiden’sdreamsmightframeherknight;
  Butsadinjoy’sfar-floweringsightAsgrief’sblindthrallmightbe。
  "Godsaveyou,"Balensoftlysaid,"WhatgriefbowsdownyourheartandheadThus,asonesorrowingforhisdead?
  Tellme,ifhaplyImaysteadInaughtyoursorrow,thatImay。"
  "Sirknight,"thatothersaid,"thywordMakesmygriefheavierthatIheard。"
  AndpityandwonderinlystirredDrewBalenthenceaway。
  AndsowithdrawnwithsilentspeedHesawthesadknight’sstatelysteed,Awar-horsemeetforwarrior’sneed,Thatnonewhopassedmightchoosebutheed,Sostronghestood,sogreat,sofair,Witheyesafireforflightorfight,Ajoytolookon,mildinmight,Andswiftandkeenandkindaslight,Andallasclearofcare。
  AndBalen,gazingonhim,heardAgainhismaster’swofulwordSoundsorrowthroughthecalmunstirredByflutteringwindorflickeringbird,Thus:"Ah,fairladyandfaithless,whyBreakthypledgedfaithtomeetme?soonAnhourbeyondthytrothplightnoonShallstrikemydeath-bell,andthyboonIsthis,thathereIdie。
  "MycurseforallthygiftsmaybeHeavierthandeathornightonthee;
  FornowthisswordthougavestmeShallsetmefromthybondagefree。"
  Andtherethemanhaddiedself-slain,ButBalenleaptonhimandcaughtTheblindfiercehandthatfainhadwroughtSelf-murder,stungwithfireofthought,Asragemakesanguishfain。
  Then,madforthwartedgrief,"LetgoMyhand,"thefoolofwrathandwoeCried,"orIslaythee。"ScarcetheglowInBalen’scheekandeyemightshow,Asdawnshowsdaywhileseasliechill,Heheard,thoughpitytooknotheed,Butsmiledandspake,"Thatshallnotneed:
  WhatmanmaydotobidyouspeedI,soGodspeedme,will。"
  Andtheothercravedhisname,beguiledByhopethatmadehismadnessmild。
  AgainSirBalenspakeandsmiled:
  "MynameisBalen,calledtheWildByknightswhomkingsandcourtsmaketameBecauseIridealoneafarAndfollowbutmysoulforstar。"
  "Ah,sir,IknowtheknightyouareAndallyourfieryfame。
  "TheknightthatbearstwoswordsIknow,Mostpraisedofallmen,friendandfoe,Forprowessofyourhands,thatshowDarkwarthewaywherebalefiresglowAndkindleglorylikethedawn’s。"
  Sospakethesorrowingknight,andstoodAsonewhoseheartfreshhopemadegood:
  AndforththeyrodebywoldandwoodAnddowntheglimmeringlawns。
  AndBalencravedhisnamewhorodeBesidehim,wherethewildwoodglowedWithjoytofeelhownoontideflowedThroughgladeandglenandroughgreenroadTillearthgrewjoyfulasthesea。
  "MynameisGarnyssheoftheMount,Apoorman’ssonofnoneaccount,"
  Hesaid,"wherespringsofloftierfountLaughloudwithpridetobe。
  "ButstrengthinweaknesslivesandstandsAsrocksthatrisethroughshiftingsands;
  AndfortheprowessofmyhandsOnemademeknightandgavemelands,DukeHermel,lordfromfartonear,Ourprince;andshethatlovedme——sheIlove,anddeemedshelovedbutme,Hisdaughter,pledgedherfaithtobeErenowbesidemehere。"
  AndBalen,briefofspeechaslightWhoseword,beheldofdepthandheight,Strikessilencethroughthestarsofnight,Spake,andhisfaceasdawn’sgrewbright,Forhopetohelpahappierman,"Howfarthenliesshehence?""Bythis,"
  Herloversighedandsaid,"Iwis,Notsixfleetmilesthepassageis,Andstraightasthoughtcouldspan。"
  Sorodetheyswiftandsure,andfoundAcastlewalledanddykedaround:
  AndBalen,asawarriorboundOnsearchwherehopemightfeartosoundThedarknessofthedeepsofdoubt,MadeentrancethroughtheguardlessgateAslife,whilehopeinlifegrowsgreat,MakeswaybetweenthedoorsoffateThatdeathmaypassthereout。
  Throughmanyagloriouschamber,wroughtForalldelightthatlove’sownthoughtMightdreamordwellin,BalensoughtAndfoundofallhelookedfornought,ForlikeashiningshellherbedShonevoidandvacantofher:thenceThroughdeviouswondersbrightanddenseHepassedandsawwithshame-strucksenseWhereshameandfaithlaydead。
  Downinasweetsmallgarden,fairWithflowerfuljoyintheardentair,Hesaw,andragedwithloathing,whereShelaywithlove-dishevelledhairBeneathabroadbrightlaureltreeAndclaspedinamorousarmsaknight,TheunloveliestthathisscornfulsightHaddweltonyet;ashamethebrightBroadnoonmightshrinktosee。
  Andthenceinwrathfulhopeheturned,Hotastheheartwithinhimburned,Tomeettheknightwhoselove,sospurnedAndspatonandmadenoughtof,yearnedAnddreamedandhopedandlivedinvain,Andsaid,"Ihavefoundhersleepingfast,"
  AndledhimwheretheshadowscastFromleaveswherethroughlightwindsranpastScreenedherfromsunandrain。
  ButGarnysshe,seeing,reeledashestoodLikeatree,kingliestofthewood,Halfhewnthrough:andtheburningbloodThroughlipsandnostrilsburstaflood:
  AndgatheringbackhisrageandmightAsbrokenbreakersrallyandroarTheloudwinddownthatdrivesoffshore,Hesmotetheirheadsoff:therenomoreTheirlifemightshamethelight。
  ThenturnedhebacktowardBalen,madWithgrief,andsaid,"ThegriefIhadWasnought:erethismylifewasglad:
  Thouhastdonethisdeed:IwasbutsadAndfearfulhowmyhopemightfare:
  Ihadlivedmysorrowdown,hadstthouNotshownmewhatIsawbutnow。"
  ThesorrowandscornonBalen’sbrowBadesilencecurbhimthere。
  AndBalenanswered:"WhatIdidIdidtoheartentheeandbidThycourageknowthatshameshouldridAman’shighheartoflovethathidBlindshamewithinitscore:Godknows,Idid,tosetabondmanfree,ButasIwouldthouhadstdonebyme,ThatseeingwhatlovemustdietoseeLove’sendmightwellbewoe’s。"
  "Alas,"thewofulweaklingsaid,"IhaveslainwhatmostIloved:IhaveshedThebloodmostnearmyheart:theheadLiescoldasearth,defiledanddead,Thatallmylifewaslightedby,Thatallmysoulboweddownbefore,Andnowmaybearwithlifenomore:
  FornowmysorrowthatIboreIstwofold,andIdie。"
  ThenwithhisredwetswordheroveHisbreastinsunder,whereitcloveLife,andnopulseagainstitstrove,SosureandstrongthedeepstrokedroveDeathward:andBalen,seeinghimdead,Rodethence,lestfolkwouldsayhehadslainThosethree;anderethreedaysagainHadseenthesun’smightwaxandwane,Farforthhehadspurredandsped。
  AndridingpastacrosswhereonBroadgoldenletterswrittenshone,Saying,"NoknightbornmayridealoneForthtowardthiscastle,"andallthestoneGlowedinthesun’sglareevenasthoughBloodstaineditfromthecrucifiedDeadburdenofonethattherehaddied,AnoldhoarmanhesawbesideWhosefacewaswanaswoe。
  "BalentheWild,"hesaid,"thiswayThywayliesnot:thouhastpassedto-dayThybands:butturnagain,andstayThypassage,whilethysoulhathswayWithinthee,andthroughGod’sgoodpowerItwillavailthee:"andanonHislikenessasacloudwasgone,AndBalen’sheartwithinhimshoneClearasthecloudlesshour。
  NorfatenorfearmightovercastThesoulnownearitspeaceatlast。
  Suddenly,thenceasforthhepast,AmightyandadeadlyblastBlownofahunting-hornheheard,Aswhenthechasehathnoblysped。
  "Thatblastisblownforme,"hesaid,"TheprizeamIwhoamyetnotdead,"
  Andsmiledupontheword。
  Astowardaroyalhart’sdeathrangThatnote,whencealltheloudwoodsangWithwingedandlivingsoundthatsprangLikefire,andkeenasfire’sownfangPiercedthesweetsilencethatitslew。
  Butnoughtlikedeathorstrifewashere:
  FairsemblanceandmostgoodlycheerTheymadehim,theywhosetroopdrewnearAsdeathamongthemdrew。
  AhundredladieswellarrayedAndmanyaknightwellweaponedmadeThatkindlyshowofcheer:thegladeShoneroundthemtillitsveryshadeLightenedandlaughedfromgrovetolawnTohearandseethem:sotheybroughtWithinacastlefairasthoughtCoulddreamthatwizardhandshadwroughtTheguestamongthemdrawn。
  Allmannerofgloriousjoywasthere:
  Harpinganddancing,loudandfair,AndminstrelsythatmadeofairFire,solikefireitsraptureswere。
  Thenthechiefladyspakeonhigh:
  "Knightwiththetwoswords,oneoftwoMusthelpyouhereorfallfromyou:
  ForneedsyounowmusthaveadoAndjoustwithonehereby。
  "AgoodknightguardsanislandhereAgainstallswordsthatchancebringsnear,AndtherewithstrokeofswordandspearMustallforwhomthesehallsmakecheerFight,andredeemoryielduplife。"
  "Anevilcustom,"Balensaid,"Isthis,thatnonewhomchancehathledHither,ifknighthoodcrownhishead,Maypassunstirredtostrife。"
  "YoushallnothaveadotofightHeresaveagainstoneonlyknight,"
  Shesaid,andallherfacegrewbrightAshell-fire,litwithhungrylightThatwickedlaughtertouchedwithflame。
  "Well,sinceIshallthereto,"saidhe,"Iamreadyatheartasdeathforme:
  FainwouldIbewheredeathshouldbeAndlifeshouldloseitsname。
  "ButtravellingmenwhosegoalafarShinesasacloud-constrainingstarAreoftenweary,andwearierareTheirsteedsthatfeeleachfretandjarWherewiththewildwayswoundthem:yet,Albeitmyhorsebeweary,stillMyheartisnowiseweary;willSustainsiteventilldeathfulfilMytrustuponhimset。"
  "Sir,"saidaknighttherebythatstood,"MeseemsyourshieldisnownotgoodButwornwithwarriorwork,norcouldSustaininstrifethestrokesitwould:
  AlargerwillIlendyou。""Ay,ThereofIthankyou,"Balensaid,BeingsingleofheartasonethatreadNofacearightwhencefaithhadfled,Nordreamedthatfaithcouldfly。
  AndsohetookthatshieldunknownAndleftfortreason’stouchhisown,Andtowardthatislandrodealone,NorheardtheblastagainsthimblownSoundinthewind’sandwater’ssound,Buthearkeningtowardthestream’sedgeheardNoughtsavethesoftstream’sripplingword,Gladwiththegladnessofabird,Thatsangtotheairaround。
  Andthereagainstthewater-sideHesaw,fastmooredtorockandride,AfairgreatboatanearabideLikeonethatwaitstheturningtide,WhereinembarkedhishorseandhePassedovertowardnokindlystrand:
  AndwheretheystoodagainonlandTherestoodamaidenhardathandWhoseeingthemwepttosee。
  And"OknightBalen,"washercry,"Whyhaveyeleftyourownshield?whyComehitheroutoftimetodie?
  Forhadyekeptyourshield,therebyYehadyetbeenknown,anddiednothere。
  GreatpityitisofyouthisdayAseverwasofknight,ormayBeever,seeinginwar’sbrightwayPraiseknowsnotBalen’speer。"
  AndBalensaid,"ThouhastheardmynameRight:itrepentethme,thoughshameMaytaxmenotwithbasemen’sblame,Thatever,hapwhatwill,IcameWithinthiscountry;yet,beingcome,ForshameImaynotturnagainNow,thatmyselfandnoblermenMayscornme:nowismorethanthen,Andfaithbidsfearbedumb。
  "Beitlifeordeath,mychanceItake,Beitlife’stobuildordeath’stobreak:
  Andfallwhatmay,melistsnotmakeMoanforsadlife’sordeath’ssadsake。"
  Thenlookedheonhisarmour,gladAndhighofheart,andfounditstrong:
  AndallhissoulbecameasongAndsoaredinprayerthatsoarednotlong,Forallthehopeithad。
  ThensawhewhenceagainsthimcameAsteedwhosetrappingsshonelikeflame,AndhethatrodehimshowedthesameFiercecolour,brightasfireorfame,ButdarkthevisorswereasnightThathidfromBalenBalan’sface,AndhisfromBalan:God’sowngraceForsookthemforashadowyspaceWheredarknesscastoutlight。
  ThetwoswordsgirtthatBalenbareGaveBalanforabreath’swhiletherePause,wonderingifindeeditwereBalenhisbrother,boundtodareThechanceofthatunhappyquest:
  ButseeingnotashethoughttoseeHisshield,hedeemeditwasnothe,Andso,asfatebadesorrowbe,Theylaidtheirspearsinrest。
  SomightywasthecoursetheyranWithspeartospearsogreatofspan,Eachfellbackstricken,manbyman,Horsebyhorse,bornedown:sothebanThatwroughtbydoomagainstthemwrought:
  ButBalenbyhisfallingsteedWasbruisedthesorer,beingindeedWay-weary,likearain-bruisedreed,Withtravelerehefought。
  AndBalenroseagainfromswoonFirst,andwenttowardhim:alltoosoonHetoothenrose,andtheevilboonOfstrengthcameback,andtheeviltuneOfbattleunnaturalmadeagainMadmusicasfordeath’swideearListeningandhungeringtowardthenearLastsighthatlifeordeathmighthearAtlastfromdyingmen。
  BalansmoteBalenfirst,andcloveHisliftedshieldthatroseandstroveInvainagainstthestrokethatdroveDown:asthewebthatmorningwoveOfglimmeringpearlfromspraytosprayDieswhenthestrongsunstrikesit,soShrankthesteel,temperedthricetoshowStrength,asthemadmightoftheblowShoreBalen’shelmaway。
  ThenturningasaturningwaveAgainsttheland-wind,blindandbraveInhopethatdreamsdespairmaysave,WitheventheunhappyswordthatgaveThegiftsoffameandfateinoneHesmotehisbrother,andtherehadnighFelledhim:andwhiletheybreathed,hiseyeGlancedup,andsawbeneaththeskySightsfairerthanthesun。
  ThetowersofallthecastlethereStoodfullofladies,blitheandfairAstheearthbeneathandtheamorousairAboutthemandabovethemwere:
  SotowardtheblindandfatefulfightAgainthosebrethrenwent,andsoreWereallthestrokestheysmoteandbore,Andbreathedagain,andfelloncemoreTobattleintheirsight。
  WithbloodthateitherspiltandbledWasallthegroundtheyfoughtonred,Andeachknight’shauberkhewnandshredLefteachunmailedandnaked,shedFromoffthemevenasmantlescast:
  Andofttheybreathed,anddrewbutbreathBriefasthewordstrongsorrowsaith,Andpouredanddrankthedraughtofdeath,Tillfatewasfullatlast。
  AndBalan,youngerbornthanheWhomdarknessbadehimslay,andbeSlain,asinmistwherenonemayseeIfaughtabideorfallorflee,Drewbackalittleandlaidhimdown,Dying:butBalenstood,andsaid,AsonebetweenthequickanddeadMightstandandspeak,"Whatgoodknight’sheadHathwonthismortalcrown?
  "Whatknightartthou?forneverI
  WhonowbesidetheedeadshalldieFoundyettheknightafarornighThatmatchedme。"Thenhisbrother’seyeFlashedprideandlove;hespakeandsmiledAndfeltindeathlife’squickeningflame,Andanswered:"Balanismyname,ThegoodknightBalen’sbrother;fameCallsandmiscallshimwild。"
  ThecryfromBalen’slipsthatsprangSprangsharperthanhissword’sstrokerang。
  Morekeenthandeath’sormemory’sfang,ThroughsenseandsoultheshudderingpangShivered:andscarcehehadcried,"AlasThateverIshouldseethisday,"
  WhensorrowswoonedfromhimawayAsblindlybackhefell,andlayWheresleepletsanguishpass。
  ButBalanroseonhandsandkneesAndcrawledbychildlikedimdegreesUptowardhisbrother,asabreezeCreepswinglessoversluggardseasWhenallthewind’sheartfailsit:soBeneaththeirmother’seyeshadhe,Ababethatlaughedwithjoytobe,MadetowardhimstandingbyherkneeForlove’ssakelongago。
  Then,gatheringstrengthupforaspace,Fromoffhisbrother’sdyingfaceWithdyinghandsthatwroughtapaceWhiledeathandlifewouldgrantthemgraceHeloosedhishelmandknewnothim,Soscoredwithblooditwas,andhewnAthwartwithdarkeningwounds:butsoonLifestroveandshudderedthroughtheswoonWhereinitslightlaydim。
  Andsorrowsetthesechainedwordsfree:
  "OBalan,Omybrother!meThouhastslain,andI,mybrother,theeAndnowfarhence,onshoreandsea,Shallallthewideworldspeakofus。"
  "Alas,"saidBalan,"thatImightNotknowyou,seeingtwoswordsweredightAboutyou;nowtheunansweringsightHathherefoundanswerthus。
  "BecauseyouboreanothershieldThanyours,thatevenereyouthcouldwieldLikearmswithmanhood’striedandsteeledShoneasmystarofbattle-field,IdeemeditsurelymightnotbeMybrother。"ThenhisbrotherspakeFiercely:"WouldGod,forthysolesake,Ihadmylifeagain,totakeRevengeforonlythee!
  "ForallthisdeadlyworkwaswroughtOfonefalseknight’sfalsewordandthought,WhosemortalcraftandcounselcaughtAndsnaredmyfaithwhodoubtednought,Andmademeputmyshieldaway。
  Ah,mightIlive,IwoulddestroyThatcastleforitscustoms:joyTheremakesofgriefadeadlytoy,Anddeathmakesnightofday。"
  "Welldonewerethat,ifaughtweredoneWelleverherebeneaththesun,"
  SaidBalan:"betterworkwerenone:
  ForhithersinceIcameandwonAwofulhonourbornofdeath,WhenheremyhapitwastoslayAknightwhokeptthisislandway,ImightnotpassbynightordayHence,asthistokensaith。
  "Nomoreshouldstthou,forallthemightOfheartandhandthatsealstheeknightMostnobleofallthatseethelight,Brother,hadstthoubutslaininfightMe,andarisenunscathedandwhole,AswouldtoGodthouhadstrisen!thoughhereLightisasdarkness,hopeasfear,Andloveashate:andnonedrawsnearSavetowardamortalgoal。"
  Then,fairasanypoison-flowerWhoseblossomblightsthewitheringbowerWhereonitsblastingbreathhaspower,ForthfaredtheladyofthetowerWithmanyaladyandmanyaknight,Andcameacrossthewater-wayEvenwhereondeath’sdimborderlayThosebrethrensentofhertoslayAnddieinkindlessfight。
  AndallthosehardlightheartswereswayedWithpitypassinglikeashadeThatstaysnot,andmaybenotstayed,Tohearthemutualmoantheymade,Eachtobeholdhisbrotherdie,Saying,"Bothwecameoutofonetomb,Onestar-crossedmother’swofulwomb,Andsowithinonegrave-pit’sgloomUntimelyshallwelie。"
  AndBalanprayed,asGodshouldblessThatladyforhergentleness,Thatwherethebattle’smortalstressHadmadeforthemperforcetopressThebedwhencenevermanmayriseTheytwain,freenowfromhopesandfears,Mightsleep;andshe,asonethathears,Bowedherbrighthead:andverytearsFellfromhercoldfierceeyes。
  ThenBalenprayedhersendapriestTohouselthem,thateretheyceasedThehanseloftheheavenlyfeastThatfillswithlightfromtheansweringeastThesunsetofthelifeofmanMightblessthem,andtheirlipsbekissedWithdeath’srequickeningeucharist,Anddeath’sandlife’sdimsunlitmistPassasastreamthatran。
  Andsotheirdyingritesweredone:
  AndBalen,seeingthedeath-strucksunSink,spakeashewhosegoaliswon:
  "Now,whenourtrophiedtombisone,Andoverusourtaleiswrit,Howtwothatlovedeachother,twoBornandbegottenbrethren,slewEachother,nonethatreadsanewShallchoosebutweepforit。
  "AndnogoodknightandnogoodmanWhoseeyeshallevercometoscanTherecordoftheimperiousbanThatmadeourlifesosadaspanShallreadorhear,whoshallnotprayForusforever。"ThenanonDiedBalan;butthesunwasgone,Anddeepthestarsofmidnightshone,EreBalenpassedaway。
  Andtherelowlying,ashouronhourFled,allhislifeinallitsflowerCamebackasinasunlitshowerOfdreams,whensweet-souledsleephaspowerOnlifelesssweetandgladtobe。
  Hedrankthedraughtoflife’sfirstwineAgain:hesawthemoorlandshine,TheriotingrapidsoftheTyne,Thewoods,thecliffs,thesea。
  Thejoythatlivesatheartandhome,Thejoytorest,thejoytoroam,Thejoyofcragsandscaursheclomb,TheraptureoftheencounteringfoamEmbracedandbreastedoftheboy,Thefirstgoodsteedhiskneesbestrode,ThefirstwildsoundofsongsthatflowedThroughearsthatthrilledandheartthatglowed,Fulfilledhisdeathwithjoy。
  So,dyingnotasacowardthatdiesAnddaresnotlookindeath’sdimeyesStraightasthestarsonseasandskiesWhencemoonandsunrecoilandrise,Helookedonlifeanddeath,andslept。
  AndtherewithmorningMerlincame,AndonthetombthattoldtheirfameHewrotebyBalan’sBalen’sname,Andgazedthereon,andwept。
  ForallhisheartwithinhimyearnedWithpitylikeasfirethatburned。
  ThefatehisfatefuleyediscernedFaroffnowdimmedit,ereheturnedHisfacetowardCamelot,totellArthurofallthestormsthatwokeRoundBalen,andthedolorousstroke,AndhowthatlastblindbattlebrokeTheconsummatedspell。
  "Alas,"KingArthursaid,"thisdayIhaveheardtheworstthatwoemightsay:
  ForinthisworldthatwanesawayIknownottwosuchknightsasthey。"
  ThisisthetalethatmemorywritesOfmenwhosenameslikestarsshallstand,BalenandBalan,sureofhand,TwobrethrenofNorthumberland,Inlifeanddeathgoodknights。