Thenoiseandclamourofthestreethaddiedaway,thoughnowandthenthesoundofshoutingstillcamefromthedistance,andthedull,leadensilenceseemedlikethequietafteranearthquakeorastorm。Villiersturnedfromthewindowandbeganspeaking。
"IwasatahousenearRegent’sParklastnight,andwhenIcameawaythefancytookmetowalkhomeinsteadoftakingahansom。Itwasaclearpleasantnightenough,andafterafewminutesIhadthestreetsprettymuchtomyself。
It’sacuriousthing,Austin,tobealoneinLondonatnight,thegas-lampsstretchingawayinperspective,andthedeadsilence,andthenperhapstherushandclatterofahansomonthestones,andthefirestartingupunderthehorse’shoofs。
Iwalkedalongprettybriskly,forIwasfeelingalittletiredofbeingoutinthenight,andastheclockswerestrikingtwoIturneddownAshleyStreet,which,youknow,isonmyway。Itwasquieterthaneverthere,andthelampswerefewer;
altogether,itlookedasdarkandgloomyasaforestinwinter。
IhaddoneabouthalfthelengthofthestreetwhenIheardadoorclosedverysoftly,andnaturallyIlookeduptoseewhowasabroadlikemyselfatsuchanhour。Asithappens,thereisastreetlampclosetothehouseinquestion,andIsawamanstandingonthestep。Hehadjustshutthedoorandhisfacewastowardsme,andIrecognizedCrashawdirectly。Ineverknewhimtospeakto,butIhadoftenseenhim,andIampositivethatIwasnotmistakeninmyman。Ilookedintohisfaceforamoment,andthen——Iwillconfessthetruth——Isetoffatagoodrun,andkeptituptillIwaswithinmyowndoor。"
"Why?"
"Why?Becauseitmademybloodruncoldtoseethatman’sface。Icouldneverhavesupposedthatsuchaninfernalmedleyofpassionscouldhaveglaredoutofanyhumaneyes;I
almostfaintedasIlooked。IknewIhadlookedintotheeyesofalostsoul,Austin,theman’soutwardformremained,butallhellwaswithinit。Furiouslust,andhatethatwaslikefire,andthelossofallhopeandhorrorthatseemedtoshriekaloudtothenight,thoughhisteethwereshut;andtheutterblacknessofdespair。Iamsurethathedidnotseeme;hesawnothingthatyouorIcansee,butwhathesawIhopewenevershall。Idonotknowwhenhedied;Isupposeinanhour,orperhapstwo,butwhenIpasseddownAshleyStreetandheardtheclosingdoor,thatmannolongerbelongedtothisworld;itwasadevil’sfaceIlookedupon。"
TherewasanintervalofsilenceintheroomwhenVilliersceasedspeaking。Thelightwasfailing,andallthetumultofanhouragowasquitehushed。Austinhadbenthisheadatthecloseofthestory,andhishandcoveredhiseyes。
"Whatcanitmean?"hesaidatlength。
"Whoknows,Austin,whoknows?It’sablackbusiness,butIthinkwehadbetterkeepittoourselves,forthepresentatanyrate。IwillseeifIcannotlearnanythingaboutthathousethroughprivatechannelsofinformation,andifIdolightuponanythingIwillletyouknow。"
VII
THEENCOUNTERINSOHO
ThreeweekslaterAustinreceivedanotefromVilliers,askinghimtocalleitherthatafternoonorthenext。Hechosethenearerdate,andfoundVillierssittingasusualbythewindow,apparentlylostinmeditationonthedrowsytrafficofthestreet。Therewasabambootablebyhisside,afantasticthing,enrichedwithgildingandqueerpaintedscenes,andonitlayalittlepileofpapersarrangedanddocketedasneatlyasanythinginMr。Clarke’soffice。
"Well,Villiers,haveyoumadeanydiscoveriesinthelastthreeweeks?"
"Ithinkso;Ihavehereoneortwomemorandawhichstruckmeassingular,andthereisastatementtowhichI
shallcallyourattention。"
"AndthesedocumentsrelatetoMrs。Beaumont?ItwasreallyCrashawwhomyousawthatnightstandingonthedoorstepofthehouseinAshleyStreet?"
"Astothatmattermybeliefremainsunchanged,butneithermyinquiriesnortheirresultshaveanyspecialrelationtoCrashaw。Butmyinvestigationshavehadastrangeissue。I
havefoundoutwhoMrs。Beaumontis!"
"Whoisshe?Inwhatwaydoyoumean?"
"ImeanthatyouandIknowherbetterunderanothername。"
"Whatnameisthat?"
"Herbert。"
"Herbert!"Austinrepeatedtheword,dazedwithastonishment。
"Yes,Mrs。HerbertofPaulStreet,HelenVaughanofearlieradventuresunknowntome。Youhadreasontorecognizetheexpressionofherface;whenyougohomelookatthefaceinMeyrick’sbookofhorrors,andyouwillknowthesourcesofyourrecollection。"
"Andyouhaveproofofthis?"
"Yes,thebestofproof;IhaveseenMrs。Beaumont,orshallwesayMrs。Herbert?"
"Wheredidyouseeher?"
"HardlyinaplacewhereyouwouldexpecttoseealadywholivesinAshleyStreet,Piccadilly。IsawherenteringahouseinoneofthemeanestandmostdisreputablestreetsinSoho。Infact,Ihadmadeanappointment,thoughnotwithher,andshewasprecisetobothtimeandplace。"
"Allthisseemsverywonderful,butIcannotcallitincredible。Youmustremember,Villiers,thatIhaveseenthiswoman,intheordinaryadventureofLondonsociety,talkingandlaughing,andsippinghercoffeeinacommonplacedrawing-roomwithcommonplacepeople。Butyouknowwhatyouaresaying。"
"Ido;Ihavenotallowedmyselftobeledbysurmisesorfancies。ItwaswithnothoughtoffindingHelenVaughanthatIsearchedforMrs。BeaumontinthedarkwatersofthelifeofLondon,butsuchhasbeentheissue。"
"Youmusthavebeeninstrangeplaces,Villiers。"
"Yes,Ihavebeeninverystrangeplaces。Itwouldhavebeenuseless,youknow,togotoAshleyStreet,andaskMrs。Beaumonttogivemeashortsketchofherprevioushistory。No;assuming,asIhadtoassume,thatherrecordwasnotofthecleanest,itwouldbeprettycertainthatatsomeprevioustimeshemusthavemovedincirclesnotquitesorefinedasherpresentones。Ifyouseemudatthetopofastream,youmaybesurethatitwasonceatthebottom。Iwenttothebottom。IhavealwaysbeenfondofdivingintoQueerStreetformyamusement,andIfoundmyknowledgeofthatlocalityanditsinhabitantsveryuseful。Itis,perhaps,needlesstosaythatmyfriendshadneverheardthenameofBeaumont,andasIhadneverseenthelady,andwasquiteunabletodescribeher,Ihadtosettoworkinanindirectway。Thepeoplethereknowme;Ihavebeenabletodosomeofthemaservicenowandagain,sotheymadenodifficultyaboutgivingtheirinformation;theywereawareIhadnocommunicationdirectorindirectwithScotlandYard。Ihadtocastoutagoodmanylines,though,beforeIgotwhatIwanted,andwhenIlandedthefishIdidnotforamomentsupposeitwasmyfish。ButIlistenedtowhatIwastoldoutofaconstitutionallikingforuselessinformation,andIfoundmyselfinpossessionofaverycuriousstory,though,asI
imagined,notthestoryIwaslookingfor。Itwastothiseffect。Somefiveorsixyearsago,awomannamedRaymondsuddenlymadeherappearanceintheneighbourhoodtowhichIamreferring。Shewasdescribedtomeasbeingquiteyoung,probablynotmorethanseventeenoreighteen,veryhandsome,andlookingasifshecamefromthecountry。Ishouldbewronginsayingthatshefoundherlevelingoingtothisparticularquarter,orassociatingwiththesepeople,forfromwhatIwastold,IshouldthinktheworstdeninLondonfartoogoodforher。ThepersonfromwhomIgotmyinformation,asyoumaysuppose,nogreatPuritan,shudderedandgrewsickintellingmeofthenamelessinfamieswhichwerelaidtohercharge。
Afterlivingthereforayear,orperhapsalittlemore,shedisappearedassuddenlyasshecame,andtheysawnothingofhertillaboutthetimeofthePaulStreetcase。Atfirstshecametoheroldhauntsonlyoccasionally,thenmorefrequently,andfinallytookupherabodethereasbefore,andremainedforsixoreightmonths。It’sofnousemygoingintodetailsastothelifethatwomanled;ifyouwantparticularsyoucanlookatMeyrick’slegacy。Thosedesignswerenotdrawnfromhisimagination。Sheagaindisappeared,andthepeopleoftheplacesawnothingofhertillafewmonthsago。Myinformanttoldmethatshehadtakensomeroomsinahousewhichhepointedout,andtheseroomsshewasinthehabitofvisitingtwoorthreetimesaweekandalwaysatteninthemorning。I
wasledtoexpectthatoneofthesevisitswouldbepaidonacertaindayaboutaweekago,andIaccordinglymanagedtobeonthelook-outincompanywithmyciceroneataquartertoten,andthehourandtheladycamewithequalpunctuality。MyfriendandIwerestandingunderanarchway,alittlewaybackfromthestreet,butshesawus,andgavemeaglancethatI
shallbelonginforgetting。Thatlookwasquiteenoughforme;
IknewMissRaymondtobeMrs。Herbert;asforMrs。Beaumontshehadquitegoneoutofmyhead。Shewentintothehouse,andIwatchedittillfouro’clock,whenshecameout,andthenIfollowedher。Itwasalongchase,andIhadtobeverycarefultokeepalongwayinthebackground,andyetnotlosesightofthewoman。ShetookmedowntotheStrand,andthentoWestminster,andthenupSt。James’sStreet,andalongPiccadilly。IfeltqueerishwhenIsawherturnupAshleyStreet;thethoughtthatMrs。HerbertwasMrs。Beaumontcameintomymind,butitseemedtooimpossibletobetrue。I
waitedatthecorner,keepingmyeyeonherallthetime,andI
tookparticularcaretonotethehouseatwhichshestopped。
Itwasthehousewiththegaycurtains,thehomeofflowers,thehouseoutofwhichCrashawcamethenighthehangedhimselfinhisgarden。Iwasjustgoingawaywithmydiscovery,whenI
sawanemptycarriagecomeroundanddrawupinfrontofthehouse,andIcametotheconclusionthatMrs。Herbertwasgoingoutforadrive,andIwasright。There,asithappened,ImetamanIknow,andwestoodtalkingtogetheralittledistancefromthecarriage-way,towhichIhadmyback。Wehadnotbeentherefortenminuteswhenmyfriendtookoffhishat,andI
glancedroundandsawtheladyIhadbeenfollowingallday。
’Whoisthat?’Isaid,andhisanswerwas’Mrs。Beaumont;livesinAshleyStreet。’Ofcoursetherecouldbenodoubtafterthat。Idon’tknowwhethershesawme,butIdon’tthinkshedid。Iwenthomeatonce,and,onconsideration,IthoughtthatIhadasufficientlygoodcasewithwhichtogotoClarke。"
"WhytoClarke?"
"BecauseIamsurethatClarkeisinpossessionoffactsaboutthiswoman,factsofwhichIknownothing。"
"Well,whatthen?"
Mr。VilliersleanedbackinhischairandlookedreflectivelyatAustinforamomentbeforeheanswered:
"MyideawasthatClarkeandIshouldcallonMrs。
Beaumont。"
"Youwouldnevergointosuchahouseasthat?No,no,Villiers,youcannotdoit。Besides,consider;whatresult……"
"Iwilltellyousoon。ButIwasgoingtosaythatmyinformationdoesnotendhere;ithasbeencompletedinanextraordinarymanner。
"Lookatthisneatlittlepacketofmanuscript;itispaginated,yousee,andIhaveindulgedinthecivilcoquetryofaribbonofredtape。Ithasalmostalegalair,hasn’tit?
Runyoureyeoverit,Austin。ItisanaccountoftheentertainmentMrs。Beaumontprovidedforherchoicerguests。
Themanwhowrotethisescapedwithhislife,butIdonotthinkhewilllivemanyyears。Thedoctorstellhimhemusthavesustainedsomesevereshocktothenerves。"
Austintookthemanuscript,butneverreadit。Openingtheneatpagesathaphazardhiseyewascaughtbyawordandaphrasethatfollowedit;and,sickatheart,withwhitelipsandacoldsweatpouringlikewaterfromhistemples,heflungthepaperdown。
"Takeitaway,Villiers,neverspeakofthisagain。
Areyoumadeofstone,man?Why,thedreadandhorrorofdeathitself,thethoughtsofthemanwhostandsinthekeenmorningairontheblackplatform,bound,thebelltollinginhisears,andwaitsfortheharshrattleofthebolt,areasnothingcomparedtothis。Iwillnotreadit;Ishouldneversleepagain。"
"Verygood。Icanfancywhatyousaw。Yes;itishorribleenough;butafterall,itisanoldstory,anoldmysteryplayedinourday,andindimLondonstreetsinsteadofamidstthevineyardsandtheolivegardens。WeknowwhathappenedtothosewhochancedtomeettheGreatGodPan,andthosewhoarewiseknowthatallsymbolsaresymbolsofsomething,notofnothing。Itwas,indeed,anexquisitesymbolbeneathwhichmenlongagoveiledtheirknowledgeofthemostawful,mostsecretforceswhichlieattheheartofallthings;
forcesbeforewhichthesoulsofmenmustwitheranddieandblacken,astheirbodiesblackenundertheelectriccurrent。
Suchforcescannotbenamed,cannotbespoken,cannotbeimaginedexceptunderaveilandasymbol,asymboltothemostofusappearingaquaint,poeticfancy,tosomeafoolishtale。
ButyouandI,atallevents,haveknownsomethingoftheterrorthatmaydwellinthesecretplaceoflife,manifestedunderhumanflesh;thatwhichiswithoutformtakingtoitselfaform。Oh,Austin,howcanitbe?Howisitthattheverysunlightdoesnotturntoblacknessbeforethisthing,thehardearthmeltandboilbeneathsuchaburden?"
Villierswaspacingupanddowntheroom,andthebeadsofsweatstoodoutonhisforehead。Austinsatsilentforawhile,butVillierssawhimmakeasignuponhisbreast。
"Isayagain,Villiers,youwillsurelyneverentersuchahouseasthat?Youwouldneverpassoutalive。"
"Yes,Austin,Ishallgooutalive——I,andClarkewithme。"
Whatdoyoumean?Youcannot,youwouldnotdare……"
"Waitamoment。Theairwasverypleasantandfreshthismorning;therewasabreezeblowing,eventhroughthisdullstreet,andIthoughtIwouldtakeawalk。Piccadillystretchedbeforemeaclear,brightvista,andthesunflashedonthecarriagesandonthequiveringleavesinthepark。Itwasajoyousmorning,andmenandwomenlookedattheskyandsmiledastheywentabouttheirworkortheirpleasure,andthewindblewasblithelyasuponthemeadowsandthescentedgorse。ButsomehoworotherIgotoutofthebustleandthegaiety,andfoundmyselfwalkingslowlyalongaquiet,dullstreet,wherethereseemedtobenosunshineandnoair,andwherethefewfoot-passengersloiteredastheywalked,andhungindecisivelyaboutcornersandarchways。Iwalkedalong,hardlyknowingwhereIwasgoingorwhatIdidthere,butfeelingimpelled,asonesometimesis,toexplorestillfurther,withavagueideaofreachingsomeunknowngoal。ThusIforgedupthestreet,notingthesmalltrafficofthemilk-shop,andwonderingattheincongruousmedleyofpennypipes,blacktobacco,sweets,newspapers,andcomicsongswhichhereandtherejostledoneanotherintheshortcompassofasinglewindow。IthinkitwasacoldshudderthatsuddenlypassedthroughmethatfirsttoldmethatIhadfoundwhatIwanted。Ilookedupfromthepavementandstoppedbeforeadustyshop,abovewhichtheletteringhadfaded,wheretheredbricksoftwohundredyearsagohadgrimedtoblack;wherethewindowshadgatheredtothemselvesthedustofwintersinnumerable。IsawwhatI
required;butIthinkitwasfiveminutesbeforeIhadsteadiedmyselfandcouldwalkinandaskforitinacoolvoiceandwithacalmface。Ithinktheremusteventhenhavebeenatremorinmywords,fortheoldmanwhocameoutofthebackparlour,andfumbledslowlyamongsthisgoods,lookedoddlyatmeashetiedtheparcel。Ipaidwhatheasked,andstoodleaningbythecounter,withastrangereluctancetotakeupmygoodsandgo。
Iaskedaboutthebusiness,andlearntthattradewasbadandtheprofitscutdownsadly;butthenthestreetwasnotwhatitwasbeforetraffichadbeendiverted,butthatwasdonefortyyearsago,’justbeforemyfatherdied,’hesaid。Igotawayatlast,andwalkedalongsharply;itwasadismalstreetindeed,andIwasgladtoreturntothebustleandthenoise。Wouldyouliketoseemypurchase?"
Austinsaidnothing,butnoddedhisheadslightly;hestilllookedwhiteandsick。Villierspulledoutadrawerinthebambootable,andshowedAustinalongcoilofcord,hardandnew;andatoneendwasarunningnoose。
"Itisthebesthempencord,"saidVilliers,"justasitusedtobemadefortheoldtrade,themantoldme。Notaninchofjutefromendtoend。"
Austinsethisteethhard,andstaredatVilliers,growingwhiterashelooked。
"Youwouldnotdoit,"hemurmuredatlast。"Youwouldnothavebloodonyourhands。MyGod!"heexclaimed,withsuddenvehemence,"youcannotmeanthis,Villiers,thatyouwillmakeyourselfahangman?"
"No。Ishallofferachoice,andleaveHelenVaughanalonewiththiscordinalockedroomforfifteenminutes。Ifwhenwegoinitisnotdone,Ishallcallthenearestpoliceman。Thatisall。"
"Imustgonow。Icannotstayhereanylonger;I
cannotbearthis。Good-night。"
"Good-night,Austin。"
Thedoorshut,butinamomentitwasopenagain,andAustinstood,whiteandghastly,intheentrance。
"Iwasforgetting,"hesaid,"thatItoohavesomethingtotell。IhavereceivedaletterfromDr。HardingofBuenosAyres。HesaysthatheattendedMeyrickforthreeweeksbeforehisdeath。"
"Anddoeshesaywhatcarriedhimoffintheprimeoflife?Itwasnotfever?"
"No,itwasnotfever。Accordingtothedoctor,itwasanuttercollapseofthewholesystem,probablycausedbysomesevereshock。Buthestatesthatthepatientwouldtellhimnothing,andthathewasconsequentlyatsomedisadvantageintreatingthecase。"
"Isthereanythingmore?"
"Yes。Dr。Hardingendshisletterbysaying:’IthinkthisisalltheinformationIcangiveyouaboutyourpoorfriend。HehadnotbeenlonginBuenosAyres,andknewscarcelyanyone,withtheexceptionofapersonwhodidnotbearthebestofcharacters,andhassinceleft——aMrs。Vaughan。’"
VIII
THEFRAGMENTS
[Amongstthepapersofthewell-knownphysician,Dr。
RobertMatheson,ofAshleyStreet,Piccadilly,whodiedsuddenly,ofapoplecticseizure,atthebeginningof1892,aleafofmanuscriptpaperwasfound,coveredwithpenciljottings。ThesenoteswereinLatin,muchabbreviated,andhadevidentlybeenmadeingreathaste。TheMS。wasonlydecipheredwithdifficulty,andsomewordshaveuptothepresenttimeevadedalltheeffortsoftheexpertemployed。
Thedate,"XXVJul。1888,"iswrittenontheright-handcorneroftheMS。ThefollowingisatranslationofDr。
Matheson’smanuscript。]
"Whethersciencewouldbenefitbythesebriefnotesiftheycouldbepublished,Idonotknow,butratherdoubt。ButcertainlyIshallnevertaketheresponsibilityofpublishingordivulgingonewordofwhatisherewritten,notonlyonaccountofmyoathgivenfreelytothosetwopersonswhowerepresent,butalsobecausethedetailsaretooabominable。Itisprobablythat,uponmatureconsideration,andafterweightingthegoodandevil,Ishallonedaydestroythispaper,oratleastleaveitundersealtomyfriendD。,trustinginhisdiscretion,touseitortoburnit,ashemaythinkfit。
"Aswasbefitting,IdidallthatmyknowledgesuggestedtomakesurethatIwassufferingundernodelusion。
Atfirstastounded,Icouldhardlythink,butinaminute’stimeIwassurethatmypulsewassteadyandregular,andthatIwasinmyrealandtruesenses。Ithenfixedmyeyesquietlyonwhatwasbeforeme。
"Thoughhorrorandrevoltingnausearoseupwithinme,andanodourofcorruptionchokedmybreath,Iremainedfirm。
Iwasthenprivilegedoraccursed,Idarenotsaywhich,toseethatwhichwasonthebed,lyingthereblacklikeink,transformedbeforemyeyes。Theskin,andtheflesh,andthemuscles,andthebones,andthefirmstructureofthehumanbodythatIhadthoughttobeunchangeable,andpermanentasadamant,begantomeltanddissolve。
"Iknowthatthebodymaybeseparatedintoitselementsbyexternalagencies,butIshouldhaverefusedtobelievewhatIsaw。Forheretherewassomeinternalforce,ofwhichIknewnothing,thatcauseddissolutionandchange。
"Heretoowasalltheworkbywhichmanhadbeenmaderepeatedbeforemyeyes。Isawtheformwaverfromsextosex,dividingitselffromitself,andthenagainreunited。ThenI
sawthebodydescendtothebeastswhenceitascended,andthatwhichwasontheheightsgodowntothedepths,eventotheabyssofallbeing。Theprincipleoflife,whichmakesorganism,alwaysremained,whiletheoutwardformchanged。
"Thelightwithintheroomhadturnedtoblackness,notthedarknessofnight,inwhichobjectsareseendimly,forI
couldseeclearlyandwithoutdifficulty。Butitwasthenegationoflight;objectswerepresentedtomyeyes,ifImaysayso,withoutanymedium,insuchamannerthatiftherehadbeenaprismintheroomIshouldhaveseennocoloursrepresentedinit。
"Iwatched,andatlastIsawnothingbutasubstanceasjelly。Thentheladderwasascendedagain……[heretheMS。
isillegible]……foroneinstanceIsawaForm,shapedindimnessbeforeme,whichIwillnotfartherdescribe。Butthesymbolofthisformmaybeseeninancientsculptures,andinpaintingswhichsurvivedbeneaththelava,toofoultobespokenof……asahorribleandunspeakableshape,neithermannorbeast,waschangedintohumanform,therecamefinallydeath。
"Iwhosawallthis,notwithoutgreathorrorandloathingofsoul,herewritemyname,declaringallthatIhavesetonthispapertobetrue。
"ROBERTMATHESON,Med。Dr。"
***……Such,Raymond,isthestoryofwhatIknowandwhatIhaveseen。Theburdenofitwastooheavyformetobearalone,andyetIcouldtellittononebutyou。Villiers,whowaswithmeatthelast,knowsnothingofthatawfulsecretofthewood,ofhowwhatwebothsawdie,layuponthesmooth,sweetturfamidstthesummerflowers,halfinsunandhalfinshadow,andholdingthegirlRachel’shand,calledandsummonedthosecompanions,andshapedinsolidform,upontheearthwetreadupon,thehorrorwhichwecanbuthintat,whichwecanonlynameunderafigure。IwouldnottellVilliersofthis,norofthatresemblance,whichstruckmeaswithablowuponmyheart,whenIsawtheportrait,whichfilledthecupofterrorattheend。WhatthiscanmeanIdarenotguess。IknowthatwhatIsawperishwasnotMary,andyetinthelastagonyMary’seyeslookedintomine。Whethertherecanbeanyonewhocanshowthelastlinkinthischainofawfulmystery,Idonotknow,butiftherebeanyonewhocandothis,you,Raymond,aretheman。Andifyouknowthesecret,itrestswithyoutotellitornot,asyouplease。
Iamwritingthislettertoyouimmediatelyonmygettingbacktotown。Ihavebeeninthecountryforthelastfewdays;perhapsyoumaybeabletoguessinwhichpart。WhilethehorrorandwonderofLondonwasatitsheight——for"Mrs。
Beaumont,"asIhavetoldyou,waswellknowninsociety——I
wrotetomyfriendDr。Phillips,givingsomebriefoutline,orratherhint,ofwhathappened,andaskinghimtotellmethenameofthevillagewheretheeventshehadrelatedtomeoccurred。Hegavemethename,ashesaidwiththelesshesitation,becauseRachel’sfatherandmotherweredead,andtherestofthefamilyhadgonetoarelativeintheStateofWashingtonsixmonthsbefore。Theparents,hesaid,hadundoubtedlydiedofgriefandhorrorcausedbytheterribledeathoftheirdaughter,andbywhathadgonebeforethatdeath。
OntheeveningofthedaywhichIreceivedPhillips’letterIwasatCaermaen,andstandingbeneaththemoulderingRomanwalls,whitewiththewintersofseventeenhundredyears,Ilookedoverthemeadowwhereoncehadstoodtheoldertempleofthe"GodoftheDeeps,"andsawahousegleaminginthesunlight。ItwasthehousewhereHelenhadlived。IstayedatCaermaenforseveraldays。Thepeopleoftheplace,Ifound,knewlittleandhadguessedless。ThosewhomIspoketoonthematterseemedsurprisedthatanantiquarian(asIprofessedmyselftobe)
shouldtroubleaboutavillagetragedy,ofwhichtheygaveaverycommonplaceversion,and,asyoumayimagine,ItoldnothingofwhatIknew。Mostofmytimewasspentinthegreatwoodthatrisesjustabovethevillageandclimbsthehillside,andgoesdowntotheriverinthevalley;suchanotherlonglovelyvalley,Raymond,asthatonwhichwelookedonesummernight,walkingtoandfrobeforeyourhouse。FormanyanhourI
strayedthroughthemazeoftheforest,turningnowtorightandnowtoleft,pacingslowlydownlongalleysofundergrowth,shadowyandchill,evenunderthemiddaysun,andhaltingbeneathgreatoaks;lyingontheshortturfofaclearingwherethefaintsweetscentofwildrosescametomeonthewindandmixedwiththeheavyperfumeoftheelder,whosemingledodourisliketheodouroftheroomofthedead,avapourofincenseandcorruption。Istoodattheedgesofthewood,gazingatallthepompandprocessionofthefoxglovestoweringamidstthebrackenandshiningredinthebroadsunshine,andbeyondthemintodeepthicketsofcloseundergrowthwherespringsboilupfromtherockandnourishthewater-weeds,dankandevil。ButinallmywanderingsIavoidedonepartofthewood;itwasnottillyesterdaythatIclimbedtothesummitofthehill,andstoodupontheancientRomanroadthatthreadsthehighestridgeofthewood。Heretheyhadwalked,HelenandRachel,alongthisquietcauseway,uponthepavementofgreenturf,shutinoneithersidebyhighbanksofredearth,andtallhedgesofshiningbeech,andhereIfollowedintheirsteps,lookingout,nowandagain,throughpartingsintheboughs,andseeingononesidethesweepofthewoodstretchingfartorightandleft,andsinkingintothebroadlevel,andbeyond,theyellowsea,andthelandoverthesea。Ontheothersidewasthevalleyandtheriverandhillfollowinghillaswaveonwave,andwoodandmeadow,andcornfield,andwhitehousesgleaming,andagreatwallofmountain,andfarbluepeaksinthenorth。AndsoatleastIcametotheplace。Thetrackwentupagentleslope,andwidenedoutintoanopenspacewithawallofthickundergrowtharoundit,andthen,narrowingagain,passedonintothedistanceandthefaintbluemistofsummerheat。AndintothispleasantsummergladeRachelpassedagirl,andleftit,whoshallsaywhat?Ididnotstaylongthere。
InasmalltownnearCaermaenthereisamuseum,containingforthemostpartRomanremainswhichhavebeenfoundintheneighbourhoodatvarioustimes。OnthedayaftermyarrivalinCaermaenIwalkedovertothetowninquestion,andtooktheopportunityofinspectingthemuseum。AfterIhadseenmostofthesculpturedstones,thecoffins,rings,coins,andfragmentsoftessellatedpavementwhichtheplacecontains,Iwasshownasmallsquarepillarofwhitestone,whichhadbeenrecentlydiscoveredinthewoodofwhichIhavebeenspeaking,and,asIfoundoninquiry,inthatopenspacewheretheRomanroadbroadensout。Ononesideofthepillarwasaninscription,ofwhichItookanote。Someofthelettershavebeendefaced,butIdonotthinktherecanbeanydoubtastothosewhichIsupply。Theinscriptionisasfollows:
DEVOMNODENTiFLAvIVSSENILISPOSSvitPROPTERNVPtiasquaSVIDITSVBVMra"TothegreatgodNodens(thegodoftheGreatDeeporAbyss)FlaviusSenilishaserectedthispillaronaccountofthemarriagewhichhesawbeneaththeshade。"
Thecustodianofthemuseuminformedmethatlocalantiquariesweremuchpuzzled,notbytheinscription,orbyanydifficultyintranslatingit,butastothecircumstanceorritetowhichallusionismade。
***……Andnow,mydearClarke,astowhatyoutellmeaboutHelenVaughan,whomyousayyousawdieundercircumstancesoftheutmostandalmostincrediblehorror。I
wasinterestedinyouraccount,butagooddeal,nayall,ofwhatyoutoldmeIknewalready。Icanunderstandthestrangelikenessyouremarkedinboththeportraitandintheactualface;youhaveseenHelen’smother。Yourememberthatstillsummernightsomanyyearsago,whenItalkedtoyouoftheworldbeyondtheshadows,andofthegodPan。YourememberMary。ShewasthemotherofHelenVaughan,whowasbornninemonthsafterthatnight。
Maryneverrecoveredherreason。Shelay,asyousawher,allthewhileuponherbed,andafewdaysafterthechildwasbornshedied。Ifancythatjustatthelastsheknewme;I
wasstandingbythebed,andtheoldlookcameintohereyesforasecond,andthensheshudderedandgroanedanddied。ItwasanillworkIdidthatnightwhenyouwerepresent;Ibrokeopenthedoorofthehouseoflife,withoutknowingorcaringwhatmightpassforthorenterin。Irecollectyourtellingmeatthetime,sharplyenough,andrightlytoo,inonesense,thatI
hadruinedthereasonofahumanbeingbyafoolishexperiment,basedonanabsurdtheory。Youdidwelltoblameme,butmytheorywasnotallabsurdity。WhatIsaidMarywouldseeshesaw,butIforgotthatnohumaneyescanlookonsuchasightwithimpunity。AndIforgot,asIhavejustsaid,thatwhenthehouseoflifeisthusthrownopen,theremayenterinthatforwhichwehavenoname,andhumanfleshmaybecometheveilofahorroronedarenotexpress。IplayedwithenergieswhichIdidnotunderstand,youhaveseentheendingofit。HelenVaughandidwelltobindthecordaboutherneckanddie,thoughthedeathwashorrible。Theblackenedface,thehideousformuponthebed,changingandmeltingbeforeyoureyesfromwomantoman,frommantobeast,andfrombeasttoworsethanbeast,allthestrangehorrorthatyouwitness,surprisesmebutlittle。
WhatyousaythedoctorwhomyousentforsawandshudderedatI
noticedlongago;IknewwhatIhaddonethemomentthechildwasborn,andwhenitwasscarcelyfiveyearsoldIsurprisedit,notonceortwicebutseveraltimeswithaplaymate,youmayguessofwhatkind。Itwasformeaconstant,anincarnatehorror,andafterafewyearsIfeltIcouldbearitnomore,andIsentHelenVaughanaway。Youknownowwhatfrightenedtheboyinthewood。Therestofthestrangestory,andallelsethatyoutellme,asdiscoveredbyyourfriend,Ihavecontrivedtolearnfromtimetotime,almosttothelastchapter。AndnowHeleniswithhercompanions