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第1章

  CHAPTERI——BARBOXBROTHERS
  "Guard!Whatplaceisthis?"
  "MugbyJunction,sir。"
  "Awindyplace!"
  "Yes,itmostlyis,sir。"
  "Andlookscomfortlessindeed!"
  "Yes,itgenerallydoes,sir。"
  "Isitarainynightstill?"
  "Pours,sir。"
  "Openthedoor。I’llgetout。"
  "You’llhave,sir,"saidtheguard,glisteningwithdropsofwet,andlookingatthetearfulfaceofhiswatchbythelightofhislanternasthetravellerdescended,"threeminuteshere。"
  "More,Ithink。——ForIamnotgoingon。"
  "Thoughtyouhadathroughticket,sir?"
  "SoIhave,butIshallsacrificetherestofit。Iwantmyluggage。"
  "Pleasetocometothevanandpointitout,sir。Begoodenoughtolookverysharp,sir。Notamomenttospare。"
  Theguardhurriedtotheluggagevan,andthetravellerhurriedafterhim。Theguardgotintoit,andthetravellerlookedintoit。
  "Thosetwolargeblackportmanteausinthecornerwhereyourlightshines。Thosearemine。"
  "Nameupon’em,sir?"
  "BarboxBrothers。"
  "Standclear,sir,ifyouplease。One。Two。Right!"
  Lampwaved。Signallightsaheadalreadychanging。Shriekfromengine。Traingone。
  "MugbyJunction!"saidthetraveller,pullingupthewoollenmufflerroundhisthroatwithbothhands。"Atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning!So!"
  Hespoketohimself。Therewasnooneelsetospeakto。Perhaps,thoughtherehadbeenanyoneelsetospeakto,hewouldhavepreferredtospeaktohimself。Speakingtohimselfhespoketoamanwithinfiveyearsoffiftyeitherway,whohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire;amanofponderinghabit,broodingcarriageofthehead,andsuppressedinternalvoice;amanwithmanyindicationsonhimofhavingbeenmuchalone。
  Hestoodunnoticedonthedrearyplatform,exceptbytherainandbythewind。Thosetwovigilantassailantsmadearushathim。"Verywell,"saidhe,yielding。"ItsignifiesnothingtometowhatquarterIturnmyface。"
  Thus,atMugbyJunction,atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning,thetravellerwentwheretheweatherdrovehim。
  Notbutwhathecouldmakeastandwhenhewassominded,for,comingtotheendoftheroofedshelter(itisofconsiderableextentatMugbyJunction),andlookingoutuponthedarknight,withayetdarkerspirit-wingofstormbeatingitswildwaythroughit,hefacedabout,andheldhisownasruggedlyinthedifficultdirectionashehadhelditintheeasierone。Thus,withasteadystep,thetravellerwentupanddown,upanddown,upanddown,seekingnothingandfindingit。
  Aplacerepletewithshadowyshapes,thisMugbyJunctionintheblackhoursofthefour-and-twenty。Mysteriousgoodstrains,coveredwithpallsandglidingonlikevastweirdfunerals,conveyingthemselvesguiltilyawayfromthepresenceofthefewlightedlamps,asiftheirfreighthadcometoasecretandunlawfulend。Half-milesofcoalpursuinginaDetectivemanner,followingwhentheylead,stoppingwhentheystop,backingwhentheyback。
  Red-hotembersshoweringoutupontheground,downthisdarkavenue,anddowntheother,asiftorturingfireswerebeingrakedclear;
  concurrently,shrieksandgroansandgrindsinvadingtheear,asifthetorturedwereattheheightoftheirsuffering。Iron-barredcagesfullofcattlejanglingbymidway,thedroopingbeastswithhornsentangled,eyesfrozenwithterror,andmouthstoo:atleasttheyhavelongicicles(orwhatseemso)hangingfromtheirlips。
  Unknownlanguagesintheair,conspiringinred,green,andwhitecharacters。Anearthquake,accompaniedwiththunderandlightning,goingupexpresstoLondon。Now,allquiet,allrusty,windandraininpossession,lampsextinguished,MugbyJunctiondeadandindistinct,withitsrobedrawnoveritshead,likeCaesar。
  Now,too,asthebelatedtravellerploddedupanddown,ashadowytrainwentbyhiminthegloomwhichwasnootherthanthetrainofalife。Fromwhatsoeverintangibledeepcuttingordarktunnelitemerged,hereitcame,unsummonedandunannounced,stealinguponhim,andpassingawayintoobscurity。Heremournfullywentbyachildwhohadneverhadachildhoodorknownaparent,inseparablefromayouthwithabittersenseofhisnamelessness,coupledtoamantheenforcedbusinessofwhosebestyearshadbeendistastefulandoppressive,linkedtoanungratefulfriend,draggingafterhimawomanoncebeloved。Attendant,withmanyaclankandwrench,werelumberingcares,darkmeditations,hugedimdisappointments,monotonousyears,alongjarringlineofthediscordsofasolitaryandunhappyexistence。
  "——Yours,sir?"
  Thetravellerrecalledhiseyesfromthewasteintowhichtheyhadbeenstaring,andfellbackasteporsoundertheabruptness,andperhapsthechanceappropriateness,ofthequestion。
  "Oh!Mythoughtswerenothereforthemoment。Yes。Yes。Thosetwoportmanteausaremine。AreyouaPorter?"
  "OnPorter’swages,sir。ButIamLamps。"
  Thetravellerlookedalittleconfused。
  "Whodidyousayyouare?"
  "Lamps,sir,"showinganoilyclothinhishand,asfartherexplanation。
  "Surely,surely。Isthereanyhotelortavernhere?"
  "Notexactlyhere,sir。ThereisaRefreshmentRoomhere,but——"
  Lamps,withamightyseriouslook,gavehisheadawarningrollthatplainlyadded——"butit’sablessedcircumstanceforyouthatit’snotopen。"
  "Youcouldn’trecommendit,Isee,ifitwasavailable?"
  "Askyourpardon,sir。Ifitwas-?"
  "Open?"
  "Itain’tmyplace,asapaidservantofthecompany,togivemyopiniononanyofthecompany’stoepics,"——hepronounceditmoreliketoothpicks,——"beyondlamp-ileandcottons,"returnedLampsinaconfidentialtone;"but,speakingasaman,Iwouldn’trecommendmyfather(ifhewastocometolifeagain)togoandtryhowhe’dbetreatedattheRefreshmentRoom。Notspeakingasaman,no,IwouldNOT。"
  Thetravellernoddedconviction。"IsupposeIcanputupinthetown?Thereisatownhere?"Forthetraveller(thoughastay-at-
  homecomparedwithmosttravellers)hadbeen,likemanyothers,carriedonthesteamwindsandtheirontidesthroughthatJunctionbefore,withouthavingever,asonemightsay,goneashorethere。
  "Ohyes,there’satown,sir!Anyways,there’stownenoughtoputupin。But,"followingtheglanceoftheotherathisluggage,"thisisaverydeadtimeofthenightwithus,sir。Thedeadesttime。Imighta’mostcallitourdeadestandburiedesttime。"
  "Noportersabout?"
  "Well,sir,yousee,"returnedLamps,confidentialagain,"theyingeneralgoesoffwiththegas。That’showitis。Andtheyseemtohaveoverlookedyou,throughyourwalkingtothefurderendoftheplatform。But,inabouttwelveminutesorso,shemaybeup。"
  "Whomaybeup?"
  "Thethreeforty-two,sir。Shegoesoffinasidin’tilltheUpX
  passes,andthenshe"——hereanairofhopefulvaguenesspervadedLamps——"doesallaslaysinherpower。"
  "IdoubtifIcomprehendthearrangement。"
  "Idoubtifanybodydo,sir。She’saParliamentary,sir。And,yousee,aParliamentary,oraSkirmishun——"
  "DoyoumeananExcursion?"
  "That’sit,sir。——AParliamentaryoraSkirmishun,shemostlyDOES
  gooffintoasidin’。But,whensheCANgetachance,she’swhistledoutofit,andshe’swhistledupintodoin’allas,"——Lampsagainworetheairofahighlysanguinemanwhohopedforthebest,——
  "allaslaysinherpower。"
  Hethenexplainedthattheportersonduty,beingrequiredtobeinattendanceontheParliamentarymatroninquestion,woulddoubtlessturnupwiththegas。Inthemeantime,ifthegentlemanwouldnotverymuchobjecttothesmelloflamp-oil,andwouldacceptthewarmthofhislittleroom-Thegentleman,beingbythistimeverycold,instantlyclosedwiththeproposal。
  Agreasylittlecabinitwas,suggestive,tothesenseofsmell,ofacabininaWhaler。Buttherewasabrightfireburninginitsrustygrate,andonthefloortherestoodawoodenstandofnewlytrimmedandlightedlamps,readyforcarriageservice。Theymadeabrightshow,andtheirlight,andthewarmth,accountedforthepopularityoftheroom,asbornewitnesstobymanyimpressionsofvelveteentrousersonaformbythefire,andmanyroundedsmearsandsmudgesofstoopingvelveteenshouldersontheadjacentwall。
  Variousuntidyshelvesaccommodatedaquantityoflampsandoil-
  cans,andalsoafragrantcollectionofwhatlookedlikethepocket-
  handkerchiefsofthewholelampfamily。
  AsBarboxBrothers(sotocallthetravelleronthewarrantyofhisluggage)tookhisseatupontheform,andwarmedhisnowunglovedhandsatthefire,heglancedasideatalittledealdesk,muchblotchedwithink,whichhiselbowtouched。Uponitweresomescrapsofcoarsepaper,andasuperannuatedsteelpeninveryreducedandgrittycircumstances。
  Fromglancingatthescrapsofpaper,heturnedinvoluntarilytohishost,andsaid,withsomeroughness:
  "Why,youareneverapoet,man?"
  Lampshadcertainlynottheconventionalappearanceofone,ashestoodmodestlyrubbinghissquabnosewithahandkerchiefsoexceedinglyoily,thathemighthavebeenintheactofmistakinghimselfforoneofhischarges。HewasasparemanofabouttheBarboxBrotherstimeoflife,withhisfeatureswhimsicallydrawnupwardasiftheywereattractedbytherootsofhishair。Hehadapeculiarlyshiningtransparentcomplexion,probablyoccasionedbyconstantoleaginousapplication;andhisattractivehair,beingcutshort,andbeinggrizzled,andstandingstraightuponendasifitinitsturnwereattractedbysomeinvisiblemagnetaboveit,thetopofhisheadwasnotveryunlikealamp-wick。
  "But,tobesure,it’snobusinessofmine,"saidBarboxBrothers。
  "Thatwasanimpertinentobservationonmypart。Bewhatyoulike。"
  "Somepeople,sir,"remarkedLampsinatoneofapology,"aresometimeswhattheydon’tlike。"
  "NobodyknowsthatbetterthanIdo,"sighedtheother。"IhavebeenwhatIdon’tlike,allmylife。"
  "WhenIfirsttook,sir,"resumedLamps,"tocomposinglittleComic-
  Songs——like——"
  BarboxBrotherseyedhimwithgreatdisfavour。
  "——TocomposinglittleComic-Songs-like——andwhatwasmorehard——tosinging’emafterwards,"saidLamps,"itwentagainstthegrainatthattime,itdidindeed。"
  SomethingthatwasnotalloilhereshininginLamps’seye,BarboxBrotherswithdrewhisownalittledisconcerted,lookedatthefire,andputafootonthetopbar。"Whydidyoudoit,then?"heaskedafterashortpause;abruptlyenough,butinasoftertone。"Ifyoudidn’twanttodoit,whydidyoudoit?Wheredidyousingthem?
  Public-house?"
  TowhichMr。Lampsreturnedthecuriousreply:"Bedside。"
  Atthismoment,whilethetravellerlookedathimforelucidation,MugbyJunctionstartedsuddenly,trembledviolently,andopeneditsgaseyes。"She’sgotup!"Lampsannounced,excited。"Whatlaysinherpowerissometimesmore,andsometimesless;butit’slaidinherpowertogetupto-night,byGeorge!"
  Thelegend"BarboxBrothers,"inlargewhitelettersontwoblacksurfaces,wasverysoonafterwardstrundlingonatruckthroughasilentstreet,and,whentheownerofthelegendhadshiveredonthepavementhalfanhour,whattimetheporter’sknocksattheInnDoorknockedupthewholetownfirst,andtheInnlast,hegropedhiswayintothecloseairofashut-uphouse,andsogropedbetweenthesheetsofashut-upbedthatseemedtohavebeenexpresslyrefrigeratedforhimwhenlastmade。
  II
  "Yourememberme,YoungJackson?"
  "WhatdoIrememberifnotyou?Youaremyfirstremembrance。Itwasyouwhotoldmethatwasmyname。ItwasyouwhotoldmethatoneverytwentiethofDecembermylifehadapenitentialanniversaryinitcalledabirthday。Isupposethelastcommunicationwastruerthanthefirst!"
  "WhatamIlike,YoungJackson?"
  "Youarelikeablightallthroughtheyeartome。Youhard-lined,thin-lipped,repressive,changelesswomanwithawaxmaskon。YouareliketheDeviltome;mostofallwhenyouteachmereligiousthings,foryoumakemeabhorthem。"
  "Yourememberme,Mr。YoungJackson?"Inanothervoicefromanotherquarter。
  "Mostgratefully,sir。Youweretherayofhopeandprosperingambitioninmylife。WhenIattendedyourcourse,IbelievedthatI
  shouldcometobeagreathealer,andIfeltalmosthappy——eventhoughIwasstilltheoneboarderinthehousewiththathorriblemask,andateanddrankinsilenceandconstraintwiththemaskbeforeme,everyday。AsIhaddoneevery,every,everyday,throughmyschool-timeandfrommyearliestrecollection。"
  "WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?"
  "YouarelikeaSuperiorBeingtome。YouarelikeNaturebeginningtorevealherselftome。Ihearyouagain,asoneofthehushedcrowdofyoungmenkindlingunderthepowerofyourpresenceandknowledge,andyoubringintomyeyestheonlyexultanttearsthateverstoodinthem。"
  "YourememberMe,Mr。YoungJackson?"Inagratingvoicefromquiteanotherquarter。
  "Toowell。Youmadeyourghostlyappearanceinmylifeoneday,andannouncedthatitscoursewastobesuddenlyandwhollychanged。
  YoushowedmewhichwasmywearisomeseatintheGalleyofBarboxBrothers。(WhenTHEYwere,iftheyeverwere,isunknowntome;
  therewasnothingofthembutthenamewhenIbenttotheoar。)YoutoldmewhatIwastodo,andwhattobepaid;youtoldmeafterwards,atintervalsofyears,whenIwastosignfortheFirm,whenIbecameapartner,whenIbecametheFirm。Iknownomoreofit,orofmyself。"
  "WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?"
  "Youarelikemyfather,Isometimesthink。Youarehardenoughandcoldenoughsotohavebroughtupanacknowledgedson。Iseeyourscantyfigure,yourclosebrownsuit,andyourtightbrownwig;butyou,too,wearawaxmasktoyourdeath。Youneverbyachanceremoveit——itneverbyachancefallsoff——andIknownomoreofyou。"
  Throughoutthisdialogue,thetravellerspoketohimselfathiswindowinthemorning,ashehadspokentohimselfattheJunctionovernight。Andashehadthenlookedinthedarkness,amanwhohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire:sohenowlookedinthesun-light,anashiergrey,likeafirewhichthebrightnessofthesunputout。
  ThefirmofBarboxBrothershadbeensomeoffshootorirregularbranchofthePublicNotaryandbill-brokingtree。IthadgainedforitselfagripingreputationbeforethedaysofYoungJackson,andthereputationhadstucktoitandtohim。AshehadimperceptiblycomeintopossessionofthedimdenupinthecornerofacourtoffLombardStreet,onwhosegrimywindowstheinscriptionBarboxBrothershadformanylongyearsdailyinterposeditselfbetweenhimandthesky,sohehadinsensiblyfoundhimselfapersonageheldinchronicdistrust,whomitwasessentialtoscrewtighttoeverytransactioninwhichheengaged,whosewordwasnevertobetakenwithouthisattestedbond,whomalldealerswithopenlysetupguardsandwardsagainst。Thischaracterhadcomeuponhimthroughnoactofhisown。ItwasasiftheoriginalBarboxhadstretchedhimselfdownupontheofficefloor,andhadthithercausedtobeconveyedYoungJacksoninhissleep,andhadthereeffectedametempsychosisandexchangeofpersonswithhim。Thediscovery——
  aidedinitsturnbythedeceitoftheonlywomanhehadeverloved,andthedeceitoftheonlyfriendhehadevermade:whoelopedfromhimtobemarriedtogether——thediscovery,sofollowedup,completedwhathisearliestrearinghadbegun。Heshrank,abashed,withintheformofBarbox,andlifteduphisheadandheartnomore。
  Buthedidatlasteffectonegreatreleaseinhiscondition。Hebroketheoarhehadpliedsolong,andhescuttledandsankthegalley。Hepreventedthegradualretirementofanoldconventionalbusinessfromhim,bytakingtheinitiativeandretiringfromit。
  Withenoughtoliveon(though,afterall,withnottoomuch),heobliteratedthefirmofBarboxBrothersfromthepagesofthePost-
  OfficeDirectoryandthefaceoftheearth,leavingnothingofitbutitsnameontwoportmanteaus。
  "Foronemusthavesomenameingoingabout,forpeopletopickup,"
  heexplainedtoMugbyHighStreet,throughtheInnwindow,"andthatnameatleastwasrealonce。Whereas,YoungJackson!——NottomentionitsbeingasadlysatiricalmisnomerforOldJackson。"
  Hetookuphishatandwalkedout,justintimetosee,passingalongontheoppositesideoftheway,avelveteenman,carryinghisday’sdinnerinasmallbundlethatmighthavebeenlargerwithoutsuspicionofgluttony,andpeltingawaytowardstheJunctionatagreatpace。
  "There’sLamps!"saidBarboxBrothers。"Andbythebye——"
  Ridiculous,surely,thatamansoserious,soself-contained,andnotyetthreedaysemancipatedfromaroutineofdrudgery,shouldstandrubbinghischininthestreet,inabrownstudyaboutComicSongs。
  "Bedside?"saidBarboxBrotherstestily。"Singsthematthebedside?Whyatthebedside,unlesshegoestobeddrunk?Does,I
  shouldn’twonder。Butit’snobusinessofmine。Letmesee。MugbyJunction,MugbyJunction。WhereshallIgonext?AsitcameintomyheadlastnightwhenIwokefromanuneasysleepinthecarriageandfoundmyselfhere,Icangoanywherefromhere。WhereshallI
  go?I’llgoandlookattheJunctionbydaylight。There’snohurry,andImaylikethelookofoneLinebetterthananother。"
  ButthereweresomanyLines。GazingdownuponthemfromabridgeattheJunction,itwasasiftheconcentratingCompaniesformedagreatIndustrialExhibitionoftheworksofextraordinarygroundspidersthatspuniron。AndthensomanyoftheLineswentsuchwonderfulways,socrossingandcurvingamongoneanother,thattheeyelostthem。Andthensomeofthemappearedtostartwiththefixedintentionofgoingfivehundredmiles,andallofasuddengaveitupataninsignificantbarrier,orturnedoffintoaworkshop。Andthenothers,likeintoxicatedmen,wentalittlewayverystraight,andsurprisinglysluedroundandcamebackagain。
  Andthenothersweresochock-fulloftrucksofcoal,othersweresoblockedwithtrucksofcasks,othersweresogorgedwithtrucksofballast,othersweresosetapartforwheeledobjectslikeimmenseironcotton-reels:whileothersweresobrightandclear,andothersweresodeliveredovertorustandashesandidlewheelbarrowsoutofwork,withtheirlegsintheair(lookingmuchliketheirmastersonstrike),thattherewasnobeginning,middle,orendtothebewilderment。
  BarboxBrothersstoodpuzzledonthebridge,passinghisrighthandacrossthelinesonhisforehead,whichmultipliedwhilehelookeddown,asiftherailwayLinesweregettingthemselvesphotographedonthatsensitiveplate。Thenwasheardadistantringingofbellsandblowingofwhistles。Then,puppet-lookingheadsofmenpoppedoutofboxesinperspective,andpoppedinagain。Then,prodigiouswoodenrazors,setuponend,beganshavingtheatmosphere。Then,severallocomotiveenginesinseveraldirectionsbegantoscreamandbeagitated。Then,alongoneavenueatraincamein。Then,alonganothertwotrainsappearedthatdidn’tcomein,butstoppedwithout。Then,bitsoftrainsbrokeoff。Then,astrugglinghorsebecameinvolvedwiththem。Then,thelocomotivessharedthebitsoftrains,andranawaywiththewhole。
  "Ihavenotmademynextmovemuchclearerbythis。Nohurry。Noneedtomakeupmymindto-day,orto-morrow,noryetthedayafter。
  I’lltakeawalk。"
  Itfelloutsomehow(perhapshemeantitshould)thatthewalktendedtotheplatformatwhichhehadalighted,andtoLamps’sroom。ButLampswasnotinhisroom。ApairofvelveteenshoulderswereadaptingthemselvestooneoftheimpressionsonthewallbyLamps’sfireplace,butotherwisetheroomwasvoid。Inpassingbacktogetoutofthestationagain,helearntthecauseofthisvacancy,bycatchingsightofLampsontheoppositelineofrailway,skippingalongthetopofatrain,fromcarriagetocarriage,andcatchinglightednamesakesthrownuptohimbyacoadjutor。
  "Heisbusy。HehasnotmuchtimeforcomposingorsingingComicSongsthismorning,Itakeit。"
  Thedirectionhepursuednowwasintothecountry,keepingveryneartothesideofonegreatLineofrailway,andwithineasyviewofothers。"Ihavehalfamind,"’hesaid,glancingaround,"tosettlethequestionfromthispoint,bysaying,’I’lltakethissetofrails,orthat,ort’other,andsticktoit。’Theyseparatethemselvesfromtheconfusion,outhere,andgotheirways。"
  Ascendingagentlehillofsomeextent,hecametoafewcottages。
  There,lookingabouthimasaveryreservedmanmightwhohadneverlookedabouthiminhislifebefore,hesawsomesixoreightyoungchildrencomemerrilytroopingandwhoopingfromoneofthecottages,anddisperse。Butnotuntiltheyhadallturnedatthelittlegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhandstoafaceattheupperwindow:alowwindowenough,althoughtheupper,forthecottagehadbutastoryofoneroomabovetheground。
  Now,thatthechildrenshoulddothiswasnothing;butthattheyshoulddothistoafacelyingonthesilloftheopenwindow,turnedtowardstheminahorizontalposition,andapparentlyonlyaface,wassomethingnoticeable。Helookedupatthewindowagain。
  Couldonlyseeaveryfragile,thoughaverybrightface,lyingononecheekonthewindow-sill。Thedelicatesmilingfaceofagirlorwoman。Framedinlongbrightbrownhair,roundwhichwastiedalightbluebandorfillet,passingunderthechin。
  Hewalkedon,turnedback,passedthewindowagain,shylyglancedupagain。Nochange。Hestruckoffbyawindingbranch-roadatthetopofthehill——whichhemustotherwisehavedescended——keptthecottagesinview,workedhiswayroundatadistancesoastocomeoutoncemoreintothemainroad,andbeobligedtopassthecottagesagain。Thefacestilllayonthewindow-sill,butnotsomuchinclinedtowardshim。Andnowtherewereapairofdelicatehandstoo。Theyhadtheactionofperformingonsomemusicalinstrument,andyetitproducednosoundthatreachedhisears。
  "MugbyJunctionmustbethemaddestplaceinEngland,"saidBarboxBrothers,pursuinghiswaydownthehill。"ThefirstthingIfindhereisaRailwayPorterwhocomposescomicsongstosingathisbedside。ThesecondthingIfindhereisaface,andapairofhandsplayingamusicalinstrumentthatDON’Tplay!"
  ThedaywasafinebrightdayintheearlybeginningofNovember,theairwasclearandinspiriting,andthelandscapewasrichinbeautifulcolours。TheprevailingcoloursinthecourtoffLombardStreet,Londoncity,hadbeenfewandsombre。Sometimes,whentheweatherelsewherewasverybrightindeed,thedwellersinthosetentsenjoyedapepper-and-salt-coloureddayortwo,buttheiratmosphere’susualwearwasslateorsnuffcoloured。
  Herelishedhiswalksowellthatherepeateditnextday。Hewasalittleearlieratthecottagethanonthedaybefore,andhecouldhearthechildrenupstairssingingtoaregularmeasure,andclappingoutthetimewiththeirhands。
  "Still,thereisnosoundofanymusicalinstrument,"hesaid,listeningatthecorner,"andyetIsawtheperforminghandsagainasIcameby。Whatarethechildrensinging?Why,goodLord,theycanneverbesingingthemultiplicationtable?"
  Theywere,though,andwithinfiniteenjoyment。Themysteriousfacehadavoiceattachedtoit,whichoccasionallyledorsetthechildrenright。Itsmusicalcheerfulnesswasdelightful。Themeasureatlengthstopped,andwassucceededbyamurmuringofyoungvoices,andthenbyashortsongwhichhemadeouttobeaboutthecurrentmonthoftheyear,andaboutwhatworkityieldedtothelabourersinthefieldsandfarmyards。Thentherewasastiroflittlefeet,andthechildrencametroopingandwhoopingout,asonthepreviousday。Andagain,asonthepreviousday,theyallturnedatthegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhands——evidentlytothefaceonthewindow-sill,thoughBarboxBrothersfromhisretiredpostofdisadvantageatthecornercouldnotseeit。
  But,asthechildrendispersed,hecutoffonesmallstraggler——abrown-facedboywithflaxenhair——andsaidtohim:
  "Comehere,littleone。Tellme,whosehouseisthat?"
  Thechild,withoneswarthyarmheldupacrosshiseyes,halfinshyness,andhalfreadyfordefence,saidfrombehindtheinsideofhiselbow:
  "Phoebe’s。"
  "Andwho,"saidBarboxBrothers,quiteasmuchembarrassedbyhispartinthedialogueasthechildcouldpossiblybebyhis,"isPhoebe?"
  Towhichthechildmadeanswer:"Why,Phoebe,ofcourse。"
  Thesmallbutsharpobserverhadeyedhisquestionerclosely,andhadtakenhismoralmeasure。Heloweredhisguard,andratherassumedatonewithhim:ashavingdiscoveredhimtobeanunaccustomedpersonintheartofpoliteconversation。
  "Phoebe,"saidthechild,"can’tbeanybobbyelsebutPhoebe。Canshe?"
  "No,Isupposenot。"
  "Well,"returnedthechild,"thenwhydidyouaskme?"
  Deemingitprudenttoshifthisground,BarboxBrotherstookupanewposition。
  "Whatdoyoudothere?Upthereinthatroomwheretheopenwindowis。Whatdoyoudothere?"
  "Cool,"saidthechild。
  "Eh?"
  "Co-o-ol,"thechildrepeatedinaloudervoice,lengtheningoutthewordwithafixedlookandgreatemphasis,asmuchastosay:
  "What’stheuseofyourhavinggrownup,ifyou’resuchadonkeyasnottounderstandme?"
  "Ah!School,school,"saidBarboxBrothers。"Yes,yes,yes。AndPhoebeteachesyou?"
  Thechildnodded。
  "Goodboy。"
  "Tounditout,haveyou?"saidthechild。
  "Yes,Ihavefounditout。Whatwouldyoudowithtwopence,ifI
  gaveityou?"
  "Pendit。"
  Theknock-downpromptitudeofthisreplyleavinghimnotalegtostandupon,BarboxBrothersproducedthetwopencewithgreatlameness,andwithdrewinastateofhumiliation。
  But,seeingthefaceonthewindow-sillashepassedthecottage,heacknowledgeditspresencetherewithagesture,whichwasnotanod,notabow,notaremovalofhishatfromhishead,butwasadiffidentcompromisebetweenorstrugglewithallthree。Theeyesinthefaceseemedamused,orcheered,orboth,andthelipsmodestlysaid:"Good-daytoyou,sir。"
  "IfindImuststickforatimetoMugbyJunction,"saidBarboxBrotherswithmuchgravity,afteroncemorestoppingonhisreturnroadtolookattheLineswheretheywenttheirseveralwayssoquietly。"Ican’tmakeupmymindyetwhichironroadtotake。Infact,ImustgetalittleaccustomedtotheJunctionbeforeIcandecide。"
  So,heannouncedattheInnthathewas"goingtostayonforthepresent,"andimprovedhisacquaintancewiththeJunctionthatnight,andagainnextmorning,andagainnextnightandmorning:
  goingdowntothestation,minglingwiththepeoplethere,lookingabouthimdownalltheavenuesofrailway,andbeginningtotakeaninterestintheincomingsandoutgoingsofthetrains。Atfirst,heoftenputhisheadintoLamps’slittleroom,butheneverfoundLampsthere。Apairortwoofvelveteenshouldersheusuallyfoundthere,stoopingoverthefire,sometimesinconnectionwithaclaspedknifeandapieceofbreadandmeat;buttheanswertohisinquiry,"Where’sLamps?"was,eitherthathewas"t’othersidetheline,"or,thatitwashisoff-time,or(inthelattercase)hisownpersonalintroductiontoanotherLampswhowasnothisLamps。
  However,hewasnotsodesperatelysetuponseeingLampsnow,butheborethedisappointment。NordidhesowhollydevotehimselftohissevereapplicationtothestudyofMugbyJunctionastoneglectexercise。Onthecontrary,hetookawalkeveryday,andalwaysthesamewalk。Buttheweatherturnedcoldandwetagain,andthewindowwasneveropen。
  III
  Atlength,afteralapseofsomedays,therecameanotherstreakoffinebrighthardyautumnweather。ItwasaSaturday。Thewindowwasopen,andthechildrenweregone。Notsurprising,this,forhehadpatientlywatchedandwaitedatthecorneruntiltheyWEREgone。
  "Good-day,"hesaidtotheface;absolutelygettinghishatclearoffhisheadthistime。
  "Good-daytoyou,sir。"
  "Iamgladyouhaveafineskyagaintolookat。"
  "Thankyou,sir。Itiskindifyou。"
  "Youareaninvalid,Ifear?"
  "No,sir。Ihaveverygoodhealth。"
  "Butareyounotalwayslyingdown?"
  "Ohyes,Iamalwayslyingdown,becauseIcannotsitup!ButIamnotaninvalid。"
  Thelaughingeyesseemedhighlytoenjoyhisgreatmistake。
  "Wouldyoumindtakingthetroubletocomein,sir?Thereisabeautifulviewfromthiswindow。AndyouwouldseethatIamnotatallill——beingsogoodastocare。"
  Itwassaidtohelphim,ashestoodirresolute,butevidentlydesiringtoenter,withhisdiffidenthandonthelatchofthegarden-gate。Itdidhelphim,andhewentin。
  Theroomup-stairswasaverycleanwhiteroomwithalowroof。Itsonlyinmatelayonacouchthatbroughtherfacetoalevelwiththewindow。Thecouchwaswhitetoo;andhersimpledressorwrapperbeinglightblue,likethebandaroundherhair,shehadanethereallook,andafancifulappearanceoflyingamongclouds。Hefeltthatsheinstinctivelyperceivedhimtobebyhabitadowncasttaciturnman;itwasanotherhelptohimtohaveestablishedthatunderstandingsoeasily,andgotitover。
  Therewasanawkwardconstraintuponhim,nevertheless,ashetouchedherhand,andtookachairatthesideofhercouch。
  "Iseenow,"hebegan,notatallfluently,"howyouoccupyyourhand。Onlyseeingyoufromthepathoutside,Ithoughtyouwereplayinguponsomething。"
  Shewasengagedinverynimblyanddexterouslymakinglace。Alace-
  pillowlayuponherbreast;andthequickmovementsandchangesofherhandsuponit,assheworked,hadgiventhemtheactionhehadmisinterpreted。
  "Thatiscurious,"sheansweredwithabrightsmile。"ForIoftenfancy,myself,thatIplaytuneswhileIamatwork。"
  "Haveyouanymusicalknowledge?"
  Sheshookherhead。
  "IthinkIcouldpickouttunes,ifIhadanyinstrument,whichcouldbemadeashandytomeasmylace-pillow。ButIdaresayI
  deceivemyself。Atallevents,Ishallneverknow。"
  "Youhaveamusicalvoice。Excuseme;Ihaveheardyousing。"
  "Withthechildren?"sheanswered,slightlycolouring。"Ohyes。I
  singwiththedearchildren,ifitcanbecalledsinging。"
  BarboxBrothersglancedatthetwosmallformsintheroom,andhazardedthespeculationthatshewasfondofchildren,andthatshewaslearnedinnewsystemsofteachingthem?
  "Veryfondofthem,"shesaid,shakingherheadagain;"butIknownothingofteaching,beyondtheinterestIhaveinit,andthepleasureitgivesmewhentheylearn。Perhapsyouroverhearingmylittlescholarssingsomeoftheirlessonshasledyousofarastrayastothinkmeagrandteacher?Ah!Ithoughtso!No,Ihaveonlyreadandbeentoldaboutthatsystem。Itseemedsoprettyandpleasant,andtotreatthemsolikethemerryRobinstheyare,thatItookupwithitinmylittleway。Youdon’tneedtobetoldwhataverylittlewaymineis,sir,"sheaddedwithaglanceatthesmallformsandroundtheroom。
  Allthistimeherhandswerebusyatherlace-pillow。Astheystillcontinuedso,andastherewasakindofsubstituteforconversationintheclickandplayofitspegs,BarboxBrotherstooktheopportunityofobservingher。Heguessedhertobethirty。Thecharmofhertransparentfaceandlargebrightbrowneyeswas,notthattheywerepassivelyresigned,butthattheywereactivelyandthoroughlycheerful。Evenherbusyhands,whichoftheirownthinnessalonemighthavebesoughtcompassion,pliedtheirtaskwithagaycouragethatmademerecompassionanunjustifiableassumptionofsuperiority,andanimpertinence。
  Hesawhereyesintheactofrisingtowardshis,andhedirectedhistowardstheprospect,saying:"Beautiful,indeed!"
  "Mostbeautiful,sir。IhavesometimeshadafancythatIwouldliketositup,foronce,onlytotryhowitlookstoanerecthead。
  Butwhatafoolishfancythatwouldbetoencourage!Itcannotlookmorelovelytoanyonethanitdoestome。"
  Hereyeswereturnedtoit,asshespoke,withmostdelightedadmirationandenjoyment。Therewasnotatraceinitofanysenseofdeprivation。
  "Andthosethreadsofrailway,withtheirpuffsofsmokeandsteamchangingplacessofast,makeitsolivelyforme,"shewenton。"I
  thinkofthenumberofpeoplewhocangowheretheywish,ontheirbusiness,ortheirpleasure;IrememberthatthepuffsmakesignstomethattheyareactuallygoingwhileIlook;andthatenlivenstheprospectwithabundanceofcompany,ifIwantcompany。ThereisthegreatJunction,too。Idon’tseeitunderthefootofthehill,butIcanveryoftenhearit,andIalwaysknowitisthere。Itseemstojoinme,inaway,toIdon’tknowhowmanyplacesandthingsthatIshallneversee。"
  Withanabashedkindofideathatitmighthavealreadyjoinedhimselftosomethinghehadneverseen,hesaidconstrainedly:
  "Justso。"
  "Andsoyousee,sir,"pursuedPhoebe,"Iamnottheinvalidyouthoughtme,andIamverywelloffindeed。"
  "Youhaveahappydisposition,"saidBarboxBrothers:perhapswithaslightexcusatorytouchforhisowndisposition。
  "Ah!Butyoushouldknowmyfather,"shereplied。"Hisisthehappydisposition!——Don’tmind,sir!"Forhisreservetookthealarmatastepuponthestairs,andhedistrustedthathewouldbesetdownforatroublesomeintruder。"Thisismyfathercoming。"
  Thedooropened,andthefatherpausedthere。
  "Why,Lamps!"exclaimedBarboxBrothers,startingfromhischair。
  "Howdoyoudo,Lamps?"
  TowhichLampsresponded:"ThegentlemanforNowhere!HowdoyouDO,sir?"
  Andtheyshookhands,tothegreatestadmirationandsurpriseofLamp’sdaughter。
  "Ihavelookedyouuphalf-a-dozentimessincethatnight,"saidBarboxBrothers,"buthaveneverfoundyou。"
  "SoI’veheerdon,sir,soI’veheerdon,"returnedLamps。"It’syourbeingnoticedsooftendownattheJunction,withouttakinganytrain,thathasbeguntogetyouthenameamongusofthegentlemanforNowhere。Nooffenceinmyhavingcalledyoubyitwhentookbysurprise,Ihope,sir?"
  "Noneatall。It’sasgoodanameformeasanyotheryoucouldcallmeby。ButmayIaskyouaquestioninthecornerhere?"
  Lampssufferedhimselftobeledasidefromhisdaughter’scouchbyoneofthebuttonsofhisvelveteenjacket。
  "Isthisthebedsidewhereyousingyoursongs?"
  Lampsnodded。
  ThegentlemanforNowhereclappedhimontheshoulder,andtheyfacedaboutagain。
  "Uponmyword,mydear,"saidLampsthentohisdaughter,lookingfromhertohervisitor,"itissuchanamazetome,tofindyoubroughtacquaintedwiththisgentleman,thatImust(ifthisgentlemanwillexcuseme)takearounder。"
  Mr。Lampsdemonstratedinactionwhatthismeant,bypullingouthisoilyhandkerchiefrolledupintheformofaball,andgivinghimselfanelaboratesmear,frombehindtherightear,upthecheek,acrosstheforehead,anddowntheothercheektobehindhisleftear。Afterthisoperationheshoneexceedingly。
  "It’saccordingtomycustomwhenparticularwarmedupbyanyagitation,sir,"heofferedbywayofapology。"Andreally,IamthrowedintothatstateofamazebyfindingyoubroughtacquaintedwithPhoebe,thatI——thatIthinkIwill,ifyou’llexcuseme,takeanotherrounder。"Whichhedid,seemingtobegreatlyrestoredbyit。
  Theywerenowbothstandingbythesideofhercouch,andshewasworkingatherlace-pillow。"Yourdaughtertellsme,"saidBarboxBrothers,stillinahalf-reluctantshamefacedway,"thatsheneversitsup。"
  "No,sir,norneverhasdone。Yousee,hermother(whodiedwhenshewasayearandtwomonthsold)wassubjecttoverybadfits,andasshehadnevermentionedtomethatsheWASsubjecttofits,theycouldn’tbeguardedagainst。Consequently,shedroppedthebabywhentook,andthishappened。"
  "Itwasverywrongofher,"saidBarboxBrotherswithaknittedbrow,"tomarryyou,makingasecretofherinfirmity。’
  "Well,sir!"pleadedLampsinbehalfofthelong-deceased。"Yousee,Phoebeandme,wehavetalkedthatovertoo。AndLordblessus!Suchanumberonushasourinfirmities,whatwithfits,andwhatwithmisfits,ofonesortandanother,thatifweconfessedto’emallbeforewegotmarried,mostofusmightnevergetmarried。"
  "Mightnotthatbeforthebetter?"
  "Notinthiscase,sir,"saidPhoebe,givingherhandtoherfather。
  "No,notinthiscase,sir,"saidherfather,pattingitbetweenhisown。
  "Youcorrectme,"returnedBarboxBrotherswithablush;"andImustlooksolikeaBrute,thatatalleventsitwouldbesuperfluousinmetoconfesstoTHATinfirmity。Iwishyouwouldtellmealittlemoreaboutyourselves。Ihardlyknewhowtoaskitofyou,forIamconsciousthatIhaveabadstiffmanner,adulldiscouragingwaywithme,butIwishyouwould。"
  "Withallourhearts,sir,"returnedLampsgailyforboth。"Andfirstofall,thatyoumayknowmyname——"
  "Stay!"interposedthevisitorwithaslightflush。"Whatsignifiesyourname?Lampsisnameenoughforme。Ilikeit。Itisbrightandexpressive。WhatdoIwantmore?"
  "Why,tobesure,sir,"returnedLamps。"IhaveingeneralnoothernamedownattheJunction;butIthought,onaccountofyourbeinghereasafirst-classsingle,inaprivatecharacter,thatyoumight——"
  Thevisitorwavedthethoughtawaywithhishand,andLampsacknowledgedthemarkofconfidencebytakinganotherrounder。
  "Youarehard-worked,Itakeforgranted?"saidBarboxBrothers,whenthesubjectoftheroundercameoutofitmuchdirtierthanbewentintoit。
  Lampswasbeginning,"Notparticularso"——whenhisdaughtertookhimup。
  "Ohyes,sir,heisveryhard-worked。Fourteen,fifteen,eighteenhoursaday。Sometimestwenty-fourhoursatatime。"
  "Andyou,"saidBarboxBrothers,"whatwithyourschool,Phoebe,andwhatwithyourlace-making——"
  "Butmyschoolisapleasuretome,"sheinterrupted,openingherbrowneyeswider,asifsurprisedtofindhimsoobtuse。"IbeganitwhenIwasbutachild,becauseitbroughtmeandotherchildrenintocompany,don’tyousee?THATwasnotwork。Icarryitonstill,becauseitkeepschildrenaboutme。THATisnotwork。Idoitaslove,notaswork。Thenmylace-pillow;"herbusyhandshadstopped,asifherargumentrequiredallhercheerfulearnestness,butnowwentonagainatthename;"itgoeswithmythoughtswhenI
  think,anditgoeswithmytuneswhenIhumany,andTHAT’Snotwork。Why,youyourselfthoughtitwasmusic,youknow,sir。Andsoitistome。"
  "Everythingis!"criedLampsradiantly。"Everythingismusictoher,sir。"
  "Myfatheris,atanyrate,"saidPhoebe,exultinglypointingherthinforefingerathim。"Thereismoremusicinmyfatherthanthereisinabrassband。"
  "Isay!Mydear!It’sveryfillyilliallydone,youknow;butyouareflatteringyourfather,"heprotested,sparkling。
  "No,Iamnot,sir,Iassureyou。No,Iamnot。Ifyoucouldhearmyfathersing,youwouldknowIamnot。Butyouneverwillhearhimsing,becauseheneversingstoanyonebutme。Howevertiredheis,healwayssingstomewhenhecomeshome。WhenIlayherelongago,quiteapoorlittlebrokendoll,heusedtosingtome。
  Morethanthat,heusedtomakesongs,bringinginwhateverlittlejokeswehadbetweenus。Morethanthat,heoftendoessotothisday。Oh!I’lltellofyou,father,asthegentlemanhasaskedaboutyou。Heisapoet,sir。"
  "Ishouldn’twishthegentleman,mydear,"observedLamps,forthemomentturninggrave,"tocarryawaythatopinionofyourfather,becauseitmightlookasifIwasgiventoaskingthestarsinamolloncollymannerwhattheywasupto。WhichIwouldn’tatoncewastethetime,andtaketheliberty,mydear。"
  "Myfather,"resumedPhoebe,amendinghertext,"isalwaysonthebrightside,andthegoodside。Youtoldme,justnow,Ihadahappydisposition。HowcanIhelpit?"
  "Well;but,mydear,"returnedLampsargumentatively,"howcanI
  helpit?Putittoyourselfsir。Lookather。Alwaysasyouseehernow。Alwaysworking——andafterall,sir,forbutaveryfewshillingsaweek——alwayscontented,alwayslively,alwaysinterestedinothers,ofallsorts。Isaid,thismoment,shewasalwaysasyouseehernow。Sosheis,withadifferencethatcomestomuchthesame。For,whenitismySundayoffandthemorningbellshavedoneringing,Iheartheprayersandthanksreadinthetouchingestway,andIhavethehymnssungtome——sosoft,sir,thatyoucouldn’thear’emoutofthisroom——innotesthatseemtome,Iamsure,tocomefromHeavenandgobacktoit。"
  Itmighthavebeenmerelythroughtheassociationofthesewordswiththeirsacredlyquiettime,oritmighthavebeenthroughthelargerassociationofthewordswiththeRedeemer’spresencebesidethebedridden;buthereherdexterousfingerscametoastoponthelace-pillow,andclaspedthemselvesaroundhisneckashebentdown。
  Therewasgreatnaturalsensibilityinbothfatheranddaughter,thevisitorcouldeasilysee;buteachmadeit,fortheother’ssake,retiring,notdemonstrative;andperfectcheerfulness,intuitiveoracquired,waseitherthefirstorsecondnatureofboth。InaveryfewmomentsLampswastakinganotherrounderwithhiscomicalfeaturesbeaming,whilePhoebe’slaughingeyes(justaglisteningspeckorsoupontheirlashes)wereagaindirectedbyturnstohim,andtoherwork,andtoBarboxBrothers。
  "Whenmyfather,sir,"shesaidbrightly,"tellsyouaboutmybeinginterestedinotherpeople,eventhoughtheyknownothingaboutme——
  which,bythebye,Itoldyoumyself——yououghttoknowhowthatcomesabout。That’smyfather’sdoing。"
  "No,itisn’t!"heprotested。
  "Don’tyoubelievehim,sir;yes,itis。Hetellsmeofeverythingheseesdownathiswork。Youwouldbesurprisedwhataquantityhegetstogetherformeeveryday。Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmehowtheladiesaredressed——sothatIknowallthefashions!Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmewhatpairsoflovershesees,andwhatnew-marriedcouplesontheirweddingtrip——
  sothatIknowallaboutthat!Hecollectschancenewspapersandbooks——sothatIhaveplentytoread!Hetellsmeaboutthesickpeoplewhoaretravellingtotrytogetbetter——sothatIknowallaboutthem!Inshort,asIbeganbysaying,hetellsmeeverythingheseesandmakesoutdownathiswork,andyoucan’tthinkwhataquantityhedoesseeandmakeout。"
  "Astocollectingnewspapersandbooks,mydear,"saidLamps,"it’sclearIcanhavenomeritinthat,becausethey’renotmyperquisites。Yousee,sir,it’sthisway:AGuard,he’llsaytome,’Hallo,hereyouare,Lamps。I’vesavedthispaperforyourdaughter。Howisshea-goingon?’AHead-Porter,he’llsaytome,’Here!Catchhold,Lamps。Here’sacoupleofwollumesforyourdaughter。Issheprettymuchwhereshewere?’Andthat’swhatmakesitdoublewelcome,yousee。Ifshehadathousandpoundinabox,theywouldn’ttroublethemselvesabouther;butbeingwhatsheis——thatis,youunderstand,"Lampsadded,somewhathurriedly,"nothavingathousandpoundinabox——theytakethoughtforher。Andasconcerningtheyoungpairs,marriedandunmarried,it’sonlynaturalIshouldbringhomewhatlittleIcanaboutTHEM,seeingthatthere’snotaCoupleofeithersortintheneighbourhoodthatdon’tcomeoftheirownaccordtoconfideinPhoebe。"
  SheraisedhereyestriumphantlytoBarboxBrothersasshesaid:
  "Indeed,sir,thatistrue。IfIcouldhavegotupandgonetochurch,Idon’tknowhowoftenIshouldhavebeenabridesmaid。
  But,ifIcouldhavedonethat,somegirlsinlovemighthavebeenjealousofme,and,asitis,nogirlisjealousofme。Andmypillowwouldnothavebeenhalfasreadytoputthepieceofcakeunder,asIalwaysfindit,"sheadded,turningherfaceonitwithalightsigh,andasmileatherfather。
  Thearrivalofalittlegirl,thebiggestofthescholars,nowledtoanunderstandingonthepartofBarboxBrothers,thatshewasthedomesticofthecottage,andhadcometotakeactivemeasuresinit,attendedbyapailthatmighthaveextinguishedher,andabroomthreetimesherheight。Hethereforerosetotakehisleave,andtookit;sayingthat,ifPhoebehadnoobjection,hewouldcomeagain。
  Hehadmutteredthathewouldcome"inthecourseofhiswalks。"
  Thecourseofhiswalksmusthavebeenhighlyfavourabletohisreturn,forhereturnedafteranintervalofasingleday。
  "Youthoughtyouwouldneverseemeanymore,Isuppose?"hesaidtoPhoebeashetouchedherhand,andsatdownbyhercouch。
  "WhyshouldIthinkso?"washersurprisedrejoinder。
  "Itookitforgrantedyouwouldmistrustme。"
  "Forgranted,sir?Haveyoubeensomuchmistrusted?"
  "IthinkIamjustifiedinansweringyes。ButImayhavemistrusted,too,onmypart。Nomatterjustnow。WewerespeakingoftheJunctionlasttime。Ihavepassedhourstheresincethedaybeforeyesterday。"
  "AreyounowthegentlemanforSomewhere?"sheaskedwithasmile。
  "CertainlyforSomewhere;butIdon’tyetknowWhere。YouwouldneverguesswhatIamtravellingfrom。ShallItellyou?Iamtravellingfrommybirthday。"
  Herhandsstoppedinherwork,andshelookedathimwithincredulousastonishment。
  "Yes,"saidBarboxBrothers,notquiteeasyinhischair,"frommybirthday。Iam,tomyself,anunintelligiblebookwiththeearlierchaptersalltornout,andthrownaway。Mychildhoodhadnograceofchildhood,myyouthhadnocharmofyouth,andwhatcanbeexpectedfromsuchalostbeginning?"Hiseyesmeetinghersastheywereaddressedintentlytohim,somethingseemedtostirwithinhisbreast,whispering:"Wasthisbedaplaceforthegracesofchildhoodandthecharmsofyouthtotaketokindly?Oh,shame,shame!"
  "Itisadiseasewithme,"saidBarboxBrothers,checkinghimself,andmakingasthoughhehadadifficultyinswallowingsomething,"togowrongaboutthat。Idon’tknowhowIcametospeakofthat。
  Ihopeitisbecauseofanoldmisplacedconfidenceinoneofyoursexinvolvinganoldbittertreachery。Idon’tknow。Iamallwrongtogether。"
  Herhandsquietlyandslowlyresumedtheirwork。Glancingather,hesawthathereyeswerethoughtfullyfollowingthem。
  "Iamtravellingfrommybirthday,"heresumed,"becauseithasalwaysbeenadrearydaytome。Myfirstfreebirthdaycomingroundsomefiveorsixweekshence,Iamtravellingtoputitspredecessorsfarbehindme,andtotrytocrushtheday——or,atallevents,putitoutofmysight——byheapingnewobjectsonit。"
  Ashepaused,shelookedathim;butonlyshookherheadasbeingquiteataloss。
  "Thisisunintelligibletoyourhappydisposition,"hepursued,abidingbyhisformerphraseasifthereweresomelingeringvirtueofself-defenceinit。"Iknewitwouldbe,andamgladitis。
  However,onthistravelofmine(inwhichImeantopasstherestofmydays,havingabandonedallthoughtofafixedhome),Istopped,asyouhaveheardfromyourfather,attheJunctionhere。TheextentofitsramificationsquiteconfusedmeastowhitherIshouldgo,FROMhere。Ihavenotyetsettled,beingstillperplexedamongsomanyroads。WhatdoyouthinkImeantodo?Howmanyofthebranchingroadscanyouseefromyourwindow?"
  Lookingout,fullofinterest,sheanswered,"Seven。"
  "Seven,"saidBarboxBrothers,watchingherwithagravesmile。
  "Well!Iproposetomyselfatoncetoreducethegrossnumbertothoseveryseven,andgraduallytofinethemdowntoone——themostpromisingforme——andtotakethat。"
  "Buthowwillyouknow,sir,whichISthemostpromising?"sheasked,withherbrightenedeyesrovingovertheview。
  "Ah!"saidBarboxBrotherswithanothergravesmile,andconsiderablyimprovinginhiseaseofspeech。"Tobesure。Inthisway。Whereyourfathercanpickupsomucheverydayforagoodpurpose,Imayonceandagainpickupalittleforanindifferentpurpose。ThegentlemanforNowheremustbecomestillbetterknownattheJunction。Heshallcontinuetoexploreit,untilheattachessomethingthathehasseen,heard,orfoundout,attheheadofeachofthesevenroads,totheroaditself。Andsohischoiceofaroadshallbedeterminedbyhischoiceamonghisdiscoveries。"
  Herhandsstillbusy,sheagainglancedattheprospect,asifitcomprehendedsomethingthathadnotbeeninitbefore,andlaughedasifityieldedhernewpleasure。
  "ButImustnotforget,"saidBarboxBrothers,"(havinggotsofar)
  toaskafavour。Iwantyourhelpinthisexpedientofmine。I
  wanttobringyouwhatIpickupattheheadsofthesevenroadsthatyoulieherelookingoutat,andtocomparenoteswithyouaboutit。MayI?Theysaytwoheadsarebetterthanone。Ishouldsaymyselfthatprobablydependsupontheheadsconcerned。ButIamquitesure,thoughwearesonewlyacquainted,thatyourheadandyourfather’shavefoundoutbetterthings,Phoebe,thanevermineofitselfdiscovered。"
  Shegavehimhersympatheticrighthand,inperfectrapturewithhisproposal,andeagerlyandgratefullythankedhim。
  "That’swell!"saidBarboxBrothers。"AgainImustnotforget(havinggotsofar)toaskafavour。Willyoushutyoureyes?"
  Laughingplayfullyatthestrangenatureoftherequest,shedidso。
  "Keepthemshut,"saidBarboxBrothers,goingsoftlytothedoor,andcomingback。"Youareonyourhonour,mind,nottoopenyoueyesuntilItellyouthatyoumay?"
  "Yes!Onmyhonour。"
  "Good。MayItakeyourlace-pillowfromyouforaminute?"
  Stilllaughingandwondering,sheremovedherhandsfromit,andheputitaside。
  "Tellme。Didyouseethepuffsofsmokeandsteammadebythemorningfast-trainyesterdayonroadnumbersevenfromhere?"
  "Behindtheelm-treesandthespire?"
  "That’stheroad,"saidBarboxBrothers,directinghiseyestowardsit。
  "Yes。Iwatchedthemmeltaway。"
  "Anythingunusualinwhattheyexpressed?"
  "No!"sheansweredmerrily。
  "Notcomplimentarytome,forIwasinthattrain。Iwent——don’topenyoureyes——tofetchyouthis,fromthegreatingenioustown。
  Itisnothalfsolargeasyourlace-pillow,andlieseasilyandlightlyinitsplace。Theselittlekeysarelikethekeysofaminiaturepiano,andyousupplytheairrequiredwithyourlefthand。Mayyoupickoutdelightfulmusicfromit,mydear!Forthepresent——youcanopenyoureyesnow——good-bye!"
  Inhisembarrassedway,heclosedthedooruponhimself,andonlysaw,indoingso,thatsheecstaticallytookthepresenttoherbosomandcaressedit。Theglimpsegladdenedhisheart,andyetsaddenedit;forsomightshe,ifheryouthhadflourishedinitsnaturalcourse,havingtakentoherbreastthatdaytheslumberingmusicofherownchild’svoice。
  CHAPTERII——BARBOXBROTHERSANDCO。
  Withgood-willandearnestpurpose,thegentlemanforNowherebegan,ontheverynextday,hisresearchesattheheadsofthesevenroads。Theresultsofhisresearches,asheandPhoebeafterwardssetthemdowninfairwriting,holdtheirdueplacesinthisveraciouschronicle。Buttheyoccupiedamuchlongertimeinthegettingtogetherthantheyeverwillintheperusal。Andthisisprobablythecasewithmostreadingmatter,exceptwhenitisofthathighlybeneficialkind(forPosterity)whichis"thrownoffinafewmomentsofleisure"bythesuperiorpoeticgeniuseswhoscorntotakeprosepains。
  Itmustbeadmitted,however,thatBarboxbynomeanshurriedhimself。Hisheartbeinginhisworkofgood-nature,herevelledinit。Therewasthejoy,too(itwasatruejoytohim),ofsometimessittingby,listeningtoPhoebeasshepickedoutmoreandmorediscoursefromhermusicalinstrument,andashernaturaltasteandearrefineddailyuponherfirstdiscoveries。Besidesbeingapleasure,thiswasanoccupation,andinthecourseofweeksitconsumedhours。Itresultedthathisdreadedbirthdaywascloseuponhimbeforehehadtroubledhimselfanymoreaboutit。
  Thematterwasmademorepressingbytheunforeseencircumstancethatthecouncilsheld(atwhichMr。Lamps,beamingmostbrilliantly,onafewrareoccasionsassisted)respectingtheroadtobeselectedwere,afterall,innowiseassistedbyhisinvestigations。For,hehadconnectedthisinterestwiththisroad,orthatinterestwiththeother,butcoulddeducenoreasonfromitforgivinganyroadthepreference。Consequently,whenthelastcouncilwasholden,thatpartofthebusinessstood,intheend,exactlywhereithadstoodinthebeginning。
  "But,sir,"remarkedPhoebe,"wehaveonlysixroadsafterall。Istheseventhroaddumb?"
  "Theseventhroad?Oh!"saidBarboxBrothers,rubbinghischin。
  "ThatistheroadItook,youknow,whenIwenttogetyourlittlepresent。ThatisITSstory。Phoebe。"
  "Wouldyoumindtakingthatroadagain,sir?"sheaskedwithhesitation。
  "Notintheleast;itisagreathigh-roadafterall。"