I
Ihavecommittedsins,ofcourse;butIhavenotcommittedenoughofthemtoentitlemetothepunishmentofreductiontothebreadandwaterofordinaryliteratureduringsixyearswhenImighthavebeenlivingonthefatdietspreadfortherighteousinProfessorDowden’sLifeofShelley,ifIhadbeenjustlydealtwith。
DuringthesesixyearsIhavebeenlivingalifeofpeacefulignorance。
IwasnotawarethatShelley’sfirstwifewasunfaithfultohim,andthatthatwaswhyhedesertedherandwipedthestainfromhissensitivehonorbyenteringintosoiledrelationswithGodwin’syoungdaughter。ThiswasallnewtomewhenIhearditlately,andwastoldthattheproofsofitwereinthisbook,andthatthisbook’sverdictisacceptedinthegirls’
collegesofAmericaanditsviewtaughtintheirliteraryclasses。
IneachofthesesixyearsmultitudesofyoungpeopleinourcountryhavearrivedattheShelley-readingage。ArethesesixmultitudesunacquaintedwiththislifeofShelley?Perhapstheyare;indeed,onemayfeelprettysurethatthegreatbulkofthemare。Tothese,then,I
addressmyself,inthehopethatsomeaccountofthisromantichistoricalfableandthefabulist’smannerofconstructingandadorningitmayinterestthem。
First,astoitsliterarystyle。OurnegroesinAmericahaveseveralwaysofentertainingthemselveswhicharenotfoundamongthewhitesanywhere。Amongtheseinventionsoftheirsisonewhichisparticularlypopularwiththem。Itisacompetitioninelegantdeportment。Theyhireahallandbankthespectators’seatsinrisingtiersalongthetwosides,leavingallthemiddlestretchofthefloorfree。Acakeisprovidedasaprizeforthewinnerinthecompetition,andabenchofexpertsindeportmentisappointedtoawardit。Sometimesthereareasmanyasfiftycontestants,maleandfemale,andfivehundredspectators。
Oneatatimethecontestantsenter,clothedregardlessofexpenseinwhateachconsiderstheperfectionofstyleandtaste,andwalkdownthevacantcentralspaceandbackagainwiththatmultitudeofcriticaleyesonthem。Allthatthecompetitorknowsoffineairsandgraceshethrowsintohiscarriage,allthatheknowsofseductiveexpressionhethrowsintohiscountenance。Hemayuseallthehelpshecandevise:watch-
chaintotwirlwithhisfingers,canetodogracefulthingswith,snowyhandkerchieftoflourishandgetartfuleffectsoutof,shinynewstovepipehattoassistinhiscourtlybows;andthecoloredladymayhaveafantoworkuphereffectswith,andsmileoverandblushbehind,andshemayaddotherhelps,accordingtoherjudgment。Whenthereviewbyindividualdetailisover,agrandreviewofallthecontestantsinprocessionfollows,withalltheairsandgracesandallthebowingsandsmirkingsonexhibitionatonce,andthisenablesthebenchofexpertstomakethenecessarycomparisonsandarriveataverdict。ThesuccessfulcompetitorgetstheprizewhichIhavebeforementioned,andanabundanceofapplauseandenvyalongwithit。Thenegroeshaveanameforthisgravedeportment-tournament;anametakenfromtheprizecontendedfor。
TheycallitaCakewalk。
ThisShelleybiographyisaliterarycake-walk。Theordinaryformsofspeechareabsentfromit。Allthepages,alltheparagraphs,walkbysedately,elegantly,nottosaymincingly,intheirSunday-best,shinyandsleek,perfumed,andwithboutonnieresintheirbutton-holes;itisraretofindevenachancesentencethathasforgottentodress。IfthebookwishestotellusthatMaryGodwin,childofsixteen,hadknownafflictions,thefactsauntersforthinthisnobbyoutfit:"Marywasherselfnotunlearnedintheloreofpain"——meaningbythatthatshehadnotalwaystraveledonasphalt;or,assomeauthoritieswouldframeit,thatshehad"beenthereherself,"aformwhich,whilepreferabletothebook’sform,isstillnottoberecommended。IfthebookwishestotellusthatHarrietShelleyhiredawet-nurse,thatcommonplacefactgetsturnedintoadancing-master,whodoeshisprofessionalbowbeforeusinpumpsandknee-breeches,withhisfiddleunderonearmandhiscrush-hatundertheother,thus:"ThebeautyofHarriet’smotherlyrelationtoherbabewasmarredinShelley’seyesbytheintroductionintohishouseofahirelingnursetowhomwasdelegatedthemother’stenderestoffice。"
ThisisperhapsthestrangestbookthathasseenthelightsinceFrankenstein。Indeed,itisaFrankensteinitself;aFrankensteinwiththeoriginalinfirmitysupplementedbyanewone;aFrankensteinwiththereasoningfacultywanting。Yetitbelievesitcanreason,andisalwaystrying。Itisnotcontenttoleaveamountainoffactstandingintheclearsunshine,wherethesimplestreadercanperceiveitsform,itsdetails,anditsrelationtotherestofthelandscape,butthinksitmusthelphimexamineitandunderstandit;soitsdriftingmindsettlesuponitwiththatintent,butalwayswithoneandthesameresult:thereisachangeoftemperatureandthemountainishidinafog。Everytimeitsetsupapremiseandstartstoreasonfromit,thereisasurpriseinstoreforthereader。Itisstrangelynearsighted,cross-eyed,andpurblind。Sometimeswhenamastodonwalksacrossthefieldofitsvisionittakesitforarat;atothertimesitdoesnotseeitatall。
Thematerialsofthisbiographicalfablearefacts,rumors,andpoetry。
Theyareconnectedtogetherandharmonizedbythehelpofsuggestion,conjecture,innuendo,perversion,andsemi-suppression。
Thefablehasadistinctobjectinview,butthisobjectisnotacknowledgedinsetwords。PercyByssheShelleyhasdonesomethingwhichinthecaseofothermeniscalledagravecrime;itmustbeshownthatinhiscaseitisnotthat,becausehedoesnotthinkasothermendoaboutthesethings。
Oughtnotthattobeenough,ifthefabulistisserious?Havingprovedthatacrimeisnotacrime,wasitworthwhiletogoonandfastentheresponsibilityofacrimewhichwasnotacrimeuponsomebodyelse?Whatistheuseofhuntingdownandholdingtobitteraccountpeoplewhoareresponsibleforotherpeople’sinnocentacts?
Still,thefabulistthinksitagoodideatodothat。InhisviewShelley’sfirstwife,Harriet,freeofalloffenseasfaraswehavehistoricalfactsforguidance,mustbeheldunforgivablyresponsibleforherhusband’sinnocentactindesertingherandtakingupwithanotherwoman。
Anyonewillsuspectthatthistaskhasitsdifficulties。Anyonewilldivinethatniceworkisnecessaryhere,cautiouswork,wilywork,andthatthereisentertainmenttobehadinwatchingthemagiciandoit。
Thereisindeedentertainmentinwatchinghim。Hearrangeshisfacts,hisrumors,andhispoemsonhistableinfullviewofthehouse,andshowsyouthateverythingisthere——nodeception,everythingfairandaboveboard。Andthisisapparentlytrue,yetthereisadefect,forsomeofhisbeststockishidinanappendix-basketbehindthedoor,andyoudonotcomeuponituntiltheexhibitionisoverandtheenchantmentofyourmindaccomplished——asthemagicianthinks。
Thereisaninsistentatmosphereofcandorandfairnessaboutthisbookwhichisengagingatfirst,thenalittleburdensome,thenatriflefatiguing,thenprogressivelysuspicious,annoying,irritating,andoppressive。Ittakesonesomelittletimetofindoutthatphraseswhichseemintendedtoguidethereaderarightaretheretomisleadhim;thatphraseswhichseemintendedtothrowlightaretheretothrowdarkness;
thatphraseswhichseemintendedtointerpretafactaretheretomisinterpretit;thatphraseswhichseemintendedtoforestallprejudicearetheretocreateit;thatphraseswhichseemantidotesarepoisonsindisguise。ThenakedfactsarrayedinthebookestablishShelley’sguiltinthatoneepisodewhichdisfigureshisotherwisesuperlativelyloftyandbeautifullife;butthehistorian’scarefulandmethodicalmisinterpretationofthemtransferstheresponsibilitytothewife’sshouldersashepersuadeshimself。ThefewmeagrefactsofHarrietShelley’slife,asfurnishedbythebook,acquitherofoffense;butbycallingintheforbiddenhelpsofrumor,gossip,conjecture,insinuation,andinnuendohedestroyshercharacterandrehabilitatesShelley’s——ashebelieves。Andintruthhisunheroicworkhasnotbeenbarrenoftheresultsheaimedat;aswitnesstheassertionmadetomethatgirlsinthecollegesofAmericaaretaughtthatHarrietShelleyputastainuponherhusband’shonor,andthatthatwaswhatstunghimintorepurifyinghimselfbydesertingherandhischildandenteringintoscandalousrelationswithaschool-girlacquaintanceofhis。
Ifthatassertionistrue,theyprobablyuseareductionofthisworkinthosecolleges,maybeonlyasketchoutlinedfromit。Suchathingasthatcouldbeharmfulandmisleading。Theyoughttocastitoutandputthewholebookinitsplace。Itwouldnotdeceive。Itwouldnotdeceivethejanitor。
Allofthisbookisinterestingonaccountofthesorcerer’smethodsandtheattractivenessofsomeofhischaractersandtherepulsivenessoftherest,butnopartofitissomuchsoasarethechapterswhereinhetriestothinkhethinkshesetsforththecauseswhichledtoShelley’sdesertionofhiswifein1814。
HarrietWestbrookwasaschool-girlsixteenyearsold。Shelleywasteemingwithadvancedthought。HebelievedthatChristianitywasadegradingandselfishsuperstition,andhehadadeepandsinceredesiretorescueoneofhissistersfromit。Harrietwasimpressedbyhisvariousphilosophiesandlookeduponhimasanintellectualwonder——
whichindeedhewas。Hehadanideathatshecouldgivehimvaluablehelpinhisschemeregardinghissister;thereforeheaskedhertocorrespondwithhim。Shewasquitewilling。Shelleywasnotthinkingoflove,forhewasjustgettingoverapassionforhiscousin,HarrietGrove,andjustgettingwellsteepedinoneforMissHitchener,aschool-
teacher。WhatmighthappentoHarrietWestbrookbeforetheletter-
writingwasendeddidnotenterhismind。Yetanolderpersoncouldhavemadeagoodguessatit,forinpersonShelleywasasbeautifulasanangel,hewasfrank,sweet,winning,unassuming,andsorichinunselfishness,generosities,andmagnanimitiesthathemadehiswholegenerationseempoorinthesegreatqualitiesbycomparison。Besides,hewasindistress。Hiscollegehadexpelledhimforwritinganatheisticalpamphletandafflictingthereverendheadsoftheuniversitywithit,hisrichfatherandgrandfatherhadclosedtheirpursesagainsthim,hisfriendswerecold。Necessarily,Harrietfellinlovewithhim;
andsodeeply,indeed,thattherewasnowayforShelleytosaveherfromsuicidebuttomarryher。Hebelievedhimselftoblameforthisstateofthings,sothemarriagetookplace。HewasprettyfairlyinlovewithHarriet,althoughhelovedMissHitchenerbetter。HewroteandexplainedthecasetoMissHitchenerafterthewedding,andhecouldnothavebeenfrankerormorenaiveandlessstirredupaboutthecircumstanceifthematterinissuehadbeenacommercialtransactioninvolvingthirty-fivedollars。
Shelleywasnineteen。Hewasnotayouth,butaman。Hehadneverhadanyyouth。Hewasanerraticandfantasticchildduringeighteenyears,thenhesteppedintomanhood,asonestepsoveradoor-sill。Hewascuriouslymatureatnineteeninhisabilitytodoindependentthinkingonthedeepquestionsoflifeandtoarriveatsharplydefinitedecisionsregardingthem,andsticktothem——sticktothemandstandbythematcostofbread,friendships,esteem,respect,andapprobation。
Forthesakeofhisopinionshewaswillingtosacrificeallthesevaluablethings,anddidsacrificethem;andwentondoingit,too,whenhecouldatanymomenthavemadehimselfrichandsuppliedhimselfwithfriendsandesteembycompromisingwithhisfather,atthemoderateexpenseofthrowingoverboardoneortwoindifferentdetailsofhiscargoofprinciples。
HeandHarrietelopedtoScotlandandgotmarried。TheytooklodgingsinEdinburghofasortanswerabletotheirpurse,whichwasaboutempty,andtheretheirlifewasahappy,oneandgrewdailymoreso。Theyhadonlythemselvesforcompany,buttheyneedednoadditionstoit。Theywereascozyandcontentedasbirdsinanest。Harrietsangeveningsorreadaloud;alsoshestudiedandtriedtoimprovehermind,herhusbandinstructingherinLatin。Shewasverybeautiful,shewasmodest,quiet,genuine,and,accordingtoherhusband’stestimony,shehadnofineladyairsoraspirationsabouther。InMatthewArnold’sjudgment,shewas"apleasingfigure。"
ThepairremainedfiveweeksinEdinburgh,andthentooklodgingsinYork,whereShelley’scollegemate,Hogg,lived。ShelleypresentlyrandowntoLondon,andHoggtookthisopportunitytomakelovetotheyoungwife。Sherepulsedhim,andreportedthefacttoherhusbandwhenhegotback。ItseemsapitythatShelleydidnotcopythiscreditableconductofherssometimeorotherwhenundertemptation,sothatwemighthaveseentheauthorofhisbiographyhangthemiracleintheskiesandsquirtrainbowsatit。
Attheendofthefirstyearofmarriage——themosttryingyearforanyyoungcouple,forthenthemutualfailingsarecomingonebyonetolight,andthenecessaryadjustmentsarebeingmadeinpainandtribulation——Shelleywasabletorecognizethathismarriageventurehadbeenasafeone。Aswehaveseen,hisloveforhiswifehadbeguninarathershallowwayandwithnotmuchforce,butnowitwasbecomedeepandstrong,whichentitleshiswifetoabroadcreditmark,onemayadmit。Headdressesalongandlovingpoemtoher,inwhichbothpassionandworshipappear:
ExhibitA
"OthouWhosedearlovegleameduponthegloomypathWhichthislonespirittravelled,……wiltthounotturnThosespirit-beamingeyesandlookonme。
UntilIbeassuredthatEarthisHeavenAndHeavenisEarth?……
Harriet!letdeathallmortaltiesdissolve,Butoursshallnotbemortal。"
ShelleyalsowroteasonnettoherinAugustofthissameyearincelebrationofherbirthday:
ExhibitB
EverasnowwithhoveandVirtue’sglowMaythyunwitheringsoulnotceasetoburn,Stillmaythineheartwiththosepurethoughtso’erflowWhichforcefromminesuchquickandwarmreturn。"
Wasthegirlofseventeengladandproudandhappy?Wemayconjecturethatshewas。
Thatwastheyear1812。Anotheryearpassedstillhappily,stillsuccessfully——achildwasborninJune,1813,andinSeptember,threemonthslater,Shelleyaddressesapoemtothischild,Ianthe,inwhichhepointsoutjustwhenthelittlecreatureismostparticularlydeartohim:
ExhibitC
"DearestwhenmostthytendertraitsexpressTheimageofthymother’sloveliness。"
UptothispointthefabulistcounselforShelleyandprosecutorofhisyoungwifehashadeasysailing,butnowhistroublebegins,forShelleyisgettingreadytomakesomeunpleasanthistoryforhimself,anditwillbenecessarytoputtheblameofitonthewife。
Shelleyhadmadetheacquaintanceofacharminggray-haired,young-
heartedMrs。Boinville,whoseface"retainedacertainyouthfulbeauty";
shelivedatBracknell,andhadayoungdaughternamedCorneliaTurner,whowasequippedwithmanyfascinations。Apparentlythesepeopleweresufficientlysentimental。HoggsaysofMrs。Boinville:
"Thegreaterpartofherassociateswereodious。Igenerallyfoundtheretwoorthreesentimentalyoungbutchers,aneminentlyphilosophicaltinker,andseveralveryunsophisticatedmedicalpractitionersormedicalstudents,allofloworiginandvulgarandoffensivemanners。Theysighed,turneduptheireyes,retailedphilosophy,suchasitwas,"
etc。
ShelleymovedtoBracknell,July27th(thisisstill1813)purposelytobenearthisunwholesomeprairie-dogs’nest。Thefabulistsays:"Itwastheentranceintoaworldmoreamiableandexquisitethanhehadyetknown。"
"Inthisacquaintancetheattractionwasmutual"——andpresentlyitgrewtobeverymutualindeed,betweenShelleyandCorneliaTurner,whentheygottostudyingtheItalianpoetstogether。Shelley,"respondinglikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentiment,"hadhischancehere。IttookonlyfourdaysforCornelia’sattractionstobegintodimHarriet’s。Shelleyarrivedonthe27thofJuly;onthe31sthewroteasonnettoHarrietinwhich"onedetectsalreadythelittleriftinthelover’slutewhichhadseemedtobehealedornevertohavegapedatallwhenthelaterandhappiersonnettoIanthewaswritten"——inSeptember,weremember:
ExhibitD
"EVENING。TOHARRIET
"OthoubrightSun!BeneaththedarkbluelineOfwesterndistancethatsublimedescendest,And,gleaminglovelierasthybeamsdecline,Thymillionhuestoeveryvaporlendest,Andovercobweb,lawn,andgrove,andstreamSheddesttheliquidmagicofthylight,TillcalmEarth,withthepartingsplendorbright,Showslikethevisionofabeauteousdream;
WhatgazernowwithastronomiceyeCouldcoldlycountthespotswithinthysphere?
Suchwerethylover,Harriet,couldheflyThethoughtsofallthatmakeshispassiondear,AndturningsenselessfromthywarmcaressPickflawsinourclose-wovenhappiness。"
Icannotfindthe"rift";stillitmaybethere。Whatthepoemseemstosayis,thatapersonwouldbecoldlyungratefulwhocouldconsenttocountandconsiderlittlespotsandflawsinsuchawarm,great,satisfyingsunasHarrietis。Itisa"littleriftwhichhadseemedtobehealed,ornevertohavegapedatall。"Thatis,"onedetects"alittleriftwhichperhapshadneverexisted。Howdoesonedothat?
Howdoesoneseetheinvisible?Itisthefabulist’ssecret;heknowshowtodetectwhatdoesnotexist,heknowshowtoseewhatisnotseeable;itishisgift,andheworksitmanyatimetopoordeadHarrietShelley’sdeepdamage。
"Asyet,however,iftherewasaspeckuponShelley’shappinessitwasnomorethanaspeck"——meaningtheonewhichonedetectswhere"itmayneverhavegapedatall"——"norhadHarrietcausefordiscontent。"
Shelley’sLatininstructionstohiswifehadceased。"Fromateacherhehadnowbecomeapupil。"Mrs。BoinvilleandheryoungmarrieddaughterCorneliawereteachinghimItalianpoetry;afactwhichwarnsonetoreceivewithsomecautionthatotherstatementthatHarriethadno"causefordiscontent。"
ShelleyhadstoppedinstructingHarrietinLatin,asbeforementioned。
ThebiographerthinksthatthebusylifeinLondonsometimeback,andtheintrusionofthebaby,accountforthis。Thesewerehindrances,butweretherenoothers?Heisalwaysoverlookingadetailhereandtherethatmightbevaluableinhelpingusunderstandasituation。Forinstance,whenamanhasbeenhardatworkattheItalianpoetswithaprettywoman,hourafterhour,andrespondinglikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentimentinthemeantime,thatmanisdog-tiredwhenhegetshome,andhecan’tteachhiswifeLatin;itwouldbeunreasonabletoexpectit。
UptothistimewehavesubmittedtohavingMrs。BoinvillepusheduponusasostensiblyconcernedintheseItalianlessons,butthebiographerdropshernow,ofhisownaccord。Cornelia"perhaps"issoleteacher。
Hoggsaysshewasapreytoakindofsweetmelancholy,arisingfromcausespurelyimaginary;sherequiredconsolation,andfounditinPetrarch。Healsosays,"Byssheenteredatoncefullyintoherviewsandcaughtthesoftinfection,breathingthetenderestandsweetestmelancholy,aseverytruepoetought。"
ThentheauthorofthebookinterlardsamoststatelyandfinecomplimenttoCornelia,furnishedbyamanofapprovedjudgmentwhoknewherwell"inlateryears。"Itisaverygoodcomplimentindeed,andshenodoubtdeserveditinher"lateryears,"whenshehadforgenerationsceasedtobesentimentalandlackadaisical,andwasnolongerengagedinenchantingyounghusbandsandsowingsorrowforyoungwives。Butwhyisthatcomplimenttothatoldgentlewomanintrudedthere?Isittomakethereaderbelieveshewaswell-chosenandsafesocietyforayoung,sentimentalhusband?Thebiographer’sdevicewasnotwellplanned。Thatoldpersonwasnotpresent——itwasherotherselfthatwasthere,heryoung,sentimental,melancholy,warm-bloodedself,inthoseearlysweettimesbeforeantiquityhadcooledheroffandmossedherback。
"InchoosingforfriendssuchwomenasMrs。Newton,Mrs。Boinville,andCorneliaTurner,Shelleygavegoodproofofhisinsightanddiscrimination。"Thatisthefabulist’sopinion——HarrietShelley’sisnotreported。
EarlyinAugust,ShelleywasinLondontryingtoraisemoney。InSeptemberhewrotethepoemtothebaby,alreadyquotedfrom。InthefirstweekofOctoberShelleyandfamilywenttoWarwick,thentoEdinburgh,arrivingthereaboutthemiddleofthemonth。
"Harrietwashappy。"Why?Theauthorfurnishesareason,buthidesfromuswhetheritishistoryorconjecture;itisbecause"thebabehadbornethejourneywell。"Ithasalltheaspectofoneofhisartfuldevices——
flungininhisfavoritecasualway——thewayhehaswhenhewantstodrawone’sattentionawayfromanobviousthingandamuseitwithsometriflethatislessobviousbutmoreuseful——inahistorylikethis。Theobviousthingis,thatHarrietwashappybecausetherewasmuchterritorybetweenherhusbandandCorneliaTurnernow;andbecausetheperilousItalianlessonsweretakingarest;andbecause,iftherechancedtobeanyrespondingslikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentimentinstockinthesedays,shemighthopetogetashareofthemherself;andbecause,withherhusbandliberated,now,fromthefetidfascinationsofthatsentimentalretreatsopitilesslydescribedbyHogg,whoalsodubbedit"Shelley’sparadise"later,shemighthopetopersuadehimtostayawayfromitpermanently;andbecauseshemightalsohopethathisbrainwouldcool,now,andhisheartbecomehealthy,andbothbrainandheartconsiderthesituationandresolvethatitwouldbearightandmanlythingtostandbythisgirl-wifeandherchildandseethattheywerehonorablydealtwith,andcherishedandprotectedandlovedbythemanthathadpromisedthesethings,andsobemadehappyandkeptso。Andbecause,also——mayweconjecturethis?——wemayhopefortheprivilegeoftakingupourcozyLatinlessonsagain,thatusedtobesopleasant,andbroughtussoneartogether——sonear,indeed,thatoftenourheadstouched,justasheadsdooverItalianlessons;andourhandsmetincasualandunintentional,butstillmostdeliciousandthrillinglittlecontactsandmomentaryclasps,justastheyinevitablydooverItalianlessons。Supposeoneshouldsaytoanyyoungwife:"IfindthatyourhusbandisporingovertheItalianpoetsandbeinginstructedinthebeautifulItalianlanguagebythelovelyCorneliaRobinson"——wouldthatcozypicturefailtorisebeforehermind?woulditspossibilitiesfailtosuggestthemselvestoher?wouldtherebeapanginherheartandablushonherface?or,onthecontrary,wouldtheremarkgiveherpleasure,makeherjoyousandgay?Why,oneneedsonlytomaketheexperiment——theresultwillnotbeuncertain。
However,welearn——byauthorityofdeeplyreasonedandsearchingconjecture——thatthebabyborethejourneywell,andthatthatwaswhytheyoungwifewashappy。Thataccountsfortwopercent。ofthehappiness,butitwasnotrighttoimplythatitaccountedfortheotherninety-eightalso。
Peacock,ascholar,poet,andfriendoftheShelleys,wasoftheirpartywhentheywentaway。HeusedtolaughattheBoinvillemenagerie,and"wasnotafavorite。"OneoftheBoinvillegroup,writingtoHogg,said,"TheShelleyshavemadeanadditiontotheirpartyinthepersonofacoldscholar,who,Ithink,hasneithertastenorfeeling。This,Shelleywillperceivesoonerorlater,forhiswarmnaturecravessympathy。"
True,andShelleywillfighthiswaybacktheretogetit——therewillbenowaytoheadhimoff。
TowardstheendofNovemberitwasnecessaryforShelleytopayabusinessvisittoLondon,andheconceivedtheprojectofleavingHarrietandthebabyinEdinburghwithHarriet’ssister,ElizaWestbrook,asensible,practicalmaidenladyaboutthirtyyearsold,whohadspentagreatpartofhertimewiththefamilysincethemarriage。Shewasanestimablewoman,andShelleyhadhadreasontolikeher,anddidlikeher;butalongaboutthistimehisfeelingtowardsherchanged。PartofShelley’splan,ashewroteHogg,wastospendhisLondoneveningswiththeNewtons——membersoftheBoinvilleHystericalSociety。But,alas,whenhearrivedearlyinDecember,thatpleasantgamewaspartiallyblocked,forElizaandthefamilyarrivedwithhim。Weareleftdestituteofconjecturesatthispointbythebiographer,anditismydutytosupplyone。IchancetheconjecturethatitwasElizawhointerferedwiththatgame。IthinkshetriedtodowhatshecouldtowardsmodifyingtheBoinvilleconnection,intheinterestofheryoungsister’speaceandhonor。
Ifitwasshewhoblockedthatgame,shewasnotstrongenoughtoblockthenextone。Beforethemonthandyearwereout——nodategiven,letuscallitChristmas——ShelleyandfamilywerenestedinafurnishedhouseinWindsor,"atnogreatdistancefromtheBoinvilles"——thesedecoysstillresidingatBracknell。
Whatweneed,now,isamisleadingconjecture。Wegetitwithcharacteristicpromptnessanddepravity:
"ButPrinceAthanasefoundnottheagedZonoras,thefriendofhisboyhood,inanywanderingstoWindsor。Dr。Lindhaddiedayearsince,andwithhisdeathWindsormusthavelost,forShelley,itschiefattraction。"
Still,nottomentionShelley’swife,therewasBracknell,atanyrate。
WhileBracknellremains,allsolaceisnotlost。Shelleyisrepresentedbythisbiographerasdoingagreatmanycarelessthings,buttomymindthishiringafurnishedhouseforthreemonthsinordertobewithamanwhohasbeendeadayear,isthecarelessestofthemall。Onefeelsforhim——thatisbutnatural,anddoesushonorbesides——yetoneisvexed,forallthat。HecouldhavewrittenandaskedabouttheagedZonorasbeforetakingthehouse。Hemaynothavehadtheaddress,butthatisnothing——anypostmanwouldknowtheagedZonoras;adeadpostmanwouldrememberanamelikethat。
Andyet,whythrowaraglikethistousraveningwolves?Isitseriouslysupposablethatwewillstoptochewitandletourpreyescape?No,wearegettingtoexpectthiskindofdevice,andtogiveitmerelyasniffforcertainty’ssakeandthenwalkarounditandleaveitlying。ShelleywasnotaftertheagedZonoras;hewaspointedforCorneliaandtheItalianlessons,forhiswarmnaturewascravingsympathy。
II
Theyear1813isjustendednow,andwestepinto1814。
Torecapitulate,howmuchofCornelia’ssocietyhasShelleyhad,thusfar?PortionsofAugustandSeptember,andfourdaysofJuly。Thatistosay,hehashadopportunitytoenjoyit,moreorless,duringthatbriefperiod。Didhewantsomemoreofit?Wemustfallbackuponhistory,andthengotoconjecturing。
"Intheearlypartoftheyear1814,ShelleywasafrequentvisitoratBracknell。"
"Frequent"isacautiousword,inthisauthor’smouth;theverycautiousnessofit,thevaguenessofit,provokessuspicion;itmakesonesuspectthatthisfrequencywasmorefrequentthanthemerecommoneverydaykindsoffrequencywhichoneisinthehabitofaveragingupwiththeunassumingterm"frequent。"IthinksobecausetheyfixedupabedroomforhimintheBoinvillehouse。Onedoesn’tneedabedroomifoneisonlygoingtorunovernowandtheninadisconnectedwaytorespondlikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentimentandrubupone’sItalianpoetryalittle。
Theyoungwifewasnotinvited,perhaps。Ifshewas,shemostcertainlydidnotcome,orshewouldhavestraightenedtheroomup;themostignorantofusknowsthatawifewouldnotendurearoomintheconditioninwhichHoggfoundthisonewhenheoccupieditonenight。Shelleywasaway——why,nobodycandivine。Clotheswerescatteredabout,therewerebooksoneveryside:"Whereverabookcouldbelaidwasanopenbookturneddownonitsfacetokeepitsplace。"Itseemsplainthatthewifewasnotinvited。No,notthat;Ithinkshewasinvited,butsaidtoherselfthatshecouldnotbeartogothereandseeanotheryoungwomantouchingheadswithherhusbandoveranItalianbookandmakingthrillinghand-contactswithhimaccidentally。
Asremarked,hewasafrequentvisitorthere,"wherehefoundaneasefulresting-placeinthehouseofMrs。Boinville——thewhite-hairedMaimuna——
andofherdaughter,Mrs。Turner。"TheagedZonoraswasdeceased,butthewhite-hairedMaimunawasstillondeck,aswesee。"Threecharmingladiesentertainedthemocker(Hogg)withcupsoftea,latehours,Wieland’sAgathon,sighsandsmiles,andthecelestialmannaofrefinedsentiment。"
"Such,"saysHogg,"werethedelightsofShelley’sparadiseinBracknell。"
Thewhite-hairedMaimunapresentlywritestoHogg:
"Iwillnothaveyoudespisehome-spunpleasures。Shelleyismakingatrialofthemwithus——"
Atrialofthem。Itmaybecalledthat。ItwasMarch11,andhehadbeeninthehouseamonth。Shecontinues:
Shelley"likesthensowellthatheisresolvedtoleaveofframbling——"
Buthehasalreadyleftitoff。Hehasbeenthereamonth。
"Andbeginacourseofthemhimself。"
Buthehasalreadybegunit。Hehasbeenatitamonth。Helikesitsowellthathehasforgottenallabouthiswife,asaletterofhisreveals。
"Seriously,Ithinkhismindandbodywantrest。"
Yethehasbeenrestingbothforamonth,withItalian,andtea,andmannaofsentiment,andlatehours,andeveryrestfulthingayounghusbandcouldneedfortherefreshmentofwearylimbsandasoreconscience,andanaggingsenseofshabbinessandtreachery。
"Hisjourneysafterwhathehasneverfoundhaverackedhispurseandhistranquillity。Heisresolvedtotakealittlecareoftheformer,inpitytothelatter,whichIapplaud,andshallsecondwithall,mymight。"
Butshedoesnotsaywhethertheyoungwife,astrangerandlonelyyonder,wantsanotherwomanandherdaughterCorneliatobelavishingsomuchinflamedinterestonherhusbandornot。Thatyoungwifeisalwayssilent——weareneverallowedtohearfromher。Shemusthaveopinionsaboutsuchthings,shecannotbeindifferent,shemustbeapprovingordisapproving,surelyshewouldspeakifshewereallowed——evento-dayandfromhergraveshewould,ifshecould,Ithink——butwegetonlytheotherside,theykeephersilentalways。
"Hehasdeeplyinterestedus。Inthecourseofyourintimacyhemusthavemadeyoufeelwhatwenowfeelforhim。Heisseekingahouseclosetous——"
Ah!heisnotcloseenoughyet,itseems——
"andifhesucceedsweshallhaveanadditionalmotivetoinduceyoutocomeamongusinthesummer。"
Thereaderwouldpuzzlealongtimeandnotguessthebiographer’scommentupontheaboveletter。Itisthis:
"Thesesoundlikewordsofsconsiderateandjudiciousfriend。"
Thatiswhathethinks。Thatis,itiswhathethinkshethinks。No,thatisnotquiteit:itiswhathethinkshecanstupefyaparticularlyandunspeakablydullreaderintothinkingitiswhathethinks。HemakesthatcommentwiththeknowledgethatShelleyisinlovewiththiswoman’sdaughter,andthatitisbecauseofthefascinationsofthesetwothatShelleyhasdesertedhiswife——forthismonth,consideringallthecircumstances,andhisnewpassion,andhisemploymentofthetime,amountedtodesertion;thatisitsrightfulname。Wecannotknowhowthewiferegardeditandfeltaboutit;butifshecouldhavereadtheletterwhichShelleywaswritingtoHoggfourorfivedayslater,wecouldguessherthoughtandhowshefelt。Hearhim:……
"IhavebeenstayingwithMrs。Boinvilleforthelastmonth;
Ihaveescaped,inthesocietyofallthatphilosophyandfriendshipcombine,fromthedismayingsolitudeofmyself。"
Itisfairtoconjecturethathewasfeelingashamed。
"Theyhaverevivedinmyhearttheexpiringflameoflife。
Ihavefeltmyselftranslatedtoaparadisewhichhasnothingofmortalitybutitstransitoriness;myheartsickensattheviewofthatnecessitywhichwillquicklydividemefromthedelightfultranquillityofthishappyhome——forithasbecomemyhome……
"Elizaisstillwithus——nothere!——butwillbewithmewhentheinfinitemaliceofdestinyforcesmetodepart。"
Elizaisshewhoblockedthatgame——thegameinLondon——theonewherewewerepurposingtodineeverynightwithoneofthe"threecharmingladies"whofedteaandmannaandlatehourstoHoggatBracknell。
ShelleycouldsendElizaaway,ofcourse;couldhaveclearedheroutlongagoifsominded,justashehadpreviouslydonewithapredecessorofherswhomhehadfirstworshippedandthenturnedagainst;butperhapsshewasusefulthereasathinexcuseforstayingawayhimself。
"Iamnowbutlittleinclinedtocontestthispoint。
Icertainlyhateherwithallmyheartandsoul……
"Itisasightwhichawakensaninexpressiblesensationofdisgustandhorror,toseehercaressmypoorlittleIanthe,inwhomImayhereafterfindtheconsolationofsympathy。
Isometimesfeelfaintwiththefatigueofcheckingtheoverflowingsofmyunboundedabhorrenceforthismiserablewretch。Butsheisnomorethanablindandloathsomeworm,thatcannotseetosting。
"IhavebeguntolearnItalianagain……Corneliaassistsmeinthislanguage。DidInotoncetellyouthatI
thoughthercoldandreserved?Sheisthereverseofthis,assheisthereverseofeverythingbad。Sheinheritsallthedivinityofhermother……IhavesometimesforgottenthatIamnotaninmateofthisdelightfulhome——thatatimewillcomewhichwillcastmeagainintotheboundlessoceanofabhorredsociety。
"Ihavewrittennothingbutonestanza,whichhasnomeaning,andthatIhaveonlywritteninthought:
"Thydewylookssinkinmybreast;
Thygentlewordsstirpoisonthere;
ThouhastdisturbedtheonlyrestThatwastheportionofdespair。
Subduedtoduty’shardcontrol,Icouldhavebornemywaywardlot:
ThechainsthatbindthisrainedsoulHadcankeredthen,butcrusheditnot。
"Thisisthevisionofadeliriousanddistempereddream,whichpassesawayatthecoldclearlightofmorning。Itssurpassingexcellenceandexquisiteperfectionshavenomorerealitythanthecolorofanautumnalsunset。"
Thenitdidnotrefertohiswife。Thatisplain;otherwisehewouldhavesaidso。Itiswellthatheexplainedthatithasnomeaning,forifhehadnotdonethat,theprevioussoftreferencestoCorneliaandthewayhehascometofeelabouthernowwouldmakeusthinkshewasthepersonwhohadinspireditwhileteachinghimhowtoreadthewarmandruddyItalianpoetsduringamonth。
Thebiographyobservesthatportionsofthisletter"readlikethetiredmoaningofawoundedcreature。"Guessesatthenatureofthewoundarepermissible;wewillhazardone。
ReadbythelightofShelley’sprevioushistory,hisletterseemstobethecryofatorturedconscience。Untilthistimeitwasaconsciencethathadneverfeltapangorknownasmirch。Itwastheconscienceofonewho,untilthistime,hadneverdoneadishonorablething,oranungenerous,orcruel,ortreacherousthing,butwasnowdoingallofthese,andwaskeenlyawareofit。UptothistimeShelleyhadbeenmasterofhisnature,anditwasanaturewhichwasasbeautifulandasnearlyperfectasanymerelyhumannaturemaybe。Buthewasdrunknow,withadebasingpassion,andwasnothimself。ThereisnothinginhisprevioushistorythatisincharacterwiththeShelleyofthisletter。
Hehaddoneboyishthings,foolishthings,evencrazythings,butneverathingtobeashamedof。Hehaddonethingswhichonemightlaughat,buttheprivilegeoflaughingwaslimitedalwaystothethingitself;
youcouldnotlaughatthemotivebackofit——thatwashigh,thatwasnoble。Hismostfantasticandquixoticactshadapurposebackofthemwhichmadethemfine,oftengreat,andmadetherisinglaughseemprofanationandquenchedit;quenchedit,andchangedtheimpulsetohomage。
Uptothistimehehadbeenloyaltyitself,wherehisobligationslay——
treacherywasnewtohim;hehadneverdoneanignoblething——basenesswasnewtohim;hehadneverdoneanunkindthingthatalsowasnewtohim。
Thiswastheauthorofthatletter,thiswasthemanwhohaddesertedhisyoungwifeandwaslamenting,becausehemustleaveanotherwoman’shousewhichhadbecomea"home"tohim,andgoaway。Ishelamentingmainlybecausehemustgobacktohiswifeandchild?No,thelamentismainlyforwhatheistoleavebehindhim。Thephysicalcomfortsofthehouse?
No,inhislifehehadneverattachedimportancetosuchthings。Thenthethingwhichhegrievestoleaveisnarroweddowntoaperson——tothepersonwhose"dewylooks"hadsunkintohisbreast,andwhoseseducingwordshad"stirredpoisonthere。"
Hewasashamedofhimself,hisconsciencewasupbraidinghim。Hewastheslaveofadegradinglove;hewasdrunkwithhispassion,therealShelleywasintemporaryeclipse。Thisistheverdictwhichhisprevioushistorymustcertainlydeliveruponthisepisode,Ithink。
Onemustbeallowedtoassisthimselfwithconjectureslikethesewhentryingtofindhiswaythroughaliteraryswampwhichhassomanymisleadingfinger-boardsupasthisbookisfurnishedwith。
Wehavenowarrivedatapartoftheswampwherethedifficultiesandperplexitiesaregoingtobegreaterthananywehaveyetmetwith——
where,indeed,thefinger-boardsaremultitudinous,andthemostofthempointingdiligentlyinthewrongdirection。WearetobetoldbythebiographywhyShelleydesertedhiswifeandchildandtookupwithCorneliaTurnerandItalian。ItwasnotonaccountofCornelia’ssighsandsentimentalitiesandteaandmannaandlatehoursandsoftandsweetandindustriousenticements;no,itwasbecause"hishappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath。"
Ithadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeathinthisway:
1st。Harrietpersuadedhimtosetupacarriage。
2d。Aftertheintrusionofthebaby,Harrietstoppedreadingaloudandstudying。
3d。Harriet’swalkswithHogg"commonlyconductedustosomefashionablebonnet-shop。"
4th。Harriethiredawet-nurse。
5th。Whenanoperationwasbeingperformeduponthebaby,"Harrietstoodby,narrowlyobservingallthatwasdone,but,totheastonishmentoftheoperator,betrayingnotthesmallestsignofemotion。"
6th。ElizaWestbrook,sister-in-law,wasstillofthehousehold。
TheevidenceagainstHarrietShelleyisallin;thereisnomore。UponthesesixcountsshestandsindictedofthecrimeofdrivingherhusbandintothatstyatBracknell;andthiscrime,bythesehelps,thebiographicalprosecutingattorneyhassethimselfthetaskofprovinguponher。
Doesthebiographercallhimselftheattorneyfortheprosecution?
No,onlytohimself,privately;publiclyheisthepassionless,disinterested,impartialjudgeonthebench。Heholdsuphisjudicialscalesbeforetheworld,thatallmaysee;anditalltriestolooksofairthatablindpersonwouldsometimesfailtoseehimslipthefalseweightsin。
Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,first,becauseHarriethadpersuadedhimtosetupacarriage。
Icannotdiscoverthatanyevidenceisofferedthatsheaskedhimtosetupacarriage。Still,ifshedid,wasitaheavyoffence?Wasitunique?Otheryoungwiveshadcommitteditbefore,othershavecommitteditsince。ShelleyhaddearlylovedherinthoseLondondays;possiblyhesetupthecarriagegladlytopleaseher;affectionateyounghusbandsdosuchthings。WhenShelleyranawaywithanothergirl,by-and-by,thisgirlpersuadedhimtopourthepriceofmanycarriagesandmanyhorsesdownthebottomlesswellofherfather’sdebts,butthisimpartialjudgefindsnofaultwiththat。OncesheappealstoShelleytoraisemoney——
necessarilybyborrowing,therewasnootherway——topayherfather’sdebtswithatatimewhenShelleywasindangerofbeingarrestedandimprisonedforhisowndebts;yetthegoodjudgefindsnofaultwithherevenforthis。
Firstandlast,Shelleyemptiedintothatrapaciousmendicant’slapasumwhichcosthim——forheborroweditatruinousrates——fromeightytoonehundredthousanddollars。ButitwasMaryGodwin’spapa,thesupplicationswereoftensentthroughMary,thegoodjudgeisMary’sstrenuousfriend,soMarygetsnocensures。OntheContinentMaryrodeinherprivatecarriage,built,asShelleyboasts,"byoneofthebestmakersinBondStreet,"yetthegoodjudgemakesnotevenapassingcommentonthisiniquity。LetusthrowoutCountNo。1againstHarrietShelleyasbeingfar-fetched,andfrivolous。
Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,secondly,becauseHarriet’sstudies"haddwindledawaytonothing,Bysshehadceasedtoexpressanyinterestinthem。"Atwhattimewasthis?ItwaswhenHarriet"hadfullyrecoveredfromthefatigueofherfirsteffortofmaternity,……andwasnowinfullforce,vigor,andeffect。"Verywell,thebabywasborntwodaysbeforethecloseofJune。