首页 >出版文学> In Defence of Harriet Shelley>第1章
  I
  Ihavecommittedsins,ofcourse;butIhavenotcommittedenoughofthemtoentitlemetothepunishmentofreductiontothebreadandwaterofordinaryliteratureduringsixyearswhenImighthavebeenlivingonthefatdietspreadfortherighteousinProfessorDowden’sLifeofShelley,ifIhadbeenjustlydealtwith。
  DuringthesesixyearsIhavebeenlivingalifeofpeacefulignorance。
  IwasnotawarethatShelley’sfirstwifewasunfaithfultohim,andthatthatwaswhyhedesertedherandwipedthestainfromhissensitivehonorbyenteringintosoiledrelationswithGodwin’syoungdaughter。ThiswasallnewtomewhenIhearditlately,andwastoldthattheproofsofitwereinthisbook,andthatthisbook’sverdictisacceptedinthegirls’
  collegesofAmericaanditsviewtaughtintheirliteraryclasses。
  IneachofthesesixyearsmultitudesofyoungpeopleinourcountryhavearrivedattheShelley-readingage。ArethesesixmultitudesunacquaintedwiththislifeofShelley?Perhapstheyare;indeed,onemayfeelprettysurethatthegreatbulkofthemare。Tothese,then,I
  addressmyself,inthehopethatsomeaccountofthisromantichistoricalfableandthefabulist’smannerofconstructingandadorningitmayinterestthem。
  First,astoitsliterarystyle。OurnegroesinAmericahaveseveralwaysofentertainingthemselveswhicharenotfoundamongthewhitesanywhere。Amongtheseinventionsoftheirsisonewhichisparticularlypopularwiththem。Itisacompetitioninelegantdeportment。Theyhireahallandbankthespectators’seatsinrisingtiersalongthetwosides,leavingallthemiddlestretchofthefloorfree。Acakeisprovidedasaprizeforthewinnerinthecompetition,andabenchofexpertsindeportmentisappointedtoawardit。Sometimesthereareasmanyasfiftycontestants,maleandfemale,andfivehundredspectators。
  Oneatatimethecontestantsenter,clothedregardlessofexpenseinwhateachconsiderstheperfectionofstyleandtaste,andwalkdownthevacantcentralspaceandbackagainwiththatmultitudeofcriticaleyesonthem。Allthatthecompetitorknowsoffineairsandgraceshethrowsintohiscarriage,allthatheknowsofseductiveexpressionhethrowsintohiscountenance。Hemayuseallthehelpshecandevise:watch-
  chaintotwirlwithhisfingers,canetodogracefulthingswith,snowyhandkerchieftoflourishandgetartfuleffectsoutof,shinynewstovepipehattoassistinhiscourtlybows;andthecoloredladymayhaveafantoworkuphereffectswith,andsmileoverandblushbehind,andshemayaddotherhelps,accordingtoherjudgment。Whenthereviewbyindividualdetailisover,agrandreviewofallthecontestantsinprocessionfollows,withalltheairsandgracesandallthebowingsandsmirkingsonexhibitionatonce,andthisenablesthebenchofexpertstomakethenecessarycomparisonsandarriveataverdict。ThesuccessfulcompetitorgetstheprizewhichIhavebeforementioned,andanabundanceofapplauseandenvyalongwithit。Thenegroeshaveanameforthisgravedeportment-tournament;anametakenfromtheprizecontendedfor。
  TheycallitaCakewalk。
  ThisShelleybiographyisaliterarycake-walk。Theordinaryformsofspeechareabsentfromit。Allthepages,alltheparagraphs,walkbysedately,elegantly,nottosaymincingly,intheirSunday-best,shinyandsleek,perfumed,andwithboutonnieresintheirbutton-holes;itisraretofindevenachancesentencethathasforgottentodress。IfthebookwishestotellusthatMaryGodwin,childofsixteen,hadknownafflictions,thefactsauntersforthinthisnobbyoutfit:"Marywasherselfnotunlearnedintheloreofpain"——meaningbythatthatshehadnotalwaystraveledonasphalt;or,assomeauthoritieswouldframeit,thatshehad"beenthereherself,"aformwhich,whilepreferabletothebook’sform,isstillnottoberecommended。IfthebookwishestotellusthatHarrietShelleyhiredawet-nurse,thatcommonplacefactgetsturnedintoadancing-master,whodoeshisprofessionalbowbeforeusinpumpsandknee-breeches,withhisfiddleunderonearmandhiscrush-hatundertheother,thus:"ThebeautyofHarriet’smotherlyrelationtoherbabewasmarredinShelley’seyesbytheintroductionintohishouseofahirelingnursetowhomwasdelegatedthemother’stenderestoffice。"
  ThisisperhapsthestrangestbookthathasseenthelightsinceFrankenstein。Indeed,itisaFrankensteinitself;aFrankensteinwiththeoriginalinfirmitysupplementedbyanewone;aFrankensteinwiththereasoningfacultywanting。Yetitbelievesitcanreason,andisalwaystrying。Itisnotcontenttoleaveamountainoffactstandingintheclearsunshine,wherethesimplestreadercanperceiveitsform,itsdetails,anditsrelationtotherestofthelandscape,butthinksitmusthelphimexamineitandunderstandit;soitsdriftingmindsettlesuponitwiththatintent,butalwayswithoneandthesameresult:thereisachangeoftemperatureandthemountainishidinafog。Everytimeitsetsupapremiseandstartstoreasonfromit,thereisasurpriseinstoreforthereader。Itisstrangelynearsighted,cross-eyed,andpurblind。Sometimeswhenamastodonwalksacrossthefieldofitsvisionittakesitforarat;atothertimesitdoesnotseeitatall。
  Thematerialsofthisbiographicalfablearefacts,rumors,andpoetry。
  Theyareconnectedtogetherandharmonizedbythehelpofsuggestion,conjecture,innuendo,perversion,andsemi-suppression。
  Thefablehasadistinctobjectinview,butthisobjectisnotacknowledgedinsetwords。PercyByssheShelleyhasdonesomethingwhichinthecaseofothermeniscalledagravecrime;itmustbeshownthatinhiscaseitisnotthat,becausehedoesnotthinkasothermendoaboutthesethings。
  Oughtnotthattobeenough,ifthefabulistisserious?Havingprovedthatacrimeisnotacrime,wasitworthwhiletogoonandfastentheresponsibilityofacrimewhichwasnotacrimeuponsomebodyelse?Whatistheuseofhuntingdownandholdingtobitteraccountpeoplewhoareresponsibleforotherpeople’sinnocentacts?
  Still,thefabulistthinksitagoodideatodothat。InhisviewShelley’sfirstwife,Harriet,freeofalloffenseasfaraswehavehistoricalfactsforguidance,mustbeheldunforgivablyresponsibleforherhusband’sinnocentactindesertingherandtakingupwithanotherwoman。
  Anyonewillsuspectthatthistaskhasitsdifficulties。Anyonewilldivinethatniceworkisnecessaryhere,cautiouswork,wilywork,andthatthereisentertainmenttobehadinwatchingthemagiciandoit。
  Thereisindeedentertainmentinwatchinghim。Hearrangeshisfacts,hisrumors,andhispoemsonhistableinfullviewofthehouse,andshowsyouthateverythingisthere——nodeception,everythingfairandaboveboard。Andthisisapparentlytrue,yetthereisadefect,forsomeofhisbeststockishidinanappendix-basketbehindthedoor,andyoudonotcomeuponituntiltheexhibitionisoverandtheenchantmentofyourmindaccomplished——asthemagicianthinks。
  Thereisaninsistentatmosphereofcandorandfairnessaboutthisbookwhichisengagingatfirst,thenalittleburdensome,thenatriflefatiguing,thenprogressivelysuspicious,annoying,irritating,andoppressive。Ittakesonesomelittletimetofindoutthatphraseswhichseemintendedtoguidethereaderarightaretheretomisleadhim;thatphraseswhichseemintendedtothrowlightaretheretothrowdarkness;
  thatphraseswhichseemintendedtointerpretafactaretheretomisinterpretit;thatphraseswhichseemintendedtoforestallprejudicearetheretocreateit;thatphraseswhichseemantidotesarepoisonsindisguise。ThenakedfactsarrayedinthebookestablishShelley’sguiltinthatoneepisodewhichdisfigureshisotherwisesuperlativelyloftyandbeautifullife;butthehistorian’scarefulandmethodicalmisinterpretationofthemtransferstheresponsibilitytothewife’sshouldersashepersuadeshimself。ThefewmeagrefactsofHarrietShelley’slife,asfurnishedbythebook,acquitherofoffense;butbycallingintheforbiddenhelpsofrumor,gossip,conjecture,insinuation,andinnuendohedestroyshercharacterandrehabilitatesShelley’s——ashebelieves。Andintruthhisunheroicworkhasnotbeenbarrenoftheresultsheaimedat;aswitnesstheassertionmadetomethatgirlsinthecollegesofAmericaaretaughtthatHarrietShelleyputastainuponherhusband’shonor,andthatthatwaswhatstunghimintorepurifyinghimselfbydesertingherandhischildandenteringintoscandalousrelationswithaschool-girlacquaintanceofhis。
  Ifthatassertionistrue,theyprobablyuseareductionofthisworkinthosecolleges,maybeonlyasketchoutlinedfromit。Suchathingasthatcouldbeharmfulandmisleading。Theyoughttocastitoutandputthewholebookinitsplace。Itwouldnotdeceive。Itwouldnotdeceivethejanitor。
  Allofthisbookisinterestingonaccountofthesorcerer’smethodsandtheattractivenessofsomeofhischaractersandtherepulsivenessoftherest,butnopartofitissomuchsoasarethechapterswhereinhetriestothinkhethinkshesetsforththecauseswhichledtoShelley’sdesertionofhiswifein1814。
  HarrietWestbrookwasaschool-girlsixteenyearsold。Shelleywasteemingwithadvancedthought。HebelievedthatChristianitywasadegradingandselfishsuperstition,andhehadadeepandsinceredesiretorescueoneofhissistersfromit。Harrietwasimpressedbyhisvariousphilosophiesandlookeduponhimasanintellectualwonder——
  whichindeedhewas。Hehadanideathatshecouldgivehimvaluablehelpinhisschemeregardinghissister;thereforeheaskedhertocorrespondwithhim。Shewasquitewilling。Shelleywasnotthinkingoflove,forhewasjustgettingoverapassionforhiscousin,HarrietGrove,andjustgettingwellsteepedinoneforMissHitchener,aschool-
  teacher。WhatmighthappentoHarrietWestbrookbeforetheletter-
  writingwasendeddidnotenterhismind。Yetanolderpersoncouldhavemadeagoodguessatit,forinpersonShelleywasasbeautifulasanangel,hewasfrank,sweet,winning,unassuming,andsorichinunselfishness,generosities,andmagnanimitiesthathemadehiswholegenerationseempoorinthesegreatqualitiesbycomparison。Besides,hewasindistress。Hiscollegehadexpelledhimforwritinganatheisticalpamphletandafflictingthereverendheadsoftheuniversitywithit,hisrichfatherandgrandfatherhadclosedtheirpursesagainsthim,hisfriendswerecold。Necessarily,Harrietfellinlovewithhim;
  andsodeeply,indeed,thattherewasnowayforShelleytosaveherfromsuicidebuttomarryher。Hebelievedhimselftoblameforthisstateofthings,sothemarriagetookplace。HewasprettyfairlyinlovewithHarriet,althoughhelovedMissHitchenerbetter。HewroteandexplainedthecasetoMissHitchenerafterthewedding,andhecouldnothavebeenfrankerormorenaiveandlessstirredupaboutthecircumstanceifthematterinissuehadbeenacommercialtransactioninvolvingthirty-fivedollars。
  Shelleywasnineteen。Hewasnotayouth,butaman。Hehadneverhadanyyouth。Hewasanerraticandfantasticchildduringeighteenyears,thenhesteppedintomanhood,asonestepsoveradoor-sill。Hewascuriouslymatureatnineteeninhisabilitytodoindependentthinkingonthedeepquestionsoflifeandtoarriveatsharplydefinitedecisionsregardingthem,andsticktothem——sticktothemandstandbythematcostofbread,friendships,esteem,respect,andapprobation。
  Forthesakeofhisopinionshewaswillingtosacrificeallthesevaluablethings,anddidsacrificethem;andwentondoingit,too,whenhecouldatanymomenthavemadehimselfrichandsuppliedhimselfwithfriendsandesteembycompromisingwithhisfather,atthemoderateexpenseofthrowingoverboardoneortwoindifferentdetailsofhiscargoofprinciples。
  HeandHarrietelopedtoScotlandandgotmarried。TheytooklodgingsinEdinburghofasortanswerabletotheirpurse,whichwasaboutempty,andtheretheirlifewasahappy,oneandgrewdailymoreso。Theyhadonlythemselvesforcompany,buttheyneedednoadditionstoit。Theywereascozyandcontentedasbirdsinanest。Harrietsangeveningsorreadaloud;alsoshestudiedandtriedtoimprovehermind,herhusbandinstructingherinLatin。Shewasverybeautiful,shewasmodest,quiet,genuine,and,accordingtoherhusband’stestimony,shehadnofineladyairsoraspirationsabouther。InMatthewArnold’sjudgment,shewas"apleasingfigure。"
  ThepairremainedfiveweeksinEdinburgh,andthentooklodgingsinYork,whereShelley’scollegemate,Hogg,lived。ShelleypresentlyrandowntoLondon,andHoggtookthisopportunitytomakelovetotheyoungwife。Sherepulsedhim,andreportedthefacttoherhusbandwhenhegotback。ItseemsapitythatShelleydidnotcopythiscreditableconductofherssometimeorotherwhenundertemptation,sothatwemighthaveseentheauthorofhisbiographyhangthemiracleintheskiesandsquirtrainbowsatit。
  Attheendofthefirstyearofmarriage——themosttryingyearforanyyoungcouple,forthenthemutualfailingsarecomingonebyonetolight,andthenecessaryadjustmentsarebeingmadeinpainandtribulation——Shelleywasabletorecognizethathismarriageventurehadbeenasafeone。Aswehaveseen,hisloveforhiswifehadbeguninarathershallowwayandwithnotmuchforce,butnowitwasbecomedeepandstrong,whichentitleshiswifetoabroadcreditmark,onemayadmit。Headdressesalongandlovingpoemtoher,inwhichbothpassionandworshipappear:
  ExhibitA
  "OthouWhosedearlovegleameduponthegloomypathWhichthislonespirittravelled,……wiltthounotturnThosespirit-beamingeyesandlookonme。
  UntilIbeassuredthatEarthisHeavenAndHeavenisEarth?……
  Harriet!letdeathallmortaltiesdissolve,Butoursshallnotbemortal。"
  ShelleyalsowroteasonnettoherinAugustofthissameyearincelebrationofherbirthday:
  ExhibitB
  EverasnowwithhoveandVirtue’sglowMaythyunwitheringsoulnotceasetoburn,Stillmaythineheartwiththosepurethoughtso’erflowWhichforcefromminesuchquickandwarmreturn。"
  Wasthegirlofseventeengladandproudandhappy?Wemayconjecturethatshewas。
  Thatwastheyear1812。Anotheryearpassedstillhappily,stillsuccessfully——achildwasborninJune,1813,andinSeptember,threemonthslater,Shelleyaddressesapoemtothischild,Ianthe,inwhichhepointsoutjustwhenthelittlecreatureismostparticularlydeartohim:
  ExhibitC
  "DearestwhenmostthytendertraitsexpressTheimageofthymother’sloveliness。"
  UptothispointthefabulistcounselforShelleyandprosecutorofhisyoungwifehashadeasysailing,butnowhistroublebegins,forShelleyisgettingreadytomakesomeunpleasanthistoryforhimself,anditwillbenecessarytoputtheblameofitonthewife。
  Shelleyhadmadetheacquaintanceofacharminggray-haired,young-
  heartedMrs。Boinville,whoseface"retainedacertainyouthfulbeauty";
  shelivedatBracknell,andhadayoungdaughternamedCorneliaTurner,whowasequippedwithmanyfascinations。Apparentlythesepeopleweresufficientlysentimental。HoggsaysofMrs。Boinville:
  "Thegreaterpartofherassociateswereodious。Igenerallyfoundtheretwoorthreesentimentalyoungbutchers,aneminentlyphilosophicaltinker,andseveralveryunsophisticatedmedicalpractitionersormedicalstudents,allofloworiginandvulgarandoffensivemanners。Theysighed,turneduptheireyes,retailedphilosophy,suchasitwas,"
  etc。
  ShelleymovedtoBracknell,July27th(thisisstill1813)purposelytobenearthisunwholesomeprairie-dogs’nest。Thefabulistsays:"Itwastheentranceintoaworldmoreamiableandexquisitethanhehadyetknown。"
  "Inthisacquaintancetheattractionwasmutual"——andpresentlyitgrewtobeverymutualindeed,betweenShelleyandCorneliaTurner,whentheygottostudyingtheItalianpoetstogether。Shelley,"respondinglikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentiment,"hadhischancehere。IttookonlyfourdaysforCornelia’sattractionstobegintodimHarriet’s。Shelleyarrivedonthe27thofJuly;onthe31sthewroteasonnettoHarrietinwhich"onedetectsalreadythelittleriftinthelover’slutewhichhadseemedtobehealedornevertohavegapedatallwhenthelaterandhappiersonnettoIanthewaswritten"——inSeptember,weremember:
  ExhibitD
  "EVENING。TOHARRIET
  "OthoubrightSun!BeneaththedarkbluelineOfwesterndistancethatsublimedescendest,And,gleaminglovelierasthybeamsdecline,Thymillionhuestoeveryvaporlendest,Andovercobweb,lawn,andgrove,andstreamSheddesttheliquidmagicofthylight,TillcalmEarth,withthepartingsplendorbright,Showslikethevisionofabeauteousdream;
  WhatgazernowwithastronomiceyeCouldcoldlycountthespotswithinthysphere?
  Suchwerethylover,Harriet,couldheflyThethoughtsofallthatmakeshispassiondear,AndturningsenselessfromthywarmcaressPickflawsinourclose-wovenhappiness。"
  Icannotfindthe"rift";stillitmaybethere。Whatthepoemseemstosayis,thatapersonwouldbecoldlyungratefulwhocouldconsenttocountandconsiderlittlespotsandflawsinsuchawarm,great,satisfyingsunasHarrietis。Itisa"littleriftwhichhadseemedtobehealed,ornevertohavegapedatall。"Thatis,"onedetects"alittleriftwhichperhapshadneverexisted。Howdoesonedothat?
  Howdoesoneseetheinvisible?Itisthefabulist’ssecret;heknowshowtodetectwhatdoesnotexist,heknowshowtoseewhatisnotseeable;itishisgift,andheworksitmanyatimetopoordeadHarrietShelley’sdeepdamage。
  "Asyet,however,iftherewasaspeckuponShelley’shappinessitwasnomorethanaspeck"——meaningtheonewhichonedetectswhere"itmayneverhavegapedatall"——"norhadHarrietcausefordiscontent。"
  Shelley’sLatininstructionstohiswifehadceased。"Fromateacherhehadnowbecomeapupil。"Mrs。BoinvilleandheryoungmarrieddaughterCorneliawereteachinghimItalianpoetry;afactwhichwarnsonetoreceivewithsomecautionthatotherstatementthatHarriethadno"causefordiscontent。"
  ShelleyhadstoppedinstructingHarrietinLatin,asbeforementioned。
  ThebiographerthinksthatthebusylifeinLondonsometimeback,andtheintrusionofthebaby,accountforthis。Thesewerehindrances,butweretherenoothers?Heisalwaysoverlookingadetailhereandtherethatmightbevaluableinhelpingusunderstandasituation。Forinstance,whenamanhasbeenhardatworkattheItalianpoetswithaprettywoman,hourafterhour,andrespondinglikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentimentinthemeantime,thatmanisdog-tiredwhenhegetshome,andhecan’tteachhiswifeLatin;itwouldbeunreasonabletoexpectit。
  UptothistimewehavesubmittedtohavingMrs。BoinvillepusheduponusasostensiblyconcernedintheseItalianlessons,butthebiographerdropshernow,ofhisownaccord。Cornelia"perhaps"issoleteacher。
  Hoggsaysshewasapreytoakindofsweetmelancholy,arisingfromcausespurelyimaginary;sherequiredconsolation,andfounditinPetrarch。Healsosays,"Byssheenteredatoncefullyintoherviewsandcaughtthesoftinfection,breathingthetenderestandsweetestmelancholy,aseverytruepoetought。"
  ThentheauthorofthebookinterlardsamoststatelyandfinecomplimenttoCornelia,furnishedbyamanofapprovedjudgmentwhoknewherwell"inlateryears。"Itisaverygoodcomplimentindeed,andshenodoubtdeserveditinher"lateryears,"whenshehadforgenerationsceasedtobesentimentalandlackadaisical,andwasnolongerengagedinenchantingyounghusbandsandsowingsorrowforyoungwives。Butwhyisthatcomplimenttothatoldgentlewomanintrudedthere?Isittomakethereaderbelieveshewaswell-chosenandsafesocietyforayoung,sentimentalhusband?Thebiographer’sdevicewasnotwellplanned。Thatoldpersonwasnotpresent——itwasherotherselfthatwasthere,heryoung,sentimental,melancholy,warm-bloodedself,inthoseearlysweettimesbeforeantiquityhadcooledheroffandmossedherback。
  "InchoosingforfriendssuchwomenasMrs。Newton,Mrs。Boinville,andCorneliaTurner,Shelleygavegoodproofofhisinsightanddiscrimination。"Thatisthefabulist’sopinion——HarrietShelley’sisnotreported。
  EarlyinAugust,ShelleywasinLondontryingtoraisemoney。InSeptemberhewrotethepoemtothebaby,alreadyquotedfrom。InthefirstweekofOctoberShelleyandfamilywenttoWarwick,thentoEdinburgh,arrivingthereaboutthemiddleofthemonth。
  "Harrietwashappy。"Why?Theauthorfurnishesareason,buthidesfromuswhetheritishistoryorconjecture;itisbecause"thebabehadbornethejourneywell。"Ithasalltheaspectofoneofhisartfuldevices——
  flungininhisfavoritecasualway——thewayhehaswhenhewantstodrawone’sattentionawayfromanobviousthingandamuseitwithsometriflethatislessobviousbutmoreuseful——inahistorylikethis。Theobviousthingis,thatHarrietwashappybecausetherewasmuchterritorybetweenherhusbandandCorneliaTurnernow;andbecausetheperilousItalianlessonsweretakingarest;andbecause,iftherechancedtobeanyrespondingslikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentimentinstockinthesedays,shemighthopetogetashareofthemherself;andbecause,withherhusbandliberated,now,fromthefetidfascinationsofthatsentimentalretreatsopitilesslydescribedbyHogg,whoalsodubbedit"Shelley’sparadise"later,shemighthopetopersuadehimtostayawayfromitpermanently;andbecauseshemightalsohopethathisbrainwouldcool,now,andhisheartbecomehealthy,andbothbrainandheartconsiderthesituationandresolvethatitwouldbearightandmanlythingtostandbythisgirl-wifeandherchildandseethattheywerehonorablydealtwith,andcherishedandprotectedandlovedbythemanthathadpromisedthesethings,andsobemadehappyandkeptso。Andbecause,also——mayweconjecturethis?——wemayhopefortheprivilegeoftakingupourcozyLatinlessonsagain,thatusedtobesopleasant,andbroughtussoneartogether——sonear,indeed,thatoftenourheadstouched,justasheadsdooverItalianlessons;andourhandsmetincasualandunintentional,butstillmostdeliciousandthrillinglittlecontactsandmomentaryclasps,justastheyinevitablydooverItalianlessons。Supposeoneshouldsaytoanyyoungwife:"IfindthatyourhusbandisporingovertheItalianpoetsandbeinginstructedinthebeautifulItalianlanguagebythelovelyCorneliaRobinson"——wouldthatcozypicturefailtorisebeforehermind?woulditspossibilitiesfailtosuggestthemselvestoher?wouldtherebeapanginherheartandablushonherface?or,onthecontrary,wouldtheremarkgiveherpleasure,makeherjoyousandgay?Why,oneneedsonlytomaketheexperiment——theresultwillnotbeuncertain。
  However,welearn——byauthorityofdeeplyreasonedandsearchingconjecture——thatthebabyborethejourneywell,andthatthatwaswhytheyoungwifewashappy。Thataccountsfortwopercent。ofthehappiness,butitwasnotrighttoimplythatitaccountedfortheotherninety-eightalso。
  Peacock,ascholar,poet,andfriendoftheShelleys,wasoftheirpartywhentheywentaway。HeusedtolaughattheBoinvillemenagerie,and"wasnotafavorite。"OneoftheBoinvillegroup,writingtoHogg,said,"TheShelleyshavemadeanadditiontotheirpartyinthepersonofacoldscholar,who,Ithink,hasneithertastenorfeeling。This,Shelleywillperceivesoonerorlater,forhiswarmnaturecravessympathy。"
  True,andShelleywillfighthiswaybacktheretogetit——therewillbenowaytoheadhimoff。
  TowardstheendofNovemberitwasnecessaryforShelleytopayabusinessvisittoLondon,andheconceivedtheprojectofleavingHarrietandthebabyinEdinburghwithHarriet’ssister,ElizaWestbrook,asensible,practicalmaidenladyaboutthirtyyearsold,whohadspentagreatpartofhertimewiththefamilysincethemarriage。Shewasanestimablewoman,andShelleyhadhadreasontolikeher,anddidlikeher;butalongaboutthistimehisfeelingtowardsherchanged。PartofShelley’splan,ashewroteHogg,wastospendhisLondoneveningswiththeNewtons——membersoftheBoinvilleHystericalSociety。But,alas,whenhearrivedearlyinDecember,thatpleasantgamewaspartiallyblocked,forElizaandthefamilyarrivedwithhim。Weareleftdestituteofconjecturesatthispointbythebiographer,anditismydutytosupplyone。IchancetheconjecturethatitwasElizawhointerferedwiththatgame。IthinkshetriedtodowhatshecouldtowardsmodifyingtheBoinvilleconnection,intheinterestofheryoungsister’speaceandhonor。
  Ifitwasshewhoblockedthatgame,shewasnotstrongenoughtoblockthenextone。Beforethemonthandyearwereout——nodategiven,letuscallitChristmas——ShelleyandfamilywerenestedinafurnishedhouseinWindsor,"atnogreatdistancefromtheBoinvilles"——thesedecoysstillresidingatBracknell。
  Whatweneed,now,isamisleadingconjecture。Wegetitwithcharacteristicpromptnessanddepravity:
  "ButPrinceAthanasefoundnottheagedZonoras,thefriendofhisboyhood,inanywanderingstoWindsor。Dr。Lindhaddiedayearsince,andwithhisdeathWindsormusthavelost,forShelley,itschiefattraction。"
  Still,nottomentionShelley’swife,therewasBracknell,atanyrate。
  WhileBracknellremains,allsolaceisnotlost。Shelleyisrepresentedbythisbiographerasdoingagreatmanycarelessthings,buttomymindthishiringafurnishedhouseforthreemonthsinordertobewithamanwhohasbeendeadayear,isthecarelessestofthemall。Onefeelsforhim——thatisbutnatural,anddoesushonorbesides——yetoneisvexed,forallthat。HecouldhavewrittenandaskedabouttheagedZonorasbeforetakingthehouse。Hemaynothavehadtheaddress,butthatisnothing——anypostmanwouldknowtheagedZonoras;adeadpostmanwouldrememberanamelikethat。
  Andyet,whythrowaraglikethistousraveningwolves?Isitseriouslysupposablethatwewillstoptochewitandletourpreyescape?No,wearegettingtoexpectthiskindofdevice,andtogiveitmerelyasniffforcertainty’ssakeandthenwalkarounditandleaveitlying。ShelleywasnotaftertheagedZonoras;hewaspointedforCorneliaandtheItalianlessons,forhiswarmnaturewascravingsympathy。
  II
  Theyear1813isjustendednow,andwestepinto1814。
  Torecapitulate,howmuchofCornelia’ssocietyhasShelleyhad,thusfar?PortionsofAugustandSeptember,andfourdaysofJuly。Thatistosay,hehashadopportunitytoenjoyit,moreorless,duringthatbriefperiod。Didhewantsomemoreofit?Wemustfallbackuponhistory,andthengotoconjecturing。
  "Intheearlypartoftheyear1814,ShelleywasafrequentvisitoratBracknell。"
  "Frequent"isacautiousword,inthisauthor’smouth;theverycautiousnessofit,thevaguenessofit,provokessuspicion;itmakesonesuspectthatthisfrequencywasmorefrequentthanthemerecommoneverydaykindsoffrequencywhichoneisinthehabitofaveragingupwiththeunassumingterm"frequent。"IthinksobecausetheyfixedupabedroomforhimintheBoinvillehouse。Onedoesn’tneedabedroomifoneisonlygoingtorunovernowandtheninadisconnectedwaytorespondlikeatremulousinstrumenttoeverybreathofpassionorofsentimentandrubupone’sItalianpoetryalittle。
  Theyoungwifewasnotinvited,perhaps。Ifshewas,shemostcertainlydidnotcome,orshewouldhavestraightenedtheroomup;themostignorantofusknowsthatawifewouldnotendurearoomintheconditioninwhichHoggfoundthisonewhenheoccupieditonenight。Shelleywasaway——why,nobodycandivine。Clotheswerescatteredabout,therewerebooksoneveryside:"Whereverabookcouldbelaidwasanopenbookturneddownonitsfacetokeepitsplace。"Itseemsplainthatthewifewasnotinvited。No,notthat;Ithinkshewasinvited,butsaidtoherselfthatshecouldnotbeartogothereandseeanotheryoungwomantouchingheadswithherhusbandoveranItalianbookandmakingthrillinghand-contactswithhimaccidentally。
  Asremarked,hewasafrequentvisitorthere,"wherehefoundaneasefulresting-placeinthehouseofMrs。Boinville——thewhite-hairedMaimuna——
  andofherdaughter,Mrs。Turner。"TheagedZonoraswasdeceased,butthewhite-hairedMaimunawasstillondeck,aswesee。"Threecharmingladiesentertainedthemocker(Hogg)withcupsoftea,latehours,Wieland’sAgathon,sighsandsmiles,andthecelestialmannaofrefinedsentiment。"
  "Such,"saysHogg,"werethedelightsofShelley’sparadiseinBracknell。"
  Thewhite-hairedMaimunapresentlywritestoHogg:
  "Iwillnothaveyoudespisehome-spunpleasures。Shelleyismakingatrialofthemwithus——"
  Atrialofthem。Itmaybecalledthat。ItwasMarch11,andhehadbeeninthehouseamonth。Shecontinues:
  Shelley"likesthensowellthatheisresolvedtoleaveofframbling——"
  Buthehasalreadyleftitoff。Hehasbeenthereamonth。
  "Andbeginacourseofthemhimself。"
  Buthehasalreadybegunit。Hehasbeenatitamonth。Helikesitsowellthathehasforgottenallabouthiswife,asaletterofhisreveals。
  "Seriously,Ithinkhismindandbodywantrest。"
  Yethehasbeenrestingbothforamonth,withItalian,andtea,andmannaofsentiment,andlatehours,andeveryrestfulthingayounghusbandcouldneedfortherefreshmentofwearylimbsandasoreconscience,andanaggingsenseofshabbinessandtreachery。
  "Hisjourneysafterwhathehasneverfoundhaverackedhispurseandhistranquillity。Heisresolvedtotakealittlecareoftheformer,inpitytothelatter,whichIapplaud,andshallsecondwithall,mymight。"
  Butshedoesnotsaywhethertheyoungwife,astrangerandlonelyyonder,wantsanotherwomanandherdaughterCorneliatobelavishingsomuchinflamedinterestonherhusbandornot。Thatyoungwifeisalwayssilent——weareneverallowedtohearfromher。Shemusthaveopinionsaboutsuchthings,shecannotbeindifferent,shemustbeapprovingordisapproving,surelyshewouldspeakifshewereallowed——evento-dayandfromhergraveshewould,ifshecould,Ithink——butwegetonlytheotherside,theykeephersilentalways。
  "Hehasdeeplyinterestedus。Inthecourseofyourintimacyhemusthavemadeyoufeelwhatwenowfeelforhim。Heisseekingahouseclosetous——"
  Ah!heisnotcloseenoughyet,itseems——
  "andifhesucceedsweshallhaveanadditionalmotivetoinduceyoutocomeamongusinthesummer。"
  Thereaderwouldpuzzlealongtimeandnotguessthebiographer’scommentupontheaboveletter。Itisthis:
  "Thesesoundlikewordsofsconsiderateandjudiciousfriend。"
  Thatiswhathethinks。Thatis,itiswhathethinkshethinks。No,thatisnotquiteit:itiswhathethinkshecanstupefyaparticularlyandunspeakablydullreaderintothinkingitiswhathethinks。HemakesthatcommentwiththeknowledgethatShelleyisinlovewiththiswoman’sdaughter,andthatitisbecauseofthefascinationsofthesetwothatShelleyhasdesertedhiswife——forthismonth,consideringallthecircumstances,andhisnewpassion,andhisemploymentofthetime,amountedtodesertion;thatisitsrightfulname。Wecannotknowhowthewiferegardeditandfeltaboutit;butifshecouldhavereadtheletterwhichShelleywaswritingtoHoggfourorfivedayslater,wecouldguessherthoughtandhowshefelt。Hearhim:……
  "IhavebeenstayingwithMrs。Boinvilleforthelastmonth;
  Ihaveescaped,inthesocietyofallthatphilosophyandfriendshipcombine,fromthedismayingsolitudeofmyself。"
  Itisfairtoconjecturethathewasfeelingashamed。
  "Theyhaverevivedinmyhearttheexpiringflameoflife。
  Ihavefeltmyselftranslatedtoaparadisewhichhasnothingofmortalitybutitstransitoriness;myheartsickensattheviewofthatnecessitywhichwillquicklydividemefromthedelightfultranquillityofthishappyhome——forithasbecomemyhome……
  "Elizaisstillwithus——nothere!——butwillbewithmewhentheinfinitemaliceofdestinyforcesmetodepart。"
  Elizaisshewhoblockedthatgame——thegameinLondon——theonewherewewerepurposingtodineeverynightwithoneofthe"threecharmingladies"whofedteaandmannaandlatehourstoHoggatBracknell。
  ShelleycouldsendElizaaway,ofcourse;couldhaveclearedheroutlongagoifsominded,justashehadpreviouslydonewithapredecessorofherswhomhehadfirstworshippedandthenturnedagainst;butperhapsshewasusefulthereasathinexcuseforstayingawayhimself。
  "Iamnowbutlittleinclinedtocontestthispoint。
  Icertainlyhateherwithallmyheartandsoul……
  "Itisasightwhichawakensaninexpressiblesensationofdisgustandhorror,toseehercaressmypoorlittleIanthe,inwhomImayhereafterfindtheconsolationofsympathy。
  Isometimesfeelfaintwiththefatigueofcheckingtheoverflowingsofmyunboundedabhorrenceforthismiserablewretch。Butsheisnomorethanablindandloathsomeworm,thatcannotseetosting。
  "IhavebeguntolearnItalianagain……Corneliaassistsmeinthislanguage。DidInotoncetellyouthatI
  thoughthercoldandreserved?Sheisthereverseofthis,assheisthereverseofeverythingbad。Sheinheritsallthedivinityofhermother……IhavesometimesforgottenthatIamnotaninmateofthisdelightfulhome——thatatimewillcomewhichwillcastmeagainintotheboundlessoceanofabhorredsociety。
  "Ihavewrittennothingbutonestanza,whichhasnomeaning,andthatIhaveonlywritteninthought:
  "Thydewylookssinkinmybreast;
  Thygentlewordsstirpoisonthere;
  ThouhastdisturbedtheonlyrestThatwastheportionofdespair。
  Subduedtoduty’shardcontrol,Icouldhavebornemywaywardlot:
  ThechainsthatbindthisrainedsoulHadcankeredthen,butcrusheditnot。
  "Thisisthevisionofadeliriousanddistempereddream,whichpassesawayatthecoldclearlightofmorning。Itssurpassingexcellenceandexquisiteperfectionshavenomorerealitythanthecolorofanautumnalsunset。"
  Thenitdidnotrefertohiswife。Thatisplain;otherwisehewouldhavesaidso。Itiswellthatheexplainedthatithasnomeaning,forifhehadnotdonethat,theprevioussoftreferencestoCorneliaandthewayhehascometofeelabouthernowwouldmakeusthinkshewasthepersonwhohadinspireditwhileteachinghimhowtoreadthewarmandruddyItalianpoetsduringamonth。
  Thebiographyobservesthatportionsofthisletter"readlikethetiredmoaningofawoundedcreature。"Guessesatthenatureofthewoundarepermissible;wewillhazardone。
  ReadbythelightofShelley’sprevioushistory,hisletterseemstobethecryofatorturedconscience。Untilthistimeitwasaconsciencethathadneverfeltapangorknownasmirch。Itwastheconscienceofonewho,untilthistime,hadneverdoneadishonorablething,oranungenerous,orcruel,ortreacherousthing,butwasnowdoingallofthese,andwaskeenlyawareofit。UptothistimeShelleyhadbeenmasterofhisnature,anditwasanaturewhichwasasbeautifulandasnearlyperfectasanymerelyhumannaturemaybe。Buthewasdrunknow,withadebasingpassion,andwasnothimself。ThereisnothinginhisprevioushistorythatisincharacterwiththeShelleyofthisletter。
  Hehaddoneboyishthings,foolishthings,evencrazythings,butneverathingtobeashamedof。Hehaddonethingswhichonemightlaughat,buttheprivilegeoflaughingwaslimitedalwaystothethingitself;
  youcouldnotlaughatthemotivebackofit——thatwashigh,thatwasnoble。Hismostfantasticandquixoticactshadapurposebackofthemwhichmadethemfine,oftengreat,andmadetherisinglaughseemprofanationandquenchedit;quenchedit,andchangedtheimpulsetohomage。
  Uptothistimehehadbeenloyaltyitself,wherehisobligationslay——
  treacherywasnewtohim;hehadneverdoneanignoblething——basenesswasnewtohim;hehadneverdoneanunkindthingthatalsowasnewtohim。
  Thiswastheauthorofthatletter,thiswasthemanwhohaddesertedhisyoungwifeandwaslamenting,becausehemustleaveanotherwoman’shousewhichhadbecomea"home"tohim,andgoaway。Ishelamentingmainlybecausehemustgobacktohiswifeandchild?No,thelamentismainlyforwhatheistoleavebehindhim。Thephysicalcomfortsofthehouse?
  No,inhislifehehadneverattachedimportancetosuchthings。Thenthethingwhichhegrievestoleaveisnarroweddowntoaperson——tothepersonwhose"dewylooks"hadsunkintohisbreast,andwhoseseducingwordshad"stirredpoisonthere。"
  Hewasashamedofhimself,hisconsciencewasupbraidinghim。Hewastheslaveofadegradinglove;hewasdrunkwithhispassion,therealShelleywasintemporaryeclipse。Thisistheverdictwhichhisprevioushistorymustcertainlydeliveruponthisepisode,Ithink。
  Onemustbeallowedtoassisthimselfwithconjectureslikethesewhentryingtofindhiswaythroughaliteraryswampwhichhassomanymisleadingfinger-boardsupasthisbookisfurnishedwith。
  Wehavenowarrivedatapartoftheswampwherethedifficultiesandperplexitiesaregoingtobegreaterthananywehaveyetmetwith——
  where,indeed,thefinger-boardsaremultitudinous,andthemostofthempointingdiligentlyinthewrongdirection。WearetobetoldbythebiographywhyShelleydesertedhiswifeandchildandtookupwithCorneliaTurnerandItalian。ItwasnotonaccountofCornelia’ssighsandsentimentalitiesandteaandmannaandlatehoursandsoftandsweetandindustriousenticements;no,itwasbecause"hishappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath。"
  Ithadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeathinthisway:
  1st。Harrietpersuadedhimtosetupacarriage。
  2d。Aftertheintrusionofthebaby,Harrietstoppedreadingaloudandstudying。
  3d。Harriet’swalkswithHogg"commonlyconductedustosomefashionablebonnet-shop。"
  4th。Harriethiredawet-nurse。
  5th。Whenanoperationwasbeingperformeduponthebaby,"Harrietstoodby,narrowlyobservingallthatwasdone,but,totheastonishmentoftheoperator,betrayingnotthesmallestsignofemotion。"
  6th。ElizaWestbrook,sister-in-law,wasstillofthehousehold。
  TheevidenceagainstHarrietShelleyisallin;thereisnomore。UponthesesixcountsshestandsindictedofthecrimeofdrivingherhusbandintothatstyatBracknell;andthiscrime,bythesehelps,thebiographicalprosecutingattorneyhassethimselfthetaskofprovinguponher。
  Doesthebiographercallhimselftheattorneyfortheprosecution?
  No,onlytohimself,privately;publiclyheisthepassionless,disinterested,impartialjudgeonthebench。Heholdsuphisjudicialscalesbeforetheworld,thatallmaysee;anditalltriestolooksofairthatablindpersonwouldsometimesfailtoseehimslipthefalseweightsin。
  Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,first,becauseHarriethadpersuadedhimtosetupacarriage。
  Icannotdiscoverthatanyevidenceisofferedthatsheaskedhimtosetupacarriage。Still,ifshedid,wasitaheavyoffence?Wasitunique?Otheryoungwiveshadcommitteditbefore,othershavecommitteditsince。ShelleyhaddearlylovedherinthoseLondondays;possiblyhesetupthecarriagegladlytopleaseher;affectionateyounghusbandsdosuchthings。WhenShelleyranawaywithanothergirl,by-and-by,thisgirlpersuadedhimtopourthepriceofmanycarriagesandmanyhorsesdownthebottomlesswellofherfather’sdebts,butthisimpartialjudgefindsnofaultwiththat。OncesheappealstoShelleytoraisemoney——
  necessarilybyborrowing,therewasnootherway——topayherfather’sdebtswithatatimewhenShelleywasindangerofbeingarrestedandimprisonedforhisowndebts;yetthegoodjudgefindsnofaultwithherevenforthis。
  Firstandlast,Shelleyemptiedintothatrapaciousmendicant’slapasumwhichcosthim——forheborroweditatruinousrates——fromeightytoonehundredthousanddollars。ButitwasMaryGodwin’spapa,thesupplicationswereoftensentthroughMary,thegoodjudgeisMary’sstrenuousfriend,soMarygetsnocensures。OntheContinentMaryrodeinherprivatecarriage,built,asShelleyboasts,"byoneofthebestmakersinBondStreet,"yetthegoodjudgemakesnotevenapassingcommentonthisiniquity。LetusthrowoutCountNo。1againstHarrietShelleyasbeingfar-fetched,andfrivolous。
  Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,secondly,becauseHarriet’sstudies"haddwindledawaytonothing,Bysshehadceasedtoexpressanyinterestinthem。"Atwhattimewasthis?ItwaswhenHarriet"hadfullyrecoveredfromthefatigueofherfirsteffortofmaternity,……andwasnowinfullforce,vigor,andeffect。"Verywell,thebabywasborntwodaysbeforethecloseofJune。