首页 >出版文学> The Narrative of Sojourner Truth>第3章
  ’Whoareyou?’sheexclaimed,asthevisionbrightenedintoaformdistinct,beamingwiththebeautyofholiness,andradiantwithlove。Shethensaid,audiblyaddressingthemysteriousvisitant-’I
  knowyou,andIdon’tknowyou。’Meaning,’Youseemperfectlyfamiliar;Ifeelthatyounotonlyloveme,butthatyoualwayshavelovedme-yetIknowyounot-Icannotcallyoubyname。’Whenshesaid,’Iknowyou,’thesubjectofthevisionremaineddistinctandquiet。Whenshesaid,’Idon’tknowyou,’itmovedrestlesslyabout,likeagitatedwaters。Sowhilesherepeated,withoutintermission,’Iknowyou,Iknowyou,’thatthevisionmightremain-’Whoareyou?’wasthecryofherheart,andherwholesoulwasinonedeepprayerthatthisheavenlypersonagemightberevealedtoher,andremainwithher。Atlength,afterbendingbothsoulandbodywiththeintensityofthisdesire,tillbreathandstrengthseemedfailing,andshecouldmaintainherpositionnolonger,ananswercametoher,sayingdistinctly,’ItisJesus。’
  ’Yes,’sheresponded,’itisJesus。’
  Previoustotheseexercisesofmind,sheheardJesusmentionedinreadingorspeaking,buthadreceivedfromwhatsheheardnoimpressionthathewasanyotherthananeminentman,likeaWashingtonoraLafayette。Nowheappearedtoherdelightedmentalvisionassomild,sogood,andsoeverywaylovely,andhelovedhersomuch!And,howstrangethathehadalwayslovedher,andshehadneverknownit!Andhowgreatablessingheconferred,inthatheshouldstandbetweenherandGod!AndGodwasnolongeraterrorandadreadtoher。
  Shestoppednottoarguethepoint,eveninherownmind,whetherhehadreconciledhertoGod,orGodtoherself,(thoughshethinkstheformernow,)beingbuttoohappythatGodwasnolongertoherasaconsumingfire,andJesuswas’altogetherlovely。’Herheartwasnowfullofjoyandgladness,asithadbeenofterror,andatonetimeofdespair。Inthelightofhergreathappiness,theworldwascladinnewbeauty,theveryairsparkledaswithdiamonds,andwasredolentofheaven。Shecontemplatedtheunapproachablebarriersthatexistedbetweenherselfandthegreatofthisworld,astheworldcallsgreatness,andmadesurprisingcomparisonsbetweenthem,andtheunionexistingbetweenherselfandJesus-Jesus,thetranscendentlylovelyaswellasgreatandpowerful;forsoheappearedtoher,thoughheseemedbuthuman;andshewatchedforhisbodilyappearance,feelingthatsheshouldknowhim,ifshesawhim;andwhenhecame,shewouldgoanddwellwithhim,aswithadearfriend。
  Itwasnotgiventohertoseethathelovedanyother;andshethoughtifotherscametoknowandlovehim,asshedid,sheshouldbethrustasideandforgotten,beingherselfbutapoorignorantslave,withlittletorecommendhertohisnotice。Andwhensheheardhimspokenoff,shesaidmentally-’What!othersknowJesus!IthoughtnooneknewJesusbutme!’andshefeltasortofjealousy,lestsheshouldberobbedofhernewlyfoundtreasure。
  Sheconceived,oneday,asshelistenedtoreading,thatsheheardanintimationthatJesuswasmarried,andhastilyinquiredifJesushadawife。’What!’saidthereader,’Godhaveawife?’’IsJesusGod?’
  inquiredIsabella。’Yes,tobesureheis,’wastheanswerreturned。
  Fromthistime,herconceptionsofJesusbecamemoreelevatedandspiritual;andshesometimesspokeofhimasGod,inaccordancewiththeteachingshehadreceived。
  Butwhenshewassimplytold,thattheChristianworldwasmuchdividedonthesubjectofChrist’snature-somebelievinghimtobecoequalwiththeFather-tobeGodinandofhimself,’veryGod,ofveryGod;’-some,thatheisthe’well-beloved,’’onlybegottenSonofGod;’-andothers,thatheis,orwas,rather,butamereman-shesaid,’OfthatIonlyknowasIsaw。IdidnotseehimtobeGod;else,howcouldhestandbetweenmeandGod?Isawhimasafriend,standingbetweenmeandGod,throughwhom,loveflowedasfromafountain。’Now,sofarfromexpressingherviewsofChrist’scharacterandofficeinaccordancewithanysystemoftheologyextant,shesaysshebelievesJesusisthesamespiritthatwasinourfirstparents,AdamandEve,inthebeginning,whentheycamefromthehandoftheirCreator。Whentheysinnedthroughdisobedience,thispurespiritforsookthem,andfledtoheaven;thatthereitremained,untilitreturnedagaininthepersonofJesus;andthat,previoustoapersonalunionwithhim,manisbutabrute,possessingonlythespiritofananimal。
  Sheaversthat,inherdarkesthours,shehadnofearofanyworsehellthantheoneshethencarriedinherbosom;thoughithadeverbeenpicturedtoherinitsdeepestcolors,andthreatenedherasarewardforallhermisdemeanors。HervilenessandGod’sholinessandall-pervadingpresence,whichfilledimmensity,andthreatenedherwithconstantannihilation,composedtheburdenofhervisionofterror。
  HerfaithinprayerisequaltoherfaithintheloveofJesus。Herlanguageis,’Letotherssaywhattheywilloftheefficacyofprayer,Ibelieveinit,andIshallpray。ThankGod!Yes,Ishallalwayspray,’sheexclaims,puttingherhandstogetherwiththegreatestenthusiasm。
  Forsometimesubsequenttothehappychangewehavespokenoff,Isabella’sprayerspartooklargelyoftheirformercharacter;andwhile,indeepaffliction,shelaboredfortherecoveryofherson,sheprayedwithconstancyandfervor;andthefollowingmaybetakenasaspecimen:-’Oh,God,youknowhowmuchIamdistressed,forIhavetoldyouagainandagain。Now,God,helpmegetmyson。Ifyouwereintrouble,asIam,andIcouldhelpyou,asyoucanme,thinkIwouldn’tdoit?Yes,God,youknowIwoulddoit。’
  ’Oh,God,youknowIhavenomoney,butyoucanmakethepeopledoforme,andyoumustmakethepeopledoforme。Iwillnevergiveyoupeacetillyoudo,God。’
  ’Oh,God,makethepeoplehearme-don’tletthemturnmeoff,withouthearingandhelpingme。’
  Andshehasnotaparticleofdoubt,thatGodheardher,andespeciallydisposedtheheartsofthoughtlessclerks,eminentlawyers,andgravejudgesandothers-betweenwhomandherselfthereseemedtoheralmostaninfiniteremove-tolistentohersuitwithpatientandrespectfulattention,backingitupwithallneededaid。Thesenseofhernothingnessintheeyesofthosewithwhomshecontendedforherrights,sometimesfellonherlikeaheavyweight,whichnothingbutherunwaveringconfidenceinanarmwhichshebelievedtobestrongerthanallotherscombinedcouldhaveraisedfromhersinkingspirit。
  ’Oh!howlittledidIfeel,’sherepeated,withapowerfulemphasis。
  ’Neitherwouldyouwonder,ifyoucouldhaveseenme,inmyignoranceanddestitution,trottingaboutthestreets,meanlyclad,bare-headed,andbare-footed!Oh,Godonlycouldhavemadesuchpeoplehearme;andhediditinanswertomyprayers。’Andthisperfecttrust,basedontherockofDeity,wasasoul-protectingfortress,which,raisingherabovethebattlementsoffear,andshieldingherfromthemachinationsoftheenemy,impelledheronwardinthestruggle,tillthefoewasvanquished,andthevictorygained。
  WehavenowseenIsabella,heryoungestdaughter,andheronlyson,inpossessionof,atleast,theirnominalfreedom。Ithasbeensaidthatthefreedomofthemostfreeofthecoloredpeopleofthiscountryisbutnominal;butstintedandlimitedasitis,atbest,itisanimmenseremovefromchattelslavery。Thisfactisdisputed,Iknow;
  butIhavenoconfidenceinthehonestyofsuchquestionings。Iftheyaremadeinsincerity,Ihonornotthejudgmentthatthusdecides。
  Herhusband,quiteadvancedinage,andinfirmofhealth,wasemancipated,withthebalanceoftheadultslavesoftheState,accordingtolaw,thefollowingsummer,July4,1828。
  Forafewyearsafterthisevent,hewasabletoearnascantyliving,andwhenhefailedtodothat,hewasdependentonthe’world’scoldcharity,’anddiedinapoorhouse。Isabellahadherselfandtwochildrentoprovidefor;herwagesweretrifling,foratthattimethewagesoffemaleswereatasmalladvancefromnothing;andshedoubtlesshadtolearnthefirstelementsofeconomy-forwhatslaves,thatwereneverallowedtomakeanystipulationsorcalculationsforthemselves,everpossessedanadequateideaofthetruevalueoftime,or,infact,ofanymaterialthingintheuniverse?Tosuch,’prudentusing’ismeanness-and’saving’isawordtobesneeredat。Ofcourse,itwasnotinherpowertomaketoherselfahome,aroundwhosesacredhearth-stoneshecouldcollectherfamily,astheygraduallyemergedfromtheirprison-houseofbondage;ahome,whereshecouldcultivatetheiraffection,administertotheirwants,andinstilintotheopeningmindsofherchildrenthoseprinciplesofvirtue,andthatloveofpurity,truthandbenevolence,whichmustforeverformthefoundationofalifeofusefulnessandhappiness。No-allthiswasfarbeyondherpowerormeans,inmoresensesthanone;anditshouldbetakenintotheaccount,wheneveracomparisonisinstitutedbetweentheprogressmadebyherchildreninvirtueandgoodness,andtheprogressofthosewhohavebeennurturedinthegenialwarmthofasunnyhome,wheregoodinfluencescluster,andbadonesarecarefullyexcluded-where’lineuponline,andpreceptuponprecept,’aredailybroughttotheirquotidiantasks-andwhere,inshort,everyapplianceisbroughtinrequisition,thatself-denyingparentscanbringtobearononeofthedearestobjectsofaparent’slife,thepromotionofthewelfareoftheirchildren。ButGodforbidthatthissuggestionshouldbewrestedfromitsoriginalintent,andmadetoshieldanyonefrommeritedrebuke!Isabella’schildrenarenowofanagetoknowgoodfromevil,andmayeasilyinformthemselvesonanypointwheretheymayyetbeindoubt;andiftheynowsufferthemselvestobedrawnbytemptationintothepathsofthedestroyer,orforgetwhatisduetothemotherwhohasdoneandsufferedsomuchforthem,andwho,nowthatsheisdescendingintothevaleofyears,andfeelsherhealthandstrengthdeclining,willturnherexpectingeyestothemforaidandcomfort,justasinstinctivelyasthechildturnsitsconfidingeyetoitsfondparent,whenitseeksforsuccororsympathy-(foritisnowtheirturntodothework,andbeartheburdensoflife,soallmustbeartheminturn,asthewheelofliferollson)-
  if,Isay,theyforgetthis,theirdutyandtheirhappiness,andpursueanoppositecourseofsinandfolly,theymustlosetherespectofthewiseandgood,andfind,whentoolate,that’thewayofthetransgressorishard。’
  NEWTRIALS。
  Thereaderwillpardonthispassinghomily,whilewereturntoournarrative。
  Weweresayingthattheday-dreamsofIsabellaandherhusband-theplantheydrewofwhattheywoulddo,andthecomfortstheythoughttohave,whentheyshouldobtaintheirfreedom,andalittlehomeoftheirown-
  hadallturnedto’thinair,’bythepostponementoftheirfreedomtosolateaday。Thesedelusivehopeswerenevertoberealized,andanewsetoftrialswasgraduallytoopenbeforeher。Theseweretheheart-wastingtrialsofwatchingoverherchildren,scattered,andimminentlyexposedtothetemptationsoftheadversary,withfew,ifany,fixedprinciplestosustainthem。
  ’Oh,’shesays,’howlittledidIknowmyselfofthebestwaytoinstructandcounselthem!YetIdidthebestIthenknew,whenwiththem。Itookthemtothereligiousmeetings;Italkedto,andprayedforandwiththem;whentheydidwrong,Iscoldedatandwhippedthem。’
  Isabellaandhersonhadbeenfreeaboutayear,whentheywenttoresideinthecityofNewYork;aplacewhichshewoulddoubtlesshaveavoided,couldshehaveforeseenwhatwasthereinstoreforher;forthisviewintothefuturewouldhavetaughtherwhatsheonlylearnedbybitterexperience,thatthebanefulinfluencesgoingupfromsuchacitywerenotthebesthelpstoeducation,commencedastheeducationofherchildrenhadbeen。
  HersonPeterwas,atthetimeofwhichwearespeaking,justatthatagewhennoladshouldbesubjectedtothetemptationsofsuchaplace,unprotectedashewas,savebythefeeblearmofamother,herselfaservantthere。Hewasgrowinguptobeatall,well-formed,activelad,ofquickperceptions,mildandcheerfulinhisdisposition,withmuchthatwasopen,generousandwinningabouthim,butwithlittlepowertowithstandtemptation,andareadyingenuitytoprovidehimselfwithwaysandmeanstocarryouthisplans,andconcealfromhismotherandherfriends,allsuchasheknewwouldnotmeettheirapprobation。
  Aswillbereadilybelieved,hewassoondrawnintoacircleofassociateswhodidnotimproveeitherhishabitsorhismorals。
  TwoyearspassedbeforeIsabellaknewwhatcharacterPeterwasestablishingforhimselfamonghislowandworthlesscomrades-passingundertheassumednameofPeterWilliams;andshebegantofeelaparent’sprideinthepromisingappearanceofheronlyson。But,alas!
  thisprideandpleasurewereshortlydissipated,asdistressingfactsrelativetohimcameonebyonetoherastonishedear。AfriendofIsabella’s,alady,whowasmuchpleasedwiththegoodhumor,ingenuity,andopenconfessionsofPeter,whendrivenintoacorner,andwho,shesaid,’wassosmart,heoughttohaveaneducation,ifanyoneought,’-paidtendollars,astuitionfee,forhimtoattendanavigationschool。ButPeter,littleinclinedtospendhisleisurehoursinstudy,whenhemightbeenjoyinghimselfinthedance,orotherwise,withhisbooncompanions,wentregularlyandmadesomeplausibleexcusestotheteacher,whoreceivedthemasgenuine,alongwiththetendollarsofMrs-,andwhilehismotherandherfriendbelievedhimimprovingatschool,hewas,totheirlatentsorrow,improvinginaverydifferentplaceorplaces,andonentirelyoppositeprinciples。Theyalsoprocuredhimanexcellentplaceasacoachman。
  But,wantingmoney,hesoldhislivery,andotherthingsbelongingtohismaster;who,havingconceivedakindregardforhim,consideredhisyouth,andpreventedthelawfromfalling,withallitsrigor,uponhishead。Stillhecontinuedtoabusehisprivileges,andtoinvolvehimselfinrepeateddifficulties,fromwhichhismotherasoftenextricatedhim。Ateachtime,shetalkedmuch,andreasonedandremonstratedwithhim;andhewould,withsuchperfectfrankness,layopenhiswholesoultoher,tellingherhehadneverintendeddoingharm,-howhehadbeenledalong,littlebylittle,till,beforehewasaware,hefoundhimselfintrouble-howhehadtriedtobegood-andhow,whenhewouldhavebeenso,’evilwaspresentwithhim,’-indeedheknewnothowitwas。
  Hismother,beginningtofeelthatthecitywasnoplaceforhim,urgedhisgoingtosea,andwouldhaveshippedhimonboardaman-of-war;butPeterwasnotdisposedtoconsenttothatproposition,whilethecityanditspleasureswereaccessibletohim。Isabellanowbecameapreytodistressingfears,dreadinglestthenextdayorhourcomefraughtwiththereportofsomedreadfulcrime,committedorabettedbyherson。ShethankstheLordforsparingherthatgiantsorrow,asallhiswrongdoingsneverrankedhigher,intheeyeofthelaw,thanmisdemeanors。ButasshecouldseenoimprovementinPeter,asalastresort,sheresolvedtoleavehim,foratime,unassisted,tobearthepenaltyofhisconduct,andseewhateffectthatwouldhaveonhim。Inthetrialhour,sheremainedfirminherresolution。Peteragainfellintothehandsofthepolice,andsentforhismother,asusual;butshewentnottohisrelief。Inhisextremity,hesentforPeterWilliams,arespectablecoloredbarber,whosenamehehadbeenwearing,andwhosometimeshelpedyoungculpritsoutoftheirtroubles,andsentthemfromcitydangers,byshippingthemonboardofwhalingvessels。
  Thecuriosityofthismanwasawakenedbytheculprit’sbearinghisownname。HewenttotheTombsandinquiredintohiscase,butcouldnotbelievewhatPetertoldhimrespectinghismotherandfamily。Yetheredeemedhim,andPeterpromisedtoleaveNewYorkinavesselthatwastosailinthecourseofaweek。Hewenttoseehismother,andinformedherofwhathadhappenedtohim。Shelistenedincredulously,astoanidletale。Heaskedhertogowithhimandseeforherself。
  Shewent,givingnocredencetohisstorytillshefoundherselfinthepresenceofMr。Williams,andheardhimsayingtoher,’IamverygladIhaveassistedyourson;hestoodingreatneedofsympathyandassistance;butIcouldnotthinkhehadsuchamotherhere,althoughheassuredmehehad。’
  Isabella’sgreattroublenowwas,afearlesthersonshoulddeceivehisbenefactor,andbemissingwhenthevesselsailed;buthebeggedherearnestlytotrusthim,forhesaidhehadresolvedtodobetter,andmeanttoabidebytheresolve。Isabella’sheartgavehernopeacetillthetimeofsailing,whenPetersentMr。Williamsandanothermessengerwhomsheknew,totellherhehadsailed。Butforamonthafterwards,shelookedtoseehimemergingfromsomeby-placeinthecity,andappearingbeforeher;soafraidwasshethathewasstillunfaithful,anddoingwrong。Buthedidnotappear,andatlengthshebelievedhimreallygone。Heleftinthesummerof1839,andhisfriendsheardnothingfurtherfromhimtillhismotherreceivedthefollowingletter,dated’October171840’;-
  MYDEARANDBELOVEDMOTHER:
  ’ItakethisopportunitytowritetoyouandinformyouthatIamwell,andinhopesfortofindyouthesame。IamgotonboardthesameunluckyshipDone,ofNantucket。Iamsorryfortosay,thatIhavebeenpunishedonceseverely,byshovingmyheadinthefireforotherfolks。Wehavehadbadluck,butinhopestohavebetter。Wehaveabout230onboard,butinhopes,ifdon’tkavegoodluck,thatmyparentswillreceivemewiththanks。Iwouldliketoknowhowmysistersare。DoesmycousinsliveinNewYorkyet?Haveyougotmyletter?Ifnot,inquiretoMr。PierceWhiting’s。Iwishyouwouldwritemeananswerassoonaspossible。Iamyouronlyson,thatissofarfromyourhome,inthewidebrinyocean。IhaveseenmoreoftheworldthaneverIexpected,andifIevershouldreturnhomesafe,I
  willtellyouallmytroublesandhardships。Mother,Ihopeyoudonotforgetme,yourdearandonlyson。IshouldliketoknowhowSophia,andBetsey,andHannah,comeon。IhopeyouallwillforgivemeforallthatIhavedone。
  ’Yourson,PETERVANWAGENER。’
  Anotherletterreadsasfollows,dated’March22,1841’:-
  ’MYDEARMOTHER:
  ’Itakethisopportunitytowritetoyou,andinformyouthatIhavebeenwellandingoodhealth。Ihavewroteyoualetterbefore,buthavereceivednoanswerfromyou,andwasveryanxioustoseeyou。I
  hopetoseeyouinashorttime。Ihavehadveryhardluck,butareinhopestohavebetterintimetocome。Ishouldlikeifmysistersarewell,andallthepeopleroundtheneighborhood。Iexpecttobehomeintwenty-twomonthsorthereabouts。IhaveseenSamuelLaterett。
  Beware!Therehashappenedverybadnewstotellyou,thatPeterJacksonisdead。Hediedwithintwodays’sailofOtaheite,oneoftheSocietyIslands。ThePeterJacksonthatusedtoliveatLaterett’s;hediedonboardtheshipDone,ofNantucket,CaptainMiller,inthelatitude1553,andlongitude14830W。Ihavenomoretosayatpresent,butwriteassoonaspossible。
  ’Youronlyson,’PETERVANWAGENER。’
  Another,containingthelastintelligenceshehashadfromherson,readsasfollows,andwasdated’Sept。19,1841’:-
  ’DEARMOTHER:
  ’ItaketheopportunitytowritetoyouandinformyouthatIamwellandingoodhealth,andinhopestofindyouinthesame。ThisisthefifthletterthatIhavewrotetoyou,andhavereceivednoanswer,anditmakesmeveryuneasy。Sopraywriteasquickasyoucan,andtellmehowallthepeopleisabouttheneighborhood。Weareoutfromhometwenty-threemonths,andinhopetobehomeinfifteenmonths。Ihavenotmuchtosay;buttellmeifyouhavebeenuphomesinceIleftornot。Iwanttoknowwhatsortofatimeisathome。Wehadverybadluckwhenwefirstcameout,butsincewehavehadverygood;soIaminhopestodowellyet;butifIdon’tdowell,youneednotexpectmehomethesefiveyears。Sowriteasquickasyoucan,won’tyou?SonowIamgoingtoputanendtomywriting,atpresent。Notice-whenthisyousee,rememberme,andplacemeinyourmind。
  Getmetomyhome,that’sinthefardistantwest,Tothescenesofmychildhood,thatIlikethebest;
  Therethetallcedarsgrow,andthebrightwatersflow,Wheremyparentswillgreetme,whiteman,letmego!
  Letmegotothespotwherethecateractplays,WhereoftIhavesportedinmyboyishdays;
  Andthereismypoormother,whosehearteverflows,Atthesightofherpoorchild,toherletmego,letmego!
  ’Youronlyson,’PETERVANWAGENER。’
  Sincethedateofthelastletter,Isabellahasheardnotidingsfromherlong-absentson,thoughardentlydoeshermother’sheartlongforsuchtidings,asherthoughtsfollowhimaroundtheworld,inhisperilousvocation,sayingwithinherself-’Heisgoodnow,Ihavenodoubt;Ifeelsurethathehaspersevered,andkepttheresolvehemadebeforehelefthome;-heseemedsodifferentbeforehewent,sodeterminedtodobetter。’Hislettersareinsertedhereforpreservation,incasetheyprovethelastsheeverhearsfromhiminthisworld。
  FINDINGABROTHERANDSISTER。
  WhenIsabellahadobtainedthefreedomofherson,sheremainedinKingston,whereshehadbeendrawnbythejudicialprocess,aboutayear,duringwhichtimeshebecameamemberoftheMethodistChurchthere:andwhenshewenttoNewYork,shetookalettermissivefromthatchurchtotheMethodistChurchinJohnstreet。
  Afterwards,shewithdrewherconnectionwiththatchurch,andjoinedZion’sChurchinChurchstreet,composedentirelyofcoloredpeople。
  WiththelatterchurchsheremaineduntilshewenttoresidewithMr。
  Pierson,afterwhich,shewasgraduallydrawnintothe’kingdom’setupbytheprophetMatthias,inthenameofGodtheFather;forhesaidthespiritofGodtheFatherdweltinhim。
  WhileIsabellawasinNewYork,hersisterSophiacamefromNewburgtoresideintheformerplace。Isabelhadbeenfavoredwithoccasionalinterviewswiththissister,althoughatonetimeshelostsightofherforthespaceofseventeenyears-almosttheentireperiodofherbeingatMr。Dumont’s-andwhensheappearedbeforeheragain,handsomelydressed,shedidnotrecognizeher,tillinformedwhoshewas。SophiainformedherthatherbrotherMichael-abrothershehadneverseen-wasinthecity;andwhensheintroducedhimtoIsabella,heinformedherthattheirsisterNancyhadbeenlivinginthecity,andhaddeceasedafewmonthsbefore。Hedescribedherfeatures,herdress,hermanner,andsaidshehadforsometimebeenamemberinZion’sChurch,namingtheclassshebelongedto。Isabellaalmostinstantlyrecognizedherasasisterinthechurch,withwhomshehadkneltatthealtar,andwithwhomshehadexchangedthespeakingpressureofthehand,inrecognitionoftheirspiritualsisterhood;littlethinking,atthetime,thattheywerealsochildrenofthesameearthlyparents-evenBomefreeandMau-mauBett。Asinquiriesandanswersrapidlypassed,andtheconvictiondeepenedthatthiswastheirsister,theverysistertheyhadheardsomuchof,buthadneverseen,(forshewastheself-samesisterthathadbeenlockedinthegreatoldfashionedsleigh-box,whenshewastakenaway,nevertobeholdhermother’sfaceagainthissidethespirit-land,andMichael,thenarrator,wasthebrotherwhohadsharedherfate,)Isabellathought,’D-h!hereshewas;
  wemet;andwasInot,atthetime,struckwiththepeculiarfeelingofherhand-thebonyhardnesssojustlikemine?andyetIcouldnotknowshewasmysister;andnowIseeshelookedsolikemymother。’AndIsabellawept,andnotalone;Sophiawept,andthestrongman,Michael,mingledhistearswiththeirs。’OhLord,’inquiredIsabella,’whatisthisslavery,thatitcandosuchdreadfulthings?whatevilcanitnotdo?’Wellmaysheask,forsurelytheevilsitcananddoesdo,dailyandhourly,canneverbesummedup,tillwecanseethemastheyarerecordedbyhimwhowritesnoerrors,andreckonswithoutmistake。Thisaccount,whichnowvariessowidelyintheestimateofdifferentminds,willbeviewedalikebyall。
  Thinkyou,dearreader,whenthatdaycomes,themost’rapidabolitionist’willsay-’Behold,Isawallthiswhileontheearth?’
  Willhenotrathersay,’Oh,whohasconceivedthebreadthanddepthofthismoralmalaria,thisputrescentplague-spot?’Perhapsthepioneersintheslave’scausewillbeasmuchsurprisedasanytofindthatwithalltheirlooking,thereremainedsomuchunseen。
  GLEANINGS。
  TherearesomehardthingsthatcrossedIsabella’slifewhileinslavery,thatshehasnodesiretopublish,forvariousreasons。
  First,becausethepartiesfromwhosehandsshesufferedthemhaverendereduptheiraccounttoahighertribunal,andtheirinnocentfriendsaloneareliving,tohavetheirfeelingsinjuredbytherecital;secondly,becausetheyarenotallforthepublicear,fromtheirverynature;thirdly,andnotleast,because,shesays,wereshetotellallthathappenedtoherasaslave-allthatsheknowsis’God’struth’-itwouldseemtoothers,especiallytheuninitiated,sounaccountable,sounreasonable,andwhatisusuallycalledsounnatural,(thoughitmaybequestionedwhetherpeopledonotalwaysactnaturally,)theywouldnoteasilybelieveit。’Why,no!’shesays,’they’dcallmealiar!theywould,indeed!andIdonotwishtosayanythingtodestroymyowncharacterforveracity,thoughwhatIsayisstrictlytrue。’Somethingshavebeenomittedthroughforgetfulness,whichnothavingbeenmentionedintheirplaces,canonlybebrieflyspokenofhere;-suchas,thatherfatherBomefreehadhadtwowivesbeforehetookMaumauBett;oneofwhom,ifnotboth,weretornfromhimbytheironhandoftheruthlesstraffickerinhumanflesh;-thatherhusband,Thomas,afteroneofhiswiveshadbeensoldawayfromhim,ranawaytoNewYorkCity,whereheremainedayearortwo,beforehewasdiscoveredandtakenbacktotheprison-houseofslavery;-thathermasterDumont,whenhepromisedIsabellaoneyearofhertime,beforetheStateshouldmakeherfree,madethesamepromisetoherhusband,andinadditiontofreedom,theywerepromisedalogcabinforahomeoftheirown;allofwhich,withtheone-thousand-and-oneday-dreamsresultingtherefrom,wentintotherepositoryofunfulfilledpromisesandunrealizedhopes;-thatshehadoftenheardherfatherrepeatathrillingstoryofalittleslave-child,which,becauseitannoyedthefamilywithitscries,wascaughtupbyawhiteman,whodasheditsbrainsoutagainstthewall。AnIndian(forIndianswereplentyinthatregionthen)passedalongasthebereavedmotherwashedthebloodycorpseofhermurderedchild,andlearningthecauseofitsdeath,said,withcharacteristicvehemence,’IfIhadbeenhere,I
  wouldhaveputmytomahawkinhishead!’meaningthemurderer’s。
  OfthecrueltyofoneHasbrouck-Hehadasickslave-woman,whowaslingeringwithaslowconsumption,whomhemadetospin,regardlessofherweaknessandsuffering;andthiswomanhadachild,thatwasunabletowalkortalk,attheageoffiveyears,neithercoulditcrylikeotherchildren,butmadeaconstant,piteousmoaningsound。Thisexhibitionofhelplessnessandimbecility,insteadofexcitingthemaster’spity,stunghiscupidity,andsoenragedhim,thathewouldkickthepoorthingaboutlikeafoot-ball。
  Isabella’sinformanthadseenthisbruteofaman,whenthechildwascurledupunderachair,innocentlyamusingitselfwithafewsticks,dragithence,thathemighthavethepleasureoftormentingit。Shehadseehim,withoneblowofhisfoot,senditrollingquiteacrosstheroom,anddownthestepsatthedoor。Oh,howshewisheditmightinstantlydie!’But,’shesaid,’itseemedastoughasamoccasin。’
  Thoughitdiddieatlast,andmadegladtheheartofitsfriends;anditspersecutor,nodoubt,rejoicedwiththem,butfromverydifferentmotives。Butthedayofhisretributionwasnotfaroff-forhesickened,andhisreasonfled。Itwasfearfultohearhisoldslavesoontellhow,inthedayofhiscalamity,shetreatedhim。
  Shewasverystrong,andwasthereforeselectedtosupporthermaster,ashesatupinbed,byputtingherarmsaround,whileshestoodbehindhim。Itwasthenthatshedidherbesttowreakhervengeanceonhim。Shewouldclutchhisfeebleframeinherirongrasp,asinavice;and,whenhermistressdidnotsee,wouldgivehimasqueeze,ashake,andliftinghimup,sethimdownagain,ashardaspossible。Ifhisbreathingbetrayedtootightagrasp,andhermistresssaid,’Becareful,don’thurthim,Soan!’herevery-readyanswerwas,’Ohno,Missus,no,’inhermostpleasanttone-andthen,assoonasMissus’seyesandearswereengagedaway,anothergrasp-anothershake-anotherbounce。Shewasafraidthediseasealonewouldlethimrecover,-aneventshedreadedmorethantodowrongherself。Isabellaaskedher,ifshewerenotafraidhisspiritwouldhaunther。’Oh,no,’saysSoan;’hewassowicked,thedevilwillneverlethimoutofhelllongenoughforthat。’
  Manyslaveholdersboastoftheloveoftheirslaves。Howwoulditfreezethebloodofsomeofthemtoknowwhatkindofloveranklesinthebosomsofslavesforthem!WitnesstheattempttopoisonMrs。
  Calhoun,andhundredsofsimilarcases。Most’surprising’toeverybody,becausecommittedbyslavessupposedtobesogratefulfortheirchains。
  Thesereflectionsbringtomindadiscussiononthispoint,betweenthewriterandaslaveholdingfriendinKentucky,onChristmasmorning,1846。Wehadasserted,thatuntilmankindwerefarinadvanceofwhattheyarenow,irresponsiblepoweroverourfellow-beingswouldbe,asitis,abused。Ourfrienddeclareditwashisconviction,thatthecrueltiesofslaveryexistedchieflyinimagination,andthatnopersoninD-County,wherewethenwere,butwouldbeaboveill-treatingahelplessslave。Weanswered,thatifhisbeliefwaswell-founded,thepeopleinKentuckyweregreatlyinadvanceofthepeopleofNewEngland-forwewouldnotdaresayasmuchasthatofanyschool-districtthere,lettingalonecounties。No,wewouldnotanswerforourownconductevenonsodelicateapoint。
  Thenextevening,heverymagnanimouslyoverthrewhisownpositionandestablishedours,byinformingusthat,onthemorningprevious,andasnearaswecouldlearn,attheveryhourinwhichwewereearnestlydiscussingtheprobabilitiesofthecase,ayoungwomanoffineappearance,andhighstandinginsociety,theprideofherhusband,andthemotherofaninfantdaughter,onlyafewmilesfromus,ay,inD-
  County,too,wasactuallybeatingintheskullofaslave-womancalledTabby;andnotcontentwiththat,hadhertiedupandwhipped,afterherskullwasbroken,andshediedhangingtothebedstead,towhichshehadbeenfastened。WheninformedthatTabbywasdead,sheanswered,’Iamgladofit,forshehasworriedmylifeoutofme。’ButTabby’shighestgoodwasprobablynottheendproposedbyMrs。M-,fornoonesupposedshemeanttokillher。Tabbywasconsideredquitelackingingoodsense,andnodoubtbelongedtothatclassattheSouth,thataresillyenoughto’dieofmoderatecorrection。’
  Amobcollectedaroundthehouseforanhourortwo,inthatmannerexpressingamomentaryindignation。Butwasshetreatedasamurderess?Notatall!Shewasallowedtotakeboat(forherresidencewasnearthebeautifulOhio)thatevening,tospendafewmonthswithherabsentfriends,afterwhichshereturnedandremainedwithherhusband,nooneto’molestormakeherafraid。’
  Hadshebeenlefttothepunishmentofanoutragedconsciencefromrightmotives,Iwouldhave’rejoicedwithexceedingjoy’。Buttoseethelifeofonewoman,andsheamurderess,putinthebalanceagainstthelivesofthreemillionsofinnocentslaves,andtocontrastherpunishmentwithwhatIfeltwouldbethepunishmentofonewhowasmerelysuspectedofbeinganequalfriendofallmankind,regardlessofcolororcondition,causedmybloodtostirwithinme,andmyhearttosickenatthethought。ThehusbandofMrs。M-wasabsentfromhome,atthetimealludedto;andwhenhearrived,someweeksafterwards,bringingbeautifulpresentstohischerishedcompanion,hebeheldhisoncehappyhomedeserted,Tabbymurderedandburiedinthegarden,andthewifeofhisbosom,andthemotherofhischild,thedoerofadreadfuldeed,amurderess!
  WhenIsabellawenttoNewYorkCity,shewentincompanywithaMissGrear,whointroducedhertothefamilyofMr。JamesLatourette,awealthymerchant,andaMethodistinreligion;butwho,thelatterpartofhislife,feltthathehadoutgrownordinances,andadvocatedfreemeetings,holdingthemathisowndwelling-houseforseveralyearsprevioustohisdeath。Sheworkedforthem,andtheygenerouslygaveherahomewhileshelaboredforothers,andintheirkindnessmadeherasoneoftheirown。
  Atthattime,the’moralreform’movementwasawakeningtheattentionofthebenevolentinthatcity。Manywomen,amongwhomwereMrs。
  LatouretteandMissGrear,becamedeeplyinterestedinmakinganattempttoreformtheirfallensisters,eventhemostdegradedofthem;
  andinthisenterpriseoflaboranddanger,theyenlistedIsabellaandothers,whoforatimeputforththeirmostzealousefforts,andperformedtheworkofmissionarieswithmuchapparentsuccess。
  Isabellaaccompaniedthoseladiestothemostwretchedabodesofviceandmisery,andsometimesshewentwheretheydarednotfollow。Theyevensucceededinestablishingprayer-meetingsinseveralplaces,wheresuchathingmightleasthavebeenexpected。
  Butthesemeetingssoonbecamethemostnoisy,shouting,ranting,andboisterousofgatherings;wheretheybecamedeliriouswithexcitement,andthenexhaustedfromover-action。SuchmeetingsIsabelhadnotmuchsympathywith,atbest。Butoneeveningsheattendedoneofthem,wherethemembersofit,inafitofecstasy,jumpeduponhercloakinsuchamannerastodraghertothefloor-andthen,thinkingshehadfalleninaspiritualtrance,theyincreasedtheirglorificationsonheraccount,-jumping,shouting,stamping,andclappingofhands;
  rejoicingsomuchoverherspirit,andsoentirelyoverlookingherbody,thatshesufferedmuch,bothfromfearandbruises;andeverafterrefusedtoattendanymoresuchmeetings,doubtingmuchwhetherGodhadanythingtodowithsuchworship。
  THEMATTHIASDELUSION。
  WenowcometoaneventfulperiodinthelifeofIsabella,asidentifiedwithoneofthemostextraordinaryreligiousdelusionsofmoderntimes;butthelimitsprescribedforthepresentworkforbidaminutenarrationofalltheoccurrencesthattranspiredinrelationtoit。
  AftershehadjoinedtheAfricanChurchinChurchstreet,andduringhermembershipthere,shefrequentlyattendedMr。Latourette’smeetings,atoneofwhich,Mr。Smithinvitedhertogotoaprayer-meeting,ortoinstructthegirlsattheMagdaleneAsylum,BoweryHill,thenundertheprotectionofMr。Pierson,andsomeotherpersons,chieflyrespectablefemales。ToreachtheAsylum,IsabellacalledonKaty,Mr。Pierson’scoloredservant,ofwhomshehadsomeknowledge。Mr。Piersonsawherthere,conversedwithher,askedherifshehadbeenbaptized,andwasanswered,characteristically,’bytheHolyGhost。’Afterthis,IsabellasawKatyseveraltimes,andoccasionallyMr。Pierson,whoengagedhertokeephishousewhileKatywenttoVirginiatoseeherchildren。ThisengagementwasconsideredananswertoaprayerbyMr。Pierson,whohadbothfastedandprayedonthesubject,whileKatyandIsabellaappearedtoseeinitthehandofGod。
  Mr。Piersonwascharacterizedbyastrongdevotionalspirit,whichfinallybecamehighlyfanatical。HeassumedthetitleofProphet,assertingthatGodhadcalledhiminanomnibus,inthesewords:-’ThouareElijah,theTishbite。GatheruntomeallthemembersofIsraelatthefootofMountCarmel’;whichheunderstoodasmeaningthegatheringofhisfriendsatBoweryHill。Notlongafterward,hebecameacquaintedwiththenotoriousMatthias,whosecareerwasasextraordinaryasitwasbrief。RobertMatthews,orMatthias(ashewasusuallycalled),wasofScotchextraction,butanativeofWashingtonCounty,NewYork,andatthattimeaboutforty-sevenyearsofage。Hewasreligiouslybroughtup,amongtheAnti-Burghers,asectofPresbyterians;theclergyman,theRev。Mr。Bevridge,visitingthefamilyafterthemannerofthechurch,andbeingpleasedwithRobert,puthishandonhishead,whenaboy,andpronouncedablessing,andthisblessing,withhisnaturalqualities,determinedhischaracter;
  forheeverafterthoughtheshouldbeadistinguishedman。Matthiaswasbroughtupafarmertillnearlyeighteenyearsofage,butacquiredindirectlytheartofacarpenter,withoutanyregularapprenticeship,andshowedconsiderablemechanicalskill。Heobtainedpropertyfromhisuncle,RobertThompson,andthenhewentintobusinessasastore-keeper,wasconsideredrespectable,andbecameamemberoftheScotchPresbyterianChurch。Hemarriedin1813,andcontinuedinbusinessinCambridge。In1816,heruinedhimselfbyabuildingspeculation,andthederangementofthecurrencywhichdeniedbankfacilities,andsoonafterhecametoNewYorkwithhisfamily,andworkedathistrade。HeafterwardsremovedtoAlbany,andbecameahearerattheDutchReformedChurch,thenunderDr。Ludlow’scharge。
  Hewasfrequentlymuchexcitedonreligioussubjects。
  In1829,hewaswellknown,ifnotforstreetpreaching,forlouddiscussionsandpavementexhortations,buthedidnotmakesetsermons。
  Inthebeginningof1830,hewasonlyconsideredzealous;butinthesameyearheprophesiedthedestructionoftheAlbaniansandtheircapital,andwhilepreparingtoshave,withtheBiblebeforehim,hesuddenlyputdownthesoapandexclaimed,’Ihavefoundit!IhavefoundatextwhichprovesthatnomanwhoshaveshisbeardcanbeatrueChristian;’andshortlyafterwards,withoutshaving,hewenttotheMissionHousetodeliveranaddresswhichhehadpromised,andinthisaddress,heproclaimedhisnewcharacter,pronouncedvengeanceontheland,andthatthelawofGodwastheonlyruleofgovernment,andthathewascommandedtotakepossessionoftheworldinthenameoftheKingofkings。Hisharanguewascutshortbythetrusteesputtingoutthelights。Aboutthistime,Matthiaslaidbyhisimplementsofindustry,andinJune,headvisedhiswifetoflywithhimfromthedestructionwhichawaitedtheminthecity;andonherrefusal,partlyonaccountofMatthiascallinghimselfaJew,whomshewasunwillingtoretainasahusband,helefther,takingsomeofthechildrentohissisterinArgyle,fortymilesfromAlbany。AtArgyleheenteredthechurchandinterruptedtheminister,declaringthecongregationindarkness,andwarningthemtorepentance。Hewas,ofcourse,takenoutofthechurch,andashewasadvertisedintheAlbanypapers,hewassentbacktohisfamily。Hisbeardhadnowobtainedarespectablelength,andthusheattractedattention,andeasilyobtainedanaudienceinthestreets。Forthishewassometimesarrested,oncebymistakeforAdamPaine,whocollectedthecrowd,andthenleftMatthiaswithitontheapproachoftheofficers。Herepeatedlyurgedhiswifetoaccompanyhimonamissiontoconverttheworld,declaringthatfoodcouldbeobtainedfromtherootsoftheforest,ifnotadministeredotherwise。AtthistimeheassumedthenameofMatthias,calledhimselfaJew,andsetoutonamission,takingawesterncourse,andvisitingabrotheratRochester,askillfulmechanic,sincedead。
  Leavinghisbrother,heproceededonhismissionovertheNorthernStates,occasionallyreturningtoAlbany。
  AftervisitingWashington,andpassingthroughPennsylvania,hecametoNewYork。Hisappearanceatthattimewasmean,butgrotesque,andhissentimentswerebutlittleknown。
  OnMaythe5th,1832,hefirstcalledonMr。Pierson,inFourthstreet,inhisabsence。Isabellawasaloneinthehouse,inwhichshehadlivedsincethepreviousautumn。Onopeningthedoor,she,forthefirsttime,beheldMatthias,andherearlyimpressionofseeingJesusinthefleshrushedtohermind。Sheheardhisinquiry,andinvitedhimintotheparlor;andbeingnaturallycurious,andmuchexcited,andpossessingagooddealoftact,shedrewhimintoconversation,statedherownopinions,andheardhisrepliesandexplanations。HerfaithwasatfirststaggeredbyhisdeclaringhimselfaJew;butonthispointshewasrelievedbyhissaying,’DoyounotrememberhowJesusprayed?’andrepeatedpartoftheLord’sPrayer,inproofthattheFather’skingdomwastocome,andnottheSon’s。ShethenunderstoodhimtobeaconvertedJew,andintheconclusionshesaysshe’feltasifGodhadsenthimtosetupthekingdom。’ThusMatthiasatoncesecuredthegoodwillofIsabella,andwemaysupposedobtainedfromhersomeinformationinrelationtoMr。Pierson,especiallythatMrs。
  Piersondeclaredtherewasnotruechurch,andapprovedofMr。
  Pierson’spreaching。Matthiasleftthehouse,promisingtoreturnonSaturdayevening。Mr。P。atthistimehadnotseenMatthias。
  Isabella,desirousofhearingtheexpectedconversationbetweenMatthiasandMr。PiersononSaturday,hurriedherwork,gotitfinished,andwaspermittedtobepresent。Indeed,thesamenessofbeliefmadeherfamiliarwithheremployer,whileherattentiontoherwork,andcharacteristicfaithfulness,increasedhisconfidence。Thisintimacy,theresultofholdingthesamefaith,andtheprincipleafterwardsadoptedofhavingbutonetable,andallthingsincommon,madeheratoncethedomesticandtheequal,andthedepositaryofverycurious,ifnotvaluableinformation。Tothisobject,evenhercolorassisted。PersonswhohavetraveledintheSouthknowthemannerinwhichthecoloredpeople,andespeciallyslaves,aretreated;theyarescarcelyregardedasbeingpresent。ThistraitinourAmericancharacterhasbeenfrequentlynoticedbyforeigntravelers。OneEnglishladyremarksthatshediscovered,incourseofconversationwithaSouthernmarriedgentleman,thatacoloredgirlsleptinhisbedroom,inwhichalsowashiswife;andwhenhesawthatitoccasionedsomesurprise,heremarked,’Whatwouldhedoifhewantedaglassofwaterinthenight?’Othertravelershaveremarkedthatthepresenceofcoloredpeopleneverseemedtointerruptaconversationofanykindforonemoment。Isabella,then,waspresentatthefirstinterviewbetweenMatthiasandPierson。Atthisinterview,Mr。PiersonaskedMatthiasifhehadafamily,towhichherepliedintheaffirmative;heaskedhimabouthisbeard,andhegaveascripturalreason,assertingalsothattheJewsdidnotshave,andthatAdamhadabeard。Mr。
  PiersondetailedtoMatthiashisexperience,andMatthiasgavehis,andtheymutuallydiscoveredthattheyheldthesamesentiments,bothadmittingthedirectinfluenceoftheSpirit,andthetransmissionofspiritsfromonebodytoanother。MatthiasadmittedthecallofMr。
  Pierson,intheomnibusinWallstreet,which,onthisoccasion,hegaveinthesewords:-’ThouartElijahtheTishbite,andthoushaltgobeforemeinthespiritandpowerofElias,topreparemywaybeforeme。’AndMr。PiersonadmittedMatthias’call,whocompletedhisdeclarationonthe20thofJune,inArgyle,which,byacuriouscoincidence,wastheverydayonwhichPiersonhadreceivedhiscallintheomnibus。Suchsingularcoincidenceshaveapowerfuleffectonexcitedminds。Fromthatdiscovery,PiersonandMatthiasrejoicedineachother,andbecamekindredspirits-Matthias,however,claimingtobetheFather,ortopossessthespiritoftheFather-hewasGodupontheearth,becausethespiritofGoddweltinhim;whilePiersonthenunderstoodthathismissionwaslikethatofJohntheBaptist,whichthenameEliasmeant。Thisconferenceendedwithaninvitationtosupper,andMatthiasandPiersonwashingeachother’sfeet。Mr。
  PiersonpreachedonthefollowingSunday,butafterwhich,hedeclinedinfavorofMatthias,andsomeofthepartybelievedthatthe’kingdomhadthencome。’
  AsaspecimenofMatthias’preachingandsentiments,thefollowingissaidtobereliable:
  ’ThespiritthatbuilttheTowerofBabelisnowintheworld-itisthespiritofthedevil。Thespiritofmannevergoesupontheclouds;allwhothinksoareBabylonians。Theonlyheavenisonearth。AllwhoareignorantoftruthareNinevites。TheJewsdidnotcrucifyChrist-
  itwastheGentiles。EveryJewhashisguardianangelattendinghiminthisworld。Goddon’tspeakthroughpreachers;hespeaksthroughme,hisprophet。
  ’"JohntheBaptist,"(addressingMr。Pierson),"readthetenthchapterofRevelations。"Afterthereadingofthechapter,theprophetresumedspeaking,asfollows:-
  ’Oursisthemustard-seedkingdomwhichistospreadallovertheearth。Ourcreedistruth,andnomancanfindtruthunlessheobeysJohntheBaptist,andcomescleanintothechurch。
  ’Allrealmenwillbesaved;allmockmenwillbedamned。WhenapersonhastheHolyGhost,thenheisaman,andnottillthen。Theywhoteachwomenareofthewicked。Thecommunionisallnonsense;soisprayer。Eatinganipofbreadanddrinkingalittlewinewon’tdoanygood。Allwhoadmitmembersintotheirchurch,andsufferthemtoholdtheirlandsandhouses,theirsentenceis,"Depart,yewicked,I
  knowyounot。"Allfemaleswholecturetheirhusbands,theirsentenceisthesame。Thesonsoftrutharetoenjoyallthegoodthingsofthisworld,andmustusetheirmeanstobringitabout。Everythingthathasthesmellofwomanwillbedestroyed。Womanisthecapsheafoftheabominationofdesolation-fullofalldeviltry。Inashorttime,theworldwilltakefireanddissolve;itiscombustiblealready。Allwomen,notobedient,hadbetterbecomesoassoonaspossible,andletthewickedspiritdepart,andbecometemplesoftruth。Prayingisallmocking。Whenyouseeanyonewringtheneckofafowl,insteadofcuttingoffitshead,hehasnotgottheHolyGhost。
  (Cuttinggivestheleastpain。)
  ’Allwhoeatswine’sfleshareofthedevil;andjustascertainasheeatsit,hewilltellalieinlessthanhalfanhour。Ifyoueatapieceofpork,itwillgocrookedthroughyou,andtheHolyGhostwillnotstayinyou,butoneortheothermustleavethehouseprettysoon。
  Theporkwillbeascrookedinyouasram’shorns,andasgreatanuisanceasthehogsinthestreet。
  ’Thecholeraisnottherightword;itischoler,whichmeansGod’swrath。Abraham,Isaac,andJacobarenowinthisworld;theydidnotgoupintheclouds,assomebelieve-whyshouldtheygothere?Theydon’twanttogotheretoboxthecompassfromoneplacetoanother。
  TheChristiansnow-a-daysareforsettinguptheSon’skingdom。Itisnothis;itistheFather’skingdom。Itputsmeinmindofamaninthecountry,whotookhissoninbusiness,andhadhissignmade,"Hitchcock&Son;"butthesonwantedit"Hitchcock&Father"-andthatisthewaywithyourChristians。TheytalkoftheSon’skingdomfirst,andnottheFather’skingdom。’
  Matthiasandhisdisciplesatthistimedidnotbelieveinaresurrectionofthebody,butthatthespiritsoftheformersaintswouldenterthebodiesofthepresentgeneration,andthusbeginheavenonearth,ofwhichheandMr。Piersonwerethefirstfruits。
  MatthiasmadetheresidenceofMr。Piersonhisown;butthelatter,beingapprehensiveofpopularviolenceinhishouse,ifMatthiasremainedthere,proposedamonthlyallowancetohim,andadvisedhimtooccupyanotherdwelling。MatthiasaccordinglytookahouseinClarksonstreet,andthensentforhisfamilyatAlbany,buttheydeclinedcomingtothecity。However,hisbrotherGeorgecompliedwithasimilaroffer,bringinghisfamilywithhim,wheretheyfoundverycomfortablequarters。Isabellawasemployedtodothehousework。InMay,1833,Matthiaslefthishouse,andplacedthefurniture,partofwhichwasIsabella’s,elsewhere,livinghimselfatthehotelcornerofMarketfieldandWeststreets。IsabellafoundemploymentatMr。
  Whiting’s,Canalstreet,anddidthewashingforMatthiasbyMrs。
  Whiting’spermission。
  OfthesubsequentremovalofMatthiastothefarmandresidenceofMr。
  B。Folger,atSingSing,wherehewasjoinedbyMr。Pierson,andotherslaboringunderasimilarreligiousdelusion-thesudden,melancholyandsomewhatsuspiciousdeathofMr。Pierson,andthearrestofMatthiasonthechargeofhismurder,endinginaverdictofnotguilty-thecriminalconnectionthatsubsistedbetweenMatthias,Mrs。Folger,andothermembersofthe’Kingdom,’as’match-spirits’-thefinaldispersionofthisdeludedcompany,andthevoluntaryexilementofMatthiasinthefarWest,afterhisrelease-&c。&c。,wedonotdeemitusefulornecessarytogiveanyparticulars。ThosewhoarecurioustoknowwhattheretranspiredarereferredtoaworkpublishedinNewYorkin1835,entitled’Fanaticism;itsSourcesandInfluence;illustratedbythesimpleNarrativeofIsabella,inthecaseofMatthias,Mr。andMrs。B。
  Folger,Mr。Pierson,Mr。Mills,Catharine,Isabella,&c。&c。ByG。
  Vale,84Rooseveltstreet。’Sufficeittosay,thatwhileIsabellawasamemberofthehouseholdatSingSing,doingmuchlaboriousserviceinthespiritofreligiousdisinterestedness,andgraduallygettinghervisionpurgedandhermindcuredofitsillusions,shehappilyescapedthecontaminationthatsurroundedher,-assiduouslyendeavoringtodischargeallherdutiesinabecomingmanner。
  FASTING。
  WhenIsabellaresidedwithMr。Pierson,hewasinthehabitoffastingeveryFriday;noteatingordrinkinganythingfromThursdayeveningtosixo’clockonFridayevening。
  Then,again,hewouldfasttwonightsandthreedays,neithereatingnordrinking;refusinghimselfevenacupofcoldwatertillthethirddayatnight,whenhetooksupperagain,asusual。
  Isabellaaskedhimwhyhefasted。Heanswered,thatfastinggavehimgreatlightinthethingsofGod;whichanswergavebirthtothefollowingtrainofthoughtinthemindofhisauditor:-’Well,iffastingwillgivelightinwardlyandspiritually,Ineeditasmuchasanybody,-andI’llfasttoo。IfMr。Piersonneedstofasttwonightsandthreedays,thenI,whoneedlightmorethanhedoes,oughttofastmore,andIwillfastthreenightsandthreedays。’
  Thisresolutionshecarriedouttotheletter,puttingnotsomuchasadropofwaterinhermouthforthreewholedaysandnights。Thefourthmorning,asshearosetoherfeet,nothavingthepowertostand,shefelltothefloor;butrecoveringherselfsufficiently,shemadeherwaytothepantry,andfeelingherselfquitevoracious,andfearingthatshemightnowoffendGodbyhervoracity,compelledherselftobreakfastondrybreadandwater-eatingalargesix-pennyloafbeforeshefeltatallstayedorsatisfied。Shesaysshedidgetlight,butitwasallinherbodyandnoneinhermind-andthislightnessofbodylastedalongtime。Oh!shewassolight,andfeltsowell,shecould’skimaroundlikeagull。’
  THECAUSEOFHERLEAVINGTHECITY。
  ThefirstyearsspentbyIsabellainthecity,sheaccumulatedmorethanenoughtosatisfyallherwants,andsheplacedalltheoverplusintheSavings’Bank。Afterwards,whilelivingwithMr。Pierson,heprevailedonhertotakeitallthence,andinvestitinacommonfundwhichhewasaboutestablishing,asafundtobedrawnfrombyallthefaithful;thefaithful,ofcourse,werethehandfulthatshouldsubscribetohispeculiarcreed。Thisfund,commencedbyMr。Pierson,afterwardsbecamepartandparcelofthekingdomofwhichMatthiasassumedtobehead;andatthebreakingupofthekingdom,herlittlepropertywasmergedinthegeneralruin-orwenttoenrichthosewhoprofitedbythelossofothers,ifanysuchtherewere。Mr。Piersonandothershadsoassuredher,thatthefundwouldsupplyallherwants,atalltimes,andinallemergencies,andtotheendoflife,thatshebecameperfectlycarelessonthesubject-askingfornointerestwhenshedrewhermoneyfromthebank,andtakingnoaccountofthesumsheplacedinthefund。Sherecoveredafewarticlesofthefurniturefromthewreckofthekingdom,andreceivedasmallsumofmoneyfromMr。B。Folger,asthepriceofMrs。Folger’sattempttoconvictherofmurder。Withthistostartupon,shecommencedanewherlabors,inthehopeofyetbeingabletoaccumulateasufficiencytomakealittlehomeforherself,inheradvancingage。Withthisstimulusbeforeher,shetoiledhard,workingearlyandlate,doingagreatdealforalittlemoney,andturningherhandtoalmostanythingthatpromisedgoodpay。Still,shedidnotprosper,andsomehow,couldnotcontrivetolaybyasingledollarfora’rainyday。’
  Whenthishadbeenthestateofheraffairssometime,shesuddenlypaused,andtakingaretrospectiveviewofwhathadpassed,inquiredwithinherself,whyitwasthat,forallherunweariedlabors,shehadnothingtoshow;whyitwasthatothers,withmuchlesscareandlabor,couldhoarduptreasuresforthemselvesandchildren?Shebecamemoreandmoreconvinced,asshereasoned,thateverythingshehadundertakeninthecityofNewYorkhadfinallyprovedafailure;andwhereherhopeshadbeenraisedthehighest,thereshefeltthefailurehadbeenthegreatest,andthedisappointmentmostsevere。
  Afterturningitinhermindforsometime,shecametotheconclusion,thatshehadbeentakingpartinagreatdrama,whichwas,initself,butonegreatsystemofrobberyandwrong。’Yes,’shesaid,’therichrobthepoor,andthepoorroboneanother。’True,shehadnotreceivedlaborfromothers,andstintedtheirpay,asshefelthadbeenpractisedagainsther;butshehadtakentheirworkfromthem,whichwastheironlymeanstogetmoney,andwasthesametothemintheend。