"Cristel!whatdoesitmean?"
"Poison,"sheanswered。"And_he_hassufferedtoo。"
Tomyastonishment,therewasnoangerinhertone:shespokeofhimasquietlyasifshehadbeenalludingtoaninnocentman。
"Doyoumeanthathehasbeenatdeath’sdoor,likeme?"
"Yes,thankGod——orIshouldneverhavefoundyouhere。PooroldGloodycametous,insearchofhelp。"Mymaster’sinaswoon,andIcan’tbringhimto。"DirectlyIheardthat,Irememberedthatyouhaddrunkwhathehaddrunk。Whathadhappenedtohim,musthavehappenedtoyou。Don’taskmehowlongitwasbeforeIfoundyou,andwhatIfeltwhenIdidfindyou。Idosowanttoenjoymyhappiness!Onlyletmeseeyousafelyhome,andIasknomore。"
Shehelpedmetorise,withtheencouragingwordswhichshemighthaveusedtoachild。Sheputmyarminhers,andledmecarefullyalongthroughthewood,asifIhadbeenanoldman。
Cristelhadsavedmylife——butshewouldhearofnoallusiontoit。Sheknewhowthepoisonerhadplottedtogetridofme——butnothingthatI
couldsayinducedhertotellmehowshehadmadethediscovery。InviewofTrimleyDeen,myguardianangeldroppedmyarm。
"Goon,"shesaid,"andletmeseetheservantletyouin,beforeIrunhome。"
IfshehadnotbeenoncemorewiserthanIwas,Ishouldhavetakenherwithmetothehouse;Ishouldhavepositivelyrefusedtolethergobackbyherself。NothingthatIcouldsayordohadtheslightesteffectonherresolution。Doesthemanlivewhocouldhavetakenleaveofhercalmly,inmyplace?Shetoreherselfawayfromme,withasighofbitternessthatwasdreadfultohear。
"Oh,mydarling,"Isaid,"doIdistressyou?"
"Horribly,"sheanswered;"butyouarenottoblame。"
Thosewereherfarewellwords。Icalledafterher。Itriedtofollowher。
Shewaslosttomeinthedarkness。
CHAPTERXIV
GLOODYSETTLESTHEACCOUNT
Anightoffever;anight,whenIdidslumberforafewminutes,ofhorriddreams——thiswaswhatImighthaveexpected,andthisiswhatreallyhappened。Thefreshmorningair,flowingthroughmyopenwindow,cooledandcomposedme;themercyofsleepfoundme。WhenIwoke,andlookedatmywatch,Iwasanewman。Thehourwasnoon。
Irangmybell。Theservantannouncedthatamanwaswaitingtoseeme。
"Thesameman,sir,whowasfoundinthegarden,lookingatyourflowers。"Iatoncegavedirectionstohavehimshownupintomybedroom。
ThedelayofdressingwasmorethanIhadpatiencetoencounter。UnlessI
wascompletelymistaken,herewastheverypersonwhomIwantedtoenlightenme。
Gloodyshowedhimselfatthedoor,withafaceominouslywretched,aswellasugly。IinstantlythoughtofCristel。
"Ifyoubringmebadnews,"Isaid,"don’tkeepmewaitingforit。"
"It’snothingthatneedtroubleYou,sir。I’mdismissedfrommymaster’sservice——that’sall。"
Itwasplainlynot"all。"Relievedevenbythatguardedreply,Ipointedtoachairbythebedside。
"DoyoubelievethatImeanwellbyyou?"Iasked。
"Ido,sir,withallmyheart。"
"Thensitdown,Gloody,andmakeacleanbreastofit。"
Heliftedhisenormousfist,bywayofemphasizinghisanswer。
"Iwaswithinahair’sbreadth,sir,ofstrikinghim。IfIhadn’tkeptmytemper,Imighthavekilledhim。"
"Whatdidhedo?"
"Flewintoafuriousrage。Idon’tcomplainofthat;IdaresayIdeservedit。Pleasetoexcusemygettingupagain。Ican’tlookyouintheface,andtellyouofit。"Hewalkedawaytothewindow。"Evenapoordevil,likeme,doessometimesfeelitwhenheisinsulted。Mr。Roylake,hekickedme。Saynomoreaboutit,sir!Iwouldneverhavementionedit,ifIhadn’thadsomethingelsetotellyou;onlyIdon’tknowhow。"Inthisdifficulty,hecamebacktomybedside。"Lookhere,sir!WhatIsayis——thatkickhaswipedoutthedebtofthanksIowehim。Yes。Isaytheaccountbetweenustwoissettlednow,onbothsides。Intwowords,sir,ifyoumeantochargehimbeforethemagistrateswithattemptingyourlife,I’lltakemyBibleoathhedidattemptit,andyoumaycallmeasyourwitness。There!Nowit’sout。"
Whathismasterhadnodoubtinferred,waswhatIsawplainlytoo。
Cristelhadsavedmylife,andhadbeendirectedhowtodoitbythepoorfellowwhohadsufferedinmycause。
"Wewillwaitalittlebeforewetalkofsettingthelawinforce,"I
said。"Inthemeantime,Gloody,IwantyoutotellmewhatyouwouldtellthemagistrateifIcalledyouasawitness。"
Heconsideredalittle。"Themagistratewouldputquestionstome——wouldn’the,sir?Verygood。Youputquestionstome,andI’llanswerthemtothebestofmyability。"
Theinvestigationthatfollowedwasfartoolongandtoowearisometoberelatedhere。IfIgivethesubstanceofit,Ishallhavedoneenough。
Sometimeswhenhewasawake,andsupposedthathewasalone——sometimeswhenhewasasleepanddreaming——theCurhadbetrayedhimself。(Itwasapaltryvengeance,Iown,togratifyamaliciouspleasure——asIdidnow——inthinkingofhimandspeakingofhimbythedegradingnamewhichhismorbidhumilityhadsuggested。Butarethedemandsofaman’sdignityalwayspaidinthereadymoneyofpromptsubmission?)Anyway,itappearedthatGloodyhadheardenough,inthesleepingmomentsandthesolitarymomentsofhismaster,togivehimsomeideaofthejealoushatredwithwhichtheCurregardedme。Hehaddonehisbesttowarnme,withoutactuallybetrayingthemanwhohadrescuedhimfromstarvationortheworkhouse——andhehadfailed。
Buthisresolutiontodomegoodservice,inreturnformykindnesstohim,farfrombeingshaken,wasconfirmedbycircumstances。
Whenhismasterreturnedtothechemicalstudieswhichhavebeenalreadymentioned,Gloodywasemployedasassistant,totheextentofhislimitedcapacityformakinghimselfuseful。HehadnoreasontosupposethatI
wastheobjectofanyoftheexperiments,untilthedaybeforethetea-party。Then,hesawthedogenticedintothenewcottage,andapparentlykilledbytheadministrationofpoisonofsomesort。Afteraninterval,adoseofanotherkindwaspoureddownthepoorcreature’sthroat,andhebegantorevive。Alapseofaquarterofanhourfollowed;
thelastdosewasrepeated;andthedogsoonsprangtohisfeetagain,aslivelyasever。Gloodywasthereupontoldtosettheanimalfree;andwasinformedatthesametimethathewouldbeinstantlydismissed,ifhementionedtoanylivingcreaturewhathehadjustseen。
Bywhatprocesshearrivedatthesuspicionthatmysafetymightbethreatened,bytheexperimentonthedog,hewasentirelyunabletoexplain。
"Itwasborneinonmymind,sir;andthat’sallIcantellyou,"hesaid。"Ididn’tdarespeaktoyouaboutit;youwouldn’thavebelievedme。Or,ifyoudidbelieveme,youmighthavesentforthepolice。Theonewayofputtingastoptomurderingmischief(ifmurderingmischiefitmightbe)wastotrustMissCristel。Thatshewasfondofyou——Idon’tmeananyoffence,sir——Iprettywellguessed。Thatshewastrueassteel,andnoteasilyfrightened,Ididn’tneedtoguess;Iknewit。"
GloodyhaddonehisbesttoprepareCristelfortheterribleconfidencewhichhehaddeterminedtoreposeinher,andhadnotsucceeded。Whatthepoorgirlmusthavesuffered,Icouldbuttooreadilyunderstand,onrecallingthestartlingchangesinherlookandmannerwhenwemetattheriver-marginofthewood。Shewaspledgedtosecrecy,underpenaltyofruiningthemanwhowastryingtosaveme;andtoherpresenceofmindwastrustedthewholeresponsibilityofpreservingmylife。Whatasituationforagirlofeighteen!
"Wemadeitoutbetweenus,sir,intwoways,"Gloodyproceeded。"Firstandforemost,shewastoinviteherselftotea。And,beingatthetable,shewastowatchmymaster。Whatevershesawhimdrink,shewastoinsistonyourdrinkingittoo。Youheardmeaskleavetomakethetea?"
"Yes。"
"Well,thatwasoneofthesignalsagreedonbetweenus。Whenhesentmeaway,wewerecertainofwhathehaditinhismindtodo。"
"AndwhenyoulookedatMissCristel,andshewastoobusywithherbroochtonoticeyou,wasthatanothersignal?"
"Itwas,sir。Whenshehandledhersilverornament,shetoldmethatI
mightdependonhertoforgetnothing,andtobeafraidofnothing。"
Irememberedthequietfirmnessinherface,aftertheprayerthatshehadsaidinherownroom。Hersteadyresolutionnolongersurprisedme。
"Didyouwonder,sir,whatpossessedher,"Gloodywenton,"whensheburstoutsinging?Thatwasasignaltome。Wewantedhimoutofourway,whileyouweremadetodrinkwhathehaddrunkoutofthejug。"
"Howdidyouknowthathewouldnotdrinkthewholecontentsofthejug?"
"Youforget,sir,thatIhadseenthedogrevivedbytwodoses,givenwithaspaceoftimebetweenthem。"
Ioughttohaverememberedthis,afterwhathehadalreadytoldme。MyintelligencebrightenedalittleasIwenton。
"Andyouraccidentinthenextroomwasplanned,ofcourse?"Isaid。"Doyouthinkhesawthroughit?Ishouldsay,No;judgingbyhislooks。Heturnedpalewhenhefeltthefloorshakenbyyourfall。Foronceinaway,hewashonest——honestlyfrightened。"
"Inoticedthesamething,sir,whenhepickedmeup,offthefloor。A
manwhocanchangehiscomplexion,atwill,isamanwehav’n’theardofyet,Mr。Roylake。"
Ihadbeendressingforsometimepast;longingtoseeCristel,itisneedlesstosay。
"Isthereanythingmore,"Iasked,"thatIoughttoknow?"
"Onlyonething,Mr。Roylake,thatIcanthinkof,"Gloodyreplied。"I’mafraidit’sMissCristel’sturnnext。"
"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Whilethedeafmanlodgesatthecottage,hemeansmischief,andhiseyeisonMissCristel。Earlythismorning,sir,Ihappenedtobeattheboat-house。Somebody(Ileaveyoutoguesswhoitis)hasstolentheoars。"
Iwasdressedbythistime,andsoeagertogettothecottage,thatI
hadalreadyopenedmydoor。WhatIhadjustheardbroughtmebackintotheroom。Asamatterofcourse,webothsuspectedthesamepersonofstealingtheoars。Hadweanyprooftojustifyus?
Gloodyatonceacknowledgedthatwehadnoproof。"Ihappenedtolookattheboat,"hesaid,"andImissedtheoars。Oh,yes;Isearchedtheboat-house。Nooars!nooars!"
"Andnothingmorethatyouhaveforgotten,andoughttotellme?"
"Nothing,sir。"
IleftGloodytowaitmyreturn;beingcarefultoplacehimundertheprotectionoftheupperservants——whowouldseethathewastreatedwithrespectbythehouseholdgenerally。
CHAPTERXV
THEMILLER’SHOSPITALITY
OnthewaytoToller’scottage,myfearsforCristelweighedheavilyonmymind。
Thatthemanwhohadtriedtopoisonmewascapableofcommittinganyotheroutrage,providedhesawaprospectofescapingwithimpunity,nosanepersoncouldhesitatetoconclude。Butthecauseofmyalarmwasnottobetracedtothisconviction。Itwasadoubtthatmademetremble。
AfterwhatIhadmyselfseen,andwhatGloodyhadtoldme,couldIhopetomatchmypenetration,orthepenetrationofanypersonaboutmewhomI
couldtrust,againstthefathomlesscunning,theSatanicwickedness,ofthevillainwhowasstillaninmatewithCristel,underherfather’sroof?
Ihavespokenofhisfathomlesscunning,andhisSatanicwickedness。Themannerinwhichthecrimehadbeenpreparedandcarriedoutwouldjustifystrongerexpressionsstill。SuchwasthedeliberateopinionofthelawyerwhomIprivatelyconsulted,undercircumstancesstilltoberelated。
"Letusarriveatajustappreciationofthedangerousscoundrelwhomwehavetodealwith,"thisgentlemansaid。"Hispreliminaryexperimentwiththedog;hisresolutiontomakesuspicionanimpossibility,bydrinkingfromthesameteawhichhehadmadereadyforyou;hisskilledpreparationofanantidote,thecolorofwhichmightcourtappearancesbyimitatingwater——aretheremanypoisonerscleverenoughtoprovidethemselvesbeforehandwithsuchadefenceasthis?Howareyoutosetthecircumstancesintheirtruelight,onyourside?Youmaysaythatyouthrewoutthecalculations,onwhichhehadreliedforsecuringhisownsafety,bydrinkinghisseconddoseoftheantidotewhilehewasoutoftheroom;andyoucanappealtothefainting-fitsfromwhichyouandhesufferedonthesameevening,asaproofthattheactionofthepoisonwaspartiallysuccessful;inyourcaseandinhis,becauseyouandhewereinsufficientlyprotectedbyhalfdosesonlyoftheantidote。AbenchofJesuitswouldunderstandtheserefinements。AbenchofBritishmagistrateswouldlookateachother,andsay:Whereisthemedicalevidence?No,Mr。Roylake,wemustwait。Youcan’teventurnhimoutofthecottagebeforehehashadthecustomarynoticetoquit。Theonethingtotakecareof——incasesomeothersuspicionsofoursturnouttobewellfounded——isthatourmanshallnotgiveustheslip。Oneofmyclerks,andoneofyourgamekeepersshallkeepwatchonhislodgings,turnandturnabout,tillhistimeisup。Gowherehemayafterthat,heshallnotescapeus。"
Imaynowtakeupthechainofeventsagain。
OnreachingToller’scottage,Iwasdistressed(buthardlysurprised)tohearthatCristel,exhaustedafterawakefulnight,stillkeptherbed,inthehopeofgettingsomesleep。Iwassoanxioustoknowifshewasatrest,thatherfatherwentupstairstolookather。
Ifollowedhim——andsawPontowatchingonthematoutsideherdoor。DidthisindicateawisedistrustoftheCur?"AguardianIcantrust,sir,"
theoldmanwhispered,"whileI’matthemill。"
HelookedintoCristel’sroom,andpermittedmetolookoverhisshoulder。Mypoordarlingwaspeacefullyasleep。Judgingbythemiller’smanner,whichwasascoolandcomposedasusual,IgatheredthatCristelhadwiselykepthiminignoranceofwhathadhappenedonthepreviousevening。
TheinquirywhichIhadnextinmymindwasforestalledbyoldToller。
"Ourdeaf-devil,Mr。Gerard,hasdoneathingthismorningwhichpuzzlesme,"hebegan;"andIshouldliketohearwhatyouthinkofit。Forthefirsttimesincewehavehadhimhere,hehasopenedhisdoortoavisitor。And——whatasurpriseforyou!——it’stheotherdevilwiththehatandfeatherwhogotatmyCristy,andmadehercry。"
Thatthismeetingwouldbeonlytoolikelytohappen,induecourseoftime,Ihadneverdoubted。Thatithadhappened,now,confirmedmeinmyresolutiontokeepguardoverCristelatthecottage,tilltheCurleftit。
Iasked,ofcourse,howthosetwoenemiesofminehadfirstseeneachother。
"Shewasjustgoingtoknockatourdoor,Mr。Gerard,whenshehappenedtolookup。Therehewas,airinghimselfathiswindowasusual。Doyouthinkshewastoomuchstaggeredatthesightofhimtospeak?Atanyrate,hegotthestartofher。"WaittillIcomedown,"sayshe——andtherehewas,almostassoonashesaidit。Theywentintohisplacetogether;andforbestpartofanhourtheywereineachother’scompany。
Everymanhashisfailings;Idon’tdenythatI’malittleinquisitivebynature。Betweenourselves,Igotundertheopenwindowandlistened。Atagreatdisadvantage,Ineedn’ttellyou;forshewasobligedtowritewhatshehadtosay。But_he_talked。Iwastoolateforthecreamofit;I
onlyheardhimwishhergood-bye。’Ifyourladyshiptelegraphsthismorning,’sayshe,’whenwillthemancometome?’Nowwhatdoyousaytothat?"
"MorethanIhavetimetosaynow,Mr。Toller。CanyoufindmeamessengertotakeanotetoTrimleyDeen?"
"Wehavenomessengersinthislonesomeplace,sir。"
"Verywell。ThenImusttakemyownmessage。Youwillseemeagain,assoonasIcangetback。"
Mr。Toller’sreadycuriositywasrousedinamoment。
"Perhaps,youwishtohavealookattherepairs?"hesuggestedinhismostinsinuatingmanner。
"Iwishtoseewhatherladyship’stelegrambringsforth,"Isaid;andmeantobeherewhen’theman’arrives。"
Myvenerabletenantwasdelighted。"Turnhiminsideout,sir,andgetathissecrets。I’llhelpyou。"
ReturningtoTrimleyDeen,Iorderedthepony-chaisetobegotready,andasmallportmanteautobepacked——speakinginthehall。ThesoundofmyvoicebroughtMrs。Roylakeoutofthemorning-room。ShewasfollowedbyLadyRachel。IfIcouldonlyhaveheardtheirprivateconference,I
shouldhaveseenthedangeroussideoftheCur’scharacterunderanewaspect。
"Gerard!"criedmystepmother,"whatdidIhearjustnow?Youcan’tbegoingbacktoGermany!"
"Certainlynot,"Ianswered。
"Goingtostaywithsomefriendsperhaps?"LadyRachelsuggested。"I
wonderwhetherIknowthem?"
Itwasspitefullydone——but,inrespectoftoneandmanner,donetoperfection。
Thepony-chaisedrewupatthedoor。ThiswasanotheroftherareoccasionsinmylifeonwhichIacteddiscreetly。Itwasnecessaryformetosaysomething。Isaid,"Goodmorning。"
Nothinghadhappenedatthecottage,duringtheintervalofmyabsence。
Cleverashewas,oldTollerhadneversuspectedthatIshouldreturntohim(withluggage!)inthecharacterofaself-invitedguest。Hisjawdropped,andhiswickedlittleeyesappealedtothesky。MercifulProvidence!whathaveIdonetodeservethis?There,asIreadhim,wasthethoughtinthemiller’smind,expressedinmybestEnglish。
"Haveyougotasparebedinthehouse?"Iasked。
Mr。Tollerforgottherespectduetothepersonwhocouldstoptherepairsatamoment’snotice。Heansweredinthetoneofamanwhohadbeengrosslyinsulted:"No!"
Butfortheanxietiesthatoppressedme,IshouldhaveonlyperceivedthehumoroussideofoldToller’soutbreakoftemper。Hehadchosenhistimebadly,andhegotaseriousreply。
"Understandthis,"Isaid:"eitheryoureceivemecivilly——oryoumakeupyourmindtofindaflour-millonsomeotherpropertythanmine。"
Thishaditseffect。Themiller’sservilitymorethanequalledhisinsolence。Withprofuseapologies,heofferedmehisownbedroom。I
preferredalargeold-fashionedarmchairwhichstoodinacornerofthekitchen。Listeninginastateofprofoundbewilderment——longingtoputinquisitivequestions,andafraidtodoso——Tollersilentlyappealedtomycompassion。Ihadnothingtoconceal;Imentionedmymotive。Withoutintendingit,Ihadwoundedhiminoneofhismosttenderplaces;theplaceoccupiedbyhisgoodopinionofhimself。Hesaidwithsulkysubmission:
"Muchobliged,Mr。Gerard。Mygirlissafeundermyprotection。Leaveittome,sir——leaveittome。"
IhadjustremindedoldTollerofhisage,andoftheinfirmitieswhichagebringswithit,whenhisdaughter——paleandlanguid,withsignsofrecenttearsinhereyes——enteredthekitchen。WhenIapproachedher,shetrembledanddrewback;apparentlydesigningtoleavetheroom。Herfatherstoppedher。"Mr。Gerardhassomethingtotellyou,"hesaid。"I’mofftothemill。"Hetookuphishat,andleftus。
Submittingsadly,sheletmetakeherinmyarms,andtrytocheerher。
ButwhenIalludedtowhatIowedtoheradmirabledevotionandcourage,sheentreatedmetobesilent。"Don’tbringitallback!"shecried,shudderingattheremembranceswhichIhadawakened,"Fathersaidyouhadsomethingtotellme。Whatisit?"
Irepeated(inlanguagemoregentleandmoreconsiderate)whatIhadalreadysaidtoherfather。Shetookmyhand,andkisseditgratefully。
"Youhaveyourmother’sface,andyourmother’sheart,"shesaid;"youarealwaysgood,youareneverselfish。Butitmustn’tbe。HowcanIletyousufferthediscomfortofstayinghere?Indeed,Iaminnodanger;youarealarmingyourselfwithoutacause。"
"Howcanyoubesureofthat?"Iasked。
Shelookedreluctantlyatthedoorofcommunication。
"MustIspeakofhim?"
"Onlytotellme,"Ipleaded,"whetheryouhaveseenhimsincelastnight。"
Shehadbothseenhimandheardfromhim,onreachinghome。"Heopenedthatdoor,"shetoldme,"andthrewontheflooroneoftheleavesoutofhisbook。Afterdoingthat,herelievedmefromthesightofhim。"
"Showmetheleaf,Cristel。"
"Fatherhasgotit。Ithoughthewasasleepinthearmchair。Hesnatcheditoutofmyhand。Itisn’tworthreading。"
Sheturnedpale,nevertheless,whensherepliedinthoseterms。IcouldseethatIwasdisturbingher,whenIaskedifsherememberedwhattheCurhadwritten。Butourpositionwasfartooserioustobetrifledwith。
"Isupposehethreatenedyou?"Isaid,tryingtoleadheron。"Whatdidhesay?"
"Hesaid,ifanyattemptwasmadetoremovemeoutofhisreach,afterwhathadhappenedthatevening,myfatherwouldfindhimonthewatchdayandnight,andwouldregretittotheendofhislife。Thewretchthinksmecruelenoughtohavetoldmyfatherofthehorrorswewentthrough!
Youknowthathehasdismissedhispooroldservant?WasIwronginadvisingGloodytogotoyou?"
"Youwerequiteright。Heisatmyhouse——andIshouldliketokeephimatTrimleyDeen;butIamafraidheandtheotherservantsmightnotgetonwelltogether?"
"Willyoulethimcomehere?"
Shespokeearnestly;remindingmethatIhadthoughtitwrongtoleaveherfather,athisage,withoutsomeonetohelphim。
"Ifanaccidentseparatedmefromhim,"shewenton,"hewouldbeleftaloneinthiswretchedplace。"
"Whataccidentareyouthinkingof?"Iasked。"Istheresomethinggoingon,Cristel,thatIdon’tknowof?"
HadIstartledher?orhadIoffendedher?
"Canwetellwhatmayormaynothappentous,inthetimetocome?"sheaskedabruptly。"Idon’tliketothinkofmyfatherbeingleftwithoutacreaturetotakecareofhim。Gloodyissogoodandsotrue;andtheyalwaysgetonwelltogether。Ifyouhavenothingbetterinviewforhim——?"
"Mydear,Ihavenothinghalfsogoodinview;andGloody,Iamsure,willthinksotoo。"Iprivatelyresolvedtoinsureafavorablereceptionforthepoorfellow,bymakinghimthemiller’spartner。BanknotesinToller’spocket!WhataplacereservedforGloodyinToller’sestimation!
ButIconfessthatCristel’sallusiontoapossibleaccidentratheroppressedmymind,situatedaswewereatthattime。Whatwetalkedofnexthasslippedfrommymemory。Ionlyrecollectthatshemadeanexcusetogobacktoherroom,andthatnothingIcouldsayordoavailedtorestorehercustomarycheerfulness。
Asthetwilightwasbeginningtofade,weheardthesoundofacarriage。
Thenewmanhadarrivedinaflyfromthestation。Beforebedtime,hemadehisappearanceinthekitchen,toreceivethedomesticinstructionsofwhichastrangerstoodinneed。Aquietmanandacivilman:evenmyprejudicedexaminationcoulddiscovernothinginhimthatlookedsuspicious。Isawawell-trainedservant——andIsawnothingmore。
OldTollermadealastattempttopersuademethatitwasnotworthagentleman’swhiletoaccepthishospitality,andfoundmeimmovable。I
wasequallyobstinatewhenCristelaskedleavetomakeupabedformeinthecounting-houseatthemill。
WiththepurposethatIhadinview,ifIacceptedherproposalImightaswellhavebeenatTrimleyDeen。
Leftalone,Iplacedthearmchairandanotherchairformyfeet,acrossthedoorofcommunication。Thatdone,Iexaminedalittledoorbehindthestairs(usedIbelievefordomesticpurposes)whichopenedonanarrowpathway,runningalongtheriver-sideofthehouse。Itwasproperlylocked。Ihaveonlytoaddthatnothinghappenedduringthenight。
Thenextdayshowednoalterationforthebetter,inCristel。ShemadeanexcusewhenIproposedtotakeheroutwithmeforawalk。Herfather’sbusinesskepthimawayfromthecottage,andthusgavememanyopportunitiesofspeakingtoherinprivate。Iwassouneasy,orsoreckless——Ihardlyknowwhich——thatInolongerleftittobemerelyinferredthatIhadresolvedtoproposemarriagetoher。
"Mysweetgirl,youaresowretched,andsounlikeyourself,inthisplace,thatIentreatyoutoleaveit。ComewithmetoLondon,andletmemakeyousafeandhappyasmywife。"
"Oh,Mr。Roylake!"
"Whydoyoucallme,’MrRoylake’?HaveIdoneanythingtooffendyou?
Thereseemstobesomeestrangementbetweenus。DoyoubelievethatI
loveyou?"
"IwishIcoulddoubtit!"sheanswered。
"Why?"
"Youknowwhy。"
"Cristel!HaveImadesomedreadfulmistake?Thetruth!Iwantthetruth!
Doyouloveme?"
Alowcryofmiseryburstfromher。Wasshemasteredbylove,orbydespair?Shethrewherselfonmybreast。Ikissedher。Shemurmured,"Ohdon’ttemptme!Don’ttemptme!"Againandagain,Ikissedher。"Ah,"I
brokeout,intheecstasyofmysenseofrelief,"Iknowthatyouloveme,now!"
"Yes,"shesaid,simplyandsadly,"Idoloveyou。"
Myselfishpassionaskedformoreeventhanthis。
"Proveitbybeingmywife,"Ianswered。
Sheputmebackfromher,firmlyandgently。
"Iwillproveit,Gerard,bynotlettingyoudisgraceyourself。"
Withthosehorriblewords——putintohermouth,beyondalldoubtbythewomanwhohadinterferedbetweenus——sheleftme。Thelonghoursofthedaypassed:Isawhernomore。
PeoplewhoareunabletoimaginewhatIsuffered,arenotthepeopletowhomInowaddressmyself。Afteralltheyearsthathavepassed——afterageandcontactwiththeworldhavehardenedme——itisstillatrialtomyself-controltolookbacktothatday。EventsIcanrememberwithcomposure。Toevents,therefore,letmereturn。
NocommunicationofanysortreachedusfromtheCur。Towardsevening,I
sawhimpacingupanddownontheroadbeforethecottage,andspeakingtohisnewservant。Theman(listeningattentively)hadthemaster’sbookofleavesinhishand,andwroteinitfromtimetotimeasreplieswerewantedfromhim。Hewasprobablyreceivinginstructions。TheCur’sdiscretionwasabadsign。Ishouldhavefeltmoreatease,ifhehadtriedtoannoyCristel,ortoinsultme。
Towardsbedtime,oldToller’ssenseofhospitalityexhibitedmarkedimprovement。Hewashonoredandhappytohavemeunderhispoorroof——aroof,bytheway,whichwasalsoinneedofrepairs——butheprotestedagainstmyencounteringtheneedlesshardshipofsleepinginachair,whenabedcouldbesetupformeinthecounting-house。"Notwhatyou’reusedto,Mr。Gerard。Emptybarrels,andsamplesofflour,andaccount-bookssmellingstrongofleather,insteadofvelvetcurtainsandpaintedceilings;butbetterthanachair,sir——betterthanachair!"
Iwasasobstinateasever。Withthanks,Iinsistedonthechair。
Feverish,anxious,oppressedinmybreathing——withnervesunstrung,asadoctorwouldhaveputit——Idisturbedtheorderofthehouseholdtowardstwelveo’clockbyinterferingwitholdTollerintheactoflockingupthehouse-door。
"Letmegetabreathoffreshair,"Isaidtohim,"ortherewillbenosleepformeto-night。"
Heopenedthedoorwitharesignationtocircumstances,soexemplarythatitclaimedsomereturn。Ipromisedtobebackinaquarterofanhour。
OldTollerstifledayawn。"Icallthattrulyconsiderate,"hesaid——andstifledanotheryawn。Dearoldman!
Steppingintotheroad,IfirstexaminedtheCur’spartofthecottage。
Notasoundwasaudibleinside;notacreaturewasvisibleoutside。Theusualdimlightwasburningbehindthewindowthatlookedoutontheroad。Nothing,absolutelynothing,thatwassuspiciouscouldIeitherhearorsee。
Iwalkedon,bywhatwecalledtheupperbankoftheriver;leadingfromthevillageofKylam。Thenightwascloudyandclose。Nowthemoonlightreachedtheearthatintervals;nowagainitwasveiledindarkness。Thetrees,atthispartofthewood,soencroachedonthebankofthestreamasconsiderablytonarrowanddarkenthepath。SeeingapossibilityofwalkingintotheriverifIwentonmuchfarther,IturnedbackagaininthemoreopendirectionofKylam,andkeptonbriskly(asIreckon)foraboutfiveminutesmore。
Ihadjuststoppedtolookatmywatch,whenIsawsomethingdarkfloatingtowardsme,urgedbytheslowcurrentoftheriver。Asitcamenearer,IthoughtIrecognizedthemill-boat。
Itwasoneofthedarkintervalswhenthemoonwasovercast。Iwassufficientlyinterestedtofollowtheboat,onthechancethatareturnofthemoonlightmightshowmewhocouldpossiblybeinit。Afternoverylonginterval,theyellowlightforwhichIwaswaitingpouredthroughtheliftingclouds。
Themill-boat,beyondalldoubt——andnobodyinit!Theemptyinsideoftheboatwasperfectlyvisibletome。EvenifIhadfeltinclinedtodoso,itwouldhavebeenuselesstojumpintothewaterandswimtotheboat。Therewerenooarsinit,andthereforenomeansoftakingitbacktothemill。TheonethingIcoulddowastoruntooldTollerandtellhimthathisboatwasadrift。
Onmywaytothecottage,IthoughtIheardasoundliketheshuttingofadoor。Iwasprobablymistaken。Inexpectationofmyreturn,thedoorwassecuredbythelatchonly;andthemiller,lookingoutofhisbedroomwindow,said:"Don’tforgettolockit,sir;thekey’sinside。"
Ifollowedmyinstructions,andascendedthestairs。Surprisedtohearmeinthatpartofthehouse,hecameoutonthelandinginhisnightgown。
"Whatisit?"heasked。
"Nothingveryserious,"Isaid。"Theboat’sadrift。Isupposeitwillrunonshoresomewhere。"
"Itwilldothat,Mr。Gerard;everybodyalongtheriverknowstheboat。"
Hehelduphisleantremblinghand。"Oldfingersdon’talwaystiefastknots。"
Hewentbackintohisbed。Itwasoppositethewindow;andthewindow,beingatthesideoftheoldcottage,lookedoutonthegreatopenspaceabovetheriver。Whenthemoonlightappeared,itshonestraightintohiseyes。Iofferedtopulldowntheblind。
"Thankyoukindly,sir;pleasetoletitbe。Iwakeofteninthenight,andIliketoseetheheavenswhenIopenmyeyes。"
Somethingtouchedmebehind:itwasthedog。Likehisnobleandbeautifulrace,Pontoknewhisfriends。Helickedmyhand,andthenhewalkedoutthroughthebedroomdoor。Insteadoftakinghisusualplace,onthematbeforeCristel’sroom,hesmeltforamomentunderthedoor——whinedsoftly——andwalkedupanddownthelanding。
"What’sthematterwiththedog?"Iasked。
"Restlessto-night,"saidoldToller。"Dogs_are_restlesssometimes。Liedown!"hecalledthroughthedoorway。
Thedogobeyed,butonlyforamoment。Hewhinedatthedooragain——andthen,oncemore,hewalkedupanddownthelanding。
Iwenttothebedside。Theoldmanwasjustgoingtosleep。Ishookhimbytheshoulder。
"There’ssomethingwrong,"Isaid。"ComeoutandlookatPonto。"
Hegrumbled——buthecameout。"Bettergetthewhip,"hesaid。
"Beforeyoudothat,"Ianswered,"knockatyourdaughter’sdoor。"
"Andwakeher?"heaskedinamazement。
Iknockedatthedoormyself。Therewasnoreply。Iknockedagain,withthesameresult。
"Openthedoor,"Isaid,"orIwilldoitmyself。"
Heobeyedme。Theroomwasempty;andthebedhadnotbeensleptin。
Standinghelplessonthethresholdofthedoor,Ilookedintotheemptyroom;hearingnothingbutmyheartthumpingheavily,seeingnothingbutthebedwiththeclothesonitundisturbed。
Thesuddengrowlingofthedogshookmeback(ifImaysayso)intothepossessionofmyself。Hewaslookingthroughthebalustersthatguardedthelanding。Theheadofamanappeared,slowlyascendingthestairs。
Actingmechanically,Iheldthedogback。Thinkingmechanically,Iwaitedfortheman。Thefaceofthenewservantshoweditself。Thedogfrightenedhim:hespokeintonesthattrembled,standingstillonthestairs。
"Mymasterhassentme,sir——"
Avoicebelowinterruptedhim。"Comeback,"IheardtheCursay;"I’lldoitmyself。Toller!whereisToller?"
Theenrageddog,barkingfuriously,struggledtogetawayfromme。I
draggedhim——thegoodhonestcreaturewhowasincapableofconcealmentsandtreacheries!——intohismaster’sroom。InthemomentbeforeIclosedthedooragain,IsawTollerdownonhiskneeswithhisarmslaidhelplesslyonthewindow-sill,staringupattheskyasifhehadgonemad。Therewasnotimeforquestions;IdrovepoorPontobackintotheroom,andshutthedoor。
Onthelanding,IfoundmyselffacetofacewiththeCur。
"_You!_"hesaid。
Iliftedmyhand。Theservantranbetweenus。"ForGod’ssake,controlyourself,sir!Wemeannoharm。It’sonlytotellMr。Tollerthathisboatismissing。"
"Mr。Tollerknowsitalready,"Isaid。"Nohonestmanwouldtouchyourmasterifhecouldhelpit。Iwarnhimtogo;andImakehimunderstandmebyasign。"Ipointeddownthestairs,andturnedmyheadtolookathim。
Hewasnolongerbeforeme。Hisface,hideouslydistortedbyrageandterror,showeditselfatthedoorofCristel’semptyroom。Herushedoutonme;hisvoicerosetothedetestablescreechwhichIhadheardoncealready。
"Wherehaveyouhiddenher?Giveherbacktome——oryoudie。"Hedrewapistoloutofthebreast-pocketofhiscoat。Iseizedtheweaponbythebarrel,andsnatcheditawayfromhim。Asthechargeexplodedharmlesslybetweenus,Istruckhimontheheadwiththebutt-endofthepistol。Hedroppedonthelanding。
ThedoorofToller’sroomopenedbehindme。Hestoodspeechless;thereportofthepistolhadterrifiedhim。IntheinstantwhenIlookedattheoldman,Isaw,throughthewindowofhisroom,arocketsoarintothesky,frombehindthepromontorybetweenusandKylam。
Somecryofsurprisemust,Isuppose,haveescapedme。Tollersuddenlylookedroundtowardsthewindow,justasthelastfieryparticlesoftherocketwerefloatingslowlydownwardsagainsttheblackclouds。
Ihadbarelytimeenoughtoseethis,beforeatremblinghandwaslaidonmyshoulder,frombehind。Theservant,whitewithterror,pointedtohismaster。
"Haveyoukilledhim?"themansaid。
Thesamequestionmusthavebeeninthemindofthedog。Hewasquietnow。Doubtfully,reluctantly,hewassmellingattheprostratehumancreature。Ikneltdown,andputmyhandonthewretch’sheart。Ponto,findingusbothonaleveltogether,gavemethedog’skiss;Ireturnedthecaresswithmyfreehand。Theservantsawme,withmyattentiondividedinthiswaybetweentheanimalandtheman。
"Damnit,sir,"heburstoutindignantly,"isn’taChristianofmoreimportancethanadog?"
AChristian!——butIwasinnohumortowastewords。"Areyoustrongenoughtocarryhimtohisownsideofthehouse?"Iasked。
"Iwon’ttouchhim,ifhe’sdead!"
"Heis_not_dead。Takehimaway!"
Allthistimemymindwaspre-occupiedbytheextraordinaryappearanceoftherocket,risingfromtheneighborhoodofalonelylittlevillagebetweenmidnightandoneinthemorning。HowIconnectedthatmysterioussignalwithapossibilityoftracingCristel,itisuselesstoinquire。
Thatwasthethoughtinme,whenIledmylostdarling’sfatherbacktohisroom。Withoutstoppingtoexplainmyself,Iremindedhimthatthecottagewasquietagain,andtoldhimtowaitmyreturn。
Inthekitchen,Iovertooktheservantandhisburden。Thedoorofcommunication(bywhichtheyhadentered)wasstillopen。
"Lockthatdoor,"Isaid。
"Lockityourself"heanswered;"I’llhavenothingtodowiththisbusiness。"Hepassedthroughthedoorway,andalongthepassage,andascendedhismaster’sstairs。
ItstruckmedirectlythatthemanhadsuggestedasurewayofprotectingToller,duringmyabsence。Themiller’sowndoorwasalreadysecured;I
tookthekey,soastobeabletoletmyselfinagain——thenpassedthroughthedoorofcommunication——fastenedit——andputthekeyinmypocket。Thethirddoor,bywhichtheCurenteredhislodgings,wasofcourseatmydisposal。Ihadjustclosedit,whenIdiscoveredthatIhadacompanion。Pontohadfollowedme。
Ifeltatoncethatthedog’ssuperiorpowersofdivinationmightbeofuse,onsuchanerrandasminewas。WesetouttogetherforKylam。
Wildlyhurried——withoutanyfixedideainmymind——IrantoKylam,forthegreaterpartoftheway。Itwasnowverydark。Onasandycreek,belowthevillage,Icameincontactwithsomethingsolidenoughtohurtmeforthemoment。Itwasthestrandedboat。
Asmokergenerallyhasmatchesabouthim。Helpedbymylittleshort-livedlights,Iexaminedtheinterioroftheboat。Therewasabsolutelynothinginitbutastripofoldtarpaulin——used,asIguessed,toprotecttheboat,orsomethingthatitcarried,inrainyweather。
Thevillagepopulationhadlongsincebeeninbed。Silenceanddarknessmercilesslydefiedmetodiscoveranything。ForawhileIwaited,encouragingthedogtocircleroundmeandexercisehissenseofsmell。
Anysuspiciouspersonorobjecthewouldhavecertainlydiscovered。
Nothing——noteventhefallenstickoftherocket——rewardedourpatience。
Determinedtoleavenothinguntried,Igroped,ratherthanfound,mywaytothevillagealehouse,andsucceededatlastinrousingthelandlord。
Hehailedmefromthewindow(naturallyenough)innofriendlyvoice。I
calledoutmyname。Withinmyownlittlelimits,itwasthenameofacelebratedperson。Thelandlordopenedhisdoordirectly;eagertoanswermyquestionsifhecoulddoit。NothingintheleastoutofthecommonwayhadhappenedatKylam。Nostrangershadbeenseenin,ornear,theplace。Thestrandedboathadnotbeendiscovered;andthecrashingflightoftherocketintotheairhadfailedtodisturbthesoundly-sleepingvillagers。
Onmymelancholywayback,fatigueofbody——and,farworse,fatigueofmind——forcedmetotakeafewminutes’rest。
Thedimly-flowingriverwasatmyfeet;theriveronwhichIhadseenCristelagain,forthefirsttimesincewewerechildren。Thusfar,thedreadfullossofherhadbeenacalamity,heldawayfrommeinsomedegreebyeventswhichhadimperativelytakenpossessionofmymind。Inthedarknessandthestillness,themiseryofhavinglostherwasfreetocrushme。Myheaddroppedontheneckofthedog,nestlingcloseatmyside。"Oh,Ponto!"Isaidtohim,"she’sgone!"Nobodycouldseeme;
nobodycoulddespiseme——Iburstoutcrying。
CHAPTERXVI
BRIBERYANDCORRUPTION
Twice,IlookedintoToller’sroomduringtheremainderofthenight,andfoundhimsleeping。Whenthesunrose,Icouldendurethedelaynolonger。Iwokehim。
"Whatisit?"heaskedpeevishly。
"YoumustbethelastpersonwhosawCristel,"Ianswered。"Iwanttoknowallthatyoucantellme。"
Hisangercompletelymasteredhim;heburstoutwithafuriousreply。
"It’syoutwo——youmylandlord,andhimmylodger——whohavedrivenCristyawayfromherhome。Shesaidshewouldgo,andshehasgone。Getoutofmyplace,sir!Yououghttobeashamedtolookatme。"
Itwasuselesstoreasonwithhim,anditwasofvitalimportancetolosenotimeininstitutingasearch。AfterthereceptionIhadmetwith,I
tookcaretorestorethekeyofthedoorleadingintothenewcottage,beforeIlefthim。Itwashiskey;andthepoordistractedoldmanmightchargemewithtakingawayhispropertynext。
AsIsetforthonmywayhome,Ifoundthenewman-servantonthelook-out。
Hisfirstwordsshowedthathewasactingunderorders。HeaskedifIhadfoundtheyounglady;andhenextinformedmethathismasterhadrevivedsomehourssince,and"borenomalice。"Thisoutrageousassertionsuddenlyfiredmewithsuspicion。IbelievedthattheCurhadbeenactingapartwhenhethreatenedmewithhispistol,andthathewasanswerableforthedisappearanceofCristel。Myfirstimpulsenowwastogetthehelpofalawyer。
ThemenatmystableswerejuststirringwhenIgothome。Intenminutesmore,Iwasdrivingtoourtown。
ThesubstanceoftheprofessionalopinionwhichIreceivedhasbeenalreadystatedinthesepages。
Oneamongmyanswerstothemanyquestionswhichmylegaladviserputtomeledhimtoaconclusionthatmademyheartache。Hewasofopinionthatmybriefabsence,whileIwastakingthatfatal"breathofair"onthebanksoftheriver,hadofferedtoCristelheropportunityofgettingawaywithoutdiscovery。"Heroldfather,"thelawyersaid,"wasnodoubtinhisbed,andyouyourselffoundnobodywatching,intheneighborhoodofthecottage。"
"Employmeinsomeway!"Iburstout。"Ican’tenduremylife,ifI’mnothelpingtotraceCristel。"
Hewasmostkind。"Iunderstand,"hesaid。"Trywhatyoucangetthosetwoladiestotellyou——andyoumayhelpusmaterially。"
Mrs。Roylakewasnearesttome。Iappealedtoherwomanlysympathies,andwasansweredbytears。Imadeanotherattempt;IsaidIwaswillingtobelievethatshemeantwell,andthatIshouldbesorrytooffendher。
Shegotup,andindignantlylefttheroom。
IwenttoLadyRachelnext。
Shewasathome,buttheservantreturnedtomewithanexcuse:herladyshipwasparticularlyengaged。Isentamessageupstairs,askingwhenImighthopetobereceived。Theservantwaschargedwiththedeliveryofanotherexcuse:herladyshipwouldwrite。AfterwaitingathomeforhoursIwasfoolishenoughtowrite,onmyside;and(howcouldIhelpit?)toexpressmyselfstrongly。Theshe-socialist’sreplyiseasytoremember:
"DearMr。Roylake,whenyouhaverecoveredyourtemper,youwillhearfrommeagain。"
Evenmystepmothergainedbycomparisonwiththis。
Torest,anddonothing,wastoexerciseacontrolovermyselfofwhichI
wasperfectlyincapable。Iwentbacktothecottage。Havingnohopefulprospectinanyotherquarter,IpersistedinbelievingthatTollermusthaveseensomethingorheardsomethingthatmighteitherhelpme,orsuggestanideatomylegaladviser。
Onenteringthekitchen,Ifoundthedoorofcommunicationwideopen,andthenewservantestablishedinthelargearmchair。
"I’mwaitingformymaster,sir。"
Hehadgotoverhisfright,andhadrecoveredhistemper。Therespectfulsideofhimwasturnedtomeagain。
"YourmasteriswithMr。Toller?"
"Yes,sir。"
WhatIfelt,amplyjustifiedthelawyerinhavingexactedapromisefrommetokeepcarefullyoutoftheCur’spresence。"Youmightknockhimontheheadagain,Mr。Roylake,andmighthitalittletoohardnexttime。"
ButIhadanideaofmyown。Isaid,asifspeakingtomyself:"Iwouldgiveafivepoundnotetoknowwhatisgoingonupstairs。"
"Ishallbegladtoearnit,sir,"thefellowsaid。"IfImakeacleanbreastofwhatIknowalready,andifItellyouto-morrowwhatIcanfindout——willitbeworththemoney?"
Ibegantofeeldegradedinmyownestimation。ButInoddedtohim,forallthat。
"Iamtheinnocentcause,sir,ofwhathappenedlastnight,"hecoollyresumed。"Wekeptalook-outontheroadandsawyou,thoughyoudidn’tseeus。Butmymasterneversuspectedyou(forreasonswhichhekepttohimself)ofmakinguseoftheboat。Iremindedhimthatoneofushadbetterhaveaneyeontheslipofpathway,betweenthecottageandtheriver。Thisledtohissendingmetotheboathouse——andyouknowwhathappenedafterwards。Mymaster,asIsuppose,ispumpingMr。Toller。
That’sall,sir,forto-night。WhenmayIhavethehonorofexpectingyouto-morrowmorning?"
Iappointedanhour,andlefttheplace。
AsIenteredthewoodagain,Ifoundamanonthewatch。Hetouchedhishat,andsaid:"I’mtheclerk,sir。Yourgamekeeperiswantedforhisowndutiesto-night;hewillrelievemeinthemorning。"
Iwenthomewithmymindinafermentofdoubt。IfIcouldbelievetheservant,theCurwasasinnocentoftheabductionofCristelasIwas。
ButcouldItrusttheservant?
Theeventsofthenextmorningalteredthewholecomplexionofaffairsfatallyfortheworse。
Arrivingatthecottage,Ifoundamanprostateontheroad,deaddrunk——andtheCur’sservantlookingathim。
"MayIasksomething?"themansaid。"Haveyoubeenhavingmymasterwatched?"
"Yes。"
"Badnews,inthatcase,sir。Yourmanthereisadrunkenvagabond;andmymasterhasgonetoLondonbythefirsttrain。
WhenIhadrecoveredtheshock,Idenied,forthesakeofmyowncredit,thatthebruteontheroadcouldbeaservantofmine。
"Whynot,sir?"
"DoyouthinkIshouldhavebeenkeptinignoranceofit,ifmygamekeeperhadbeenadrunkard?Hisfellowservantswouldhavewarnedme。"
Themansmiled。"I’mafraid,sir,youdon’tknowmuchaboutservants。
It’sapointofhonoramongusnevertotelltalesofeachothertoourmasters。"
IbegantowishthatIhadneverleftGermany。Theonecoursetotakenowwastotellthelawyerwhathadhappened。Iturnedawaytogetback,anddriveatoncetothetown。Theservantremembered,whatIhadforgotten——thefivepoundnote。
"Waitandhearmyreport,sir,"hesuggested。
Thereportinformedme:First,thatMr。Tollerwasatthemill,andhadbeenthereforsometimepast。Secondly:thattheCurhadbeenalone,forawhile,onMr。Toller’ssideofthecottage,inMr。Toiler’sabsence——forwhatpurposehisservanthadnotdiscovered。Thirdly:thattheCurhadreturnedtohisroominahurry,andhadpackedafewthingsinhistravelling-bag。Fourthly:thathehadorderedtheservanttofollow,withhisluggage,inaflywhichhewouldsendfromtherailwaystation,andtowaitattheLondonterminusforfurtherorders。Fifthly,andlastly:thatitwasimpossibletosaywhetherthedrunkennessofthegamekeeperwasduetohisownhabits,ortotemptationprivatelyofferedbytheverypersonwhosemovementshehadbeenappointedtowatch。
Ipaidthemoney。Themanpocketedit,andpaidmeacomplimentinreturn:"IwishIwasyourservant,sir。"
CHAPTERXVII
UTTERFAILURE
Mylawyertookaseriousviewofthedisasterthathadovertakenus。Hewouldtrustnobodybuthisheadclerktoactinmyinterests,aftertheservanthadbeenfollowedtotheLondonterminus,andwhenitbecameaquestionofmatchingourselvesagainstthedeadlycunningofthemanwhohadescapedus。
Providedwithmoney,andwithalettertothepoliceauthoritiesinLondon,theheadclerkwenttothestation。Iaccompaniedhimtopointouttheservant(withoutbeingallowedtoshowmyself),andthenreturnedtowaitfortelegraphicinformationatthelawyer’soffice。
Thiswasthefirstreporttransmittedbythetelegram:
TheCurhadbeenfoundwaitingforhisservantattheterminus;andthetwohadbeeneasilyfollowedtotherailwayhotelcloseby。Theclerkhadsenthisletterofintroductiontothepolice——hadconsultedwithpickedmenwhojoinedhimatthehotel——hadgiventhenecessaryinstructions——andwouldreturntousbythelasttrainintheevening。
Intwodays,thesecondtelegramarrived。
OurmanhadbeentracedtotheThamesYachtClubinAlbemarleStreet——hadconsultedayachtinglistinthehall——andhadthentravelledtotheIsleofWight。There,hehadmadeinquiriesattheSquadronYachtClub,andtheVictoriaYachtClub——andhadreturnedtoLondon,andtherailwayhotel。
Thethirdtelegramannouncedtheutterdestructionofallourhopes。AsfarasMarseilles,theCurhadbeenfollowedsuccessfully,andinthatcitythedetectiveofficershadlostsightofhim。
Mylegaladviserinsistedonhavingthemensenttohimtoexplainthemselves。Nothingcameofitbutonemorerepetitionofanolddiscovery。Whenthedetectivepoliceforceencountersintelligenceinsteadofstupidity,insevencasesoutoftenthedetectivepoliceforceisbeaten。
Therewerestilltwopersonsatourdisposal。LadyRachelmighthelpus,asIbelieved,ifshechosetodoit。AsforoldToller,Isuggested(onreflection)thatthelawyershouldexaminehim。Thelawyerdeclinedtowasteanymoreofmymoney。IcalledagainonLadyRachel。Thistime,I
wasletin。IfoundthenobleladysmokingacigaretteandreadingaFrenchnovel。
"Thisisgoingtobeadisagreeableinterview,"shesaid。"Letusgetitover,Mr。Roylake,assoonaspossible。Tellmewhatyouwant——andspeakasfreelyasifyouwereinthecompanyofaman。"
Iobeyedhertotheletter;andIgotthesereplies:
"Yes;Ididhaveatalk,inyourbestinterests,withMissToller。Sheisassensibleassheischarming,andasgoodassheissensible。Weentirelyagreedthatthesacrificemustbeonherside;andthatitwasduetoherownself-respecttopreventagentlemanofyourrankfromruininghimselfbymarryingamiller’sdaughter。"
ThenextreplywasequallyfreefromthesmallestatomofsympathyonLadyRachel’spart。
"Youarequiteright——yourdeafmanwasathiswindowwhenIwentby。Werecognizedeachotherandhadalongtalk。IfIremembercorrectly,hesaidyouknewofhisreasonsforconcealinghisname。Igavemypromise(beingamatterofperfectindifferencetome)toconcealittoo。Onethingledtoanother,andIdiscoveredthatyouwerehishatedrivalintheaffectionsofMissToller。Iprovedworthyofhisconfidenceinme。
Thatistosay,ItoldhimthatMrs。RoylakeandIwouldbeonlytooglad,asrepresentingyourinterests,ifhesucceededinwinningtheyounglady。Iaskedifhehadanyplans。Hesaidoneofhisplanshadfailed。Whatitwas,andhowithadfailed,hedidnotmention。Iaskedifhecoulddevisenothingelse。Hesaid,"Yes,ifIwasnotapoorman。"
Inmyplace,youwouldhaveoffered,asIdid,tofindthemoneyiftheplanwasapprovedof。Heproducedsomemanuscriptstoryofanabductionofalady,whichhehadwrittentoamusehimself。Thepointofitwasthattheloversuccessfullycarriedawaythelady,bymeansofaboat,whilethefuriousfather’sattentionwasabsorbedinwatchingthehighroad。Itseemedtometobeanewidea。"Ifyouthinkyoucancarryitout,"Isaid,"sendyourestimateofexpensestomeandMrs。Roylake,andwewillsubscribe。"Wereceivedtheestimate。Buttheplanhasfailed,andthemanisoff。IamquitecertainmyselfthatMissTollerhasdonewhatshepromisedtodo。Wherevershemaybenow,shehassacrificedherselfforyoursake。Whenyouhavegotoverit,youwillmarrymysister。Iwishyougoodmorning。"
BetweenLadyRachel’shardinsolence,andMrs。Roylake’ssentimentalhypocrisy,IwasinsuchastateofirritationthatIleftTrimleyDeenthenextmorning,tofindforgetfulness,asIrashlysupposed,inthegayworldofLondon。
Ihadbeentryingmyexperimentforsomethinglikethreeweeks,andwasbeginningtogetheartilywearyofit,whenIreceivedaletterfromthelawyer。
"DearSir,——Youroddtenant,oldMr。Toller,hasdiedsuddenlyofruptureofablood-vesselonthebrain,asthedoctorthinks。Thereistobeaninquest,asIneedhardlytellyou。Whatdoyousaytohavingthereportoftheproceedingslargelycopiedinthenewspapers?Ifitcatcheshisdaughter’seye,importantresultsmayfollow。"
Tospeculateinthiswayontheimpulsewhichmighttakeitsriseinmypoorgirl’sgrief——tosurpriseher,asitwere,atherfather’sgrave——revoltedme。Idirectedthelawyertotakenostepswhateverinthematter,andtopaythepooroldfellow’sfuneralexpenses,onmyaccount。Hehaddiedintestate。Thelawtookcareofhismoneyuntilhisdaughterappeared;andthemill,beingmyproperty,IgavetoToller’ssurvivingpartner——ourgoodGloody。
AndwhatdidIdonext?Iwentawaytravelling;oneofthewretchedestmenwhoevercarriedhismiserywithhimtoforeigncountries。GowhereI
mightonthecontinentofEurope,thedreadfulideapursuedmethatCristelmightbedead。
CHAPTERXVIII
THEMISTRESSOFTRIMLEYDEEN
Threewearymonthshadpassed,whenanewideawasputintomyheadbyanEnglishmanwhomImetatTrieste。HeadvisedturningmybackonEurope,andtryingtheeffectofscenesoflifethatwouldbenewtome。Ihiredavessel,andsailedoutofthecivilizedworld。WhenInextstoodon_terrafirma,_myfeetwereonthelovelybeachofoneofthePacificIslands。
WhatIsufferedIhavenottoldyet,anddonotdesigntotell。Thebitternessofthosedayshiditselffromviewatthetime——andshallkeepitsconcealmentstill。EvenifIcoulddwellonmysorrowswiththeeloquenceofapractisedwriter,someobstinateinnerreluctancewouldpersistinholdingmedumb。
MorethanayearhadpassedbeforeIreturnedtoTrimleyDeen,andalarmedmystepmotherby"lookinglikeaforeignsailor。"
Theirregularnatureofmylatertravelshadmadeitimpossibletoforwardthefewlettersthathadarrivedforme。Theywereneatlylaidoutonthelibrarytable。
ThesecondletterthatItookupborethepostmarkofGenoa。Iopenedit,anddiscoveredthatthe——
No!Icannotwriteofhimbythatmeanname;andhisownnameisstillunknowntome。Letmecallhim——and,oh,don’tthinkthatIamdeceivedagain!——letmecallhimthePenitent。
Theletterhadbeenaddressedtomefromhisdeathbed,andhadbeenwrittenunderdictation。Itcontainedanextraordinaryenclosure——asmalltornfragmentofpaperwithwritingonit。
"ReadthepoormorselthatIsendtoyoufirst"(theletterbegan)。"Mytimeonearthisshort;youwillsavemeexplanationswhichmaybetoomuchformystrength。"
Ononesideofthefragment,Ifoundthesewords:
"……cruisetotheMediterraneanformywife’shealth。IfCristelisn’tafraidofpassingsomemonthsatsea……"
Ontheotherside,therewasafragmentofconclusion:
"……thoroughlyunderstand。Allready。Writewordwhatnight,andwhat……lovingbrother,StephenToller。"
Iinstantlyrememberedthemiller’srichbrother;thinkingofhimforthefirsttimesincehehadbeeninmymindforamoment,onthenightofmymeetingwithCristel。OnthefourteenthpageofthisnarrativeToller’sbrotherwillbefoundbrieflyalludedtoinafewlines。
Ireturnedeagerlytotheletter。Thusitwascontinued:
"ThatbitoftornpaperIfoundunderthebed,whileIwassecretlysearchingMr。Toller’sroom。IhadpreviouslysuspectedYou。Frommyownexaminationofhisface,whenherefusedtohumormydeafnessbywritingwhatIaskedhimtotellme,IsuspectedMr。Tollernext。Youwillseeinthefragment,whatIsaw——thatTollerthebrotherhadayacht,andwasgoingtotheMediterranean;andthatTollerthemillerhadwritten,askinghimtofavourCristel’sescape。Therest,Cristelherselfcantellyou。
"Iknowyouhadmefollowed。AtMarseilles,Igottiredofit,andgaveyourmentheslip。AteveryportintheMediterraneanIinquiredfortheyacht,andheardnothingofher。Theymusthavechangedtheirmindsonboard,andgonesomewhereelse。IreferyoutoCristelagain。
"ArrivedatGenoa,onmywaybacktoEngland,ImetwithaskilledItaliansurgeon。Hedeclaredthathecouldrestoremyhearing——buthewarnedmethatIwasinaweakstateofhealth,andherefusedtoanswerfortheresultoftheoperation。Withouthesitatingforamoment,Itoldhimtooperate。Iwouldhavegivenfiftylivesforoneexquisiteweekofperfecthearing。Ihavehadthreeweeksofperfecthearing。Otherwise,I
havehadalifeofenjoymentbeforeIdie。
"Itisuselesstoaskyourpardon。Myconductwastooinfamousforthat。
Willyourememberthefamilytaint,developedbyadeafman’sisolationamonghisfellow-creatures?ButIhadsomedayswhenmymother’ssweetnaturetriedtomakeitselffeltinme,anddidnotwhollyfail。Iamgoingtomymothernow:herspirithasbeenwithmeeversincemyhearingwasrestored;herspiritsaidtomelastnight:"Atone,myson!Givethemanwhomyouhavewronged,thewomanwhomheloves。"Ihadfoundouttheuncle’saddressinEngland(whichInowenclose)atoneoftheYachtClubs。Ihadintendedtogotothehouse,andwelcomeheronherreturn。
Youmustgoinsteadofme;youwillseethatlovelyfacewhenIaminmygrave。Good-bye,Roylake。Thecoldhandthattouchesusall,soonerorlater,isveryneartome。Bemercifultothenextscoundrelyoumeet,forthesakeofTheCur。"
Isaythere_was_goodinthatsufferingman;andIthankGodIwasnotquitewrongabouthimafterall。ArrivingatMr。StephenToller’scountryseat,bytheearliesttrainthatwouldtakemethere,Ifoundalasttrialofenduranceinstoreforme。Cristelwasawaywithheruncle,visitingsomefriends。
Cristel’sauntreceivedmewithkindnesswhichIcanneverforget。"WehavenoticedlatelythatCristelwasindepressedspirits;nouncommonthing,"Mrs。StephenTollercontinued,lookingatmewithagentlesmile,"sinceapartingwhichIknowyoumusthavefeltdeeplytoo。No,Mr。
Roylake,sheisnotengagedtobemarried——andshewillneverbemarried,unlessyouforgiveher。Ah,youforgiveherbecauseyouloveher!Shethoughtofwritingtotellyouhermotives,whenshevisitedherfather’sgraveonourreturntoEngland。ButIwasunabletoobtainyouraddress。
Perhaps,Imayspeakforhernow?"
IknewhowLadyRachel’sinterferencehadappealedtoCristel’ssenseofdutyandsenseofself-respect;Ihadheardfromherownlipsthatshedistrustedherself,ifsheallowedmetopressher。Butshehadsuccessfullyconcealedfrommetheterrorwithwhichsheregardedherrejectedlover,andtheinfluenceoverherwhichherfatherhadexercised。Alwaysmindfulofhisowninterests,themillerknewthathewouldbethepersonblamedifheallowedhisdaughtertomarryme。"TheywillsayIdidit,withaneyetomyson-in-law’smoney;andgentlefolksmayruinamanwholivesbysellingflour。"Thatwashowheexpressedhimselfinalettertohisbrother。
ThewholeofthecorrespondencewasshowntomebyMrs。StephenToller。
Afteralludingtohiswealthybrother’sdesirethatheshouldretirefrombusiness,themillercontinuedasfollows:
"Whatyouarereadytodoforme,IwantyoutodoforCristy。Sheisindanger,inmorewaysthanone,andIamobligedtogetherawayfrommyhouseasifIwasasmuggler,andmygirlcontrabandgoods。Iamabadhandatwriting,soIleaveCristytotellyoutheparticulars。Willyoureceiveher,brotherStephen?andtakecareofher?anddoitassoonaspossible?"
Mr。StephenToller’scordialreplymentionedthathisvesselwasreadytosail,andwouldpassthemouthofTheLokeonhersouthwardvoyage。Hisbrothercaughtattheideathussuggested。
IhavealludedtoGilesToller’sslylooktohislodger,whenIreturnedthemanuscriptoftheconfession。Theoldman’sunscrupulouscuriosityhadalreadyappliedasecondkeytothecupboardinthelodger’sroom。
Therehehadfoundthe"criminalstories"mentionedinthejournal——includingthestoryofabductionreferredtobyLadyRachel。
ThisgavehimtheveryideawhichhislodgerhadalreadyreliedonforcarryingCristelawaybytheriver(undertheinfluence,ofcourse,ofasoporificdrug),whileherfatherwaskeepingwatchontheroad。Thesecretingoftheoarswiththispurposeinview,hadfailedasameasureofsecurity。Themiller’sknowledgeofthestream,andhisdaughter’sreadycourage,hadsuggestedtheideaoflettingtheboatdrift,withCristelhiddeninit。Twooftheyacht’screw,hiddenamongthetrees,watchedtheprogressoftheboatuntilitroundedthepromontory,andstrucktheshore。There,theyacht’sboatwaswaiting。Therocketwasfiredtore-assureherfather;andCristelwasrowedtothemouthoftheriver,andsafelyreceivedonboardtheyacht。Thus(withhisgoodbrother’shelp)themillerhadmadetheRiverhisGuiltyaccompliceintheabductionofhisownchild!
WhenIhadreadthecorrespondence,wespokeagainofCristel。
"Tosavetime,"Mrs。StephenTollersaid,"Iwillwritetomyhusbandto-day,byamountedmessenger。HeshallonlytellCristelthatyouhavecomebacktoEngland,andyoushallarrangetomeetherinourgroundswhenshereturns。Iamachildlesswoman,Mr。Roylake——andIloveherasIshouldhavelovedadaughterofmyown。Whereimprovement(inexternalmattersonly)hasseemedtobepossible,ithasbeenmydelighttoimproveher。YourstepmotherandLadyRachelwillacknowledge,evenfromtheirpointofview,thatthereisamistresswhoisworthyofherpositionatTrimleyDeen。"
WhenCristelreturnedthenextday,shefoundthatherunclehaddesertedher,andsuddenlydiscoveredamanintheshrubbery。Whatthatmansaidanddid,andwhattheresultofitwas,maybeinferredifIrelatearemarkableevent。Mrs。RoylakehasretiredfromthedomesticsuperintendenceofTrimleyDeen。
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