"Oh,bosh,itisn’tcomingtothat;butIwishhewereinbettershape。Heisbrokenupbadlywithoutthisholeinhim。"
HewouldnotleavetillIhadpromisedtotakehimupthenextday,thoughIwasdoubtfulenoughofhisreception。ButnextdayTheDukecamedown,hisblackbronco,Jingo,wetwithhardriding。
"Bettercomeup,Connor,"hesaid,gravely,"andbringyourbromidesalong。HehashadabadnightandmorningandfellasleeponlybeforeIcameaway。Iexpecthe’llwakeindelirium。It’sthewhiskymorethanthebullet。Snakes,youknow。"
Intenminuteswethreewereonthetrail,forMoore,thoughnotinvited,quietlyannouncedhisintentiontogowithus。
"Oh,allright,"saidTheDuke,indifferently,"heprobablywon’trecognizeyouanyway。"
WerodehardforhalfanhourtillwecamewithinsightofBruce’sshack,whichwassetbackintoalittlepoplarbluff。
"Holdup!"saidTheDuke。"Wasthatashot?"Westoodlistening。
Arifle-shotrangout,andwerodehard。AgainTheDukehaltedus,andtherecamefromtheshackthesoundofsinging。ItwasanoldScotchtune。
"Thetwenty-thirdPsalm,"saidMoore,inalowvoice。
Werodeintothebluff,tiedupourhorsesandcrepttothebackoftheshack。Lookingthroughacrackbetweenthelogs,Isawagruesomething。BrucewassittingupinbedwithaWinchesterrifleacrosshiskneesandabeltofcartridgeshangingoverthepost。Hisbandagesweretornoff,thebloodfromhiswoundwassmearedoverhisbarearmsandhispale,ghastlyface;hiseyeswerewildwithmadterror,andhewasshoutingatthetopofhisvoicethewords:
"TheLord’smyshepherd,I’llnotwant,HemakesmedowntolieInpasturesgreen,HeleadethmeThequietwatersby。"
Nowandthenhewouldstoptosayinanawesomewhisper,"Comeouthere,youlittledevils!"andbangwouldgohisrifleatthestovepipe,whichwasriddledwithholes。ThenoncemoreinaloudvoicehewouldhurrytobeginthePsalm,"TheLord’smyShepherd。"
Nothingthatmymemorybringstomemakesmechilllikethatpicture——thelowlogshack,nowincheerlessdisorder;theghastlyobjectuponthebedinthecorner,withblood-smearedfaceandarmsandmadterrorintheeyes;theawfulcursingsandmoreawfulpsalm-singing,punctuatedbythequickreportofthedeadlyrifle。
Forsomemomentswestoodgazingatoneanother;thenTheDukesaid,inalow,fiercetone,moretohimselfthantous:
"Thisisthelast。There’llbenomoreofthiscursedfollyamongtheboys。"
AndIthoughtitawisethinginThePilotthatheanswerednotaword。
CHAPTERVIII
THEPILOT’SGRIP
Thesituationwasoneofextremedanger——amadmanwithaWinchesterrifle。Somethingmustbedoneandquickly。Butwhat?Itwouldbedeathtoanyoneappearingatthedoor。
"I’llspeak;youkeepyoureyesonhim,"saidTheDuke。
"Hello,Bruce!What’stherow?"shoutedTheDuke。
Instantlythesingingstopped。Alookofcunningdelightcameoverhisfaceas,withoutaword,hegothisriflereadypointedatthedoor。
"Comein!"heyelled,afterwaitingforsomemoments。"Comein!
You’rethebiggestofallthedevils。Comeon,I’llsendyoudownwhereyoubelong。Come,what’skeepingyou?"
Overtherifle-barrelhiseyesgleamedwithfrenzieddelight。Weconsultedastoaplan。
"Idon’trelishabulletmuch,"Isaid。
"Therearepleasanterthings,"respondedTheDuke,"andheisafairlygoodshot。"
Meantimethesinginghadstartedagain,and,lookingthroughthechink,IsawthatBrucehadgothiseyeonthestovepipeagain。
WhileIwaslookingThePilotslippedawayfromustowardthedoor。
"Comeback!"saidtheDuke,"don’tbeafool!Comeback,he’llshootyoudead!"
Moorepaidnoheedtohim,butstoodwaitingatthedoor。InafewmomentsBruceblazedawayagainatthestovepipe。ImmediatelythePilotburstin,callingouteagerly:
"Didyougethim?"
"No!"saidBruce,disappointedly,"hedodgedlikethedevil,asofcourseheought,youknow。"
"I’llgethim,"saidMoore。"Smokehimout,"proceedingtoopenthestovedoor。
"Stop!"screamedBruce,"don’topenthatdoor!It’sfull,Itellyou。"Moorepaused。"Besides,"wentonBruce,"smokewon’ttouch’em。"
"Oh,that’sallright,"saidMoore,coollyandwithadmirablequickness,"woodsmoke,youknow——theycan’tstandthat。"
ThiswasapparentlyanewideaindemonologyforBruce,forhesankback,whileMoorelightedthefireandputonthetea-kettle。Helookedroundforthetea-caddy。
"Upthere,"saidBruce,forgettingforthemomenthisdevils,andpointingtoaquaint,old-fashionedtea-caddyupontheshelf。
Mooretookitdown,turneditinhishandsandlookedatBruce。
"Oldcountry,eh?"
"Mymother’s,"saidBruce,soberly。
"Icouldhaveswornitwasmyaunt’sinBalleymena,"saidMoore。
"Myauntlivedinalittlestonecottagewithrosesalloverthefrontofit。"Andonhewentintoanenthusiasticdescriptionofhisearlyhome。Hisvoicewasfullofmusic,softandsoothing,andpoorBrucesankbackandlistened,theglitterfadingfromhiseyes。
TheDukeandIlookedateachother。
"Nottoobad,eh?"saidTheDuke,afterafewmoments’silence。
"Let’sputupthehorses,"Isuggested。"Theywon’twantusforhalfanhour。"
Whenwecamein,theroomhadbeensetinorder,thetea-kettlewassinging,thebedclothesstraightenedout,andMoorehadjustfinishedwashingthebloodstainsfromBruce’sarmsandneck。
"Justintime,"hesaid。"Ididn’tliketotacklethese,"pointingtothebandages。
AllnightlongMooresoothedandtendedthesickman,nowsingingsoftlytohim,andagainbeguilinghimwithtalesthatmeantnothing,butthathadastrangepowertoquietthenervousrestlessness,duepartlytothepainofthewoundedarmandpartlytothenerve-wreckingfromhismonthsofdissipation。TheDukeseemeduncomfortableenough。HespoketoBruceonceortwice,buttheonlyanswerwasagroanorcursewithanincreaseofrestlessness。
"He’llhaveaclosesqueak,"saidTheDuke。Thecarelessnessofthetonewasalittleoverdone,butThePilotwasstirredupbyit。
"Hehasnotbeenfortunateinhisfriends,"hesaid,lookingstraightintohiseyes。
"Amanoughttoknowhimselfwhenthepaceistooswift,"saidTheDuke,alittlemorequicklythanwashiswont。
"Youmighthavedoneanythingwithhim。Whydidn’tyouhelphim?"
Moore’stonesweresternandverysteady,andhenevermovedhiseyesfromtheotherman’sface,buttheonlyreplyhegotwasashrugoftheshoulders。
WhenthegrayofthemorningwascominginatthewindowTheDukeroseup,gavehimself,alittleshake,andsaid:
"Iamnotofanyservicehere。Ishallcomebackintheevening。"
Hewentandstoodforafewmomentslookingdownuponthehot,feveredface;then,turningtome,heasked:
"Whatdoyouthink?"
"Can’tsay!Thebromideisholdinghimdownjustnow。Hisbloodisbadforthatwound。"
"CanIgetanything?"Iknewhimwellenoughtorecognizetheanxietyunderhisindifferentmanner。
"TheFortdoctoroughttobegot。"
Henoddedandwentout。
"Havebreakfast?"calledoutMoorefromthedoor。
"IshallgetsomeattheFort,thanks。Theywon’ttakeanyhurtfrommethere,"hesaid,smilinghiscynicalsmile。
Mooreopenedhiseyesinsurprise。
"What’sthatfor?"heaskedme。
"Well,heisrathercutup,andyouratherrubbeditintohim,youknow,"Isaid,forIthoughtMoorealittlehard。
"DidIsayanythinguntrue?"
"Well,notuntrue,perhaps;buttruthislikemedicine——notalwaysgoodtotake。"AtwhichMoorewassilenttillhispatientneededhimagain。
Itwasawearyday。Theintensepainfromthewound,andthehighfeverfromthepoisoninhisbloodkeptthepoorfellowindeliriumtillevening,whenTheDukerodeupwiththeFortdoctor。Jingoappearedasnearlyplayedoutasahorseofhisspiriteverallowedhimselftobecome。
"Seventymiles,"saidTheDuke,swinginghimselfoffthesaddle。
"Thedoctorwastenmilesout。Howishe?"
Ishookmyhead,andheledawayhishorsetogivehimarubandafeed。
Meantimethedoctor,whowasofthearmyandhadseenservice,wasexamininghispatient。Hegrewmoreandmorepuzzledashenotedthevarioussymptoms。Finallyhebrokeout:
"Whathaveyoubeendoingtohim?Whyisheinthiscondition?
Thisfleabitedoesn’taccountforall,"pointingtothewound。
Westoodlikechildrenreproved。ThenTheDukesaid,hesitatingly:
"Ifear,doctor,thelifehasbeenalittletoohardforhim。Hehadaseverenervousattack——seeingthings,youknow。"
"Yes,Iknow,"stormedtheolddoctor。"Iknowyouwellenough,withyourheadofcast-ironandnonervestospeakof。Iknowthecrowdandhowyouleadthem。Infernalfools!You’llgetyourturnsomeday。I’vewarnedyoubefore。"
TheDukewasstandingupbeforethedoctorduringthisstorm,smilingslightly。Allatoncethesmilefadedoutandhepointedtothebed。Brucewassittingupquietandsteady。HestretchedouthishandtoTheDuke。
"Don’tmindtheoldfool,"hesaid,holdingTheDuke’shandandlookingupathimasfondlyasifhewereagirl。"It’smyownfuneral——funeral?"hepaused——"Perhapsitmaybe——whoknows?——feelqueerenough——butremember,Duke——it’smyownfault——don’tlistentothoseballyfools,"lookingtowardsMooreandthedoctor。"Myownfault"——hisvoicedieddown——"myownfault。"
TheDukebentoverhimandlaidhimbackonthepillow,saying,"Thanks,oldchap,you’regoodstuff。I’llnotforget。Justkeepquietandyou’llbeallright。"Hepassedhiscool,firmhandoverthehotbrowofthemanlookingupathimwithloveinhiseyes,andinafewmomentsBrucefellasleep。ThenTheDukeliftedhimselfup,andfacingthedoctor,saidinhiscoolesttone:
"Yourwordsaremoretruethanopportune,doctor。Yourpatientwillneedallyourattention。Asformymorals,Mr。Moorekindlyentrustshimselfwiththecareofthem。"ThiswithabowtowardThePilot。
"Iwishhimjoyofhischarge,"snortedthedoctor,turningagaintothebed,whereBrucehadalreadypassedintodelirium。
Thememoryofthatvigilwaslikeahorriblenightmareformonths。
Moorelayonthefloorandslept。TheDukerodeoffsomewhither。
TheolddoctorandIkeptwatch。AllnightpoorBruceravedinthewildestdelirium,singing,nowpsalms,nowsongs,swearingatthecattleorhispokerpartners,andnowandthen,inquietermoments,hewasbackinhisoldhome,aboy,withaboy’sfriendsandsports。Nothingcouldcheckthefever。Itbaffledthedoctor,whooften,duringthenight,declaredthattherewas"nosenseinawoundlikethatworkingupsuchafever,"addingcursesuponthefollyofTheDukeandhisCompany。
"Youdon’tthinkhewillnotgetbetter,doctor?"Iasked,inanswertooneofhisoutbreaks。
"Heoughttogetoverthis,"heanswered,impatiently,"butI
believe,"headded,deliberately,"he’llhavetogo。"
Everythingstoodstillforamoment。Itseemedimpossible。Twodaysagofulloflife,nowonthewayout。Therecrowdedinuponmethoughtsofhishome;hismother,whoselettersheusedtoshowmefullofanxiouslove;hiswildlifehere,withallitsgenerousimpulses,itsmistakes,itsfolly。
"Howlongwillhelast?"Iasked,andmylipsweredryandnumb。
"Perhapstwenty-fourhours,perhapslonger。Hecan’tthrowoffthepoison。"
Theolddoctorprovedatrueprophet。Afteranotherdayofagonizeddeliriumhesankintoastuporwhichlastedthroughthenight。
Thenthechangecame。Asthelightbegantogrowattheeasternrimoftheprairieandupthefarmountainsinthewest,Bruceopenedhiseyesandlookedaboutuponus。Thedoctorhadgone;TheDukehadnotcomeback;MooreandIwerealone。Hegazedatussteadilyforsomemoments;readourfaces;alookofwondercameintohiseyes。
"Isitcoming?"heaskedinafaint,awedvoice。"DoyoureallythinkImustgo?"
Theeagerappealinhisvoiceandthewistfullonginginthewide-
open,startledeyesweretoomuchforMoore。HebackedbehindmeandIcouldhearhimweepinglikeababy。Bruceheardhim,too。
"IsthatThePilot?"heasked。InstantlyMoorepulledhimselfup,wipedhiseyesandcameroundtotheothersideofthebedandlookeddown,smiling。
"DoYOUsayIamdying?"Thevoicewasstrainedinitsearnestness。
IfeltathrillofadmirationgothroughmeasthePilotansweredinasweet,clearvoice:"Theysayso,Bruce。Butyouarenotafraid?"
Brucekepthiseyesonhisfaceandansweredwithgravehesitation:
"No——not——afraid——butI’dliketolivealittlelonger。I’vemadesuchamessofit,I’dliketotryagain。"Thenhepaused,andhislipsquiveredalittle。"There’smymother,youknow,"headded,apologetically,"andJim。"Jimwashisyoungerbrotherandswornchum。
"Yes,Iknow,Bruce,butitwon’tbeverylongforthem,too,andit’sagoodplace。"
"Yes,Ibelieveitall——alwaysdid——talkedrot——you’llforgivemethat?"
"Don’t;don’t,"saidMoorequickly,withsharppaininhisvoice,andBrucesmiledalittleandclosedhiseyes,saying:"I’mtired。"
Butheimmediatelyopenedthemagainandlookedup。
"Whatisit?"askedMoore,smilingdownintohiseyes。
"TheDuke,"thepoorlipswhispered。
"Heiscoming,"saidMoore,confidently,thoughhowheknewIcouldnottell。Butevenashespoke,lookingoutofthewindow,IsawJingocomeswingingroundthebluff。Bruceheardthebeatofhishoofs,smiled,openedhiseyesandwaited。TheleapofjoyinhiseyesasTheDukecamein,clean,coolandfreshasthemorning,wenttomyheart。
Neithermansaidaword,butBrucetookholdofTheDuke’shandinbothofhis。Hewasfastgrowingweaker。Igavehimbrandy,andherecoveredalittlestrength。
"Iamdying,Duke,"hesaid,quietly。"Promiseyouwon’tblameyourself。"
"Ican’t,oldman,"saidTheDuke,withashudder。"WouldtoheavenIcould。"
"Youweretoostrongforme,andyoudidn’tthink,didyou?"andtheweakvoicehadacaressinit。
"No,no!Godknows,"saidTheDuke,hurriedly。
Therewasalongsilence,andagainBruceopenedhiseyesandwhispered:
"ThePilot。"
Moorecametohim。
"Read’TheProdigal,’"hesaidfaintly,andinMoore’sclear,sweetvoicethemusicofthatmatchlessstoryfelluponourears。
AgainBruce’seyessummonedme。Ibentoverhim。
"Myletter,"hesaid,faintly,"inmycoat——"
Ibroughttohimthelastletterfromhismother。Heheldtheenvelopebeforehiseyes,thenhandedittome,whispering:
"Read。"
Iopenedtheletterandlookedatthewords,"MydarlingDavie。"
MytonguestuckandnotasoundcouldImake。Mooreputouthishandandtookitfromme。TheDukerosetogoout,callingmewithhiseyes,butBrucemotionedhimtostay,andhesatdownandbowedhishead,whileMoorereadtheletter。
Histoneswereclearandsteadytillhecametothelastwords,whenhisvoicebrokeandendedinasob:
"Andoh,Davie,laddie,ifeveryourheartturnshomeagain,rememberthedoorisayeopen,andit’sjoyyou’llbringwithyoutousall。"
Brucelayquitestill,and,fromhisclosedeyes,bigtearsrandownhischeeks。Itwashislastfarewelltoherwhoselovehadbeentohimtheanchortoallthingspurehereandtoheavenbeyond。
HetooktheletterfromMoore’shand,putitwithdifficultytohislips,andthen,touchingtheopenBible,hesaid,betweenhisbreaths:
"It’s——verylike——there’sreally——nofear,isthere?"
"No,no!"saidMoore,withcheerful,confidentvoice,thoughhis,tearswereflowing。"Nofearofyourwelcome。"
Hiseyesmetmine。Ibentoverhim。"Tellher——"andhisvoicefadedaway。
"WhatshallItellher?"Iasked,tryingtorecallhim。Butthemessagewasnevergiven。HemovedonehandslowlytowardTheDuketillittouchedhishead。TheDukeliftedhisfaceandlookeddownathim,andthenhedidabeautifulthingforwhichIforgavehimmuch。Hestoopedoverandkissedthelipsgrownsowhite,andthenthebrow。Thelightcamebackintotheeyesofthedyingman,hesmiledoncemore,andsmilinglyfacedtowardtheGreatBeyond。Andthemorningair,freshfromthesun-tippedmountainsandsweetwiththescentoftheJuneroses,cameblowingsoftandcoolthroughtheopenwindowuponthedead,smilingface。Anditseemedfittingso。
ItcamefromthelandoftheMorning。
AgainTheDukedidabeautifulthing;for,reachingacrosshisdeadfriend,heofferedhishandtoThePilot。"Mr。Moore,"hesaid,withfinecourtesy,"youareabravemanandagoodman;Iaskyourforgivenessformuchrudeness。"
ButMooreonlyshookhisheadwhilehetooktheoutstretchedhand,andsaid,brokenly:
"Don’t!Ican’tstandit。"
"TheCompanyoftheNobleSevenwillmeetnomore,"saidTheDuke,withafaintsmile。
Theydidmeet,however;butwhentheydid,ThePilotwasinthechair,anditwasnotforpoker。
ThePilothad"gothisgrip,"asBillsaid。
CHAPTERIX
GWEN
ItwasnotmanydaysaftermyarrivalintheFoothillcountrythatIbegantohearofGwen。Theyallhadstoriesofher。Thedetailswerenotmany,buttheimpressionwasvivid。ShelivedremotefromthatcentreofcivilizationknownasSwanCreekinthepostalguide,butlocallyasOldLatour’s,farupamongthehillsneartheDevil’sLake,andfromherfather’sranchsheneverventured。Butsomeofthemenhadhadglimpsesofherandhadcometodefiniteopinionsregardingher。
"Whatisshelike?"IaskedBilloneday,tryingtopinhimdowntosomethinglikeadescriptiveaccountofher。
"Like!She’saterrer,"hesaid,withslowemphasis,"aholyterrer。"
"Butwhatisshelike?Whatdoesshelooklike?"Iaskedimpatiently。
"Looklike?"Heconsideredamoment,lookedslowlyroundasifsearchingforasimile,thenanswered:"Idunno。"
"Don’tknow?Whatdoyoumean?Haven’tyouseenher?"
"Yeh!Butsheain’tlikenothin’。"
Billwasquitedecideduponthispoint。
Itriedagain。
"Well,whatsortofhairhasshegot?She’sgothair,Isuppose?"
"Hayer!Well,afew!"saidBill,withsomechoicecombinationsofprofanityinrepudiationofmysuggestion。"Yardsofit!Red!"
"Gitout!"contradictedHi。"Red!Tain’tnomoreredthanmine!"
BillregardedHi’shaircritically。
"Whatcolordoyouputontoyouroldbrush?"heaskedcautiously。
"’Tain’tnodifference。’Tain’tred,anyhow。"
"Red!Well,notquiteexactly,"andBillwentoffintoalow,long,chokingchuckle,ejaculatingnowandthen,"Red!Jee-mi-nyAnn!Red!"
"No,Hi,"hewenton,recoveringhimselfwiththesameabruptnessasheusedwithhisbronco,andlookingathisfriendwithafaceevenmorethanusuallysolemn,"yourhayerain’tred,Hi;don’tletanyofyourrelativespersuadeyoutothat。’Tain’tred!"andhethreatenedtogooffagain,butpulledhimselfupwithdangeroussuddenness。"Itmaybeblue,cerulyumblueorevenpurple,butred——!"Hepausedviolently,lookingathisfriendasifhefoundhimanewandinterestingobjectofstudyuponwhichhecouldnottrusthimselftospeak。Norcouldhebeinducedtoproceedwiththedescriptionhehadbegun。
ButHi,payingnoattentiontoBill’soration,tookupthesubjectwithenthusiasm。
"Shekinride——she’sareg’larbustertoride,ain’tshe,Bill?"
Billnodded。"Shekinbunchcattlean’cutoutan’yankasteeruptoanycowboyontherange。"
"Why,howbigisshe?"
"Big?Why,she’sjustakid!’Tain’tthebignessofher,it’sthenerve。She’sgotthecoldestkindofnerveyoueverseen。Hain’tshe,Bill?"AndagainBillnodded。
"’Memberthedayshedroppedthatsteer,Bill?"wentonHi。
"Whatwasthat?"Iasked,eagerforayarn。
"Oh,nuthin’,"saidBill。
"Nuthin’!"retortedHi。"Prettybignuthin’!"
"Whatwasit?"Iurged。
"Oh,BillheredidsomefunnyworkatoldMeredith’sround-up,buthedon’tspeakofit。He’sshy,yousee,"andHigrinned。
"Well,thereain’tnooccasionforyourproceedin’ontothattact,"
saidBilldisgustedly,andHiloyallyrefrained,soIhaveneveryetgottherightsofthestory。ButfromwhatIdidhearI
gatheredthatBill,attheriskofhislife,hadpulledTheDukefromunderthehoofsofamadsteer,andthatlittleGwenhad,inthecoolestpossiblemanner,"sailedinonherbronco"and,byputtingtwobulletsintothesteer’shead,hadsavedthembothfromgreatdanger,perhapsfromdeath,fortherestofthecattlewerecrowdingnear。OfcourseBillcouldneverbepersuadedtospeakoftheincident。Atruewesternmanwillneverhesitatetotellyouwhathecando,butofwhathehasdonehedoesnotreadilyspeak。
TheonlyotheritemthatHicontributedtothesketchofGwenwasthathertempercouldblazeiftheoccasiondemanded。
"’MemberyoungHill,Bill?"
Bill"’membered。"
"Didn’tshecutintohimsudden?Sarvedhimright,too。"
"Whatdidshedo?"
"Cuthimacrossthefacewithherquirtingoodstyle。"
"Whatfor?"
"Knockin’aboutherIndianJoe。"
Joewas,asIcametolearn,Ponka’ssonandGwen’smostdevotedslave。
"Oh,sheain’tnorefrigerator。"
"Yes,"assentedBill。"She’saleetleswift。"Then,asiffearinghehadbeenapologizingforher,headded,withtheairofonesettlingthequestion:"Butshe’sgoodstock!Shesuitsme!"
TheDukehelpedmetoanothersideofhercharacter。
"Sheisaremarkablechild,"hesaid,oneday。"Wildandshyasacoyote,butfearless,quite;andwithaheartfullofpassions。
Meredith,theOldTimer,youknow,haskeptherupthereamongthehills。SheseesnoonebuthimselfandPonka’sBlackfeetrelations,whotreatherlikeagoddessandhelptospoilherutterly。Sheknowstheirlingoandtheirways——goesoffwiththemforaweekatatime。"
"What!WiththeBlackfeet?"
"PonkaandJoe,ofcourse,goalong;butevenwithoutthemsheisassafeasifsurroundedbytheColdstreamGuards,butshehasgiventhemupforsometimenow。"
"Andathome?"Iasked。"Hassheanyeducation?Canshereadorwrite?"
"Notshe。Shecanmakeherowndresses,moccasinsandleggings。
Shecancookandwash——thatis,whenshefeelsinthemood。Andsheknowsallaboutthebirdsandbeastsandflowersandthatsortofthing,but——education!Why,sheishardlycivilized!"
"Whatashame!"Isaid。"Howoldisshe?"
"Oh,amerechild;fourteenorfifteen,Iimagine;butawomaninmanythings。"
"Andwhatdoesherfathersaytoallthis?Canhecontrolher?"
"Control!"saidTheDuke,inutterastonishment。"Why,blessyoursoul,nothinginheavenorearthcouldcontrolHER。Waittillyouseeherstandwithherproudlittleheadthrownback,givingorderstoJoe,andyouwillneveragainconnecttheideaofcontrolwithGwen。Shemightbeaprincessfortheprideofher。I’veseensome,too,inmyday,butnonetotouchherforsheer,imperialpride,littleLuciferthatsheis。"
"Andhowdoesherfatherstandhernonsense?"Iasked,forI
confessIwasnotmuchtakenwiththepictureTheDukehaddrawn。
"Herfathersimplyfollowsbehindherandadores,asdoallthingsthatcomenearher,down,orup,perhaps,tohertwodogs——WolfandLoo——foreitherofwhichshewouldreadilydieifneedbe。Still,"
headded,afterapause,"itISashame,asyousay。Sheoughttoknowsomethingoftherefinementsofcivilization,towhich,afterall,shebelongs,andfromwhichnoneofuscanhopetoescape。"
TheDukewassilentforafewmoments,andthenadded,withsomehesitation:"Then,too,sheisquiteapagan;neversawaprayer-
book,youknow。"
Andsoitcameabout,chieflythroughTheDuke’sinfluence,I
imagine,thatIwasengagedbytheOldTimertogouptohisrancheveryweekandteachhisdaughtersomethingoftheelementariesofalady’seducation。
MyintroductionwasominousofthemanythingsIwastosufferofthatsameyoungmaidenbeforeIhadfinishedmycoursewithher。
TheOldTimerhadgivencarefuldirectionsastothetrailthatwouldleadmetothecanyonwherehewastomeetme。UptheSwanwentthetrail,windingeverdownwardintodeeperandnarrowercouleesanduptohigheropensunlitslopes,tillsuddenlyitsettledintoavalleywhichbeganwithgreatwidthandnarrowedtoacanyonwhoserockysidesweredressedoutwithshrubsandtrailingvinesandwetwithtricklingrivuletsfromthenumerousspringsthatoozedandgushedfromtheblack,glisteningrocks。
ThiscanyonwasaneerieplaceofwhichghostlytalesweretoldfromtheoldBlackfeettimes。AndtothisdaynoBlackfootwilldaretopassthroughthisblack-walled,oozy,glisteningcanyonafterthemoonhaspassedthewesternlip。Butinthewarmlightofbroaddaythecanyonwasagoodenoughplace;coolandsweet,andIlingeredthrough,waitingfortheOldTimer,whofailedtoappeartilltheshadowsbegantodarkenitswesternblacksides。
OutofthemouthofthecanyonthetrailclimbedtoawidestretchofprairiethatsweptupoversofthillstotheleftanddowntothebrightgleamingwatersoftheDevil’sLakeontheright。Inthesunlightthelakelaylikeagemradiantwithmanycolors,thefarsideblackintheshadowofthecrowdingpines,theninthemiddledeep,blueandpurple,andnearer,manyshadesofemeraldthatranquitetothewhite,sandybeach。Rightinfrontstoodtheranchbuildings,uponaslightrisinggroundandsurroundedbyasturdypalisadeofuprightpointedpoles。Thiswasthecastleoftheprincess。Irodeuptotheopengate,thenturnedandstoodtolookdownuponthemarvellouslakeshiningandshimmeringwithitsmanyradiantcolors。Suddenlytherewasanawfulroar,myponyshotrounduponhishindlegsafterhisbeastlycayusemanner,depositedmesittinguponthegroundandfleddownthetrail,pursuedbytwohugedogsthatbrushedpastmeasIfell。Iwasarousedfrommyamazementbyapealoflaughter,shrillbutfullofmusic。Turning,Isawmypupil,asIguessed,standingattheheadofamostbeautifulpinto(spotted)ponywithaheavycattlequirtinherhand。Iscrambledtomyfeetandsaid,somewhatangrily,I
fear:
"Whatareyoulaughingat?Whydon’tyoucallbackyourdogs?
Theywillchasemyponybeyondallreach。"
Sheliftedherlittlehead,shookbackhermassesofbrown-redhair,lookedatmeasifIwerequitebeneathcontemptandsaid:
"No,theywillkillhim。"
"Then,"saidI,forIwasveryangry,"Iwillkillthem,"pullingattherevolverinmybelt。
"Then,"shesaid,andforthefirsttimeInoticedhereyesblue-
black,withgrayrims,"Iwillkillyou,"andshewhippedoutanugly-lookingrevolver。FromherfaceIhadnodoubtthatshewouldnothesitatetodoasshehadsaid。Ichangedmytactics,forI
wasanxiousaboutmypony,andsaid,withmybestsmile:
"Can’tyoucallthemback?Won’ttheyobeyyou?"
Herfacechangedinamoment。
"Isityourpony?Doyoulovehimverymuch?"
"Dearly!"Isaid,persuadingmyselfofasuddenaffectionforthecrankylittlebrute。
Shespranguponherpintoandsetoffdownthetrail。Theponywasnowcoursingupanddowntheslopes,doublinglikeahare,instinctivelyavoidingthecanyonwherehewouldbecornered。Hewasmadwithterroratthehugebrutesthatweresilentlybutwithawfulandsureswiftnessrunninghimdown。
Thegirlonthepintowhistledshrilly,andcalledtoherdogs:
"Down,Wolf!Back,Loo!"but,runninglow,withlong,stretchedbodies,theyheedednot,butspedon,evergainingupontheponythatnowcircledtowardthepinto。Astheydrewnearintheircircling,thegirlurgedherpintotomeetthem,looseningherlariatasshewent。Astheponynearedthepintoheslackenedhisspeed;immediatelythenearerdoggatheredherselfintwoshortjumpsandsprangforthepony’sthroat。But,evenasshesprang,thelariatwhirledroundthegirl’sheadandfellswiftandsureaboutthedog’sneck,andnextmomentshelaychokingupontheprairie。Hermatepaused,lookedback,andgaveupthechase。Butdirevengeanceovertookthem,for,likeonepossessed,thegirlfelluponthemwithherquirtandbeatthemoneaftertheothertill,inpityforthebrutes,Iinterposed。
"TheyshalldoasIsayorIshallkillthem!Ishallkillthem!"
shecried,ragingandstamping。
"Bettershootthem,"Isuggested,pullingoutmypistol。
Immediatelysheflungherselfupontheonethatmoanedandwhinedatherfeet,crying:
"Ifyoudare!Ifyoudare!"Thensheburstintopassionatesobbing。"YoubadLoo!Youbad,dearoldLoo!ButyouWEREbad——
youKNOWyouwerebad!"andsoshewentonwithherarmsaboutLoo’snecktillLoo,whiningandquiveringwithloveanddelight,threatenedtogoquitemad,andWolf,standingmajesticallynear,brokeintoshorthowlsofimpatienceforhisturnofcaressing。
Theymadeastrangegroup,thosethreewildthings,equallyfierceandpassionateinhateandinlove。
Suddenlythegirlrememberedme,andstandingupshesaid,halfashamed:
"TheyalwaysobeyME。TheyareMINE,buttheykillanystrangethingthatcomesinthroughthegate。Theyareallowedto。"
"Itisapleasantwhim。"
"What?"
"Imean,isn’tthatdangeroustostrangers?"
"Oh,nooneevercomesalone,exceptTheDuke。Andtheykeepoffthewolves。"
"TheDukecomes,doeshe?"
"Yes!"andhereyeslitup。"Heismyfriend。Hecallsmehis’princess,’andheteachesmetotalkandtellsmestories——oh,wonderfulstories!"
Ilookedinwonderatherface,sogentle,sogirlish,andtriedtothinkbacktothepictureofthegirlwhoafewmomentsbeforehadsocoollythreatenedtoshootmeandhadsofuriouslybeatenherdogs。
IkepthertalkingofTheDukeaswewalkedbacktothegate,watchingherfacethewhile。Itwasnotbeautiful;itwastoothin,andthemouthwastoolarge。Buttheteethweregood,andtheeyes,blue-blackwithgrayrims,lookedstraightatyou;trueeyesandbrave,whetherinloveorinwar。Herhairwasherglory。
Reditwas,inspiteofHi’sdenial,butofsuchmarvellous,indescribableshadethatincertainlights,assherodeovertheprairie,itstreamedbehindherlikeapurplebanner。Amostconfusingandbewilderingcolor,butquiteinkeepingwiththenatureoftheowner。
ShegaveherpintotoJoeand,standingatthedoor,welcomedmewithadignityandgraciousnessthatmademethinkthatTheDukewasnotfarwrongwhenhenamedher"Princess。"
Thedooropeneduponthemainorlivingroom。Itwasalong,apartment,withlowceilingandwallsofhewnlogschinkedandplasteredandallbeautifullywhitewashedandclean。Thetables,chairsandbencheswereallhome-made。Onthefloorweremagnificentskinsofwolf,bear,muskoxandmountaingoat。Thewallsweredecoratedwithheadsandhornsofdeerandmountainsheep,eagles’wingsandabeautifulbreastofaloon,whichGwenhadshotandofwhichshewasveryproud。Atoneendoftheroomahugestonefireplacestoodradiantinitssummerdecorationsoffernsandgrassesandwild-flowers。Attheotherendadooropenedintoanotherroom,smallerandrichlyfurnishedwithrelicsofformergrandeur。
Everythingwascleanandwellkept。Everynook,shelfandcornerwasdeckedwithflowersandfernsfromthecanyon。
Astrangehouseitwas,fullofcuriouscontrasts,butitfittedthisquaintchildthatwelcomedmewithsuchgraciouscourtesy。
CHAPTERX
GWEN’SFIRSTPRAYERS
Itwaswithhesitation,almostwithfear,thatIbeganwithGwen;
butevenhadIbeenabletoforeseetheendlessseriesofexasperationsthroughwhichshewasdestinedtoconductme,stillwouldIhaveundertakenmytask。Forthechild,withallherwilfulness,hertempersandherpride,mademe,asshedidallothers,herwillingslave。
Herlessonswenton,brilliantlyornotatall,accordingtohersweetwill。Shelearnedtoreadwithextraordinaryrapidity,forshewaseagertoknowmoreofthatgreatworldofwhichTheDukehadtoldhersuchthrillingtales。Writingsheabhorred。Shehadnoonetowriteto。Whyshouldshecrampherfingersoverthesecrookedlittlemarks?Butshemasteredwithhardlyastrugglethemysteriesoffigures,forshewouldhavetosellhercattle,and"daddoesn’tknowwhentheyarecheating。"Herideasofeducationwerepurelyutilitarian,andwhatdidnotappearimmediatelyusefulsherefusedtotriflewith。Andsoallthroughthefollowinglongwintershevexedmyrighteoussoulwithherwilfulnessandpride。
Anappealtoherfatherwasidle。Shewouldwindherlong,thinarmsabouthisneckandletherwavingredhairfloatoverhimuntiltheoldmanwasquitehelplesstoexertauthority。TheDukecoulddomostwithher。Topleasehimshewouldstrugglewithhercrookedlettersforanhouratatime,butevenhisinfluenceandauthorityhaditslimits。
"MustI?"shesaidoneday,inanswertoademandofhisformorefaithfulstudy;"mustI?"Andthrowingupherproudlittlehead,andshakingbackwithatrickshehadherstreamingredhair,shelookedstraightathimfromherblue-grayeyesandaskedthemonosyllabicquestion,"Why?"AndTheDukelookedbackatherwithhisslightsmileforafewmomentsandthensaidincold,eventones:
"Ireallydon’tknowwhy,"andturnedhisbackonher。Immediatelyshesprangathim,shookhimbythearm,and,quiveringwithpassion,cried:
"Youarenottospeaktomelikethat,andyouarenottoturnyourbackthatway!"
"Whatalittleprincessitis,"hesaidadmiringly,"andwhatatimeshewillgiveherselfsomeday!"Thenheadded,smilingsadly:"WasIrude,Gwen?ThenIamsorry。"Herragewasgone,andshelookedasifshecouldhaveheldhimbythefeet。Asitwas,tooproudtoshowherfeelings,shejustlookedathimwithsofteningeyes,andthensatdowntotheworkshehadrefused。
ThiswasaftertheadventofThePilotatSwanCreek,and,asTheDukerodehomewithmethatnight,afterlongmusinghesaidwithhesitation:"Sheoughttohavesomereligion,poorchild;shewillgrowupaperfectlittledevil。ThePilotmightbeofserviceifyoucouldbringhimup。Womenneedthatsortofthing;itrefines,youknow。"
"Wouldshehavehim?"Iasked。
"Question,"hereplied,doubtfully。"Youmightsuggestit。"
WhichIdid,introducingsomewhatclumsily,Ifear,TheDuke’sname。
"TheDukesaysheistomakemegood!"shecried。"Iwon’thavehim,Ihatehimandyoutoo!"Andforthatdayshedisdainedalllessons,andwhenTheDukenextappearedshegreetedhimwiththeexclamation,"Iwon’thaveyouroldPilot,andIdon’twanttobegood,and——and——youthinkhe’snogoodyourself,"atwhichtheDukeopenedhiseyes。
"Howdoyouknow?Ineversaidso!"
"Youlaughedathimtodadoneday。"
"DidI?"saidTheDuke,gravely。"ThenIhastentoassure,youthatIhavechangedmymind。Heisagood,braveman。"
"Hefallsoffhishorse,"shesaid,withcontempt。
"Iratherthinkhesticksonnow,"repliedTheDuke,repressingasmile。
"Besides,"shewenton,"he’sjustakid;Billsaidso。"
"Well,hemightbemoreancient,"acknowledgedTheDuke,"butinthatheissteadilyimproving。"
"Anyway,"withanairoffinality,"heisnottocomehere。"
Buthedidcome,andunderherownescort,onethreateningAugustevening。
"Ifoundhiminthecreek,"sheannounced,withdefiantshamefacedness,marchinginThePilothalfdrowned。
"IthinkIcouldhavecrossed,"hesaid,apologetically,"forLouiswasgettingonhisfeetagain。"
"No,youwouldn’t,"sheprotested。"Youwouldhavebeendownintothecanyonbynow,andyououghttobethankful。"
"SoIam,"hehastenedtosay,"very!But,"headded,unwillingtogiveuphiscontention,"IhavecrossedtheSwanbefore。"
"Notwhenitwasinflood。"
"Yes,whenitwasinflood,higherthannow。"
"Notwherethebanksarerocky。"
"No-o!"hehesitated。
"There,then,youWOULDhavebeendrownedbutformylariat!"shecried,triumphantly。
Tothishedoubtfullyassented。
Theyweremuchalike,inhightemper,inenthusiasm,invividimagination,andinsensitivefeeling。WhentheOldTimercameinGwentriumphantlyintroducedThePilotashavingbeenrescuedfromawaterygravebyherlariat,andagaintheyfoughtoutthepossibilitiesofdrowningandofescapetillGwenalmostlosthertemper,andwasappeasedonlybythemostprofuseexpressionsofgratitudeonthepartofThePilotforhertimelyassistance。TheOldTimerwasperplexed。HewasafraidtooffendGwenandyetunwillingtobecordialtoherguest。ThePilotwasquicktofeelthis,and,soonaftertea,rosetogo。Gwen’sdisappointmentshowedinherface。
"Askhimtostay,dad,"shesaid,inawhisper。Butthehalf-
heartedinvitationactedlikeaspur,andThePilotwasdeterminedtosetoff。
"There’sabadstormcoming,"shesaid;"andbesides,"sheadded,triumphantly"youcan’tcrosstheSwan。"
Thissettledit,andthemostearnestprayersoftheOldTimercouldnothaveheldhimback。
Weallwentdowntoseehimcross,Gwenleadingherpinto。TheSwanwasfaroveritsbanks,andinthemiddlerunningswiftandstrong。Louissnorted,refusedandfinallyplunged。Bravelyheswam,tilltheswift-runningwaterstruckhim,andoverhewentonhisside,throwinghisriderintothewater。ButThePilotkepthishead,and,holdingbythestirrups,paddledalongbyLouis’
side。Whentheywerehalf-wayacrossLouissawthathehadnochanceofmakingthelanding;so,likeasensiblehorse,heturnedandmadefortheshore。Here,too,thebankswerehigh,andtheponybegantogrowdiscouraged。
"Lethimfloatdownfurther!"shriekedGwen,inanxiousexcitement;
and,urgingherpintodownthebank,shecoaxedthestrugglingponydownthestreamtilloppositeashelfofrocklevelwiththehighwater。Thenshethrewherlariat,and,catchingLouisabouttheneckandthehornofhissaddle,sheheldtaut,till,halfdrowned,hescrambledupthebank,draggingThePilotwithhim。
"Oh,I’msoglad!"shesaid,almosttearfully。"Yousee,youcouldn’tgetacross。"
ThePilotstaggeredtohisfeet,tookasteptowardher,gaspedout:
"Ican!"andpitchedheadlong。Withalittlecrysheflewtohim,andturnedhimoveronhisback。Inafewmomentsherevived,satup,andlookedaboutstupidly。
"Where’sLouis?"hesaid,withhisfacetowardtheswollenstream。
"Safeenough,"sheanswered;"butyoumustcomein,therainisjustgoingtopour。"
ButThePilotseemedpossessed。
"No,I’mgoingacross,"hesaid,rising。
Gwenwasgreatlydistressed。
"Butyourpoorhorse,"shesaid,cleverlychangingherground;"heisquitetiredout。"
TheOldTimernowjoinedearnestlyinurginghimtostaytillthestormwaspast。So,withafinallookatthestream,ThePilotturnedtowardthehouse。
OfcourseIknewwhatwouldhappen。Beforetheeveningwasoverhehadcapturedthehousehold。Themomentheappearedwithdrythingsonherantotheorgan,thathadstoodfortenyearsclosedandsilent,openeditandbegantoplay。Asheplayedandsangsongaftersong,theOldTimer’seyesbegantoglistenunderhisshaggybrows。ButwhenhedroppedintotheexquisiteIrishmelody,"OftintheStillyNight,"theoldmandrewahardbreathandgroanedouttome:
"Itwashermother’ssong,"andfromthattimeThePilothadhimfast。Itwaseasytopasstotheoldhymn,"Nearer,MyGod,toThee,"andthenThePilotsaidsimply,"Maywehaveprayers?"HelookedatGwen,butshegazedblanklyathimandthenatherfather。
"Whatdoeshesay,dad?"
Itwaspitifultoseetheoldman’sfacegrowslowlyredunderthedeeptan,ashesaid:
"Youmay,sir。There’sbeennonehereformanyyears,andtheworseforus。"Heroseslowly,wentintotheinnerroomandreturnedwithaBible。
"It’shermother’s,"hesaid,inavoicedeepwithemotion。"IputitinhertrunkthedayIlaidheroutyonderunderthepines。"
ThePilot,withoutlookingathim,roseandreverentlytookthebookinbothhishandsandsaidgently:
"Itwasasaddayforyou,butforher——"Hepaused。"Youdidnotgrudgeittoher?"
"Notnow,butthen,yes!Iwantedher,weneededher。"TheOldTimer’stearswereflowing。
ThePilotputhishandcaressinglyupontheoldman’sshoulderasifhehadbeenhisfather,andsaidinhisclear,sweetvoice,"Somedayyouwillgotoher。"
UponthisscenepoorGwengazedwitheyeswideopenwithamazementandakindoffear。Shehadneverseenherfatherweepsincetheawfuldaythatshecouldneverforget,whenhehadkneltindumbagonybesidethebedonwhichhermotherlaywhiteandstill;norwouldheheedhertill,climbingup,shetriedtomakehermotherwakenandhearhercries。Thenhehadcaughtherupinhisarms,pressingherwithtearsandgreatsobstohisheart。To-nightsheseemedtofeelthatsomethingwaswrong。Shewentandstoodbyherfather,and,strokinghisgrayhairkindly,shesaid:
"Whatishesaying,daddy?Ishemakingyoucry?"ShelookedatThePilotdefiantly。
"No,no,child,"saidtheoldman,hastily,"sithereandlisten。"
Andwhilethestormravedoutsidewethreesatlisteningtothatancientstoryofloveineffable。And,asthewordsfelllikesweetmusicuponourears,theoldmansatwitheyesthatlookedfaraway,whilethechildlistenedwithdevouringeagerness。
"Isitafairytale,daddy?"sheasked,asThePilotpaused。"Itisn’ttrue,isit?"andhervoicehadapleadingnotehardfortheoldmantobear。
"Yes,yes,mychild,"saidhe,brokenly。"Godforgiveme!"
"Ofcourseit’strue,"saidThePilot,quickly。"I’llreaditalltoyouto-morrow。It’sabeautifulstory!"
"No,"shesaid,imperiously,"to-night。Readitnow!Goon!"shesaid,stampingherfoot,"don’tyouhearme?"
ThePilotgazedinsurpriseather,andthenturningtotheoldman,said:
"ShallI?"
TheOldTimersimplynoddedandthereadingwenton。Thosewerenotmybestdays,andthefaithofmychildhoodwasnotasithadbeen;but,asThePilotcarriedusthroughthosematchlessscenesofself-forgettingloveandservicetheraptwonderinthechild’sfaceasshelistened,theappealinhervoiceas,nowtoherfather,andnowtome,shecried:"IsTHATtrue,too?IsitALL
true?"madeitimpossibleformetohesitateinmyanswer。AndI
wasgladtofinditeasytogivemyfirmadherencetothetruthofallthattaleofwonder。And,asmoreandmoreitgrewuponThePilotthatthestoryhewasreading,sooldtohimandtoallhehadevermet,wasnewtooneinthatlisteninggroup,hisfacebegantoglowandhiseyestoblaze,andhesawandshowedmethingsthatnightIhadneverseenbefore,norhaveIseenthemsince。ThegreatfigureoftheGospelslived,movedbeforeoureyes。WesawHimbendtotouchtheblind,weheardHimspeakHismarvellousteaching,wefeltthethrobbingexcitementofthecrowdsthatpressedagainstHim。
SuddenlyThePilotstopped,turnedovertheleavesandbeganagain:
"AndHeledthemoutasfarastoBethany。AndHeliftedupHishandsandblessedthem。AnditcametopassasHeblessedthemHewaspartedfromthemandacloudreceivedHimoutoftheirsight。"
Therewassilenceforsomeminutes,thenGwensaid:
"WheredidHego?"
"UpintoHeaven,"answeredThePilot,simply。
"That’swheremotheris,"shesaidtoherfather,whonoddedinreply。
"DoesHeknow?"sheasked。Theoldmanlookeddistressed。
"OfcourseHedoes,"saidThePilot,"andsheseesHimallthetime。"
"Oh,daddy!"shecried,"isn’tthatgood?"
Buttheoldmanonlyhidhisfaceinhishandsandgroaned。
"Yes,"wentonThePilot,"andHeseesus,too,andhearsusspeak,andknowsourthoughts。"
Againthelookofwonderandfearcameintohereyes,butshesaidnoword。Theexperiencesoftheeveninghadmadetheworldnewtoher。Itcouldneverbethesametoheragain。Itgavemeaqueerfeelingtoseeher,whenwethreekneeledtopray,standhelplesslylookingon,notknowingwhattodo,thensinkbesideherfather,and,windingherarmsabouthisneck,clingtohimasthewordsofprayerwerespokenintotheearofHimwhomnomancansee,butwhowebelieveisneartoallthatcalluponHim。
ThosewereGwen’sfirst"prayers,"andinthemGwen’spartwassmall,forfearandwonderfilledherheart;butthedaywastocome,andalltoosoon,whensheshouldhavetopourouthersoulwithstrongcryingandtears。Thatdaycameandpassed,butthestoryofitisnottobetoldhere。
CHAPTERXI
GWEN’SCHALLENGE
Gwenwasundoubtedlywildand,asTheSkyPilotsaid,wilfulandwicked。EvenBroncoBillandHiKendalwouldsayso,without,ofcourse,abatingonejotoftheiradmirationforher。Forfourteenyearsshehadlivedchieflywithwildthings。Thecattleontherange,wildasdeer,thecoyotes,thejack-rabbitsandthetimberwolveswerehermatesandherinstructors。Fromtheseshelearnedherwildways。TherollingprairieoftheFoothillcountrywasherhome。Sheloveditandallthingsthatmoveduponitwithpassionatelove,theonlykindshewascapableof。Andallsummerlongshespentherdaysridingupanddowntherangealone,orwithherfather,orwithJoe,or,bestofall,withTheDuke,herheroandherfriend。Soshegrewupstrong,wholesomeandself-reliant,fearingnothingaliveandasuntamedasayearlingrangecolt。
Shewasnotbeautiful。Thewindsandsunhadlefthernocomplexiontospeakof,butthegloryofherredhair,gold-red,withpurplesheen,nothingcouldtarnish。Hereyes,too,deepbluewithrimsofgray,thatflashedwiththeglintofsteelorshonewithmeltinglightasofthestars,accordingtohermood——thoseIrish,warm,deepeyesofherswereworthaman’slookingat。
Ofcourse,allspoiledher。PonkaandhersonJoegrovelledinabjectestadoration,whileherfatherandallwhocamewithintouchofhersimplydidherwill。EvenTheDuke,wholovedherbetterthananythingelse,yieldedlazy,admiringhomagetohisLittlePrincess,andcertainly,whenshestoodstraightupwithherproudlittlegold-crownedheadthrownback,flashingforthwrathorissuingimperiouscommands,shelookedaprincess,allofher。
ItwasagreatdayandagooddayforherwhenshefishedTheSkyPilotoutoftheSwanandbroughthimhome,andthenightofGwen’sfirst"prayers,"whensheheardforthefirsttimethestoryoftheManofNazareth,wasthebestofallhernightsuptothattime。
Allthroughthewinter,underThePilot’sguidance,she,withherfather,theOldTimer,listeningnear,wentoverandoverthatstorysooldnowtomany,buteverbecomingnew,tillawholenewworldofmysteriousPowersandPresenceslayopentoherimaginationandbecamethehomeofgreatrealities。Shewasrichinimaginationand,whenThePilotreadBunyan’simmortalpoem,hermother’sold"Pilgrim’sProgress,"shemovedandlivedbesidetheheroofthattale,backinghimupinhisfightsandconsumedwithanxietyoverhismanyimpendingperils,tillshehadhimsafelyacrosstheriveranddeliveredintothechargeoftheshiningones。
ThePilothimself,too,wasanewandwholesomeexperience。Hewasthefirstthingshehadyetencounteredthatrefusedsubmission,andthefirsthumanbeingthathadfailedtofalldownandworship。
TherewassomethinginhimthatwouldnotALWAYSyield,and,indeed,herprideandherimperioustempershemetwithsurpriseandsometimeswithapitythatvergedtowardcontempt。Withthisshewasnotwellpleasedandnotinfrequentlyshebrokeforthuponhim。Oneoftheseoutburstsisstampeduponmymind,notonlybecauseofitsunusualviolence,butchieflybecauseoftheeventswhichfollowed。TheoriginalcauseofherragewassometriflingmisdeedoftheunfortunateJoe;butwhenIcameuponthesceneitwasThePilotwhowasoccupyingherattention。Theexpressionofsurpriseandpityonhisfaceappearedtostirherup。
"Howdareyoulookatmelikethat?"shecried。
"Howveryextraordinarythatyoucan’tkeepholdofyourselfbetter!"heanswered。
"Ican!"shestamped,"andIshalldoasIlike!"
"Itisagreatpity,"hesaid,withprovokingcalm,"andbesides,itisweakandsilly。"Hiswordswereunfortunate。
"Weak!"shegasped,whenherbreathcamebacktoher。"Weak!"
"Yes,"hesaid,"veryweakandchildish。"
Thenshecouldhavecheerfullyputhimtoaslowandcrueldeath。
Whenshehadrecoveredalittleshecriedvehemently:
"I’mnotweak!I’mstrong!I’mstrongerthanyouare!I’mstrongas——as——aman!"
Idonotsupposeshemeanttheinsinuation;atanyrateThePilotignoreditandwenton。
"You’renotstrongenoughtokeepyourtemperdown。"Andthen,asshehadnoreplyready,hewenton,"Andreally,Gwen,itisnotright。Youmustnotgooninthisway。"
Againhiswordswereunfortunate。
"MUSTNOT!"shecried,addinganinchtoherheight。"Whosaysso?"
"God!"wasthesimple,shortanswer。
Shewasgreatlytakenback,andgaveaquickglanceoverhershoulderasiftoseeHim,whowoulddaretosayMUSTNOTtoher;
but,recovering,sheansweredsullenly:
"Idon’tcare!"
"Don’tcareforGod?"ThePilot’svoicewasquietandsolemn,butsomethinginhismannerangeredher,andsheblazedforthagain。
"Idon’tcareforanyone,andISHALLdoasIlike。"
ThePilotlookedathersadlyforamoment,andthensaidslowly:
"Someday,Gwen,youwillnotbeabletodoasyoulike。"
Irememberwellthesettleddefianceinhertoneandmannerasshetookastepnearerhimandansweredinavoicetremblingwithpassion:
"Listen!IhavealwaysdoneasIlike,andIshalldoasIliketillIdie!"Andsherushedforthfromthehouseanddowntowardthecanyon,herrefugefromalldisturbingthings,andchieflyfromherself。
Icouldnotshakeofftheimpressionherwordsmadeuponme。
"Prettydirect,that,"IsaidtoThePilot,aswerodeaway。"Thedeclarationmaybephilosophicallycorrect,butitringsuncommonlylikeachallengetotheAlmighty。Throwsdownthegauntlet,sotospeak。"
ButThePilotonlysaid,"Don’t!Howcanyou?"
Withinaweekherchallengewasaccepted,andhowfiercelyandhowgallantlydidshestruggletomakeitgood!
ItwasTheDukethatbroughtmethenews,andashetoldmethestoryhisgay,carelessself-commandforoncewasgone。ForinthegloomofthecanyonwhereheovertookmeIcouldseehisfacegleamingoutghastlywhite,andevenhisironnervecouldnotkeepthetremorfromhisvoice。
"I’vejustsentupthedoctor,"washisanswertomygreeting。"I
lookedforyoulastnight,couldn’tfindyou,andsorodeofftotheFort。"
"What’sup?"Isaid,withfearinmyheart,fornolightthingmovedTheDuke。
"Haven’tyouheard?It’sGwen,"hesaid,andthenextminuteortwohegavetoJingo,whowasindulginginaseriesofunexpectedplunges。WhenJingowasbroughtdown,TheDukewasmasterofhimselfandtoldhistalewithcarefulself-control。
Gwen,onherfather’sbuckskinbronco,hadgonewithTheDuketothebigplainabovethecut-bankwhereJoewasherdingthecattle。
Thedaywashotandastormwasintheair。TheyfoundJoeridingupanddown,singingtokeepthecattlequiet,buthavingahardtimetoholdthebunchfrombreaking。WhileTheDukewasridingaroundthefarsideofthebunch,acryfromGwenarrestedhisattention。Joewasintrouble。Hishorse,ahalf-brokencayuse,hadstumbledintoabadger-holeandhadbolted,leavingJoetothemercyofthecattle。Atoncetheybegantosniffsuspiciouslyatthisphenomenon,amanonfoot,andtofollowcautiouslyonhistrack。Joekepthisheadandwalkedslowlyout,tillallatonceayoungcowbegantobawlandtopawtheground。Inanotherminuteone,andthenanotherofthecattlebegantotosstheirheadsandbunchandbellowtillthewholeherdoftwohundredwereafterJoe。
ThenJoelosthisheadandran。Immediatelythewholeherdbrokeintoathunderinggallopwithheadsandtailsaloftandhornsrattlingliketheloadingofaregimentofrifles。
"Twomoreminutes,"saidTheDuke,"wouldhavedoneforJoe,forI
couldneverhavereachedhim;but,inspiteofmymostfranticwarningsandsignalings,rightintothefaceofthatmad,bellowing,thunderingmassofsteersrodethatlittlegirl。Nerve!
Ihavesomemyself,butIcouldn’thavedoneit。SheswungherhorseroundJoeandsailedoutwithhim,withtheherdbellowingatthetailofherbronco。I’veseensomecavalrythingsinmyday,butforsheercoolbraverynothingtouchesthat。"
"Howdiditend?Didtheyrunthemdown?"Iasked,withterroratsucharesult。
"No,theycrowdedhertowardthecut-bank,andshewasedgingthemoffandwasalmostpast,whentheycametoaplacewherethebankbitin,andheriron-mouthedbrutewouldn’tswerve,butwentpoundingon,brokethrough,plunged;shecouldn’tspringfreebecauseofJoe,andpitchedheadlongoverthebank,whilethecattlewentthunderingpast。IflungmyselfoffJingoandsliddownsomehowintothesand,thirtyfeetbelow。HerewasJoesafeenough,butthebroncolaywithabrokenleg,andhalfunderhimwasGwen。Shehardlyknewshewashurt,butwavedherhandtomeandcriedout,’Wasn’tthatarace?Icouldn’tswingthishard-
headedbrute。Getmeout。’Butevenasshespokethelightfadedfromhereyes,shestretchedoutherhandstome,sayingfaintly,’Oh,Duke,’andlaybackwhiteandstill。Weputabulletintothebuckskin’shead,andcarriedherhomeinourjackets,andthereshelieswithoutasoundfromherpoor,whitelips。"
TheDukewasbadlycutup。Ihadneverseenhimshowanysignofgriefbefore,butashefinishedthestoryhestoodghastlyandshaking。Hereadmysurpriseinmyfaceandsaid:
"Lookhere,oldchap,don’tthinkmequiteafool。Youcan’tknowwhatthatlittlegirlhasdoneformetheseyears。Hertrustinme——itisextraordinaryhowutterlyshetrustsme——somehowheldmeuptomybestandbackfromperdition。Itistheonebrightspotinmylifeinthisblessedcountry。Everyoneelsethinksmeapleasantorunpleasantkindoffiend。"
Iprotestedratherfaintly。
"Oh,don’tworryyourconscience,"heanswered,withaslightreturnofhisoldsmile,"afullerknowledgewouldonlyjustifytheopinion。"Then,afterapause,headded:"ButifGwengoes,Imustpullout,Icouldnotstandit。"
Aswerodeup,thedoctorcameout。
"Well,whatdoyouthink?"askedTheDuke。
"Can’tsayyet,"repliedtheolddoctor,gruffwithlongarmypractice,"badenough。Goodnight。"
ButTheDuke’shandfelluponhisshoulderwithagripthatmusthavegottothebone,andinahuskyvoiceheasked:
"Willshelive?"
Thedoctorsquirmed,butcouldnotshakeoffthatcrushinggrip。
"Here,youyoungtiger,letgo!WhatdoyouthinkIammadeof?"
hecried,angrily。"Ididn’tsupposeIwascomingtoabear’sden,orIshouldhavebroughtagun。"
ItwasonlybythemostcompleteapologythatTheDukecouldmollifytheolddoctorsufficientlytogethisopinion。
"No,shewillnotdie!Greatbitofstuff!Bettersheshoulddie,perhaps!Butcan’tsayyetfortwoweeks。Nowremember,"headdedsharply,lookingintoTheDuke’swoe-strickenface,"herspiritsmustbekeptup。Ihaveliedmostfullyandcheerfullytotheminside;youmustdothesame,"andthedoctorstrodeaway,callingout:
"Joe!Here,Joe!Whereishegone?Joe,Isay!ExtraordinaryselectionProvidencemakesattimes;wecouldhavesparedthatlazyhalf-breedwithpleasure!Joe!Oh,hereyouare!Whereinthunder——"Butherethedoctorstoppedabruptly。Theagonyinthedarkfacebeforehimwastoomuchevenforthebluffdoctor。
StraightandstiffJoestoodbythehorse’sheadtillthedoctorhadmounted,thenwithagreatefforthesaid:
"Littlemiss,shegodead?"
"Dead!"calledoutthedoctor,glancingattheopenwindow。"Why,blessyouroldcoppercarcass,no!Gwenwillshowyouyethowtoropeasteer。"
Joetookastepnearer,andloweringhistonesaid:
"Youspeakmetrue?Meman,Menopapoose。"Thepiercingblackeyessearchedthedoctor’sface。Thedoctorhesitatedamoment,andthen,withanairofgreatcandor,saidcheerily:
"That’sallright,Joe。MissGwenwillcutcirclesroundyouroldcayuseyet。Butremember,"andthedoctorwasveryimpressive,"youmustmakeherlaugheveryday。"
Joefoldedhisarmsacrosshisbreastandstoodlikeastatuetillthedoctorrodeaway;thenturningtoushegruntedout:
"Himgoodman,eh?"
"Goodman,"answeredTheDuke,adding,"butremember,Joe,whathetoldyoutodo。Mustmakeherlaugheveryday。"
PoorJoe!Humorwasnothisforte,andhisattemptinthisdirectionintheweeksthatfollowedwouldhavebeenhumorousweretheynotsopathetic。HowIdidmypartIcannottell。Thoseweeksaretomenowlikethememoryofanuglynightmare。Theghostlyoldmanmovingoutandinofhislittledaughter’sroominuseless,dumbagony;Ponka’swoe-strickenIndianface;Joe’sextraordinaryandunusualbutloyalattemptsatfun-makinggrotesquelysad,andTheDuke’sunvaryingandinvinciblecheeriness;thesefurnishlightandshadeforthepicturemymemorybringsmeofGweninthosedays。
Forthefirsttwoweeksshewassimplyheroic。Sheboreherpainwithoutagroan,submittedtotheimprisonmentwhichwasharderthanpainwithangelicpatience。Joe,TheDukeandIcarriedoutourinstructionswithcarefulexactnesstotheletter。Sheneverdoubted,andweneverletherdoubtbutthatinafewweeksshewouldbeonthepinto’sbackagainandafterthecattle。Shemadeuspassourwordforthistillitseemedasifshemusthavereadthefalsehoodsonourbrows。
"Toliecheerfullywithhereyesuponone’sfacecallsformorethanIpossess,"saidTheDukeoneday。"Thedoctorshouldsupplyustonics。Itisanarduoustask。"
Andshebelievedusabsolutely,andmadeplansforthefall"round-
up,"andforhuntsandridestillone’sheartgrewsick。Astotheethicalprobleminvolved,Ideclinetoexpressanopinion,butwehadnoneedtowaitforourpunishment。Hertrustinus,hereagerandconfidentexpectationofthereturnofherhappy,free,outdoorlife;thesebroughttous,whoknewhowvaintheywere,theirownadequatepunishmentforeveryfalseassurancewegave。Andhowbrightandbraveshewasthosefirstdays!Howresolutetogetbacktotheworldofairandlightoutside!
Butshehadneedofallherbrightnessandcourageandresolutionbeforeshewasdonewithherlongfight。
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