CONTENTS
THEBIRDONITSJOURNEY,BeatriceHarradenKOOSJE:ASTUDYOFDUTCHLIFE,JohnStrangeWinterADOGOFFLANDERS,OuidaMARKHEIM,R。L。StevensonQUEENTITA’SWAGER,WilliamBlackTHEBIRDONITSJOURNEY
BY
BEATRICEHARRADEN
ItwasaboutfourintheafternoonwhenayounggirlcameintothesalonofthelittlehotelatC————inSwitzerland,anddrewherchairuptothefire。
"Youaresoakedthrough,"saidanelderlylady,whowasherselftryingtogetroasted。"Yououghttolosenotimeinchangingyourclothes。"
"Ihavenotanythingtochange,"saidtheyounggirl,laughing。"Oh,I
shallsoonbedry!"
"Haveyoulostallyourluggage?"askedthelady,sympathetically。
"No,"saidtheyounggirl;"Ihadnonetolose。"Andshesmiledalittlemischievously,asthoughsheknewbyinstinctthathercompanion’ssympathywouldatoncedegenerateintosuspicion!
"Idon’tmeantosaythatIhavenotaknapsack,"sheadded,considerately。"Ihavewalkedalongdistance——infact,fromZ————。"
"Andwheredidyouleaveyourcompanions?"askedthelady,withatouchofforgivenessinhervoice。
"Iamwithoutcompanions,justasIamwithoutluggage,"laughedthegirl。
Andthensheopenedthepiano,andstruckafewnotes。Therewassomethingcaressinginthewayinwhichshetouchedthekeys;whoevershewas,sheknewhowtomakesweetmusic;sadmusic,too,fullofthatundefinablelonging,liketheholdingoutofone’sarmstoone’sfriendsinthehopelessdistance。
Theladybendingoverthefirelookedupatthelittlegirl,andforgotthatshehadbroughtneitherfriendsnorluggagewithher。Shehesitatedforonemoment,andthenshetookthechildishfacebetweenherhandsandkissedit。
"Thankyou,dear,foryourmusic,"shesaid,gently。
"Thepianoisterriblyoutoftune,"saidthelittlegirl,suddenly;
andsheranoutoftheroom,andcamebackcarryingherknapsack。
"Whatareyougoingtodo?"askedhercompanion。
"Iamgoingtotunethepiano,"thelittlegirlsaid;andshetookatuning-hammeroutofherknapsack,andbeganherworkinrealearnest。
Sheevidentlyknewwhatshewasabout,andpeggedawayatthenotesasthoughherwholelifedependedupontheresult。
Theladybythefirewaslostinamazement。Whocouldshebe?Withoutluggageandwithoutfriends,andwithatuning-hammer!
Meanwhileoneofthegentlemenhadstrolledintothesalon;buthearingthesoundoftuning,andbeinginsecretpossessionofnerves,hefled,saying,"Thetuner,byJove!"
AfewminutesafterwardMissBlake,whosenerveswerenosecretpossession,hastenedintothesalon,and,inherusualimperiousfashion,demandedinstantsilence。
"Ihavejustdone,"saidthelittlegirl。"Thepianowassoterriblyoutoftune,Icouldnotresistthetemptation。"
MissBlake,whoneverlistenedtowhatanyonesaid,tookitforgrantedthatthelittlegirlwasthetunerforwhomM。leProprietairehadpromisedtosend;andhavingbestowedonheracondescendingnod,passedoutintothegarden,whereshetoldsomeofthevisitorsthatthepianohadbeentunedatlast,andthatthetunerwasayoungwomanofrathereccentricappearance。
"Really,itisquiteabominablehowwomenthrustthemselvesintoeveryprofession,"sheremarked,inhermasculinevoice。"Itissounfeminine,sounseemly。"
TherewasnothingofthefeminineaboutMissBlake;herhorse-clothdress,herwaistcoatandhighcollar,andherbillycockhatwereofthemasculinegenus;evenhernervescouldnotbecalledfeminine,sincewelearnfromtwoorthreedoctors(takenofftheirguard)thatnervesareneitherfemininenormasculine,butcommon。
"Ishouldliketoseethistuner,"saidoneofthetennis-players,leaningagainstatree。
"Hereshecomes,"saidMissBlake,asthelittlegirlwasseensaunteringintothegarden。
Themenputuptheireye-glasses,andsawalittleladywithachildishfaceandsoftbrownhair,ofstrictlyfeminineappearanceandbearing。Thegoatcametowardherandbegannibblingatherfrock。Sheseemedtounderstandthemannerofgoats,andplayedwithhimtohisheart’scontent。Oneofthetennisplayers,OswaldEverardbyname,strolleddowntothebankwhereshewashavingherfrolic。
"Good-afternoon,"hesaid,raisinghiscap。"Ihopethegoatisnotworryingyou。Poorlittlefellow!thisishislastdayofplay。Heistobekilledto-morrowfor/tabled’hote/。"
"Whatashame!"shesaid。"Fancytobekilled,andthengrumbledat!"
"Thatispreciselywhatwedohere,"hesaid,laughing。"Wegrumbleateverythingweeat。AndIowntobeingoneofthegrumpiest;thoughtheladyinthehorse-clothdressyonderfollowscloseuponmyheels。"
"ShewastheladywhowasannoyedatmebecauseItunedthepiano,"
thelittlegirlsaid。"Still,ithadtobedone。Itwasplainlymyduty。Iseemedtohavecomeforthatpurpose。"
"Ithasbeenconfoundedlyannoyinghavingitoutoftune,"hesaid。
"I’vehadtogiveupsingingaltogether。Butwhatastrangeprofessionyouhavechosen!Veryunusual,isn’tit?"
"Why,surelynot,"sheanswered,amused。"Itseemstomethateveryotherwomanhastakentoit。Thewondertomeisthatanyoneeverscoresasuccess。Nowadays,however,noonecouldamassahugefortuneoutofit。"
"Noone,indeed!"repliedOswaldEverard,laughing。"Whatonearthmadeyoutaketoit?"
"Ittooktome,"shesaidsimply。"Itwrappedmeroundwithenthusiasm。Icouldthinkofnothingelse。IvowedthatIwouldrisetothetopofmyprofession。Iworkeddayandnight。Butitmeansincessanttoilforyearsifonewantstomakeanyheadway。"
"Goodgracious!Ithoughtitwasmerelyamatterofafewmonths,"hesaid,smilingatthelittlegirl。
"Afewmonths!"sherepeated,scornfully。"Youarespeakingthelanguageofanamateur。No;onehastoworkfaithfullyyearafteryear;tograspthepossibilities,andpassontogreaterpossibilities。Youimaginewhatitmustfeelliketotouchthenotes,andknowthatyouarekeepingthelistenersspellbound;thatyouaretakingthemintoafairy-landofsound,wherepettypersonalityislostinvaguelongingandregret。"
"IconfessIhadnotthoughtofitinthatway,"hesaid,humbly。"I
haveonlyregardeditasanecessaryevery-dayevil;andtobequitehonestwithyou,Ifailtoseenowhowitcaninspireenthusiasm。I
wishIcouldsee,"headded,lookingupattheengaginglittlefigurebeforehim。
"Nevermind,"shesaid,laughingathisdistress;"Iforgiveyou。And,afterall,youarenottheonlypersonwholooksuponitasanecessaryevil。Mypooroldguardianabominatedit。Hemademanysacrificestocomeandlistentome。HeknewIlikedtoseehiskindoldface,andthatthepresenceofarealfriendinspiredmewithconfidence。"
"Ishouldnothavethoughtitwasnervouswork,"hesaid。
"Tryitandsee,"sheanswered。"Butsurelyyouspokeofsinging。Areyounotnervouswhenyousing?"
"Sometimes,"hereplied,ratherstiffly。"Butthatisslightlydifferent。"(Hewasveryproudofhissinging,andmadeagreatfussaboutit。)"Yourprofession,asIremarkedbefore,isanunavoidablenuisance。WhenIthinkwhatIhavesufferedfromthegentlemenofyourprofession,IonlywonderthatIhaveanybrainsleft。ButIamuncourteous。"
"No,no,"shesaid;"letmehearaboutyoursufferings。"
"WheneverIhavespeciallywantedtobequiet,"hesaid——andthenheglancedatherchildishlittleface,andhehesitated。"Itseemssorudeofme,"headded。Hewasthesoulofcourtesy,althoughhewasanamateurtenorsinger。
"Pleasetellme,"thelittlegirlsaid,inherwinningway。
"Well,"hesaid,gatheringhimselftogether,"itistheonesubjectonwhichIcanbeeloquent。EversinceIcanremember,Ihavebeenworriedandtorturedbythoserascals。Ihavetriedineverywaytoescapefromthem,butthereisnohopeforme。Yes;Ibelievethatallthetunersintheuniverseareinleagueagainstme,andhavemarkedmeoutfortheirspecialprey。"
"/Allthewhat/?"askedthelittlegirl,withajerkinhervoice。
"Allthetuners,ofcourse,"hereplied,rathersnappishly。"Iknowthatwecannotdowithoutthem;butgoodheavens!theyhavenotact,noconsideration,nomercy。WheneverI’vewantedtowriteorreadquietly,thatfatalknockhascomeatthedoor,andI’veknownbyinstinctthatallchanceofpeacewasover。WheneverI’vebeengivingaluncheonparty,thetunerhasarrived,withhisabominableblackbag,andhisabominablecardwhichhastobesignedatonce。OnoneoccasionIwasjustproposingtoagirlinherfather’slibrarywhenthetunerstruckupinthedrawing-room。Ileftoffsuddenly,andfledfromthehouse。Butthereisnoescapefromthesefiends;Ibelievetheyareswarmingaboutintheairlikesomanybacteria。Andhow,inthenameofgoodness,youshoulddeliberatelychoosetobeoneofthem,andshouldbesoenthusiasticoveryourwork,puzzlesmebeyondallwords。Don’tsaythatyoucarryablackbag,andpresentcardswhichhavetobefilledupatthemostinconvenienttime;don’t——"
Hestoppedsuddenly,forthelittlegirlwasconvulsedwithlaughter。
Shelaugheduntilthetearsrolleddownhercheeks,andthenshedriedhereyesandlaughedagain。
"Excuseme,"shesaid;"Ican’thelpmyself;it’ssofunny。"
"Itmaybefunnytoyou,"hesaid,laughinginspiteofhimself;"butitisnotfunnytome。"
"Ofcourseitisn’t,"shereplied,makingadesperateefforttobeserious。"Well,tellmesomethingmoreaboutthesetuners。"
"Notanotherword,"hesaid,gallantly。"Iamashamedofmyselfasitis。Cometotheendofthegarden,andletmeshowyoutheviewdownintothevalley。"
Shehadconqueredherfitofmerriment,butherfaceworeasettledlookofmischief,andshewasevidentlythepossessorofsomesecretjoke。Sheseemedincapitalhealthandspirits,andhadsomuchtosaythatwasbrightandinterestingthatOswaldEverardfoundhimselfbecomingreconciledtothewholeraceoftuners。HewasamazedtolearnthatshehadwalkedallthewayfromZ————,andquitealone,too。
"Oh,Idon’tthinkanythingofthat,"shesaid;"Ihadasplendidtime,andIcaughtfourrarebutterflies。Iwouldnothavemissedthoseforanything。Asforthegoingaboutbymyself,thatisasecondnature。Besides,Idonotbelongtoanyone。Thathasitsadvantages,andIsupposeitsdisadvantages;butatpresentIhaveonlydiscoveredtheadvantages。Thedisadvantageswilldiscoverthemselves!"
"Ibelieveyouarewhatthenovelscallanadvancedyoungwoman,"hesaid。"Perhapsyougivelecturesonwoman’ssuffrage,orsomethingofthatsort?"
"Ihaveveryoftenmountedtheplatform,"sheanswered。"Infact,Iamneversohappyaswhenaddressinganimmenseaudience。Amostunfemininethingtodo,isn’tit?Whatwouldtheladyyonderinthehorse-clothdressandbillycockhatsay?Don’tyouthinkyououghttogoandhelpherdriveawaythegoat?Shelookssofrightened。Sheinterestsmedeeply。Iwonderwhethershehaswrittenanessayonthefeminineinwoman。Ishouldliketoreadit;itwoulddomesomuchgood。"
"Youareatleastatruewoman,"hesaid,laughing,"forIseeyoucanbespiteful。Thetuninghasnotdriventhataway。"
"Ah,Ihadforgottenaboutthetuning,"sheanswered,brightly;"butnowyouremindme,Ihavebeenseizedwithagreatidea。"
"Won’tyoutellittome?"heasked。
"No,"sheanswered;"Ikeepmygreatideasformyself,andworkthemoutinsecret。Andthisoneisparticularlyamusing。WhatfunIshallhave!"
"Butwhykeepthefuntoyourself?"hesaid。"Weallwanttobeamusedhere;weallwanttobestirredup;alittlefunwouldbeacharity。"
"Verywell,sinceyouwishit,youshallbestirredup,"sheanswered;
"butyoumustgivemetimetoworkoutmygreatidea。Idonothurryaboutthings,notevenaboutmyprofessionalduties;forIhaveastrongfeelingthatitisvulgartobealwaysamassingriches!AsI
haveneitherahusbandnorabrothertosupport,Ihavechosenlesswealth,andmoreleisuretoenjoyallthelovelinessoflife!SoyouseeItakemytimeabouteverything。Andto-morrowIshallcatchbutterfliesatmyleisure,andlieamongthedearoldpines,andworkatmygreatidea。"
"Ishallcatchbutterflies,"saidhercompanion;"andItooshalllieamongthedearoldpines。"
"Justasyouplease,"shesaid;andatthatmomentthe/tabled’hote/
bellrang。
Thelittlegirlhastenedtothebureau,andspokerapidlyinGermantothecashier。
"/Ach,Fraulein/!"hesaid。"Youarenotreallyserious?"
"Yes,Iam,"shesaid。"Idon’twantthemtoknowmyname。Itwillonlyworryme。SayIamtheyoungladywhotunedthepiano。"
ShehadscarcelygiventhesedirectionsandmountedtoherroomwhenOswaldEverard,whowasmuchinterestedinhismysteriouscompanion,cametothebureau,andaskedforthenameofthelittlelady。
"/EsistdasFrauleinwelchesdasPianogestimmthat/,"answeredtheman,returningwithunusualquicknesstohisaccount-book。
Noonespoketothelittlegirlat/tabled’hote/,butforallthatsheenjoyedherdinner,andgaveherseriousattentiontoallthecourses。Beingthussolidlyoccupied,shehadnotmuchleisuretobestowontheconversationoftheotherguests。Norwasitspeciallyoriginal;ittreatedoftheshort-comingsofthechef,thetastelessnessofthesoup,thetoughnessofthebeef,andallthemanyfailingswhichgotocompleteamountainhoteldinner。Butsuddenly,soitseemedtothelittlegirl,thistime-honouredtalkpassedintoanotherphase;sheheardtheword"music"mentioned,andshebecameatonceinterestedtolearnwhatthesepeoplehadtosayonasubjectwhichwasdearertoherthananyother。
"Formyownpart,"saidastern-lookingoldman,"Ihavenowordstodescribewhatagraciouscomfortmusichasbeentomeallmylife。Itisthenoblestlanguagewhichmanmayunderstandandspeak。AndI
sometimesthinkthatthosewhoknowit,orknowsomethingofit,areableatraremomentstofindananswertolife’sperplexingproblems。"
Thelittlegirllookedupfromherplate。RobertBrowning’swordsrosetoherlips,butshedidnotgivethemutterance:
GodhasafewofuswhomHewhispersintheear;
Therestmayreason,andwelcome;’tiswemusiciansknow。
"Ihavelivedthroughalonglife,"saidanotherelderlyman,"andhavethereforehadmyshareoftrouble;butthegriefofbeingobligedtogiveupmusicwasthegriefwhichheldmelongest,orwhichperhapshasneverleftme。Istillcraveforthegraciouspleasureoftouchingoncemorethestringsofthevioloncello,andhearingthedear,tendervoicesingingandthrobbing,andansweringeventosuchpoorskillasmine。Istillyearntotakemypartinconcertedmusic,andbeoneofthoseprivilegedtoplayBeethoven’sstring-quartettes。Butthatwillhavetobeinanotherincarnation,Ithink。"
Heglancedathisshrunkenarm,andthen,asthoughashamedofthisallusiontohisownpersonalinfirmity,headdedhastily:
"Butwhenthefirstpangofsuchapainisover,thereremainsthecomfortofbeingalistener。Atfirstonedoesnotthinkitisacomfort;butastimegoesonthereisnoresistingitsmagicinfluence。AndLowellsaidrightlythat’oneofGod’sgreatcharitiesismusic。’"
"Ididnotknowyouweremusical,Mr。Keith,"saidanEnglishlady。
"Youhaveneverbeforespokenofmusic。"
"Perhapsnot,madam,"heanswered。"Onedoesnotoftenspeakofwhatonecaresformostofall。ButwhenIaminLondonIrarelymisshearingourbestplayers。"
Atthispointothersjoinedin,andthevariousmeritsofeminentpianistswerewarmlydiscussed。
"WhatawonderfulnamethatlittleEnglishladyhasmadeforherself!"
saidthemajor,whowasconsideredanauthorityonallsubjects。I
wouldgoanywheretohearMissThyraFlowerdew。Wealloughttobeveryproudofher。ShehastakeneventheGermanmusicalworldbystorm,andtheysayherrecitalsatParishavebeenbrilliantlysuccessful。ImyselfhaveheardheratNewYork,Leipsic,London,Berlin,andevenChicago。"
Thelittlegirlstirreduneasilyinherchair。
"Idon’tthinkMissFlowerdewhaseverbeentoChicago,"shesaid。
Therewasadeadsilence。TheadmirerofMissThyraFlowerdewlookedmuchannoyed,andtwiddledhiswatch-chain。Hehadmeanttosay"Philadelphia,"buthedidnotthinkitnecessarytoowntohismistake。
"Whatimpertinence!"saidoneoftheladiestoMissBlake。"Whatcansheknowaboutit?Isshenottheyoungpersonwhotunedthepiano?"
"PerhapsshetunesMissThyraFlowerdew’spiano!"suggestedMissBlake,inaloudwhisper。
"Youareright,madam,"saidthelittlegirl,quietly。"IhaveoftentunedMissFlowerdew’spiano。"
Therewasanotherembarrassingsilence;andthenalovelyoldlady,whomeveryonereverenced,cametotherescue。
"Ithinkherplayingissimplysuperb,"shesaid。"NothingthatIeverhearsatisfiesmesoentirely。Shehasallthetendernessofanangel’stouch。"
"Listeningtoher,"saidthemajor,whohadnowrecoveredfromhisannoyanceatbeinginterrupted,"onebecomesunconsciousofherpresence,forshe/isthemusicitself/。Andthatisrare。Itisbutseldomnowadaysthatweareallowedtoforgetthepersonalityoftheplayer。Andyetherpersonalityisanunusualone;havingonceseenher,itwouldnotbeeasytoforgether。Ishouldrecogniseheranywhere。"
Ashespoke,heglancedatthelittletuner,andcouldnothelpadmiringherdignifiedcomposureundercircumstanceswhichmighthavebeendistressingtoanyone;andwhensherosewiththeothershefollowedher,andsaidstiffly:
"IregretthatIwastheindirectcauseofputtingyouinanawkwardposition。"
"Itisreallyofnoconsequence,"shesaid,brightly。"IfyouthinkI
wasimpertinent,Iaskyourforgiveness。Ididnotmeantobeofficious。ThewordswerespokenbeforeIwasawareofthem。"
Shepassedintothesalon,whereshefoundaquietcornerforherself,andreadsomeofthenewspapers。Noonetooktheslightestnoticeofher;notawordwasspokentoher;butwhensherelievedthecompanyofherpresenceherimpertinencewascommentedon。
"IamsorrythatsheheardwhatIsaid,"remarkedMissBlake;"butshedidnotseemtomind。Theseyoungwomenwhogooutintotheworldlosetheedgeoftheirsensitivenessandfemininity。Ihavealwaysobservedthat。"
"Howmuchtheyaresparedthen!"answeredsomeone。
Meanwhilethelittlegirlsleptsoundly。Shehadmerrydreams,andfinallywokeuplaughing。Shehurriedoverherbreakfast,andthenstoodreadytogoforabutterflyhunt。Shelookedthoroughlyhappy,andevidentlyhadfound,andwasholdingtightly,thekeytolife’senjoyment。
OswaldEverardwaswaitingonthebalcony,andheremindedherthatheintendedtogowithher。
"Comealongthen,"sheanswered;"wemustnotloseamoment。"
Theycaughtbutterflies;theypickedflowers;theyran;theylingeredbythewayside;theysang;theyclimbed,andhemarvelledathereasyspeed。Nothingseemedtotireher,andeverythingseemedtodelighther——theflowers,thebirds,theclouds,thegrasses,andthefragranceofthepinewoods。
"Isitnotgoodtolive?"shecried。"Isitnotsplendidtotakeinthescentedair?Drawinasmanylongbreathsasyoucan。Isn’titgood?Don’tyoufeelnowasthoughyouwerereadytomovemountains?I
do。WhatadearoldnurseNatureis!Howshepetsus,andgivesusthebestofhertreasures!"
HerhappinessinvadedOswaldEverard’ssoul,andhefeltlikeaschool-boyoncemore,rejoicinginafinedayandhisliberty,withnothingtospoilthefreshnessoftheair,andnothingtothreatenthefreedomofthemoment。
"Isitnotgoodtolive?"hecried。"Yes,indeeditis,ifweknowhowtoenjoy。"
Theyhadcomeuponsomehaymakers,andthelittlegirlhasteneduptohelpthem,laughingandtalkingtothewomen,andhelpingthemtopileupthehayontheshouldersofabroad-backedman,whothenconveyedhisburdentoapear-shapedstack。OswaldEverardwatchedhiscompanionforamoment,andthen,quiteforgettinghisdignityasanamateurtenorsinger,hetoolenthisaid,anddidnotleaveoffuntilhiscompanionsankexhaustedontheground。
"Oh,"shelaughed,"whatdelightfulworkforaveryshorttime!Comealong;letusgointothatbrownchatletyonderandaskforsomemilk。
Iamsimplyparchedwiththirst。Thankyou,butIprefertocarrymyownflowers。"
"Whatanindependentlittleladyyouare!"hesaid。
"Itisquitenecessaryinourprofession,Icanassureyou,"shesaid,withatoneofmischiefinhervoice。"Thatremindsmethatmyprofessionisevidentlynotlookeduponwithanyfavourbythevisitorsatthehotel。IamheartbrokentothinkthatIhavenotwontheesteemofthatladyinthebillycockhat。Whatwillshesaytoyouforcomingoutwithme?Andwhatwillshesayofmeforallowingyoutocome?Iwonderwhethershewillsay,’Howunfeminine!’IwishI
couldhearher!"
"Idon’tsupposeyoucare,"hesaid。"Youseemtobeawildlittlebird。"
"Idon’tcarewhatapersonofthatdescriptionsays,"repliedhiscompanion。
"Whatonearthmadeyoucontradictthemajoratdinnerlastnight?"heasked。"Iwasnotatthetable,butsomeonetoldmeoftheincident;
andIfeltverysorryaboutit。WhatcouldyouknowofMissThyraFlowerdew?"
"Well,consideringthatsheisinmyprofession,ofcourseIknowsomethingabouther,"saidthelittlegirl。
"Confounditall!"hesaid,ratherrudely。"Surelythereissomedifferencebetweenthebellows-blowerandtheorganist。"
"Absolutelynone,"sheanswered;"merelyavariationoftheoriginaltheme!"
Asshespokesheknockedatthedoorofthechalet,andaskedtheolddametogivethemsomemilk。Theysatinthe/Stube/,andthelittlegirllookedabout,andadmiredthespinning-wheelandthequaintchairsandthequeeroldjugsandthepicturesonthewalls。
"Ah,butyoushallseetheotherroom,"theoldpeasantwomansaid;
andsheledthemintoasmallapartmentwhichwasevidentlyintendedforastudy。Itboreevidencesofunusualtasteandcare,andonecouldseethatsomelovinghandhadbeentryingtomakeitarealsanctumofrefinement。Therewasevenasmallpiano。Acarvedbook-
rackwasfastenedtothewall。
Theolddamedidnotspeakatfirst;shegavehergueststimetorecoverfromtheastonishmentwhichshefelttheymustbeexperiencing;thenshepointedproudlytothepiano。
"Iboughtthatformydaughters,"shesaid,withastrangemixtureofsadnessandtriumph。"Iwantedtokeepthemathomewithme,andI
savedandsaved,andgotenoughmoneytobuythepiano。Theyhadalwayswantedtohaveone,andIthoughttheywouldthenstaywithme。
Theylikedmusicandbooks,andIknewtheywouldbegladtohavearoomoftheirownwheretheymightreadandplayandstudy;andsoI
gavethemthiscorner。"
"Well,mother,"askedthelittlegirl,"andwherearetheythisafternoon?"
"Ah,"sheansweredsadly,"theydidnotcaretostay;butitwasnaturalenough,andIwasfoolishtogrieve。Besides,theycometoseeme。"
"Andthentheyplaytoyou?"askedthelittlegirl,gently。
"Theysaythepianoisoutoftune,"theolddamesaid。"Idon’tknow。
Perhapsyoucantell。"
Thelittlegirlsatdowntothepiano,andstruckafewchords。
"Yes,"shesaid;"itisbadlyoutoftune。Givemethetuning-hammer。
Iamsorry,"sheadded,smilingatOswaldEverard,"butIcannotneglectmyduty。Don’twaitforme。"
"Iwillwaitforyou,"hesaid,sullenly;andhewentintothebalconyandsmokedhispipe,andtriedtopossesshissoulinpatience。
Whenshehadfaithfullydoneherworksheplayedafewsimplemelodies,suchassheknewtheoldwomanwouldloveandunderstand;
andsheturnedawaywhenshesawthatthelistener’seyesweremoist。
"Playonceagain,"theoldwomanwhispered。"Iamdreamingofbeautifulthings。"
Sothelittletunertouchedthekeysagainwithallthetendernessofanangel。
"Tellyourdaughters,"shesaid,assherosetosaygood-bye,"thatthepianoisnowingoodtune。Thentheywillplaytoyouthenexttimetheycome。"
"Ishallalwaysrememberyou,mademoiselle,"theoldwomansaid;and,almostunconsciously,shetookthechildishfaceandkissedit。
OswaldEverardwaswaitinginthehay-fieldforhiscompanion;andwhensheapologisedtohimforthislittleprofessionalintermezzo,asshecalledit,herecoveredfromhissulkinessandreadjustedhisnerves,whichthenoiseofthetuninghadsomewhatdisturbed。
"Itwasverygoodofyoutotunetheolddame’spiano,"hesaid,lookingatherwithrenewedinterest。
"Someonehadtodoit,ofcourse,"sheanswered,brightly,"andIamgladthechancefelltome。Whatacomfortitistothinkthatthenexttimethosedaughterscometoseehertheywillplaytoherandmakeherveryhappy!Poorolddear!"
"Youpuzzlemegreatly,"hesaid。"Icannotforthelifeofmethinkwhatmadeyouchooseyourcalling。Youmusthavemanygifts;anyonewhotalkswithyoumustseethatatonce。Andyouplayquitenicely,too。"
"Iamsorrythatmyprofessionsticksinyourthroat,"sheanswered。
"DobethankfulthatIamnothingworsethanatuner。ForImightbesomethingworse——asnob,forinstance。"
And,sospeaking,shedashedafterabutterfly,andlefthimtorecoverfromherwords。Hewasconsciousofhavingdeservedareproof;
andwhenatlastheovertookherhesaidasmuch,andaskedforherkindindulgence。
"Iforgiveyou,"shesaid,laughing。"YouandIarenotlookingatthingsfromthesamepointofview;butwehavehadasplendidmorningtogether,andIhaveenjoyedeveryminuteofit。Andto-morrowIgoonmyway。"
"Andto-morrowyougo,"herepeated。"Canitnotbethedayafterto-morrow?"
"Iamabirdofpassage,"shesaid,shakingherhead。"Youmustnotseektodetainme。Ihavetakenmyrest,andoffIgotootherclimes。"
Theyhadarrivedatthehotel,andOswaldEverardsawnomoreofhiscompanionuntiltheevening,whenshecamedownratherlatefor/tabled’hote/。Shehurriedoverherdinnerandwentintothesalon。Sheclosedthedoor,andsatdowntothepiano,andlingeredtherewithouttouchingthekeys;onceortwicesheraisedherhands,andthensheletthemrestonthenotes,and,halfunconsciously,theybegantomoveandmakesweetmusic;andthentheydriftedintoSchumann’s"Abendlied,"andthenthelittlegirlplayedsomeofhis"Kinderscenen,"andsomeofhis"FantasieStucke,"andsomeofhissongs。
Hertouchandfeelingwereexquisite,andherphrasingbetrayedthetruemusician。Thestrainsofmusicreachedthedining-room,and,onebyone,theguestscamecreepingin,movedbythemusicandanxioustoseethemusician。
Thelittlegirldidnotlookup;shewasinaSchumannmoodthatevening,andonlytheplayersofSchumannknowwhatenthrallingpossessionhetakesoftheirveryspirit。Allthepassionandpathosandwildnessandlonginghadfoundaninspiredinterpreter;andthosewholistenedtoherwereheldbythemagicwhichwasherownsecret,andwhichhadwonforhersuchhonourascomesonlytothefew。SheunderstoodSchumann’smusic,andwasatherbestwithhim。
Hadshe,perhaps,chosentoplayhismusicthiseveningbecauseshewishedtobeatherbest?Orwasshemerelybeingimpelledbyanoverwhelmingforcewithinher?Perhapsitwassomethingofboth。
Wasshewishingtohumiliatethesepeoplewhohadreceivedhersocoldly?Thislittlegirlwasonlyhuman;perhapstherewassomethingofthatfeelingtoo。Whocantell?ButsheplayedasshehadneverplayedinLondon,orParis,orBerlin,orNewYork,orPhiladelphia。
Atlastshearrivedatthe"Carnaval,"andthosewhoheardherdeclaredafterwardthattheyhadneverlistenedtoamoremagnificentrendering。Thetendernesswassorestrained;thevigourwassorefined。Whenthelastnotesofthatspirited"MarchedesDavidsbundlercontrelesPhilistins"haddiedaway,sheglancedatOswaldEverard,whowasstandingnearheralmostdazed。
"Andnowmyfavouritepieceofall,"shesaid;andsheatoncebeganthe"SecondNovelette,"thefinestoftheeight,butseldomplayedinpublic。
Whatcanonesayofthewildrushoftheleadingtheme,andthepatheticlongingoftheintermezzo?……Themurmuringdyingnotes,Thatfallassoftassnowonthesea;
andThepassionatestrainthat,deeplygoing,Refinesthebosomittremblesthrough。
Whatcanonesayofthosevagueaspirationsandfinestthoughtswhichpossesstheverydullestamonguswhensuchmusicasthatwhichthelittlegirlhadchosencatchesusandkeepsus,ifonlyforapassingmoment,butthatmomentoftherarestworthandlovelinessinourunlovelylives?
Whatcanonesayofthehighestmusicexceptthat,likedeath,itisthegreatleveller:itgathersusalltoitstenderkeeping——andwerest。
Thelittlegirlceasedplaying。Therewasnotasoundtobeheard;themagicwasstillholdingherlisteners。Whenatlasttheyhadfreedthemselveswithasigh,theypressedforwardtogreether。
"Thereisonlyonepersonwhocanplaylikethat,"criedthemajor,withsuddeninspiration——"sheisMissThyraFlowerdew。"
Thelittlegirlsmiled。
"Thatismyname,"shesaid,simply;andsheslippedoutoftheroom。
Thenextmorning,atanearlyhour,thebirdofpassagetookherflightonward,butshewasnotdestinedtogooffunobserved。OswaldEverardsawthelittlefigureswingingalongtheroad,andsheovertookher。
"Youlittlewildbird!"hesaid。"Andsothiswasyourgreatidea——tohaveyourfunoutofusall,andthenplaytousandmakeusfeelI
don’tknowhow,andthentogo。"
"Yousaidthecompanywantedstirringup,"sheanswered,"andIratherfancyIhavestirredthemup。"
"Andwhatdoyousupposeyouhavedoneforme?"heasked。
"IhopeIhaveprovedtoyouthatthebellows-blowerandtheorganistaresometimesidentical,"sheanswered。
Butheshookhishead。
"Littlewildbird,"hesaid,"youhavegivenmeagreatidea,andI
willtellyouwhatitis:/totameyou/。Sogood-byeforthepresent。"
"Good-bye,"shesaid。"Butwildbirdsarenotsoeasilytamed。"
Thenshewavedherhandoverherhead,andwentonherwaysinging。
KOOSJE:ASTUDYOFDUTCHLIFE
byJOHNSTRANGEWINTER
HernamewasKoosjevanKampen,andshelivedinUtrecht,thatmostquaintofquaintcities,theVeniceoftheNorth。
AllherlifehadbeenpassedundertheshadowofthegrandoldDomKerk;shehadplayedbo-peepbehindthecolumnsandarcadesoftheruined,moss-growncloisters;hadslippedupandfallendownthestepsleadingtothe/grachts/;hadonceortwice,inthisveryearlylife,beenfishedoutofthosesameslimy,stagnantwaters;hadwanderedunderthegreatlindensintheBaan,andgazedcuriouslyupatthestork’snestinthetreebytheVeterinarySchool;hadpatteredaboutthehollow-soundingstreetsinhernoisywooden/klompen/;haddancedandlaughed,hadquarrelledandwept,andfoughtandmadefriendsagain,tothetuneofthesilverchimeshighupintheDom——chimesthatweresometimesold/Nederlandsche/hymns,sometimesMendelssohn’smelodiesandtender"LiederohneWorte。"
Butthatwaseversolongago,andnowshehadleftherrompingchildhoodbehindher,andhadbecomeamaid-servant——averydignifiedandaristocraticmaid-servantindeed——withnolessasumthaneightpoundstenayearinwages。
Shelivedinthehouseofaprofessor,whodweltontheMunsterKerkhoff,oneofthemostaristocraticpartsofthatwonderfullyaristocraticcity;andonceortwiceeveryweekyoumighthaveseenher,ifyouhadbeentheretosee,busilyengagedinwashingtheredtileandblueslatepathwayinfrontoftheprofessor’shouse。Youwouldhaveseenthatshewasverypleasanttolookat,thisKoosje,verycomelyandclean,whethershehappenedtobeverybusy,orwhetherithadbeenSunday,and,withherverybestgownon,shewasoutforapromenadeintheBaan,afterdulygoingtoserviceasregularlyastheSabbathdawnedinthegrandoldGothicchoirofthecathedral。
Duringtheweeksheworealwaysthesamecostumeasdoeseveryotherservantinthecountry:askirtofblackstuff,shortenoughtoshowapairofveryneat-setandwell-turnedankles,cladinclothshoesandknittedstockingsthatshowednowrinkles;overtheskirtabodiceandakirtleoflilac,madewithaneatlygatheredfrillingaboutherroundbrownthroat;abovethefrillingfiveorsixrowsofunpolishedgarnetbeadsfastenedbyamassiveclaspofgoldfiligree,andonherheadaspotlesswhitecaptiedwithaneatbowunderherchin——asneat,letmetellyou,asanEnglishman’stieataparty。
ButitwasonSundaythatKoosjeshoneforthinallthegloryofablackgownandherjewellery——withgreatear-ringstomatchtheclaspofhernecklace,andaheavychainandcrosstomatchthatagain,andoneortworings;whileonherheadsheworeanimmensecap,muchtoobigtoputabonnetover,thoughforwalkingshewasmostparticulartohavegloves。
Then,indeed,shewasayoungpersontobetreatedwithrespect,andwithrespectshewasundoubtedlytreated。Asshepassedalongthequaint,resoundingstreets,manyaheadwasturnedtolookafterher;
butKoosjewentonherwaylikethestaidmaidenshewas,dulyimpressedwiththefactthatshewasprincipalservantofProfessorvanDijck,themostcelebratedauthorityonthestudyofosteologyinEurope。SoKoosjeneverheededthelooks,turnedherheadneithertotherightnortotheleft,butwentsedatelyonherbusinessorpleasure,whicheverithappenedtobe。
Itwasnotlikelythatsuchatreasurecouldremainlongunnoticedandunsoughtafter。ServantsintheNetherlands,Ihear,arenotsogoodbutthattheymightbebetter;andmostpeopleknewwhatatreasureProfessorvanDijckhadinhisKoosje。However,astheprofessorconscientiouslyraisedherwagesfromtimetotime,Koosjeneverthoughtofleavinghim。
Butthereisonebribenowomancanresist——thebribethatisofferedbylove。AsProfessorvanDijckhadexpectedandfeared,thatbribeerelongwasheldouttoKoosje,andKoosjewastooweaktoresistit。
Notthathewishedhertodoso。Ifthegirlhadachanceofsettlingwellandhappilyforlife,hewouldbethelasttodreamofthrowinganyobstacleinherway。Hehadcometobeanoldmanhimself;helivedallalone,saveforhisservants,inagreat,ramblinghouse,whosehugeapartmentswereallsetoutwithhorribleanatomicalpreparationsandgrislyskeletons;and,thoughthestatelypassageswerepavedwithwhitemarble,andledintoroomswhichwouldeasilyhaveaccommodatedcrowdsofguests,hewentintonosocietysavethatofsavantsasoldandfossil-likeashimself;inotherwords,hewasanoldbachelorwholivedentirelyforhisprofessionandthestudyofthegreatmastersbytheinterpretationofagenuineoldStradivari。
Yettheoldprofessorhadamemory;herecalledthetimewhenhehadbeenyoungwhonowwasold——thetimewhenhisheartwasagooddealmoretender,hisbloodagreatdealwarmer,andhisfancyverymuchmoreeasilystirredthannowadays。Therewasadead-and-goneromancewhichhadbrokenhisheart,sentimentallyspeaking——aromancelongsincecrumbledintodust,whichhadsenthimforcomfortintothestudyofosteologyandthemusicoftheStradivari;yetthememorythereofmadehimconsiderablymorelenienttoKoosje’sweaknessthanKoosjeherselfhadeverexpectedtofindhim。
Notthatshehadintendedtotellhimatfirst;shewasonlythreeandtwenty,and,thoughJanvanderWeldewasasfineafellowascouldbeseeninUtrecht,andhadgoodwagesandsomethingputby,Koosjewasbynomeansinclinedtorushheadlongintomatrimonywithunduehurry。
Itwasmorepleasanttoliveintheprofessor’sgoodhouse,tohavedelightfulwalksarminarmwithJanunderthetreesintheBaanorroundtheSingels,partingunderthestarswithmanyalingeringwordandpromisetomeetagain。Itwasduringoneofthoseverypartingsthattheprofessorsuddenlybecameaware,ashewalkedplacidlyhome,ofthechangethathadcomeintoKoosje’slife。
However,Koosjetoldhimblushinglythatshedidnotwishtoleavehimjustatpresent;sohedidnottroublehimselfaboutthematter。Hewasawiseman,thisoldauthorityonosteology,andquotedoftentimes,"Sufficientuntothedayistheevilthereof。"
Sothecourtshipspedsmoothlyon,seemingforoncetocontradictthetruthoftheoldsaying,"Thecourseoftrueloveneverdidrunsmooth。"Thecourseoftheirlovedid,ofatruth,runmarvellouslysmoothindeed。Koosje,ifatriflecoy,waspleasantandsweet;Janasfineafellowaseverwaitedroundacorneronacoldwinternight。Sobrightlythehappydaysslippedby,whensuddenlyachangewaseffectedintheprofessor’shouseholdwhichmade,asamatterofcourse,somewhatofachangeinKoosje’slife。Itcameaboutinthiswise。
Koosjehadbeenonanerrandfortheprofessor,——onethathadkeptheroutofdoorssometime,——andithappenedthatthenightwasbitterlycold;thecold,indeed,wasfearful。TheairhadthatdamprawnesssonoticeableinDutchclimate,athickmistoverhungthecity,andadrizzlingraincamedownwithasteadypersistencesuchasquicklysoakedthroughthestoutestandthickestgarments。Thestreetswerewell-nighempty。Thegreatthoroughfare,theOudeGracht,wasalmostdeserted,andasKoosjehurriedalongtheMeinerbroederstraat——forshehadasecondcommissionthere——shedrewhergreatshawlmoretightlyroundher,mutteringcrossly,"Whatweather!yesterdaysowarm,to-daysocold。’Tisenoughtogiveonethefever。"
Shedeliveredhermessage,andranonthroughOudeKerkhoffasfastasherfeetcouldcarryher,when,justassheturnedthecornerintotheDomplein,afiercegustofwind,accompaniedbyablindingshowerofrain,assailedher;herfootcaughtagainstsomethingsoftandheavy,andshefell。
"Blessus!"sheejaculated,blankly。"Whatfoolhasleftabundleoutonthepathonsuchanight?Pitchdark,withhalfthelampsout,andrainandmistenoughtoblindone。"
Shegatheredherselfup,rubbingelbowsandkneesvigorously,castingthewhiledarkglancesattheobnoxiousbundlewhichhadcausedthedisaster。Justthenthewindwaslulled,thelampcloseathandgaveoutasteadylight,whichsheditsraysthroughthefoguponKoosjeandthebundle,fromwhich,tothegirl’shorroranddismay,cameafaintmoan。Quicklyshedrewnearer,whensheperceivedthatwhatshehadbelievedtobeabundlewasindeedawoman,apparentlyinthelaststageofexhaustion。
Koosjetriedtolifther;butthedead-weightwasbeyondher,youngandstrongasshewas。Thentherainandthewindcameonagaininfiercerguststhanbefore;thewoman’smoansgrewlouderandlouder,andwhattodoKoosjeknewnot。
Shestruggledonforthefewstepsthatlaybetweenherandtheprofessor’shouse,andthensherangapealwhichresoundedthroughtheechoingpassages,bringingDortje,theothermaid,runningout;
afterthemannerofherclass,imaginingallsortsofterriblecatastropheshadhappened。SheutteredacryofreliefwhensheperceiveditwasonlyKoosje,who,withoutvouchsafinganyexplanation,dashedpastherandranstraightintotheprofessor’sroom。
"Oprofessor!"shegaspedout;but,betweenhereffortstoremovethewoman,herstrugglewiththeelements,andherracedownthepassage,herbreathwasutterlygone。
Theprofessorlookedupfromhisbookandhistea-trayinsurprise。
ForamomenthethoughtthatKoosje,hisdomestictreasure,hadaltogethertakenleaveofhersenses;forshewasstreamingwithwater,coveredwithmud,andheadandcapwereinastateofdisorder,suchasneitherhenoranyoneelsehadeverseentheminsincethelasttimeshehadbeenfishedoutoftheNieuweGracht。
"Whatisthematter,Koosje?"heasked,regardinghergravelyoverhisspectacles。
"There’sawomanoutside——dying,"shepanted,"Ifelloverher。"
"Youhadbettertrytogetherinthen,"theoldgentlemansaid,inquitearelievedtone。"YouandDortjemustbringherin。Dear,dear,poorsoul!butitisadreadfulnight。"
Theoldgentlemanshiveredashespoke,anddrewalittlenearertothetallwhiteporcelainstove。
Itwas,ashehadsaidaminutebefore,aterriblenight。Hecouldhearthewindbeatingaboutthehouseandrattlingaboutthecasementsandmoaningdownthechimneys;andtothinkanypoorsoulshouldbeoutonsuchanight,/dying/!Heavenpreserveotherswhomightbebelatedorhouselessinanypartoftheworld!
Hefellintoafitofabstraction,——ahabitnotuncommonwithlearnedmen,——wonderingwhylifeshouldbesodifferentwithdifferentpeople;
whyheshouldbeinthatwarm,handsomeroom,withitssoftrichhangingsandcarpet,withitsbeautifulfurnitureofcarvedwood,itspictures,andtherarechinascatteredhereandthereamongthegrimarrayofskeletonswhichwerehisdelight。HewonderedwhyheshouldtakehisteaoutofcostlyandvaluableOrientalchina,sugarandcreamoutofantiquesilver,whileotherpoorsoulshadnoteaatall,andnothingtotakeitoutofeveniftheyhad。Hewonderedwhyheshouldhavealampunderhisteapotthatwasaverymarvelofarttransparencies;whyheshouldhaveeveryluxury,andthispoorcreatureshouldbedyinginthestreetamidthewindandtherain。Itwasallveryunequal。
Itwasveryodd,theprofessorargued,leaninghisbackagainstthetall,warmstove;itwasveryoddindeed。Hebegantofeelthat,grandasthestudyofosteologyundoubtedlyis,heoughtnottopermitittobecomesoengrossingastoblindhimtothestudyofthegreaterphilosophiesoflife。Hisreveriewas,however,brokenbytheabruptreentranceofKoosje,whothistimewasatriflelessbreathlessthanshehadbeenbefore。
"Wehavegotherintothekitchen,professor,"sheannounced。"Sheisachild——amerebaby,andsopretty!Shehasopenedhereyesandspoken。"
"Givehersomesoupandwine——hot,"saidtheprofessor,withoutstirring。
"Butwon’tyoucome?"sheasked。
Theprofessorhesitated;hehatedattendingincasesofillness,thoughhewasaproperlyqualifieddoctorandinanemergencywouldlayhisprejudiceaside。
"OrshallIrunacrossforthegoodDr。Smit?"Koosjeasked。"Hewouldcomeinaminute,onlyitis/such/anight!"
Atthatmomentafiercergustthanbeforerattledatthecasements,andtheprofessorlaidasidehisscruples。
Hefollowedhishousekeeperdownthechilly,marble-flaggedpassageintothekitchen,whereheneverwentformonthstogether——acoseyenough,pleasantplace,withadeepvalancehangingfromthemantel-
shelf,withmanygreatcopperpans,brightandshiningasnewgold,andfurnitureallscrubbedtothewhitenessofsnow。
Inanarm-chairbeforetheopenedstovesattherescuedgirl——aslight,golden-hairedthing,withwistfulblueeyesandafrightenedair。Everymomentshecaughtherbreathinahalf-hystericalsob,whileviolentshiversshookherfromheadtofoot。
Theprofessorwentandlookedatheroverhisspectacles,asifshehadbeensomecuriousspecimenofhisfavouritestudy;butatthesametimehekeptatarespectfuldistancefromher。
"Givehersomesoupandwine,"hesaid,atlength,puttinghishandsunderthetailsofhislongdressing-gownoffloweredcashmere。"Somesoupandwine——hot;andputhertobed。"
"Isshethentoremainforthenight?"Koosjeasked,alittlesurprised。
"Oh,don’tsendmeaway!"thegolden-hairedgirlbrokeout,inavoicethatwaspositivelyawail,andclaspingapairofpretty,slenderhandsinpiteoussupplication。
"Wheredoyoucomefrom?"theoldgentlemanasked,muchasifheexpectedshemightsuddenlyjumpupandbitehim。
"FromBeijerland,mynheer,"sheanswered,withasob。
"So!Koosje,sheisremarkablywelldressed,isshenot?"theprofessorsaid,glancingatthecostlylacehead-gear,theheavygoldhead-piece,whichlayonthetabletogetherwiththegreatgoldspiralornamentsandfiligreependants——adazzlingheadofrichness。Helooked,too,atthegirl’swhitehands,attherich,crape-ladengown,attheirdelicatebeauty,andshowerofwavinggoldenhair,which,releasedfromtheconfinementofthecapandhead-piece,floatedinarichmassofglitteringbeautyoverthepillowswhichhisservanthadplacedbeneathherhead。
Theprofessorwasold;theprofessorwaswhollygivenuptohisprofession,whichhejokinglycalledhissweetheart;and,thoughhecuthalfofhisacquaintancesinthestreetthroughinattentionandtheshortnessofhissight,hehadeyesinhishead,anduponoccasionscouldusethem。Hethereforerepeatedthequestion。
"Verywelldressedindeed,professor,"returnedKoosje,promptly。
"AndwhatareyoudoinginUtrecht——insuchaplightasthis,too?"heasked,stillkeepingatasafedistance。
"Omynheer,Iamallaloneintheworld,"sheanswered,herbluemistyeyesfilledwithtears。"Ihadamonthagoadear,good,kindfather,buthehasdied,andIamindeeddesolate。Ialwaysbelievedhimrich,andtothesethings,"withagesturethatincludedherdressandtheornamentsonthetable,"Ihaveeverbeenaccustomed。ThusIorderedwithoutconsiderationsuchclothesasIthoughtneedful。AndthenI
foundtherewasnothingforme——notahundredguilderstocallmyownwhenallwaspaid。"
"ButwhatbroughtyoutoUtrecht?"
"Hesentmehere,mynheer。Inhislastillness,onlyofthreedays’
duration,hebademegatheralltogetherandcometothiscity,whereIwastoaskforaMevrouwBaake,hiscousin。"
"MevrouwBaake,oftheSigarenFabrijk,"saidDortje,inanaside,totheothers。"IlivedservantwithherbeforeIcamehere。"
"Ihadheardverylittleabouther,onlymyfatherhadsometimesmentionedhiscousintome;theyhadoncebeenbetrothed,"thestrangercontinued。"ButwhenIreachedUtrechtIfoundshewasdead——
twoyearsdead;butwehadneverheardofit。"
"Dear,dear,dear!"exclaimedtheprofessor,pityingly。"Well,youhadbetterletKoosjeputyoutobed,andwewillseewhatcanbedoneforyouinthemorning。"
"AmItomakeupabed?"Koosjeasked,followinghimalongthepassage。
Theprofessorwheeledroundandfacedher。
"Shehadbettersleepintheguestroom,"hesaid,thoughtfully,regardlessofthecoldwhichstrucktohisslipperedfeetfromthemarblefloor。"Thatistheonlyroomwhichdoesnotcontainspecimensthatwouldprobablyfrightenthepoorchild。Iamverymuchafraid,Koosje,"heconcluded,doubtfully,"thatsheisalady;andwhatwearetodowithaladyIcan’tthink。"
Withthattheoldgentlemanshuffledofftohiscoseyroom,andKoosjeturnedbacktoherkitchen。
"He’llneverthinkofmarryingher,"musedKoosje,ratherblankly。Ifshehadspokenthethoughtstotheprofessorhimself,shewouldhavereceivedaveryemphaticassurancethat,muchasthestudyofosteologyandtheStradivarihadblindedhimtotheaffairsofthisworkadayworld,hewasnotyetsothoroughlyfoolishastojoinhisfossilisedwisdomtotheignoranceofachildofsixteenorseventeen。
However,onthemorrowmattersassumedasomewhatdifferentaspect。
GertrudevanFlooteprovedtobenotexactlyagentlewoman。Itistruethatherfatherhadbeenawell-to-domanforhisstationinlife,andhadverymuchspoiledandindulgedhisonemotherlesschild。Yethereducationwassoslightthatshecoulddolittlemorethanreadandwrite,besidesspeakingalittleEnglish,whichshehadpickedupfromtheyachtsmenfrequentinghernativetown。TheprofessorfoundshehadbeenbutadistantrelativeoftheMevrouwBaake,toseekwhomshehadcometoUtrecht,andthatshehadnokinsfolkuponwhomshecoulddepend——afactwhichaccountedfortheprofusionofherjewellery,allhergoldentrinketshavingdescendedtoherasheirlooms。
"Icanbeyourservant,mynheer,"shesuggested。"Indeed,Iamaveryusefulgirl,asyouwillfindifyouwillbuttryme。"
Now,asarule,theprofessorvigorouslysethisfaceagainstadmittingyoungservantsintohishouse。Theybrokehischina,theydisarrangedhisbones,theymeddledwithhispapers,andmadegeneralhavoc。So,intruth,hewasnotverywillingtohaveGertrudevanFlooteasapermanentmemberofhishousehold,andhesaidso。
ButKoosjehadtakenafancytothegirl;andhavinganeyetoherowndepartureatnoverydistantdate,——forshehadbeenbetrothedmorethantwoyears,——shepleadedsohardtokeepher,promisingtotrainherinalltheprofessor’sways,toteachherthevalueofoldchinaandosteologicspecimens,thateventually,withagooddealofgrumbling,theoldgentlemangaveway,and,beingawiseaswellasanoldgentleman,wentbacktohisstudies,dismissingKoosjeandthegirlalikefromhisthoughts。
JustatfirstTruide,poorchild,wascharmed。
Sheputawayhersplendidornaments,andsomelilacfrocksandblackskirtswerepurchasedforher。Herbox,whichshehadleftatthestation,suppliedallthatwasnecessaryforSunday。
Itwasgreatfun!Forawholeweekthisyoungpersondancedabouttheramblingoldhouse,playingatbeingaservant。Thenshebegantogrowalittlewearyofitall。Shehadbeenaccustomed,ofcourse,toperformingsuchofficesasallDutchladiesfulfil——thecareofchina,oflinen,thedustingofrooms,andthelike;butshehaddonethemasamistress,notasanunderling。Andthatwasnottheworst;itwaswhenitcametoherprettyfeethavingtobethrustintoklompen,andherhavingtotakeapailandsyringeandmopandcleanthewindowsandthepathwayandthefrontofthehouse,thatthegameofmaid-