Afterthatheturnedroundtome,andaskedveryanxiouslyifIhadanyobjectiontopartingwiththatsketch。
Itwastheleastinterestingdrawingofthecollection——merelyaviewinoneofthestreetsrunningbythebacksofthehousesinthePalaisRoyal。Somefourorfiveofthesehouseswerecomprisedintheview,whichwasofnoparticularusetomeinanyway,andwhichwastoovalueless,asaworkofart,formetothinkofsellingit。Ibeggedhisacceptanceofitatonce。Hethankedmequitewarmly;andthen,seeingthatIlookedalittlesurprisedattheoddselectionhehadmadefrommysketches,laughinglyaskedmeifIcouldguesswhyhehadbeensoanxioustobecomepossessedoftheviewwhichIhadgivenhim。
"Probably,"Ianswered,"thereissomeremarkablehistoricalassociationconnectedwiththatstreetatthebackofthePalaisRoyal,ofwhichIamignorant。"
"No,"saidMr。Faulkner;"atleastnonethat/I/knowof。Theonlyassociationconnectedwiththeplacein/my/mindisapurelypersonalassociation。Lookatthishouseinyourdrawing——thehousewiththewater-piperunningdownitfromtoptobottom。Ioncepassedanightthere——anightIshallneverforgettothedayofmydeath。Ihavehadsomeawkwardtravellingadventuresinmytime;but/that/adventure!
Well,nevermind,supposewebeginthesitting。Imakebutabadreturnforyourkindnessingivingmethesketchbythuswastingyourtimeinmeretalk。"
"Come!come!"thoughtI,ashewentbacktothesitter’schair,"I
shallseeyournaturalexpressiononyourfaceifIcanonlygetyoutotalkaboutthatadventure。"Itwaseasyenoughtoleadhimintherightdirection。Atthefirsthintfromme,hereturnedtothesubjectofthehouseinthebackstreet。Without,Ihope,showinganyunduecuriosity,IcontrivedtolethimseethatIfeltadeepinterestineverythinghenowsaid。Aftertwoorthreepreliminaryhesitations,heatlast,tomygreatjoy,fairlystartedonthenarrativeofhisadventure。Intheinterestofhissubjecthesooncompletelyforgotthathewassittingforhisportrait,——theveryexpressionthatIwantedcameoverhisface,——andmydrawingproceededtowardcompletion,intherightdirection,andtothebestpurpose。AteveryfreshtouchIfeltmoreandmorecertainthatIwasnowgettingthebetterofmygranddifficulty;andIenjoyedtheadditionalgratificationofhavingmyworklightenedbytherecitalofatruestory,whichpossessed,inmyestimation,alltheexcitementofthemostexcitingromance。
This,asIrecollectit,ishowMr。Faulknertoldmehisadventure。
THETRAVELLER’SSTORYOFA
TERRIBLYSTRANGEBED
Shortlyaftermyeducationatcollegewasfinished,IhappenedtobestayingatPariswithanEnglishfriend。Wewerebothyoungmenthen,andlived,Iamafraid,ratherawildlife,inthedelightfulcityofoursojourn。OnenightwewereidlingabouttheneighbourhoodofthePalaisRoyal,doubtfultowhatamusementweshouldnextbetakeourselves。MyfriendproposedavisittoFrascati’s;buthissuggestionwasnottomytaste。IknewFrascati’s,astheFrenchsayingis,byheart;hadlostandwonplentyoffive-francpiecesthere,merelyforamusement’ssake,untilitwasamusementnolonger,andwasthoroughlytired,infact,ofalltheghastlyrespectabilitiesofsuchasocialanomalyasarespectablegambling-house。"ForHeaven’ssake,"saidItomyfriend,"letusgosomewherewherewecanseealittlegenuine,blackguard,poverty-strickengamingwithnofalsegingerbreadglitterthrownoveritall。LetusgetawayfromfashionableFrascati’s,toahousewheretheydon’tmindlettinginamanwitharaggedcoat,oramanwithnocoat,raggedorotherwise。""Verywell,"saidmyfriend,"weneedn’tgooutofthePalaisRoyaltofindthesortofcompanyyouwant。Here’stheplacejustbeforeus;asblackguardaplace,byallreport,asyoucouldpossiblywishtosee。"Inanotherminutewearrivedatthedoorandenteredthehouse,thebackofwhichyouhavedrawninyoursketch。
Whenwegotupstairs,andhadleftourhatsandstickswiththedoorkeeper,wewereadmittedintothechiefgambling-room。Wedidnotfindmanypeopleassembledthere。But,fewasthemenwerewholookedupatusonourentrance,theywerealltypes——lamentablytruetypes——
oftheirrespectiveclasses。
Wehadcometoseeblackguards;butthesemenweresomethingworse。
Thereisacomicside,moreorlessappreciable,inallblackguardism——
heretherewasnothingbuttragedy——mute,weirdtragedy。Thequietintheroomwashorrible。Thethin,haggard,long-hairedyoungman,whosesunkeneyesfiercelywatchedtheturningupofthecards,neverspoke;
theflabby,fat-faced,pimplyplayer,whoprickedhispieceofpasteboardperseveringly,toregisterhowoftenblackwon,andhowoftenred——neverspoke;thedirty,wrinkledoldman,withthevultureeyesandthedarnedgreat-coat,whohadlosthislastsou,andstilllookedondesperately,afterhecouldplaynolonger——neverspoke。Eventhevoiceofthecroupiersoundedasifitwerestrangelydulledandthickenedintheatmosphereoftheroom。Ihadenteredtheplacetolaugh,butthespectaclebeforemewassomethingtoweepover。Isoonfounditnecessarytotakerefugeinexcitementfromthedepressionofspiritswhichwasfaststealingonme。UnfortunatelyIsoughtthenearestexcitement,bygoingtothetableandbeginningtoplay。Stillmoreunfortunately,astheeventwillshow,Iwon——wonprodigiously;
wonincredibly;wonatsucharatethattheregularplayersatthetablecrowdedroundme;andstaringatmystakeswithhungry,superstitiouseyes,whisperedtooneanotherthattheEnglishstrangerwasgoingtobreakthebank。
ThegamewasRougeetNoir。IhadplayedatitineverycityinEurope,without,however,thecareorthewishtostudytheTheoryofChances——
thatphilosopher’sstoneofallgamblers!Andagambler,inthestrictsenseoftheword,Ihadneverbeen。Iwasheart-wholefromthecorrodingpassionforplay。Mygamingwasamereidleamusement。I
neverresortedtoitbynecessity,becauseIneverknewwhatitwastowantmoney。IneverpractiseditsoincessantlyastolosemorethanI
couldafford,ortogainmorethanIcouldcoollypocketwithoutbeingthrownoffmybalancebymygoodluck。Inshort,Ihadhithertofrequentedgambling-tables——justasIfrequentedball-roomsandopera-
houses——becausetheyamusedme,andbecauseIhadnothingbettertodowithmyleisurehours。
Butonthisoccasionitwasverydifferent——now,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Ifeltwhatthepassionforplayreallywas。Mysuccessfirstbewildered,andthen,inthemostliteralmeaningoftheword,intoxicatedme。Incredibleasitmayappear,itisneverthelesstrue,thatIonlylostwhenIattemptedtoestimatechances,andplayedaccordingtopreviouscalculation。IfIlefteverythingtoluck,andstakedwithoutanycareorconsideration,Iwassuretowin——towininthefaceofeveryrecognizedprobabilityinfavourofthebank。Atfirstsomeofthemenpresentventuredtheirmoneysafelyenoughonmycolour;butIspeedilyincreasedmystakestosumswhichtheydarednotrisk。Oneafteranothertheyleftoffplaying,andbreathlesslylookedonatmygame。
Still,timeaftertime,Istakedhigherandhigher,andstillwon。Theexcitementintheroomrosetofeverpitch。Thesilencewasinterruptedbyadeep-mutteredchorusofoathsandexclamationsindifferentlanguages,everytimethegoldwasshovelledacrosstomysideofthetable——eventheimperturbablecroupierdashedhisrakeonthefloorina(French)furyofastonishmentatmysuccess。Butonemanpresentpreservedhisself-possession,andthatmanwasmyfriend。Hecametomyside,andwhisperinginEnglish,beggedmetoleavetheplace,satisfiedwithwhatIhadalreadygained。Imustdohimthejusticetosaythatherepeatedhiswarningsandentreatiesseveraltimes,andonlyleftmeandwentawayafterIhadrejectedhisadvice(Iwastoallintentsandpurposesgamblingdrunk)intermswhichrendereditimpossibleforhimtoaddressmeagainthatnight。
Shortlyafterhehadgone,ahoarsevoicebehindmecried:"Permitme,mydearsir——permitmetorestoretotheirproperplacetwonapoleonswhichyouhavedropped。Wonderfulluck,sir!Ipledgeyoumywordofhonour,asanoldsoldier,inthecourseofmylongexperienceinthissortofthing,Ineversawsuchluckasyours——never!Goon,sir——
/Sacremillebombes!/Goonboldly,andbreakthebank!"
Iturnedroundandsaw,noddingandsmilingatmewithinveteratecivility,atallman,dressedinafroggedandbraidedsurtout。IfI
hadbeeninmysenses,Ishouldhaveconsideredhim,personally,asbeingratherasuspiciousspecimenofanoldsoldier。Hehadgogglingbloodshoteyes,mangymoustaches,andabrokennose。Hisvoicebetrayedabarrack-roomintonationoftheworstorder,andhehadthedirtiestpairofhandsIeversaw——eveninFrance。Theselittlepersonalpeculiaritiesexercised,however,norepellinginfluenceonme。Inthemadexcitement,therecklesstriumphofthatmoment,Iwasreadyto"fraternize"withanybodywhoencouragedmeinmygame。Iacceptedtheoldsoldier’sofferedpinchofsnuff;clappedhimontheback,andsworehewasthehonestestfellowintheworld——themostgloriousrelicoftheGrandArmythatIhadevermetwith。"Goon!"criedmymilitaryfriend,snappinghisfingersinecstasy——"Goon,andwin!Breakthebank——/Milletonnerres!/mygallantEnglishcomrade,breakthebank!"
AndI/did/goon——wentonatsucharate,thatinanotherquarterofanhourthecroupiercalledout,"Gentlemen,thebankhasdiscontinuedforto-night。"Allthenotes,andallthegoldinthat"bank"nowlayinaheapundermyhands;thewholefloatingcapitalofthegambling-
housewaswaitingtopourintomypockets!
"Tieupthemoneyinyourpocket-handkerchief,myworthysir,"saidtheoldsoldier,asIwildlyplungedmyhandsintomyheapofgold。"Tieitup,asweusedtotieupabitofdinnerintheGrandArmy;yourwinningsaretooheavyforanybreeches-pocketsthateverweresewed。
There!that’sit——shovelthemin,notesandall!/Credie!/whatluck!
Stop!anothernapoleononthefloor!Ah!/sacrepetitpolissondeNapoleon!/haveIfoundtheeatlast?Nowthen,sir——twotightdoubleknotseachwaywithyourhonourablepermission,andthemoney’ssafe。
Feelit!feelit,fortunatesir!hardandroundasacannon-ball——/Ah,bah!/iftheyhadonlyfiredsuchcannon-ballsatusatAusterlitz——
/nomd’unepipe!/iftheyonlyhad!Andnow,asanancientgrenadier,asanex-braveoftheFrencharmy,whatremainsformetodo?Iaskwhat?Simplythis:toentreatmyvaluedEnglishfriendtodrinkabottleofchampagnewithme,andtoastthegoddessFortuneinfoaminggobletsbeforewepart!"
"Excellentex-brave!Convivialancientgrenadier!Champagnebyallmeans!AnEnglishcheerforanoldsoldier!Hurrah!hurrah!AnotherEnglishcheerforthegoddessFortune!Hurrah!hurrah!hurrah!"
"Bravo!theEnglishman;theamiable,graciousEnglishman,inwhoseveinscirculatesthevivaciousbloodofFrance!Anotherglass?/Ah,bah!/——thebottleisempty!Nevermind!/Vivelevin!/I,theoldsoldier,orderanotherbottle,andhalfapoundofbonbonswithit!"
"No,no,ex-brave;never——ancientgrenadier!/Your/bottlelasttime;
mybottlethis。Beholdit!Toastaway!TheFrenchArmy!thegreatNapoleon!thepresentcompany!thecroupier!thehonestcroupier’swifeanddaughters——ifhehasany!theLadiesgenerally!everybodyintheworld!"
Bythetimethesecondbottleofchampagnewasemptied,IfeltasifI
hadbeendrinkingliquidfire——mybrainseemedallaflame。Noexcessinwinehadeverhadthiseffectonmebeforeinmylife。WasittheresultofastimulantactinguponmysystemwhenIwasinahighlyexcitedstate?Wasmystomachinaparticularlydisorderedcondition?
Orwasthechampagneamazinglystrong?
"Ex-braveoftheFrenchArmy!"criedI,inamadstateofexhilaration,"Iamonfire!howareyou?Youhavesetmeonfire。Doyouhear,myheroofAusterlitz?Letushaveathirdbottleofchampagnetoputtheflameout!"
Theoldsoldierwaggedhishead,rolledhisgoggle-eyes,untilI
expectedtoseethemslipoutoftheirsockets;placedhisdirtyforefingerbythesideofhisbrokennose;solemnlyejaculated"Coffee!"andimmediatelyranoffintoaninnerroom。
Thewordpronouncedbytheeccentricveteranseemedtohaveamagicaleffectontherestofthecompanypresent。Withoneaccordtheyallrosetodepart。Probablytheyhadexpectedtoprofitbymyintoxication;butfindingthatmynewfriendwasbenevolentlybentonpreventingmefromgettingdeaddrunk,hadnowabandonedallhopeofthrivingpleasantlyonmywinnings。Whatevertheirmotivemightbe,atanyratetheywentawayinabody。Whentheoldsoldierreturned,andsatdownagainoppositetomeatthetable,wehadtheroomtoourselves。Icouldseethecroupier,inasortofvestibulewhichopenedoutofit,eatinghissupperinsolitude。Thesilencewasnowdeeperthanever。
Asuddenchange,too,hadcomeoverthe"ex-brave"。Heassumedaportentouslysolemnlook;andwhenhespoketomeagain,hisspeechwasornamentedbynooaths,enforcedbynofinger-snapping,enlivenedbynoapostrophesorexclamations。
"Listen,mydearsir,"saidhe,inmysteriouslyconfidentialtones——
"listentoanoldsoldier’sadvice。Ihavebeentothemistressofthehouse(averycharmingwoman,withageniusforcookery!)toimpressonherthenecessityofmakingussomeparticularlystrongandgoodcoffee。Youmustdrinkthiscoffeeinordertogetridofyourlittleamiableexaltationofspiritsbeforeyouthinkofgoinghome——you/must/,mygoodandgraciousfriend!Withallthatmoneytotakehometo-night,itisasacreddutytoyourselftohaveyourwitsaboutyou。
Youareknowntobeawinnertoanenormousextentbyseveralgentlemenpresentto-night,who,inacertainpointofview,areveryworthyandexcellentfellows;buttheyaremortalmen,mydearsir,andtheyhavetheiramiableweaknesses。NeedIsaymore?Ah,no,no!youunderstandme!Now,thisiswhatyoumustdo——sendforacabrioletwhenyoufeelquitewellagain——drawupallthewindowswhenyougetintoit——andtellthedrivertotakeyouhomeonlythroughthelargeandwell-
lightedthoroughfares。Dothis;andyouandyourmoneywillbesafe。Dothis;andto-morrowyouwillthankanoldsoldierforgivingyouawordofhonestadvice。"
Justastheex-braveendedhisorationinverylachrymosetones,thecoffeecamein,readypouredoutintwocups。Myattentivefriendhandedmeoneofthecupswithabow。Iwasparchedwiththirst,anddrankitoffatadraught。Almostinstantlyafterwards,Iwasseizedwithafitofgiddiness,andfeltmorecompletelyintoxicatedthanever。Theroomwhirledroundandroundfuriously;theoldsoldierseemedtoberegularlybobbingupanddownbeforemelikethepistonofasteam-engine。Iwashalfdeafenedbyaviolentsinginginmyears;afeelingofutterbewilderment,helplessness,idiocy,overcameme。I
rosefrommychair,holdingonbythetabletokeepmybalance;andstammeredoutthatIfeltdreadfullyunwell——sounwellthatIdidnotknowhowIwastogethome。
"Mydearfriend,"answeredtheoldsoldier——andevenhisvoiceseemedtobebobbingupanddownashespoke——"mydearfriend,itwouldbemadnesstogohomein/your/state;youwouldbesuretoloseyourmoney;youmightberobbedandmurderedwiththegreatestease。/I/amgoingtosleephere;doyousleephere,too——theymakeupcapitalbedsinthishouse——takeone;sleepofftheeffectsofthewine,andgohomesafelywithyourwinningsto-morrow——to-morrow,inbroaddaylight。"
Ihadbuttwoideasleft:one,thatImustneverletgoholdofmyhandkerchieffullofmoney;theother,thatImustliedownsomewhereimmediately,andfalloffintoacomfortablesleep。SoIagreedtotheproposalaboutthebed,andtooktheofferedarmoftheoldsoldier,carryingmymoneywithmydisengagedhand。Precededbythecroupier,wepassedalongsomepassagesandupaflightofstairsintothebedroomwhichIwastooccupy。Theex-braveshookmewarmlybythehand,proposedthatweshouldbreakfasttogether,andthen,followedbythecroupier,leftmeforthenight。
Irantothewash-handstand;dranksomeofthewaterinmyjug;pouredtherestout,andplungedmyfaceintoit;thensatdowninachairandtriedtocomposemyself。Isoonfeltbetter。Thechangeformylungs,fromthefetidatmosphereofthegambling-roomtothecoolairoftheapartmentInowoccupied,thealmostequallyrefreshingchangeformyeyes,fromtheglaringgaslightsofthe"salon"tothedim,quietflickerofonebedroomcandle,aidedwonderfullytherestorativeeffectsofcoldwater。Thegiddinessleftme,andIbegantofeelalittlelikeareasonablebeingagain。Myfirstthoughtwasoftheriskofsleepingallnightinagambling-house;mysecond,ofthestillgreaterriskoftryingtogetoutafterthehousewasclosed,andofgoinghomealoneatnightthroughthestreetsofPariswithalargesumofmoneyaboutme。Ihadsleptinworseplacesthanthisonmytravels;
soIdeterminedtolock,bolt,andbarricademydoor,andtakemychancetillthenextmorning。
Accordingly,Isecuredmyselfagainstallintrusion;lookedunderthebed,andintothecupboard;triedthefasteningofthewindow;andthen,satisfiedthatIhadtakeneveryproperprecaution,pulledoffmyupperclothing,putmylight,whichwasadimone,onthehearthamongafeatherylitterofwood-ashes,andgotintobed,withthehandkerchieffullofmoneyundermypillow。
IsoonfeltnotonlythatIcouldnotgotosleep,butthatIcouldnotevenclosemyeyes。Iwaswideawake,andinahighfever。Everynerveinmybodytrembled——everyoneofmysensesseemedtobepreternaturallysharpened。Itossedandrolled,andtriedeverykindofposition,andperseveringlysoughtoutthecoldcornersofthebed,andalltonopurpose。NowIthrustmyarmsovertheclothes;nowIpokedthemundertheclothes;nowIviolentlyshotmylegsstraightoutdowntothebottomofthebed;nowIconvulsivelycoiledthemupasnearmychinastheywouldgo;nowIshookoutmycrumpledpillow,changedittothecoolside,patteditflat,andlaydownquietlyonmyback;nowIfiercelydoubleditintwo,setituponend,thrustitagainsttheboardofthebed,andtriedasittingposture。Everyeffortwasinvain;IgroanedwithvexationasIfeltthatIwasinforasleeplessnight。
WhatcouldIdo?Ihadnobooktoread。Andyet,unlessIfoundoutsomemethodofdivertingmymind,IfeltcertainthatIwasintheconditiontoimagineallsortsofhorrors;torackmybrainwithforebodingsofeverypossibleandimpossibledanger;inshort,topassthenightinsufferingallconceivablevarietiesofnervousterror。
Iraisedmyselfonmyelbow,andlookedabouttheroom——whichwasbrightenedbyalovelymoonlightpouringstraightthroughthewindow——
toseeifitcontainedanypicturesorornamentsthatIcouldatallclearlydistinguish。Whilemyeyeswanderedfromwalltowall,aremembranceofLeMaistre’sdelightfullittlebook,"VoyageautourdemaChambre,"occurredtome。IresolvedtoimitatetheFrenchauthor,andfindoccupationandamusementenoughtorelievethetediumofmywakefulness,bymakingamentalinventoryofeveryarticleoffurnitureIcouldsee,andbyfollowinguptotheirsourcesthemultitudeofassociationswhichevenachair,atable,orawash-handstandmaybemadetocallforth。
Inthenervousunsettledstateofmymindatthatmoment,Ifounditmucheasiertomakemyinventorythantomakemyreflections,andthereuponsoongaveupallhopeofthinkinginLeMaistre’sfancifultrack——or,indeed,ofthinkingatall。Ilookedabouttheroomatthedifferentarticlesoffurniture,anddidnothingmore。
Therewas,first,thebedIwaslyingin;afour-postbed,ofallthingsintheworldtomeetwithinParis——yes,athoroughlyclumsyBritishfour-poster,withtheregulartoplinedwithchintz——theregularfringedvalanceallround——theregularstifling,unwholesomecurtains,whichIrememberedhavingmechanicallydrawnbackagainstthepostswithoutparticularlynoticingthebedwhenIfirstgotintotheroom。Thentherewasthemarble-toppedwash-handstand,fromwhichthewaterIhadspilled,inmyhurrytopouritout,wasstilldripping,slowlyandmoreslowly,ontothebrickfloor。Thentwosmallchairs,withmycoat,waistcoat,andtrousersflungonthem。Thenalargeelbow-chaircoveredwithdirty-whitedimity,withmycravatandshirtcollarthrownovertheback。Thenachestofdrawerswithtwoofthebrasshandlesoff,andatawdry,brokenchinainkstandplacedonitbywayofornamentforthetop。Thenthedressing-table,adornedbyaverysmalllooking-glass,andaverylargepincushion。Thenthewindow——anunusuallylargewindow。Thenadarkoldpicture,whichthefeeblecandledimlyshowedme。ItwasapictureofafellowinahighSpanishhat,crownedwithaplumeoftoweringfeathers。Aswarthy,sinisterruffian,lookingupward,shadinghiseyeswithhishand,andlookingintentlyupward——itmightbeatsometallgallowsatwhichhewasgoingtobehanged。Atanyrate,hehadtheappearanceofthoroughlydeservingit。
Thispictureputakindofconstraintuponmetolookupwardtoo——atthetopofthebed。Itwasagloomyandnotaninterestingobject,andIlookedbackatthepicture。Icountedthefeathersintheman’shat——
theystoodoutinrelief——threewhite,twogreen。Iobservedthecrownofhishat,whichwasofconicalshape,accordingtothefashionsupposedtohavebeenfavouredbyGuidoFawkes。Iwonderedwhathewaslookingupat。Itcouldn’tbeatthestars;suchadesperadowasneitherastrologernorastronomer。Itmustbeatthehighgallows,andhewasgoingtobehangedpresently。Wouldtheexecutionercomeintopossessionofhisconicalcrownedhatandplumeoffeathers?Icountedthefeathersagain——threewhite,twogreen。
WhileIstilllingeredoverthisveryimprovingandintellectualemployment,mythoughtsinsensiblybegantowander。ThemoonlightshiningintotheroomremindedmeofacertainmoonlightnightinEngland——thenightafterapicnicpartyinaWelshvalley。Everyincidentofthedrivehomeward,throughlovelyscenery,whichthemoonlightmadelovelierthanever,camebacktomyremembrance,thoughIhadnevergiventhepicnicathoughtforyears;though,ifIhad/tried/torecollectit,Icouldcertainlyhaverecalledlittleornothingofthatscenelongpast。Ofallthewonderfulfacultiesthathelptotellusweareimmortal,whichspeaksthesublimetruthmoreeloquentlythanmemory?HerewasI,inastrangehouseofthemostsuspiciouscharacter,inasituationofuncertainty,andevenofperil,whichmightseemtomakethecoolexerciseofmyrecollectionalmostoutofthequestion;nevertheless,remembering,quiteinvoluntarily,places,people,conversations,minutecircumstancesofeverykind,whichIhadthoughtforgottenforever;whichIcouldnotpossiblyhaverecalledatwill,evenunderthemostfavourableauspices。Andwhatcausehadproducedinamomentthewholeofthisstrange,complicated,mysteriouseffect?Nothingbutsomeraysofmoonlightshininginatmybedroomwindow。
Iwasstillthinkingofthepicnic——ofourmerrimentonthedrivehome——ofthesentimentalyoungladywho/wouldquote/"ChildeHarold"
becauseitwasmoonlight。Iwasabsorbedbythesepastscenesandpastamusements,when,inaninstant,thethreadonwhichmymemorieshungsnappedasunder;myattentionimmediatelycamebacktopresentthingsmorevividlythanever,andIfoundmyself,Ineitherknewwhynorwherefore,lookinghardatthepictureagain。
Lookingforwhat?
GoodGod!themanhadpulledhishatdownonhisbrows!No!thehatitselfwasgone!Wherewastheconicalcrown?Wherethefeathers——threewhite,twogreen?Notthere!Inplaceofthehatandfeathers,whatduskyobjectwasitthatnowhidhisforehead,hiseyes,hisshadinghand?
Wasthebedmoving?
Iturnedonmybackandlookedup。WasImad?drunk?dreaming?giddyagain?orwasthetopofthebedreallymovingdown——sinkingslowly,regularly,silently,horribly,rightdownthroughoutthewholeofitslengthandbreadth——rightdownuponme,asIlayunderneath?
Mybloodseemedtostandstill。AdeadlyparalysingcoldnessstoleallovermeasIturnedmyheadroundonthepillowanddeterminedtotestwhetherthebedtopwasreallymovingornot,bykeepingmyeyeonthemaninthepicture。
Thenextlookinthatdirectionwasenough。Thedull,black,frowzyoutlineofthevalanceabovemewaswithinaninchofbeingparallelwithhiswaist。Istilllookedbreathlessly。Andsteadilyandslowly——
veryslowly——Isawthefigure,andthelineofframebelowthefigure,vanish,asthevalancemoveddownbeforeit。
Iam,constitutionally,anythingbuttimid。Ihavebeenonmorethanoneoccasioninperilofmylife,andhavenotlostmyself-possessionforaninstant;butwhentheconvictionfirstsettledonmymindthatthebed-topwasreallymoving,wassteadilyandcontinuouslysinkingdownuponme,Ilookedupshuddering,helpless,panic-stricken,beneaththehideousmachineryformurder,whichwasadvancingcloserandclosertosuffocatemewhereIlay。
Ilookedup,motionless,speechless,breathless。Thecandle,fullyspent,wentout;butthemoonlightstillbrightenedtheroom。Downanddown,withoutpausingandwithoutsounding,camethebedtop,andstillmypanicterrorseemedtobindmefasterandfastertothemattressonwhichIlay——downanddownitsank,tillthedustyodourfromtheliningofthecanopycamestealingintomynostrils。
Atthatfinalmomenttheinstinctofself-preservationstartledmeoutofmytrance,andImovedatlast。Therewasjustroomformetorollmyselfsidewaysoffthebed。AsIdroppednoiselesslytothefloor,theedgeofthemurderouscanopytouchedmeontheshoulder。
Withoutstoppingtodrawmybreath,withoutwipingthecoldsweatfrommyface,Iroseinstantlyonmykneestowatchthebedtop。Iwasliterallyspellboundbyit。IfIhadheardfootstepsbehindme,Icouldnothaveturnedround;ifameansofescapehadbeenmiraculouslyprovidedforme,Icouldnothavemovedtotakeadvantageofit。Thewholelifeinmewas,atthatmoment,concentratedinmyeyes。
Itdescended——thewholecanopy,withthefringeroundit,camedown——
down——closedown;soclosethattherewasnotroomnowtosqueezemyfingerbetweenthebedtopandthebed。Ifeltatthesides,anddiscoveredthatwhathadappearedtomefrombeneathtobetheordinarylightcanopyofafour-postbedwasinrealityathick,broadmattress,thesubstanceofwhichwasconcealedbythevalanceanditsfringe。I
lookedupandsawthefourpostsrisinghideouslybare。Inthemiddleofthebedtopwasahugewoodenscrewthathadevidentlyworkeditdownthroughaholeintheceiling,justasordinarypressesareworkeddownonthesubstanceselectedforcompression。Thefrightfulapparatusmovedwithoutmakingthefaintestnoise。Therehadbeennocreakingasitcamedown;therewasnownotthefaintestsoundfromtheroomabove。
AmidadeadandawfulsilenceIbeheldbeforeme——inthenineteenthcentury,andinthecivilizedcapitalofFrance——suchamachineforsecretmurderbysuffocationasmighthaveexistedintheworstdaysoftheInquisition,inthelonelyinnsamongtheHarzMountains,inthemysterioustribunalsofWestphalia!Still,asIlookedonit,Icouldnotmove,Icouldhardlybreathe,butIbegantorecoverthepowerofthinking,andinamomentIdiscoveredthemurderousconspiracyframedagainstmeinallitshorror。
Mycupofcoffeehadbeendrugged,anddruggedtoostrongly。Ihadbeensavedfrombeingsmotheredbyhavingtakenanoverdoseofsomenarcotic。HowIhadchafedandfrettedatthefever-fitwhichhadpreservedmylifebykeepingmeawake!HowrecklesslyIhadconfidedmyselftothetwowretcheswhohadledmeintothisroom,determined,forthesakeofmywinnings,tokillmeinmysleepbythesurestandmosthorriblecontrivanceforsecretlyaccomplishingmydestruction!
Howmanymen,winnerslikeme,hadslept,asIhadproposedtosleep,inthatbed,andhadneverbeenseenorheardofmore!Ishudderedatthebareideaofit。
But,erelong,allthoughtwasagainsuspendedbythesightofthemurderouscanopymovingoncemore。Afterithadremainedonthebed——asnearlyasIcouldguess——abouttenminutes,itbegantomoveupagain。
Thevillainswhoworkeditfromaboveevidentlybelievedthattheirpurposewasnowaccomplished。Slowlyandsilently,asithaddescended,thathorriblebedtoprosetowardsitsformerplace。Whenitreachedtheupperextremitiesofthefourposts,itreachedtheceiling,too。
Neitherholenorscrewcouldbeseen;thebedbecameinappearanceanordinarybedagain——thecanopyanordinarycanopy——eventothemostsuspiciouseyes。
Now,forthefirsttime,Iwasabletomove——torisefrommyknees——todressmyselfinmyupperclothing——andtoconsiderofhowIshouldescape。IfIbetrayedbythesmallestnoisethattheattempttosuffocatemehadfailed,Iwascertaintobemurdered。HadImadeanynoisealready?Ilistenedintently,lookingtowardsthedoor。
No!nofootstepsinthepassageoutside——nosoundofatread,lightorheavy,intheroomabove——absolutesilenceeverywhere。Besideslockingandboltingmydoor,Ihadmovedanoldwoodenchestagainstit,whichIhadfoundunderthebed。Toremovethischest(mybloodrancoldasI
thoughtofwhatitscontentsmightbe!)withoutmakingsomedisturbancewasimpossible;and,moreover,tothinkofescapingthroughthehouse,nowbarredupforthenight,wassheerinsanity。Onlyonechancewasleftme——thewindow。Istoletoitontiptoe。
Mybedroomwasonthefirstfloor,aboveanentresol,andlookedintoabackstreet。Iraisedmyhandtoopenthewindow,knowingthatonthatactionhung,bythemeresthairbreadth,mychanceofsafety。Theykeepvigilantwatchinahouseofmurder。Ifanypartoftheframecracked,ifthehingecreaked,Iwasalostman!Itmusthaveoccupiedmeatleastfiveminutes,reckoningbytime——five/hours/,reckoningbysuspense——toopenthatwindow。Isucceededindoingitsilently——indoingitwithallthedexterityofahouse-breaker——andthenlookeddownintothestreet。Toleapthedistancebeneathmewouldbealmostcertaindestruction!Next,Ilookedroundatthesidesofthehouse。
Downtheleftsideranathickwater-pipe——itpassedclosebytheouteredgeofthewindow。ThemomentIsawthepipeIknewIwassaved。MybreathcameandwentfreelyforthefirsttimesinceIhadseenthecanopyofthebedmovingdownuponme!
TosomementhemeansofescapewhichIhaddiscoveredmighthaveseemeddifficultanddangerousenough——to/me/theprospectofslippingdownthepipeintothestreetdidnotsuggestevenathoughtofperil。
Ihadalwaysbeenaccustomed,bythepracticeofgymnastics,tokeepupmyschool-boypowersasadaringandexpertclimber;andknewthatmyhead,hands,andfeetwouldservemefaithfullyinanyhazardsofascentordescent。Ihadalreadygotonelegoverthewindow-sill,whenIrememberedthehandkerchieffilledwithmoneyundermypillow。I
couldwellhaveaffordedtoleaveitbehindme,butIwasrevengefullydeterminedthatthemiscreantsofthegambling-houseshouldmisstheirplunderaswellastheirvictim。SoIwentbacktothebedandtiedtheheavyhandkerchiefatmybackbymycravat。
JustasIhadmadeittightandfixeditinacomfortableplace,I
thoughtIheardasoundofbreathingoutsidethedoor。ThechillfeelingofhorrorranthroughmeagainasIlistened。No!deadsilencestillinthepassage——Ihadonlyheardthenightairblowingsoftlyintotheroom。ThenextmomentIwasonthewindow-sill,andthenextI
hadafirmgriponthewater-pipewithmyhandsandknees。
Isliddownintothestreeteasilyandquietly,asIthoughtIshould,andimmediatelysetoffatthetopofmyspeedtoabranch"prefecture"
ofPolice,whichIknewwassituatedintheimmediateneighbourhood。A
"subprefect,"andseveralpickedmenamonghissubordinates,happenedtobeup,maturing,Ibelieve,someschemefordiscoveringtheperpetratorofamysteriousmurderwhichallPariswastalkingofjustthen。WhenIbeganmystory,inabreathlesshurryandinverybadFrench,IcouldseethatthesubprefectsuspectedmeofbeingadrunkenEnglishmanwhohadrobbedsomebody;buthesoonalteredhisopinionasIwenton,andbeforeIhadanythinglikeconcluded,heshovedallthepapersbeforehimintoadrawer,putonhishat,suppliedmewithanother(forIwasbareheaded),orderedafileofsoldiers,desiredhisexpertfollowerstogetreadyallsortsoftoolsforbreakingopendoorsandrippingupbrickflooring,andtookmyarm,inthemostfriendlyandfamiliarmannerpossible,toleadmewithhimoutofthehouse。Iwillventuretosaythatwhenthesubprefectwasalittleboy,andwastakenforthefirsttimetotheplay,hewasnothalfasmuchpleasedashewasnowatthejobinprospectforhimatthegambling-
house!
Awaywewentthroughthestreets,thesubprefectcross-examiningandcongratulatingmeinthesamebreathaswemarchedattheheadofourformidablepossecomitatus。Sentinelswereplacedatthebackandfrontofthehousethemomentwegottoit;atremendousbatteryofknockswasdirectedagainstthedoor;alightappearedatawindow;Iwastoldtoconcealmyselfbehindthepolice;thencamemoreknocksandacryof"Openinthenameofthelaw!"Atthatterriblesummonsboltsandlocksgavewaybeforeaninvisiblehand,andthemomentafterthesubprefectwasinthepassage,confrontingawaiterhalfdressedandghastlypale。
Thiswastheshortdialoguewhichimmediatelytookplace:
"WewanttoseetheEnglishmanwhoissleepinginthishouse。"
"Hewentawayhoursago。"
"Hedidnosuchthing。Hisfriendwentaway;/he/remained。Showustohisbedroom!"
"Isweartoyou,MonsieurleSous-prefet,heisnothere!he——"
"Isweartoyou,MonsieurleGarcon,heis。Heslepthere;hedidn’tfindyourbedcomfortable;hecametoustocomplainofit;hereheisamongmymen;andhereamIreadytolookforafleaortwoinhisbedstead。Renaudin!"(callingtooneofthesubordinates,andpointingtothewaiter),"collarthatman,andtiehishandsbehindhim。Nowthen,gentlemen,letuswalkupstairs!"
Everymanandwomaninthehousewassecured——the"oldsoldier"thefirst。ThenIidentifiedthebedinwhichIhadslept,andthenwewentintotheroomabove。
Noobjectthatwasatallextraordinaryappearedinanypartofit。Thesubprefectlookedroundtheplace,commandedeverybodytobesilent,stampedtwiceonthefloor,calledforacandle,lookedattentivelyatthespothehadstampedon,andorderedtheflooringtheretobecarefullytakenup。Thiswasdoneinnotime。Lightswereproduced,andwesawadeeprafteredcavitybetweenthefloorofthisroomandtheceilingoftheroombeneath。Throughthiscavitythereranperpendicularlyasortofcaseofiron,thicklygreased;andinsidethecaseappearedthescrew,whichcommunicatedwiththebedtopbelow。
Extralengthsofscrew,freshlyoiled;leverscoveredwithfelt;allthecompleteupperworksofaheavypress——constructedwithinfernalingenuitysoastojointhefixturesbelow,andwhentakentopiecesagaintogointothesmallestpossiblecompass——werenextdiscoveredandpulledoutonthefloor。Aftersomelittledifficultythesubprefectsucceededinputtingthemachinerytogether,and,leavinghismentoworkit,descendedwithmetothebedroom。Thesmotheringcanopywasthenlowered,butnotsonoiselesslyasIhadseenitlowered。WhenImentionedthistothesubprefect,hisanswer,simpleasitwas,hadaterriblesignificance。"Mymen,"saidhe,"areworkingdownthebedtopforthefirsttime;themenwhosemoneyyouwonwereinbetterpractice。"
Weleftthehouseinthesolepossessionoftwopoliceagents,everyoneoftheinmatesbeingremovedtoprisononthespot。Thesubprefect,aftertakingdownmy/procesverbal/inhisoffice,returnedwithmetomyhoteltogetmypassport。"Doyouthink,"Iasked,asIgaveittohim,"thatanymenhavereallybeensmotheredinthatbed,astheytriedtosmother/me/?"
"Ihaveseendozensofdrownedmenlaidoutatthemorgue,"answeredthesubprefect,"inwhosepocket-bookswerefoundlettersstatingthattheyhadcommittedsuicideintheSeine,becausetheyhadlosteverythingatthegaming-table。DoIknowhowmanyofthosemenenteredthesamegambling-housethat/you/entered?wonas/you/won?tookthatbedas/you/tookit?sleptinit?weresmotheredinit?andwereprivatelythrownintotheriver,withaletterofexplanationwrittenbythemurderersandplacedintheirpocket-books?Nomancansayhowmanyorhowfewhavesufferedthefatefromwhichyouhaveescaped。Thepeopleofthegambling-housekepttheirbedsteadmachineryasecretfrom/us/——evenfromthepolice!Thedeadkepttherestofthesecretforthem。Good-night,orrathergood-morning,MonsieurFaulkner!Beatmyofficeagainatnineo’clock;inthemeantime,/aurevoir/!"
Therestofmystoryissoontold。Iwasexaminedandreexamined;thegambling-housewasstrictlysearchedallthroughfromtoptobottom;
theprisonerswereseparatelyinterrogated,andtwoofthelessguiltyamongthemmadeaconfession。Idiscoveredthattheoldsoldierwasmasterofthegambling-house——/justice/discoveredthathehadbeendrummedoutofthearmyasavagabondyearsago;thathehadbeenguiltyofallsortsofvillainiessince;thathewasinpossessionofstolenproperty,whichtheownersidentified;andthathe,thecroupier,anotheraccomplice,andthewomanwhohadmademycupofcoffeewereallinthesecretofthebedstead。Thereappearedsomereasontodoubtwhethertheinferiorpersonsattachedtothehouseknewanythingofthesuffocatingmachinery;andtheyreceivedthebenefitofthatdoubt,bybeingtreatedsimplyasthievesandvagabonds。Asfortheoldsoldierandhistwoheadmyrmidons,theywenttothegalleys;
thewomanwhohaddruggedmycoffeewasimprisonedforIforgethowmanyyears;theregularattendantsatthegambling-housewereconsidered"suspicious,"andplacedunder"surveillance";andIbecame,foronewholeweek(whichisalongtime),thehead"lion"inParisiansociety。Myadventurewasdramatisedbythreeillustriousplay-makers,butneversawtheatricaldaylight;forthecensorshipforbadetheintroductiononthestageofacorrectcopyofthegambling-housebedstead。
Onegoodresultwasproducedbymyadventure,whichanycensorshipmusthaveapproved:itcuredmeofeveragaintryingrouge-et-noirasanamusement。Thesightofagreencloth,withpacksofcardsandheapsofmoneyonit,willhenceforthbeforeverassociatedinmymindwiththesightofabedcanopydescendingtosuffocatemeinthesilenceanddarknessofthenight。
JustasMr。Faulknerpronouncedthesewordshestartedinhischair,andresumedhisstiff,dignifiedpositioninagreathurry。"Blessmysoul!"criedhe,withacomiclookofastonishmentandvexation,"whileIhavebeentellingyouwhatistherealsecretofmyinterestinthesketchyouhavesokindlygiventome,IhavealtogetherforgottenthatIcameheretositformyportrait。ForthelasthourormoreImusthavebeentheworstmodelyoueverhadtodrawfrom!"
"Onthecontrary,youhavebeenthebest,"saidI。"Ihavebeentryingtocatchyourlikeness;and,whiletellingyourstory,youhaveunconsciouslyshownmethenaturalexpressionIwantedtoinsuremysuccess。"
NOTEBYMRS。KERBY
Icannotletthisstoryendwithoutmentioningwhatthechancesayingwaswhichcausedittobetoldatthefarmhousetheothernight。Ourfriendtheyoungsailor,amonghisotherquaintobjectionstosleepingonshore,declaredthatheparticularlyhatedfour-postbeds,becauseheneversleptinonewithoutdoubtingwhetherthetopmightnotcomedowninthenightandsuffocatehim。IthoughtthischancereferencetothedistinguishingfeatureofWilliam’snarrativecuriousenough,andmyhusbandagreedwithme。Buthesaysitisscarcelyworthwhiletomentionsuchatrifleinanythingsoimportantasabook。Icannotventure,afterthis,todomorethansliptheselinesinmodestlyattheendofthestory。Iftheprintershouldnoticemyfewlastwords,perhapshemaynotmindthetroubleofputtingthemintosomeout-of-
the-waycorner,inverysmalltype。
L。K。
MICHELLORIO’SCROSS
BY
HESBASTRETTON
InthesouthwestpointofNormandy,separatedfromBrittanyonlybyanarrowandstraightriver,liketheformalcanalsofHolland,standsthecuriousgraniterockwhichiscalledMontSt。Michel。Itisanisolatedpeak,risingabruptlyoutofavastplainofsandtotheheightofnearlyfourhundredfeet,andsoprecipitoustowardthewestthatscarcelyarootofgrassfindssoilenoughinitsweather-beatenclefts。Attheverysummitisbuiltthatwonderfulchurch,thericharchitectureandflyingbuttressesofwhichstriketheeyeleaguesandleaguesaway,eitherontheseaorthemainland。Belowthechurch,andsupportingitbyasolidmasonry,isavastpileformerlyafortress,castle,andprison;withcavernsanddungeonshewnoutofthelivingrock,andvaultedhallsandsolemncrypts;alldesolateandsolitarynow,exceptwhenapartyofpilgrimsortouristspassthroughthem,usheredbyaguide。Stilllowerdowntherock,alongitseasternandsouthernface,therewindsadarkandnarrowstreet,withodd,antiquehousesoneitherside。Theonlyconveyancethatcanpassalongitisthewater-cartwhichsuppliesthetownwithfreshwaterfromthemainland。Thewholeplaceisguardedbyastrongandhighrampart,withbastionsandbattlementedwalls;andtheonlyentranceisthroughthreegateways,oneimmediatelybehindtheother,withasmallcourtbetween。
Thesecondofthesestronggatewaysisprotectedbytwooldcannon,takenfromtheEnglishin1423,andstillpointedouttovisitorswithinextinguishablepridebythenativesofMont。St。Michel。
AgreatplainofsandstretchesaroundtheMontformileseveryway——ofsandorsea,forthewatercoversitatflood-tides,beatingupagainstthefootofthegraniterocksandthegranitewallsoftheramparts。
Butatneaptidesand/eauxmortes/,astheFrenchsay,thereisnothingbutadesertofbrown,baresand,withripple-markslyingacrossit,andwithshallow,ankle-deeppoolsofsaltwaterhereandthere。Afaroffonthewesternsky-lineasilverfringeoffoam,glisteninginthesunshine,marksthedistantboundarytowhichtheseahasretreated。Oneveryothersideofthehorizonrisesabeltoflowcliffs,bendingintoasemicircle,withsweepingoutlinesofcurvesmilesinlength,drawndistinctlyagainsttheclearsky。
TheonlywaytoapproachtheMontisacrossthesands。Eachtimethetiderecedesafreshtrackmustbemade,likethetrackalongsnowyroads;andeverytraveller,whetheronfootorincarriage,mustdirecthisstepsbythisscarcelybeatenpath。Nowandthenhepassesahigh,strongpost,placedwherethereisanydangerousspotupontheplain;
forthereareperilousquicksands,imperceptibletoanyeye,lurkinginsullenandpatienttreacheryforanyunwaryfootstep。Theriveritself,whichcreepssluggishlyinastraightblacklineacrossthebrowndesert,hasitsbanksmarkedoutbyrowsofthesehighstakes,withabushofleaflesstwigsatthetopofeach。Adreary,desolate,andbarrensceneitis,withnolifeinitexcepttheisolatedlifeupontheMont。
Thislittlefamilyofhumanbeings,separatedfromthegreattideoflifelikeoneoftheshallowpoolswhichtheebbingseahasleftuponitssands,numbersscarcelyahundredandahalf。Themenarefishers,forthereisnootheroccupationtobefollowedonthesterilerock。
Everydayalsothelevelsweepofsandsiswanderedoverbythewomenandchildren,whoseekforcocklesinthelittlepools;thebabbleofwhosevoicesechoesfarthroughthequietair,andwhoseshadowsfalllongandunbrokenonthebrownwilderness。Nowandthentheblack-robedfigureofapriest,orofoneofthebrothersdwellinginthemonumentonthetopoftherock,maybeseenslowlypacingalongthesamedeadlevel,andskirtingthequicksandswherethewarningpostsareerected。
Inthesummermonthsbandsofpilgrimsarealsotobeseenmarchinginalongfileliketravellersacrossthedesert;butinwinterthesevisitsceasealmostwholly,andtheinhabitantsoftheMontarelefttothemselves。
Havingsolittleintercoursewiththeouterworld,andlivingonarocksingledoutbysupernaturalvisitants,thepeopleremainmoresuperstitiousthaneventhesuperstitiousGermansandBretonswhoaretheirneighbours。Fewofthemcanreadorwrite。Thenewthoughts,opinions,andcreedsofthepresentcenturydonotreachthem。Theyarecontentedwiththeoldfaith,boundupfortheminthehistoryoftheirpatron,thearchangelSt。Michel,andwiththeminuteinteresttakenineverynativeoftherock。Eachpersonknowsthehistoryofeveryotherinhabitant,butknowslittleelse。
FromPontorsontotheMonttheroadliesalongtheoldBayofSt。
Michel,withlowhedge-rowsoffeatherytamarind-treesoneachsideasfarasthebeach。Itisnotatallasolitaryroad,forhundredsoflong,heavycarts,resemblingartillerywaggons,encumberit,loadedwithagrayshalydepositdugoutofthebay:abusysceneofmenandwomendiggingintheheavysand,whiletheshaggyhorsesstandby,hangingtheirheadspatientlyundertheblue-stainedsheepskinsabouttheirnecks。
Twoorthreepersonsareatworkateverycart;oneofthem,oftenawoman,standingontherisingpile,andbeatingitflatwithaspade,whileacheerfulclatterofvoicesisheardoneveryhand。
Butatonetimeamanmighthavebeenseenthereworkingalone,quitealone。Evenaspacewasleftabouthim,asifaninvisiblecircleweredrawn,withinwhichnopersonwouldventure。Ifawordwereflungathimacrossthisimaginarycordon,itwasnothingbutatauntoracurse,anditwasinvariablyspokenbyaman。Nowomansomuchasglancedathim。Hetoiledondoggedly,andinsilence,withaweary-
lookingface,untilhistaskwasended,andthewaggondrivenoffbytheowner,whohademployedhimatalowerratethanhiscomrades。Thenhewouldthrowhisblueblouseoverhisshoulders,andtrampawaywithheavytreadalongthefaintlymarkedtrailleadingacrossthebeachtoMontSt。Michel。
Neitherwasthereanyvoicetogreethimashegainedthegateway,wherethemenoftheMontcongregated,astheyalwayscongregateabouttheentrancetoawalledtown。Rather,thescornfulsilencewhichhadsurroundedhimathisworkwasheredeepenedintoapersonalhatred。
Withinthegatethewomen,whowerechatteringovertheirnetsofcockles,shrankawayfromhim,orbrokeintoacontemptuouslaugh。
Alongthenarrowstreetthechildrenfledatthesightofhim,andhidbehindtheirmothers,fromwhoseprotectiontheycouldshoutafterhim。
Ifthecuremethim,hewouldturnasideintothefirsthouseratherthancomeincontactwithhim。Hewasunderabanwhichnoonedaredtodefy。
Theonlyvoicethatspoketohimwasthefretful,querulousvoiceofanold,bedriddenwomanasheliftedthelatchandopenedthedoorofapoorhouseupontheramparts,whichhadnoentranceintothestreet;
andwherehelivedalonewithhismother,cutofffromallaccidentalintercoursewithhisneighbours。
"Michel!Michel!howlatethouart!"sheexclaimed;"ifthouhadstbeenagoodsonthouwouldsthavereturnedbeforethehouritis。"
"Ireturnedassoonasmyworkwasfinished,"heanswered,inapatientvoice;"Ihavenotlostaminutebytheway。"
"Bah!becausenoonewillasktheetoturninwiththemanywhere!"shecontinued。"Ifthouwertlikeeverybodyelsethouwouldsthavemanyafriendtopassthytimewith。Itishardforme,thymother,tohavebroughttheeintotheworldthatalltheworldshoulddespiseandhatethee,astheydothisday。MonsieurleCuresaysthereisnohopefortheeifthouartsoobstinate;thoumustgotohell,thoughInamedtheeafterourgreatarchangelSt。Michel,andbroughttheeupasagoodChristian。/Quelmalheur!/Howharditisformetolieinbedallday,andthinkofmysonintheflamesofhell!"
Veryquietly,asifhehadheardsuchcomplainingshundredsoftimesbefore,didMichelsetaboutkindlingafewsticksupontheopenhearth。Thiswassocommonawelcomehomethathescarcelyheardit,andhadceasedtoheedit。Theroom,astheflickeringlightfelluponit,wasoneofthecheerlessandcomfortlesschamberstobeseeninanypeasant’shouse:apileofwoodinonecorner,asingletablewithachairortwo,ashelfwithafewpiecesofbrowncrockery,andthebedonwhichtheparalyticwomanwaslying,herhandscrossedoverherbreast,andherbrightblackeyesglisteninginthegloom。Michelbroughtherthesouphehadmade,andfedhercarefullyandtenderly,beforethinkingofsatisfyinghisownhunger。
"Itisofnogood,Michel,"shesaid,whenhelaidherdownagainuponthepillowhehadmadesmoothforher;"itisofnogood。Thoumayestaswellleavemetoperish;itwillnotweighforthee。MonsieurleCuresaysifthouhadstbeenbornahereticperhapsthegoodGodmighthavetakenitintoaccount。ButthouwertbornaChristian,asgoodaChristianasalltheworld,andthouhastsoldthybirthrighttothedevil。Leavemethen,andtakethypleasureinthislife,forthouwilthavenothingbutmiseryinthenext。"
"Iwillnotleavethee——never!"heanswered,briefly。"Ihavenofearofthenextworld。"
Hewasamanoffewwordsevidently。Perhapsthesilencemaintainedaroundhimhadpartlyfrozenhispowerofspeech。Eventohismotherhespokebutlittle,thoughhercomplainingwentonwithoutceasing,untilheextinguishedbothfireandlamp,andclimbedtherudeladderintotheloftoverhead,wherehervoiceneverfailedtorousehimfromhissleep,ifsheonlycalled"Michel!"Hecouldnotclearlyexplainhispositioneventohimself。HehadgonetoParismanyyearsbefore,wherehecameacrosssomeProtestants,whohadtaughthimtoreadtheTestament,andinstructedhimintheirreligion。Thenewfaithhadtakenholdofhim,andthrustdeeprootsintohissimpleandconstantnature;thoughhehadnowordsatcommandtoexpressthechangetoothers,andscarcelytohimself。SolongashehadbeeninParistherehadbeennoneedofthis。
Butnowhisfather’sdeathhadcompelledhimtoreturntohisnativeplace,andtothelittleknotofpeoplewhoknewhimasoldPierreLorio’sson,afishermanlikethemselves,withnomorerighttoreadorthinkthantheyhad。Thefiercenessofthepersecutionheencounteredfilledhimwithdismay,thoughithadnotshakenhisfidelitytohisnewfaith。Butoftenadumb,inarticulatelongingpossessedhimtomakeknowntohisoldneighboursthereasonofthechangeinhim,butspeechfailedhim。Hecouldonlystammerouthisconfession,"IamnolongeraCatholic,IamaProtestant,Icannotpraytothesaints,noteventothearchangelSt。MichelortheBlessedVirgin。IprayonlytoGod。"
Foranythingelse,forexplanation,andforallargument,hehadnomorelanguagethanthemute,wistfullanguageoneseesintheeyesofdumbcreatures,whentheygazefullyatus。
Perhapsthereisnothingmorepitifulthanthepainfulwantofwordstoexpressthatwhichliesdeepestwithinus;awantcommontousall,butgreatestinthosewhohavehadnotraininginthusshapingandexpressingtheirinmostthoughts。
Therewasnotmuchtofearfromamanlikethis。MichelLoriowasalivinglessonagainstapostasy。Ashewentupanddownthestreet,andinandoutofthegate,hislonelinessanddejectionspokemoreeloquentlyfortheoldfaiththananybanishmentcouldhavedone。
Michelwassufferedtoremainunderaban,notformalandceremonial,butatacitban,whichquiteaseffectivelysethimapart,andmadehislifemoresolitarythanifhehadbeendwellingaloneonadesertrockoutatsea。
Michelacceptedhislotwithoutcomplaintandwithoutbitterness。HeneverpassedMonsieurleCurewithoutasalutation。Whenhewentdailyforwatertothegreatcisternofthemonastery,hewasalwaysreadytocarrythebrimfulpailstooheavyforthearmsoftheoldwomenandchildren。Ifhehadleisurehemountedthelongflightsofgrass-grownstepsthreeorfourtimesforhisneighbours,depositinghisburdenattheirdoors,withoutawordofthanksforhishelpbeingvouchsafedtohim。Nowandthenheoverheardasneerathisusefulness;andhismothertauntedhimoftenforhispatienceandforbearance。Buthewentonhiswaysilentlywithdeeperyearningforhumanloveandsympathythanhecouldmakeknown。
Ifithadnotbeenthat,whenhewaskneelingattherudedormer-windowofhisloftandgazingdreamilyacrossthewidesweepofsand,withthemoonshiningacrossitandthesolemnstarslightingupthesky,hewasattimesvaguelyconsciousofaninfluence,almostapresence,asofahandthattouchedhimandavoicethatspoketohim,hemusthavesunkunderthisintenselongingforloveandfellowship。HadhebeenaCatholicstill,hewouldhavebelievedthatthearchangelSt。MichelwasnearandabouttomanifesthimselfasinformertimesinhissplendidshrineupontheMont。Thenewfaithhadnotcastoutalltheoldsuperstitiousnature;yetitwasthisvaguespiritualpresencewhichsupportedhimunderthecrushingandunnaturalconditionsofhissociallife。Heendured,asseeingonewhoisinvisible。
Yetatothertimeshecouldnotkeephisfeetawayfromthelittlestreetwhereallthelifetherewasmightbefound。Atnighthewouldcreepcautiouslyalongtherampartsanddescendbyaquietstaircaseintoanangleofthewalls,wherehecouldlookonunseenuponthegatheringoftownsfolkintheinnwherehehadoftengonewithhisfatherinearlierdays。Thelandlord,Nicolas,wasamostbitterenemynow。Therewasthefamiliarroomfilledwithbrightlightfromanoil-
lampandthebrighterflickerofawoodfirewherethelandlord’swifewascooking。Adeep,lowrecessinthecorner,withacrimsonvalancestretchedacrossit,heldabedwithsnow-whitepillows,upononeofwhichrestedachild’scurlyheadwitheyesfastsealedagainsttheglareofthelamp。AtatableclosebysatthelandlordandthreeorfourofthewealthiermenoftheMontbusilyandseriouslyeatingtheomeletsandfriedfishservedtothemfromthepanoverthefire。
Thecopperandbrasscookingutensilsglitteredinthelightfromthewallswheretheyhung。Itwasacheeryscene,andMichelwouldstandinhiscold,darkcorner,watchingituntilallwasoverandtheguestsreadytodepart。
"ThouartMichel/lediable/!"saidachildishvoicetohimoneevening,andhefeltasmall,warmhandlaidforaninstantuponhisown。ItwasDelphine,Nicolas’seldestgirl,adaringchild,fullofspiritandcourage;yetevensheshrankbackasteportwoaftertouchinghim,andstoodasifreadytotakeflight。
"IamMichelLorio,"heanswered,inaquiet,pleasantvoice,whichwonherbacktohisside。"WhydostthoucallmeMichel/lediable/?"
"Alltheworldcallstheethat,"answeredDelphine;"thouartaheretic。See,IamagoodChristian。Isaymyaveandpaternostereverynight;ifthouwiltdothesamething,noonewillcalltheeMichel/lediable/。"
"Thouartnotafraidofme?"heasked,forthechildputherhandagainonhis。
"No,no!thouartnottherealdevil!"shesaid,"and/maman/hasputmynameontheregisterofthemonument;sothegreatarchangelSt。
Michelwilldelivermefromallevil。Whatcanstthoudo?Canstthouturnchildrenintocats?orcanstthouwalkacrosstheseawithoutbeingdrowned?orcanstthoustandonthehighestpinnacleofthechurch,wherethegoldenimageofSt。Michelusedtobe,andcastthyselfdownwithoutkillingthyself?Iwillgobackwiththeetothyhouseandseewhatthoucanstdo。"
"Icandononeofthesethings,"answeredMichel,"notone;butthoushaltcomehomewithmeifthouwilt。"
"Carryme,"shesaid,"thatImayfeelhowstrongthouart。"
Heliftedhereasilyintohisarms,forhewasstrongandaccustomedtobearheavierburdens。Hisheartbeatfastasthechild’shandstoleroundhisneckandhersoftcheektouchedhisown。Delphinehadneverbeenupontherampartsbeforewhenthestarswereoutandthedistantcircleofthecliffshiddenbythenight,andseveraltimeshewascompelledtostopandanswerhereagerquestions;butshewouldnotgointothehousewhentheyreachedthedoor。
"Carrymebackagain,Michel,"shedemanded。"Idonotlikethymother。
Thoushaltbringmeagainalongtherampartsto-morrownight。Iwillalwayscometothee,alwayswhenIseetheestandinginthedarkcornerbyourhouse。Ilovetheemuch,Michel/lediable/。"
Itwasastrangefriendshipcarriedonstealthily。Michelcouldnotputawayfromhimselfthisonelittletieofhumanloveandfellowship。AsforDelphine,shewasassilentabouthernewfriendaschildrenoftenareofsuchthingswhichaffectthemdeeply。TherewasaminglingofsuperstitiousfeelinginheraffectionforMichel——ahalf-dreadthatgavetheirsecretmeetingsagreatercharmtothedaringspiritofthechild。Theeveningwasabusytimeattheinn,andifDelphinehadbeenmissed,butlittlewonderandnoanxietywouldhavebeenarousedatherabsence。Therampartsweredesertedafterdark,andnooneguessedthatthetwodarkfiguressaunteringtoandfrowereMichelandDelphine。
Whenthenightsweretoocoldtheytookrefugeinalittleoverhangingturretprojectingfromoneoftheanglesofthemassivewalls——adarksomenichewithnothingbuttheskytobeseenthroughanarrowembrasureintheshapeofacross。InthesehauntsMicheltalkedinhissimpleuntaughtwayofhisthoughtsandofhisnewfaith,pouringintothechild’searwhathecouldnevertelltoanyother。BydayDelphineneverseemedtoseehim;nevercastalooktowardhimashepassedbyamidtheundisguisedillwillofthetown。Sheceasedtospeakofhimeven,withtheunconsciousandnaturaldissimulationbywhichchildrenscreenthemselvesfromcriticismandcensure。
ThepeopleoftheMontSt。Michelareverypoor,andthewomenandchildrenarecompelledtoseeksomemeansofearningmoneyaswellasthemen。Aslongasthesummerlaststhecrowdsofpilgrimsandtourists,flockingtothewonderfulfortressandshrineuponthesummit,bringemploymentandgaintosomeportionofthem;butinthewinterthereislittletodoexceptwhentheweatherisfineenoughtosearchforshell-fishaboutthesands,andselltheminthevillagesofthemainland。Asthetidegoesdown,bandsofwomenandchildrenfollowitoutformiles,takingcaretoretracetheirstepsbeforethesearisesagain。FromMichel’scottageontherampartsthewholeplaintowardAvrancheswasvisible,andhecouldhearthebusyhumofvoicescomingtohisearfromafarthroughthequietair。ButonthewesternsideoftheMont,wheretheblacklineoftherivercrossesthesands,theyaremoredangerous;andinthisdirectiononlythemoreventuresomeseekersgo——boyswholoveanyrisk,andwidowswhoarethemoreanxioustofilltheirnetsbecausetheyhavenomantohelpthemingettingtheirdailybread。
TheearlypartofthewinterisnotcoldinNormandy,especiallybythesea。AslongasthewesterlywindssweepacrosstheAtlantic,theairissoftthoughdamp,withfinemistshanginginit,whichshinewithrainbowtintsinthesunlight。SometimesChristmasandtheNewYearfindtheairstillgenial,inspiteoftheshortdaysandthelongrainynights。Stronggalesmayblow,butsolongastheydonotcomefromthedryeastorfrostynorththereisnorealseverityofweather。
ItwassuchaChristmasweekthatyear。Notoneofthewomenorchildrenhadyetbeenforcedtostayawayfromthesandsonaccountofthecold。UponChristmasevetherewasagoodday,though,ashortone,beforethem,foritwaslowwateraboutnoon,andthehightidewouldnotbeinbeforesix。Allthedaylightwouldbetheirs。Itwasachancenottobemissed,forasthetidesgrewlaterinthedaytheirtimeforfishingwouldbecutshorter。Almosteverywomanandchildturnedoutthroughthegatewiththeirnetsintheirhands。Bymiddaytheplainwasdottedoverbythem,andthewintrysunshonepleasantlydown,andthequietrockcaughttheechooftheirvoices。Fartheraway,outofsightandhearing,themenalsowerebusy,Michelamongthem,castingnetsuponthesea。Asthelowsunwentdowninthesouthernsky,thescatteredgroupscamehomebytwosandthrees,anxioustobringintheirday’sfishingintimeforthementocarrythemacrosstothemainlandbeforetheMontshouldbeshutinbythetide。
Abusyscenewasthatinthegateway。
Allthetownwasthere;somecominginfromthesands,andthosewhohadbeenleftathomewithbabiesoroldfolksrunningdownfromtheirhouses。Therewaschaffingandbartering;exchangesagreedupon,andcommissionsinnumerabletobeintrustedtothemenabouttosetoutforPontorson,thenearesttown。MichelLoriowasgoingtosellhisownfish,forwhowouldcarryitforhim?Yetthoughhewasthefirstwhowasreadytostart,notasoulchargedhimwithasinglecommission。Helingeredwistfullyandloiteredjustoutsidethegateway;butneitherman,woman,norchildsaid,"Michel,bringmewhatIwantfromthetown。"
Hewastreadingslowlydowntheroughcausewayunderthewallsofthetown,whenawoman’sshrillvoicestartledhim。Itwasnotfarfromsunset,andthesunwassinkingroundandredbehindabankoffog。A
thingraymistwascreepingupfromthesea。Thelatestbandofstragglers,aclusterofmerechildren,wererunningacrossthesandtothegate。MichelturnedroundandsawNicolas’swife,adark,stern-
lookingwoman,beckoningvehementlytothesechildren。HepausedforamomenttolookathislittleDelphine。"Notthere!"hesaidtohimself,andwaspassingon,whentheshrillvoiceagaincaughthisattention。
"WhereisPhine?"calledthemother。
Whatwasitthechildrensaid?Whatanswerhadtheyshoutedback?
Michelstoodmotionless,asifallstrengthhadfailedhimsuddenly。
Thechildrenrushedpasthiminatroop。Helifteduphiseyes,lookingfearfullytowardtheseahiddenbehindthedeepeningfog。WasitpossiblethathehadheardthemsaythatDelphinewaslost?
"WhereisPhine?"askedthemother;butthoughhervoicewaslowernow,Michelheardeverysyllableloudly。Itseemedasifhecouldhaveheardawhisper,thoughthechatteringinthegatewaywasliketheclamourofafair。Theeldestgirlinthelittlebandspokeinahurriedandfrightenedtone。
"Phineissonaughty,madame,"shesaid,"wecouldnotkeephernearus。Shewouldgoonandontothesea。Wecouldnotwaitforher。Weheardhercalling,butitwassofar,wedarednotgoback。Butshecannotbefarbehindus,forweshoutedaswecamealong。Shewillbeheresoon,madame。"
"/MonDieu!/"criedthemother,sinkingdownononeofthegreatstones,eitherrolledupbythetide,orleftbythemasonswhobuilttheramparts。"Callherfathertome。"
ItwasMichelLoriowhofoundNicolas,hisgreatestenemy。Nicolashadanumberoferrandstobedoneinthetown,andhewasbusyimpressingthemonthememoryofhismessenger,who,likeeveryoneelse,couldneitherreadnorwrite。WhenMichelcaughthisarminasharp,fastgrip,heturnedroundwithascowl,andtried,butinvain,toshakeoffhisgrasp。