CHAPTERXXVII。
Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。
CHARLOTTEhadnowbeenleftalmostthreemonthsapreytoherownmelancholyreflexions——sadcompanionsindeed;nordidanyonebreakinuponhersolitudebutBelcour,whoonceortwicecalledtoenquireafterherhealth,andtellherhehadinvainendeavouredtobringMontravilletohearreason;andonce,butonlyonce,washermindchearedbythereceiptofanaffectionateletterfromMrs。Beauchamp。Oftenhadshewrotetoherperfidiousseducer,andwiththemostpersuasiveeloquenceendeavouredtoconvincehimofherinnocence;buttheseletterswereneversufferedtoreachthehandsofMontraville,ortheymust,thoughontheveryeveofmarriage,havepreventedhisdesertingthewretchedgirl。
Realanguishofhearthadinagreatmeasurefadedhercharms,hercheekswerepalefromwantofrest,andhereyes,byfrequent,indeedalmostcontinuedweeping,weresunkandheavy。
Sometimesagleamofhopewouldplayaboutherheartwhenshethoughtofherparents——"Theycannotsurely,"shewouldsay,"refusetoforgiveme;orshouldtheydenytheirpardontome,theywinnothatemyinnocentinfantonaccountofitsmother’serrors。"
HowoftendidthepoormournerwishfortheconsolingpresenceofthebenevolentMrs。Beauchamp。
"Ifshewerehere,"shewouldcry,"shewouldcertainlycomfortme,andsooththedistractionofmysoul。"
Shewassittingoneafternoon,wrappedinthesemelancholyreflexions,whenshewasinterruptedbytheentranceofBelcour。Greatasthealterationwaswhichincessantsorrowhadmadeonherperson,shewasstillinteresting,stillcharming;andtheunhallowedflame,whichhadurgedBelcourtoplantdissensionbetweenherandMontraville,stillragedinhisbosom:hewasdetermined,ifpossible,tomakeherhismistress;nay,hehadevenconceivedthediabolicalschemeoftakinghertoNew-York,andmakingherappearineverypublicplacewhereitwaslikelysheshouldmeetMontraville,thathemightbeawitnesstohisunmanlytriumph。
WhenheenteredtheroomwhereCharlottewassitting,heassumedthelookoftender,consolatoryfriendship。
"AndhowdoesmylovelyCharlotte?"saidhe,takingherhand:
"IfearyouarenotsowellasIcouldwish。"
"Iamnotwell,Mr。Belcour,"saidshe,"veryfarfromit;
butthepainsandinfirmitiesofthebodyIcouldeasilybear,nay,submittothemwithpatience,weretheynotaggravatedbythemostinsupportableanguishofmymind。"
"Youarenothappy,Charlotte,"saidhe,withalookofwell-dissembledsorrow。
"Alas!"repliedshemournfully,shakingherhead,"howcanIbehappy,desertedandforsakenasIam,withoutafriendofmyownsextowhomIcanunburthenmyfullheart,nay,myfidelitysuspectedbytheverymanforwhomIhavesacrificedeverythingvaluableinlife,forwhomIhavemademyselfapoordespisedcreature,anoutcastfromsociety,anobjectonlyofcontemptandpity。"
"Youthinktoomeanlyofyourself,MissTemple:
thereisnoonewhowoulddaretotreatyouwithcontempt:
auwhohavethepleasureofknowingyoumustadmireandesteem。
Youarelonelyhere,mydeargirl;givemeleavetoconductyoutoNew-York,wheretheagreeablesocietyofsomeladies,towhomIwillintroduceyou,willdispelthesesadthoughts,andIshallagainseereturningchearfulnessanimatethoselovelyfeatures。"
"Ohnever!never!"criedCharlotte,emphatically:"thevirtuouspartofmysexwillscornme,andIwillneverassociatewithinfamy。
No,Belcour,hereletmehidemyshameandsorrow,hereletmespendmyfewremainingdaysinobscurity,unknownandunpitied,hereletmedieunlamented,andmynamesinktooblivion。"
Herehertearsstoppedherutterance。Belcourwasawedtosilence:
hedarednotinterrupther;andafteramoment’spausesheproceeded——"IoncehadconceivedthethoughtofgoingtoNew-Yorktoseekoutthestilldear,thoughcruel,ungenerousMontraville,tothrowmyselfathisfeet,andentreathiscompassion;
heavenknows,notformyself;ifIamnolongerbeloved,Iwillnotbeindebtedtohispitytoredressmyinjuries,butIwouldhavekneltandentreatedhimnottoforsakemypoorunborn——"
Shecouldsaynomore;acrimsonglowrushedoverhercheeks,andcoveringherfacewithherhands,shesobbedaloud。
SomethinglikehumanitywasawakenedinBelcour’sbreastbythispatheticspeech:hearoseandwalkedtowardsthewindow;
buttheselfishpassionwhichhadtakenpossessionofhisheart,soonstifledthesefineremotions;andhethoughtifCharlottewasonceconvincedshehadnolongeranydependanceonMontraville,shewouldmorereadilythrowherselfonhisprotection。
Determined,therefore,toinformherofallthathadhappened,heagainresumedhisseat;andfindingshebegantobemorecomposed,enquiredifshehadeverheardfromMontravillesincetheunfortunaterecontreinherbedchamber。
"Ahno,"saidshe。"IfearIshallneverhearfromhimagain。"
"Iamgreatlyofyouropinion,"saidBelcour,"forhehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattached——"
Attheword"attached"adeath-likepalenessoverspreadthecountenanceofCharlotte,butsheappliedtosomehartshornwhichstoodbesideher,andBelcourproceeded。
"HehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattachedtooneMissFranklin,apleasinglivelygirl,withalargefortune。"
"Shemaybericher,maybehandsomer,"criedCharlotte,"butcannotlovehimsowell。Ohmayshebewareofhisart,andnottrusthimtoofarasIhavedone。"
"Headdressesherpublicly,"saidhe,"anditwasrumouredtheyweretobemarriedbeforehesailedforEustatia,whitherhiscompanyisordered。"
"Belcour,"saidCharlotte,seizinghishand,andgazingathimearnestly,whileherpalelipstrembledwithconvulsiveagony,"tellme,andtellmetruly,Ibeseechyou,doyouthinkhecanbesuchavillainastomarryanotherwoman,andleavemetodiewithwantandmiseryinastrangeland:tellmewhatyouthink;Icanbearitverywell;Iwillnotshrinkfromthisheavieststrokeoffate;
Ihavedeservedmyafflictions,andIwillendeavourtobearthemasIought。"
"Ifear,"saidBelcour,"hecanbethatvillain。"
"Perhaps,"criedshe,eagerlyinterruptinghim,"perhapsheismarriedalready:come,letmeknowtheworst,"continuedshewithanaffectedlookofcomposure:"youneednotbeafraid,Ishallnotsendthefortunateladyabowlofpoison。"
"Wellthen,mydeargirl,"saidhe,deceivedbyherappearance,"theyweremarriedonThursday,andyesterdaymorningtheysailedforEustatia。"
"Married——gone——sayyou?"criedsheinadistractedaccent,"whatwithoutalastfarewell,withoutonethoughtonmyunhappysituation!
OhMontraville,mayGodforgiveyourperfidy。"Sheshrieked,andBelcoursprangforwardjustintimetopreventherfallingtothefloor。
Alarmingfaintingsnowsucceededeachother,andshewasconveyedtoherbed,fromwhencesheearnestlyprayedshemightnevermorearise。
Belcourstaidwithherthatnight,andinthemorningfoundherinahighfever。Thefitsshehadbeenseizedwithhadgreatlyterrifiedhim;
andconfinedasshenowwastoabedofsickness,shewasnolongeranobjectofdesire:itistrueforseveraldayshewentconstantlytoseeher,butherpale,emaciatedappearancedisgustedhim:
hisvisitsbecamelessfrequent;heforgotthesolemnchargegivenhimbyMontraville;heevenforgotthemoneyentrustedtohiscare;
and,theburningblushofindignationandshametingesmycheekwhileIwriteit,thisdisgracetohumanityandmanhoodatlengthforgoteventheinjuredCharlotte;and,attractedbythebloominghealthofafarmer’sdaughter,whomhehadseeninhisfrequentexcursionstothecountry,helefttheunhappygirltosinkunnoticedtothegrave,apreytosickness,grief,andpenury;
whilehe,havingtriumphedoverthevirtueoftheartlesscottager,riotedinalltheintemperanceofluxuryandlawlesspleasure。
CHAPTERXXVIII。
ATRIFLINGRETROSPECT。
"BLESSmyheart,"criesmyyoung,volatilereader,"Ishallneverhavepatiencetogetthroughthesevolumes,therearesomanyahs!andohs!
somuchfainting,tears,anddistress,Iamsicktodeathofthesubject。"
Mydear,chearful,innocentgirl,forinnocentIwillsupposeyoutobe,oryouwouldacutelyfeelthewoesofCharlotte,didconsciencesay,thusmightithavebeenwithme,hadnotProvidenceinterposedtosnatchmefromdestruction:therefore,mylively,innocentgirl,Imustrequestyourpatience:Iamwritingataleoftruth:
Imeantowriteittotheheart:butifperchancetheheartisrenderedimpenetrablebyunboundedprosperity,oracontinuanceinvice,Iexpectnotmytaletoplease,nay,Ievenexpectitwillbethrownbywithdisgust。Butsoftly,gentlefairone;
Iprayyouthrowitnotasidetillyouhaveperusedthewhole;
mayhapyoumayfindsomethingthereintorepayyouforthetrouble。
MethinksIseeasarcasticsmilesitonyourcountenance。——"Andwhat,"
cryyou,"doestheconceitedauthorsupposewecangleanfromthesepages,ifCharlotteisheldupasanobjectofterror,topreventusfromfallingintoguiltyerrors?doesnotLaRuetriumphinhershame,andbyaddingarttoguilt,obtaintheaffectionofaworthyman,andrisetoastationwheresheisbeheldwithrespect,andchearfullyreceivedintoallcompanies。Whatthenisthemoralyouwouldinculcate?
Wouldyouwishustothinkthatadeviationfromvirtue,ifcoveredbyartandhypocrisy,isnotanobjectofdetestation,butonthecontraryshallraiseustofameandhonour?whilethehaplessgirlwhofallsavictimtohertoogreatsensibility,shallbeloadedwithignominyandshame?"No,myfairquerist,Imeannosuchthing。
Remembertheendeavoursofthewickedareoftensufferedtoprosper,thatintheendtheirfallmaybeattendedwithmorebitternessofheart;
whilethecupofafflictionispouredoutforwiseandsalutaryends,andtheywhoarecompelledtodrainiteventothebitterdregs,oftenfindcomfortatthebottom;thetearofpenitenceblotstheiroffencesfromthebookoffate,andtheyrisefromtheheavy,painfultrial,purifiedandfitforamansioninthekingdomofeternity。
Yes,myyoungfriends,thetearofcompassionshallfallforthefateofCharlotte,whilethenameofLaRueshallbedetestedanddespised。
ForCharlotte,thesoulmeltswithsympathy;forLaRue,itfeelsnothingbuthorrorandcontempt。ButperhapsyourgayheartswouldratherfollowthefortunateMrs。Craytonthroughthescenesofpleasureanddissipationinwhichshewasengaged,thanlistentothecomplaintsandmiseriesofCharlotte。Iwillforonceobligeyou;
Iwillforoncefollowhertomidnightrevels,balls,andscenesofgaiety,forinsuchwassheconstantlyengaged。
Ihavesaidherpersonwaslovely;letusaddthatshewassurroundedbysplendorandaffluence,andhemustknowbutlittleoftheworldwhocanwonder,(howeverfaultysuchawoman’sconduct,)
atherbeingfollowedbythemen,andhercompanycourtedbythewomen:inshortMrs。Craytonwastheuniversalfavourite:
shesetthefashions,shewastoastedbyallthegentlemen,andcopiedbyalltheladies。
ColonelCraytonwasadomesticman。Couldhebehappywithsuchawoman?impossible!Remonstrancewasvain:hemightaswellhavepreachedtothewinds,asendeavourtopersuadeherfromanyaction,howeverridiculous,onwhichshehadsethermind:
inshort,afteralittleineffectualstruggle,hegaveuptheattempt,andlefthertofollowthebentofherowninclinations:
whatthosewere,Ithinkthereadermusthaveseenenoughofhercharactertoformajustidea。Amongthenumberwhopaidtheirdevotionsathershrine,shesingledone,ayoungEnsignofmeanbirth,indifferenteducation,andweakintellects。
Howsuchamancameintothearmy,wehardlyknowtoaccountfor,andhowheafterwardsrosetopostsofhonourislikewisestrangeandwonderful。Butfortuneisblind,andsoarethosetoofrequentlywhohavethepowerofdispensingherfavours:
elsewhydoweseefoolsandknavesattheverytopofthewheel,whilepatientmeritsinkstotheextremeoftheoppositeabyss。
Butwemayformathousandconjecturesonthissubject,andyetneverhitontheright。Letusthereforeendeavourtodeservehersmiles,andwhetherwesucceedornot,weshallfeelmoreinnatesatisfaction,thanthousandsofthosewhobaskinthesunshineofherfavourunworthily。
ButtoreturntoMrs。Crayton:thisyoungman,whomIshalldistinguishbythenameofCorydon,wasthereigningfavouriteofherheart。
Heescortedhertotheplay,dancedwithherateveryball,andwhenindispositionpreventedhergoingout,itwashealonewhowaspermittedtochearthegloomysolitudetowhichshewasobligedtoconfineherself。DidsheeverthinkofpoorCharlotte?——
ifshedid,mydearMiss,itwasonlytolaughatthepoorgirl’swantofspiritinconsentingtobemopedupinthecountry,whileMontravillewasenjoyingallthepleasuresofagay,dissipatedcity。
Whensheheardofhismarriage,shesmilingsaid,sothere’sanendofMadamCharlotte’shopes。Iwonderwhowilltakehernow,orwhatwillbecomeofthelittleaffectedprude?
Butasyouhaveleadtothesubject,IthinkwemayaswellreturntothedistressedCharlotte,andnot,liketheunfeelingMrs。Crayton,shutourheartstothecallofhumanity。
CHAPTERXXIX。
WEGOFORWARDAGAIN。
THEstrengthofCharlotte’sconstitutioncombattedagainstherdisorder,andshebeganslowlytorecover,thoughshestilllabouredunderaviolentdepressionofspirits:howmustthatdepressionbeencreased,when,uponexaminingherlittlestore,shefoundherselfreducedtoonesolitaryguinea,andthatduringherillnesstheattendanceofanapothecaryandnurse,togetherwithmanyotherunavoidableexpences,hadinvolvedherindebt,fromwhichshesawnomethodofextricatingherself。Astothefainthopewhichshehadentertainedofhearingfromandbeingrelievedbyherparents;
itnowentirelyforsookher,foritwasabovefourmonthssinceherletterwasdispatched,andshehadreceivednoanswer:
shethereforeimaginedthatherconducthadeitherentirelyalienatedtheiraffectionfromher,orbrokentheirhearts,andshemustnevermorehopetoreceivetheirblessing。
Neverdidanyhumanbeingwishfordeathwithgreaterfervencyorwithjustercause;yetshehadtoojustasenseofthedutiesoftheChristianreligiontoattempttoputaperiodtoherownexistence。
"Ihavebuttobepatientalittlelonger,"shewouldcry,"andnature,fatiguedandfainting,willthrowoffthisheavyloadofmortality,andIshallbereleasedfromallmysufferings。"
ItwasonecoldstormydayinthelatterendofDecember,asCharlottesatbyahandfuloffire,thelowstateofherfinancesnotallowinghertoreplenishherstockoffuel,andprudenceteachinghertobecarefulofwhatshehad,whenshewassurprisedbytheentranceofafarmer’swife,who,withoutmuchceremony,seatedherself,andbeganthiscuriousharangue。
"I’mcometoseeifashowyoucanpayyourrent,becauseashowwehearCaptainMontableisgoneaway,andit’sfiftytooneifheb’antkilledaforehecomesbackagain;anthen,Miss,orMa’am,orwhateveryoumaybe,asIwassayingtomyhusband,wherearewetolookforourmoney。"
ThiswasastrokealtogetherunexpectedbyCharlotte:sheknewsolittleofthewaysoftheworldthatshehadneverbestowedathoughtonthepaymentfortherentofthehouse;sheknewindeedthatsheowedagooddeal,butthiswasneverreckonedamongtheothers:
shewasthunder-struck;shehardlyknewwhatanswertomake,yetitwasabsolutelynecessarythatsheshouldsaysomething;
andjudgingofthegentlenessofeveryfemaledispositionbyherown,shethoughtthebestwaytointerestthewomaninherfavourwouldbetotellhercandidlytowhatasituationshewasreduced,andhowlittleprobabilitytherewasofhereverpayinganybody。
AlaspoorCharlotte,howconfinedwasherknowledgeofhumannature,orshewouldhavebeenconvincedthattheonlywaytoinsurethefriendshipandassistanceofyoursurroundingacquaintanceistoconvincethemyoudonotrequireit,forwhenoncethepetrifyingaspectofdistressandpenuryappear,whosequalities,likeMedusa’shead,canchangetostoneallthatlookuponit;
whenoncethisGorgonclaimsacquaintancewithus,thephantomoffriendship,thatbeforecourtedournotice,willvanishintounsubstantialair,andthewholeworldbeforeusappearabarrenwaste。
Pardonme,yedearspiritsofbenevolence,whosebenignsmilesandchearful-givinghandhavestrewedsweetflowersonmanyathornypaththroughwhichmywaywardfateforcedmetopass;
thinknot,that,incondemningtheunfeelingtextureofthehumanheart,IforgetthespringfromwhenceflowanthecomfortsIenjoy:ohno!
Ilookuptoyouastobrightconstellations,gatheringnewsplendoursfromthesurroundingdarkness;butah!whilstIadorethebenignantraysthatchearedandilluminedmyheart,Imournthattheirinfluencecannotextendtoallthesonsanddaughtersofaffliction。
"Indeed,Madam,"saidpoorCharlotteinatremulousaccent,"Iamatalosswhattodo。Montravilleplacedmehere,andpromisedtodefrayallmyexpenses:buthehasforgothispromise,hehasforsakenme,andIhavenofriendwhohaseitherpowerorwilltorelieveme。
Letmehope,asyouseemyunhappysituation,yourcharity——"
"Charity,"criedthewomanimpatientlyinterruptingher,"charityindeed:
why,Mistress,charitybeginsathome,andIhavesevenchildrenathome,HONEST,LAWFULchildren,anditismydutytokeepthem;
anddoyouthinkIwillgiveawaymypropertytoanasty,impudenthussey,tomaintainherandherbastard;anIwassayingtomyhusbandtheotherdaywhatwillthisworldcometo;
honestwomenarenothingnow-a-days,whiletheharlotingsaresetupforfineladies,andlookuponusnomorenorthedirttheywalkupon:
butletmetellyou,myfinespokenMa’am,Imusthavemymoney;
soseeingashowyoucan’tpayit,whyyoumusttroop,andleaveallyourfinegimcracksandfalderrallsbehindyou。
Idon’taskfornomorenormyright,andnobodyshalldarefortogofortohindermeofit。"
"Ohheavens,"criedCharlotte,claspingherhands,’whatwillbecomeofme?"
"Comeonye!"retortedtheunfeelingwretch:"whygotothebarracksandworkforamorselofbread;washandmendthesoldierscloaths,ancooktheirvictuals,andnotexpecttoliveinidlenessonhonestpeople’smeans。OhIwishIcouldseethedaywhenallsuchcattlewereobligedtoworkhardandeatlittle;
it’sonlywhattheydeserve。"
"Fatherofmercy,"criedCharlotte,"Iacknowledgethycorrectionjust;
butprepareme,Ibeseechthee,fortheportionofmiserythoumay’stpleasetolayuponme。"
"Well,"saidthewoman,"Ishallgoantellmyhusbandashowyoucan’tpay;andsod’yesee,Ma’am,getreadytobepackingawaythisverynight,foryoushouldnotstayanothernightinthishouse,thoughIwassureyouwouldlayinthestreet。’
Charlottebowedherheadinsilence;buttheanguishofherheartwastoogreattopermithertoarticulateasingleword。
CHAPTERXXX。
Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。
WHENCharlottewaslefttoherself,shebegantothinkwhatcourseshemusttake,ortowhomshecouldapply,topreventherperishingforwant,orperhapsthatverynightfallingavictimtotheinclemencyoftheseason。Aftermanyperplexedthoughts,sheatlastdeterminedtosetoutforNew-York,andenquireoutMrs。Crayton,fromwhomshehadnodoubtbutsheshouldobtainimmediatereliefassoonasherdistresswasmadeknown;shehadnosoonerformedthisresolutionthansheresolvedimmediatelytoputitinexecution:
shethereforewrotethefollowinglittlebillettoMrs。Crayton,thinkingifsheshouldhavecompanywithheritwouldbebettertosenditinthantorequesttoseeher。
TOMRS。CRAYTON。
"MADAM,"Whenweleftournativeland,thatdear,happylandwhichnowcontainsallthatisdeartothewretchedCharlotte,ourprospectswerethesame;
weboth,pardonme,Madam,ifIsay,webothtooeasilyfollowedtheimpulseofourtreacheroushearts,andtrustedourhappinessonatempestuousocean,whereminehasbeenwreckedandlostforever;
youhavebeenmorefortunate——youareunitedtoamanofhonourandhumanity,unitedbythemostsacredties,respected,esteemed,andadmired,andsurroundedbyinnumerableblessingsofwhichI
ambereaved,enjoyingthosepleasureswhichhavefledmybosomnevertoreturn;alas!sorrowanddeepregrethavetakentheirplace。
Beholdme,Madam,apoorforsakenwanderer,whohasnowheretolayherwearyhead,wherewithtosupplythewantsofnature,ortoshieldherfromtheinclemencyoftheweather。ToyouIsue,toyouIlookforpityandrelief。Iasknottobereceivedasanintimateoranequal;onlyforcharity’ssweetsakereceivemeintoyourhospitablemansion,allotmethemeanestapartmentinit,andletmebreathoutmysoulinprayersforyourhappiness;
Icannot,IfeelIcannotlongbearupundertheaccumulatedwoesthatpourinuponme;butoh!mydearMadam,fortheloveofheavensuffermenottoexpireinthestreet;andwhenIamatpeace,assoonIshallbe,extendyourcompassiontomyhelplessoffspring,shoulditpleaseheaventhatitshouldsurviveitsunhappymother。
AgleamofjoybreaksinonmybenightedsoulwhileIreflectthatyoucannot,willnotrefuseyourprotectiontotheheart-broken。CHARLOTTE。"
WhenCharlottehadfinishedthisletter,lateasitwasintheafternoon,andthoughthesnowbegantofallveryfast,shetiedupafewnecessarieswhichshehadpreparedagainstherexpectedconfinement,andterrifiedlestsheshouldbeagainexposedtotheinsultsofherbarbarouslandlady,moredreadfultoherwoundedspiritthaneitherstormordarkness,shesetforwardforNew-York。
Itmaybeaskedbythose,who,inaworkofthiskind,lovetocavilateverytriflingomission,whetherCharlottedidnotpossessanyvaluableofwhichshecouldhavedisposed,andbythatmeanshavesupportedherselftillMrs。Beauchamp’sreturn,whenshewouldhavebeencertainofreceivingeverytenderattentionwhichcompassionandfriendshipcoulddictate:butletmeentreatthesewise,penetratinggentlementoreflect,thatwhenCharlotteleftEngland,itwasinsuchhastethattherewasnotimetopurchaseanythingmorethanwhatwaswantedforimmediateuseonthevoyage,andafterherarrivalatNew-York,Montraville’saffectionsoonbegantodecline,sothatherwholewardrobeconsistedofonlynecessaries,andastobaubles,withwhichfondloversoftenloadtheirmistresses,shepossessednotone,exceptaplaingoldlocketofsmallvalue,whichcontainedalockofhermother’shair,andwhichthegreatestextremityofwantcouldnothaveforcedhertopartwith。
Ihope,Sir,yourprejudicesarenowremovedinregardtotheprobabilityofmystory?Ohtheyare。Wellthen,withyourleave,Iwillproceed。
Thedistancefromthehousewhichoursufferingheroineoccupied,toNew-York,wasnotverygreat,yetthesnowfensofast,andthecoldsointense,that,beingunablefromhersituationtowalkquick,shefoundherselfalmostsinkingwithcoldandfatiguebeforeshereachedthetown;hergarments,whichweremerelysuitabletothesummerseason,beinganundressrobeofplainwhitemuslin,werewetthrough,andathinblackcloakandbonnet,veryimproperhabilimentsforsuchaclimate,butpoorlydefendedherfromthecold。
Inthissituationshereachedthecity,andenquiredofafootsoldierwhomshemet,thewaytoColonelCrayton’s。
"Blessyou,mysweetlady,"saidthesoldierwithavoiceandlookofcompassion,"Iwillshewyouthewaywithallmyheart;butifyouaregoingtomakeapetitiontoMadamCraytonitisalltonopurposeIassureyou:ifyoupleaseIwillconductyoutoMr。Franklin’s;
thoughMissJuliaismarriedandgonenow,yettheoldgentlemanisverygood。"
"JuliaFranklin,"saidCharlotte;"isshenotmarriedtoMontraville?"
"Yes,"repliedthesoldier,"andmayGodblessthem,forabetterofficerneverlived,heissogoodtousall;andastoMissJulia,allthepoorfolkalmostworshippedher。"
"Graciousheaven,"criedCharlotte,"isMontravilleunjustthentononebutme。"
ThesoldiernowshewedherColonelCrayton’sdoor,and,withabeatingheart,sheknockedforadmission。
CHAPTERXXXI。
SUBJECTCONTINUED。
WHENthedoorwasopened,Charlotte,inavoicerenderedscarcelyarticulate,throughcoldandtheextremeagitationofhermind,demandedwhetherMrs。Craytonwasathome。Theservanthesitated:
heknewthathisladywasengagedatagameofpicquetwithherdearCorydon,norcouldhethinkshewouldliketobedisturbedbyapersonwhoseappearancespokeherofsolittleconsequenceasCharlotte;yettherewassomethinginhercountenancethatratherinterestedhiminherfavour,andhesaidhisladywasengaged,butifshehadanyparticularmessagehewoulddeliverit。
"Takeupthisletter,"saidCharlotte:"tellhertheunhappywriterofitwaitsinherhallforananswer。"Thetremulousaccent,thetearfuleye,musthavemovedanyheartnotcomposedofadamant。
Themantooktheletterfromthepoorsuppliant,andhastilyascendedthestaircase。
"Aletter,Madam,"saidhe,presentingittohislady:
"animmediateanswerisrequired。"
Mrs。Craytonglancedhereyecarelesslyoverthecontents。
"Whatstuffisthis;"criedshehaughtily;"havenotItoldyouathousandtimesthatIwillnotbeplaguedwithbeggars,andpetitionsfrompeopleoneknowsnothingabout?GotellthewomanIcan’tdoanythinginit。
I’msorry,butonecan’trelieveeverybody。"
Theservantbowed,andheavilyreturnedwiththischillingmessagetoCharlotte。
"Surely,"saidshe,"Mrs。Craytonhasnotreadmyletter。
Go,mygoodfriend,praygobacktoher;tellheritisCharlotteTemplewhorequestsbeneathherhospitablerooftofindshelterfromtheinclemencyoftheseason。"
"Prithee,don’tplagueme,man,"criedMrs。Craytonimpatiently,astheservantadvancedsomethinginbehalfoftheunhappygirl。
"ItellyouIdon’tknowher。"
"Notknowme,"criedCharlotte,rushingintotheroom,(forshehadfollowedthemanupstairs)"notknowme,notremembertheruinedCharlotteTemple,who,butforyou,perhapsmightstillhavebeeninnocent,stillhavebeenhappy。Oh!LaRue,thisisbeyondeverythingIcouldhavebelievedpossible。"
"Uponmyhonour,Miss,"repliedtheunfeelingwomanwiththeutmosteffrontery,"thisisamostunaccountableaddress:
itisbeyondmycomprehension。John,"continuedshe,turningtotheservant,"theyoungwomaniscertainlyoutofhersenses:
dopraytakeheraway,sheterrifiesmetodeath。"
"OhGod,"criedCharlotte,claspingherhandsinanagony,"thisistoomuch;whatwillbecomeofme?butIwillnotleaveyou;
theyshallnottearmefromyou;hereonmykneesIconjureyoutosavemefromperishinginthestreets;ifyoureallyhaveforgotme,ohforcharity’ssweetsakethisnightletmebeshelteredfromthewinter’spiercingcold。"ThekneelingfigureofCharlotteinheraffectingsituationmighthavemovedtheheartofastoictocompassion;butMrs。Craytonremainedinflexible。
InvaindidCharlotterecountthetimetheyhadknowneachotheratChichester,invainmentiontheirbeinginthesameship,invainwerethenamesofMontravilleandBelcourmentioned。
Mrs。Craytoncouldonlysayshewassorryforherimprudence,butcouldnotthinkofhavingherownreputationendangeredbyencouragingawomanofthatkindinherownhouse,besidesshedidnotknowwhattroubleandexpenseshemightbringuponherhusbandbygivingsheltertoawomaninhersituation。
"Icanatleastdiehere,"saidCharlotte,"IfeelIcannotlongsurvivethisdreadfulconflict。Fatherofmercy,hereletmefinishmyexistence。"Heragonizingsensationsoverpoweredher,andshefellsenselessonthefloor。
"Takeheraway,"saidMrs。Crayton,"shewillreallyfrightenmeintohysterics;takeherawayIsaythisinstant。"
"AndwheremustItakethepoorcreature?"saidtheservantwithavoiceandlookofcompassion。
"Anywhere,"criedshehastily,"onlydon’tletmeeverseeheragain。
IdeclareshehasflurriedmesoIshan’tbemyselfagainthisfortnight。"
John,assistedbyhisfellow-servant,raisedandcarriedherdownstairs。
"Poorsoul,"saidhe,"youshallnotlayinthestreetthisnight。
Ihaveabedandapoorlittlehovel,wheremywifeandherlittleonesrestthem,buttheyshallwatchtonight,andyoushallbeshelteredfromdanger。"Theyplacedherinachair;
andthebenevolentman,assistedbyoneofhiscomrades,carriedhertotheplacewherehiswifeandchildrenlived。
Asurgeonwassentfor:hebledher,shegavesignsofreturninglife,andbeforethedawngavebirthtoafemaleinfant。
Afterthiseventshelayforsomehoursinakindofstupor;
andifatanytimeshespoke,itwaswithaquicknessandincoherencethatplainlyevincedthetotaldeprivationofherreason。
CHAPTERXXXII。
REASONSWHYANDWHEREFORE。
THEreaderofsensibilitymayperhapsbeastonishedtofindMrs。CraytoncouldsopositivelydenyanyknowledgeofCharlotte;itisthereforebutjustthatherconductshouldinsomemeasurebeaccountedfor。
ShehadeverbeenfullysensibleofthesuperiorityofCharlotte’ssenseandvirtue;shewasconsciousthatshehadneverswervedfromrectitude,haditnotbeenforherbadpreceptsandworseexample。
Thesewerethingsasyetunknowntoherhusband,andshewishednottohavethatpartofherconductexposedtohim,asshehadgreatreasontofearshehadalreadylostconsiderablepartofthatpowersheoncemaintainedoverhim。ShetrembledwhilstCharlottewasinthehouse,lesttheColonelshouldreturn;
sheperfectlywellrememberedhowmuchheseemedinterestedinherfavourwhilstontheirpassagefromEngland,andmadenodoubt,but,shouldheseeherinherpresentdistress,hewouldofferheranasylum,andprotecthertotheutmostofhispower。
InthatcaseshefearedtheunguardednatureofCharlottemightdiscovertotheColonelthepartshehadtakenintheunhappygirl’selopement,andshewellknewthecontrastbetweenherownandCharlotte’sconductwouldmaketheformerappearinnoveryrespectablelight。
Hadshereflectedproperly,shewouldhaveaffordedthepoorgirlprotection;andbyenjoininghersilence,ensureditbyactsofrepeatedkindness;butviceingeneralblindsitsvotaries,andtheydiscovertheirrealcharacterstotheworldwhentheyaremoststudioustopreserveappearances。
JustsoithappenedwithMrs。Crayton:herservantsmadenoscrupleofmentioningthecruelconductoftheirladytoapoordistressedlunaticwhoclaimedherprotection;everyonejoinedinreprobatingherinhumanity;nayevenCorydonthoughtshemightatleasthaveorderedhertobetakencareof,buthedarenotevenhintittoher,forhelivedbutinhersmiles,anddrewfromherlavishfondnesslargesumstosupportanextravagancetowhichthestateofhisownfinanceswasveryinadequate;
itcannotthereforebesupposedthathewishedMrs。Craytontobeveryliberalinherbountytotheafflictedsuppliant;
yetvicehadnotsoentirelysearedoverhisheart,butthesorrowsofCharlottecouldfindavulnerablepart。
Charlottehadnowbeenthreedayswithherhumanepreservers,butshewastotallyinsensibleofeverything:sheravedincessantlyforMontravilleandherfather:shewasnotconsciousofbeingamother,nortooktheleastnoticeofherchildexcepttoaskwhoseitwas,andwhyitwasnotcarriedtoitsparents。
"Oh,"saidsheoneday,startinguponhearingtheinfantcry,"why,whywillyoukeepthatchildhere;Iamsureyouwouldnotifyouknewhowharditwasforamothertobepartedfromherinfant:
itisliketearingthecordsoflifeasunder。OhcouldyouseethehorridsightwhichInowbehold——theretherestandsmydearmother,herpoorbosombleedingateveryvein,hergentle,affectionatehearttorninathousandpieces,andallforthelossofaruined,ungratefulchild。Savemesaveme——fromherfrown。
Idarenot——indeedIdarenotspeaktoher。"
Suchwerethedreadfulimagesthathauntedherdistractedmind,andnaturewassinkingfastunderthedreadfulmaladywhichmedicinehadnopowertoremove。Thesurgeonwhoattendedherwasahumaneman;heexertedhisutmostabilitiestosaveher,buthesawshewasinwantofmanynecessariesandcomforts,whichthepovertyofherhospitablehostrenderedhimunabletoprovide:
hethereforedeterminedtomakehersituationknowntosomeoftheofficers’ladies,andendeavourtomakeacollectionforherrelief。
Whenhereturnedhome,aftermakingthisresolution,hefoundamessagefromMrs。Beauchamp,whohadjustarrivedfromRhode-Island,requestinghewouldcallandseeoneofherchildren,whowasveryunwell。
"Idonotknow,"saidhe,ashewashasteningtoobeythesummons,"IdonotknowawomantowhomIcouldapplywithmorehopeofsuccessthanMrs。Beauchamp。Iwillendeavourtointerestherinthispoorgirl’sbehalf,shewantsthesoothingbalmoffriendlyconsolation:
wemayperhapssaveher;wewilltryatleast。"
"Andwhereisshe,"criedMrs。Beauchampwhenhehadprescribedsomethingforthechild,andtoldhislittlepathetictale,"whereisshe,Sir?wewillgotoherimmediately。
HeavenforbidthatIshouldbedeaftothecallsofhumanity。
Comewewillgothisinstant。"Thenseizingthedoctor’sarm,theysoughtthehabitationthatcontainedthedyingCharlotte。
CHAPTERXXXIII。
WHICHPEOPLEVOIDOFFEELING
NEEDNOTREAD。
WHENMrs。Beauchampenteredtheapartmentofthepoorsufferer,shestartedbackwithhorror。Onawretchedbed,withouthangingsandbutpoorlysuppliedwithcovering,laytheemaciatedfigureofwhatstillretainedthesemblanceofalovelywoman,thoughsicknesshadsoalteredherfeaturesthatMrs。Beauchamphadnottheleastrecollectionofherperson。Inonecomeroftheroomstoodawomanwashing,and,shiveringoverasmallfire,twohealthybuthalfnakedchildren;theinfantwasasleepbesideitsmother,and,onachairbythebedside,stoodaporrengerandwoodenspoon,containingalittlegruel,andatea-cupwithabouttwospoonfullsofwineinit。
Mrs。Beauchamphadneverbeforebeheldsuchasceneofpoverty;
sheshudderedinvoluntarily,andexclaiming——"heavenpreserveus!"
leanedonthebackofachairreadytosinktotheearth。
Thedoctorrepentedhavingsoprecipitatelybroughtherintothisaffectingscene;buttherewasnotimeforapologies:
Charlottecaughtthesoundofhervoice,andstartingalmostoutofbed,exclaimed——"Angelofpeaceandmercy,artthoucometodeliverme?
Oh,Iknowyouare,forwheneveryouwasnearmeIfelteasedofhalfmysorrows;butyoudon’tknowme,norcanI,withalltherecollectionIammistressof,rememberyournamejustnow,butIknowthatbenevolentcountenance,andthesoftnessofthatvoicewhichhassooftencomfortedthewretchedCharlotte。"
Mrs。Beauchamphad,duringthetimeCharlottewasspeaking,seatedherselfonthebedandtakenoneofherhands;shelookedatherattentively,andatthenameofCharlottesheperfectlyconceivedthewholeshockingaffair。Afaintsicknesscameoverher。
"Graciousheaven,"saidshe,"isthispossible?"andburstingintotears,shereclinedtheburningheadofCharlotteonherownbosom;
andfoldingherarmsabouther,weptoverherinsilence。
"Oh,"saidCharlotte,"youareverygoodtoweepthusforme:
itisalongtimesinceIshedatearformyself:myheadandheartarebothonfire,butthesetearsofyour’sseemtocoolandrefreshit。
OhnowIrememberyousaidyouwouldsendalettertomypoorfather:
doyouthinkheeverreceivedit?orperhapsyouhavebroughtmeananswer:whydon’tyouspeak,Madam?DoeshesayImaygohome?
Wellheisverygood;Ishallsoonbeready。"
Shethenmadeanefforttogetoutofbed;butbeingprevented,herfrenzyagainreturned,andsheravedwiththegreatestwildnessandincoherence。
Mrs。Beauchamp,findingitwasimpossibleforhertoberemoved,contentedherselfwithorderingtheapartmenttobemademorecomfortable,andprocuringapropernurseforbothmotherandchild;andhavinglearnttheparticularsofCharlotte’sfruitlessapplicationtoMrs。CraytonfromhonestJohn,sheamplyrewardedhimforhisbenevolence,andreturnedhomewithaheartoppressedwithmanypainfulsensations,butyetrenderedeasybythereflexionthatshehadperformedherdutytowardsadistressedfellow-creature。
EarlythenextmorningsheagainvisitedCharlotte,andfoundhertolerablycomposed;shecalledherbyname,thankedherforhergoodness,andwhenherchildwasbroughttoher,presseditinherarms,weptoverit,andcalledittheoffspringofdisobedience。
Mrs。Beauchampwasdelightedtoseehersomuchamended,andbegantohopeshemightrecover,and,spiteofherformererrors,becomeanusefulandrespectablememberofsociety;
butthearrivalofthedoctorputanendtothesedelusivehopes:
hesaidnaturewasmakingherlasteffort,andafewhourswouldmostprobablyconsigntheunhappygirltoherkindreddust。
Beingaskedhowshefoundherself,shereplied——"Whybetter,muchbetter,doctor。IhopenowIhavebutlittlemoretosuffer。
Ihadlastnightafewhourssleep,andwhenIawokerecoveredthefullpowerofrecollection。Iamquitesensibleofmyweakness;
IfeelIhavebutlittlelongertocombatwiththeshaftsofaffliction。
Ihaveanhumbleconfidenceinthemercyofhimwhodiedtosavetheworld,andtrustthatmysufferingsinthisstateofmortality,joinedtomyunfeignedrepentance,throughhismercy,haveblottedmyoffencesfromthesightofmyoffendedmaker。
Ihavebutonecare——mypoorinfant!Fatherofmercy,"continuedshe,raisinghereyes,"ofthyinfinitegoodness,grantthatthesinsoftheparentbenotvisitedontheunof-fendingchild。
Maythosewhotaughtmetodespisethylawsbeforgiven;laynotmyoffencestotheircharge,Ibeseechthee;andoh!showerthechoicestofthyblessingsonthosewhosepityhassoothedtheafflictedheart,andmadeeasyeventhebedofpainandsickness。"
Shewasexhaustedbythisferventaddresstothethroneofmercy,andthoughherlipsstillmovedhervoicebecameinarticulate:
shelayforsometimeasitwereinadoze,andthenrecovering,faintlypressedMrs。Beauchamp’shand,andrequestedthataclergymanmightbesentfor。
Onhisarrivalshejoinedferventlyinthepiousoffice,frequentlymentioningheringratitudetoherparentsaswhatlaymostheavyatherheart。Whenshehadperformedthelastsolemnduty,andwaspreparingtoliedown,alittlebustleontheoutsidedooroccasionedMrs。Beauchamptoopenit,andenquirethecause。
Amaninappearanceaboutforty,presentedhimself,andaskedforMrs。Beauchamp。
"Thatismyname,Sir,"saidshe。
"Ohthen,mydearMadam,"criedhe,"tellmewhereImayfindmypoor,ruined,butrepentantchild。"
Mrs。Beauchampwassurprisedandaffected;sheknewnotwhattosay;
sheforesawtheagonythisinterviewwouldoccasionMr。Temple,whohadjustarrivedinsearchofhisCharlotte,andyetwassensiblethatthepardonandblessingofherfatherwouldsofteneventheagoniesofdeathtothedaughter。
Shehesitated。"Tellme,Madam,"criedhewildly,"tellme,Ibeseechthee,doesshelive?shallIseemydarlingonceagain?
Perhapssheisinthishouse。Lead,leadmetoher,thatImayblessher,andthenliedownanddie。"
Theardentmannerinwhichheutteredthesewordsoccasionedhimtoraisehisvoice。ItcaughttheearofCharlotte:
sheknewthebelovedsound:andutteringaloudshriek,shesprangforwardasMr。Templeenteredtheroom。"Myadoredfather。"
"Mylonglostchild。"Naturecouldsupportnomore,andtheybothsunklifelessintothearmsoftheattendants。
Charlottewasagainputintobed,andafewmomentsrestoredMr。Temple:
buttodescribetheagonyofhissufferingsispastthepowerofanyone,who,thoughtheymayreadilyconceive,cannotdelineatethedreadfulscene。Everyeyegavetestimonyofwhateachheartfelt——
butallweresilent。
WhenCharlotterecovered,shefoundherselfsupportedinherfather’sarms。Shecastonhimamostexpressivelook,butwasunabletospeak。Arevivingcordialwasadministered。
Shethenaskedinalowvoice,forherchild:itwasbroughttoher:
sheputitinherfather’sarms。"Protecther,"saidshe,"andblessyourdying——"
Unabletofinishthesentence,shesunkbackonherpillow:
hercountenancewasserenelycomposed;sheregardedherfatherashepressedtheinfanttohisbreastwithasteadfastlook;
asuddenbeamofjoypassedacrossherlanguidfeatures,sheraisedhereyestoheaven——andthenclosedthemforever。
CHAPTERXXXIV。
RETRIBUTION。
INthemeantimeMontravillehavingreceivedorderstoreturntoNew-York,arrived,andhavingstillsomeremainsofcompassionatetendernessforthewomanwhomheregardedasbroughttoshamebyhimself,hewentoutinsearchofBelcour,toenquirewhethershewassafe,andwhetherthechildlived。Hefoundhimimmersedindissipation,andcouldgainnootherintelligencethanthatCharlottehadlefthim,andthatheknewnotwhatwasbecomeofher。
"Icannotbelieveitpossible,"saidMontraville,"thatamindoncesopureasCharlotteTemple’s,shouldsosuddenlybecomethemansionofvice。Beware,Belcour,"continuedhe,"bewareifyouhavedaredtobehaveeitherunjustordishonourablytothatpoorgirl,yourlifeshallpaytheforfeit:——Iwillrevengehercause。"
Heimmediatelywentintothecountry,tothehousewherehehadleftCharlotte。Itwasdesolate。Aftermuchenquiryheatlengthfoundtheservantgirlwhohadlivedwithher。
FromherhelearntthemiseryCharlottehadenduredfromthecomplicatedevilsofillness,poverty,andabrokenheart,andthatshehadsetoutonfootforNew-York,onacoldwinter’sevening;
butshecouldinformhimnofurther。
Torturedalmosttomadnessbythisshockingaccount,hereturnedtothecity,but,beforehereachedit,theeveningwasdrawingtoaclose。
Inenteringthetownhewasobligedtopassseverallittlehuts,theresidenceofpoorwomenwhosupportedthemselvesbywashingthecloathsoftheofficersandsoldiers。Itwasnearlydark:
heheardfromaneighbouringsteepleasolemntollthatseemedtosaysomepoormortalwasgoingtotheirlastmansion:thesoundstruckontheheartofMontraville,andheinvoluntarilystopped,when,fromoneofthehouses,hesawtheappearanceofafuneral。
Almostunknowingwhathedid,hefollowedatasmalldistance;
andastheyletthecoffinintothegrave,heenquiredofasoldierwhostoodby,andhadjustbrushedoffatearthatdidhonourtohisheart,whoitwasthatwasjustburied。"Anpleaseyourhonour,"saidtheman,"’tisapoorgirlthatwasbroughtfromherfriendsbyacruelman,wholeftherwhenshewasbigwithchild,andmarriedanother。"
Montravillestoodmotionless,andthemanproceeded——"Imethermyselfnotafortnightsinceonenightallwetandcoldinthestreets;
shewenttoMadamCrayton’s,butshewouldnottakeherin,andsothepoorthingwentravingmad。"Montravillecouldbearnomore;hestruckhishandsagainsthisforeheadwithviolence;
andexclaiming"poormurderedCharlotte!"ranwithprecipitationtowardstheplacewheretheywereheapingtheearthonherremains。
"Hold,hold,onemoment,"saidhe。"ClosenotthegraveoftheinjuredCharlotteTempletillIhavetakenvengeanceonhermurderer。"
"Rashyoungman,"saidMr。Temple,""whoartthouthatthusdisturbestthelastmournfulritesofthedead,andrudelybreakestinuponthegriefofanafflictedfather。"
"IfthouartthefatherofCharlotteTemple,"saidhe,gazingathimwithmingledhorrorandamazement——"ifthouartherfather——IamMontraville。"
Thenfallingonhisknees,hecontinued——"Hereismybosom。
IbareittoreceivethestrokeImerit。Strike——strikenow,andsavemefromthemiseryofreflexion。"
"Alas!"saidMr。Temple,"ifthouwerttheseducerofmychild,thyownreflexionsbethypunishment。Iwrestnotthepowerfromthehandofomnipotence。Lookonthatlittleheapofearth,therehastthouburiedtheonlyjoyofafondfather。Lookatitoften;andmaythyheartfeelsuchtruesorrowasshallmeritthemercyofheaven。"
Heturnedfromhim;andMontravillestartingupfromtheground,wherehehadthrownhimself,andatthatinstantrememberingtheperfidyofBelcour,flewlikelightningtohislodgings。
Belcourwasintoxicated;Montravilleimpetuous:theyfought,andtheswordofthelatterenteredtheheartofhisadversary。
Hefell,andexpiredalmostinstantly。Montravillehadreceivedaslightwound;andovercomewiththeagitationofhismindandlossofblood,wascarriedinastateofinsensibilitytohisdistractedwife。
Adangerousillnessandobstinatedeliriumensued,duringwhichheravedincessantlyforCharlotte:butastrongconstitution,andthetenderassiduitiesofJulia,intimeovercamethedisorder。
Herecovered;buttotheendofhislifewassubjecttoseverefitsofmelancholy,andwhileheremainedatNew-Yorkfrequentlyretiredtothechurch-yard,wherehewouldweepoverthegrave,andregrettheuntimelyfateofthelovelyCharlotteTemple。
CHAPTERXXXV。
CONCLUSION。
SHORTLYaftertheintermentofhisdaughter,Mr。Temple,withhisdearlittlechargeandhernurse,setforwardforEngland。
Itwouldbeimpossibletodojusticetothemeetingscenebetweenhim,hisLucy,andheragedfather。Everyheartofsensibilitycaneasilyconceivetheirfeelings。Afterthefirsttumultofgriefwassubsided,Mrs。Templegaveupthechiefofhertimetohergrand-child,andasshegrewupandimproved,begantoalmostfancysheagainpossessedherCharlotte。
Itwasabouttenyearsafterthesepainfulevents,thatMr。andMrs。Temple,havingburiedtheirfather,wereobligedtocometoLondononparticularbusiness,andbroughtthelittleLucywiththem。
Theyhadbeenwalkingoneevening,whenontheirreturntheyfoundapoorwretchsittingonthestepsofthedoor。
Sheattemptedtoriseastheyapproached,butfromextremeweaknesswasunable,andafterseveralfruitlesseffortsfellbackinafit。
Mr。Templewasnotoneofthosemenwhostandtoconsiderwhetherbyassistinganobjectindistresstheyshallnotinconveniencethemselves,butinstigatedbytheimpulseofanoblefeelingheart,immediatelyorderedhertobecarriedintothehouse,andproperrestorativesapplied。
Shesoonrecovered;andfixinghereyesonMrs。Temple,cried——"Youknownot,Madam,whatyoudo;youknownotwhomyouarerelieving,oryouwouldcursemeinthebitternessofyourheart。Comenotnearme,Madam,Ishallcontaminateyou。
Iamtheviperthatstungyourpeace。IamthewomanwhoturnedthepoorCharlotteouttoperishinthestreet。Heavenhavemercy!
Iseehernow,"continuedshelookingatLucy;"such,suchwasthefairbudofinnocencethatmyvileartsblastedereitwashalfblown。"
ItwasinvainthatMr。andMrs。Templeintreatedhertobecomposedandtotakesomerefreshment。Sheonlydrankhalfaglassofwine;
andthentoldthemthatshehadbeenseparatedfromherhusbandsevenyears,thechiefofwhichshehadpassedinriot,dissipation,andvice,till,overtakenbypovertyandsickness,shehadbeenreducedtopartwitheveryvaluable,andthoughtonlyofendingherlifeinaprison;whenabenevolentfriendpaidherdebtsandreleasedher;butthatherillnessencreasing,shehadnopossiblemeansofsupportingherself,andherfriendswerewearyofrelievingher。"Ihavefasted,"saidshe,"twodays,andlastnightlaymyachingheadonthecoldpavement:
indeeditwasbutjustthatIshouldexperiencethosemiseriesmyselfwhichIhadunfeelinglyinflictedonothers。"
GreatlyasMr。TemplehadreasontodetestMrs。Crayton,hecouldnotbeholdherinthisdistresswithoutsomeemotionsofpity。
Hegavehershelterthatnightbeneathhishospitableroof,andthenextdaygotheradmissionintoanhospital;wherehavinglingeredafewweeks,shedied,astrikingexamplethatvice,howeverprosperousinthebeginning,intheendleadsonlytomiseryandshame。
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