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第1章

  I
  ProfessorJoslin,who,asourreadersaredoubtlessaware,isengagedinwritingthelifeofMrs。Aubyn,asksustostatethathewillbegreatlyindebtedtoanyofthefamousnovelist’sfriendswhowillfurnishhimwithinformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland。Mrs。Aubynhadsofewintimatefriends,andconsequentlysofewregularcorrespondents,thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。ProfessorJoslin’saddressis10AugustaGardens,Kensington,andhebegsustosaythathewillpromptlyreturnanydocumentsentrustedtohim。"
  GlennarddroppedtheSpectatorandsatlookingintothefire。Theclubwasfillingup,buthestillhadtohimselfthesmallinnerroom,withitsdarkeningoutlookdowntherainstreakedprospectofFifthAvenue。Itwasalldullanddismalenough,yetamomentearlierhisboredomhadbeenperverselytingedbyasenseofresentmentatthethoughtthat,asthingsweregoing,hemightintimehavetosurrendereventhedespisedprivilegeofboringhimselfwithinthoseparticularfourwalls。Itwasnotthathecaredmuchfortheclub,butthattheremotecontingencyofhavingtogiveitupstoodtohim,justthen,perhapsbyveryreasonofitsinsignificanceandremoteness,forthesymbolofhisincreasingabnegations;ofthatperpetualparing—offthatwasgraduallyreducingexistencetothenakedbusinessofkeepinghimselfalive。Itwasthefutilityofhismultipliedshiftsandprivationsthatmadethemseemunworthyofahighattitude;thesensethat,howeverrapidlyheeliminatedthesuperfluous,hisclearedhorizonwaslikelytooffernonearerviewoftheoneprospecttowardwhichhestrained。Togiveupthingsinordertomarrythewomanonelovesiseasierthantogivethemupwithoutbeingbroughtappreciablynearertosuchaconclusion。
  ThroughtheopendoorhesawyoungHollingsworthrisewithayawnfromtheineffectualsolaceofabrandy—and—sodaandtransporthispurposelesspersontothewindow。Glennardmeasuredhiscoursewithacontemptuouseye。ItwassolikeHollingsworthtogetupandlookoutofthewindowjustasitwasgrowingtoodarktoseeanything!Therewasamanrichenoughtodowhathepleased——hadhebeencapableofbeingpleased——yetbarredfromallconceivableachievementbyhisownimperviousdulness;while,afewfeetoff,Glennard,whowantedonlyenoughtokeepadecentcoatonhisbackandaroofovertheheadofthewomanheloved,Glennard,whohadsweated,toiled,deniedhimselfforthescantmeasureofopportunitythathiszealwouldhaveconvertedintoakingdom——satwretchedlycalculatingthat,evenwhenhehadresignedfromtheclub,andknockedoffhiscigars,andgivenuphisSundaysoutoftown,hewouldstillbenonearerattainment。
  TheSpectatorhadslippedtohisfeetandashepickedituphiseyefellagainontheparagraphaddressedtothefriendsofMrs。
  Aubyn。Hehadreaditforthefirsttimewithascarcelyperceptiblequickeningofattention:hernamehadsolongbeenpublicpropertythathiseyepasseditunseeingly,asthecrowdinthestreethurrieswithoutaglancebysomefamiliarmonument。
  "InformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland……"Thewordswereanevocation。Hesawheragainasshehadlookedattheirfirstmeeting,thepoorwomanofgeniuswithherlongpalefaceandshort—sightedeyes,softenedalittlebythegraceofyouthandinexperience,butsoincapableeventhenofanyholduponthepulses。Whenshespoke,indeed,shewaswonderful,morewonderful,perhaps,thanwhenlater,toGlennard’sfancyatleast,theconsciousofmemorablethingsutteredseemedtotakefromevenhermostintimatespeechtheperfectbloomofprivacy。Itwasinthoseearliestdays,ifever,thathehadcomenearlovingher;thougheventhenhissentimenthadlivedonlyintheintervalsofitsexpression。Later,whentobelovedbyherhadbeenastatetotouchanyman’simagination,thephysicalreluctancehad,inexplicably,sooverbornetheintellectualattraction,thatthelastyearshadbeen,tobothofthem,anagonyofconflictingimpulses。Evennow,if,inturningoveroldpapers,hishandlitonherletters,thetouchfilledhimwithinarticulatemisery……
  "Shehadsofewintimatefriends……thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。"Sofewintimatefriends!Foryearsshehadhadbutone;onewhointhelastyearshadrequitedherwonderfulpages,hertragicoutpouringsoflove,humility,andpardon,withthescantphrasesbywhichamanevadesthevulgarestofsentimentalimportunities。Hehadbeenabruteinspiteofhimself,andsometimes,nowthattheremembranceofherfacehadfaded,andonlyhervoiceandwordsremainedwithhim,hechafedathisowninadequacy,hisstupidinabilitytorisetotheheightofherpassion。Hisegoismwasnotofakindtomirroritscomplacencyintheadventure。Tohavebeenlovedbythemostbrilliantwomanofherday,andtohavebeenincapableoflovingher,seemedtohim,inlookingback,themostderisiveevidenceofhislimitations;andhisremorsefultendernessforhermemorywascomplicatedwithasenseofirritationagainstherforhavinggivenhimonceforallthemeasureofhisemotionalcapacity。Itwasnotoften,however,thathethusprobedthepast。Thepublic,intakingpossessionofMrs。Aubyn,hadeasedhisshouldersoftheirburden。Therewassomethingfatuousinanattitudeofsentimentalapologytowardamemoryalreadyclassic:toreproachone’sselffornothavinglovedMargaretAubynwasagooddeallikebeingdisturbedbyaninabilitytoadmiretheVenusofMilo。
  Fromhercoldnicheoffameshelookeddownironicallyenoughonhisself—flagellations……Itwasonlywhenhecameonsomethingthatbelongedtoherthathefeltasuddenrenewaloftheoldfeeling,thestrangedualimpulsethatdrewhimtohervoicebutdrovehimfromherhand,sothatevennow,atsightofanythingshehadtouched,hisheartcontractedpainfully。Ithappenedseldomnowadays。Herlittlepresents,onebyone,haddisappearedfromhisrooms,andherletters,keptfromsomeunacknowledgedpuerilevanityinthepossessionofsuchtreasures,seldomcamebeneathhishand……
  "Herletterswillbeofspecialvalue——"Herletters!Why,hemusthavehundredsofthem——enoughtofillavolume。Sometimesitusedtoseemtohimthattheycamewitheverypost——heusedtoavoidlookinginhisletter—boxwhenhecamehometohisrooms——
  butherwritingseemedtospringoutathimasheputhiskeyinthedoor——。
  Hestoodupandstrolledintotheotherroom。Hollingsworth,loungingawayfromthewindow,hadjoinedhimselftoalanguidlyconvivialgroupofmentowhom,inphrasesashaltingasthoughtheystruggledtodefineanultimateidea,hewasexpoundingthecursednuisanceoflivinginaholewithsuchadamnedclimatethatonehadtogetoutofitbyFebruary,withthecontingentdifficultyoftherebeingnoplacetotakeone’syachttoinwinterbutthatotherplayed—outhole,theRiviera。FromtheoutskirtsofthisgroupGlennardwanderedtoanother,whereavoiceasdifferentaspossiblefromHollingsworth’scolorlessorgandominatedanothercircleoflanguidlisteners。
  "ComeandhearDinslowtalkabouthispatent:admissionfree,"oneofthemensangoutinatoneofmockresignation。
  DinslowturnedtoGlennardtheconfidentpugnacityofhissmile。
  "Giveitanothersixmonthsandit’llbetalkingaboutitself,"hedeclared。"It’sprettynearlyarticulatenow。"
  "Canitsaypapa?"someoneelseinquired。
  Dinslow’ssmilebroadened。"You’llbedeucedgladtosaypapatoITayearfromnow,"heretorted。"It’llbeabletosupportevenyouinaffluence。Lookhere,now,justletmeexplaintoyou——"
  Glennardmovedawayimpatiently。Themenattheclub——allbutthosewhowere"init"——wereproverbially"tired"ofDinslow’spatent,andnonemoresothanGlennard,whoseknowledgeofitsmeritsmadeitloomlargeinthedepressingcatalogueoflostopportunities。Therelationsbetweenthetwomenhadalwaysbeenfriendly,andDinslow’surgentoffersto"takehiminonthegroundfloor"hadoflateintensifiedGlennard’ssenseofhisowninabilitytomeetgoodluckhalfway。Someofthemenwhohadpausedtolistenwerealreadyineveningclothes,othersontheirwayhometodress;andGlennard,withanaccustomedtwingeofhumiliation,saidtohimselfthatifhelingeredamongthemitwasinthemiserablehopethatoneofthenumbermightaskhimtodine。MissTrenthadtoldhimthatshewastogototheoperathateveningwithherrichaunt;andifheshouldhavethelucktopickupadinner—invitationhemightjoinhertherewithoutextraoutlay。
  Hemovedabouttheroom,lingeringhereandthereinatentativeaffectationofinterest;butthoughthemengreetedhimpleasantlynooneaskedhimtodine。Doubtlesstheywereallengaged,thesemenwhocouldaffordtopayfortheirdinners,whodidnothavetohuntforinvitationsasabeggarrummagesforacrustinanash—
  barrel!Butno——asHollingsworthleftthelesseningcircleaboutthetableanadmiringyouthcalledout——"Holly,stopanddine!"
  Hollingsworthturnedonhimthecrudecountenancethatlookedlikethewrongsideofamorefinishedface。"SorryIcan’t。I’minforabeastlybanquet。"
  Glennardthrewhimselfintoanarm—chair。Whygohomeintheraintodress?Itwasfollytotakeacabtotheopera,itwasworsefollytogothereatall。HisperpetualmeetingswithAlexaTrentwereasunfairtothegirlastheywereunnervingtohimself。
  Sincehecouldn’tmarryher,itwastimetostandasideandgiveabettermanthechance——andhisthoughtadmittedtheironicalimplicationthatinthetermsofexpediencythephrasemightstandforHollingsworth。
  II
  Hedinedaloneandwalkedhometohisroomsintherain。AsheturnedintoFifthAvenuehecaughtthewetgleamofcarriagesontheirwaytotheopera,andhetookthefirstsidestreet,inamomentofirritationagainstthepettyrestrictionsthatthwartedeveryimpulse。Itwasridiculoustogiveuptheopera,notbecauseonemightpossiblybeboredthere,butbecauseonemustpayfortheexperiment。
  Inhissitting—room,thetacitconnivanceoftheinanimatehadcentredthelamp—lightonaphotographofAlexaTrent,placed,intheobligatorysilverframe,justwhere,asmemoryofficiouslyremindedhim,MargaretAubyn’spicturehadlongthronedinitsstead。MissTrent’sfeaturescruellyjustifiedtheusurpation。
  Shehadthekindofbeautythatcomesofahappyaccordoffaceandspirit。Itisnotgiventomanytohavethelipsandeyesoftheirrarestmood,andsomewomengothroughlifebehindamaskexpressingonlytheiranxietyaboutthebutcher’sbillortheirinabilitytoseeajoke。WithMissTrent,faceandmindhadthesamehighseriouscontour。ShelookedlikeathronedJusticebysomegraveFlorentinepainter;anditseemedtoGlennardthathermostsalientattribute,orthatatleasttowhichherconductgavemostconsistentexpression,wasakindofpassionatejustice——theintuitivefemininejustnessthatissomuchrarerthanareasonedimpartiality。Circumstanceshadtragicallycombinedtodevelopthisinstinctintoaconscioushabit。Shehadseenmorethanmostgirlsoftheshabbysideoflife,oftheperpetualtendencyofwanttocrampthenoblestattitude。Povertyandmisfortunehadoverhungherchildhoodandshehadnoneoftheprettydelusionsaboutlifethataresupposedtobethecrowninggraceofgirlhood。
  Thisverycompetence,whichgaveheratouchingreasonableness,madeGlennard’ssituationmoredifficultthanifhehadaspiredtoaprincessbredinthepurple。Betweenthemtheyaskedsolittle——
  theyknewsowellhowtomakethatlittledo——buttheyunderstoodalso,andsheespeciallydidnotforamomentlethimforget,thatwithoutthatlittlethefuturetheydreamedofwasimpossible。
  ThesightofherphotographquickenedGlennard’sexasperation。Hewassickandashamedoftheparthewasplaying。Hehadlovedhernowfortwoyears,withthetranquiltendernessthatgathersdepthandvolumeasitnearsfulfilment;heknewthatshewouldwaitforhim——butthecertitudewasanaddedpang。Therearetimeswhentheconstancyofthewomanonecannotmarryisalmostastryingasthatofthewomanonedoesnotwantto。
  Glennardturneduphisreading—lampandstirredthefire。Hehadalongeveningbeforehimandhewantedtocrowdoutthoughtwithaction。Hehadbroughtsomepapersfromhisofficeandhespreadthemoutonhistableandsquaredhimselftothetask……
  Itmusthavebeenanhourlaterthathefoundhimselfautomaticallyfittingakeyintoalockeddrawer。Hehadnomorenotionthanasomnambulistofthementalprocessthathadleduptothisaction。Hewasjustdimlyawareofhavingpushedasidethepapersandtheheavycalfvolumesthatamomentbeforehadboundedhishorizon,andoflayingintheirplace,withoutatraceofconsciousvolition,theparcelhehadtakenfromthedrawer。
  Thelettersweretiedinpacketsofthirtyorforty。Therewereagreatmanypackets。Onsomeoftheenvelopestheinkwasfading;
  onothers,whichboretheEnglishpost—mark,itwasstillfresh。
  Shehadbeendeadhardlythreeyears,andshehadwritten,atlengtheningintervals,tothelast……
  Heundidoneoftheearlierpackets——littlenoteswrittenduringtheirfirstacquaintanceatHillbridge。Glennard,onleavingcollege,hadbegunlifeinhisuncle’slawofficeintheolduniversitytown。Itwastherethat,atthehouseofherfather,ProfessorForth,hehadfirstmettheyoungladythenchieflydistinguishedforhaving,aftertwoyearsofaconspicuouslyunhappymarriage,returnedtotheprotectionofthepaternalroof。
  Mrs。Aubynwasatthattimeaneagerandsomewhattragicyoungwoman,ofcomplexmindandundevelopedmanners,whomhercrudeexperienceofmatrimonyhadfittedoutwithastockofgeneralizationsthatexplodedlikebombsintheacademicairofHillbridge。Inherchoiceofahusbandshehadbeenfortunateenough,iftheparadoxbepermitted,tolightononesosignallygiftedwiththefacultyofputtinghimselfinthewrongthatherleavinghimhadthedignityofamanifesto——madeher,asitwere,thespokeswomanofoutragedwifehood。InthislightshewascherishedbythatdominantportionofHillbridgesocietywhichwasleastindulgenttoconjugaldifferences,andwhichfoundaproportionatepleasureinbeingforonceabletofeastopenlyonadishliberallyseasonedwiththeoutrageous。SomuchdidthisendearMrs。Aubyntotheuniversityladiesthattheyweredisposedfromthefirsttoallowhermorelatitudeofspeechandactionthantheill—usedwifewasgenerallyaccordedinHillbridge,wheremisfortunewasstillregardedasavisitationdesignedtoputpeopleintheirproperplaceandmakethemfeelthesuperiorityoftheirneighbors。Theyoungwomansoprivilegedcombinedwithakindofpersonalshynessanintellectualaudacitythatwaslikeadeflectedimpulseofcoquetry:onefeltthatifshehadbeenprettiershewouldhavehademotionsinsteadofideas。Shewasinfacteventhenwhatshehadalwaysremained:ageniuscapableoftheacutestgeneralizations,butcuriouslyundiscerningwhereherpersonalsusceptibilitieswereconcerned。Herpsychologyfailedherjustwhereitservesmostwomenandonefeltthatherbrainswouldneverbeaguidetoherheart。Ofallthis,however,Glennardthoughtlittleinthefirstyearoftheiracquaintance。
  Hewasatanagewhenallthegiftsandgracesarebutsomuchundiscriminatedfoodtotheraveningegoismofyouth。InseekingMrs。Aubyn’scompanyhewaspromptedbyanintuitivetasteforthebestasapledgeofhisownsuperiority。ThesympathyofthecleverestwomaninHillbridgewasbalmtohiscravingfordistinction:itwaspublicconfirmationofhissecretsensethathewascutoutforabiggerplace。ItmustnotbeunderstoodthatGlennardwasvain。Vanitycontentsitselfwiththecoarsestdiet;
  thereisnopalatesofastidiousasthatofself—distrust。ToayouthofGlennard’saspirationstheencouragementofacleverwomanstoodforthesymbolofallsuccess。Later,whenhehadbeguntofeelhisway,togainafoothold,hewouldnotneedsuchsupport;butitservedtocarryhimlightlyandeasilyoverwhatisoftenaperiodofinsecurityanddiscouragement。
  Itwouldbeunjust,however,torepresenthisinterestinMrs。
  Aubynasamatterofcalculation。Itwasasinstinctiveaslove,anditmissedbeinglovebyjustsuchahair—breadthdeflectionfromthelineofbeautyashaddeterminedthecurveofMrs。
  Aubyn’slips。Whentheymetshehadjustpublishedherfirstnovel,andGlennard,whoafterwardhadanambitiousman’simpatienceofdistinguishedwomen,wasyoungenoughtobedazzledbythesemi—publicityitgaveher。Itwasthekindofbookthatmakeselderlyladieslowertheirvoicesandcalleachother"mydear"whentheyfurtivelydiscussit;andGlennardexultedinthesuperiorknowledgeoftheworldthatenabledhimtotakeasamatterofcoursesentimentsoverwhichtheuniversityshookitshead。StillmoredelightfulwasittohearMrs。Aubynwakentheechoesofacademicdrawing—roomswithaudacitiessurpassingthoseofherprintedpage。Herintellectualindependencegaveatouchofcomradeshiptotheirintimacy,prolongingtheillusionofcollegefriendshipsbasedonajoyousinterchangeofheresies。
  Mrs。AubynandGlennardrepresentedtoeachothertheaugur’swinkbehindtheHillbridgeidol:theywalkedtogetherinthatlightofyoungomnisciencefromwhichfatesocuriouslyexcludesone’selders。
  Husbandswhoarenotoriouslyinopportune,mayevendieinopportunely,andthiswastherevengethatMr。Aubyn,sometwoyearsafterherreturntoHillbridge,tookuponhisinjuredwife。
  HediedpreciselyatthemomentwhenGlennardwasbeginningtocriticiseher。Itwasnotthatsheboredhim;shedidwhatwasinfinitelyworse——shemadehimfeelhisinferiority。Thesenseofmentalequalityhadbeengratifyingtohisrawambition;butashisself—knowledgedefineditself,hisunderstandingofheralsoincreased;andifmanisattimesindirectlyflatteredbythemoralsuperiorityofwoman,hermentalascendencyisextenuatedbynosuchobliquetributetohispowers。Theattitudeoflookingupisastrainonthemuscles;anditwasbecomingmoreandmoreGlennard’sopinionthatbrains,inawoman,shouldbemerelytheobverseofbeauty。TobeautyMrs。Aubyncouldlaynoclaim;andwhileshehadenoughprettinesstoexasperatehimbyherincapacitytomakeuseofit,sheseemedinvinciblyignorantofanyofthelittleartificeswherebywomencontrivetopalliatetheirdefectsandeventoturnthemintograces。Herdressneverseemedapartofher;allherclotheshadanimpersonalair,asthoughtheyhadbelongedtosomeoneelseandbeenborrowedinanemergencythathadsomehowbecomechronic。Shewasconsciousenoughofherdeficienciestotrytoamendthembyrashimitationsofthemostapprovedmodels;butnowomanwhodoesnotdresswellintuitivelywilleverdosobythelightofreason,andMrs。
  Aubyn’splagiarisms,toborrowametaphorofhertrade,somehowneverseemedtobeincorporatedwiththetext。
  Geniusisofsmallusetoawomanwhodoesnotknowhowtodoherhair。ThefamethatcametoMrs。AubynwithhersecondbookleftGlennard’simaginationuntouched,orhadatmostthenegativeeffectofremovingherstillfartherfromthecircleofhiscontractingsympathies。Weareallthesportoftime;andfatehadsoperverselyorderedthechronologyofMargaretAubyn’sromancethatwhenherhusbanddiedGlennardfeltasthoughhehadlostafriend。
  Itwasnotinhisnaturetobeneedlesslyunkind;andthoughhewasintheimpregnablepositionofthemanwhohasgivenawomannomoredefinableclaimonhimthanthatoflettingherfancythathelovesher,hewouldnotfortheworldhaveaccentuatedhisadvantagebyanybetrayalofindifference。Duringthefirstyearofherwidowhoodtheirfriendshipdraggedonwithhaltingrenewalsofsentiment,becomingmoreandmoreabanquetofemptydishesfromwhichthecoverswereneverremoved;thenGlennardwenttoNewYorktoliveandexchangedthefadedpleasuresofintercourseforthecomparativenoveltyofcorrespondence。Herletters,oddlyenough,seemedatfirsttobringhernearerthanherpresence。
  Shehadadopted,andshesuccessfullymaintained,anoteasaffectionatelyimpersonalashisown;shewroteardentlyofherwork,shequestionedhimabouthis,sheevenbanteredhimontheinevitableprettygirlwhowascertainbeforelongtodivertthecurrentofhisconfidences。ToGlennard,whowasalmostastrangerinNewYork,thesightofMrs。Aubyn’swritingwaslikeavoiceofreassuranceinsurroundingsasyetinsufficientlyawareofhim。Hisvanityfoundaretrospectiveenjoymentinthesentimenthishearthadrejected,andthisfactitiousemotiondrovehimonceortwicetoHillbridge,whence,afterscenesofevasivetenderness,hereturneddissatisfiedwithhimselfandher。
  AshemaderoomforhimselfinNewYorkandpeopledthespacehehadclearedwiththesympathiesatthedisposalofagreeableandself—confidentyoungmen,itseemedtohimnaturaltoinferthatMrs。Aubynhadrefurnishedinthesamemannerthevoidhewasnotunwillinghisdepartureshouldhaveleft。Butinthedissolutionofsentimentalpartnershipsitisseldomthatbothassociatesareabletowithdrawtheirfundsatthesametime;andGlennardgraduallylearnedthathestoodfortheventureonwhichMrs。
  Aubynhadirretrievablystakedherall。Itwasnotthekindoffigurehecaredtocut。Hehadnofancyforleavinghavocinhiswakeandwouldhavepreferredtosowaquickgrowthofoblivioninthespaceswastedbyhisunconsideredinroads;butifhesuppliedtheseeditwasclearlyMrs。Aubyn’sbusinesstoseetotheraisingofthecrop。Herattitudeseemedindeedtothrowhisownreasonablenessintodistincterrelief:sothattheymighthavestoodforthriftandimprovidenceinanallegoryoftheaffections。
  ItwasnotthatMrs。Aubynpermittedherselftobeapensioneronhisbounty。Heknewshehadnowishtokeepherselfaliveonthesmallchangeofsentiment;shesimplyfedonherownfundedpassion,andtheluxuriesitallowedhermadehim,eventhen,dimlyawarethatshehadthesecretofaninexhaustiblealchemy。
  Theirrelationsremainedthusnegativelytendertillshesuddenlywrotehimofherdecisiontogoabroadtolive。Herfatherhaddied,shehadnoneartiesinHillbridge,andLondonofferedmorescopethanNewYorktoherexpandingpersonality。Shewasalreadyfamousandherlaurelswereyetunharvested。
  ForamomentthenewsrousedGlennardtoajealoussenseoflostopportunities。Hewanted,atanyrate,toreasserthispowerbeforeshemadethefinaleffortofescape。Theyhadnotmetforoverayear,butofcoursehecouldnotlethersailwithoutseeingher。ShecametoNewYorkthedaybeforeherdeparture,andtheyspentitslasthourstogether。Glennardhadplannednocourseofaction——hesimplymeanttolethimselfdrift。Theybothdrifted,foralongtime,downthelanguidcurrentofreminiscence;sheseemedtositpassive,lettinghimpushhiswaybackthroughtheovergrownchannelsofthepast。Atlengthsheremindedhimthattheymustbringtheirexplorationstoanend。
  Herosetoleave,andstoodlookingatherwiththesameuncertaintyinhisheart。Hewastiredofheralready——hewasalwaystiredofher——yethewasnotsurethathewantedhertogo。
  "Imayneverseeyouagain,"hesaid,asthoughconfidentlyappealingtohercompassion。
  Herlookenvelopedhim。"AndIshallseeyoualways——always!"
  "Whygothen——?"escapedhim。
  "Tobeneareryou,"sheanswered;andthewordsdismissedhimlikeaclosingdoor。
  Thedoorwasnevertoreopen;butthroughitsnarrowcrackGlennard,astheyearswenton,becamemoreandmoreconsciousofaninextinguishablelightdirectingitssmallraytowardthepastwhichconsumedsolittleofhisowncommemorativeoil。ThereproachwastakenfromthisthoughtbyMrs。Aubyn’sgradualtranslationintotermsofuniversality。InbecomingapersonageshesonaturallyceasedtobeapersonthatGlennardcouldalmostlookbacktohisexplorationsofherspiritasonavisittosomefamousshrine,immortalized,butinasensedesecrated,bypopularveneration。
  Herletters,fromLondon,continuedtocomewiththesametenderpunctuality;butthealteredconditionsofherlife,thevistasofnewrelationshipsdisclosedbyeveryphrase,madehercommunicationsasimpersonalasapieceofjournalism。Itwasasthoughthestate,theworld,indeed,hadtakenheroffhishands,assumingthemaintenanceofatemperamentthathadlongexhaustedhisslenderstoreofreciprocity。
  Intheretrospectivelightshedbythelettershewasblindedtotheirspecificmeaning。Hewasnotamanwhoconcernedhimselfwithliterature,andtheyhadbeentohim,atfirst,simplytheextensionofherbrillianttalk,laterthedreadedvehicleofatragicimportunity。Heknew,ofcourse,thattheywerewonderful;
  that,unliketheauthorswhogivetheiressencetothepublicandkeeponlyadryrindfortheirfriends,Mrs。Aubynhadstoredofherrarestvintageforthishiddensacramentoftenderness。
  Sometimes,indeed,hehadbeenoppressed,humiliatedalmost,bythemultiplicityofherallusions,thewidescopeofherinterests,herpersistenceinforcinghersuperabundanceofthoughtandemotionintotheshallowreceptacleofhissympathy;
  buthehadneverthoughtofthelettersobjectively,astheproductionofadistinguishedwoman;hadnevermeasuredtheliterarysignificanceofheroppressiveprodigality。Hewasalmostfrightenednowatthewealthinhishands;theobligationofherlovehadneverweighedonhimlikethisgiftofherimagination:itwasasthoughhehadacceptedfromhersomethingtowhichevenareciprocaltendernesscouldnothavejustifiedhisclaim。
  Hesatalongtimestaringatthescatteredpagesonhisdesk;andinthesuddenrealizationofwhattheymeanthecouldalmostfancysomealchemisticprocesschangingthemtogoldashestared。Hehadthesenseofnotbeingaloneintheroom,ofthepresenceofanotherselfobservingfromwithoutthestirringofsubconsciousimpulsesthatsentflushesofhumiliationtohisforehead。Atlengthhestoodup,andwiththegestureofamanwhowishestogiveoutwardexpressiontohispurpose——toestablish,asitwere,amoralalibi——sweptthelettersintoaheapandcarriedthemtowardthegrate。Butitwouldhavetakentoolongtoburnallthepackets。Heturnedbacktothetableandonebyonefittedthepagesintotheirenvelopes;thenhetiedupthelettersandputthembackintothelockeddrawer。
  III
  ItwasoneofthelawsofGlennard’sintercoursewithMissTrentthathealwayswenttoseeherthedayafterhehadresolvedtogiveherup。Therewasaspecialcharmaboutthemomentsthussnatchedfromthejawsofrenunciation;andhissenseoftheirsignificancewasonthisoccasionsokeenthathehardlynoticedtheaddedgravityofherwelcome。
  Hisfeelingforherhadbecomesovitalapartofhimthathernearnesshadthequalityofimperceptiblyreadjustinghispointofview,sothatthejumbledphenomenaofexperiencefellatonceintoarationalperspective。Inthisredistributionofvaluesthesombreretrospectofthepreviouseveningshranktoamerecloudontheedgeofconsciousness。Perhapstheonlyserviceanunlovedwomancanrenderthemanshelovesistoenhanceandprolonghisillusionsaboutherrival。ItwasthefateofMargaretAubyn’smemorytoserveasafoiltoMissTrent’spresence,andneverhadthepoorladythrownhersuccessorintomorevividrelief。
  MissTrenthadthecharmofstillwatersthatarefelttoberenewedbyrapidcurrents。Herattentionspreadatranquilsurfacetothedemonstrationsofothers,anditwasonlyindaysofstormthatonefeltthepressureofthetides。ThisinscrutablecomposurewasperhapsherchiefgraceinGlennard’seyes。Reserve,insomenatures,impliesmerelythelockingofemptyroomsorthedissimulationofawkwardencumbrances;butMissTrent’sreticencewastoGlennardlikethecloseddoortothesanctuary,andhiscertaintyofdiviningthehiddentreasuremadehimcontenttoremainoutsideinthehappyexpectancyoftheneophyte。
  "Youdidn’tcometotheoperalastnight,"shebegan,inthetonethatseemedalwaysrathertorecordafactthantoofferareflectiononit。
  Heansweredwithadiscouragedgesture。"Whatwastheuse?Wecouldn’thavetalked。"
  "Notaswellashere,"sheassented;adding,afterameditativepause,"Asyoudidn’tcomeItalkedtoAuntVirginiainstead。"
  "Ah!"hereturned,thefactbeinghardlystrikingenoughtodetachhimfromthecontemplationofherhands,whichhadfallen,aswastheirwont,intoanattitudefullofplasticpossibilities。Onefeltthemtobehandsthat,movingonlytosomepurpose,werecapableofintervalsofsereneinaction。
  "Wehadalongtalk,"MissTrentwenton;andshewaitedagainbeforeadding,withtheincreasedabsenceofstressthatmarkedhergravercommunications,"AuntVirginiawantsmetogoabroadwithher。"
  Glennardlookedupwithastart。"Abroad?When?"
  "Now——nextmonth。Tobegonetwoyears。"
  Hepermittedhimselfamovementoftenderderision。"Doesshereally?Well,IwantyoutogoabroadwithME——foranynumberofyears。Whichofferdoyouaccept?"
  "Onlyoneofthemseemstorequireimmediateconsideration,"shereturned,withasmile。
  Glennardlookedatheragain。"You’renotthinkingofit?"
  Hergazedroppedandsheunclaspedherhands。Hermovementsweresorarethattheymighthavebeensaidtoitalicizeherwords。
  "AuntVirginiatalkedtomeveryseriously。Itwillbeagreatrelieftomotherandtheotherstohavemeprovidedforinthatwayfortwoyears。Imustthinkofthat,youknow。"Sheglanceddownathergownwhich,underarenovatedsurface,datedbacktothefirstdaysofGlennard’swooing。"Itrynottocostmuch——butIdo。"
  "GoodLord!"Glennardgroaned。
  Theysatsilenttillatlengthshegentlytookuptheargument。
  "Astheeldest,youknow,I’mboundtoconsiderthesethings。
  Womenaresuchaburden。Jimdoeswhathecanformother,butwithhisownchildrentoprovideforitisn’tverymuch。Yousee,we’reallpoortogether。"
  "Yourauntisn’t。Shemighthelpyourmother。"
  "Shedoes——inherownway。"
  "Exactly——that’stherichrelationallover!Youmaybemiserableinanywayyoulike,butifyou’retobehappyyou’vegottobesoinherway——andinheroldgowns。"
  "IcouldbeveryhappyinAuntVirginia’soldgowns,"MissTrentinterposed。
  "Abroad,youmean?"
  "ImeanwhereverIfeltthatIwashelping。Andmygoingabroadwillhelp。"
  "Ofcourse——Iseethat。AndIseeyourconsideratenessinputtingitsadvantagesnegatively。"
  "Negatively?"
  "Indwellingsimplyonwhatthegoingwilltakeyoufrom,notonwhatitwillbringyouto。Itmeansalottoawoman,ofcourse,togetawayfromalifelikethis。"Hesummedupinadisparagingglancethebackgroundofindigentfurniture。"Thequestionishowyou’lllikecomingbacktoit。"
  Sheseemedtoacceptthefullconsequencesofhisthought。"I
  onlyknowIdon’tlikeleavingit。"
  Heflungbacksombrely,"Youdon’tevenputitconditionallythen?"
  Hergazedeepened。"Onwhat?"
  Hestoodupandwalkedacrosstheroom。Thenhecamebackandpausedbeforeher。"Onthealternativeofmarryingme。"
  Theslowcolor——evenherblushesseemeddeliberate——rosetoherlowerlids;herlipsstirred,butthewordsresolvedthemselvesintoasmileandshewaited。
  Hetookanotherturn,withthethwartedstepofthemanwhosenervousexasperationescapesthroughhismuscles。
  "AndtothinkthatinfifteenyearsIshallhaveabigpractice!"
  Hereyestriumphedforhim。"Inless!"
  "Thecursedironyofit!WhatdoIcareforthemanIshallbethen?It’sslavingone’slifeawayforastranger!"Hetookherhandsabruptly。"You’llgotoCannes,Isuppose,orMonteCarlo?
  IheardHollingsworthsayto—daythathemeanttotakehisyachtovertotheMediterranean——"
  Shereleasedherself。"Ifyouthinkthat——"
  "Idon’t。IalmostwishIdid。Itwouldbeeasier,Imean。"Hebrokeoffincoherently。"IbelieveyourAuntVirginiadoes,though。ShesomehowconnotesHollingsworthandtheMediterranean。"Hecaughtherhandsagain。"Alexa——ifwecouldmanagealittleholesomewhereoutoftown?"
  "Couldwe?"shesighed,halfyielding。
  "Inoneofthoseplaceswheretheymakejokesaboutthemosquitoes,"hepressedher。"Couldyougetonwithoneservant?"
  "Couldyougetonwithoutvarnishedboots?"
  "Promisemeyouwon’tgo,then!"
  "Whatareyouthinkingof,Stephen?"
  "Idon’tknow,"hestammered,thequestiongivingunexpectedformtohisintention。"It’sallintheairyet,ofcourse;butI
  pickedupatiptheotherday——"
  "You’renotspeculating?"shecried,withakindofsuperstitiousterror。
  "Lord,no。Thisisasurething——Ialmostwishitwasn’t;ImeanifIcanworkit——"Hehadasuddenvisionofthecomprehensivenessofthetemptation。IfonlyhehadbeenlesssureofDinslow!Hisassurancegavethesituationthebaseelementofsafety。
  "Idon’tunderstandyou,"shefaltered。
  "Trustme,instead!"headjuredher,withsuddenenergy;andturningonherabruptly,"Ifyougo,youknow,yougofree,"heconcluded。
  Shedrewback,palingalittle。"Whydoyoumakeitharderforme?"
  "Tomakeiteasierformyself,"heretorted。
  IV
  Glennard,thenextafternoon,leavinghisofficeearlierthanusual,turned,onhiswayhome,intooneofthepubliclibraries。
  Hehadtheplacetohimselfatthatclosinghour,andthelibrarianwasabletogiveanundividedattentiontohistentativerequestforletters——collectionsofletters。ThelibrariansuggestedWalpole。
  "Imeantwomen——women’sletters。"
  ThelibrarianprofferedHannahMoreandMissMartineau。
  Glennardcursedhisowninarticulateness。"Imeanlettersto——tosomeoneperson——aman;theirhusband——or——"
  "Ah,"saidtheinspiredlibrarian,"EloiseandAbailard。"
  "Well——somethingalittlenearer,perhaps,"saidGlennard,withlightness。"Didn’tMerimee——"
  "Thelady’sletters,inthatcase,werenotpublished。"
  "Ofcoursenot,"saidGlennard,vexedathisblunder。
  "ThereareGeorgeSand’sletterstoFlaubert。"
  "Ah!"Glennardhesitated。"Wasshe——werethey——?"Hechafedathisownignoranceofthesentimentalby—pathsofliterature。
  "Ifyouwantlove—letters,perhapssomeoftheFrencheighteenthcenturycorrespondencesmightsuityoubetter——Mlle。AisseorMadamedeSabran——"
  ButGlennardinsisted。"Iwantsomethingmodern——EnglishorAmerican。Iwanttolooksomethingup,"helamelyconcluded。
  ThelibrariancouldonlysuggestGeorgeEliot。
  "Well,givemesomeoftheFrenchthings,then——andI’llhaveMerimee’sletters。Itwasthewomanwhopublishedthem,wasn’tit?"
  Hecaughtuphisarmful,transferringit,onthedoorstep,toacabwhichcarriedhimtohisrooms。Hedinedalone,hurriedly,atasmallrestaurantnearby,andreturnedatoncetohisbooks。
  Latethatnight,asheundressed,hewonderedwhatcontemptibleimpulsehadforcedfromhimhislastwordstoAlexaTrent。Itwasbadenoughtointerferewiththegirl’schancesbyhangingabouthertotheobviousexclusionofothermen,butitwasworsetoseemtojustifyhisweaknessbydressingupthefutureindelusiveambiguities。Hesawhimselfsinkingfromdepthtodepthofsentimentalcowardiceinhisreluctancetorenouncehisholdonher;anditfilledhimwithself—disgusttothinkthatthehighestfeelingofwhichhesupposedhimselfcapablewasblentwithsuchbaseelements。
  Hisawakeningwashardlycheeredbythesightofherwriting。Hetorehernoteopenandtookinthefewlines——sheseldomexceededthefirstpage——withthelucidityofapprehensionthatistheforerunnerofevil。
  "MyauntsailsonSaturdayandImustgivehermyanswerthedayafterto—morrow。Pleasedon’tcometillthen——Iwanttothinkthequestionoverbymyself。IknowIoughttogo。Won’tyouhelpmetobereasonable?"
  Itwassettled,then。Well,hewouldbereasonable;hewouldn’tstandinherway;hewouldlethergo。Fortwoyearshehadbeenlivingsomeother,luckierman’slife;thetimehadcomewhenhemustdropbackintohisown。Henolongertriedtolookahead,togropehiswaythroughtheendlesslabyrinthofhismaterialdifficulties;asenseofdullresignationclosedinonhimlikeafog。
  "Hullo,Glennard!"avoicesaid,asanelectric—car,latethatafternoon,droppedhimatanuptowncorner。
  HelookedupandmettheinterrogativesmileofBartonFlamel,whostoodonthecurbstonewatchingtheretreatingcarwiththeeyeofamanphilosophicenoughtorememberthatitwillbefollowedbyanother。
  GlennardfelthisusualimpulseofpleasureatmeetingFlamel;butitwasnotinthiscasecurtailedbythereactionofcontemptthathabituallysucceededit。ProbablyeventhefewmenwhohadknownFlamelsincehisyouthcouldhavegivennogoodreasonforthevaguemistrustthatheinspired。Somepeoplearejudgedbytheiractions,othersbytheirideas;andperhapstheshortestwayofdefiningFlamelistosaythathiswell—knownleniencyofviewwasvaguelydivinedtoincludehimself。Simplemindsmayhaveresentedthediscoverythathisopinionswerebasedonhisperceptions;buttherewascertainlynomoredefinitechargeagainsthimthanthatimpliedinthedoubtastohowhewouldbehaveinanemergency,andhiscompanywaslookeduponasoneofthosemildlyunwholesomedissipationstowhichtheprudentmayoccasionallyyield。ItnowoffereditselftoGlennardasaneasyescapefromtheobsessionofmoralproblems,whichsomehowcouldnomorebeworninFlamel’spresencethanasurpliceinthestreet。
  "Whereareyougoing?Totheclub?"Flamelasked;adding,astheyoungermanassented,"Whynotcometomystudioinstead?You’llseeoneboreinsteadoftwenty。"
  TheapartmentwhichFlameldescribedashisstudioshowed,asitsoneclaimtothedesignation,aperenniallyemptyeasel;therestofitsspacebeingfilledwiththeevidencesofacomprehensivedilettanteism。Againstthisbackground,whichseemedthevisibleexpressionofitsowner’sintellectualtolerance,rowsoffinebooksdetachedthemselveswithaprominence,showingthemtobeFlamel’schiefcare。
  Glennardglancedwiththeeyeofuntrainedcuriosityatthelinesofwarm—tonedmorocco,whilehishostbusiedhimselfwiththeuncorkingofApollinaris。
  "You’vegotasplendidlotofbooks,"hesaid。
  "They’refairlydecent,"theotherassented,inthecurttoneofthecollectorwhowillnottalkofhispassionforfearoftalkingofnothingelse;then,asGlennard,hishandsinhispockets,begantostrollperfunctorilydownthelonglineofbookcases——
  "Somemen,"Flamelirresistiblyadded,"thinkofbooksmerelyastools,othersastooling。I’mbetweenthetwo;therearedayswhenIusethemasscenery,otherdayswhenIwantthemassociety;sothat,asyousee,mylibraryrepresentsamakeshiftcompromisebetweenlooksandbrains,andthecollectorslookdownonmealmostasmuchasthestudents。"
  Glennard,withoutanswering,wasmechanicallytakingonebookafteranotherfromtheshelves。Hishandsslippedcuriouslyoverthesmoothcoversandthenoiselesssubsidenceofopeningpages。
  Suddenlyhecameonathinvolumeoffadedmanuscript。
  "What’sthis?"heasked,withalistlesssenseofwonder。
  "Ah,you’reatmymanuscriptshelf。I’vebeengoinginforthatsortofthinglately。"Flamelcameupandlookedoverhisshoulders。"That’sabitofStendhal——oneoftheItalianstories——
  andherearesomelettersofBalzactoMadameCommanville。"
  Glennardtookthebookwithsuddeneagerness。"WhowasMadameCommanville?"
  "Hissister。"HewasconsciousthatFlamelwaslookingathimwiththesmilethatwaslikeaninterrogationpoint。"Ididn’tknowyoucaredforthiskindofthing。"
  "Idon’t——atleastI’veneverhadthechance。Haveyoumanycollectionsofletters?"
  "Lord,no——veryfew。I’mjustbeginning,andmostoftheinterestingonesareoutofmyreach。Here’saqueerlittlecollection,though——therarestthingI’vegot——halfadozenofShelley’sletterstoHarrietWestbrook。Ihadadevilofatimegettingthem——alotofcollectorswereafterthem。"
  Glennard,takingthevolumefromhishand,glancedwithakindofrepugnanceattheinterleavingofyellowcris—crossedsheets。
  "Shewastheonewhodrownedherself,wasn’tshe?"
  Flamelnodded。"Isupposethatlittleepisodeaddsaboutfiftypercent。totheirvalue,"hesaid,meditatively。
  Glennardlaidthebookdown。HewonderedwhyhehadjoinedFlamel。Hewasinnohumortobeamusedbytheolderman’stalk,andarecrudescenceofpersonalmiseryroseabouthimlikeanicytide。
  "IbelieveImusttakemyselfoff,"hesaid。"I’dforgottenanengagement。"
  Heturnedtogo;butalmostatthesamemomenthewasconsciousofadualityofintentionwhereinhisapparentwishtoleaverevealeditselfasalasteffortofthewillagainsttheovermasteringdesiretostayandunbosomhimselftoFlamel。
  Theolderman,asthoughdiviningtheconflict,laidadetainingpressureonhisarm。
  "Won’ttheengagementkeep?Sitdownandtryoneofthesecigars。
  Idon’toftenhavetheluckofseeingyouhere。"
  "I’mratherdrivenjustnow,"saidGlennard,vaguely。Hefoundhimselfseatedagain,andFlamelhadpushedtohissidealowstandholdingabottleofApollinarisandadecanterofcognac。
  Flamel,thrownbackinhiscapaciousarm—chair,surveyedhimthroughacloudofsmokewiththecomfortabletoleranceofthemantowhomnoinconsistenciesneedbeexplained。Connivancewasimplicitintheair。Itwasthekindofatmosphereinwhichtheoutrageouslosesitsedge。Glennardfeltagradualrelaxingofhisnerves。
  "Isupposeonehastopayalotforletterslikethat?"heheardhimselfasking,withaglanceinthedirectionofthevolumehehadlaidaside。
  "Oh,so—do——dependsoncircumstances。"Flamelviewedhimthoughtfully。"Areyouthinkingofcollecting?"
  Glennardlaughed。"Lord,no。Theotherwayround。"
  "Selling?"
  "Oh,Ihardlyknow。Iwasthinkingofapoorchap——"
  Flamelfilledthepausewithanodofinterest。
  "ApoorchapIusedtoknow——whodied——hediedlastyear——andwholeftmealotofletters,lettershethoughtagreatdealof——hewasfondofmeandleft’emtomeoutright,withtheidea,I
  suppose,thattheymightbenefitmesomehow——Idon’tknow——I’mnotmuchuponsuchthings——"hereachedhishandtothetallglasshishosthadfilled。
  "Acollectionofautographletters,eh?Anybignames?"
  "Oh,onlyonename。They’reallletterswrittentohim——byoneperson,youunderstand;awoman,infact——"
  "Oh,awoman,"saidFlamel,negligently。
  Glennardwasnettledbyhisobviouslossofinterest。"Iratherthinkthey’dattractagooddealofnoticeiftheywerepublished。"
  Flamelstilllookeduninterested。"Love—letters,Isuppose?"
  "Oh,just——thelettersawomanwouldwritetoamansheknewwell。
  Theyweretremendousfriends,heandshe。"
  "Andshewroteacleverletter?"
  "Clever?ItwasMargaretAubyn。"
  Agreatsilencefilledtheroom。ItseemedtoGlennardthatthewordshadburstfromhimasbloodgushesfromawound。
  "GreatScott!"saidFlamel,sittingup。"AcollectionofMargaretAubyn’sletters?DidyousayYOUhadthem?"
  "Theywereleftme——bymyfriend。"
  "Isee。Washe——well,nomatter。You’retobecongratulated,atanyrate。Whatareyougoingtodowiththem?"
  Glennardstoodupwithasenseofwearinessinallhisbones。
  "Oh,Idon’tknow。Ihaven’tthoughtmuchaboutit。Ijusthappenedtoseethatsomefellowwaswritingherlife——"
  "Joslin;yes。Youdidn’tthinkofgivingthemtohim?"
  GlennardhadloungedacrosstheroomandstoodstaringupatabronzeBacchuswhodroopedhisgarlandedheadabovethepedimentofanItaliancabinet。"WhatoughtItodo?You’rejustthefellowtoadviseme。"Hefeltthebloodinhischeekashespoke。
  Flamelsatwithmeditativeeye。"WhatdoyouWANTtodowiththem?"heasked。
  "Iwanttopublishthem,"saidGlennard,swingingroundwithsuddenenergy——"IfIcan——"
  "Ifyoucan?They’reyours,yousay?"
  "They’reminefastenough。There’snoonetoprevent——Imeantherearenorestrictions——"hewasarrestedbythesensethattheseaccumulatedproofsofimpunitymightpreciselystandasthestrongestcheckonhisaction。
  "AndMrs。Aubynhadnofamily,Ibelieve?"
  "No。"
  "ThenIdon’tseewho’stointerfere,"saidFlamel,studyinghiscigar—tip。
  GlennardhadturnedhisunseeingstareonanecstaticSaintCatherineframedintarnishedgilding。
  "It’sjustthisway,"hebeganagain,withaneffort。"Whenlettersareaspersonalas——astheseofmyfriend’s……Well,Idon’tmindtellingyouthatthecashwouldmakeaheapofdifferencetome;suchalotthatitratherobscuresmyjudgment——
  thefactisifIcouldlaymyhandonafewthousandsnowIcouldgetintoabigthing,andwithoutappreciablerisk;andI’dliketoknowwhetheryouthinkI’dbejustified——underthecircumstances……"Hepaused,withadrythroat。Itseemedtohimatthemomentthatitwouldbeimpossibleforhimevertosinklowerinhisownestimation。HewasintruthlessashamedofweighingthetemptationthanofsubmittinghisscruplestoamanlikeFlamel,andaffectingtoappealtosentimentsofdelicacyontheabsenceofwhichhehadconsciouslyreckoned。Buthehadreachedapointwhereeachwordseemedtocompelanother,aseachwaveinastreamisforcedforwardbythepressurebehindit;andbeforeFlamelcouldspeakhehadfalteredout——"Youdon’tthinkpeoplecouldsay……couldcriticisetheman……"
  "Buttheman’sdead,isn’the?"
  "He’sdead——yes;butcanIassumetheresponsibilitywithout——"
  Flamelhesitated;andalmostimmediatelyGlennard’sscruplesgavewaytoirritation。IfatthishourFlamelweretoaffectaninopportunereluctance——!
  Theolderman’sanswerreassuredhim。"Whyneedyouassumeanyresponsibility?Yournamewon’tappear,ofcourse;andastoyourfriend’s,Idon’tseewhyhisshould,either。Hewasn’tacelebrityhimself,Isuppose?"
  "No,no。"
  "ThentheletterscanbeaddressedtoMr。Blank。Doesn’tthatmakeitallright?"
  Glennard’shesitationrevived。"Forthepublic,yes。ButIdon’tseethatitaltersthecaseforme。Thequestionis,oughtItopublishthematall?"
  "Ofcourseyououghtto。"Flamelspokewithinvigoratingemphasis。"Idoubtifyou’dbejustifiedinkeepingthemback。
  AnythingofMargaretAubyn’sismoreorlesspublicpropertybythistime。She’stoogreatforanyoneofus。Iwasonlywonderinghowyoucouldusethemtothebestadvantage——toyourself,Imean。Howmanyarethere?"
  "Oh,alot;perhapsahundred——Ihaven’tcounted。Theremaybemore……"
  "Gad!Whatahaul!Whenweretheywritten?"
  "Idon’tknow——thatis——theycorrespondedforyears。What’stheodds?"Hemovedtowardhishatwithavagueimpulseofflight。
  "Itallcounts,"saidFlamel,imperturbably。"Alongcorrespondence——one,Imean,thatcoversagreatdealoftime——isobviouslyworthmorethanifthesamenumberoflettershadbeenwrittenwithinayear。Atanyrate,youwon’tgivethemtoJoslin?They’dfillabook,wouldn’tthey?"
  "Isupposeso。Idon’tknowhowmuchittakestofillabook。"
  "Notlove—letters,yousay?"
  "Why?"flashedfromGlennard。
  "Oh,nothing——onlythebigpublicissentimental,andiftheyWERE——why,youcouldgetanymoneyforMargaretAubyn’slove—
  letters。"
  Glennardwassilent。
  "Arethelettersinterestinginthemselves?Imeanapartfromtheassociationwithhername?"
  "I’mnojudge。"Glennardtookuphishatandthrusthimselfintohisovercoat。"IdaresayIsha’n’tdoanythingaboutit。And,Flamel——youwon’tmentionthistoanyone?"
  "Lord,no。Well,Icongratulateyou。You’vegotabigthing。"
  Flamelwassmilingathimfromthehearth。
  Glennard,onthethreshold,forcedaresponsetothesmile,whilehequestionedwithloiteringindifference——"Financially,eh?"
  "Rather;Ishouldsayso。"
  Glennard’shandlingeredontheknob。"Howmuch——shouldyousay?
  Youknowaboutsuchthings。"
  "Oh,Ishouldhavetoseetheletters;butIshouldsay——well,ifyou’vegotenoughtofillabookandthey’refairlyreadable,andthebookisbroughtoutattherighttime——saytenthousanddownfromthepublisher,andpossiblyoneortwomoreinroyalties。Ifyougotthepublishersbiddingagainsteachotheryoumightdoevenbetter;butofcourseI’mtalkinginthedark。"
  "Ofcourse,"saidGlennard,withsuddendizziness。HishandhadslippedfromtheknobandhestoodstaringdownattheexoticspiralsofthePersianrugbeneathhisfeet。
  "I’dhavetoseetheletters,"Flamelrepeated。
  "Ofcourse——you’dhavetoseethem……"Glennardstammered;
  and,withoutturning,heflungoverhisshoulderaninarticulate"Good—by……"
  V
  Thelittlehouse,asGlennardstrolleduptoitbetweenthetrees,seemednomorethanagaytentpitchedagainstthesunshine。Ithadthecrispnessofafreshlystarchedsummergown,andthegeraniumsontheverandabloomedassimultaneouslyastheflowersinabonnet。Thegardenwasprosperingabsurdly。Seedtheyhadsownatrandom——amidlaughingcounter—chargesofincompetence——hadshotupinfragrantdefianceoftheirblunders。Hesmiledtoseetheclematisunfoldingitspunctualwingsabouttheporch。Thetinylawnwassmoothasashavencheek,andacrimsonramblermountedtothenursery—windowofababywhonevercried。Abreezeshooktheawningabovethetea—table,andhiswife,ashedrewnear,couldbeseenbendingaboveakettlethatwasjustabouttoboil。Sovividlydidthewholescenesuggestthepaintedblissofastagesetting,thatitwouldhavebeenhardlysurprisingtoseeherstepforwardamongtheflowersandtrillouthervirtuoushappinessfromtheveranda—rail。
  Thestaleheatofthelongdayintown,thedustypromiscuityofthesuburbantrainwerenowbuttherequisitefoiltoaneveningofscentedbreezesandtranquiltalk。Theyhadbeenmarriedmorethanayear,andeachhome—comingstillreflectedthefreshnessoftheirfirstdaytogether。If,indeed,theirhappinesshadaflaw,itwasinresemblingtoocloselythebrightimpermanenceoftheirsurroundings。Theirloveasyetwasbutthegaytentofholiday—
  makers。
  Hiswifelookedupwithasmile。Thecountrylifesuitedher,andherbeautyhadgaineddepthfromastillnessinwhichcertainfacesmighthavegrownopaque。
  "Areyouverytired?"sheasked,pouringhistea。
  "Justenoughtoenjoythis。"Herosefromthechairinwhichhehadthrownhimselfandbentoverthetrayforhiscream。"You’vehadavisitor?"hecommented,noticingahalf—emptycupbesideherown。
  "OnlyMr。Flamel,"shesaid,indifferently。
  "Flamel?Again?"
  Sheansweredwithoutshowofsurprise。"Heleftjustnow。HisyachtisdownatLaurelBayandheborrowedatrapoftheDreshamstodriveoverhere。"
  Glennardmadenocomment,andshewenton,leaningherheadbackagainstthecushionsofherbamboo—seat,"HewantsustogoforasailwithhimnextSunday。"
  Glennardmeditativelystirredhistea。Hewastryingtothinkofthemostnaturalandunartificialthingtosay,andhisvoiceseemedtocomefromtheoutside,asthoughhewerespeakingbehindamarionette。"Doyouwantto?"
  "Justasyouplease,"shesaid,compliantly。Noaffectationofindifferencecouldhavebeenasbafflingashercompliance。
  Glennard,oflate,wasbeginningtofeelthatthesurfacewhich,ayearago,hehadtakenforasheetofclearglass,might,afterall,beamirrorreflectingmerelyhisownconceptionofwhatlaybehindit。
  "DoyoulikeFlamel?"hesuddenlyasked;towhich,stillengagedwithhertea,shereturnedthefeminineanswer——"Ithoughtyoudid。"
  "Ido,ofcourse,"heagreed,vexedathisownincorrigibletendencytomagnifyFlamel’simportancebyhoveringaboutthetopic。"Asailwouldberatherjolly;let’sgo。"
  Shemadenoreplyandhedrewforththerolled—upeveningpaperswhichhehadthrustintohispocketonleavingthetrain。Ashesmoothedthemouthisowncountenanceseemedtoundergothesameprocess。HeranhiseyedownthelistofstocksandFlamel’simportunatepersonalityrecededbehindtherowsoffigurespushingforwardintonoticelikesomanybearersofgoodnews。Glennard’sinvestmentswerefloweringlikehisgarden:thedryestsharesblossomedintodividends,andagoldenharvestawaitedhissickle。
  Heglancedathiswifewiththetranquilairofthemanwhodigestsgoodluckasnaturallyasthedrygroundabsorbsashower。
  "Thingsarelookinguncommonlywell。Ibelieveweshallbeabletogototownfortwoorthreemonthsnextwinterifwecanfindsomethingcheap。"
  Shesmiledluxuriously:itwaspleasanttobeabletosay,withanairofbalancingrelativeadvantages,"Really,onthebaby’saccountIshallbealmostsorry;butifwedogo,there’sKateErskine’shouse……she’llletushaveitforalmostnothing……"
  "Well,writeheraboutit,"herecommended,hiseyestravellingoninsearchoftheweatherreport。Hehadturnedtothewrongpage;
  andsuddenlyalineofblackcharactersleaptoutathimasfromanambush。