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第3章

  Whenthemanwantsweight,thewomantakesitup,Andtopplesdownthescales;butthisisfixtAsaretherootsofearthandbaseofall;
  Manforthefieldandwomanforthehearth:
  Manfortheswordandfortheneedleshe:
  Manwiththeheadandwomanwiththeheart:
  Mantocommandandwomantoobey;
  Allelseconfusion。Lookyou!thegraymareIsilltolivewith,whenherwhinnyshrillsFromtiletoscullery,andhersmallgoodmanShrinksinhisarm—chairwhilethefiresofHellMixwithhishearth:butyou——she’syetacolt——
  Take,breakher:stronglygroomedandstraitlycurbedShemightnotrankwiththosedetestableThatletthebantlingscaldathome,andbrawlTheirrightsandwrongslikepotherbsinthestreet。
  Theysayshe’scomely;there’sthefairerchance:
  ~I~likehernonethelessforratingather!
  Besides,thewomanwedisnotaswe,Butsufferschangeofframe。AlustybraceOftwinsmayweedherofherfolly。Boy,ThebearingandthetrainingofachildIswoman’swisdom。’
  Thusthehardoldking:
  Itookmyleave,foritwasnearlynoon:
  IporeduponherletterwhichIheld,Andonthelittleclause’takenothislife:’
  Imusedonthatwildmorninginthewoods,Andonthe’Follow,follow,thoushaltwin:’
  Ithoughtonallthewrathfulkinghadsaid,Andhowthestrangebetrothmentwastoend:
  ThenIrememberedthatburntsorcerer’scurseThatoneshouldfightwithshadowsandshouldfall;
  Andlikeaflashtheweirdaffectioncame:
  King,campandcollegeturnedtohollowshows;
  Iseemedtomoveinoldmemorialtilts,Anddoingbattlewithforgottenghosts,Todreammyselftheshadowofadream:
  AndereIwokeitwasthepointofnoon,Thelistswereready。EmpanopliedandplumedWeenteredin,andwaited,fiftythereOpposedtofifty,tillthetrumpetblaredAtthebarrierlikeawildhorninalandOfechoes,andamoment,andoncemoreThetrumpet,andagain:atwhichthestormOfgallopinghoofsbareontheridgeofspearsAndridersfronttofront,untiltheyclosedInconflictwiththecrashofshiveringpoints,Andthunder。Yetitseemedadream,IdreamedOffighting。Onhishaunchesrosethesteed,Andintofierysplintersleaptthelance,Andoutofstrickenhelmetssprangthefire。
  Partsatlikerocks:partreeledbutkepttheirseats:
  Partrolledontheearthandroseagainanddrew:
  Partstumbledmixtwithflounderinghorses。DownFromthosetwobulksatArac’sside,anddownFromArac’sarm,asfromagiant’sflail,Thelargeblowsrained,ashereandeverywhereHerodethemellay,lordoftheringinglists,Andalltheplain,——brand,mace,andshaft,andshield——
  Shocked,likeaniron—clanginganvilbangedWithhammers;tillIthought,canthisbeheFromGama’sdwarfishloins?ifthisbeso,Themothermakesusmost——andinmydreamIglancedaside,andsawthepalace—frontAlivewithflutteringscarfsandladies’eyes,Andhighest,amongthestatues,statuelike,BetweenacymballedMiriamandaJael,WithPsyche’sbabe,wasIdawatchingus,Asinglebandofgoldaboutherhair,LikeaSaint’sgloryupinheaven:butsheNosaint——inexorable——notenderness——
  Toohard,toocruel:yetsheseesmefight,Yea,letherseemefall!andwiththatIdraveAmongthethickestandboredownaPrince,AndCyril,one。Yea,letmemakemydreamAllthatIwould。Butthatlarge—mouldedman,Hisvisageallagrinasatawake,Madeatmethroughthepress,and,staggeringbackWithstrokeonstrokethehorseandhorseman,cameAscomesapillarofelectriccloud,Flayingtheroofsandsuckingupthedrains,AndshadowingdownthechampaigntillitstrikesOnawood,andtakes,andbreaks,andcracks,andsplits,AndtwiststhegrainwithsucharoarthatEarthReels,andtheherdsmencry;foreverythingGamewaybeforehim:onlyFlorian,heThatlovedmecloserthanhisownrighteye,Thrustinbetween;butAracrodehimdown:
  AndCyrilseeingit,pushedagainstthePrince,WithPsyche’scolourroundhishelmet,tough,Strong,supple,sinew—corded,aptatarms;
  Buttougher,heavier,stronger,hethatsmoteAndthrewhim:lastIspurred;IfeltmyveinsStretchwithfierceheat;amomenthandtohand,Andswordtosword,andhorsetohorsewehung,TillIstruckoutandshouted;thebladeglanced,Ididbutshearafeather,anddreamandtruthFlowedfromme;darknessclosedme;andIfell。
  Hometheybroughtherwarriordead:
  Shenorswooned,norutteredcry:
  Allhermaidens,watching,said,’Shemustweeporshewilldie。’
  Thentheypraisedhim,softandlow,Calledhimworthytobeloved,Truestfriendandnoblestfoe;
  Yetsheneitherspokenormoved。
  Stoleamaidenfromherplace,Lightlytothewarriorstept,Tooktheface—clothfromtheface;
  Yetsheneithermovednorwept。
  Roseanurseofninetyyears,Sethischilduponherknee——
  Likesummertempestcamehertears——
  ’Sweetmychild,Iliveforthee。’
  VI
  Mydreamhadneverdiedorlivedagain。
  AsinsomemysticmiddlestateIlay;
  SeeingIsawnot,hearingnotIheard:
  Though,ifIsawnot,yettheytoldmeallSooftenthatIspeakashavingseen。
  Forsoitseemed,orsotheysaidtome,Thatallthingsgrewmoretragicandmorestrange;
  ThatwhenoursidewasvanquishedandmycauseForeverlost,therewentupagreatcry,ThePrinceisslain。MyfatherheardandranInonthelists,andthereunlacedmycasqueAndgrovelledonmybody,andafterhimCamePsyche,sorrowingforAgla颽。
  ButhighuponthepalaceIdastoodWithPsyche’sbabeinarm:thereontheroofsLikethatgreatdameofLapidothshesang。
  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theseed,Thelittleseedtheylaughedatinthedark,Hasrisenandcleftthesoil,andgrownabulkOfspanlessgirth,thatlaysoneverysideAthousandarmsandrushestotheSun。
  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theycame;
  Theleaveswerewetwithwomen’stears:theyheardAnoiseofsongstheywouldnotunderstand:
  Theymarkeditwiththeredcrosstothefall,Andwouldhavestrownit,andarefallenthemselves。
  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theycame,Thewoodmenwiththeiraxes:lothetree!
  Butwewillmakeitfaggotsforthehearth,Andshapeitplankandbeamforroofandfloor,Andboatsandbridgesfortheuseofmen。
  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,havefallen:theystruck;
  Withtheirownblowstheyhurtthemselves,norknewTheredweltanironnatureinthegrain:
  Theglitteringaxewasbrokenintheirarms,Theirarmswereshatteredtotheshoulderblade。
  ’Ourenemieshavefallen,butthisshallgrowAnightofSummerfromtheheat,abreadthOfAutumn,droppingfruitsofpower:androlledWithmusicinthegrowingbreezeofTime,Thetopsshallstrikefromstartostar,thefangsShallmovethestonybasesoftheworld。
  ’Andnow,Omaids,beholdoursanctuaryIsviolate,ourlawsbroken:fearwenotTobreakthemmoreintheirbehoof,whosearmsChampionedourcauseandwonitwithadayBlanchedinourannals,andperpetualfeast,WhendamesandheroinesofthegoldenyearShallstripahundredhollowsbareofSpring,TorainanAprilofovationroundTheirstatues,bornealoft,thethree:butcome,Wewillbeliberal,sinceourrightsarewon。
  Letthemnotlieinthetentswithcoarsemankind,Illnurses;butdescend,andproffertheseThebrethrenofourbloodandcause,thatthereLiebruisedandmaimed,thetenderministriesOffemalehandsandhospitality。’
  Shespoke,andwiththebabeyetinherarms,Descending,burstthegreatbronzevalves,andledAhundredmaidsintrainacrossthePark。
  Somecowled,andsomebare—headed,ontheycame,Theirfeetinflowers,herloveliest:bythemwentTheenamouredairsighing,andontheircurlsFromthehightreetheblossomwaveringfell,AndoverthemthetremulousislesoflightSlided,theymovingundershade:butBlancheAtdistancefollowed:sotheycame:anonThroughopenfieldintotheliststheywoundTimorously;andastheleaderoftheherdThatholdsastatelyfretworktotheSun,Andfollowedupbyahundredairydoes,Stepswithatenderfoot,lightasonair,Thelovely,lordlycreaturefloatedonTowhereherwoundedbrethrenlay;therestayed;
  Kneltononeknee,——thechildonone,——andprestTheirhands,andcalledthemdeardeliverers,Andhappywarriors,andimmortalnames,Andsaid’Youshallnotlieinthetentsbuthere,Andnursedbythoseforwhomyoufought,andservedWithfemalehandsandhospitality。’
  Then,whethermovedbythis,orwasitchance,Shepastmyway。UpstartedfrommysideTheoldlion,glaringwithhiswhelplesseye,Silent;butwhenshesawmelyingstark,Dishelmedandmute,andmotionlesslypale,Coldeventoher,shesighed;andwhenshesawThehaggardfather’sfaceandreverendbeardOfgrislytwine,alldabbledwiththebloodOfhisownson,shuddered,atwitchofpainTorturedhermouth,ando’erherforeheadpastAshadow,andherhuechanged,andshesaid:
  ’Hesavedmylife:mybrotherslewhimforit。’
  Nomore:atwhichthekinginbitterscornDrewfrommyneckthepaintingandthetress,Andheldthemup:shesawthem,andadayRosefromthedistanceonhermemory,WhenthegoodQueen,hermother,shorethetressWithkisses,erethedaysofLadyBlanche:
  Andthenoncemoreshelookedatmypaleface:
  TillunderstandingallthefoolishworkOfFancy,andthebittercloseofall,Herironwillwasbrokeninhermind;
  Hernobleheartwasmolteninherbreast;
  Shebowed,shesetthechildontheearth;shelaidAfeelingfingeronmybrows,andpresently’OSire,’shesaid,’helives:heisnotdead:
  OletmehavehimwithmybrethrenhereInourownpalace:wewilltendonhimLikeoneofthese;ifso,byanymeans,Tolightenthisgreatclogofthanks,thatmakeOurprogressfaltertothewoman’sgoal。’
  Shesaid:butatthehappyword’helives’
  Myfatherstooped,re—fatheredo’ermywounds。
  Sothosetwofoesabovemyfallenlife,WithbrowtobrowlikenightandeveningmixtTheirdarkandgray,whilePsycheeverstoleAlittlenearer,tillthebabethatbyus,Half—laptinglowinggauzeandgoldenbrede,Laylikeanew—fallenmeteoronthegrass,Uncaredfor,spieditsmotherandbeganAblindandbabblinglaughter,andtodanceItsbody,andreachitsfatlinginnocentarmsAndlazylingeringfingers。ShetheappealBrookednot,butclamouringout’Mine——mine——notyours,Itisnotyours,butmine:givemethechild’
  Ceasedallontremble:piteouswasthecry:
  Sostoodtheunhappymotheropen—mouthed,Andturnedeachfaceherway:wanwashercheekWithhollowwatch,herbloomingmantletorn,Redgriefandmother’shungerinhereye,Anddowndead—heavysankhercurls,andhalfThesacredmother’sbosom,panting,burstThelacestowardherbabe;butshenorcaredNorknewit,clamouringon,tillIdaheard,Lookedup,andrisingslowlyfromme,stoodErectandsilent,strikingwithherglanceThemother,me,thechild;buthethatlayBesideus,Cyril,batteredashewas,Trailedhimselfupononeknee:thenhedrewHerrobetomeethislips,anddownshelookedAtthearmedmansideways,pityingasitseemed,Orself—involved;butwhenshelearnthisface,Rememberinghisill—omenedsong,aroseOncemorethroughallherheight,ando’erhimgrewTallasafigurelengthenedonthesandWhenthetideebbsinsunshine,andhesaid:
  ’Ofairandstrongandterrible!LionessThatwithyourlonglocksplaytheLion’smane!
  ButLoveandNature,thesearetwomoreterribleAndstronger。See,yourfootisonournecks,Wevanquished,youtheVictorofyourwill。
  Whatwouldyoumore?Giveherthechild!remainOrbedinyourisolation:heisdead,Orallasdead:henceforthweletyoube:
  Winyoutheheartsofwomen;andbewareLest,whereyouseekthecommonloveofthese,ThecommonhatewiththerevolvingwheelShoulddragyoudown,andsomegreatNemesisBreakfromadarkenedfuture,crownedwithfire,Andtreadyououtforever:buthowso’erFixedinyourself,neverinyourownarmsToholdyourown,denynotherstoher,Giveherthechild!Oif,Isay,youkeepOnepulsethatbeatstruewoman,ifyoulovedThebreastthatfedorarmthatdandledyou,Orownoneportofsensenotflinttoprayer,Giveherthechild!orifyouscorntolayit,Yourself,inhandssolatelyclasptwithyours,Orspeaktoher,yourdearest,heronefault,Thetenderness,notyours,thatcouldnotkill,Give~me~it:~I~willgiveither。
  Hesaid:
  AtfirsthereyewithslowdilationrolledDryflame,shelistening;aftersankandsankAnd,intomournfultwilightmellowing,dweltFullonthechild;shetookit:’Prettybud!
  Lilyofthevale!halfopenedbellofthewoods!
  Solecomfortofmydarkhour,whenaworldOftraitorousfriendandbrokensystemmadeNopurpleinthedistance,mystery,Pledgeofalovenottobemine,farewell;
  Thesemenareharduponusasofold,Wetwomustpart:andyethowfainwasI
  Todreamthycauseembracedinmine,tothinkImightbesomethingtothee,whenIfeltThyhelplesswarmthaboutmybarrenbreastInthedeadprime:butmaythymotherproveAstruetotheeasfalse,false,falsetome!
  And,ifthouneedsmustneedsbeartheyoke,IwishitGentleasfreedom’——hereshekissedit:then——
  ’Allgoodgowiththee!takeitSir,’andsoLaidthesoftbabeinhishard—mail鑔hands,Whoturnedhalf—roundtoPsycheasshesprangTomeetit,withaneyethatswuminthanks;
  Thenfeltitsoundandwholefromheadtofoot,Andhuggedandneverhuggeditcloseenough,Andinherhungermouthedandmumbledit,Andhidherbosomwithit;afterthatPutonmorecalmandaddedsuppliantly:
  ’Wetwowerefriends:IgotomineownlandForever:findsomeother:asformeIscarceamfitforyourgreatplans:yetspeaktome,Sayonesoftwordandletmepartforgiven。’
  ButIdaspokenot,raptuponthechild。
  ThenArac。’Ida——’sdeath!youblametheman;
  Youwrongyourselves——thewomanissohardUponthewoman。Come,agracetome!
  Iamyourwarrior:IandminehavefoughtYourbattle:kissher;takeherhand,sheweeps:
  ’Sdeath!Iwouldsoonerfightthriceo’erthanseeit。’
  ButIdaspokenot,gazingontheground,Andreddeninginthefurrowsofhischin,Andmovedbeyondhiscustom,Gamasaid:
  ’I’veheardthatthereisironintheblood,AndIbelieveit。Notoneword?notone?
  Whencedrewyouthissteeltemper?notfromme,Notfromyourmother,nowasaintwithsaints。
  Shesaidyouhadaheart——Iheardhersayit——
  "OurIdahasaheart"——justereshedied——
  "ButseethatsomeonwithauthorityBenearherstill"andI——Isoughtforone——
  Allpeoplesaidshehadauthority——
  TheLadyBlanche:muchprofit!Notoneword;
  No!thoughyourfathersues:seehowyoustandStiffasLot’swife,andallthegoodknightsmaimed,Itrustthatthereisnoonehurttodeath,Forourwildwhim:andwasitthenforthis,Wasitforthiswegaveourpalaceup,Wherewewithdrewfromsummerheatsandstate,Andhadourwineandchessbeneaththeplanes,Andmanyapleasanthourwithherthat’sgone,Ereyouwereborntovexus?Isitkind?
  SpeaktoherIsay:isthisnotsheofwhom,Whenfirstshecame,allflushedyousaidtomeNowhadyougotafriendofyourownage,Nowcouldyoushareyourthought;nowshouldmenseeTwowomenfasterweldedinoneloveThanpairsofwedlock;sheyouwalkedwith,sheYoutalkedwith,wholenightslong,upinthetower,Ofsineandarc,sphero飀andazimuth,Andrightascension,Heavenknowswhat;andnowAword,butone,onelittlekindlyword,Notonetospareher:outuponyou,flint!
  Youlovenorher,norme,norany;nay,Youshameyourmother’sjudgmenttoo。Notone?
  Youwillnot?well——nohearthaveyou,orsuchAsfancieslikethevermininanutHavefrettedalltodustandbitterness。’
  Sosaidthesmallkingmovedbeyondhiswont。
  ButIdastoodnorspoke,drainedofherforceBymanyavaryinginfluenceandsolong。
  Downthroughherlimbsadroopinglanguorwept:
  Herheadalittlebent;andonhermouthAdoubtfulsmiledweltlikeacloudedmoonInastillwater:thenbrakeoutmysire,Liftedhisgrimheadfrommywounds。’Oyou,Woman,whomwethoughtwomanevennow,Andwerehalffooledtoletyoutendourson,Becausehemighthavewishedit——butwesee,Theaccompliceofyourmadnessunforgiven,Andthinkthatyoumightmixhisdraughtwithdeath,Whenyourskieschangeagain:therougherhandIssafer:ontothetents:takeupthePrince。’
  Herose,andwhileeachearwasprickedtoattendAtempest,throughthecloudthatdimmedherbrokeAgenialwarmthandlightoncemore,andshoneThroughglitteringdropsonhersadfriend。
  ’Comehither。
  OPsyche,’shecriedout,’embraceme,come,QuickwhileImelt;makereconcilementsureWithonethatcannotkeephermindanhour:
  Cometothehollowheartheyslanderso!
  Kissandbefriends,likechildrenbeingchid!
  ~I~seemnomore:~I~wantforgivenesstoo:
  Ishouldhavehadtodowithnonebutmaids,Thathavenolinkswithmen。Ahfalsebutdear,Deartraitor,toomuchloved,why?——why?——Yetsee,BeforethesekingsweembraceyouyetoncemoreWithallforgiveness,alloblivion,Andtrust,notlove,youless。
  Andnow,Osire,Grantmeyourson,tonurse,towaituponhim,Likemineownbrother。Formydebttohim,Thisnightmareweightofgratitude,Iknowit;
  Tauntmenomore:yourselfandyoursshallhaveFreeadit;wewillscatterallourmaidsTillhappiertimeseachtoherproperhearth:
  Whatusetokeepthemhere——now?grantmyprayer。
  Help,father,brother,help;speaktotheking:
  ThawthismalenaturetosometouchofthatWhichkillsmewithmyself,anddragsmedownFrommyfixtheighttomobmeupwithallThesoftandmilkyrabbleofwomankind,Poorweaklingevenastheyare。’
  PassionatetearsFollowed:thekingrepliednot:Cyrilsaid:
  ’Yourbrother,Lady,——Florian,——askforhimOfyourgreathead——forheiswoundedtoo——
  Thatyoumaytenduponhimwiththeprince。’
  ’Ayso,’saidIdawithabittersmile,’Ourlawsarebroken:lethimentertoo。’
  ThenViolet,shethatsangthemournfulsong,Andhadacousintumbledontheplain,Petitionedtooforhim。’Ayso,’shesaid,’Istaggerinthestream:IcannotkeepMyheartaneddyfromthebrawlinghour:
  Webreakourlawswithease,butletitbe。’
  ’Ayso?’saidBlanche:’AmazedamItoherYourHighness:butyourHighnessbreakswitheaseThelawyourHighnessdidnotmake:’twasI。
  Ihadbeenweddedwife,Iknewmankind,Andblockedthemout;butthesemencametowooYourHighness——verilyIthinktowin。’
  Soshe,andturnedaskanceawintryeye:
  ButIdawithavoice,thatlikeabellTolledbyanearthquakeinatremblingtower,Rangruin,answeredfullofgriefandscorn。
  ’Flingourdoorswide!all,all,notone,butall,Notonlyhe,butbymymother’ssoul,Whatevermanlieswounded,friendorfoe,Shallenter,ifhewill。Letourgirlsflit,Tillthestormdie!buthadyoustoodbyus,TheroarthatbreaksthePharosfromhisbaseHadleftusrock。Shefainwouldstingustoo,Butshallnot。Pass,andminglewithyourlikes。
  Webrooknofurtherinsultbutaregone。’
  Sheturned;theverynapeofherwhiteneckWasrosedwithindignation:butthePrinceHerbrothercame;thekingherfathercharmedHerwoundedsoulwithwords:nordidmineownRefuseherproffer,lastlygavehishand。
  Thenustheyliftedup,deadweights,andbareStraighttothedoors:tothemthedoorsgavewayGroaning,andintheVestalentryshriekedThevirginmarbleunderironheels:
  Andontheymovedandgainedthehall,andthereRested:butgreatthecrushwas,andeachbase,Toleftandright,ofthosetallcolumnsdrownedInsilkenfluctuationandtheswarmOffemalewhisperers:atthefurtherendWasIdabythethrone,thetwogreatcatsClosebyher,likesupportersonashield,Bow—backedwithfear:butinthecentrestoodThecommonmenwithrollingeyes;amazedTheyglareduponthewomen,andaghastThewomenstaredatthese,allsilent,saveWhenarmourclashedorjingled,whiletheday,Descending,struckathwartthehall,andshotAflyingsplendouroutofbrassandsteel,Thato’erthestatuesleaptfromheadtohead,NowfiredanangryPallasonthehelm,NowsetawrathfulDian’smoononflame,Andnowandthenanechostartedup,Andshudderingfledfromroomtoroom,anddiedOffrightinfarapartments。
  ThenthevoiceOfIdasounded,issuingordinance:
  Andmetheyboreupthebroadstairs,andthroughThelong—laidgalleriespastahundreddoorsToonedeepchambershutfromsound,anddueTolanguidlimbsandsickness;leftmeinit;
  Andothersotherwheretheylaid;andallThatafternoonasoundaroseofhoofAndchariot,manyamaidenpassinghomeTillhappiertimes;butsomewereleftofthoseHeldsagest,andthegreatlordsoutandin,Fromthosetwohoststhatlaybesidethewalls,Walkedattheirwill,andeverythingwaschanged。
  Askmenomore:themoonmaydrawthesea;
  ThecloudmaystoopfromheavenandtaketheshapeWithfoldtofold,ofmountainorofcape;
  ButOtoofond,whenhaveIansweredthee?
  Askmenomore。
  Askmenomore:whatanswershouldIgive?
  Ilovenothollowcheekorfadedeye:
  Yet,Omyfriend,Iwillnothavetheedie!
  Askmenomore,lestIshouldbidtheelive;
  Askmenomore。
  Askmenomore:thyfateandminearesealed:
  Istroveagainstthestreamandallinvain:
  Letthegreatrivertakemetothemain:
  Nomore,dearlove,foratatouchIyield;
  Askmenomore。
  VII
  Sowastheirsanctuaryviolated,Sotheirfaircollegeturnedtohospital;
  Atfirstwithallconfusion:byandbySweetorderlivedagainwithotherlaws:
  Akindlierinfluencereigned;andeverywhereLowvoiceswiththeministeringhandHungroundthesick:themaidenscame,theytalked,Theysang,theyread:tillshenotfairbeganTogatherlight,andshethatwas,becameHerformerbeautytreble;andtoandfroWithbooks,withflowers,withAngeloffices,Likecreaturesnativeuntograciousact,Andintheirownclearelement,theymoved。
  ButsadnessonthesoulofIdafell,Andhatredofherweakness,blentwithshame。
  Oldstudiesfailed;seldomshespoke:butoftClombtotheroofs,andgazedaloneforhoursOnthatdisastrousleaguer,swarmsofmenDarkeningherfemalefield:voidwasheruse,AndsheasonethatclimbsapeaktogazeO’erlandandmain,andseesagreatblackcloudDraginwardfromthedeeps,awallofnight,Blotouttheslopeofseafromvergetoshore,Andsucktheblindingsplendourfromthesand,AndquenchinglakebylakeandtarnbytarnExpungetheworld:sofaredshegazingthere;
  Soblackenedallherworldinsecret,blankAndwasteitseemedandvain;tilldownshecame,Andfoundfairpeaceoncemoreamongthesick。
  Andtwilightdawned;andmornbymornthelarkShotupandshrilledinflickeringgyres,butI
  Laysilentinthemuffledcageoflife:
  Andtwilightgloomed;andbroader—grownthebowersDrewthegreatnightintothemselves,andHeaven,StarafterStar,aroseandfell;butI,Deeperthanthoseweirddoubtscouldreachme,layQuitesunderedfromthemovingUniverse,Norknewwhateyewasonme,northehandThatnursedme,morethaninfantsintheirsleep。
  ButPsychetendedFlorian:withheroft,Melissacame;forBlanchehadgone,butleftHerchildamongus,willingsheshouldkeepCourt—favour:hereandtherethesmallbrighthead,Alightofhealing,glancedaboutthecouch,OrthroughthepartedsilksthetenderfacePeeped,shininginuponthewoundedmanWithblushandsmile,amedicineinthemselvesTowilethelengthfromlanguoroushours,anddrawThestingfrompain;norseemeditstrangethatsoonHeroseupwhole,andthosefaircharitiesJoinedatherside;norstrangerseemedthathearsSogentle,soemployed,shouldcloseinlove,ThanwhentwodewdropsonthepetalsshakeTothesamesweetair,andtrembledeeperdown,Andslipatonceall—fragrantintoone。
  LessprosperouslythesecondsuitobtainedAtfirstwithPsyche。NotthoughBlanchehadswornThatafterthatdarknightamongthefieldsSheneedsmustwedhimforherowngoodname;
  Notthoughhebuiltuponthebaberestored;
  Northoughshelikedhim,yieldedshe,butfearedToincensetheHeadoncemore;tillonadayWhenCyrilpleaded,IdacamebehindSeenbutofPsyche:onherfootshehungAmoment,andsheheard,atwhichherfaceAlittleflushed,andshepaston;buteachAssumedfromthenceahalf—consentinvolvedInstillness,plightedtroth,andwereatpeace。
  Noronlythese:LoveinthesacredhallsHeldcarnivalatwill,andflyingstruckWithshowersofrandomsweetonmaidandman。
  Nordidherfatherceasetopressmyclaim,Nordidmineown,nowreconciled;noryetDidthosetwin—brothers,risenagainandwhole;
  NorArac,satiatewithhisvictory。
  ButIlaystill,andwithmeoftshesat:
  Thencameachange;forsometimesIwouldcatchHerhandinwilddelirium,gripeithard,Andflingitlikeaviperoff,andshriek’YouarenotIda;’claspitonceagain,AndcallherIda,thoughIknewhernot,Andcallhersweet,asifinirony,Andcallherhardandcoldwhichseemedatruth:
  AndstillshefearedthatIshouldlosemymind,AndoftenshebelievedthatIshoulddie:
  Tilloutoflongfrustrationofhercare,Andpensivetendanceintheall—wearynoons,Andwatchesinthedead,thedark,whenclocksThrobbedthunderthroughthepalacefloors,orcalledOnflyingTimefromalltheirsilvertongues——
  Andoutofmemoriesofherkindlierdays,Andsidelongglancesatmyfather’sgrief,Andatthehappyloversheartinheart——
  Andoutofhauntingsofmyspokenlove,Andlonelylisteningstomymuttereddream,Andoftenfeelingofthehelplesshands,Andwordlessbroodingsonthewastedcheek——
  Fromallacloserinterestflourishedup,Tendernesstouchbytouch,andlast,tothese,Love,likeanAlpineharebellhungwithtearsBysomecoldmorningglacier;frailatfirstAndfeeble,allunconsciousofitself,Butsuchasgatheredcolourdaybyday。
  LastIwokesane,butwell—nighclosetodeathForweakness:itwasevening:silentlightSleptonthepaintedwalls,whereinwerewroughtTwogranddesigns;forononesidearoseThewomenupinwildrevolt,andstormedAttheOppianLaw。Titanicshapes,theycrammedTheforum,andhalf—crushedamongtherestAdwarf—likeCatocowered。OntheothersideHortensiaspokeagainstthetax;behind,Atrainofdames:byaxeandeaglesat,WithalltheirforeheadsdrawninRomanscowls,Andhalfthewolf’s—milkcurdledintheirveins,Thefiercetriumvirs;andbeforethempausedHortensiapleading:angrywasherface。
  Isawtheforms:IknewnotwhereIwas:
  Theydidbutlooklikehollowshows;normoreSweetIda:palmtopalmshesat:thedewDweltinhereyes,andsofterallhershapeAndrounderseemed:Imoved:Isighed:atouchCameroundmywrist,andtearsuponmyhand:
  Thenallforlanguorandself—pityranMinedownmyface,andwithwhatlifeIhad,Andlikeaflowerthatcannotallunfold,Sodrencheditiswithtempest,tothesun,Yet,asitmay,turnstowardhim,IonherFixtmyfainteyes,andutteredwhisperingly:
  ’Ifyoube,whatIthinkyou,somesweetdream,Iwouldbutaskyoutofulfilyourself:
  ButifyoubethatIdawhomIknew,Iaskyounothing:only,ifadream,Sweetdream,beperfect。Ishalldietonight。
  StoopdownandseemtokissmeereIdie。’
  Icouldnomore,butlaylikeoneintrance,Thathearshisburialtalkedofbyhisfriends,Andcannotspeak,normove,normakeonesign,Butliesanddreadshisdoom。Sheturned;shepaused;
  Shestooped;andoutoflanguorleaptacry;
  LeaptfieryPassionfromthebrinksofdeath;
  AndIbelievedthatinthelivingworldMyspiritclosedwithIda’satthelips;
  TillbackIfell,andfromminearmssheroseGlowingallovernobleshame;andallHerfalserselfsliptfromherlikearobe,Andleftherwoman,lovelierinhermoodThaninhermouldthatother,whenshecameFrombarrendeepstoconquerallwithlove;
  Anddownthestreamingcrystaldropt;andsheFar—fleetedbythepurpleisland—sides,Naked,adoublelightinairandwave,TomeetherGraces,wheretheydeckedheroutForworshipwithoutend;norendofmine,Stateliest,forthee!butmutesheglidedforth,Norglancedbehindher,andIsankandslept,FilledthroughandthroughwithLove,ahappysleep。
  DeepinthenightIwoke:she,nearme,heldAvolumeofthePoetsofherland:
  Theretoherself,allinlowtones,sheread。
  ’Nowsleepsthecrimsonpetal,nowthewhite;
  Norwavesthecypressinthepalacewalk;
  Norwinksthegoldfinintheporphyryfont:
  Thefire—flywakens:wakethouwithme。
  Nowdroopsthemilkwhitepeacocklikeaghost,Andlikeaghostsheglimmersontome。
  NowliestheEarthallDana?tothestars,Andallthyheartliesopenuntome。
  Nowliesthesilentmeteoron,andleavesAshiningfurrow,asthythoughtsinme。
  Nowfoldsthelilyallhersweetnessup,Andslipsintothebosomofthelake:
  Sofoldthyself,mydearest,thou,andslipIntomybosomandbelostinme。’
  Iheardherturnthepage;shefoundasmallSweetIdyl,andoncemore,aslow,sheread:
  ’Comedown,Omaid,fromyondermountainheight:
  Whatpleasurelivesinheight(theshepherdsang)
  Inheightandcold,thesplendourofthehills?
  ButceasetomovesoneartheHeavens,andceaseToglideasunbeambytheblastedPine,Tositastaruponthesparklingspire;
  Andcome,forloveisofthevalley,come,Forloveisofthevalley,comethoudownAndfindhim;bythehappythreshold,he,OrhandinhandwithPlentyinthemaize,Orredwithspirtedpurpleofthevats,Orfoxlikeinthevine;norcarestowalkWithDeathandMorningonthesilverhorns,Norwiltthousnarehiminthewhiteravine,Norfindhimdroptuponthefirthsofice,Thathuddlingslantinfurrow—clovenfallsTorollthetorrentoutofduskydoors:
  Butfollow;letthetorrentdancetheedownTofindhiminthevalley;letthewildLean—headedEaglesyelpalone,andleaveThemonstrousledgestheretoslope,andspillTheirthousandwreathsofdanglingwater—smoke,Thatlikeabrokenpurposewasteinair:
  Sowastenotthou;butcome;forallthevalesAwaitthee;azurepillarsofthehearthArisetothee;thechildrencall,andI
  Thyshepherdpipe,andsweetiseverysound,Sweeterthyvoice,buteverysoundissweet;
  Myriadsofrivuletshurryingthroughthelawn,Themoanofdovesinimmemorialelms,Andmurmuringofinnumerablebees。’
  Soshelow—toned;whilewithshuteyesIlayListening;thenlooked。Palewastheperfectface;
  Thebosomwithlongsighslaboured;andmeekSeemedthefulllips,andmildtheluminouseyes,Andthevoicetrembledandthehand。ShesaidBrokenly,thatsheknewit,shehadfailedInsweethumility;hadfailedinall;
  ThatallherlabourwasbutasablockLeftinthequarry;butshestillwereloth,ShestillwerelothtoyieldherselftooneThatwhollyscornedtohelptheirequalrightsAgainstthesonsofmen,andbarbarouslaws。
  SheprayedmenottojudgetheircausefromherThatwrongedit,soughtfarlessfortruththanpowerInknowledge:somethingwildwithinherbreast,Agreaterthanallknowledge,beatherdown。
  Andshehadnursedmetherefromweektoweek:
  Muchhadshelearntinlittletime。InpartItwasillcounselhadmisledthegirlTovextruehearts:yetwasshebutagirl——
  ’Ahfool,andmademyselfaQueenoffarce!
  Whencomesanothersuch?never,Ithink,TilltheSundrop,dead,fromthesigns。’
  Hervoicechoked,andherforeheadsankuponherhands,AndhergreatheartthroughallthefaultfulPastWentsorrowinginapauseIdarednotbreak;
  TillnoticeofachangeinthedarkworldWaslisptabouttheacacias,andabird,Thatearlywoketofeedherlittleones,Sentfromadewybreastacryforlight:
  Shemoved,andatherfeetthevolumefell。
  ’Blamenotthyselftoomuch,’Isaid,’norblameToomuchthesonsofmenandbarbarouslaws;
  Theseweretheroughwaysoftheworldtillnow。
  Henceforththouhastahelper,me,thatknowThewoman’scauseisman’s:theyriseorsinkTogether,dwarfedorgodlike,bondorfree:
  ForshethatoutofLethescaleswithmanTheshiningstepsofNature,shareswithmanHisnights,hisdays,moveswithhimtoonegoal,Staysallthefairyoungplanetinherhands——
  Ifshebesmall,slight—natured,miserable,Howshallmengrow?butworknomorealone!
  Ourplaceismuch:asfarasinusliesWetwowillservethembothinaidingher——
  WillclearawaytheparasiticformsThatseemtokeepherupbutdragherdown——
  WillleaveherspacetoburgeonoutofallWithinher——lethermakeherselfherownTogiveorkeep,toliveandlearnandbeAllthatnotharmsdistinctivewomanhood。
  Forwomanisnotundeveloptman,Butdiverse:couldwemakeherastheman,SweetLovewereslain:hisdearestbondisthis,Notliketolike,butlikeindifference。
  Yetinthelongyearslikermusttheygrow;
  Themanbemoreofwoman,sheofman;
  Hegaininsweetnessandinmoralheight,Norlosethewrestlingthewsthatthrowtheworld;
  Shementalbreadth,norfailinchildwardcare,Norlosethechildlikeinthelargermind;
  Tillatthelastshesetherselftoman,Likeperfectmusicuntonoblewords;
  Andsothesetwain,upontheskirtsofTime,Sitsidebyside,full—summedinalltheirpowers,Dispensingharvest,sowingtheTo—be,Self—reverenteachandreverencingeach,Distinctinindividualities,Butlikeeachotherevenasthosewholove。
  ThencomesthestatelierEdenbacktomen:
  Thenreigntheworld’sgreatbridals,chasteandcalm:
  Thenspringsthecrowningraceofhumankind。
  Maythesethingsbe!’
  Sighingshespoke’IfearTheywillnot。’
  ’Dear,butletustypethemnowInourownlives,andthisproudwatchwordrestOfequal;seeingeithersexaloneIshalfitself,andintruemarriageliesNorequal,norunequal:eachfulfilsDefectineach,andalwaysthoughtinthought,Purposeinpurpose,willinwill,theygrow,Thesinglepureandperfectanimal,Thetwo—celledheartbeating,withonefullstroke,Life。’
  Andagainsighingshespoke:’AdreamThatoncewasmind!whatwomantaughtyouthis?’
  ’Alone,’Isaid,’fromearlierthanIknow,Immersedinrichforeshadowingsoftheworld,Ilovedthewoman:he,thatdothnot,livesAdrowninglife,besottedinsweetself,Orpinesinsadexperienceworsethandeath,Orkeepshiswingedaffectionscliptwithcrime:
  YetwasthereonethroughwhomIlovedher,oneNotlearn鑔,saveingracioushouseholdways,Notperfect,nay,butfulloftenderwants,NoAngel,butadearerbeing,alldiptInAngelinstincts,breathingParadise,InterpreterbetweentheGodsandmen,Wholookedallnativetoherplace,andyetOntiptoeseemedtotouchuponasphereToogrosstotread,andallmalemindsperforceSwayedtoherfromtheirorbitsastheymoved,Andgirdledherwithmusic。HappyheWithsuchamother!faithinwomankindBeatswithhisblood,andtrustinallthingshighComeseasytohim,andthoughhetripandfallHeshallnotblindhissoulwithclay。’
  ’ButI,’
  SaidIda,tremulously,’soallunlike——
  Itseemsyoulovetocheatyourselfwithwords:
  Thismotherisyourmodel。Ihaveheardofyourstrangedoubts:theywellmightbe:IseemAmockerytomyownself。Never,Prince;
  Youcannotloveme。’
  ’Naybutthee’Isaid’Fromyearlongporingonthypicturedeyes,EreseenIloved,andlovedtheeseen,andsawTheewomanthroughthecrustofironmoodsThatmaskedtheefrommen’sreverenceup,andforcedSweetloveonpranksofsaucyboyhood:now,Givenbacktolife,tolifeindeed,throughthee,IndeedIlove:thenewdaycomes,thelightDearerfornight,asdearerthouforfaultsLivedover:liftthineeyes;mydoubtsaredead,Myhauntingsenseofhollowshows:thechange,Thistruthfulchangeintheehaskilledit。Dear,Lookup,andletthynaturestrikeonmine,Likeyondermorningontheblindhalf—world;
  Approachandfearnot;breatheuponmybrows;
  InthatfineairItremble,allthepastMeltsmist—likeintothisbrighthour,andthisIsmorntomore,andalltherichto—comeReels,asthegoldenAutumnwoodlandreelsAthwartthesmokeofburningweeds。Forgiveme,Iwastemyheartinsigns:letbe。Mybride,Mywife,mylife。Owewillwalkthisworld,Yokedinallexerciseofnobleend,AndsothroughthosedarkgatesacrossthewildThatnomanknows。IndeedIlovethee:come,Yieldthyselfup:myhopesandthineareone:
  Accomplishthoumymanhoodandthyself;
  Laythysweethandsinmineandtrusttome。’
  CONCLUSION
  Soclosedourtale,ofwhichIgiveyouallTherandomschemeaswildlyasitrose:
  Thewordsaremostlymine;forwhenweceasedTherecameaminute’spause,andWaltersaid,’Iwishshehadnotyielded!’thentome,’What,ifyoudrestituppoetically?’
  Soprayedthemen,thewomen:Igaveassent:
  YethowtobindthescatteredschemeofsevenTogetherinonesheaf?Whatstylecouldsuit?
  ThemenrequiredthatIshouldgivethroughoutThesortofmock—heroicgigantesque,WithwhichwebanteredlittleLiliafirst:
  Thewomen——andperhapstheyfelttheirpower,Forsomethingintheballadswhichtheysang,Orintheirsilentinfluenceastheysat,Hadeverseemedtowrestlewithburlesque,Anddroveus,last,toquiteasolemnclose——
  Theyhatedbanter,wishedforsomethingreal,Agallantfight,anobleprincess——whyNotmakehertrue—heroic——true—sublime?
  Orall,theysaid,asearnestastheclose?
  Whichyetwithsuchaframeworkscarcecouldbe。
  Thenrosealittlefeudbetwixtthetwo,Betwixtthemockersandtherealists:
  AndI,betwixtthemboth,topleasethemboth,Andyettogivethestoryasitrose,Imovedasinastrangediagonal,Andmaybeneitherpleasedmyselfnorthem。
  ButLiliapleasedme,forshetooknopartInourdispute:thesequelofthetaleHadtouchedher;andshesat,shepluckedthegrass,Sheflungitfromher,thinking:last,shefixtAshoweryglanceuponheraunt,andsaid,’You——telluswhatweare’whomighthavetold,Forshewascrammedwiththeoriesoutofbooks,Butthatthereroseashout:thegateswereclosedAtsunset,andthecrowdwereswarmingnow,Totaketheirleave,aboutthegardenrails。
  SoIandsomewentouttothese:weclimbedTheslopetoVivian—place,andturningsawThehappyvalleys,halfinlight,andhalfFar—shadowingfromthewest,alandofpeace;
  Grayhallsaloneamongtheirmassivegroves;
  Trimhamlets;hereandtherearustictowerHalf—lostinbeltsofhopandbreadthsofwheat;
  Theshimmeringglimpsesofastream;theseas;
  Aredsail,orawhite;andfarbeyond,Imaginedmorethanseen,theskirtsofFrance。
  ’Lookthere,agarden!’saidmycollegefriend,TheTorymember’selderson,’andthere!
  Godblessthenarrowseawhichkeepsheroff,AndkeepsourBritain,wholewithinherself,Anationyet,therulersandtheruled——
  Somesenseofduty,somethingofafaith,Somereverenceforthelawsourselveshavemade,Somepatientforcetochangethemwhenwewill,Somecivicmanhoodfirmagainstthecrowd——
  Butyonder,whiff!therecomesasuddenheat,Thegravestcitizenseemstolosehishead,Thekingisscared,thesoldierwillnotfight,Thelittleboysbegintoshootandstab,AkingdomtopplesoverwithashriekLikeanoldwoman,anddownrollstheworldInmockheroicsstrangerthanourown;
  Revolts,republics,revolutions,mostNograverthanaschoolboys’barringout;
  Toocomicfortheseriousthingstheyare,Toosolemnforthecomictouchesinthem,LikeourwildPrincesswithaswiseadreamAssomeoftheirs——Godblessthenarrowseas!
  IwishtheywereawholeAtlanticbroad。’
  ’Havepatience,’Ireplied,’ourselvesarefullOfsocialwrong;andmaybewildestdreamsArebuttheneedfulpreludesofthetruth:
  Forme,thegenialday,thehappycrowd,Thesporthalf—science,fillmewithafaith。
  ThisfineoldworldofoursisbutachildYetinthego—cart。Patience!GiveittimeTolearnitslimbs:thereisahandthatguides。’
  Insuchdiscoursewegainedthegardenrails,AndtherewesawSirWalterwherehestood,Beforeatowerofcrimsonholly—hoaks,Amongsixboys,headunderhead,andlookedNolittlelily—handedBaronethe,Agreatbroad—shoulderedgenialEnglishman,Alordoffatprize—oxenandofsheep,Araiserofhugemelonsandofpine,Apatronofsomethirtycharities,Apamphleteeronguanoandongrain,Aquarter—sessionschairman,ablernone;
  Fair—hairedandredderthanawindymorn;
  Nowshakinghandswithhim,nowhim,ofthoseThatstoodthenearest——nowaddressedtospeech——
  Whospokefewwordsandpithy,suchasclosedWelcome,farewell,andwelcomefortheyearTofollow:ashoutroseagain,andmadeThelonglineoftheapproachingrookeryswerveFromtheelms,andshookthebranchesofthedeerFromslopetoslopethroughdistantferns,andrangBeyondthebournofsunset;O,ashoutMorejoyfulthanthecity—roarthathailsPremierorking!WhyshouldnotthesegreatSirsGiveuptheirparkssomedozentimesayearToletthepeoplebreathe?Sothricetheycried,Ilikewise,andingroupstheystreamedaway。
  ButwewentbacktotheAbbey,andsaton,Somuchthegatheringdarknesscharmed:wesatButspokenot,raptinnamelessreverie,Perchanceuponthefutureman:thewallsBlackenedaboutus,batswheeled,andowlswhooped,Andgraduallythepowersofthenight,Thatrangeabovetheregionofthewind,DeepeningthecourtsoftwilightbrokethemupThroughallthesilentspacesoftheworlds,BeyondallthoughtintotheHeavenofHeavens。
  LastlittleLilia,risingquietly,DisrobedtheglimmeringstatueofSirRalphFromthoserichsilks,andhomewell—pleasedwewent。