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第3章

  ItisnotirrelevanttoClemenstosaythatGrantseemedtolikefindinghimselfincompanywithtwoliterarymen,oneofwhomatleasthecouldmakesureof,andunlikethatsilentmanhewasreputed,hetalkedconstantly,andsofarashemighthetalkedliterature。AtleasthetalkedofJohnPhoenix,thatdelightfulestoftheearlyPacificSlopehumorists,whomhehadknownunderhisrealnameofGeorgeH。Derby,whentheywerefellow—cadetsatWestPoint。Itwasmightypretty,asPepyswouldsay,toseethedelicatedeferenceClemenspaidourplainhero,andthemanlyrespectwithwhichhelistened。WhileGranttalked,hisluncheonwasbroughtinfromsomeunassumingrestaurantnearby,andheaskedustojoinhiminthebakedbeansandcoffeewhichwereservedusinalittleroomoutoftheofficewithaboutthesamecircumstanceasatarailroadrefreshment—counter。Thebakedbeansandcoffeewereofabouttherailroad—refreshmentquality;buteatingthemwithGrantwaslikesittingdowntobakedbeansandcoffeewithJuliusCaesar,orAlexander,orsomeothergreatPlutarchancaptain。OneofthehighestsatisfactionsofClemens’softensupremelysatisfactorylifewashisrelationtoGrant。
  ItwashisproudjoytotellhowhefoundGrantabouttosignacontractforhisbookoncertainlyverygoodterms,andsaidtohimthathewouldhimselfpublishthebookandgivehimapercentagethreetimesaslarge。
  HesaidGrantseemedtodoubtwhetherhecouldhonorablywithdrawfromthenegotiationatthatpoint,butClemensoverborehisscruples,anditwashisunparalleledprivilege,hisprincelypleasure,topaytheauthorafarlargercheckforhisworkthanhadeverbeenpaidtoanauthorbefore。Hevaluedevenmorethanthissplendidopportunitythesacredmomentsinwhichtheirbusinessbroughthimintothepresenceoftheslowlydying,heroicallylivingmanwhomhewassobefriending;andhetoldmeinwordswhichsurelylostnoneoftheirsimplepathosthroughhisreporthowGrantdescribedhissuffering。
  Theprosperity,ofthisventurewasthebeginningofClemens’sadversity,foritledtoexcessesofenterprisewhichwereformsofdissipation。
  TheyoungsculptorwhohadcomebacktohimfromParismodelledasmallbustofGrant,whichClemensmultipliedingreatnumberstohisgreatloss,andthesuccessofGrant’sbooktemptedhimtolaunchonpublishingseaswherehisbarkpresentlyfoundered。ThefirstandgreatestofhisdisasterswastheLifeofPopeLeoXIII,whichhecametotellmeof,whenhehadimaginedit,inasortofdeliriousexultation。Hehadnowordsinwhichtopaintthemagnificenceoftheproject,ortoforecastitscolossalsuccess。ItwouldhaveacurrencyboundedonlybythenumberofCatholicsinChristendom。Itwouldbetranslatedintoeverylanguagewhichwasanywherewrittenorprinted;itwouldbecirculatedliterallyineverycountryoftheglobe,andClemens’sbookagentswouldcarrytheprospectusesandthentheboundcopiesoftheworktotheendsofthewholeearth。NotonlywouldeveryCatholicbuyit,buteveryCatholicmust,ashewasagoodCatholic,ashehopedtobesaved。Itwasamagnificentscheme,anditcaptivatedme,asithadcaptivatedClemens;itdazzledusboth,andneitherofussawthefataldefectinit。WedidnotconsiderhowoftenCatholicscouldnotread,howoftenwhentheycould,theymightnotwishtoread。TheeventprovedthatwhethertheycouldreadornottheimmeasurablemajoritydidnotwishtoreadthelifeofthePope,thoughitwaswrittenbyadignitaryoftheChurchandissuedtotheworldwitheverysanctionfromtheVatican。
  ThefailurewasincredibletoClemens;hissanguinesoulwasutterlyconfounded,andsoonasilencefelluponitwhereithadbeensoexuberantlyjubilant。
  XIX。
  TheoccasionswhichbroughtustoNewYorktogetherwerenotnearlysofrequentasthosewhichunitedusinBoston,buttherewasadinnergivenhimbyafriendwhichremainsmemorablefromthefatuityoftwomenpresent,sodifferentineverythingbuttheirfatuity。OnewasthesweetoldcomedianBillyFlorence,whowasurgingtheunsuccessfuldramatistacrossthetabletowritehimaplayaboutOliverCromwell,andgivingthereasonswhyhethoughthimselfpeculiarlyfittedtoportraythecharacterofCromwell。Theotherwasamodestlymillionedrichmanwhowasthenonlybeginningtoamassthemoneysafterwardheapedsohigh,andwasstillintheconditiontobeflatteredbythecondescensionofayetgreatermillionaire。HiscontributiontoourgaietywastheverbatimreportofacallhehadmadeuponWilliamH。Vanderbilt,whomhehadfoundjustaboutstartingoutoftown,withhistrunksactuallyinthefronthall,butwhohadstayedtoreceivethenarrator。Hehad,infact,satdownononeofthetrunks,andtalkedwiththeeasiestfriendliness,andquite,weweregiventoinfer,likeanordinaryhumanbeing。Clemensoftenkeptonwithsomethreadofthetalkwhenwecameawayfromadinner,butnowhewassilent,asif"highsorrowfulandcloyed";anditwasnottillwellafterwardthatIfoundhehadnotedthefactsfromthebitternesswithwhichhemockedtherichman,andthepityheexpressedfortheactor。
  Hehadbegunbeforethattoamassthoseevidencesagainstmankindwhicheventuatedwithhiminhistheoryofwhathecalled"thedamnedhumanrace。"Thiswasnotanexpressionofpiety,butofthekindcontempttowhichhewasdrivenbyourfolliesandiniquitiesashehadobservedtheminhimselfaswellasinothers。Itwasasmildamisanthropy,probably,asevercaressedtheobjectsofitsmalediction。ButIbelieveitwasabouttheyear1900thathissenseofourperditionbecameinsupportableandbrokeoutinamixedabhorrenceandamusementwhichsparednooccasion,sothatIcouldquiteunderstandwhyMrs。Clemensshouldhavefoundsomecompensation,whenkepttoherroombysickness,inthereflectionthatnowsheshouldnothearsomuchabout"thedamnedhumanrace。"Hetoldofthatwiththesamewildjoythathetoldofoverhearingherrepetitionofoneofhismostinclusiveprofanities,andherexplanationthatshemeanthimtohearitsothathemightknowhowitsounded。Thecontrastoftheluridblasphemywithherheavenlywhitenessshouldhavebeenenoughtocureanyonelessgroundedthanheinwhatmustbeownedwasasfixedahabitassmokingwithhim。WhenI
  firstknewhimherarelyventedhisfuryinthatsort,andIfancyhewasunderapromisetoherwhichhekeptsacredtillthewearandtearofhisnerveswithadvancingyearsdisabledhim。Thenitwouldbelikehimtostrugglewithhimselftillhecouldstrugglenolongerandtoaskhispromiseback,anditwouldbelikehertogiveitback。Hisprofanitywastheheritageofhisboyhoodandyoungmanhoodinsocialconditionsandundertheduressofexigenciesinwhicheverybodysworeaboutasimpersonallyashesmoked。Itisbesttorecognizethefactofit,andI
  dosothemorereadilybecauseIcannotsupposetheRecordingAngelreallymindeditmuchmorethanthatGuardian。Angelofhis。Itprobablygrievedthemaboutequally,buttheycouldequallyforgiveit。
  Nothingcameofhisposeregarding"thedamnedhumanrace"excepthisinventionoftheHumanRaceLuncheonClub。Thiswasconfinedtofourpersonswhowereneverallgottogether,anditsoonperishedoftheirindifference。
  IntheearlierdaysthatIhavemorespeciallyinmindoneofthequestionsthatweusedtodebateagooddealwaswhethereveryhumanmotivewasnotselfish。Weinquiredastoeveryimpulse,thenoblest,theholiestineffect,andhefoundtheminthelastanalysisofselfishorigin。PrettynearlythewholetimeofacertainrailroadrunfromNewYorktoHartfordwastakenupwiththescrutinyoftheself—sacrificeofamotherforherchild,oftheabandonoftheloverwhodiesinsavinghismistressfromfireorflood,ofthehero’scourageinthefieldandthemartyr’satthestake。Eachhefoundspringingfromtheunconsciousloveofselfandthedreadofthegreaterpainwhichtheself—sacrificerwouldsufferin—forbearingthesacrifice。Ifwehadanytimeleftfromthisinquirythatday,hemusthavedevotedittoahighregretthatNapoleondidnotcarryouthispurposeofinvadingEngland,forthenhewouldhavedestroyedthefeudalaristocracy,or"reformedthelords,"asitmightbecallednow。HethoughtthatwouldhavebeenanincalculableblessingtotheEnglishpeopleandtheworld。Clemenswasalwaysbeautifullyandunfalteringlyarepublican。NoneofhisoccasionalmisgivingsforAmericaimplicatedareturntomonarchy。YethefeltpassionatelythesplendoroftheEnglishmonarchy,andtherewasatimewhenhegloriedinthatfigurativepoetrybywhichthekingwasphrasedas"theMajestyofEngland。"Herolledthewordsdeep—throatedlyout,andexultedintheirbeautyasifitwerebeyondanyothergloryoftheworld。Heread,orreadat,Englishhistoryagreatdeal,andoneoftheby—productsofhisrestlessinventionwasagameofEnglishKings(likethegameofAuthors)forchildren。Idonotknowwhetherheeverperfectedthis,butIamquitesureitwasnotputuponthemarket。Verylikelyhebroughtittoapracticablestage,andthentiredofit,ashewasapttodointheultimationofhisvehementundertakings。
  XX。
  Hesatisfiedtheimpassioneddemandofhisnatureforincessantactivitiesofeverykindbytakingapersonalaswellasapecuniaryinterestintheinventionsofothers。Atonemoment"thedamnedhumanrace"wasalmosttoberedeemedbyaprocessoffoundingbrasswithoutairbubblesinit;ifthiscouldoncebeaccomplished,asIunderstood,ormisunderstood,brasscouldbeusedinart—printingtoadegreehithertoimpossible。IdaresayIhavegotitwrong,butIamnotmistakenastoClemens’senthusiasmfortheprocess,andhisheavylossesinpayingitswaytoultimatefailure。Hewassimultaneouslyabsorbedintheperfectionofatype—settingmachine,whichhewaspayingtheinventorasalarytobringtoaperfectionsoexpensivethatitwaspracticallyimpracticable。Wewerebothprintersbytrade,andIcouldtakethesameinterestinthiswonderfulpieceofmechanismthathecould;anditwassotrulywonderfulthatitdideverythingbutwalkandtalk。Itsingeniouscreatorwassobentuponrealizingthehighestidealinitthatheproducedamachineofquiteunimpeachableefficiency。Butitwassocostly,whenfinished,thatitcouldnotbemadeforlessthantwentythousanddollars,ifthepartsweremadebyhand。Thissumwasprohibitiveofitsintroduction,unlesstherequisitecapitalcouldbefoundformakingthepartsbymachinery,andClemensspentmanymonthsinvainlytryingtogetthismoneytogether。Inthemeantimesimplermachineshadbeeninventedandthemarketfilled,andhisinvestmentofthreehundredthousanddollarsinthebeautifulmiracleremainedpermanentbutnotprofitable。Ioncewentwithhimtowitnessitsperformance,anditdidseemtomethelastwordinitsway,butithadbeenspokentooexquisitely,toofastidiously。Ineverheardhimdevotetheinventortotheinfernalgods,ashewasapttodowiththegeniuseshelostmoneyby,andsoIthinkhedidnotregardhimasatraitor。
  Inthesethings,andinhisotherschemesforthe’subitiguadagni’ofthespeculatorandthe"suddenmakingofsplendidnames"forthebenefactorsofourspecies,ClemenssatisfiedtheColonelSellersnatureinhimself(fromwhichhedrewthepictureofthatwildandlovablefigure),andperhapsmadeasgooduseofhismoneyashecould。Hedidnotcaremuchformoneyinitself,butheluxuriatedinthelavishuseofit,andhewasasgenerouswithitaseveramanwas。Helikedgivingit,buthecommonlyweariedofgivingithimself,andwhereverhelivedheestablishedanalmoner,whomhefullytrustedtokeephislefthandignorantofwhathisrighthandwasdoing。Ibelievehefeltnofinalityincharity,butdiditbecauseinitsprovisionalwayitwastheonlythingamancoulddo。Ineverheardhimgoreallyintoanysociologicalinquiry,andIhaveafeelingthatthatsortofthingbaffledanddispiritedhim。NoonecanreadTheConnecticutYankeeandnotbeawareofthelengthandbreadthofhissympathieswithpoverty,butapparentlyhehadnotthoughtoutanyschemeforrightingtheeconomicwrongsweaboundin。Icannotrememberourevergettingquitedowntoadiscussionofthematter;wecameverynearitonceinthedayofthevastwaveofemotionsentovertheworldby’LookingBackward,’andagainwhenwewereallsotroubledbythegreatcoalstrikeinPennsylvania;inconsideringthatheseemedtobeforthetimedoubtfulofthejusticeoftheworkingman’scause。Atallothertimesheseemedtoknowthatwhateverwrongstheworkingmancommittedworkwasalwaysintheright。
  WhenClemensreturnedtoAmericawithhisfamily,afterlecturingroundtheworld,IagainsawhiminNewYork,whereIsooftensawhimwhilehewasshapinghimselfforthatheroicenterprise。Hewouldcometome,andtalksorrowfullyoverhisfinancialruin,andpictureittohimselfasthestuffofsomeunhappydream,which,afterlongprosperity,hadculminatedthewrongway。Itwasverymelancholy,verytouching,butthesorrowtowhichhehadcomehomefromhislongjourneyhadnotthatforlornbewildermentinit。Hewaslookingwonderfullywell,andwhenI
  wantedthenameofhiselixir,hesaiditwasplasmon。Hewasapt,foramanwhohadputfaithsodecidedlyawayfromhim,totakeitbackandpinittosomesuperstition,usuallyofahygienicsort。Once,whenhewaswelloninyears,hecametoNewYorkwithoutglasses,andannouncedthatheandallhisfamily,soastigmaticandmyopicandold—sighted,had,sotospeak,burnedtheirspectaclesbehindthemupontheinstructionofsomesagewhohadfoundoutthattheywereadelusion。Thenexttimehecameheworespectaclesfreely,almostostentatiously,andIheardfromothersthatthewholeClemensfamilyhadbeennearlosingtheireyesightbythemiracleworkedintheirbehalf。Now,Iwasnotsurprisedtolearnthat"thedamnedhumanrace"wastobesavedbyplasmon,ifanything,andthatmyfirstdutywastovisittheplasmonagencywithhim,andprocureenoughplasmontosecuremyfamilyagainsttheillsitwasheirtoforevermore。Ididnotimmediatelyunderstandthatplasmonwasoneoftheinvestmentswhichhehadmadefrom"thesubstanceofthingshopedfor,"
  andinthedestinyofadisastrousdisappointment。Butafterpayingoffthecreditorsofhislatepublishingfirm,hehadtodosomethingwithhismoney,anditwasnothisfaultifhedidnotmakeafortuneoutofplasmon。
  XXI。
  ForatimeitwasaquestionwhetherheshouldnotgobackwithhisfamilytotheiroldhomeinHartford。Perhapsthefather’sandmother’sheartsdrewthemthereallthemorestronglybecauseofthegriefwrittenineffaceablyoverit,butfortheyoungeronesitwasnolongerthemeasureoftheworld。ItwaseasierforalltostayonindefinitelyinNewYork,whichisasojournwithoutcircumstance,andequallythehomeofexileandofindecision。TheClemensestookapleasant,spacioushouseatRiverdale,ontheHudson,andthereIbegantoseethemagainonsomethinglikethesweetoldterms。Theylivedfarmoreunpretentiouslythantheyused,andIthinkwithanotionofeconomy,whichtheyhadneververysuccessfullypractised。IrecallthatattheendofacertainyearinHartford,whentheyhadbeensavingandpayingcashforeverything,Clemenswrote,remindingmeoftheiravowedexperiment,andaskingmetoguesshowmanybillstheyhadatNewYear’s;hehastenedtosaythatahorse—carwouldnothaveheldthem。AtRiverdaletheykeptnocarriage,andtherewasasnowynightwhenIdroveuptotheirhandsomeoldmansioninthestationcarryall,whichwascrustedwithmudasfromthegoingdownoftheDelugeaftertransportingNoahandhisfamilyfromtheArktowhateverpointtheydecidedtosettleatprovisionally。Butthegoodtalk,therichtalk,thetalkthatcouldneversufferpovertyofmindorsoul,wasthere,andwejubilantlyfoundourselvesagaininourmiddleyouth。ItwasthemightymomentwhenClemenswasbuildinghisenginesofwarforthedestructionofChristianScience,whichsuperstitionnobody,andheleastofall,expectedtodestroy。ItwouldnotbeeasytosaywhetherinhistalkofithisdisgustfortheilliteratetwaddleofMrs。Eddy’sbook,orhisadmirationofhergeniusfororganizationwasthegreater。HebelievedthatasareligiousmachinetheChristianScienceChurchwasasperfectastheRomanChurchanddestinedtobe,moreformidableinitscontrolofthemindsofmen。
  HelookedforitsspreadoverthewholeofChristendom,andthroughoutthewinterhespentatRiverdalehewasreadytomeetalllistenersmorethanhalf—waywithhisconvictionsofitspowerfulgraspoftheaveragehumandesiretogetsomethingfornothing。Thevacuousvulgarityofitstextswasaperpetualjoytohim,whilehebowedwithseriousrespecttothesagacitywhichbuiltsosecurelyupontheeverlastingrockofhumancredulityandfolly。
  Aninterestingphaseofhispsychologyinthisbusinesswasnotonlyhisadmirationforthemasterly,policyoftheChristianSciencehierarchy,buthiswillingnesstoallowthemiraclesofitshealerstobetriedonhisfriendsandfamily,iftheywishedit。Hehadatenderheartforthewholegenerationofempirics,aswellasthenewersortsofscientitians,butheseemedtobasehisfaithinthemlargelyuponthefailureoftheregularsratherthanupontheirownsuccesses,whichalsohebelievedin。
  Hewasrecurrently,butnotinsistently,desirousthatyoushouldtrytheirstrangemagicswhenyouweregoingtotrythefamiliarmedicines。
  XXII。
  Theorderofmyacquaintance,orcallitintimacy,withClemenswasthis:
  ourfirstmeetinginBoston,myvisitstohiminHartford,hisvisitstomeinCambridge,inBelmont,andinBoston,ourbrieferandlessfrequentmeetingsinParisandNewYork,allwithrepeatedinterruptionsthroughmyabsencesinEurope,andhissojournsinLondon,Berlin,Vienna,andFlorence,andhisflightstothemanyends,andoddsandends,oftheearth。Iwillnottrytofollowtheevents,iftheywerenotratherthesubjectiveexperiences,ofthosedifferentperiodsandpointsoftimewhichImustnotfailtomakeincludehissummeratYorkHarbor,andhisdiversresidencesinNewYork,onTenthStreetandonFifthAvenue,atRiverdale,andatStormfield,whichhisdaughterhastoldmehelovedbestofallhishousesandhopedtomakehishomeforlongyears。
  NotmuchremainstomeoftheweekorsothatwehadtogetherinParisearlyinthesummerof1904。ThefirstthingIgotatmybankerswasacablemessageannouncingthatmyfatherwasstrickenwithparalysis,buturgingmystayforfurtherintelligence,andIwentabout,tillthefinalsummonscame,withmyheadinamistofcareanddread。Clemenswasverykindandbrotherlythroughitall。HewaslivinggreatlytohismindinoneofthosearcadedlittlehotelsintheRuedeRivoli,andhewasfreefromallhouseholddutiestorangewithme。Wedrovetogethertomakecallsofdigestionatmanyhouseswherehehadgotindigestionthroughhisreluctancefromtheirhospitality,forhehateddiningout。But,asheexplained,hiswifewantedhimtomakethesevisits,andhedidit,ashedideverythingshewanted。’Atoneplace,somesuburbanvilla,hecouldgetnoanswertohisring,andhe"hove"hiscardsoverthegatejustasitopened,andhehadtheshameofexplaininginhisunexplanatoryFrenchtothemanpickingthemup。Hewasexcruciatinglyhelplesswithhiscabmen,butbyverycordiallysmilingandcastinghimselfonthedrivers’mercyhealwaysmanagedtogetwherehewanted。
  Thefamilywasonthevergeoftheirmanymoves,andhewasdoingsomesmallerrands;hesaidthattheothersdidthemainthings,andlefthimtodowhatthecatmight。
  Itwaswiththatreturnuponthebuoyantbillowofplasmon,renewedinlookandlimb,thatClemens’suniversallypervasivepopularitybeganinhisowncountry。HehadhithertobeenmoreintelligentlyacceptedormorelargelyimaginedinEurope,andIsupposeitwasmysenseofthisthatinspiredthestupidityofmysayingtohimwhenwecametoconsider"thestateofpolitelearning"amongus,"Youmustn’texpectpeopletokeepituphereastheydoinEngland。"Butitappearedthathiscountrymenwereonlywantingthechance,andtheykeptitupinhonorofhimpastallprecedent。Onedoesnotgointoacatalogueofdinners,receptions,meetings,speeches,andthelike,whentherearemorevitalthingstospeakof。Helovedtheseobviousjoys,andheeagerlystrovewiththeoccasionstheygavehimforthebrilliancywhichseemedsoexhaustlessandwassoexhausting。Hisfriendssawthathewaswearinghimselfout,anditwasnotbecauseofMrs。Clemens’shealthalonethattheyweregladtohavehimtakerefugeatRiverdale。Thefamilylivedtheretwohappy,hopelessyears,andthenitwasorderedthattheyshouldchangeforhiswife’ssaketosomelessexactingclimate。ClemenswasnoteagertogotoFlorence,buthisimaginationwastakenasitwouldhavebeenintheold—youngdaysbythenotionofpackinghisfurnitureintoflexiblesteelcagesfromhishouseinHartfordandunpackingitfromthemuntouchedathisvillainFiesole。Hegotwhatpleasureanymancouldoutofthattriumphofmindovermatter,buttheshadowwascreepinguphislife。Onesunnyafternoonwesatonthegrassbeforethemansion,afterhiswifehadbeguntogetwellenoughforremoval,andwelookeduptowardabalconywhereby—and—bythatlovelypresencemadeitselfvisible,asifithadstoopedtherefromacloud。Ahandfraillywavedahandkerchief;Clemensranoverthelawntowardit,callingtenderly:"What?What?"asifitmightbeanaskingforhiminsteadofthegreetingitreallywasforme。ItwasthelasttimeIsawher,ifindeedIcanbesaidtohaveseenherthen,andlongafterwardwhenI
  saidhowbeautifulweallthoughther,howgood,howwise,howwonderfullyperfectineveryrelationoflife,hecriedoutinabreakingvoice:"Oh,whydidn’tyouevertellher?Shethoughtyoudidn’tlikeher。"Whatapangitwasthennottohavetoldher,buthowcouldwehavetoldher?Hisunreasonendearedhimtomemorethanallhiswisdom。
  TothatRiverdalesojournbelongmyimpressionsofhismostviolentanti—
  ChristianSciencerages,whichbeganwiththepostponementofhisbook,andsoftenedintoacceptanceofthedelaytillhehadwell—nighforgottenhiswrathwhenitcomeout。Therewasalsooneofthosejointepisodesofours,which,strangelyenough,didnoteventuateinentirefailure,asmostofourjointepisodesdid。Hewrotefuriouslytomeofawrongwhichhadbeendonetooneofthemosthelplessandoneofthemosthelpedofourliterarybrethren,askingmetojoinwithhiminrecoveringthemoneypaidoverbythatbrother’spublishertoafalsefriendwhohadwithhelditandwouldnotgiveanyaccountofit。OurhaplessbrotherhadappealedtoClemens,ashehadtome,withthefacts,butnotaskingourhelp,probablybecauseheknewheneednotask;andClemensenclosedtomeaverytaking—by—the—throatmessagewhichheproposedsendingtothefalsefriend。ForonceIhadsomesense,andansweredthatthiswouldneverdo,forwehadreallynopowerinthematter,andIcontrivedalettertotherecreantsosoftlydiplomaticthatIshallalwaysthinkofitwithpridewhenmyhonestiesnolongergivemesatisfaction,sayingthatthisincidenthadcometoourknowledge,andsuggestingthatwefeltsurehewouldnotfinallywishtowithholdthemoney。Nothingmore,practically,thanthat,butthatwasenough;therecamepromptlybackaletterofjustification,coveringaverysubstantialcheck,whichwehilariouslyforwardedtoourbeneficiary。ButthehelplessmanwhowassousedtobeinghelpeddidnotanswerwiththegladnessI,atleast,expectedofhim。Heacknowledgedthecheckashewouldanyordinarypayment,andthenhemadeusobservethattherewasstillalargesumduehimoutofthemoneyswithheld。AtthispointIproposedtoClemensthatweshouldletthenonchalantvictimcollecttheremnanthimself。Cloudsofsorrowhadgatheredaboutthebowedheadofthedelinquentsincewebeganonhim,andmyficklesympathieswereturninghiswayfromthevictimwhowasreallytoblameforleavinghisaffairssounguardedlytohiminthefirstplace。Clemensmadesomesortofgritassent,andwedroppedthematter。HewasmoreusedtoingratitudefromthosehehelpedthanIwas,whofoundbeinglaindownuponnotsoamusingashefoundmyrevolt。HereckonedIwasright,hesaid,andafterthatIthinkweneverrecurredtotheincident。Itwasnotingratitudethatheeverminded;itwastreachery,thatreallymaddenedhimpastforgiveness。
  XXIII。
  DuringthesummerhespentatYorkHarborIwasonlyfortyminutesawayatKitteryPoint,andwesaweachotheroften;butthiswasbeforethelasttimeatRiverdale。Hehadawide,lowcottageinapinegroveoverlookingYorkRiver,andweusedtositatacorneroftheverandafarthestawayfromMrs。Clemens’swindow,wherewecouldreadourmanuscriptstoeachother,andtellourstories,andlaughourheartsoutwithoutdisturbingher。Atfirstshehadbeenaboutthehouse,andtherewasonegentleafternoonwhenshemadeteaforusintheparlor,butthatwasthelasttimeIspokewithher。AfterthatitwasreallyaquestionofhowsoonestandeasiestshecouldbegotbacktoRiverdale;but,ofcourse,therewerespeciousdelaysinwhichsheseemednoworseandseemedalittlebetter,andClemenscouldworkatanovelhehadbegun。
  Hehadtakenaroominthehouseofafriendandneighbor,afishermanandboatman;therewasatablewherehecouldwrite,andabedwherehecouldliedownandread;andthere,unlessmymemoryhasplayedmeoneofthoseconstructivetricksthatpeople’smemoriesindulgein,hereadmethefirstchaptersofanadmirablestory。ThescenewaslaidinaMissouritown,andthecharacterssuchashehadknowninboyhood;butasoftenasItriedtomakehimownit,hedeniedhavingwrittenanysuchstory;itispossiblethatIdreamedit,butIhopetheMS。willyetbefound。UponreflectionIcannotbelievethatIdreamedit,andIcannotbelievethatitwasaneffectofthatsortofpseudomnemonicswhichI
  havementioned。Thecharactersinthenovelaretooclearlyoutlinedinmyrecollection,togetherwithsomecriticalreservationsofmyownconcerningthem。Notonlydoesheseemtohavereadmethosefirstchapters,buttohavetalkedthemoverwithmeandoutlinedthewholestory。
  Icannotsaywhetherornothebelievedthathiswifewouldrecover;hefoughtthefearofherdeathtotheend;forherlifewasfarmorelargelyhisthanthelivesofmostmen’swivesaretheirs。ForhisownlifeIbelievehewouldneverhavemuchcared,ifImaytrustasayingofonewhowassoabsolutelywithoutposeashewas。Hesaidthatheneversawadeadmanwhomhedidnotenvyforhavinghaditoverandbeingdonewithit。Lifehadalwaysamusedhim,andintheresurgenceofitsinterestsafterhissorrowhadebbedawayhewasagaindeeplyinterestedintheworldandinthehumanrace,which,thoughdamned,aboundedinsubjectsofcuriousinquiry。Whenthetimecameforhiswife’sremovalfromYorkHarborIwentwithhimtoBoston,wherehewishedtolookupthebestmeansofherconveyancetoNewYork。Theinquiryabsorbedhim:
  thesortofinvalidcarhecouldget;howshecouldbecarriedtothevillagestation;howthecarcouldbedetachedfromtheeasterntrainatBostonandcarriedroundtothesoutherntrainontheothersideofthecity,andthenhowitcouldbeattachedtotheHudsonRivertrainatNewYorkandleftatRiverdale。Therewasnoparticularofthebusinesswhichhedidnotscrutinizeandmaster,notonlywithhispoignantconcernforherwelfare,butwithhisstrongcuriosityastohowtheseunusualthingsweredonewiththeusualmeans。Withtheinertnessthatgrowsuponanagingmanhehadbeenusedtodelegatingmoreandmorethings,butofthatthingIperceivedthathewouldnotdelegatetheleastdetail。
  Hehadmeantnevertogoabroadagain,butwhenitcametimetogohedidnotlookforwardtoreturning;heexpectedtoliveinFlorencealwaysafterthat;theywereusedtothelifeandtheyhadbeenhappytheresomeyearsearlierbeforehewentwithhiswifeforthecureofNauheim。Butwhenhecamehomeagainitwasforgoodandall。ItwasnaturalthatheshouldwishtoliveinNewYork,wheretheyhadalreadyhadapleasantyearinTenthStreet。Iusedtoseehimthereinanupperroom,lookingsouthoveraquietopenspaceofbackyardswherewefoughtourbattlesinbehalfoftheFilipinosandtheBoers,andhecarriedonhiscampaignagainstthemissionariesinChina。Hehadnotyetformedhishabitoflyingforwholedaysinbedandreadingandwritingthere,yethewasagooddealinbed,fromweakness,Isuppose,andforthemerecomfortofit。
  Myperspectivesarenotveryclear,andintheforeshorteningofeventswhichalwaystakesplaceinourreviewofthepastImaynotalwaystimethingsaright。ButIbelieveitwasnotuntilhehadtakenhishouseat21FifthAvenuethathebegantotalktomeofwritinghisautobiography。
  Hemeantthatitshouldbeaperfectlyveraciousrecordofhislifeandperiod;forthefirsttimeinliteraturethereshouldbeatruehistoryofamanandatruepresentationofthementhemanhadknown。Aswetalkeditovertheschemeenlargeditselfinourriotousfancy。Wesaiditshouldbenotonlyabook,itshouldbealibrary,notonlyalibrary,butaliterature。Itshouldmakegoodtheworld’slossthroughOmar’sbarbarityatAlexandria;therewasnoimagesogrotesque,soextravagantthatwedidnotplaywithit;andtheworksofarashecarrieditwasreallydoneonacolossalscale。Butonedayhesaidthatastoveracityitwasafailure;hehadbeguntolie,andthatifnomaneveryettoldthetruthabouthimselfitwasbecausenomanevercould。HowfarhehadcarriedhisautobiographyIcannotsay;hedictatedthematterseveralhourseachday;andthepublichasalreadyseenlongpassagesfromit,andcanjudge,probably,ofthemakeandmatterofthewholefromthese。
  Itisimmenselyinclusive,anditobservesnoorderorsequence。Whethernow,afterhisdeath,itwillbepublishedsoonorlateIhavenomeansofknowing。Onceortwicehesaidinavaguewaythatitwasnottobepublishedfortwentyyears,sothatthediscomfortofpublicitymightbeminimizedforallthesurvivors。Suddenlyhetoldmehewasnotworkingatit;butIdidnotunderstandwhetherhehadfinisheditormerelydroppedit;Ineverasked。
  Welivedinthesamecity,butforoldmenratherfarapart,heatTenthStreetandIatSeventieth,andwithourcoldsandotherdisabilitieswedidnotseeeachotheroften。Heexpectedmetocometohim,andIwouldnotwithoutsomereturnofmyvisits,butweneverceasedtobefriends,andgoodfriends,sofarasIknow。IjokedhimonceastohowIwasgoingtocomeoutinhisautobiography,andhegavemesomesortofjokingreassurance。Therewasoneincident,however,thatbroughtusveryfrequentlyandactivelytogether。HecameoneSundayafternoontohavemecallwithhimonMaximGorky,whowasstayingatahotelafewstreetsabovemine。WewerebothinterestedinGorky,ClemensrathermoreasarevolutionistandIasarealist,thoughItoowishedtheRussianTsarill,andthenovelistwellinhismissiontotheRussiansympathizersinthisrepublic。ButIhadlivedthroughtheepisodeofKossuth’svisittousandhisvainendeavortoraisefundsfortheHungariancausein1851,whenwewereayoungerandnoblernationthannow,withheartsifnothands,openertothe"oppressedofEurope";theoppressedofAmerica,thefourorfivemillionsofslaves,wedidnotcount。IdidnotbelievethatGorkycouldgetthemoneyforthecauseoffreedominRussiawhichhehadcometoget;asItoldavaluedfriendofhisandmine,Ididnotbelievehecouldgettwenty—fivehundreddollars,andIthinknowIsetthefiguretoohigh。IhadalreadyrefusedtosignthesortofgeneralappealhisfriendsweremakingtoourprinciplesandpocketsbecauseIfeltitsowhollyidle,andwhenthepaperwasproducedinGorky’spresenceandClemensputhisnametoitIstillrefused。ThenextdayGorkywasexpelledfromhishotelwiththewomanwhowasnothiswife,butwho,Iamboundtosay,didnotlookasifshewerenot,atleasttome,whoam,however,notversedinthoseaspectsofhumannature。
  Imighthaveescapedunnoted,butClemens’sfamiliarheadgaveusawaytothereporterswaitingattheelevator’smouthforallwhowenttoseeGorky。Asitwas,ahuntofinterviewersensuedforusseverallyandjointly。Icouldremainaloofinmyhotelapartment,returninganswertosuchguardiansofthepublicrighttoknoweverythingthatIhadnothingtosayofGorky’sdomesticaffairs;forthepublicinteresthadnowstrayedfarfromtherevolution,andcentredentirelyuponthese。ButwithClemensitwasdifferent;helivedinahousewithastreetdoorkeptbyasinglebutler,andhewasconstantlyrungfor。Iforgethowlongthesiegelasted,butlongenoughforustohavefunwithit。ThatwasthemomentofthegreatVesuvianeruption,andwefiguredourselvesineasyreachofavolcanowhichwaseverynowandthen"blowingaconeoff,"asthetelegraphicphrasewas。TheroofofthegreatmarketinNapleshadjustbrokeninunderitsloadofashesandcinders,andcrashedhundredsofpeople;andweaskedeachotherifwewerenotsorrywehadnotbeenthere,wherethepressurewouldhavebeenfarlessterrificthanitwaswithusinFifthAvenue。TheforbiddenbutlercameupwithamessagethatthereweresomegentlemenbelowwhowantedtoseeClemens。
  "Howmany?"hedemanded。
  "Five,"thebutlerfaltered。
  "Reporters?"
  Thebutlerfeigneduncertainty。
  "Whatwouldyoudo?"heaskedme。
  "Iwouldn’tseethem,"Isaid,andthenClemenswentdirectlydowntothem。HoworbywhatmeansheappeasedtheirvoracityIcannotsay,butIfancyitwasbytheconfessionoftheexacttruth,whichwasharmlessenough。Theywentawayjoyfully,andhecamebackinradiantsatisfactionwithhavingseenthem。OfcoursehewasrightandIwrong,andhewasrightastothepointatissuebetweenGorkyandthosewhohadhelplesslytreatedhimwithsuchcruelignominy。InAmericaitisnottheconventionformentoliveopenlyinhotelswithwomenwhoarenottheirwives。Gorkyhadviolatedthisconventionandhehadtopaythepenalty;andconcerningthedestructionofhisefficiencyasanemissaryoftherevolution,hisblunderwasworsethanacrime。
  XXIV。
  TotheperiodofClemens’sresidenceinFifthAvenuebelongshisefflorescenceinwhiteserge。Hewasalwaysratheraggressivelyindifferentaboutdress,andataveryearlydateinouracquaintanceAldrichandIattemptedhisreformbyclubbingtobuyhimacravat。
  Buthewouldnotputawayhisstifflittleblackbow,anduntilheimaginedthesuitofwhiteserge,heworealwaysasuitofblackserge,trulydeplorableinthecutofthesaggingfrock。Afterhismeasurehadoncebeentakenherefusedtomakehisclothestheoccasionofpersonalinterviewswithhistailor;hesentthestuffbythekindelderlywomanwhohadbeenintheserviceofthefamilyfromtheearliestdaysofhismarriage,andacceptedtheresultwithoutcriticism。Butthewhitesergewasaninspirationwhichfewmenwouldhavehadthecouragetoactupon。
  ThefirsttimeIsawhimwearitwasattheauthors’hearingbeforetheCongressionalCommitteeonCopyrightinWashington。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredramaticthanthegesturewithwhichheflungoffhislonglooseovercoat,andstoodforthinwhitefromhisfeettothecrownofhissilveryhead。Itwasamagnificentcoup,andhedearlylovedacoup;
  butthemagnificentspeechwhichhemade,tearingtoshredsthevenerablefarragoofnonsenseaboutnonpropertyinideaswhichhadformedthebasisofallcopyrightlegislation,madeyouforgetevenhisspectacularity。
  ItiswellknownhowproudhewasofhisOxfordgown,notmerelybecauseitsymbolizedthehonorinwhichhewasheldbythehighestliterarybodyintheworld,butbecauseitwassorichandsobeautiful。TheredandthelavenderoftheclothflatteredhiseyesasthesilkenblackofthesamedegreeofDoctorofLetters,givenhimyearsbeforeatYale,couldnotdo。Hisfrank,defianthappinessinit,mixedwithaduesenseofburlesque,wassomethingthatthoselackinghispoet—soulcouldneverimagine;theyaccounteditvain,weak;butthatwouldnothavematteredtohimifhehadknownit。InhisLondonsojournhehadformedthetop—
  hathabit,andforawhileheloungedsplendidlyupanddownFifthAvenueinthatsocietyemblem;butheseemedtotireofit,andtoreturnkindlytothesofthatofhisSouthwesterntradition。
  Hedislikedclubs;Idon’tknowwhetherhebelongedtoanyinNewYork,butInevermethiminone。AsIhavetold,hehimselfhadformedtheHumanRaceClub,butashenevercouldgetittogetherithardlycounted。
  TherewastohavebeenameetingofitthetimeofmyonlyvisittoStormfieldinApriloflastyear;butofthreewhoweretohavecomeI
  alonecame。Wegotonverywellwithouttheabsentees,afterfindingtheminthewrong,asusual,andthevisitwaslikethoseIusedtohavewithhimsomanyyearsbeforeinHartford,buttherewasnottheoldfermentofsubjects。Manythingshadbeendiscussedandputawayforgood,butwehadouroldfondnessfornatureandforeachother,whoweresodifferentlypartsofit。Heshowedhisabsolutecontentwithhishouse,andthatwasthegreaterpleasureformebecauseitwasmysonwhodesignedit。Thearchitecthadbeensofortunateastobeabletoplanitwhereanaturalavenueofsavins,thecloseknit,slender,cypress—likecedarsofNewEngland,ledawayfromtherearofthevillatothelittlelevelofapergola,meantsomedaytobewreathedandroofedwithvines。
  Butintheearlyspringdaysallthelandscapewasinthebeautifulnakednessofthenorthernwinter。Itopenedinthesurpassinglovelinessofwoodedandmeadoweduplands,underskiesthatwerethefirstdaysblue,andthelastgrayoverarainyandthenasnowyfloor。Wewalkedupanddown,upanddown,betweenthevillaterraceandthepergola,andtalkedwiththemelancholyamusement,thesadtoleranceofageforthesortofmenandthingsthatusedtoexciteusorenrageus;nowwewerefarpastturbulenceoranger。Oncewetookawalktogetheracrosstheyellowpasturestoachasmalcreekonhisgrounds,wheretheicestillknittheclayeybankstogetherlikecrystalmosses;andthestreamfardownclashedthroughandoverthestonesandtheshardsofice。Clemenspointedoutthesceneryhehadboughttogivehimselfelbow—room,andshowedmethelothewasgoingtohavemebuildon。ThenextdaywecameagainwiththegeologisthehadaskeduptoStormfieldtoanalyzeitsrocks。Trulyhelovedtheplace,thoughhehadbeensowearyofchangeandsoindifferenttoitthatheneversawittillhecametoliveinit。
  Heleftitalltothearchitectwhomhehadknownfromachildintheintimacywhichboundourfamiliestogether,thoughwebodilylivedfarenoughapart。Ilovedhislittleonesandhewassweettomineandwastheirdelighted—inandwondered—atfriend。Onceandonceagain,andyetagainandagain,theblackshadowthatshallneverbeliftedwhereitfalls,fellinhishouseandinmine,duringthefortyyearsandmorethatwewerefriends,andendearedusthemoretoeachother。
  XXV。
  MyvisitatStormfieldcametoanendwithtenderreluctingonhispartandonmine。EverymorningbeforeIdressedIheardhimsoundingmynamethroughthehouseforthefunofitandIknowforthefondness;andifI
  lookedoutofmydoor,therehewasinhislongnightgownswayingupanddownthecorridor,andwagginghisgreatwhiteheadlikeaboythatleaveshisbedandcomesoutinthehopeoffrolicwithsomeone。Thelastmorningasoftsugarsnowhadfallenandwasfalling,andIdrovethroughitdowntothestationinthecarriagewhichhadbeengivenhimbyhiswife’sfatherwhentheywerefirstmarried,andbeenkeptallthoseinterveningyearsinhonorableretirementforthisfinaluse。Itsspringshadnotgrownyieldingwithtime;ithadratherthestiffnessandseverityofage;butforhimitmusthaveswunglowlikethesweetchariotofthenegro"spiritual"whichIheardhimsingwithsuchfervor,whenthosewonderfulhymnsoftheslavesbegantomaketheirwaynorthward。’GoDown,Daniel’,wasoneinwhichIcanhearhisquaveringtenornow。Hewasaloverofthethingsheliked,andfullofapassionforthemwhichsatisfieditselfinreadingthemmatchlesslyaloud。Noonecouldread’UncleRemus’likehim;hisvoiceechoedthevoicesofthenegronurseswhotoldhischildhoodthewonderfultales。IrememberespeciallyhisrapturewithMr。Cable’s’OldCreoleDays,’andthethrillingforcewithwhichhegavetheforbiddingoftheleper’sbrotherwhenthecity’ssurveyranthecourseofanavenuethroughthecottagewheretheleperlivedinhiding:"Stritmustnotpass!"
  OutofanaturerichandfertilebeyondanyIhaveknown,thematerialgivenhimbytheMysterythatmakesamanandthenleaveshimtomakehimselfover,hewroughtacharacterofhighnobilityuponafoundationofclearandsolidtruth。Atthelastdayhewillnothavetoconfessanything,forallhislifewasthefreeknowledgeofanyonewhowouldaskhimofit。TheSearcherofheartswillnotbringhimtoshameatthatday,forhedidnottrytohideanyofthethingsforwhichhewasoftensobitterlysorry。HeknewwheretheResponsibilitylay,andhetookaman’sshareofitbravely;butnotthelessfearlesslyhelefttherestoftheanswertotheGodwhohadimaginedmen。
  ItisinvainthatItrytogiveanotionoftheintensitywithwhichhepiercedtotheheartoflife,andthebreadthofvisionwithwhichhecompassedthewholeworld,andtriedforthereasonofthings,andthenlefttrying。Wehadothermeetings,insignificantlysadandbrief;butthelasttimeIsawhimalivewasmadememorabletomebythekind,clearjudicialsensewithwhichheexplainedandjustifiedthelabor—unionsasthesolepresenthelpoftheweakagainstthestrong。
  NextIsawhimdead,lyinginhiscoffinamidthoseflowerswithwhichwegarlandourdespairinthatpitilesshour。AfterthevoiceofhisoldfriendTwichellhadbeenliftedintheprayerwhichitwailedthroughinbroken—heartedsupplication,IlookedamomentatthefaceIknewsowell;anditwaspatientwiththepatienceIhadsooftenseeninit:
  somethingofpuzzle,agreatsilentdignity,anassenttowhatmustbefromthedepthsofanaturewhosetragicalseriousnessbrokeinthelaughterwhichtheunwisetookforthewholeofhim。Emerson,Longfellow,Lowell,Holmes——Iknewthemallandalltherestofoursages,poets,seers,critics,humorists;theywerelikeoneanotherandlikeotherliterarymen;butClemenswassole,incomparable,theLincolnofourliterature。