Acollectionofjuvenilewritings
CONTENTS
LoveandFreindshipLesleyCastleTheHistoryofEnglandCollectionofLettersScraps*
LOVEANDFREINDSHIP
TOMADAMELACOMTESSEDEFEUILLIDETHISNOVELISINSCRIBEDBYHER
OBLIGEDHUMBLESERVANT
THEAUTHOR。
"DeceivedinFreindshipandBetrayedinLove。"
LETTERtheFIRST
FromISABELtoLAURA
Howoften,inanswertomyrepeatedintreatiesthatyouwouldgivemyDaughteraregulardetailoftheMisfortunesandAdventuresofyourLife,haveyousaid"No,myfreindneverwillIcomplywithyourrequesttillImaybenolongerinDangerofagainexperiencingsuchdreadfulones。"
Surelythattimeisnowathand。Youarethisday55。IfawomanmayeverbesaidtobeinsafetyfromthedeterminedPerseveranceofdisagreeableLoversandthecruelPersecutionsofobstinateFathers,surelyitmustbeatsuchatimeofLife。
IsabelLETTER2ndLAURAtoISABEL
Altho’IcannotagreewithyouinsupposingthatIshallneveragainbeexposedtoMisfortunesasunmeritedasthoseIhavealreadyexperienced,yettoavoidtheimputationofObstinacyorill—nature,Iwillgratifythecuriosityofyourdaughter;andmaythefortitudewithwhichIhavesufferedthemanyafflictionsofmypastLife,provetoherausefullessonforthesupportofthosewhichmaybefallherinherown。
LauraLETTER3rdLAURAtoMARIANNE
AstheDaughterofmymostintimatefreindIthinkyouentitledtothatknowledgeofmyunhappystory,whichyourMotherhassooftensolicitedmetogiveyou。
MyFatherwasanativeofIrelandandaninhabitantofWales;myMotherwasthenaturalDaughterofaScotchPeerbyanitalianOpera—girl——IwasborninSpainandreceivedmyEducationataConventinFrance。
WhenIhadreachedmyeighteenthYearIwasrecalledbymyParentstomypaternalroofinWales。OurmansionwassituatedinoneofthemostromanticpartsoftheValeofUske。Tho’myCharmsarenowconsiderablysoftenedandsomewhatimpairedbytheMisfortunesIhaveundergone,Iwasoncebeautiful。ButlovelyasIwastheGracesofmyPersonweretheleastofmyPerfections。Ofeveryaccomplishmentaccustomarytomysex,IwasMistress。WhenintheConvent,myprogresshadalwaysexceededmyinstructions,myAcquirementshadbeenwonderfullformyage,andIhadshortlysurpassedmyMasters。
InmyMind,everyVirtuethatcouldadornitwascentered;itwastheRendez—vousofeverygoodQualityandofeverynoblesentiment。
AsensibilitytootremblinglyalivetoeveryafflictionofmyFreinds,myAcquaintanceandparticularlytoeveryafflictionofmyown,wasmyonlyfault,ifafaultitcouldbecalled。Alas!
howalterednow!Tho’indeedmyownMisfortunesdonotmakelessimpressiononmethantheyeverdid,yetnowIneverfeelforthoseofanother。Myaccomplishmentstoo,begintofade——IcanneithersingsowellnorDancesogracefullyasIoncedid——andI
haveentirelyforgottheMINUETDELACOUR。
Adeiu。
Laura。
LETTER4thLauratoMARIANNE
Ourneighbourhoodwassmall,foritconsistedonlyofyourMother。ShemayprobablyhavealreadytoldyouthatbeingleftbyherParentsinindigentCircumstancesshehadretiredintoWalesoneoconomicalmotives。Thereitwasourfreindshipfirstcommenced。Isobelwasthenoneandtwenty。Tho’pleasingbothinherPersonandManners(betweenourselves)sheneverpossessedthehundredthpartofmyBeautyorAccomplishments。IsabelhadseentheWorld。Shehadpassed2YearsatoneofthefirstBoarding—schoolsinLondon;hadspentafortnightinBathandhadsuppedonenightinSouthampton。
"BewaremyLaura(shewouldoftensay)BewareoftheinsipidVanitiesandidleDissipationsoftheMetropolisofEngland;
BewareoftheunmeaningLuxuriesofBathandofthestinkingfishofSouthampton。"
"Alas!(exclaimedI)howamItoavoidthoseevilsIshallneverbeexposedto?WhatprobabilityisthereofmyevertastingtheDissipationsofLondon,theLuxuriesofBath,orthestinkingFishofSouthampton?IwhoamdoomedtowastemyDaysofYouthandBeautyinanhumbleCottageintheValeofUske。"
Ah!littledidIthenthinkIwasordainedsosoontoquitthathumbleCottagefortheDeceitfullPleasuresoftheWorld。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTER5thLAURAtoMARIANNE
OneEveninginDecemberasmyFather,myMotherandmyself,werearrangedinsocialconverseroundourFireside,wewereonasuddengreatlyastonished,byhearingaviolentknockingontheoutwarddoorofourrusticCot。
MyFatherstarted——"Whatnoiseisthat,"(saidhe。)"Itsoundslikealoudrappingatthedoor"——(repliedmyMother。)"itdoesindeed。"(criedI。)"Iamofyouropinion;(saidmyFather)itcertainlydoesappeartoproceedfromsomeuncommonviolenceexertedagainstourunoffendingdoor。""Yes(exclaimedI)I
cannothelpthinkingitmustbesomebodywhoknocksforadmittance。"
"Thatisanotherpoint(repliedhe;)Wemustnotpretendtodetermineonwhatmotivethepersonmayknock——tho’thatsomeoneDOESrapatthedoor,Iampartlyconvinced。"
Here,a2dtremendousrapinterruptedmyFatherinhisspeech,andsomewhatalarmedmyMotherandme。
"Hadwebetternotgoandseewhoitis?(saidshe)theservantsareout。""Ithinkwehad。"(repliedI。)"Certainly,(addedmyFather)byallmeans。""Shallwegonow?"(saidmyMother,)"Thesoonerthebetter。"(answeredhe。)"Oh!letnotimebelost"
(criedI。)
AthirdmoreviolentRapthaneveragainassaultedourears。"I
amcertainthereissomebodyknockingattheDoor。"(saidmyMother。)"Ithinktheremust,"(repliedmyFather)"Ifancytheservantsarereturned;(saidI)IthinkIhearMarygoingtotheDoor。""I’mgladofit(criedmyFather)forIlongtoknowwhoitis。"
Iwasrightinmyconjecture;forMaryinstantlyenteringtheRoom,informedusthatayoungGentlemanandhisServantwereatthedoor,whohadlossedtheirway,wereverycoldandbeggedleavetowarmthemselvesbyourfire。
"Won’tyouadmitthem?"(saidI。)"Youhavenoobjection,myDear?"(saidmyFather。)"NoneintheWorld。"(repliedmyMother。)
Mary,withoutwaitingforanyfurthercommandsimmediatelylefttheroomandquicklyreturnedintroducingthemostbeauteousandamiableYouth,Ihadeverbeheld。Theservantshekepttoherself。
MynaturalsensibilityhadalreadybeengreatlyaffectedbythesufferingsoftheunfortunatestrangerandnosoonerdidIfirstbeholdhim,thanIfeltthatonhimthehappinessorMiseryofmyfutureLifemustdepend。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTER6thLAURAtoMARIANNE
ThenobleYouthinformedusthathisnamewasLindsay——forparticularreasonshoweverIshallconcealitunderthatofTalbot。HetoldusthathewasthesonofanEnglishBaronet,thathisMotherhadbeenformanyyearsnomoreandthathehadaSisterofthemiddlesize。"MyFather(hecontinued)isameanandmercenarywretch——itisonlytosuchparticularfreindsasthisDearPartythatIwouldthusbetrayhisfailings。YourVirtuesmyamiablePolydore(addressinghimselftomyfather)
yoursDearClaudiaandyoursmyCharmingLauracallonmetoreposeinyou,myconfidence。"Webowed。"MyFatherseducedbythefalseglareofFortuneandtheDeludingPompofTitle,insistedonmygivingmyhandtoLadyDorothea。NoneverexclaimedI。LadyDorotheaislovelyandEngaging;Iprefernowomantoher;butknowSir,thatIscorntomarryherincompliancewithyourWishes。No!NevershallitbesaidthatI
obligedmyFather。"
WealladmiredthenobleManlinessofhisreply。Hecontinued。
"SirEdwardwassurprised;hehadperhapslittleexpectedtomeetwithsospiritedanoppositiontohiswill。"Where,Edwardinthenameofwonder(saidhe)didyoupickupthisunmeaninggibberish?YouhavebeenstudyingNovelsIsuspect。"Iscornedtoanswer:itwouldhavebeenbeneathmydignity。ImountedmyHorseandfollowedbymyfaithfulWilliamsetforthformyAunts。"
"MyFather’shouseissituatedinBedfordshire,myAunt’sinMiddlesex,andtho’IflattermyselfwithbeingatolerableproficientinGeography,Iknownothowithappened,butIfoundmyselfenteringthisbeautifullValewhichIfindisinSouthWales,whenIhadexpectedtohavereachedmyAunts。"
"AfterhavingwanderedsometimeontheBanksoftheUskewithoutknowingwhichwaytogo,IbegantolamentmycruelDestinyinthebitterestandmostpatheticManner。Itwasnowperfectlydark,notasinglestarwastheretodirectmysteps,andIknownotwhatmighthavebefallenmehadInotatlengthdiscernedthro’thesolemnGloomthatsurroundedmeadistantlight,whichasIapproachedit,IdiscoveredtobethechearfullBlazeofyourfire。ImpelledbythecombinationofMisfortunesunderwhichIlaboured,namelyFear,ColdandHungerIhesitatednottoaskadmittancewhichatlengthIhavegained;andnowmyAdorableLaura(continuedhetakingmyHand)whenmayIhopetoreceivethatrewardofallthepainfullsufferingsIhaveundergoneduringthecourseofmyattachmenttoyou,towhichIhaveeveraspired。Oh!whenwillyourewardmewithYourself?"
"Thisinstant,DearandAmiableEdward。"(repliedI。)。WewereimmediatelyunitedbymyFather,whotho’hehadnevertakenordershadbeenbredtotheChurch。
AdeiuLauraLETTER7thLAURAtoMARIANNE
WeremainedbutafewdaysafterourMarriage,intheValeofUske。AftertakinganaffectingFarewellofmyFather,myMotherandmyIsabel,IaccompaniedEdwardtohisAunt’sinMiddlesex。
PhilippareceivedusbothwitheveryexpressionofaffectionateLove。MyarrivalwasindeedamostagreablesurprisetoherasshehadnotonlybeentotallyignorantofmyMarriagewithherNephew,buthadneverevenhadtheslightestideaoftherebeingsuchapersonintheWorld。
Augusta,thesisterofEdwardwasonavisittoherwhenwearrived。IfoundherexactlywhatherBrotherhaddescribedhertobe——ofthemiddlesize。ShereceivedmewithequalsurprisethoughnotwithequalCordiality,asPhilippa。TherewasadisagreablecoldnessandForbiddingReserveinherreceptionofmewhichwasequallydistressingandUnexpected。NoneofthatinterestingSensibilityoramiablesimpathyinhermannersandAddresstomewhenwefirstmetwhichshouldhavedistinguishedourintroductiontoeachother。HerLanguagewasneitherwarm,noraffectionate,herexpressionsofregardwereneitheranimatednorcordial;herarmswerenotopenedtoreceivemetoherHeart,tho’myownwereextendedtopresshertomine。
AshortConversationbetweenAugustaandherBrother,whichI
accidentallyoverheardencreasedmydisliketoher,andconvincedmethatherHeartwasnomoreformedforthesofttiesofLovethanfortheendearingintercourseofFreindship。
"ButdoyouthinkthatmyFatherwilleverbereconciledtothisimprudentconnection?"(saidAugusta。)
"Augusta(repliedthenobleYouth)Ithoughtyouhadabetteropinionofme,thantoimagineIwouldsoabjectlydegrademyselfastoconsidermyFather’sConcurrenceinanyofmyaffairs,eitherofConsequenceorconcerntome。TellmeAugustawithsincerity;didyoueverknowmeconsulthisinclinationsorfollowhisAdviceintheleasttriflingParticularsincetheageoffifteen?"
"Edward(repliedshe)youaresurelytoodiffidentinyourownpraise。Sinceyouwerefifteenonly!MyDearBrothersinceyouwerefiveyearsold,IentirelyacquityouofeverhavingwillinglycontributedtothesatisfactionofyourFather。ButstillIamnotwithoutapprehensionsofyourbeingshortlyobligedtodegradeyourselfinyourowneyesbyseekingasupportforyourwifeintheGenerosityofSirEdward。"
"Never,neverAugustawillIsodemeanmyself。(saidEdward)。
Support!WhatsupportwillLaurawantwhichshecanreceivefromhim?"
"OnlythoseveryinsignificantonesofVictualsandDrink。"
(answeredshe。)
"VictualsandDrink!(repliedmyHusbandinamostnoblycontemptuousManner)anddostthouthenimaginethatthereisnoothersupportforanexaltedmind(suchasismyLaura’s)thanthemeanandindelicateemploymentofEatingandDrinking?"
"NonethatIknowof,soefficacious。"(returnedAugusta)。
"AnddidyouthenneverfeelthepleasingPangsofLove,Augusta?
(repliedmyEdward)。DoesitappearimpossibletoyourvileandcorruptedPalate,toexistonLove?CanyounotconceivetheLuxuryoflivingineverydistressthatPovertycaninflict,withtheobjectofyourtenderestaffection?"
"Youaretooridiculous(saidAugusta)toarguewith;perhapshoweveryoumayintimebeconvincedthat……"
HereIwaspreventedfromhearingtheremainderofherspeech,bytheappearanceofaveryHandsomeyoungWoman,whowasushuredintotheRoomattheDoorofwhichIhadbeenlistening。OnhearingherannouncedbytheNameof"LadyDorothea,"IinstantlyquittedmyPostandfollowedherintotheParlour,forIwellrememberedthatshewastheLady,proposedasaWifeformyEdwardbytheCruelandUnrelentingBaronet。
Altho’LadyDorothea’svisitwasnominallytoPhilippaandAugusta,yetIhavesomereasontoimaginethat(acquaintedwiththeMarriageandarrivalofEdward)toseemewasaprincipalmotivetoit。
Isoonperceivedthattho’LovelyandElegantinherPersonandtho’EasyandPoliteinherAddress,shewasofthatinferiororderofBeingswithregardtoDelicateFeeling,tenderSentiments,andrefinedSensibility,ofwhichAugustawasone。
ShestaidbuthalfanhourandneitherintheCourseofherVisit,confidedtomeanyofhersecretthoughts,norrequestedmetoconfideinher,anyofMine。YouwilleasilyimaginethereforemyDearMariannethatIcouldnotfeelanyardentaffectionorverysincereAttachmentforLadyDorothea。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTER8thLAURAtoMARIANNE,incontinuationLadyDorotheahadnotleftuslongbeforeanothervisitorasunexpectedaoneasherLadyship,wasannounced。ItwasSirEdward,whoinformedbyAugustaofherBrother’smarriage,camedoubtlesstoreproachhimforhavingdaredtounitehimselftomewithouthisKnowledge。ButEdwardforeseeinghisdesign,approachedhimwithheroicfortitudeassoonasheenteredtheRoom,andaddressedhiminthefollowingManner。
"SirEdward,IknowthemotiveofyourJourneyhere——YoucomewiththebaseDesignofreproachingmeforhavingenteredintoanindissolubleengagementwithmyLaurawithoutyourConsent。ButSir,IgloryintheAct——。ItismygreatestboastthatIhaveincurredthedispleasureofmyFather!"
Sosaying,hetookmyhandandwhilstSirEdward,Philippa,andAugustaweredoubtlessreflectingwithadmirationonhisundauntedBravery,ledmefromtheParlourtohisFather’sCarriagewhichyetremainedattheDoorandinwhichwewereinstantlyconveyedfromthepursuitofSirEdward。
ThePostilionshadatfirstreceivedordersonlytotaketheLondonroad;assoonaswehadsufficientlyreflectedHowever,weorderedthemtoDrivetoM————。theseatofEdward’smostparticularfreind,whichwasbutafewmilesdistant。
AtM————。wearrivedinafewhours;andonsendinginournameswereimmediatelyadmittedtoSophia,theWifeofEdward’sfreind。
Afterhavingbeendeprivedduringthecourseof3weeksofarealfreind(forsuchItermyourMother)imaginemytransportsatbeholdingone,mosttrulyworthyoftheName。Sophiawasratherabovethemiddlesize;mostelegantlyformed。Asoftlanguorspreadoverherlovelyfeatures,butincreasedtheirBeauty——。
ItwastheCharectaresticofherMind——。ShewasallsensibilityandFeeling。WeflewintoeachothersarmsandafterhavingexchangedvowsofmutualFreindshipfortherestofourLives,instantlyunfoldedtoeachotherthemostinwardsecretsofourHearts——。WewereinterruptedinthedelightfullEmploymentbytheentranceofAugustus,(Edward’sfreind)whowasjustreturnedfromasolitaryramble。
NeverdidIseesuchanaffectingSceneaswasthemeetingofEdwardandAugustus。
"MyLife!mySoul!"(exclaimedtheformer)"Myadorableangel!"
(repliedthelatter)astheyflewintoeachother’sarms。ItwastoopatheticforthefeelingsofSophiaandmyself——Wefaintedalternatelyonasofa。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTERthe9thFromthesametothesameTowardsthecloseofthedaywereceivedthefollowingLetterfromPhilippa。
"SirEdwardisgreatlyincensedbyyourabruptdeparture;hehastakenbackAugustatoBedfordshire。MuchasIwishtoenjoyagainyourcharmingsociety,Icannotdeterminetosnatchyoufromthat,ofsuchdearanddeservingFreinds——WhenyourVisittothemisterminated,Itrustyouwillreturntothearmsofyour"
"Philippa。"
WereturnedasuitableanswertothisaffectionateNoteandafterthankingherforherkindinvitationassuredherthatwewouldcertainlyavailourselvesofit,wheneverwemighthavenootherplacetogoto。Tho’certainlynothingcouldtoanyreasonableBeing,haveappearedmoresatisfactory,thansogratefullareplytoherinvitation,yetIknownothowitwas,butshewascertainlycapriciousenoughtobedispleasedwithourbehaviourandinafewweeksafter,eithertorevengeourConduct,orreleiveherownsolitude,marriedayoungandilliterateFortune—
hunter。Thisimprudentstep(tho’weweresensiblethatitwouldprobablydepriveusofthatfortunewhichPhilippahadevertaughtustoexpect)couldnotonourownaccounts,excitefromourexaltedmindsasinglesigh;yetfearfulllestitmightproveasourceofendlessmiserytothedeludedBride,ourtremblingSensibilitywasgreatlyaffectedwhenwewerefirstinformedoftheEvent。TheaffectionateEntreatiesofAugustusandSophiathatwewouldforeverconsidertheirHouseasourHome,easilyprevailedonustodeterminenevermoretoleavethem,InthesocietyofmyEdwardandthisAmiablePair,IpassedthehappiestmomentsofmyLife;Ourtimewasmostdelightfullyspent,inmutualProtestationsofFreindship,andinvowsofunalterableLove,inwhichweweresecurefrombeinginterrupted,byintrudinganddisagreableVisitors,asAugustusandSophiahadontheirfirstEntranceintheNeighbourhood,takenduecaretoinformthesurroundingFamilies,thatastheirhappinesscenteredwhollyinthemselves,theywishedfornoothersociety。Butalas!myDearMariannesuchHappinessasIthenenjoyedwastooperfecttobelasting。AmostsevereandunexpectedBlowatoncedestroyedeverysensationofPleasure。ConvincedasyoumustbefromwhatIhavealreadytoldyouconcerningAugustusandSophia,thatthereneverwereahappierCouple,IneednotIimagine,informyouthattheirunionhadbeencontrarytotheinclinationsoftheirCruelandMerceneryParents;whohadvainlyendeavouredwithobstinatePerseverancetoforcethemintoaMarriagewiththosewhomtheyhadeverabhorred;butwithaHeroicFortitudeworthytoberelatedandadmired,theyhadboth,constantlyrefusedtosubmittosuchdespoticPower。
AfterhavingsonoblydisentangledthemselvesfromtheshacklesofParentalAuthority,byaClandestineMarriage,theyweredeterminednevertoforfeitthegoodopiniontheyhadgainedintheWorld,insodoing,byacceptinganyproposalsofreconciliationthatmightbeofferedthembytheirFathers——tothisfarthertryaloftheirnobleindependancehowevertheyneverwereexposed。
TheyhadbeenmarriedbutafewmonthswhenourvisittothemcommencedduringwhichtimetheyhadbeenamplysupportedbyaconsiderablesumofmoneywhichAugustushadgracefullypurloinedfromhisunworthyfather’sEscritoire,afewdaysbeforehisunionwithSophia。
ByourarrivaltheirExpenseswereconsiderablyencreasedtho’
theirmeansforsupplyingthemwerethennearlyexhausted。Butthey,ExaltedCreatures!scornedtoreflectamomentontheirpecuniaryDistressesandwouldhaveblushedattheideaofpayingtheirDebts。——Alas!whatwastheirRewardforsuchdisinterestedBehaviour!ThebeautifullAugustuswasarrestedandwewereallundone。SuchperfidiousTreacheryinthemercilessperpetratorsoftheDeedwillshockyourgentlenatureDearestMarianneasmuchasitthenaffectedtheDelicatesensibilityofEdward,Sophia,yourLaura,andofAugustushimself。TocompleatsuchunparalelledBarbaritywewereinformedthatanExecutionintheHousewouldshortlytakeplace。Ah!whatcouldwedobutwhatwedid!Wesighedandfaintedonthesofa。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTER10thLAURAincontinuationWhenweweresomewhatrecoveredfromtheoverpoweringEffusionsofourgrief,Edwarddesiredthatwewouldconsiderwhatwasthemostprudentsteptobetakeninourunhappysituationwhileherepairedtohisimprisonedfreindtolamentoverhismisfortunes。
Wepromisedthatwewould,andhesetforwardsonhisjourneytoTown。DuringhisabsencewefaithfullycompliedwithhisDesireandafterthemostmatureDeliberation,atlengthagreedthatthebestthingwecoulddowastoleavetheHouse;ofwhichweeverymomentexpectedtheofficersofJusticetotakepossession。Wewaitedthereforewiththegreatestimpatience,forthereturnofEdwardinordertoimparttohimtheresultofourDeliberations。
ButnoEdwardappeared。Invaindidwecountthetediousmomentsofhisabsence——invaindidweweep——invainevendidwesigh——noEdwardreturned——。Thiswastoocruel,toounexpectedaBlowtoourGentleSensibility——wecouldnotsupportit——wecouldonlyfaint。AtlengthcollectingalltheResolutionIwasMistressof,IaroseandafterpackingupsomenecessaryapparelforSophiaandmyself,IdraggedhertoaCarriageIhadorderedandweinstantlysetoutforLondon。AstheHabitationofAugustuswaswithintwelvemilesofTown,itwasnotlonge’erwearrivedthere,andnosoonerhadweenteredHolbounthanlettingdownoneoftheFrontGlassesIenquiredofeverydecent—lookingPersonthatwepassed"IftheyhadseenmyEdward?"
ButaswedrovetoorapidlytoallowthemtoanswermyrepeatedEnquiries,Igainedlittle,orindeed,noinformationconcerninghim。"WhereamItodrive?"saidthePostilion。"ToNewgateGentleYouth(repliedI),toseeAugustus。""Oh!no,no,(exclaimedSophia)IcannotgotoNewgate;IshallnotbeabletosupportthesightofmyAugustusinsocruelaconfinement——myfeelingsaresufficientlyshockedbytheRECITAL,ofhisDistress,buttobeholditwilloverpowermySensibility。"AsI
perfectlyagreedwithherintheJusticeofherSentimentsthePostilionwasinstantlydirectedtoreturnintotheCountry。YoumayperhapshavebeensomewhatsurprisedmyDearestMarianne,thatintheDistressIthenendured,destituteofanysupport,andunprovidedwithanyHabitation,IshouldneveroncehaverememberedmyFatherandMotherormypaternalCottageintheValeofUske。ToaccountforthisseemingforgetfullnessImustinformyouofatriflingcircumstanceconcerningthemwhichI
haveasyetnevermentioned。ThedeathofmyParentsafewweeksaftermyDeparture,isthecircumstanceIalludeto。BytheirdeceaseIbecamethelawfullInheritressoftheirHouseandFortune。Butalas!theHousehadneverbeentheirownandtheirFortunehadonlybeenanAnnuityontheirownLives。SuchistheDepravityoftheWorld!ToyourMotherIshouldhavereturnedwithPleasure,shouldhavebeenhappytohaveintroducedtoher,mycharmingSophiaandshouldwithChearfullnesshavepassedtheremainderofmyLifeintheirdearSocietyintheValeofUske,hadnotoneobstacletotheexecutionofsoagreableascheme,intervened;whichwastheMarriageandRemovalofyourMothertoadistantpartofIreland。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTER11thLAURAincontinuation"IhaveaRelationinScotland(saidSophiatomeasweleftLondon)whoIamcertainwouldnothesitateinreceivingme。"
"ShallIordertheBoytodrivethere?"saidI——butinstantlyrecollectingmyself,exclaimed,"AlasIfearitwillbetoolongaJourneyfortheHorses。"UnwillinghowevertoactonlyfrommyowninadequateKnowledgeoftheStrengthandAbilitiesofHorses,IconsultedthePostilion,whowasentirelyofmyOpinionconcerningtheAffair。WethereforedeterminedtochangeHorsesatthenextTownandtotravelPosttheremainderoftheJourney——。WhenwearrivedatthelastInnweweretostopat,whichwasbutafewmilesfromtheHouseofSophia’sRelation,unwillingtointrudeourSocietyonhimunexpectedandunthoughtof,wewroteaveryelegantandwellpennedNotetohimcontaininganaccountofourDestituteandmelancholySituation,andofourintentiontospendsomemonthswithhiminScotland。
AssoonaswehaddispatchedthisLetter,weimmediatelypreparedtofollowitinpersonandweresteppingintotheCarriageforthatPurposewhenourattentionwasattractedbytheEntranceofacoronetedCoachand4intotheInn—yard。AGentlemanconsiderablyadvancedinyearsdescendedfromit。AthisfirstAppearancemySensibilitywaswonderfullyaffectedande’erIhadgazedathima2dtime,aninstinctivesympathywhisperedtomyHeart,thathewasmyGrandfather。ConvincedthatIcouldnotbemistakeninmyconjectureIinstantlysprangfromtheCarriageI
hadjustentered,andfollowingtheVenerableStrangerintotheRoomhehadbeenshewnto,IthrewmyselfonmykneesbeforehimandbesoughthimtoacknowledgemeashisGrandChild。Hestarted,andhavingattentivelyexaminedmyfeatures,raisedmefromtheGroundandthrowinghisGrand—fatherlyarmsaroundmyNeck,exclaimed,"Acknowledgethee!YesdearresemblanceofmyLaurinaandLaurina’sDaughter,sweetimageofmyClaudiaandmyClaudia’sMother,IdoacknowledgetheeastheDaughteroftheoneandtheGrandaughteroftheother。"Whilehewasthustenderlyembracingme,SophiaastonishedatmyprecipitateDeparture,enteredtheRoominsearchofme。NosoonerhadshecaughttheeyeofthevenerablePeer,thanheexclaimedwitheverymarkofAstonishment——"AnotherGrandaughter!Yes,yes,I
seeyouaretheDaughterofmyLaurina’seldestGirl;yourresemblancetothebeauteousMatildasufficientlyproclaimsit。
"Oh!"repliedSophia,"whenIfirstbeheldyoutheinstinctofNaturewhisperedmethatwewereinsomedegreerelated——ButwhetherGrandfathers,orGrandmothers,Icouldnotpretendtodetermine。"Hefoldedherinhisarms,andwhilsttheyweretenderlyembracing,theDooroftheApartmentopenedandamostbeautifullyoungManappeared。OnperceivinghimLordSt。Clairstartedandretreatingbackafewpaces,withupliftedHands,said,"AnotherGrand—child!WhatanunexpectedHappinessisthis!todiscoverinthespaceof3minutes,asmanyofmyDescendants!ThisIamcertainisPhilanderthesonofmyLaurina’s3dgirltheamiableBertha;therewantsnowbutthepresenceofGustavustocompleattheUnionofmyLaurina’sGrand—
Children。"
"Andhereheis;(saidaGracefullYouthwhothatinstantenteredtheroom)hereistheGustavusyoudesiretosee。IamthesonofAgathayourLaurina’s4thandyoungestDaughter,""Iseeyouareindeed;repliedLordSt。Clair——Buttellme(continuedhelookingfearfullytowardstheDoor)tellme,haveIanyotherGrand—childrenintheHouse。""NonemyLord。""ThenIwillprovideforyouallwithoutfartherdelay——Hereare4Banknotesof50Leach——TakethemandrememberIhavedonetheDutyofaGrandfather。"HeinstantlylefttheRoomandimmediatelyafterwardstheHouse。
Adeiu,Laura。
LETTERthe12thLAURAincontinuationYoumayimaginehowgreatlyweweresurprisedbythesuddendepartureofLordStClair。"IgnobleGrand—sire!"exclaimedSophia。"UnworthyGrandfather!"saidI,andinstantlyfaintedineachother’sarms。HowlongweremainedinthissituationIknownot;butwhenwerecoveredwefoundourselvesalone,withouteitherGustavus,Philander,ortheBanknotes。Asweweredeploringourunhappyfate,theDooroftheApartmentopenedand"Macdonald"wasannounced。HewasSophia’scousin。ThehastewithwhichhecametoourreleifsosoonafterthereceiptofourNote,spokesogreatlyinhisfavourthatIhesitatednottopronouncehimatfirstsight,atenderandsimpatheticFreind。
Alas!helittledeservedthename——forthoughhetoldusthathewasmuchconcernedatourMisfortunes,yetbyhisownaccountitappearedthattheperusalofthem,hadneitherdrawnfromhimasinglesigh,norinducedhimtobestowonecurseonourvindictivestars——。HetoldSophiathathisDaughterdependedonherreturningwithhimtoMacdonald—Hall,andthatashisCousin’sfreindheshouldbehappytoseemetherealso。ToMacdonald—Hall,thereforewewent,andwerereceivedwithgreatkindnessbyJanettatheDaughterofMacdonald,andtheMistressoftheMansion。Janettawasthenonlyfifteen;naturallywelldisposed,endowedwithasusceptibleHeart,andasimpatheticDisposition,shemight,hadtheseamiablequalitiesbeenproperlyencouraged,havebeenanornamenttohumanNature;butunfortunatelyherFatherpossessednotasoulsufficientlyexaltedtoadmiresopromisingaDisposition,andhadendeavouredbyeverymeansonhispowertopreventitencreasingwithherYears。HehadactuallysofarextinguishedthenaturalnobleSensibilityofherHeart,astoprevailonhertoacceptanofferfromayoungManofhisRecommendation。Theyweretobemarriedinafewmonths,andGraham,wasintheHousewhenwearrived。
WEsoonsawthroughhischaracter。HewasjustsuchaManasonemighthaveexpectedtobethechoiceofMacdonald。TheysaidhewasSensible,well—informed,andAgreable;wedidnotpretendtoJudgeofsuchtrifles,butaswewereconvincedhehadnosoul,thathehadneverreadthesorrowsofWerter,andthathisHairborenottheleastresemblancetoauburn,wewerecertainthatJanettacouldfeelnoaffectionforhim,oratleastthatsheoughttofeelnone。Theverycircumstanceofhisbeingherfather’schoicetoo,wassomuchinhisdisfavour,thathadhebeendeservingher,ineveryotherrespectyetTHATofitselfoughttohavebeenasufficientreasonintheEyesofJanettaforrejectinghim。Theseconsiderationsweweredeterminedtorepresenttoherintheirproperlightanddoubtednotofmeetingwiththedesiredsuccessfromonenaturallysowelldisposed;
whoseerrorsintheaffairhadonlyarisenfromawantofproperconfidenceinherownopinion,andasuitablecontemptofherfather’s。Wefoundherindeedallthatourwarmestwishescouldhavehopedfor;wehadnodifficultytoconvinceherthatitwasimpossibleshecouldloveGraham,orthatitwasherDutytodisobeyherFather;theonlythingatwhichsheratherseemedtohesitatewasourassertionthatshemustbeattachedtosomeotherPerson。Forsometime,sheperseveredindeclaringthatsheknewnootheryoungmanforwhomshehadthethesmallestAffection;butuponexplainingtheimpossibilityofsuchathingshesaidthatshebeleivedsheDIDLIKECaptainM’Kenriebetterthananyonesheknewbesides。ThisconfessionsatisfiedusandafterhavingenumeratedthegoodQualitiesofM’Kenrieandassuredherthatshewasviolentlyinlovewithhim,wedesiredtoknowwhetherhehadeverinanywisedeclaredhisaffectiontoher。
"Sofarfromhavingeverdeclaredit,Ihavenoreasontoimaginethathehaseverfeltanyforme。"saidJanetta。"Thathecertainlyadoresyou(repliedSophia)therecanbenodoubt——。
TheAttachmentmustbereciprocal。Didhenevergazeonyouwithadmiration——tenderlypressyourhand——dropaninvolantarytear——
andleavetheroomabruptly?""Never(repliedshe)thatI
remember——hehasalwayslefttheroomindeedwhenhisvisithasbeenended,buthasnevergoneawayparticularlyabruptlyorwithoutmakingabow。"IndeedmyLove(saidI)youmustbemistaken——foritisabsolutelyimpossiblethatheshouldeverhaveleftyoubutwithConfusion,Despair,andPrecipitation。
ConsiderbutforamomentJanetta,andyoumustbeconvincedhowabsurditistosupposethathecouldevermakeaBow,orbehavelikeanyotherPerson。"HavingsettledthisPointtooursatisfaction,thenextwetookintoconsiderationwas,todetermineinwhatmannerweshouldinformM’KenrieofthefavourableOpinionJanettaentertainedofhim……WeatlengthagreedtoacquainthimwithitbyananonymousLetterwhichSophiadrewupinthefollowingmanner。
"Oh!happyLoverofthebeautifullJanetta,oh!amiablePossessorofHERHeartwhosehandisdestinedtoanother,whydoyouthusdelayaconfessionofyourattachmenttotheamiableObjectofit?Oh!considerthatafewweekswillatonceputanendtoeveryflatteringHopethatyoumaynowentertain,byunitingtheunfortunateVictimofherfather’sCrueltytotheexecrableanddetestedGraham。"
"Alas!whydoyouthussocruellyconniveattheprojectedMiseryofherandofyourselfbydelayingtocommunicatethatschemewhichhaddoubtlesslongpossessedyourimagination?A
secretUnionwillatoncesecurethefelicityofboth。"
TheamiableM’Kenrie,whosemodestyasheafterwardsassuredushadbeentheonlyreasonofhishavingsolongconcealedtheviolenceofhisaffectionforJanetta,onreceivingthisBilletflewonthewingsofLovetoMacdonald—Hall,andsopowerfullypleadedhisAttachmenttoherwhoinspiredit,thatafterafewmoreprivateinterveiws,SophiaandIexperiencedthesatisfactionofseeingthemdepartforGretna—Green,whichtheychoseforthecelebrationoftheirNuptials,inpreferencetoanyotherplacealthoughitwasataconsiderabledistancefromMacdonald—Hall。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTERthe13thLAURAincontinuationTheyhadbeengonenearlyacoupleofHours,beforeeitherMacdonaldorGrahamhadentertainedanysuspicionoftheaffair。
Andtheymightnoteventhenhavesuspectedit,butforthefollowinglittleAccident。SophiahappeningonedaytoopenaprivateDrawerinMacdonald’sLibrarywithoneofherownkeys,discoveredthatitwasthePlacewherehekepthisPapersofconsequenceandamongstthemsomebanknotesofconsiderableamount。Thisdiscoverysheimpartedtome;andhavingagreedtogetherthatitwouldbeapropertreatmentofsovileaWretchasMacdonaldtodeprivehimofmoney,perhapsdishonestlygained,itwasdeterminedthatthenexttimeweshouldeitherofushappentogothatway,wewouldtakeoneormoreoftheBanknotesfromthedrawer。ThiswellmeantPlanwehadoftensuccessfullyputinExecution;butalas!ontheverydayofJanetta’sEscape,asSophiawasmajesticallyremovingthe5thBank—notefromtheDrawertoherownpurse,shewassuddenlymostimpertinentlyinterruptedinheremploymentbytheentranceofMacdonaldhimself,inamostabruptandprecipitateManner。
Sophia(whothoughnaturallyallwinningsweetnesscouldwhenoccasionsdemandeditcallforththeDignityofhersex)
instantlyputonamostforbiddinglook,anddartinganangryfrownontheundauntedculprit,demandedinahaughtytoneofvoice"Whereforeherretirementwasthusinsolentlybrokeninon?"TheunblushingMacdonald,withoutevenendeavouringtoexculpatehimselffromthecrimehewaschargedwith,meanlyendeavouredtoreproachSophiawithignoblydefraudinghimofhismoney……ThedignityofSophiawaswounded;"Wretch(exclaimedshe,hastilyreplacingtheBank—noteintheDrawer)howdarestthoutoaccusemeofanAct,ofwhichthebareideamakesmeblush?"Thebasewretchwasstillunconvincedandcontinuedtoupbraidthejustly—offendedSophiainsuchopprobiousLanguage,thatatlengthhesogreatlyprovokedthegentlesweetnessofherNature,astoinducehertorevengeherselfonhimbyinforminghimofJanetta’sElopement,andoftheactivePartwehadbothtakenintheaffair。AtthisperiodoftheirQuarrelIenteredtheLibraryandwasasyoumayimagineequallyoffendedasSophiaattheill—groundedaccusationsofthemalevolentandcontemptibleMacdonald。"BaseMiscreant!(criedI)howcanstthouthusundauntedlyendeavourtosullythespotlessreputationofsuchbrightExcellence?WhydostthounotsuspectMY
innocenceassoon?""BesatisfiedMadam(repliedhe)IDOsuspectit,andthereforemustdesirethatyouwillbothleavethisHouseinlessthanhalfanhour。"
"Weshallgowillingly;(answeredSophia)ourheartshavelongdetestedthee,andnothingbutourfreindshipforthyDaughtercouldhaveinducedustoremainsolongbeneaththyroof。"
"YourFreindshipformyDaughterhasindeedbeenmostpowerfullyexertedbythrowingherintothearmsofanunprincipledFortune—
hunter。"(repliedhe)
"Yes,(exclaimedI)amidsteverymisfortune,itwillaffordussomeconsolationtoreflectthatbythisoneactofFreindshiptoJanetta,wehaveamplydischargedeveryobligationthatwehavereceivedfromherfather。"
"Itmustindeedbeamostgratefullreflection,toyourexaltedminds。"(saidhe。)
Assoonaswehadpackedupourwardrobeandvaluables,weleftMacdonaldHall,andafterhavingwalkedaboutamileandahalfwesatedownbythesideofaclearlimpidstreamtorefreshourexhaustedlimbs。Theplacewassuitedtomeditation。Agroveoffull—grownElmsshelteredusfromtheEast——。ABedoffull—
grownNettlesfromtheWest——。Beforeusranthemurmuringbrookandbehindusrantheturn—pikeroad。WewereinamoodforcontemplationandinaDispositiontoenjoysobeautifullaspot。
Amutualsilencewhichhadforsometimereignedbetweenus,wasatlengthbrokebymyexclaiming——"Whatalovelyscene!AlaswhyarenotEdwardandAugustusheretoenjoyitsBeautieswithus?"
"Ah!mybelovedLaura(criedSophia)forpity’ssakeforbearrecallingtomyremembrancetheunhappysituationofmyimprisonedHusband。Alas,whatwouldInotgivetolearnthefateofmyAugustus!toknowifheisstillinNewgate,orifheisyethung。ButnevershallIbeablesofartoconquermytendersensibilityastoenquireafterhim。Oh!donotI
beseechyoueverletmeagainhearyourepeathisbelovedname——。
Itaffectsmetoodeeply——。Icannotbeartohearhimmentioneditwoundsmyfeelings。"
"ExcusememySophiaforhavingthusunwillinglyoffendedyou——"
repliedI——andthenchangingtheconversation,desiredhertoadmirethenobleGrandeuroftheElmswhichshelteredusfromtheEasternZephyr。"Alas!myLaura(returnedshe)avoidsomelancholyasubject,Iintreatyou。DonotagainwoundmySensibilitybyobservationsonthoseelms。TheyremindmeofAugustus。Hewaslikethem,tall,magestic——hepossessedthatnoblegrandeurwhichyouadmireinthem。"
Iwassilent,fearfulllestImightanymoreunwillinglydistressherbyfixingonanyothersubjectofconversationwhichmightagainremindherofAugustus。
"WhydoyounotspeakmyLaura?(saidsheafterashortpause)
"Icannotsupportthissilenceyoumustnotleavemetomyownreflections;theyeverrecurtoAugustus。"
"Whatabeautifullsky!(saidI)Howcharminglyistheazurevariedbythosedelicatestreaksofwhite!"
"Oh!myLaura(repliedshehastilywithdrawingherEyesfromamomentaryglanceatthesky)donotthusdistressmebycallingmyAttentiontoanobjectwhichsocruellyremindsmeofmyAugustus’sbluesattinwaistcoatstripedinwhite!Inpitytoyourunhappyfreindavoidasubjectsodistressing。"WhatcouldI
do?ThefeelingsofSophiawereatthattimesoexquisite,andthetendernessshefeltforAugustussopoignantthatIhadnotpowertostartanyothertopic,justlyfearingthatitmightinsomeunforseenmanneragainawakenallhersensibilitybydirectingherthoughtstoherHusband。Yettobesilentwouldbecruel;shehadintreatedmetotalk。
FromthisDilemmaIwasmostfortunatelyreleivedbyanaccidenttrulyapropos;itwastheluckyoverturningofaGentleman’sPhaeton,ontheroadwhichranmurmuringbehindus。ItwasamostfortunateaccidentasitdivertedtheattentionofSophiafromthemelancholyreflectionswhichshehadbeenbeforeindulging。WeinstantlyquittedourseatsandrantotherescueofthosewhobutafewmomentsbeforehadbeeninsoelevatedasituationasafashionablyhighPhaeton,butwhowerenowlaidlowandsprawlingintheDust。"WhatanamplesubjectforreflectionontheuncertainEnjoymentsofthisWorld,wouldnotthatPhaetonandtheLifeofCardinalWolseyaffordathinkingMind!"saidItoSophiaaswewerehasteningtothefieldofAction。
Shehadnottimetoanswerme,foreverythoughtwasnowengagedbythehorridspectaclebeforeus。TwoGentlemenmostelegantlyattiredbutwelteringintheirbloodwaswhatfirststruckourEyes——weapproached——theywereEdwardandAugustus——。YesdearestMariannetheywereourHusbands。Sophiashreikedandfaintedontheground——Iscreamedandinstantlyranmad——。Weremainedthusmutuallydeprivedofoursenses,someminutes,andonregainingthemweredeprivedofthemagain。ForanHourandaQuarterdidwecontinueinthisunfortunatesituation——SophiafaintingeverymomentandIrunningmadasoften。AtlengthagroanfromthehaplessEdward(whoaloneretainedanyshareoflife)restoredustoourselves。Hadweindeedbeforeimaginedthateitherofthemlived,weshouldhavebeenmoresparingofourGreif——butaswehadsupposedwhenwefirstbeheldthemthattheywerenomore,weknewthatnothingcouldremaintobedonebutwhatwewereabout。
NosoonerdidwethereforehearmyEdward’sgroanthanpostponingourlamentationsforthepresent,wehastilyrantotheDearYouthandkneelingoneachsideofhimimploredhimnottodie——。
"Laura(saidHefixinghisnowlanguidEyesonme)IfearIhavebeenoverturned。"
Iwasoverjoyedtofindhimyetsensible。
"Oh!tellmeEdward(saidI)tellmeIbeseechyoubeforeyoudie,whathasbefallenyousincethatunhappyDayinwhichAugustuswasarrestedandwewereseparated——"
"Iwill"(saidhe)andinstantlyfetchingadeepsigh,Expired——。Sophiaimmediatelysankagainintoaswoon——。MYgreifwasmoreaudible。MyVoicefaltered,MyEyesassumedavacantstare,myfacebecameaspaleasDeath,andmysenseswereconsiderablyimpaired——。
"TalknottomeofPhaetons(saidI,ravinginafrantic,incoherentmanner)——Givemeaviolin——。I’llplaytohimandsoothhiminhismelancholyHours——BewareyegentleNymphsofCupid’sThunderbolts,avoidthepiercingshaftsofJupiter——LookatthatgroveofFirs——IseeaLegofMutton——TheytoldmeEdwardwasnotDead;buttheydeceivedme——theytookhimforacucumber——"ThusIcontinuedwildlyexclaimingonmyEdward’sDeath——。
FortwoHoursdidIravethusmadlyandshouldnotthenhaveleftoff,asIwasnotintheleastfatigued,hadnotSophiawhowasjustrecoveredfromherswoon,intreatedmetoconsiderthatNightwasnowapproachingandthattheDampsbegantofall。"Andwhithershallwego(saidI)toshelterusfromeither?""TothatwhiteCottage。"(repliedshepointingtoaneatBuildingwhichroseupamidstthegroveofElmsandwhichIhadnotbeforeobserved——)Iagreedandweinstantlywalkedtoit——weknockedatthedoor——itwasopenedbyanoldwoman;onbeingrequestedtoaffordusaNight’sLodging,sheinformedusthatherHousewasbutsmall,thatshehadonlytwoBedrooms,butthatHoweverweshouldbewellcometooneofthem。WeweresatisfiedandfollowedthegoodwomanintotheHousewhereweweregreatlycheeredbythesightofacomfortablefire——。ShewasawidowandhadonlyoneDaughter,whowasthenjustseventeen——Oneofthebestofages;butalas!shewasveryplainandhernamewasBridget……Nothingtherforecouldbeexpectedfromher——shecouldnotbesupposedtopossesseitherexaltedIdeas,DelicateFeelingsorrefinedSensibilities——。Shewasnothingmorethanameregood—tempered,civilandobligingyoungwoman;assuchwecouldscarcelydislikehere——shewasonlyanObjectofContempt——。
AdeiuLaura。
LETTERthe14thLAURAincontinuationArmyourselfmyamiableyoungFreindwithallthephilosophyyouareMistressof;summonupallthefortitudeyoupossess,foralas!intheperusalofthefollowingPagesyoursensibilitywillbemostseverelytried。Ah!whatwerethemisfortunesI
hadbeforeexperiencedandwhichIhavealreadyrelatedtoyou,totheoneIamnowgoingtoinformyouof。TheDeathofmyFatherandmyMotherandmyHusbandthoughalmostmorethanmygentleNaturecouldsupport,weretriflesincomparisontothemisfortuneIamnowproceedingtorelate。ThemorningafterourarrivalattheCottage,Sophiacomplainedofaviolentpaininherdelicatelimbs,accompaniedwithadisagreableHead—akeSheattributedittoacoldcaughtbyhercontinuedfaintingsintheopenairastheDewwasfallingtheEveningbefore。ThisI
fearedwasbuttooprobablythecase;sincehowcoulditbeotherwiseaccountedforthatIshouldhaveescapedthesameindisposition,butbysupposingthatthebodilyExertionsIhadundergoneinmyrepeatedfitsoffrenzyhadsoeffectuallycirculatedandwarmedmyBloodastomakemeproofagainstthechillingDampsofNight,whereas,Sophialyingtotallyinactiveonthegroundmusthavebeenexposedtoalltheirseverity。I
wasmostseriouslyalarmedbyherillnesswhichtriflingasitmayappeartoyou,acertaininstinctivesensibilitywhisperedme,wouldintheEndbefataltoher。
Alas!myfearswerebuttoofullyjustified;shegrewgraduallyworse——andIdailybecamemorealarmedforher。AtlengthshewasobligedtoconfineherselfsolelytotheBedallottedusbyourworthyLandlady——。HerdisorderturnedtoagallopingConsumptionandinafewdayscarriedheroff。AmidstallmyLamentationsforher(andviolentyoumaysupposetheywere)I
yetreceivedsomeconsolationinthereflectionofmyhavingpaideveryattentiontoher,thatcouldbeoffered,inherillness。I
hadweptoverhereveryDay——hadbathedhersweetfacewithmytearsandhadpressedherfairHandscontinuallyinmine——。"MybelovedLaura(saidshetomeafewHoursbeforeshedied)takewarningfrommyunhappyEndandavoidtheimprudentconductwhichhadoccasionedit……Bewareoffainting—fits……Thoughatthetimetheymayberefreshingandagreableyetbeleivemetheywillintheend,iftoooftenrepeatedandatimproperseasons,provedestructivetoyourConstitution……Myfatewillteachyouthis……IdieaMartyrtomygreifforthelossofAugustus……
OnefatalswoonhascostmemyLife……BewareofswoonsDearLaura……Afrenzyfitisnotonequartersopernicious;itisanexercisetotheBodyandifnottooviolent,isIdaresayconducivetoHealthinitsconsequences——Runmadasoftenasyouchuse;butdonotfaint——"
Thesewerethelastwordssheeveraddressedtome……ItwasherdieingAdvicetoherafflictedLaura,whohasevermostfaithfullyadheredtoit。