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  LoveandFreindshipLesleyCastleTheHistoryofEnglandCollectionofLettersScraps*
  LOVEANDFREINDSHIP
  TOMADAMELACOMTESSEDEFEUILLIDETHISNOVELISINSCRIBEDBYHER
  OBLIGEDHUMBLESERVANT
  THEAUTHOR。
  "DeceivedinFreindshipandBetrayedinLove。"
  LETTERtheFIRST
  FromISABELtoLAURA
  Howoften,inanswertomyrepeatedintreatiesthatyouwouldgivemyDaughteraregulardetailoftheMisfortunesandAdventuresofyourLife,haveyousaid"No,myfreindneverwillIcomplywithyourrequesttillImaybenolongerinDangerofagainexperiencingsuchdreadfulones。"
  Surelythattimeisnowathand。Youarethisday55。IfawomanmayeverbesaidtobeinsafetyfromthedeterminedPerseveranceofdisagreeableLoversandthecruelPersecutionsofobstinateFathers,surelyitmustbeatsuchatimeofLife。
  IsabelLETTER2ndLAURAtoISABEL
  Altho’IcannotagreewithyouinsupposingthatIshallneveragainbeexposedtoMisfortunesasunmeritedasthoseIhavealreadyexperienced,yettoavoidtheimputationofObstinacyorill—nature,Iwillgratifythecuriosityofyourdaughter;andmaythefortitudewithwhichIhavesufferedthemanyafflictionsofmypastLife,provetoherausefullessonforthesupportofthosewhichmaybefallherinherown。
  LauraLETTER3rdLAURAtoMARIANNE
  AstheDaughterofmymostintimatefreindIthinkyouentitledtothatknowledgeofmyunhappystory,whichyourMotherhassooftensolicitedmetogiveyou。
  MyFatherwasanativeofIrelandandaninhabitantofWales;myMotherwasthenaturalDaughterofaScotchPeerbyanitalianOpera—girl——IwasborninSpainandreceivedmyEducationataConventinFrance。
  WhenIhadreachedmyeighteenthYearIwasrecalledbymyParentstomypaternalroofinWales。OurmansionwassituatedinoneofthemostromanticpartsoftheValeofUske。Tho’myCharmsarenowconsiderablysoftenedandsomewhatimpairedbytheMisfortunesIhaveundergone,Iwasoncebeautiful。ButlovelyasIwastheGracesofmyPersonweretheleastofmyPerfections。Ofeveryaccomplishmentaccustomarytomysex,IwasMistress。WhenintheConvent,myprogresshadalwaysexceededmyinstructions,myAcquirementshadbeenwonderfullformyage,andIhadshortlysurpassedmyMasters。
  InmyMind,everyVirtuethatcouldadornitwascentered;itwastheRendez—vousofeverygoodQualityandofeverynoblesentiment。
  AsensibilitytootremblinglyalivetoeveryafflictionofmyFreinds,myAcquaintanceandparticularlytoeveryafflictionofmyown,wasmyonlyfault,ifafaultitcouldbecalled。Alas!
  howalterednow!Tho’indeedmyownMisfortunesdonotmakelessimpressiononmethantheyeverdid,yetnowIneverfeelforthoseofanother。Myaccomplishmentstoo,begintofade——IcanneithersingsowellnorDancesogracefullyasIoncedid——andI
  haveentirelyforgottheMINUETDELACOUR。
  Adeiu。
  Laura。
  LETTER4thLauratoMARIANNE
  Ourneighbourhoodwassmall,foritconsistedonlyofyourMother。ShemayprobablyhavealreadytoldyouthatbeingleftbyherParentsinindigentCircumstancesshehadretiredintoWalesoneoconomicalmotives。Thereitwasourfreindshipfirstcommenced。Isobelwasthenoneandtwenty。Tho’pleasingbothinherPersonandManners(betweenourselves)sheneverpossessedthehundredthpartofmyBeautyorAccomplishments。IsabelhadseentheWorld。Shehadpassed2YearsatoneofthefirstBoarding—schoolsinLondon;hadspentafortnightinBathandhadsuppedonenightinSouthampton。
  "BewaremyLaura(shewouldoftensay)BewareoftheinsipidVanitiesandidleDissipationsoftheMetropolisofEngland;
  BewareoftheunmeaningLuxuriesofBathandofthestinkingfishofSouthampton。"
  "Alas!(exclaimedI)howamItoavoidthoseevilsIshallneverbeexposedto?WhatprobabilityisthereofmyevertastingtheDissipationsofLondon,theLuxuriesofBath,orthestinkingFishofSouthampton?IwhoamdoomedtowastemyDaysofYouthandBeautyinanhumbleCottageintheValeofUske。"
  Ah!littledidIthenthinkIwasordainedsosoontoquitthathumbleCottagefortheDeceitfullPleasuresoftheWorld。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTER5thLAURAtoMARIANNE
  OneEveninginDecemberasmyFather,myMotherandmyself,werearrangedinsocialconverseroundourFireside,wewereonasuddengreatlyastonished,byhearingaviolentknockingontheoutwarddoorofourrusticCot。
  MyFatherstarted——"Whatnoiseisthat,"(saidhe。)"Itsoundslikealoudrappingatthedoor"——(repliedmyMother。)"itdoesindeed。"(criedI。)"Iamofyouropinion;(saidmyFather)itcertainlydoesappeartoproceedfromsomeuncommonviolenceexertedagainstourunoffendingdoor。""Yes(exclaimedI)I
  cannothelpthinkingitmustbesomebodywhoknocksforadmittance。"
  "Thatisanotherpoint(repliedhe;)Wemustnotpretendtodetermineonwhatmotivethepersonmayknock——tho’thatsomeoneDOESrapatthedoor,Iampartlyconvinced。"
  Here,a2dtremendousrapinterruptedmyFatherinhisspeech,andsomewhatalarmedmyMotherandme。
  "Hadwebetternotgoandseewhoitis?(saidshe)theservantsareout。""Ithinkwehad。"(repliedI。)"Certainly,(addedmyFather)byallmeans。""Shallwegonow?"(saidmyMother,)"Thesoonerthebetter。"(answeredhe。)"Oh!letnotimebelost"
  (criedI。)
  AthirdmoreviolentRapthaneveragainassaultedourears。"I
  amcertainthereissomebodyknockingattheDoor。"(saidmyMother。)"Ithinktheremust,"(repliedmyFather)"Ifancytheservantsarereturned;(saidI)IthinkIhearMarygoingtotheDoor。""I’mgladofit(criedmyFather)forIlongtoknowwhoitis。"
  Iwasrightinmyconjecture;forMaryinstantlyenteringtheRoom,informedusthatayoungGentlemanandhisServantwereatthedoor,whohadlossedtheirway,wereverycoldandbeggedleavetowarmthemselvesbyourfire。
  "Won’tyouadmitthem?"(saidI。)"Youhavenoobjection,myDear?"(saidmyFather。)"NoneintheWorld。"(repliedmyMother。)
  Mary,withoutwaitingforanyfurthercommandsimmediatelylefttheroomandquicklyreturnedintroducingthemostbeauteousandamiableYouth,Ihadeverbeheld。Theservantshekepttoherself。
  MynaturalsensibilityhadalreadybeengreatlyaffectedbythesufferingsoftheunfortunatestrangerandnosoonerdidIfirstbeholdhim,thanIfeltthatonhimthehappinessorMiseryofmyfutureLifemustdepend。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTER6thLAURAtoMARIANNE
  ThenobleYouthinformedusthathisnamewasLindsay——forparticularreasonshoweverIshallconcealitunderthatofTalbot。HetoldusthathewasthesonofanEnglishBaronet,thathisMotherhadbeenformanyyearsnomoreandthathehadaSisterofthemiddlesize。"MyFather(hecontinued)isameanandmercenarywretch——itisonlytosuchparticularfreindsasthisDearPartythatIwouldthusbetrayhisfailings。YourVirtuesmyamiablePolydore(addressinghimselftomyfather)
  yoursDearClaudiaandyoursmyCharmingLauracallonmetoreposeinyou,myconfidence。"Webowed。"MyFatherseducedbythefalseglareofFortuneandtheDeludingPompofTitle,insistedonmygivingmyhandtoLadyDorothea。NoneverexclaimedI。LadyDorotheaislovelyandEngaging;Iprefernowomantoher;butknowSir,thatIscorntomarryherincompliancewithyourWishes。No!NevershallitbesaidthatI
  obligedmyFather。"
  WealladmiredthenobleManlinessofhisreply。Hecontinued。
  "SirEdwardwassurprised;hehadperhapslittleexpectedtomeetwithsospiritedanoppositiontohiswill。"Where,Edwardinthenameofwonder(saidhe)didyoupickupthisunmeaninggibberish?YouhavebeenstudyingNovelsIsuspect。"Iscornedtoanswer:itwouldhavebeenbeneathmydignity。ImountedmyHorseandfollowedbymyfaithfulWilliamsetforthformyAunts。"
  "MyFather’shouseissituatedinBedfordshire,myAunt’sinMiddlesex,andtho’IflattermyselfwithbeingatolerableproficientinGeography,Iknownothowithappened,butIfoundmyselfenteringthisbeautifullValewhichIfindisinSouthWales,whenIhadexpectedtohavereachedmyAunts。"
  "AfterhavingwanderedsometimeontheBanksoftheUskewithoutknowingwhichwaytogo,IbegantolamentmycruelDestinyinthebitterestandmostpatheticManner。Itwasnowperfectlydark,notasinglestarwastheretodirectmysteps,andIknownotwhatmighthavebefallenmehadInotatlengthdiscernedthro’thesolemnGloomthatsurroundedmeadistantlight,whichasIapproachedit,IdiscoveredtobethechearfullBlazeofyourfire。ImpelledbythecombinationofMisfortunesunderwhichIlaboured,namelyFear,ColdandHungerIhesitatednottoaskadmittancewhichatlengthIhavegained;andnowmyAdorableLaura(continuedhetakingmyHand)whenmayIhopetoreceivethatrewardofallthepainfullsufferingsIhaveundergoneduringthecourseofmyattachmenttoyou,towhichIhaveeveraspired。Oh!whenwillyourewardmewithYourself?"
  "Thisinstant,DearandAmiableEdward。"(repliedI。)。WewereimmediatelyunitedbymyFather,whotho’hehadnevertakenordershadbeenbredtotheChurch。
  AdeiuLauraLETTER7thLAURAtoMARIANNE
  WeremainedbutafewdaysafterourMarriage,intheValeofUske。AftertakinganaffectingFarewellofmyFather,myMotherandmyIsabel,IaccompaniedEdwardtohisAunt’sinMiddlesex。
  PhilippareceivedusbothwitheveryexpressionofaffectionateLove。MyarrivalwasindeedamostagreablesurprisetoherasshehadnotonlybeentotallyignorantofmyMarriagewithherNephew,buthadneverevenhadtheslightestideaoftherebeingsuchapersonintheWorld。
  Augusta,thesisterofEdwardwasonavisittoherwhenwearrived。IfoundherexactlywhatherBrotherhaddescribedhertobe——ofthemiddlesize。ShereceivedmewithequalsurprisethoughnotwithequalCordiality,asPhilippa。TherewasadisagreablecoldnessandForbiddingReserveinherreceptionofmewhichwasequallydistressingandUnexpected。NoneofthatinterestingSensibilityoramiablesimpathyinhermannersandAddresstomewhenwefirstmetwhichshouldhavedistinguishedourintroductiontoeachother。HerLanguagewasneitherwarm,noraffectionate,herexpressionsofregardwereneitheranimatednorcordial;herarmswerenotopenedtoreceivemetoherHeart,tho’myownwereextendedtopresshertomine。
  AshortConversationbetweenAugustaandherBrother,whichI
  accidentallyoverheardencreasedmydisliketoher,andconvincedmethatherHeartwasnomoreformedforthesofttiesofLovethanfortheendearingintercourseofFreindship。
  "ButdoyouthinkthatmyFatherwilleverbereconciledtothisimprudentconnection?"(saidAugusta。)
  "Augusta(repliedthenobleYouth)Ithoughtyouhadabetteropinionofme,thantoimagineIwouldsoabjectlydegrademyselfastoconsidermyFather’sConcurrenceinanyofmyaffairs,eitherofConsequenceorconcerntome。TellmeAugustawithsincerity;didyoueverknowmeconsulthisinclinationsorfollowhisAdviceintheleasttriflingParticularsincetheageoffifteen?"
  "Edward(repliedshe)youaresurelytoodiffidentinyourownpraise。Sinceyouwerefifteenonly!MyDearBrothersinceyouwerefiveyearsold,IentirelyacquityouofeverhavingwillinglycontributedtothesatisfactionofyourFather。ButstillIamnotwithoutapprehensionsofyourbeingshortlyobligedtodegradeyourselfinyourowneyesbyseekingasupportforyourwifeintheGenerosityofSirEdward。"
  "Never,neverAugustawillIsodemeanmyself。(saidEdward)。
  Support!WhatsupportwillLaurawantwhichshecanreceivefromhim?"
  "OnlythoseveryinsignificantonesofVictualsandDrink。"
  (answeredshe。)
  "VictualsandDrink!(repliedmyHusbandinamostnoblycontemptuousManner)anddostthouthenimaginethatthereisnoothersupportforanexaltedmind(suchasismyLaura’s)thanthemeanandindelicateemploymentofEatingandDrinking?"
  "NonethatIknowof,soefficacious。"(returnedAugusta)。
  "AnddidyouthenneverfeelthepleasingPangsofLove,Augusta?
  (repliedmyEdward)。DoesitappearimpossibletoyourvileandcorruptedPalate,toexistonLove?CanyounotconceivetheLuxuryoflivingineverydistressthatPovertycaninflict,withtheobjectofyourtenderestaffection?"
  "Youaretooridiculous(saidAugusta)toarguewith;perhapshoweveryoumayintimebeconvincedthat……"
  HereIwaspreventedfromhearingtheremainderofherspeech,bytheappearanceofaveryHandsomeyoungWoman,whowasushuredintotheRoomattheDoorofwhichIhadbeenlistening。OnhearingherannouncedbytheNameof"LadyDorothea,"IinstantlyquittedmyPostandfollowedherintotheParlour,forIwellrememberedthatshewastheLady,proposedasaWifeformyEdwardbytheCruelandUnrelentingBaronet。
  Altho’LadyDorothea’svisitwasnominallytoPhilippaandAugusta,yetIhavesomereasontoimaginethat(acquaintedwiththeMarriageandarrivalofEdward)toseemewasaprincipalmotivetoit。
  Isoonperceivedthattho’LovelyandElegantinherPersonandtho’EasyandPoliteinherAddress,shewasofthatinferiororderofBeingswithregardtoDelicateFeeling,tenderSentiments,andrefinedSensibility,ofwhichAugustawasone。
  ShestaidbuthalfanhourandneitherintheCourseofherVisit,confidedtomeanyofhersecretthoughts,norrequestedmetoconfideinher,anyofMine。YouwilleasilyimaginethereforemyDearMariannethatIcouldnotfeelanyardentaffectionorverysincereAttachmentforLadyDorothea。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTER8thLAURAtoMARIANNE,incontinuationLadyDorotheahadnotleftuslongbeforeanothervisitorasunexpectedaoneasherLadyship,wasannounced。ItwasSirEdward,whoinformedbyAugustaofherBrother’smarriage,camedoubtlesstoreproachhimforhavingdaredtounitehimselftomewithouthisKnowledge。ButEdwardforeseeinghisdesign,approachedhimwithheroicfortitudeassoonasheenteredtheRoom,andaddressedhiminthefollowingManner。
  "SirEdward,IknowthemotiveofyourJourneyhere——YoucomewiththebaseDesignofreproachingmeforhavingenteredintoanindissolubleengagementwithmyLaurawithoutyourConsent。ButSir,IgloryintheAct——。ItismygreatestboastthatIhaveincurredthedispleasureofmyFather!"
  Sosaying,hetookmyhandandwhilstSirEdward,Philippa,andAugustaweredoubtlessreflectingwithadmirationonhisundauntedBravery,ledmefromtheParlourtohisFather’sCarriagewhichyetremainedattheDoorandinwhichwewereinstantlyconveyedfromthepursuitofSirEdward。
  ThePostilionshadatfirstreceivedordersonlytotaketheLondonroad;assoonaswehadsufficientlyreflectedHowever,weorderedthemtoDrivetoM————。theseatofEdward’smostparticularfreind,whichwasbutafewmilesdistant。
  AtM————。wearrivedinafewhours;andonsendinginournameswereimmediatelyadmittedtoSophia,theWifeofEdward’sfreind。
  Afterhavingbeendeprivedduringthecourseof3weeksofarealfreind(forsuchItermyourMother)imaginemytransportsatbeholdingone,mosttrulyworthyoftheName。Sophiawasratherabovethemiddlesize;mostelegantlyformed。Asoftlanguorspreadoverherlovelyfeatures,butincreasedtheirBeauty——。
  ItwastheCharectaresticofherMind——。ShewasallsensibilityandFeeling。WeflewintoeachothersarmsandafterhavingexchangedvowsofmutualFreindshipfortherestofourLives,instantlyunfoldedtoeachotherthemostinwardsecretsofourHearts——。WewereinterruptedinthedelightfullEmploymentbytheentranceofAugustus,(Edward’sfreind)whowasjustreturnedfromasolitaryramble。
  NeverdidIseesuchanaffectingSceneaswasthemeetingofEdwardandAugustus。
  "MyLife!mySoul!"(exclaimedtheformer)"Myadorableangel!"
  (repliedthelatter)astheyflewintoeachother’sarms。ItwastoopatheticforthefeelingsofSophiaandmyself——Wefaintedalternatelyonasofa。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTERthe9thFromthesametothesameTowardsthecloseofthedaywereceivedthefollowingLetterfromPhilippa。
  "SirEdwardisgreatlyincensedbyyourabruptdeparture;hehastakenbackAugustatoBedfordshire。MuchasIwishtoenjoyagainyourcharmingsociety,Icannotdeterminetosnatchyoufromthat,ofsuchdearanddeservingFreinds——WhenyourVisittothemisterminated,Itrustyouwillreturntothearmsofyour"
  "Philippa。"
  WereturnedasuitableanswertothisaffectionateNoteandafterthankingherforherkindinvitationassuredherthatwewouldcertainlyavailourselvesofit,wheneverwemighthavenootherplacetogoto。Tho’certainlynothingcouldtoanyreasonableBeing,haveappearedmoresatisfactory,thansogratefullareplytoherinvitation,yetIknownothowitwas,butshewascertainlycapriciousenoughtobedispleasedwithourbehaviourandinafewweeksafter,eithertorevengeourConduct,orreleiveherownsolitude,marriedayoungandilliterateFortune—
  hunter。Thisimprudentstep(tho’weweresensiblethatitwouldprobablydepriveusofthatfortunewhichPhilippahadevertaughtustoexpect)couldnotonourownaccounts,excitefromourexaltedmindsasinglesigh;yetfearfulllestitmightproveasourceofendlessmiserytothedeludedBride,ourtremblingSensibilitywasgreatlyaffectedwhenwewerefirstinformedoftheEvent。TheaffectionateEntreatiesofAugustusandSophiathatwewouldforeverconsidertheirHouseasourHome,easilyprevailedonustodeterminenevermoretoleavethem,InthesocietyofmyEdwardandthisAmiablePair,IpassedthehappiestmomentsofmyLife;Ourtimewasmostdelightfullyspent,inmutualProtestationsofFreindship,andinvowsofunalterableLove,inwhichweweresecurefrombeinginterrupted,byintrudinganddisagreableVisitors,asAugustusandSophiahadontheirfirstEntranceintheNeighbourhood,takenduecaretoinformthesurroundingFamilies,thatastheirhappinesscenteredwhollyinthemselves,theywishedfornoothersociety。Butalas!myDearMariannesuchHappinessasIthenenjoyedwastooperfecttobelasting。AmostsevereandunexpectedBlowatoncedestroyedeverysensationofPleasure。ConvincedasyoumustbefromwhatIhavealreadytoldyouconcerningAugustusandSophia,thatthereneverwereahappierCouple,IneednotIimagine,informyouthattheirunionhadbeencontrarytotheinclinationsoftheirCruelandMerceneryParents;whohadvainlyendeavouredwithobstinatePerseverancetoforcethemintoaMarriagewiththosewhomtheyhadeverabhorred;butwithaHeroicFortitudeworthytoberelatedandadmired,theyhadboth,constantlyrefusedtosubmittosuchdespoticPower。
  AfterhavingsonoblydisentangledthemselvesfromtheshacklesofParentalAuthority,byaClandestineMarriage,theyweredeterminednevertoforfeitthegoodopiniontheyhadgainedintheWorld,insodoing,byacceptinganyproposalsofreconciliationthatmightbeofferedthembytheirFathers——tothisfarthertryaloftheirnobleindependancehowevertheyneverwereexposed。
  TheyhadbeenmarriedbutafewmonthswhenourvisittothemcommencedduringwhichtimetheyhadbeenamplysupportedbyaconsiderablesumofmoneywhichAugustushadgracefullypurloinedfromhisunworthyfather’sEscritoire,afewdaysbeforehisunionwithSophia。
  ByourarrivaltheirExpenseswereconsiderablyencreasedtho’
  theirmeansforsupplyingthemwerethennearlyexhausted。Butthey,ExaltedCreatures!scornedtoreflectamomentontheirpecuniaryDistressesandwouldhaveblushedattheideaofpayingtheirDebts。——Alas!whatwastheirRewardforsuchdisinterestedBehaviour!ThebeautifullAugustuswasarrestedandwewereallundone。SuchperfidiousTreacheryinthemercilessperpetratorsoftheDeedwillshockyourgentlenatureDearestMarianneasmuchasitthenaffectedtheDelicatesensibilityofEdward,Sophia,yourLaura,andofAugustushimself。TocompleatsuchunparalelledBarbaritywewereinformedthatanExecutionintheHousewouldshortlytakeplace。Ah!whatcouldwedobutwhatwedid!Wesighedandfaintedonthesofa。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTER10thLAURAincontinuationWhenweweresomewhatrecoveredfromtheoverpoweringEffusionsofourgrief,Edwarddesiredthatwewouldconsiderwhatwasthemostprudentsteptobetakeninourunhappysituationwhileherepairedtohisimprisonedfreindtolamentoverhismisfortunes。
  Wepromisedthatwewould,andhesetforwardsonhisjourneytoTown。DuringhisabsencewefaithfullycompliedwithhisDesireandafterthemostmatureDeliberation,atlengthagreedthatthebestthingwecoulddowastoleavetheHouse;ofwhichweeverymomentexpectedtheofficersofJusticetotakepossession。Wewaitedthereforewiththegreatestimpatience,forthereturnofEdwardinordertoimparttohimtheresultofourDeliberations。
  ButnoEdwardappeared。Invaindidwecountthetediousmomentsofhisabsence——invaindidweweep——invainevendidwesigh——noEdwardreturned——。Thiswastoocruel,toounexpectedaBlowtoourGentleSensibility——wecouldnotsupportit——wecouldonlyfaint。AtlengthcollectingalltheResolutionIwasMistressof,IaroseandafterpackingupsomenecessaryapparelforSophiaandmyself,IdraggedhertoaCarriageIhadorderedandweinstantlysetoutforLondon。AstheHabitationofAugustuswaswithintwelvemilesofTown,itwasnotlonge’erwearrivedthere,andnosoonerhadweenteredHolbounthanlettingdownoneoftheFrontGlassesIenquiredofeverydecent—lookingPersonthatwepassed"IftheyhadseenmyEdward?"
  ButaswedrovetoorapidlytoallowthemtoanswermyrepeatedEnquiries,Igainedlittle,orindeed,noinformationconcerninghim。"WhereamItodrive?"saidthePostilion。"ToNewgateGentleYouth(repliedI),toseeAugustus。""Oh!no,no,(exclaimedSophia)IcannotgotoNewgate;IshallnotbeabletosupportthesightofmyAugustusinsocruelaconfinement——myfeelingsaresufficientlyshockedbytheRECITAL,ofhisDistress,buttobeholditwilloverpowermySensibility。"AsI
  perfectlyagreedwithherintheJusticeofherSentimentsthePostilionwasinstantlydirectedtoreturnintotheCountry。YoumayperhapshavebeensomewhatsurprisedmyDearestMarianne,thatintheDistressIthenendured,destituteofanysupport,andunprovidedwithanyHabitation,IshouldneveroncehaverememberedmyFatherandMotherormypaternalCottageintheValeofUske。ToaccountforthisseemingforgetfullnessImustinformyouofatriflingcircumstanceconcerningthemwhichI
  haveasyetnevermentioned。ThedeathofmyParentsafewweeksaftermyDeparture,isthecircumstanceIalludeto。BytheirdeceaseIbecamethelawfullInheritressoftheirHouseandFortune。Butalas!theHousehadneverbeentheirownandtheirFortunehadonlybeenanAnnuityontheirownLives。SuchistheDepravityoftheWorld!ToyourMotherIshouldhavereturnedwithPleasure,shouldhavebeenhappytohaveintroducedtoher,mycharmingSophiaandshouldwithChearfullnesshavepassedtheremainderofmyLifeintheirdearSocietyintheValeofUske,hadnotoneobstacletotheexecutionofsoagreableascheme,intervened;whichwastheMarriageandRemovalofyourMothertoadistantpartofIreland。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTER11thLAURAincontinuation"IhaveaRelationinScotland(saidSophiatomeasweleftLondon)whoIamcertainwouldnothesitateinreceivingme。"
  "ShallIordertheBoytodrivethere?"saidI——butinstantlyrecollectingmyself,exclaimed,"AlasIfearitwillbetoolongaJourneyfortheHorses。"UnwillinghowevertoactonlyfrommyowninadequateKnowledgeoftheStrengthandAbilitiesofHorses,IconsultedthePostilion,whowasentirelyofmyOpinionconcerningtheAffair。WethereforedeterminedtochangeHorsesatthenextTownandtotravelPosttheremainderoftheJourney——。WhenwearrivedatthelastInnweweretostopat,whichwasbutafewmilesfromtheHouseofSophia’sRelation,unwillingtointrudeourSocietyonhimunexpectedandunthoughtof,wewroteaveryelegantandwellpennedNotetohimcontaininganaccountofourDestituteandmelancholySituation,andofourintentiontospendsomemonthswithhiminScotland。
  AssoonaswehaddispatchedthisLetter,weimmediatelypreparedtofollowitinpersonandweresteppingintotheCarriageforthatPurposewhenourattentionwasattractedbytheEntranceofacoronetedCoachand4intotheInn—yard。AGentlemanconsiderablyadvancedinyearsdescendedfromit。AthisfirstAppearancemySensibilitywaswonderfullyaffectedande’erIhadgazedathima2dtime,aninstinctivesympathywhisperedtomyHeart,thathewasmyGrandfather。ConvincedthatIcouldnotbemistakeninmyconjectureIinstantlysprangfromtheCarriageI
  hadjustentered,andfollowingtheVenerableStrangerintotheRoomhehadbeenshewnto,IthrewmyselfonmykneesbeforehimandbesoughthimtoacknowledgemeashisGrandChild。Hestarted,andhavingattentivelyexaminedmyfeatures,raisedmefromtheGroundandthrowinghisGrand—fatherlyarmsaroundmyNeck,exclaimed,"Acknowledgethee!YesdearresemblanceofmyLaurinaandLaurina’sDaughter,sweetimageofmyClaudiaandmyClaudia’sMother,IdoacknowledgetheeastheDaughteroftheoneandtheGrandaughteroftheother。"Whilehewasthustenderlyembracingme,SophiaastonishedatmyprecipitateDeparture,enteredtheRoominsearchofme。NosoonerhadshecaughttheeyeofthevenerablePeer,thanheexclaimedwitheverymarkofAstonishment——"AnotherGrandaughter!Yes,yes,I
  seeyouaretheDaughterofmyLaurina’seldestGirl;yourresemblancetothebeauteousMatildasufficientlyproclaimsit。
  "Oh!"repliedSophia,"whenIfirstbeheldyoutheinstinctofNaturewhisperedmethatwewereinsomedegreerelated——ButwhetherGrandfathers,orGrandmothers,Icouldnotpretendtodetermine。"Hefoldedherinhisarms,andwhilsttheyweretenderlyembracing,theDooroftheApartmentopenedandamostbeautifullyoungManappeared。OnperceivinghimLordSt。Clairstartedandretreatingbackafewpaces,withupliftedHands,said,"AnotherGrand—child!WhatanunexpectedHappinessisthis!todiscoverinthespaceof3minutes,asmanyofmyDescendants!ThisIamcertainisPhilanderthesonofmyLaurina’s3dgirltheamiableBertha;therewantsnowbutthepresenceofGustavustocompleattheUnionofmyLaurina’sGrand—
  Children。"
  "Andhereheis;(saidaGracefullYouthwhothatinstantenteredtheroom)hereistheGustavusyoudesiretosee。IamthesonofAgathayourLaurina’s4thandyoungestDaughter,""Iseeyouareindeed;repliedLordSt。Clair——Buttellme(continuedhelookingfearfullytowardstheDoor)tellme,haveIanyotherGrand—childrenintheHouse。""NonemyLord。""ThenIwillprovideforyouallwithoutfartherdelay——Hereare4Banknotesof50Leach——TakethemandrememberIhavedonetheDutyofaGrandfather。"HeinstantlylefttheRoomandimmediatelyafterwardstheHouse。
  Adeiu,Laura。
  LETTERthe12thLAURAincontinuationYoumayimaginehowgreatlyweweresurprisedbythesuddendepartureofLordStClair。"IgnobleGrand—sire!"exclaimedSophia。"UnworthyGrandfather!"saidI,andinstantlyfaintedineachother’sarms。HowlongweremainedinthissituationIknownot;butwhenwerecoveredwefoundourselvesalone,withouteitherGustavus,Philander,ortheBanknotes。Asweweredeploringourunhappyfate,theDooroftheApartmentopenedand"Macdonald"wasannounced。HewasSophia’scousin。ThehastewithwhichhecametoourreleifsosoonafterthereceiptofourNote,spokesogreatlyinhisfavourthatIhesitatednottopronouncehimatfirstsight,atenderandsimpatheticFreind。
  Alas!helittledeservedthename——forthoughhetoldusthathewasmuchconcernedatourMisfortunes,yetbyhisownaccountitappearedthattheperusalofthem,hadneitherdrawnfromhimasinglesigh,norinducedhimtobestowonecurseonourvindictivestars——。HetoldSophiathathisDaughterdependedonherreturningwithhimtoMacdonald—Hall,andthatashisCousin’sfreindheshouldbehappytoseemetherealso。ToMacdonald—Hall,thereforewewent,andwerereceivedwithgreatkindnessbyJanettatheDaughterofMacdonald,andtheMistressoftheMansion。Janettawasthenonlyfifteen;naturallywelldisposed,endowedwithasusceptibleHeart,andasimpatheticDisposition,shemight,hadtheseamiablequalitiesbeenproperlyencouraged,havebeenanornamenttohumanNature;butunfortunatelyherFatherpossessednotasoulsufficientlyexaltedtoadmiresopromisingaDisposition,andhadendeavouredbyeverymeansonhispowertopreventitencreasingwithherYears。HehadactuallysofarextinguishedthenaturalnobleSensibilityofherHeart,astoprevailonhertoacceptanofferfromayoungManofhisRecommendation。Theyweretobemarriedinafewmonths,andGraham,wasintheHousewhenwearrived。
  WEsoonsawthroughhischaracter。HewasjustsuchaManasonemighthaveexpectedtobethechoiceofMacdonald。TheysaidhewasSensible,well—informed,andAgreable;wedidnotpretendtoJudgeofsuchtrifles,butaswewereconvincedhehadnosoul,thathehadneverreadthesorrowsofWerter,andthathisHairborenottheleastresemblancetoauburn,wewerecertainthatJanettacouldfeelnoaffectionforhim,oratleastthatsheoughttofeelnone。Theverycircumstanceofhisbeingherfather’schoicetoo,wassomuchinhisdisfavour,thathadhebeendeservingher,ineveryotherrespectyetTHATofitselfoughttohavebeenasufficientreasonintheEyesofJanettaforrejectinghim。Theseconsiderationsweweredeterminedtorepresenttoherintheirproperlightanddoubtednotofmeetingwiththedesiredsuccessfromonenaturallysowelldisposed;
  whoseerrorsintheaffairhadonlyarisenfromawantofproperconfidenceinherownopinion,andasuitablecontemptofherfather’s。Wefoundherindeedallthatourwarmestwishescouldhavehopedfor;wehadnodifficultytoconvinceherthatitwasimpossibleshecouldloveGraham,orthatitwasherDutytodisobeyherFather;theonlythingatwhichsheratherseemedtohesitatewasourassertionthatshemustbeattachedtosomeotherPerson。Forsometime,sheperseveredindeclaringthatsheknewnootheryoungmanforwhomshehadthethesmallestAffection;butuponexplainingtheimpossibilityofsuchathingshesaidthatshebeleivedsheDIDLIKECaptainM’Kenriebetterthananyonesheknewbesides。ThisconfessionsatisfiedusandafterhavingenumeratedthegoodQualitiesofM’Kenrieandassuredherthatshewasviolentlyinlovewithhim,wedesiredtoknowwhetherhehadeverinanywisedeclaredhisaffectiontoher。
  "Sofarfromhavingeverdeclaredit,Ihavenoreasontoimaginethathehaseverfeltanyforme。"saidJanetta。"Thathecertainlyadoresyou(repliedSophia)therecanbenodoubt——。
  TheAttachmentmustbereciprocal。Didhenevergazeonyouwithadmiration——tenderlypressyourhand——dropaninvolantarytear——
  andleavetheroomabruptly?""Never(repliedshe)thatI
  remember——hehasalwayslefttheroomindeedwhenhisvisithasbeenended,buthasnevergoneawayparticularlyabruptlyorwithoutmakingabow。"IndeedmyLove(saidI)youmustbemistaken——foritisabsolutelyimpossiblethatheshouldeverhaveleftyoubutwithConfusion,Despair,andPrecipitation。
  ConsiderbutforamomentJanetta,andyoumustbeconvincedhowabsurditistosupposethathecouldevermakeaBow,orbehavelikeanyotherPerson。"HavingsettledthisPointtooursatisfaction,thenextwetookintoconsiderationwas,todetermineinwhatmannerweshouldinformM’KenrieofthefavourableOpinionJanettaentertainedofhim……WeatlengthagreedtoacquainthimwithitbyananonymousLetterwhichSophiadrewupinthefollowingmanner。
  "Oh!happyLoverofthebeautifullJanetta,oh!amiablePossessorofHERHeartwhosehandisdestinedtoanother,whydoyouthusdelayaconfessionofyourattachmenttotheamiableObjectofit?Oh!considerthatafewweekswillatonceputanendtoeveryflatteringHopethatyoumaynowentertain,byunitingtheunfortunateVictimofherfather’sCrueltytotheexecrableanddetestedGraham。"
  "Alas!whydoyouthussocruellyconniveattheprojectedMiseryofherandofyourselfbydelayingtocommunicatethatschemewhichhaddoubtlesslongpossessedyourimagination?A
  secretUnionwillatoncesecurethefelicityofboth。"
  TheamiableM’Kenrie,whosemodestyasheafterwardsassuredushadbeentheonlyreasonofhishavingsolongconcealedtheviolenceofhisaffectionforJanetta,onreceivingthisBilletflewonthewingsofLovetoMacdonald—Hall,andsopowerfullypleadedhisAttachmenttoherwhoinspiredit,thatafterafewmoreprivateinterveiws,SophiaandIexperiencedthesatisfactionofseeingthemdepartforGretna—Green,whichtheychoseforthecelebrationoftheirNuptials,inpreferencetoanyotherplacealthoughitwasataconsiderabledistancefromMacdonald—Hall。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTERthe13thLAURAincontinuationTheyhadbeengonenearlyacoupleofHours,beforeeitherMacdonaldorGrahamhadentertainedanysuspicionoftheaffair。
  Andtheymightnoteventhenhavesuspectedit,butforthefollowinglittleAccident。SophiahappeningonedaytoopenaprivateDrawerinMacdonald’sLibrarywithoneofherownkeys,discoveredthatitwasthePlacewherehekepthisPapersofconsequenceandamongstthemsomebanknotesofconsiderableamount。Thisdiscoverysheimpartedtome;andhavingagreedtogetherthatitwouldbeapropertreatmentofsovileaWretchasMacdonaldtodeprivehimofmoney,perhapsdishonestlygained,itwasdeterminedthatthenexttimeweshouldeitherofushappentogothatway,wewouldtakeoneormoreoftheBanknotesfromthedrawer。ThiswellmeantPlanwehadoftensuccessfullyputinExecution;butalas!ontheverydayofJanetta’sEscape,asSophiawasmajesticallyremovingthe5thBank—notefromtheDrawertoherownpurse,shewassuddenlymostimpertinentlyinterruptedinheremploymentbytheentranceofMacdonaldhimself,inamostabruptandprecipitateManner。
  Sophia(whothoughnaturallyallwinningsweetnesscouldwhenoccasionsdemandeditcallforththeDignityofhersex)
  instantlyputonamostforbiddinglook,anddartinganangryfrownontheundauntedculprit,demandedinahaughtytoneofvoice"Whereforeherretirementwasthusinsolentlybrokeninon?"TheunblushingMacdonald,withoutevenendeavouringtoexculpatehimselffromthecrimehewaschargedwith,meanlyendeavouredtoreproachSophiawithignoblydefraudinghimofhismoney……ThedignityofSophiawaswounded;"Wretch(exclaimedshe,hastilyreplacingtheBank—noteintheDrawer)howdarestthoutoaccusemeofanAct,ofwhichthebareideamakesmeblush?"Thebasewretchwasstillunconvincedandcontinuedtoupbraidthejustly—offendedSophiainsuchopprobiousLanguage,thatatlengthhesogreatlyprovokedthegentlesweetnessofherNature,astoinducehertorevengeherselfonhimbyinforminghimofJanetta’sElopement,andoftheactivePartwehadbothtakenintheaffair。AtthisperiodoftheirQuarrelIenteredtheLibraryandwasasyoumayimagineequallyoffendedasSophiaattheill—groundedaccusationsofthemalevolentandcontemptibleMacdonald。"BaseMiscreant!(criedI)howcanstthouthusundauntedlyendeavourtosullythespotlessreputationofsuchbrightExcellence?WhydostthounotsuspectMY
  innocenceassoon?""BesatisfiedMadam(repliedhe)IDOsuspectit,andthereforemustdesirethatyouwillbothleavethisHouseinlessthanhalfanhour。"
  "Weshallgowillingly;(answeredSophia)ourheartshavelongdetestedthee,andnothingbutourfreindshipforthyDaughtercouldhaveinducedustoremainsolongbeneaththyroof。"
  "YourFreindshipformyDaughterhasindeedbeenmostpowerfullyexertedbythrowingherintothearmsofanunprincipledFortune—
  hunter。"(repliedhe)
  "Yes,(exclaimedI)amidsteverymisfortune,itwillaffordussomeconsolationtoreflectthatbythisoneactofFreindshiptoJanetta,wehaveamplydischargedeveryobligationthatwehavereceivedfromherfather。"
  "Itmustindeedbeamostgratefullreflection,toyourexaltedminds。"(saidhe。)
  Assoonaswehadpackedupourwardrobeandvaluables,weleftMacdonaldHall,andafterhavingwalkedaboutamileandahalfwesatedownbythesideofaclearlimpidstreamtorefreshourexhaustedlimbs。Theplacewassuitedtomeditation。Agroveoffull—grownElmsshelteredusfromtheEast——。ABedoffull—
  grownNettlesfromtheWest——。Beforeusranthemurmuringbrookandbehindusrantheturn—pikeroad。WewereinamoodforcontemplationandinaDispositiontoenjoysobeautifullaspot。
  Amutualsilencewhichhadforsometimereignedbetweenus,wasatlengthbrokebymyexclaiming——"Whatalovelyscene!AlaswhyarenotEdwardandAugustusheretoenjoyitsBeautieswithus?"
  "Ah!mybelovedLaura(criedSophia)forpity’ssakeforbearrecallingtomyremembrancetheunhappysituationofmyimprisonedHusband。Alas,whatwouldInotgivetolearnthefateofmyAugustus!toknowifheisstillinNewgate,orifheisyethung。ButnevershallIbeablesofartoconquermytendersensibilityastoenquireafterhim。Oh!donotI
  beseechyoueverletmeagainhearyourepeathisbelovedname——。
  Itaffectsmetoodeeply——。Icannotbeartohearhimmentioneditwoundsmyfeelings。"
  "ExcusememySophiaforhavingthusunwillinglyoffendedyou——"
  repliedI——andthenchangingtheconversation,desiredhertoadmirethenobleGrandeuroftheElmswhichshelteredusfromtheEasternZephyr。"Alas!myLaura(returnedshe)avoidsomelancholyasubject,Iintreatyou。DonotagainwoundmySensibilitybyobservationsonthoseelms。TheyremindmeofAugustus。Hewaslikethem,tall,magestic——hepossessedthatnoblegrandeurwhichyouadmireinthem。"
  Iwassilent,fearfulllestImightanymoreunwillinglydistressherbyfixingonanyothersubjectofconversationwhichmightagainremindherofAugustus。
  "WhydoyounotspeakmyLaura?(saidsheafterashortpause)
  "Icannotsupportthissilenceyoumustnotleavemetomyownreflections;theyeverrecurtoAugustus。"
  "Whatabeautifullsky!(saidI)Howcharminglyistheazurevariedbythosedelicatestreaksofwhite!"
  "Oh!myLaura(repliedshehastilywithdrawingherEyesfromamomentaryglanceatthesky)donotthusdistressmebycallingmyAttentiontoanobjectwhichsocruellyremindsmeofmyAugustus’sbluesattinwaistcoatstripedinwhite!Inpitytoyourunhappyfreindavoidasubjectsodistressing。"WhatcouldI
  do?ThefeelingsofSophiawereatthattimesoexquisite,andthetendernessshefeltforAugustussopoignantthatIhadnotpowertostartanyothertopic,justlyfearingthatitmightinsomeunforseenmanneragainawakenallhersensibilitybydirectingherthoughtstoherHusband。Yettobesilentwouldbecruel;shehadintreatedmetotalk。
  FromthisDilemmaIwasmostfortunatelyreleivedbyanaccidenttrulyapropos;itwastheluckyoverturningofaGentleman’sPhaeton,ontheroadwhichranmurmuringbehindus。ItwasamostfortunateaccidentasitdivertedtheattentionofSophiafromthemelancholyreflectionswhichshehadbeenbeforeindulging。WeinstantlyquittedourseatsandrantotherescueofthosewhobutafewmomentsbeforehadbeeninsoelevatedasituationasafashionablyhighPhaeton,butwhowerenowlaidlowandsprawlingintheDust。"WhatanamplesubjectforreflectionontheuncertainEnjoymentsofthisWorld,wouldnotthatPhaetonandtheLifeofCardinalWolseyaffordathinkingMind!"saidItoSophiaaswewerehasteningtothefieldofAction。
  Shehadnottimetoanswerme,foreverythoughtwasnowengagedbythehorridspectaclebeforeus。TwoGentlemenmostelegantlyattiredbutwelteringintheirbloodwaswhatfirststruckourEyes——weapproached——theywereEdwardandAugustus——。YesdearestMariannetheywereourHusbands。Sophiashreikedandfaintedontheground——Iscreamedandinstantlyranmad——。Weremainedthusmutuallydeprivedofoursenses,someminutes,andonregainingthemweredeprivedofthemagain。ForanHourandaQuarterdidwecontinueinthisunfortunatesituation——SophiafaintingeverymomentandIrunningmadasoften。AtlengthagroanfromthehaplessEdward(whoaloneretainedanyshareoflife)restoredustoourselves。Hadweindeedbeforeimaginedthateitherofthemlived,weshouldhavebeenmoresparingofourGreif——butaswehadsupposedwhenwefirstbeheldthemthattheywerenomore,weknewthatnothingcouldremaintobedonebutwhatwewereabout。
  NosoonerdidwethereforehearmyEdward’sgroanthanpostponingourlamentationsforthepresent,wehastilyrantotheDearYouthandkneelingoneachsideofhimimploredhimnottodie——。
  "Laura(saidHefixinghisnowlanguidEyesonme)IfearIhavebeenoverturned。"
  Iwasoverjoyedtofindhimyetsensible。
  "Oh!tellmeEdward(saidI)tellmeIbeseechyoubeforeyoudie,whathasbefallenyousincethatunhappyDayinwhichAugustuswasarrestedandwewereseparated——"
  "Iwill"(saidhe)andinstantlyfetchingadeepsigh,Expired——。Sophiaimmediatelysankagainintoaswoon——。MYgreifwasmoreaudible。MyVoicefaltered,MyEyesassumedavacantstare,myfacebecameaspaleasDeath,andmysenseswereconsiderablyimpaired——。
  "TalknottomeofPhaetons(saidI,ravinginafrantic,incoherentmanner)——Givemeaviolin——。I’llplaytohimandsoothhiminhismelancholyHours——BewareyegentleNymphsofCupid’sThunderbolts,avoidthepiercingshaftsofJupiter——LookatthatgroveofFirs——IseeaLegofMutton——TheytoldmeEdwardwasnotDead;buttheydeceivedme——theytookhimforacucumber——"ThusIcontinuedwildlyexclaimingonmyEdward’sDeath——。
  FortwoHoursdidIravethusmadlyandshouldnotthenhaveleftoff,asIwasnotintheleastfatigued,hadnotSophiawhowasjustrecoveredfromherswoon,intreatedmetoconsiderthatNightwasnowapproachingandthattheDampsbegantofall。"Andwhithershallwego(saidI)toshelterusfromeither?""TothatwhiteCottage。"(repliedshepointingtoaneatBuildingwhichroseupamidstthegroveofElmsandwhichIhadnotbeforeobserved——)Iagreedandweinstantlywalkedtoit——weknockedatthedoor——itwasopenedbyanoldwoman;onbeingrequestedtoaffordusaNight’sLodging,sheinformedusthatherHousewasbutsmall,thatshehadonlytwoBedrooms,butthatHoweverweshouldbewellcometooneofthem。WeweresatisfiedandfollowedthegoodwomanintotheHousewhereweweregreatlycheeredbythesightofacomfortablefire——。ShewasawidowandhadonlyoneDaughter,whowasthenjustseventeen——Oneofthebestofages;butalas!shewasveryplainandhernamewasBridget……Nothingtherforecouldbeexpectedfromher——shecouldnotbesupposedtopossesseitherexaltedIdeas,DelicateFeelingsorrefinedSensibilities——。Shewasnothingmorethanameregood—tempered,civilandobligingyoungwoman;assuchwecouldscarcelydislikehere——shewasonlyanObjectofContempt——。
  AdeiuLaura。
  LETTERthe14thLAURAincontinuationArmyourselfmyamiableyoungFreindwithallthephilosophyyouareMistressof;summonupallthefortitudeyoupossess,foralas!intheperusalofthefollowingPagesyoursensibilitywillbemostseverelytried。Ah!whatwerethemisfortunesI
  hadbeforeexperiencedandwhichIhavealreadyrelatedtoyou,totheoneIamnowgoingtoinformyouof。TheDeathofmyFatherandmyMotherandmyHusbandthoughalmostmorethanmygentleNaturecouldsupport,weretriflesincomparisontothemisfortuneIamnowproceedingtorelate。ThemorningafterourarrivalattheCottage,Sophiacomplainedofaviolentpaininherdelicatelimbs,accompaniedwithadisagreableHead—akeSheattributedittoacoldcaughtbyhercontinuedfaintingsintheopenairastheDewwasfallingtheEveningbefore。ThisI
  fearedwasbuttooprobablythecase;sincehowcoulditbeotherwiseaccountedforthatIshouldhaveescapedthesameindisposition,butbysupposingthatthebodilyExertionsIhadundergoneinmyrepeatedfitsoffrenzyhadsoeffectuallycirculatedandwarmedmyBloodastomakemeproofagainstthechillingDampsofNight,whereas,Sophialyingtotallyinactiveonthegroundmusthavebeenexposedtoalltheirseverity。I
  wasmostseriouslyalarmedbyherillnesswhichtriflingasitmayappeartoyou,acertaininstinctivesensibilitywhisperedme,wouldintheEndbefataltoher。
  Alas!myfearswerebuttoofullyjustified;shegrewgraduallyworse——andIdailybecamemorealarmedforher。AtlengthshewasobligedtoconfineherselfsolelytotheBedallottedusbyourworthyLandlady——。HerdisorderturnedtoagallopingConsumptionandinafewdayscarriedheroff。AmidstallmyLamentationsforher(andviolentyoumaysupposetheywere)I
  yetreceivedsomeconsolationinthereflectionofmyhavingpaideveryattentiontoher,thatcouldbeoffered,inherillness。I
  hadweptoverhereveryDay——hadbathedhersweetfacewithmytearsandhadpressedherfairHandscontinuallyinmine——。"MybelovedLaura(saidshetomeafewHoursbeforeshedied)takewarningfrommyunhappyEndandavoidtheimprudentconductwhichhadoccasionedit……Bewareoffainting—fits……Thoughatthetimetheymayberefreshingandagreableyetbeleivemetheywillintheend,iftoooftenrepeatedandatimproperseasons,provedestructivetoyourConstitution……Myfatewillteachyouthis……IdieaMartyrtomygreifforthelossofAugustus……
  OnefatalswoonhascostmemyLife……BewareofswoonsDearLaura……Afrenzyfitisnotonequartersopernicious;itisanexercisetotheBodyandifnottooviolent,isIdaresayconducivetoHealthinitsconsequences——Runmadasoftenasyouchuse;butdonotfaint——"
  Thesewerethelastwordssheeveraddressedtome……ItwasherdieingAdvicetoherafflictedLaura,whohasevermostfaithfullyadheredtoit。