首页 >出版文学> Falk>第3章

第3章

  Coulditbesomethingofthatnature?Apart,however,fromtheutterimprobabilitythathewouldoffertotalkofiteventohisfutureuncle—
  in—law,IhadastrangefeelingthatFalk’sphysiqueunfittedhimforthatsortofdelinquency。AsthepersonofHermann’snieceexhaledtheprofoundphysicalcharmoffeminineform,soherador—
  er’sbigframeembodiedtomysensesthehard,straightmasculinitythatwouldconceivablykillbutwouldnotcondescendtocheat。Thethingwasobvious。Imightjustaswellhavesuspectedthegirlofacurvatureofthespine。AndIper—
  ceivedthatthesunwasabouttoset。
  ThesmokeofFalk’stughoveinsight,farawayatthemouthoftheriver。Itwastimeformetoassumethecharacterofanambassador,andthenegotiationwouldnotbedifficultexceptinthematterofkeepingmycountenance。Itwasalltooextravagantlynonsensical,andIconceivedthatitwouldbebesttocomposeformyselfagravede—
  meanour。IpractisedthisinmyboatasIwentalong,butthebashfulnessthatcamesecretlyuponmethemomentIsteppedonthedeckoftheDianaisinexplicable。AssoonaswehadexchangedgreetingsHermannaskedmeeagerlyifIknewwhetherFalkhadfoundhiswhiteparasol。
  "He’sgoingtobringittoyouhimselfdirectly,"
  Isaidwithgreatsolemnity。"MeantimeIamchargedwithanimportantmessageforwhichhebegsyourfavourableconsideration。Heisinlovewithyourniece……"
  "AchSo!"hehissedwithananimositythatmademyassumedgravitychangeintothemostgenuineconcern。Whatmeantthistone?AndI
  hurriedon。
  "Hewishes,withyourconsentofcourse,toaskhertomarryhimatonce——beforeyouleavehere,thatis。HewouldspeaktotheConsul。"
  Hermannsatdownandsmokedviolently。Fiveminutespassedinthatfuriousmeditation,andthen,takingthelongpipeoutofhismouth,heburstintoahotdiatribeagainstFalk——againsthiscupidity,hisstupidity(afellowthatcanhardlybegottosay"yes"or"no"tothesimplestques—
  tion)——againsthisoutrageoustreatmentoftheshippinginport(becausehesawtheywereathismercy)——andagainsthismannerofwalking,whichtohis(Hermann’s)mindshowedaconceitpositivelyunbearable。ThedamagetotheoldDianawasnotforgotten,ofcourse,andtherewasnothingofanynaturesaidordonebyFalk(eventothelastofferofrefreshmentinthehotel)thatdidnotseemtohavebeenacauseofoffence。
  "Hadthecheek"todraghim(Hermann)intothatcoffee—room;asthoughadrinkfromhimcouldmakeupforforty—sevendollarsandfiftycentsofdamageinthecostofwoodalone——notcountingtwodays’workforthecarpenter。Ofcoursehewouldnotstandinthegirl’sway。HewasgoinghometoGermany。TherewereplentyofpoorgirlswalkingaboutinGermany。
  "He’sverymuchinlove,"wasallIfoundtosay。
  "Yes,"hecried。"Anditistimetooaftermak—
  inghimselfandmetalkedaboutashorethelastvoyageIwashere,andthennowagain;comingonboardeveryeveningunsettlingthegirl’smind,andsayingnothing。Whatsortofconductisthat?"
  Theseventhousanddollarsthefellowwasalwaystalkingaboutdidnot,inhisopinion,justifysuchbehaviour。Moreover,nobodyhadseenthem。He(Hermann)seriouslydoubtediftherewereseventhousandcents,andthetug,nodoubt,wasmort—
  gageduptothetopofthefunneltothefirmofSiegers。Butletthatpass。Hewouldn’tstandinthegirl’sway。Herheadwassoturnedthatshehadbecomenogoodtothemoflate。Quiteunableeventoputthechildrentobedwithoutheraunt。
  Itwasbadforthechildren;theygotunruly;andyesterdayheactuallyhadtogiveGustavathrash—
  ing。
  Forthat,too,Falkwasmaderesponsibleap—
  parently。AndlookingatmyHermann’sheavy,puffy,good—naturedface,Iknewhewouldnotex—
  erthimselftillgreatlyexasperated,and,therefore,wouldthrashveryhard,andbeingfatwouldresentthenecessity。HowFalkhadmanagedtoturnthegirl’sheadwasmoredifficulttounderstand。Isup—
  posedHermannwouldknow。Andthenhadn’ttherebeenMissVanlo?Itcouldnotbehissilverytongue,orthesubtleseductionofhismanner;hehadnomoreofwhatiscalled"manner"thanananimal——which,however,ontheotherhand,isnever,andcanneverbecalledvulgar。Thereforeitmusthavebeenhisbodilyappearance,exhibitingavirilityofnatureasexaggeratedashisbeard,andresemblingasortofconstantruthlessness。Itwasseenintheverymannerhelolledinthechair。Hemeantnooffence,buthisintercoursewascharac—
  terisedbythatsortoffrankdisregardofsuscepti—
  bilitiesamanofsevenfootsix,livinginaworldofdwarfs,wouldnaturallyassume,withoutintheleastwishingtobeunkind。Butamongstmenofhisownstature,ornearly,thisfrankuseofhisad—
  vantages,insuchmattersastheawfultowagebillsforinstance,causedmuchimpotentgnashingofteeth。Whenattentivelyconsidereditseemedap—
  pallingattimes。Hewasastrangebeast。Butmaybewomenlikedit。Seeninthatlighthewaswellworthtaming,andIsupposeeverywomanatthebottomofherheartconsidersherselfasatamerofstrangebeasts。ButHermannarosewithpre—
  cipitationtocarrythenewstohiswife。Ihadbarelythetime,ashemadeforthecabindoor,tograbhimbytheseatofhisinexpressibles。I
  beggedhimtowaittillFalkinpersonhadspokenwithhim。Thereremainedsomesmallmattertotalkover,asIunderstood。
  Hesatdownagainatonce,fullofsuspicion。
  "Whatmatter?"hesaidsurlily。"Ihavehadenoughofhisnonsense。There’snomatteratall,asheknowsverywell;thegirlhasnothingintheworld。Shecametousinonethindresswhenmybrotherdied,andIhaveagrowingfamily。"
  "Itcan’tbeanythingofthatkind,"Iopined。
  "He’sdesperatelyenamouredofyourniece。I
  don’tknowwhyhedidnotsaysobefore。Uponmyword,Ibelieveitisbecausehewasafraidtolose,perhaps,thefelicityofsittingnearheronyourquarterdeck。"
  Iintimatedmyconvictionthathislovewassogreatastobeinasensecowardly。Theeffectsofagreatpassionareunaccountable。Ithasbeenknowntomakeamantimid。ButHermannlookedatmeasifIhadfoolishlyraved;andthetwilightwasdyingoutrapidly。
  "Youdon’tbelieveinpassion,doyou,Her—
  mann?"Isaidcheerily。"Thepassionoffearwillmakeacorneredratcourageous。Falk’sinacor—
  ner。Hewilltakeheroffyourhandsinonethinfrockjustasshecametoyou。Andaftertenyears’
  serviceitisn’tabadbargain,"Iadded。
  Farfromtakingoffence,heresumedhisairofcivicvirtue。Thesuddennightcameuponhimwhilehestaredplacidlyalongthedeck,bringingincontactwithhisthicklips,andtakingawayagainafterajetofsmoke,thecurvedmouthpiecefittedtothestemofhispipe。Thenightcameuponhimandburiedinhastehiswhiskers,hisglob—
  ulareyes,hispuffypaleface,hisfatkneesandthevastflatslippersonhisfatherlyfeet。Onlyhisshortarmsinrespectablewhiteshirt—sleevesre—
  mainedveryvisible,proppedupliketheflippersofasealreposingonthestrand。
  "Falkwouldn’tsettleanythingaboutrepairs。
  ToldmetofindoutfirsthowmuchwoodIshouldrequireandhewouldsee,"heremarked;andafterhehadspatpeacefullyintheduskweheardoverthewaterthebeatofthetug’sfloats。Thereis,onacalmnight,nothingmoresuggestiveoffierceandheadlonghastethantherapidsoundmadebythepaddle—wheelsofaboatthreshingherwaythroughaquietsea;andtheapproachofFalktowardshisfateseemedtobeurgedbyanimpatientandpas—
  sionatedesire。Theenginesmusthavebeendriventotheveryutmostoftheirrevolutions。Weheardthemslowdownatlast,and,vaguely,thewhitehullofthetugappearedmovingagainsttheblackislets,whilstaslowandrhythmicalclappingasofthousandsofhandsroseonallsides。Itceasedallatonce,justbeforeFalkbroughtherup。Asin—
  glebrusquesplashwasfollowedbythelongdrawnrumblingofironlinksrunningthroughthehawsepipe。ThenasolemnsilencefellupontheRoad—
  stead。
  "Hewillsoonbehere,"Imurmured,andafterthatwewaitedforhimwithoutaword。Meantime,raisingmyeyes,IbeheldtheglitterofaloftyskyabovetheDiana’smastheads。Themultitudeofstarsgatheredintoclusters,inrows,inlines,inmasses,ingroups,shonealltogether,unanimously——andthefewisolatedones,blazingbythemselvesinthemidstofdarkpatches,seemedtobeofasu—
  periorkindandofaninextinguishablenature。Butlongstridingfootstepswereheardhasteningalongthedeck;thehighbulwarksoftheDianamadeadeeperdarkness。Werosefromourchairsquickly,andFalk,appearingbeforeus,allinwhite,stoodstill。
  Nobodyspokeatfirst,asthoughwehadbeencoveredwithconfusion。Hisarrivalwasfiery,buthiswhitebulk,ofindefiniteshapeandwithoutfea—
  tures,madehimloomuplikeamanofsnow。
  "Thecaptainherehasbeentellingme……"
  Hermannbeganinahomelyandamicablevoice;
  andFalkhadalow,nervouslaugh。Hiscool,neg—
  ligentundertonehadnoinflexions,butthestrengthofapowerfulemotionmadehimrambleinhisspeech。Hehadalwaysdesiredahome。Itwasdifficulttolivealone,thoughhewasnotanswera—
  ble。Hewasdomestic;therehadbeendifficulties;
  butsincehehadseenHermann’sniecehefoundthatithadbecomeatlastimpossibletolivebyhim—
  self。"Imean——impossible,"herepeatedwithnosortofemphasisandonlywiththeslightestofpauses,butthewordfellintomymindwiththeforceofanewidea。
  "Ihavenotsaidanythingtoheryet,"Hermannobservedquietly。AndFalkdismissedthisbya"That’sallright。Certainly。Veryproper。"
  Therewasanecessityforperfectfrankness——inmarrying,especially。Hermannseemedattentive,butheseizedthefirstopportunitytoaskusintothecabin。"Andby—the—by,Falk,"hesaidinnocent—
  ly,aswepassedin,"thetimbercametonolessthanforty—sevendollarsandfiftycents。"
  Falk,uncoveringhishead,lingeredinthepas—
  sage。"Someothertime,"hesaid;andHermannnudgedmeangrily——Idon’tknowwhy。Thegirlaloneinthecabinsatsewingatsomedistancefromthetable。Falkstoppedshortinthedoorway。
  Withoutaword,withoutasign,withouttheslight—
  estinclinationofhisbonyhead,bythesilentin—
  tensityofhislookalone,heseemedtolayhisher—
  culeanframeatherfeet。Herhandssankslowlyonherlap,andraisinghercleareyes,shelethersoft,beamingglanceenfoldhimfromheadtofootlikeaslowandpalecaress。Hewasveryhotwhenhesatdown;she,withbowedhead,wentonwithhersewing;herneckwasverywhiteunderthelightofthelamp;butFalk,hidinghisfaceinthepalmsofhishands,shudderedfaintly。Hedrewthemdown,eventohisbeard,andhisuncoveredeyesas—
  tonishedmebytheirtenseandirrationalexpres—
  sion——asthoughhehadjustswallowedaheavygulpofalcohol。Itpassedawaywhilehewasbindingustosecrecy。Notthathecared,buthedidnotliketobespokenabout;andIlookedatthegirl’smarvellous,atherwonderful,atherregalhair,plaitedtightintothatoneastonishingandmaidenlytress。Whenevershemovedherwell—
  shapedheaditwouldstirstifflytoandfroonherback。Thethincottonsleevefittedtheirreproach—
  ableroundnessofherarmlikeaskin;andherverydress,stretchedonherbust,seemedtopalpitatelikealivingtissuewiththestrengthofvitalityani—
  matingherbody。Howgoodhercomplexionwas,theoutlineofhersoftcheekandthesmallconvo—
  lutedconchofherrosyear!Topullherneedleshekeptthelittlefingerapartfromtheothers;itseemedawasteofpowertoseehersewing——eter—
  nallysewing——withthatindustriousandprecisemovementofherarm,goingoneternallyuponalltheoceans,underalltheskies,ininnumerablehar—
  bours。AndsuddenlyIheardFalk’svoicedeclarethathecouldnotmarryawomanunlesssheknewofsomethinginhislifethathadhappenedtenyearsago。Itwasanaccident。Anunfortunateac—
  cident。Itwouldaffectthedomesticarrangementsoftheirhome,but,oncetold,itneednotbealludedtoagainfortherestoftheirlives。"Ishouldwantmywifetofeelforme,"hesaid。"Ithasmademeunhappy。"Andhowcouldhekeeptheknowledgeofittohimself——heaskedus——perhapsthroughyearsandyearsofcompanionship?Whatsortofcompanionshipwouldthatbe?Hehadthoughtitover。Awifemustknow。Thenwhynotatonce?
  HecountedonHermann’skindnessforpresentingtheaffairinthebestpossiblelight。AndHer—
  mann’scountenance,mystifiedbefore,becameverysour。Hestoleaninquisitiveglanceatme。I
  shookmyheadblankly。Somepeoplethought,Falkwenton,thatsuchanexperiencechangedamanfortherestofhislife。Hecouldn’tsay。Itwashard,awful,andnottobeforgotten,buthedidnotthinkhimselfaworsemanthanbefore。
  Onlyhetalkedinhissleepnow,hebelieved……
  AtlastIbegantothinkhehadaccidentallykilledsomeone;perhapsafriend——hisownfathermay—
  be;whenhewentontosaythatprobablywewereawarehenevertouchedmeat。ThroughouthespokeEnglish,ofcourseofmyaccount。
  Heswayedforwardheavily。
  Thegirl,withherhandsraisedbeforeherpaleeyes,wasthreadingherneedle。Heglancedather,andhismightytrunkovershadowedthetable,bringingnearertousthebreadthofhisshoulders,thethicknessofhisneck,andthatincongruous,an—
  choritehead,burntinthedesert,hollowedandleanasifbyexcessesofvigilsandfasting。Hisbeardflowedimposinglydownwards,outofsight,be—
  tweenthetwobrownhandsgrippingtheedgeofthetable,andhispersistentglancemadesombrebythewidedilationsofthepupils,fascinated。
  "Imaginetoyourselves,"hesaidinhisordinaryvoice,"thatIhaveeatenman。"
  Icouldonlyejaculateafaint"Ah!"ofcom—
  pleteenlightenment。ButHermann,dazedbytheexcessiveshock,actuallymurmured,"Himmel!
  Whatfor?"
  "Itwasmyterriblemisfortunetodoso,"saidFalkinameasuredundertone。Thegirl,uncon—
  scious,sewedon。Mrs。Hermannwasabsentinoneofthestate—rooms,sittingupwithLena,whowasfeverish;butHermannsuddenlyputbothhishandsupwithajerk。Theembroideredcalottefell,and,inthetwinklingofaneye,hehadrum—
  pledhishairallendsupinamostextravagantmanner。Inthisstatehestrovetospeak;witheveryefforthiseyesseemedtostartfurtheroutoftheirsockets;hisheadlookedlikeamop。Hechoked,gasped,swallowed,andmanagedtoshriekouttheoneword,"Beast!"
  FromthatmomenttillFalkwentoutofthecab—
  inthegirl,withherhandsfoldedontheworklyinginherlap,nevertookhereyesoffhim。Hisown,intheblindnessofhisheart,dartedalloverthecabin,onlyseekingtoavoidthesightofHermann’sraving。Itwasridiculous,andwasmadealmostterriblebythestillnessofeveryotherpersonpres—
  ent。Itwascontemptible,andwasmadeappallingbytheman’sovermasteringhorrorofthisawfulsincerity,comingtohimsuddenly,withtheconfes—
  sionofsuchafact。Hewalkedwithgreatstrides;
  hegasped。HewantedtoknowfromFalkhowdaredhetocomeandtellhimthis?Didhethinkhimselfaproperpersontobesittinginthiscabinwherehiswifeandchildrenlived?Tellhisniece!
  Expectedhimtotellhisniece!Hisownbrother’sdaughter!Shameless!DidIeverheartellofsuchimpudence?——heappealedtome。"Thismanhereoughttohavegoneandhiddenhimselfoutofsightinsteadof……"
  "Butit’sagreatmisfortuneforme。Butit’sagreatmisfortuneforme,"Falkwouldejaculatefromtimetotime。
  However,Hermannkeptonrunningfrequentlyagainstthecornersofthetable。Atlasthelostaslipper,andcrossinghisarmsonhisbreast,walkedupwithonestockingfootveryclosetoFalk,inor—
  dertoaskhimwhetherhedidthinktherewasany—
  whereonearthawomanabandonedenoughtomatewithsuchamonster。"Didhe?Didhe?Didhe?"Itriedtorestrainhim。Hetorehimselfoutofmyhands;hefoundhisslipper,and,endeavour—
  ingtoputiton,stormedstandingononeleg——
  andFalk,withafaceunmovedandavertedeyes,graspedallhismightybeardinonevastpalm。
  "Wasitrightthenformetodiemyself?"heaskedthoughtfully。Ilaidmyhandonhisshoul—
  der。
  "Goaway,"Iwhisperedimperiously,withoutanyclearreasonforthisadvice,exceptthatI
  wishedtoputanendtoHermann’sodiousnoise。
  "Goaway。"
  HelookedsearchinglyforamomentatHermannbeforehemadeamove。Ileftthecabintootoseehimoutoftheship。Buthehungaboutthequar—
  ter—deck。
  "Itismymisfortune,"hesaidinasteadyvoice。
  "Youwerestupidtoblurtitoutinsuchaman—
  ner。Afterall,wedon’thearsuchconfidenceseveryday。"
  "Whatdoesthemanmean?"hemusedindeepundertones。"Somebodyhadtodie——butwhyme?"
  Heremainedstillforatimeinthedark——silent;
  almostinvisible。Allatoncehepinnedmyelbowstomysides。Ifeltutterlypowerlessinhisgrip,andhisvoice,whisperinginmyear,vibrated。
  "It’sworsethanhunger。Captain,doyouknowwhatthatmeans?AndIcouldkillthen——orbekilled。Iwishthecrowbarhadsmashedmyskulltenyearsago。AndI’vegottolivenow。Withouther。Doyouunderstand?Perhapsmanyyears。
  Buthow?Whatcanbedone?IfIhadallowedmyselftolookatheronceIwouldhavecarriedheroffbeforethatmaninmyhands——likethis。"
  Ifeltmyselfsnatchedoffthedeck,thensuddenlydropped——andIstaggeredbackwards,feelingbewilderedandbruised。Whataman!Allwasstill;hewasgone。IheardHermann’svoicede—
  claiminginthecabin,andIwentin。
  Icouldnotatfirstmakeoutasingleword,butMrs。Hermann,who,attractedbythenoise,hadcomeinsometimebefore,withanexpressionofsurpriseandmilddisapproval,depictedbroadlyonherface,wasgivingnowallthesignsofprofound,helplessagitation。Herhusbandshotastringofgutturalwordsather,andinstantlyputtingoutonehandtothebulkheadasiftosaveherselffromfalling,sheclutchedtheloosebosomofherdresswiththeother。Heharanguedthetwowomenex—
  traordinarily,withmuchofhisshirthangingoutofhiswaistbelt,stampinghisfoot,turningfromonetotheother,sometimesthrowingbothhisarmsto—
  gether,straightupabovehisrumpledhair,andkeepingtheminthatpositionwhileheutteredapassageoflouddenunciation;atothersfoldingthemtightacrosshisbreast——andthenhehissedwithindignation,elevatinghisshouldersandpro—
  trudinghishead。Thegirlwascrying。
  Shehadnotchangedherattitude。Fromhersteadyeyesthat,followingFalkinhisretreat,hadremainedfixedwistfullyonthecabindoor,thetearsfellrapid,thick,onherhands,ontheworkinherlap,warmandgentlelikeashowerinspring。
  Sheweptwithoutgrimacing,withoutnoise——verytouching,veryquiet,withsomethingmoreofpitythanofpaininherface,asoneweepsincompassionratherthaningrief——andHermann,beforeher,declaimed。Icaughtseveraltimestheword"Mensch,"man;andalso"Fressen,"whichlastI
  lookedupafterwardsinmydictionary。Itmeans"Devour。"Hermannseemedtoberequestingananswerofsomesortfromher;hiswholebodyswayed。Sheremainedmuteandperfectlystill;
  atlasthisagitationgainedher;sheputthepalmsofherhandstogether,herfulllipsparted,nosoundcame。Hisvoicescoldedshrilly,hisarmswentlikeawindmill——suddenlyheshookathickfistather。Sheburstoutintoloudsobs。Heseemedstupefied。
  Mrs。Hermannrushedforwardbabblingrap—
  dly。Thetwowomenfelloneachother’snecks,and,withanarmroundherniece’swaist,sheledheraway。Herowneyesweresimplystreaming,herfacewasflooded。Sheshookherheadbackatmenegatively,Iwonderwhytothisday。Thegirl’sheaddroppedheavilyonhershoulder。Theydis—
  appeared。
  ThenHermannsatdownandstaredatthecabinfloor。
  "Wedon’tknowallthecircumstances,"Iven—
  turedtobreakthesilence。Heretortedtartlythathedidn’twanttoknowofany。Accordingtohisideasnocircumstancescouldexcuseacrime——andcertainlynotsuchacrime。Thiswastheopiniongenerallyreceived。Thedutyofahumanbeingwastostarve。Falkthereforewasabeast,anani—
  mal;base,low,vile,despicable,shameless,andde—
  ceitful。Hehadbeendeceivinghimsincelastyear。
  Hewas,however,inclinedtothinkthatFalkmusthavegonemadquiterecently;fornosaneperson,withoutnecessity,uselessly,fornoearthlyreason,andregardlessofanother’sself—respectandpeaceofmind,wouldowntohavingdevouredhumanflesh。"Whytell?"hecried。"Whowasaskinghim?"ItshowedFalk’sbrutalitybecauseafterallhehadselfishlycausedhim(Hermann)muchpain。Hewouldhavepreferrednottoknowthatsuchanuncleancreaturehadbeeninthehabitofcaressinghischildren。HehopedIwouldsaynoth—
  ingofallthisashore,though。Hewouldn’tlikeittogetaboutthathehadbeenintimatewithaneaterofmen——acommoncannibal。Astothescenehehadmade(whichIjudgedquiteunnecessary)
  hewasnotgoingtoinconvenienceandrestrainhimselfforafellowthatwentaboutcourtingandupsettinggirls’heads,whileheknewallthetimethatnodecenthousewifelygirlcouldthinkofmar—
  ryinghim。Atleasthe(Hermann)couldnotcon—
  ceivehowanygirlcould。FancyLena!……No,itwasimpossible。Thethoughtsthatwouldcomeintotheirheadseverytimetheysatdowntoameal。
  Horrible!Horrible!
  "Youaretoosqueamish,Hermann,"Isaid。
  HeseemedtothinkitwaseminentlypropertobesqueamishifthewordmeantdisgustatFalk’scon—
  duct;andturninguphiseyessentimentallyhedrewmyattentiontothehorriblefateofthevictims——thevictimsofthatFalk。IsaidthatIknewnothingaboutthem。Heseemedsurprised。Couldnotanybodyimaginewithoutknowing?He——forinstance——felthewouldliketoavengethem。Butwhatif——saidI——therehadnotbeenany?Theymighthavediedasitwere,naturally——ofstarva—
  tion。Heshuddered。Buttobeeaten——afterdeath!Tobedevoured!Hegaveanotherdeepshudder,andaskedsuddenly,"Doyouthinkitistrue?"
  Hisindignationandhispersonalitytogetherwouldhavebeenenoughtospoiltherealityofthemostauthenticthing。WhenIlookedathimI
  doubtedthestory——buttheremembranceofFalk’swords,looks,gestures,investeditnotonlywithanairofrealitybutwiththeabsolutetruthofprimitivepassion。
  "Itistruejustasmuchasyouareabletomakeit;andexactlyinthewayyouliketomakeit。Formypart,whenIhearyouclamouringaboutit,I
  don’tbelieveitistrueatall。"
  AndIlefthimpondering。ThemeninmyboatlyingatthefootofDiana’ssideladdertoldmethatthecaptainofthetughadgoneawayinhisgigsometimeago。
  Iletmyfellowspullaneasystroke;becauseoftheheavydewtheclearsparkleofthestarsseemedtofallonmecoldandwetting。Therewasasenseoflurkinggruesomehorrorsomewhereinmymind,anditwasmingledwithclearandgrotesqueimages。Schomberg’sgastronomictittle—tattlewasresponsibleforthese;andIhalfhopedI
  shouldneverseeFalkagain。Butthefirstthingmyanchor—watchmantoldmewasthatthecaptainofthetugwasonboard。Hehadsenthisboatawayandwasnowwaitingformeinthecuddy。
  Hewaslyingfulllengthonthesternsettee,hisfaceburiedinthecushions。Ihadexpectedtoseeitdiscomposed,contorted,despairing。Itwasnothingofthekind;itwasjustasIhadseenittwentytimes,steadyandglaringfromthebridgeofthetug。Itwasimmovablysetandhungry,dominatedlikethewholemanbythesinglenessofoneinstinct。
  Hewantedtolive。Hehadalwayswantedtolive。Sowealldo——butinustheinstinctservesacomplexconception,andinhimthisinstinctexistedalone。Thereisinsuchsimpledevelopmentagi—
  ganticforce,andlikethepathosofachild’snaivenduncontrolleddesire。Hewantedthatgirl,andtheutmostthatcanbesaidforhimwasthathewantedthatparticulargirlalone。IthinkIsawthentheobscurebeginning,theseedgerminatinginthesoilofanunconsciousneed,thefirstshootofthattreebearingnowforamaturemankindtheflowerandthefruit,theinfinitegradationinshadesandinflavourofourdiscriminatinglove。
  Hewasachild。Hewasasfrankasachildtoo。
  Hewashungryforthegirl,terriblyhungry,ashehadbeenterriblyhungryforfood。
  Don’tbeshockedifIdeclarethatinmybeliefitwasthesameneed,thesamepain,thesametor—
  ture。Weareinhiscaseallowedtocontemplatethefoundationofalltheemotions——thatonejoywhichistolive,andtheonesadnessattherootoftheinnumerabletorments。Itwasmadeplainbythewayhetalked。Hehadneversufferedso。Itwasgnawing,itwasfire;itwasthere,likethis!
  Andafterpointingbelowhisbreastbone,hemadeahardwringingmotionwithhishands。AndIas—
  sureyouthat,seenasIsawitwithmybodilyeyes,itwasanythingbutlaughable。Andagain,ashewaspresentlytotellme(alludingtoanearlyinci—
  dentofthedisastrousvoyagewhensomedamagedmeathadbeenflungoverboard),hesaidthatatimesooncamewhenhisheartached(thatwastheexpressionheused),andhewasreadytotearhishairoutatthethoughtofallthatrottenbeefthrownaway。
  Ihadheardallthis;Iwitnessedhisphysicalstruggles,seeingtheworkingoftherackandhear—
  ingthetruevoiceofpain。Iwitnesseditallpa—
  tiently,becausethemomentIcameintothecuddyhehadcalleduponmetostandbyhim——andthis,itseems,Ihaddiplomaticallypromised。
  Hisagitationwasimpressiveandalarminginthelittlecabin,liketheflounderingofagreatwhaledrivenintoashallowcoveinacoast。Hestoodup;heflunghimselfdownheadlong;hetriedtotearthecushionwithhisteeth;andagainhug—
  gingitfiercelytohisfacehelethimselffallonthecouch。Thewholeshipseemedtofeeltheshockofhisdespair;andIcontemplatedwithwondertheloftyforehead,thenobletouchoftimeontheun—
  coveredtemples,theunchangedhungrycharacteroftheface——sostrangelyasceticandsoincapableofportrayingemotion。
  Whatshouldhedo?Hehadlivedbybeingnearher。Hehadsat——intheevening——Iknew?——
  allhislife!Shesewed。Herheadwasbent——so。
  Herhead——likethis——andherarms。Ah!HadI
  seen?Likethis。
  Hedroppedonastool,bowedhispowerfulneckwhosenapewasred,andwithhishandsstitchedtheair,ludicrous,sublimelyimbecileandcompre—
  hensible。
  Andnowhecouldn’thaveher?No!Thatwastoomuch。Afterthinkingtoothat……Whathadhedone?Whatwasmyadvice?Takeherbyforce?No?Mustn’the?Whowastherethentokillhim?ForthefirsttimeIsawoneofhisfea—
  turesmove;afightingteeth—baringcurlofthelip……"NotHermann,perhaps。"Helosthimselfinthoughtasthoughhehadfallenoutoftheworld。
  Imaynotethattheideaofsuicideapparentlydidnotenterhisheadforasinglemoment。Itoc—
  curredtometoask:
  "Wherewasitthatthisshipwreckofyourstookplace?"
  "Downsouth,"hesaidvaguelywithastart。
  "Youarenotdownsouthnow,"Isaid。"Vio—
  lencewon’tdo。Theywouldtakeherawayfromyouinnotime。Andwhatwasthenameoftheship?"
  "BorgmesterDahl,"hesaid。"Itwasnoship—
  wreck。"
  Heseemedtobewakingupbydegreesfromthattrance,andwakingupcalmed。
  "Notashipwreck?Whatwasit?"
  "Breakdown,"heanswered,lookingmorelikehimselfeverymoment。BythisonlyIlearnedthatitwasasteamer。Ihadtillthensupposedtheyhadbeenstarvinginboatsoronaraft——orper—
  hapsonabarrenrock。
  "Shedidnotsinkthen?"Iaskedinsurprise。
  Henodded。"Wesightedthesouthernice,"hepronounceddreamily。
  "Andyoualonesurvived?"
  Hesatdown。"Yes。Itwasaterriblemisfor—
  tuneforme。Everythingwentwrong。Allthemenwentwrong。Isurvived。"
  Rememberingthethingsonereadsofitwasdiffi—
  culttorealisethetruemeaningofhisanswers。I
  oughttohaveseenatonce——butIdidnot;sodiffi—
  cultisitforourminds,rememberingsomuch,in—
  structedsomuch,informedofsomuch,togetintouchwiththerealactualityatourelbow。Andwithmyheadfullofpreconceivednotionsastohowacaseof"cannibalismandsufferingatsea"
  shouldbemanagedIsaid——"Youwerethensoluckyinthedrawingoflots?"
  "Drawingoflots?"hesaid。"Whatlots?DoyouthinkIwouldhaveallowedmylifetogoforthedrawingoflots?"
  Notifhecouldhelpif,Iperceived,nomatterwhatotherlifewent。
  "Itwasagreatmisfortune。Terrible。Awful,"
  hesaid。"Manyheadswentwrong,butthebestmenwouldlive。"
  "Thetoughest,youmean,"Isaid。Heconsid—
  eredtheword。Perhapsitwasstrangetohim,thoughhisEnglishwassogood。
  "Yes,"heassertedatlast。"Thebest。Itwaseverybodyforhimselfatlastandtheshipopentoall。"
  ThusfromquestiontoquestionIgotthewholestory。IfancyitwastheonlywayIcouldthatnighthavestoodbyhim。Outwardlyatleasthewashimselfagain;thefirstsignofitwasthere—
  turnofthatincongruoustrickhehadofdrawingbothhishandsdownhisface——andithaditsmean—
  ingnow,withthatslightshudderoftheframeandthepassionateanguishofthesehandsuncoveringahungryimmovableface,thewidepupilsoftheintent,silent,fascinatingeyes。
  Itwasanironsteamerofamostrespectableori—
  gin。TheburgomasterofFalk’snativetownhadbuilther。Shewasthefirststeamereverlaunchedthere。Theburgomaster’sdaughterhadchristenedher。Countrypeopledroveincartsfrommilesaroundtoseeher。Hetoldmeallthis。Hegottheberthaswhatweshouldcallachiefmate。Heseemedtothinkithadbeenafeatherinhiscap;
  and,inhisowncorneroftheworld,thisloveroflifewasofgoodparentage。
  Theburgomasterhadadvancedideasintheship—owningline。AtthattimenoteveryonewouldhaveknownenoughtothinkofdespatchingacargosteamertothePacific。Butheloadedherwithpitch—pinedealsandsentherofftohuntforherluck。Wellingtonwastobethefirstport,I
  fancy。Itdoesn’tmatter,becauseinlatitude44dsouthandsomewherehalfwaybetweenGoodHopeandNewZealandthetailshaftbrokeandthepro—
  pellerdroppedoff。
  Theyweresteamingthenwithafreshgaleonthequarterandalltheircanvasset,tohelptheen—
  gines。Butbyitselfthesailpowerwasnotenoughtokeepwayonher。Whenthepropellerwenttheshipbroached—toatonce,andthemastsgotwhippedoverboard。
  Thedisadvantageofbeingdismastedconsistedinthis,thattheyhadnothingtohoistflagsontomakethemselvesvisibleatadistance。Inthecourseofthefirstfewdaysseveralshipsfailedtosightthem;andthegalewasdriftingthemoutoftheusualtrack。Thevoyagehadbeen,fromthefirst,neitherverysuccessfulnorveryharmonious。
  Therehadbeenquarrelsonboard。Thecaptainwasaclever,melancholicman,whohadnounusualgriponhiscrew。Theshiphadbeenamplypro—
  visionedforthepassage,but,somehoworother,severalbarrelsofmeatwerefoundspoiledonopen—
  ing,andhadbeenthrownoverboardsoonafterleavinghome,asasanitarymeasure。AfterwardsthecrewoftheBorgmesterDahlthoughtofthatrottencarrionwithtearsofregret,covetousnessanddespair。
  Shedrovesouth。Tobeginwith,therehadbeenanappearanceoforganisation,butsoonthebondsofdisciplinebecamerelaxed。Asombreidlenesssucceeded。Theylookedwithsulleneyesatthehori—
  zon。Thegalesincreased:shelayinthetrough,theseasmadeacleanbreachoverher。Ononefrightfulnight,whentheyexpectedtheirhulktoturnoverwiththemeverymoment,aheavyseabrokeonboard,delugedthestore—roomsandspoiledthebestpartoftheremainingprovisions。Itseemsthehatchhadnotbeenproperlysecured。Thisin—
  stanceofneglectischaracteristicofutterdiscour—
  agement。Falktriedtoinspiresomeenergyintohiscaptain,butfailed。Fromthattimeheretiredmoreintohimself,alwaystryingtodohisutmostinthesituation。Itgrewworse。Galesucceededgale,withblackmountainsofwaterhurlingthem—
  selvesontheBorgmesterDahl。Someofthemenneverlefttheirbunks;manybecamequarrelsome。
  Thechiefengineer,anoldman,refusedtospeakatalltoanybody。Othersshutthemselvesupintheirberthstocry。Oncalmdaystheinertsteamerrolledonaleadenseaunderamurkysky,orshowed,insunshine,thesqualorofseawaifs,thedriedwhitesalt,therust,thejaggedbrokenplaces。Thenthegalescameagain。Theykeptbodyandsoultogetheronshortrations。Once,anEnglishship,scuddinginastorm,triedtostandbythem,heaving—topluckilyundertheirlee。Theseassweptherdecks;themeninoilskinsclingingtoherrigginglookedatthem,andtheymadedes—
  peratesignsovertheirshatteredbulwarks。Sud—
  denlyhermain—topsailwent,yardandall,inater—
  rificsquall;shehadtobearupunderbarepoles,anddisappeared。
  Othershipshadspokenthembefore,butatfirsttheyhadrefusedtobetakenoff,expectingtheas—
  sistanceofsomesteamer。Therewereveryfewsteamersinthoselatitudesthen;andwhentheydesiredtoleavethisdeadanddriftingcarcase,noshipcameinsight。Theyhaddriftedsouthoutofmen’sknowledge。Theyfailedtoattracttheatten—
  tionofalonelywhaler,andverysoontheedgeofthepolarice—caprosefromtheseaandclosedthesouthernhorizonlikeawall。Onemorningtheywerealarmedbyfindingthemselvesfloatingamongstdetachedpiecesofice。Butthefearofsinkingpassedawayliketheirvigour,liketheirhopes;theshocksofthefloesknockingagainsttheship’ssidecouldnotrousethemfromtheirapathy:
  andtheBorgmesterDahldriftedoutagainun—
  harmedintoopenwater。Theyhardlynoticedthechange。
  Thefunnelhadgoneoverboardinoneoftheheavyrolls;twooftheirthreeboatshaddisap—
  peared,washedawayinbadweather,andthedavitsswungtoandfro,unsecured,withchafedrope’sendswagglingtotheroll。Nothingwasdoneonboard,andFalktoldmehowhehadoftenlistenedtothewaterwashingaboutthedarkengine—roomwheretheengines,stilledforever,weredecayingslowlyintoamassofrust,asthestilledheartde—
  cayswithinthelifelessbody。Atfirst,afterthelossofthemotivepower,thetillerhadbeenthor—
  oughlysecuredbylashings。Butincourseoftimethesehadrotted,chafed,rusted,partingonebyone:andtherudder,freed,bangedheavilytoandfronightandday,sendingdullshocksthroughthewholeframeofthevessel。Thiswasdangerous。
  Nobodycaredenoughtoliftalittlefinger。Hetoldmethatevennowsometimeswakingupatnight,hefanciedhecouldhearthedullvibratingthuds。Thepintlescarriedaway,anditdroppedoffatlast。
  Thefinalcatastrophecamewiththesendingoffoftheironeremainingboat。ItwasFalkwhohadmanagedtopreserveherintact,andnowitwasagreedthatsomeofthehandsshouldsailawayintothetrackoftheshippingtoprocureassistance。
  Shewasprovisionedwithallthefoodtheycouldspareforthesixwhoweretogo。Theywaitedforafineday。Itwaslongincoming。Atlastonemorningtheyloweredherintothewater。
  Directly,inthatdemoralisedcrowd,troublebrokeout。Twomenwhohadnobusinesstherehadjumpedintotheboatunderthepretenceofunhookingthetackles,whilesomesortofsquabblearoseonthedeckamongsttheseweak,totteringspectresofaship’scompany。Thecaptain,whohadbeenfordayslivingsecludedandunapproach—
  ableinthechart—room,cametotherail。Heor—
  deredthetwomentocomeuponboardandmen—
  acedthemwithhisrevolver。Theypretendedtoobey,butsuddenlycuttingtheboat’spainter,gaveashoveagainsttheship’ssideandmadereadytohoistthesail。
  "Shoot,sir!Shootthemdown!"criedFalk——
  "andIwilljumpoverboardtoregaintheboat。"
  Butthecaptain,aftertakingaimwithanirreso—
  lutearm,turnedsuddenlyaway。
  Ahowlofragearose。Falkdashedintohiscabinforhisownpistol。Whenhereturneditwastoolate。Twomoremenhadleapedintothewater,butthefellowsintheboatbeatthemoffwiththeoars,hoistedtheboat’slugandsailedaway。Theywereneverheardofagain。
  Consternationanddespairpossessedtheremain—
  ingship’scompany,tilltheapathyofutterhope—
  lessnessre—asserteditssway。Thatdayafiremancommittedsuicide,runningupondeckwithhisthroatcutfromeartoear,tothehorrorofallhands。Hewasthrownoverboard。Thecaptainhadlockedhimselfinthechart—room,andFalk,knockingvainlyforadmittance,heardhimrecit—
  ingoverandoveragainthenamesofhiswifeandchildren,notasifcallinguponthemorcommend—
  ingthemtoGod,butinamechanicalvoicelikeanexerciseofmemory。Nextdaythedoorsofthechart—roomwereswingingopentotherolloftheship,andthecaptainhaddisappeared。Hemustduringthenighthavejumpedintothesea。Falklockedboththedoorsandkeptthekeys。
  Theorganisedlifeoftheshiphadcometoanend。Thesolidarityofthemenhadgone。Theybecameindifferenttoeachother。ItwasFalkwhotookinhandthedistributionofsuchfoodasre—
  mained。Theyboiledtheirbootsforsouptoekeouttherations,whichonlymadetheirhungermoreintolerable。Sometimeswhispersofhatewereheardpassingbetweenthelanguidskeletonsthatdriftedendlesslytoandfro,northandsouth,eastandwest,uponthatcarcaseofaship。
  Andinthisliesthegrotesquehorrorofthissom—
  brestory。Thelastextremityofsailors,overtakingasmallboatorafrailcraft,seemseasiertobear,becauseofthedirectdangeroftheseas。Thecon—
  finedspace,theclosecontact,theimminentmenaceofthewaves,seemtodrawmentogether,inspiteofmadness,sufferinganddespair。Buttherewasaship——safe,convenient,roomy:ashipwithbeds,bedding,knives,forks,comfortablecabins,glassandchina,andacompletecook’sgalley,pervaded,ruledandpossessedbythepitilessspectreofstar—
  vation。Thelampoilhadbeendrunk,thewickscutupforfood,thecandleseaten。Atnightshefloateddarkinallherrecesses,andfulloffears。
  OnedayFalkcameuponamangnawingasplinterofpinewood。Suddenlyhethrewthepieceofwoodaway,totteredtotherail,andfellover。Falk,toolatetopreventtheact,sawhimclawtheship’ssidedesperatelybeforehewentdown。Nextdayanothermandidthesamething,afterutteringhor—
  ribleimprecations。Butthisonesomehowman—
  agedtogetholdofthebrokenrudderchainsandhungonthere,silently。Falksetabouttryingtosavehim,andallthetimetheman,holdingwithbothhands,lookedathimanxiouslywithhissunkeneyes。Then,justasFalkwasreadytoputhishandonhim,themanletgohisholdandsanklikeastone。Falkreflectedonthesesights。Hisheartrevoltedagainstthehorrorofdeath,andhesaidtohimselfthathewouldstruggleforeverypre—
  ciousminuteofhislife。
  Oneafternoon——asthesurvivorslayaboutontheafterdeck——thecarpenter,atallmanwithablackbeard,spokeofthelastsacrifice。Therewasnothingeatableleftonboard。Nobodysaidawordtothis;butthatcompanyseparatedquickly,theselistlessfeeblespectresslunkoffonebyonetohideinfearofeachother。Falkandthecar—
  penterremainedondecktogether。Falklikedthebigcarpenter。Hehadbeenthebestmanofthelot,helpfulandreadyaslongastherewasanythingtodo,thelongesthopeful,andhadpreservedtothelastsomevigouranddecisionofmind。
  Theydidnotspeaktoeachother。Henceforthnovoicesweretobeheardconversingsadlyonboardthatship。Afteratimethecarpentertot—
  teredawayforward;butlateron,Falkgoingtodrinkatthefresh—waterpump,hadtheinspirationtoturnhishead。Thecarpenterhadstolenuponhimfrombehind,and,summoningallhisstrength,wasaimingwithacrowbarablowatthebackofhisskull。
  Dodgingjustintime,Falkmadehisescapeandranintohiscabin。Whilehewasloadinghisre—
  volverthere,heheardthesoundofheavyblowsstruckuponthebridge。Thelocksofthechart—
  roomdoorswereslight,theyflewopen,andthecar—
  penter,possessinghimselfofthecaptain’srevolver,firedashotofdefiance。
  Falkwasabouttogoondeckandhaveitoutatonce,whenheremarkedthatoneoftheportsofhiscabincommandedtheapproachestothefresh—
  waterpump。Insteadofgoingoutheremainedinandsecuredthedoor。"Thebestmanshallsur—
  vive,"hesaidtohimself——andtheother,herea—
  soned,mustatsometimeorothercometheretodrink。Thesestarvingmenwoulddrinkoftentocheatthepangsoftheirhunger。Butthecarpen—
  tertoomusthavenoticedthepositionoftheport。
  Theywerethetwobestmenintheship,andthegamewaswiththem。AlltherestofthedayFalksawnooneandheardnosound。Atnighthestrainedhiseyes。Itwasdark——heheardarustlingnoiseonce,buthewascertainthatnoonecouldhavecomenearthepump。Itwastotheleftofhisdeckport,andhecouldnothavefailedtoseeaman,forthenightwasclearandstarry。Hesawnothing;towardsmorninganotherfaintnoisemadehimsuspicious。Deliberatelyandquietlyheunlockedhisdoor。Hehadnotslept,andhadnotgivenwaytothehorrorofthesituation。Hewantedtolive。
  Butduringthenightthecarpenter,withoutatalltryingtoapproachthepump,hadmanagedtocreepquietlyalongthestarboardbulwark,and,unseen,hadcroucheddownrightunderFalk’sdeckport。Whendaylightcameheroseupsuddenly,lookedin,andputtinghisarmthroughtheroundbrassframedopening,firedatFalkwithinafoot。
  Hemissed——andFalk,insteadofattemptingtoseizethearmholdingtheweapon,openedhisdoorunexpectedly,andwiththemuzzleofhislongre—
  volvernearlytouchingtheother’sside,shothimdead。
  Thebestmanhadsurvived。Bothofthemhadatthebeginningjuststrengthenoughtostandontheirfeet,andbothhaddisplayedpitilessresolu—
  tion,endurance,cunningandcourage——allthequalitiesofclassicheroism。AtonceFalkthrewoverboardthecaptain’srevolver。Hewasabornmonopolist。Thenafterthereportofthetwoshots,followedbyaprofoundsilence,therecreptoutintothecold,crueldawnofAntarcticregions,fromvarioushiding—places,overthedeckofthatdismantledcorpseofashipfloatingonagreysearuledbyironnecessityandwithaheartofice——
  therecreptintoviewonebyone,cautious,slow,ea—
  ger,glaring,andunclean,abandofhungryandlividskeletons。Falkfacedthem,thepossessoroftheonlyfire—armonboard,andthesecondbestman——thecarpenter——waslyingdeadbetweenhimandthem。
  "Hewaseaten,ofcourse,"Isaid。
  Hebenthisheadslowly,shudderedalittle,draw—
  inghishandsoverhisface,andsaid,"Ihadneveranyquarrelwiththatman。Buttherewereourlivesbetweenhimandme。"
  Whycontinuethestoryofthatship,thatstorybeforewhich,withitsfresh—waterpumplikeaspringofdeath,itsmanwiththeweapon,thesearuledbyironnecessity,itsspectralbandswayedbyterrorandhope,itsmuteandunhearingheaven?——
  thefableoftheFlyingDutchmanwithitsconven—
  tionofcrimeanditssentimentalretributionfadeslikeagracefulwreath,likeawispofwhitemist。
  Whatistheretosaythateveryoneofuscannotguessforhimself?IbelieveFalkbeganbygoingthroughtheship,revolverinhand,toannexallthematches。Thosestarvingwretcheshadplentyofmatches!Hehadnomindtohavetheshipsetonfireunderhisfeet,eitherfromhateorfromdespair。
  Helivedintheopen,campingonthebridge,com—
  mandingalltheafterdeckandtheonlyapproachtothepump。Helived!Someoftheotherslivedtoo——concealed,anxious,comingoutonebyonefromtheirhiding—placesattheseductivesoundofashot。Andhewasnotselfish。Theyshared,butonlythreeofthemallwerealivewhenawhaler,re—
  turningfromhercruisingground,nearlyranoverthewater—loggedhulloftheBorgmesterDahl,which,itseems,intheendhadinsomewaysprungaleakinbothherholds,butbeingloadedwithdealscouldnotsink。
  "Theyalldied,"Falksaid。"Thesethreetoo,afterwards。ButIwouldnotdie。Alldied,all!
  underthisterriblemisfortune。ButwasItootothrowawaymylife?CouldI?Tellme,captain?
  Iwasalonethere,quitealone,justliketheothers。
  Eachmanwasalone。WasItogiveupmyre—
  volver?Whoto?OrwasItothrowitintothesea?Whatwouldhavebeenthegood?Onlythebestmanwouldsurvive。Itwasagreat,terrible,andcruelmisfortune。"
  Hehadsurvived!Isawhimbeforemeasthoughpreservedforawitnesstothemightytruthofanunerringandeternalprinciple。Greatbeadsofperspirationstoodonhisforehead。Andsud—
  denlyitstruckthetablewithaheavyblow,ashefellforwardthrowinghishandsout。
  "Andthisisworse,"hecried。"Thisisaworsepain!Thisismoreterrible。"
  Hemademyheartthumpwiththeprofoundcon—
  victionofhiscries。AndafterhehadleftmealoneIcalledupbeforemymentaleyetheimageofthegirlweepingsilently,abundantly,patiently,andasifirresistibly。Ithoughtofhertawnyhair。Ithoughthow,ifunplaited,itwouldhavecoveredherallroundaslowasthehips,likethehairofasiren。Andshehadbewitchedhim。Fancyamanwhowouldguardhisownlifewiththein—
  flexibilityofapitilessandimmovablefate,beingbroughttolamentthatonceacrowbarhadmissedhisskull!Thesirenssingandluretodeath,butthisonehadbeenweepingsilentlyasifforthepityofhislife。Shewasthetenderandvoicelesssirenofthisappallingnavigator。Heevidentlywantedtolivehiswholeconceptionoflife。Nothingelsewoulddo。Andshetoowasaservantofthatlifethat,inthemidstofdeath,criesaloudtooursenses。
  Shewaseminentlyfittedtointerpretforhimitsfeminineside。Andinherownway,andwithherownprofusionofsensuouscharms,shealsoseemedtoillustratetheeternaltruthofanunerringprin—
  ciple。Idon’tknowthoughwhatsortofprincipleHermannillustratedwhenheturnedupearlyonboardmyshipwithamostperplexedair。Itstruckme,however,thathetoowoulddohisbesttosurvive。Heseemedgreatlycalmedonthesub—
  jectofFalk,butstillveryfullofit。
  "WhatisityousaidIwaslastnight?Youknow,"heaskedaftersomepreliminarytalk。
  "Too——too——Idon’tknow。Averyfunnyword。"
  "Squeamish?"Isuggested。
  "Yes。Whatdoesitmean?"
  "Thatyouexaggeratethings——toyourself。
  Withoutinquiry,andsoon。"
  Heseemedtoturnitoverinhismind。Wewentontalking。ThisFalkwastheplagueofhislife。
  Upsettingeverybodylikethis!Mrs。Hermannwasunwellratherthismorning。Hisniecewascryingstill。Therewasnobodytolookafterthechildren。Hestruckhisumbrellaonthedeck。Shewouldbelikethatformonths。Fancycarryingallthewayhome,secondclass,aperfectlyuselessgirlwhoiscryingallthetime。ItwasbadforLenatoo,heobserved;butonwhatgroundsIcouldnotguess。Perhapsofthebadexample。Thatchildwasalreadysorrowingandcryingenoughovertheragdoll。Nicholaswasreallytheleastsentimentalpersonofthefamily。
  "Whydoessheweep?"Iasked。
  "Frompity,"criedHermann。
  Itwasimpossibletomakeoutwomen。Mrs。Her—
  mannwastheonlyonehepretendedtounderstand。
  Shewasvery,veryupsetanddoubtful。
  "Doubtfulaboutwhat?"Iasked。
  Heavertedhiseyesanddidnotanswerthis。Itwasimpossibletomakethemout。Forinstance,hisniecewasweepingforFalk。Nowhe(Her—
  mann)wouldliketowringhisneck——butthen……
  Hesupposedhehadtootenderaheart。"Frank—
  ly,"heaskedatlast,"whatdoyouthinkofwhatweheardlastnight,captain?"
  "Inallthesetales,"Iobserved,"thereisalwaysagooddealofexaggeration。"
  AndnotlettinghimrecoverfromhissurpriseI
  assuredhimthatIknewallthedetails。Hebeggedmenottorepeatthem。Hisheartwastootender。
  Theymadehimfeelunwell。Then,lookingathisfeetandspeakingveryslowly,hesupposedthatheneednotseemuchofthemaftertheyweremarried。
  For,indeed,hecouldnotbearthesightofFalk。
  Ontheotherhanditwasridiculoustotakehomeagirlwithherheadturned。Agirlthatweepsallthetimeandisofnohelptoheraunt。
  "Nowyouwillbeabletodowithonecabinonlyonyourpassagehome,"Isaid。
  "Yes,Ihadthoughtofthat,"hesaidbrightly,almost。"Yes!Himself,hiswife,fourchildren——onecabinmightdo。Whereasifhisniecewent……"
  "AndwhatdoesMrs。Hermannsaytoit?"I
  inquired。
  Mrs。Hermanndidnotknowwhetheramanofthatsortcouldmakeagirlhappy——shehadbeengreatlydeceivedinCaptainFalk。Shehadbeenveryupsetlastnight。
  Thosegoodpeopledidnotseemtobeabletore—
  tainanimpressionforawholetwelvehours。I
  assuredhimonmyownpersonalknowledgethatFalkpossessedinhimselfallthequalitiestomakehisniece’sfutureprosperous。Hesaidhewasgladtohearthis,andthathewouldtellhiswife。Thentheobjectofthevisitcameout。HewishedmetohelphimtoresumerelationswithFalk。Hisniece,hesaid,hadexpressedthehopeIwoulddosoinmykindness。HewasevidentlyanxiousthatIshould,forthoughheseemedtohaveforgottennine—tenthsofhislastnight’sopinionsandthewholeofhisin—
  dignation,yetheevidentlyfearedtobesenttotheright—about。"Youtoldmehewasverymuchinlove,"heconcludedslyly,andleeredinasortofbu—
  colicway。
  "AssoonashehadleftmyshipIcalledFalkonboardbysignal——thetugstilllyingattheanchor—
  age。Hetookthenewswithcalmgravity,asthoughhehadallalongexpectedthestarstofightforhimintheircourses。
  Isawthemoncemoretogether,andonlyonce——
  onthequarter—deckoftheDiana。Hermannsatsmokingwithashirt—sleevedelbowhookedoverthebackofhischair。Mrs。Hermannwassewingalone。AsFalksteppedoverthegangway,Her—
  mann’sniece,withaslightswishoftheskirtandaswiftfriendlynodtome,glidedpastmychair。
  Theymetinsunshineabreastofthemainmast。
  Heheldherhandsandlookeddownatthem,andshelookedupathimwithhercandidandunseeingglance。Itseemedtometheyhadcometogetherasifattracted,drawnandguidedtoeachotherbyamysteriousinfluence。Theywereacompletecouple。Inhergreyfrock,palpitatingwithlife,generousofform,olympianandsimple,shewasin—
  deedthesirentofascinatethatdarknavigator,thisruthlessloverofthefivesenses。FromafarI
  seemedtofeelthemasculinestrengthwithwhichhegraspedthosehandsshehadextendedtohimwithawomanlyswiftness。Lena,alittlepale,nursingherbelovedlumpofdirtyrags,ranto—
  wardsherbigfriend;andtheninthedrowsysi—
  lenceofthegoodoldshipMrs。Hermann’svoicerangoutsochangedthatitmademespinroundinmychairtoseewhatwasthematter。
  "Lena,comehere!"shescreamed。Andthisgood—naturedmatrongavemeawaveringglance,darkandfulloffearsomedistrust。Thechildranback,surprisedtoherknee。Butthetwo,stand—
  ingbeforeeachotherinsunlightwithclaspedhands,hadheardnothing,hadseennothingandnoone。Threefeetawayfromthemintheshadeaseamansatonaspar,verybusysplicingastrop,anddippinghisfingersintoatar—pot,asifutterlyunawareoftheirexistence。
  WhenIreturnedincommandofanothership,somefiveyearsafterwards,Mr。andMrs。Falkhadlefttheplace。IshouldnotwonderifSchom—
  berg’stonguehadsucceededatlastinscaringFalkawayforgood;and,indubitably,therewasatalestillgoingaboutthetownofacertainFalk,ownerofatug,whohadwonhiswifeatcardsfromthecaptainofanEnglishship。