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第1章

  POET—LAUREATE
  CONTENTS
  EnochArdenAylmer’sFieldSeaDreamsTheGrandmotherNorthernFarmerMiscellaneousTithonusTheVoyageIntheValleyofCauteretzTheFlowerRequiescatTheSailor—BoyTheIsletTheRingletAWelcometoAlexandraOdesungattheOpeningoftheInternationalExhibitionADedicationExperimentsBoadiceaInQuantitySpecimenofaTranslationoftheIliadinBlankVerseLonglinesofcliffbreakinghaveleftachasm;
  Andinthechasmarefoamandyellowsands;
  Beyond,redroofsaboutanarrowwharfIncluster;thenamoulder’dchurch;andhigherAlongstreetclimbstoonetall—tower’dmill;
  AndhighinheavenbehinditagraydownWithDanishbarrows;andahazelwood,Byautumnnuttershaunted,flourishesGreeninacuplikehollowofthedown。
  Hereonthisbeachahundredyearsago,Threechildrenofthreehouses,AnnieLee,Theprettiestlittledamselintheport,AndPhilipRaythemiller’sonlyson,AndEnochArden,aroughsailor’sladMadeorphanbyawintershipwreck,play’dAmongthewasteandlumberoftheshore,Hardcoilsofcordage,swarthyfishing—nets,Anchorsofrustyfluke,andboatsupdrawn,AndbuilttheircastlesofdissolvingsandTowatchthemoverflow’d,orfollowingupAndflyingthewhitebreaker,dailyleftThelittlefootprintdailywash’daway。
  Anarrowcaveraninbeneaththecliff:
  Inthisthechildrenplay’datkeepinghouse。
  Enochwashostoneday,Philipthenext,WhileAnniestillwasmistress;butattimesEnochwouldholdpossessionforaweek:
  `Thisismyhouseandthismylittlewife。’
  `Minetoo’saidPhilip`turnandturnabout:’
  When,iftheyquarrell’d,Enochstronger—madeWasmaster:thenwouldPhilip,hisblueeyesAllfloodedwiththehelplesswrathoftears,Shriekout`Ihateyou,Enoch,’andatthisThelittlewifewouldweepforcompany,Andpraythemnottoquarrelforhersake,Andsayshewouldbelittlewifetoboth。
  Butwhenthedawnofrosychildhoodpast,Andthenewwarmthoflife’sascendingsunWasfeltbyeither,eitherfixthisheartOnthatonegirl;andEnochspokehislove,ButPhiliplovedinsilence;andthegirlSeem’dkinderuntoPhilipthantohim;
  ButshelovedEnoch;tho’sheknewitnot,Andwouldifask’ddenyit。EnochsetApurposeevermorebeforehiseyes,Tohoardallsavingstotheuttermost,Topurchasehisownboat,andmakeahomeForAnnie:andsoprosper’dthatatlastAluckierorabolderfisherman,Acarefullerinperil,didnotbreatheForleaguesalongthatbreaker—beatencoastThanEnoch。LikewisehadheservedayearOnboardamerchantman,andmadehimselfFullsailor;andhethricehadpluck’dalifeFromthedreadsweepofthedown—streamingseas:
  Andallmelook’duponhimfavorably:
  Anderehetouch’dhisone—and—twentiethMayHepurchasedhisownboat,andmadeahomeForAnnie,neatandnestlike,halfwayupThenarrowstreetthatclamber’dtowardthemill。
  Then,onagoldenautumneventide,Theyoungerpeoplemakingholiday,Withbagandsackandbasket,greatandsmall,Wentnuttingtothehazels。Philipstay’d(Hisfatherlyingsickandneedinghim)
  Anhourbehind;butasheclimb’dthehill,JustwheretheproneedgeofthewoodbeganTofeathertowardthehollow,sawthepair,EnochandAnnie,sittinghand—in—hand,Hislargegrayeyesandweather—beatenfaceAll—kindledbyastillandsacredfire,Thatburn’dasonanaltar。Philiplook’d,Andintheireyesandfacesreadhisdoom;
  Then,astheirfacesdrewtogether,groan’d,Andsliptaside,andlikeawoundedlifeCreptdownintothehollowsofthewood;
  There,whiletherestwereloudinmerrymaking,Hadhisdarkhourunseen,androseandpastBearingalifelonghungerinhisheart。
  Sothesewerewed,andmerrilyrangthebells,Andmerrilyrantheyears,sevenhappyyears,Sevenhappyyearsofhealthandcompetence,Andmutualloveandhonorabletoil;
  Withchildren;firstadaughter。Inhimwoke,Withhisfirstbabe’sfirstcry,thenoblewishTosaveallearningstotheuttermost,Andgivehischildabetterbringing—upThanhishadbeen,orhers;awishrenew’d,WhentwoyearsaftercameaboytobeTherosyidolofhersolitudes,WhileEnochwasabroadonwrathfulseas,Oroftenjourneyinglandward;forintruthEnoch’swhitehorse,andEnoch’socean—spoilInocean—smellingosier,andhisface,Rough—redden’dwithathousandwintergales,Notonlytothemarket—crosswereknown,Butintheleafylanesbehindthedown,Farastheportal—wardinglion—whelp,Andpeacock—yewtreeofthelonelyHall,WhoseFridayfarewasEnoch’sministering。
  Thencameachange,asallthingshumanchange。
  TenmilestonorthwardofthenarrowportOpen’dalargerhaven:thitherusedEnochattimestogobylandorsea;
  Andoncewhenthere,andclamberingonamastInharbor,bymischancehesliptandfell:
  Alimbwasbrokenwhentheyliftedhim;
  Andwhilehelayrecoveringthere,hiswifeBorehimanotherson,asicklyone:
  AnotherhandcrepttooacrosshistradeTakingherbreadandtheirs:andonhimfell,Altho’agraveandstaidGod—fearingman,Yetlyingthusinactive,doubtandgloom。
  Heseem’d,asinanightmareofthenight,ToseehischildrenleadingevermoreLowmiserablelivesofhand—to—mouth,Andher,heloved,abeggar:thenhepray’d`Savethemfromthis,whatevercomestome。’
  Andwhilehepray’d,themasterofthatshipEnochhadservedin,hearinghismischance,Came,forheknewthemanandvaluedhim,ReportingofhisvesselChina—bound,Andwantingyetaboatswain。Wouldhego?
  Thereyetweremanyweeksbeforeshesail’d,Sail’dfromthisport。WouldEnochhavetheplace?
  AndEnochallatonceassentedtoit,Rejoicingatthatanswertohisprayer。
  Sonowthattheshadowofmischanceappear’dNograverthanaswhensomelittlecloudCutsoffthefieryhighwayofthesun,Andislesalightintheoffing:yetthewife——
  Whenhewasgone——thechildren——whattodo?
  ThenEnochlaylong—ponderingonhisplans;
  Toselltheboat——andyethelovedherwell——
  Howmanyaroughseahadheweather’dinher!
  Heknewher,asahorsemanknowshishorse——
  Andyettosellher——thenwithwhatshebroughtBuygoodsandstores——setAnnieforthintradeWithallthatseamenneededortheirwives——
  Somightshekeepthehousewhilehewasgone。
  Shouldhenottradehimselfoutyonder?goThisvoyagemorethanonce?yeatwiceorthrice——
  Asoftasneeded——last,returningrich,Becomethemasterofalargercraft,Withfullerprofitsleadaneasierlife,Haveallhisprettyyoungoneseducated,Andpasshisdaysinpeaceamonghisown。
  ThusEnochinhisheartdeterminedall:
  ThenmovinghomewardcameonAnniepale,Nursingthesicklybabe,herlatest—born。
  Forwardshestartedwithahappycry,Andlaidthefeebleinfantinhisarms;
  WhomEnochtook,andhandledallhislimbs,Appraisedhisweightandfondledfatherlike,ButhadnohearttobreakhispurposesToAnnie,tillthemorrow,whenhespoke。
  ThenfirstsinceEnoch’sgoldenringhadgirtHerfinger,Anniefoughtagainsthiswill:
  Yetnotwithbrawlingoppositionshe,Butmanifoldentreaties,manyatear,Manyasadkissbydayandnightrenew’d(Surethatallevilwouldcomeoutofit)
  Besoughthim,supplicating,ifhecaredForhereorhisdearchildren,nottogo。
  Henotforhisownselfcaringbuther,Herandherchildren,letherpleadinvain;
  Sogrievingheldhiswill,andboreitthro’。
  ForEnochpartedwithhisoldsea—friend,BoughtAnniegoodsandstores,andsethishandTofittheirlittlestreetwardsitting—roomWithshelfandcornerforthegoodsandstores。
  SoalldaylongtillEnoch’slastathome,Shakingtheirprettycabin,hammerandaxe,Augerandsaw,whileAnnieseem’dtohearHerowndeath—scaffoldraising,shrill’dandrang,Tillthiswasended,andhiscarefulhand,——
  Thespacewasnarrow,——havingorder’dallAlmostasneatandcloseasNaturepacksHerblossomorherseedling,paused;andhe,WhoneedswouldworkforAnnietothelast,Ascendingtired,heavilyslepttillmorn。
  AndEnochfacedthismorningoffarewellBrightlyandboldly。AllhisAnnie’sfears,Save,ashisAnnie’s,werealaughtertohim。
  YetEnochasabraveGod—fearingmanBow’dhimselfdown,andinthatmysteryWhereGod—in—manisonewithman—in—God,Pray’dforablessingonhiswifeandbabesWhatevercametohim:andthenhesaid`Annie,thisvoyagebythegraceofGodWillbringfairweatheryettoallofus。
  Keepacleanhearthandaclearfireforme,ForI’llbeback,mygirl,beforeyouknowit。’
  Thenlightlyrockingbaby’scradle`andhe,Thispretty,puny,weaklylittleone,——
  Nay——forIlovehimallthebetterforit——
  Godblesshim,heshallsituponmykneesAndIwilltellhimtalesofforeignparts,Andmakehimmerry,whenIcomehomeagain。
  ComeAnnie,come,cheerupbeforeIgo。’
  Himrunningonthushopefullysheheard,Andalmosthopedherself;butwhenheturn’dThecurrentofhistalktograverthingsInsailorfashionroughlysermonizingOnprovidenceandtrustinHeaven,sheheard,Heardandnotheardhim;asthevillagegirl,Whosetsherpitcherunderneaththespring,Musingonhimthatusedtofillitforher,Hearsandnothears,andletsitoverflow。
  Atlengthshespoke`OEnoch,youarewise;
  AndyetforallyourwisdomwellknowI
  ThatIshalllookuponyourfacenomore。’
  `Wellthen,’saidEnoch,`Ishalllookonyours。
  Annie,theshipIsailinpasseshere(Henamedtheday)getyouaseaman’sglass,Spyoutmyface,andlaughatallyourfears。’
  Butwhenthelastofthoselastmomentscame,`Anniemygirl,cheerup,becomforted,Looktothebabes,andtillIcomeagain,Keepeverythingshipshape,forImustgo。
  Andfearnomoreforme;orifyoufearCastallyourcaresonGod;thatanchorholds。
  IsHenotyonderinthoseuttermostPartsofthemorning?ifIfleetotheseCanIgofromHim?andtheseaisHis,TheseaisHis:Hemadeit。’
  Enochrose,Casthisstrongarmsabouthisdroopingwife,Andkiss’dhiswonder—strickenlittleones;
  Butforthethird,sicklyone,whosleptAfteranightoffeverouswakefulness,WhenAnniewouldhaveraisedhimEnochsaid`Wakehimnot;lethimsleep;howshouldthischildRememberthis?’andkiss’edhiminhiscot。
  ButAnniefromherbaby’sforeheadcliptAtinycurl,andgaveit:thishekeptThro’allhisfuture;butnowhastilycaughtHisbundle,wavedhishand,andwenthisway。
  Shewhentheday,thatEnochmention’d,came,Borrow’daglass,butallinvain:perhapsShecouldnotfixtheglasstosuithereye;
  Perhapshereyewasdim,handtremulous;
  Shesawhimnot:andwhilehestoodondeckWaving,themomentandthevesselpast。
  Ev’ntothelastdipofthevanishingsailShewatch’dit,anddepartedweepingforhim;
  Then,tho’shemourn’dhisabsenceashisgrave,Sethersadwillnolesstochimewithhis,Butthrovenotinhertrade,notbeingbredTobarter,norcompensatingthewantByshrewdness,neithercapableoflies,Noraskingovermuchandtakingless,Andstillforeboding`whatwouldEnochsay?’
  Formorethanonce,indaysofdifficultyAndpressure,hadshesoldherwaresforlessThanwhatshegaveinbuyingwhatshesold:
  Shefail’dandsadden’dknowingit;andthus,Expectantofthatnewsthatnevercame,Gain’dforhereownascantysustenance,Andlivedalifeofsilentmelancholy。
  Nowthethirdchildwassickly—bornandgrewYetsicklier,tho’themothercaredforitWithallamother’scare:nevertheless,Whetherherbusinessoftencall’dherfromit,Orthro’thewantofwhatitneededmost,OrmeanstopaythevoicewhobestcouldtellWhatmostitneeded——howsoe’eritwas,Afteralingering,——ereshewasaware,——
  Likethecagedbirdescapingsuddenly,Thelittleinnocentsoulflittedaway。
  InthatsameweekwhenAnnieburiedit,Philip’strueheart,whichhunger’dforherpeace(SinceEnochlefthehadnotlook’duponher),Smotehim,ashavingkeptaloofsolong。
  `Surely’saidPhilip`Imayseehernow,Maybesomelittlecomfort;’thereforewent,Pastthro’thesolitaryroominfront,Pausedforamomentataninnerdoor,Thenstruckitthrice,and,nooneopening,Enter’d;butAnnie,seatedwithhergrief,Freshfromtheburialofherlittleone,Carednottolookonanyhumanface,Butturn’dherowntowardthewallandwept。
  ThenPhilipstandingupsaidfalteringly`Annie,Icametoaskafavorofyou。’
  Hespoke;thepassioninhermoan’dreply`FavorfromonesosadandsoforlornAsIam!’halfabash’dhim;yetunask’d,Hisbashfulnessandtendernessatwar,Hesethimselfbesideher,sayingtoher:
  `Icametospeaktoyouofwhathewish’d,Enoch,yourhusband:IhaveeversaidYouchosethebestamongus——astrongman:
  ForwherehefixthishearthesethishandTodothethinghewill’d,andboreitthro’。
  Andwhereforedidhegothiswearyway,Andleaveyoulonely?nottoseetheworld——
  Forpleasure?——nay,butforthewherewithalTogivehisbabesabetterbringing—upThanhishadbeen,oryours:thatwashiswish。
  Andifhecomeagain,vextwillhebeTofindthepreciousmorninghourswerelost。
  Anditwouldvexhimeveninhisgrave,IfhecouldknowhisbabeswererunningwildLikecoltsaboutthewaste。SoAnnie,now——
  Havewenotknowneachotherallourlives?
  IdobeseechyoubytheloveyoubearHimandhischildrennottosaymenay——
  For,ifyouwill,whenEnochcomesagainWhythenheshallrepayme——ifyouwill,Annie——forIamrichandwell—to—do。
  Nowletmeputtheboyandgirltoschool:
  ThisisthefavorthatIcametoask。’
  ThenAnniewithherbrowsagainstthewallAnswer’d`Icannotlookyouintheface;
  Iseemsofoolishandsobrokendown。
  Whenyoucameinmysorrowbrokemedown;
  AndnowIthinkyourkindnessbreaksmedown;
  ButEnochlives;thatisborneinonme:
  Hewillrepayyou:moneycanberepaid;
  Notkindnesssuchasyours。’
  AndPhilipask’d`Thenyouwillletme,Annie?’
  Theresheturn’d,Sherose,andfixtherswimmingeyesuponhim,Anddweltamomentonhiskindlyface,ThencallingdownablessingonhisheadCaughtathishandandwrungitpassionately,Andpastintothelittlegarthbeyond。
  Soliftedupinspirithemovedaway。
  ThenPhilipputtheboyandgirltoschool,Andboughtthemneedfulbooks,andeveryway,Likeonewhodoeshisdutybyhisown,Madehimselftheirs;andtho’forAnnie’ssake,Fearingthelazygossipoftheport,Heoftdeniedhishearthisdearestwish,Andseldomcrostherthreshold,yethesentGiftsbythechildren,garden—herbsandfruit,Thelateandearlyrosesfromhiswall,Orconiesfromthedown,andnowandthen,WithsomepretextoffinenessinthemealTosavetheoffenceofcharitable,flourFromhistallmillthatwhistledonthewaste。
  ButPhilipdidnotfathomAnnie’smind:
  Scarcecouldthewomanwhenhecameuponher,OutoffullheartandboundlessgratitudeLightonabrokenwordtothankhimwith。
  ButPhilipwasherchildren’sall—in—all;
  FromdistantcornersofthestreettheyranTogreethisheartywelcomeheartily;
  Lordsofhishouseandofhismillwerethey;
  WorriedhispassiveearwithpettywrongsOrpleasures,hunguponhim,play’dwithhimAndcall’dhimFatherPhilip。Philipgain’dAsEnochlost;forEnochseem’dtothemUncertainasavisionoradream,FaintasafigureseeninearlydawnDownatthefarendofanavenue,Goingweknownotwhere:andsotenyears,SinceEnochlefthishearthandnativeland,Fledforward,andnonewsofEnochcame。
  ItchancedoneeveningAnnie’schildrenlong’dTogowithothers,nuttingtothewood,AndAnniewouldgowiththem;thentheybegg’dForFatherPhilip(astheycall’dhim)too:
  Him,liketheworkingbeeinblossom—dust,Blanch’dwithhismill,theyfound;andsayingtohim`ComewithusFatherPhilip’hedenied;
  Butwhenthechildrenpluck’dathimtogo,Helaugh’d,andyieldingreadilytotheirwish,ForwasnotAnniewiththem?andtheywent。
  Butafterscalinghalfthewearydown,JustwheretheproneedgeofthewoodbeganTofeathertowardthehollow,allherforceFail’dher;andsighing`letmerest’shesaid。
  SoPhiliprestedwithherwell—content;
  WhilealltheyoungeroneswithjubilantcriesBrokefromtheirelders,andtumultuouslyDownthro’thewhiteninghazelsmadeaplungeTothebottom,anddispersed,andbeatorbrokeThelithereluctantboughstotearawayTheirtawnyclusters,cryingtoeachotherAndcalling,hereandthere,aboutthewood。
  ButPhilipsittingathersideforgotHerpresence,andremember’donedarkhourHereinthiswood,whenlikeawoundedlifeHecreptintotheshadow:atlasthesaidLiftinghishonestforehead`Listen,Annie,Howmerrytheyaredownyonderinthewood。’
  `Tired,Annie?’forshedidnotspeakaword。
  `Tired?’butherfacehadfall’nuponherhands;
  Atwhich,aswithakindangerinhim,`Theshipwaslost’hesaid`theshipwaslost!
  Nomoreofthat!whyshouldyoukillyourselfAndmakethemorphansquite?’AndAnniesaid`Ithoughtnotofit:but——Iknownnotwhy——
  Theirvoicesmakemefeelsosolitary。’
  ThenPhilipcomingsomewhatcloserspoke。
  `Annie,thereisathinguponmymind,Andithasbeenuponmymindsolong,Thattho’Iknownotwhenitfirstcamethere,Iknowthatitwilloutatlast。OAnnie,Itisbeyondallhope,againstallchance,ThathewholeftyoutenlongyearsagoShouldstillbeliving;wellthen——letmespeak:
  Igrievetoseeyoupoorandwantinghelp:
  IcannothelpyouasIwishtodoUnless——theysaythatwomenaresoquick——
  PerhapsyouknowwhatIwouldhaveyouknow——
  Iwishyouformywife。IfainwouldproveAfathertoyourchildren:IdothinkTheylovemeasafather:IamsureThatIlovethemasiftheyweremineown;
  AndIbelieve,ifyouwerefastmywife,Thatafterallthesesaduncertainyears,WemightbestillashappyasGodgrantsToanyofHiscreatures。Thinkuponit:
  ForIamwell—to—do——nokin,nocare,Noburthen,savemycareforyouandyours:
  Andwehaveknowneachotherallourlives,AndIhavelovedyoulongerthanyouknow。’
  Thenanswer’dAnnie;tenderlyshespoke:
  `YouhavebeenasGod’sgoodangelinourhouse。
  Godblessyouforit,Godrewardyouforit,Philip,withsomethinghappierthanmyself。
  Canonelivetwice?canyoubeeverlovedAsEnochwas?whatisitthatyouask?’
  `Iamcontent’heanswer’d`tobelovedAlittleafterEnoch。’`O’shecriedScaredasitwere`dearPhilip,waitawhile:
  IfEnochcomes——butEnochwillnotcome——
  Yetwaitayear,ayearisnotsolong:
  SurelyIshallbewiserinayear:
  Owaitalittle!’Philipsadlysaid`Annie,asIhavewaitedallmylifeIwellmaywaitalittle。’`Nay’shecried`Iambound:youhavemypromise——inayear:
  WillyounotbideyouryearasIbidemine?’
  AndPhilipanswer’d`Iwillbidemyyear。’
  Herebothweremute,tillPhilipglancingupBeheldthedeadflameofthefallendayPassfromtheDanishbarrowoverhead;
  ThenfearingnightandchillforAnnierose,Andsenthisvoicebeneathhimthro’thewood。
  Upcamethechildrenladenwiththeirspoil;
  Thenalldescendedtotheport,andthereAtAnnie’sdoorhepausedandgavehishand,Sayinggently`Annie,whenIspoketoyou,Thatwasyourhourofweakness。Iwaswrong。
  Iamalwaysboundtoyou,butyouarefree。’
  ThenAnnieweepinganswer’d`Iambound。’
  Shespoke;andinonemomentasitwere,Whileyetshewentaboutherhouseholdways,Ev’nasshedweltuponhislatestwords,Thathehadlovedherlongerthansheknew,Thatautumnintoautumnflash’dagain,Andtherehestoodoncemorebeforeherface,Claimingherpromise。`Isitayear?’sheask’d。
  `Yes,ifthenuts’hesaid`beripeagain:
  Comeoutandsee。’Butshe——sheputhimoff——
  Somuchtolookto——suchachange——amonth——
  Giveheramonth——sheknewthatshewasbound——
  Amonth——nomore。ThenPhilipwithhiseyesFullofthatlifelonghunger,andhisvoiceShakingalittlelikeadrunkard’shand,`Takeyourowntime,Annie,takeyourowntime。’
  AndAnniecouldhaveweptforpityofhim;
  AndyetsheheldhimondelayinglyWithmanyascarce—believableexcuse,Tryinghistruthandhislong—sufferance,Tillhalf—anotheryearhadsliptaway。
  Bythisthelazygossipsoftheport,Abhorrentofacalculationcrost,Begantochafeasatapersonalwrong。
  SomethoughtthatPhilipdidbuttriflewithher;
  Somethatshebutheldofftodrawhimon;
  Andotherslaugh’datherandPhiliptoo,Assimplefolksthatknewnottheirownminds;
  Andone,inwhomallevilfanciesclungLikeserpenteggstogether,laughinglyWouldhintaworseineither。HerownsonWassilent,tho’heoftenlook’dhiswish;
  ButevermorethedaughterprestuponherTowedthemansodeartoallofthemAndliftthehouseholdoutofpoverty;
  AndPhilip’srosyfacecontractinggrewCarewornandwan;andallthesethingsfellonherSharpasreproach。
  AtlastonenightitchancedThatAnniecouldnotsleep,butearnestlyPray’dforasign`myEnochishegone?’
  Thencompass’droundbytheblindwallofnightBrook’dnottheexpectantterrorofherheart,Startedfrombed,andstruckherselfalight,ThendesperatelyseizedtheholyBook,Suddenlysetitwidetofindasign,Suddenlyputherfingeronthetext,`Underapalmtree。’Thatwasnothingtoher:
  Nomeaningthere:sheclosedthebookandslept:
  Whenlo!herEnochsittingonaheight,Underapalmtree,overhimtheSun:
  `Heisgone’shethought`heishappy,heissingingHosannainthehighest:yondershinesTheSunofRighteousness,andthesebepalmsWhereofthehappypeoplestrowingcried"Hosannainthehighest!"’Hereshewoke,Resolved,sentforhimandsaidwildlytohim`Thereisnoreasonwhyweshouldnotwed。’
  `ThenforGod’ssake,’heanswer’d,`bothoursakes,Soyouwillwedme,letitbeatonce。’
  Sothesewerewedandmerrilyrangthebells,Merrilyrangthebellsandtheywerewed。
  ButnevermerrilybeatAnnie’sheart。
  Afootstepseem’dtofallbesideherpath,Sheknewnotwhence;awhisperinherear,Sheknewnotwhat;norlovedshetobeleftAloneathome,norventuredoutalone。
  Whatail’dherthen,thateresheenter’d,oftenHerhanddweltlingeringlyonthelatch,Fearingtoenter:Philipthoughtheknew:
  Suchdoubtsandfearswerecommontoherstate,Beingwithchild:butwhenherchildwasborn,Thenhernewchildwasasherselfrenew’d,Thenthenewmothercameaboutherheart,ThenhergoodPhilipwasherall—in—all,Andthatmysteriousinstinctwhollydied。
  AndwherewasEnoch?prosperouslysail’dTheship`GoodFortune,’tho’atsettingforthTheBiscay,roughlyridgingeastward,shookAndalmostoverwhelm’dher,yetunvextShesliptacrossthesummeroftheworld,ThenafteralongtumbleabouttheCapeAndfrequentinterchangeoffoulandfair,Shepassingthro’thesummerworldagain,ThebreathofheavencamecontinuallyAndsenthersweetlybythegoldenisles,Tillsilentinherorientalhaven。
  ThereEnochtradedforhimself,andboughtQuaintmonstersforthemarketofthosetimes,Agildeddragon,also,forthebabes。
  Lessluckyherhome—voyage:atfirstindeedThro’manyafairsea—circle,daybyday,Scarce—rocking,herfull—bustedfigure—headStaredo’ertheripplefeatheringfromherbows:
  Thenfollow’dcalms,andthenwindsvariable,Thenbaffling,alongcourseofthem;andlastStorm,suchasdroveherundermoonlessheavensTillharduponthecryof`breakers’cameThecrashofruin,andthelossofallButEnochandtwoothers。Halfthenight,Buoy’duponfloatingtackleandbrokenspars,Thesedrifted,strandingonanisleatmornRich,butloneliestinalonelysea。
  Nowantwasthereofhumansustenance,Softfruitage,mightynuts,andnourishingroots;
  NorsaveforpitywasithardtotakeThehelplesslifesowildthatitwastame。
  Thereinaseaward—gazingmountain—gorgeTheybuilt,andthatch’dwithleavesofpalm,ahut,Halfhut,halfnativecavern。Sothethree,SetinthisEdenofallplenteousness,Dweltwitheternalsummer,ill—content。
  Forone,theyoungest,hardlymorethanboy,Hurtinthatnightofsuddenruinandwreck,Laylingeringoutathree—years’death—in—life。
  Theycouldnotleavehim。Afterhewasgone,Thetworemainingfoundafallenstem;
  AndEnoch’scomrade,carelessofhimself,Fire—hollowingthisinIndianfashion,fellSun—stricken,andthatotherlivedalone。
  InthosetwodeathshereadGod’swarning`wait。’
  Themountainwoodedtothepeak,thelawnsAndwindinggladeshighuplikewaystoHeaven,Theslendercoco’sdroopingcrownofplumes,Thelightningflashofinsectandofbird,ThelustreofthelongconvolvulusesThatcoil’daroundthestatelystems,andranEv’ntothelimitoftheland,theglowsAndgloriesofthebroadbeltoftheworld,Allthesehesaw;butwhathefainhadseenHecouldnotsee,thekindlyhumanface,Noreverhearakindlyvoice,butheardThemyriadshriekofwheelingocean—fowl,Theleague—longrollerthunderingonthereef,Themovingwhisperofhugetreesthatbranch’dAndblossom’dinthezenith,orthesweepOfsomeprecipitousrivulettothewave,Asdowntheshoreheranged,oralldaylongSatoftenintheseaward—gazinggorge,Ashipwreck’dsailor,waitingforasail:
  Nosailfromdaytoday,buteverydayThesunrisebrokenintoscarletshaftsAmongthepalmsandfernsandprecipices;
  Theblazeuponthewaterstotheeast;
  Theblazeuponhisislandoverhead;
  Theblazeuponthewaterstothewest;
  ThenthegreatstarsthatglobedthemselvesinHeaven,Thehollower—bellowingocean,andagainThescarletshaftsofsunrise——butnosail。
  Thereoftenashewatch’dorseem’dtowatch,Sostill,thegoldenlizardonhimpaused,AphantommadeofmanyphantomsmovedBeforehimhauntinghim,orhehimselfMovedhauntingpeople,thingsandplaces,knownFarinadarkerislebeyondtheline;
  Thebabes,theirbabble,Annie,thesmallhouse,Theclimbingstreet,themill,theleafylanes,Thepeacock—yewtreeandthelonelyHall,Thehorsehedrove,theboathesold,thechillNovemberdawnsanddewy—gloomingdowns,Thegentleshower,thesmellofdyingleaves,Andthelowmoanofleaden—color’dseas。
  Oncelikewise,intheringingofhisears,Tho’faintly,merrily——farandfaraway——
  Heheardthepealingofhisparishbells;
  Then,tho’heknewnotwherefore,startedupShuddering,andwhenthebeauteoushatefulisleReturn’duponhim,hadnothispoorheartSpokenwithThat,whichbeingeverywhereLetsnone,whospeakswithHim,seemallalone,Surelythemanhaddiedofsolitude。
  ThusoverEnoch’searly—silveringheadThesunnyandrainyseasonscameandwentYearafteryear。Hishopestoseehisown,Andpacethesacredoldfamiliarfields,Notyethadperish’d,whenhislonelydoomCamesuddenlytoanend。Anothership(Shewantedwater)blownbybafflingwinds,LiketheGoodFortune,fromherdestinedcourse,Stay’dbythisisle,notknowingwhereshelay:
  ForsincethematehadseenatearlydawnAcrossabreakonthemist—wreathenisleThesilentwaterslippingfromthehills,TheysentacrewthatlandingburstawayInsearchofstreamorfount,andfill’dtheshoresWithclamor。DownwardfromhismountaingorgeSteptthelong—hair’dlong—beardedsolitary,Brown,lookinghardlyhuman,strangelyclad,Mutteringandmumbling,idiotlikeitseem’d,Withinarticulaterage,andmakingsignsTheyknewnotwhat:andyetheledthewayTowheretherivuletsofsweetwaterran;
  Andeverashemingledwiththecrew,Andheardthemtalking,hislong—boundentongueWasloosen’d,tillhemadethemunderstand;
  Whom,whentheircaskswerefill’dtheytookaboard:
  Andtherethetaleheutter’dbrokenly,Scarcecreditedatfirstbutmoreandmore,Amazedandmeltedallwholisten’dtoit:
  Andclothestheygavehimandfreepassagehome;
  Butofthework’damongtherestandshookHisisolationfromhim。NoneoftheseCamefromhiscounty,orcouldanswerhim,Ifquestion’d,aughtofwhathecaredtoknow。
  Anddullthevoyagewaswithlongdelays,Thevesselscarcesea—worthy;butevermoreHisfancyfledbeforethelazywindReturning,tillbeneathacloudedmoonHelikealoverdownthro’allhisbloodDrewinthedewymeadowymorning—breathOfEngland,blownacrossherghostlywall:
  AndthatsamemorningofficersandmenLeviedakindlytaxuponthemselves,Pityingthelonelyman,andgavehimit:
  Thenmovingupthecoasttheylandedhim,Ev’ninthatharborwhencehesail’dbefore。
  ThereEnochspokenowordtoanyone,Buthomeward——home——whathome?hadheahome?
  Hishome,hewalk’d。Brightwasthatafternoon,Sunnybutchill;tilldrawnthro’eitherchasm,Whereeitherhavenopen’donthedeeps,Roll’dasea—hazeandwhelm’dtheworldingray;
  Cutoffthelengthofhighwayonbefore,AndleftbutnarrowbreadthtoleftandrightOfwither’dholtortilthorpasturage。
  Onthenigh—nakedtreetheRobinpipedDisconsolate,andthro’thedrippinghazeThedeadweightofthedeadleafboreitdown。
  Thickerthedrizzlegrew,deeperthegloom;
  Last,asitseem’d,agreatmist—blottedlightFlaredonhim,andhecameupontheplace。
  Thendownthelongstreethavingslowlystolen,Hisheartforeshadowingallcalamity,Hiseyesuponthestones,hereach’dthehomeWhereAnnielivedandlovedhim,andhisbabesInthosefar—offsevenhappyyearswereborn;
  Butfindingneitherlightnormurmurthere(Abillofsalegleam’dthro’thedrizzle)creptStilldownwardthinking`deadordeadtome!’
  Downtothepoolandnarrowwharfhewent,Seekingatavernwhichofoldheknew,Afrontoftimber—crostantiquity,Sopropt,worm—eaten,ruinouslyold,Hethoughtitmusthavegone;buthewasgoneWhokeptit;andhiswidow,MiriamLane,Withdaily—dwindlingprofitsheldthehouse;
  Ahauntofbrawlingseamenonce,butnowStiller,withyetabedforwanderingmen。
  ThereEnochrestedsilentlymanydays。
  ButMiriamLanewasgoodandgarrulous,Norlethimbe,butoftenbreakingin,Toldhim,withotherannalsoftheport,Notknowing——Enochwassobrown,sobow’d,Sobroken——allthestoryofhishouse。
  Hisbaby’sdeath,hergrowingpoverty,HowPhilipputherlittleonestoschool,Andkepttheminit,hislongwooingher,Herslowconsent,andmarriage,andthebirthOfPhilip’schild:ando’erhiscountenanceNoshadowpast,normotion:anyone,Regarding,wellhaddeem’dhefeltthetaleLessthantheteller:onlywhensheclosed`Enoch,poorman,wascastawayandlost’
  He,shakinghisgrayheadpathetically,Repeatedmuttering`castawayandlost;’
  Againindeeperinwardwhispers`lost!’
  ButEnochyearn’dtoseeherfaceagain;
  `IfImightlookonhersweetfacegainAndknowthatsheishappy。’SothethoughtHauntedandharass’dhim,anddrovehimforth,AteveningwhenthedullNovemberdayWasgrowingdullertwilight,tothehill。
  Therehesatdowngazingonallbelow;
  Theredidathousandmemoriesrolluponhim,Unspeakableforsadness。ByandbyTheruddysquareofcomfortablelight,Far—blazingfromtherearofPhilip’shouse,Alluredhim,asthebeacon—blazealluresThebirdofpassage,tillhemadlystrikesAgainstit,andbeatsouthiswearylife。
  ForPhilip’sdwellingfrontedonthestreet,Thelatesthousetolandward;butbehind,Withonesmallgatethatopen’donthewaste,Flourish’dalittlegardensquareandwall’d:
  Andinitthroveanancientevergreen,Ayewtree,andallrounditranawalkOfshingle,andawalkdividedit:
  ButEnochshunn’dthemiddlewalkandstoleUpbythewall,behindtheyew;andthenceThatwhichhebettermighthaveshunn’d,ifgriefsLikehishaveworseorbetter,Enochsaw。
  Forcupsandsilverontheburnish’dboardSparkledandshone;sogenialwasthehearth:
  AndontherighthandofthehearthhesawPhilip,theslightedsuitorofoldtimes,Stout,rosy,withhisbabeacrosshisknees;
  Ando’erhersecondfatherstooptagirl,AlaterbutaloftierAnnieLee,Fair—hair’dandtall,andfromherliftedhandDangledalengthofribbonandaringTotemptthebabe,whorear’dhiscreasyarms,Caughtatandevermiss’dit,andtheylaugh’d:
  AndonthelefthandofthehearthhesawThemotherglancingoftentowardherbabe,Butturningnowandthentospeakwithhim,Herson,whostoodbesidehertallandstrong,Andsayingthatwhichpleasedhim,forhesmiled。
  NowwhenthedeadmancometolifebeheldHiswifehiswifenomore,andsawthebabeHers,yetnothis,uponthefather’sknee,Andallthewarmth,thepeace,thehappiness,Andhisownchildrentallandbeautiful,Andhim,thatother,reigninginhisplace,Lordofhisrightsandofhischildren’slove,——
  Thenhe,tho’MiriamLanehadtoldhimall,Becausethingsseenaremightierthanthingsheard,Stagger’dandshook,holdingthebranch,andfear’dTosendabroadashrillandterriblecry,Whichinonemoment,liketheblastofdoom,Wouldshatterallthehappinessofthehearth。
  Hethereforeturningsoftlylikeathief,Lesttheharshshingleshouldgrateunderfoot,Andfeelingallalongthegarden—wall,Lestheshouldswoonandtumbleandbefound,Crepttothegate,andopen’dit,andclosed,Aslightlyasasickman’schamber—door,Behindhim,andcameoutuponthewaste。
  Andtherehewouldhaveknelt,butthathiskneesWerefeeble,sothatfallingpronehedugHisfingersintothewetearth,andpray’d。
  `Toohardtobear!whydidtheytakemehence?
  OGodAlmighty,blessedSaviour,ThouThatdidstupholdmeonmylonelyisle,Upholdme,Father,inmylonelinessAlittlelonger!aidme,givemestrengthNottotellher,nevertoletherknow。
  Helpmenotobreakinuponherpeace。
  Mychildrentoo!mustInotspeaktothese?
  Theyknowmenot。Ishouldbetraymyself。
  Never:notfather’skissforme——thegirlSolikehermother,andtheboy,myson。’
  Therespeechandthoughtandnaturefail’dalittle,Andhelaytranced;butwhenheroseandpacedBacktowardhissolitaryhomeagain,AlldownthelongandnarrowstreethewentBeatingitinuponhiswearybrain,Astho’itweretheburthenofasong,`Nottotellher,nevertoletherknow。’
  Hewasnotallunhappy。HisresolveUpborehim,andfirmfaith,andevermorePrayerfromalivingsourcewithinthewill,Andbeatingupthro’allthebitterworld,Likefountainsofsweetwaterinthesea,Kepthimalivingsoul。`Thismiller’swife’
  HesaidtoMiriam`thatyoutoldmeof,Hasshenofearthatherfirsthusbandlives?’
  `Ayay,poorsoul’saidMiriam,`fearenow!
  Ifyoucouldtellheryouhadseenhimdead,Why,thatwouldbehercomfort;’andhethought`AftertheLordhascall’dmesheshallknow,IwaitHistime’andEnochsethimself,Scorninganalms,toworkwherebytolive。
  Almosttoallthingscouldheturnhishand。
  Cooperhewasandcarpenter,andwroughtTomaketheboatmenfishing—nets,orhelp’dAtladingandunladingthetallbarks,Thatbroughtthestintedcommerceofthosedays;
  Thusearn’dascantylivingforhimself:
  Yetsincehedidbutlaborforhimself,Workwithouthope,therewasnotlifeinitWherebythemancouldlive;andastheyearRoll’ditselfroundagaintomeetthedayWhenEnochhadreturn’d,alanguorcameUponhim,gentlesickness,graduallyWeakeningtheman,tillhecoulddonomore,Butkeptthehouse,hischair,andlasthisbed。
  AndEnochborehisweaknesscheerfully。
  ForsurenogladlierdoesthestrandedwreckSeethro’thegrayskirtsofaliftingsquallTheboatthatbearsthehopeoflifeapproachTosavethelifedespair’dof,thanhesawDeathdawningonhim,andthecloseofall。
  Forthro’thatdawninggleam’dakindlierhopeOnEnochthinking`afterIamgone,ThenmayshelearnIlovedhertothelast。’
  Hecall’daloudforMiriamLaneandsaid`Woman,Ihaveasecret——onlyswear,BeforeItellyou——swearuponthebookNottorevealit,tillyouseemedead。’
  `Dead’clamor’dthegoodwoman`hearhimtalk!
  Iwarrant,man,thatweshallbringyouround。’
  `Swear’addEnochsternly`onthebook。’
  Andonthebook,half—frighted,Miriamswore。
  ThenEnochrollinghisgrayeyesuponher,`DidyouknowEnochArdenofthistown?’
  `Knowhim?’shesaid`Iknewhimfaraway。
  Ay,ay,Imindhimcomingdownthestreet;
  Heldhisheadhigh,andcaredfornoman,he。’
  SlowlyandsadlyEnochanswer’dher;
  `Hisheadislow,andnomancaresforhim。
  IthinkIhavenotthreedaysmoretolive;
  Iamtheman。’AtwhichthewomangaveAhalf—incredulous,half—hystericalcry。
  `YouArden,you!nay,——surehewasafootHigherthanyoube。’Enochsaidagain`MyGodhasbow’dmedowntowhatIam;
  Mygriefandsolitudehavebrokenme;
  Nevertheless,knowthatIamheWhomarried——butthatnamehastwicebeenchanged——
  ImarriedherwhomarriedPhilipRay。
  Sit,listen。’Thenhetoldherofhisvoyage,Hiswreck,hislonelylife,hiscomingback,HisgazinginonAnnie,hisresolve,Andhowhekeptit。Asthewomanheard,Fastflow’dthecurrentofhereasytears,Whileinherheartsheyearn’dincessantlyTorushabroadallroundthelittlehaven,ProclaimingEnochArdenandhiswoes;
  Butawedandpromise—boundedsheforbore,Sayingonly`Seeyourbairnsbeforeyougo!
  Eh,letmefetch’em,Arden,’andaroseEagertobringthemdown,forEnochhungAmomentonherwords,butthenreplied。
  `Woman,disturbmenotnowatthelast,ButletmeholdmypurposetillIdie。
  Sitdownagain;markmeandunderstand,WhileIhavepowertospeak。Ichargeyounow,Whenyoushallseeher,tellherthatIdiedBlessingher,prayingforher,lovingher;
  Saveforthebarbetweenus,lovingherAswhenshelaidherheadbesidemyown。
  AndtellmydaughterAnnie,whomIsawSolikehermother,thatmylatestbreathWasspentinblessingherandprayingforher。
  AndtellmysonthatIdiedblessinghim。
  AndsaytoPhilipthatIblesthimtoo;
  Henevermeantusanythingbutgood。
  Butifmychildrencaretoseemedead,Whohardlysawmeliving,letthemcome,Iamtheirfather;butshemustnotcome,Formydeadfacewouldvexherafter—life。
  Andnowthereisbutoneofallmyblood,Whowillembracemeintheworld—to—be:
  Thishairishis:shecutitoffandgaveit,AndIhaveborneitwithmealltheseyears,Andthoughttobearitwithmetomygrave;
  Butnowmymindischanged,forIshallseehim,Mybabeinbliss:whereforewhenIamgone,Take,giveherthis,foritmaycomforther:
  Itwillmoreoverbeatokentoher,ThatIamhe。’
  Heceased;andMiriamLaneMadesuchavolubleanswerpromisingall,Thatonceagainheroll’dhiseyesuponherRepeatingallhewish’d,andonceagainShepromised。
  Thenthethirdnightafterthis,WhileEnochslumber’dmotionlessandpale,AndMiriamwatch’danddozedatintervals,Therecamesoloudacallingofthesea,Thatallthehousesinthehavenrang。
  Hewoke,herose,hespreadhisarmsabroadCryingwithaloudvoice`asail!asail!
  Iamsaved’;andsofellbackandspokenomore。
  Sopastthestrongheroicsoulaway。
  AndwhentheyburiedhimthelittleportHadseldomseenacostlierfuneral。
  AYLMER’SFIELD。
  1793。
  AYLMER’SFIELD。
  1793。
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  Dustareourframes;andgildeddust,ourprideLooksonlyforamomentwholeandsound;
  Likethatlong—buriedbodyoftheking,Foundlyingwithhisurnsandornaments,Whichatatouchoflight,anairofheaven,Sliptintoashesandwasfoundnomore。
  HereisastorywhichinroughershapeCamefromagrizzledcripple,whomIsawSunninghimselfinawastefieldalone——
  Old,andamineofmemories——whohadserved,Longsince,abygoneRectoroftheplace,Andbeenhimselfapartofwhathetold。
  SirAylmerAylmerthatalmightyman,ThecountyGod——inwhosecapacioushall,Hungwithahundredshields,thefamilytreeSprangfromthemidriffofaprostrateking——
  Whoseblazingwyvernweathercock’dthespire,Stoodfromhiswallsandwing’dhisentry—gatesAndswangbesidesonmanyawindysign——
  WhoseeyesfromunderapyramidalheadSawfromhiswindowsnothingsavehisown——
  Whatlovelierofhisownhadhethanher,Hisonlychild,hisEdith,whomhelovedAsheiressandnotheirregretfully?
  But`hethatmarrieshermarrieshername’
  Thisfiatsomewhatsoothedhimselfandwife,HiswifeafadedbeautyoftheBaths,InsipidastheQueenuponacard;
  HerallofthoughtandbearinghardlymoreThanhisownshadowinasicklysun。
  Alandofhopsandpoppy—mingledcorn,Littleaboutitstirringsaveabrook!
  AsleepylandwhereunderthesamewheelThesameoldrutwoulddeepenyearbyyear;
  Wherealmostallthevillagehadonename;
  WhereAylmerfollow’dAylmerattheHallAndAverillAverillattheRectoryThriceover;sothatRectoryandHall,Boundinanimmemorialintimacy,Wereopentoeachother;tho’todreamThatLovecouldbindthemcloserwellhadmadeThehoarhairoftheBaronetbristleupWithhorror,worsethanhadheheardhispriestPreachaninvertedscripture,sonsofmenDaughtersofGod;sosleepywastheland。
  AndmightnotAverill,hadhewill’ditso,Somewherebeneathhisownlowrangeofroofs,Havealsosethismany—shieldedtree?
  TherewasanAylmer—Averillmarriageonce,Whentheredrosewasredderthanitself,AndYork’swhiteroseasredasLancaster’s,Withwoundedpeacewhicheachhadprick’dtodeath。
  `Notproven’Averillsaid,orlaughingly`SomeotherraceofAverills’——prov’norno,Whatcaredhe?what,ifotherorthesame?
  Helean’dnotonhisfathersbuthimself。
  ButLeolin,hisbrother,livingoftWithAverill,andayearortwobeforeCall’dtothebar,butevercall’dawayByonelowvoicetoonedearneighborhood,Wouldoften,inhiswalkswithEdith,claimAdistantkinshiptothegraciousbloodThatshooktheheartofEdithhearinghim。
  Sanguinehewas:abutlessvividhueThanofthatisletinthechestnut—bloomFlamedhischeek;andeagereyes,thatstillTookjoyfulnoteofallthingsjoyful,beam’d,Beneathamanelikemassofrollinggold,Theirbestandbrightest,whentheydweltonhers。
  Edith,whosepensivebeauty,perfectelse,Butsubjecttotheseasonorthemood,ShonelikeamysticstarbetweenthelessAndgreatergloryvaryingtoandfro,Weknownotwherefore;bounteouslymade,Andyetsofinely,thatatroubloustouchThinn’d,orwouldseemtothinherinaday,Ajoyoustodilate,astowardthelight。
  Andthesehadbeentogetherfromthefirst。