Tomakeamentalimageofallthingsthatarenamedtotheear,orconceivedinthemind,beinganindustriouscustomofchildrenandchildishpeoplewhichlapsesintheageofmuchidlereading,themakingofamaterialimageisthestillmorediligentandmoresedulousact,wherebytheprimitivemancontrolsandcaresseshisownfancy。Hemaytakearmsanon,disappointed,againsthisownwork;butdidheeverdothatworkinmalicefromtheoutset?
Fromthestatuetothedoll,imagesarealloutragedinthepersonoftheguy。Ifitwerebutanantithesistothecitizen’sideaofsomethingadmirablewhichhemightcarryinprocessiononsomeotherday,thecarryingoftheguywouldbelessgloomy;buthewouldhootatasuspicionthathemightadmireanythingsomuchastomakeagood—lookingdollinitspraise。Thereisabsolutelynoimage—
makingartinthepracticeofourpeople,exceptonlythisartofragsandcontumely。Or,again,iftherevengetakenuponaguywerethatofangerforacertaincause,thedestructionwouldnotbetheworkofsothinanannualmaliceandofsoheartlessarancour。
Butthesinglemotiveisthatpopularironywhichbecomesdaily——orsoitseems——moreandmoretheholidaytemperofthemajority。
Mockeryistheonlyanimatingimpulse,andaloudincredulityistheonlyintelligence。Theymakeanimageofsomeoneinwhomtheydonotbelieve,toderideit。Saythattheguyistheeffigyofanagitatorinthecauseofsomethingtobedesired;thestreetmanandboyhavethentwomotivesofmocking:theythinkthereformtobenotworthdoing,andtheyarewillingtosuspectthereformerofsomekindofhypocrisy。PerhapstheguyofthisoccasionismostcharacteristicofallguysinLondon。Thepeople,havinghimorhertoderide,donotevenwaitfortheopportunityoftheirannualprocession。Theyanticipatetime,andmakeanimagewhenitisnotNovember,andsellitatthemarketofthekerb。
Hear,moreover,thesongswhichsomenamelessonemakesforthecitizens,perhapsinthoughtfulrenunciationofthemakingoftheirlaws。These,too,seemtohavefortheirinspirationtheuniversaltaunt。Theyare,indeed,mostinvoguewhentheyhavenomeaningatall——thisitisthatmakesthesuccesfou(andhereParisisofonemindwithLondon)ofthestreet;butshortofsuchatriumph,andwhenameaningisdiscernible,itisanirony。
BankHolidaycourtship(iftheinappropriatewordcanbepardoned)
seemstobedone,inreallife,entirelybybanter。Anditisthestrangestthingtofindthatthebanterofwomenbymenisthemostmockingintheexchange。Iftheburlesqueofthemaid’stongueisprovocative,thatoftheman’sisderisive。Somewhatoftheorderofthingsastheystoodbeforetheywereinvertedseemstoremain,nevertheless,asamemory;nay,togivetheinversionakindoflagginginterest。Ironyismademorecompletebytheremembrance,andbyanimplicitallusiontothestateofcourtshipinotherclasses,countries,ortimes。Suchanallusionnodoubtgivesallitspeculiartwangtotheburlesqueoflove。
WiththemoststrangesubmissiontheseEnglishwomenintheirmillionsundergoalldegreesofderisionfromthetonguesofmenwhoaretheirmates,equals,contemporaries,perhapsinsomeobscuresensetheirsuitors,andinastrollingmanner,withoneknowsnotwhatungainlymotiveofreserve,eventheiradmirers。Norfromtheirtonguesonly;for,topassthetime,theholidayswainannoysthegirl;andifhewearsherhat,itistentoonethathehaspluckeditoffwithahumorousdisregardofherdreadfulpins。
Wehavetobelievethatunmockedlovehasexistenceinthestreets,becauseoftheproofthatispublishedwhenamanshootsawomanwhohasrejectedhim;andfromthisalsodowelearntobelievethatawomanoftheburlesqueclassesisabletoreject。Butforthatsignweshouldfindlittleornothingintelligibleinwhatweseeoroverhearofthedramaofloveinpopularlife。
Initseasymoments,initsleisure,atholidaytime,itbafflesalltradition,andshowsusthespiritofcomedyclowningafterafashionthatisinsularandnotmerelycivic。Youhearthesametwangincountryplaces;andwhethertheEnglishmaid,having,liketheantique,thrownherappleathershepherd,runintothethicketsofHampsteadHeathoramongsylvantrees,itseemsthatthemosthumorousthingtobedonebytheswainwouldbe,intheopinioninvogue,tostrollanotherway。InsularIhavesaid,becauseIhavenotseenthelikeofthisfashionwhetherinAmericaorelsewhereinEurope。
Butthechiefinversionofall,provedsummarilybytheannualinversionoftheworshipofimagesonthefifthofNovember,isthatofasentenceofWordsworth’s——"Welivebyadmiration。"
DRYAUTUMN
OnewhohasmuchandoftenprotestedagainsttheseasonofAutumn,herpathos,herchillybreakfast—time,her"tints,"herdecay,andherextraordinarypopularity,sawcauseoneyeartomakeapartialrecantation。Autumn,untilthen,hadseemedtobeapractitionerofalltheeasyartsatonce,orrather,shehadtakentheeasywaywiththeartsofcolour,sentiment,suggestion,andregret。
Shehadoftenencouragedandrewarded,also,theingratitudeofawholenationforasplendidsummer,somewhatofficiouslycooling,refreshing,allaying,andcomfortingthediscontentofthevictimsofanEnglishsun。Shehadsoothedthefumingcitizen,andbroughtbackthefogsofcustom,effacedtheskies,towhichhehadupturnednoveryattentiveeye,muffleduphischin,andinmanyotherwayscurriedfavour。Notonlydidshefallinwithhislandscapemood,butshemadeherselfhishousematebyhisfireplaces,drewhiscurtains,shutoutherownwetwindsinthestreets,andbecameprivytothecommonercomfortsofman,likeawildcreaturetamedandconnivingathumansportandschemes。"Domesticated"Gothicitself,orthegovernesseswhodailybyadvertisementdescribethemselvesbythatsamestrangemodernadjective,couldnotbemorebentupontheflatteryofmaninhislessheroicmoments。
Autumn,forallhershowofstormywoods,isapttobetheaccompliceofdailyhumanthingsthatlackdignity,andare,inthenowacceptedsenseofaoncenobleword,comfortable。Besides,hershowofstormyforestsisdonewithanabandonmenttothepathosofthemoment,withdashingsandunderlinings——weallknowthesortofletter,forinstance,whichanswerstothemessageandproclamationofAutumn,assheusuallyisintheouterworld。Acompletesentimentalistisshe,whetherintheopencountryorwhenshelooksinatthelightedwindows,andgoodnaturedlymakeshervoicelikeaverygoblin’soutside,fortheincreasingofthebourgeois’bien—
etre。
Butthatyearallhadbeenotherwise。Autumnhadborneherselfwithaheroismofsunnyweather。Wherewehadbeenwonttoseesignalsofdistress,andtohearthevolubleoutpouringofanexcitabletemperament,withtheextremityofscatteredleavesanddesperatedamp,webeheldanaspectofgoldendrought。Nothingmouldered——
everythingwasconsumedbyvitalfires。Thegardenswerestrewnwithsmoulderingsoftashesoflateroses,latehoneysuckle,honey—
sweetclematis。Thesilverseedsofrowsofriversideflowerstooksailontheirrandomjourneywithalightwind。Leavessetforth,afewatatime,withalittlevolleyofbirds——abuoyantcaravel。
Or,inthestillerweather,theinfrequentfallofleavestookplacequietly,withnoproclamationofruin,intheprivacywithinthebranches。Whilenearlyallthewoodswerestillfreshasstreams,youmightseethathereortherewasone,withaninvinciblesummersmile,slowlyconsuming,indefianceofdecay。Lifedestroyedthatautumn,notdeath。
Thenovelistwouldbeatalosshadweanumberofsuchyears。Hewouldlosetheeasiestlandscape——fortheautumnhasamongherfacilewaysthewayofallowingherselftobedescribedbyrote。
Buttherewerenoregionsofcrimsonwoodsandyellow——onlythegrave,cool,andcheerfulgreenofthehealthofsummer,andnowandthenthatdeepbronzingoftheleavesthatthesunbroughttopass。
Neverdidappleslookbetterthaninthosestillvigorousorchards。
Theyshonesothatlampswouldhardlybebrighter。Theapple—
gathering,undersuchasun,wasnearlyaswarmandbrilliantasavintage;andindeeditwasoftheItalianautumnthatyouwerereminded。Therewerethesamesunburnttones,thesamebrownhealth。TherewasthedarksmileofchestnutwoodsasamongtheApennines。
Foritwaschieflywithinthewoodsthatthesplendidautumnwithoutpathosgavedelight。Theautumnwithpathoshasawaythereofoverwhelminghermanyfragrancesinthegeneralodourofdeadleavesgeneralized。Thatyearyoucouldbreathealltheseveralsweetscents,asdiscriminatedanddistinctasthoseofflowersonthetopsofmountains——warmpineandbeechasdifferentasthymeandbroom,unconfused。EventheSpring,withherlittledividedbreezesofhawthorn,rose,andlilac,wasnotmorevarious。
Moreover,whilesomeofthewoodsweregreen,noneofthefieldswereso。Intheirsunburntcoloursweretobeseen"autumntints"
ofafardifferentbeautyfromthatofagaudydecay。Dryautumnisageneralloverofsimplicity,andshesweepsalandscapewithlongplaincoloursthattaketheirvariationsfromthelight。Whenthecountrylooks"burntup,"astheysaywhoareungratefulforthesun,thenarethesecoloursmosttender。Grass,thathadlostitsdelicacyinthedaywhenthelasthaywascarried,getsitagain。
Foralittletimeitwas——new—reaped——ofsomethingtoohardagreen;
thencamedryautumnalong,andsofteneditintoahundredexquisitebrowns。Dryautumndoesbeautifulthingsinsepia,asthewater—
colourartistdidintheearlydays,anddrawsdivinebrownTurnersofthefirstmanner。
Thefieldsandhedgerowsmustneedsfade,andthesunmadethefadingquickwiththebloomofbrown。Foronegreatmeadowsosoftlygilded,Iwouldgiveallthescarletandyellowtreesthatevermadeasteamingautumngorgeous——allthecrimsonoftheRhinevalleys,allthepatchedandspottedwalnut—leavesofthemuhl—thalbyBoppard,andthelittletreesthatchangesosuddenlytotheiryellowofdecayingroupsatthefootoftheruinsofSternbergandLiebenstein,everyoneoftheirbranchesdisguisedinthesamebright,insignificant,unhopefulcolour。
Anautumnsorareshouldnotclosewithoutarecorded"hailandfarewell!"Springwasnotbraver,summerwasnotsweeter。Thatyear’sgreatsuncalleduponagreatspiritinalltheriversidewoods。Thosewoodsdidnotgrowcold;theyyieldedtotheirlastsunset。
THEPLAID
ItisdisconcertingtohearoftheplaidinIndia。Ourdyes,weknow,theyuseinthesilkmillsofBombay,withthedeplorableresultthattheiroldclothesaredullandunintentionallyfalsifiedwithinfelicitousdecay。TheHindusareawashingpeople;andthesunandwaterthatdobutdim,soften,andwarmthenativevegetabledyestothelast,dobutburlesquetheaniline。Magentaisbadenoughwhenitisitself;buttheworstofmagentaisthatitspoilsbutpoorly。Nobadmodernformsandnobadmoderncoloursspoilwell。Andspoilingisanimportantprocess。Itisatest——oneoftheironicalteststhatcometoolatewiththeirproofs。Londonportico—houseswillmakesomesuchruinsasdochemicaldyes,whichundergonousebutderidesthem,noaccidentsbutcaricaturethem。
Thisisanoldenoughgrievance。Buttheplaid!
TheplaidistheScotchman’scontributiontothedecorativeartoftheworld。Scotlandhasnootherindigenousdecoration。Inhismostadmirablelectureon"TheTwoPaths,"Ruskinacknowledged,withapassingmisgiving,thathisHighlandershadlittleart。Andthemisgivingwasbutpassing,becauseheconsideredhowfatallywrongwastheartofIndia——"itneverrepresentsanaturalfact。Itformsitscompositionsoutofmeaninglessfragmentsofcolourandflowingsofline……Itwillnotdrawaman,butaneight—armedmonster;itwillnotdrawaflower,butonlyaspiralorazig—zag。"BecauseofthisaversionfromNaturetheHinduandhisarttendedtoevil,weread。ButoftheScotwearetold,"YouwillfinduponreflectionthatallthehighestpointsoftheScottishcharacterareconnectedwithimpressionsderivedstraightfromthenaturalsceneryoftheircountry。"
What,then,abouttheplaid?Whereisthenaturalfactthere?IftheIndian,bypractisinganon—naturalartofspiralsandzig—zags,cutshimselfoff"fromallpossiblesourcesofhealthyknowledgeornaturaldelight,"towhatdidthegoodandhealthyHighlandercondemnhimselfbypractisingtheartoftheplaid?Aspiralmaybefoundinthevine,andazig—zaginthelightning,butwhereinnatureistheplaidtobefound?Thereissurelynocurveorcurlthatcanbedrawnbyadesigninghandbutisaplayuponsomeinfinitelyvariousnaturalfact。Thesmokeofthecigarette,moresensitiveinmotionthanbreathorblood,hasitswavessomultitudinouslyinflectedandreinflected,withsuchflightsandsuchdelays,itflowsandbendsuponcurrentsofsosubtleinfluenceandimpulseastoincludethemostactive,impetuous,andlingeringcurlseverdrawnbythefinestOrientalhand——andthatisnotaHinduhand,noranyhandofAryanrace。TheJapanesehascapturedthecurveofthesectionofasea—wave——itsflow,relaxation,andfall;butthisisasinglemovement,whereasthelineofcigarette—
smokeinastillroomfluctuatesintwentydelicatedirections。No,itisimpossibletoacceptthesayingthatthepoorspiralorscrollofahumandesignisanythingbutaparticipationintheinnumerablecurvesandcurlsofnature。
Nowtheplaidisnotonly"cutoff"fromnaturalsources,asRuskinsaysofOrientaldesign——theplaidisnotonlycutofffromnature,andcutofffromnaturebytheyard,foritistobemeasuredoffininorganicquantity;butitisevenakindofintentionalcontradictionofallnaturalorvitalforms。Anditisequallydefiantofvitaltoneandofvitalcolour。Everywhereinnaturetoneisgradual,andbetweenthefaintingofatoneandthefailingofacurvethereisacharminganalogy。Butthetartaninsiststhatitstoneshallbeinvariable,andsharplydefinedbycontrastsofdarkandlight。Astocolour,ithascolours,notcolour。
ButthatplaidshouldnowgosofarafieldastodecoratethenoblegarmentoftheIndiesisillnews。True,RuskinsawnothingbutcrueltyandcorruptioninIndianlifeorart;butletushearanIndianmaximinregardtothosewho,incruelplaces,arereadysufferers:"There,"saystheMahabharata,"wherewomenaretreatedwithrespect,theverygodsaresaidtobefilledwithjoy。Womendeservetobehonoured。Serveyethem。Bendyourwillbeforethem。
Byhonouringwomenyearesuretoattaintothefruitionofallthings。"AndtherashteachersofouryouthwouldhavepersuadedusthatthisgenerouslessonwasfirstlearntinTeutonicforests!
Nothingbutextremelowlinesscanwellreply,orwouldprobablybesufferedtoreply,tothisHinduprofessionofreverence。
Accordinglythewomansohonouredmakesanofferingofcakesandoiltothesoulsofhermother—in—law,grandmother—in—law,andgreat—
grandmother—in—law,ingratitudefortheirgivingheragoodhusband。AndtogobackforamomenttoRuskin’scontrastofthetworaces,itwasassuredlyunderthestressofsometoorashreasoningthathejudgedthelovelyartoftheEastasaministranttosuperstition,cruelty,andpleasure,whetherwroughtuponthetemple,thesword,orthegirdle。TheinnocentartofinnocentHinduwomenforcenturiesdeckedtheirmostmodestheads,theirdedicatedandsequesteredbeauty,theirchild—lovingbreasts,andconsecratedchambers。
TWOBURDENS
Oneisonthebreastandclingstherewitharms,andoneonthebackandclingswiththongs。Theburdenofthebackbowsthebody,turnsthefacefromthesky,narrowsthelungsandflattensthefoot;
takesawaytheflightandthedancefromthegaitofman,andtieshimtowardstheearth——notonlyinthewayofnature,bymeansofhisarchedfeet,butbyaheavylienuponhisshouldersandhisbrows。Itisthefardelthatmakesthisvitalfiguretobesubjectvisibly,andatseveralpoints,tothatlawofgravitationwhich,inastateofliberty,itusestowithstand,tocountervail,toleapfrom,towalkwith,makingtheuniversaltetherelastic。Bendintwothissupplespinethatcanliftitself,likeasnakeerect,withsomethingbetterthanmerebalance——withlifeandtheactivewill;
bendtheback,andatoncegravitationtakesholdoftheloinsandgraspstheknees,andpullsupontheshoulders,andtheneckfeelstheweightofanabjecthead。
Whereverwomenaretoldofftohardopen—airlabour,weshallfindamongthemalowerclassoftheirownkind——poorerwhereallarepoor,andstrainingattheirtaskwhereallarelabouring——whowalkthedustwithburdensontheirbacks。Loadsoffield—labourarethese,orofthelabourinafishing—port,andlargeinproportiontotheirweight;toolargetobeboundcloseandcarriedonthehead,toowidetobeborneontheshoulder,toounwieldyfortheclaspofarms。AmongAmericanIndians,wearetold,thewomencarrythetentso,andthegearofademenagement,andthewarriorhimself,uponhisgoods,notseldom。IntheagricultureoftheEuropeanContinentthewomencarrythelargeloadsthus,therefuseislaiduponthem,andallthatisboundupforburning;theyarethegleaners,notofwheatbutoftares。Ortheycarryfodderfortheimprisonedcattle,disappearingastheywalk,bowed,quenched,hooded,andhiddenwithhay。
Womenwhobearthisloaddonotprosper。Theyhaveadownwardlook,albeitnotasconspirators;andinthemtheearthcarriesaburdenliketheirown,orbutlittlemorebuoyant。Stonesoffthefaceofthestonyfields,hugesheavesofstalksandhusksaftergranariesarefilled,fuelandforage——bentfromthestatureofwomen,thosewhobearthosebundlesgoneartheearththatgavethem,andbreatheherdust。
InAustria,wherewomencarrythehodandclimbtheladder;intheRhineland,whereacartgoesalongthevalleyroadsdrawnbyawomanharnessedwithacow——evenhereIthinkthehardshiphardlysogreataswheretheburdenislaiduponthebentbackofherwhosearmsaretoosmallortooweaktograspit;forafterlonguseinsuchcarrying,thefigureisnolongerfitforhabitualerection。Andtheuseisestablishedwiththosewomenwhoaresoloaded。Itisnotthatallthelabouringwomenofsuchavillageorsuchasea—
portareburdenedintheirturnwiththeburdenoftheback;itisratherthataclassisformed,aclassoftheburdenedandthebent;
andtothatclassbelongallages;child—bearingwomenareinthatsisterhood。NostrongerwomencanbeseenthantheuprightwomenofBoulogne;towhomthen,butthebent,areduethemanycripples,themanydwarfs,theill—bonedstragglersofthatvigorouspopulation,themanychildrengrowingawry,themanyoldpeopleshufflingtowardsmisshapengraves?
Thereismanifestlyanotherburden,familiarandaccustomedtothefigureofwoman。Thisdoesnotbendherback,norwithdrawhereyesfromthedistance,norrankherwiththehaggardwasteoffields。
Itisborneinfront,andshebreaststheworldwithit;shoulder—
high,anditisherballast。SoloadedshestandsliketheDresdenRaphael,andthereisnobearerofswordandbucklermoreerect。
Itis,bytheway,acurioussignofindignityofrace——or,ifnotindignity,provincialism——inthemoreextremelyOrientalpeople,thataJapanesewomancarriesherchildonherbackandnotuponherarm。Itisacharminginfant,andthemotherlooksnomorethanagentlechild;withthelittlecreatureboundtoherbackshecarriesasoftlanterninamildbluenight。Sheisnotofaclassicrace,andsheshufflesonhersubordinateway,anirresponsiblecreature,whomustnotprofferopinionsexceptbywayofquotation,andisscarcelyoftheinchesthatmeasurethelandscapeoroftheaspectthatfrontsthesky。
Butwhenceisthisnowprevalentdesiretoslipthenoblerandbeartheignoblerburden?ItisnotlongsinceanAmericanwomanwroteabook,WomenandEconomics,urgingequallabouruponwomen,bytheanalogyofanimalsthatknownodistinctionbetweenastrongsexandaweak,norbetweenafreesexandoneconfinedtothepen,orthelair,orthecover,bythecareoflittleones。Thereplyseemstooobviousthatthechildrenofmenaremorehelpless,andarehelplessforalongertime,eveninproportiontotheirlongerlife,thantheoff—springofotherlivingcreatures。Thechildrenofmenhavetobecarried。Thisauthorcomplainsthatwomenareeconomicallydependentuponmen;andshefindsthattheworldhas"mistyideasuponthesubject。"Ifthosemistyideasaretotheeffectthatawomanwhokeepshousefortheserviceofherself,herhusband,andtheotherinmates,givesherworkinreturnformaintenance,andisnotadependentbutacolleague,Imustwishthatideas"mistily"
heldwereoftensojust,andideasvaguelybelievedwereoftensowellfounded。Thosewhochargethehusbandwith"employing"hiswifechoosetoneglectthefactthatsheismistressandhostess,aswellas"servant"or"housekeeper,"ministeringtoherselfandtotheguestsinwhosecompanyshehaspleasure,andtowhoserespectshehasaright。Oureconomicauthorproceeds:"Wearetheonlyanimalspeciesinwhichthesexrelationisalsoaneconomicfactor……Wehavenotbeenaccustomedtofacethisfactbeyondourloosegeneralizationthatitwas’natural,’andthatotheranimalsdidsotoo。"Hasanyonereallybeensorashastoaver"thatotheranimalsdidsotoo"?Theobvioustruthisthatotheranimalsdootherwise,butthat,whatevertheydo,theymakenoruleorexampleforman。
Again:"Whatevertheeconomicvalueofthedomesticindustryofwomenis,theydonotgetit。Thewomenwhodothemostworkgettheleastmoney。"Andyetbutnowtheywerechargedwith"gettingit"toodependently,orrather,withhavingit"got"forthembyman!Isthiswriterindeedmisledbythatmereword"money,"whichshehereletsslip?
"Henearlypersuadesmetogoonallfours,"sighsVoltairerising——
risingerectreluctantly,onemayalmostsay——fromthereadingofRousseau。
THEUNREADY
Itisrashlysaidthatthesensesofchildrenarequick。Theyare,onthecontrary,unwieldyinturning,unreadyinreporting,untiladvancingageteachesthemagility。Thisisnotlackofsensitiveness,butmerelengthofprocess。Forinstance,achildnearlynewlyborniscruellystartledbyasuddencrashintheroom—
—achildwhohasneverlearnttofear,andismerelyovercomebytheshockofsound;nevertheless,thatshockofsounddoesnotreachtheconscioushearingorthenervesbutaftersomemoments,norbeforesomemomentsmoreisthesenseoftheshockexpressed。Thesoundtravelstotheremotenessandseclusionofthechild’sconsciousness,astheroarofaguntravelstolistenershalfamileaway。
Soitis,too,withpain,whichhaslearnttobesoinstantandeagerwithusoflateragethatnopointoftimeislostinitstouches——directastheuninterceptedmessageofgreatandcandideyes,unhamperedbytrivialities;evensoimmediateisthecommunicationofpain。Butyoucouldcountfivebetweentheprickofasurgeon’sinstrumentuponababy’sarmandthelittlewhimperthatanswersit。Thechildisthentooyoung,also,toreferthefeelingofpaintothearmthatsuffersit。Evenwhenpainhasgropeditswaytohismindithardlyseemstobringlocaltidingsthither。Thebabydoesnotturnhiseyesinanydegreetowardshisarmortowardsthesidethatissovexedwithvaccination。Helooksinanyotherdirectionathaphazard,andcriesatrandom。
See,too,howslowlytheunpractisedapprehensionofanolderchildtrudgesafterthenimblenessofaconjurer。Itisthegreatestfailuretotaketheselittlegobe—mouchestoagoodconjurer。Hissuccessesleavethemcold,fortheyhadnotyetunderstoodwhatitwasthegoodmanmeanttosurprisethemwithal。Theamateuritiswhoreallyastonishesthem。Theycannotcomeupevenwithyouramateurbeginner,performingatclosequarters;whereasthemasterofhiscraftonaplatformrunsquiteawayattheoutsetfromthelaggingsensesofhishonestaudience。
Youmayrobachildofhisdearestplateattable,almostfromunderhisingenuouseyes,sendhimoffinchaseofit,andhaveitinitsplaceandoffagaintentimesbeforethelittlebreathlessboyhasbeguntoperceiveinwhatdirectionhissweetshavebeensnatched。
Teachersofyoungchildrenshouldthereforeteachthemselvesahabitofawaiting,shouldsurroundthemselveswithpausesofpatience。
Thesimplelittleprocessesoflogicthatarrangethegrammarofacommonsentencearetooquickfortheseyoungblunderers,whocannotusetwopronounsbuttheymustconfusethem。Ineverfoundthatayoungchild——oneofsomethingundernineyears——wasabletosay,"I
sendthemmylove"atthefirstattempt。Itwillbe"Isendmemylove,""Isendthemtheirlove,""Theysendmemylove";not,ofcourse,throughanyconfusionofunderstanding,butbecauseofthetardysettingofwordsinorderwiththethoughts。Thechildvisiblygrappleswiththedifficulty,andisbeaten。
Itisnodoubtthisunreadinessthatcauseslittlechildrentoliketwice—toldtalesandforegoneconclusionsintheirgames。Theyarenoteager,forayearortwoyettocome,forsurprises。Ifyouhideandtheycannotseeyouhiding,theirjoyinfindingyouiscomparativelysmall;butletthemknowperfectlywellwhatcupboardyouarein,andtheywillfindyouwithshoutsofdiscovery。Thebetterthehiding—placeisunderstoodbetweenyouthemorelivelythedrama。Theymakeaconventionofartfortheirplay。Theyoungerthechildrenthemoredramatic;andwhenthehouseisfilledwithoutcriesoflaughterfromthebreathlessbreastofachild,itisthatheispretendingtobesurprisedatfindinghismotherwherehebadeherpretendtohide。Thisisthecomedythatnevertires。
Lettheelderwhocannotunderstanditscharmbewarehowhetriestoputamoreintelligibleformofdelightintheplaceofit;for,ifnot,hewillfindthatchildrenalsohaveamannerofsubstitution,andthattheywillputhalf—heartedlaughterintheplaceoftheirnaturalimpetuousclamours。Itiscertainthatveryyoungchildrenliketoplayupontheirownimaginations,andenjoytheirownshortgame。
Thereissomethingsopurelychildlikeinthedelaysofachildthatanyexerciseaskingfortheswiftapprehensionoflaterlife,fortheflashesofunderstandingandaction,fromthemindandmembersofchildhood,isnopleasuretosee。Thepiano,forinstance,asexpertsunderstandit,andevenasthemoderately—trainedmayplayit,claimsalltheimmediateaction,theinstantaneousness,mostunnaturaltochildhood。Theremaypossiblybefeatsofskilltowhichyoungchildrencouldbetrainedwithoutthisspecificviolencedirecteduponthethingcharacteristicoftheirage——theirunreadiness——butvirtuosityatthepianocannotbeoneofthem。Itisnodelight,indeed,toseetheshynessofchildren,oranythingthatistheirs,conqueredandbeaten;buttheirpoorlittleslownessissodistinctivelytheirown,andmustneedsbephysiologicallysopropertotheiryears,somuchanaturalconditionoftheageoftheirbrain,thatofallchildishnessesitistheonethattheworldshouldhavethepatiencetoattendupon,thehumanitytofoster,andtheintelligencetounderstand。
Itistruethatthemovementsofyoungchildrenarequick,butaverylittleattentionwouldprovehowmanyapparentdisconnexionstherearebetweenthelivelymotionandthefirstimpulse;itisnotthebrainthatisquick。If,onavoyageinspace,electricitytakesthusmuchtime,andlightthusmuch,andsoundthusmuch,thereisonelittlejoggingtravellerthatwouldarriveaftertheothershadforgottentheirjourney,andthisistheperceptionofachild。Surelyourownmemoriesmightservetoremindushowinourchildhoodweinevitablymissedtheprincipalpointinanyprocessionorpageantintendedbyourelderstofurnishuswithahistoricalremembranceforthefuture。Itwasnotourmerevaguenessofunderstanding,itwastheunwieldinessofoursenses,ofourreplytothesuddennessofthegrownup。WelivedthroughtheimportantmomentsofthepassingofanEmperoratadifferentratefromtheirs;westaredlonginthewakeofhisMajesty,andofanythingelseofinterest;everyflashofmovement,thatgottelegraphicanswersfromourparents’eyes,leftusstragglers。Wefelloutofallranks。Amongthesightsproposedforourinstruction,thatwhichbefittedusbestwasaneclipseofthemoon,doneatleisure。
Ingoodtimewefoundthemooninthesky,ingoodtimetheeclipsesetinandmadereasonableprogress;wekeptupwitheverything。
Itistoooftenrequiredofchildrenthattheyshouldadjustthemselvestotheworld,practisedandalert。Butitwouldbemoretothepurposethattheworldshouldadjustitselftochildreninallitsdealingswiththem。Thosewhorunandkeeptogetherhavetorunatthepaceofthetardiest。Butweareapttocommandinstantobedience,strippedofthelittlepausesthatachild,whileveryyoung,cannotactwithout。Itisnotachildoftenortwelvethatneedsthemso;itistheyoungcreaturewhohasbutlatelyceasedtobeababy,slowtobestartled。
Wehavebuttoconsiderallthatitimpliesoftheloiteringofsensesandofanunpreparedconsciousness——thiscapacityforreceivingagreatshockfromanoiseandthisperceptionoftheshockaftertwoorthreeappreciablemoments——ifwewouldknowanythingofthemomentsofababyEvenaswemustlearnthatourtime,whenitislong,istoolongforchildren,somustwelearnthatourtime,whenitisshort,istooshortforthem。Whenitisexceedinglyshorttheycannot,withoutanunnaturaleffort,haveanyperceptionofit。Whenchildrendonotseethejokesoftheelderly,anddisappointexpectationinotherways,onlylessintimate,thereasonisalmostalwaysthere。Thechildcannotturninmid—career;hegoesfast,buttheimpetustookplacemomentsago。
THECHILDOFTUMULT
Apoppybud,packedintotightbundlesbysohardandresoluteahandthatthepetalsoftheflowerneverafterwardslosethecreases,isatypeofthechild。Nothingbuttheunfolding,whichisasyetinthenon—existingfuture,canexplainthemanneroftheclosefoldingofcharacter。Inbothflowerandchilditlooksmuchasthoughtheprocesshadbeenthereverseofwhatitwas——asthoughafinishedandopenthinghadbeenfoldedupintothebud——soplainlyandcertainlyisthefutureimplied,andtheintentionofcompressingandfolding—closemademanifest。
Withtheotherincidentsofchildishcharacter,thecrowdofimpulsescalled"naughtiness"isperfectlyperceptible——itwouldseemheartlesstosayhowsoon。Thenaughtychild(whoisoftenanangeloftendernessandcharm,affectionatebeyondthecapacityofhisfellows,andaveryasceticofpenitencewhenthetimecomes)
opensearlyhisbriefcampaignsandraisesthestandardofrevoltassoonasheiscapableofthedesperatejoysofdisobedience。
Buteventhenaughtychildisanindividual,andmustnotbetreatedinthemass。Heisnumerousindeed,butnotgeneral,andtodescribehimyoumusttaketheunit,withallhisincidentsandhisorganicqualitiesastheyare。Takethen,forinstance,onenaughtychildintherealityofhislife。Heisbutsixyearsold,slenderandmasculine,andnotwrongedbylonghair,curls,oreffeminatedress。HisfaceisdelicateandtoooftenhaggardwithtearsofpenitencethatJusticeherselfwouldbegladtosparehim。Somebeautyhehas,andhismouthespeciallyissolovelyastoseemnotonlyangelicbutitselfanangel。Hehasabsolutelynoself—controlandhispassionsfindhimwithoutdefence。Theycomeuponhiminthemidstofhisusualbrilliantgaietyandcutshortthefroliccomedyofhisfinespirits。
Thenforawildhourheistheenemyofthelaws。Ifyouimprisonhim,youmayhearhisresoundingvoiceashetakesarunningkickatthedoor,shoutinghisjustificationinunconquerablerage。"I’mgoodnow!"ismadeasemphaticasashotbytheblowofhisheeluponthepanel。Butifthemomentofforgivenessisdeferred,inthehopeofamorepromisingrepentance,itisonlytoolikelythathewillbetakehimselftoahostilesilenceandusealltherevengeyetknowntohisimagination。"Darlingmother,openthedoor!"
crieshistouchingvoiceatlast;butiftheanswershouldbe"I
mustleaveyouforashorttime,forpunishment,"thestormsuddenlythundersagain。"There(crash!)Ihavebrokenaplate,andI’mgladitisbrokenintosuchlittlepiecesthatyoucan’tmendit。I’mgoingtobreakthe’lectriclight。"Whenthingsareatthispassthereisoneway,andonlyone,tobringthechildtoanoverwhelmingchangeofmind;butitisawaythatwouldbecruel,usedmorethantwiceorthriceinhiswholecareeroftempestanddefiance。Thisistolethimseethathismotheristroubled。"Oh,don’tcry!Oh,don’tbesad!"heroars,unablestilltodealwithhisownpassionateanger,whichisstilldealingwithhim。Withhiskicksofragehesuddenlyminglesadanceofapprehensionlesthismothershouldhavetearsinhereyes。Evenwhileheisstillexplicitlyimpenitentanddefianthetriestopullherroundtothelightthathemayseeherface。Itisbutamomentbeforetheotherpassionofremorsecomestomakehavocofthehelplesschild,andthefirstpassionofangerisquelledoutright。
Onlytoatrivialeyeistherenothingtragicinthesightofthesegreatpassionswithinthesmallframe,thesmallwill,and,inaword,thesmallnature。Whenalargeandsombrefatebefallsalittlenature,andthestageistoonarrowfortheactionofatragedy,thedisproportionhassometimesmadeamuteandunexpressedhistoryofactuallifeorsometimesafamousbook;itisthemanifestcoreofGeorgeEliot’sstoryofAdamBede,wherethesufferingofHettyis,asitwere,theeyeofthestorm。Allisexpressivearoundher,butsheishardlyarticulate;thebookisfullofwords——preachings,speeches,dailytalk,aphorisms,butaspaceofsilenceremainsaboutherinthemidstofthestory。Andthedisproportionofpassion——theinnerdisproportion——isatleastastragicasthatdisproportionoffateandaction;itislessintelligible,andleadsintotheintricaciesofnaturewhicharemoredifficultthantheturnofevents。
Itseems,then,thatthispassionateplayisactedwithinthenarrowlimitsofachild’snaturefaroftenerthaninthoseofanadultandfinallyformednature。Andthis,evidently,becausethereisunequalforceatworkwithinachild,unequalgrowthandajostlingofpowersandenergiesthatarehurryingtotheirdevelopmentandpressingforexerciseandlife。Itisthishelplessinequality——
thisuntimeliness——thatmakestheguilelesscomedyminglingwiththetragediesofapoorchild’sday。Heknowsthusmuch——thatlifeistroubledaroundhimandthatthefatesarestrong。Heimplicitlyconfesses"thestronghours"ofantiquesong。Thissameboy——thetempestuouschildofpassionandrevolt——wentoutwithquietcheerfulnessforawalklately,sayingashiscapwasputon,"Now,mother,youaregoingtohavealittlepeace。"Thiswayofacceptinghisownconditionsissharedbyasister,averylittleolder,who,beingofanequalandgentletemper,indisposedtoviolenceofeverykindandtendertoallwithoutdisquiet,observestheboy’sbrieffrenziesasacitizenobservestheclimate。Sheknowsthesignsquitewellandcanatanytimegivetheexplanationofsomeparticularoutburst,butwithoutanyattempttogoinsearchoffurtherormoreoriginalcauses。Stilllessisshemovedbythevirtuousindignationthatistheleastcharmingofthewaysofsomelittlegirls。Ellenefaitqueconstater。Herequanimityhasneverbeenoversetbythewildestofhismoments,andshehaswitnessedthemall。Itisneedlesstosaythatsheisnotfrightenedbyhisdrama,forNaturetakescarethatheryoungcreaturesshallnotbeinjuredbysympathies。Natureenclosesthemintheinnocentindifferencethatpreservestheirbrainsfromthemoreharassingkindsofdistress。
Eventheveryfrenzyofragedoesnotlongdimordepresstheboy。
Itishisrepentancethatmakeshimpale,andNatureherehasbeenratherforced,perhaps——withnoverygoodresult。Oftenmustamotherwishthatshemightforafewyearsgovernherchild(asfarasheisgovernable)bythelowestmotives——trivialpunishmentsandpaltryrewards——ratherthanbyanykindofappealtohissensibilities。Shewouldwishtokeepthewords"right"and"wrong"
awayfromhischildishears,butinthissheisnotsecondedbyherlieutenants。Thechildhimselfisquitewillingtoclosewithherplans,insofarasheisable,andisreasonablyinterestedintheresultsofherexperiments。Hewishesherattemptsinhisregardtohaveafairchance。"Let’shopeI’llbegoodallto—morrow,"hesayswiththepeculiarcheerfulnessofhisordinaryvoice。"Idohopeso,oldman。""ThenI’llgetmypenny。Mother,Iwasonlynaughtyonceyesterday;ifIhaveonlyonenaughtinessto—morrow,willyougivemeahalfpenny?""Norewardexceptforrealgoodnessalldaylong。""Allright。"
Itisonlytooprobablethatthissystem(adoptedonlyafterthefailureofotherwaysofreform)willbegreatlydisapprovedasoneofbribery。Itmay,however,becuriouslyinquiredwhetherallkindsofrewardmightnotequallybeburlesquedbythatword,andwhetheranygovernment,spiritualorcivil,haseverevenprofessedtodenyrewards。Moreover,thosewhowouldnotgiveachildapennyforbeinggoodwillnothesitatetofinehimapennyforbeingnaughty,andrewardsandpunishmentsmuststandorfalltogether。
Themorelogicalobjectionwillbethatgoodnessisideallythenormalcondition,andthatitshouldhave,therefore,noexplicitextraordinaryresult,whereasnaughtiness,beingabnormal,shouldhaveavisibleandunusualsequel。Tothistherewardingmothermayreplythatitisnotreasonabletotake"goodness"inalittlechildofstrongpassionsasthenormalcondition。Thenaturalthingforhimistogivefullswaytoimpulsesthataresoviolentastooverbearhispowers。
But,afterall,thecontroversyreturnstothepointofpractice。
Whatisthethought,orthreat,orpromisethatwillstimulatetheweakwillofthechild,inthemomentofrageandanger,tomakeasufficientresistance?Ifthewillwerenaturallyaswelldevelopedasthepassions,thestandwouldbesoonmadeandsoonsuccessful;
butasitistheremustneedsbeabracingbythesuggestionofjoyorfear。Let,then,thestimulusbeofamildandstrongkindatonce,andmingledwiththethoughtofdistantpleasure。Tomeetthesufferingofrageandfrenzybythesufferingoffearisassuredlytomakeofthelittleunquietmindabattle—placeoffeelingstoohurtfullytragic。Thepennyismildandstrongatonce,withitsstilldistantbutcertainjoysofpurchase;thepromiseandhopebreakthemoodofmisery,andthewilltakeshearttoresistandconquer。
Itisonlyinthelessernaughtinessthatheismasterofhimself。
Thelessertheevilfitthemoredeliberate。Sothathismother,knowingherselftobenotgreatlyfeared,oncetriedtomimicthefather’svoicewithamenacing,"What’sthatnoise?"Thechildwaspersistentlycryingandroaringonanupperfloor,incontumacyagainsthisFrenchnurse,whenthebaritoneandthreateningquestionwassentpealingupthestairs。Thechildwasheardtopauseandlistenandthentosaytohisnurse,"Cen’estpasMonsieur;c’estMadame,"andthen,withoutfurtherlossoftime,toresumetheinterruptedclamours。
Obviously,withalittlecreatureofsixyears,therearetwothingsmainlytobedone——tokeepthedelicatebrainfromtheevilofthepresentexcitement,especiallytheexcitementofpainfulfeeling,andtobreakthehabitofpassion。Nowthatweknowhowcertainlythespecialcellsofthebrainwhicharelocallyaffectedbypainandangerbecomehypertrophiedbysomuchuse,andalltooreadyforuseinthefutureattheslighteststimulus,wecannolongerslighttheimportanceofhabit。Anymeans,then,thatcansucceedinseparatingalittlechildfromthehabitofangerdoesfruitfulworkforhiminthehelplesstimeofhischildhood。Theworkisnoteasy,butalittlethoughtshouldmakeiteasyfortheelderstoavoidtheprovocationwhichthey——whoshouldwardoffprovocations——
areapttobringaboutbysheercarelessness。Itisonlyinchildhoodthatourraceknowssuchphysicalabandonmenttosorrowandtears,asachild’sdespair;andthetheatrewithusmustneedscopychildhoodifitwouldcatchthenoteandactionofacreaturewithouthope。
THECHILDOFSUBSIDINGTUMULT
Thereisacertainyearthatiswinged,asitwere,againsttheflightoftime;itdoessomove,andyetwithstandstime’smovement。
Itisfullofpausesthatareduetotheenergyofchange,hasboundsandrebounds,andwhenitismostactivethenitislongest。
Itisnotlongwithlanguor。Ithasroomforremoteness,andleisureforoblivion。Ittakesgreatexcursionsagainsttime,andtravelssoastoenlargeitshours。Thiscertainyearisanyoneoftheearlyyearsoffullyconsciouslife,andthereforeitisofallthedates。ThechildofTumulthasbeenlivingamplyandchangefullythroughsuchayear——hiseighth。Itisdifficulttobelievethathisisayearoftheself—samedateasthatoftheadult,themenwhodonotbreasttheirdays。
Forthemistheinelastic,orbutslightlyelastic,movementofthings。Monthmatchedwithmonthshowsafairlyequallength。Menandwomennevertravelfarfromyesterday;noristheirmorrowinadistantlight。Thereisrecognitionandfamiliaritybetweentheirseasons。ButtheChildofTumulthasinfiniteprospectsinhisyear。Forgetfulnessandsurprisesethiseastandhiswestatimmeasurabledistance。HisLetherunsinthecheerfulsun。Youlookonyourownlittleadultyear,andinimaginationenlargeit,becauseyouknowittobethecontemporaryofhis。Evenshewhoisquiteold,ifshehaveavitalfancy,mayfaceastrangeandgreatextentofafewyearsofherlifestilltocome——hisyears,theyearssheistoliveathisside。
Reasonseemstobemakinggoodherruleinthislittleboy’slife,notsomuchbyslowdegreesasbysuddenandfitfulaccessions。Hisspeechisyetsochildishthathechooses,foratoy,withblushesofpleasure,"alittleduckwhatcanwalk";butwithabeautifullyclearaccenthegreetshismotherwiththecolloquialquestion,"Well,darling,doyouknowthelatest?""Thewhat?""Thelatest:
doyouknowthelatest?"Andthenhetellshisnews,generally,itmustbeowned,withsomereferencetohisownwrongs。Onanotheroccasiontheunexpectedlittlephrasewasvaried;thenewsofthewarthenragingdistressedhim;athousandofthesidehefavouredhadfallen。Thechildthencametohismother’sroomwiththequestion:"Haveyouheardthesaddest?"Moreoverthe"saddest"
causedhimseveralfitsofperfectlysilenttears,whichseizedhimduringtheday,onhiswalksoratothermomentsofrecollection。
Fromsuchgreatcausesarisesuchlittlethings!Someofhisgriefwasforthenationheadmired,andsomewasforthetriumphofhisbrother,whosesympathieswereontheotherside,andwhoperhapsdidnotsparehissensibilities。
Thetumultsofalittlechild’spassionsofangerandgrief,growingfewerashegrowsolder,ratherincreasethanlessenintheirpainfulness。Thereisafullerconsciousnessofcompletecapitulationofallthechildishpowerstotheoverwhelmingcompulsionofanger。Thisisnottemptation;thewordistooweakfortheassaultofachild’spassionuponhiswill。Thatlittlewillistakencaptiveentirely,andbeforethechildwassevenheknewthatitwasso。Suchaconsciousnessleavesallbabyhoodbehindandcondemnsthechildtosuffer。Foracertainpassageofhislifeheisneitherunconsciousofevil,ashewas,norstrongenoughtoresistit,ashewillbe。Thetimeofthesubsidingofthetumultisbynomeanstheleastpitiableofthephasesofhumanlife。Happilytherecoveryfromeachtroubleisreadyandsure;sothatthechildwhohadbeenabandonedtonaughtinesswithallhiswillinanentireconsenttothegloomypossessionofhisanger,andwhohadlaterundergoneahaggardrepentance,hashiscaptivitysuddenlyturnedagain,"likeriversinthesouth。""Forgetit,"hehadwept,inakindofextremityofremorse;"forgetit,darling,anddon’t,don’tbesad;"anditishe,happily,whoforgets。Thewastedlookofhispalefaceiseffacedbythetouchofasinglecheerfulthought,andfiveshortminutescanrestoretheruin,asthoughabrokenlittleGermantownshouldinthetwinklingofaneyeberestoredasnoarchitectcouldrestoreit——shouldbemadefresh,strong,andtightagain,lookinglikeafullboxoftoys,asatownwaswonttolookinthenewdaysofold。
Whenhisruthlessangersarenotinpossessionthechildshowsthegrowthofthistardyreasonthat——quickened——ishereaftertodosomuchforhispeaceanddignity,bythesweetestconsideration。
Deniedasecondhandfulofstrawberries,andseeingquiteclearlythatthedenialwasenforcedreluctantly,hemakeshastetoreply,"Itdoesn’tmatter,darling。"Atanysuddennoiseinthehousehisbeautifulvoice,withallitslittledifficultiesofpronunciation,isheardwiththesedulousreassurance:"It’sallright,mother,nobodyhurtedourselves!"Heisnotsurprisedsoastoforgetthisgentlelittleduty,whichwasneverrequiredofhim,butisofhisowndevising。
AccordingtotheopinionofhisdearandadmiredAmericanfriend,hesaysallthesethings,goodandevil,withanEnglishaccent;andattheAmericanplayhisEnglishaccentwasirrepressible。"It’stoocomic;no,it’stoocomic,"hecalledinhisenjoyment;beingtheonlyperfectlyfearlesschildintheworld,hewillnotconsenttotheconventionalshynessinpublic,whetherhebethememberofanaudienceorofacongregation,butmakeshimselfperceptible。Andevenwhenhehasadesperatethingtosay,inthemomentofabsoluterevolt——suchathingas"Ican’tlikeyou,mother,"whichanonhewillrecantwithconvulsionsofdistress——hehasto"speakthethinghewill,"andwhenherecantsitisnotforfear。
Ifsuchachildcouldberuled(orapproximatelyruled,forinquisitorialgovernmentcouldhardlybesomuchasattempted)bysomesmallmeansadaptedtohissizeandtohisphysicalaspect,itwouldbewellforhishealth,butthatseemsattimesimpossible。
Bynoeffortcanhiseldersaltogethersucceedinkeepingtragedyoutofthelifethatissounreadyforit。Againstgreatemotionsnoonecandefendhimbyanyforethought。Heistheirsubject;andtoseehimthusdevotedandthuswrung,thuswreckedbytempestsinwardly,sothatyoufeelgriefhashimactuallybytheheart,recallsthereluctance——thequestion——wherewithyouperceivetheinteriorgriefofpoetryorofadevoutlife。CannottheMuse,cannottheSaint,youask,livewithsomethinglessthanthis?Ifthisisthetruerlife,itseemshardlysupportable。Inlikemanneritshouldbepossibleforachildofseventocomethroughhischildhoodwithgriefsthatshouldnotsocloselyinvolvehim,butshoulddealwiththeeasiersentiments。
Despiteallhissimplicity,thechildhas(bywayofinheritance,forhehasneverheardthem)theself—excusingfictionsofourrace。
Accusedofcertainactsofviolence,andunabletorebutthechargewithanyeffect,hefliestotheoldconvention:"Ididn’tknowwhatIwasdoing,"heavers,usingagreatdealofgesticulationtoexpressthetemporarydistractionofhismind。"Darling,afternurseslappedmeashardasshecould,Ididn’tknowwhatIwasdoing,soIsupposeIpushedherwithmyfoot。"HismotherknowsaswellasdoesTolstoithatmenandchildrenknowwhattheyaredoing,andarethemoreintentlyawareasthestressoffeelingmakesthemomentsmoretense;andshewillnotadmitapleawhichherchildmighthavelearnedfromtheundramaticauthorshehasneverread。
Farfromrepentingofheroldsystemofrewards,andfarfromtakingfrightatthenameofabribe,themotheroftheChildofTumulthasonlytowishshehadatcommandrewardsampleandvariedenoughtogivetheshockofhopeandpromisetotheheartofthelittleboy,andchangehispassionatitsheight。