首页 >出版文学> A Mountain Europa>第2章
  Shehadliftedhereyesnow,andhadfixedthemwithtenderthoughtfulnessonthemountains。Whatdidsheseeinthescenebeforeher,hewondered:thedeepvalley,brilliantwithearlysunshine;themagnificentsweepofwoodedslopes;PineMountainandthepeak—likeNarrows,wherethroughittheriverhadwornitspatientway;andtheCumberlandRange,lyinglikeacloudagainstthehorizon,andbluerandsofterthantheskyaboveit。Helongedtoknowwhatherthoughtswere;ifinthemtheremightbeahintofwhathehopedtofind。Probablyshecouldnottellthem,shouldheaskher,sounconsciouswassheofhermentallife,whateverthatmightbe。Indeed,sheseemedscarcelytoknowofherownexistence;therewasaboutherasimplicitytowhichhehadfelthimselfriseonlyinthepresenceofthespiritaboutsomelonelymountain—toporintheheartofdeepwoods。Hergazewasnotvacant,notlistless,butthepensivelookofasensitivechild,andClaytonlethimselffancythattherewasinitanunconsciousloveofthebeautybeforeher,andofitsspiritualsuggestivenessaslumberingsense,perhapseasilyawakened。Perhapshemightawakenit。
  Thedrowsyhumofthespinning—wheelceasedsuddenly,andhisdreamwasshattered。Hewonderedhowlongtheyhadsattheresayingnothing,andhowlongthesilencemightcontinue。Easter,hebelieved,wouldneveraddresshim。Eventhetemporaryintimacythatthebarterofthegunhadbroughtaboutwasgone。
  Thegirlseemedlostinunconsciousness。Themotherhadgonetoherloom,andwashummingsoftlytoherselfasshepassedtheshuttletoandfro。
  Claytonturnedforaninstanttowatchher,andtherudebackground,whichhehadforgotten,thrusteveryunwelcomedetailuponhisattention:
  theoldcabin,builtofhewnlogs,heldtogetherbywoodenpinandaugur—hole,andshingledwithroughboards;thedark,windowlessroom;
  theunplasteredwalls;thebedswithold—fashionedhighposts,mattressesofstraw,andcordsinsteadofslats;thehome—madechairswithstraightbacks,tippedwithcarvedknobs;themantelfilledwithutensilsandoverhungwithbunchesofdryingherbs;aladderwithhalfadozensmooth—wornstepsleadingtotheloft;andawide,deepfireplace—theonlysuggestionofcheerandcomfortinthegloomyinterior。
  Anopenporchconnectedthesingleroomwiththekitchen。
  Here,too,weresuggestionsofdailyduties。Themother’sfacetoldataleofhardshipandtoil,andtherewastheploughinthefurrow,andthegirl’scallousedhandsfoldedinherlap。WithathrillofcompassionClaytonturnedtoher。Whatapity!whatapity!
  Justnowherfacehadthepeaceofachild’s;butwhenaroused,anelectricfireburnedfromhercalmeyesandshowedtheardenttemperamentthatreallylaybeneath。Ifshewerequickandsympathetic—andshemustbe,hewhocouldtellhowrichthedevelopmentpossibleforher?
  "Youhain’tseenmuchofthiscountry,Ireckon。Youhain’tbeenhereafore?
  Themotherhadbrokenthesilenceatlast。
  No,"saidClayton;"butIlikeitverymuch。"
  Doye?"sheasked,insurprise。"Why,I’lowedyoufolksfromthesettlemintsthoughthitwasmightyscraggydownhyeh。"
  "Ohno。Thesemountainsandwoodsarebeautiful,andIneversawlovelierbeech—trees。Thecoloringoftheirtrunksissoexquisite,andtheshadeissofine,"heconcluded,lamely,noticingablanklookontheoldwoman’sface。Tohisdelightthegirl,halfturnedtowardhim,waslisteningwithpuzzledinterest。
  Well,"saidtheoldwoman,"beechesisbeautifultomewhentheyhasmastenoughtofeedthehogs。"
  Carriedbacktohistrainofspeculations,Claytonstartedatthisabruptdeliverance。Therewasasuspicionofhumorintheoldwoman’stonethatshowedanappreciationoftheirdifferentstandpoints。ItwaslostonClayton,however,forhisattentionhadbeencaughtbytheword"mast,"which,bysomeaccident,heIhadneverheardbefore。
  "Mast,"heasked,"whatisthat?
  Thegirllookedtowardhiminamazement,andburstintoalow,suppressedlaugh。Hermotherexplainedtheword,andalllaughedheartily。
  Claytonsoonsawthathisconfessionofignorancewasaluckyaccident。ItbroughtEasterandhimselfnearercommonground。
  Shefeltthattherewassomething,afterall,thatshecouldteachhim。Shehadbeenoverpoweredbyhispolitenessanddeferenceandhisunusuallanguage,and,notknowingwhattheymeant,wasovercomebyasenseofherinferiority。Theincidentgavehimthekeytohisfutureconduct。Amomentlatershelookedupcovertly,and,meetinghiseyes,laughedagain。Theicewasbroken。Hebegantowonderifshereallyhadnoticedhimsolittleattheirfirstmeetingasnottorecognizehim,orifherindifferenceorreservehadpreventedherfromshowingtherecognition。Hepulledouthisnote—bookandbegansketchingrapidly,consciousthatthegirlwaswatchinghim。Whenbefinished,herose,pickinguptheoldflint—lock。
  "Won’tyestayandhevsomedinner?,’askedtheoldwoman。
  "No,thankyou。"
  Comeag’in,"shesaid,cordially,addingthemountaineer’sfarewell,"Iwishyewell。"
  "Thankyou,Iwill。Good—day。"
  Ashepassedthegirlhepausedamomentanddroppedthepaperintoherlap。Itwasarudesketchoftheirfirstmeeting,thebullcomingathimlikeatornado。Thecolorcametoherface,andwhenClaytonturnedthecornerofthehouseheheardherlaughing。
  "Whatyoulaughin’at,Easter?"askedthemother,stoppingherworkandlookingaround。
  Foranswerthegirlroseandwalkedintothehouse,hidingthepaperinherbosom。Theoldwomanwatchedhernarrowly。
  Ineverseedyeafeardofamanafore,"shesaidtoherself。"No,nursotickled’boutone,nother。Well,heairasaccommodatin’afellerasIeversee,efheairafurriner。Buthewasafooltoswophisgunferhem。"
  V
  THEREAFTERClaytonsawthegirlwheneverpossible。Ifshecametothecamp,hewalkedupthemountainwithher。Noidledaypassedthathedidnotvisitthecabin,anditwasnotlongbeforehefoundhimselfstrangelyinterested。Herbeautyandfearlessnesshaddrawnhimatfirst;herindifferenceandstolidityhadpiquedhim;andnowtheshynessthatdisplacedthesewasinconsistentandpuzzling。Thishesethimselfdeliberatelyatworktoremove,andtheconsciouseffortgaveapeculiarpiquancytotheirintercourse。Hehadlearnedthesecretofassociationwiththemountaineers—tobeaslittleunlikethemaspossible—andheputtheknowledgeintopractice。Hediscardedcoatandwaistcoat,woreaslouchedhat,andwentunshavenforweeks。Heavoidedallconventionalities,andwasassimpleinmannerandspeechaspossible。OftenwhentalkingwithEaster,herfacewasblanklyunresponsive,andaquestionwouldsometimesleaveherinconfusedsilence。HefounditnecessarytousethesimplestAnglo—Saxonwords,andhesoonfellintomanyofthequaintexpressionsofthemountaineersandtheirodd,slowwayofspeech。Thiscoursewaseffective,andintimetheshynessworeawayandleftbetweenthemacomradeshipaspleasantasunique。
  Sometimestheytooklongwalkstogetheronthemountains。Thiswascontrarytomountainetiquette,buttheywereremoteevenfromtherudeconventionalitiesofthelifebelowthem。Theyevenwenthuntingtogether,andEasterhadthejoyofachildwhenshediscoveredhersuperioritytoClaytoninwoodcraftandintheuseofarifle。Ifhecouldtellherthenamesofplantsandflowerstheyfound,andhowtheywereakin,shecouldshowhimwheretheygrew。Ifhecouldteachheralittlemoreaboutanimalsandtheirhabitsthanshealreadyknew,hehadalwaystofollowherinthesearchforgame。Theirfellowshipwas,inconsequence,nevermorecompletethanwhentheywereroamingthewoods。InthemEasterwasathome,andherardentnaturecametothesurfacelikeapoeticglowfromherbuoyanthealthandbeauty。Thenappearedallthatwaswaywardandelfin—likeinhercharacter,andshewouldbeasplayful,wilful,evanescentasawood—spirit。Sometimes,whentheywereseparated,shewouldleadhimintoaravinebyimitatingasquirrelorawild—turkey,and,ashecreptnoiselesslyalongwithbatedbreathandeyespeeringeagerlythroughthetree—topsortheunderbrush,shewouldsteplikeadryadfrombehindsometreeathisside,witharinginglaughathisdiscomfiture。Again,shemightstartlehimbyrunninglightlyalongthefallentrunkofatreethatlayacrossatorrent,or,inafreakofwilfulness,wouldletherselfdownthebarefaceofsomesteepcliff。Ifhescoldedher,shelaughed。Ifhegrewangry,shewasseriousinstantly,andonceshefelltoweepingandfledhome。
  Hefollowedher,butshebarricadedherselfinherroomintheloft,andwouldnotbecoaxeddown。Thenextdayshehadforgottenthatshewasangry。
  Hermothershowednosurpriseatanyofhermoods。Easterwasnotlikeother"gals,"shesaid;shehadalwaysbeen"quar,"andshereckonedwould"al’aysbethatway。"SheobjectedinnowisetoClayton’sintimacywithher。Thefurriner,"shetoldRaines,wastheonlymanwhohadeverbeenabletomanageher,andifshewantedEastertodoanything"ag’inherwill,shewenttohimfust"—asimpleremarkthatthrewthemountaineerintodeepthoughtfulness。
  Indeed,thissenseofpowerthatClaytonfeltoverthewilful,passionatecreaturethrilledhimwithmorepleasurethanhewouldhavebeenwillingtoadmit;atthesametimeitsuggestedtohimacertainresponsibility。Whynotmakeuseofit,andagooduse?
  Thegirlwasperhapsdeplorablyignorant,coulddobutlittlemorethanreadandwrite;butshewassusceptibleofdevelopment,andattimesapparentlyconsciousoftheneedofitanddesirousforit。
  Oncehehadcarriedherahandfulofviolets,andthereafteranoldpitcherthatstoodonashelfblossomedeverydaywithwild—flowers。Hehadtransplantedavinefromthewoodsandtaughthertotrainitovertheporch,andthefirsthintoftendernesshefoundinhernaturewasinthecareofthatplant。Hehadtakenherabookfullofpicturesandfashion—plates,andhehadnoticedaquickandingeniousadoptionofsomeofitshintsinherdress。
  Oneafternoon,ashelayonhisbedinadarkenedcornerofhisroom,awoman’sshadowpassedacrossthewall,returned,andamomentlaterhesawEaster’sfaceatthewindow。Hehadlainquiet,andwatchedherwhileherwonderingeyesrovedfromoneobjecttoanother,untiltheywerefastenedwithalong,intentlookonapicturethatstooduponatablenearthewindow。Hestirred,andherfacemeltedawayinstantly。AfewdayslaterhewassittingwithEasterandRainesatthecabin。Themotherwasattheotherendoftheporch,talkingtoaneighborwhohadstoppedtorestonhiswayacrossthemountains。
  Easteraira—gettin’highnotions,"shewassaying,"’n’sheaira—spendin’hersavin’s,’n’allmineshekingitholdof,tobuyfixin’satthecommissary。Shemusthevwhitecrockery,’n’towels,’n’
  newfangledforks,’n’sichlike。"Aconsciousflushcameintothegirl’sface,andsherosehastilyandwentintothehouse。
  "Iwasafeard,"continuedthemother,"thatshewouldhevherhaircutshort,’n’bea—flyin’withribbons,’n’spangledoutlikearainbow,likeold’LigeHicks’sgal,efIhadn’theerdthefurrinertellheritwas’beastly。’Tharain’tnofearnow,ferwhatthatfurrinerdon’tlike,Easterdon’tnother。"
  Foraninstantthemountaineer’seyeshadflashedonClayton,butwhenthelatter,atrifleembarrassed,lookedup,Rainesapparentlyhadheardnothing。Easterdidnotreappearuntilthemountaineerwasgone。
  Therewereothcrhopefulsigns。WheneverClaytonspokeofhisfriends,shealwayslistenedeagerly,andaskedinnumerablequestionsaboutthem。Ifhisattentionwascaughtbyanyqueercustomorphraseofthemountaindialect,shewasquicktoaskinreturnhowhewouldsaythesamething,andwhatthecustomwasinthesettlemints。"Sheevenmadefeebleattemptstomodelherownspeechafterhis。
  Inaconsciousglowthatheimaginedwasphilanthropy,Claytonbeganhistaskofelevation。Shewasnotsoignorantashehadsupposed。Apparentlyshehadbeentaughtbysomebody,butwhenaskedbywhom,shehesitatedanswering;andhehadtakenitforgrantedthatwhatsheknewshehadpuzzledoutalone。Hewasastonishedbyherquickness,herdocility,andthepassionateenergywithwhichsheworked。Herinstantobediencetoeverysuggestion,hertrustineverywordheuttered,madehimacutelyandattimesuncomfortablyconsciousofhisresponsibility。Atthesametimetherewasinthetasksomethingofthepleasurethatayoungsculptorfeelswhen,forthefirsttime,theclaybeginstoyieldobediencetohisfingers,andsomethingofthedelightthatmusthavethrilledPygmalionwhenhesawhisstatuetremulouswithconsciouslife。
  VI
  THEpossibilityofliftingthegirlaboveherownpeople,andofcreatingaspiritofdiscontentthatmightembitterherwholelife,hadoccurredtoClayton;butatsuchmomentsthefigureofRainescameintothephilanthropicpictureformingslowlyinhismind,andhisconsciencewasquieted。Hecouldseethemtogether;thegradualchangethatEasterwouldbringaboutinhim,theinfluenceofthetwoontheirfellows。Themining—campgrewintoatownwithamodestchurchontheoutskirts,andacottagewhereRainesandEasterwereinstalled。Theystoodbetweentheoldcivilizationandthenew,understandingboth,andprotectingthenativestrengthoftheonefromthevicesoftheother,andtrainingitaftermorebreadthandrefinement。ButRainesandEasterdidnotlendthemselvestothepicturesoreadily,andgraduallyitgrewvagueandshadowy,andthefigureofthemountaineerwasblurred。
  Claytondidnotbringharmonytothetwo。Atfirsthesawnothingofthemountaineer,andwhentheymetatthecabinRainesremainedonlyashorttime。IfEastercaredforhimatall,shedidnotshowit。Howhewasregardedbythemother,Claytonhadlearnedlongago,when,inanswertooneofhisquestions,shehadsaid,withalookatEaster,that"Raineswasthelikeliestyoungfellerinthemmountains";that"heknewmorn’nanybodyroundthar";that"hehadspentayearinthesettlemints,wasmightyreligious,andwouldonedaybeacircuit—rider。Anyhow,"sheconcluded,"hewasamightygoodfriendo’theirn。"
  ButasforEaster,shetreatedhimwithunvaryingindifference,thoughClaytonnoticedshewasmorequietandreservedinthemountaineer’spresence;and,whatwasunintelligibletohim,sherefusedtospeakofherstudieswhenRaineswasatthecabin,andwarnedhermotherwithanangryfrownwhenthelatterbegantellingthemountaineerof"whutachangehadcomeoverEaster,andhowshereckonedthegalwasa—gittin’eddicatedenoughfertoteachanybodyinthemountains,shewasa—larnin’somuch。"
  Afterthatlittleincident,hemetRainesatthecabinoftener。Themountaineerwasalwaystaciturn,thoughhelistenedcloselywhenanythingwassaid,andevenwhenaddressedbyEaster’smotherhisattention,Claytonnoticed,wasfixedonEasterandhimself。Hefeltthathewasbeingwatched,anditirritatedhim。Hehadtriedtobefriendlywiththemountaineer,buthisadvanceswerereceivedwithareservethatwasalmostsuspicion。Astimewenton,themountaineer’svisitsincreasedinfrequencyandinlength,andatlastonenighthestayedsolongthat,forthefirsttime,Claytonlefthimthere。
  Neitherspokeaftertheyoungengineerwasgone。ThemountaineersatlookingcloselyatEaster,whowaslistlesslywatchingthemoonasitroseabovetheCumberlandRangeandbroughtintoviewthewaveringoutlineofPineMountainandtheshadowedvalleybelow。Itwasevidentfromhisfaceandhiseyes,whichglowedwiththesuppressedfireofsomepowerfulemotionwithin,thathehadremainedforapurpose;andwhenheroseandsaid,"IreckonIbetterbea—goin’,Easter,"hisvoicewassounnaturalthatthegirllookedupquickly。
  Hitairlate,"shesaid,afteraslightpause。
  Hisfaceflushed,buthesethislipsandcaughtthebackofhischair,asthoughtosteadyhimself。
  "Ireckon,"hesaid,withslowbitterness,"thathitwould’a’beenearlylongasthefurrinerwashyeh。"
  Thegirlwasrousedinstantly,butshesaidnothing,andhecontinued,inadeterminedtone:
  "Easter,thar’sagooddealI’vewantedtosaytoyeferalongtime,butIhevkepta—puttin’hitoffuntilI’mafeardmaybehitairtoolate。ButI’ma—goin’tosayhitnow,andIwantyetolisten。"Heclearedhisthroathuskily。"Doyeknow,Easter,whatfolksinthemountainsisa—sayin’?
  Thegirl’squickinsighttoldherwhatwascoming,andherfacehardened。
  "Haveyeeverknowedme,SherdRaines,tokeerwhatfolksinthemountainssay?Ireckonyemeanashowtheyaira—talkin’aboutmeThat’swhatImean,"saidthemountaineer—"you’n’him。"
  "Whutairtheya—sayin’?"sheasked,defiantly。Raineswatchedhernarrowly。
  "Theyaira—sayin’ashowheaira—comin’upheremightyoften;ashowEasterHicks,whohevneverkeeredfernoman,airinlovewiththisfurrinerfromthesettlemints。"
  Thegirlreddened,inspiteofherassumedindifference。
  "They—say,too,ashowheairnotinlovewithher,’n’thatsomebodyoughterwarnEasterthatheairnota—meanin’goodtoher。Youhevbeenseeda—walkin’inthemountainstogether。"
  "Whoseedme?"sheasked,withquicksuspicion。Themountaineerhesitated。
  Ihev,"hesaid,doggedly。
  Thegirl’sanger,whichhadbeenkindlingagainsthergossipingfellows,blazedoutagainstRaines。
  You’vebeenwatchin’me,"shesaid,angrily。"Whogiveyetherighttodoit?Whatcallhevyetocomehyarandtellmewhutfolksisasayin’?Isitanyo’yo’business?Iwanttotellye,SherdRaines"—herutterancegrewthick—"thatIkintakekeero’myself;
  thatIdon’tkeerwhatfolkssay;’n’Iwantyetokeepawayfromme。
  ’N’efIseesyea—hangin’round’n’a—spyin’,ye’llbesorryferit。"Hereyesblazed,shehadrisenanddrawnherselfstraight,andherhandswereclinched。
  Themountaineerstoodmotionless。"Thar’sanotherwho’sseedye,"hesaid,quietly—"upthar,"pointingtoawoodedmountain,thetopofwhichwaslostinmist。Thegirl’sattitudechangedinstantlyinto—vaguealarm,andhereyesflasheduponRainesasthoughtheywouldseartheirwayintothemeaninghiddeninhisquietface。Graduallyhismotiveseemedtobecomeclear,andsheadvancedasteptowardhim。
  "Soyou’vefoundoutwhardadisa—hidin’?"shesaid,hervoicetremulouswithrageandscorn。N’yeairmeanandsorryenoughtosomehyeh’n’tellmeye’llgivehimuptothelawefIdon’tknuckledown’n’dowhatyewantsme?
  Shepausedamoment。Washersuspicioncorrect?Whydidhenotspeak?Shedidnotreallybelievewhatshesaid。Coulditbetrue?
  Hernostrilsquivered;shetriedtospeakagain,buthervoicewaschokedwithpassion。Withasuddenmovementshesnatchedherriflefromitsplace,andthesteelflashedinthemoonlightandceasedinashininglinestraightatthemountaineer’sbreast。
  "Lookhyeh,SherdRaines,"shesaid,inlow,unsteadytones,"I
  knowyouairreligious,’n’Iknowashow,wheny’ugiveyerword,you’lldowhatyousay。Now,Iwantyetoholdupyerrighthandandsw’arthatyou’llnevertellalivin’soulthatyouknowwhardadisa—hidin’。"
  Rainesdidnotturnhisface,whichwasasemotionlessasstone。
  Airyegoin’tosw’ar?"sheasked,withfierceimpatience。Withoutlookingather,hebegantospeak—veryslowly:
  "DoyethinkI’mfoolenoughtotrytogainyergood—willbya—tellin’onyerdad?Wewereonthemountains,him’n’me,weseedyou’n’thefurriner。Yerdadthoughthitwasaspy,’n’hewhippeduphisgun’n’would’a’shothimdeadinhistracksefI
  hadn’thinderedhim。
  DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohurtthe’furriner?Ihevknowedyerdadwasupinthemountainsallthetime,’n’Ihevbeena—totin’
  thingsferhimtoeat。DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohandhimovertothelaw?"
  Thegirlhadlettheriflefall。Movingaway,shestoodleaningonitintheshadow,lookingdown。
  "YouwanttoknowwhatcallIhevtowatchye,’n’seethatnoharmcomestoye。Yerdadgivemetheright。Youknowhowhehatesfurriners,’n’whuthewoulddoefhehappenedtorunacrossthisfurrineratterhehasbeendrinkin’。I’ma—meddlin’becauseIhevtoldhimthatIamgoin’totakekeero’ye,’n’Imeantodoit—efyehatesmeferit。I’ma—watchin’ye,Easter,"hecontinued,"’n’Iwantyetoknowit。Iknowedthefurrinerbeguncomm’herecauseyeairnotlikegalsinthesettlemints。Y’uairascur’ustohimasoneo’
  thembugsan’sich—likethathe’salwaysa—pickin’upinthewoods。
  Ihevn’tsaidnuthin’toyerdad,ferfearo’hisharmin’thefurriner;
  butIhevseedthatyelikehim,an’hit’stimenowfermetomeddle。
  Efhewasinlovewithye,doyethinkhewouldmarryye?Ihevbeeninthesettle—mints。Folkstharairnotaswecitizensair。Theyairbigoted’n’high—heeled,’n’theylookdownonus。Itellye,too—
  ’n’hitairferyerowngood—heairinlovewithsomebodyinthesettlemints。Ihevheerdit,’n’Ihevseedhima—lookin’atapicterinhisroomezamandon’tlookathissister。Theysayhit’sher。
  "Thar’sonethingmore,Easter,"heconcluded,ashesteppedfromtheporch。"Heisa—goin’away。Iheardhimsayityestiddy。Whatwillyedowhenhe’sgoneefyeletsyerselfgittothinkin’somuchofhimnow?I’vewarnedyenow,Easter,feryerowngood,thoughyemoughtthinkI’ma—workin’fermyself。ButIknowIhevdonewhutIought。I’vewarnedye,’n’yekindowhutyeplease,butI’ma—watchin’ye。"
  Thegirlsaidnothing,butstoodrigid,witheyeswideopenandfacetense,asthemountaineer’sstepsdiedaway。Shewasbewilderedbytheconfusedemotionsthatswayedher。Whyhadshenotindignantlydeniedthatshewasinlovewiththe"furriner"?
  Raineshadnothinteditasasuspicion。Hehadspokenitoutrightasafact,andhemusthavethoughtthathersilenceconfirmedit。
  Hehadsaidthatthe"furriner"carednothingforher,andhaddaredtotellherthatshewasinlovewithhim。Hercheeksbegantobum。
  Shewouldcallhimbackandtellhimthatshecarednomoreforthe"furriner"thanshedidforhim。Shestartedfromthesteps,butpaused,straininghereyesthroughthedarkness。Itwastoolate,and,withahelplesslittlecry,shebeganpacingtheporch。Shehadscarcelyheardwhatwassaidafterthemountaineer’sfirstaccusation,socompletelyhadthatenthralledhermind;nowfragmentscamebacktoher。Therewassomethingaboutapicture—ah!sherememberedthatpicture。Passingthroughthecamponeafternoon,shehadglancedinatawindowandhadseenarifleonceherown。Turninginrapidwonderabouttheroom,hereyelighteduponapictureonatablenearthewindow。Shehadfelttherefinedbeautyofthegirl,andithadimpressedherwiththesametimiditythatClaytonhadwhenshefirstknewhim。
  Fascinated,shehadlookedtilla—movementintheroommadehershrinkaway。Butthefacehadclunginhermemoryeversince,andnowitcamebeforehervividly。Claytonwasinlovewithher。
  Well,whatdidthatmattertoher?
  TherewasmorethatRainessaid。"Goin’away。"Rainesmeantthe"furriner,"ofcourse。Howdidheknow?WhyhadClaytonnottoldher?Shedidnotbelieveit。Butwhynot?Hehadoncetoldherthathewouldgoawaysometime;whynotnow?Butwhy—whydidnotClaytontellher?Perhapshewasgoingtoher。Shealmoststretchedoutherhandsinasudden,fiercedesiretoclutchtheroundthroatandsinkhernailsintothesoftfleshthatrosebeforehermind。Shehadforgottenthathehadevertoldherthathemustgoaway,solittlehaditimpressedheratthetime。Shehadneverthoughtofapossiblechangeintheirrelationsorintheirlives。Shetriedtothinkwhatherlifewouldbeafterhewasgone,andshewasfrightened;shecouldnotimagineheroldliferesumed。WhenClaytoncame,itwasasthoughshehadrisenfromsleepinadream,andhadlivedinitthereafterwithoutquestioningitsreality。
  Intohishandsshehaddeliveredherlifeandherselfwiththeundoubtingfaithofachild。Shehadneverthoughtoftheirrelationsatall。Nowtheawakeninghadcome。Thedreamwasshattered。Forthefirsttimehereyewasturnedinward,whereafloodoflightbroughtintoterribledistinctnessthetumultthatbegantoragesosuddenlywithin。
  Onehopeonlyflashedintoherbrain—perhapsRaineswasmistaken。Buteventhen,ifhewere,Claytonmustgosometime;
  hehadtoldherthat。Onthisfacteverythoughtbecamecentred。Itwasnolongerhowhecame,therichnessofthenewlifehehadshownher,thebarrennessoftheold,Raines’saccusation,theshameofit—theshameofbeingpointedoutandlaughedatafterClayton’sdeparture;itwasnolongerhelplesswonderatthefierceemotionsrackingherforthefirsttime:herwholebeingwasabsorbedintherealizationwhichslowlyforceditselfintoherheartandbrain—somedayhemustgoaway;somedayshemustlosehim。
  Sheliftedherhandstoherheadinadazed,ineffectualway。Themoonlightgrewfaintbeforehereyes;mountain,sky,andmistwerein—distinguishablyblurred;andthegirlsankdownuponhertremblingknees,downtillshelaycrouchedonthefloorwithhertearlessfaceinherarms。
  Themoonrosehighaboveherandsankdownthewest。Theshadowsshortenedandcreptbacktothewoods,nightnoisesgrewfainter,andthemistsfloatedupfromthevalleyandClungaroundthemountain—tops;butshestirredonlywhenaquerulousvoicecamefromwithinthecabin。
  "Easter,"itsaid,"efSherdRainesairgone,y’ubettercomeintobed。Y’u’vegotaloto’worktodoto—morrer。"
  Thevoicecalledhertothehomelydutiesthathadoncefilledherlifeandmustfillitagain。Itwasasummonstobeginanewalifethatwasdead,andthegirlliftedherhaggardfaceinanswerandrosewearily。
  VII
  ONthefollowingSundaymorning,whenClaytonwalkeduptothecabin,Easterandhermotherwereseatedintheporch。Hecalledtothemcheerilyasheclimbedoverthefence,butonlythemotheranswered。Easterroseasheapproached,and,withoutspeaking,wentwithindoors。Hethoughtshemustbeill,sothinanddrawnwasherface,buthermothersaid,carelessly:
  Oh,hit’sonlyoneo’Easter’sspells。She’sbeensorto’puny’n’
  triflin’o’late,butIreckonshe’llbeallrightag’ininadayortwo。"
  Asthegirldidnotappearagain,Claytonconcludedthatshewaslyingdown,andwentawaywithoutseeingher。Hermannerhadseemedalittleodd,but,attributingthattoill—ness,hethoughtnothingfurtheraboutit。Tohissurprise,theincidentwasrepeated,andthereafter,tohiswonder,thegirlseemedtoavoidhim。Theirintimacywasbrokensharplyoff。WhenClaytonwasatthecabin,eithershedidnotappearorelsekeptherselfbusiedwithhouseholdduties。Theirstudiesceasedabruptly。Easterhadthrownherbooksintoacorner,hermothersaid,anddidnothingbutmopeallday;andthoughsheinsistedthatitwasonlyoneofthegirl’s"spells,"itwasplainthatsomethingwaswrong。Easter’sfaceremainedthinanddrawn,andacquiredgraduallyahard,dogged,almostsullenlook。ShespoketoClaytonrarely,andthenonlyinmonosyllables。Sheneverlookedhimintheface,andifhisgazerestedintentlyonher,asshesatwitheyesdowncastandhandsfolded,sheseemedtoknowitatonce。Herfacewouldcolorfaintly,herhandsfoldandunfoldnervously,andsometimesshewouldriseandgowithin。Hehadnoopportunityofspeakingwithheralone。Sheseemedtoguardagainstthat,and,indeed,Raines’spresencealmostpreventedit,forthemountaineerwastherealways,andalwaysnowthelasttoleave。Hesatusuallyintheshadowofthevine,andthoughhis—facewasunseen,Claytoncouldfeelhiseyesfixeduponhimwithanintensitythatsometimesmadehimnervous。Themountaineerhadevidentlybeguntomisinterprethisvisitstothecabin。Claytonwasregardedasarival。
  Inwhatotherlight,indeed,couldheappeartoRaines?Friendlycallsbetweenyoungpeopleofoppositesexwererareinthemountains。Whenayoungmanvisitedayoungwoman,hisintentionsweresupposedtobeserious。Raineswasplainlyjealous。
  ButEaster?Whatwas’thereasonforheroddbehavior?Couldshe,too,havemisconstruedhisintentionsasRaineshad?Itwasimpossible。Butevenifshehad,hismannerhadinnowisechanged。Someoneelsehadarousedhersuspicions,andifanyoneitmusthavebeenRaines。Itwasnotthemother,hefeltsure。
  ForsometimeClayton’smotherandsisterhadbeenurginghimtomakeavisithome。Hehadaskedleaveofabsence,butitwasabusytime,andhehaddelayedindefinitely。Inafort—night,however,thestressofworkwouldbeover,andthenhemeanttoleave。Duringthatfortnighthewasstrangelytroubled。Hedidnotleavethecamp,buthismindwasbusiedwiththoughtsofEaster—nothingbutEaster。Timeandagainhehadreviewedtheiracquaintanceminutelyfromthebeginning,buthecouldfindnocauseforthechangeinher。Whenhisworkwasdone,hefoundhimselfclimbingthemountainoncemore。Hemeanttosolvethemysteryifpossible。HewouldtellEasterthathewasgoinghome。
  Surelyshewouldbetraysomefeelingthen。
  Attheoldfencewhichhehadclimbedsooftenhestopped,aswashiscustom,torestamoment,withhiseyesonthewildbeautybeforehim—thegreatvalley,withmistsfloatingfromitsgloomydepthsintothetremulousmoonlight;farthroughtheradiantspacethestill,darkmassesoftheCumberlandliftedinmajestyagainsttheeast;andintheshadowofthegreatcliffthevagueoutlinesoftheoldcabin,asstillastheawfulsilencearoundit。Alightwasvisible,buthecouldhearnovoices。Still,heknewhewouldfindtheoccupantsseatedintheporch,heldbythatstrangequietwhichnatureimposesonthosewhodwellmuchalonewithher。Hehadnotbeentothecabinforseveralweeks,andwhenhespokeEasterdidnotreturnhisgreeting;Rainesnoddedalmostsurlily,butfromthemothercame,asalways,acordialwelcome。
  "I’mmightygladtoseeye,"shesaid;"youhaven’tbeenupferalongtime。"
  No,"answeredClayton;"Ihavebeenverybusy—gettingreadytogohome。"HehadwatchedEastercloselyashespoke,butthegirldidnotliftherface,andshebetrayednoemotion,notevensurprise;
  nordidRaines。Onlythemothershowedgenuineregret。Thegirl’sapathyfilledhimwithbitterdisappointment。Shehadrelapsedintobarbarismagain。Hewasafooltothinkthatinafewmonthshecouldcounteractinfluencesthathadbeenmouldinghercharacterforacentury。Hispurposehadbeenunselfish。Curiosity,thegirl’sbeauty,hisincreasingpoweroverher,hadstimulatedhim,tobesure,buthehadbeenconscientiousandearnest。Somehowhewasmorethandisappointed;hewashurtdeeply,notonlythatheshouldhavebeensomisunderstood,butforthelackofgratitudeinthegirl。Hewasbewildered。Whatcouldhavehappened?CouldRainesreallyhavepoisonedhermindagainsthim?WouldEastersoeasilybelievewhatmighthavebeensaidagainsthimandnotallowhimahearing?
  "I’vebeenexpectingtotakeatriphomeforseveralweeks,"hefoundhimselfsayingamomentlater;"IthinkIshallgoto—morrow。"
  Hehardlymeantwhathesaid;amomentarypiquehadforcedthewordsfromhim,but,oncespoken,hedeterminedtoabidebythem。Easterwasstirredfromherlethargyatlast,butClayton’sattentionwasdrawntoRaines’sstartofsurprise,andhedidnotseethegirl’sfaceagitatedforaninstant,norherhandsnervouslytremblinginherlap。
  "Ter—morrer!"criedtheoldwoman。"Why,ye’mosttakemybreathaway。Ideclar’,I’mdownrightsorryyou’regoin’,Ihevtuksechashinetoye。Ikindo’thinkI’llmissyemore’nEaster。"
  Raines’seyesturnedtothegirl,asdidClay—ton’s。Notasuggestionofcolordisturbedthepallorofthegirl’sface,oncemorecomposed,andshesaidnothing。
  You’resojolly’n’lively,"continuedthemother,’n’yeallushevsomuchtosay。YouairnotlikeEaster’n’Sherdhyar,whotalk’boutasmuchastwostumps。IsupposeI’llhevtositup’n’talktothemoonwhenyouairgone。"
  Themountaineerroseabruptly,and,thoughhespokequietly,hecouldhardlycontrolhimself。
  "Ezmycompanyseemstobeunwelcometoye,"hesaid,"Ikintakeitawayfromye,’n’Iwill。"
  Beforetheoldwomancouldrecoverherself,hewasgone。
  Well,"sheejaculated,"whutkinbethematterwithSherd?Hehevgotmightycur’ushyaroflate,’n’sohevEaster。Allo’yebeena—settin’uphyarezefyouwasataburyin’。I’ma—goin’tobed。You’n’Easterkinsetuplongasyeplease。Isupposeyouaircomm’
  backag’intoseeus,"shesaid,turningtoClayton。
  "Idon’tknow,"heanswered。"Imaynot;butIsha’n’tforgetyou。"
  "Well,Iwishyegoodluck。"Claytonshookhandswithher,andshewentwithindoors。
  Thegirlhadrisen,too,withhermother,andwasstandingintheshadow。
  "Good—byEaster,"saidClayton,holdingouthishand。
  Assheturnedhecaughtoneglimpseofherfaceinthemoonlight,anditswhitenessstartledhim。Herhandwascoldwhenhetookit,andhervoicewasscarcelyaudibleasshefaintlyrepeatedhiswords。Sheliftedherfaceastheirhandswereunclasped,andherlipsquiveredmutelyasiftryingtospeak,buthehadturnedtogo。
  Foramomentshewatchedhisdarkeningfigure,andthenwithstifledbreathalmoststaggeredintothecabin。
  Theroadwoundaroundthecliffandbackagain,andasClaytonpickedhiswayalongithewasoppressedbyastrangeuneasiness。
  Easter’sface,ashelastsawit,layinhismindlikeakeenreproach。
  Couldhehavebeenmistaken?Hadhebeentoohasty?Herecalledtheeventsoftheevening。HebegantoseethatitwassignificantthatRaineshadshownnosurprisewhenhespokeofgoinghome,andyethadseemedalmoststartledbythesuddennessofhisdeparture。Perhapsthemountaineerknewhewasgoing。Itwasknownatthecamp。Ifheknew,thenEastermusthaveknown。
  Perhapsshehadfelthurtbecausehehadnotspokentoherearlier。
  WhatmightRainesnothavetoldher,andhonestly,too?Perhapshewasunconsciouslyconfirmingallthemountaineermighthavesaid。Heoughttohavespokentoher。Perhapsshecouldnotspeaktohim。Hewheeledsuddenlyinthepathtoreturntothecabin,andstoppedstill。
  Somethingwashurryingdownthroughtheundergrowthofthecliffsidewhichtowereddarklybehindhim。Nearerandnearerthebushescrackledasthoughsomehuntedanimalwereflyingforlifethroughthem,andthenthroughthelaurel—hedgeburstthefigureofawoman,whosanktothegroundinthepathbe—forehim。Theflashofyellowhairandawhitefaceinthemoonlighttoldhimwhoitwas。
  "Easter,Easter!"heexclaimed,insickeningfear。"MyGod!isthatyou?Why,whatisthematter,child?Whatareyoudoinghere?"
  Hestoopedabovethesobbinggirl,andpulledawayherhandsfromherface,tear—stainedandbrokenwithpain。Thelimitofherself—repressionwasreachedatlast;thetensenerves,strainedtoomuch,hadbroken;andthepassion,solongchecked,surgedthroughherlikefire。Ah,God!whathadhedone?Hesawthetruthatlast。Inanimpulseoftendernessheliftedthegirltoherfeetandheldher,sobbinguncontrollably,inhisarms,withherheadagainsthisbreast,andhischeekonherhair,soothingherasthoughshehadbeenachild。
  Presentlyshefeltakissonherforehead。Shelookedupwithasuddenfiercejoyinhereyes,andtheirlipsmet。
  VIII
  CLAYTONshunnedallself—questioningafterthatnight。Stirredtothedepthsbythatembraceonthemountain—side,hegavehimselfwhollyuptotheloveorinfatuation—hedidnotaskwhich—thatenthralledhim。Whateveritwas,itsgrowthhadbeensubtleandswift。Therewasinitthethrillthatmightcomefromtamingsomewildcreaturethathadneverknowncontrol,andthegentlenessthattoanygenerousspiritsuchpowerwouldbring。These,withthemagnetismofthegirl’sbeautyandpersonality,andtheinfluenceofherenvironment,hehadfeltforalongtime;butnowricherchordsweresetvibratinginresponsetohergreatlove,thestruggleshehadagainstitsdisclosure,theappealfortendernessandprotectioninherfinaldefeat。Itwasideal,hetoldhimself,ashesankintothedeliciousdream;theytwoalonewithnature,aboveallhumanlife,withitsrestraints,itshardships,itsevils,itsdistress。Forthemwasthefreedomoftheopenskyliftingitsdomeabovethemountains;
  forthemnothinglesskindlythanthesunshiningitsbenediction;
  fortheireyesonlythechangingbeautiesofdayandnight;fortheirearsnosoundharsherthanthedrippingofdeworabird—song;forthemyouth,health,beauty,love。Anditwasprimevallove,theloveofthefirstwomanforthefirstman。Sheknewnoconvention,noprudery,nodoubt。Herlifewasimpulse,andherimpulsewaslove。Shewastheteachernow,andhethetaught;andhestoodinwonderwhentheplanthehadtendedfloweredintosuchbeautyinasinglenight。Ah,thehappy,happydaysthatfollowed!Theveilthathadforalongtimebeenunfoldingitselfbetweenhimandhispreviouslifeseemedtohavealmostfallen,andtheywereleftalonetotheirhappiness。Themotherkeptherowncounsel。RaineshaddisappearedasthoughDeathhadclaimedhim。Andthedreamlastedtillasummonshomebrokeintoitasthesuddenflaringupofacandlewillshatterareverieattwilight。
  IX
  THEsummonswasfromhisfather,andwasemphatic;andClaytondidnotdelay。Thegirlacceptedhisdeparturewithapaleface,butwithaquietsubmissionthattouchedhim。OfRaineshehadseennothingandheardnothingsincethenighthehadleftthecabininanger;butashecamedownthemountainafterbiddingEastergood—by,hewasstartledbythemountaineersteppingfromthebushesintothepath。
  Yeaira—goin’home,Ihear,"hesaid,quietly。
  "Yes,"answeredClayton;"atmidnight。"
  Well,I’llwalkdownwithyeapiece,efyedon’tmind。Hit’snotouto’myway。"
  Ashespokehisfacewasturnedsuddenlytothemoonlight。Thelinesinithadsunkdeeper,givingitalmostanagedlook;theeyeswerehollowasfromphysicalsufferingorfromfasting。HeprecededClaytondownthepath,withheadbent,andsayingnothingtilltheyreachedthespurofthemountain。Theninthesamevoice:
  "Iwanttotalktoyeawhile,’n’I’dliketohevyestepintermyhouse。Idon’tmeanyenoharm,"headded,quickly,"’n’hitain’tfer。"
  Certainly,"saidClayton。
  Themountaineerturnedintothewoodsbyanarrowpath,andsoontheoutlinesofamiserablelittlehutwerevisiblethroughthedarkwoods。Rainesthrustthedooropen。Thesingleroomwasdarkexceptforafewdullcoalsinagloomycavernwhichformedthefireplace。
  Sitdown,efyekinfindacheer,"saidRaines,"’n’I’llfixupthefire。"
  Doyouliveherealone?"askedClayton。Hecouldhearthekeen,smoothsoundofthemountaineer’sknifegoingthroughwood。
  "Yes,"heanswered;"ferfiveyear。"
  Thecoalsbrightened;tinyflamesshotfromthem;inamomenttheblazecaughtthedryfagots,andshadowsdancedoverthefloor,wall,andceiling,andvanishedasthemountaineerrosefromhisknees。Theroomwasasbareasthecellofamonk。Aroughbedstoodinonecorner;afewutensilshungnearthefireplace,whereinwereremnantsofpotatoesroastingintheashes,andclosetothewoodenshutterwhichservedasawindowwasaboardtable。
  Onitlayalargebook—aBible—apen,abottleofink,andapieceofpaperonwhichwereletterstracedwithgreatcareanddifficulty。
  Themountaineerdidnotsitdown,butbeganpacingthefloorbehindClayton。Claytonmovedhischair,andRainesseemedunconsciousofhispresenceaswitheyesonthefloorhetraversedthenarrowwidthofthecabin。
  Y’uhevn’tseedmeuponthemount’inlately,hevye?"heasked。
  "Ireckonyehaven’tmissedmemuch。DoyeknowwhutI’vebeendoin’?"hesaid,withsuddenvehemence,stoppingstillandrestinghiseyes,whichglowedlikeananimal’sfromthedarkenedendofthecabin,onClayton。
  "I’vebeentryin’tokeepfromkillin’ye。Oh,don’tmove—don’tfearnow;yeairassafeasefyeweredowninthecamp。Iseedyethatnightonthemount’in,"hecontinued,pacingrapidlybackandforth。"Iwaswaitin’ferye。ImeanttotellyejestwhutI’mgoin’totellyeter—night;’n’whenEastercomea—tearin’throughthebushes,’n’Iseedye—ye—a—standin’together"—thewordsseemedtostopinhisthroat—"IknowedIwastoolate。
  "Isottharferaminutelikearock,’n’whenyetwowentbackupthemount’in,beforeIknoweditIwashyerinthehousetharatthefiremouldin’abullettokillyewithasyecomeback。AllatoncetIheerdavoiceplainasmyownisatthisminute:
  "’Airyoua—thinkin’’bouttakin’thelifeofafellow—creatur,SherdRaines—youthatairtryin’tobeaservanto’theLord?’"
  "ButIkeptona—mouldin’,’n’suddenlyIseedyea—layin’intheroaddead,’n’theheavensopened’n’thefaceo’theLordwasthar,’n’heraisedhishandtosmitemewiththebrando’Cain—’n’lookthar!"
  Claytonhadsatspellboundbytheterribleearnestnessoftheman,andasthemountaineerswepthisdarkhairbackwithonehand,heroseinsuddenhorror。Acrossthemountaineer’sforeheadranacrimsonscaryetunhealed。Couldhehaveinflicteduponhimselfthisfearfulpenance?
  Oh,itwasonlythemoulds。IseeditallsoplainthatIthrowedupmyhands,fergittin’themoulds,’n’thehotleadstruckmethar;
  but,"hecontinued,solemnly,"IknowedtheLordhedtukthatwayo’punishin’meferthesinohavin’murderinmymind,’n’Ifellonmykneesrightthara—prayin’ferfergiveness:’n’sincethatnightI
  hevstayedawayfromyetilltheLordgivemepowertostandag’inthetemptationo’harmin’ye。Hehevshowedmeanotherway,’n’
  nowIhevcometoyeashehevtol’me。Ihevn’ttol’yethisfernothin’。Y’uinseenowwhutIthinko’Easter,efIwastemptedtotakethelifeo’themanwhotukherfromme,’n’IreckonyewillsayI’vegottherighttoaxyewhutI’ma—goin’to。Ihevknowedthegalsenceshewasababy。Wewaschildrentogether,andtharhain’tnousehidin’thatIneverkeeredastrawferanutherwoman。
  Sheusedtobemightywilful’n’contrary,butassoonasyoucomeI
  seedatoncetthatachangewascomm’overher。Imistrustedye,’n’Iwarnedherag’in’ye。ButwhenIl’arnedthatyewasa—teachin’
  her,anda—doin’whutIhadtriedmybesttodo’n’failed,Iletthingsrunalong,thinkin’thatmebbeever’thingwouldcomeoutright,afterall。Mebbehitairallright,butIcometoyenow,’n’Iaxyeinthenameofthelivin’God,whoisa—watchin’youa—guidin’me,airyegoin’toleavethepo’galtodiesorrowin’ferye,ordoyeaimtocomeback’n’marryher?
  Raineshadstoppednowinthecentreofthecabin,andtheshadowsflickeringslowlyoverhimgaveanunearthlyaspecttohistall,gauntfigure,ashestoodwithupliftedarm,paleface,glowingeyes,anddisorderedhair。
  "Thegalhasn’tgotnoprotecter—herdad,asyouknow,isa—hidin’
  fromjesticeinthemount’ins—andI’ma—standin’inhisplace,’n’Iaxyetodoonlywhutyouknowyeought。"
  Therewasnothingthreateninginthemountaineer’sattitude,nordictatorial;andClaytonfelthisrighttosaywhathehad,inspiteofanaturalimpulsetoresentsuchinterference。Besides,theresprangupinhisheartasuddengreatadmirationforthisrough,uncouthfellowwhowascapableofsuchunselfishness;who,truetothetrustofherfatherandhisGod,wasputtingasidethestrongestpassionofhislifeforwhathebelievedwasthehappinessofthewomanwhohadinspiredit。Hesaw,too,thatthesacrificewasmadewithperfectunconsciousnessthatitwasunusualoradmirable。Herosetohisfeet,andthetwomenfacedeachother。
  "Ifyouhadtoldmethislongago,"saidClayton,"Ishouldhavegoneaway,butyouseemeddistrustfulandsuspicious。Ididnotexpectthepresentstateofaffairstocomeabout,butsinceithas,I
  tellyoufranklythatIhaveneverthoughtofdoinganythingelsethanwhatyouhaveasked。"
  Andhetoldthetruth,forhehadalreadyaskedhimselfthatquestion。Whyshouldhenotmarryher?Hemustinallprobabilitystayinthemountainsforyears,andafterthattimehewouldnotbeashamedtotakeherhome,sostrongwashisbeliefinherquicknessandadaptibility。
  Rainesseemedscarcelytobelievewhatheheard。Hehadnotexpectedsuchreadyacquiescence。HehadalmostbeguntofearfromClayton’ssilencethathewasgoingtorefuse,andthen—Godknowswhathewouldhavedone。
  Instantlyhestretchedouthishand。
  "Ihevdoneyegreatwrong,’n’Iaxyerpar—din,"hesaid,huskily。
  "IwanttosaythatIbearyenogredge,’n’thetIwishyewell。I
  hopeyewon’tthinkhardonme,"hecontinued;"IhehadahardfightwiththedevilaslongasIcanricolect。Ihevturnedbacktime’n’ag’in,buttharhain’tnothin’terkeepmefromgoin’straightaheadnow。"
  AsClaytonleftthecabin,themountaineerstoppedhimforamomentonthethreshold。
  "Thar’sanotherthingIreckonIoughttotellye,"hesaid;"Easter’sdadairpowerfullysotag’inye。Hethoughtyewasanofficeratfust,’n’hitwashardtogithimouto’theideethetyewasspyin’ferhim;’n’whenheseedyegoin’tothehouse,hegotitinterhisheadthatyemoughtbemeanin’harmtoEaster,whoairtheonlythingalivethethekeersfermuch。Hepromisednottotechye,’n’I
  knowedhewouldkeephiswordaslongashewassober。It’llbeallrightnow,Ireckon,"heconcluded,"whenItellhimwhutyeaimstodo,thoughhehevgotaspiteag’inallfurriners。Far’well!I
  wishyewell;Iwishyewell。"
  AnhourlaterClaytonwasinJellico。Itwasmidnightwhenthetraincamein,andhewentimmediatelytohisberth。Strikingthecurtainaccidentally,helooseditfromitsfastenings,and,doublingthepillows,helaylookingoutontheswiftlypassinglandscape。
  Themoonwasfullandbrilliant,andtherewasastrange,keenpleasureinbeingwhirledinsuchcomfortthroughthenight。
  Themistsalmosthidthemountains。Theyseemedvery,veryfaraway。
  AredstartrembledinthecrestofWolfMountain。
  Easter’scabinmustbealmostunderthatStar。Hewonderedifshewereasleep。
  Perhapsshewasoutontheporch,lonely,suffering,andthinkingofhim。
  Hefeltherkissandhertearsuponhishand。Didhenotloveher?
  Couldtherebeanydoubtaboutthat?HisthoughtsturnedtoRaines,andhesawthemountaineerinhislonelycabin,sittingwithhisheadbowedinhishandsinfrontofthedyingfire。Heclosedhiseyes,andanotherpicturerosebeforehim—asceneathome。HehadtakenEastertoNewYork。Howbrilliantthelight!
  whatwarmthandluxury!Therestoodhisfather,therehismother。
  Whatgraciousdignitytheyhad!Herewashissister—whatbeautyandeleganceandgraceofmanner!ButEaster!Wherevershewasplacedtheotherfiguresneededreadjustment。Therewassomethingirritablyincongruous—Ah!nowhehadit—hismindgrewhazy—hewasasleep。
  X
  DURINGtheweeksthatfollowed,somemalignantspiritseemedtobetorturinghimwithaslowrealizationofallhehadlost;
  tauntinghimwiththepossibilityofregainingitandthecertaintyoflosingitforever。
  AshesteppedfromthedockatJerseyCitythefreshseawindhadthrilledhimlikeamemory,andhispulsesleapedinstantlyintosympathywiththetenselifethatvibratedintheair。Heseemednevertohavebeenawaysolong,andneverhadhomeseemedsopleasant。Hissisterhadgrownmorebeautiful;hismother’squiet,noblefacewassmootherandfairerthanithadbeenforyears;anddespitetheabsenceofhisfather,whohadbeenhastilysummonedtoEngland,therewasanairofcheerfulnessinthehousethatwasinmarkedcontrasttoitsgloomwhenClaytonwaslastathome。
  Hehadbeenquickenedatonceintoanewappreciationoftheluxuryandrefinementabouthim,andhesoonbegantowonderhowhehadinuredhimselftothediscomfortsandcruditiesofhismountainlife。Oldhabitseasilyresumedswayoverhim。
  Attheclubfriendandacquaintanceweresounfeignedlygladtoseehimthathebegantosuspectthathisowninnergloomhaddarkenedtheirfacesafterhisfather’smisfortune。Dayafterdayfoundhiminhisfavoritecornerattheclub,watchingthepassingpageantandlisteningeagerlytotheconversationalfrothofthetown—thegossipofclub,theatre,andsociety。Hisasceticlifeinthemountainsgavetoeverypleasurethetasteofinexperience。Hisearlyyouthseemedrenewed,sokeenandfreshwerehisemotions。Hefelt,too,thathewasrecoveringalostidentity,andstillthenewonethathadgrownaroundhimwouldnotloosenitshold。HehadtoldhisfamilynothingofEaster—why,hecouldscarcelyhavesaid—andthedifficultyoftellingincreasedeachday。
  Hissecretbegantoweighheavilyuponhim;andthoughhedeterminedtounburdenhimselfonhisfather’sreturn,hewastroubledwithavaguesenseofdeception。Whenhewenttoreceptionswithhissister,thissenseofadoubleidentitywaskeenlyfeltamidthelights,themusic,theflowers,theflashofeyesandwhitenecksandarms,thelowvoices,thepolite,clear—cututterancesofwelcomeandcompliment。
  Severaltimeshehadmetafaceforwhichhehadoncehadaboyishinfatuation。Itsimagehadneverbeensupplantedduringhisstudentcareer,buthehadturnedfromitasfromastarwhenhecamehomeandfoundthathislifewastobebuiltwithhisownhands。Nowthegirlhadgrowntograciouswomanhood,andwhenhesawherhewasthrilledwiththeremembrancethatshehadoncefavoredhimaboveallothers。Onenightadesireassailedhimtolearnuponwhatfootinghethenstood。Hehadyielded,andshegavehimakindlywelcome。Theyhaddriftedtoreminiscence,andClaytonwenthomethatnighttroubledatheartandangrythatheshouldbesoeasilydisturbed;surprisedthatthedayswerepassingsoswiftly,andpainedthattheywerefilledlessandlesswiththoughtsofEaster。Withapangofremorseandfear,hedeterminedtogobacktothemountainsassoonashisfathercamehome。Heknewtheeffectofhabit。Hewouldforgetthesepleasuresfeltsokeenlynow,ashehadonceforgottenthem,andhewouldleavebeforetheirholduponhimwassecure。
  Knowingthedangerthatbesethim,Puritanthathewas,hehadavoideditallhecould。Heevenstoppedhisdailyvisitstotheclub,andspentmostofhistimeathomewithhismotherandsister。Onceonly,tohisbitterregret,washeinducedtogoout。
  Wagner’stidalwavehadreachedNewYork;itwastheopeningnightoftheseason,andtheoperawasonethathehadlearnedtoloveinGermany。Theverybrilliancyofthescenethrewhimintogloom,soaloofdidhefeelfromitall—thegreattheatreaflamewithlights,thecirclingtiersoffaces,thepitwithitshundredmusicians,theireyesontheleader,whostoodabovethemwithbatonupraisedandGermanfacealreadyaglow。
  Inhisstudentdayshehadlovedmusic,buthehadlittlemorethantrifledwithit;now,strangelyenough,hislove,evenhisunderstanding,seemedtohavegrown;andwhentheviolinsthrilledallthevastspaceintolife,hewasshakenwithapassionnewlyborn。Alltheeveninghesatriveted。Arushofmemoriescameuponhim—memoriesofhisstudentlife,withitsdreamsandidealsofcultureandscholarship,whichrosefromhispastagainlikephantoms。Intheelevationofthemomentthetrivialpleasuresthathadbeentemptinghimbecamemeanandunworthy。Withapangofbitterregrethesawhimselfashemighthavebeen,asheyetmightbe。
  Afewdayslaterhisfathercamehome,andhisdistressofmindwascomplete。Claytonneedstayinthemountainsbutlittlelonger,hesaid;hewasfastmakinguphislosses,andhehadhopedafterhistriptoEnglandtohaveClaytonatonceinNewYork;butnowhehadbestwaitperhapsanotheryear。Thenhadcomeastrugglethatrackedheartandbrain。Allhehadeverhadwasbeforehimagain。
  Coulditbehisdutytoshuthimselffromthislife—hisnaturalheritage—tostiflethehighestdemandsofhisnature?Washeseriouslyinlovewiththatmountaingirl?Hadheindeedeverbeensureofhimself?
  If,then,hedidnotloveherbeyondallquestion,wouldhenotwronghimself,wrongher,bymarryingher?Ah,butmighthenotwrongher,wronghimself—evenmore?
  Hewasboundtoherbyeverytiethathissensitivehonorrecognizedamongthedutiesofonehumanbeingtoanother。