Shehadliftedhereyesnow,andhadfixedthemwithtenderthoughtfulnessonthemountains。Whatdidsheseeinthescenebeforeher,hewondered:thedeepvalley,brilliantwithearlysunshine;themagnificentsweepofwoodedslopes;PineMountainandthepeak—likeNarrows,wherethroughittheriverhadwornitspatientway;andtheCumberlandRange,lyinglikeacloudagainstthehorizon,andbluerandsofterthantheskyaboveit。Helongedtoknowwhatherthoughtswere;ifinthemtheremightbeahintofwhathehopedtofind。Probablyshecouldnottellthem,shouldheaskher,sounconsciouswassheofhermentallife,whateverthatmightbe。Indeed,sheseemedscarcelytoknowofherownexistence;therewasaboutherasimplicitytowhichhehadfelthimselfriseonlyinthepresenceofthespiritaboutsomelonelymountain—toporintheheartofdeepwoods。Hergazewasnotvacant,notlistless,butthepensivelookofasensitivechild,andClaytonlethimselffancythattherewasinitanunconsciousloveofthebeautybeforeher,andofitsspiritualsuggestivenessaslumberingsense,perhapseasilyawakened。Perhapshemightawakenit。
Thedrowsyhumofthespinning—wheelceasedsuddenly,andhisdreamwasshattered。Hewonderedhowlongtheyhadsattheresayingnothing,andhowlongthesilencemightcontinue。Easter,hebelieved,wouldneveraddresshim。Eventhetemporaryintimacythatthebarterofthegunhadbroughtaboutwasgone。
Thegirlseemedlostinunconsciousness。Themotherhadgonetoherloom,andwashummingsoftlytoherselfasshepassedtheshuttletoandfro。
Claytonturnedforaninstanttowatchher,andtherudebackground,whichhehadforgotten,thrusteveryunwelcomedetailuponhisattention:
theoldcabin,builtofhewnlogs,heldtogetherbywoodenpinandaugur—hole,andshingledwithroughboards;thedark,windowlessroom;
theunplasteredwalls;thebedswithold—fashionedhighposts,mattressesofstraw,andcordsinsteadofslats;thehome—madechairswithstraightbacks,tippedwithcarvedknobs;themantelfilledwithutensilsandoverhungwithbunchesofdryingherbs;aladderwithhalfadozensmooth—wornstepsleadingtotheloft;andawide,deepfireplace—theonlysuggestionofcheerandcomfortinthegloomyinterior。
Anopenporchconnectedthesingleroomwiththekitchen。
Here,too,weresuggestionsofdailyduties。Themother’sfacetoldataleofhardshipandtoil,andtherewastheploughinthefurrow,andthegirl’scallousedhandsfoldedinherlap。WithathrillofcompassionClaytonturnedtoher。Whatapity!whatapity!
Justnowherfacehadthepeaceofachild’s;butwhenaroused,anelectricfireburnedfromhercalmeyesandshowedtheardenttemperamentthatreallylaybeneath。Ifshewerequickandsympathetic—andshemustbe,hewhocouldtellhowrichthedevelopmentpossibleforher?
"Youhain’tseenmuchofthiscountry,Ireckon。Youhain’tbeenhereafore?
Themotherhadbrokenthesilenceatlast。
No,"saidClayton;"butIlikeitverymuch。"
Doye?"sheasked,insurprise。"Why,I’lowedyoufolksfromthesettlemintsthoughthitwasmightyscraggydownhyeh。"
"Ohno。Thesemountainsandwoodsarebeautiful,andIneversawlovelierbeech—trees。Thecoloringoftheirtrunksissoexquisite,andtheshadeissofine,"heconcluded,lamely,noticingablanklookontheoldwoman’sface。Tohisdelightthegirl,halfturnedtowardhim,waslisteningwithpuzzledinterest。
Well,"saidtheoldwoman,"beechesisbeautifultomewhentheyhasmastenoughtofeedthehogs。"
Carriedbacktohistrainofspeculations,Claytonstartedatthisabruptdeliverance。Therewasasuspicionofhumorintheoldwoman’stonethatshowedanappreciationoftheirdifferentstandpoints。ItwaslostonClayton,however,forhisattentionhadbeencaughtbytheword"mast,"which,bysomeaccident,heIhadneverheardbefore。
"Mast,"heasked,"whatisthat?
Thegirllookedtowardhiminamazement,andburstintoalow,suppressedlaugh。Hermotherexplainedtheword,andalllaughedheartily。
Claytonsoonsawthathisconfessionofignorancewasaluckyaccident。ItbroughtEasterandhimselfnearercommonground。
Shefeltthattherewassomething,afterall,thatshecouldteachhim。Shehadbeenoverpoweredbyhispolitenessanddeferenceandhisunusuallanguage,and,notknowingwhattheymeant,wasovercomebyasenseofherinferiority。Theincidentgavehimthekeytohisfutureconduct。Amomentlatershelookedupcovertly,and,meetinghiseyes,laughedagain。Theicewasbroken。Hebegantowonderifshereallyhadnoticedhimsolittleattheirfirstmeetingasnottorecognizehim,orifherindifferenceorreservehadpreventedherfromshowingtherecognition。Hepulledouthisnote—bookandbegansketchingrapidly,consciousthatthegirlwaswatchinghim。Whenbefinished,herose,pickinguptheoldflint—lock。
"Won’tyestayandhevsomedinner?,’askedtheoldwoman。
"No,thankyou。"
Comeag’in,"shesaid,cordially,addingthemountaineer’sfarewell,"Iwishyewell。"
"Thankyou,Iwill。Good—day。"
Ashepassedthegirlhepausedamomentanddroppedthepaperintoherlap。Itwasarudesketchoftheirfirstmeeting,thebullcomingathimlikeatornado。Thecolorcametoherface,andwhenClaytonturnedthecornerofthehouseheheardherlaughing。
"Whatyoulaughin’at,Easter?"askedthemother,stoppingherworkandlookingaround。
Foranswerthegirlroseandwalkedintothehouse,hidingthepaperinherbosom。Theoldwomanwatchedhernarrowly。
Ineverseedyeafeardofamanafore,"shesaidtoherself。"No,nursotickled’boutone,nother。Well,heairasaccommodatin’afellerasIeversee,efheairafurriner。Buthewasafooltoswophisgunferhem。"
V
THEREAFTERClaytonsawthegirlwheneverpossible。Ifshecametothecamp,hewalkedupthemountainwithher。Noidledaypassedthathedidnotvisitthecabin,anditwasnotlongbeforehefoundhimselfstrangelyinterested。Herbeautyandfearlessnesshaddrawnhimatfirst;herindifferenceandstolidityhadpiquedhim;andnowtheshynessthatdisplacedthesewasinconsistentandpuzzling。Thishesethimselfdeliberatelyatworktoremove,andtheconsciouseffortgaveapeculiarpiquancytotheirintercourse。Hehadlearnedthesecretofassociationwiththemountaineers—tobeaslittleunlikethemaspossible—andheputtheknowledgeintopractice。Hediscardedcoatandwaistcoat,woreaslouchedhat,andwentunshavenforweeks。Heavoidedallconventionalities,andwasassimpleinmannerandspeechaspossible。OftenwhentalkingwithEaster,herfacewasblanklyunresponsive,andaquestionwouldsometimesleaveherinconfusedsilence。HefounditnecessarytousethesimplestAnglo—Saxonwords,andhesoonfellintomanyofthequaintexpressionsofthemountaineersandtheirodd,slowwayofspeech。Thiscoursewaseffective,andintimetheshynessworeawayandleftbetweenthemacomradeshipaspleasantasunique。
Sometimestheytooklongwalkstogetheronthemountains。Thiswascontrarytomountainetiquette,buttheywereremoteevenfromtherudeconventionalitiesofthelifebelowthem。Theyevenwenthuntingtogether,andEasterhadthejoyofachildwhenshediscoveredhersuperioritytoClaytoninwoodcraftandintheuseofarifle。Ifhecouldtellherthenamesofplantsandflowerstheyfound,andhowtheywereakin,shecouldshowhimwheretheygrew。Ifhecouldteachheralittlemoreaboutanimalsandtheirhabitsthanshealreadyknew,hehadalwaystofollowherinthesearchforgame。Theirfellowshipwas,inconsequence,nevermorecompletethanwhentheywereroamingthewoods。InthemEasterwasathome,andherardentnaturecametothesurfacelikeapoeticglowfromherbuoyanthealthandbeauty。Thenappearedallthatwaswaywardandelfin—likeinhercharacter,andshewouldbeasplayful,wilful,evanescentasawood—spirit。Sometimes,whentheywereseparated,shewouldleadhimintoaravinebyimitatingasquirrelorawild—turkey,and,ashecreptnoiselesslyalongwithbatedbreathandeyespeeringeagerlythroughthetree—topsortheunderbrush,shewouldsteplikeadryadfrombehindsometreeathisside,witharinginglaughathisdiscomfiture。Again,shemightstartlehimbyrunninglightlyalongthefallentrunkofatreethatlayacrossatorrent,or,inafreakofwilfulness,wouldletherselfdownthebarefaceofsomesteepcliff。Ifhescoldedher,shelaughed。Ifhegrewangry,shewasseriousinstantly,andonceshefelltoweepingandfledhome。
Hefollowedher,butshebarricadedherselfinherroomintheloft,andwouldnotbecoaxeddown。Thenextdayshehadforgottenthatshewasangry。
Hermothershowednosurpriseatanyofhermoods。Easterwasnotlikeother"gals,"shesaid;shehadalwaysbeen"quar,"andshereckonedwould"al’aysbethatway。"SheobjectedinnowisetoClayton’sintimacywithher。Thefurriner,"shetoldRaines,wastheonlymanwhohadeverbeenabletomanageher,andifshewantedEastertodoanything"ag’inherwill,shewenttohimfust"—asimpleremarkthatthrewthemountaineerintodeepthoughtfulness。
Indeed,thissenseofpowerthatClaytonfeltoverthewilful,passionatecreaturethrilledhimwithmorepleasurethanhewouldhavebeenwillingtoadmit;atthesametimeitsuggestedtohimacertainresponsibility。Whynotmakeuseofit,andagooduse?
Thegirlwasperhapsdeplorablyignorant,coulddobutlittlemorethanreadandwrite;butshewassusceptibleofdevelopment,andattimesapparentlyconsciousoftheneedofitanddesirousforit。
Oncehehadcarriedherahandfulofviolets,andthereafteranoldpitcherthatstoodonashelfblossomedeverydaywithwild—flowers。Hehadtransplantedavinefromthewoodsandtaughthertotrainitovertheporch,andthefirsthintoftendernesshefoundinhernaturewasinthecareofthatplant。Hehadtakenherabookfullofpicturesandfashion—plates,andhehadnoticedaquickandingeniousadoptionofsomeofitshintsinherdress。
Oneafternoon,ashelayonhisbedinadarkenedcornerofhisroom,awoman’sshadowpassedacrossthewall,returned,andamomentlaterhesawEaster’sfaceatthewindow。Hehadlainquiet,andwatchedherwhileherwonderingeyesrovedfromoneobjecttoanother,untiltheywerefastenedwithalong,intentlookonapicturethatstooduponatablenearthewindow。Hestirred,andherfacemeltedawayinstantly。AfewdayslaterhewassittingwithEasterandRainesatthecabin。Themotherwasattheotherendoftheporch,talkingtoaneighborwhohadstoppedtorestonhiswayacrossthemountains。
Easteraira—gettin’highnotions,"shewassaying,"’n’sheaira—spendin’hersavin’s,’n’allmineshekingitholdof,tobuyfixin’satthecommissary。Shemusthevwhitecrockery,’n’towels,’n’
newfangledforks,’n’sichlike。"Aconsciousflushcameintothegirl’sface,andsherosehastilyandwentintothehouse。
"Iwasafeard,"continuedthemother,"thatshewouldhevherhaircutshort,’n’bea—flyin’withribbons,’n’spangledoutlikearainbow,likeold’LigeHicks’sgal,efIhadn’theerdthefurrinertellheritwas’beastly。’Tharain’tnofearnow,ferwhatthatfurrinerdon’tlike,Easterdon’tnother。"
Foraninstantthemountaineer’seyeshadflashedonClayton,butwhenthelatter,atrifleembarrassed,lookedup,Rainesapparentlyhadheardnothing。Easterdidnotreappearuntilthemountaineerwasgone。
Therewereothcrhopefulsigns。WheneverClaytonspokeofhisfriends,shealwayslistenedeagerly,andaskedinnumerablequestionsaboutthem。Ifhisattentionwascaughtbyanyqueercustomorphraseofthemountaindialect,shewasquicktoaskinreturnhowhewouldsaythesamething,andwhatthecustomwasinthesettlemints。"Sheevenmadefeebleattemptstomodelherownspeechafterhis。
Inaconsciousglowthatheimaginedwasphilanthropy,Claytonbeganhistaskofelevation。Shewasnotsoignorantashehadsupposed。Apparentlyshehadbeentaughtbysomebody,butwhenaskedbywhom,shehesitatedanswering;andhehadtakenitforgrantedthatwhatsheknewshehadpuzzledoutalone。Hewasastonishedbyherquickness,herdocility,andthepassionateenergywithwhichsheworked。Herinstantobediencetoeverysuggestion,hertrustineverywordheuttered,madehimacutelyandattimesuncomfortablyconsciousofhisresponsibility。Atthesametimetherewasinthetasksomethingofthepleasurethatayoungsculptorfeelswhen,forthefirsttime,theclaybeginstoyieldobediencetohisfingers,andsomethingofthedelightthatmusthavethrilledPygmalionwhenhesawhisstatuetremulouswithconsciouslife。
VI
THEpossibilityofliftingthegirlaboveherownpeople,andofcreatingaspiritofdiscontentthatmightembitterherwholelife,hadoccurredtoClayton;butatsuchmomentsthefigureofRainescameintothephilanthropicpictureformingslowlyinhismind,andhisconsciencewasquieted。Hecouldseethemtogether;thegradualchangethatEasterwouldbringaboutinhim,theinfluenceofthetwoontheirfellows。Themining—campgrewintoatownwithamodestchurchontheoutskirts,andacottagewhereRainesandEasterwereinstalled。Theystoodbetweentheoldcivilizationandthenew,understandingboth,andprotectingthenativestrengthoftheonefromthevicesoftheother,andtrainingitaftermorebreadthandrefinement。ButRainesandEasterdidnotlendthemselvestothepicturesoreadily,andgraduallyitgrewvagueandshadowy,andthefigureofthemountaineerwasblurred。
Claytondidnotbringharmonytothetwo。Atfirsthesawnothingofthemountaineer,andwhentheymetatthecabinRainesremainedonlyashorttime。IfEastercaredforhimatall,shedidnotshowit。Howhewasregardedbythemother,Claytonhadlearnedlongago,when,inanswertooneofhisquestions,shehadsaid,withalookatEaster,that"Raineswasthelikeliestyoungfellerinthemmountains";that"heknewmorn’nanybodyroundthar";that"hehadspentayearinthesettlemints,wasmightyreligious,andwouldonedaybeacircuit—rider。Anyhow,"sheconcluded,"hewasamightygoodfriendo’theirn。"
ButasforEaster,shetreatedhimwithunvaryingindifference,thoughClaytonnoticedshewasmorequietandreservedinthemountaineer’spresence;and,whatwasunintelligibletohim,sherefusedtospeakofherstudieswhenRaineswasatthecabin,andwarnedhermotherwithanangryfrownwhenthelatterbegantellingthemountaineerof"whutachangehadcomeoverEaster,andhowshereckonedthegalwasa—gittin’eddicatedenoughfertoteachanybodyinthemountains,shewasa—larnin’somuch。"
Afterthatlittleincident,hemetRainesatthecabinoftener。Themountaineerwasalwaystaciturn,thoughhelistenedcloselywhenanythingwassaid,andevenwhenaddressedbyEaster’smotherhisattention,Claytonnoticed,wasfixedonEasterandhimself。Hefeltthathewasbeingwatched,anditirritatedhim。Hehadtriedtobefriendlywiththemountaineer,buthisadvanceswerereceivedwithareservethatwasalmostsuspicion。Astimewenton,themountaineer’svisitsincreasedinfrequencyandinlength,andatlastonenighthestayedsolongthat,forthefirsttime,Claytonlefthimthere。
Neitherspokeaftertheyoungengineerwasgone。ThemountaineersatlookingcloselyatEaster,whowaslistlesslywatchingthemoonasitroseabovetheCumberlandRangeandbroughtintoviewthewaveringoutlineofPineMountainandtheshadowedvalleybelow。Itwasevidentfromhisfaceandhiseyes,whichglowedwiththesuppressedfireofsomepowerfulemotionwithin,thathehadremainedforapurpose;andwhenheroseandsaid,"IreckonIbetterbea—goin’,Easter,"hisvoicewassounnaturalthatthegirllookedupquickly。
Hitairlate,"shesaid,afteraslightpause。
Hisfaceflushed,buthesethislipsandcaughtthebackofhischair,asthoughtosteadyhimself。
"Ireckon,"hesaid,withslowbitterness,"thathitwould’a’beenearlylongasthefurrinerwashyeh。"
Thegirlwasrousedinstantly,butshesaidnothing,andhecontinued,inadeterminedtone:
"Easter,thar’sagooddealI’vewantedtosaytoyeferalongtime,butIhevkepta—puttin’hitoffuntilI’mafeardmaybehitairtoolate。ButI’ma—goin’tosayhitnow,andIwantyetolisten。"Heclearedhisthroathuskily。"Doyeknow,Easter,whatfolksinthemountainsisa—sayin’?
Thegirl’squickinsighttoldherwhatwascoming,andherfacehardened。
"Haveyeeverknowedme,SherdRaines,tokeerwhatfolksinthemountainssay?Ireckonyemeanashowtheyaira—talkin’aboutmeThat’swhatImean,"saidthemountaineer—"you’n’him。"
"Whutairtheya—sayin’?"sheasked,defiantly。Raineswatchedhernarrowly。
"Theyaira—sayin’ashowheaira—comin’upheremightyoften;ashowEasterHicks,whohevneverkeeredfernoman,airinlovewiththisfurrinerfromthesettlemints。"
Thegirlreddened,inspiteofherassumedindifference。
"They—say,too,ashowheairnotinlovewithher,’n’thatsomebodyoughterwarnEasterthatheairnota—meanin’goodtoher。Youhevbeenseeda—walkin’inthemountainstogether。"
"Whoseedme?"sheasked,withquicksuspicion。Themountaineerhesitated。
Ihev,"hesaid,doggedly。
Thegirl’sanger,whichhadbeenkindlingagainsthergossipingfellows,blazedoutagainstRaines。
You’vebeenwatchin’me,"shesaid,angrily。"Whogiveyetherighttodoit?Whatcallhevyetocomehyarandtellmewhutfolksisasayin’?Isitanyo’yo’business?Iwanttotellye,SherdRaines"—herutterancegrewthick—"thatIkintakekeero’myself;
thatIdon’tkeerwhatfolkssay;’n’Iwantyetokeepawayfromme。
’N’efIseesyea—hangin’round’n’a—spyin’,ye’llbesorryferit。"Hereyesblazed,shehadrisenanddrawnherselfstraight,andherhandswereclinched。
Themountaineerstoodmotionless。"Thar’sanotherwho’sseedye,"hesaid,quietly—"upthar,"pointingtoawoodedmountain,thetopofwhichwaslostinmist。Thegirl’sattitudechangedinstantlyinto—vaguealarm,andhereyesflasheduponRainesasthoughtheywouldseartheirwayintothemeaninghiddeninhisquietface。Graduallyhismotiveseemedtobecomeclear,andsheadvancedasteptowardhim。
"Soyou’vefoundoutwhardadisa—hidin’?"shesaid,hervoicetremulouswithrageandscorn。N’yeairmeanandsorryenoughtosomehyeh’n’tellmeye’llgivehimuptothelawefIdon’tknuckledown’n’dowhatyewantsme?
Shepausedamoment。Washersuspicioncorrect?Whydidhenotspeak?Shedidnotreallybelievewhatshesaid。Coulditbetrue?
Hernostrilsquivered;shetriedtospeakagain,buthervoicewaschokedwithpassion。Withasuddenmovementshesnatchedherriflefromitsplace,andthesteelflashedinthemoonlightandceasedinashininglinestraightatthemountaineer’sbreast。
"Lookhyeh,SherdRaines,"shesaid,inlow,unsteadytones,"I
knowyouairreligious,’n’Iknowashow,wheny’ugiveyerword,you’lldowhatyousay。Now,Iwantyetoholdupyerrighthandandsw’arthatyou’llnevertellalivin’soulthatyouknowwhardadisa—hidin’。"
Rainesdidnotturnhisface,whichwasasemotionlessasstone。
Airyegoin’tosw’ar?"sheasked,withfierceimpatience。Withoutlookingather,hebegantospeak—veryslowly:
"DoyethinkI’mfoolenoughtotrytogainyergood—willbya—tellin’onyerdad?Wewereonthemountains,him’n’me,weseedyou’n’thefurriner。Yerdadthoughthitwasaspy,’n’hewhippeduphisgun’n’would’a’shothimdeadinhistracksefI
hadn’thinderedhim。
DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohurtthe’furriner?Ihevknowedyerdadwasupinthemountainsallthetime,’n’Ihevbeena—totin’
thingsferhimtoeat。DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohandhimovertothelaw?"
Thegirlhadlettheriflefall。Movingaway,shestoodleaningonitintheshadow,lookingdown。
"YouwanttoknowwhatcallIhevtowatchye,’n’seethatnoharmcomestoye。Yerdadgivemetheright。Youknowhowhehatesfurriners,’n’whuthewoulddoefhehappenedtorunacrossthisfurrineratterhehasbeendrinkin’。I’ma—meddlin’becauseIhevtoldhimthatIamgoin’totakekeero’ye,’n’Imeantodoit—efyehatesmeferit。I’ma—watchin’ye,Easter,"hecontinued,"’n’Iwantyetoknowit。Iknowedthefurrinerbeguncomm’herecauseyeairnotlikegalsinthesettlemints。Y’uairascur’ustohimasoneo’
thembugsan’sich—likethathe’salwaysa—pickin’upinthewoods。
Ihevn’tsaidnuthin’toyerdad,ferfearo’hisharmin’thefurriner;
butIhevseedthatyelikehim,an’hit’stimenowfermetomeddle。
Efhewasinlovewithye,doyethinkhewouldmarryye?Ihevbeeninthesettle—mints。Folkstharairnotaswecitizensair。Theyairbigoted’n’high—heeled,’n’theylookdownonus。Itellye,too—
’n’hitairferyerowngood—heairinlovewithsomebodyinthesettlemints。Ihevheerdit,’n’Ihevseedhima—lookin’atapicterinhisroomezamandon’tlookathissister。Theysayhit’sher。
"Thar’sonethingmore,Easter,"heconcluded,ashesteppedfromtheporch。"Heisa—goin’away。Iheardhimsayityestiddy。Whatwillyedowhenhe’sgoneefyeletsyerselfgittothinkin’somuchofhimnow?I’vewarnedyenow,Easter,feryerowngood,thoughyemoughtthinkI’ma—workin’fermyself。ButIknowIhevdonewhutIought。I’vewarnedye,’n’yekindowhutyeplease,butI’ma—watchin’ye。"
Thegirlsaidnothing,butstoodrigid,witheyeswideopenandfacetense,asthemountaineer’sstepsdiedaway。Shewasbewilderedbytheconfusedemotionsthatswayedher。Whyhadshenotindignantlydeniedthatshewasinlovewiththe"furriner"?
Raineshadnothinteditasasuspicion。Hehadspokenitoutrightasafact,andhemusthavethoughtthathersilenceconfirmedit。
Hehadsaidthatthe"furriner"carednothingforher,andhaddaredtotellherthatshewasinlovewithhim。Hercheeksbegantobum。
Shewouldcallhimbackandtellhimthatshecarednomoreforthe"furriner"thanshedidforhim。Shestartedfromthesteps,butpaused,straininghereyesthroughthedarkness。Itwastoolate,and,withahelplesslittlecry,shebeganpacingtheporch。Shehadscarcelyheardwhatwassaidafterthemountaineer’sfirstaccusation,socompletelyhadthatenthralledhermind;nowfragmentscamebacktoher。Therewassomethingaboutapicture—ah!sherememberedthatpicture。Passingthroughthecamponeafternoon,shehadglancedinatawindowandhadseenarifleonceherown。Turninginrapidwonderabouttheroom,hereyelighteduponapictureonatablenearthewindow。Shehadfelttherefinedbeautyofthegirl,andithadimpressedherwiththesametimiditythatClaytonhadwhenshefirstknewhim。
Fascinated,shehadlookedtilla—movementintheroommadehershrinkaway。Butthefacehadclunginhermemoryeversince,andnowitcamebeforehervividly。Claytonwasinlovewithher。
Well,whatdidthatmattertoher?
TherewasmorethatRainessaid。"Goin’away。"Rainesmeantthe"furriner,"ofcourse。Howdidheknow?WhyhadClaytonnottoldher?Shedidnotbelieveit。Butwhynot?Hehadoncetoldherthathewouldgoawaysometime;whynotnow?Butwhy—whydidnotClaytontellher?Perhapshewasgoingtoher。Shealmoststretchedoutherhandsinasudden,fiercedesiretoclutchtheroundthroatandsinkhernailsintothesoftfleshthatrosebeforehermind。Shehadforgottenthathehadevertoldherthathemustgoaway,solittlehaditimpressedheratthetime。Shehadneverthoughtofapossiblechangeintheirrelationsorintheirlives。Shetriedtothinkwhatherlifewouldbeafterhewasgone,andshewasfrightened;shecouldnotimagineheroldliferesumed。WhenClaytoncame,itwasasthoughshehadrisenfromsleepinadream,andhadlivedinitthereafterwithoutquestioningitsreality。
Intohishandsshehaddeliveredherlifeandherselfwiththeundoubtingfaithofachild。Shehadneverthoughtoftheirrelationsatall。Nowtheawakeninghadcome。Thedreamwasshattered。Forthefirsttimehereyewasturnedinward,whereafloodoflightbroughtintoterribledistinctnessthetumultthatbegantoragesosuddenlywithin。
Onehopeonlyflashedintoherbrain—perhapsRaineswasmistaken。Buteventhen,ifhewere,Claytonmustgosometime;
hehadtoldherthat。Onthisfacteverythoughtbecamecentred。Itwasnolongerhowhecame,therichnessofthenewlifehehadshownher,thebarrennessoftheold,Raines’saccusation,theshameofit—theshameofbeingpointedoutandlaughedatafterClayton’sdeparture;itwasnolongerhelplesswonderatthefierceemotionsrackingherforthefirsttime:herwholebeingwasabsorbedintherealizationwhichslowlyforceditselfintoherheartandbrain—somedayhemustgoaway;somedayshemustlosehim。
Sheliftedherhandstoherheadinadazed,ineffectualway。Themoonlightgrewfaintbeforehereyes;mountain,sky,andmistwerein—distinguishablyblurred;andthegirlsankdownuponhertremblingknees,downtillshelaycrouchedonthefloorwithhertearlessfaceinherarms。
Themoonrosehighaboveherandsankdownthewest。Theshadowsshortenedandcreptbacktothewoods,nightnoisesgrewfainter,andthemistsfloatedupfromthevalleyandClungaroundthemountain—tops;butshestirredonlywhenaquerulousvoicecamefromwithinthecabin。
"Easter,"itsaid,"efSherdRainesairgone,y’ubettercomeintobed。Y’u’vegotaloto’worktodoto—morrer。"
Thevoicecalledhertothehomelydutiesthathadoncefilledherlifeandmustfillitagain。Itwasasummonstobeginanewalifethatwasdead,andthegirlliftedherhaggardfaceinanswerandrosewearily。
VII
ONthefollowingSundaymorning,whenClaytonwalkeduptothecabin,Easterandhermotherwereseatedintheporch。Hecalledtothemcheerilyasheclimbedoverthefence,butonlythemotheranswered。Easterroseasheapproached,and,withoutspeaking,wentwithindoors。Hethoughtshemustbeill,sothinanddrawnwasherface,buthermothersaid,carelessly:
Oh,hit’sonlyoneo’Easter’sspells。She’sbeensorto’puny’n’
triflin’o’late,butIreckonshe’llbeallrightag’ininadayortwo。"
Asthegirldidnotappearagain,Claytonconcludedthatshewaslyingdown,andwentawaywithoutseeingher。Hermannerhadseemedalittleodd,but,attributingthattoill—ness,hethoughtnothingfurtheraboutit。Tohissurprise,theincidentwasrepeated,andthereafter,tohiswonder,thegirlseemedtoavoidhim。Theirintimacywasbrokensharplyoff。WhenClaytonwasatthecabin,eithershedidnotappearorelsekeptherselfbusiedwithhouseholdduties。Theirstudiesceasedabruptly。Easterhadthrownherbooksintoacorner,hermothersaid,anddidnothingbutmopeallday;andthoughsheinsistedthatitwasonlyoneofthegirl’s"spells,"itwasplainthatsomethingwaswrong。Easter’sfaceremainedthinanddrawn,andacquiredgraduallyahard,dogged,almostsullenlook。ShespoketoClaytonrarely,andthenonlyinmonosyllables。Sheneverlookedhimintheface,andifhisgazerestedintentlyonher,asshesatwitheyesdowncastandhandsfolded,sheseemedtoknowitatonce。Herfacewouldcolorfaintly,herhandsfoldandunfoldnervously,andsometimesshewouldriseandgowithin。Hehadnoopportunityofspeakingwithheralone。Sheseemedtoguardagainstthat,and,indeed,Raines’spresencealmostpreventedit,forthemountaineerwastherealways,andalwaysnowthelasttoleave。Hesatusuallyintheshadowofthevine,andthoughhis—facewasunseen,Claytoncouldfeelhiseyesfixeduponhimwithanintensitythatsometimesmadehimnervous。Themountaineerhadevidentlybeguntomisinterprethisvisitstothecabin。Claytonwasregardedasarival。
Inwhatotherlight,indeed,couldheappeartoRaines?Friendlycallsbetweenyoungpeopleofoppositesexwererareinthemountains。Whenayoungmanvisitedayoungwoman,hisintentionsweresupposedtobeserious。Raineswasplainlyjealous。
ButEaster?Whatwas’thereasonforheroddbehavior?Couldshe,too,havemisconstruedhisintentionsasRaineshad?Itwasimpossible。Butevenifshehad,hismannerhadinnowisechanged。Someoneelsehadarousedhersuspicions,andifanyoneitmusthavebeenRaines。Itwasnotthemother,hefeltsure。
ForsometimeClayton’smotherandsisterhadbeenurginghimtomakeavisithome。Hehadaskedleaveofabsence,butitwasabusytime,andhehaddelayedindefinitely。Inafort—night,however,thestressofworkwouldbeover,andthenhemeanttoleave。Duringthatfortnighthewasstrangelytroubled。Hedidnotleavethecamp,buthismindwasbusiedwiththoughtsofEaster—nothingbutEaster。Timeandagainhehadreviewedtheiracquaintanceminutelyfromthebeginning,buthecouldfindnocauseforthechangeinher。Whenhisworkwasdone,hefoundhimselfclimbingthemountainoncemore。Hemeanttosolvethemysteryifpossible。HewouldtellEasterthathewasgoinghome。
Surelyshewouldbetraysomefeelingthen。
Attheoldfencewhichhehadclimbedsooftenhestopped,aswashiscustom,torestamoment,withhiseyesonthewildbeautybeforehim—thegreatvalley,withmistsfloatingfromitsgloomydepthsintothetremulousmoonlight;farthroughtheradiantspacethestill,darkmassesoftheCumberlandliftedinmajestyagainsttheeast;andintheshadowofthegreatcliffthevagueoutlinesoftheoldcabin,asstillastheawfulsilencearoundit。Alightwasvisible,buthecouldhearnovoices。Still,heknewhewouldfindtheoccupantsseatedintheporch,heldbythatstrangequietwhichnatureimposesonthosewhodwellmuchalonewithher。Hehadnotbeentothecabinforseveralweeks,andwhenhespokeEasterdidnotreturnhisgreeting;Rainesnoddedalmostsurlily,butfromthemothercame,asalways,acordialwelcome。
"I’mmightygladtoseeye,"shesaid;"youhaven’tbeenupferalongtime。"
No,"answeredClayton;"Ihavebeenverybusy—gettingreadytogohome。"HehadwatchedEastercloselyashespoke,butthegirldidnotliftherface,andshebetrayednoemotion,notevensurprise;
nordidRaines。Onlythemothershowedgenuineregret。Thegirl’sapathyfilledhimwithbitterdisappointment。Shehadrelapsedintobarbarismagain。Hewasafooltothinkthatinafewmonthshecouldcounteractinfluencesthathadbeenmouldinghercharacterforacentury。Hispurposehadbeenunselfish。Curiosity,thegirl’sbeauty,hisincreasingpoweroverher,hadstimulatedhim,tobesure,buthehadbeenconscientiousandearnest。Somehowhewasmorethandisappointed;hewashurtdeeply,notonlythatheshouldhavebeensomisunderstood,butforthelackofgratitudeinthegirl。Hewasbewildered。Whatcouldhavehappened?CouldRainesreallyhavepoisonedhermindagainsthim?WouldEastersoeasilybelievewhatmighthavebeensaidagainsthimandnotallowhimahearing?
"I’vebeenexpectingtotakeatriphomeforseveralweeks,"hefoundhimselfsayingamomentlater;"IthinkIshallgoto—morrow。"
Hehardlymeantwhathesaid;amomentarypiquehadforcedthewordsfromhim,but,oncespoken,hedeterminedtoabidebythem。Easterwasstirredfromherlethargyatlast,butClayton’sattentionwasdrawntoRaines’sstartofsurprise,andhedidnotseethegirl’sfaceagitatedforaninstant,norherhandsnervouslytremblinginherlap。
"Ter—morrer!"criedtheoldwoman。"Why,ye’mosttakemybreathaway。Ideclar’,I’mdownrightsorryyou’regoin’,Ihevtuksechashinetoye。Ikindo’thinkI’llmissyemore’nEaster。"
Raines’seyesturnedtothegirl,asdidClay—ton’s。Notasuggestionofcolordisturbedthepallorofthegirl’sface,oncemorecomposed,andshesaidnothing。
You’resojolly’n’lively,"continuedthemother,’n’yeallushevsomuchtosay。YouairnotlikeEaster’n’Sherdhyar,whotalk’boutasmuchastwostumps。IsupposeI’llhevtositup’n’talktothemoonwhenyouairgone。"
Themountaineerroseabruptly,and,thoughhespokequietly,hecouldhardlycontrolhimself。
"Ezmycompanyseemstobeunwelcometoye,"hesaid,"Ikintakeitawayfromye,’n’Iwill。"
Beforetheoldwomancouldrecoverherself,hewasgone。
Well,"sheejaculated,"whutkinbethematterwithSherd?Hehevgotmightycur’ushyaroflate,’n’sohevEaster。Allo’yebeena—settin’uphyarezefyouwasataburyin’。I’ma—goin’tobed。You’n’Easterkinsetuplongasyeplease。Isupposeyouaircomm’
backag’intoseeus,"shesaid,turningtoClayton。
"Idon’tknow,"heanswered。"Imaynot;butIsha’n’tforgetyou。"
"Well,Iwishyegoodluck。"Claytonshookhandswithher,andshewentwithindoors。
Thegirlhadrisen,too,withhermother,andwasstandingintheshadow。
"Good—byEaster,"saidClayton,holdingouthishand。
Assheturnedhecaughtoneglimpseofherfaceinthemoonlight,anditswhitenessstartledhim。Herhandwascoldwhenhetookit,andhervoicewasscarcelyaudibleasshefaintlyrepeatedhiswords。Sheliftedherfaceastheirhandswereunclasped,andherlipsquiveredmutelyasiftryingtospeak,buthehadturnedtogo。
Foramomentshewatchedhisdarkeningfigure,andthenwithstifledbreathalmoststaggeredintothecabin。
Theroadwoundaroundthecliffandbackagain,andasClaytonpickedhiswayalongithewasoppressedbyastrangeuneasiness。
Easter’sface,ashelastsawit,layinhismindlikeakeenreproach。
Couldhehavebeenmistaken?Hadhebeentoohasty?Herecalledtheeventsoftheevening。HebegantoseethatitwassignificantthatRaineshadshownnosurprisewhenhespokeofgoinghome,andyethadseemedalmoststartledbythesuddennessofhisdeparture。Perhapsthemountaineerknewhewasgoing。Itwasknownatthecamp。Ifheknew,thenEastermusthaveknown。
Perhapsshehadfelthurtbecausehehadnotspokentoherearlier。
WhatmightRainesnothavetoldher,andhonestly,too?Perhapshewasunconsciouslyconfirmingallthemountaineermighthavesaid。Heoughttohavespokentoher。Perhapsshecouldnotspeaktohim。Hewheeledsuddenlyinthepathtoreturntothecabin,andstoppedstill。
Somethingwashurryingdownthroughtheundergrowthofthecliffsidewhichtowereddarklybehindhim。Nearerandnearerthebushescrackledasthoughsomehuntedanimalwereflyingforlifethroughthem,andthenthroughthelaurel—hedgeburstthefigureofawoman,whosanktothegroundinthepathbe—forehim。Theflashofyellowhairandawhitefaceinthemoonlighttoldhimwhoitwas。
"Easter,Easter!"heexclaimed,insickeningfear。"MyGod!isthatyou?Why,whatisthematter,child?Whatareyoudoinghere?"
Hestoopedabovethesobbinggirl,andpulledawayherhandsfromherface,tear—stainedandbrokenwithpain。Thelimitofherself—repressionwasreachedatlast;thetensenerves,strainedtoomuch,hadbroken;andthepassion,solongchecked,surgedthroughherlikefire。Ah,God!whathadhedone?Hesawthetruthatlast。Inanimpulseoftendernessheliftedthegirltoherfeetandheldher,sobbinguncontrollably,inhisarms,withherheadagainsthisbreast,andhischeekonherhair,soothingherasthoughshehadbeenachild。
Presentlyshefeltakissonherforehead。Shelookedupwithasuddenfiercejoyinhereyes,andtheirlipsmet。
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CLAYTONshunnedallself—questioningafterthatnight。Stirredtothedepthsbythatembraceonthemountain—side,hegavehimselfwhollyuptotheloveorinfatuation—hedidnotaskwhich—thatenthralledhim。Whateveritwas,itsgrowthhadbeensubtleandswift。Therewasinitthethrillthatmightcomefromtamingsomewildcreaturethathadneverknowncontrol,andthegentlenessthattoanygenerousspiritsuchpowerwouldbring。These,withthemagnetismofthegirl’sbeautyandpersonality,andtheinfluenceofherenvironment,hehadfeltforalongtime;butnowricherchordsweresetvibratinginresponsetohergreatlove,thestruggleshehadagainstitsdisclosure,theappealfortendernessandprotectioninherfinaldefeat。Itwasideal,hetoldhimself,ashesankintothedeliciousdream;theytwoalonewithnature,aboveallhumanlife,withitsrestraints,itshardships,itsevils,itsdistress。Forthemwasthefreedomoftheopenskyliftingitsdomeabovethemountains;
forthemnothinglesskindlythanthesunshiningitsbenediction;
fortheireyesonlythechangingbeautiesofdayandnight;fortheirearsnosoundharsherthanthedrippingofdeworabird—song;forthemyouth,health,beauty,love。Anditwasprimevallove,theloveofthefirstwomanforthefirstman。Sheknewnoconvention,noprudery,nodoubt。Herlifewasimpulse,andherimpulsewaslove。Shewastheteachernow,andhethetaught;andhestoodinwonderwhentheplanthehadtendedfloweredintosuchbeautyinasinglenight。Ah,thehappy,happydaysthatfollowed!Theveilthathadforalongtimebeenunfoldingitselfbetweenhimandhispreviouslifeseemedtohavealmostfallen,andtheywereleftalonetotheirhappiness。Themotherkeptherowncounsel。RaineshaddisappearedasthoughDeathhadclaimedhim。Andthedreamlastedtillasummonshomebrokeintoitasthesuddenflaringupofacandlewillshatterareverieattwilight。
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THEsummonswasfromhisfather,andwasemphatic;andClaytondidnotdelay。Thegirlacceptedhisdeparturewithapaleface,butwithaquietsubmissionthattouchedhim。OfRaineshehadseennothingandheardnothingsincethenighthehadleftthecabininanger;butashecamedownthemountainafterbiddingEastergood—by,hewasstartledbythemountaineersteppingfromthebushesintothepath。
Yeaira—goin’home,Ihear,"hesaid,quietly。
"Yes,"answeredClayton;"atmidnight。"
Well,I’llwalkdownwithyeapiece,efyedon’tmind。Hit’snotouto’myway。"
Ashespokehisfacewasturnedsuddenlytothemoonlight。Thelinesinithadsunkdeeper,givingitalmostanagedlook;theeyeswerehollowasfromphysicalsufferingorfromfasting。HeprecededClaytondownthepath,withheadbent,andsayingnothingtilltheyreachedthespurofthemountain。Theninthesamevoice:
"Iwanttotalktoyeawhile,’n’I’dliketohevyestepintermyhouse。Idon’tmeanyenoharm,"headded,quickly,"’n’hitain’tfer。"
Certainly,"saidClayton。
Themountaineerturnedintothewoodsbyanarrowpath,andsoontheoutlinesofamiserablelittlehutwerevisiblethroughthedarkwoods。Rainesthrustthedooropen。Thesingleroomwasdarkexceptforafewdullcoalsinagloomycavernwhichformedthefireplace。
Sitdown,efyekinfindacheer,"saidRaines,"’n’I’llfixupthefire。"
Doyouliveherealone?"askedClayton。Hecouldhearthekeen,smoothsoundofthemountaineer’sknifegoingthroughwood。
"Yes,"heanswered;"ferfiveyear。"
Thecoalsbrightened;tinyflamesshotfromthem;inamomenttheblazecaughtthedryfagots,andshadowsdancedoverthefloor,wall,andceiling,andvanishedasthemountaineerrosefromhisknees。Theroomwasasbareasthecellofamonk。Aroughbedstoodinonecorner;afewutensilshungnearthefireplace,whereinwereremnantsofpotatoesroastingintheashes,andclosetothewoodenshutterwhichservedasawindowwasaboardtable。
Onitlayalargebook—aBible—apen,abottleofink,andapieceofpaperonwhichwereletterstracedwithgreatcareanddifficulty。
Themountaineerdidnotsitdown,butbeganpacingthefloorbehindClayton。Claytonmovedhischair,andRainesseemedunconsciousofhispresenceaswitheyesonthefloorhetraversedthenarrowwidthofthecabin。
Y’uhevn’tseedmeuponthemount’inlately,hevye?"heasked。
"Ireckonyehaven’tmissedmemuch。DoyeknowwhutI’vebeendoin’?"hesaid,withsuddenvehemence,stoppingstillandrestinghiseyes,whichglowedlikeananimal’sfromthedarkenedendofthecabin,onClayton。
"I’vebeentryin’tokeepfromkillin’ye。Oh,don’tmove—don’tfearnow;yeairassafeasefyeweredowninthecamp。Iseedyethatnightonthemount’in,"hecontinued,pacingrapidlybackandforth。"Iwaswaitin’ferye。ImeanttotellyejestwhutI’mgoin’totellyeter—night;’n’whenEastercomea—tearin’throughthebushes,’n’Iseedye—ye—a—standin’together"—thewordsseemedtostopinhisthroat—"IknowedIwastoolate。
"Isottharferaminutelikearock,’n’whenyetwowentbackupthemount’in,beforeIknoweditIwashyerinthehousetharatthefiremouldin’abullettokillyewithasyecomeback。AllatoncetIheerdavoiceplainasmyownisatthisminute:
"’Airyoua—thinkin’’bouttakin’thelifeofafellow—creatur,SherdRaines—youthatairtryin’tobeaservanto’theLord?’"
"ButIkeptona—mouldin’,’n’suddenlyIseedyea—layin’intheroaddead,’n’theheavensopened’n’thefaceo’theLordwasthar,’n’heraisedhishandtosmitemewiththebrando’Cain—’n’lookthar!"
Claytonhadsatspellboundbytheterribleearnestnessoftheman,andasthemountaineerswepthisdarkhairbackwithonehand,heroseinsuddenhorror。Acrossthemountaineer’sforeheadranacrimsonscaryetunhealed。Couldhehaveinflicteduponhimselfthisfearfulpenance?
Oh,itwasonlythemoulds。IseeditallsoplainthatIthrowedupmyhands,fergittin’themoulds,’n’thehotleadstruckmethar;
but,"hecontinued,solemnly,"IknowedtheLordhedtukthatwayo’punishin’meferthesinohavin’murderinmymind,’n’Ifellonmykneesrightthara—prayin’ferfergiveness:’n’sincethatnightI
hevstayedawayfromyetilltheLordgivemepowertostandag’inthetemptationo’harmin’ye。Hehevshowedmeanotherway,’n’
nowIhevcometoyeashehevtol’me。Ihevn’ttol’yethisfernothin’。Y’uinseenowwhutIthinko’Easter,efIwastemptedtotakethelifeo’themanwhotukherfromme,’n’IreckonyewillsayI’vegottherighttoaxyewhutI’ma—goin’to。Ihevknowedthegalsenceshewasababy。Wewaschildrentogether,andtharhain’tnousehidin’thatIneverkeeredastrawferanutherwoman。
Sheusedtobemightywilful’n’contrary,butassoonasyoucomeI
seedatoncetthatachangewascomm’overher。Imistrustedye,’n’Iwarnedherag’in’ye。ButwhenIl’arnedthatyewasa—teachin’
her,anda—doin’whutIhadtriedmybesttodo’n’failed,Iletthingsrunalong,thinkin’thatmebbeever’thingwouldcomeoutright,afterall。Mebbehitairallright,butIcometoyenow,’n’Iaxyeinthenameofthelivin’God,whoisa—watchin’youa—guidin’me,airyegoin’toleavethepo’galtodiesorrowin’ferye,ordoyeaimtocomeback’n’marryher?
Raineshadstoppednowinthecentreofthecabin,andtheshadowsflickeringslowlyoverhimgaveanunearthlyaspecttohistall,gauntfigure,ashestoodwithupliftedarm,paleface,glowingeyes,anddisorderedhair。
"Thegalhasn’tgotnoprotecter—herdad,asyouknow,isa—hidin’
fromjesticeinthemount’ins—andI’ma—standin’inhisplace,’n’Iaxyetodoonlywhutyouknowyeought。"
Therewasnothingthreateninginthemountaineer’sattitude,nordictatorial;andClaytonfelthisrighttosaywhathehad,inspiteofanaturalimpulsetoresentsuchinterference。Besides,theresprangupinhisheartasuddengreatadmirationforthisrough,uncouthfellowwhowascapableofsuchunselfishness;who,truetothetrustofherfatherandhisGod,wasputtingasidethestrongestpassionofhislifeforwhathebelievedwasthehappinessofthewomanwhohadinspiredit。Hesaw,too,thatthesacrificewasmadewithperfectunconsciousnessthatitwasunusualoradmirable。Herosetohisfeet,andthetwomenfacedeachother。
"Ifyouhadtoldmethislongago,"saidClayton,"Ishouldhavegoneaway,butyouseemeddistrustfulandsuspicious。Ididnotexpectthepresentstateofaffairstocomeabout,butsinceithas,I
tellyoufranklythatIhaveneverthoughtofdoinganythingelsethanwhatyouhaveasked。"
Andhetoldthetruth,forhehadalreadyaskedhimselfthatquestion。Whyshouldhenotmarryher?Hemustinallprobabilitystayinthemountainsforyears,andafterthattimehewouldnotbeashamedtotakeherhome,sostrongwashisbeliefinherquicknessandadaptibility。
Rainesseemedscarcelytobelievewhatheheard。Hehadnotexpectedsuchreadyacquiescence。HehadalmostbeguntofearfromClayton’ssilencethathewasgoingtorefuse,andthen—Godknowswhathewouldhavedone。
Instantlyhestretchedouthishand。
"Ihevdoneyegreatwrong,’n’Iaxyerpar—din,"hesaid,huskily。
"IwanttosaythatIbearyenogredge,’n’thetIwishyewell。I
hopeyewon’tthinkhardonme,"hecontinued;"IhehadahardfightwiththedevilaslongasIcanricolect。Ihevturnedbacktime’n’ag’in,buttharhain’tnothin’terkeepmefromgoin’straightaheadnow。"
AsClaytonleftthecabin,themountaineerstoppedhimforamomentonthethreshold。
"Thar’sanotherthingIreckonIoughttotellye,"hesaid;"Easter’sdadairpowerfullysotag’inye。Hethoughtyewasanofficeratfust,’n’hitwashardtogithimouto’theideethetyewasspyin’ferhim;’n’whenheseedyegoin’tothehouse,hegotitinterhisheadthatyemoughtbemeanin’harmtoEaster,whoairtheonlythingalivethethekeersfermuch。Hepromisednottotechye,’n’I
knowedhewouldkeephiswordaslongashewassober。It’llbeallrightnow,Ireckon,"heconcluded,"whenItellhimwhutyeaimstodo,thoughhehevgotaspiteag’inallfurriners。Far’well!I
wishyewell;Iwishyewell。"
AnhourlaterClaytonwasinJellico。Itwasmidnightwhenthetraincamein,andhewentimmediatelytohisberth。Strikingthecurtainaccidentally,helooseditfromitsfastenings,and,doublingthepillows,helaylookingoutontheswiftlypassinglandscape。
Themoonwasfullandbrilliant,andtherewasastrange,keenpleasureinbeingwhirledinsuchcomfortthroughthenight。
Themistsalmosthidthemountains。Theyseemedvery,veryfaraway。
AredstartrembledinthecrestofWolfMountain。
Easter’scabinmustbealmostunderthatStar。Hewonderedifshewereasleep。
Perhapsshewasoutontheporch,lonely,suffering,andthinkingofhim。
Hefeltherkissandhertearsuponhishand。Didhenotloveher?
Couldtherebeanydoubtaboutthat?HisthoughtsturnedtoRaines,andhesawthemountaineerinhislonelycabin,sittingwithhisheadbowedinhishandsinfrontofthedyingfire。Heclosedhiseyes,andanotherpicturerosebeforehim—asceneathome。HehadtakenEastertoNewYork。Howbrilliantthelight!
whatwarmthandluxury!Therestoodhisfather,therehismother。
Whatgraciousdignitytheyhad!Herewashissister—whatbeautyandeleganceandgraceofmanner!ButEaster!Wherevershewasplacedtheotherfiguresneededreadjustment。Therewassomethingirritablyincongruous—Ah!nowhehadit—hismindgrewhazy—hewasasleep。
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DURINGtheweeksthatfollowed,somemalignantspiritseemedtobetorturinghimwithaslowrealizationofallhehadlost;
tauntinghimwiththepossibilityofregainingitandthecertaintyoflosingitforever。
AshesteppedfromthedockatJerseyCitythefreshseawindhadthrilledhimlikeamemory,andhispulsesleapedinstantlyintosympathywiththetenselifethatvibratedintheair。Heseemednevertohavebeenawaysolong,andneverhadhomeseemedsopleasant。Hissisterhadgrownmorebeautiful;hismother’squiet,noblefacewassmootherandfairerthanithadbeenforyears;anddespitetheabsenceofhisfather,whohadbeenhastilysummonedtoEngland,therewasanairofcheerfulnessinthehousethatwasinmarkedcontrasttoitsgloomwhenClaytonwaslastathome。
Hehadbeenquickenedatonceintoanewappreciationoftheluxuryandrefinementabouthim,andhesoonbegantowonderhowhehadinuredhimselftothediscomfortsandcruditiesofhismountainlife。Oldhabitseasilyresumedswayoverhim。
Attheclubfriendandacquaintanceweresounfeignedlygladtoseehimthathebegantosuspectthathisowninnergloomhaddarkenedtheirfacesafterhisfather’smisfortune。Dayafterdayfoundhiminhisfavoritecornerattheclub,watchingthepassingpageantandlisteningeagerlytotheconversationalfrothofthetown—thegossipofclub,theatre,andsociety。Hisasceticlifeinthemountainsgavetoeverypleasurethetasteofinexperience。Hisearlyyouthseemedrenewed,sokeenandfreshwerehisemotions。Hefelt,too,thathewasrecoveringalostidentity,andstillthenewonethathadgrownaroundhimwouldnotloosenitshold。HehadtoldhisfamilynothingofEaster—why,hecouldscarcelyhavesaid—andthedifficultyoftellingincreasedeachday。
Hissecretbegantoweighheavilyuponhim;andthoughhedeterminedtounburdenhimselfonhisfather’sreturn,hewastroubledwithavaguesenseofdeception。Whenhewenttoreceptionswithhissister,thissenseofadoubleidentitywaskeenlyfeltamidthelights,themusic,theflowers,theflashofeyesandwhitenecksandarms,thelowvoices,thepolite,clear—cututterancesofwelcomeandcompliment。
Severaltimeshehadmetafaceforwhichhehadoncehadaboyishinfatuation。Itsimagehadneverbeensupplantedduringhisstudentcareer,buthehadturnedfromitasfromastarwhenhecamehomeandfoundthathislifewastobebuiltwithhisownhands。Nowthegirlhadgrowntograciouswomanhood,andwhenhesawherhewasthrilledwiththeremembrancethatshehadoncefavoredhimaboveallothers。Onenightadesireassailedhimtolearnuponwhatfootinghethenstood。Hehadyielded,andshegavehimakindlywelcome。Theyhaddriftedtoreminiscence,andClaytonwenthomethatnighttroubledatheartandangrythatheshouldbesoeasilydisturbed;surprisedthatthedayswerepassingsoswiftly,andpainedthattheywerefilledlessandlesswiththoughtsofEaster。Withapangofremorseandfear,hedeterminedtogobacktothemountainsassoonashisfathercamehome。Heknewtheeffectofhabit。Hewouldforgetthesepleasuresfeltsokeenlynow,ashehadonceforgottenthem,andhewouldleavebeforetheirholduponhimwassecure。
Knowingthedangerthatbesethim,Puritanthathewas,hehadavoideditallhecould。Heevenstoppedhisdailyvisitstotheclub,andspentmostofhistimeathomewithhismotherandsister。Onceonly,tohisbitterregret,washeinducedtogoout。
Wagner’stidalwavehadreachedNewYork;itwastheopeningnightoftheseason,andtheoperawasonethathehadlearnedtoloveinGermany。Theverybrilliancyofthescenethrewhimintogloom,soaloofdidhefeelfromitall—thegreattheatreaflamewithlights,thecirclingtiersoffaces,thepitwithitshundredmusicians,theireyesontheleader,whostoodabovethemwithbatonupraisedandGermanfacealreadyaglow。
Inhisstudentdayshehadlovedmusic,buthehadlittlemorethantrifledwithit;now,strangelyenough,hislove,evenhisunderstanding,seemedtohavegrown;andwhentheviolinsthrilledallthevastspaceintolife,hewasshakenwithapassionnewlyborn。Alltheeveninghesatriveted。Arushofmemoriescameuponhim—memoriesofhisstudentlife,withitsdreamsandidealsofcultureandscholarship,whichrosefromhispastagainlikephantoms。Intheelevationofthemomentthetrivialpleasuresthathadbeentemptinghimbecamemeanandunworthy。Withapangofbitterregrethesawhimselfashemighthavebeen,asheyetmightbe。
Afewdayslaterhisfathercamehome,andhisdistressofmindwascomplete。Claytonneedstayinthemountainsbutlittlelonger,hesaid;hewasfastmakinguphislosses,andhehadhopedafterhistriptoEnglandtohaveClaytonatonceinNewYork;butnowhehadbestwaitperhapsanotheryear。Thenhadcomeastrugglethatrackedheartandbrain。Allhehadeverhadwasbeforehimagain。
Coulditbehisdutytoshuthimselffromthislife—hisnaturalheritage—tostiflethehighestdemandsofhisnature?Washeseriouslyinlovewiththatmountaingirl?Hadheindeedeverbeensureofhimself?
If,then,hedidnotloveherbeyondallquestion,wouldhenotwronghimself,wrongher,bymarryingher?Ah,butmighthenotwrongher,wronghimself—evenmore?
Hewasboundtoherbyeverytiethathissensitivehonorrecognizedamongthedutiesofonehumanbeingtoanother。